#r: the devil deals the cards

[space-sweetheart]

-bobasthrone 💜

GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET AND RUNNING AROUND IN CIRCLES LIKE AN EXCITED DOG!!! 😭🫶 I'm gonna be staring at this for a while (it is sooo cute and sweet omg 🌹❤️) I hope you had a wonderful Valentines Day 💐🍫

[poge-life]

Please Please Please ~ R. Cameron

You had heard all about Rafe Cameron when you moved to the OBX; his anger and drug issues along with his mommy and daddy issues on top of his hatred for anyone who didn’t live on Figure 8. But you didn’t care. He had never done you wrong and he was good looking, so what did you have to lose?

 As long as he didn’t embarrass you. 

You had been out with some girlfriends from college who were visiting and wanted to see your new man you had been telling them about. But as soon as you told them who it was, they weren’t so keen on the idea. They knew exactly who Rafe Cameron was; son of the richest man in the OBX and heir to Cameron enterprise. But they also knew what kind of guy he was and he was the opposite of the guys you usually went for. 

“i know i have good judgement and i have good taste,” you spoke, playing with the straw in your drink, “why else would i be with him?”

but it’s funny and ironic that you only felt that way.

Just in the middle of telling them he wasn’t like what they had heard, you got a phone call. From Kildare County Police.

Saying Rafe had gotten arrested.

With a sigh, you told your friends something had come up and you chose to ignore the looks they all shared with each other before grabbing your purse and leaving. Rafe had let you borrow one of his many cars for the night and you knew if he kept up this behavior for much longer, your time with his cars was coming to an end.

Sitting on the hood of his car, you waited for them to bring him out after paying his bail. 

With his credit card of course.

Rafe slowly walked over to you, his suit jacket thrown over his shoulder as his eyes raked over you; starting at your shoes.

“Those the ones I bought, baby?” He asked, stopping with just a few inches between the two of you. Pulling your sunglasses down the bridge of your nose, you glanced up at him through your freshly coated lashes, “Mhm. Today actually.”

Rafe just raised his eyebrow at you as you slid off the hood of the car, handing him the keys, “don’t embarrass me again, motherfucker.”

Rafe had decided for some reason to bring you along to one of his business deals, for why? You had no idea. Walking into a diner with your hand tucked tightly into Rafe’s, he nodded his head at the guy standing behind the counter as he led you through the kitchen door. Stumbling in your heels, you quickly looked over your shoulder before facing forward as your boyfriend stepped into a room where three sketchy looking guys were sitting behind a table, counting money.

“Country club!” 

Rafe was a stand up guy and you prayed to god whatever devil was inside that he didn’t let him out tonight.

You should have expected it to end like this; Rafe and two out of the three guys getting into a fight as the one who called Rafe ‘Country Club’ introduced himself as Barry and said Rafe owed him money as the last time he did a deal for him, he ended up in jail. Rafe held his own, as he always does and the after was always his favorite part.

The aftercare. 

No matter how many fights he got into, you were always there to clean him up. Sometimes you wondered if he did it on purpose just because you took care of him.

Tears in your eyes as you realized your fears about Rafe were coming true, you held his chin in your hand as you dabbed at the cut with a q-tip. Rafe had been quiet the entire time and he knew he fucked up as soon as he brought you to tears just after you did your makeup so nice for him. He somehow kept finding ways to fuck up your relationship lately. You didn’t ask for much, hell, you barely asked for anything.

You only had one rule.

‘Don’t embarrass me’

That was the only thing you had said to him when he asked you to be his girlfriend. He knew you didn’t take lightly from being embarrassed; he learned that when you broke up with your ex at midsummers your senior year of high school because he got shit faced and knocked over a waiter.

‘Heartbreak was one thing. my ego is another’ words you had said to him on multiple occasions. You could handle heart break but you couldn’t deal with another guy bruising your ego.

He promised you he wasn’t anything like the guys you had been with before and yet, here he was. Embarrassing you and making you cry. 

“I beg you,” you took a deep breath, tightening your grip on his chin, “don’t embarrass me, motherfucker.”

You knew Rafe was craving fresh air and it was only a matter of time before Barry had a new job for him.They both had been laying low since Rafe’s arrest. The police had been sniffing around for Barry but every lead they had, always turned up cold.

You were so close to just locking Rafe away in your house at this point so people wouldn’t know you two were together. Here you were again, in a situation where he’s embarrassing you, again. 

He brought you with him on a job from Barry and had you known what this job was going to entail, you definitely would have stayed home. Barry had Rafe rob from his own dad’s company. It was a stupid fucking idea and you just wanted the floor to open and swallow you whole. 

“Rafe, this isn’t a good idea.” You whispered to him as both watched his dads assistant fill the black bag with the money from the safe, “You're essentially robbing yourself! How the fuck do you expect your dad to ever trust you with the company when you’re doing shit like this.”

“It’s just this one time, baby.” Rafe called over his shoulder, sending you a wink

“I’m about to lock you up in your room. You have a ceiling fan that's just so nice.” You mumbled, “You and I could live so happily if no one knew you were with me. I’m just kidding.”

No, you weren’t.

Here you were, once again paying Rafe’s bail after he got arrested for robbing his dad. Did he really not think his dads assistant wasn’t going to call Ward as soon as the two of you left. Ward had told you he wasn’t going to have you arrested or press charges because he knew you wanted nothing to do with the robbery. Ward knew your patience was starting to wear thin with his son and only hoped Rafe was going to get his shit together soon.

Rafe looked defeated as he walked up to the car, watching you with sad eyes as you slid off the hood, barely giving him the time of day as he held your door open. You rolled your eyes as he shut the door, knowing Rafe was going to be doing a whole lot of sucking up the next couple of days, if not weeks.

Sitting on the couch outside Tannyhill, you watched as Rafe sat before you, hands behind his head as you sat there thinking about what you were going to do with him. He had a smug look on his face, one that drove you nuts. It’s what made you fall for him in the first place. 

Pulling out a pair of cuffs, Rafe raised his eyebrows as you sauntered over to him before sitting in his lap. Wrapping your arms around his neck, Rafe placed his hands on your hips, giving them a squeeze, “Whatchu got those for, baby?”

You let the cuffs dangle from your fingertips as you wrapped one hand in his hair, giving it a tug, “I asked one thing, baby. Don’t embarrass me. And time and time again. You’ve embarrassed me. I don’t ask for much. Never have this entire time we’ve been together.”

“I don’t do it on purpose, you know that,” Rafe said, “I’m trying to make myself better for you. So I can stop embarrassing you. I don’t know how I keep getting myself into these situations.”

You shushed him, brushing your lips over his, “It’s okay. Just don’t make me hate you prolifically.”

Pressing your lips against his, he didn’t realize you had grabbed both of his arms and put them behind the chair and somehow managed to get the cuffs around both of his wrists. It wasn’t until he went to touch you again did he figure out you had cuffed him to the chair. Pulling away, you brushed your thumb over his lips, wiping your lipstick  off his face. You gave him a smile, getting off his lap before walking around him to grab the duct tape off the table.

Ripping off a piece, you walked around him and placed it on his mouth, ignoring his protests as he yanked out of cuffs. Leaning down, you placed a kiss on his mouth over the tape, leaving a mark on it before walking back into the house, “Shouldn’t have embarrassed me, mother fucker!”

[bridgetoesoteria]

🔥🐉Messages for 2024🔮✨

Sorry for the delay 😅 Got a bit carried away yesterday.

There are three decks for three piles, left to right. Each pile also gets two bonus affirmations to start their year 🥳.

Asking for messages/ what you need to know heading into 2024! Hope it resonates <3

Pile 1: Rider-Waite

Off the bat: I am getting something about your love life. It could be prominent for the first 3 months of this year.

Be less tense. Maybe get into yoga or pilates or something similar. Some people might enjoy strength training.

4 Card Spread: Ace of Swords, Wheel of Fortune, 9 of Cups (R), High Priestess. Bottom of deck is Queen of Wands.

I can see why some of you may be tense. I think you have a lot going on. In particular, there could be a toxic situation or individual you have been dealing with. I almost want to say managing. It won't be a relationship for all of you. It could be any domineering masculine figure in your life or a job situation. I'm saying this because right under the Queen of Wands is the Devil and a few other negative cards, bookended by the King of Wands.

Anywho, despite that I am getting a positive message for you heading into 2024. I kept hearing that "you know the truth." So I don't know if someone has been trying to gaslight you or if you are learning to trust your intuition. Either way, you only benefit from trusting what you know in your gut is the truth of a person or situation.

You are much more resilient than you may know. Or maybe you are just tired of having to be resilient (i feel that). I think that is going to motivate you to start taking more control of your life. I'm not a doctor and if you are feeling depressed, or just not okay emotionally, please reach out to someone for help. With the 9 of cups reversed, some of you may be feeling super unfulfilled, disappointed, and despondent.

The Wheel of Fortune is next to it however, it is my "things are looking up," card. So I see the lack of fulfillment changing. For some this may require you learning how to be more "selfish" or getting rid of a person with a selfish attitude! I see you giving them the boot and them just swirling away like they're being flushed 🚽 lol. These changes may even benefit you financially.

TL;DR: So I guess the overall message is to stand in your power. Remember you are that bitch/guy/person. Or at least you can be if you so choose. Better boundaries and less need for external validation will bring you a lot of peace. You know the truth and the right thing to do. You can trust your intuition

Pile 2: Lucid Dreams Beginners Tarot

Off the bat: You could feel a little scatter brained right now. You might feel like your mind is buzzing and there is a lot to do! Slow down a little so you don't mix things up. I almost grabbed the wrong deck for your pile. Double check everything. Don't lose shit!

You may want to meditate.

4 Card Spread: The Tower, The Fool, Ten of Pentacles, and Queen of Pentacles. Bottom of deck is Seven of Swords.

You know...just as I was beginning to shuffle, I got a message about the soft life. Maybe you should allow yourself to be pampered and blessed more. Not just by people but the universe and yourself.

Also, are there scammers in this pile cause I'm getting some finessing energy 🤣. If you are living a city girl type of life, tread carefully. Just giving this warning because of the 7 of swords and Tower. But you seem to think quick on your feet so you will be good. Work hard but keep your hands clean. You want to build a lasting dynasty.

For others, you could be planning a wedding or planning to elope. Maybe some of you are actually reconsidering marriage all together. It doesn't feel negative but more like, you feel you need more time on your own. Maybe a recent success at work or another area of life has you wondering about the health of the grass just yonder 🤔. Should you follow your heart or stay where you are? I don't know just don't do anything crazy and focus on your legacy/long-term goals.

I can't ignore all the pentacles. In some way, money and foundations are important. This could be related to your family, legacy, inheritance, career, etc. There is emphasis on your physical world. Some of you could be going against family traditions or in some way stepping out on your own. You feel ready to carve out your own path and it is hard to hold it in any longer.

Some of you could go back to an ex or someone you are separated from. For others, that could be the very thing you are rebelling against. I'm hearing "who said I have to choose you?!" You could just now be realizing that you have autonomy and the feeling is intoxicating. There is a male energy present. I can't tell if this is a family member or significant other. Be wary of this person. They are a bit stuck in their ways.

TL;DR: You want to take life by the horns. You feel so ready for it! I feel like it could have been a long time coming for many of you. See what it feels like to be free. Just don't get too carried away! Be wary of the intentions behind people wanting to sway you from your decisions. Keep focusing on your bag and carrying yourself with grace. Maybe you will make some mistakes but maybe they will be make for awesome memories! For some of you, marriage or long term partnership could be on the mind heavily.

(three wanted to come out so I rolled with it).

Pile 3: Muppet Bear Tarot

Off the Bat: I felt really chill starting this pile. I took a little break, had a laugh then came back to it. So maybe you are a little checked out and just going with your flow. The last few years may have been rough and all you want is quiet. As long as you are balancing your priorities, keep moseying down the lazy river of life ☮

Also, if you have been considering getting your first tarot deck...

🔆this is your sign🔆

There are plenty of budget and beginner friendly decks. Do some research then choose what you feel drawn to. Caution: Don't get too sucked into doing readings. I think many of us had that phase 😅

4 Card Spread: 8 of Wands, 5 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles, and Strength (R). Bottom of the deck is the World.

Again, I am getting the feeling that you are more focused on your day to day. You make sure your "home is in order," then you go off to your happy place. If this is not what you are doing, maybe this is encouragement to start. You could be mourning a loss, whether it is a person or a relationship. Or you could be feeling down for another reason. Its okay to do what you need to feel better. Maybe its a quiet night in with a cozy atmosphere or a solo trip.

In some way, releasing control will help propel you forward.

Some of you may be in a long-distance relationship and finally getting the chance to be together. For others, as you focus on healing yourself, you will naturally meet a love interest. Or an existing connection could unexpectedly develop into something romantic. I feel this person being emotionally safe for you. You are entering a new chapter in your life without even realizing it.

You may receive a message that you have been waiting on. Could be a DM, text, email, or even physical mail. Someone may have been sitting on it for awhile. I am not necessarily getting malice behind this delay even though it may be annoying.

There's definitely a chance for a fresh start. It could start slow but I have a feeling you won't mind that. This fresh start could somehow be related to you coming out victorious in a situation or just being "chosen."

Some of you may have family going to combat or returning from combat. I'm definitely getting a military undertone. This could be a young male that wants to make everyone proud. I think whoever that message resonates with will get it. For others, there could be a male who you would like to see do well.

TL;DR: Focusing on healing is the right thing to do. You have been through a lot so its okay to create your own safe space to reside in. Your blessings won't miss you. Even as you focus on yourself, good events and people will still find their way to you. Trust that the whatever high power(s) you believe in have got your back. You could experience rejuvenation in your romantic life. Also, a delayed message is coming through. Welcome to the next chapter of your life :). You deserve all the good karma headed your way this year. 🥰

Hope you loved your readings. May we all have a wonderful start to our 2024s 🥂🎇

~K

[all-about-kyu]

Summary: Lesson learned: do not purposely try to get under Sangyeon’s skin. Pairing: Sangyeon x mua fem!reader Tropes: idol au Genre: smut Rating: R 18+ Warnings: language Smut Warnings: bath sex, fingering (f receive), unprotected sex, daddy kink, impact play Word Count: 1,506 Note: for the Tarot Card Drabble event Requested by: @anyamaris​ Special Tag:  @sanjoongie​

King of Cups ➾ has the most sex in all tarot, holds your heart and deals with it perfectly, charming, might cheat, player, singer, musician, daddy kink, sex in or on water

This was really a mix-up. It had to be. The head of staff for The Boyz gave you your hotel room key and sent you on your way. The room that the key unlocked, though, was definitely not shared with another makeup artist or stylist. You knew that suitcase. It’s Sangyeon’s. The idol is nowhere to be seen at the moment, but you know the moment he sees you, there will be only two things that could happen. One: he gives you a dirty look and lets the staff know you need a different room. Or two: he gives you a piece of his mind. You’re really hoping for the first scenario, but you know the second is more likely.

Just a week ago, you were under him getting the fucking of your life. You went to work the next day with very dark hickeys littering your neck. Of course, the other stylists snickered about it, knowing that you and Sangyeon had been exchanging flirtatious words in passing. When one of them asked you how it was, you decided to lie. Why? You couldn’t explain. What you had said was that he was the worst lay of your life. The singer passed by the moment the words left your mouth. If looks could kill, you’d be six feet under right now.

The door to the bathroom pops open, and there he is. Speak of the devil, and he shall appear. Again, the look he gives you could kill.

“What are you doing in here?” he asks flatly.

“U-um,” you stutter.

“I asked you a question.” he snaps.

“I’m staying in here too. I- I think there was a mix-up. I’ll go talk to the head of staff n-”

Sangyeon grabs ahold of your chin and forces you to look at him, “I think you’re just fine right here. We need to have a chat. Don’t we?”

You gulp and get lost in his sharp dark eyes. Somehow, you still find yourself nodding.

“Go sit on your bed.”

You scurry off and sit on the unclaimed bed that you assume to be yours now. Sangyeon’s footsteps sound behind you. They’re slow. Just enough to make your heart beat a little faster. Whether that faster beating was due to anxiety or arousal, you wouldn’t admit. The idol rounds the bed and tilts your chin up to look at him from your seated position.

“What’s this rumor I hear about me being a bad lay?”

“I- I don’t know what you’re talking about.” you’re lying through your teeth, and he knows it.

“No? Even though I heard you say it to the other stylists in the green room the other day?”

You cursed at yourself internally, “I was just playing around. I didn’t mean it.”

“No?” he scoffs, “You sounded pretty serious to me.”

You feel as though you may cry if he keeps talking to you with this condescending tone. Deep down, you know why you said he’s a bad lay. You want to keep him all to yourself. If people think he’s bad in bed, then they won’t go after him. That is a perfectly logical reason to say such a thing. You guess now’s as good a time as ever to admit that out loud.

“I-” you stop yourself with a shaky breath, “I wanted to keep you for myself. If people assume you suck at sex, they won’t go for you.”

“Oh, princess,” he chuckles, “I thought we said that was a one-time thing. What happened?”

“I dunno,” you mumble.

“Do you want another go at me?” he asks, dead serious.

Your eyes snap up to his again. (You hadn’t even realized you looked away). You think he’s playing a sick joke on you at first, but then you see that same lustful passion swirling in his eyes.

“Yes.” you breathe out, “More than anything.”

“Well, I was about to get in the bath and relax before you walked in. So, how about we share that bath? There’s room enough for both of us.”

Part of this feels like a trap. A fun one, but nonetheless, a trap. Despite squinting your eyes at him slightly, you still find yourself nodding at his offer. He offers a hand out to you, and you take it. He’s being surprisingly gentle with you despite how filthily he was talking to you meer moments ago. The moment he has you in the bathroom, you find yourself pinned to the door and his lips on yours. You want nothing more than to melt into his touch. He smirks into the kiss before pulling away, much to your dismay. His eyes swirl with lust when his eyes fall on yours. You know you’re returning that same look, just more debauched than him already.

“Go on, strip, and get in the bath. I’ll be right there,” he commands gently.

His eyes stay on you as you strip. Not once does he look away from you. As you walk over to the freestanding tub and step into the warm water, you throw a look back at him over your shoulder. His already haphazardly tied robe is hardly closed anymore. It’s just closed enough to cover his member. Your eyes linger over his muscular body for a while. When your eyes travel back up to his, you find him with that same cocky smirk resting on his lips. He lets the robe fall from his body. Despite being nearly fully emersed in the water, you feel a rush of arousal through your body. He approaches the tub, and you move forward to allow him to join you in the water.

“Now,” he starts, his hands trailing down your body already, “You ready for me to remind you about what it feels like to be with me?”

A shiver runs through you, “Yes, please,”

“Who are you talking to?”

“Yes, please, Daddy. Want to feel you again.”

His fingers gently graze over your nipples, and he chuckles lowly at the slight whimper you let out. His hands wander lower into the water, one purchase on your hip while the other starts to rub circles over your clit. Your head falls back against his shoulder. Sangyeon turns his face and captures your lips in another heady kiss. His fingers tease at your entrance before slipping inside you properly. He doesn’t give you a single moment to process his actions. He fingers you at a fast pace from the start.

“D-daddy,” you whine.

“Yes?” he asks with a dominant tone, “What do you need?”

“More, need more.” you gasp, “Need you inside me.”

One moment you feel your orgasm slowly building; the next, it’s quickly fading. Sangyeon chuckles at you again when you whine about the lack of contact. He practically manhandles you, making the water splash up over the sides of the tub.

“Put your knees to the bottom of the tub, and hold onto the edge of it. I don’t want you falling.”

You do as you’re told, “W-what are you planning?”

“You want me to fuck you?”

You nod vigorously, “Please, please! Daddy, please fuck me.”

“That’s what I thought. Now, do you feel stable like that?”

You nod again, ��Please just get inside me.”

The water splashes around you again slightly as the man behind you adjusts his position. Then, you feel the head of his cock pressing against your hole. You try to push back to get him inside you faster, but you feel one of his large hands smack down against your ass.

“Patience is a virtue, my dear.” he quips.

“One that I don’t fucking have.” you bite, “Just fuck me already.”

“Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to like that?” he growls, “Do I have to fuck that attitude out of you?”

“Maybe you do, Daddy,” you respond with a teasing lilt.

Sangyeon pushes into you in one smooth thrust. A broken moan escapes your lips, and your head falls forward in pleasure. The sound of the water sloshes around you as Sangyeon fucks you as if he hates you. The sound only adds an extra layer to the atmosphere of the bathroom. A part of you is thankful he’s fucking you from behind. Had you been facing him, you probably would’ve been even more of a wreck than you are currently.  Your forehead is pressed against your knuckles (which are gripping onto the edge of the tub tightly), and your body shivers from the hair against your wet skin. Still, you find yourself pushing back against Sangyeon’s thrusts every time. You don’t get to warn him when your orgasm comes slamming into you.

“Fuckin’ brat. Didn’t even ask me to cum.” he bites, still fucking you roughly.

“‘M sorry, Daddy,” you respond in a broken sob, “I learned my lesson. I’m not gonna say yo- you’re bad in bed anymore. Promise.

“Cute,” he scoffs, “You think we’re done just cause you came? Daddy’s not done with you yet. We have a long night ahead of us.”

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[envihellbender]

First date headcanons for Huntress, Frank, Susie, Ghostface and Michael

First Date Headcanons

Huntress:

You have to ask her out rather than the other way around, she’ll drop hints and bring you presents (cute things she found from her victims), and she’ll hang around you a lot but you have to make the first move.

She is really shy and embarrassed, she snorts when she laughs. You both go to the cinema and when you hold her hand she lets out a little squeak and her cheeks burn red.

She isn’t too picky about the movie, so long as no children get hurt she’s happy. If you let her pick though she’d suggest something along the lines of Kung Fu Panda 4. She’d also have a backpack full of sweets and treats for you to share to avoid paying too much for the cinema. She remembers what your favourite snacks are from when you told her the first time you met and got them especially.

She’d prefer not to go to a restaurant afterwards, so you suggest a takeout to sit and eat in the park by the lake. It’s dusk when you get there and it’s a really romantic atmosphere.

You have to initiate the kiss good night, she might shyly reach out to hold hands through out the evening but as much as she desperately wishes to feel her lips against yours, she won’t act on it. When you do her heart swells, her face burns red, and she is so delighted she enthusiastically kisses you again, and again, and again.

Frank:

Your date isn’t something either of you call a date, you meet up outside the 7/11 you know won’t card you and get some beers and some cigarettes. Maybe you pick up snacks, but if you do they’re deep in your pockets before the shop clerk even sees you. The plan is to go to the woods just outside of town, the place where the old folks say the devil worshippers hang out.

Maybe you both don’t realise it is a date, not until your smoking cigarettes, drinking, and eating snacks out on fallen down tree in the woods. You’re both getting giggly, telling jokes and scary stories, they get more and more gruesome as they go along. The scariest ghost stories, the most disgusting creepypastas and r/nosleep stories.

You don’t kiss at the end of the night, instead you kiss whilst you’re both laughing at each other’s jokes and each other’s elaborate revenge fantasies. It isn’t thought out, it’s instinctive, you hold hands, cuddle, and kiss, and theres a heat that it may go further but it doesn’t. It doesn’t need to.

You spend the night wandering through the forest and come across an abandoned building, Frank jumps out behind a wall to scare you, you scream and you both end up laughing so hard you double over. You read the graffiti saying obscene things alongside pentacles and satanic art work. You and Frank add your own additions, alongside the juvenile drawing of a penis Frank writes something almost poetic. You draw a tag that represents both you and Frank.

Frank takes you back home on the back of his bike, you’re shivering at the end of the night and he gives you his hoodie. You have one last kiss and he cheekily sneaks a bite in your neck, a love bite showing he was there.

Susie:

Susie asks you to dinner with an invitation she drew herself, a romantic comic strip that’s self aware and a little tongue in cheek to make it seem like it’s no big deal if you turn her down, not really. When you say ‘yes’ Susie blue screens for a moment, she was not anticipating this answer and it takes her a second to realise you said “yes”.

She makes a picnic for you both, a couple of bottles of fizzy pop, bags of crisps, homemade cupcakes, and sandwiches. She infodumps about her favourite comics, and asks if she’s being annoying again and again. Afterwards you wander wrong the only comic shop in town, she shows you the comics she was talking about.

You surprise her by buying her a small teddy from the video game you bonded with her over at the arcade before you went on your date. She’s delighted and her grin is wider than she normally would let it get to out of being self conscious about her braces and crooked jaw. When you back in the car she sits on the dashboard.

She drives you home but you don’t actually get there for for hours, you both sing a long to your favourite songs on the radio, she takes a detour because she wants to show you her favourite spot. She takes you to the top of a hill just outside of town, you both sit on her hood for a little while, she normally just has her comics up here by herself. She’s never shared it with anyone before.

She actually drives you home, and when she’s parked outside your house you both talk for so long and you say “okay I’ll leave after this song” which seems to go on for an hour at least. Eventually you kiss her, her lipgloss tastes like bubblegum and she’s taken so by surprise she doesn’t close her eyes. She asks if she can do it again because she wants to make it perfect, you giggle and say it was, but you kiss her again. And again. And again.

Ghostface:

For the readers who aren’t 9ttp: Calling him Jed not Danny because Danny is my brother’s name and it���s weird to me

You and Jed meet when you interview him for your true crime podcast for your special on the Ghostface killer. You have plenty of banter on air, leaving the idea of him coming back for a future episode on the cards. After the show is over he asks you out for dinner and a movie that weekend, you’re so taken aback by this that you say yes without thinking. You’re smiling the entire way home, he posts the selfie of you and him on his Instagram saying how much fun he had on the podcast. You heart it and share it to your story with the biggest smile on your face.

You decide to go on Halloween because that’s when the best movies are showing. You’re at a coffee shop in the same mall as the cinema, you both order an iced coffee, he gets whipped cream and chocolate sauce. You are both so excited for the cinemas reshowing of Friday the 13th, you are both talking about your favourite horror movies and playfully argue about your tastes.

When you get to the cinema Jed orders you both a large popcorn to share as well as two tango ice blasts, when you sit down he sneaks out several big bags of sweets from his backpack. He takes a selfie of you both before the movie starts. He raves about how cute you look. He’s wearing a Camp Crystal Lake t-shirt and you one for your favourite band. You’re both excitedly whispering to each other fun facts and your favourite things about the film throughout, your shushed several times and the shot of anger in Jed’s green eyes causes a shot of excitement in your chest.

Afterwards you go to a local fast food place, it’s not fancy but you don’t care, you’re both having a great time that your talking constantly and quickly, eating up everything you both love about cinema. You talk about horror media in general, tell him how he’ll have to come with you for the movie you’re reviewing for the podcast. He asks if that’s your second date with a sly grin, he pays for your food.

Jed walks you home and tells you amazing stories, your not sure if their true but a journalist has to have an exciting life, right? You hold hands without thinking, and when you get to your door he kisses you instantly and deeply. You melt into his arms, and when you part you can’t repress your smiles as you press your foreheads together.

Michael Myers:

You both know each other from the same local bookshop you hang around at. When you were looking for something new to read and talking aloud with a friend he politely taps you on the shoulder and places Final Girl Support Group by Grady Hendrix into your hands. You get it out of curiosity, and love it of course. You thank him next time you go in, he doesn’t say anything but you can tell from his smile and intense gaze that he’s listening. You ask if he wants to get a coffee and he nods with more enthusiasm than you could expect.

He orders his coffee using his phone, texting out his order of a hot chocolate and offers to buy your ice coffee too. You ask if he’d rather talk over text and he visibly relaxes. When you text you realise how articulate and thoughtful he is, you talk for a long time about books. You both enjoy horror, he seems to have an intense, deep knowledge of the genre as a whole - both historical and modern and across every subgenre you can think of. He isn’t patronising, he doesn’t make you feel stupid, you talk until the shop closes and reluctantly leave after being pushed to by the barista.

He gives you his jacket when you leave and it’s cold, a couple of horrible young men shout homophobic abuse at you which makes you retreat feeling humiliated and sad. Michael squeezes your hand, and manages to distract you by stopping to point out the constellations in the sky.

You invite him in but he quickly tells you over his phone that he’d love to but he has an early appointment tomorrow. You arrange a second date and have a simple kiss. He’s shy, his arms warm and inviting but timid. He’s taller than you and his chin rests on the top of his head.

The next morning you’re checking out the news on your phone, you see a picture of the two men who harassed you yesterday. They both turned up dead in a fountain in the park, found by a dog walker at dawn. In your chest you know exactly what happened, and you surprise yourself by how romantic you find it.

[tmwcs]

S E 7 E N : P R O L O G U E - P A R T 2 W O

Warnings: MDNI18+ Sexual assault, sexual harassment, religion, angels and demons, mentions of hell, angels are bad guys, demons are good guys, sinful pleasures, dry humping, fingering, making a deal with the devil. The idea of angels attacking people is borrowed from that show on Netflix, "Hellbound" excellent show, i recommend in case you haven't seen it. I believe its an adaption from a manwha. so enjoy!

You turned over to your left where the staircase led down to the first floor, there just a couple of steps down, was the Senator.

“I thought I saw you come by this way.” He smiles softly as he approaches you.

“O-oh….my apologies…I wasn’t aware that you noticed me leaving.” You were polite, but nervous and scared. The man was intimidating due to the amount of power his words held.

“No no, it’s alright. I had just wanted to ask you…why haven’t you joined Voia Domnului?”

Your heart nearly exploded. A wave of fear hits you.

“I…um…”

“You know, it’s not too late. You should join soon…otherwise risk being selected. It is now becoming a sin to refrain from joining our organization as we…have become the communicators of God.”

“Oh….I see….well I guess I just…haven’t really thought of it that way…” You merely responded in politeness and issued a sense of being naïve, in hopes that the conversation would end, soon.

Handing you a card, he bids you to take it.

“This has the address to my main office. Come by tonight, I will give you some things to help with your transition for when you join.” He smiles as you nervously take the card.

“um…I’m not sure if I’ll be free tonight-“

“Oh please…I insist. We must take care of each other, and I can’t bear to see someone like you be labeled as a sinner. I will do my best to help save you.”

You found his statement audacious yet nodded and refrained from continuing the conversation.

After you clocked out, you signaled for a taxi to take you to the Senator. You really didn’t want to go but had no choice considering you’d be putting yourself at risk if you refused to show up. They labeled you as defiant, unwilling to progress and furthermore, you already suspected that the Senator had leads and connections to figure out your home address…who knows what would happen if you didn’t show up.

Pulling up and paying the cab driver, you stepped out and admired the large building. Much like the Senator’s attire, it was an architecture of luxury and elegance.

‘What a joke…is this for real? How much did it cost to build this thing?’

 Breaching the entrance, which was guarded by security, you saw the elaborate sign that read ‘Voia Domnului Headquarters’.

“This way.” One of the security members issues to you.

Leading you to the top floor, your heartbeat escalates as you hear the ding of the elevator, indicating you had reached the desired floor.

“Over here.” The man escorts you.

“Ah, you made it.” Forras stands as he holds out his arms wide open, indicating for you to hug him. You shifted your gaze around, hesitantly administering what was supposed to be just a quick hug, so that you wouldn’t put yourself at risk of offending the man, yet he held you close for a minute as he shifted his face against your hair and whispered…

“It’s so good that you came.”

You pull back at the discomfort of being so close to him, it made you uncomfortable and not to mention, made you feel somewhat disgusted. The man embraced you more tenderly than you were expecting, and that didn’t sit well with you.

“I uh….know you must be busy so if it’s alright, I’ll take some pamphlets and be on my way. I have an early morn-“

“No need to worry. I am not as busy as you would think. I have everything at my disclosure and…” reaching for your shoulder, he rests his hand as he grips you. “You could also have…everything.”

You shifted your shoulder out of his grasp as you looked at him sternly.

‘Did he just….is he hitting on me?’

“Senator I ….”

“Wouldn’t you like to not only be a part of the organization…but also to be a part of the head of it?”

You gently shook your head.

“I….rather not…I just…”

“You’re a beautiful girl…you should be well taken care and enjoy the luxuries in life. I have all of that, I can arrange everything for you. I have a whole group of fine young ladies such as yourself, who are very well taken care of.”  He smiles as he takes his steps towards you.

“n..no…..”

“yes….”

“NO!”

You turned hastily as you made your way to the door when his hands grabbed you from behind. Struggling, he pins you to the wall as he presses his body against yours.

“Yeah…I bet you like to take it like a whore!”

“Stop!!”

His hands roamed as he squeezes your breasts and began to rip open the top buttons of your collard, short sleeve shirt.

“I said stop!”

He continued to grope your chest as he shoves his face into your neck, feeling his tongue on your skin, your eyes began to issue out tears as the amount of disgust fills your body from him touching you. Shifting your face to the side, your eyes caught sight of a small paper weight, grabbing it within your reach, you swung at his head, right over his ear to be précised, and struck him not once, but twice as the man peels back and holds his head.

“You whore!!! How dare you!?”

You wasted no time as you swung the door open, opting to take the stair way as you quickly ran down making your way to the nearest fire exit. You could hear the Senator’s voice echoing out towards you from above the lower you went down.

“You’ll pay! You will fucking pay!”

Reaching the second floor, you opened the fire exit and ran down the spiral, outdoor ladder well, quickly running out taking numerous and random turns to avoid being stationary to one pathway.

‘Please don’t find me! Please don’t find me! Please don’t find me!’

You continued running, yet you came to a sudden halt for a moment when you looked up at the wide billboard that displayed the current time… it was already nine-thirty. You had no idea where you were, and there was only thirty minutes left before curfew starts.

‘Fuck! I need to get home! Wh-where am I exactly?’

Since phones had all been banned, there was no way for you to navigate using a map or anything to aid you. You found yourself in the back of an old neighborhood, yet as you continued running, you made way to the suburbs of the city.

‘Where do I go? How do I get out of here?’

The time was nine-fifty-four, and you grew desperate as there was nowhere for you to go. Taxi’s and cabs had already called it a night, leaving you stranded out past curfew, facing the chargers of being caught, and brought back to the senator.

Shifting your gaze around, you saw the sign that displayed the nearby recreational nature trails. Figuring it was best to hide somewhere deep in the wooded area, you ran past the Azaela Garden at the entrance before ducking below the pole gate that prevented the entry of vehicles.

Running on the main trail, you took numerous paths at the various intersections, hoping to lose yourself in the depths of the woods, figuring it was your best chance to remain secluded and hidden.

Surprisingly, there were no sirens, no yells or cries that indicated anyone was after you, not even when you left the building and was still within the city limits. Still…

‘I need to keep running…’

You ran for God knows how long. Your eyes acclimated to the darkness of the path, only the moonlight lit the way for you, though it was awfully dimmed. Up ahead, as you tried to regain your breathing, you saw a glint of light. Making your way over to it, you saw that it was a large map of the trails.

‘Perfect.’

Taking your hair out of the loose bun you had, trying to air out each of your strands as you flapped the front of your partially torn shirt, you tried to cool yourself as you looked up….only to find something written on the map that made your eyes widened with shock, fear, and horror.

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“Y/n…7 days…”

P A R T T H R 3 E

[starsinkpop]

hey babe! i hope you’re doing great 🤍 i’d love to ask some things about Mingi if you don’t mind.

Does he really have some trust issues? is there a reason behind it?

It just looks like he constantly needs to be reminded he’s loved and that people are proud of him 😭

Hey babes, I’m doing great thank you! Hope you are as well 💖 this was kinda hard to interpret but here we go.

Life and the Entertainment industry can be extremely hasty and moving fast forward. I feel like Mingi has the deeply rooted fear of kinda missing the train and being left behind. He knows that as fast as success (in any part of his life) comes it can go as well. And I think he deals with some insecurities, which makes him question his own capabilities and purpose in life. I think that’s why he needs a lot of reassurance from people that are important to him. Potentially, there could have been someone close to Mingi in the past (or could still be around) who has difficulties accepting changes of situations or people. And now Mingi is thinking that whenever he does something different or changes something about himself or his life, he loses value to this person. Which again could be a reason why he needs reassurance.

Another reason could also be that people used him and took advantage of him. This could’ve been financially, emotionally, or really just for better reputation. This has happened too often to him and caused him losing trust in others. What if they gonna use him again? What if they’re just nice because they want a piece of his cake? I see him being very conflicted. Because he likes people and I actually think he really enjoys meeting new people. He loves being social. But there will always be this little devil in the back of his neck telling him he’s just being used and they don’t actually care about him. He dealt with too many people in the past that have been hot and cold. There also could’ve been a constant on and off relationship (romantic or platonic) that kind of turned a switch in his head and now he’s having a hard time believing in himself.

His trust issues could also be caused by some type of loss that he is slowly overcoming. This doesn’t have to be a loss of a person, I see this more as a loss of a part of himself. What comes to my mind right away as I’m reading this is his hiatus he had a few years ago. He had to watch his group continuing their work without him. I can only imagine how hard this must’ve been for him and I think that he still has to deal with some trauma because of that. This could’ve caused a lot of self doubt and made it hard for him to trust in his own talent. But I honestly see him slowly moving away from this mindset. It takes time and strength but Mingi is a very strong person in my opinion and he can overcome this whenever he is ready.

I also see him gaining a bit of freedom and space by not trusting others. Now let me explain, if he doesn’t trust others easily, he lowers his expectations which means he can’t really be disappointed by anyone at the end of the day. Disappointment could throw him off track, but if there’s nothing that could disappoint you, you can freely move forward. It feels like it’s allowing him to have no expectations in anything. It’s like a coping mechanism tbh. I hope i make sense on that.

Overall he’s just trying to protect himself from getting hurt I think. Maybe right now it feels safer for him to not just trust everyone. If he feels better by being wary of others, then so it be. I just hope he gets all the love, affection and reassurance he needs from his fave people.

Love,

~nicky 🫧

Masterlist

Cards pulled: VII The Chariot, Four of Wands, XVI The Tower (R), Five of Cups, Eight of Wands

[halt-kun]

Hunter x Hunter Chapter 407 - Negotiations

Soooooo the procession of Halkenburg begiiiiiins

the troupe is trying to kill some Heil-yi while some Heil-yi are trying to kidnap some of Tse's childhood friends.

Ah yes, for some reason, everyone is back in their body

WOW, the quantity of people there

soooo many

It's a prince after all

I still love every panel with the black whale even though they make me anxious eveytime because this is day 12 out of 56

Oh no, one girl is missing

I'm all for seeing the girlsquad dealing with their own problem but they don't have nen so I'm scared

I don't remember their name too

Oh wait I think I just remembered that they're not all girls and some are men

My brain just wants them to be butch lesbians but alas Togashi didn't think so

Very on point, except theywant her to cooperate I think. They definitely used manipulation to abduct her tho

So they won't be doing anything until the end of the ceremony, well shit

does this mean we'll switch point of view again ?

She was indeed manipulated and is in front of Morena now

well this is going to be fun

She's way more calm than expected

well she must know she can't do much and they expect something out of her

their might also be room for negotiation

"It's not mandatory"

I'm pretty sure you'll kill her if she refuses but you want her to willingly follow you

They're future Kurapikas if they awaken nen

smart and calm

I love them

Saying yes before you know the conditions is fucked

it could also be a way to trigger a nen ability

very annoying

CARD GAME ????

TOGASHIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !?!?

did you just invent a card game for fun and then wanted to put it in a chapter somewhere ????

that's quite a huge restriction if Borksen loses

OKAYYYY

weird game

so this will be an interrogation as a game then ?

These negotiations are negotiating hard

I agree with Borksen, I don't see her leaving this without agreeing

WELL FUCK

you have to play knowing what you want to answer and you light get forced into servitude or death

I agree that both yes and no cards are awful, Joker makes you choose between yes and no but it's not better and the R card technically means you have to reuse a card you might not want to keep to the end

Terrifying

Okay what's the third trap ?

OHHHHH this is getting interesting

Oh so it's only for closed questions

it can be useful but I have no idea what I would ask too

most answers would end in the "yes and no"

I LOVE HER

So a lot of words on language to mean she won't cheat as she answered No as her own subject which mean Yes would mean she would cheat.

I thought Borksen only had one yes and one no card

oooooh, joker counts too and this means it's the last one between joker, yes and no in her hands

Deal with the devil, got it

Well, Togashi likes to edge HxH fans a lot

but it's fine

I'm used to it

I really hope we get something fun in the last 4 chapters.

[loreholdlesbian]

Card transcription

Tibalt, Gibbering Agent 1B P/B/R R Legendary Planeswalker- Tibalt [mythic] Compleated (P/B/R can be paid with B, R, or 2 life. If life was paid, this planeswalker enters with two fewer loyalty counters.) -1: You may sacrifice an artifact or creature. If you do, each opponent loses 3 life. -2: Create a 1/1 red Phyrexian Devil creature token with "When this creature dies, it deals 1 damage to any target." -3: For each opponent, incubate X, where X is the amount of life that player lost this turn. Loyalty 7

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Art link: https://www.deviantart.com/steamhat/art/Tibalt-Vanguard-of-Pain-573385109

[slashercult]

Hello. Thank you for the new year prediction game!

Something good that happened to me this year was that i processed some feelings i was holding onto. It was a tough but liberating moment. I learned the importance of reading psychological books as they help me go through life alot more smoothly.

A mini prediction for you next year is that a big or a good opportunity will come your way (be it career wise or take it as it resonates) , it will make you stressful ( i felt stress a bit while channeling ) but that feeling will pass and you'll feel great later on that you took this opportunity.

A youtube video that brings me comfort is "some rough advice for the real world" by vlogbrothers. I'm a teen ( soon to be an adult ) and that video comforts me alot. You can watch it anytime you want. But ig if you're adult and have already gone through stuffs and epiphanies then this might be a bit boring for you. So i have one more video suggestions for you and that is– "a girl proposes to a nurse on anesthesia" it's an adorable video.

The question i wanna ask is 🕯���- what should i focus on the next year?

I hope november is going nice for you. Take care

hello!! thank you for participating in this game! i hope the mini prediction that you had for me that more opportunities will come through. as for the video you sent, im not an adult yet as well, i use this blog to mainly give free readings and occasionally exchange readings to get more practice. tarot is a hobby for me and it makes me really happy to see the different ways that it has helped people. but im getting off track here - the video that you sent was really helpful, im at a weird time in my life where i am confused as to what i want for myself in the future so it really resonated, thank you! this is getting a bit too long so let's move on to your reading then shall we?

your energy as of right now: temperance, the fool, the devil (r) what should you focus on in 2024: three of cups, the star (r), nine of pentacles (r) oracle cards: the elk and the ash (strength)

i type and then pull out more cards when i usually do readings, so i don't know what will come next after im done typing something. it's almost like its my train of thought in a way, anyways i hope you enjoy. for your current energies, i got only major arcana cards, all of which carry really good news, so im seeing that you are at a really stable place right now. the image coming into mind is a very serene and calm scene at the beach right after a storm. the crabs and little creatures are ready to come out and explore all that the beach has to offer. the first card that you got was temperance, which shows me that you already have a vision of what it is you want to achieve from the new year. it's also showing that you have recently found peace within yourself and are putting your skills to good use. the fool is also saying that you are ready to embrace new changes in your life. you are at a point in your journey where you are ready to try new things and be more authentic to yourself. you're excited for the new opportunities that the new year has to offer. the devil reversed just confirms this even further, by showing that you are reclaiming your power. you are not going to back down again and let everything be swept away by the waves before you have the chance to be near it. the new year is the perfect opportunity to spend more time with family, friends, anyone that you really love and cherish. the cards are also telling me that you shouldn't feel afraid to turn to others for support when you need it, because im seeing that there are a lot of people who want you to succeed in the new year. there may be times in the new year where you feel as though everything is turned against you, but the cards assure that if you are able to keep being hopeful and surrounding ourselves with positive energy you will be able to effectively deal with this lack of motivation/creativity. 2024 is the time for you to take a few steps back from everything and relax and regain your strength. the oracles are guiding you to remember your strengths, because much like the elk and the ash, you are strong and are able to withstand the days when the weather is tough and harsh. that's all for your reading, please don't forget to leave feedback, i hope you enjoyed and have a wonderful new year!

[diablescharmants]

[ HANDS ] : our muses’ hands touch. Cana Mira /// the other one was for freed obvsss

@soulbiinding

     Being strong for her friends and proving over and over that KINDNESS was very well a STRENGTH and no weakness were purposes that Mira carried with her a whole lifetime. There had been moments where it would become difficult to still believe in her own words, to not lose sight of what she was sincerely convinced of but most of the time she was glad that she could show others some light. Light that she had been deprived of for a long time, light that would always be holding hands with a deep shadow within her. Balancing them both was a challenge at times, though she had learned to deal with it, how to handle it. In fact, she might argue that this ever on-going tug was just making her stronger ever day. Just like her kindness did - it was a s t r e n g t h .

                           But sometimes, Mira felt w e a k .

     Tears had streaked down her cheeks, tears that had become dry on her soft skin by now. They had been sitting like this for a while and she was thankful that it had been Cana of all people to find her. Somehow, the card mage's presence was eminently soothing. She always found the right words if needed but most of the time it was sufficient if she just held her in her arms and comforted her in silence. Somehow, Cana was always there to reassure her and to offer protection in times of emotional clutter and fear. Mirajane was a powerful individual but to allow herself to falter in someone else's arms and know that this was a safe haven was… It was NEEDED. And Cana wouldn't judge her for this display of overcoming emotion and her shaking body.

     Mira let out a quiet sniffle; they had overcome the worst and she would be ready to speak again soon. For now, she just wished to permit this silence to linger and the comfort that the other woman's proximity offered her. When their hands touched, the she-devil's breathing slowed down for a second whereas her heart skipped a beat. There was no hesitation in her next motion and for the first time today her lips curled into a faint smile as she hooked her pinky finger with Cana's in a delicate gesture, head buried in the other woman's shoulder.

                           She was okay, here in Cana's arms.

[baddblud]

There is Lucifer (commonly called 'The Devil') and his hosts of Fallen Angels ('demons') who cause havoc and destruction in this world. If you know what to look for (as explained in Revelations) you see those forces on the move in a massive way globally and domestically today. The current Marxists that make up the leadership and mid levels (Hollywood, Academia, Culture Influencers) of the Democrat Party have wholly embraced the demonic teachings and are actively possessed by those 'demons' mentioned!.

Demonic possession doesn't mean one is totally insane and frothing at the mouth as we see on occasion in the Bible but rather is a freely selling of yourself to the teachings of Lucifer. Examples would be the Marxist Left's radical infatuation with 'climate change' and 'abortion', all of which are religions in themselves. To those of us with the vision to see this evil and call it out, those extremes are no more than the pagan practices of sky worship and human sacrifice which are not new but rather as old as mankind itself!

Yes, the Marxists in the Democrat Party have sold their souls and every policy they support promotes those evils in one form or another! Not only are card carrying members of that group possessed but you see many people (like the Cheneys and Bushs) now willing to embrace evil and it is a clear choice on their parts. Cheney talks about 'conservatism' in this interview repeatedly and it is clear her perverted version is different than that of the late Ronald Reagan. My hope is after President Trump leaves the world stage that the Right follows the America First ideology and remembers these RINOs made a deal with Lucifer!

[solardick]

Idea for sigma. 18th letter of the greek alphabet.

The idea is this. ΣWM.

Moon, card 18 and 23. Wheel, card 10 and 13.

23rd letter of the English alphabet is W. The 18th letter is R. The 10th letter is J and the 13th letter is M. The two additional cards here are J and R. The chariot and temperance.

Σ is used as a mathematic symbol.

The A and E cards are mused to be interchangeable. As they are often found together. But the final card in this set would belong to З, i come to. There doesnt seem to be any other symbol to use. З is also a stand in for Z. And also draws other connections to the high priestess. Emphasizing a more gental, nurturative side of the spherical and circular connotations. Of the cards. As the wheel is as likely asking as it is pointing where. Where’s the personal disposition of active participation? Attention and discipline, care, and intelligence. May trump all.

Not what i originally imagined. An I-robot type deal manipulating the elements of reality.

The σ minuscule version brings it the O and Q and G and even C itself. Together with the active use of “will” or purpose. Painting a lovely picture. As well as tying it in with the devil card. S and Z. Though im rationalizing. Sex and the machine. The wheel card can now be painted as a sexy robot.

It just does’t fit the circular theme of the set. Other than perhaps the solar system and human automatons.

The σ symbol is used in the same class of calculation as is Σ, adding in the standard deviation from a sum notation. Though it’s used as a fraction. Becoming an irrational symbol, labeled as Q. A fancier Q in another font. But still a Q.

But im not very convinced by it. The card as a whole.

Othwr than that i think im being framed for tax fraud. As someone sent me the T-4 tax slips for walmart for 2023 for 10000$. I didnt work a day at walmart in 2023. And i never got my T-4s for the roofing job i did for a couple months.

And yo get get a screening fie gonareah. Be foiring to have given me a gay desease after they rapedmy spyche. Just to add innthe degenerate sense of homour.

Fuckni hate it here. Today their making the eclipse personal by exlipsing my fucken efforts. Sorry they’re taking your work. Station so uou have nothing to do. Yeah. Go smokw a ciggarette.

Eclipse starts just when i get off work. It’ll pass over has im walking home. Miss it. It looked like evening. Like an hour before evening. I stop paying attention to astrology when o realized they were just ising it to mess woth me.

Anyway this was a crappy post anyway. But, im afraid until i have a confident. Im stuck doing this. Everyone needs someone. I dont know what that feels like. The worlds been agaisnt me since the day i was born. Instead of being completly serrounded by people i don’t like who are actively fucken with me. Literally everything the outside would has sent my way, offord, given, likes my life lesser. Since i was born. I was born in hell. And everyonw wants to rule. Grew up fearing and alone. Am old still fearing and alone. Nothing has changed in over 30 years. Everyone always playing soemthign over me. Since forever. And everyperson brings in something that weakens me. Always been. Theres nothing to learn from being messed with. Its just for others pleasure. As its always been. I dont want to be alive anymore. Whats next? My secret druggings to fuck with me? Beat me down until i freak out more and conveice other peopel to help?fuck with my income taxes? Give me a desease? Frame me for murder?

Im quitting this jon soon and probably gonna hang myself. If this all life is goona do to me. Then ehats the point? Theres nothing else. I could listen to the bible and beleive you’ll syop when im forty. But. That’s a lie. There was never any apple itd been like this from the start. I dont even human anymore. Theres no connecting with anyone. Ill bever have a confidant. Just serrounded by assholes. Likes its always. Been. Not allowed not beign fucken damaged by someone. Hahhahahabwell at leadt im not an unstable wreck anymore. But i cant rely on that. Eve’s a fucken faget anyway. Genesis lietterally makes. No sense. It would be woman pulling at a rib and become man. Cause she wanted to get penetrated. So he lies. And hooks up with her. Done deall. Fuckne hate the bible.

Jesus is a bastard. No father. Left his mother alone in the crowd. He’s super effeminate and cant defend himself. The last person you want backing you in a war. And only go pray to him if someone wants a blowjob. 🤷🏻‍♂️if anythung he’s be a kamikaze warrior. With c-4 straped yo his chest.

Now i got to go to work and deal with some crows. They only say one thing. Caw!!! Try havign a comversation eith that.

Ive been wondring about gods absence lately. Portent of the day. A black cat catches a mouse. Gets distracted by me. Drops it. And catches it again and trotts off. Today at the moment. Conversation is about cats and litter. As for being personally eclipsed yesterday. I refused to be around him after that. I am now working woth a different colleague. The same partner of the guy who eclipsed me. Txted me later that day asking a dumb question. He could easily get by asking the persons themselves. I responded with. “Lilith”. The eclipse happened on my natal lilith.

And apparently they pivked this out of one of the vans im supposed to load today.

Not my hand.

They all laughed and made fun. And tossed it at the manager. Him being an atheist or a satanist or some such. Makes the impression that he doesn’t like the church very much. Theres alot of gay crap tossed around. Like always.

Well, talked to another foreign doctor couldnt ynderstand half of what he was saying. I dont think he understood half of what i was saying so. Its prabably no help at all. So i got cramping meds. See if that works.

I dont thinknits working.

IBS. Apparently. Being around too much gay shit. Gives me a desease.

Fucken kirby. What fucken cokskr. Your with my partner today. Im going home vack to bed. No alwep. And meds gives me weak vision abd weak muscle. And i have 40 000 pounds to load today. Starta yelling at me. Called him aficjen cokskr and left. Sorry i give you the health and security position and that i helped not start start smoking again. Nr. Fucker whos constantly on light duty. Fuck you. Naybe upu found tgat jessus fifure for a reason. You fucken asshole. Go brush your fuxken teeth.

Well at least i dont gave the feeling likw i just got raped this morning. Add a headache to that. Coffee!!!!

Moody lunar men are ten times then women. I hope his saturn return fucks him up the ass like it did me. But, you cant get much worse of a transit. Than i did. So theres no comparison. Sorry yoo have to work today and not walk around stairing at boxes and sitting in the office. If this is how he gets without half the world fucken with him everyday. The. He’s obviously a pussy. Sorry im mad and i have no sleep. Ots an effort to walk.

So those pills seem to be working. Took longer than it said it would. But, i got to sleep around 2;45 ish this morning. Didnt get out of bed till 6:30 ish. After my alarm went off at 5. And made it to work on time. But, nooe. Cant do it today. Its an easy load. Heavy but. 40 000 thousands pounds of 100 pound boxes. Nope. Not doing it. Been doing 50-to 60 thousand pound skid orders lately. Which aren’t bad. But kirby irratates me. Walking around like he owns the place. Never load a van. Always sitting in the office. Or doing light work. And counting boxes.

Others dont sleep around here either!!! Fuck you. You stay up all night gaming. Fuck off. Think he’s mad cause im patronizing and a good parental figure for Keagan. I dont throw shit at the kid, i dont hit. Like the others do. and if he’s wasting time or does soemthign stupid. I make my pressence known. Pick that up! Where have you been?! Oh well cant be sick or downed without atleast soemone giving me a hardtimr for it. These last few years are proof of that.

Hospital is useless. They dont care there. Even the doc at the clinic was, “they didn’t ask you about that? Or soemthing like that. It was hatd to understand what he was saying simce he’s a foreigner and english isnt his 2nd language. Wont work the kid though. Cause he’s alwasy talkign about sex. Amd dick and ass. And carelessness. And goes absent regularly for half hours. Leaving you to do a two man job alone. And kirby misses more work than i do.

Het look its the same goose. Wonder if i talk to it. If it will show me his family. Like last year. And simce ingave him the position for hwalth and safety he has even more time to walk around and do nothing. But i need to het back home. Shut up and take a nap. And neither doni have a family, friends and any children. No moral interpersonal support. Fuck you. And i dont even get to see another member of the opposite sex. Im serrounded by assholes like you.

Think i got my eight hours. Too bad its midnight.

I dont want ti be alive anymore. Dont t go nj im doing tm taxes this year. They can audit me. Apparently i wrorked for 10 000s last year at walmart. And again. I never receivced my T-4s for the roofing job. I dont know if immeven hoing to be alive at the end of theis year anyway.

I do t wven know why thes epeople are doing this to me anyway. The accountant is probably fucken with me too. His too nice to me. Im gonna start calling people pussy lickers cause it cant be taken as sexual derogatory. Guess im just stuck being serrounded by people who say cokskrs all the time. Back to my childhood. And my father and my brothers. And i guess ill never know what life is not being fucked eith. 39 years and counting and it just keeps getting worse by the year.

Its hard to describe what it is being murdered by the entire fucken planet. Whatever ill just pay 3000$ from the audit. And save the headache. Trying to contact someone in charge of taxes from a large company like walmart is a mightmare. And the people there at the building at worked at will jsut play stupid. It’ll be ten times worse then trying to get an appointmen tto see a doctor. And illnprobably have to miss several days of wrok just to yse the fucken telephone. This is my entire life. From the get go. Or ill do it. And if they send me to court ill just hang myself before the trial. I dont remember the last few years have been a haze. They did pay me for a couple months after they fored me right before christmas for fake charges of sexual harrasment. Pending the “investigation”. So maybe. The only thing o remember clearly. Is god speaking to me through portents and stuff. While they tried to lasso me with queer bs. And raped my psyche. I rememeber being drugged, sleep deprived. And set up eith multiple girl while they fucked around in the background.

Hope i dont have to take these IBS pills tbe rest of my life somi dont have the feeling being raped everyday. Spekaing of which, my ass hurts. Need to take another pill.

[seleniangnosis]

What is your hidden talent 🪞

A hidden talent could be anything, from the most obvious ones such as singing to the more abstract or less usual ones such as maybe, being a witch, being good at giving advice or overcoming personal challenges.

* having a hidden talent does not have to be related to your life purpose. You can benefit from it just by pursuing it as a hobby or sharing it with friends/ a community.

Pile 1

Hello pile one ☁️🪞

If you picked this one, you might secretly be highly imaginative and artistic people, and in addition , visionary people. This talent can manifest not only in arts, but psychology, social issues, writing, content creation or spiritual activities. You are able to see what others don't, to tap into the unknown and mix everything together without rushing, so the best result is created. You get the best of both worlds.

This talent is still hidden because you weren't taught how to develop it, or it's something you dream about, but lack the knowledge or mentality of bringing it out into the light. It's possible that you were dreaming about this when you were a child, but adults later on told you such an intrest is childish and you are a hopeless dreamer.

If you decide to bring this out, it can help you in becoming more confident into your abilities and enjoy the satisfaction of pursuing the interests you love and bring you joy and happiness. You can do so by becoming more invested into your own pursuits, rather than feeling defeated by other's opinions. You might be a sensitive person ( artists tend to be so) , therefore the words of those around you might have hurt you and gave you a sense of shame.

* it's possible for some of you to be highly intuitive people who have a talent for channeling, intuitive/ tarot readings, but this talent needs to be refined.

*you might have cancer or pisces placements ( especially moon ) or neptune in a water sign

Pile 2

Hello pile two ☁️🪞

If you picked the second image then your talent is a more personal one, and it resides in your ability to face hardships, difficult situations by making a call to your inner power and stabilise yourself in times of need. You're highly capable of handling problems and difficulties, but your talent stays hidden because you don't have enough trust that you can face anything, without loosing "you mind " and give into a state of despair.

This talent can prove to be extremely helpful I teaching you how to take control of your actions, instead of being a victim of your life circumstances. You might be a bit of a passive person when faced with stressful or difficult situations, incapable of seeing their inner "resources " which will help them in facing anything life throws at them.

In order to connect with this side of you, you need to give op this passive attitude, because it's keeping you away from enjoying your life, and being confident. This is mostly in your head, you with your own thoughts limit yourself, put a blindfold on , and then wander in the dark, unable to see that you're perfectly capable of succeeding.

Pile 3

Hello pile three ☁️🪞

If you picked the last picture, this is your reading. (you might have been drawn by pile two, check it if you feel called to) Your hidden talent is seeing and sensing deception, overcoming said deception, or overcoming negative / obsessive thinking patterns. Unlike pile 2, you have the devil card instead of the tower combined with lots of eights , so I see your troubles and obstacles coming more from the inside rather than outside. You might often find yourself in a battle with your own mind and instincts, where the negative side seems to win. This " talent " remains hidden because you let yourself be put down by your own struggles, possibly waiting for a perfect time to deal with this attitude.

This can manifest in different ways for those of you who picked this pile, because I'm getting slightly different interpretations upon looking at the cards. Some of you are always waiting to feel "ready " to end this phase but the moment never comes, while others might have had a lot of responsibilities and hardships forced upon them, so the strength in one's own ability to cope with negative situations have been highly diminished. So, by overcoming this stagnation, you can learn how to move on, free yourself, and recognise when negative thoughts or people are trying to get you back into that dark place. You can start cultivating this by giving yourself small tasks to accomplish, where you put an emphasis on how and trough which ways you can make something better, but without thinking like you are doomed or that nothing works. The change has to start with you.

[sadbi-hours]

Title: hope in my bones; rock-'n'-roll on my phone [Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall]

Rating: R

Pairing(s): Nick Goode/Ziggy Berman, Cindy Berman/Tommy Slater, and Alice Hart/Tommy Slater/Cindy Berman

A/N: I love both of The Last of Us video games, played them multiple times...and I would love to pay an aesthetic homage to them through my writing. I hope to someday be able to do so, without being exhausted by the world building involved. We'll see what happens...

Image Credits: Banner made by me with the help of PicsArt and Google Images

Created for :

@anyfandomgoesbingo: Custom Card- Zicky Ship Bing: B3- Dystopian AU

@anyfandomdarkbingo: N4- Dystopian AU

@anyfandomaubingo: G5-Zombie Apocalypse

@fandombingo: B4-Apocalypse AU

@mfbingo: I1-Dark

Description:

Two counties in Ohio, Sunnyvale and Shadyside; quarantined off from the rest of society after a natural disaster.

That was in 1978. Now, sixteen years later, the entirety of structured civilization is gone—and all that's left is a smattering of survivors left to find their way around a new world order.

Nick:

Civilization came to an end on a summer night on July 19th; all because Nick Goode wouldn't write a name on the wall and reignite the Goode family's pact with the devil.

He ends the town curse, all for some unrequited crush on a Shadysider. Except it's not so unrequited as he thought...

Ziggy Berman likes him, as much as Nick Goode likes her. But the devil is a petty bitch, and no Goode is meant to have a happily ever-after... and Nick, he especially isn't meant to have Ziggy's love.

Because no matter how hard he's tried to escape it, Nick Goode had a destiny. He was to become sheriff; it was always written in the cards for him, somehow to continue on his father's legency.

But with 1994 nearing an end, and with the dead walking around and infecting people—and the town's growing desolation on both sides of the coin.

He's slowly becoming the one and only enforcing the law, followed by a small group of volunteer deputies, who help keep what's left of Sunnyvale and Shadyside population in check—and alive.

Ziggy:

She never thought she'd get out of Shadyside. It seemed more likely that a bus 'd hit her on her way out, then it was escaping towards something better.

She thought the curse of Shadyside would kill her, not the walking dead.

But then, Nick Goode had wished her back to life... and promptly abandoned her soon after.

And now, sixteen years have passed and she can't die. Not by the dead walking around looking to eat anything with a heartbeat, not an illness or a shot to the head can keep her down long.

Ziggy's died so many times, only to come back to life for her to remember the exact count. She's still cursed, but no longer for being born on the wrong side of the tracks. She's cursed by her first love, to live forever in the devil's playground.

It's almost enough to make her loathe him, and on some level she does... but she can admit, even if only to herself, that some day's she misses seeing Nick Goode smile at her.

Alice:

"We all have our ways of dealing with living in Shadyside."

She had once said that...and had meant it then, wholeheartedly. But how do you find a way to deal with the whole world gone to shit? No escape for somewhere better?

Does she keep cutting herself? Fuck no, that just attracts those fucking walking demons on your ass... and she's not looking to be one of those fuckers happy meal.

Does she keep on partying, having meaningless sex, and taking mindless drugs? No, because even if those things still existed for her to do and take part in, she's got a sixteen-year-old son to take care of... and she'd rather die, then be the kind of the parent her's had been to him.

So, how do you survive in this new and messed up way of life? She honestly doesn't know the answer, she just keeps trucking on... and hoping for something better. For something more...

Cindy & Tommy:

Nothing was ever going to keep Cindy Berman stuck in Shadyside, not Tommy or Alice. Not even her sister, Ziggy. She was escaping the Curse of Shadyside no matter what it took for her to do so.

But then the dead didn't stay dead. Instead, they got up and ate people... and Cindy knew in that moment she was never leaving Shadyside behind, unless it was with her life.

And she was right. Her last breath saved her from ever having to go back to Shadyside again.

Until some preppy Sunnyvaler with a crush on her sister, brought her back to life and stuck her forever in the one place she's only ever wanted to escape from, never to die. Immune to death. Her sister might have trouble hating him for dooming them to hell, but Cindy has no quarrels, wanting to burn the asshole alive.

Sheriff Nick Goode, the one and only true law around their crumbling hometown. Keeping law and order; what a crock. Nick has only ever been out for what he's wanted, like any other Goode throughout the generations.

Only this Goode has ended the world--and he's also the only one who can help her stop the apocalypse...and end the Berman Sister's curse.

Fucking Nick Goode. She wished she'd put her axe through his head a long time ago...

[aphrostarot]

Confronting Past Life Pick a Pile

What wounds do you carry from a past life and how can you begin to mend your soul?

Please remember that this is a general reading and some things may not apply to you. Don't force it to fit. I offer paid readings on my page if you would like a personal reading. Prices are listed there. Please message me or email me if you are interested!

Pile One (Sodalite):

Who were you in a relevant past life?

Queen of Pentacles:

You were a very sensual and loving person in a past life. Over the course of your life, you were an extremely hard worker and accumulated great success. Having enough money enabled you to surround yourself with the things you loved, including nature and animals. The people in your life knew they could count on you to help them when they needed it, especially when it came to financial support.

What is something unresolved from that life?

Three of Pentacles:

In this lifetime you may have been a celebrity, and as a result of your success, you were the subject of jealousy from many people. These people tried spreading lies about the way you earned your success. Since they wanted what you had and saw how humble you were, they hated you for it, so they made up rumors about you as a result. You really tried to spread love rather than hate, especially when it came to these people. You thought you could teach people to be nice and not to be hateful. You tried to achieve this with all your might, but it was not possible, unfortunately.

You may have been an earth sign, Virgo, Taurus, or Capricorn, in your past life or in this life.

You could also have an Aquarius North Node.

How does it affect you in this life?

Five of Pentacles:

You really struggle in this lifetime to accumulate success and wealth. Despite your efforts, you still struggle to make enough money to support yourself and those you love. Success does not come as easily to you in this lifetime.

Why do you need to complete that unresolved issue?

Strength:

With your current struggles, you also have trouble having the strength to deal with the issues. You are capable of getting through the difficulties you are facing, but you lack the confidence in yourself to do so. This issue of a lack of confidence must be resolved so that you can channel your inner strength to begin accumulating more wealth and success.

How can you complete that unresolved issue?

Justice:

For some, you may feel you need to cheat the system to get what you desire. The appearance of this card alerts you to the fact that you shouldn't go forward with that. To resolve the issues you are facing, you need to be fair. In addition, you should not second-guess your success. To me, it feels as though all the negativity you couldn't overcome in the past life is affecting you now, making you feel unworthy of success, or incapable of being successful. Do not fall into the trap of not believing in yourself. It is essential that you let go of your fears if you are to overcome these challenges.

What is an important lesson you need to fully understand?

King of Wands:

The lack of confidence prevents you from pursuing your desires, and as a consequence, you lack the drive and passion to do so. The lesson you need to learn is that you need passion and drive to succeed. Your success in your past life was easy and you didn't have to work hard for it, but in this lifetime you must learn to work hard for what you want.

What is an energy/characteristic that you should channel from that life?

The Devil:

In your current life, you need to tap into the strong-willed nature you had in your past life. You never let anything bring you down in the past and you struggle to do this in this current life. Your strong-willed nature will help you overcome your struggles of accumulating success and allow you to become confident in yourself.

Channeled Messages from Guides:

“You are our answered prayer.”

“Magic exists in the form of energy. What is your energy creating today? How does it make you feel?”

Letters:

R

X

I

E

Q

Blank - whatever you feel fits.

Pile Two (Green Aventurine Moon):

Who were you in a relevant past life?

Seven of Wands:

You were very altruistic in this past life. Fighting against oppression. You stood your ground and were an ally to people who needed someone on their side. You were very courageous and determined in your convictions. It seems to me that you took part in many protests. Perhaps you formed groups that fought for people who were being mistreated.

What is something unresolved from that life?

Ten of Wands:

In your past life, you worked very hard to achieve your goal, but it seems like you never succeeded. Your hard work did not pay off in that lifetime. Many of you may have given up when nothing seemed to be happening and your work was ineffective.

How does it affect you in this life?

King of Wands:

There was so much passion in that past life, but all your hard work didn't pay off. Therefore, in this lifetime, you carry that sadness of not achieving what you set your heart on. Since your soul still hasn't healed from your past wounds, you lack the passion to pursue your desires. This wound also leaves you lacking confidence in pursuing your goals.

It's possible that you were a Fire sign in that life or this life, Aries, Leo, or Sagittarius.

Why do you need to complete that unresolved issue?

Ten of Swords:

This soul wound is causing a great deal of destruction in your life. You lack the confidence and passion to pursue your desires, and this affects all areas of your life, including romance, career, school, and health. It seems that every time you try to follow your dreams, you self-sabotage, and things crumble around you, leaving you wondering why you did that. This is your soul wound that still needs to be healed.

How can you complete that unresolved issue?

Knight of Wands:

Find your passion and enthusiasm in this life. Seek out activities that bring out your more enthusiastic side. Bring passion back into your life by discovering new things.

Six of Cups:

Additionally, you could try doing things you were passionate about in your past life. Maybe you should join a group that works to combat oppression. Make your voice heard and stand up for what you believe in.

What is an important lesson you need to fully understand?

The Magician:

Willpower is the key to The Magician's success. They set their intentions and then follow through on them. This is your lesson for this lifetime. You need to start setting and achieving goals. Do not give up like you did in the past.

What is an energy/characteristic that you should channel from that life?

King of Pentacles:

It is the King of Pentacles who pursues their goals until the very end. They do not worry about losing out on anything, as they are very confident and secure within themselves. This is how you were in the past, and this is what you need to channel in this life in order to heal.

Channeled Messages from Guides:

“Take charge of your schedule during this busy time and honestly assess your underlying reasons for being busy.”

“Times of heightened emotions and sensitivity call for extra self-care and gentleness.”

Letters:

I

I

A

K

V

E

Pile Three (Rose Quartz):

Who were you in a relevant past life?

The Devil (reversed):

In a past life, you struggled with addictions, and most of your life was devoted to freeing yourself from those addictions. For most of your life, you were becoming self-aware, understanding your purpose and how you can be healthy.

The Moon (reversed):

You felt pretty unhappy in your past life too, feeling very anxious. It was this that pushed you to break free from addictions and fears, along with your negativity.

What is something unresolved from that life?

The World (reversed):

In your pursuit to be free of these things, it seems that you didn't fully succeed. Though you were successful in letting go of those addictions and fears, you still struggled to feel complete and happy. The whole focus of your life seemed to be on becoming healthy, and once you reached your goal, you didn't know what to do with your life. You had no clue what your passions were, and what made you happy.

How does it affect you in this life?

Eight of Pentacles:

The drive and passion you need to excel at your career or hobbies are lacking in this lifetime. You really struggle to maintain a job or hobby long enough to become good at it. Because of your soul wounds, you have difficulty sticking with one thing for a long period of time.

Why do you need to complete that unresolved issue?

The Lovers:

You are really struggling to fall in love not only with others and things but also with yourself because of this wound. Due to your fear of commitment, you struggle to maintain one thing in your life, so you don't really know what makes you happy. You don't know how to love yourself. You need to heal from this wound in order to begin to love yourself and others.

How can you complete that unresolved issue?

Four of Swords:

You need to slow down and rest. Stop jumping from one thing to another. Put an end to not letting yourself get comfortable. It is okay to devote a lot of time and energy to one passion. It doesn't mean you're missing out on life, as long as it makes you happy. You need rest to heal.

What is an important lesson you need to fully understand?

The Empress:

In this lifetime you need to understand that by not staying in place for a long period of time you are running from your growth. Also, what you're running from is your abundant future. If you genuinely want to feel happy and secure in your life, you must learn to stick with one thing and stick with it until the very end. Your life will be filled with abundance if you do this.

What is an energy/characteristic that you should channel from that life?

Queen of Pentacles:

The Queen of Pentacles is very loving and warm. Their hard work has made them very successful in life. In your past life, you stuck with your journey of being healthy and free from negativity. You need to channel that hard work and warmth in this lifetime. This is what will help you.

Channeled Messages from Guides:

“Are you ready? Are you sure? There is no turning back now.”

“Unlock the magick within.”

Letters:

H

E

T

O

E

O

Pile Four (Goldstone Star):

Who were you in a relevant past life?

Knight of Swords:

You were very socially adept in your past life. It was your quick wit and charm that really attracted others to you. Your lack of humility was made worse by your inflated sense of self-importance, which also gave you the ability to lead well. Despite your lack of patience, your aggressive side made you successful.

What is something unresolved from that life?

Ten of Wands:

Your life's goal was to be in a position of power because you knew you would be a great leader. However, you never reached your goal. Although you came close to achieving your end goal, you fell short. Some of you may have been in politics.

How does it affect you in this life?

The Hanged Man:

Every time you feel as though you are doing well, it seems as though you have to make some sacrifices to keep that success, and these sacrifices are either too difficult to make or they never work. Therefore, you are unable to achieve success.

Ten of Swords:

It seems impossible for you to achieve success as well as a leadership position in this lifetime. It seems that nothing you do pays off and life constantly throws disaster after disaster your way. It seems that everything comes tumbling down whenever you start feeling good about your situation.

Why do you need to complete that unresolved issue?

Knight of Cups:

You struggle to remain optimistic in life as a result of all the negative experiences you have had. Romance and charm don't seem like a part of your nature, you don't have the time or energy for them. You have dealt with disaster after disaster and have no energy or desire to be a romantic, optimistic person.

How can you complete that unresolved issue?

Two of Cups:

Allow yourself to be romanced. You've been running away from this part of yourself for a long time now because you don't want to get your hopes up. You can heal yourself by being romantic with yourself and allowing others to romance you. You need to fall in love and experience true love in order to heal the wounds from your past life.

What is an important lesson you need to fully understand?

Five of Swords:

You have felt defeated almost all of your life in this lifetime and do not understand why you are being treated unfairly. As part of your lessons for this lifetime, you are to feel defeated and let that defeat direct you towards success because you never allowed that to happen in your past life. In the past, you gave up when faced with defeat, but in this lifetime you must persevere.

Ace of Cups:

Because you considered pure love to be beneath you in your previous life, you never experienced it. Your pursuit of success drove you. This life lesson is about learning to love innocently and purely. Do not run away from those emotions, but rather let them wash over you.

What is an energy/characteristic that you should channel from that life?

Queen of Swords:

Naturally, the Queen of Swords is a quick thinker and pretty smart. Every situation they encounter is viewed lucidly by them. In the past, you were like this, and this is how you should be now. Your success in this life will be further enhanced if you channel this energy.

Channeled Messages from Guides:

“Abundance, love, and wealth are coming your way.”

“The worse is now behind you and you are surmounting any previous challenges.”

Letters:

L

E

R

U

N

I

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