#quite the rollercoaster of emotions
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When you get correctly identified as bi but then you realise it's in an extremely homophobic way... 😔
#walked into my room and a roomate's friend asked im if i support lgbt#and i get excited and say yeah because this is not a conversation that can be had with. a lot of people here#and then he asks me dude are you gay#and i get wary and say no#and then. yeah#laughs and says woah i was sure you were gay with the way you act#i wouldn't want to room with you#dont want ideas spreading ya know#yeah...#disappointing#quite the rollercoaster of emotions
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#raymond reddington#the blacklist#james spader#blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#tbl#raymond reddington gif#raymond reddington gifs#the blacklist gif#gif#gifs#gifset#aaa i do love to see him run#tho this moment was quite emotional 😭😭😭😭#what am I saying this whole episode was a fucking emotional rollercoaster and all i wanted to do was to hug and kiss Red😭😭😭#argh he only deserves happyness#love him so much
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Chapter 20…
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“Mike?”
He shivers, goosebumps erupting all over his skin again, and he keeps his eyes drawn upward as he replies, “Yeah?”
There’s hesitation in Will’s voice, “So back then… did… did you… did you ever… like me? Y’know, as more than… more than a best friend should?”
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#words cannot describe the amount of suffering i went through to write this#at one point i wanted to vomit from the emotional overload#idk how yall are gonna react to this… but as the writer who spent hours and hours reworking scenes and struggling#it was quite a rollercoaster#i hope you enjoy it because it’s exactly what i pictured it would be in my head#and this isn’t the end… there’s still a bit more story to tell#but we are nearing the end#iawwyh#byler fanfic#byler fanfiction
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Have I mentioned that I really love John and Arthur
Cus like
#Malevolent my beloved..#my enemies ro lovers arc with this podcast has been abrupt unexpected and generally quite the emotional rollercoaster#just me rambling
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Drugs and surgical scrubs chapter 27 💖
#big things are happening in this one guys#over 11k words of emotional rollercoaster#overdue by quite a few months but oh well#drugs and surgical scrubs#dass#ch27#jegulus#Jegulus fic#Starchaser#Starchaser fic#James x regulus
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*listening to pt.1 & 2 of the new tpp episode back-to-back* this one's got a little kick to it
#kicked me down to my grave#and stomped repeatedly on my heart#well that was quite a rollercoaster of emotions#the penumbra podcast#tpp#tpp s5
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Jamil has you feeling things, hasn't he? 👀
This is magic, I'm telling you. This fucker has put me under a love spell, because I'll be climbing walls over there.
Or maybe Yana Toboso is stalking me, because how could someone create a character that so perfectly fits all of my tastes by combining so many seemingly contrasting traits?
For example, I love how Jamil is both a mom friend and a snake. A genius schemer whose plans just keep blowing up in his face. He's so serious that he just circles back to being overdramatic. Do you see where I'm going?
Also he's pretty like a girl and has long hair, which has always been a sure way to get my undivided attention. By the way, this was one of the first images I've encountered of him:
And it's not hard to imagine the effect this art had on me. From the moment I set my eyes on him, I was done for. He looks so cute when flustered, I'm going to eat him alive.
Jamil was also the first character who got his birthday card in the history of this game, and the new round of birthday cards starts with him every year (and I am... strangely proud of this fact).
#Anyways I could talk about reasons why I love Jamil all day. He's literally perfect.#I think another thing about his character that makes him so addictive to me#is the fact that he's constantly stressed out and *so done* with the world. Because everything that can go wrong always goes wrong#and thus he's constantly suffering. And I find that to be the most hilarious thing ever.#I have a bit of a sadistic sense of humour that for some reason goes double for the characters I like.#BUT IT ALSO MEANS that seeing Jamil triumphant or comfortable and just in any way happy... Is so much more precious.#It's quite an emotional rollercoaster.#f/o: the tactician of scalding sands
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#quite honestly so tired of feeling this way#just. worn down so severely every single day. It is probably definitely the bad sleep ive been having but i feel like a corpse#and im just so tired and overwhelmed and my brain feels like an electric fence and my body doesnt want to work at all#...lightning bolt brain......yknow#and ive been having freakouts and really crazy emotional rollercoaster shit which is so cringe im sick of it#idk whats wrong with me. i just feel so isolated too idk i feel like no one can see me#i just feel so invisible. All the time. thats a longterm thing but its just been bad again#i dont know whatever sorry#txt
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Looking like I might actually get this job (the first career-type job I've applied to) vs being way too close to potentially flunking every class my last semester
#I'm having quite the time this semester#every day is an emotional rollercoaster and none of them involve writing this damn essay that's holding me bback from finishing anything#blerghhhhhhh#i speak#vent
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went out to a party for new years, for once in my life. it was fun. very tired now. feet hurt from dancing and standing around and walking home from the bus stop. ow. happy new year 🎉
#ray speaks#new year#i went on a whole emotional rollercoaster getting a ticket to this thing#i was thinking of making last-minute plans to go out for new years. this one party looked good. i was like ok maybe i'll go...#tickets were sold out. tragic. i looked at some other options. nothing felt quite right.#i went back to check the first one again... and magically it was no longer sold out. i bought that ticket so fast#and then i was like oh shit im actually doing this. oh my god. what am i even gonna wear#but anyway it all worked out in the end & i celebrated the new year on a dancefloor full of gay people in y2k themed outfits#dancing to a remix of mr brightside#what a time to be alive
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we have a promising lead about another vehicle... oh my god PLEASEEEE. im almost completely out of my medicine (ive been taking half pills, and it's been going fucking bad, btw) because i have no way to get to my psych to get a refill. but if we can manage to get a car tomorrow it will change literally everything... not the praying type but im doing pretty much that. Begging. Getting on my hands and knees and Pleading
#plus not to mention were completely broke and out of cat food again. but if we get a car... we can work#its a minivan lol. its actually quite cute#taking half doses of my medicine hasnt been doing enough for me so these last days have been an emotional rollercoaster#to think i was just living like this. Jesus
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I CAN GET THE STUDIO
#Paulina homeless in 2025 era cancelled#I had a huge emotional rollercoaster like actually all stages of grief#because it's kinda really small. it has a bathroom and separate kitchen but the living space is 18m²#so I asked everyone's opinion and the consensus is I should do it and would probably be an idiot if I didn't do it#and then it seemed like I wouldn't get it but the website glitched so now I do it was awful#then I cried a lot lol because I love where I live and kinda had in mind I could stay half a year longer than this...#but the housing crisis is awful and I get paid ass and this is cheapest I could ever get it'll be like 300 rent#and I have to leave by november#it's really not that bad I'm just a drama queen. the location is quite nice and I'll fit all my stuff there#though I'll have to go back to a single bed probably
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the fun part of having my Various Mental Health Issues + being completely blind to my own emotions/the reasons for them is this past weekedn i was forced to be around my grandparents, who do not know im trans and Should Not Know I'm Trans, so i was unceremoniously shoved back into the closet for 3 days. during that time i was experiencing "strange" bouts of suddenly feeling like i was about to cry, and stomach pains, and i was like "oh, fuck, am i having a bad reaction to my new birth control? is it making me all hormonal and cramp-y?" but now that i'm back home im perfectly fine. i was just experiencing psychic damage yet simultaneously Unaware
#you know the pokemon ability Unaware that makes the pokemon ignore stat changes? i have that but for status conditions#i quite literally have a mood disorder and never know whats going on with my emotions#im just riding this rollercoaster completely casually bro
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Some snippets into Donnie's relationship to his brothers in the Separated AU
So after having figured out that Donnie is in fact their Long Lost Brother, the Drax Trio obviously want him back, and while Donnie is initially excited to find out that he has a bunch of siblings, he's less excited to find out that they're a bit, uh, evil. And they keep insulting April!! How dare they!!! Not to mention, he already has a dad, he doesn't need a new one! So no, Donnie isn't planning on just leaving his current family behind for this new one, and his brothers react to this in various different ways.
As much as Mikey wants Donnie back, Dr. Feelings understands that this is quite the adjustment for Donnie and that he may need some time to come to terms with the fact that he actually belongs with them and not with the humans. Mikey doesn't wanna force his brother to reunite with them, so instead he tries to convince Donnie to come home willingly through various ways. I mentioned this in an earlier post, but AU Mikey is essentially trying to give Donnie a redemption arc like Canon Mikey did with Draxum
Raph, however, sees Donnie and immedietly goes full Protective Big Brother Mode. He thinks the best course of action is to "forcefully rescue" (kidnap) him and and then convince him to stay and be apart of their family. He's can't help catastrophizing about all the way his baby brother is definitely being mistreated by Lou Jitsu and April and all the other evil humans oh NO they have to SAVE HIM!! The only reason he doesn't is because no one else in the Draxum family thinks it's a good idea
And then Leo. I'll go more into detail about Leo's character in this AU at a later dat cuz hhhhhhh but basically, he's still dealing with pretty intense Middle Child Syndrome and the LAST thing he need is another middle child joining the family! Why are all his family members so obsessed with getting Donnie back anyway? He's already clearly chosen the human side so why waste their time on him! .....Now that's not entirely the whole truth, he's kinda ecstatic when he first meets Donnie, except Donnie doesn't seem to care about them any, which... ouch.
Another way to describe their dynamic would be similar to their canon dynamic, a lot of friendly bickering.... except they don't really know each other and are also enemies here so like.... UNfriendly bickering.... which is just bickering lol. They fight a lot, is what I'm getting at.
Anyway you know the family dinner scene with Draxum in season 2 of the show? Yeah, Mikey tries that tactic here too. Like I said, Mikey wants to be patient with Donnie, but he does eventually get a bit tired of Donnie acting so hostile all the time so he starts organizing hangouts for the four of them (attendence is mandatory!)
And poor Donnie, this whole situation is a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for him, as you might imagine. Reuniting with your secret lost family is fun for all of five seconds before you find out that they're actually kinda messed up uh oh. A big reason why Donnie acts so hostile towards his brothers is because it's easier for him to just dismiss them as mere enemies that he feels no attatchment to. He's basically being made to pick between this new family and his old one is Not Fun.
#Tiz Sep AU#tizel art#tizel talk#digital art#illustration#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt fanart#rottmnt au#donatello#rottmnt donnie#leonardo#rottmnt leo#raphael#rottmnt raph#michelangelo#rottmnt mikey
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thinking of the whiplash jamie got from going from pep to george to ted&beard like
#ooc !#i think about this so much like ..... So Much#pep was a big no egos no stars total football coach#then there was george who assigned jamie striker and was probably telling him how much better than everyone else jamie was#so jamie was scoring all these goals and being told he's the best from his coaching staff (and maybe his father???)#and then there's the ted & beard combo of jamie was too egotistic and he needed to be a team player again#so it was like a rollercoaster of expectations jamie felt like he couldn't keep up with#and as soon as he started keeping up with it he was sent back to city and pep's no ego team and sitting on the bench for the most part#and also hearing from his father that he's shit at everything he does#~emotional whiplash~#whiplash so hard he quit and did a reality tv show
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Hi there! How do you do? Could I request the Octavinelle trio with a female s/o that's a mermaid version of their greatest enemy? For example, Azul's s/o is a shark mermaid.
So, actually, electric eels don’t have any predators aside from themselves, so Reader will just be an electric eel mermaid!
Azul Ashengrotto
You were a Great White shark mermaid, and you were visiting NRC for a special event from an all-girls college for a collaboration of some sort, and you were hosted by Octavinelle for the time being. Your first meeting with Azul went… strangely.
Now, you were no skinny woman. You were buff, and your teeth were sharp… and you were tall as well. He wanted you as his bouncer, and he even offered to pay you a salary. However, you refused and said that it wouldn’t make sense since you usually need to work a certain amount of time before earning that much.
Curse you for being so intelligent.
However, as you both spent more and more time together, you both realized that maybe opposites do attract. For example, Azul told you about his insecurities about his weight and you reassured him that having a bit of flubber usually made the whale taste better (you then had to tell him that you were joking).
Anyway… you showed him the type of workouts you did to make you so buff. He nearly died of exhaustion and a heart attack because he had never worked out so hard in his life. You had to carry him to his dormitory… and that was when he realized he never had a girl in his room before.
When you had to return back to your school, you exchanged numbers so that you could keep in touch. The tweels noticed that their boss was nearly always on his phone, and your girlfriends noticed you were always on yours. Young love, I suppose.
Jade Leech
You were a fellow Electric Eel mermaid, and you were invited as a member of a select group of girls from a school like NRC as a collaborative event. Since you were a mermaid, you were put into Octavinelle, and Azul assigned Jade as your guide.
That was how you both realized that you were very much alike. You enjoyed morning hikes, you enjoyed nature… but you were not fond of mushrooms. No, you took an interest in birds. You had a different class schedule than him, since you were a year younger, but he surprised you at the end of your classes with a small keychain of a crochet bluejay that he kind of intimidated an NRC student to give to him.
This, in turn, led you to get very excited and give him a kiss on the cheek as payment. However, he was not sure that one was quite enough.
Needless to say, by the end of the five-minute exchange, he had lipgloss marks all over his face, save for his lips. It didn’t matter to him, though, since his pearl was clearly excited and happy about something that he did for her.
On a free Tuesday afternoon, you were both in his dorm room, the door open, and he was showing you how to make a terrarium.
When you had to leave, you both were fairly sad about it, but you gave him a keychain in return, and it had your name and number engraved on the back. It was a mushroom keychain, so he appreciated it, and he made sure to save your number. His first girlfriend… he needed to tell his mother and father soon.
Floyd Leech
When he heard that girls would be coming to NRC, he was totally doing the “they’re going to bring cooties over here” stuff. However, when he saw you, his opinion changed so quickly. He was instantly trying to chat you up, especially in Octavinelle’s pool when he found out you were an eel like him.
You both were emotional rollercoasters, but you were a lot kinder. Also, instead of getting angry, frustrated, or annoyed, you just became sad. So, he would always bring you a free meal from the Mostro Lounge so that his precious pearl wouldn’t be sad anymore.
I read somewhere that the courting ritual of an eel consists of opening jaws and wrapping their tails around each other. Thus, when Floyd saw you yawn for the first time, he immediately clung onto you. Not that you were complaining, since you always loved cuddles.
Constantly, Azul and Jade noticed that you smelled like Floyd’s cologne, but neither of them said anything. After all, you were happily and willingly taking Floyd off of everyone’s hands.
That all aside, Floyd does genuinely care about you. He invites you to each of his games, and his teammates are more than happy for you to be there since you encourage him to play his best. He’s one of the tallest on the team, so they definitely need him focused. Besides, you were happy to spend time with your new ‘boyfriend’.
Soon, however, it was time for you to head back to your school, and you gave him your number as well as a kiss before hopping on the bus. Floyd was pouty all day until Jade reminded him of your number, and you were more than happy to receive a text from your mans.
#twst#twst x reader#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#azul ashengrotto x reader#twst azul#azul x reader#twst azul x reader#azul#azul ashengrotto#twst azul ashengrotto x reader#twst azul ashengrotto#jade#jade x reader#jade leech#jade leech x reader#twst jade leech x reader#twst jade x reader#twst jade leech#twst jade#floyd#floyd leech#twst floyd leech#floyd leech x reader#floyd x reader#twst floyd#twst floyd x reader#twst floyd leech x reader#octavinelle x reader
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