#quarantine mental health
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Happy anniversary to the time during quarantine when I made the tiniest pizzas.
#and then a bunch of people stole it and put it up on like buzzfeed and stuff#but it was a hit on reddit!#quarantine dj was at the peak of mental health i tell ya hwat
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In less than four months we will be in 2024, I will be 23 years old but I still feel mentally like a teenager. I think we don't talk enough about the effect that 2020 and the pandemic had on some people; it changed my perception of myself and reality forever, how can I continue to live and become a socially active adult when my mind is stuck in 2020? It's frustrating to see all my peers who have worked it all out, living and moving on, and I'm still here, stuck, at the mercy of the waves that corrode me until I disappear. When I think about the last four years, it feels like it was another person who lived them, like a fever dream.the derealization that quarantine has caused in me I think will never heal.
PS. Sorry for the rant, I will probably delete later
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CW: Mental Health
Volume 1: Isolation
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Asks from @temper-temper and an anon
#mlp ask blog#quarantined redheart#pony ask blog#mlp fim#mlp g4#nurse redheart#earth pony#my little pony friendship is magic#volume 1: isolation#cw mental health
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My ten year high school graduation anniversary is this may
#fuck offffff passage of time its not my fault quarantine and a horrible mental health episode happened#i deserve to redo the last six years:(
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I often think about how, in 2020, at the beginning of quarantine, I decided I wanted to paint my room black by myself. Around the same time, I got super depressed from being ghosted by my first love AND being ghosted by my best friend. So, for about 6 months, I was locked in my room with paint fumes being depressed and not doing much to finish painting my room (My mother didn't really do much to stop it because she barely pays attention to anything I do). During this time, I painted on canvass and created art more than I ever have to this day. That whole year truly felt like an acid trip. I think it damaged my brain to a bad degree. I truly understood what it felt like to go insane the same way old artists did, like Vincent van Gogh or Edgar Allen Poe. It was the worst my mental health had ever gotten until these past few months. The art I made wasn't that good or symbolic, though.
This moment in my life changed me completely and will stick with me forever. I truly know what it's like to go insane.
#2020s#quarantine#mental health#mentally fucked#going insane#short story#vent post#vincent van gogh#edgar allan poe#girlblogging#boy blogger#art#losing my mind#original story#storytime
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okay i need to find something to crochet or knit or sth cause i really cant spend one more day just sitting in my bed doing nothing
#i used to hear people talk about how having to be quarantined the 2 weeks was so hard and i didnt get it#bc 1. i love being in my home and bed and 2. during the duration of all the lockdowns i went out once just around the block bc it snowed#and in retrospect it heavily impacted my mental health but at that time i was perfectly fine with it#and then at uni when i didnt have lectures id hardly ever leave the house and id be mostly fine with it#but theres something about being locked in my room bc of covid that is making it feel terrible#and like ive been watching shows and i read like 200 pages of a book yesterday#so it's not like my life has changed#but i just want to go do thiiiings. ive been in bed nealry all the time since friday night#also i now hate speaking with people apparently? like mom will come ask me if i want any food or my sister will text me to ask me how i am#and i just get so agitated. i don't know why. but yeah tumblr is the closest thing to communication i can deal with#okay gonna go find some scrap yarn project to start while i finish my heartstopper rewatch#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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man im officially dropping the jjk manga today. i haven't even read the most recent chapter im just emotionally checked out, have been for MONTHS now. it's so repetitive and boring and borderline INFURIATINGGGGGG 😭😭
so many ppl (especially jjk fans) love to hate on mha but at least mha tries to flesh out its characters most of the time and gives them a proper and fulfilling arch and is constant with the core values and ideas of the story
good riddance jjk you could've been so fucking amazing
#“It's not an airport you dont need to announce your departure” I KNOW but i needed to rant about it a bit#it just pains me to let go of it bc it got me thru some really tough times last year and during quarantine#but its honestly gotten to the point where my mental health suffers from every chapter LMAO they just make me so MAD#yes i have anger issues ok#me 🐸
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Reading my old fics from when I was 14/15 and wow. I was unwell unwell.
#Turns out getting abandoned by your only friend and then getting hit by quarantine does things to your mental health. Hmmm#Thnks my one friend during quarantine (omg hiiiii) and nanowrimo ywp (omg hiiiiii) for not letting me go absolutely insane#Thanks grungy family#Why did I have two separate car accident fics what the fuuuck#Also half of this i don't remember writing#Like obviously I remember all of FMR (still can't believe I wrote an entire 60 chapter fic when now I can hardly write one chapter)#But some of these one shots I'm like 'yikes I wrote that? And posted it to the Internet? Hmm. Interesting.'#Me reading one old fic: Lol I was trying so hard to be edgy lol#Me reading another: Hmmmmmm there's a lot to unpack here... Go to therapy...
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Whenever i see a photo of me from when i was 15 i get major whiplash GOD 2020/2021 sucked balls as a year
#if i didnt start doing drugs during that time then im probably gonna never start doing drugs no matter what happens#like.. between quarantine me seeing someone get stabbed and bleed to death my anxiety culminating in an ED and being actively groomed#i am surprised i. came out relatively normal i coulve ended up worse#i did end up having to leave the scout camp earlier that year because my mental health got so bad#that i was constantly crying and pulling my hair out (and i also acted like a major asshole to basically everyone which i still want to#punch myself for)#but now i am doing way better lol
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Do I probably have actual PTSD from the way I was treated by fellow medical students whilst literally unable to escape due to being quarantined with Covid? Yes.
Will those same medical students go on to become doctors with absolutely no consequence or reason to change their behaviour? Also yes.
#if theyll do it to a peer imagine what theyll do to a patient#they literally harassed me while i was feeling almost the worst id felt in my life#used every means possible#whatsapp#facebook#calling me#banging on my window#ringing the buzzer#there was no need#i was so scared i was afraid to open the curtains for 2 weeks#all part of hazing#and using me a scapegoat#i literally still have nightmares and intrusive thoughts/#also flashbacks#lawd knows if the stress contributed to me developing long covid#it cant have helped#doctors#medical doctors#student doctors#medical students#fuck doctors tbh#narcissistic pricks#medical school#mental health#ptsd#trauma#covid#quarantine#medical trauma#healthcare
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"What if your house was also your prison?"
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I opened this post an hour ago to observe how there's something deeply hilarious and deeply upsetting about Eight having had the entire Matrix stored in his head for actual years and yet never knowing that information about the Doctor's true originws was stored in there, but then I opened Eight's wiki page and went on an hour long wild fucking ride.
#anyway sorry for Doctor Who posting in 2023 but like#my guy (non-gendered) that's too much amnesia even for you; put some back#the wiki entry just. keeps going. and going. and going.#what do you mean you saved Santa? what do you mean you had a whole thing with River Song?#what do you mean you got so depressed you went to the end of the universe? (actually that tracks)#he was possessed by the Master! he became an unwilling landlord! he fought the Tenth Doctor!#the BFAs really just. kept going huh#also lost it at 'claims to be physically incapable of experiencing survivor's guilt'#i am begging you to address your mental health#The Doctor went through COVID quarantine!#dw
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maybe I should get a bigger cage and get two (2) new rats so they're not lonely during the quarantine period.........
#there is hubris happening. in my head#that would make my monthly budget with the minijob even tighter but oh would it do wonders for my mental health#like that's double the rats!!!! twice as many rodents!!!! incredible!!#and i could use the current cage as the quarantine enclosure#being so normal rn#rayrambles
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#talkingcore#‘quarantine didn’t affect people’s mental health’ explain this 🤨🤨🤨#actually nah he was fine then he hadn’t been hit with ace attorney twas just in acnh world#I wonder if someone’s looked at the rate of anti depressants prescribed before the pandemic compared to during#to be fair like all the girlies on my mom’s side are epic like me but I think it’d be interesting to look at#need to put stocks into jellycat they’re like plush calico critters they do something Marvelous to my head#Lottie bunny tartan my beloved it’s so fucking cute they got everything#the fucking dogs with the sweaters…. the snails with the scarves….. I don’t even think I want it for myself I just need to share the wealth#praying my group project goes alright so unless I don’t post this til after I shall hopefully not be Dead or Miserable#me and r have beef I don’t understand you girl and this project is so tedious for no good reason#just let me do my silly little stats and charts and move on#i looooove charts i should find something in hellsing to make useless charts about what is there to tally hmmmmm#calculating screen time seems too complicated… I could do pages that would be easier maybe but then does it count if they’re out of frame#I shall reflect on that. maybe. maybe not. still in the midst of The Beach Boys I got side tracked cause talking about smile is intimidating
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