#quantum daemon

[dandibuja]

Deep in the wastes of Vaarn, a Sourcerer bargains with a Quantum Daemon

[rhaenin-time]

Being a native who's studied colonialism means that I know wayyyyy too much about blood quantum. I know how stupid it is, how it's tied to eugenics, but I also know how it "works."

Which means I can use my stupid-power to do this:

Well this took a turn.

[azure-cherie]

Masterlist

Welcome to my blog , I'm a 20 year old Astrology student and an intuitive reader ,i am basically into vedic astrology but i like tropical astrology as well and use it for persona charts , Nakshatras and asteroids forever have my heart. Hope my blog provides something good for you to look into .

i am no professional, i am a student of astro and tarot, i am not your guru never even try to expect that from me !!!

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𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠

Poems from the divine blessings your way

How your soul sounds to me

Self care pac.

Your admirable traits .

What are you doing damn right currently.

𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 , 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕 / 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚.

𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙭𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙥𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 ( 18+)

what would others think of you when they'll know that you're into astrology,tarot, spirituality, witchcraft?

what do people instantly assume about you .

☾︎𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒☽︎

your next love partner ♡︎

What can you do right now to improve your finances in future $

What you need to leave behind as you enter the new year

𝓜𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓼 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓐𝓹𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓮

𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕨

PAC : General messages for you

🔸Positive things people say behind your back 🔸

𝒫𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝒹 : 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹ℴℯ𝓈 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓅ℯ𝓇𝓈ℴ𝓃 ℴ𝓃 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓂ℴ𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝒷ℴ𝓊𝓉 𝓎ℴ𝓊 .

PAC : Messages from ancestors ✨

Which type of seducer are you

PAC : Messages from Aset

PAC : Their sexual fantasies of you 18+

𝐴𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦

Nakshatra mood boards

Astro memes

𝓐𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓸 𝓸𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼

Vedic asteroids to look for in your chart:)

❤︎Venus trine pluto

Basic Vedic Astrology 🌜

Ketu and your daemon

Colours of the rays of various planets , which you can wear to strengthen it🪄

Types of Zodiac signs with correlation to Nakshatras :

Nakshatra's and birds through mythology and interpretation✨ : swan

Crow

𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗮 𝗗𝗲𝗹 𝗥𝗲𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗸𝘀𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗿𝗮

Mini Nakshatra analysis for the series : DARK Netflix💫

𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓸𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼

𝓥𝓮𝓷𝓾𝓼 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓸𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼₊̣̇.ෆ˟̑*̑˚̑*̑˟̑ෆ.₊̣̇.

𝓁𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓅ℯ𝓇𝓈ℴ𝓃𝒶 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓃ℴ𝓉ℯ𝓈

Asteroid Soma 2815 in signs

𝓐𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓸𝓲𝓭 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵 11911 𝓲𝓷 𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓼

Asteroid Kaali 4227

Sylvia Plath for each zodiac

𖣔 Chakras 𖣔

Surrealism/Subconscious art

ASTRONOMY DAY

Correlating Astrology , with Astronomy and Quantum mechanics.

Thank you 🌷

[visenyaism]

who is the most inbred of the targs? like has the least amount of other dna. this isnt meant to be a weird blood purity thing i just find it interesting. cuz i was looking at the family tree and it kinda seems like viserys and daemon? they have 3 generations of sibling marriage behind them at least rhaenyra has some arryn to add a little variety. but then daemon and her have kids theyve gotta be pretty fucked.

I cannot give you an exact answer because I made a solemn vow many years ago that I would never be one of those weirdos calculating valyrian blood quantum on main. however probably daemon and viserys or daemon’s kids yeah

[candyswirls]

Fluffy magnus story please! Merry Christmas/Sanguinala!

The lesser daemon sat patiently, listening to the prince.

Magnus was referencing several maps and chalkboards.

“…and so we see the flux increasing here when these three planets are in alignment and this comet makes it’s three thousand year cycle,” Magnus said. “Are you with me?”

The daemon nodded.

“Now,” he continued. “If we chart these stars and use it as a map we can… one moment…”

He drew out an equation and worked to solve it.

“There!” He declared. “Now my little friend we are not done yet. We must go over quantum physics and how to apply them to psychic power within the warp. At this location at this exact moment. Do you know what this will do?”

The daemon shook his head.

“Neither do I!” Magnus declared as he swooped forward and picked up the daemon. “That is the best part! We get to figure it out! Isn’t that exciting??”

The daemon nodded as it dangled in the air.

“I knew you’d agree,” The Primarch smiled. “You are a very good student and listener. Now come! We must start preparing.”

He set the daemon on his shoulder as they swept off to find more books.

[venusintheblindspots-blog]

A few fun facts about Netty

* Nettles survived as the lowest caste in society (more than likely on her own), for sixteen years.

* Every man who has tried to mount Sheepstealer has failed, including Alyn of Hull, a bastard of House Velaryon, confirming that he has Valyrian blood. Nettles has not been confirmed as a dragon seed, but she is the FIRST and LAST rider of the wild dragon Sheepstealer. Regardless of blood quantum, she did what most tried and failed to do.

* Nettles fought bravely in Westeros’ most deadly war, the Dance of the Dragons.

* She pursued Aemond One-Eye, arguably one of the best warriors during the Dance of Dragons, and was willing to meet him in combat.

* When Queen Rhaenyra had called for her head, she was defended by the Maesters and Lord of the Maidenpool, as well as Prince Daemon Targaryen.

* Her mount, Sheepstealer was one of the last known surviving dragons.

* After the Dance, Nettles was worshipped by the wildlings of the mountains who would bring gifts to her to prove their courage and coming of age as men.

* Of the many characters in Fire and Blood, Nettles was amongst the group of characters GRRM wanted to explore more.

[asrielbelacquaaaa]

Notes

NOTES FROM ASRIEL'S NOTEBOOK

Theoretical Properties of Dust Particles

Initial hypothesis: Dust is more than matter—it is a carrier of consciousness, responsive to thought and self-awareness.

Equation:

Where:

D = Dust density in a given region

C = Level of consciousness present (quantified through psychic energy measurements)

T = Temporal factor; Dust concentration increases near regions of high emotional resonance

λ = Wavelength of energy resonating within Dust particles

Measured change in Dust density at higher consciousness levels suggests a correlation coefficient of 0.85. Further testing needed to confirm relationship in regions of varying population and psychic energy.

Inter-world Travel Calculations

Assuming energy to penetrate barriers between worlds is directly proportional to the harmonic resonance of Dust particles.

Energy equation for barrier penetration:

Where:

Eworld = Minimum energy required to breach

ℏ = Reduced Planck’s constant

ω = Angular frequency of Dust’s resonance in presence of strong consciousness

R = Resonance factor, based on Daemon alignment and consciousness level

Preliminary experiments: Tested resonance on artificial Dust replication. Result: Field interference at boundary zones when R > 3.2. Failed to sustain stable opening beyond 10 seconds.

Inter-dimensional Tunneling Experiment 2.5

Objective: Create a sustained passage to a parallel world, keeping the barrier stable.

Required instrumentation:

A source of high-frequency electromagnetic waves tuned to match Dust resonance

Quantum stabilizers (designed to limit destabilization during the passage)Stabilization constant:

Tested with adjusted barrier material (Bmat) and field control strength Fc​.

Results showed collapse in spatial consistency; further refinement needed in harmonic tuning.

Calculations:

Where:

Pstability = Probability of tunnel maintaining integrity

k = Resonance constant of Dust within the dimensional threshold

kthresholdk​ = Critical threshold for tunnel stability

Conclusion: Calculations indicate higher levels of Dust concentration could stabilize the gateway, but risks of particle dispersion are significant. Further refinements needed in energy source and calibration.

thanks for the headache @kingofthewebxxx

[ozai-the-bonsai]

I CANNOT GET ENOUGH HODT CONTENT I NEED TO INJECT IN IN MY VEINS AT THIS POINT ARGHH

(I should be studying for the fucking upcoming exams next month but hbo decided to invoke the fangirl phase just at the right time fml)

Who is gonna fuck me the hardest - Daemon Targaryen or introduction to quantum computing? Stay tuned!

[rayfollowsfromhere]

It has been 16 days since I posted a new fic or a new chapter. Y'all would not believe how many WIPs I've worked on. I've even picked up a few of my original stories for the first time in a long while! (Like, years is not an understatement for most of these.)

With that it mind, it seemed appropriate for another one of these polls...

This is literally just a snapshot of what I've been writing on. The muses cannot focus long, but I've made good progress on all of these. So please! Take a guess! I shall report back when the poll ends and hopefully I'll have postef something by then! XD

[clonerightsagenda]

His Dark Materials season 3 continues!

These were slightly less grueling although part of it might be that I had a task to work on while watching. I still get the sense that they dragged out every beat with a bunch of additional conversations whenever they could. Maybe that would be more welcome if I was watching this week by week as they were released rather than in a row.

Episode 5:

Oh thank god the mulefa do have their seedpod wheels, just not all the time.

I bet Mary wishes her degree was in botany, zoology, or anthropology, not theoretical physics.

We really speedrun the mulefa plotline in this. I wonder if it's difficult for show only people to follow? I naturally can fill in the gaps without thinking about it too much. The take that Eden is a savanna filled with rollerskating elephants remains bold.

They put Mrs. Coulter back into skirts... the monsters. Mrs. Coulter x pants is the real flagship of this tv show.

Will misgendered his daemon but then immediately switched to "her" when he talked about her being with Pan. Maybe the reminder that Pan is male tipped him off.

Going to the land of the dead and saying 'do you guys want to like. leave' remains a power move. Love a good harrowing of hell/afterlife breakout. The walls being piles of cast off objects from the living world is an interesting addition.

Roger: I've changed. My mom: I got a lot older. Me: It turns out if you die you can still go through puberty. It's part of our torture.

They cut the liar/Lyra bit with the harpies which is a shame. I guess they sort of used it earlier with the guard in the entry area of the land of the dead calling her a liar. Still all the harpies stuff is kind of out of order, with Gracious Wings saving her before they made their deal. Also instead of human heads the harpies look like they are part turtle.

Will and Lyra: languishing in hell Mary: hot girl summer

They sure dragged the bomb thing out. Honestly I don't hate it missing Lyra because the target locked too early, considering 'a ghost magically knows about the bomb and they defeat quantum entanglement by giving her a haircut' was kind of an ass pull. I also don't necessarily hate the rift being the angels retaliating, since it makes Metatron a more major player before his defeat and it makes the increasing loss of Dust a more direct part of the 'battle'. It does sort of undercut so much of the damage to the worlds being humans fucking shit up in the name of the Authority though. The angels in the book really don't do much, and I think that's by design. Also talking to you, Good Omens showrunners.

Episode 6:

Nooooooo not more voiceovers

Ruta lampshades it in the books but really how did Lord Asriel build his massive compound with foundries in like 2 months after crossing universes with nothing but the clothes on his back.

Asriel seeing a giant rift rip open between worlds: clearly this is about me

Mrs. Coulter: Our daughter is dead. Asriel: *read 4:16 pm*

Mrs. Coulter is like what they say about converts being the biggest zealots except she's converted to parenthood

Sergei got sucked into the rift? Ok so they racebent Ruta, made her clash with Serafina as the more violent/impulsive one, gave her the tension with Mrs. Coulter, and then killed her off even though she doesn't die (at least onscreen) in the books. Not a good look, guys!

Adding some Roger/Will active jealousy rather than Roger just sadly observing how close he and Lyra are now while Lyra doesn't even realize it. Suppose that's harder to do in video. But Will are you really gonna beef with a dead kid. Let him have this

Asriel and Iorek talking is show!original but I'll let it slide because it was satisfying to see someone finally hit Asriel

Will's dad finally (vaguely) drops the lore about the wrong world killing you, even if he didn't make it sound fatal in the same way. You guys couldn't have even had him dramatically coughing up a little blood in the last season? That's a classic

IDK why Will's dad got to explain what happens to ghosts while Lyra keeps saying she doesn't know. Babe you have the alethiometer

They didn't have Lee and Will's dad stick around to be a gay ghost warrior duo! I'm genuinely surprised considering how they went out of their way otherwise to give LMM more scenes.

Mrs. Coulter heart to heart with the golden monkey. Golden monkey sympathy arc has been THE most surprising adaptation change tbh. Not even joking about this

[daemonsquarters]

*A video file is sent to Daemon.*

*Playing it reveals a dark room. Various machinery whirrs in the background.*

Hello there.

*Its voice is refined, with a hint of an accent long since masked.*

*From the shadows, a large beast lumbers forth. A massive... Rat? Wearing a labcoat?*

I am Doctor Malcolm Roenn. I am a member of The World of Sekaiju's scientific community. I am known for discovering Temporal Energy. I am simply announcing that I will be sending messages your way in the future... Also, I have some questions.

*The doc adjusts his glasses, pulling out a piece of paper, which he quickly grumbles about whilst reading, before looking back at the camera.*

What is Zero? How was it discovered?

Are you aware of Tempus Vestige? Are you aware of me or my accomplishments? Are you aware of the existence of Temporal Energy, or even Temporite?

*The beast pauses, wondering whether he should even ask the next question... He inevitably does. Curiosity must not go unsatiated, after all.*

...Are you aware of The Grand Spirals?..

...Anyway, that will be all. I bid you farewell, madam.

*Bwiip. Video ends.*

Well, greetings, Doctor Malcolm Roenn. I am Daemon, previously known as Doctor Ophione Clua. It is refreshing to receive these more professional questions.

I... happen to have just given a pretty large explanation of Zero earlier, so I will redirect you to it, though I did not explain how Zero was discovered. From the records she has left, it was my own mother, Medusa Clua, that discovered Zero, while studying quantum science. She would largely study it on her own with a few select other scientists afterwards, and while it was quickly commercialized, it took a long time for the true nature of Zero to be revealed to the public.

I have heard various whispers of this 'Tempus' from other questioners. I have also vaguely heard of this 'Temporite', so affectionately referred to as "rock cancer". You yourself were not quite on my radar, however.

Th-the Grand Spirals... I... I know nothing of those... those.

That is all on my end for now. I suppose, since you brought up your achievements, I should inquire as to what said accomplishments are.

[skyboxeye]

Capturing the ambience of 007: Quantum of Solace (2008)

This James Bond adventure built on the Call of Duty engine also visits the major locales of Casino Royale. Many of the game's settings are presented with bonus atmosphere compared to their silver screen counterparts.

This guide will explore the PC and Xbox 360 releases.

Running the game

Obtain a valid DVD copy of QoS on eBay or another secondary seller. If this is impossible you can try your luck on trusted "Abandonware" download sites. According to the Project: Consolation community, Flatout keys can be used to activate QoS.

QoS uses the antiquated Games for Windows platform. You may need to set that up independently of the game before first run. There is also a 1.1 patch you should install - as always check PCGamingWiki for information on these, and other concerns.

Extracting PC sounds

You can decompress the PC version's FF ("fast file") archives with offzip.

offzip.exe -a common.ff 0

When opening and searching the results with a hex editor, you'll notice the names of level-specific sound effects e.g. vibrating_rattle.wav. These mark the starting point for the relevant asset's data.

You can copy-paste that data into a file, but of course the file will also need a proper header to become playable. According to the same guide, we can then use Audacity's "raw data" import, followed by an export, to give it one.

Another approach to adding headers is vgmstream's TXTH system. These files tell vgmstream how to interpret headerless binary data as audio. Here is the best TXTH I came up with for PC:

codec = IMA sample_rate = 44100 channels = 1 interleave = 0 num_samples = data_size

This almost works but it's not quite right - there's obvious clipping. Perhaps our decoding bit-depth is off. I suspect this has something to do with IMA being a 4-bit specification but couldn't figure it out. It's definitely some kind of ADPCM though. The Xbox 360 equivalent may use XMA2 - more investigation is needed.

Exploring CoD Tools

Reverse-engineering legend ID-Daemon created tools for extracting models from this game, but not sounds.

There's also a tool called Greyhound, which is a continuation of Wraith, a well-known Call of Duty asset extractor. From what I can tell, it's capable of recognizing models and animations from QoS but not sounds.

Tom Crowley's tool is a popular extractor for FF archives. He also offers a Black Ops Sound tool, but neither of these does anything when QoS's FF archives are dragged into it.

Another tool I found, Chronic's Black Ops WAV Extractor, is no longer available. There's no indication that it supports QoS anyway.

Extracting 360 sounds

Let's turn our attention to the 360 version's sounds. Fortuitously, we can find XMA ambient streams in the disc's amb folder. The game's common sound effects (e.g. impacts and footsteps) are also located here, in their respective directories.

However, *some* per-mission sounds are kept inside each zone's FF archive (example: while passenger_walla_01 from Montenegro Train is present, the martini rattling is not). FF tools written for Call of Duty games don't seem to be able to open 360's FFs, either (even after decompressing with offzip).

Since we only had most of the audio assets extracted, it arguably makes sense to record sound in-game, to make sure we don't miss something. If nothing else, the amb assets are still useful to help identify loop points - for example we know the Science Center rooftop is about 3mins of rain.

Capturing footage

Speedrun.com hosts a few tools that are useful for modifying camera parameters and position. Download CabooseSayzWTF's Mod Menu and use its noclip command to capture footage from any position on the map. Its somewhat unintuitive controls are documented in the archive's README file.

You should also use the FoV and FPS unlocker tool. Presumably this is the same one hosted on PCGamingWiki.

To hide the UI, press Tab to open Bond's phone and capture the first frame afterwards (easiest to do with a video capture). You can use portions of this HUD-less frame as an overlay to your footage. Of course this only works if the picture is static underneath.

This overlay trick can also be used to address flickering windows e.g. on White's Estate and Casino.

Alternatively, we can use the Reshade ShaderToggler add-on to disable the HUD shader from drawing. However, this seems to interfere with some shadow renders as well.

Because of these complexities and drawbacks, you may simply choose to crop out the HUD.

Putting it all together

Combine Xbox 360 ambient assets, image overlays, and captured footage as desired.

Appendix 1: Other notable QoS mods

There are other projects in-progress to improve the game.

Appendix 2: Other FF extraction tools

iw_ff_extract recognizes the mission scripts and some other files inside deflated FFs, but not sounds.

[flamingkorybante]

hello! I've come to ask you the same question I've asked your partner @thegodwhocums by their recommendation :D so here's the thing: what's your tip to achieve a state of enthusiasm? happiness to you both

Hello! I’m glad you asked @thegodwhocums first because I kind of feel like their experience may be more useful to most people? Like okay, let me start by telling you the quick (quick for me) version of my history with the Daemon Agdistis, and then we’ll see if we can try and translate it into advice that would be useful for literally anybody.

I first encountered Agdistis through Raven Kaldera’s book Hermaphrodeities (I know). In 2015, I was organizing a weekend long-queer sex and magic camp named after a line from a James Broughton poem (I know) and one of the nights of the festival was a trans and gender variant theurgic ceremony. Each of the ritualists picked a trans or gender variant spirit, deity, or entity that they worked with or felt a connection to, and invited that entity to ride them for the duration of the night and transmit blessings to the participants. I had been working with Cybele for a few years at that point, so it seemed intuitive for me to open myself to her genderpunk aspect-slash-child, Agdistis.

I had been preparing for some time; I wrote an invocation, I shaved my head, I wore silver, I covered myself in jewels. We lit torches and carried them across the field into the ritual space, ringed by trees, centered on a bonfire that was already blazing. Each ritualist in turn invoked the entity they were hosting and invited the participants to come to them for gifts, anointing, blessing, and touch.

When it was my time to speak, I said:

I am Agdistis, strangest child of the Mothers. See me bursting out of the earth, my Mother, running, overflowing with gender like the seconds after a firework explodes, hairy breasts, vivid lips in colors you can’t imagine inside a corona of beard, fluttering my fingers through a catalog of meanings to take what turns me on and leave the rest in piles on the sidewalk for the next passerby. See me smooth and featureless, a jumble of appendages with no context, slipping through space like a fawn, flickering and illegible and unafraid. See my body, cunt and no cunt, cock and no cock, voice and no voice, shape and no shape, simultaneously drawing and repelling gaze and touch like the center of a star.

I was born of the wet dream of the father of the gods and arose, shaking ichor out of my eyes, bearing the glory of every gender, holding the powers of giving forth and receiving, bigendered, trigendered, all-gendered, like an uncollapsed quantum waveform holding in my wild selves infinite potential.

I am the bringer of chaos, and I danced through the world leaving a trail of madness in my wake. Those whom I touched, bled on, fucked, those who loved me, were irreparably transformed.

The pantheon themselves were terrified of my expansiveness, my beauty, and my tremendous power. They told me I had to choose, I had to be a man or a woman, I had to deny all parts of me but one, and I flipped them the bird and danced away.

 Of course, as the story goes and always has gone, they hunted me down, mutilated me, maybe killed me.

 If you seek to be terrifying in your weirdness, my children, you may call upon me. If you seek to hold so much power in your illegible genders and your unknowable and familiar bodies and your wild dancing that you are a threat to the worldview of the people who are comfortable in the status quo, if you leave footsteps of fire as you walk through the world, and if the world retaliates with violence and pain and blood, if parts of you are severed and tossed aside, if they try to take everything from you, then you are mine and I love you and I will hold you until there is nothing left of the universe.

I can’t really tell you what it felt like to have them inside me for the first time. This is what it means to be a mystery — not that I’m forbidden from telling you in some way but because it’s not possible to tell you in a way that conveys anything about the experience. It was like being picked up and thrown. It was like a five foot tall fish hook entering you through the cunt and coming out your mouth and dragging you along. It was like the opposite of vomiting but with your spirit instead of your stomach. 

And then I went crazy and stayed crazy for about a year. They had rolled into my body like a bulldozer and left all of my psychic defenses a catastrophe. They had busted the lock off the door to my spirit and now it wouldn’t shut all the way. I couldn’t keep them out. They poured themself into me unpredictably — when I was trying to work, when I was having sex, when I was on the subway, when I was at bars. I would hear their voice purring out of my throat and know that they had pushed me out of the driver’s seat again. I didn’t know what to do; I couldn’t stop it but I also didn’t want it to stop. I felt high on their presence all the time. I wasn’t eating — I didn’t need to eat, didn’t need to feel anything but them. I couldn’t think about anything but how much I wanted.

I wrote:

You drop me to my knees in the dirt, spit wildness onto me, tear me open

with laughter. You seep like oil into the cracks in me

and solder me into something unrecognizable.

You crash through me like white water and I ride high and don’t feel pain and

laugh like a lunatic and rub my hair in the dirt and drown in it, lungs full of flowers,

belly fully of ivy, mad, mad, mad.

You come in tumbles and road rash like I am skinning myself to feel this way always. You come in bloodlust and the rolling boil of a euphoric high, you come in trembling anticipation and lightning bug touch and then you come as the hurricane.

You want to hear me beg, demon, reach out and feel my hunger for you. I cannot beg with words tonight; I must beg with my wet mouth and my constricted breath and my arching back.

When you drain out of me in the comedown night, you leave me cold and panting and giddy with shame. I stumble and crash, missing you like air, hungers twining together into overwhelming implacable undifferentiated more more more.

It took me a year to figure out a solution and everything in my life was already warped around the shape of them. I tried to learn to ground, to put up bubbles of golden energy or whatever, I thought about making protective tools, like a faraday cage for my head. Finally I came up with an agreement — a contract, written clearly and offered willingly. Offering exactly what I could offer and no more, and asking for exactly what I wanted and no more. Offering that they could inhabit me me under certain circumstances, when invited, and I would give them offerings of everything they could see with my eyes, all the pleasure they could find through me — but only when the contract was in effect.

I realize I promised you a short version of the story and trust me, this is short for me. But it did work.  I wrote the contract out by hand, I rolled the paper tightly around a wire, and I wire wrapped it around a palm-sized labradorite, and when I put the amulet on, the daemon takes the wheel.

You can read the text of the contract and see photos of the amulet here:

If I’m being totally honest I wouldn’t say I recommend doing it that way. I didn’t starve to death or get involuntarily hospitalized or fuck up my job or tank my relationships but I very well could have. It’s pretty common to have a period of being Dramatically Fucked Up as you are stepping into being a mystic and obviously me giving you a word of warning isn’t going to prevent it from happening to you if it’s going to, nor should it.

But I guess here’s the advice I can actually give you.

You can negotiate. Even if our experience of culture is secularist, there’s probably some stuff that’s trickled in there about deities being omnipotent or at least being the boss of you. That is not globally true. Circumstances under which a particular deity is the boss of you include: if you have been dedicated to that deity through your own (or, by some accounts but not all, someone else’s) action; if you have an agreement (also known as a “covenant”) with that deity. That’s p much it. If a deity shows up in your world and tells you that you have to obey them, be suspicious. If you choose to enter into relationship with an entity, you can negotiate terms. Be realistic about what you can offer and keep to your commitments. Ask for what you want, be specific, and be prepared to get it in the most disruptive way possible.

Have a trip-sitter. We’re talking about altered states, whether achieved through consuming substances of some kind, dancing your ass off, meditating, getting the shit beaten out of you, rhythmic chants and drumming, getting fisted, whatever, all roads up a mountain lead to the top. Any practice that YOU find gives you little flashes of being able to touch something world-endingly enormous, something that breaks your head open and lets the night sky in, something that you come back to yourself after a little speechless, a little transformed. And then if you can, have a buddy with you — someone who can give you a sternal rub if your spirit wanders too far from your body and can’t find its way back, who can take notes on what comes out of your mouth, who can make sure the Horned One doesn’t accidentally suck fifteen strangers’ dicks with your mouth. Set some parameters with your buddy as if you are going into a psychedelic experience, even if you’re not consuming anything. Identify circumstances under which they should try to call you back to your body, and what grounding methods usually work for you to do that.

As far as the practical like mechanics of opening up and letting them in, here’s how I do it. 

1) Cleanse. It seems like you can cleanse in whatever way works for your practice — khernips, regular smoke, herbal baths, a straight up shower, it all seems to work fine. Honestly I don’t think Agdistis cares about this but they are the theurgic equivalent of a dumpster diving punk and your other gods may be more fussy.

2) Make the invitation. In my practice, that means putting on the amulet and reciting the couplet. You can make agreements about what your invitation can look like — I think having some kind of talisman to demarcate the difference between regular time and possession time helps.

3) Relax your grip on reality. If you don’t already know how to do this, things like drugs can help you get a sense of what it feels like, but I was taught that drugs are a shortcut and you should be careful not to use them to the exclusion of figuring out how to take the long way round. Once I have the amulet on, I close my eyes, slow my breath, and imagine myself undoing a line of latches that runs from between my eyes along the center line of my skull back to my brainstem, slowly, one at a time. When the last latch is open, Agdistis rushes in like a river to fill the space between me and the world.

I don’t know if this is helpful but I hope it’s at least interesting to read!

[discipulusmaleficus]

(suffered a whim and drafted a new, wordier post for the fundamentals of my Weird Magic System Nonsense (1, 2) bc I never bothered convert pt. 1 from handwriting to text and it's ugly. I do not promise this is comprehensible, coherent or interesting.)

Magic is not a solved science. It's difficult enough trying to integrate the different models and techniques used by various magical traditions throughout the world even without trying to throw quantum mechanics into the mix. Furthermore, for historical and cultural reasons, much of the magical community remains reluctant to entertain certain investigations.

(Besides, wouldn't want to make yourself redundant, would you?)

I have vague and silly ideas about it, though.

RE: MATERIAL AND EXTRAMATERIAL SPACE

Magic, like material matter, most likely takes the form of particles and waves (which are the same thing ;) ). (No I do not have names and basic properties for the fundamental magical particles and I am not going to. I was considering charges of hot/cold and wet/dry despite these not meaning anything relevant to our macro understanding of these things, though.)

Now.

As a rule, material particles live in the mostly-flat three dimensional space we are familiar with navigating, and do not have the magical energy to leave it unless charged by an outside force.

As previously noted, magic takes place in six dimensions. Anything not on the material plane is on the astral plane, making it much larger and more confusing to navigate.

Similiarly, as a rule, pure magic exists Around the material plane and will only ever -- usually never -- be briefly visible or solid from our perspective. It can, however, bond with and influence both solid and magical particles -- in fact, essentially every molecule has magical elements. Magic is prone to loosely orbiting the material plane, though this effect peters out the further you get from it. (Have fun getting lost in the void.)

Purely or primarily magical entities include ghosts, curses, most daemons, and abominations such that how best to describe or categorise them is a lively debate.

RE: SOULS OR AURAS OR WHATEVER

All living things have some biological systems that extend into the astral plane. In intelligent species, this is what we call the 'soul'. Its anatomy is complex, fluid and poorly mapped, and can vary on an individual basis far more than our physical forms. Certainly, though, it is -- in most people -- capable of forming prehensile appendages, of absorbing and channeling magical energy, and of something resembling sight, touch and taste. Good passive defence against hexes correlates with less sensitivity.

Magic as an activity is, at its core, simply the ability to make use of said extramaterial Bits to achieve useful work. Our minds aren't really equipped to comprehend the full picture here, so anything sensed spiritually is generally subconscious or translated into an easier-to-digest form which varies person to person. This is also, of course, why mages are so often reliant on visualisation, symbolism and instinct.

Although they can naturally be pried apart temporarily, damage or extended separation is liable to cause brain damage and no doubt any other number of lovely things. Getting lost outside reality will generally render your body a vegetable, although there are some isolated reports of such examples going on to recover and develop new, different identities.

Typically, even when astral projecting, it's possible to maintain enough of an umbilical cord that this isn't a major issue. Total separation releases energy and requires energy to undo -- which is part of why one can harvest energy from animal and human sacrifice, as well as why young idiot mages occasionally need help getting back into their bodies.

[lucascecil]

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◆ Island of Death

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