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[primamchorus]

Meal Etiquette

A year has passed since Pluvira had come into Primam and Prompto's lives. Within that year, Primam had a rather lenient King of Insomnia, and rather caring brother who allowed her to spend time getting to be a new mother. Now, it seems that leniency has lifted and she has since been called back to her seat on the Royal Lucian Council, leaving Prompto staying at home and being the sole parent having to look after their firstborn.

Word Count: 782 Notes: I just wanted to write Prompto being a dad. Not really canon to what I have released of the rest of my XV: Reimagined. But fun...for me.

Spoon in hand, Prompto was making faces opening his mouth and closing it. He was trying to get the fussy baby in the highchair to get her spoonful of mashed mango and banana baby food in her mouth. Though, as it stood, this particular adversary was one of the most troublesome he had ever faced. At least when it came to getting her to eat her meals.

“C'mon, Vira…” Prompto said, sighing with a sheepish smile on his face. “Mommy had Uncle Iggy make this special for you! Daddy and Mommy have had Uncle Iggy's food, and it's so yummy! You'll love it! You just gotta…open…your mouuuuu-u-uth, ahhhh--”

Prompto gently bumped the spoon against Pluvira's pouty lips, her expression speaking volumes of her lack of amusement and defiance both. Her refusal to eat made Prompto bite back a groan as he attempted to think back on how Primam always made it look so easy.

‘Sometimes, you just need to sweeten the deal,’ Prompto recalled Primam saying. But what did she do most of the time?

Scrunching his face in thought, Prompto recalled that, most of the time, Primam saved feeding Pluvira for when they were ready for meals. But…Pluvira was at an age where she was using her limited vocabulary and was demanding ‘nummies’.

“Noct, I'm going to kill you…” Prompto muttered under his breath. It was only recently that Primam was called away back to her role on the Lucian Royal Council now that Tandem had no longer wanted to be her stand-in and handle her responsibilities. Which meant that Prompto was now on his own with Pluvira…and she was only ever fussy when Primam was gone.

Taking in a breath, Prompto slowly exhaled and dumped the spoonful of baby food back into the jar before getting up. He then had an idea and walked over to the fridge, looking around until he found the clementines. Pulling them out, he made sure to peel a couple of them before bringing them back in a small bowl.

This had to work.

“Alrighty, Vira… Daddy's got your favorite. Look! Clementines!” Prompto plucked a clementine slice from the bowl and then popped it into his mouth. He gave a small ‘mm~’ as he ate it.

Pluvira watched Prompto intently, soon reaching out for the bowl with little grunts. She was determined to get her delicious little treats.

‘Hook, line, and sinker…’ Prompto thought with a grin on his face.

Sitting back down, Prompto broke one clementine slice in half and then took up the baby food jar once more. He got a smaller spoonful than before and then placed the small clementine slice at the end of the spoon. Pluvira was watching, kicking in her seat eagerly.

“Ah!” Pluvira opened her mouth nice and wide, and Prompto finally breathed a sigh of relief as he brought the spoon to her mouth and made sure she was not going to close it before he plucked the slice back and saw her close her mouth around the spoon.

“See? Not so bad,” Prompto said, keeping the clementine piece in his other hand. He knew that it was too small to feed her safely, and needed him to watch her pull at and eat it instead of getting all of it in there.

Pluvira's expression was one of shock as she looked up at Prompto as if she had just learned something new. To be fair, she really did. She then opened her mouth again, another eager ‘ah!’ being pushed out to indicate she was ready for another spoonful.

Victory! That was now just one less thing Primam had to worry about while she was away!

Taking the spoon, Prompto got it filled with Pluvira’s mash and brought it back. He watched her eat consistently from there on until she had her fill.

“Papa’s got it all figured out!” Prompto cheered to himself. Watching Pluvira bounce excitedly in her chair had been rewarding enough. Getting everything cleaned up, Prompto got Pluvira removed from the highchair, making sure not to jostle her too much after eating. “Time to get you in the bath, and then how about you and Daddy sit down and watch some movies after, huh? Wait for Mommy to come home?”

“Ma…ma…ma…” Pluvira babbled, sticking a hand on Prompto’s face.

“Yeah? Excited for Mommy to come back home?” Prompto asked, scrunching his face and then bringing his lips down on Pluvira’s hand a couple times, pretending to bite her. He started to walk toward the staircase afterward to bring Pluvira to the bath. “Daddy’s also excited for Mommy to come back home. We can show her what a good girl you’ve been to Daddy today.”

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[dangermousie]

Pusher post for Ja Myung Go (2009) - best period kdrama you've never heard of

It got zero votes on my poll probably because nobody has watched it, and it must be remedied.

In 2009, during the ratings reign of legendary Queen Seon Deok, another woman-centric period drama made its debut - Ja Myung Go starring Jung Ryo Won, Jung Kyung Ho, and Park Min Young back before she was a leading lady. Unlike QSD which became a huge success and extended its run, JMG had abysmal ratings throughout and ended up being only 39 episodes (a large number in abstract but a cut from the originally planned 50). Ja Myung Go took a traditional narrative - the forbidden and doomed love of Prince Hodong and Princess La Hee, heirs to enemy kingdoms, and disassembled it supposing what the story would have been like if Hodong had been in love with La Hee's sister Ja Myung instead.

Even though JMG is one of my favorites, its single-digit ratings (back when single digit ratings were baaaaad!) were no surprise - it took most period drama conventions of the time and even now and upended them. Proper royalty-based sageuks at the time after all centered around the progress and triumph of its protagonist - he or she may pay a great personal price but will triumph over rival factions/own shortcomings/bad background and emerge politically victorious - a great ruler to be remembered by future generations. JMG's rival Queen Seon Deok expemplifies that kind of narrative - Deokman is an outcast who, at the end, has lost the man she loved, but is a great ruler to be remembered forever and full of achievements. Yi San, Kingdom of the Winds, Jumong, etc - all follow this formula more or less. This is still the case when they make them nowadays, sadly rarer than they used to - GK War comes to mind. (Fusion-style sageuks which usually deal with 'common' people sometimes choose hopelessness as a theme - see Damo - but they have a different narrative thrust and vibe and we are not even getting into fluffiness of youth sageuks. People of JMG are miles away from that.)

But this is not the story of JMG. From the first episode it is clear that there will be no triumphant narrative. This is a story of the defeated - defeated Kingdom of Nakrang, defeated people. And, except for Ja Myung herself (cast in a traditionally heroic mold even if with enough flaws to make her interesting), her mother (a very minor character) and a few other other characters, most of the characters are not heroic either. They are either fascinating monsters (Muhyul, Wang Jashi (Ja Myung's stepmother), Muhyul's Queen) or people damaged beyond repair by their surroundings (Hodong, La Hee).

(Man is known as God of Battles, and not for no reason)

And even though I like Ja Myung, I confess that for me the drama is made by the clever, fascinating, monstrous Wang Jashi and Muhyul. Wang Jashi is a Korean Lady Macbeth - she is someone who is capable of poisoning her brother in order to protect her husband and her own power, but she is also someone who genuinely grieves over him. She is a wicked woman, but she is strong and irresistable. Muhyul (or King Daemushin, if we go by his throne name) is a counterpart for her (he rules a different kingdom, but I confess throughout the drama, I kept wondering what it would be like if they were married - they would rule the world). He is a capable, fierce ruler who has traded his humanity for success and rule - you see any remaining feelings leach out of him slowly during the course of the drama.

And so much of the drama is shaped by those two irresistible monsters - all the younger characters except Ja Myung are trapped and shaped and deformed by them. Princess La Hee, Wang Jashi's daughter, is not capable of truly functionally expressing her feelings - even though she likes Hodong, throughout their early meetings, she lashes at him over and over because brought up the way she was, she has no idea how express herself. And Hodong, Muhyul's son, is even worse off - at least La Hee had her saintly stepmother to love her growing up. Hodong has had his poisonous stepmother who desires his death (yet another amazing character - she is a horrible person but you understand and even sympathize with her) and Muhyul as a father (there is a scene later on where Muhyul gives an order that if Nakrang does not fall, Hodong is to be executed. Father of the year he is not).

In a way, that is why if it wasn't for his seduction-to-victory plan, Hodong would have never gotten together with La Hee even if Ja Myung did not exist - they are both emotional cripples and Hodong, at least, is smart enough to recognize that. I think that is a huge part of his attraction to Ja Myung - she is a breath of sane air (significantly she has been brought up outside palace environment). When I think of Hodong, it's the same emotion I get when I think of Jang Jae Min from Bali - he is twisted and deeply flawed but the wonder and the tragedy of it is that for his family he is not flawed and twisted enough. One of the last things Ja Myung tells him is that in their next life she wishes she would be his mother. I remember people thinking WTF but it made perfect sense to me - the thing Hodong lacked most and needed most was a loving parent - it is something he never got. (And of course it's also a show of love towards her sister - this way La Hee can have Hodong as a lover).

And this brings me to gender dynamics. Except for Muhyul, all the true movers and shakers in the story, every catalyst is a woman. Nowhere it is as evident as with Ja Myung and Hodong. I remember reading that Jung Kyung Ho was cast as Hodong and being genuinely puzzled. He has since gone on to be one of my favorite leading men and certainly terrifying and violent and feral enough in Cruel City to play the scariest warlord of them all if necessary but that wasn't the case at the time. I thought of him as the spoiled little brother to the angsty vengeance seeker of Sorry I Love You, or as a smart little brother to the amnesiac mob assassin in Time Between Dog and Wolf. Or, more likely, in his big break-out role as the male lead of Smile You. The thing is, in all of these, even Smile You, he is the quintessential nice guy (or as the term is in certain circles, "beta male.") He was about the last person I'd normally envision as a male lead in a period drama about war. But once I saw the drama, it all made sense and not because he was bringing his later Cruel City persona.

Because despite his undoubted ability to fight in battle, Ja Myung and Hodong are all about gender reversal - at one point she even becomes his bodyguard! If you think about it, they take gender roles usually reserved for the opposite gender - she is the proactive one, who sets the story in motion, the rebel leader. He is the one who conquered Nakrang through seduction of La Hee, something seen as a typically female method. His seducing La Hee into destroying the protective drum is a far cry from Jumong fighting through hordes single-handed or Dam Duk in The Legend taking on an army with a small unit armed with nothing but grit or even the Prince in Haechi or King in GK War outwitting his court enemies with balls and brains. And, as a typically female method, his way of victory gets him nothing but scorn - in the first episode, his stepmother calls him a whore to his face. It's the same with the relationship - Ja Myung can let go of him, but he cannot let go of her.

The women are uniformly fascinating and complex in this - even someone like La Hee does not just give in to Hodong's false sweet words - she genuinely believes surrender would save her country. The drama's respect for its female characters is summed up in a single scene - one of the characters is a widow of Wang Jashi's brother (the one she poisoned). Her 10-year-old brother-in-law marries her to save her from execution. 10 years later, they are still married and when she is doing the proper thing and helping him bathe, you see her experience and suppress her desire - because her husband is now a gorgeous gorgeous man. It could be a ludicrous situation - she changed the guy's diapers and she is not what you'd consider traditionally good-looking. But instead drama treats her feeling with respect and understanding. I loved it for that.

Oh, and I am just gonna leave this little father-son convo here:

Hodong: Your Majesty, what did you tell me before? You said if only you gain Nakrang without any blood being spilt, you would bestow leniency on them. Take pity on them. The other way there will be no end to rebellion and we will all die. Daemushin: Your own grandfather, King Yuri, killed his own two sons. I was young and I could not understand that. How could he? How can a father kill his own child. Unless he was crazy, how could he kill his sons? I finally understand him today. For a King, a son with other intentions is nothing but a political enemy. A political enemy that must be killed and gotten rid of. Hodong: Do you wish to kill me? Daemushin: [throws down a puppet of a woman] You must know who this wench is. Who is she? Hodong: It is Emperor Choi Ri's unknown daughter, Princess Ja Myung. Daemushin: Find her and kill her. Hodong: Father, I cannot do that! I...I...that woman... Daemushin: When you chop off the head of that woman Jae Myung, I will make you the Crown Prince. If your father is King Daemushin, who has expanded his kingdom, then you must survive and show all other nations how to rule that kingdom. Hodong: Your subject Hodong accepts Your Highness' command.

Parent of the Year indeed!

PS If you've watched enough sageuks, you will recognize that wily old monster Daemushin is actually the protag of The Kingdom of the Winds where he looked like this:

(I did a pusher post for TKotW before so won't repeat.) The funny thing is much as I adored the ML of TKotW, I can totally see him progress into that monster here. It would be logical.

Anyway, digression over, go watch JMG!

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[lone-starlight]

Another dream. This oen has notvring to do with showfall

It was hust. A meonory. From backnin school. I hurt a kid. I broke tjeir arm. I didn mean to. I eas just playing. It qsd an accinent. No one bwliwved me. I ant breasth

[isobelsdiary]

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[anti-radqueer-zone]

WHY

https://www.tumblr.com/radqueersurvivor/734530474444308480/quoi-spectrum-disorder-qsd-a-term-for-when-one?source=share

I’m quoisexual

and I have hypersexuality

and yes, my quoisexuality is disordered, thank you, because hypersexuality is a disorder

-♠️

Here's the post they linked:

I literally saw this 2 minutes ago lol

Ok, so I have two points that I'd like to flesh out. I don't have much experience with Quoisexual so I may be wrong about some things.

Quoisexual isn't on a spectrum? I mean, I've never seen it considered a spectrum; it's part of the asexual spectrum, but it isn't a spectrum in itself; it just feels like they took autism and wanted to add sexuality to it.

Second, this just sounds like they're saying, "Being gay is a mental illness," but with a different sexuality. Your sexuality isn't a disorder; it may affect a disorder or be affected by a disorder, but you can't have a "disordered sexual orientation."

[igastennisracket]

https://youtu.be/qSD-uFxpbrw?si=IgUxVM_WMULxo6kz here it is!

Omgg this is amazing thank you for sending it to me

Ah yes pretending to be a boy to invite a girl out - the straightest prank to exist

Also iga’s reactions to the answers were priceless

[melikemordemjaponi]

✽ #very important

US Chief of Staff Mark Milley: "We will begin a new phase of relations with the Autonomous Administration and the SDF on the economic, social and military levels.

#Mark _ Milley, "Our allies in Syria need to strengthen their defensive capabilities to confront any external aggression, so we will work to open academies in this regard to train their fighters on modern and advanced weapons"...!!!

Rojava security on Twitter (+photo)

✽ABD Genelkurmay Başkanı MARK MİLLEY:

"Özerk Yönetim ve QSD ile ekonomik, sosyal ve askeri düzeyde ilişkilerde yeni bir aşamaya başlayacağız. Mark Milley, "Suriye'deki müttefiklerimizin herhangi bir dış saldırıya karşı savunma yeteneklerini güçlendirmeleri gerekiyor, bu nedenle savaşçılarını modern ve gelişmiş silahlar konusunda eğitmek için bu konuda akademiler açmaya çalışacağız"...

Twitter üzerinden Yavuz Özcan

✽超重要

マーク・ミリー米軍統合参謀本部議長 ｢我々は、(北および東シリア)自治政府とシリア民主軍との経済、社会、軍事レベルでの関係の新たな段階を開始する。シリアにいる同盟国は、外部からの侵略に立ち向かうために防衛力を強化する必要があり、この点でアカデミーを開設し、近代的で高度な武器について戦闘員を訓練するよう努力する」...!!!!

Twitter/ロジャヴァ・セキュリティさんより(画像とも)

[primamchorus]

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(HI THIS IS 🩸🟪! i know that sending two messages in rapid succession is bad form, but this one has actual questions for you in it and isnt just my sleep deprived thoughtstream in text form. i put it in a custom cipher because i thought itd be fun, but if it's annoying i can resend this ask without it. until next time! if the way i talk seems different, it's because i accidentally forgot to keep my incredibly tasteful artistically placed Capital Letters in the post while i was encoding the damn thing. i doubt anyone would actually take note of the typing style of someone they've hardly spoken to, but i felt it was necessary to clarify so that it doesnt impinge on my Brand. so YEA! until next time)

There's literally no such thing as bad form. all forms are beautiful. afab for short. remember that now.

hello!!!! it turns out i DO exist.... and im not too hard to track down! i dont use cohost (didn't use cohost? idk if it's over yet formally but i know it's ending... sad!) except for that one time. substack was just because i wanted to switch to somethin that felt Enclosed, you know? something a little away-from-it-all. it was really about the novelty of it. that and i figured it'd be good for my Web Health. i ended up here instead so OOPS.

...huh? did i imagine something? must've been the wind... anyway the old web is cool but im not a nerd yet all i know is Hypnospace Outlaw.

i dont cook very much, but i've been meaning to do it more! it's hard where i am right now, 'cause i don't have a kitchen :-[ or an oven :-[ or anything i can cook with :-[ but i can heat up soup! and i WILL be able to cook eventually, so... that's so sweet of you to offer me recipes :-]

i really hope everything turns out alright with your family... it's wonderful that you were able to find that connection through food and recipes. those are so so important as a way to unite across long distances & times. just eating apples and honey really helped me feel more at home even though i've never lived anywhere close to this far from it.

hfjone mentioned. i love hfjone so so so so MUCH it really really did something to me. and that something is getting me into objects which is why i moved across the country! i also like ii (Ask Me About The New Episode) and teapot and all those Classic's. plus whichever one has the murder mystery in the house where it keeps flashing back to everyone who was there. that one rocks immensely. i like when they're dark and scary with it! (Ask Me About The New Episode Blease)

ah, my humansona! lately ive been drawing faer more because i feel like. oddly connected with her recently... i look like both! i have a funny picture about that to show you if you find my other desk.

cece, huh? u mean cici? like from silcworm?

anyway youre so sweet you are so kind. i have SOME akm lore compiled from the project that id be happy to send to you... if it's just to you. i aint just tossin that out on the open web! no pressure thats just a lil like. accidental logistical incentive.

definitely forcefem link. couldnt recommend it enough

its very funny to say "i hope this message was less insane than the last one" about a coded cipher'd message. still though Hey. That was funny. i got some help because i'm terrible at cipher's.

2000 eyelashes, huh? That's A Lotta Wishes... for my first wish, i'm gonna wish for pictures of all the slay the princess stairs so i can rank em! and for my second, i'm gonna wish to

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Just A Touch Of Love (dance mix) - Shamar Na’il Star

Shamar Na’il Star, born and raised in Grand Rapids, Michigan , is a Singer, Song Writer, Producer and Music Arranger. As young boy’s Shamar and his brother Stephan Knight had a love for songs, and music.They also took an interest in learning to play the Guitar. Shamar and Stephan convinced their mother to buy Shamar a bass guitar and Stephan a lead guitar for Christmas. That was a large request because their parents finances was limited because they had to buy presents for a total of 10 children. The brothers promised and convinced their parents they would learn to play their guitars. Not only did they learn to play their guitars, the brothers taught themselves to play. The brothers played the guitars very well When they were older, they joined a couple ofgroups and they sung and played in various clubs in Grand Rapids. Shamar moved to Los Angeles California . While there, he joined a group called Dateline. The group recorded a remake of the song Earth Angel on the record label Electra records. They worked with producer George Tobin. After spending time in LA, Shamar returned to Grand Rapids ,Mich, and concentrated on developing his talent of song writing and producing songs. Shamar and Stephan wrote and produced over 100 songs. They produced videos for some of their songs. They wrote and arranged a beautiful gospel single titled ,God is Good along with Bunny Debarge and producer Kevin Bond. The brothers have done work with Producer/Engineer Dennis Witherspoon. They produced the QSD Project Shamar has also worked with Robyn Robins, who played the organ and keyboard for Bob Seger and the Silver Bullet Band. Robyn Robins mixed and mastered some of Shamar’s songs. Shamar’s newest release song and Lyric Video is titled , Just a touch of love. The song is available on I Tunes, Spotify , Apple music, Pandora and other streaming platforms. Read the full article

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Empress Ki made me think of Queen Seon Duk, another huge hit about a powerful queen where the original planned love story (between her and her advisor Yu Shin played by the then A-lister Uhm Tae Woong) got abandoned for a different one due to actor chemistry. To me, QSD, which came out in 2009, is probably the most epic scene stealing example in all my years of kdrama watching. Because on screen came then not well known supporting actor Kim Nam Gil playing Bidam and stole the male lead slot, the love story and all the fandom. QSD made him a star but also gave me one of my fave MLs in period dramas. The fact that he hasn’t made a sageuk (if you don’t count the fact that Live Up to Your Name is half set in Joseon) since then is a crime.