#pulchraa writes

[pulchraa]

seasons change

parings; ex! rafe x pregnant! pouge! reader

summary; you and rafe had a falling out after he ghosted you and in turn... you come across something that'll change your life.

warnings; mentions of pregnancy.

a/n; hihi, soooo. this is something ive been thinking about for a while. i kinda just wanted to put it out. it might be bad, i might take it down. who knows? anyway, enjoy !

word count; 0.18k

what? no, i’ll just take another one. it has to be a false positive-

“hey, y/n. you okay?” 

i look up from my spot where im sitting on the cool grass. i zoned out. everything suddenly becomes too real.

the sun beaming down one me, the sound of cicadas and different insects chirping in the sweltering heat. “no, yeah. im fine.” 

i bring my hand up to block the sun from my eyes. kiara nods, jutting out her bottom lip in the process.

“okay. uh, me and the rest of the group are gonna head for a surf. wanna come?”

i think for a moment. “uh, yeah. ill go.”

kiara nods and sticks out her hands to help me up, wiggling her fingers. i grab them and pull myself up. wiping my shorts as i watch jj, john b, and sarah file out of the house.

they grab their boards and pack the twinkie. i head inside to change into my bathing suit and grab some spare clothes. 

as i walk through the house, it feels different. or maybe… i feel different.

i'll be fine.

i continuously reassure myself and return to the twinkie with my stuff. “okay, we can head out.” i shuffle into the van, closing the door behind me.

as the car drives off, everyone is chatting, laughing, and smiling.

but i have this crippling feeling of dread. the memories of last night return. something abnormal. i know it, but everyone else is kept in the dark.

[pulchraa]

never enough.

parings; cheater! jj x fem! routledge! reader

summary; after a trip to your hometown, you come back to the chateau to find jj and kiara sleeping together.

warnings; angst, swearing, cheating, fluff, revenge/fake boyfriend, jealousy, violence.

a/n; personally, i do not agree with cheating on your s/o. well, well, well. so, my idea for this chapter was for it to be a present time thing. so, in my mind, all the stories are flashbacks leading up to present time with some bits and pieces of present (such as this chapter). anyway, enjoy!

word count; 0.18k

links to; prologue, part 01, part 02, part 03

inspiration; this story, by @rafesfavgirl

“baby, you’re just overthinking it.” jj reassured me. he always knew how to calm me down, but not this time. not this once.

“no. no, jj. im not blind. or- or stupid. i know.”

“you’re being crazy, princess.” he pleaded. i scoffed bitterly, shaking my head.

“you cant be serious. this has to be a joke.” i smiled, but it was anything short of happiness. it was almost as if i was amused in a way.

his hands reached for my wrist, but i pulled them away. “im not gonna keep doing this with you, jj. i cant keep doing this with you.”

“baby, what d’you mean?” his reaction was one of fear and guilt. “you cant be serious, my love.”

there he was. calling me those names he knew i loved. his words dripping of guilt and sweetness. his words so sweet, bees could drink it like nectar.

“jj, stop.” i shut my eyes for a brief moment, putting a hand up to create space between the two of us as he inches closer. “stop, whatever it is you’re trying to do- stop.”

[pulchraa]

never enough.

parings; cheater! jj x fem! routledge! reader

summary; after a trip to your hometown, you come back to the chateau to find jj and kiara sleeping together.

warnings; angst, swearing, cheating, fluff, revenge/fake boyfriend, jealousy, violence.

a/n; personally, i do not agree with cheating on your s/o. well... im back. i feel bad that i've been gone so long, but i finally got back into writing. im already drafting chapter three. stay tuned!!

word count; 0.25k

links to; prologue, part 01, part 02

inspiration; this story, by @rafesfavgirl

the boys were quick to jump out of the van and grab their boards, beelining to the shore. me, kiara, and sarah shuffled out of the van, grabbing our beach bags, towels, and the large cooler. it was stocked to the brim with drinks, snacks, and sandwiches.

“i can already feel the humidity.” kiara complained with a sour face.

“tell me about it,” i mumbled. 

we trekked through the hot sand, trying to find a nice spot to set camp. after some time, we finally placed our things down, along with placing a blanket and towels on the sand to rest. the cooler was to the left of kiara, next to it sat the beach bags.

i reached for my bag, pulling out a light yellow bottle. “sunblock?” i asked the two next to me.

“yeah, ill have some.” sarah said. she held out her hand for some. i squeezed out a small dollop of sunblock. she applied a tiny bit onto her face then her back and chest.

i looked over to kiara to offer her some. the girl rejected with a small shake of her head.

i turned my gaze to the trio in the water where they all sat on their boards laughing. i noticed jj looking over at the three of us, but he wasn’t looking at me with that smile i grew to adore. no, he was smiling at kiara, and she was smiling back at him.

i shrugged it off, maybe i was overthinking it. 

maybe, just maybe.

[pulchraa]

never enough.

parings; cheater! jj x fem! routledge! reader

summary; after a trip to your hometown, you come back to the chateau to find jj and kiara sleeping together.

warnings; angst, swearing, cheating, fluff, revenge/fake boyfriend, jealousy, violence.

a/n; personally, i do not agree with cheating on your s/o. hi, guys !! im sooo excited to finally share part 01 with you all. please, enjoy!!

word count; 0.29k

links to; prologue, part 01

inspiration; this story, by @rafesfavgirl

loud chattering was all you heard as you began to wake up. the smell of bacon cooking and sarah talking to kiara outside the door.

hopping off the bed, you strip out of last nights clothes. deliberately searching for shorts and a shirt. you fix yourself into a bikini paired with jean shorts and a tank over top.

you make your way to the bathroom to brush your teeth and fix your hair.

"morning, love." the warm voice of your lover can be heard. you could practically hear his smirk.

"hi, baby." you look up towards him through the mirror with a smile.

"how'd you sleep?" you respond with 'fine' as you finish your hair and he heads toward the living area.

i make my way to the kitchen to grab some food for a quick breakfast. you grab a cup from the rack and the orange juice from the fridge. sarah hands me the plate of food just as i seat myself on the barstool.

john b creeps up behind you grabbing a piece of your toast. "mornin'." you hum as a response, not wanting to talk with your mouth full.

kie sits herself next to you and you guys start to talk. after finishing your food, you grab her plate as well as yours. placing them in the sink, pope informs you that we should get going.

"c'mon princess." jj lends his hand out towards you and you grab it. his other arm wrapped around his board.

the two of you walk towards the twinkie together. your crochet beach bag resting on your shoulder as you continue walking to the car. jay, john b, and pope are all muttering quietly.

as you seat yourself in the back of the twinkie - you over hear pope speak.

"you're fucked, jj."

[pulchraa]

never enough.

parings; cheater! jj x fem! routledge! reader

summary; after a trip to your hometown, you come back to the chateau to find jj and kiara sleeping together.

warnings; angst, swearing, cheating, fluff, revenge/fake boyfriend, jealousy, violence.

a/n; personally, i do not agree with cheating on your s/o. it is just for the purpose of the story - also, this will have multiple parts. this is only the intro for the future series. please lmk if i missed any warnings. sorry for the yap sesh. enjoy!!

word count; 0.12k

links to; prologue, part 01

inspiration; this story, by @rafesfavgirl

after everything you've done for one another - this is how he repaid you? you knew this would happen. kiara would always be first. no matter how hard you tried.

countless nights of arguments because he said you were paranoid... but you weren't. both of you knew. you had always been a distraction from reality.

were you just a shoulder to cry on? someone to talk to on cold nights? you were always a second option. hell, you'd be fucking lucky to earn that title.

his love. it was all fake. he never meant those words, they were all deceptive.

your love was one sided.

he never loved you. he never will.

he found his person... but it's not you.