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A Compilation of all the most horrible things, Phantom Blot did to Mickey Mouse.
I think it would be interesting, after all Phantom Blot is a fictional criminal villain and will remain so for all his horrible savage crimes. It would be some spoilers to some stories so be careful. It's also interesting Disney allowing that back in the days.
During his first story "Outwits the phantom blot", he using several death traps for kil**ng him, and almost hangs Mickey Mouse.
In The Blot's Double Mystery, he tried to hypnotize mickey and turn mickey into a criminal so that Mickey can be put in the electric chair and the mouse almost k**l Goofy in the way.
in "Chi ha rubato Topolino 2000", PB almost did k**l Mickey by making him going delusional. But of course, mickey got lucky in this one since he wake up before with minnie pendant. But the scene was disturbing.
In these three stories (Operation chaos, SOS, The Blot Mind) Phantom Blot put a microship into the brain of mickey and make him a criminal. last one, a zombie.
In "Topolino e l'occhio di Macchia", he holds hostage and blackmails Mickey to help him, if he's doesn't do it, PB blow up Goofy house.
In Mickey Mystery Culture Shock, PB do a deathtrap but with a snake which attacks when the light is off.
In "Sono Macchia Nera", he traps everyone into amnesia. And makes Mickey falls into this a second time and scares him.
And "Topolino e l'incubo dell'isola di corallo", when PB changes bodies with Mickey and put him into the most protected prison no one can escape. Also after that episode (Topolino nel mondo senza Macchia), Mickey got nightmares of him each time he sleep.
#phantom blot#mickey mouse#disney comics#disney#(mickey got for sure some ptsd...)#(also i've missed some but that's enough for mickey i guess. he need comfort and kick PB for his crimes.)
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it's always a bad time to have hyperempathy but it's especially not fun today
#the useless kind. you know. well#you know how being low empathy means nothing regarding how you show support and consideration to others#same with hyper empathy it just means you get caught in useless spirals of Imagining What Bad Things Are Like#In Great Detail#i would prefer. not this. thank you#dysfunction junction#has taught me nothing about how to interact with other humans functionally. has taught me much about#having ptsd because your dad stepped on a baby mouse when you were 11.
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My version of Yellow became a scared baby for 3 weeks after AvA 5 and followed Blue around like a puppy because she was scared after watching him get killed by the Dark Lord. She would also not be able to fall asleep in her room and would sleep with Blue for comfort.
NO WAIT AAWW THATS ACTUALLY SAD THO 😭😭
I Wanted to draw smt like that, so i drew this on Krita
(Flareboi won inside my head for about 5 weeks)
Blue Loves yellow & Understands how the past Traumatized Yellow. They're trying so Hard to Comfort yellow so he can forget.
Oh yea He/she/they Blue, He/him Yellow (Human AU)
*Sigh* welp. *cracks neck* time TO MAKE ANGST-
#being a right hand mouse artist on krita is a pain in the ass but krita is my pain the ass ❤️#im a literal leftie#wait...#im right hand on mouse and leftie on pencil/pen/ibis paint x#AM I SPECIAL 🤯🤯🤯 /jk lol#congrats fett for somehow making my mind over on krita#BUT im still not using it.#i still dont even know how to save (i still have ptsd bc of that moment)#oh yea one time krita crashed and i almost lost the drawing all bc of adding text#atleast i shut it down👍#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#avm#avm blue#avm yellow#avm yellue#avm blue x yellow#my style#my art#ask patpat!#patpat posts
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Jay Halstead, Crisis Counselor
"Are you the police?" "No, I just work with the police. I'm here to help you."
Jay can remember the exact moment he changed his mind about what he wanted to do with his life. He'd made it through the police academy, had a uniform and a badge, was patrolling the city of Chicago for a little over a month and thought he was making things safer. But he got pulled into a shootout that felt a lot like being back in Afghanistan, and he missed all the signs he should have seen in his suffering best friend, and none of it was what he expected his life to be like once he was home.
At four in the morning, Tuesday, November 15th, 2011, he sat in a hospital waiting room and made a choice.
By the time he was sitting in a diner three days later, he had quit his job. Between pestering nurses and refilling his body with cheap, tasteless coffee, he'd turned in his badge and filled out the paperwork to enroll in classes that would start after the holidays. It was almost a complete turn around from where he'd been, and it meant finding a part time job and a roommate - his thankfully alive best friend - so that he could keep a roof over his head while he got his degree. If his brother could get through medical school, he could get a Bachelor's on the government's dime.
Facing criminals and getting shot at wasn't what he wanted to do after all. It was too dangerous, brought up too many memories he'd rather forget, and even his therapist thought that distancing himself from things like that was better for him. Because of her and all of the sessions he begrudgingly attended, he actually slept through the night most of the time. He was able to stop drowning all the pain in too much alcohol, or any alcohol at all. He focused on school, and shifts at the family restaurant he'd gotten a job at, and making sure all of the medications in the bathroom cabinet got taken at the right times.
When Jay graduated with his sociology degree, and passed the test to become a licensed social worker, and his best friend became his boyfriend, things finally settled into place the way he thought they would before he'd turned his own life upside down. There were good days, where he got to work with kids and teenagers who just needed someone to listen to them and acknowledge what they were going through, and bad days, where talking to someone wasn't enough to save them from themselves. But it was a life he was proud of, and he'd saved more lives through engaging in the community than he'd taken overseas, and that was the kind of balance Jay didn't know he'd craved.
[ Mouse ]
#jay halstead#cpd#chicago pd#one chicago#au#one chicago au#moustead#alex does moodboards#november 2011;#no one told me no#apparently kit is mad at me for 'angsting about november 2011' or something#i have a mouse moodboard for this au too if anyone's interested#i just think they're neat#also we watched dashing through the snow on disney+ today#and really i had no choice but to use the first ten minutes as au inspiration#and november 2011 because *gestures to myself*#anyway here's jay's ptsd and alcoholism actually acknowledged#he deserves a happier peaceful life hope that helps#and a boyfriend but that's because *gestures to myself*#i am the gay mouse blog i have a reputation to uphold
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"You're okay now. You're safe. They can't hurt you anymore"
It's kind of a heavy topic, but this depicts Diana experiencing a PTSD episode due to the abuse she went through in the lab.
Basil is here now to comfort and protect her the best he can.
She'll be okay.
#disney#tgmd#the great mouse detective#mouse#anthro#basil of baker street#original character#oc#fan art#fan character#basil#canon x oc#basil x oc#ptsd#mental illness#mental health
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(from: @squad380) for Spotify wrapped starters/asks: 27
[Nice, song 27: Panic Room by Au/Ra]
Bite wakes with a jolt and a loud swear, tumbling from his top bunk and groaning as he lands on the previously distant floor.
"Kriff, one night of uninterrupted sleep in all I ask for." Bite mumbles in staggered, sharp breaths, aware of the vode sleeping around him. He pushes himself up on shaking limps as the adrenaline from his nightmare continues to rage through him.
In the darkness of the barracks, Bite could have sworn he was somewhere else, the cold floor only serving to help his mind send him places he never wants to think of again. Only the steady breathing of sleeping clones, intrupted by the sounds of rustling sheets and creeking frames, grounds him in the room.
Even now, Bite can feel the panic in his throat, and the images of past horrors flash across his vision. The shaking has spread throughout his entire body, and his breathing is still uneven. With each thunderous beat of his heart, Bite moved further into the shadows of his mind.
#cg bite#corrie guard#coruscant guard#clone trooper oc#oc rp#coruscant guard rp#cg mouse#squad 380#here you go!#angsty angst times#tw: panic attack#tw: ptsd#tw: flashbacks
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Lesbians hanging out in the strawberry field. Will they kiss?? Perhaps :3
Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100 sharks attack 🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈
#safeship#safeshipping#self ship community#self ship#f/o x s/i#wlw self ship#wlw selfship#I prommy I won't have a ptsd moment this time#anyway I love Strawberry Mouse yay :D
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@tragcdysewn: 🎵 + 77 mouse and feyre
"i can't fight my fear." it'd been another run in with this woman, who mouse was sure at this point was stalking her. the way she'd handled things with steve didn't go great, so now they were trying a different approach. "i couldn't before. my parents instilled it in me and it took forever to grow out of it. but whatever happened... you can't let it take over your life. i'm sorry your kid went missing. and i'm sorry i helped in hiding the pain from that. but you can't run from it anymore."
lovely - billie eilish, khalid
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why does he do this btw. hes so annoying
#sorry for the mouse in the way i forgor to move it.#sonic this whole game is so funny hes jsut there#he encounters a floating alien eye that is trying to manipulate shadow (amnesiac) and does this.#shadow has a fucking ptsd moment on the ark and he's like Woah wahey let's go fight those guys lolsers!#i love him#ellie talks#i should have a tag for ...#shadow liveblogging#i am having so much fun with this game btw highly recommend#if my shitty puter can run this so can you. go. be free. pcsx2 is free and beautiful.
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I plugged multiple holes in my baseboards w steel wool (because the exterminator just... did not look there) and am waiting to have a maintenance person in with spray foam etc. (so I don't fuck it up and am therefore not liable) and... i feel like I can hear the meece trying to get in 😭
#i think i'm being paranoid because i'm hearing thumps rather than scratching sounds#and thumps could be my neighbors as well as pipes heating etc#but i have mouse PTSD :(#proof will be in the pudding (traps) tm i guess#(humane traps i take them to green fields and set them sproinging free)
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im always like yeah im free this weekend catch me completely zonked out on an eddie (short for edible) and some white claws and banana shots slackjawed watching a horror movie and flicking your little bubble away as soon as it comes up thats a problem for future dave
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Mickey's Descent Into Madness
Mickey’s Descent Into Madness What Is It? The YouTube video Mickey’s Descent Into Madness by the YouTube channel Ethereal Snake: Here is the description for this video: Support the channel and get access to the soundtrack Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/Ethereal_Snake Merch : https://www.redbubble.com/people/Ethe… PayPal.me : https://paypal.me/tombourgeois87 Twitter :…
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#A Fox In Space#Animation#Ethereal Snake#MeatCanyon#Mickey#Mickey Mouse#Mickey&039;s Descent Into Madness#Posttraumatic Stress Disorder#PTSD#The Minute Hour#Tom Bourgeois#Tommy Hurst#Video#Vietnam War
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Sketches I made about an alternate version of the Epic Mickey Thinner Path AU made by @apathetic-coffee revolved around the Paint path of the game.
First sketch here's just Mickey getting a Paint increase to the brush.
Second sketch here's about him being horrified by the fact that HE is responsible for the Blot AND Wasteland's current state. This realization is the reason why he aims to only use paint, only using thinner if necessary. Mickey's a softie in the Paint path.
Third sketch here's about Mickey meeting up with Oswald. After knowing why he was forgotten, he was filled with guilt and regret. He's trying to start over with Oswald, who doesn't look pleased with the mouse, esspecially since he knows that he is the reason why Wasteland was the way it was.
Fourth sketch here's about Oswald being captured by the Blot after releasing him accidentally in a fit of rage against Mickey, who's trying to save the Lucky Rabbit here from being taken.
These 2 sketches are about Mickey being forced to fight Oswald, turned into the Storm Blot, and the aftermath. During their confrontation, Storm Blot Oswald takes his brother's heart through Thinner electrocution and nearly kills him in a murderous and sadistic fit fueled by his rage, alongside nearly turning Ortensia, still a stone statue, into dusty ashes. It only when he saw the kindness within the mouse that he realized his mistakes and was horrified by his actions, allowing him to break free from the Blot's control, but not before the Blot took Mickey's heart. During the aftermath, Mickey saw that Oswald was traumitized for life and shaking violently with fear due to the previously recent events and conforted his rabbit brother, forgiving him.
This second-to-last sketch here's about Oswald being horrified by the trauma that came from his time as the Storm Blot. This takes place after the events of Epic Mickey. While seeing Ortensia come back to life helped him enough to regain his old self, he's still heavily impacted by what he almost did to his brother alongside his thoughts towards him before then. He has almost constant nightmares about becoming the Storm Blot once again and hurt those he cared about, esspecially both Ortensia AND Mickey. However, he was able to overcome his trauma over time, and while he hasn't forgotten about it and still has PTSD from it, it doesn't bother him a lot anymore.
And finally, the last sketch, where Mickey is just walking around with a smile on his face and having tons of Paint Guardians surround him.
And that's it. Thanks for reading.
#my art#epic mickey#tw: trauma#tw electrocution#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#phantom blot#au introduction#au info#tw ptsd
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Out of all three sisters of light/sisters of the light aka KittyCat, Akari and Luna...
Which of them Suffers the most from the past and worse hide that suffering from everyone?...
Ooo....😬
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Well...who Suffers the most is luna...she watched one of her dear friends Creaters die from sickness...
When the humans wars...
Then the toons vs humans war...
Then..losing her own and KittyCat's Creaters too...
And finally...dealing with the trauma of seeing PuppyHeart's Parents dead bodys...
Poor She-wolf is still dealing with all of that trauma...
So...my answer is luna is the one that Suffers the most and is suffering From PTSD...
And yes...she does hide her pain from her sisters, her gang and her Adopted Daughter PuppyHeart...
But don't worry...she is get therapy from one of Ruby's Aunts, Belle Wild Heart The Mouse.
#my cartoon characters#kittycat#kittycat the cat#kittycat the white cat#kittycat the cartoon cat#kittycat the white cartoon cat#akari#akari the fox#akari the white fox#akari the white kitsune#akari the white kitsune fox#luna#luna the wolf#luna the wolf boss#luna the white wolf#luna the white wolf boss#ruby#ruby wild heart#ruby the mouse#ruby wild heart the mouse#belle#belle the mose#belle wild heart#belle wild heart the mouse#Luna's gang#PuppyHeart#PuppyHeart the puppydog#ptsd#ask blog
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Bello Licentiae Chapter 15: Stake-arts
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tw: trauma, ptsd, flashback, exploitation, drugs, suicide mention, child abuse mentions, brainwashing, abuse, quirk elitism, human trafficking mention, housing insecurity 'text' JSL Text thoughts
Akira jolted awake in a cold sweat, shaking as they took in the unfamiliar but distinct patterns of Mina's room. They pulled their Bastard plushie tighter to their chest and let the weighted blanket and softness of the plush ease their racing heart as phantom burning vibrations wracked their body. I'm at U.A. I'm in Mina's room. We were having a sleepover. He isn't here, Akira repeated until their breathing eventually evened out.
Akira silently slipped out of the room around the tangle of bodies and decided on crutches while getting ready for the day. Checking their phone, they caught a message from Fat Gum confirming night shift to do a stakeout with Mouse and Ghost, one of the former vigilantes he basically adopted. Out of the Mad Banquet, only Hitoshi and Shoto were attending class that morning, and Aizawa made note of who would need to makeup quizzes.
In English, Yamada reminded everyone to turn in their paper topics by Monday so he could look over them. Akira wasn't entirely sure if forced quirk manifestation methods and their long-term effects was school-appropriate, but they had a solid backup of the Greek pantheon's evolution. They thought about the Roman pantheon, but due to the empire's spread and absorption of other religions, it was far too broad a topic.
In Art History, Kayama asked the class to find an art style that they connected to over the weekend and have a one-minute presentation ready for Monday – or Tuesday for those who wouldn't be in class. Since they were hero students, Kayama often tied what they were learning into methods of expressing themselves and used a wide variety of styles to show that being different can be a huge asset. Akira couldn't help but think of the R-rated hero's first costume and how it forced the commission to place regulations protecting feminine heroes from exploitive costumers.
That night, Mortis met with Mouse and Ghost before heading out. "Alright, Umbra Mortis, Ghost. Ghost, Umbra Mortis. Since both of you are new to this – don't give me that look, Ghost – I'm going to go over some ground rules," Mouse started. "We'll be setting up for an all-nighter in a building down the street from the Shie Hassaiki compound. If we're spotted, the whole mission could fail, so stealth and deception are above everything except safety. If we get separated for whatever reason, make sure you don't have a tail before you head back to the agency. If you need backup, tap this twice." Mouse handed each a dark-banded watch. "These have built-in trackers and will ping the agency network to let us know to send help. If no one confirms in fifteen seconds, it opens a request for covert assistance in the Hero Network. Any questions so far?"
Mortis shook their head and looked up at Ghost, who just seemed bored. After a pointed look from Mouse, he rolled his eyes and shook his head.
"Great! We're tracking all activity in and out of the compound but put a mark next to an entry if something seems different. Behavior, body language, who they're with, anything. We're not going to follow them, just make note of what we can while they're in line of sight. Backup night shift will be following through with any breaks from the norm."
The trio set out for the compound, silently moving along the rooftops while the city started to slow under the lamplight. Mouse was in faer stealth costume of more muted greys and blacks with thin blue streaks. Mortis had never seen Ghost's costume before, fairly simple black body armor with red stylized bat accents that looked similar to a pre-quirk comic character. Minus the red helmet, of course. That would stick out like a sore thumb, .
The day shift's observation hadn't turned up anything unusual other than identifying a few of the new drug dealers coming in and out of the compound. Once the trio finished setting up with coffee, snacks, and journals, Mortis wordlessly moved to the high point in the hollowed-out building, easily warping into the shadowy area in the rafters to conceal the sudden appearance and waiting a minute before shifting into the light enough for communication as needed.
"What're you doing up there?" Mouse asked, tilting faer head to look up at them.
' Getting another perspective, ' Mortis easily replied. ' Higher is better for observation. '
Mouse chuckled as Ghost peered up at them, eyes narrowed. "Did the infamous gargoyle Eraser teach you that?"
Mortis snorted but shook their head, ' No, not that there's anything wrong with gargoyling. '
They spent the time mostly listening to Mouse's stories about hero work, pausing whenever they spotted movement around the compound. Eventually, they circled around to U.A., and Mouse mentioned fae attended. "Yeah, I would've been stuck in Gen Ed but figured out I could chew through the robots' wires in mouse form. I heard they've still got that archaic system, so how'd you get in without a combat quirk, Mortis?"
' Mostly rescue points, but I did take down a few once there was shrapnel around to get into their control panels. Just a matter of pulling or slicing at wires from there, ' Mortis shrugged. ' How'd you not get electrocuted? Those robots pack a punch when you don't pull the right ones first. '
"Eh, Recovery Girl had me covered," Mouse grinned.
Ghost muttered something under his breath about hero students, making Mouse laugh. He glowered at faer, "I've got a regeneration quirk, you people have no excuse."
Mortis cocked their head. ' How does your quirk work if you don't mind? I remember hearing it's a bit unusual. '
Ghost snorted derisively and crossed his arms. "You could say that. I can regenerate from anything I've run into so far, but I have to die for it to activate." Mouse winced, and Mortis simply nodded. After a moment, Ghost muttered just loudly enough for them to hear, "Most people ask how I found out."
' Most people don't wear Primordial ,' they shot back. His eyes widened and darted to their shoes, to which Mortis huffed. ' Size up for street, custom like yours for costume. ' The only documented quirks with the initial activation of death were the result of forced quirk manifestation, so they didn't bother sugar-coating it.
The night shift passed much as the day had with only a few people to watch for and inform the day shift of. The trio trudged into breakfast, even the usually energetic Mouse feeling the effects of sleep deprivation. Mortis loaded plates with their usual at the agency even as their stiff legs protested from extended use. They slipped into a seat at Fat Gum's table with a small wave to the boisterous hero.
"Mortis! How was your first stakeout?" Fat Gum grinned. "Did Mouse talk your ear off? I hope Ghost didn't chase you off."
' Technically not my first stakeout, ' Mortis shrugged, robotically starting to eat. After a moment, they straightened a bit at the mild concern creeping onto the heroes' faces. ' They were fine. We didn't find much, just a few more faces to watch for. '
"Progress is still progress, kid," Fat Gum's grin diminished slightly. "Are you alright?"
Mortis looked up then in confusion. ' I'm fine, just tired. Why?... ' It clicked and Akira let themself relax as they switched masks. ' Sorry, forgot to switch modes. '
Akira spent most of breakfast just listening to the heroes talk, focused on making sure they ate enough to stay on track before they crashed. This is going to be a long weekend , Akira mused as they settled into one of the guest rooms. A part of themself they rarely listened to protested at the name, but they pushed it down. Resolutely ignoring the small touches that made it more comfortable than during their internship.
Akira tiredly tapped the door frame with a crutch before walking into their crowded living room. ' I'm making tea. Anyone want some? '
"Tea would be lovely, my apologies," Kurogiri said and started to stand.
"You deserve a break, please," Magne reached out a placating hand. Akira watched them curiously as the League seemed to be more antsy than usual. "We were discussing what to do with that monster, Overhaul," she spat.
' I take it you know about his daughter then? ' Akira asked.
"She's his daughter ?" Spinner hissed.
Akira wavered a moment, thinking over the briefing. ' Technically we're not sure of their relation, but that's at least the story he's going with. ' Akira briefly explained their theory on how the drug is being made, occasionally glancing at Shigaraki's odd expression. It was some kind of mix between confusion, disgust, and something they couldn't quite place. Which was especially unnerving since he was usually an open book.
Mr. Compress took off his mask and rubbed his eyes while Spinner seethed on the couch. When Akira brought the kettle and cups over, Mr. Compress spoke up, "It seems the heroes are interested in removing the girl as we are. Since we have the advantage of people inside the yakuza, it would be advantageous to work together."
Akira's eyebrows shot up as the tray clattered the short distance to the table. They quickly righted the tilting kettle before taking a breath and sitting closest to Kurogiri on the couch. ' It would not be with the knowledge of most of the heroes, but if you reach out through a neutral party, Eraser Head or Fat Gum would be your best bet. '
"Why would we trust them?" Spinner sneered, glaring at Akira.
Steeling themself, Akira calmly explained, ' Calamity already has high opinions of Eraser Head. I can vouch for both of their morals and willingness to work with who it takes to achieve good. Both work with vigilantes, gangs, and on the extremely rare occasion, villains. '
"If we need to be stealthy about this around the heroes, Twice would be our best option," Magne offered, easing some of the tension as Twice looked up from a rubix cube.
"We'll do what it takes to get her out," Twice said with a nearly calm voice, undercurrents of anger clawing their way to hint at the surface. "We can't let her lose herself," he snapped as the anger boiled through.
"I've worked with Eraser Head before," Dabi added, eyes distant but hard. "I'll reach out through our mutual and should have a meeting by tomorrow."
The League turned to Shigaraki, whose fiddling had frozen. After a moment, he finally noticed and glared at them, "What?"
' You're the boss, are you on board? ' Akira asked, searching his expression.
"What he's doing to her isn't normal," he said slowly. After a moment, Akira's brows shot up as they realized it was more of a question. Looking to Magne, she seemed to have the same realization, which explained why Kurogiri stayed quiet. He scowled and bit out, "Yeah, you can team up to grief them. Just don't get yourselves killed."
Akira looked questioningly to Kurogiri, noticing while the others started hashing out details that his mist was fluctuating again, albeit more subtly than before. They shifted closer to the nomu, who briefly met their eyes and seemed to settle somewhat. Akira subtly angled themself so the others would have a harder time watching and asked, ' Are you okay? '
Kurogiri pointedly looked at Shigaraki but didn't say anything. Akira gave them a searching look before sighing and turning back to the group. They did a double take as they realized Shigaraki's shoes weren't just red. As they got ready to leave, Akira stopped Kurogiri. ' Can I speak with you a moment after you warp them? ' He glanced to Shigaraki before nodding.
Akira gestured for him to sit while they poured another cup. ' Remember how I said I'd look into your base? '
The yellow eyes narrowed slightly before Kurogiri responded, "Yes."
' I'm almost certain I found him, Oboro Shirakumo, ' Akira gently signed. ' I saw glimpses of him when we officially met, and his quirk lines up with the others that comprise Warp Gate. ' Kurogiri tensed slightly but said nothing, his mist stable. After a long moment, Akira hesitantly asked, ' I don't know what's going on with you, but is Oboro still in there? '
"I need to go," Kurogiri abruptly stood and warped away.
"That went well," Dabi snarked and caught a throw pillow.
Akira rolled their eyes, ' Like you had a better idea. He deserved to know. I need to put a presentation together for Monday so am heading to Claws of Coffee for a couple hours. '
"Fancy," Dabi smirked, earning an elbow to the side.
Akira grabbed their backpack, hesitating a moment before shaking their head and dumping out what they didn't need onto the coffee table. ' Just don't spill anything on my textbooks while I'm out. ' The small cat café had a student discount and someone – they were pretty sure Aizawa – had set up a tab to charge the first hour for any U.A. student. The Wi-Fi was free and the cats friendly, so Akira curled up with a mug of hot chocolate and a three-legged tabby on their lap while fending off a couple others from their drink.
Kintsugi, the art of filling cracks in pottery with metal-dusted lacquer, had instantly appealed to them when Kayama went over it the previous week. The idea of recognizing trauma as a fundamental part of yourself and accepting it to the point of showcasing it seemed a distant future, but one that Akira could appreciate.
On Monday, Aizawa passed homework back with a note for a lunch meeting in his office. Akira quirked a brow at the delivery method but easily slipped back into reviewing their notes for the presentation. Glancing at Fumikage's, a small smile slipped onto their face at the gothic art. The only surprise in art styles people presented was Todoroki, who talked about ice sculptures in the age of quirks. He even created a small, somewhat detailed cat as an example to Kayama's delight.
Akira slipped into Aizawa's office with their bento box, mildly surprised to see Yamada already there. Their gaze flicked to him curiously as they sat in what had become their usual comfy chair.
"I don't want to intrude on your meeting much," Yamada smiled softly, not quite reaching his eyes. "I was just a little worried about your topic, you know?" Curiosity piqued, Akira gestured for him to continue. "FQM is a dark topic, and not many people know about it in the first place. Are you sure you'll be okay researching and writing about it?"
Akira nodded firmly, pushing down the knot of anxiety that started to form. ' It's something I know a lot about, and a couple people have already offered to do interviews under aliases. I'll be fine. '
"Okay, I'll leave you two it then," Yamada lightly brushed Aizawa's fingers with his own as he headed out.
"There are two things I want to discuss with you today," Aizawa started, pulling a file out of his desk. "Academically, we're starting espionage training this week." Akira perked up, mind already racing with possibilities. "There will be teams of four students trailing another student. Each squad's goal is to intercept or capture evidence of as many information passes their target makes as possible. The fifth's goal is to make as many information passes to their teacher 'contact' by the end of the week. Friday we'll review how everyone did, and next week we'll rotate and start doing shorter exercises. Would you be more comfortable starting with a squad or against one?"
My quirk is well-suited for either, giving my pair or my squad an edge against the others , Akira pondered. It would be easier, though, for people not to be aware of my tricks if I start solo . After a moment more of consideration, they nodded, ' I'd be fine with either, but starting with a squad would provide a good challenge for the second phase. '
"I thought you might pick that. I already gave Kirishima and Tokoyami their packets, and the rest of class will get them later today," Aizawa grinned slightly and made a note in the file and handed it over. He turned more serious as he put the file back, however. "Good choice going through a broker in case of follow-up. I'm not sure if Dabi told you, but we plan for Koda to smuggle a spider in with Dabi to get confirmation of Eri's location."
' He didn't say, but that sounds good, ' Akira nodded along. They frowned as they recalled Saturday. ' I'm concerned about Calamity. He was already showing a couple red flags for abuse, and he seemed confused that what Overhaul is doing to Eri isn't normal. '
Aizawa stiffened minutely, staring at his desk before carefully asking, "Do you think Oboro..."
Akira hesitantly shook their head, separating their teeth from their lip with their tongue when they noticed the pressure turned into needle-like discomfort. ' No, we don't think so at least. While Calamity grew up, though, Loud Cloud would've been trying to survive, too. If he wasn't forced to be an active participant, he probably had to watch or at least take care of the kid in the aftermath. ' They hesitated, knowing what they could share would normally get them thrown out of Quirkless communities.
If Shigaraki was young enough, he might not even remember before, Akira reasoned with themself. Pressing their mouth into a thin line, they looked back to Aizawa, whose gaze had morphed into concern. 'I also have reason to believe Calamity was Quirkless and was either given a quirk or underwent FQM.'
"You did confirm All for One's use of traffickers," Aizawa murmured, eyes darkening. "Midoriya recently shared that Tomura's last name was originally Tenko as the grandson of the seventh holder of One for All."
Akira hissed in a breath. ' That would explain it. And All for One's wording on his offers. ' At Aizawa's concerned brow raise, Akira continued, ' He said my presence would be a blemish on hero society, like Calamity. ' Checking the time, Akira stood to head out but paused at the door. ' I think I'm ready to bring Loud Cockatoo into this if you're both fine with it. '
Aizawa's gaze softened as he smiled slightly. "Zashi's been hoping he's read your cues correctly. Would you like to be there or do you want me to fill him in?"
' I'll be there, ' Akira signed before their nerves could lead them otherwise. ' I do want you there, too. '
"Always."
After picking up Kirishima, the pair headed to the train station. Akira nodded slightly in appreciation as they picked up on his more alert posture. It wasn't to the degree they could slack off, but Akira at least didn't have to worry about him missing obvious threats. They spent the train ride reviewing their espionage packets, comparing their targets and teams. Akira, Aoyama, Ojiro, and Hitoshi would be facing Shoji while Kirishima, Sato, Fumikage, and Yaoyorozu would be facing Ida. The solo students didn't have their teacher contact listed, and the teams would get extra credit if they identified the teacher-student pairings.
"I get some are going into underground and twilight heroics, but why do all of us need to learn this?" Kirishima mused as they went over the basic tailing formation diagrams. While they would go over them in class, each student had a visual representation for those who needed it and for memory.
' Not everyone has decided yet, ' Akira shook their head in amusement. ' And it's still a valuable skill for limelights. Especially if you want to do any work with underground heroes. You can go through intelligence heroes, but you need to at least know how to identify tails and move stealthily in order to have lines open. '
Kirishima startled a bit, curiosity shining brightly in his eyes. "Really? I thought underground was mostly avoiding media and taking night shifts."
Akira laughed at that, staring in disbelief at the redhead. ' No, not at all. It's a very different set of villains, and anyone undergrounds are close to are at higher risk. Daylight villains mostly won't go after family and friends, but underground the stakes rise exponentially. Undergrounds mostly avoid limelights because they don't care enough and/or don't have the training to operate in our sphere. '
"How do you know so much about this stuff anyways?" Kirishima mused after some time.
Subtly checking for anyone listening or watching, Akira was grateful the attention had dropped off for the most part. ' My living situation was... unstable before the first round of internships. I learned how to notice and lose tails and how to follow people without being noticed. I didn't have the proper names like this, but I got the general gist. '
Notes:
Since I haven't written any of this out in my head, I've been doing little outlines for each chapter, and they're getting thiccc lol generally, I try to think up the action scenes ahead of time to get a feel for what big points I want to hit, but the raid arc is kinda hard to do that with... I am shortening the timeline on it a bit since I have a bit more to play with after the raid Ghost's quirk is based on Help Me Leave Behind Some (Reasons to Be Missed) by intheeveningsunrise I have a fun (at least for me) thing planned for the next phase of heroics :D I can finally put my skills from Strategic Intelligence Society to use! Could I have used it in the trafficking arc? ...maybe? But they were intentionally trying to keep Akira removed from the situation, so it was a tossup. Me: ooo I'll take inspiration from vigilante izuku fics Also me: picks the darkest regen fic I've read Ghost: ...I didn't even have a name before this! Me: eeeh technically none of the sidekicks do outside of hero names Horikoshi: the red shoes are literally just a visual parallel Me: shhh let me have fun
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#trauma#ptsd#flashback#exploitation#drugs#suicide mention#child abuse mentions#brainwashing#abuse#quirk elitism#human trafficking mention#housing insecurity#lgbtqia#aro ace#agender#nonbinary#mha#bnha#fanfic#dadzawa#when good people go to war#bello licentiae#dadgum#mouse#forced quirk manifestation#fqm#yes he modeled his costume after red hood#regen quirk#red shoe theory#league of villains
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Man i Knew tht Feeling Alright (Vry Suspiciously So) fr like a Long while had Smthn up w it im Trying nt to Say anythn TOO Down bt This sucks. This jst sucks
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