#pt 4

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This troublemaker. 👅

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I love you, why can’t you love me?

Synopsis: You love Xiao. But he doesn't like you. What will it for him to notice you? To notice your love? Then a chance comes to put an end your feelings for him. To relieve yourself from the pain. Do you take it?

Warnings: angst/ maybe comfort, !hanahaki reader, reader is implied as adepti(immortal, etc), not proofread,

A/N: hey guys..it’s been er 8? 9? months since I’ve written :’)? But hey I’ve promise pt4 of this series for a long time now so please enjoy and watch me disappear for another 9 months :D

Please enjoy<333

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4(this story is pt4)

2 weeks ago you wouldn’t have believed to be put into this situation. Only Xiao could make you feel this conflicted.

You had two choices; chose to suffer with your unrequited feelings till you day you die or forever lose centuries of friendship along with your memories with him.

Anyone in this situation would be torn between their future with the love of their life

It didn’t make it any better that Xiao didn’t seem to care either way. You were here stuck in an empty white room with medicine around you and a not so comfortable bed to rest on.

You thankfully have your old friend, Zhongli with you to guide you through your recovery, who would come often for afternoon chats.

/Zhongli, have you..seen Xiao at all recently?/ You peaked up from your teacup

/Xiao these days seems..busy to say the least these days/ Blowing on his cup of tea

/Oh I see/ disappointed you reluctantly asked, though you already knew the answer /Was he with the traveler/

Silence awkwardly filled the room

….

/ I did see him with the traveler guiding them with their recent venture back in Liyue/ he said looking back at you with a hint of guilt in his eyes

/ah but the traveler and Xiao were doing nothing of the sorts with each other, Xiao was simply accompany them./ he quickly spat out

/No it’s fine Zhongli, I can see that it wasn’t meant to be me/ you reassured him, placing a hand upon his. Though you wanted it to be you.

400 years spent with Xiao yet you still feel the butterflies overflow in the pits of your stomach and the clogging lump in your throat every time he passes your mind.

You’ve spent many long years to convince him of your love despite his negative protest.

Why?

Why couldn’t you capture his heart fast as the traveler could. You cracked down his wall but the traveler completely broke his walls down.

You’ve never seen a smile as beautiful as his. And you most likely wouldn’t have if not for the traveler to show you what it ment to be in love.

Two choices.

Die. Or live and forget Xiao.

Could you? Did you even have the mentality to leave him? You couldn’t even dare to blurt out “ I love you” to him.

Three words, sevens letter, and a pathetic love behind it.

[commander-spaceboy]

They are in love yo ur honor

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The Children’s Crusade #TPB “part one” pt4

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable)/Nijimura Okuyasu, Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable) & Nijimura Okuyasu, Nijimura Keichou & Nijimura Okuyasu, Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable) & Higashikata Tomoko Characters: Nijimura Okuyasu, Higashikata Josuke (JoJo: Diamond is Unbreakable), Higashikata Tomoko, Nijimura Okuyasu's Father, Nijimura Okuyasu's Mother, Nijimura Keichou Additional Tags: Mutual Pining, Angst, Past Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Light Angst, Confessions, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Internal Conflict, First Kiss, First Love, Friends to Lovers, Pining, Post-Canon, Literal Sleeping Together, Relationship Study Summary:

In the middle of the night, Josuke wakes up covered in cold sweat. He can't catch his breath and stop his limbs from shaking. Biting his lip, he dials Okuyasu's number and squeezes the phone to his cheek. A few seconds pass. Okuyasu shambles barefoot to the living room. He picks up like he always does. Oku doen't get mad at him for asking him to come sleep over. These days Josuke feels calm only when Okuyasu's close.

Josuke reflects on his relationship with Okuyasu and his messy being.

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"Everything's got a weak point; it's just a question of waiting until it shows up, that's all." - a very good Doctor line from Two

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#1988 #Malibu #photoshoot #violin #prop #color #porsche

#Timothy White Photography #photographer #pt 4 of 5

From a #magazine

Same photoshoot

HE #smiles in this shot

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Hey, Josuke

Josuke Higashikata is head over heels for the girl in his third period history class. (Ch.1)

Watching from his desk, avoiding the gaze he so wished to have as his. He woke up every morning at 4:30, making sure his hair was styled perfectly, not just for his eyes, but for hers. Her, with the soft palms that grazed the back of his hand while passing a paper to him. Her, with the beautiful hair. Her, with the eyebrows that furrow ever so slightly when concentrating. Her, whose side profile he had entirely engraved in his mind due to his constant zoning out in her. It made him upset, how thoroughly he wanted her to be his. It embarrassed him, she probably didn’t even know his name, too occupied with her girlfriends sitting at each corner except for her left, where he sat. He hoped every day, hoping that she would look to him, even though he knew it would be next to impossible to meet her soft eyes. Until that day arrives, he’s more than happy to gaze longingly from the measly 18 inches between their desks that both held them close and separated them. 

This has been the cycle throughout his freshman year. Walk into third period, take a seat, watch as she walks in while the bell rings, surrounded by a handful of girls, hiding her full face from him until she sits down. He gets a minor view of her beautiful face as she puts her bag on the ground, pulling out a pen and her notebook. He admires her, thankful she hasn’t realized the daily occurrence. He takes notes, writing her name over and over, catching himself smiling, thinking of the day he says hello.  

It’s so... Embarrassing. Him, Josuke Higashikata, can’t say something as simple as a hello to a girl? He’s typically so brash, eager, and ready. He is quite eager, but not ready. How can he be, sitting next to a girl more beautiful than what should ever be allowed?  

“Tomorrow. I’m talking to her tomorrow.” He thought to himself, tearing his eyes away from the girl in front of him.  

He rested his jaw on his fist, his elbow on his desk as his left leg bounced up and down. He continued his day, going from 1st period, 3rd period, 5th period, and finishing up with his 7th class. Walking home today, he thought about how he would do it. What was he going to say? How would he say it? Would he smile, or would he smolder? There are so many things he needs to think about before executing his plan. What next? And what after that? He had to plan everything out, he needed to make his first impression perfect. He fell asleep that night, his heart filled with longing. This was typical. This was his normal. His heart was stolen by a girl he’s not sure even knows his name.  

The next morning, he woke up as normal. He washed his face, brushed his teeth, styled his hair and made himself breakfast. He always waited for the last moment to wake up, so most days he found himself not having time to check on the news or weather. He walked out of his front door, looking up to a cloudy sky. He figured that he would be fine, the rain wouldn’t hit until he’s already inside of his class, so he didn’t bother to go back to his room to find his umbrella. He continued his journey to the school, when he began to feel soft, cold, wet drops on his face. 

“Shit.” He sighed, trying to use one of his bigger notebooks to protect the product-filled hair on top of his head.  

Sadly, his efforts did little to stop the downpour, ruining his stiff pompadour, returning his hair to natural, silky, shiny, and slightly wavy state. He was lost in thought, wondering if he would have enough time to fix his hair with the remaining gel and hairspray, that was currently getting washed out, using the school’s bathroom mirrors.  

Suddenly, his worried came to an end, feeling a dryness around his face and head. He looked up slightly to see a pastel umbrella, and then he heard a familiar voice, one that has never addressed him directly, but one he has heard over and over in the back of his head since the beginning of the school year. “Hey, Josuke.” 

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Elementary Whump Log pt. 4 (1x21 - 1x24)

Obviously spoilers ahead, I am rather specific about timing and what happens. I also include anything I consider to be whump which includes vulnerable/emotional moments etc. All whump is Sherlock (Jonny Lee Miller) unless otherwise specified.

1x21

3:30 - Sherlock dislocates his own shoulder getting out of a straitjacket - Watson resets it for him

Full Episode - Sherlock witnesses a murder (for the second episode in a row) (not super whumpy but it does appear to affect him)

1x22

30:46 - Headache? Rubbing temples, rubbing face, angry outburst, visibly disregulated

1x23

First minute - Scratched across the face

39:37 - Slapped across the face

Full Episode - Emotional whump and tears

40:55 - Shot in the shoulder, fights assailant, aftermath of being shot

1x24

5:20 - Watson removed bullet from Sherlock's shoulder (no pain meds) and does stitches

First 5 minutes - Scene post-Sherlock getting shot - conversation w/ shooter, but he's in pain obvs

Full Episode - Shoulder pain (from bullet wound)

13:58 - Watson changed bandage on bullet wound, they discuss pain levels

20:20 - Considers stealing drugs - addiction related subplot

21:47 - Shoulder pain

23:52 - Self harm - repeatedly hits bullet wound to try to focus/stay awake

31:17 - Punched in the face / shoved to the ground, held back by police officers, reopens bullet wound, highly emotional outburst to Joan

38:28 - Apparent overdose, and hospital scene

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maple

is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

ooh yes, yes! i have always wanted to learn to play a musical instrument :D i also really want to learn skateboarding, and i also wanna learn a new language! what about you?

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If I had to pick I’d probably have to say these are my top pics from my recent photo edits. I would have done a third Harley photo to be honest, but I did try to keep it my choices more open lol. I love them all I just ended up really liking all the Harley edits 😅😂💕.

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Five is the Magic Number pt 4

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It’s the end of twenty seconds, next is twenty minutes

I am going to be taking a bit of a break though, due to finals comin up and AP art stuff being due. I might take awhile to get back on it after that too, so I can work on neatening up what I want the story to look like, visually and overall.

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The Children’s Crusade #TPB “part two” pt4

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We’re going for top five! We in the final clutch everybody!

Please make sure to reblog so it gets around to as many HTTYD fans as possible!

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Kate & Johnny were 2 hours late to the party. Johnny hung back mostly with #Iggy Pop #The Kate Moss Book #launch party

"Kate: The Kate Moss Book" #launch party #James Danziger Gallery #New York City #September 11, 1995

Pt 4