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Don’t really like talking abt this bc I low-key cringe abt it but I was listening to the playlist I made about them and I just got struck with this DOPE ASS mental image you have to understand I couldn’t just not share
So yk that part of My Ordinary Life(The Living Tombstone) that goes like
“Touch me, Midas, make me part of your design”
I just imagined this like robotic hivemind ahh shit with a synthetic hand reaching out to theirs kinda like
But then it shifts to a sort of X-ray view but veins/nerves rather than bones showing the parallel between that and cables from the robotic hivemind hand and a singular cable connecting with the nerve with a golden spark that then travels across all of the nerves making them into cables
DO YOU SEE MY VISION 😭😭
Dear Our Wonderland fandom, here's a fun little what-if to think about. Ofc don't feel the need to engage if it's too personal for you
If you were in the place that the cast were(ie in the version of wonderland twisted to your deepest darkest desires/"character development"), what would your character/wonderland segment be like?
I was thinking about this and I feel like mine would be similar to Gidget in terms of motivations(ie being what others wanted me to be) but instead of it being centered around gendered stereotypes mine would be the stereotypical burning out gifted kid type of trope. I'm thinking mad scientist vibes; let me explain. Because being a doctor/scientist IS usually seen as the the most "prestigous" path academically. And then the "validation" part would come from being appraised for the inventions. You could also loop back the inventions into being used to even further enhance productivity/knowledge. And, Arc 5 style, it would probably culminate in a sort of god complex/existentialism(ie "knowing too much"). Visual symbolism/monster body modification wise(because arc 5 also largely involved body horror), I'm thinking a robotic metaphor to really drive home that automation productivity type vibe. idk, just a fun concept for a character loosely based on an aspect on my life
hur dur what would be YOUR wonderland sona?/half-serious invitation
#ps also if you wanted to know#(you probably didn’t but alas I’m compelled to share)#the song “I wanna be a machine’’ also by the living tombstone funnily enough#is practically their theme#hhhhh I have so many ideas for them but they’re all so scattered and I can’t decide what themes I want to limit them to because like#girl(/gender neutral) you can’t have them all#you can’t tackle all the themes#idek what they look like 😭😭#our wonderland#I am spinning this sona around in my brain microwave so hard you don’t understand#there is no bond like between somebody and their low-key-vent/projection sona#nothing like writing a character you are SO connected to through them being basically based around past experiences
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me 🤝🏼 daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as always…thinking too deeply about people I don’t know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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the one that lives rent free
for @iron-bubble 💜 cr. namuspromised
#kim taehyung#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#trackofthesoul#annietrack#usersky#heyryen#usermaggie#usertaeyungie#*mine#kth#hi just wanted to let you know i really really appreciate your support and reblogging <3#i was torn between this tae and yoongi i have in my drafts because the one that sneaked in is my fave tag of yours but tae won#he just excludes your vibes to me :)#ps. if you want yoongi too just let me know he's also yours in my head#ps2 annie i'm going to spam bceause you gave me perfect reason
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Outlander quotes that feel so Elucien coded to me:
“I can bear pain, myself, but I couldna bear yours. That would take more strength than I have.”
“Ye werena the first lass I kissed,” he said softly. “But I swear you’ll be the last.”
“I wanted ye from the first time I saw ye—but I loved ye when you wept in my arms and let me comfort you, that first time at Leoch.”
“I am your master…and you’re mine. Seems I canna possess your soul without losing my own.”
“It has always been forever, for me, Sassenach.”
“Do ye not understand?” he said, in near desperation. “I would lay the world at your feet, Claire—and I have nothing to give ye!”
“You are my courage, as I am your conscience,” he whispered. “You are my heart—and I your compassion. We are neither of us whole, alone. Do ye not know that, Sassenach?”
“Your face is my heart Sassenach, and the love of you is my soul.”
#lol don’t ask me why but it’s just the vibes im getting#but also blame Sarah for admitting she based Lucien off of Jamie#lol how can I not believe that Elucien will have a love like their#you just minus them always getting separated/thinking the other is dead parts#elucien#pro elucien#diana gabaldon#outlander#voyager#drums of autumn#jamie fraser#jamie x claire#ps I saw a post early of someone comparing a Jamie quote to Lucien that made me want to do this with Elucien as well#😭 I can’t remember who it was so I could tag you#but if you see this. thank you for making spend a few hours today looking through a few of my outlander books to find these quotes#lol I had to stop myself before I went through a deep dive through all the books looking for quotes#I might do that after the holidays and have people become very annoyed with me lol#ps. yes I know some of these are currently headcanon related but I also don’t care. Let me have my fun
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Happy 5th anniversary, ONEUS!
#oneus#foroneus#hello i'm back#spent months without ps since i got a new pc and wanted a newer version#i know this isn't as nice as some stuff i've done but i hadn't edited in a long time#also it took like 5:30 hours on sunday which is when i managed to download ps and i had to finish it that day ashcgdsf#also can you believe i thought it was missing some silver sparkles and decided it looked better without? truly surprising#i hope that i can make gifs with this ps and it won't save like shit like before#mine#m:edit#*stars#*gh
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Trying to transliterate Leara's name into Quenya, and it somehow becomes, uh,
Lëarra
Which basically means "You Sealion!"
And I'm just, "Oh yes, this is That Sealion Woman, and she can breathe fire, as all sealions do."
If Leara, for any reason at all, needed an actual Quenya or Sindarin name for any fun Elvish shenanigans, we'll just use Calairie/Calearil, which is "Light of the Sea" in Quenya and Sindarin, and what Leara actually means.
#I mean yes she uses vilya as her spy name but that's elrond's ring (ps elrond is my favorite i wanted you to know)#and elanor is her middle name and what she used in the blades but that's just a flower which yeah leara is big on roses#BUT ELANOR IS ALSO SAM'S DAUGHTER I CAN'T DO THAT#how did lin manuel miranda get on my likes playlist wth oh it's moana cool cool#anyway#coining a name like artanis felagund for a character has made me so twitchy that i have to do languages right now or not at all#ever look at aldmeris/altmeris and quenya and sindarin side by side and go 'huh there are a lot of crossover words what's up with that?'#BUT YOU KNOW IT'S BECAUSE TOLKIEN IS THE FATHER OF ELVISH AND ANY OTHER ELF LANGUAGE IS GOING TO BORROW#it's like uh oh he'd hate this comparison but it's like tolkien elvish is latin/greek and TES elvish is english#but yeah i brought maglor's name over into aldmeris so leara needed to be taken into quenya and sindarin#it's totally not because i'm still thinking of that hypothetical Skyrim/lotr leara/glorfindel fic#okay i am but it's even more pipedreamy than leara/astarion#keeping count is going to be 50+ chapters I am a COLLEGE STUDENT i am so tired please help me#I'm going to go make cookies in the air fryer now like an unhinged feral fey faerie child#which is what i am in case you were wondering which i note you WEREN'T#ahem#oc: leara roseblade#languages#mod post#BUT NO HOLD ON i don't know ANY D&D ELVISH WHATSOEVER but they told me astarion means little star and it's his childhood name#and i am like obviously because 'ion' means 'son of' in Sindarin and can easily become a diminutive suffix#i am dangerous around languages i can tell you where any cow is from just on the name alone its madness (is it? is it madness?)#okay now i'm done
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whipped | /wipt/ adjective
kim do ha
#userdramas#kdramaedit#kdramanetwork#mine#my lovely liar#lextag#udeokmis#roserayne#swiftletinthecloud#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COLOUR DON'T LOOK AT MEEEEE#pretty sure every gif here has a different colouring but none of them even look good#anyway#the way he put up no resistance#“i want to see you” okay “i want to go camping” okay i'll hire equipment so we can go right now#like WE GET IT YOU'RE GONE FOR HER#i have been inspired by this scene#i want to make a whipped boys series lmao#sounds fun but it won't happen you say?? you're correct#also ps hated me with this set omfg the text effects and everything >:[#ah man i need to change the colouring ksh looks so whitewashed on mobile 🤧
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Ok but what if she went to waddle Dee town in the forgotten land and all the waddle Dee’s just accepted her because they are really nice and not rude and they accept her and she has fun and a good time please I really need this for her
i considered drawing something out to this, and making it a happy ending sort of thing, because i think this is extremely sweet as a concept and i understand the desire for it!
that said, i decided that it would be a disservice to the lore i'm building for her, my biology/magic headcanons, and also the waddle dees as a whole. i might still draw it some day, because i could absolutely perceive a way it would work (ie: all waddle dee signatures messed up by Elfilis's portals, or their magic sensitivity nuked by it.) and i think it would be lovely
but for now, i have too many other things on the backburner to get to this promptly, and i wanted to answer this one sooner rather than leaving it for months
i will say, they're not being rude to her! there might be the odd one or two who is a bit snide, but there are some of those in every society. as a general rule the waddle dees not only understand that she is struggling, they want to accept and help her. many of them even know she's lonely, and feel pretty bad about it. but it's hard, and not just because she makes people uneasy!
i draw parallels with starstruck's gummed up magical signature to autism, as i'm autistic and so by merit (as a sona), so is she. but there are some parts that do not line up with the way autism functions in our world, and one of them is that touching or being around her can be genuinely, literally painful for some of the very sensitive waddle dees.
despite that, her waddle dee doctors actually pushed through it while she was in the castle dedede infirmary. because they were determined to treat her (mostly-surface-seeming) injuries and help her feel better. and they apologised for the reactions that they couldn't control anymore than she could control her signature; the various "sorry"s she parrots in this comic are implied to be from waddle dee doctors.
it's a fine line in alien-storytelling, especially with a real world disability parallel, and i'm trying to tread it as carefully as i can. but i don't intend to villainise the waddle dees at all for their reaction to her; they truly can't help it. many of them even do their best to push through it if she comes into their vicinity, especially because she often arrives with Beloved Celebrity, Captain Bandana Waddle Dee. but like a lot of us, she can tell when she's being tolerated, and so as a rule she just sort of tries to avoid it, one way or another
#also; i'm popping this one in the tags but like... she's frankly A Bit Annoying??? especially early on.#you give her rules but she ignores you. this was kind of evident in the oc secret santa piece i did. over enthusiastic#she can be too loud or too quiet. too much or not enough. extremely bad at reading the room. foot fully in mouth. really clingy.#these aren't necessarily “bad traits” but they're just not for everyone. and that's actually okay!#i simply gave her my personality traits and 'tisms. and *i'm* annoying 😅 so she's annoying too. *shrug*#not to mention that her voice and magic mimicry is straight up Unsettling. imagine seeing someone you don't know with your face!!!#imagine being told by your Beloved King and Number One Celebrity that that was a-okay!! weird as hell!!#it's important to me that she's annoying + weird and strangers don't always give her the time of day but her friends love her.#starstruck dee#asks#ps this is just an aside but i want to warn people off being like... idk. projecting on her too much. i'm glad she's resonating with people#but i don't guarantee that her story is totally happy or light-hearted. i don't want people to be 'personally slighted' or upset#when she inevitably gets turned into strawberry jam. i'm so happy you like her but please please keep this in mind.
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𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 ...
#hey there!#i just want to post a little more about my oc's#so I cooked this#Don't worry guys#I'm not “dying of loneliness” but maybe a couple of emotions have collided to do this#Kazami is one of those people who are lonely and although they know that isolation can hurt her#they do nothing to change it.#I hope to draw she and post about my oc's more often (◠‿・)—☆#I also improved in my illness#I am not 100 yet but we are making progress#thanks you all for the support#ps: first drawing made on a tablet#zer0 dearcoupse#my art#artist on tumblr#loneliess#zer0 my oc's#zer0 BS proyect#Kazami Mikazume#original character art#original characters#oc art
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I really like that drawing of Serafine and Rocky hugging
They look like they're just vibing together, and I love that for them
*explodes*
Thank you! I'm glad you like their vibe :))
Their dynamic would be interesting if it weren't for the fact that they're trying to kill each other.
#artists on tumblr#digital art#lackadaisy#lackadaisy rocky#also i wasn't sure if i should've added a tag that said#not ship art#but i think it's fine#(ps let me know if you want me to draw mordecai and rocky hugging next)#(since they also never hugged)#who said that?#not me#i don't know what you're talking about#lumin ruminates
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rotating noelle around in my brain. i need the dess raises kris au to be real RIGHT NOW.
please talk to me about the dess raises kris au i think im gonna explode. also start writing it this summer maybe :3333
#chatter#drkau#posts that need context. basically despite being called 'dess raises kris' neither dess nor kris show up for the first arc of the story lol#it would cover dark worlds 1 + 2 + 3 which i would make up#and its about noelle susie and ralsei being the three closing dark worlds and becoming besties#BUT ALSO so ive always worried id never be as excited about noelle as kris#n thus do her poorly when shes literally like one of the main protagonists#BUT NO. IM GOOD NOW. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM GONNA DO WITH HER#what do you do when your entire family has been defined by a grief you dont feel. by the death of a sister and friend you dont remember#what do you do when their grief shapes the form of your life and you keep bucking against it#because now youre the baby of the family and everything is On You#and you finally FINALLY find somewhere where you can maybe be someone#only to find out that that world never wanted you either. that world wasnt ever supposed to exist for you#what the fuck are you supposed to do#ANYWAYS NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR....NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR I LOVE YOU.....#(ps yes she gets a hyphenated name i wonder what might lead to this....)#(pps no i dont know what kris's last name is in this au skull emoji#chara would take dess's when they get married but dess wouldnt keep holiday (or let kris keep dreemurr)#cause she did. technically. kidnap them oops)#ANYWAYS IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS AU LITERALLY SHAKING IT AROUND LIKE A DOG WITH A CHEW TOY
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“sorry i dont always get it” (from april) & “sorry i dont always understand” the sequel 🍷🍓
#witch hat tag#orufrey#cw for..Dread idk. cw dread. IDK man. witch hat is a lot..it's almost too much for me..#SCRIBBLY !!!! i think i improve a lot doing these things cause the first part def looks older..lol. i want to actually practice PANELS#to build skill for starting proper original comics.. but it's just SO much work..#ps i love orufrey#also???? i dont KNOW what qif wears to bed. i feel like it's been implied it's his..Shirt Thing. which would be regular i guess#since they have instant laundry things you really could wear the exact same thing every day of your life at all times.#BUT right..why did coco act like she'd see the laundry thing for the first time in her life when she met sinocia. or does qifrey do it all.#i feel like they would uh do their own laundry. considering it's INSTANT too. i need to know boring everyday details sensei. :/
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Me: being honest about your feelings is very important to me. I set a rule for myself where if one of my friends does something that upsets me, I will tell then as soon as is reasonable and I expect them to do the same.
Also me, when I have to tell my friend they've upset me: nooooo but it'll make them sad :((( I don't want them to be sad :(( why must I set these rules for myself
#ps. tumblr friends dont worry this isnt abt any of you#i set these rules for myself because i refuse to take part in any passive aggressive behavior and guessing at signals just makes me anxious#and also because a lot of my friemds are anxious people and i want them to feel secure in knowing that unless i have stright up told them#that im angry with them#theyre in the clear and dont have to worry#its a good and healthy thing and has been really good for my relationships but damn. it is hard to tell someone when they've made you sad#petit talks
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this is probably going to be long
OK, I lived through the AIDS crisis. I was a young person questioning my sexuality at arguably the worst possible time in American history. I discovered the word "bisexual" (hooray I have a label) only to read a few days later in mainstream news about how "bisexuals were responsible for spreading AIDS to the hetero community" which was a take that was tolerated on national news shows at the time. The only sex education I had in my entire public education was a film we were forced to watch about how you could get AIDS from french kissing (you can't) and heavy petting (which we didn't know what it was because it was outdated old people code for oral lol)...
The entire LGBTQIA plus community was not attacked as a monolith, the focus of hate came on gay men, because they were the most obviously effected and also the most visible and prominent in the community. The rest of the community did their best to embrace and protect them. (For example lesbian groups that were on the front lines of caring for people who were sick when no one else would...).
And there were people like myself who identified as allies but were in a place where they didn't feel safe to come out themselves. I did not come out at that time because even though I was in accepting local community at University and working at a feminist journal I knew I would lose friends and family and possibly future work opportunities. Being Bi it was easier to blend in for me and I took advantage of that. Part of the reason I hesitated so long about coming out was I felt a lot of guilt that I didn't come out in the 90s during the AIDS crisis. I felt like a coward who wasn't worthy to stand with such brave people.
It took me a long time to let go of that self-hate to the point where I could come out. A big part of it was acknowledging how fucked up the climate for LGBTQIA folks in the 80s and 90s. We had two family friends (which is how I knew I would probably be rejected by a lot of my family) who died of AIDS. Yes, these were brilliant, creative men who worked in theater. One of them was the props coordinator for Late Night with David Letterman (responsible for building Dave's velcro suit etc.). I also have a peer who died of AIDS in the early 2000s, long after the disease had supposedly been "not a death sentence" who also happened to be an actor.
Despite their lack of political involvement, they were be seen as radical just because they lived openly as gay men in a society that hated them and wanted them dead, and only tolerated them if they were the "fun gays" who weren't actually threatening the status quo...
Being in theater or the arts was a survival tactic for a lot of people ya know because it was a more accepting environment and because it wasn't considered important like politics, medicine, science etc. (Miss me with the gays can't do math jokes. A gay man invented the fucking computer).
The gay men I knew in long-term monogamous relationships survived the worst of the crisis and they automatically became "respectability queers" for having not died and wanting jobs with health insurance etc. Because one dude follows his dream of working in theater and the other quits theater and goes to work at the phone company and buys a house with his partner, one is fun and the other boring? One is a creative genius creating culture and the other is a consumer of cultural pap? Wow. Great take.
FUCK. I'm just getting so angry thinking about this. You want to know why it took me till I was FIFTY fucking years old to come out: AIDS. That's it. ONE Fucking word.
Sorry I have no idea WHY I fucking started this other than I saw a shitty post that said, our culture became boring because all the fun gays died and left only the boring gays who only care about marriage or whatever.
#Also: what the fuck is wrong with CATS and ghostbusters???#both are great#both have their value#if you want to bitch about marvel or shitty broadway musicals then do it#please don't throw all the old gays under the bus for being boring while you do it#also there was that post yesterday about Anthony Perkins and I did not realize he died of AIDS#I don't know how I missed it...oh it happened in 1992 when I wasn't living at home and didn't have a tv...#sometimes the sex positive bubble of tumblr will prefer the LOLZ lifetime achievment of fucking take#over the he was conflicted because all of society hated him for being gay and many many shitty people rejoiced I'm sure when he died take#as they did when other prominent gay men died of AIDS#PS: those are the same people trying to pass legislation attacking trans people#the same fucking people
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#gerard way#my chemical romance#mcr reunion#mcrblr#mcr tour#a morgan original#I’ve been madly in love w them and also coveting their gender expression over half my life#I saw that first pic when I was 11/12ish and I didn’t know how to describe it but I wanted that to be me. I wanted to look like that.#and also? wanted to kiss that lip bite#ps in the face of extermination say FUCK YOU
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okay, so from what i've gathered, just for those who uhh. might be curious about what barton's type is for no reason in particular (yeah, it's for shipping purposes JSJSJ ) — he is probably simultaneously the least picky person whenever it comes to who he's willing to date out of all my oc's and i honestly find that kind of ironic, because of the fact that he's literally a SERIAL KILLER but... anyways, like i was saying (,: barton does seem to have a certain penchant for liking people / beings who are literally different in any way? and i mean different in a good way, OFC. oh, and he also seems to have a thing for redheads as well as blondes, but i'm going to be talking about the first thing for today 💀
this could also range from being just like different as in having an 'unusual' appearance / having mutant abilities or being able to practice magic. and, of course, being something a little bit more... significant, i guess you could say. because he would get with a supernatural being and fawn over them in a way that would make you think 'well, maybe they've known each other for a while, so that's why he's acting like he's completely whipped for them?' but nope. in reality, barton just sometimes seems to take one look at a being — who, for example, might be an eldritch horror creature or something — and thinks ' damn. i am in between wanting to study them in a clinical setting and wanting to study this species's courting rituals because i am trying to WIFE them up ' SKSKSK LMAO
nooo, but if any of my moots on here were to want to ship with me if you aren't already, but are nervous about asking me about me whether i'd be interested in doing so because they're like a supernatural creature or something... then please don't be afraid to HMU because barton is literally the most shameless monster hand-holder + monster kisser if i'm being honest
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#not me saying barton isn't picky when he literally acts like he hates everyone at least half the time JSJSJ#no but it might not seem like it but literally you could just say one sentence to him (ps: it's 'i like your mask') and he'll be ready to-#propose like SKSKS and as i've talked about before he is constantly seeking out stimulation which includes like... doing thing's-#like having random ONS with people i'm not gonna lie which isn't harmful on it's own OFC but the reasons why barton does them can uhh.#definitely be unhealthy and/or even a form of self-harm as he sometimes uses it as a way to like have a distraction from his problems-#or to feel loved for a minute even though he will likely never see them again which... the more i think about it is honestly sad 😭#but if there is one thing that y'all should know about barton is that he unfortunately engages in a lot of self-destructive and/or unhealth#things to cope with what's going on in his head or just in his life in general so... yeah. and barton may also use it as a way to 'feel-#something' which GOD. is even sadder than the last reason but anyhow i just wanted to talk about this because i noticed a bit of a-#pattern whenever it comes to barton and that is that he is a lot less picky whenever it comes to partners than one might think looking on-#the outside ahahhh#tw: self harm#tw: unhealthy coping mechanisms.
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