#prodigy moment

[crumble-system]

we don't care abt making a new proper intro post at this time but LOL decided we needed to do Something.

this is ran by a DID system called the Neon Sysd / Crumble system

we're 22 bodily

collective pronouns are He/They

collective names are: Phill, Philip, Neon sysd

body's birthday is early april though we don't like celeberating it

though as a system we celeberate our birthday October 6th

at this point we stay away from syscourse for our own mental health

we enjoy talking about ourselves but are just shy, anxious and have many chronic illnesses (including non-mental disorders) that cause activity to be all over

we're generally friendly but alot of us here do not care about masking to seem like a singlet or like we are not mentally ill

so keep that in mind that some of us may come off as more intense or dry

also that we have many other disorders besides DID, but are not comfortable making them all wellknown

Here are some we are comfortable saying outloud:

-Autism

-ADHD

-BPD

-Depression & Anxiety

non-systems (aka singlets) can follow and interact, saying this outright as we do not care lol

just do not try to lecture us about our own experience

we have factive alters and fictive alters in this system, be sane towards them.

common alter tags:

#blaze the chaotic = Blaze/Jeremy (any pronouns)

#ribscore = Ribs/Mike (He/rots)

#Conner roy = Conner (He/they)

#gayle the oldyard = Gayle (He/it/they/she)

#prodigy moment = prodigy (he/they)

#nyx nevermore / # nyx the nevermore = Nyx/Jazzy (he/she/they/fae/wood) [No femme words]

#blaze 2 bugsnax = Blaze 2 (He/they/she)

#brian beets = Brian (they do not care) mostly posts on their blog @brian-sysmate

#skull pumpkins / #willoween = Skull (he/they/bun) [often forgets his tags]

#candy dandy = Candy (he/they)

#mr blonzo sky = Mr A/Mr Blue sky (He/they/it/sky)

#mocking gayer = Mockingjay/MJ (Mirror prns)

#punk trantics = Pablo/Punk (he/it/they)

[crumble-system]

yknow tagging the alters & reasons

1. Gayle, i cannot explain but yea.

2. Conner, yeah he has issues. stemming from how he formed and like the.. reminders

3. Blaze, he couldn't be any other. THIS is him-core. He tries to pretend but dude's sentimental as fuck and cares a ton. He's just been (pardon the pun) burnt alot.

4. Prodigy, which this was not helped by that lil shit. YEA like a bunch of ppl here just had a bonding session of cursing out that lil shit & the originator of the crab copypasta/the other blu fuck

5. ME, nyx. this is because like how when I was first around I really tried to fit in and blend in with singlets. But also like how I stole prodigy's identity (i apologized it's fine)

6. Ribs, when he's not biting at the walls like blaze. He's often like this when certain chronic issues pop up after a while

compilation

[cassetoi-fam]

MY SISTER WON SIX AWARDS LAST NIGHT WOOOO I LOVE THAT LITTLE NERD

[ofswordsandpens]

I fear that "fire bending didn't come easy to zuko" and "zuko isn't a prodigy" (both true) has somehow snowballed into "zuko is a bad or at best average fire bender".... which simply isn't true, especially by the end of book 3

[midnight-els]

"Captain, you're not going to give up, are you?"

Star Trek Voyager | 5x16 "Dark Frontier - Part 2" Star Trek Prodigy | 2x09 "The Devourer of All Things - Part 1"

"Vice Admiral Janeway, [...] there are larger matters at stake here!"

[crumble-system]

I fucking love seeing all of us being able to live calmy and talk to our friends

including many who knew us while we weren't that out as a system

I fucking love fronting and posting on my silly little blog and wearing the clothes I made for me and listening to my edgy playlists and bickering with my headmates over who has to do the dishes and working on both personal and systemwide projects and going on discord and talking to the friends we're out to I FUCKING LOVE EXISTING

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Swapping tips on how to be a bestie in the bath.

[rin-sith]

Don't get me wrong I love the plot of that show and almost everything about it in general but COME ON

[diamondsunbursts-and-marblehalls]

something about Robby Keene: who raised himself because his parents couldn’t sober up enough to do it, cares too much then gets in fights to cover it up, always tries to do the right thing and always ends up the bad guy, takes care of everyone but no one takes care of him, doesn’t drink because his parents drank too much, who’s deadbeat dad would cross the earth to bring home someone else’s son becoming best friends with Miguel Diaz, someone else’s son who gave him a second chance, who would step in front of him to protect him, who’s voice Robby hears in his head when he’s doubting himself, who would jump into a fight to defend him from someone twice his size at the first sign of trouble, encourage him when it would be better for himself if Robby gave up, open his home to him and worry about him when no one else ever has.

[crumble-system]

"babe get on front I want to have you watch me dunk this transphobe"

"Go to fucking hell, if I have to act like my factive source one more TIME."

"I still can't believe the onceler joke image did it."

"Get the fuck out of here or I'm hitting you with a car"

"STOP paying the lake to terrorize him, thats MY JOB."

"buwh?? whu huh? oh hey buddy"

"NO I GET TO HAVE WINGNS, THEY are CUTE. DONT JUDGE ME mr hidesalot!"

"Hey. I just. want to talk to you behind this denny's."

"PFTH, well it's your own fault. You did bring-WHAT. WHAT NO. YOU CAN'T JUST??? LEAVE US ON A CLIFFHANGER"

"fumo??? ok I guess that's the lingo nowadays, all I'm thinking of is 2: electric bugaloo"

#Sixteen

[pt: #sixteen]

Quote one of your favourite quotes from one of your Headmates / Alters / ...! Dont give any context and keep people guessing, or give context if you want.

[nothingbizzare]

The rock star !!

Ones again pre-mob Teru band au

Another version :

[crumble-system]

Damn, 2024 huh?

That was a fucking year, for sure!

A minor recap, but we are going to miss covering so many things because of how much happened.

under the cut tho lol

January

-Cider accidentally helped us realize that our old adhd meds actually ended up triggering a bad psychosis episode that was not caught. [this episode happened in ~2020-2021]

-We lost power during a nasty snowstorm. we watched a bunch of animations we had saved, the most notable being some TFMI animations and some jams animations.

Feburary

- A toxic ex-friend cuts contact with us, who was bringing back a ton of bad memories

- ribs gets jumpscared by memories of how he formed, starts worrying about someone. starts majorly missing the chill ppl he used to interact with on dA.

March

- conner's trauma-anniversary of forming.

- blaze gets jumpscared by memories of how he formed, starts worrying about someone.

- philly and blaze 2 form, these two are both doubles and specifically are snapshots of Ribs and Blaze from ~2019. Philly being a double of Ribs, and Blaze 2 well obviously is a Blaze double. This was due to Ribs and Blaze getting stressed out from being worried things are going to repeat. [this is march 22]

- back in contact with jams. [march 23].

April

- we got alot of great gifts from friends for our birthday including earth and some other protags from jams

- the body birthday happens, it's a good one. Gayle is happy (as he formed on our birthday years ago)

-Jams and Slime are great singlets. they end up (unknowingly) push us to apply for mod in cider's server

-we fucking get the position.

- Ah. shit here we go again (skull)

May

- friend jumpscare ( hiii nic )

- there was more good things but IDK if we can refer it all so. Wont!

- liam plush

June

- I don't think anything of major note happened but like. correct me.

- OH WAIT the airplane shark design by jams that was inspired by the song "Summer by good kid" was finished and transfered :3. it was our most listened song in 2024 and very much is our personal song that fits 2024.

July

- conner is suffering (fireworks)

- something super funny happens, a parallel.

- Blaze? well he does a good job when dealing with something very similar to why he formed. Even when that incident was vaguely mentioned!

- Blaze tries to be even more silly and goofy, while also moderating even more.

August

- we get a really sweet ask & reminder here that we still think about and occasionally look back on.

- (ART FIGHT) GEAR getting art from @/ bwooomscratches which made our day and was so fucking funny as it was a revenge against our drawing of the @/ecopportunityx cast which reminds us of jams, cubismm, nic, and the us... (WE just mentioned it vaguely on art-fight) and jams designed gear so it was so fucking funny.

- (ART FIGHT) gayle is giddy at getting a drawing of their faceclaim by a friend

- (ART FIGHT) prodigy getting a faceclaim he really vibes with

September

- This was not a good month as we got SA'd by a family member as a "joke" that.. Confirmed alot of things we suspected. (like. we've been private about that but eh. we'll share that more publically now)

- think this starts when a Dude that reminds us way too much of blu zombie tries to be buddy buddy with us.

October

- believe it was a good month but it's kind of a fucking Blurr.

November

- the blu zombie reminsice guy returns sending a friend request. this is like the second time. we block.

December

- the dude who reminds us of blu zombie fucking hunts down our tumblr that we mentioned twice to get in contact with us. Creepy. it freaks blaze out a ton

- toxic ex friend (FROM FEB) tries to return, we make it clear we don't want contact and want to keep no-contact to make it clear as day.

Happened this year but fuck if I know exact months:

- Nyx decides that he wants to go by Jazzy again.

- Blaze and Ribs being in horror at how they formed in very similar but seperate events, that have a ton of parallels.

- (early in the year) Prodigy acting similarly to [Why man/Will] because [feb toxic ex friend] triggered a ton of alters negatively

[tues-dayy]

And then she proceeded to come up with a ten step plan to woo Zero.

Meanwhile Zero:

alt version, comic close ups, and some thoughts:

I understand that paper isn't much of a Thing so far into the future, but I like the idea of Maj'el specifically having a journal she keeps hidden in her quarters. It's fun to imagine her going back to her quarters and just writing down the events of the day.

"Woah, Maj'el, what's this thing?"

Maj'el: "It is a historical artifact." *supicious pause* "That I have been studying."

*looks at the well-kept, decorated journal with Maj'el's name written in Vulcan on the cover* "Sure... historical artifact. I didn't know history was your thing."

Maj'el, well aware history is not her thing: "Yes. It's a very interesting topic."

"Oh, really? That's really cool, Maj. Can you tell me more about this artifact?"

Maj'el, a prolific liar: "I promised the Doctor I'd review his holonovels, I'm afraid I must leave now."

[Text:

Zero, in Dal's mind: DAL!

Zero: How do I... flirt?

Dal: Wait. You're asking... me?

Zero: Yes, I want to let Maj'el know I am

Zero: interested in her!

Gwyn: Whatever you do, don't listen to any advice Dal gives you.

Dal: HEY! What're you implying?]

I just know that Dal, Gwyn, Jankom, Rok, and Murf would've been so supportive of Zero and Maj'el. With everything else that went on with this season, there obviously wasn't a lot of time to invest in it, but I would've loved to see conversations between Zero and their friends about their first crush/relationship.

[louthestarspeaker]

You guys!! Dal's captain arc in season two is literally him just learning to trust that people will watch out for him and care about him and the institutions that are supposed to keep him safe and his crew safe and actually have his best interest at heart, I'm not the only one who thinks this right?? <- girl who thought too hard about Dal R'El and now needs to write an essay and maybe cry a little about him

[zonedelicious]

You know bisexual rep is pretty bad when this is the one time in fiction that I can think of when a bisexual man is presented as very visibly feminine, and it's for one issue of a comic.

Prodigy you deserve better. Marvel are cowards for not letting you be more fem and more bisexual

[crumble-system]

🌼☢️Prodigy[He/they]- Vaguely yes we knew about systems but because like this was pre-2015 the ways it was talked about was like to put it simply very ableist and shit. Though like these was early 2015 when we discovered we were a system and had originally came out like late 2015, though ended up back in the closet because i was so fucking terrified of being a system.

🎱Ribs[he/they/rots]- Yeah like systemphobia was alot worse back then, so for like safety and stuff we were back in the closet. Also denial was so so much worse as like we really did not remember out trauma back then (we were 13 a baby).

🔥Blaze (any+fire based neos)- We also suffer from well MaDD, it's why we've like always had a daydreaming sideblog. MaDD and us being a system like impacted eachother a hella ton which yknow didn't help accepting it and discovery.

#Twenty

[pt: #twenty]

Did you know about Plurality before discovering your own? What was it like when you found out? Was it a moment of feeling seen or understood? Did you accept being plural or did you struggle to accept it?