#probabaly you don’t

[sealapocalyptic]

God fucking damn it. [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]

[yourlocalguardian]

Yknow I know lot of people think the young therians mainly on tiktok who make masks and do a lot of quadrobics and wear their gear in public are cringe but like. As a bit older kinnie I remember how strong my instincts were when I was that age, how often and how strongly I had mental shifts, and the mental torture I went through my whole young life before I found out that there were other people like me because I felt like I was some sort of freak and didnt understand why I couldn’t just stop feeling the ways I did

Even if you think it’s cringe I know if I had had that community and that ability to engage with my creature-self at that age I would have felt so much better in myself, I wouldn’t have had the deep set self hatred I did for many years, and I think that’s extremely important. It’s extremely important that we don’t let the young members of our community experience that same pain that I and I’m sure others like me have felt

Also friendly reminder too that cringe culture is fucking stupid, if you’re not hurting yourself or anyone else you shouldn’t be shunned for doing what makes you happy. And that means you, person reading this, shouldn’t be the one to make them feel like they should be ashamed. If you feel like it’s cringe keep that to yourself and maybe do some self reflection on why you would think people doing a harmless activity that makes them happy would somehow be wrong. Cringing is a reflex, but that doesn’t mean you have to act upon it.

Additionally if you’re one of those people that’s against them because “they’re making us look bad”/“people won’t take us seriously because of them”. If people won’t accept us in the full extent of who we are then they would never be accepting of us in the first place. Acception when only in a watered down form is not true acception at all. 

[heyheydidjaknow]

Hey there! Before the actual ask, I noticed that you seemed kinda bummed lately and i honestly hope everything will get better soon! I was also wondering if there are any other fandoms that you'd ever be willing to write for and if there are ones that you'd never touch. Cause you have a way of portraying the characters that's quite spot on and amazing and i really enjoy reading the stuff you write. Also, while reading, I often found myself wondering how you'd see certain characters from different shows maybe interacting with each other but they're mostly from shows i haven't seen you write about. So this is just me being curious wether or not you have other fandoms you'd also write for. Hope this made sense.

It does, Anon. The long and short of it is this; if I’ve seen the show, I’ll reply, and if I haven’t, I’ll try the show out to see if it’s something Im willing to take the time to think about. There aren’t any fandoms I can think of that I will explicitly not write for; while I’ve certainly got my own personal feelings about what I do and don’t want to write about that’s more based on interest than anything. If you have something like that, just ask and if I don’t know I’ll check it out, even if it’s not necessarily something you’ve seen me write about before.

[lost-in-wond3rland]

I’m sorry? This is SUCH a stupid need? And idk if I’m getting ONE TOO MANY niche TikTok videos BUT!!

Just like. You know those videos of people on those spinny rides where they get THROWN tf around??? I wanna say they’re from South Korea??? SO! Take my hand, follow me- 😂

But please the hilarity of this as a bakudeku fic???? Where Quirkless!Izuku goes to where ever tf that monstrosity of a ride is (amusement park, carnival, whatever-) and he’s pretty strong, ya know? So be decides to test himself and see if he can hang on. Little does he KNOW Pro Hero Dynamight is there on his day off and “really shitty hair, this is what you want to do today?” “No, it’s okay bakubro, I know you sweat in your hands a lot and it makes it easy for you to slip, we don’t have to, don’t worry-“ “OI! Fuck off, I can do this shit in my sleep-“

And they’re all on the ride and the moderator goes CRAZY and here’s 6’5 PH!Baku watching as a 5’7 Izuku comes BARRELING towards him so he’s trying to hold onto him and help cuz HE’S A HERO DAMN IT it has nothing to do with the fact that he’s thinks this strangers freckles are pretty or the fact that he suddenly REALLY likes the color green. And “Oi, shitty nerd, you’re built like a brick house and you’re telling me you can’t hold on and keep yourself still!?” And flustered Izu cuz duh-

And they’re getting off the ride, Kiri on some “so manly how you held him down bro! You totally stopped him from flying all over the place!!” “Tch, whatever-“ except Baku is totally blushing and Izuku thanks him but also feels the need to redeem himself because HE IS STRONG DAMN IT!! And “yeah nerd, I can tell you can probabaly crush a watermelon with your thighs, you just gotta work on your grip strength-“ and Kiri is coughing trying not to cackle and Baku and Izu are both now TOMATO red and “well maybe we can work out together sometime? I can trade you me leg work outs for your arm ones…” “you got a deal, nerd” and chaos ensues of a a gym partnership with enough ust to tranq an elephant-

…thank you for coming in this journey with me, here’s your hand back lmao

[rayisemo]

Can y’all stop making it seem as if Reki’s classmates hate him?

Like Reki is not being bullied by his classmates😭😭 they are literally all friends by the few clips we’ve seen! He has and isn’t being bullied or picked on- in fact it seems as if his classmates/friends respect the dude and thinks he’s cool. Both with skating and drawing. They are amused by him.

And just because Langa is seen as a prince doesn’t mean their classmates are treating Reki the way some of the skaters at S did- they don’t see Reki as a nobody or a loser💀💀

And even though there was a scene where the boys were playing football and Reki was being teased for not being as good as Langa or whatever the classmate said- that’s not bullying or unusual for guys to do.. guy friendship consists of teasing each other. And especially when you are close, which in this case they must be as they are classmates and probabaly have been for years. It’s clear that Reki’s classmates are Reki’s friends too, they all probably grew up together.

Yk what I’m going to go as far as to say that he’s popular.

So anyways, just wanted people to stop treating Reki as a bully victim and Langa as his saviour 💀 it’s annoying as Reki is a well liked “person” to everyone in the anime.. please stop treating him as a friendless loser 😭 thank you😭

[blooming-anna-rose]

and I’m going to be picked up by someone new tonight, and we are going to go downtown and he will probabaly hold my hand and try to give me a kiss goodnight.

and I want to cry thinking about it while driving to the grocery store because I know what it means. I know I have to move on.

I have to forget the sound of your laugh and I have to forget the feel of your hands around my waist and I have to forget the way I felt when I looked at you. You will never know, but I went home with someone else the night after you let me go. It helped me for a second to know that I wasn’t the problem, that someone else would want me even if you didn’t. It eased the pain I didn’t want to notice.

But here comes the hard part. I have to forget you and now I have to know someone else, I have to give him the attention I wanted to give you. I have to learn him and his ways, the way I knew you instinctively and I think, as tears fill up my eyes, this is when I realize that I’ve lost you.

-n.c. // even though i don’t think i ever had you

[kani-miso]

i’m probabaly too late totell you this but i want you to you know that wre all on your side and i’m very cery proud of tou please jeep going because . because you exist and you matter a lot to me and everyone else. oh and don’t get hit by a bus that shi hurts bad and you’d be in pain and that wouldn’t be good for yourself and i think you should take care of yourself because u are a great amazing person i enjoy everytjing u create IM TALKING TOO MUCH

tldr: ur amazing i’m very proud of u

you're not talking to much ilyiyiylyiiyoyiiyiyyipiyi/p im also reserving this in my notes thwhththshtht nk you i love you/p/p/p howikkcv eeeek eyyayahhhh i ly iyllyyllyyl how to express love and joy bing search,, the typos on this makes me unreasonably happy for some reason, it makes it feel humble jdnfnvnn

send me that es memoji when i say stuff lik "im gonna kms/hj" or whatever that will very much save my life yeahahhhhhh i love that image so much it looks so stupid

[a-bad-case-of-the-stephs]

Had an extremely sad Steph thought related to her social isolation; you've mentioned before that Steph is never shown with a consistent friend group (her gymnastics teammates are one offs and dean sucks and gets dropped from her life the same issue he's introduced. Bc he sucks). And I started thinking about why, since Steph is generally sociable and not portrayed as unpopular usually.

I forget the issue but during her pregnancy arc (I think near the beginning since she isn't drawn pregnant at that point yet?) she's seemingly friendly with two girls who are aware of her pregnancy (though iirc it's left ambiguous if they're casual or close friends. The poor girls are mostly used as racist props by Dixon to yell about how being a teen parent is Bad and Uncool and it's Stupid to disagree. So, uh. They might not be friends with Steph after that issue. They certainly never appear again)

And then I thought (going into full on headcanon territory here)...what if Steph's utter lack of friends is (partially) bc of her pregnancy? Like I'm sure she wouldn't have been the first in her school but it's still a very isolating experience I imagine- she had to leave school for months on end, already putting her behind socially, and while there's those two girls who think the idea of Steph having a baby is cool (and get yelled at for it) it's not unrealistic that many more would judge her for it (even if not for getting pregnant then for having had sex)

I bring up this headcanon bc while at first it seems like baseless speculation, I'm pretty sure all of Steph's school friends are from before her pregnancy arc and then she isn't shown with a group of civilian kids til after she switches schools post return (in the Robin/spoiler special). Which is probably a coincidence but I find potentially telling.

Anyway, sorry to spring this incredibly sad headcanon on you. It just seemed realistic to me. Still though, poor Stephie :(

That’s fucking horrible. Headcanon accepted into my reality. You’re dead right about how Steph is really not shown with any of her own friends in between her pregnancy till post war games, I don’t think it’s a big leap at all to attribute that in part to the fact she had to take off of school + the social alienation of going through a pregnancy at 15. A good example of this is how Steph seems to have has no one else to ask to take her to Lamaze classes besides Tim. And the two girls you mention (which Dixon does totally use to moralize in a clearly racist way) ask when Steph is is due, implying she hasn’t been in contact with either of them beforehand. This insulates that she probabaly isn’t very close them, and at the very least, that she probably hasn’t been in contact with either of them during her pregnancy.

But what truly sucks is even after she gives birth she doesn’t get a “return” to status quo and have her own friends or even new friends. She still doesn’t seem to have any civilian friends shown or referenced all the way to her death in War Games.

The thing I’m always thinking about is how if you look at the crowd at Stephanie’s funeral there is no one who looks her age there (save for Tim and Cass). Like everyone else is an adult. It’s a sizable group of mourners but no one there both a) around her age and b) also not a vigilante.

Its especially obvious when you contrast it to the funeral she and Tim both attend for their classmate Karl Ranck back in Robin #26, a good chunk of the mourners are his former classmates and friends. Tim mentions the crowd indicates how popular Karl was. For Stephanie’s funeral to not have only a few (civilian) people her age but instead none at all is genuinely shocking in comparison.

For me, it really cements the idea that she was really on her own, that by the time she “died” she more than likely had no non-vigilante friends, or at the very least none who went to her funeral. Which is just so so sad to me.

And I think it in part informs some of her behavior. Socially, her main group of people in her life seem to be majority vigilantes and then her mom. That’s like it. Which is just so…. Ugh. No wonder she ends up so dependent on the being a part of the team and getting that approval. She doesn’t seem like she’s got much else, and her ability to hang out with some of those people is somewhat dependent on whether or not she’s in Batman’s good graces.

Stephanies has the trappings of a basic popular peppy high school girl but the text and the subtext of the comics she’s in tend to imply (intentionally or not) that she’s pretty damn lonely. If you ask me, she’s a little bit weird and strange and lonely with a thin veneer of “peppy/normal high school girl” plastered over all that.

Thank you so much for the ask and the headcanon which I have assimilated into my worldview and understanding of Steph. I love hearing peoples thoughts on Stephanie and your insight is always so powerful and real and based.

[reflectionlike]

Love me some bitter YoonMiners finally dropping their masks pretending like they care about JM and coming out as MYGs. Stay authentic and honest babies, if you were this adamant and calculated about not giving Jimin this record, you probabaly didn’t give enough fucks about him before. Like you are not gonna convince me that you, a full fledged adult word vomiting all over your feed saying shit like “have fun streaming from your hundred accounts” “we listen to Yoongi because we like his music” while probabaly wiping tears and snot, were actively streaming for Jimin before. You clearly have a preference. Come on, it’s 2024, why fake stanning someone? You can’t pay me enough money to pretend like I stan SUGA. It should be easy. No need to go through this scrutiny. Just let it go. Be a solo.

I hate all ships, but something about YoonMiners (prolly the fact that they are taekookers) really set me off. You can read Y/N smut you know, you don’t also have to project your self hatred and insert Jimin. Anyway, Jimin will outdo SUGA any day, stay mad about it. You can give SUGA the exact same tools Jimin has been given and he will still come up with one third of JM’s streams.

Sorry this is vindication.

Everything that makes Yoongi solos, yoonminers and diet rap line stans cry it’s a win for me.

Imagine shipping and pretending to stan someone you don’t like because it allows you to brag and belong. Armys/shippers extreme fear to become solos is deeply rooted in the sense of self importance that they gain belonging to “the biggest fandom in the world”. You take away that from their personalities and it’s just another loser out there in the world. Not to mention a lot of them are Yoonminers because they are Tkkrs, it’s funny.

I never felt like a full fledged army back in the day because there were always members that I couldn’t care less about. Not hate, just meh. It’s time to pray for honesty 🕯️

[yourlocalguardian]

What is a ren faire if not an excuse to dress as creaturely as possible <3

[sailorsplatoon]

Imagine this, Eight, Pear and Marina opens the elevator door to go up the spire again only to find Four and Acht in their kissing.

I can see it so clearly. Hold up I’m gonna write a thing.

“Hey, Eight, come on in.” Marina gestured for Eight to join her and Pearl, who were already waiting in the elevaor for their climb up the spire. He looked around as if to ask “Where’s Acht and Four?” 

Pearl read his expression like a book. “If I had to guess where those two are, I’d say they’re probably kissing somewhere and forgot that we agreed to meet up here.”

“That is to say we don’t exactly know where Acht and Four are, but I’m sure they’re fine. My computer says they’re in the Memverse somewhere, so they’ll probabaly catch up with us eventually.”

Eight nodded and walked into the elevator, equipping his octo shot. Per ususal, he made it through the first ten floors with ease. He was going for a no hacks run, so it was more challenging than normal, but it wasn’t excessively difficult for him. The next ten were where he struggled. He nearly got splatted multiple times. But he was able to prevail, finally making it to floor 20.

Eight walked out onto the stage, it looked like this was going to be the Parallel Canon fight. The boss remained even after Four was saved, just with one less fighter. Marina had confirmed that all the other enemies in the boss fight were simply robots, not real people like Four. 

Something was different this time though. It looked like all the enemies had been splatted already, leaving two familiar faces in the center of the stage. 

“Hey look, I was right!” Pearl’s voice rang with vindication.

There, in the middle of the stage, stood Acht and Four, sharing several, loving kisses. 

“Well… I guess we know where they went now.” Marina spoke with bizzare amazement.

Eight didn’t have much of a choice other than to go out onto the stage. He had to complete it to move on. The holograpic outline of a key hovered near where Acht and Four had rooted themselves, waiting for Eight to grab it. He stepped into the cage and it began moving. Hearing the jingling of the cage growing closer, Acht and Four lifted their heads from eachother and turned towards Eight. Four waved their arms at him in greeting.

“Hey, Eight!” they called. “We took care of the boss for you!”

“Thanks!” He smiled awkwardly at interrupting the two of them. They both seemed to think nothing of it. He took the key and prepared to head back to the elevator.

“You two coming?” Pearl asked.

“Nah, we’re gonna stay here for a little bit. We’ll met you guys back at the Order Sector,” Acht said, wrapping their arm around Four’s shoulder and pulling them close. Four looked up at them, beaming.

“Good luck on the rest of your climb!” Four yelled as Eight and Pearl super jumped back to the elevator, not removing their eye’s from Acht’s gaze. The two didn’t bother to wait until the doors closed before resuming their kissing.

Okay I had a lot of fun writing this. Thank you for the ask!!! And thanks for the writing inspiration!

[littlefirefly42]

Ok well enlighten me. How do you communicate the fact Mr Beast is a bad person to a 6 y.o child? How do you explain his abuse of staff to a kid? How do you explain asbestos to a 6 y.o? Or are you one a' thems "6 year olds can consent if theyre mature enough" people. I do not see a world where your reblog makes sense

I know this person is just being a troll, but considering the insane backlash I got for that reblog from people who simply don’t understand what I mean, I will actually explain for educational purposes.

A big part of explaining difficult issues to children is recognizing time and place. In OP’s original post, it is assumed that they were in an on-the-spot situation with a child that wasn’t their own. Taking these circumstances into consideration, it’s understandable that one might have difficulty finding a way to explain something so complex and heavy to that child, and would instead find it easier to just lie. However, it is better, in a situation such as this, to lightly summarize a small part of the problem in a child-freindly way.

“He’s not very nice to people who work for him.”

Or

“Some of the things he does are dangerous and he pretends they’re safe.”

Are both perfectly acceptable answers. You can then walk away or redirect the child to something else and congratulations, you have now successfully explained a complex topic to a young child in a way that they can understand without lying to them.

Now, if you have more time and you know this child a little better, you can also choose to sit them down and explain the situation in more depth. You can still do it in a child-friendly way, you just need to consider beforehand how much you want to explain and how to best explain it. Use language that the child can understand and circumstances they can relate too. For example, to an adult you might say:

"The conditions that contestants on 'Beast Games' were subjected too were cruel and inhumane. Contestants were often denied food, and when they were fed it was very little. Many of them were also denied medications they need, putting their health at risk."

But to a kid, you should say:

"You know how Mr. Beast likes to do big contests with a lot of people? Well he isn't very caring to the people in the contests. Sometimes he doesn't give people food when they're hungry, or he only gives them a little snack when they're hungry for a whole meal. And then they'll be hungry for a very long time. And you know how sometimes you need to take medicine when you're sick, to make you feel better? Well, some people have to take medicine every single day, or else they can get really, really, sick. Mr. Beast doesn't let some of the people in his videos have the medicine they need to keep them healthy, and that is dangerous for them."

Now, both of these paragraphs have roughly the same information in them. But one is written in a way that is much easier for a young child to swallow. You can use the same explanation method for pretty much anything Mr. Beast has done, or any topic at all really. Most adults would probabaly opt to leave out the sexual abuse allegations (though I do encourage parents to teach their children about 'safe' and 'unsafe' touch for safety reasons), but even that can be explained with something like:

"He wasn't being appropriate to one of his staff and she felt uncomfortable."

Or

"He touched one of his staff in a way she didn't like."

Most children have have a vague understanding of what is and isn't 'appropriate' ("don't say that, it's inappropriate") and most kids have been touched in ways they don't like (hitting, hair-pulling, biting) so they can empathize without having a complete understanding of what happened.

And that's the point.

The child doesn't need a perfect understanding of every single thing Mr. Beast has done. It's okay if they don't know just how harsh the reality actually is. Because they now understand the basic true facts, instead of a lie made up to subdue their curiosity. And, now they have real empathy for real people in a real situation. That may seem insignificant to most adults, but parents and childcare workers know that any oppurtunity to exercise a child's empathy is an oppurtunity that should be seized.

Now, obviously, it won't be a terrible tragedy if a child thinks something untrue about Mr. Beast. While I still don't think OP should've lied, this whole Mr. Beast thing has really just become more of an example of a heavy topic that can be explained to children. But this whole "lie to you're kid because they wouldn't understand the truth" philosophy that so many people hold can be seriously harmful. Your kid is living in the same real world that you are in. Most six-year-olds are already in school, and there are some confusing/heavy things they're likely going to encounter there, such as (but defitely not limited too):

Racism, sexism, classism, nuerodivergency, disability, contrasting religious beliefs, teasing/bullying, possibly even sexual assault.

Now I'm not saying you have to go give your child the full run-down of everything terrible in the world, but I am saying that teaching your kid about how "some people's brains work differently and they have different needs" can prevent them from alienating or bullying the autistic kid in their class. And talking about what kind of touching is "unsafe" can help teach your child to know when to speak up if they're being abused so that you can protect them.

Bottom line: Don't shelter children with lies. Answer their questions sensitively but honestly. If you're not sure where to begin with a certain topic, shows like Seseame Street and Bluey do a great job covering complex topics for kids. And since reading is nourishment, there's a children's book for just about everything.

[seoafin]

imma be honest with you chapter four was probably my favorite chapter of anything ive ever read ever. you wrote magic that was sooooooo insane. i especially just loved how you wrote ripmc battling with her feelings over betraying or possibly ending such a long term friendship and relationship. the way she isolated herself and then tried sneaking around to not bump into geto…..oh lord it just made me salivate sadistically for when he would eventually pop up. and u fucking delivered truth be told i’m a gojo girlie through and through but when u write geto….u fucking write geto because holy. shit. your characterization of geto is probabaly my favorite thing i’ve seen ever. i’ve found good fics of before he dejected and after but never a middle ground of his best and worst characteristics all merged into one. you projected such distinct feelings when they were talking and geto closed the door…….i was scared horny nervous embarrassed ashamed like u do not understand i cried while he was going down on her😭😭 and the only reason why i can freely admit this is cause i’m on anon. it’s just like holy shit man your geto is soooo scary and hot😭 the way he had this certain jensequa this chapter like it felt like ripmc was exposed raw and he was looking through her. it felt like when you go up to tell a parent you ate from the cookie jar and they already know. it feels like he knows her better than she knows herself. “i kissed satoru” “i see” was so insane i was so nervous for ripmc cause it felt like such a vulnerable exchange like confessing to a priest all your darkest sins but he already knowns. it felt so intimate especially knowing that satoru and suguru share everything so he most likely already knew. it felt so. fucking. intimate. I CRIED especially cause suguru coming in and closeing the door the way you described that sequence alone was so claustrophobia inducing it was crazy my heart was beating out of my chest. and then the “How?” is sooooo hot don’t get me wrong the eating pussy scene was hot but everything that you wrote leading up to it and everything else he said during it and after. The. Dialogue👏🏻👏🏻 had me screaming. ur crazy. him pressing on your wound and asking if it was from satoru my pussy was having palpitations i thought i was gonna have to call 911. i think he wasn’t so against seeing that on ripmc i wonder what he would say to gojo wanting to get her a leash and collar🙈🙈🙈 he was so deliciously sweet and tender and so suffocating and intoxicating at the same time it cause my body to have a physical reaction like my heart ached made me wanna rip it from my chest and send it to you over mail!!! saying he wants to help you asking if anybodys been down there before knowing damn well he knows the answer he just wanted ripmc to say it. i hate him so much lord why isn’t he real. you know i read the first note where you left an obligatory geto warning and i was shocked cause i know u usually reserve those for gojo but holy fuck i had no idea how much of geto you would let him act out. bro had that dawg in him damn. the way you write him as the perfect balance of condecendingly sweet and tender and terrifyingly suffocating

while reading it felt like it was just you and geto and it made me understand how his ass started a cult. it’s funny considering gojo is the one with the six eyes and geto is the one i feel has such an insane ability to rip your safety blanket off and force such raw vulnerability from you. it’s cause i feel like he has such patience but when you fucked up you fucked up. it’s like the terror of disappointing a parent but you made it sexy? with gojo is more like he sees you and he understand you intimately but it’s also not like that matters much to him. because he wants what he wants. spoiled brat😭😭this is getting beyond creepy this paragraph is too long for me to seem even remotely normal but i must get this out!!! also geto in the end post munching asking you to tell him about your lil friend because he’s no longer insecure about the nature of your relationship he’s decided now and there’s no turning back woah……that was insanly hot and when ripmc asked him to get along and n u made his ass say “no i don’t think i will” i shit myself because not even gege could’ve come up with a most perfect geto response. like that sentence alone was SO SO geto it made me so sick like no i don’t think i will no i don’t think i will no i don’t think i will WITH A SMILE on his face you are soooo evil……i’m a gojo girlie why r u doing this to me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 please i’m super sane don’t think i’m crazy off this message. also if it’s not too much trouble i don’t want this to come across as like i don’t appreciate the time you put into your stories or seem like i’m disregarding the fact that there’s a human being behind the screen and not fucking chat gpt and u deserve to rest!!! but i was wondering if u perhaps knew what turn the next chapter would take like the vibes for the next chapter?🙈🙈 AND IF U HAVENT EVEN BEGUN TO THINK ABOUT THEM THATS PERFECT TOO DONT EVEN WORRY im sorry im a child who grew up on old 2000s anime that after every episode would give u a preview for the next one i have so lil self preservation n patience😭😭😭😭 if not please ignore i even asked! i was also curious about when you mentioned geto spoiled gojo🙈🙈 in what way particularly cause i found that so interesting considering gojo is the richer of the too even tho geto is the most mature i would love to know what geto offered gojo that contributes as spoiling🤭🤭 that’s it i’ll take my leave it’s like 5 am and i just wanted to type this up before going to sleep! and ps congrats on that japan trip!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH god GODDDD i have so much to say so i'll put it under a read more

first of all THANK YOU FOR READING AND SENDING ME THIS it was such a pleasant amazing thing to wake up to i want to frame it and put it on my wall LOL but yes!!! this was probably one of my favorite chapters of this fic and one of the best things i've ever written for geto. okay ALSO ALSO let me just say that i love geto's duality so so so so so much. there's nothing better than a man who struggles between crazy delusion and sanity/moral responsibility and constraints/repression and to me geto is someone who embodies that. i think it's so fun trying to not only imagine geto in a world he didn't defect but characterize him. he is the jade that cracked too early!!!! he left before he could fully unlock his potential and we know from the kenjaku/yuki fight geto would've been an MENACE had he stayed (with gojo). i really think his two extremes and his potential make him soooo fascinating and trying to come up with ways to keep his grounded is just another great thing about writing this fic. i like to think he often reminds himself of ripmc's goodness and that makes him want to be a little bit better. if not for him but for her. he thinks about the kids the nice lady who owns the supermarket right in front of the kids' school and gives them free popsicles, the people who have thanked him for saving them, all the small things to remind himself it's worth it. like don't get me wrong i love his cringe girl failboss cult era too!!!!! but something about geto as the person he COULD'VE been. all his flaws and misgivings and condescension wrapped up into a less moral person still trying to do the right thing. still trying to undertake that responsibility despite it. AHHHHHH

i think the most interesting thing about writing that scene was writing it from ripmc's part. i definitely thought the audience was going to catch on pretty quick that gojo already told geto (why wouldn't he) and geto already knows. so basically you're reading from the POV of someone who is oblivious while ALSO knowing that geto probably already knows everything. i just think it adds an extra dimension to the scene and all of geto's dialogues and action. he was definitely hesitating on coming on too strongly and struggling with the morality of not letting ripmc experience things(tm) before taking everything. and obviously gojo doesn't understand it so gojo makes the decision for the both of them. there's no going back anymore!

SPOILERS FOR NEXT CHAP!

also to answer your questions!!!!! the next couple of chapters is like....the fall out of everything. but there's not really a fallout ripmc thinks the world is ending but it's just her LMAO they come to a resolution in the next 1-2 chapters and that's when their relationship kinda transforms into a fwb relationship because it's the only way ripmc can wrap her head around starting a sexual relationship with them. she actually agrees to it super quickly and gojo is like be fr rn WHAT. girlie needs to free herself from the prison of compartmentalizing everything! the next nsfw scene is gojo getting a blowjob and nearly blowing his load too early though i will say. if you thought geto's dialogue was crazy in this chapter just wait for that scene because that man is even more unfiltered than geto and more willing to say whatever it is on his mind. the two of them r truly menaces 😭😭😭😭😭

as for your second question i say geto spoils gojo by letting him get away with a little too much. geto is the one usually reigning gojo in but i do think geto is also somewhat emotionally indulgent with him at times. you know....gojo does or says something rude, he's being dismissive, he does a little more property damage than he should've. geto sighs gives him a kiss and lightly tells him not to do it again bc sometimes lecturing gojo gets kinda old. sometimes, it really isn't that big of a deal. which i think marks a very important turn or shift in geto's priorities as he gets older. less formed around morality more centered around gojo n ripmc n the kids....

once again AHHHHHH thank you for sending this in writing this fic has been the most arduous task of my ff writer era bc i've never written a multi chaptered fic before this but i am writing this for you and for every other person who has been reading/commenting!!!!!!

[nikki-rook]

Just got my Good Omens tarot deck in the mail and I’m quite excited. Been wanting a deck for awhile but never bought one. I’m reading about it because I’ve never done it, and I’ve only had them read for me once, and I’m talking to my husband about it.

Husband: if you’re gonna start doing that shit we should probabaly start putting salt around the windows. Maybe get tattoos so we don’t get possessed, etc.

Can you guess which of the two of us watched Supernatural?

[average-bb-poke-whisperer]

So since you “don’t” have a crush on her. You’d be okay for someone else to ask her out? Like Drayton? Arven? Any other guy friend?

Even, I dunno, Owen?

I-If Juliana wished to be with someone else then I...I cant stop her...I'd understand....she...probabaly would want to be with a freak like me

but If Owen tried ANY sort of shit with Juliana, I think I'd m̸a̵u̷l̸ ̸h̶i̸m̴

[mitziholder]

ok this might come off rllyweird but i just wanna say i am looking so forward to ur webcomic like youve said stuff abt how oh no one will care and im not saying its gonna be the next billion dollar franchise but ok look. i go to a catholic high school and its absolutely miserable i hate it here but today i remembered ur blog exists and i was like oh i’ll see what she’s up to and from what ive seen i rlly like ur comic!!! it looks fun!!!!and i will wait 10 years for this comic to come out if i have to!!!! its very rare u see stories by women for women about women. and its bc of you and other feminist creators that ive been working on my own story actually (which i doubt is coming out anytime soon but we’ll see how it goes….). this probabaly spunds deranged or whatever idc at this point but i wanted to let you know. and i dont mean this in a “oh you should write it because I care about it” but i guess what i wanna say is that what you create matters for your own personal growth and maybe even for your audience no matter how small it is

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thank you for sending this message. I don’t find it weird at all. school+work+life have made it difficult to focus on writing so I’ve admittedly been super slow to do stuff and lax on editing and finishing up what I have... plus the general feeling of malaise that comes from the lack of an audience (compared to what I had b4... you know). so, it’s nice to know what little I have shared means that much to you.

if I’m honest, I’m not entirely sure what I want to do with it at this point. as of right now the first volume is under heavy editing and I still have to write the last one (and lightly edit the rest) so 10 years might be a reasonable timeframe lol.

on the one hand I feel a little bad for taking so long to produce even a single chapter, but on the other hand looking at my first draft compared to what I’ve got laid out after significant rewrites makes me think that it was probably a good idea to wait.

I wish you the best with regards to your writing. if you ever want to update on that my inbox is always open :]