#pretty bummed rn
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My clangen Fog au
I have been working on this for about a month now, but after busting my ass have decided that i lack the skill in order to create the art for it. It sucks as i was really hyped about the idea, but i can post the au to take idea inspo
so basically what happened is that the main character woke up to their clanmate and 3 kits in front of them, looking terrified. beyond them, a vague fog/mist billowed. they huddled together until the fog disappeared, and when they finally rose they discovered all their clan mates dead as well as most prey had become infected. All clans had been wiped out entirely and they had to evacuate and struggle to survive until they found a habitable space to rebuild the clans, however the Fog would arrive once every 2 moons
#clangen#warrior cats#pretty bummed rn#Fogclan Au#clan au#if someone with more art skills than me could make this happen it would mean the world to me#will try working on a more realistic clan#i’m so pissed actually
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pocket camp shutting down after 7 years……..
screaming crying throwing up fr screamcrying throw-up style
#acpc#animal crossing pocket camp#yea there’s the offline replacement being introduced#but I play for my friends events and social features#my mom and I both downloaded when app dropped and both subscribed right away to happy helper plans lol#(when introduced)#in so deep. 🙃 Pretty bummed rn.#i’ll buy the offline version but it’s gonna feel so sad and lifeless. like an unchanging museum of clothes and furniture 😭
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I finished watching RTTE and I am. Emotional
#GAHFHHH…I don’t know what to do with myself rn.#I’ll probably rewatch some of my fave episodes bc I don’t think I’m ready to be done with it yet 🤧#I WILL say tho the ending was uhhh#Pretty rushed. Lol#They had maybe 2-3 minutes to wrap it up#When instead they probably could have used an entire episode#Dedicated to various things.#i.e. The Dragon Riders coming to terms with saying goodbye to the Edge.#Mala and Dagur’s wedding.#Stoick regaining consciousness and his reunion with Hiccup.#VALKA’S CAMEO?? HELLO???#Yeah they could have easily stretched out all of that into one epilogue episode for sure#Also I’m. I’m kinda bummed they dropped Fishlegs/Heather bc they were SO cute#AND SNOTLOUT/MINDEN#He literally shouted ‘THAT’S MY GIRL!!’ when she showed up in the final fight 😭#But yeah I’ve never really been a fan of Fishlegs/Ruffnut? Not that I don’t understand the appeal but like#It’s just hard for me to imagine Ruffnut in a relationship with anybody. Except maybe Throk bc they made it WORK#Seeing her and Fishlegs all cuddly and cute in Homecoming feels SO OOC to me#But I digress.#Fishlegs/Heather had good chemistry 🥺#Astrid/Heather even MORE so. GOD I love those girlfriends#Shima speaks#HTTYD#How To Train Your Dragon#Anyway ghfhh. Now that I’m done with the series maybe my brain can hyperfixate on smth new#That’ll actually give me motivation to draw again. Sighs
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i need something niceys im having such a bummer time rn
#bummer tags incoming -> sorry for getting my gross sad all over you if you read them#my mums pretty sick with two things rn and my dad is.. my dad. my grandmas in hospital again and her memory is getting confused#im lonely and i have like one friend irl and i just want a hug and im so conscious of how naive and childish all my problems are#and then some people in online games are mean to me and its just the little thing that tips me over the edge and makes me cry a bit#so i feel really stupid even More now bc thats such a . babyish thing to do :( im so embarrassed by how easy it is to hurt my feelings#or make me upset or angry or sad when i should get over it. i should have thicker skin but i dont im just Really Bummed Out Right Now Pals#monologues#i always seem to nosedive my mental health around this time which. (a) sucks bc october is when my birthday is so thats a BAD present#and (b) seasonal depression is meant to happen when youre going into WINTER not when when you go into SUMMER. why this happen 2 me :(#im just a little guy :(
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Have hit the point where I am staring at STAE #5 and desperately wanting to start it and also. I have slammed into the impossibility wall. Grumbling.
#i have five fics required of me dangling over my head and i need to honestly pull in a couple more#pretty bummed out about all of it and how things have played out because god i was really enjoying what i was doing#don't get me wrong i'm very much enjoying the things i'm working on rn#but i do miss my boys something fierce and keep getting hungry to drive their story home#my ramblings
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I got wisdom teeth surgery (and also possible nerve damage???)
yeah that's about all there is to it
My entire right chin (along with my right bottom lip and some of my gums) is completely numb.
I haven't been able to feel anything over there for a few days and it's been messing with the way I move my mouth (a part of it might also just be having. surgery. But it still feels incredibly jarring nonetheless.)
#i'm having a true ghetsis moment rn#and while it's majorly bumming. it's also actually making me feel really cool#so like. i wear a mask all the time even tho no one around me wears it anymore#imagine how friggin COOL it would be actually have something to hide under the mask now#like ''oh yeah half of my mouth doesn't work anymore but i hide it alright with this mask'' :)#LIKE!! i don't got a single (non-acne) scar on my pretty face I need some mysteriousness in my life#mun rambles#my art#me#I don't think the nerve is entirely broken beyond repair but they say it will take a few weeks to 6 months to fully recover.#if at all#like it would suck to never have feeling in my left chin ever again but I think it'd be really distinctive...#people looking at my face and seeing how weirdly my mouth moves lol#alright that's all i got
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oh yeah i mentioned my doll shelves earlier so heres a shelf tour!!!
#my dcrungled prototype lor doll i made in one night looks so funny between all of my m.onster high dolls#the rainb.ow high dolls im planning on completely restyling but i do like how they look on my shelf rn so ill get to it l8r#the loona shelf.... it usually has a ton of posters around it but i havent put them back up yet after moving back out of my dorm#and all of the dolls in the last pic i got secondhand and need to fix up but im so scared of fucking it up#and the american girl doll marie grace didnt come with her og dress which im pretty bummed abt since its so pretty#rn shes just in some random clothes... i reeeally need to get back on ebay and look for that og dress#my pics
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Keep showing me stuff about locs, I dare you
#when i tell you i am SCREAMING rn#if only my school weren't an absolute bum about them#THEY'RE SO PRETTY ARGHHH#—nessa rambles💬
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Damit, i started reading a good fic post here this morning, closed the app, and now as I lay in bed looking for it, i realize that I forgot to reblog/like etc... it's gone. :(
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Speaking of season 6 feelings and MHA feelings in general, we kind of agreed that things have, at the point now being animated, escalated pretty extremely.
Turns out, Hubby also isn't really a fan of how we went from learning things in the school setting and slower world building, and steady growth of characters, to suddenly the amount of characters we are focusing on is multiplied(which by extension takes away from our faves in the cast which is the kids of 1-A and Deku), the stakes are exponentially growing, and "the villains are putting forth Thanos-level, world-ending threats."
He kind of guessed that Izuku's learning of his Quirks was goign to get breezed over, which, eventually yeah, he's gonna just turn up in the narrative already having used and figured them out, which ...Kind of a bummer for my hubby since he said he was hoping to see Izuku steadily learn more about each one progressively. :(
And I agreed that the pacing has been a criticism of mine and I would have loved to spend much more time in the world with the characters even than what we are being given (even now in manga, we are speed-running every other characters' development) and had this all play out a bit more patiently.
I still feel this way, I like WHATS happening, but I would have liked all of it to have more BREATHING room.
I know I'm clinging to what's going on with Bakugou and Izuku pretty hard but I love their dynamic and feel like its currently one of Horikoshi's strongest elements.
But still, it's still a little bittersweet having the series speeding up, and my hubby is definitely feeling that bummer feeling as well, the world speeding up when he'd like more time in it.
#anime thoughts#MHA thoughts#hubby is anime only for context#This is not me trying to shit on Horikoshi's work its just kind of how we feel about it#we just want to chill in this world with the characters#maybe see them go thru school and graduate#hubby has been pretty bummed by anime and manga lately sooo#bnha spoilers#bakudeku#I have a weird relationship with this series rn#obviously
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well as it turns out, werewolf transformation is as painful as it looks.
in related news, guess who has memory problems and remembered their hormonal cycle directly impacts their chronic pain issues. (hint: it's meeee)
#like i appreciate the natural alert system i do#i'd like it more if it wasn't like a broken smoke detector going off because you need to change the battery but like that's not relevant rn#it's just like...i'd prefer not to lose half my month to being practically immobile for one week and then also for the next week too#(one for pain the other for Generalized Discomfort and then also sometimes still pain cause fuck me i guess lol)#like i'm not planning on using the eggs though i don't need to be warned that they're not fertilized#like...ninety percent of the reason i'd consider medical transition is because of this shit every month#or in some cases only in some months! i went most of the winter without it! just because!#it kicked back into normal as soon as the weather and lighting changed though and i'm pretty sure this has happened before#it's just like...annoying#like i could be sad about it or feel really bummed out or angry but mostly it's just like#i get one solid week of Being Fine About Everything a month and i just...#like between the pain that has been progressively getting worse beforehand#then the discomfort and such of during AND THEN as if that wasn't enough the DEEP DEPRESSION i can fall into both during and *after*#like it's just come on#come on give me a break here#i am just a little guy i deserve like just *one* win on this health-front please
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i would love to have a morning without some kind of Big Adult Crisis. please and thank you
#i had to call the gas company and go hey please dont disconnect our gas bc you straight up didnt do the inspection i scheduled months ago#and yesterday i had the time wrong for my job interview and i didnt realize until i was rereading the email in bed 2 hours before it started#thankfully i was able to get there on time and the interview went pretty well#honestly it made me want the job even more which means im gonna be pumped if i get it and even more bummed if i dont#but yeah i have too much going on rn and these things are not making it better#i straight up dont have the energy to do the assignments i need to tonight#oh fuck that reminds me i have to write an email
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happy wednesday, going bss is the best thing and also i've been so tired this week i don't wanna do anything also i have a ton of projects at work and i'm just sorta. existing. vaguely.
#personal#also guess who didn't get a presale code for general fan presale for the one kpop act that's ever come to her state#me :(#i'm on the waitlist but based on the screenshot i saw of available tickets like seven hours ago i highly doubt i'm getting tickets#it's fine i guess i didn't need to spend the money on tickets but :(#it's the first time any big kpop act has come to my state!! i wanted to experience that!!#in other news bss is pretty much what's keeping me going rn l o l i'm so tired#and also kind of stressed about all this work stuff but i'm trying#i listened to 7PM on repeat for the entire day yesterday#i mean i did put on a show for background noise for a while#but i basically just listened to 7PM the whole day#wow i'm more bummed about the concert thing than i thought i'd be sigh#i think that's partially bc it makes me preemptively extra nervous about ticketing for my favorites whenever that happens again 🙃#anyway once again i need to just go to bed so. goodnight. ( ̄^ ̄)ゞ#(i'm lying i'll probably lay in bed and read hikaru no go for a while)#(bc i started rereading that again)#(hikaru no go my beloved 💗)
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dehyas play style makes me wanna pull her but i hate claymores i already know i won’t use her
#diluc is the only claymore i will use when i get him#if#if i get him#atp#😒#smh i have all my favs rn except him and shenhe#like pls u wine making bum#come hither#i’ll braid ur hair all pretty and everything loser
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ohh butter lass i do wanna play sdv
#I got a thang for taking notes IN THE GAME ! im rly liking jt.. its helping me cut down on paper#bc everytime i play sdv i end up making 5 lists every season#but now i only need likee 1 piece of paper.. si that i cn plan out my planting + harvest schedules#i like t decide th layout of my plots before i even start itis fun.. ive never done one in th formation im using rn :DD#i think i stopped on umm spring 15.. and everything wsngoing awwsome :DD#I RLY SRSLY CANT PLAY I HAVE WORK TMRW. BUT OGIGKHKH#its my first time Actually playing with mods.. i like dabbled a couple years ago but i got overwhelmed#n i have a Pretty good amt but theyre modtly judt little tweaks . AND SEASONAL OUTFITS :DD#its also my first time using a recolor and i rly like it :] im using vibrant pastoral recolor#but im using umm. the daisynikos eartly recolor for ui#i ws using it 4 everything Buttt i didnt rly like how much th interiors + houses got dulled down...#i am a little bummed bc i did love the idea of the map changing based on season.. BUT that wouldnt have worked anyway bc i have the umm#th one where it shows ppl on the map so u cn find them.. so th map is changed anyway#bummer tho. BUT i do love the vibrant pastoral bc it adds little seasonal decorations which i find saurr cute#n then im using seasonal outfits - slightly cuter aesthetic... i rly rly like it :]]#i like how umm. bc some seasonal outfits mods that ive seen just completely get rid of the villagers og outfit#and i dont rly like that sobsob.. so i like that th one i use keeps their ogs but just has them wear it during 1 specific season if that#makes sense :DD#basically mods mods mods i love mods...if anybody has any recs lmk :]#i lot of th mods r likee. for late game.. i got one t go on dates wth yr spouse which i think is so cute . n 1 to help customize the kids#I RLY WANTED th one that allows yr kids t Actually grow up n go t school#but th portraits that come with it r not at allll vanilla styled. so i couldnt... super upset abt it#but also well. it wouldve annoyed me if my kid grew up to be vincent and jas age while nobody else aged#i rly rly rly would love if somebody would add in like.. an aging mechanic#I GET WHY NOT BC THATD ACTUALLY BE SOOO MUCH. BUT YK..#i havent ever actually gotten too far last year 3 bc it just gets so stagnant...#i also got umm. 2600 canon friendly dialogue expansion.. whatever that mods called#so im excited abt that :DD
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I have another 5+1 in me I know I do I can sense it. she just needs to show herself. manifest you stupid bitch.
#one march.ly fic flops it's ok I have 17826867327 more fics in me for them I know I do#of course there's my other 2 like MAIN ships always kinda fuzzy in the background too. idk man. I.D.K.#rn it's like. of course as usual march.ly runs in the foreground all the time. all the time. uses up most of the CPU#but there are others. in the task manager. running.#I am feeling pretty good today though. slept in hella late. went and got my fave butternut squash ravioli and garlic herb sauce#to make for dinner#got a GOOD loaf of sour dough and already had a piece with some olive oil and balsamic vinegar#maybe all the stars will align and I'll come up with the other like 3-4 scenes I need for a march.ly 5+1#flop be damned I (may) still be able to write. we'll see. lmao maybe not. omg now I'm second guessing myself and bumming myself out#erin explains it all
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