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Chapter 110 is 13 pages long welcome to hell!!! so in a lot of ways this is just more fuel for a theory that I've had for a few weeks now, that's only gotten stronger with each recent season 5 episode, which is that the last episode of the season is gonna end on 110, and that Asagiri/Harukawa and Bones have been collaborating to make this happen, specifically because it's a major turning point that would be the only good place to end the season on.
When we started getting especially long chapters again (like from 25-35ish pages, with the exception of 107.5, the last two being some of the longest we've ever had), at first I just assumed that Asagiri/Harukawa got freed up from some other obligations they'd been having to cause the extremely short/half chapters, like promotional stuff for the anime/Beast movie, or working on light novels. But then 109 happened, with the "supposed" death of Dazai, and heavy emphasis at the end on how literally everyone is at their lowest point right now, and I got to thinking. 11 episodes is a strangely specific number for an anime season -- why not 12, or 13, or even 10, like you'd usually see? Why have we gotten suddenly gotten two 35 page chapters out of nowhere, that's almost unheard of at this point? They're both beautiful chapters, don't get me wrong (as always), and maybe A/H simply just didn't want to cut them in halves because they felt like the full emotional impact wouldn't hit/that there were no good cutoff points in them, but you can't deny that it's surprising, after all the shorter chapters we've been getting. Why has the anime been going at such insanely breakneck pacing for the most part ever since around the Sunday Tragedy chapters, even more so than it has in the past? So much so that it feels dangerously close to overtaking the manga?
Well, maybe, just maybe, it's because..... Asagiri decided a long time ago that whatever happens in 110 is the only point that feels "season finale"-worthy enough, in an arc that still isn't anywhere close to being completely wrapped up, and so both the manga and the anime have been specifically coordinated to reach that part within 2 and a half weeks of each other?
I've seen a lot of people now think season 5 will end with 109, and as much as my sadistic side would find that hilarious, I honestly don't think they'd do that and realistically don't want it to happen; it'd be so cruel to cliffhanger the anime for years like that, and just doesn't feel like a season cliffhanger BSD would do, a series that is ultimately hopeful and uplifting. Seasons 2 and 3 had a positive, conclusive ending; the only reasons seasons 1 and 4 didn't was because they're technically not really full seasons of their own, and are more like the first cour of another "season" that also came out that same year (seasons 1 and 2 both aired in 2016, so they're more like one big season, and seasons 4 and 5 have both aired this year, so they're also more like one big season, again taking into account how episodes 12 and 50 are not satisfying finales like episodes 24, 37, and hypothetically, 61, are). I really can't see season 5 ending with Dazai and Fukuzawa's supposed deaths, Sigma being unconscious and maybe close to death, Atsushi being vulnerable and limbless again, everyone we love still vampires, and the entire world being basically doomed; that's just too depressing and not like BSD at all. However, having said that, if it doesn't end there, there really isn't any good place to end the season before that, either, that feels in any way satisfying or like a finale at all. And so, to me, that only leaves after 109: chapter 110.
I think things are really gonna turn around next chapter. Like I said, everyone is at their lowest point right now, it cannot possibly get any worse, the framing of Dazai, Fukuzawa, and sskk at the end of 109 is telling us that; this is the time for the heroes to finally start winning again, with Aya being so close to pulling out the sword, and for all the thematic reasons other people have talked about to death that I don't need to go into here again. This upcoming chapter being so short again makes a part of me wary of 110 being "the one", so to speak, I won't lie, but at the same time, it's very possible that it needs to be that short because that's all the final episode of the season will be able to reasonably fit in, since it's already gonna be VERY close if they do make it all the way to 109. And at the end of the day, I don't doubt at all that Asagiri and Harukawa can make these the most monumental and game-changing mere 13 pages ever if they wanted to; a chapter does not at all need to be extremely long in order to be an important and impactful one, even if short ones we've gotten in the past haven't felt the most important.
An additional thought I've had, though this is much more crack territory than all this already is, is that since we know from Anime Expo that a Stormbringer movie at some point is highly likely (judging from Asagiri's reaction when someone brought it up), it's possible that chapter 110 and thus the final episode will involve the long-anticipated return of Verlaine and/or Adam, or at least some other major reference to Stormbringer, that would naturally and smoothly lead into a Stormbringer movie to explain things to people who haven't read the novel. It would make a lot of sense, especially since the s4 OP has the Old World sign behind Chuuya, which might be a hint that this has been in the works ever since seasons 4/5 were first in planning with Asagiri. We also know that Dazai and Chuuya's voice actors apparently struggled to record their lines together this season, which probably relates to 101 and possibly 109, but it could be 110 too.... I could be very wrong, as I'm no expert on this kind of thing, but I kinda doubt they would bring Chuuya's actor in for just the vampire growls, and Asagiri placing heavy emphasis on Chuuya's importance this season in that one interview gives me the impression that he's talking about much more than just 101/109. But that's the least solid evidence I have, that's just mostly based on vibes I get.
So basically, I think a lot of factors -- the unusual episode count, how close the anime is to catching up to the manga with three whole episodes left, the seemingly arbitrary recent chapter lengths, and the climactic events of 109 -- can tell us that 110 might be a very, VERY big deal. Again, there's of course no way this arc is anywhere near close to being finished, with so much left to address and resolve, but since it is currently incomplete in the manga, unlike the previously adapted arcs, if the anime was going to adapt it at all, they'd have to find a place that feels satisfying enough to end this season, knowing there won't be more anime for a long time after this, and so I think they specifically planned for that, from both Bones' and A/H's sides. 10 episodes might not have been enough to reach that point, but 12 or 13 might have been too many it wouldn't have been if Bones actually decided to slow down and let the story breathe the way it needs to, but this post isn't meant to criticize the anime, so maybe 11 was just right. And maybe Asagiri and Harukawa specifically pushed to make recent chapters longer than usual, in order to make sure that the manga reached the story content in 110 the monthly release right before season 5 was to end.
Is this just copium? Absolutely. Am I going to look like an absolute clown in two days when this post ages like milk? Probably. But the evidence is There, so let me just enjoy my delusions until Sunday, okay đ„đ«Ą
#bungou stray dogs#seriously call me a clown and point and laugh at me if I'm proven wrong all you want#but I really feel like there's solid evidence for this#either s5 isn't gonna reach 109 at all (but I seriously cannot fathom where you would want to stop before then) or they'll go beyond it#if they really do end it with 109....... well i'll give Bones kudos for having the balls to do that ig lol#maybe i'm underestimating (overestimating???) them idk#also just to clarify I don't wanna make it sound like I think Asagiri let the anime/Bones dictate the manga's pacing#like I'm sure these were his/their (him and Harukawa's) own decisions first and foremost#not that (if this theory is true) the anime had a major impact on how the chapters were split and that it-#-would have been extremely different otherwise#i'm pretty confident in that Asagiri does not do anything with BSD he isn't comfortable with#and he doesn't let anyone tell him how to write his story#I just feel like he worked with Bones to make this near-simultaneous release happen#BUT if this is the case I don't feel like it had any major effect on the writing/final product that is the manga#like the last handful of chapters have been so incredible#so I at least am still perfectly happy lol#(i mean i'm devastated and a nervous wreck but u know đ«Ą in a good way lmao)#anyway 110 in two days please let this theory be true because I need some fucking hope already#please let Oda show up as Dazai's guardian angel to help (see what I did there-)#it would be the perfect way to end the collective season that is 4/5 with s4 beginning with Oda and now ending with Oda#Asagiri are you reading me are you picking up what I'm putting down please please a ghost Oda is long overdue please-#Oda Verlaine Adam just GIVE ME SOMEONE ALREADY đđđ#MAYBE EVEN A TASTE OF THE FYODOR BACKSTORY TO TIE INTO HIM BEING IN ANIME UNTOLD ORIGINS. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS
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wip. want to do a proper portrait render of human/alive/whatever angel but choosing a design is sooooo hard đâ
#im liking the top two the best so far so they get little hats. but im going to do a couple more until im suuuuper happy#he needs to be gods prettiest little princess 2 me but also he is from the 1940s................. the hair is so. yk.#hazbin hotel#angel dust#wip#this twink is in the 1940s mafia and he's very pretty and also a drug addict and drag queen??. how am i meant to get that across.#bottom left looks like an eboy. rip
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i know my cat knows i love him but does he know how much?
#this question haunts me#I'm literally cryinc bc it's a 'holiday' (but also fuck thanksgiving it really is and should be a national day of mourning for indigenous#communities to honor the genocide and the continued violence they face bc of american white supremacy and colonialism)#but like i do have nostalgic ties frkm childhood and im thinking abt how weird life has been#since my mom and I REALLY started growing apart (bc i started to understand things and she started spiraling)#but how none of my holidays feel lonely even whem i mostly spend then alone bc my cat almost always snuggles with me the whole time#like okay yeah this is what its all for in the end#this is what i live for lol#anyway that holiday talk sounded sad but actually it's really happy#when i tried to do holidays w the immediate fam i used to stress a lot and usually experienced something traumatic#so like it's so nice to have quiet peaceful holidays with my angel of a cat who's been here thru it all#the first time he headbutted me was when i came home from my mom's on Thanksgiving the last year i spent it with hwr#idk i just love this lil dude. hes neen a constant for almost 7 years now like wow#also sometimes i hang out w friends or facetime friends after their fam gatherings or friends who also dont celebrate#i was interested in going to an indigenous day of mourning march however i am still feeling pretty awful after my root canal 2 days ago#so i will try to go next year
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when I was little i used to hate perfume since I had mild sensory issues but now since I don't really have sensory issues anymore now I love it and I'm really sad when I realize that I forgot to apply it. I have this phenomenon/playboy?? perfume and I love it đ°đ€
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#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#female hysteria#girl interrupted#about it but now i couldn't care less about the bullies and stuff#sensory issues#autism spectrum disorder#actually autistic#autistic girl#sick girl#i mean i have just aspengers syndrome and I'm socally awkward the most of the times like I'm not scared of people or have anxiety or smth#i am not scared of people i just don't like some types of people like ex in school i used to get bullied a lot and cry every single night#but now i couldn't care less about those fuckers or about anyone i just got cold and mean to the people i don't like but#with the people i like i am sweet and happy and stuff! like a muffin or something like that. i love muffins. i think they're cool.#Basically on the outside I'm dry and cold and mean. On the inside I'm sweet and bubbly and between them I'm socially awkward.#but i don't hate being like that#I'm just being me and i think being me is great since I'm really cool talented funny I'm doing academically great#I'm pretty. i may not look like those âbaddiesâ (they aren't baddies they just wear lots and lots of makeup but in reality#theyre the dumbest type of girls you'll ever met not because they only care about makeup and getting hooked up by boys#but all of them are copy pastes and they gossip between them annd about eachother and the next day they hug like nothing happened#what snakes omfg I hate snakes and liars and ppl like that.#I hate people in general so.#i love yapping#yap yap yap#professional yapper#i love yall#angel đ€
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MADOKA - âIâm thinking Iâll order a beef udon bowl, since Sayaka-chan told me that they make those really good here. What about you, Homura-chan?â
CONSERVATION OF ENERGY - Food needs can be met with an expenditure of 1.23% of total magic. Proceed?
GRIEF SYNDROME [Trivial: Success] - MAGICAL GIRLS THAT IGNORE FOOD ARE OFTEN MORE PRONE TO GRIEF ACCUMULATION. MY ARMS WILL ALWAYS BE WAITING FOR YOU, HOMURA, BUT ITâS IMPORTANT TO BE HAPPY UNTIL THAT DAY. BESIDES, MADOKA WANTS TO EAT WITH YOU. DISAPPOINTING HER WILL FILL YOUR SOUL GEM WITH A HALF A GRIEF SEED WORTH OF DESPAIR.
TEA WITH MAMI-SAN [Legendary: Success] - Sayaka says the beef bowl is good? Maybe go for that. She knows Madokaâs tastes better than anyone â and if Madoka likes something, you will certainly like it too.
âI will have the same as you, Madoka.â
âIâm not feeling very hungry.â
[CALL AND RESPONSE - Medium 10] Come up with an order on your own
CALL AND RESPONSE - [Medium: Failure] - Youâve eaten here before, youâre pretty sure. Was it Loop 32⊠no, Loop 12..? No, wait, it was on the first Friday of Loop 68. No⊠thatâs not right. Youâve never eaten here before. In a stunning display of incompetence, you have taken Madoka on a date to a restaurant that you have never experienced before.
THE ANGEL - Itâs okay, Homura-chan! I donât mind if you havenât eaten here before. Remember what real me said, Sayaka thinks this place is good! And even if itâs not perfect, thatâs okay, just spending time with you makes me happy.
THE CRAVEN MASSES - Sayaka has raised her blade against Madoka 16 times before. You should leave this restaurant and kill her. It would only take-
FALLING SAND [Trivial: Success] - 1528 seconds on average.
CONSERVATION OF ENERGY - It can be cut down to 1243 seconds with an expenditure of 2.7% of total magic pool.
THE CRAVEN MASSES - Exactly. Do it in front of her family and make it bloody. Kyoko would likely try and stop you, but even she isnât immune to bullets. And if Mami comes for revenge, well, you know the exact words you could say that would destroy her, donât you?
THE ANGEL - A-Ah, I think thatâs a bit of an extreme reaction, Homura-chan!
HUMAN SHELL - Your heart rate is increasing. Stop that. You have absolute control over your flesh. Act like it.
MOE INSTINCT - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT ARE WE GOING TO ORDER MADOKA IS GOING TO LAUGH AT US
WITCHâS NIGHT - Is⊠is this a trap? Walpurgis may be defeated, but you know that the stage witch never truly ceases its show. Perhaps this restaurant is a part of the stage?
MADOKA - âUm, are you okay, Homura-chan?â
MOE INSTINCT - OH GOD SHE HATES US
âIâm going to kill myself.â
âIâm so sorry. Would killing myself make you feel more comfortable?â
Isnât there anything else you can say?
YOU - Isnât there anything else you can say?
THE DEVIL - Come on, Homura. Itâs high time you do it. Really, this is just another in the long, long chain of failures that make up your life. The only way to fix it is to kill yourself.
CLOCKWORK PRECISION - Target: Located on right ring finger. Target is not moving. Chance to hit: High. Plan: Retrieve pistol. Aim pistol at ring. Pull trigger.
THE ANGEL - Oh my god, please do not do that!
"I am going to kill myself."
"I'm so sorry, I'll kill myself if it makes you feel better."
"I'm so sorry. Should I kill myself?"
There. There has to be better options than this.
YOU - There. There has to be better options than this.
MOE INSTINCT - I CANâT TAKE IT ANY MORE. THE ONLY RECOURSE IS IMMEDIATE SUICIDE. THATâS THE ONLY WAY MADOKA WILL LOVE YOU AGAIN.
"I am going to kill myself."
"I'm so sorry, I'll kill myself if it makes you feel better."
"I'm so sorry. Should I kill myself?"
YOU - âIâm going to kill myself.â
MADOKA - Madokaâs face twists, her eyebrows raising slightly in shock. Whatever response she was expecting, it was clearly not this.
GRIEF SYNDROME [Challenging: Success] - IF MADOKA WAS A MAGICAL GIRL, HER SOUL GEM WOULD FILL BY A QUARTER HEARING YOU SPEAK THOSE WORDS. THAT WAS CRUEL, HOMURA.
MOE INSTINCT - WHY DID YOU SAY THAT?
MADOKA - âIâm so sorry, Homura-chan. Please donât do that. I⊠I really care about you and so does everyone else.â Madokaâs eyes fill with tears as she speaks. She hugs you.
DAMAGED MORALE -4
CALL AND RESPONSE [Trivial: Success] - Quick, tell her you were making an edgy joke that didnât land. Youâve gotten away with that before, youâre pretty sure.
SPACE-TIME MASSACRE - Twelve quarter shifts left and two up from your current space-time position, and thereâs a Japan that itâs actually illegal to not commit suicide in.
FALLING SAND - Youâve been seated for 5 minutes and 32.5 seconds already and still have not ordered. Mami has requested your presence at her apartment in 3.4 hours from now.
TEA WITH MAMI-SAN - She wants to help you find a hobby. Sheâs really worried about you, you know.
STRINGS OF FATE - You can feel Madokaâs heart beat in sync with yours as she holds you. Everything will be alright, as long as you follow the beat.
THE ANGEL - Yeah! Itâs okay Homura-chan. Just explain whatâs been going on and Madoka will understand. And then order something, itâs important to eat a full meal!
YOU - âAh, sorry Madoka. I was⊠overwhelmed with choice, and my⊠brain spit out the first thing it thought. I am not planning on killing myself.â
MADOKA - âUm, I think we should probably talk about this more, Homura-chanâŠ.â
CALL AND RESPONSE - Ask her a question to change the topic. Itâs worked in three different loops, it should work here.
RATIONALITY COMPLEX [Trival: Success] - Ask her if she wants to try anything else and then order that for yourself. This will accomplish your goal of deciding on what to order, as well as showing Madoka that her desires are important to you.
YOU - âIs there anything else youâd like to try, Madoka? We can share our dishes.â
MADOKA - âUh, okay Homura-chan. Maybe get some tempura?â
Order 10000 yen worth of tempura
Order 1000 yen worth of tempura
Order 100 yen worth of tempura
YOU - âExcuse me waiter, give me 10000 yen worth of tempura.â
HUMAN SHELL - Calories and magic are just two different types of fuel. Feed me and control me.
THE ANGEL - T-thatâs probably too much, Homura-chan. Maybe you can sneak some into your cool shield, though!
MADOKA - Madoka doesnât say anything, but her eyes do bulge out slightly. She gives you a gentle pat on the shoulder and smiles at you.
HEALED MORALE +1
RATIONALITY COMPLEX - Displays of wealth like this can broadcast value to potential mates. This will increase your value in Madokaâs eyes, furthering along one of your goals.
THE ANGEL - I think you should just focus on enjoying the food, Homura-chan. Take a break, everything is okay.
Thank you.
Why donât you hate me?
YOU - Why donât you hate me?
THE ANGEL - Because I care about you, Homura-chan! And besides, you hate yourself far too much already.
Thank you.
THE ANGEL - Youâre welcome! Now, please, enjoy your meal with real Madoka. She loves you a lot too, you know.
#disco elysium#pmmm#madoka magica#yellowed pages#this took an unfortunate amount of my day dhdhdh wrote most of this in between running to do pointless chores
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cw. none except satoru being disgustingly cute (part 2)
satoru isnât used to people calling him anything other than his surname. gojo-san to most, gojo-sensei to others. itâs simple, and gets the job done.
only a handful of people stick to calling him by his given name. to them, heâs satoru. itâs easy, and rolls of the tongue, and he greatly prefers it over the sound of his surname. it makes him feel like an actual person.
satoru never entertained the possibility of being called anything else other than those two names. he didnât think it would ever happen.
for once, he was glad to be proven wrong.
âtough day, pretty?â you ask gently, and he sighs with a nod as he throws himself into your opened arms. his body moulds easily into yours, and he lets out a heavy groan as he settles onto the couch with you. the groan is loud, and over-exaggerated.
itâs so satoru.
you have to stifle a giggle.
âeverything went horribly wrong,â he grumbles, his voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt. âthe higher ups were up my ass again, my students laughed at me again, and when i finally made it to that bakery you liked they were out of your favourite pastries so i couldnât get them for youâagain!â
âoh, my poor baby,â you coo, and gently push his bangs out of his face. he nods in agreement, faking an immense amount of sympathy for himself. ââs okay, at least you tried, hm? i think thatâs very sweet.â
satoru hums, as if heâs deeply thinking about your words. ââm still your baby?â he mumbles, deciding thatâs the most important thing right now. his eyes briefly flutter shut, consumed by utter bliss as you play with the hairs on his undercut.
âmhm, still my baby.â
âyeah? what else am i?â
this time you do giggle. he does this sometimes. you arenât exactly sure whyâbut on tough days, satoru likes to crawl into your arms and listen to you call him every cheesy nickname under the sun. itâs easily providable and makes him so very happy, so you always indulge him.
âmy honey bun.â
âand?â
âmy boo bear.â
âmhm.â
âmy sweetheart.â
âyes?â
you laugh softly. âmy mochi,â you coo, and pinch his cheek. itâs a little squished because heâs laying on your chest, but it emphasises your point.
he grins under your touch. itâs adorable.
âkeep them coming, please?â he asks, and you do. you always do, unable to refuse him. especially when he asks so sweetly.
âmy sugar cookie.â
âmy muffin.â
âmy baby cakes.â
âmy angel.â
âmy love.â
âmy husband.â
âhâhuh?â satoru stammers, looking up from your chest. he lays his chin on your sternum, baby blue eyes blinking up at you. theyâre filled with awe, surprise, and utter glee. âthatâs, iâm not. . .â
âjust testing the title, baby,â you tell him, and continue playing with his hair. he bathes in your touch and you smile softly as he grabs and kisses the palm of your hand. âwhat do you think, hm?â
âi think you should call me it again.â
âoh?â
âmhm,â he mumbles.
âmy dearest husband.â
âagain.â
âmy handsome husband.â
âagain.â
âmy sweet husband.â
âagain, please?â
you hum, impressed. âmy well-mannered husband.â
satoru chuckles, and lays back down on your chest. his white hair tickles against your skin, and he sighs in content.
âi think i want to be your husband for real.â
âyeah?â
âyeah,â he mumbles and nuzzles further into your hold. âyâve got the same ring size still, right?â
âi sure do,â you say, a content smile on your lips as you watch him slowly doze off to sleep.
âhm, good to know.â
for satoru, those nicknames make him feel as if heâs something even greater than a personâit makes him feel yours.
heâs not just gojo, the strongest. heâs not just satoru, the at-times somewhat immature adult with the sweet tooth of a child.
heâs yours. your baby. your honey bun. your boo bear. your mochi. your boyfriend. your love. and for satoru, thereâs no greater thing in the world than that.
#ê€ â sanatomis darling: gojo satoru#usually i list the nicknames i have from him of the top of my head but iâll admit it guys#i opened my notes app for this one#i call him so many nicknames i know mimi is sick of us#very self-indulgent once again my apologies (or not)#HES JUST SO#adorable#heâs everything and he deserves every nickname#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x reader fluff#satoru gojo x reader fluff#gojo x reader fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#sneaking it in again guys sorry#âŁ â„ àł đ đđĄđđđ.
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Keep Up!
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Pairings: Wolverine/Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader
Summary: Logan knew moving in with Wade was going to be a bad ideaâŠ.his next door neighbor doesnât help with that either
Warnings: 18+ fic, fem!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, smut, age gap (reader is in her 20s), mentions of alcohol, male masturbation, Logan listens to reader getting fucked, daddy kink, Logan fingers reader, p in v penetration, creampie, making out, nipple play.
An: No one make fun of me for not being able to do Wadeâs witty remarks justice, I am just a girl.
Logan knew this wasnât a good idea.
There was virtually no timeline that existed currently where living with Wade fucking Wilson was a good idea for Logan. He could barely handle speaking to him for thirty minutes, let alone sharing a living space with him.
However, behind the manâs rapid fire tongue that had a copious amount of shit talking to go with it, he was genuine, and as much as Logan hated to admit itâŠ
He didnât really have anyone in this timeline but Wade.
So, after quite a bit of groaning and grumbling under his own breath, he finally agreed to moving in with Wade, which didnât take long at all, seeing as he came to this timeline against his will with nothing but his bright yellow hero suit on his body.
To Loganâs surprise, things werenât terrible his first week there. Wade was annoying, that much was true and inevitable, however he had his own shit to do, which had him out of Loganâs hair most of the time, leaving him all on his own in the tiny two bedroom apartment.
Logan was starting to realize that maybe all of this wasnât as bad as he cut it out to be. Things started to feel particularly good on the Friday night following the end of his first week there. Wade was nowhere to be found, he had the living room to himself and a nice bottle of whiskey to grant him the sweetest dreams (or lack there of) meaning he could simply enjoy his own company in the comfort of silence that was rare living with Wade. He sighed softly as he sat back, legs spread wide as he took a sip of his drink, sinking down into the couch in a pool of pure bliss-
A knock at the door ripped him away from all of that almost immediately.
He groaned softly, lifting his head as he turned to look at the door, brows furrowed for a moment as he silently threatened whoever it was behind it to knock it again. When they did, he turned his head in the opposite direction to face the clock on the wall, noticing that it was already going into the later hours of the night.
No one should be knocking their door this late.
By the third round of knocks to the door, Logan was fixing his posture, annoyance coursing through his veins at the disruption of his night. Whoever it was that was choosing to knock this many times on their door was in for it at this point.
However, Wade was beating him to it. The man swiftly slipped past Logan, pushing the older man back down into the couch, forcing Logan to fall back with a low groan, the gesture not helping with his growing annoyance.
âSheâs here! Sheâs here!â Wade squealed out like an excited child, skipping and clapping his hands together as he made his way to the door.
âWho the fuck is that-â Loganâs words were cut off but Wade practically hissing at the man as he whipped his head around to face him.
âKeep your fucking voice down! This is one of the only things I look forward to and I will not let Arthur Morgan ruin this for me. So shut your mouth, and drink your go-go juice, alright angel?â Wade seethed out as he gestured towards Loganâs bottle of whiskey before he turned around, tucking a strand of invisible hair behind his ear before he sighed softly, reaching forward and opening the door.
Thatâs when you walk in.
Behind the door is you. Youâre pretty, young, bright smile plastered on your face, cheeks beaming with happiness as you bounce on your heels, snacks and drinks practically spilling from your arms as you struggle to hold them. Logan doesnât stop himself from craning his neck forward to get a look at you, watching as you stare up at Wade like heâs your favorite person in the entire world.
Both you and Wade squeal in a way that sounds way too similar, and if Logan wasnât so fucking confused right now heâd most definitely comment on it.
âThere she is! Come to Daddy my little buttercup!â Wade groans as he lifts you up into his arms. A noise thatâs a cross between a groan and a giggle leaves your lips as he squishes you to his chest, your eyes fluttering shut as you let him squeeze you tight.
âWade! YouâreâŠcrushing me..â you wheeze out, all while having a bright smile on your face.
âCrushing ensues when you donât visit me for two weeks. I was planning on shimmying my tight little ass down the air ducts to land straight into your bedroom so we can finish these last two episodesâ Wade hummed our matter of factly, casually keeping you pressed against his chest as he kicked the door shut and carried you into the house before setting you down.
Loganâs watching the entire thing play out from the couch, eyebrows raised as he watches someone finally match the manâs hyperactive energy levels.
âI had a cold! I didnât want to get you sickâ you giggle out softly as you turn to face him as you walk into the apartment, still completely oblivious to the other man sitting on the couch.
âPrincess have you taken a look at this mug? Influenza sees me and it runsâ he grins at you whilst pointing at his face, which only earns a gentle nudge to his side with your elbow.
You finally turn towards the man on the couch, a look of surprise on your face as you take in his face, his form. It doesnât take very long for you to come to the realization that whoever it is thatâs been sitting here this entire time, is one of the most attractive men youâve ever seen.
You never thought in your entire life that youâd see the Wolverine in person.
âOh! How rude of meâŠI didnât know you were busy Wadeâ Your voice is soft as you apologize, eyes wide and worried that youâd interrupted something you had no business stepping into. Logan can already see the way your sneaker clad feet are turning to leave, giving both him and Wade an apologetic smile.
âOh no you donât. You arenât using that sweet little understanding bit with me. If Wolvie wants to join in on our weekly Vanderpump Rules watch party, then he can. If he doesnât, then the honey badger can kick rocksâ Wade bends down a bit, giving you an assuring nod as he places his hand on the small of your back.
Logan rolls his eyes as he throws back the rest of his whiskey. âIâm way ahead of you assholeâ Logan grumbles out, annoyed with many things already.
âHold on there beautiful, donât be rude. Everything that is good and pure in the world is standing in the middle of our apartment and you arenât going to introduce yourself?â Wade scoffs out in disbelief, his words making you roll your eyes as you give him another nudge.
âWade itâs fine, he doesnât have to-â you try, seeing just how little patience the man had from the few words heâd given you since you walked in.
âMy name is Logan, I live here nowâ he nodded, his words short and brief.
You hate yourself because him acting this way is only making you want him more.
You inhale deeply before you give him a soft smile, the snacks youâd brought still clutched close to your chest, fingers pressing against the crinkly material of the various packages as you nod.
âItâs nice to meet you Logan. My names (y/n). I hope to see you around the building more oftenâ you beam, your response a bit too bubbly and excited for someone whoâd been hit with the driest, most bland introduction from a man probably ever.
Logan watches you closely for a bit, eyes taking in your bright expression, your excited eyes that are practically shining with stars in them. Youâre young, and eager and Logan knows exactly what kind of girl you are just by the way youâre smiling at him. Heâd run into a million different versions of you at bars and clubs, out on the streets when he was on missions, anywhere that he was able to be perceived, he ran into someone like you.
That in and of itself lets Logan know that he needs to stay far away from you.
He gives you a nod before pushes himself off of the couch, lazily grabbing the bottle of whiskey as he begins walking out of the living room towards his bedroom.
He can already hear your feet stepping forward on the wooden floor, so he braces himself for what he knows whatâs coming next.
âYouâre more than welcome to stay! I know itâs corny but the show is actually very entertainingâ you giggle out softly as you offer yours and Wadeâs tradition to Logan as well.
âIâm good sweetheartâ he mumbles out without even turning around, raising his hand up as he gives you a back handed wave, rounding the corner to his bedroom. âWas nice meeting youâ he makes out before slamming his door shut, the noise making you flinch.
You frown softly as you turn to face Wade. âWas it something I said?â You whisper out, worried you might have offended the man
Wade rolls his eyes at his roommates reaction, turning towards you as he extends his hand out, his palm going nearly rigid as he gives you a stiff pat to the head. âWe canât all be as excited about life as you are, angel. Life sucked the fun out of that one before you probably learned how to driveâ he sighed out before he pulled you over to the couch.
âNow! If I donât have Lisa Vanderpump meddling in the love lives of her alcoholic lounge employees in the next five seconds I am going to blow this entire complex up. Letâs get to it sugar plumâ he nodded to himself as he forces you down into the couch, grabbing his remote and getting right down to the festivities of that fine Friday night.
You however, had a particularly harder time than usual paying attention to the shitty reality tv show that you and Wade bonded over, and there was only one person to blame.
Logan.
Logan is shocked to be the only one awake the next morning.
His head is pounding from all the whiskey he drank, and he knew heâd be nursing quite the hangover from it all. What he didnât know however, was that Wade would be slumped in his bed much longer from a night with you than he was.
Heâs alone in the kitchen for maybe two hours when Wade finally emerges from his bedroom, a long drawn out groan following as he massages his temples, eyes screwed tight due to the bright sun spilling in.
âJesus fucking ChristâŠ.canât anyone afford some fucking curtains here? I feel like Iâm staring into Satanâs assholeâ He groans out, eyes finally opening to watch the mountain of a man standing over a bowl of cereal in the kitchen.
âWhy hello there sunshine, did the whiskey bottle tug you out of bed early this morning? Youâre almost never conscious while the sun is still upâ Logan rolls his eyes at his roommates words, bringing the bowl to his lips and slurping up the rest of the milk before he put the empty bowl into the sink behind him, large hand going down to wrap around his coffee mug.
âLook whoâs talkinââŠ.you and your friend seemed to have just as much fun as I didâ he sighs out, voice gravely and rough.
Wade smiles brightly as he nods, making his way into the kitchen as he lets out a happy sigh. âA (y/n) hangover would bring you to your knees grandpaâŠ.although I have the feeling you might not be too opposed to that with how your filthy eyes were eating her upâŠ.shes cute isnât she? Single too. If Vanessa hadnât swept me off my feet and stolen my heart I would have been ten toes deep into her by nowâ Wade rambles out as he searches the pantry for something to fill his stomach with.
Logan isnât shocked to hear that youâre single, and in the best way possible of course. You were very very attractive, however the way that you looked at him let him know everything he needed to know about you.
âI donât think I asked. Sheâs not my typeâ Logan sighs out softly before taking a sip of his coffee.
That wasnât true at all, not entirely at least. Logan found you attractive from the moment he laid eyes on you. Only an idiot could look at you and try to convince themselves that you werenât a beautiful girl. However, Logan knew what kind of girl you were. You were a young girl who probably had some sort of fantasy to fuck a âdilfâ (as Wade called them) and youâd bat your pretty lashes and pout your lips to get Logan to melt for you, but that was only the half of it. You only wanted to fuck him, to have someone experienced work on your body just to leave and venture out on your own once you were done with him.
Logan was old and miserable and hard to deal with, all things that he was very aware of. Being with him was not a fucking cake walk, and he knew that those twinkles in your eyes when you saw him were all driven by raging hormones that would dissipate once you realized how much of a piece of shit he was.
Logan was too old for this, and he was too old for you.
âNot your type? Of course sheâs your type! Sheâs everyoneâs type. Thatâs like saying BeyoncĂ© isnât your type and I will not allow you to disrespect the queenâŠthe bee hive is fucking scaringâ Wade practically whimpered out before he let out a groan.
âIs it the age gap? Because if it is, they sell pills for that sweetie. Itâs a normal part of life that we all go through! Thereâs nothing to be ashamed of and Iâm sure she would understand-â Wadeâs words are cut off by Logan lifting up his hand, the sharp sound of his claws shooting through his knuckles filling the air, making Wade yelp and flinch.
âKeep talking and I swear to god I will cut your dick off every single day so that you donât even get the chance to use those pillsâ Logan practically growls out.
âRelax! Jesus Christ you are violent. Iâm starting to rethink giving you my spare room assholeâ Wade breaths out before he sighs, lifting his hands up in defense before he speaks again.
âLookâŠall Iâm saying, is that a bit of a crush is starting to brew, and sheâs a sweet girl! I know for a fact that baby making factory is filled with dust and fucking cobwebs, donât you think itâs time to get those gears runninâ again?â Wade rolls his arm like a train as he puts on his best southern accent, which only further annoys Logan.
âShe doesnât even know me. Sheâll get over itâ Logan nods confidently, ignoring every word that leaves Wadeâs mouth as he finishes his coffee, putting it in the sink where he put his cereal bowl earlier.
Wade groans in annoyance. âI am being such a good wing man right now, hooking you up with her? Most peopleâs friends hook them up with Freddy fucking Krueger and they still end up getting married. Iâm giving you a real life fairy from a fucking Barbie movie and youâre turning her down??â Wade practically pleads with the man as he watches him starting to leave the kitchen.
âHook her up with someone else. Iâll be back laterâ Logan groans out, not at all wanting to continue this conversation with his roommate any longer.
âYeah fuck you too grandpa. I hope you get hit by a fucking bus on your way outâ Wade groans out as he shovels a spoonful of cereal into his mouth, the man clearly taking offense to Logan not wanting to get to know you better.
âWeâll see if she lets you off this easyâŠâ Wade mumbled under his breath, a soft smirk on his face.
Wade knew you better than anyone, and he knew that you were a whole different ball field of sweetness that Logan was most definitely not ready to handle.
And sweet you were.
By the end of the week, Logan was honestly starting to forget about you and the small cyclone youâd set off in his head ever since heâd seen you that night. He was busy with things around the neighborhood and trying his best to get used to the new world that he was living in. His plate was full and he had no time to think about the silly girl that lived next door to him.
However you didnât let him forget for much longer.
Because come Friday night, your knuckle is rapping against the door like clock work, interrupting Loganâs alone time in the same way you had the week prior. Itâs a silent gesture that it is his cue to leave and give you and Wade the living room for the night.
Logan just about catches a glimpse of you when Wade opens the door, and he notices very quickly how different you look from last time.
Last time, youâd opted for a pretty casual look. Wade had mentioned that you worked at a bar in the city, so he could only assume you came straight from there. Your denim shorts were cute, fit your ass well and he was sure you got many tips from those alone, and your purple halter top went well with your skin tone, but it was nothing fancy or out of the ordinary, just simply a girl in some clothes.
Now? Now you were putting in some effort.
The linen white dress you wore fit you snug at your middle, pushing out your tits a bit, hugging you in all the right places before falling down and flowing out right above your knees. You even went as far as to wear a bit of makeup, your eyelids sparkling a bit, lips glossy.
Youâd put in all that effort, just for him.
âJesus ChristâŠâ Logan mumbled under his breath in disbelief, hating that youâd gone this far for him.
âAre you kidding me! I get your sweaty work clothes and he gets this?? You know he takes the animal thing seriously right? Pees to mark his territory and everything. I am much more pleasant, I promiseâ Wade complains as he leads you into the apartment, eyes falling down to the small container of cookies in your arms.
âAre theseâŠ.fuck off. I have been begging you for weeks, and suddenly Jacob from twilight moves in and youâre making them??â Wade gasps out, face slowly turning up to look over at Logan as you giggle softly.
âI made them when you first moved in so I wanted to do the same for LoganâŠI hope you have a sweet tooth?â You questioned carefully, giving Logan a shy smile as you outstretch your arms to hand the cookies to him.
Wade is watching Logan like heâs your fucking guard dog, ready to pounce on the man the second he even tries to say something mean to an angelic soul like you.
It makes Logan sigh softly, eyes drifting down to the cookies before looking back up at you. âMy doctor said Iâm not allowedâ he lies before bringing his glass of whiskey to his lips, acting as the biggest contradiction as he finishes the remnants of it before he picks up the bottle and turns around to leave.
âDonât make any noise. Iâm going to bedâ he mumbles out once more before he slams his bedroom door much like he did the first time you arrived.
Wade groaned as he brought his hands up to pinch the bridge of his nose, quickly reaching out and placing a hand on your soft, exposed shoulder.
âThank god. I was getting worried I wouldnât have all of these to myself. Come on, Tom Sandoval doesnât wait for anybodyâ he nods his head towards the tv, urging you to sit with him and distract you from how utterly stupid that lie was that Logan spit at you without a second thought.
Wade sighs as he notices the soft pout on your face, your fingers nervously toying with the ends of your dress as you struggle to relax, your head probably overflowing with every reason why Logan would hate you. He reaches out, tugging you closer to rest your head against his shoulder.
âHey, heâs just a tough one to crack. Heâll come around soon peanut, I promiseïżœïżœ he assured you before he shoved his hand into the bowl of cookies, pressing one to your lips.
âNow, say ahh. You deserve to eat one after all the hard work you did, little Betty Crockerâ he teases you, making you giggle softly as you shoo his hand away before taking the cookie to eat yourself, finally relaxing into the couch as you let out a gentle sigh.
Logan really hoped that it would stop there, but it doesnât.
He knows you arenât stupid, everyone on the entire planet knows that the Wolverine doesnât go to the fucking doctor. He could drink battery acid if he wanted to and heâd be fine, so him using the excuse of his doctor telling him he couldnât eat sugar to not eat your food was a crock of shit, but he did it for two reasons.
One, because he didnât want to have to accept anything from you, it would only had fuel to a fire that Logan knew he couldnât put out once burnt too brightly. Two, was to kill any glamorizations you had for being with someone of his age. He was an old man, despite being a fucking killing machine, he was an old man. All he wanted to do was drink, smoke, fight a bit when the time called for it, and sleep, and he really could not fit a little girlfriend into that schedule, nor could he rob you of what you wanted and deserved with someone your own age instead of him.
Logan was starting to come to the conclusion that you probably werenât as smart as he thought you were.
Because unfortunately, you donât stop there.
For about an entire month, the weeks are filled with you constantly knocking on the door. It slowly goes from you bringing treats on your Friday nights with Logan, to you popping up on various days thought out the week instead.
Logan quickly learns that your love language is food, and you show that by constantly trying to feed him.
First it was the cookies, then you were knocking on his door way too early in the morning, beaming with a bright smile as you shoved a container of breakfast sandwiches into his naked chest.
âThese are for you! I made enough for both you and Wadeâ you smile brightly, plump bottom lip tugged beneath your teeth as you give him a wave before he can deny the food or give it back.
After that, you were dropping off lunch for him. He wasnât entirely sure how you were doing it, but you managed to always knock whenever Wade wasnât around, most likely because the two of you were so close you had Wadeâs schedule practically memorized, which meant that you were forcing Logan to interact with you whether he liked it or not.
âIâm off to work and I made too much! I hope you like spaghettiâ you giggle softly before giving him another one of your signature waves, skipping off down the hallway to leave for work, once again leaving Logan dumbfounded as he stares down at the Tupperware of warm food in his hands.
It was getting to the point where you were practically keeping both him and Wade fed almost completely, rarely failing to share the food youâd made for yourself with them, and always sprinkling in some of your freshly baked pastries and desserts throughout all of that.
The worst part about it? Logan isnât sure heâs ever had anything so tasty in his entire life.
You seriously knew what the hell you were doing behind a stove or at the oven, and it almost pissed Logan off to admit how much he appreciated the literal meal plan youâd set up for him.
As much as he likes it though, Logan could see exactly what accepting all of this was doing.
He saw it in the way that youâd linger longer and longer every time you dropped something off. What was once a shy little smile and a quick goodbye had now turned into you going into lengthy rants about work or the latest recipe you were stuck on, which Logan found himself always sticking around and listening to despite the fact that he rarely spoke.
That alone made your eyes twinkle, and he could hear how quickly it made your heart beat every time he leaned against the opposite side of the door from you, a soft sigh leaving his lips as he prepared himself for the words that would come out of your mouth on that day.
Logan gave an inch, and you took a mile, and that was the problem. Any attention he gave, he knew youâd take to the extreme, looking far too deep into the details of him being slightly less of an asshole that he usually was.
And on a night where Logan was laying in his bed, his mind replaying the countless times youâd stood at his door to give him food, using it all as an excuse to talk to him for a few minutes and get his attention on you, he knew it was time to cut you down from the root, and stop any dreams you had of the two of them ever amounting to anything more than next door neighbors.
He knew youâd be back eventually, it was only a matter of time until you were back with your latest meal for him. He found himself reciting what heâd say to you over and over again, cementing it into his brain as he pressed his palms against the island top one morning, eyes staring off into space as he mindlessly grabbed his coffee and took a sip.
knock knock knock!
The sound is familiar and it practically haunts Logan in his fucking dreams, the soft sound of your fists rapping against the door. He sighs softly because he knows youâre behind it, big bright smile on your face as you hold god knows what in your hands to gift to him.
âMorning Logan!â You beam, bright eyed and bushy tailed as you give him a small wave before you look down at the container before stretching your arms out to hand to him.
âYou seemed interested last time I mentioned that breakfast quesadilla recipe I was working onâŠand I think I got it!â Youâre so excited, and Logan lets out a soft sigh as he eyes you carefully before he pushes his hand gently against the container so that itâs back against your chest.
âIâŠlook kidâŠ.I donâtâŠâ his words trail off, feeling bad as you simply stare up at him with those big eyes and that happy smile, looking at him as if heâs the only person you want to see right now, waiting for him to say whatever it is he canât do.
âYouâve gotta stop thisâ he tries to reason with you, his forearm pressed against the top of the door as he stares down at you.
You furrow your eyebrows as you watch him, shaking your head a bit as your voice goes low. âIâŠ.what?â Your voice trembles a bit, because you know whatâs happening, youâve been here before. Youâve gotten yourself into this same fucked up mess of liking someone so much that you couldnât even see that they didnât like you back, going on a power trip of showering them with so much affection that you didnât even realize theyâd been trying to stop you from the very beginning.
It was happening again.
Logan knows that he canât let you down easy. Youâre too sweet, too understanding, and he knows that if he isnât blunt with you, giving you the harsh truth, that youâll just feed into the nice things that he says rather than looking at the bigger picture.
So he sighs, looking over your head for a moment before he finally looks back down at you.
âYouâre justâŠyouâre not my kind of girl, alright? Someone like you, could never be with someone like me and that just is the way it isâŠ.so quit it with the food deliveries, alright?â Heâs stern, speaking to you like a child who refuses to listen, voice growing louder and rougher as he towers over you.
âThereâs nothing you can make for me or do for me that will make me want youâ He adds salt to the wound with that one, wanting his words to get through to you loud and clear
Logan knows itâs already coming, those big eyes filling with tears that make your eyes shimmer like swimming pools, mouth opening and closing as you struggle to find the words to respond with before you give a slight nod, quickly looking away once the tears spill out into your cheeks, your hands coming up to wipe them away roughly.
âIâŠfuckâŠIâm sorry..â is all you say before you quickly rush away from the door, mortified as you open your own apartment door and slam it behind you, the sound making Logan groan softly before he closes his own door.
Of course you apologized. Here he was, crushing your dreams for his own sake and you fucking apologized. It only further cemented how wrong you and him were if he were to ever give you a chance, you were too good, too nice, and Logan could only hope that you found someone else who could give you what you wanted and what you deserved.
As for him? He wanted to focus on the relief heâd soon feel settle in now that he didnât have to face you every other day anymore. He could only hope that you little stunts would come to a halt after all of this.
Logan doesnât really have to hope for you to not come around, because he doesnât see you for a long time after that.
At first he assumed it would just be a day or two until you were back for Wade, the two of you never going long without at least chatting in the hallway for a quick recap of your day or your week, however itâs the end of the week and neither Logan nor Wade have heard from you at all.
There are no knocks at the door, no more pastries or yummy meals with your name written all over them, itâs almost as if you donât even live in the same complex anymore.
And when that Friday rolls around and you never show up either? Logan knows heâs fucked up.
Logan is thankful that Wade isnât too freaked out over you being absent that week, seeing as heâd explain that this wasnât entirely out of the ordinary for you. Although Logan knew what it was that pushed you away from the apartment, he was more than willing to let Wade believe work had drained you a bit more than usual that week, pulling you away from him.
By the third week though? Wade is pissed.
Itâs Friday night, and heâs pacing the living room in front of Logan, his arms crossed as he shakes his head.
âI donât get it! Sheâs only ever gone two weeks without coming by and thatâs because she had a cold, and she told me! I havenât heard from her in so long, I feel like Iâm a fucking military wife waiting for her husband to write her back!â Wade whined out, desperate for an answer behind your disappearance.
Logan couldnât even look at Wade, guilt eating away at him as his fingers wrapped around the ice beer bottle in his hand, simply letting the man walk around searching for answers when the reason behind his friends absence was sitting right in front of him.
âFuck this. If she wants to stop being my friend sheâs going to have to man the fuck up and tell me herself. Im going over there myselfâ he huffs out in annoyance, moving towards the front door.
Logan is on his feet before Wade can make it any further, stepping between him and the door as he shakes his head.
He knew that what happened needed to come from him, not you.
âSlow downâŠIâŠI know why sheâs not coming around anymoreâ Logan makes out slowly, his words makes Wade raise his eyebrows.
âAnymore? What the fuck did you do, kill her or something??â Wadeâs eyes are wide, and it makes Logan roll his eyes at the dramatics before he shoves him over towards the couch.
âGo sit downâ he orders before he follows behind, singing softly as he sits next to Wade, avoiding his eyes as he speaks.
âShe was coming around a lot and IâŠI didnât want her getting the wrong idea soâŠI justâŠI told her she needed to stopâ Logan shrugged nonchalantly as he gave a horrible retelling of what happened between the two of you.
Wade on the other hand, knew you very well, and he knew that you were probably the most understanding person on the entire fucking planet, so Logan had to probably say some fucked up shit to make you avoid them like the fucking plague, so bad that he probably made you-
âYou fucking idiot. You made her cry, didnât youâ Wade visibly gets angry when he comes to this conclusion, making Logan snap his head in his direction quickly because how the fuck did he come to that conclusion so quickly?
âIâŠso you did talk to her?â Logan questions carefully, his words making Wade groan loudly as he stands up, pressing his face in his hands.
âYou areâŠ.oh my god you are probably the dumbest person I have ever fucking met. Charles Xavier would be very ashamed of this behavior Logan!â Wade practically sobbed before he shook his head once again.
âYou do realize sheâs just a girl, right? Sheâs not some villainous asshole trying to do experiments on you or something. A simple âIâm not interestedâ would have sufficedâ Wade groans out in annoyance before he walks back towards the door.
âI am going to try and save one of the only friendships I have, and leave you here to think about how you are going to save ours, because after this stunt I am not sure I will ever let you touch me againâ he huffs out softly before whipping his head away from him in disgust before he swings the door open, slams it shut and leaves to your apartment, leaving Logan there by himself.
Wadeâs words echo in his head, making him realize that you really are just a girl, a girl who had an innocent crush that he brutally stepped on and smashed into a thousand little pieces when he could have easily told you he wasnât interested in you.
Logan hated it, but he felt guilty.
Heâs happy to hear that you and Wade were able to mend things together, the two of you opting to spend weekends in your home rather than his from now on, leaving Logan to the peace and quiet that heâd always wanted.
Although, it isnât what he wanted, it isnât what he wanted at all because he finds that heâs missing something. Heâs missing the smell of your cookies or cinnamon rolls or whatever the fuck it is that you bring over, heâs missing the sound of yours and Wadeâs laugh across the way as he tries to sleep, and he especially misses the little front door chats you and him would share whenever you stopped by for him.
Because over the course of the time that heâd lived there, heâd see you at least once every week, your bright smile filling his days and making him feel warm inside.
But now the last memory he had of you was you crying in front of him before running away.
Logan tries to drown out those annoying thoughts as he usually does, with alcohol. He comes home drunk on a Saturday night, stumbling in through the front door as he tugs off his leather jacket, kicks off his boots and stumbles into his bedroom to fall face first into his bed.
Heâs able to forget about you for a bit, annoyed that your pretty face had been plaguing him for days on end. Right now he just wants to sleep and enjoy the warm floaty feeling that comes with a good cup of-
âOh my godâ Logan makes out the faint sound of your voice through the thin walls of the apartment.
He realized the first night heâd moved in that his bedroom was adjacent to yours when he was going to sleep and he could hear you shuffling about your bedroom.
Every night heâd hear little things, sometimes heâd hear the small sound of your music while you got ready, or heâd hear you giggling softly to someone as you spoke to them on the phone, heâd even heard a loud thud followed by an annoyed groan from you, which he could only assume was you stubbing your toe or running into something.
Logan had heard you a lot, and while most times he was too drunk or tired to ignore it, the sounds he was hearing now wereâŠ.they were foreign for you. Heâd never heard your voice pitched that way, high and whinyâŠhe wondered if you were okay, were you crying?
âFuckâŠfuck!â
There it was again.
It had Logan frowning as he turned onto his back, staring up at the ceiling as he squinted a bit, straining to hear more of what was going on.
âThatâs it babyâŠso good for meâŠâ another voice groaned out, muffled and lower, too deep to have been your own. That, paired with a slow rhythmic thumping, and Logan wasnât confused anymore.
You were getting fucked.
Logan tried very hard not to think about you this way, splayed out on a bed in front of him, eyes red and glossy as you beg for him to give you more, needy for any sort of attention that he'd give you. He knew that you were something he couldn't feed into...
Because he knew he'd like it too much.
Yet here you were, moaning so pretty for another fucking man with a bit of dry wall separating the two of you, and it was making Logan's head spin.
His chest swelled with different emotions, anger, annoyance, jealousy, envy.....
Lust
You sounded so fucking pretty, and as much as he hated that it was someone else making you feel that way, subjecting him to a fucking audio porno, he couldn't deny the tent that was growing in his jeans.
Logan groaned softly as he propped himself up, eyes low as he stared down at his throbbing cock through his jeans, begging to be touched, begging to take the place of the idiot that was in your bed making you moan like that.
Another loud moan rumbled through the walls, making Logan's eyes flutter shut and roll to the back of his head as he took in your noises.
He wondered how you'd sound for him, what you would say, if you would beg for him. God, you probably sounded so fucking good when you begged, so pretty, so fucking sweet for him. You were so eager for him, so eager to please, there was no doubt in Logan's mind that you would be the perfect girl for him.
You were practically begging him for it the weeks prior.
His hand made its way to his jeans, undoing his belt and popping them open before tugging his cock out, hissing softly as he laid back, head resting against the pillow as his fist wrapped around his length, slowly working on his sensitive skin as he let his mind travel to more thoughts of you as your moans sang him the symphony that matched perfectly with it.
His fist moved up and down over his length, spreading his precum as he thought about what you'd taste like, how you'd feel pressed against his tongue while he did just this. He imagined you'd taste perfect, the best pussy he's ever had if you'd ever let him.
Another string of moans makes its way into his bedroom, and it has him bucking his hands up into his fists, growing closer as he chases his orgasm to the sound of your voice.
Logan felt like a fucking pervert, stroking his cock while you were getting fucked by someone else right next door. That could have easily been him had he not fucked things up with you royally, he thought.
"Im gonna cum..." you mewl out, Logan can practically hear the pathetic little pout on your lips as you announce it, and he can't stop himself from groaning out softly as he bites back a moan in fears that you'll hear him too.
"Me too baby..." He growls out between gritted teeth.
He's fucking his hand at this point, the sounds of your moans and visions of you under him driving him closer to where he needed to go, he finally cums when he hears you moan loudly, knowing that was it. Thick ribbons of his pearly cum fly out of him, making the man sigh softly as he slowly rides out his orgasm with a few strong strokes from his hand.
Logan is old and gross and truly can't be bothered with the clean up, so he opts to grab a nearby t shirt and clean himself off before he tugs his jeans off, tosses them into the corner with the rest of his clothes and turns onto his side, pulling his pillow over his ears in fears of you and that jackass going another round while he sleeps.
He wants to sleep before embarrassment can take over, because he knows what he's done is beneath pathetic. He would much rather deal with it all in the morning.
Because despite how embarrassed he feels, he needs to orchestrate some sort of plan to speak to you.
Logan knew that getting you to talk to him was not going to be an easy feat. You ran from him any time you two ended up in the hallway together, and you made it a point to never be in the same place with him for two long.
So he had to be smart with this, and he needed a full proof way to get you to speak for him for more than a few seconds.
He figured trying to convince you as himself was a lost cause, there was no way you would even give him the time of day to ask for a bottle of water let alone talk to you about his feelings.
However, you would most definitely listen to him if he were Wade.
Now, Wade most definitely would not do this for Logan. There was no way in hell Wade would risk your feelings for that, he was way too protective over you for that. He was weary of Logan when it came to you now, and rarely brought you up unless Logan asked....
Which he did quite a bit now.
He was able to snag Wade's phone while he was taking a shower, getting ready for one of his little dates with Vanessa (they were going to meet up at a bar and then fuck the entire weekend).
Logan had limited time, because Wade was already on Rewrite the Stars off The Greatest Showman soundtrack, so he had to work fast.
He stood outside of the bathroom with the door cracked to swiftly put the phone back when he was done, the man groaning in annoyance as he clicked through Wade's endless screens of stupid games with clickbait-y ads that are designed to lure children in to find his messages.
When he finally finds them, he's quick to click the icon with a picture of you and Wade and the contact name angel baby.
Logan knew he had to put on his best Wade impression for this, so he inhales deeply before his fingers slowly tap across the screen.
me: Hey baby cakes! Wolvie's gone for the night, vanderpump at mine? Like old times?
angel baby: Hi! You sure? I don't mind doing it here!
me: I have wayyyy better drinks here. See you soon!
angel baby: fineee I'll be there after work
Logan lets out a breath he was holding for what felt like forever before he quickly slips Wade's phone back into the bathroom on the sink counter, closing the door slowly before rushing out of there to make himself seem as casual as possible.
Wade is out about twenty minutes later, a clear pep in his step. It makes Logan chuckle softly, bringing his beer to his lips as he nods towards his roommate. "Hot date tonight huh?" Logan hums out.
Wade hums softly as he nods, biting his bottom lip as he gives Logan an excited smile. "You bet I do. I am getting laid tonight buddy, I refuse to be the roommates that everyone thinks fuck...unless" his words trail off as he gives Logan a look, wiggling his eyebrows (or lack there of) as he opens his hands and gives him a little spin, shaking his ass at the end.
Logan chuckles as he puts a hand up. "Im good" He refuses before taking another sip of his beer, watching as Wade reaches down to grab a shot glass and a bottle of tequila, pouring some out for himself as he throws it back. "Liquid courage how I love you...its your loss man. I'll go give myself to a woman who actually knows how to fuck" He nods to himself before pouring out another shot, throwing it back and giving Logan a wave as he makes his way to the front door.
"See ya Monday Wolvie!" He chirps out as he leaves with a peace sign, his antics making Logan chuckle softly as his eyes drift over to the bottle off tequila.
He could use some of that with having to face you.
Logan sighs as he gets up, pouring himself a shot and throwing it back before he pours one more and throws that back before he tosses the bottle back into its reserved cupboard, moving to the couch to wait for your inevitable arrival.
knock knock knock!
It comes almost an hour later, the sound making Logans heart seize up, recognizing the familiar knock as if it were his own fucking heartbeat. He inhales deeply, stopping by a nearby mirror and checking himself out before he exhales deeply, moving to open the door.
"I'm a little late! I had to stop at the store to get the proper necessities-" Your words are cut off when you finally look up to see Logan instead of Wade, your face dropping as your mouth hangs open for a moment.
Logan want's to die just from that look in your eyes because you look fucking terrified, you even go as far as taking a step back as you give a nervous laugh.
"Oh...sorry Logan..is umm...is Wade around? He told me to come over..." You quickly explain, quickly fearing that the man will have more mean words for you for knocking on his door again.
It breaks Logan's heart because you don't have that twinkle in your eye anymore, nor do you have that excited smile on your pretty face when you see him and it makes him feel sick to his stomach.
"No he actually just left, you just missed him" He explains with a shrug and a soft apologetic smile.
You clear your throat awkwardly as you nod slowly. "Uhh...No worries! He probably had something to do....could you maybe tell him I was here when you see him? Sorry for bothering you" You mumble out before giving him a tightlipped smile and an awkward wave before you sigh, turning to leave at that.
Bothering him? God, he had really fucked up, hadn't he?
"Wait!" Logan calls out, stepping out into the hallway to catch you before you've made it into your own apartment.
You turn to face him, raising your eyebrows at the man. He groans softly as he stares at you for a moment before he looks back into the apartment, inhaling deeply as he remembered Wade's words
She's just a girl.
"I don't uh...know much about that Vanderpump thing but...I'm not busy, if you wanted someone to watch with tonight?" He sighs out sheepishly, giving you a small smile.
You stare at him for a moment, a soft frown on your lips as you clutch your snacks closer to your chest, using them as somewhat of a shield for your poor heart. You couldn't trust Logan, and you weren't sure if your heart could take anymore of the mean things that he said to you.
"You don't have to pity me or anything....I'm not a child, Logan" You explain to him, voice small and quiet as your frown deepens, your hand coming down to grip your door knob as you let out another sigh.
"Have a goodnight..." You try your best to end it, and it makes Logan groan softly as he quickly rushes towards you, putting his large hand over yours on the doorknob, stopping you from opening it further.
The sudden closeness makes your eyes widen, staring up at the man as his large hand squeezes over yours, the feeling making your heart flutter with excitement.
âIâŠ.pleaseâŠ.let me makeup for being such a dick the last time we spokeâŠyou deserve itâ he nodded, eyes staring deeply into yours as he gives your hand one more squeeze.
You swallow nervously as you stare up at him, hating how warm you feel with him being so close, especially after he was so fucking mean to you all those weeks ago.
You sigh softly before your hand slowly falls from your doorknob, giving Logan a small nod.
âYeahâŠ.okayâ you agree with him before you look over to the opened door of his apartment, giving the man a small smile.
âLead the way Wolvieâ you tease him gently, the sound of your playful voice making Logan chuckle softly with you as he sighs in relief, leading you back to his apartment.
Logan can kiss his lucky stars over the fact that you actually agreed to coming back to the apartment with him. Wade was right when he said youâre the must understanding person on the planet.
He finds it hard to focus on the show when youâre this close to him, head resting against the back of the couch as you babysit a bag of sour patch, giggling softly whenever one of the insufferable Los Angeles characters complain about their boyfriend of their girlfriend cheating on them with someone else in their friend group.
Itâs hard to focus when youâre this close to him, because heâs never been with you this way before.
You had been on Loganâs mind almost 24/7 since he first met you, and now that he had you with him alone, he didnât know how to talk to you or how to interact with you. He felt nervous that he would open his mouth and say something stupid.
To sum it up, he was almost 200 years old yet a 20 something year old girl knew how to communicate her feelings better than he did.
You hum softly as you finally look up at him, pouting softly at how stiff the man looked in your presence. "You alright Logan? We can watch something else if you want" You hum out softly as you move to sit criss crossed on the couch, turning your body to face his.
Logan shakes his head as he reaches for the remote, knowing that he would not be able to focus with the sound of three Californian girls fighting over a man named Todd. "Let's talk for a bit....I wanna get to know you more" Logan sighed out softly as he turned to face you a bit more as well, watching as your face beams with excitement over his interest in you.
"Im an open book....what do you wanna know?" You open up as you take a sip of your beer, giving Logan a soft smile.
That was all it really took for you and Logan to actually hit it off, the mans anxiety melting away at the thought of talking to you once he realized how easy going you were. He was able to learn so much about you within the hours that you and him spoke, and before he knew it, it was almost 2 in the morning and you two had been talking since around 9.
"College sucks...Im literally either there or at the bar....its why I find nights with Wade so important" You sighed softly as you explained, your face falling as you pouted a bit.
Logan smiled fondly at you, the many easily seeing how you wore your feelings on your face, you were so expressive, so clear with how you were feeling and open with your emotions.
You truly were an open book.
Logan licked his lips as he brought his beer to his lips, taking a sip as he watched you carefully. Something burned inside of him. something that desperately wanted to grill you about what it was he heard that night through the wall, who it was you were with, if you were still seeing him or not.
"Yeah? Any time for dating then?" He hums out, pink tongue darting out of his mouth to lick his lips as he settles back into the couch. One of his legs were trapped along the couch, caging you in as the other rested on the floor, knee bent as his hand rested on it, legs spread right in front of you.
His question catches you off guard, eyes widening a bit as you try to register if he's asked the question that you think he asked, and if he is, does he mean it in a friendly way?
He has to, right? A man doesn't tell you that he doesn't want you just to grill you about your love life.
You inhale deeply as you try to find the right words to say, wondering how deep you should get into the current state of your love life.
You give Logan a shrug as you take a sip of your beer. "I try....my love life is in shambles though....I truly can't remember the last time I had a decent date" You frown, your words honest as you scrunch your nose in disgust as you think back to the horrible men you've dated.
Logan raises his eyebrows in disbelief at your words before he nods slowly, taking a sip of his drink before he sighs. "Mm...the things I heard through the walls would beg to differ Princess" Logan shoots back without a second thought.
Your eyes widen as you think back to a few nights ago, throwing your head back as you find yourself cringing in embarrassment over the fact that Logan had fucking heard you.
"You heard that? Logan oh my god that is....that is so disgusting on my end I am so sorry, I promise it won't happen again" You ramble, making a mental note to never fuck in your bedroom again as long as Logan was living across from you.
You were going to be having shower sex only.
Logan chuckles softly as he shakes his head, holding his hands up in defense before he speaks. "Oh no need, you sounded like you were having quite the time....don't stop on my account" He smirks at you.
Knowing that you had not the slightest inkling that he was stroking his cock to the very sound of you getting fucked.
You groan softly as you take a healthy swig of your drink, Logan watching closely before he hums out once more.
"New boyfriend?" he questions again, eyes growing darker as he uses the conversation as a gateway into more important things.
You scoff softly as you shake your head. "God no....he's just a guy from my psych class....we met at a party and he took me home and...im sure I can spare you the gory details" You giggle softly before you sigh, moving to rest your head against the back of the couch as you watch the man across from you.
Logan nods slowly, bottom lip tugged beneath his teeth as he listens to you before he speaks.
"Just a guy hum....interesting" Logan nods slowly as he tosses back the rest of his beer before he sets the empty bottle down on the coffee table in front of the both of you, strong hands resting along his denim clad thighs, eyes never leaving yours.
"Forgot about me already baby?" he drawls out, voice low and gruff, dripping with lust as he watches you closely for your reaction.
His tone and words make you perk up, breath hitching in your throat as you face the man completely. His words shoot straight down to your core, making you swallow back a whine as you stare at him with a dumfounded expression.
"I....Logan..." You sigh out softly, your hands resting on your knees and balling into fists as you physically try to stop yourself from doing something you knew you couldn't do.
Logan chuckles softly as he shrugs. "It's true....you forgot all about me princess....it's okay though, I deserve it don't I?" he questions, watching as you silently watch him from across the couch.
When you don't answer, he's quick to pull it out of you. "Answer me baby" His demand makes you flinch softly and you quickly nod before you respond.
"Yeah...you did deserve it..." You agree with him.
Logan nods with you, a soft hum leaving his lips as he watches you. "I did...was so mean to you and you were just being the sweetest thing to me..." He hums softly, watching as you slowly grow softer for him with every word he spoke.
"It's alright baby....did he at least make you cum? I heard you, you know....when you said you were there? sounded so pretty...." He groans softly, a prominent tent forming in his jeans at the mere thought of your moans.
He's shocked when he hears a tiny one leave your lips, your eyes shooting down to his growing cock. It makes him smirk softly, pride filling his chest as he moves his hand down to palm himself before he nods at you.
"Eyes up here baby...thats it..." He nods slowly when he finally has his eyes back on yours.
"Now...answer my question" He urges you once more, his voice deliciously low and gravely, the sound making you squirm in your spot on the couch.
You inhale deeply before you shake your head. "I faked it..." You mumble under your breath, fighting the embarrassment that threatened to creep up your spine.
Logan felt like he had died and gone to heaven.
Because not only were you here with him, but that idiot that got the chance to be with you couldn't even make you cum properly...which only left more room for him to come in and do the job properly.
"You poor thing....I was afraid of that..." He groaned softly before he pat his hand along his lap, calling you over to him.
"C'mere peach...let daddy show you how a real man is supposed to make you feel..." He hummed out softly.
It was all you needed to come crawling over to him like a bitch in heat.
You moaned softly once you were settled down in his lap, either one of your plush thighs straddling his lap, arms wrapping around his neck as you stared down at him with needy eyes, bottom lip tugged between your teeth.
Logan groaned softly, strong hands coming down to grip your waist, tugging you closer as he leaned in, pressing his nose against your collar bone and growling at how fucking good you smelled.
"Atta girl....go on then baby, give daddy a kiss..." He ordered once more.
You wasted no time in pressing your lips to his, moaning softly into his mouth as you tugged at the hair at the nape of his neck.
You're so...fucking sweet, and sugary, and the dulcet sounds of your moans drives Logan absolutely insane, the older man gripping your waist tightly as he pushes his tongue into your mouth, tainting you for anyone who ever dares to kiss you after he has.
Logan groans into the kiss when he feels you rocking your hips back and forth, grinding your pussy against his bulge.
"Needy huh? Want daddy to help you baby? Yeah?" He groans out, your forehead resting against his as you nod, breathing heavily as you continue grinding down onto his bulge.
Logan chuckles softly as he nods, his hand going around your middle before he flips you around, tugging you down so that your back is pressed against his chest, his chin resting on your shoulder as he hums softly.
His hands trail down your body slowly, the little top you have on has a tie at the front, one that if Logan so much as flicks, will come undone. It makes him smirk softly as he takes one of the strings between his thumb and pointer finger, tugging at it slowly until your boobs bounce free, making him hiss softly.
"Fuck, look at that....such a pretty girl...." His hands look so rough along your soft skin, calloused fingers running along either one of your tits, cupping and massaging them delicately before he brings your nipples into his finger, twisting them slightly before he goes back to cupping them all over again.
You're so sensitive, so responsive to his touch. Your hand goes up to cup your hand over his thats working on your boobs, your hips bucking up into nothing as your other hand goes up and around Logan to hold onto his head.
"Logan...please..." You moan softly, your words making Logan smirk softly as he nods, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek.
"Im here baby....just enjoying all of you first" He explains before his hands go down your body.
Soon enough, he's unbuttoning your denim jeans, one of his hands coming up to raise your hips as he tugs them off your legs with your panties in one swift move before tossing them somewhere else in the living room.
Logan lets out a low gasp when his neck cranes down against your shoulder to look down at the mess between your legs, his strong hands creeping down to where you need him the most, your own hands pressing against his thigh.
"Fuck princess....so wet already....all this for me?" He hums out softly.
Either of his hands go down between your legs, pressing right against either one of your lips as he massages you softly, the feeling making your eyes roll back as your head falls against Logan's shoulder.
He smirks softly, his head coming down to attach his lips to your neck as one of his hands comes up to hold your hips down, pressing you flush against his body whilst the other starts rubbing your clit slowly.
"Such a good girl...letting daddy apologize for being so mean...thats it baby...fuck...thats it...." He urges you on further as his skilled fingers slowly works on your clit, your moans like music to his ears as he gives you exactly what you needed.
"Daddy...im....fuck....don't stop" You whine softly, gripping his wrist as he continues playing with your pussy, the feeling making your eyes roll. You're damn near drooling and all the man is doing is rubbing your clit for you.
It makes Logan chuckle softly, his fingers speeding up as his lips unlatch from your neck so he's able to look down at you, not wanting to miss the fucked out state of bliss written all over your face that's coming to you all because of him.
"Come on baby....cum all over your daddy's fingers, give it to me princess" He growls, picking up the pace as he begins grinding his hard on into your ass from behind, matching the way your hips roll to chase the rhythm of his fingers.
You're squirming so much at this point, a moaning mess as Logan holds you down by your hip, forcing you to take what he gives you, not giving you the chance to run away from the pleasure he so desperately wants to give to you.
"Oh my god! Im gonna fu-ahhh!" You moan loudly, back arching off of Logans chest as you cum hard all over his fingers.
Logan moans with you, watching in awe as you become a puddle of nothing but moans and gasps as you come down from your high, his fingers working slowly on your swollen pussy as your arousal drools out onto his fingers, forcing them to slip around and lose their place as he works on you.
"That's a good girl...thats daddy's good fucking girl....thats it....im right here baby...daddys gotchu" He praises you, soft whines and moans leaving your lips as his rough hands move from your pussy to instead run along your body, holding you, massaging you, making it known that he was indeed there with you.
It takes a few minutes for you to catch your breath properly, when you do, you finally feel Logans very large bulge pressing into your ass.
He's too busy pressing kisses along your throat and jaw, working his way up to your cheek and the corner of your lips to make sure you were there with him and comfortable.
"Logan..." You mumble softly before you roll your hips down against his cock, your eyes locking with his as you stare up at him with a needy glint in yours.
Logan raises his eyebrows at your actions, holding onto your hips as he guides you to grind down onto his lap.
"You want daddy's cock baby? Is that it?" He questions, his words alone making you moan softly as you nod, your hand coming up and tugging his head down to press against your lips.
"Please fuck me daddy..." You moan against him, pushing your tongue into his mouth as you swallow his groans.
He nods against you, silently reaching between the two of you to undo the button to his jeans and pulling his cock out, tongue playing with yours as he sits you both up a bit before he grabs both of your thighs, lifting you up and making you gasp softly.
"Don't worry princess...Daddy's got you..." he assures you before he slowly sinks you down onto his cock.
Both of you moan softly in unison, his length filling you up completely, making your eye roll back as as he settles you down onto his lap.
"Logan...L-Lo...you're so big...fuck" You gasp out, struggling to even form words properly as Logan's arms wraps around your waist, holding you close against his chest as he slowly starts to fuck up into you.
"You can take it baby...fuck...such a tight little pussy...so fuckin' good for me...takin' me so well angel" Logan growled against you, lips pressed against your back as he found a steady rhythm in fucking you.
You're a moaning mess. Logan is so big, and he fills you up so well, better than anyone ever has, and it makes you feel like you'll fucking cry because of how good it feels.
Logan growls every time your pussy tightens around him, wrapping him up and keeping him so warm. Heâs forgotten how fucking good it feels to be this close to someone, hearing such pretty moansâŠ.
Logan thinks he could get used to thisâŠ.
Logan thinks he could get used to you.
âCome on babyâŠ.give it to meâŠcum all over my fuckin cockâ He urges you, wanting nothing more than to feel your pretty pussy spasm on his length.
You gasp softly, struggling to hold your head up as he defiles you from down below, making a mess of your pussy as he pounds into you like a wild fucking animal, the feeling foreign to anything youâve ever experienced for. Heâs like a machine, and his skilled cock as your head spinning.
âDaddyâŠdaddy IâŠI canâtâŠyouâre gonna make me cum-â your words are cut off by just that, a loud shriek ripping through your lungs as you cum hard all over Loganâs cock just like he asked of you.
âThatâs my fuckinâ girl, fuck yeahâŠyou want Daddy to cum inside you baby? Yeah? Want Daddy to fill up this pretty pussy?â He growls out, his own eyes fluttering shut at the mere thought of cumming inside your pussy, filling you up and making him as your own.
Youâre nodding like an idiot, all dumb and cock drunk as the pleasure fades and the overstimulation takes place, making your mind fuzzy and the world around you dull, the only thing youâre able to focus on being Logan.
âPleaseâŠwant you to cum inside DaddyâŠ.wanna be yoursâ you moan out softly, your eyes rolling back as you allow Logan to continue fucking up into you mercilessly, turning your brain into mush with every thrust.
âAll mine babyâŠall DaddyâsâŠfuckâŠthatâs it babyâŠlet daddy fill up this little pussyâŠ.fuckfuckfuckâ Logan growls out, his moans strangled as he pulls you down roughly onto his lap, his cock twitching with every spurt of cum, painting your insides with his seed as his large hands press your sweaty body flush against his.
You both sit there like that for quite a while, his hands massaging your skin, thumbs rubbing small circles into your abdomen as you both try to catch your breath, the come down sucking all of the energy out of both of you while you enjoy the warmth of being connected to one another.
After a moment passes, youâre finally the one to break the silence, a gentle smirk on your face as you turn around a bit to face Logan.
âSoâŠ.I guess itâs safe to say I am your type of girl after all?â You tease the man as you recall the words heâd said to you all those weeks ago.
It makes Logan groan softly as he cringes at himself, finally giving in and resting his chin against your shoulder, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek as he nods.
âYeahâŠ.I guess you are princessâŠâ
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the universe needs leclerc!sister x harry. by the universe i mean me
kiss a musician - hs
summary: harry wants to date yn leclerc. the only girl out of the four leclerc siblings. her older brother who happens to be a formula 1 driver is not happy about it folkie radio: guys you have no idea how nervous i am of posting this idk why đđ i really hope you like this otherwise i'll feel silly okay
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username1 HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE LECLERC
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âł charles_leclerc How many times do I have to tell you to back off?
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harryupdates Harry performing at a private event in Monaco tonight !
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username1 WTF?????
username2 WHATS GOING ONNNNN
username3 GOD I MISSED HIM SO MUCH
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username5 MONACO OUT OF ALL PLACES THATS SO RANDOM
username6 YALL I HAVE INFO!! apparently this is charles leclercâs (formula 1 ferrari driver) sisterâs bday party
âł username1 OMFGGG
âł username2 THIS CROSSOVER
âł username3 imagine having a rich brother who can get harry styles to perform at your birthday party
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ynleclerc BEST PARTY EVER đđ thank you to my angels @/charles_leclerc @/alexandrasaintmleux for putting this together for me, HARRY STYLES ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME ???? love you all so much đđ
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username1 OMFGGGG
username2 OH TO BE YN LECLERC
oscarpiastri Coolest party ever đ€â„ïž by author
username3 imagine being rich and pretty and having a rich and pretty brother who hires harry styles to perform at your party
arthur_leclerc Your gift from me was a Chanel purse, where is my post?
âł ynleclerc sorry turtur but harry styles > chanel purse
âł arthur_leclerc Fine I agree, Harry Styles is out of this world
username4 IT GIRL FR FR
francisca.cgomes Iâm still hungover â„ïž by author, iamrebeccad, alexandrasaintmleux, lilymhe
âł iamrebeccad Same
âł ynleclerc come to my place letâs bed rot together â„ïž by francisca.cgomes, alexandrasaintmleux, lilymhe, iamrebeccad
âł username1 i just want to be one of them đ©
username5 charles really got HARRY STYLES like antisocial harry styles who never leaves the house to perform at his little sisterâs wedding. wow
username6 THIS IS FOR THE F1 x HARRY GIRLIES
alexandrasaintmleux You deserve it my gorgeous girl â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł ynleclerc youâre my favorite human on earth
âł charles_leclerc I paid for the entire thingâŠ
âł ynleclerc did i ask?
âł username1 LOVE THEM đ
harrystyles Happy birthday again, YN. It was a pleasure to meet you and your brothers. Big love to the entire family x â„ïž by author, charles_leclerc, arthur_leclerc
âł username1 HARRYYYYY
âł username2 we NEED to see that harry x charles pic
âł charles_leclerc Thank you for the performance, mate đ
âł username3 this is still surreal to me
âł ynleclerc best birthday thanks to youuuu âŁïž
âł username1 charles or harry?
âł yourinstagram harry ofc
lorenzotl Love you so much, little one đ â„ïž by author
landonorris When your babe posts you on main đ â„ïž by author
âł username1 LANDOOOOđ
âł username2 i love their friendship and how they mess around to piss charles off
âł ynleclerc my main bitch đ
âł charles_leclerc Iâm logging out now
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ynleclerc anything interesting happening in monza this weekend?
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username1 COOL GIRL
username2 if charles doesnât win then we donât care â„ïž by author
arthur_leclerc Is that my hoodie?
âł ynleclerc whoops
iamrebeccad Youâre hanging out with me đ„° â„ïž by author
âł carmenmmundt And me â„ïž by author
âł ynleclerc highlight of my weekend
username3 FORZA FERRARI
âł ynleclerc forza charles*
âł username1 REAL
landonorris Papaya looks better on you babe đ€©
âł username1 sometimes idk if lando is just joking or if heâs being fr
âł ynleclerc NO
âł charles_leclerc Iâm in your walls
username4 HARRY IN THE LIKES ???
charles_leclerc Ma petite soeur always supportive â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł ynleclerc im here for other reasons
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ynleclerc HE WON đ„șđ„ș iâve never felt prouder of being your sister, you teach me what being resilient and fighting for your dreams means. IL PREDESTINATO. THE KING OF MONZA. FIER DE TOIN TOUJOURS
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username1 AWEEEEE
username2 THE LECLERCS MAKING ME CRY TODAY
scuderiaferrari It's in his blood â€ïž
username3 the way she was crying and hugging arthur when the camera showed them THE LECLERC SIBLINGS HAVE MY HEART â„ïž by author
alexandrasaintmleux đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș â„ïž by author
username4 BEST RACE EVER
landonorris I'll win more races for you babe đ â„ïž by author
âł username1 LANDO STOP
âł ynleclerc you're all talk and no trousers
âł username2 i love their friendship sm
harrystyles Congratulations @/charles_leclerc! â„ïž by author, charles_leclerc
âł username2 hARRY STYLES???
âł username3 THIS IS SO RANDOM WTF
âł username4 LSJSAFH WHAT??
âł username5 I guess he became with the leclercs after the party đ
âł charles_leclerc Wow thank you mate! â„ïž by harrystyles
charles_leclerc Je t'aime petite soeur â€ïž â„ïž by ynleclerc
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harryupdates Harry having in dinner in Italy tonight !
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username1 BABYYYY
username2 italyrry lives
username3 IS HE ON A DATE
username4 BUUUB
username5 i was there and he was with a girl đ
âł username1 hello spill the deets ??
âł username2 HUH
âł username5 the girl was really pretty and they were chatting and laughing all night long, they looked cute
âł username3 IM PANICKING NOW
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carmenmmundt Omg you went on a date !! So happy for you beauty âš
âł ynleclerc love youuu carm
francisca.cgomes THATS MY BABYYY whoâs the lucky guy?
âł ynleclerc canât say yet đ€«đ€«
alex_albon Charles wonât like this..
âł ynleclerc he doesnât have to know
landonorris NOOOO YOUâRE MY BABE
landonorris WHOâS THAT????
âł ynleclerc thatâs a secret iâll never tell
harrystyles â€ïž
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harryupdates Harry out and about in Monaco today !
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username1 BABYYY
username2 HE LOOKS SO RICH???
username3 ooohhh is monaco the new italy ??
username4 THE OUTFIT IM SALIVATING
username5 dilf dilf
username6 singlerry is the best thing ever
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ynleclerc happy â€ïž
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username1 OMG BABY LECLERC HAS A BOYFRIEND ??
username2 PRETTYYY
francisca.cgomes đđ my baby! â„ïž by author
username3 BRO CHARLES IS NOT GOING TO LIKE THIS
username4 WAITING FOR CHARLESâ MELTDOWN
lorenzotl Wow I didnât know about this, Iâm happy for your, soeur đ€ â„ïž by author
âł username1 the only sane leclerc â„ïž by author
âł charles_leclerc Donât support this
landonorris BABE?? â„ïž by author
âł username1 OMFG THE FLOWERS COULD BE FROM LANDO
âł username2 LANDOYN IS REAL
leclerc_pascale â€ïž â„ïž by author
âł charles_leclerc Donât support this
alexandrasaintmleux đ„čđ„č â„ïž by author
âł charles_leclerc Donât support this
âł username3 HELP CHARLES IS SO ANNOYING
arthur_leclerc EXCUSE ME WHEN WAS THIS
âł ynleclerc just flowers turtur
username5 CHARLES WAS FOUND SOBBING
username6 HARRY IN THE LIKES
charles_leclerc YN Pascale Leclerc, answer your phone right this second
âł username1 NOT THE FULL GOVERNMENT NAME
âł username2 PROTECTIVE BRO
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ynleclerc but god i love the english âŒïžâŒïž
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username1 OMG
username2 AHH I FEEL LIKE SHES DATING LANDO
carmenmmundt đ€đ€ â„ïž by author
username3 HOW DID CHARLES ALLOW THIS
leclerc_pascale Belle đâ„ïž by author
username4 HOLD ON. THATS HARRY STYLES IN THE SECOND PIC??
âł username1 YOUâRE RIGHT THOSE ARE HIS TATTOOS
âł username2 OH LORD
arthur_leclerc JUST SPILL
âł username1 yn not telling her brothers anything is so đ
username4 someone put charles on a straightjacket
username5 so yn is dating either lando norris or harry styles ?? what an icon
landonorris YOUâLL ALWAYS BE MY BABE IDC đ€
âł username1 SO ITS NOT LANDO
âł ynleclerc dude give it up
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âł username1 OH
âł username2 STYLES-LECLERC CONFIRMED
username6 CHARLES IS RADIO SILENT THIS IS SCARY
alexandrasaintmleux Prettiest girl forever đ„° iâm happy for you â„ïž by author
âł username3 charles is single now
lorenzotl Petite soeur! Your happiness is mine đ â„ïž by author
âł ynleclerc đ„č
âł username1 lorenzo is such a supportive big brother :(
charles_leclerc Youâre not allowed to leave the house once youâre back in Monaco
âł username1 HEEELP
âł username2 HES SO DAMN ANNOYING
âł username3 POOR YN
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harryupdates Harry out in London today!
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username1 BUBBBB
username2 WHOS THAT
username3 guys guys yn leclerc had that same outfit on her last insta story
username4 THATS YN LECLERC đ
username5 HARRYYN STYLECLERC CONFIRMED
username6 bro how did this happenâŠ
username7 thatâs why he performed at her birthday and he kept going to monaco OMG
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francisca.cgomes đđđđđ
alexandrasaintmleux He has his phone with him now
âł ynleclerc iâve muted the groupchat for my own sanity
alex_albon Youâre going to give your brother a heart attackâŠ
âł ynleclerc thatâs not on me heâs just dramatic
landonorris HARRY STYLES ????? HOW?????
âł ynleclerc you donât think iâm capable of pulling him?
âł landonorris yes you are đ©
âł landonorris youâll always be my babe tho
harrystyles Donât joke about that love Iâve been panicking all day
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mitchrowland And one of them can run you over with a Ferrari, by the way
âł harrystyles This is not helping my case
jefezoff đđđđđ
gemmastyles Youâll survive brother (hopefully)
niallhoran YOOO you and Leclercâs sister? How did that happen
âł harrystyles Iâll tell you about it if i make it out alive after family dinner
ynleclerc youâre a cutie
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ynleclerc đ
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username1 OMFG
username2 SHES INSANE
username3 GIRLLL ADDRESS THE RUMORS
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alex_albon You're really going to give your brother a heart attack...
âł ynleclerc he'll survive
âł username1 THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE
username4 THE HARRY LIKE PLEASE HES NOT SURVIVING THAT FIRST DINNER
username5 the vintage racing jacket and the shirt SHE KNOWS WHAT SHES DOING
arthur_leclerc DISGUSTING
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gossiphub The Leclerc family was seen out to dinner in Monaco tonight, joined by Harry Styles, who's dating YN Leclerc
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username1 OOOHHH MY GOD
username2 IT HAPPENED
username3 i can only imagine the talk charles gave to harry
username4 DID HARRY MAKE IT OUT ALIVE
username5 oh im praying for harry
username6 STYLECLERC IS ALIVE
username7 meeting her brothers đđđ i cant
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yourinstagram dinner update: he made it out alive
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username1 AHHHH
username2 THIS HARD LAUNCH
alex_albon đđđđđ
username3 i just need to know how that dinner went
âł ynleclerc enzo was a sweetheart as always, arthur was a fanboy the entire time and charles couldn't stop yapping about driving fast cars in order to scare harry
âł username1 HEEEEEELPPP
pierregasly Now he needs to meet your chosen brothers
âł ynleclerc NO
âł francisca.cgomes Leave her alone â„ïž by author
landonorris This is who took my babe away from me? đ©
âł harrystyles Proudly â„ïž by author
âł username2 OMFGGGGGG
âł username3 THIS IS TOO GOOD
âł landonorris Can't even complain you're cool as hell mate
lorenzotl He's part of our family now â„ïž by author, harrystyles
âł charles_leclerc đ”
âł arthur_leclerc CRY CHARLES
harrystyles First Leclerc dinner done. Now I need to survive my first Grand Prix â„ïž by author
âł username1 IM YELLING
âł username2 OMFG HARRY AT A GP
âł charles_leclerc See you in the Paddock, mAtE
âł ynleclerc LEAVE MY BOYFRIEND ALONE
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charles_leclerc Ma petite soeur pour toujours â€ïžđ€·ââïž
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username1 AWEEE
username2 he's such a big brother
alexandrasaintmleux My đ€đ€ â„ïž by author
username3 i wish my brothers loved me
pierregasly Everyone needs to watch out for Charles when he's in big brother mode â„ïž by author
âł username1 tell that to harry styles
scuderiaferrari Name a more iconic duo â€ïž
username4 I NEED TO KNOW HOW THEIR CONVERSATION WENT LIKE
arthur_leclerc I'll always be on your side @/harrystyles â„ïž by ynleclerc, harrystyles
âł username1 HEEEEELPPP
âł username2 ARTHUR IS SUCH A FAN
âł lorenzotl Same đ
âł username3 HELP CHARLES IS ON HIS OWN
âł ynleclerc my favorite brothers đ€đ€
âł harrystyles Thank you, Arthur and Lorenzo. I can't wait for golf this weekend x â„ïž by arthur_leclerc, lorenzotl, ynleclerc
âł username4 OMG HE HAS PLANS WITH THE LECLERCS YALL
âł charles_leclerc I think I just got kicked out of my own family
ynleclerc youâre annoying and want to scare my boyfriend away, but i love you â„ïž by author
âł username1 theyâre the besttt
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hear me out...chan trying to fit it in but he's too big and he's whispering all kinds of stuff trying to get you to take it and you're frustrated and needy and you're just so !! done !! because it feels empty and he's so close yet he's not in and finally finally, his thick tip catches and he inches in agonizingly slow simply to hear you whine for it
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âitâs too big, channie,â you whimper, peering down between your legsâ the big fat tip of chanâs cock throbs an angry red as he slides it up between your pussy lips, taps it against your fluttering hole. your ankles dangle in the air over his shoulders, thighs pushed up to your chest by his body pinning you against the mattress, so close you could feel his hot breath, ache for a kiss from the plump, spit-slick lips he bit in arousal. he grips the base of his shaft in one hand, guiding it to push at your rim; youâre frightened by the sheer size of it, thick as a can, veins fat and pulsing⊠the pressure of it was already overwhelming yet you roll your hips down eagerly, desperate for it to slide in and fill you up.
âshh, stay still, babygirl,â chan coos so sweet, his veiny hand splayed out across your tummy. âand take this fucking cock. daddy knows you can.â
your pussy is making it difficult, so wet chanâs cock misses your hole, slides up your folds to bump against your clit. you shake in pleasure and frustration, reaching your hand down to take ahold of chanâs cock yourselfâ chan lets you with a warm smile, his thick arms shaking with every slick twist of your hand.
âyou need me that bad, baby?â he chuckles, breathless. âthought you said it was too big.â
âiâm so empty,â you whine in response, angling his flared head to spear your core. âneed your big cock, daddyââ finally, finally his tip catches and slides in, sudden yet so achingly slow, your eyes rolling back in tandem with chanâs deep, guttural groan; the stretch burns deliciously, clouds over your senses as your mouth drops open in a moan for more.
âthere you go, baby, just like that,â chan continues to bully his cock in past your tight rim, slow and gentleâ but thereâs nothing gentle about the way he fills you up, inch by fat, throbbing inch stretching your wet gummy walls to their limits. you can feel every ridge, every vein drag hot and heavy⊠you let go of his shaft in favor for scratching deep red marks into his flexing bicep, scrambling for something to hold on to and ground you. âdaddyâs good girl, taking his cock so wellâ feels so good, doesnât it?â
âb-bigâ!â you croak in a daze, an echo of your earlier sentiments; it was all you could manage to make yourself say, rendered brainless in an instant as chanâs blunt cockhead kisses your cervix. âsoâ so fucking big! ân deep, daddy, fuckââ
âyeah?â chan huffs, hips stuttering flush against yours. âam i too big for your little cunt, baby? feel me all the way up here?â
he presses down on the bulge his cock makes in your belly, causing the both of you to keen, your little dripping pussy fluttering around his cock as he twitches inside of you; you desperately want him to move, start pounding your pussy like youâve been wanting so, so badly⊠you eagerly nod at chanâs teasing words, buck your hips the best you can folded in half. âyes, yes!â you wail, voice slurred, âgive it to me daddy, please!â
âyouâre so pretty when youâre begging for me, angel,â chan grins crookedly, pulling his hips back to slide himself out of your hole. you hold your breath in wicked anticipation. âbeg some more and iâll give you what you need.â
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àšà§ BEWiTCHED ME : WHEN YOU WEAR GLASSES â°ââđđđ đ»đŸđđđđŒđ đđŸ, đŸđđŸđđ đœđșđđ đđŸđŒđđđœ đđđ'đđŸ đđđđ đđŸ
đđ · đČđ§đźđ¶đđšđŹđ€ ⊠bf!enhypen x f!r 1OOOwc. ââ est relationship, skinship, petnames, enha being very bad down TT ïœĄïœĄ â fluff ⊠đATALOGUE ⥠â
 DANi : wah happy new years, flueries~ ki's was so fun to write (> <)
đđđ đđđđŠđđšđĄđ âwoah, wait a second,â heeseung says, his voice low and teasing as he leans in, his nose almost brushing yours. âwhen did my baby start looking like the hottest nerd alive?â his hand gently cups your jaw, thumb grazing your cheek as he tilts your face up. you blink at him through the new glasses, flustered, but heâs clearly having the time of his life. âdonât look at me like that,â he murmurs, his lips curling into a smirk that makes your heart race. âyouâre making it hard to concentrate when all i want to do is kiss you.â his fingers toy with the frame of your glasses, and he chuckles softly. âhonestly, though, youâre too cute. these just make it unfair for the rest of us.â before you can even respond, he dips his head, lips brushing yours. âyep, definitely my favorite look on you.â
đŁđđ„đ đđąđĄđđŠđđąđĄđ âbaby,â jay breathes, as his eyes trace every inch of your face like heâs seeing you for the first time. âyouâre⊠wow.â he steps closer, his hand coming up to gently cradle your cheek, his thumb brushing against your skin. âhow do you keep getting prettier? is it even legal to look this good?â he chuckles softly, shaking his head in disbelief, but his gaze stays locked on you, completely mesmerized. his fingers lightly adjust the frame of your glasses. âseriously, you look like a dream, princess,â he murmurs, his other hand slipping around your waist to pull you closer. âi donât know if i should stare at you all day or buy you every pair of glasses on the planet just to see this look again.â he presses a soft kiss to your forehead. âyouâre perfect.â
đŠđđ đđđđŹđšđĄ "angel, are you trying to kill me?" jake breathes out, eyes wide as they rake over your face, his fingers lifting to adjust the frames on your nose. âseriously, this? this should be illegal,â he mutters, his lips quirking into that signature smirk, but the way his ears flush gives him away. âjake, theyâre just glassesââ you start, only for him to cut you off, pulling you closer by the waist. âjust glasses? no, no, these are weapons of mass destruction, pretty girl,â he teases, leaning in till your noses almost touch. âhonestly, how am i supposed to focus when you look this good? itâs distracting,â he murmurs, his thumb brushing your cheek. when you swat at him, laughing, he just grins wider. âwhat? you want me to not tell my stunning girlfriend how perfect she is? sorry, canât do that.â
đŁđđ„đ đŠđšđĄđđđąđąđĄ it takes sunghoon a solid five minutes to notice, and even then, itâs only because you catch him squinting at you. âwaitâhold on,â he starts, leaning closer, his head tilting slightly as his dark eyes narrow. âare you wearing⊠glasses?â he finally asks, blinking like heâs just uncovered the worldâs biggest mystery. you roll your eyes, crossing your arms. âwow, observant as ever, park sunghoon.â his lips curl into that boyish smile, the one that makes your heart trip over itself, as he reaches out to tug you closer by the wrist. âi mean, give me a break, princess. i was distracted by your faceâglasses or not, itâs kind of unfair how good you look,â he teases, his voice soft but teasing as his fingers brush along the side of your face.
đđđ đŠđšđĄđąđą "baby, you look so cute, i can't even," sunoo whispers, his voice dripping with adoration as he tugs you closer by the waist, his fingers brushing over the glasses he helped you pick out. "i knew these frames were the one, but i didn't know they'd make me fall in love with you all over again." âdonât look at me like that,â you mumble, your own face heating up, but he just grins, leaning his forehead against yours. âlike what? like youâre the most beautiful person iâve ever seen?â he teases, his hands gently cupping your cheeks. âsunoo!â you protest, but he just laughs, stealing a quick peck on your lips. âwhat? just speaking the truth, baby. youâre perfect.â
đŹđđĄđ đđšđĄđđȘđąđĄ "oh, you look so good," jungwon mutters, his eyes flickering between yours and the glasses perched on your nose, a playful smirk tugging at his lips. before you can respond, heâs already pushing the frames up to rest on top of your head, his hands slipping to cradle your face. âwhat are youââ your words are cut off as he leans in, pressing a kiss to your lips, then another, and another, each one lingering a little longer. âjungwon!â you mumble against his mouth, trying not to smile, but he just hums, completely unbothered, his thumbs stroking your cheeks. âsorry, couldnât help it,â he says, but the mischievous glint in his eyes says otherwise. âyouâre too pretty, baby. i need all the kisses right now.â his lips brush yours again, and you canât even pretend to be annoyed when heâs holding you like this.
đĄđđŠđđđ đšđ„đ đ„đđđ âlook at you, my little nerd,â riki snickers, leaning in way too close to your face just to get a reaction. âstop calling me that!â you whine, trying to shove him away, but heâs already smirking, his hands darting out to gently steal your glasses. âgive those back, riki!â you protest, but heâs too quick, slipping them onto his face. âoh my god, how do you even see with these? are you blind or something?â he teases, squinting dramatically as he stumbles around the room for effect. âyouâre such a loser,â he laughs, dodging your attempt to grab them back. âriki, i swearââ you start, but he cuts you off by peeking over the glasses with a cheeky grin. âokay, okay, youâre cute though,â he admits, handing them back with a wink. as you put them on, he kisses your cheek and murmurs, âbut still a nerd. my hot nerd.â
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Oooh good one, alright.
So I have Altair Estell. His name means bird or flying eagle, which I've come to associate with freedom (bc birds are free... duh). So if I come with Estell meaning star his name would mean free star if I put my own twist on it.
The reason for this in universe was more or less an attempt to stray far from his dead name which quite literally meant fate. Fate star, named after one of the four stars in his world. He uh was not a fan of this (for more reasons than just gender identity).
Out of universe the reason for this was: Bird curse and attempting to free himself from his own narrative so he could fly free. Which was originally the goal I had in mind for him. Thissss is why I named him Altair.
Estell, simply was a small nod at the fact I wanted something with him that ultimately made no sense as things progressed.
Why is your OC named what they're named? Is there a different reason in-universe than out-of-universe?
#cai talks about ocs â§#well cai rambles about altair more like#not to mention for something I came up with when prompted I am pretty happy with it#hehe it was something I had to think real deep on and not just âoh silly angel bird needs a nameâ#NO I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR A GOOD MINUTE!!!#his name needed meaning for me#sorcerer anon of cjrp NEEDED A GOOD NAME PEOPLE#anyways im done now
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last chance; long live the inbox graveyard! âi pick a long forgotten request in my inbox and write a short blurb or musings
hot tub time machine lando norris x you âno warnings, just fluff "could we get a number 14 (pool/hot tub sex) with lando pleaseeee? so excited that youâre writing again!!" ârequested by anon on october 8th, 2024
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âhappy birthday, sweetheart...â
âi really needed this," he sighed, "knowing i would be home with you for this was the only thing getting me through the last few of weeks.â
lando could feel every single ache and pain wash away as he slid into the hot tub, stomach full of the gorgeous italian spread youâd ordered for dinner. his favourite. he swore you were an angel sent to earth, everything you did for him was heavenly, he could never find the words to tell you how much he loved you.
âyou look so happy lan,â you smiled, dropping the kimono youâd worn during dinner as landoâs eyes cast across your body, luring you into the tub.
âiâm very happy - especially when i get to enjoy all of this⊠câmere pretty girl.â
a soft giggle slipped from your lips as you grasped his hand, "let me get a bottle of red wine for us to share and i'll join you â do you wanna open the one daniel gave you?"
"ooo, are we entering that portion of the night?" lando asked suggestively as you stood up, shooting him quizzical look.
"what do you mean?" you asked earning a loud laugh from the tub, water splashing a little as lando pulled himself up to the edge, smiling over at you with a look you knew all too well.
"as soon as you start on the red wine, you get so frisky," he stated as if it was a well-known fact, one that you certainly weren't aware of.
"i do not!" you staunchly defended, earning another loud scoff.
"oh, wow," lando laughed, "yes, you do baby and i'm not complaining so crack her open..." he teased as you carefully stepped into the tub, with lando's help of course, eyes still narrowed in annoyance.
"okay so maybe wine makes me a little more amorous than usual but i think i'm just like that when i drink, no?" you pouted, earning yourself a pity kiss from the birthday boy.
"red wine makes you horny and that's okay," he teased again with a cheeky smirk on his face as you handed him the stemmed glass, "ta."
"we'll see then, won't we," you tutted, pouring two glasses of wine while lando chuckled to himself.
"i already know what's gonna happen but sure," he baited with a wink as he slowly dunked his head under the water and emerged with a shake of his wild curls, sending water flying across the room and all over you.
"you are so sure of yourself tonight."
lando's eyes skimmed across your body briefly while you claw-clipped your hair up, not wanting the hassle of having to dry it before going to bed. secretly you knew where the night was headed, red wine or notâ it was his birthday after all, but you weren't about to admit that to the man hypnotised by your every move, jaw slack from the glorious view of your cleavage.
lando was a simple man.
"well, i am the birthday boy after all so i reserve the right to be cocky once a year, yeah?" he taunted from the other side of the tub.
"yeah, only once a year..." you rolled your eyes humorously.
the distance between the two of you seemed too far for lando, so he sculled the rest of his drink and carefully placed the glass on the floor before giving you a mischievous smile.
"steady on, party boy," you chuckled as he leaned forward and snaked an arm around your waist, pulling you into his warm hold.
"i just want to focus all of my attention on you," he whispered, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear that had fallen out of your clip, his emerald irises darted over your face, finally resting on yours.
"i missed you a lot, you know."
you took that as an invitation to straddle his lap and rest your elbows over his shoulders, wine glass dangling from your fingers. lando smoothed his hands down your back and and pressed fiery kisses across your chest. his lips travelled back up your neck, along your jaw before finding your soft lips in a slow, passionate kiss. you moved in sync with him, bringing one of your hands up to trawl through his wet, tangled curls. the chlorine always got the best of them.
lando hummed quietly into the kiss before pulling back slightly, "this is the best birthday i've ever had... and i couldn't be more in love with you," he confessed as you took the chance to admire the sweet boy you'd chosen to share your life with.
you grasped his face gently between your hands and pressed another soft kiss to his lips, making sure he knew just how much you loved him, no matter what life threw your way.
"i love you too, darling... happy birthday."
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a/n â the first of the end of (f1) season sale!! this hot tub request actually wasn't forgotten, just half-baked so thank you anon for sparking up the inspiration to finally finish it! hope you enjoyed it đ
#lando norris#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando norris fluff#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#formula 1 imagine#f1 writing#monzamusings âš#monzamashmasterlist#end of (f1) season sale!!
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*Rafe is in his 40s
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Stalker!Rafe, Perv!Rafe, reader is Rafeâs friendâs sister, swearing, Rafe is a perv, age gap, public masterbation, fantasies about the reader, blood, mentions of murder, mentions of gun violence, mentions of general violence, suicide attempt, Rafe goes through her phone, peeping Tom, steals nude pictures, watches the reader masterbate, praise, Rafeâs POV
đ College Professor Rafe Cameron has been dating you for months. You just donât know it yet.đ
đȘ I smile when you look over your shoulder, the light pouring in from outside the lecture shining on you like a beacon. A fuckinâ angel on earth. My girl. đȘ
đȘHello, You.đȘ
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Rafeâs POV:
âOh, shit.â I look out on the lecture hall, crammed wall to wallâmostly old birds and a few young professors sprinkled amongst the AARP members. Jesus Christ. I match the eyes of one of my old lecturers from my time here. She gives me a little smile, and I nod, making a blush creep across her wrinkled cheeks before the lights fall low.
Do I deserve my name on a plaque on an office door at this fine university? Absolutely fucking not. But I paid for the building after all⊠American History; all first-years. You canât mess that shit up.
I relax into the wall a bit, accepting my fate, lifting my coffee to my lips, taking a sip. âR.â I hear a familiar voice. A couple of heads turn toward me, leading me to a familiar face. I smile and chuckle as I shuffle toward the aisle, scooching through the crowd.
âHey, man,â I greet him, shaking his hand before slipping my leather bag off my shoulders, taking a seat.
âR.C.,â he breathes, surprised to see me here, happy nonetheless.
âZachary.â
âGuess they're hiring anyone these days,â he taunts, jabbing me in the side playfully, making me snort out a lazy laugh. I canât lie; Iâm happy to see him here. One friend is plenty. The guy is a fuckinâ nerd, but heâs a good person. âPretty sure we both had class in this lecture hall,â he sighs blissfully, recalling a simpler time.
âYeah, man. I think we did⊠How long have you been workinâ here for?â I ask between sips of coffee.
âTen years.â
âJesus, man,â I huff. We've been outta school for that long, huh?
âNah, buddy,â he groans. âLonger. Started working here right after graduation. Been workinâ my way up the ladder ever since.â
âThatâs great,â I nod, watching our Dean of Students strut across the hall's main floor. âYou like it here?â
âLove it,â he smiles. âWhy are you here?â Zach furrows his brows, asking the question he wanted to ask from the beginning. Itâs no secret I got money to spare. Thereâs gotta be some reason Iâm here. Iâm sure heâs curious.
âI got bored. Thought Iâd go back to school; just did it casually. Nâhere I am.â
âHere you are,â he echos through a weak laugh. âI mean, you own the place at this point. Huh?â Zach wiggles his eyebrows teasingly.
âAlmost,â I chuckle, fully aware that the Cameron Library and The Cameron School of Business makes this current faculty position a little absurd.
âGlad to have you here. Truly,â he adds earnestly.
âGood to be here, man,â I smile as I relax into my seat a little more, getting ready for a day of gettinâ talked at, Iâm sure. Zach adjusts in his seat, pulling his phone out of his slacks, thumbing over his messages.
Sis: Did you want anything to eat?
Zach: Nah. Iâm fine.
Sis: Sounds good. Black coffee, two creams, two sugars?
Zach: Please and thank you.
âSoâŠâ I ask, my curiosity piqued. âDo you have any family here? You married or what-â I question, trying to be as calm as possible.
âNah⊠Not really the marriage type. Family, yeah, my sister goes here now.â
âNo shit?â I ask, trying not to be too interested, but I canât help but catch his lock screen. Him and an absolutely stunning woman posed next to each other in front of the Golden Pavilion in Kyoto. They werenât cuddled up with each other, just smiling⊠That smile. I run my hands down my shirt, smoothing out any wrinkles, raking my fingers through my hair, pushing it back slightly. Please be her.
âSheâs a Kappa Girl.â
âNot a Kappa Girl,â I taunt through an exaggerated groan. He scoffs and rolls his eyes away. If it was anything like it was back in the day that house in nothinâ short of a brothel.
âShe isnât like that, Cameron,â he drones. âShe doesnât even live at the house. Sheâs got good grades. Like good good. Fuckinâ great actuallyâabove a 4.0. They recruited her. The Kappas took some heat after gettinâ in trouble a few too many times. They were gonna lose their charter, so they switched from a social sorority to one based in education. Fuckinâ nerds,â he adds, making me chuckle, dissing her just like I had dissed him just a few short minutes before.
âRuns in the family. Huh?â
âFuck off,â he snickers. Zach hangs his head low, pitching the bridge of his nose as he lets out an exhausted sigh.
âYou good?â
He nods and yawns, eyes set on the speaker up front. âThese old bitches can go fuckinâ hard. We went to Lord Fletcherâs last night. Janice over there can drink you under the table⊠Six advils today already. Y/n is cominâ over with a coffee for me. Thank god. Iâm hurtinâ over here,â he groans, shifting uncomfortably in his seat.
Zachâs eyes brighten as he looks toward the lecture steps. I feel my heart racing in my chest, my palms sweating, almost too nervous to look. I mean, that could have been his ex-girlfriend. But what if itâs the best-case scenario? What if itâs her? What if sheâs you, princess? I turn my attention to the end of the aisle, watching that same girl shuffle along the line of people, clutching coffees, doing her best not to spill.
Fuck me.
My eyes travel up your body, your bare legs on full display, making my stomach fill with butterflies. You lean in, your sweet perfume amplified by the warmth of your flawless body from the late August heat. The second the coffee leaves your hand, Iâm trying to get your attention on me. âIâm Rafe,â I smile, extending my hand toward you.
You juggle your books and your own coffee in your hands clumsily, extending a hand as well, making me instantly feel bad for putting you through the hassle, but the contact is worth itâ soft and smooth, a firm grip on mine. You bat your long lashes at me. I canât tell if youâre just trying to get a better look in the dim light or if you like what you see, but my heart is racing regardless.
âItâs nice to meet you, Rafe,â you reply, talking directly to me⊠âSee you at home,â you whisper to Zach, who gives you a little wave as he swipes through his phone again. I smile when you look over your shoulder, the light pouring in from outside the lecture shining on you like a beacon. A fuckinâ angel on earth. My girl.
Hello, you.
Itâs been sixty-seven days since we metâsixty-seven beautiful days of studying my favorite subject. Youâre lovely, princess. Everything about you is. Even the little things you do out of habit. The way you tuck your hair behind your ear when youâre stressed, lips pursed, eyes wide. I know every look, every smile, taking each beautiful change of your face into memory. I can read you like a book.
I wanted it to be natural. How blatantly obvious would it be if I rushed into rekindling a friendship with your brother just to rush into a relationship with you? I had to ease in. Infiltrate the family; make myself a staple in your home so I could learn more about you.
Thereâs no one else better suited for you than me, baby. There is no one that will anticipate your needs like I can. Take care of you like I will. Iâm going to make my move⊠I just need a little more time. I donât want to lose the part of you that I get to see when you donât know Iâm watching.
I tilt back, relaxing into the doorframe of Zachâs office as I wait for you to stop by with his lunch. Youâre so sweet. I know youâre cuttinâ it close with youâre next class. Fuck, my girlâs thoughtful. I smile to myself, lowering my head to not bring too much attention to myself.
âWhoâs got you smilinâ like that, buddy?â
Shit. I look down at the phone, thumbing out of your Instagram, moving to Tinder. âUh, I just matched with that bartender at Lord Fletchers. I think,â I mumble, giving him a slight smile.
âJuliette?â He asks surprisedly. âIsnât she datinâ the head football coach?â
My stomach sinks, caught in a simple, stupid lie. âNah, not her. A different one. I donât know,â I brush him off, furthering my disinterest by pretending to swipe through some more.
Oh, shit. Here you come. I lift my eyes, matching yours. Your smile doubles as I catch your attention. âHi, Rafe,â you sing. My name rolling off your lips so sweetly. Oh my god.
âHi, y/n,â I respond warmly. Your hand snakes around my waist, squeezing me. âYou ready for that test tomorrow?â
You sucks your teeth and shake your head. âNot ready enough to go on a date tonight, I donât think. But I havenât gone out in so long⊠I think it would be good for me to give my brain a rest the night before, donât you?â You ask as your stunning eyes soften on mine, looking up at me for approval as I try my best not to fall apart in front of you or, at the very least, lose my shit. How did I miss this?
âIâm sure youâll be fine,â I press the words past my lips. You smile and nod before setting the food down on the desk. âWell, I gotta run-â
âSee you tonight?â I add hastily, trying to get more info about your plans just in case.
âWe got that intramural basketball game tonight,â Zach reminds me, making my palms sweat just knowing that if the date is early enough, I wonât be able to tag along or intervene.
âChett said 9 PM at Little Angieâs.â
âChett? As in Chett Ryan?â I ask in disbelief as you mention the star quarterback. A good-looking dude, but heâs a fucking idiot and a Grade-A asshole. Youâre way too good for him. He doesnât deserve you. Doesnât even deserve to breathe your air-
âYeah,â you answer through a smile, yanking me out of my thoughts.
âWell, Iâm goinâ to Lexiâs house, so you and Chett will have the place to yourselves if you wanna come back after the bar,â Zach chimes in. My body trembles with rage, holding back every urge to crawl over the top of his desk and choke him out for even suggesting it.
âItâs our first date, so I donât know if thatâll happen but thank you,â you smiles giddily, making me physically ill. âShit,â you hiss, your attention pulled to your watch, clocking the time. âIâm gonna be late. Iâll see you tomorrow, Rafe, for the test,â you add breathlessly as you race away, fleeing for class.
âYou proctoring tests now?â Zach laughs lightly, furrowing his brows.
âAh, yeah,â I whirr, scratching at my 5 oâclock shadow, trying to find an excuse while also trying to gather my emotions as my whole world crumbles around me. âI-I owed Steve a favor for covering my class last week,â I stutter, confessing half the truth. Sure, Steve subbed for me, but only so I could follow y/n on her trip to Georgia Tech for the football game to ensure she was safe⊠Zach should be thanking me, honestly. Fuck off. The football game⊠I bite at the skin on my lip, putting together the pieces of why you had even gone in the first place. For him. For Chett⊠No, baby. Why?
âCameron?â Zach chimes in. âYouâre a little more dazed than usual, friend. You good?â He asks through a mouthful of food.
âYeah, man. Iâm good,â I nod. âItâs only a few hours.â
âWhat?â Zach asks confusedly.
âProctoringâŠâ
âYeahâŠâ He nods, his face laced with concern for me; I donât even know how long I was drowning in my thoughts of her. Iâm sure heâs wondering whatâs going through my mindâ why Iâm acting weird. âYou sure you're good? You seem upset.â
âNah, man. Iâm good. Just have some shit goinâ on I need to take care of,â I smile softly. âSee you tonight?â
âYeah⊠See you tonight, brother.â
âThese are nice,â I breathe as I run my fingers along the pink petals with a smile, the spray of roses sitting pretty amongst the rest. âThese, thanks.â I pull them out, handing them to the attendant, finishing into my back pocket for my wallet.
I head out the door, walking out onto the street; the busy college town teaming with students, pouring in and out of the bars. Cigarette smoke wafts all around, competing with the aroma of the late-night food trucks. I look ahead, catching the Little Angieâs neon boot sign kicking ahead. My excitement builds as I get closer and closer. Youâre here. I look down at my phone, catching your location in the heart of the barâmy girl.
Shit. I look down at my other hand, tossing the wildflowers Chett had gotten you. He doesnât know you at all⊠He doesn't know what you like. He doesn't deserve you. No one does. No one but me.
I push through the front door, heading back toward the bar as I match your pin to my surroundings. My eyes pull taunt as I try to spot you through the thick crowd. I take a seat, ordering a beer before turning my attention back to the search. My eyes work across the low-lit room, scouring for you. I canât believe youâre still here after he stood you up. Itâs almost like you knew Iâd come and save you, princess.
There you are. Fuck, are you even real?
When Iâm around you I swear I forget how to breathe. I find myself having to tear myself awayâtelling myself that staring too hard will do nothing but bring attention to the obvious, but I am so in love. How do I even look away? Youâre perfect.
You looks sad. I know thatâs my fault, pretty girl, but I promise Iâll make it all better. You rest your cheek in your hand, slumped over in your seat, swirling your vodka cranberry defeatedly. Your beautiful eyes glisten. I canât tell if itâs just sheer beauty or if they might be glossed with tears. Your eyes shut heavily, shoulders relaxing a little more as you submit to your drunken state.
Oh, sweetheart. You need me.
âCan I close out my tab?â I ask the bartender, who gives me a little nod and a smile. I turn my attention back to you, watching as you sway ever so slightly with the music pouring from the speakers.
âHere you are, sir,â the bartender calls. I turn fast, scribbling a tip and a total. My stomach falls as I pull my hand away, leaving behind a red thumbprint, remnants of my run-in with Chett lingering. Fuck. I grab the slip of paper off the bar top, brushing my hand along my dark-wash jeans, thumbing through my wallet to grab some cash instead, tossing a tip on the counter in exchange. I push off the bar, walking toward my girl, checking myself as best as I can in the darkness to make sure that I donât miss anything else, catching a few specks of blood on my white shirt. Shit. I grab the zipper of my quilted jacket, hiding the mess.
What was I thinking? I was so excited about gettinâ to you that I didnât even think about cleaninâ up. I look down at my right hand: split knuckles, bloodied and bruised. I tug down my sleeve, just praying there isnât any more I canât see. âY/n?â
Your eyes lift to mine, softening and welling with tears. âRafey,â you slur out a whimper, eyes pinching shut. Your tears tumble down your cheeks as you try to get out your next few words to no avail.
âWhatâs goinâ on, princess?â I ask gently as I sit beside you, rubbing soft circles on your back.
âUghâŠâ You humpfs. âI got stood up.â You hiccup before rolling your eyes in annoyance with Chett and your own emotions. âI canât believe Iâm even cryinâ over him, Rafey. I know heâs an asshole.â You cry, making my heart melt as you use that little nickname not once but twice.
âHe is,â I laugh lightly, making you nod and sigh.
âAre you⊠Mâshit. Iâm sorry,â you mumble. âMâkinda drunk.â
âHey. Hey. Itâs alright,â I coo.
âAre you meeting a date?â You ask, and I swear I can see a new sort of sadness in your eyes at the idea of it. I follow your gaze, eyeing the arrangement of roses in my hand.
âOh, me?â I stall. âUh⊠No. I-uh⊠I came in here after our game. I saw you hanginâ out here for a while. Kinda put two-and-two together. Nâwhen I went outside to have a cig, I bought them off some guy on the street.â I look back to you, my whole story all for not as you practically fall asleep at the table, your beautiful face propped up and smushed in your hand. âBought them for you, honey,â I sigh blissfully as I use a pet name I've always wanted to use knowing tomorrow it wouldn't matter.
âThank you, Rafey,â you whisper. Three times⊠âSo - So⊠So good to me.â
âLetâs get you outta here. Huh?â I ask as I reach into my wallet, pulling out a hundred, tossing it on the table. You close your eyes and nod your heavy head.
âThank you.â
âAnything for you,â I breathe as I scoop my hand around your waist, lifting you to your feet. You melt into me, resting your head on my chest, snuggling in. I canât help but lean down, pressing a kiss on your hair. I breathe you in, relishing this simple moment with you. âI love you, princessâŠâ You look up at me, smiling sweetly. I hold my breath, even if you heard me say that thereâs no way youâll remember tomorrow. But stillâŠ
âCan we get pizza?â You ask, making me laugh.
âAnything you want you get, sweetheart.â
I know thereâs nothing more to worry about, but I canât help but get a little jealous knowing you dressed this way for Chett. You sway to the music on your record player, drunkenly singing along to the track between bites of pizza. Youâre happier than when you were at the bar; your sadness before I came is long gone. You flash me a smile, setting my heart ablaze, pointing at me playfully as you circle your hips to the beat, dropping it to the floor, showing me the perfect glimpse of your plump ass. Fuck me. I bare with the pain, not wanting to make it blatantly obvious that my cock is strained in my pants.
âHelp me?â You pout as you walk to me, lifting your hands in the air.
âWith whatâŠâ My voice trails away as you step even closer. Your tits line up with my eyes from my seated position on the foot of your bed. My hands instinctively reach up, resting on your hips, testing the waters.
âPajamas.â
âOh - Oh. Of course,â I stammer as I lift your shift dress over your head. I hold back a moan, my head and mind racing out of control as I stand this close to you, the girl of my dreams in nothing but your bra and panties. And not just any panties, the panties I had taken from you last week. The panties I had wrapped around my cock that I had cum all over more times than I could count. Of course, I washed them and put them back, but what luck. Itâs fate. Just stay calm.
You lets out a sleepy little yawn, stretching slightly, your back arching. Your cleavage pops a little more against the dainty lace; my eyes strain as I refuse to blink. I run my hand down your side, watching as goosebumps spread across your bare skin at my touch. Your nipples peak, teasing me under the barely-there fabric.
Help her, Rafe. I swallow hard, focusing on the task at hand, fighting back everything that I want to do. You move a little closer, slotting yourself between my thighs. I know it will be over if I look up and match your eyes. Youâll be too embarrassed in the morning if I do anything moreâif I do what I need. I can feel your eyes on me. Your hand moves higher and higher, your soft touch cupping my chin, guiding my eyes to yours.
Holy shit. You smile down at me, your eyes hazed with lust and liquor. You run your thumb along my bottom lip, biting your own. Iâm dreaming. I have to be. âThank you,â you smile, your voice coming out so crisp and clear. This is no dream⊠This is just heaven on earth. Deep breath. Help her get into her pajamas and let her sleep it off. Tomorrow. If she genuinely wants me now, sheâll want me tomorrow. She needs me. Her trust is in me. I canât mess this up. I need her too badly.
âOf course, sweetheart,â I whisper, allowing myself to drink you in a little more. I mean, I donât want you to think I am not thoroughly enjoying this⊠This is the best moment of my life. Of course, after meeting her, that is.
I reach over on the bed, grabbing your satin pajama top. You take a little breath, going to say something, holding back, settling on a smile instead. I bet you were gonna ask for something from me. Probably wanting me to take off that pretty little bra of yours instead of giving her clothes to put on. I want to be your knight in shining armor tonight. I want to protect you; I want to keep you safe.
Tomorrow night, princess. I promise.
Iâm addicted. Iâm down bad. Iâm in way, way too deep, but I canât stop. Iâll never stop. You have no clue what you do to me. You have no idea how much time I have invested in youâ in us. I have never been more fulfilled, princess. This is my destiny. You are mine; you just donât know it yetâŠ
You smile at me sheepishly, tucking some hair behind your ear before putting pen to paper and checking in for your test. You're hungover. I can tellâdark circles painted under your beautiful eyes, and the usual soft glow of your skin dimmed. Youâre smart⊠Youâll have no problem taking this test, and if you do, itâs nothing I canât fix for you.
You walk over to a locker, stripping off your purse and jacket, checking your phone before stuffing it inside as well. Holy shit⊠You shut the door, forgoing the lock altogether. Fuck, youâre too good to me, sweetheart. Iâm sure you want me to take a peek. Donât you? A smirk tugs on my lips, arms crossing over my chest as I stare you down.
You stride toward me, shoulders slumped. Iâm sure youâre gonna apologize. I smile at you, wordlessly telling you I know what youâll will say. You laugh weakly, letting out a deep, self-deprecating sigh. âSorry about last night, Rafe. Thank you,â you smile sweetly, your voice just above a hush, not wanting anyone else to hear.
âYouâre alright, Y/n. Glad I could get you home. Are you feelinâ alright?â I ask as I step a little closer.
âMâa little hungover,â you sigh. âIâI never get like that, I swear-â
âI know you donât,â I stop you. Your brows rumple, my tone a little more knowing than you expected. âYour brother mentioned you donât really drink like that,â I correct myself, and you smile.
âWell, Iâll see you later, Rafe. Thank you.â You reach out, giving my bicep a squeeze that has my eyes darting to your hand on me. Oh fuck. You're walking toward the testing room before I can look up at you again. The door fans shut behind you, leaving me alone with the equivalent of your fuckinâ teenage diary. Everything I could want to know about you that I donât know yet is on here. Please be unlocked.
âShit,â I hiss, slamming my fist against the locker, eyes darting around fast as the sharp sting of regret pierces through me at my outburst. Pull it together, Cameron. I close my eyes, doing my best to compose myself as I tuck your phone at my side, walking back toward the desk. I look at you through the privacy glass. My girl is none the wiserâI smile as you answer the next question. Her birthday. Keep it simple. That's gotta be it. Itâs not like she's got shit to hide.
I type in the six-digit code, my tension melting away; shoulders relaxing as I crack the code without any effort at all. Gotta hit the big four: messages, search history, pictures, Instagram. Don't get too greedy. I feel my cock twitch at the thought of this being in your hand. My mind instantly sails away to the shit you looks at that youâd probably delete your search history for. Hopefully, I caught you on an off day. Focus. Focus. Focus. I look over my shoulder as you breeze past the next question.
Messages, first.
Nothing crazy. A few to her friends, her brother, and a lab partner. My blood turns cold as I see Chettâs name. I click into your messages, teeth grinding, fist clenching as I read through the exchange.
Chett: you free tonight?
Y/n: I have a huge test tomorrow I'm sorry! Friday?
Chett: yeah we can do something on Friday too
Chett: cmon pretty. I owe you a beer
Y/n: just a beer? đ
Chett: fuck⊠that's a yes?? Lets go to dinner then I owe you so so much
Y/n: I can't be out late tho
Chett: I know. I got you. I'm lucky ok. I know how you are.
Y/n: what does that mean?? đ
Chett: your a good girl
Chett: iâll meet you a little angies at 8. I've got workouts late ok??
Y/n: okay đ
Chett: you better not stand me up
Y/n: never âșïž
Chett: on my way
Y/n: I'm at the bar
Y/n: found a table. We still on for 8?
Y/n: ???
Y/n: are you okay?
Y/n: just ran into your buddies. They said you ran into Kenzie on the street. Just fuck off alright? Why would you ask me out if you two were still a thing?
Y/n: I knew you were an asshole
Okay. Okay. Shit. My hands tremble as I read and reread your words. Just a clusterfuck of feelings seeing you this excited, this angry; this upset over that asshole. He ran into Kenzie? I'm sure they caught up. I'm sure he had second thoughts about your date. About you? How could someone have second thoughts about you? I knew I did you a favor.
I click into the search history. Cleared. God damnit. That leaves two more pieces to the puzzle. Instagram and pictures. I pull up your socials, thumbing to the shit only I get to see. The DMs are the same as your texts; it's nothing crazy. Search bar⊠I click into it, seeing your recent searches. Chett⊠You motherfucker. Haunting me, you goddamn dick- OhâŠ
Rafe Cameron
I blink a few times, pinching my eyes closed before fluttering them open as I see MY name on YOUR screen. âNo fucking way,â my voice comes out needy and hoarse, cracking with all the want I feel for you. I gasp for a breath, filling my lungs with needed air. How is this happening? I rub my hand across my mouth, snuffing out my smile. Jesus Christ. Best day of my fuckinâ life.
I look over my shoulder, praying I have enough time to browse your hidden folder in your camera roll. Five questions left. I open the folder, my hand instantly reaching for the edge of the desk, my rock-hard cock finally giving way as I cum in my slacks at the sight of you in lingerie. My heart pounds in my ears and chest as I thumb through the rest, watching in horror as a wet, warm spot forms on my khakis. Fuck. Thereâs five more pictures⊠My goddess. My fuckinâ princess⊠Look at you, baby. Two more questions left. Put the fuckinâ phone back, Rafe. The phone trembles as I unhide all five, moving quickly to your messages before typing in my number, sending them to myself, deleting everything fast. I swear I couldâve cum again just feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket, knowing what I have saved for myself.
I swipe everything closed as I walk back to the locker bay, stuffing the phone inside your purse, slamming the door shut before the testing door swings open. I turn my body away, walking toward the exit, checking on a knock that never happened; turning my body in the opposite direction before matching your eyes. âSo, how did it go?â I smile, positioning myself so you canât see the absolute mess you caused.
âGood, actually,â you sighs, relief laced in your tone and demeanor as you pop open your locker. I step behind the desk, leaning into the counter just enough to ensure that my little secret is safe.
Good girl.
I swear I canât go to bed without my nightly ritual; I stand outside your window, hidden just out of view, cloaked in the darkness of the hedges gathered around the perimeter of your apartment. Some nights I have the pleasure of being in your space; other nights, I settle for the next best thing, but honestly, even here is paradise.
Some nights, you stay up late, the apples of your cheeks glowing in the dim of your room as you browse your phone; other nights, you moves through your apartment chatting on the phone with your friends, smiling and laughing, every fiber of my being just wishing it was me on the other line. But on special nights, nights like this, your hand slips into your night stand pulling out your favorite vibrator, playing with your pussy like I could only dream of doing.
I never get to see what goes on underneath the covers or hear the sweet noises you make, but I get to see the pleasure painted all over your face. I canât help but pull my cock out of my pants, stroke my dick while you work on yourself. Are you thinking about me? I always dreamed you were, but after seeing your search history, itâs not out of the realm of possibility. What if you're saying my name? My beautiful girl.
âFuck, baby,â I pant as you grab the covers, throwing them off your body, my precum mixing with my sweaty palm as I take in the sight before me. I watch as the silicon cock glistens with your slick, making me spit on my dick to mirror the sight. My fist works over my dick, whimpering and moaning your name as I keep your pace. My thigh muscles tremble as I fixate on your every movement.
I know I should walk away, but thereâs no force on this earth strong enough to pull me away from this. I bite my lip as you throw your head back into your pillow, back arching off the mattress.
And just like that, I fall deeper and deeper into my mind. âWhere are we fuckinâ tonight, princess?â I mumble, envisioning us in the same room. âMy office? Fuck, youâre bad, sweetheart? You sure? Sure you canât wait until we get home? God damn, angel. You need it that bad? Need daddyâs dick right here, right now?â I moan as my muscles clench tight.
I swear I draw blood, pinching my bottom lip between my teeth as you drag your hand up, pulling your shirt with it, exposing your perfect breasts. You squeeze and twist your nipple, circling softly just like I would. âMy lips will be on you, I swear to Christ,â I moan, picturing my parted lips sucking down on your tits; catching your breasts in my mouth as they bounce.
âStop hidinâ, honey,â I grunt as your legs draw closer, and I swear you heard me because your thighs widen on the mattress, splaying out for me and only me. What I wouldn't pay to bury myself in your cunt, princess. Iâve sucked on your panties more times than I can count; memorized your taste. I need the real thing. I wanna feel the warmth of your body against me, tongue pumping in and out of that tight little hole of yours.
Your mouth falls open, chest heaving, muffled cries heard through the glass. Just a whisper, but my ears have never been more blessed. I look down at my cock for a split second, just enough time to run some spit down on my throbbing head, making me hiss out a breath. I make a tight fist, imagining myself sinking into your slick pussy as you lay on a pile of my class papers, a little pleated skirt riding up around your waist, your wet cunt just begging for me to fill it, sucking me in.
âSuch a sloppy cunt. Fuck⊠Perfect for me,â I mutter, returning my eyes to you, watching as your arousal leaks out of your pussy as you continue to stroke, dirtying the sheets below. I run my hand across my sweaty forehead, slicking back my bangs in the process, switching my hold to my balls to play with them, trying desperately to cum with you for your second time. âSlow down, Y/n⊠Shittt. Pussyâs too good. You wanna come with daddy. Don't you? Yeah you do. Atta baby.â
Another muffled moan bleeds through the glass. I need to hear you. Fuck, I need to know what you sound like. I release my cock with a panting gasp, fumbling for the glass, resting my clammy palms against it as I hold my breath, cracking it ever so slightly. There we go. I move even closer, resting a hand on the brick wall, eyes rolling back in my skull as I wrap my fingers around my girthy dick again.
âRafeâŠâ She pants, and my eyes double, stomach falling, breath fleeing my chest, drowning in my own pleasure as my name leaves your lips. Say it again. Fucking say it, baby. Tears of joy fill my eyes as warmth spreads from my head to my toes.
I listen closely, catching the sounds of your sopping core squelching through your room, cries and sighs of pleasure coming back to back as I bite my shirt, holding back my own. âJust like that, Rafey. Fuckkk, daddy. Iâm cumming,â you cry in a throaty, fucked-out voice that has me cumming harder than I ever have in my life, ropes, and ropes of cum painting the brick wall of your apartment building as I watch your finish.
I look down in exhaustion as my cum rolls down the wall, before closing my eyes in utter bliss, just imagining it leaking out of your cunt. My goddamn pussy. âTomorrow-â I pant as I lift my trembling hand, pointing my cum-coated finger against the glass with a smug smile that I wish you could see. âMâtaking you out and then weâre cominâ back here and Iâm going to make every one of your fantasies come true, honey. Mâgonna be all you need. I swear,â I coo.
I watch you as you lay there, hands trailing your beautiful body, calming yourself down with touch. You're lonely, baby. You don't need to be⊠Let me take care of you. You let out a sleepy yawn, stretching out on the mattress.
âFuck,â I grumble, post-nut clarity setting in as I realize what the fuck I just did, regretting none of it, just hoping that someone didnât see me. The street is empty. Just perfect. I grab my boxers, pulling them up as you tuck your toy into your nightstand, fastening my pants as you snuggle into your sheets.
No.
Your eyes lock with mine, and with that, time stands still. My heart hammers in my chest as your expression changes from confusion to terror. You let out a blood-curdling scream as I try to pull myself away, but Iâm frozen with fear. Run. Fuck! You fumble for your phone as I walk away from the window, my eyes never leaving you until Iâm falling back on the curb, struggling to my feet, sprinting as fast as my feet will take me.
âIâve ruined everything. What the hell have I done?â My heart shatters into a million pieces as I run down the block, charging toward my car as I fight my keys out of my pocket. Tears and snot wet my face, my whole body sheened with sweat, shivering with adrenaline. âNot only am I going to lose her, but Iâm gonna lose everything else. My job. My reputation. Everything. Fucking everything.â I slam my finger against the keyless start; engine roaring as I peel out onto the street, trying to put distance between me and you.
What the hell can I say to make this better? No one will understand. I canât fucking help it. I canât help who I am. I canât help that I love you. That I want to keep you safe. Is that a crime? Iâm obsessed with you. Itâs likeâ I think about you all the time. Every second of my fucking life. But isnât that what love should be like?
I let out a shaky breath, catching my reflection in the rearview mirror, my cheeks soaked with tears, eyes glassy with emotion. If I canât have you, I donât want to live. I donât⊠I-I canât. My foot slams on the gas, barreling down the freeway toward the bridge, watching as the needle on the speedometer climbs higher and higher as cars swerve and dart out of my path.
What is the point if I canât have you?
Iâm nothing without you.
My knuckles ghost white, as I blink the tears out of my eyes, sobbing like a child as the speedometer blasts past 100. I feel the dismare in my heaving chest plaguing me like a virus, the only warmth in my heart gone now that Iâve lost you. Just fucking emptyâgoddamn hollow. The only thing Iâve ever truly wanted is gone. You were the best thing that has ever been mine and I didnât even get to tell you⊠I lift my hand to wipe away the tears as the road blurs before me.
Days of watching you, not one moment forgotten. I was almost a part of your world. Why did I wait so long? Why did I wait until it was too late? You were saying my name? You wanted me just as bad as I wanted youâŠ
The world around me gets a little brighter as I pull onto the bridge, illuminated with streetlamps, before the world dives off into the dark waters below.
What if she feels guilt? What if she blames herself? What if this ruins hers too?
I thread through the gap of cars, vehicles slamming on their breaks around me, unable to swerve on the bridge like they were on the road before making every move sharper; more erraticâthe line thinning, between life and death.
Maybe sheâll forgive me after Iâm deadâŠ
RING. RING. RING.
I look down at my phone, seeing your brother's name light up the screen. âHello?â I choke the word out, biting my lips to hold back my sniffles and sobs as I speed closer and closer to the edge, waiting for him to blow out my speakers. âASSHOLE. PERV. STALKER. PSYCHOPATH-â
âHey, Rafe. You good, man?â He asks worriedly, his gentle voice pulling me out of the pit. My foot pulls off the glass as Iâm hit with a sliver of hope, before slamming on the breaks. My tires screech as my car skids across the bridge, stomach falling as I get so close to the edge that the grille of my Cadillac kisses the guardrail, nothing but blackness and open water before me.
âMâYeah. Yeah. Iâm good.â
You dive into my arms, hands wrapped tightly around my waist as you bury your head in my chest. Your warm, wet tears soak through my shirt, blessing my skin as I hold you close. âThank you so much for coming, Rafe,â you sniffle.
âOf course, Y/n,â I whisper as you tremble in my arms like a leaf. âDid you get a good look at him?â
You shake your head, letting out a frail little sigh. âNoâŠâ
âGo inside. Aight? Youâve been through enough. Let me check it out. Iâll be in in a second. Okay?â You nod, looking up at me with doe-eyes and a trembling lip. I cup your tear stained cheek in my hand, brushing your skin nice and soft. You tilt into me, needing me closer. âIâm sorry you went through this⊠But, itâs just some creep. Iâm not gonna leave you tonight. I swear.â
âThank you,â you whimper.
ââCourse, sweetheart.â
âNow, you, get inside and try to relax. Huh? Itâll only take me a second.â You nod and step inside, holding my hand until the last moment.
I walk down the stairs, strolling through the landscaping to your window. I suck my teeth, looking down at the stained brick before lifting my hand, running my thumb along my tongue, scrubbing the little cum mark I left with my finger. âAll clear,â I whisper, smiling to myself as my night takes a turn for the better.
I walk up your steps, stepping into the apartment as you pour a glass of wine for you and I. âThank you, Rafe. Iâm so glad youâre here,â you smile, your voice weak as you walk toward me in your satin pajamas, passing me a glass.
âCall me anytime you need me. Okay?â I smile as I reach my hand out for you. You tangle your fingers in mine, moving a little closer, rising on your tippy toes, pressing a soft kiss on my cheek.
The two of us walk over to the couch, taking a seat. You snuggle into my chest just like you did at the bar. Your body relaxes in mine. The adrenaline and excitement of the night wears off fast, and itâs not long before your eyes start to beat closed. I donât think I can sleep. I donât want to. Truthfully, I could stay this way forever with you. Your soft sounds fill my ears as I focus on your breathing and the shape of your body in mine. I couldnât dream of a more perfect moment with you, sweetheart. My girl. Mine. A satisfied smile plays on my lips as I reach over, flicking on the evening news.
âHello, my name is Belle Lee, reporting live from the downtown district. An investigation is underway after a University student was found dead with multiple gunshot wounds. College officials have identified the victim as 22-year-old Chett Lee from Tampa Bay, Florida. This is an active investigation. Any tips or other information can be directed to the local authorities. Currently, there are no known suspects in this gruesome murder.â
A smirk pulls on my lips as I flick off the TV, darkness falling all around us. I lift you into my arms, holding you close, walking you to your room before setting you down on the mattress. I rub my thumb across you pillowy lips, not wanting to push it too far by kissing you goodnight. My belly stirs as I think about the cum I had just cleaned off the glass, any reminents now hanging on your perfect lips.
Iâll just have to settle for that tonight.
I stroke your hair gently, brushing it off your beautiful face. Just leave, Rafe⊠JustâI succumb to my urges, kissing your forehead instead, lingering as long as I possibly can before pulling away. Your eyes match mine, staring up at me.
âStay.â
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i am on my hands and knees begging for a shred of keigo takami baby bird kfc angel content from you, if you write hawks i will finally know true peace
â MEET & GREET ; 1 / 2 ; HAWKS ; ćæ
summary: you manage to snag two VIP meet & greet tickets for your nephew's birthday. he insists you join him. part one of two. pairing: keigo takami ; hawks / f!reader word count: 3.1k tags: humor, meet-cute, pro hero culture, birbs ignores all relevant timelines yet again, fluff, phone-flirting, hawks is great with kids, t+, relatable pre-hook up hesitation, they will fuck next time a/n: hawks is the chappell roan of the mha universe. stop touching him. this man actually changed my brain chemistry in early 2023 but we don't need to talk about that. anways, this poll was on the ropes all day and i made the executive choice to feed the hawks birblets.
You feel like your face has been set in a semi-permanent cringe all morning.Â
In your right hand, you're clutching your half-finished iced coffee for dear life. In your other, you're clinging to your nephew as he drags you through the convention center â one of the bright red wings of his beloved, homemade cosplay has started to go lopsided, and the six-year-old excitedly tugs it back in place as he tries to yank you forward.
"C'mon! We're gonna be late!"Â
This really wasn't your scene.
Fan conventions had a way of making your skin itch. The amount of sexy All Mights you've seen this morning alone has to be some sort of milestone indicator for the environment. Whether nature is healing or dying, though, you have no idea.Â
If you had it your way, you'd spend the rest of the day mingling through the artist stalls â but, to your nephew Hayami's point, the two of you had somewhere to be.
Your VIP meet-and-greet badge swings as you trip up and laugh. "Okay! Okay, slow down! You're about to yank my arm off!"
It was the best birthday gift imaginable for Hayami. You officially cemented your title as The Coolest Aunt Ever when you managed to snag the two VIP convention meet-and-greet tickets (complete with a professional photo and two signed copies of the convention's annual poster) after a harrowing seven hours in an online Ticketmaster line. There were only a hundred of them sold â and sure, you coulda thrown that pretty hunk of cash into a college fund for Hayami, but he was deeply in his hero phase.Â
Originally you expected that Hayami's father, your brother-in-law, would want to go.
But, no, Hayami himself insisted you come with him.
After all, you helped me with my costume, he begged, I wouldn't have been able to do it without you!
That you did. Many a hot glue gun burn was suffered at the hands of those damn red feathers. If you squint from far away, the cosplay isn't half bad considering the thrift and dollar-store materials. It wasn't one of those inch-to-inch replicas, but it worked.Â
He's like a cute, bouncing mini Hawks. Complete with goggles and wings.
And Hayami is happy. And that's all that matters to you.Â
The line is already pretty long, and Hayami runs his gloved hands along the line barriers as he races to his spot, audibly wooshing the whole way â just like Hawks does, probably. His badge jingles, and he hops to a stop as you come up behind him and pat his head. The six-year-old stands up on his tippy-toes, trying to see around the Miss Midnight fan in front of them.Â
"Can you see him?" he chatters excitedly, "Ti, can you?"
He's called you Ti ever since he could speak. Auntie was too long, and the shortened version has stuck.Â
You hop up onto your tippy-toes, mimicking him â and you swear you catch a glimpse of a crimson feather plumage over the gathered heads of the other meet-and-greet fans. It might be another cosplayer.
"I dunno," you whisper, your eyes darting to your phone's lock screen, "It's supposed to start any minuteâ"
The telltale roar of fanfare lets you know exactly who has just arrived.Â
Hayami's excitement is palpable. Without a word, you're hauling him up and perching him on your shoulders. His hands land in your hair, and you can feel his smile from down here.Â
"Ti! It's him!"
The line starts moving not long after, and you finish your iced coffee while Hayami stays perched on your shoulders, utterly starstruck. You weave through the barriers, moving up a few feet every minute, until you're only four or five people away from where Hawks sits behind a long table.Â
You have to admit, the guy is pretty cute.Â
Cuter than the fan-cams make him out to be, even.Â
Sandy blonde hair, sharp gold eyes, and big wings. There's no doubt in your mind he's showboating, but as people approach the table, you notice this hesitant twitch ripple through the red feathers every time someone gets a little too close.Â
That cringe from earlier washes over your face again as a girl reaches over the table to roughly run her fingers across one of his flight feathers.Â
It's Keigo's least favorite part of all this.Â
I mean, there's a part of him that gets it. He's the #2 Hero in all of Japan. He's a big deal. He's top of the popularity polls, he's the people's bird, y'know? He's a marketed commodity that sells out each and every time.Â
But, that doesn't mean he likes being touched.
Especially the wings. Hands off the wings.
"Hey, Hayami?" you ask, tilting your head up as you both step forward.
You can feel the sudden nervousness creeping up on Hayami as he nods and looks down at you. "Y-Yea?"
"Make sure you ask for permission if you touch his wings, okay?" you say gently, muscling him down from your shoulders and doing a once over on his mini-Hawks cosplay, "And remember to tell him your name!"
Hayami nods, his nerves palpable as he realizes the two of you are next.Â
On instinct, his hand shoots out and grips yours for dear life.Â
And then, one of the marketers waves the two of you forward.
The first word that comes to Keigo's mind is MILF. You're cute. Real cute. Definitely not the usual sort he meets at conventions, and definitely not the usual sort that buys a ticket to his meet-and-greets. The kid clinging to your arm is arguably even cuter, and Hawks can't hide the blooming grin on his face when the pair of you step forward.
"Woa-ho!" he yaps from behind the patterned table, "Dude! Nice outfit!"
Hayami is panicking. You can tell from his shocked silence as the two of you step forward. You bend at the knees, squatting to your nephew's height, then encourage him to go ahead, go on. His big, brown eyes bob from you to Hawks.Â
"Go ahead, Hayami," you encourage softly, "Say hi."
Oh, shit. You're really cute. Is this your kid? Nah, no way. You're way too young to be his mom. Unlessâ
You've seriously got him weighing the pros and cons of step-fatherhood and he doesn't even know your name.Â
He could do stepdad shit at twenty-six. Right?
"Hi, Mr. Hawks," comes the shy voice of the mini Hawks before him; the sandy blonde's chest clenches.Â
This is too fuckin' cute.
"Heh, hey kid," he chirps back, leaning forward on the table as his mouth curves into a friendly grin; Hawks' eyes are trained on the kid's growing smile, "What's your name?"
"H-Hayami."
"It's cool t' meetcha, Hayami," Hawks parrots as your own proud smile grows. There's relief flooding your shoulders. Thank god, Hayami didn't choke the clutch moment, "I like your wings, lil' dude!"
Hayami gives a little turn, wiggling his prized, handmade possession. His confidence is building; the compliment lights the kid's cheeks up.Â
"My aunt helped me make them!" Hayami chatters, his eyes brightening from behind the flight goggles strapped to his head, "She says I need to ask for your permission to touch your feathers!"
Keigo's gold eyes slip to your face. You give him an apologetic grimace, your eyes flicking to the girl beyond the VIP area still screaming about how she touched him, she touched Hawks, oh my god. You mouth out a silent apology.
Hawks' finds himself a little speechless. Doesn't happen often.Â
He's not used to having some say in how he's objectified and consumed.
A sandy brow quirks as he pushes his yellow-tinted visor up, and into his hair. He seems shocked. It's not an expression you've seen on the #2 before â and in the last few weeks, you've seen plenty of Hawks content during Hayami's cosplaying journey. The reference material is pretty expansive.
"That's real considerate, chickadee â I appreciate that," his voice is soft; his smile is a little looser, "C'mere, Hayami, you wanna hold a feather while I sign your poster?"
This is, like, the best day of Hayami's life.Â
Hawks brings his visor back down.Â
You stand to full height, wringing your purse's strap, watching Hayami hold both hands out as one of the delicate pieces of plumage floats into his hands on command. He cradles it like treasure, his big brown eyes glimmering with new-found amazement.Â
You step forward, and place a hand on Hayami's shoulder as he gently ushers his hands toward your face. "Ti, look, isn't this, like, the coolest thing ever â it's one of Hawks' feathers!"
Hawks' eyes flick up to the two of you as his pen darts across the two VIP package posters. There's a smirk on his face as he pays half attention to the task of signing.Â
And scribbling his number on the back of one.
"I see that," you chuckle, leaning in to inspect the beautiful, crimson feather, "Make sure you say thâ"
Before you finish your sentence, the very feather in question darts up to tickle the tip of your nose. Your immediate reaction is to scrunch your nose and grin. It's not so much ticklish as it is gentle. For good measure, Hawks gives Hayami a little brush on the cheek, too. The boy descends into delighted laughter, allowing the feather to zip back through the air and into its designated place in his wings.Â
Hawks is smirking.
"Alright you two," comes the level voice of the marketer; the camera in her hands is bulky, and a signifier that their time meeting #2 is nearly up, "Let's get in nice and close for a photo!"
The table proves to be a bit of a pain, but you bend down to Hayami's height as Hawks leans over the table and gives you both bunny ears. The camera flash burns bright in your eyes as Hayami's hand darts into yours again.Â
"Here you two go," Hawks rumbles easily; he's standing now, and you find yourself yet again struck by how handsome he is. He smells like summer air and some expensive cologne you'll probably never know the name of. Definitely one of his sponsors.Â
You take both posters, as Hayami's excitement seems to overflow and he's nearly buzzing with excitement to know he has Hawks' autograph. The boy bounces at your heels as he clutches his signed copy of the annual convention poster. His big, brown eyes are wide with pure joy.Â
"Thank you!" Hayami chatters, "You're the best, Hawks!"
"Thank you," you smile, taking your own poster as Hayami's hand rockets back into yours.
"Nah, it's nothin', chickadee. Thanks for the manners," he calls after you with a touch of good humor, "You're real sweet."
"No problem!" you stutter out, thrown entirely by the compliment, as one of the other marketers guides you towards the exit with a hand on your back.Â
"Oh, hey! One last thing!"
You flick your eyes back over your shoulder as you're shuffled out of the meet-and-greet.
You watch Hawks mouth 'check the poster', and with a hand held up to the side of his face. Then, 'call me'.Â
"You're kidding me."
Hayami is finally asleep â and your sister is closing the door to his darkened bedroom as she hisses the words out. You're leaning against the hallway wall, arms crossed and looking entirely exasperated.
"I can't just call him," you say softly as you kick off the wall and follow her into the kitchen, "This isn't, like, the hot waiter who leaves his number on the receiptâ"
"No, it's even better," she chatters, moving towards the unfinished glass of wine that sits on the dinner table, "I swear to god if you don't pick up that phone and call him right nowâ"
It's your brother-in-law who speaks up from the couch. "What's stopping you?"
"I don't know, being chronically single?" you cry as you throw your hands, "I haven't gotten a wax in monthsâ"
"You seriously think #2 cares?" comes your sister's flat reply.
Your brother-in-law mimics her affectation. He throws a finger in the air. "Real heroes don't care."
The two of them high-five.Â
...They're probably right.
You suck your teeth as you cross your arms again and weigh your options.
I mean â it's only eight o'clock. It's early. And it's a Friday.Â
It could go two ways â you break your year-long dry spell with the #2 pro-hero in the country, or it's a total bust and he turns out to be a massive weirdo. Both are frankly pretty entertaining.Â
You chew your lip.
Then, you decide.
You kick off the wall and move towards your phone in the kitchen. It's sitting beside the poster.Â
"Oh my god, are you doing it?" your sister calls from the couch, her hand gripping her husband's arm tightly.
"I'm doing it," you say, ignoring the bite of nervousness in your hands as you type in the cell number that was scrawledhastily on the back of the poster.Â
"Ohmygod."
It's ringing.
Suddenly, you have an audience. Your sister and brother-in-law are crowding you, their faces wide and expectant as it continues to ring. You pull your thumb to your mouth, pushing your bottom lip between your teeth. You let it ring, and ring, and just when you settle that you're being sent to voicemail, there's a click and a voice.
"'Ello?"
Your sister slams her hand into her husband's back, the two of them scrambling in a sudden flash of limbs and excitement. You drag your thumb across your throat â gesturing for them to cut it out.Â
"Uh, hi," you fumble, "Is this... Hawks?"
Suddenly, there's a bark of laughter on the other line. "The one and only. Who's this?"
A slow smirk tugs at your cheeks. "I checked the back of the poster â a bold move, y'know."
"Convention Cutie!"Â he practically cheers, "Hold on, hold on â gimme two seconds, lemme just land."
Your lips part and you blink. The mental image is a hell of a thing. You swallow down a bought of amusement. "Sure, sure, take your time."
Keigo was starting to doubt you'd actually call him. The convention wrapped up hours ago, and he already made himself busy by exploring the southern city. It's nice here. A little bit like his hometown. Not too much crime, which has made for a pretty uneventful evening.
Until now.
His boots touch down on the nearby rooftop and he settles into an easy squat. His wings tuck themselves tightly against his back.Â
You can hear a bit of wind bristle against his end of the receiver.Â
"Alright, alright, sorry," he rumbles out, "Now you've got my full, undivided attentionâ"
You tug on your bottom lip. Your sister and brother-in-law are entirely hooked on the little bits they're overhearing from their spot across the counter. Your sister takes a long drink of her wine.
"Am I... being a bit of a distraction?" you ask, "If now isn't a good timeâ"
"You've been a distraction all day," comes the smooooooth reply; even Keigo's proud of himself for that one, "I'm just out for a fly. Nothin' too serious. I am glad you called, though."
Oh, fuck. Your knees feel like jello. You white-knuckle grip the counter as your sister gnashes her teeth and mimics biting her fist in silent mimery.
"Yea?" you pry, fanning yourself as you lean farther against the counter.Â
"Yea, definitely,"Â Hawks grins as he tips his head back and checks out the stars, "You busy tomorrow night? I'd love to take you out to dinner."
There's a commotion across the kitchen. The two of them are smacking one another's arms, their genuine excitement is palpable as they try to stay quiet. They're failing.
"I'd love that, Hawks."
This is new for him.
Technically speaking, you're not a fan. Your nephew is. So, this doesn't technically qualify as one of those unspoken hero faux pas. Don't date fans. Then again, what does it matter? He can do whatever he wants.Â
And you're cute. And nice. And kind. And maybe he's being a sap, but seeing you with your nephew made something in his heart tighten. He didn't even notice he was making a nest of scrapped trash from the posters around his seat until the afternoon was over.Â
God, sometimes the evolutionarily deep, bird DNA thing is weird.
Hawks lets out a tight breath he didn't realize he was holding.Â
"Cool. Okay. Uh, you... you chill with, like, 7pm?" he fiddles with his visor, "I'm... I'm free whenever so..."
He sounds nervous. Your grin is so bright it could outburn the sun.Â
"That works for me," you say as you fiddle with your lip, "As far as dress code goes... Do I, like, need a flight suit?"
His laugh is warm.Â
"No, no, I â I was gonna get us an Uber," his voice lilts into something more mischievous, "Unless..."
"Maybe after dinner," you remark easily, swaying side to side, "You can show me what those wings do?"
Oh, smooth. Real smooth. Keigo's face is warm. His wings in question twitch eagerly at the invitation.Â
"You gonna ask before you touch?"Â he teases back into the receiver, his brow raised.
It's your turn to laugh. "Hey, it's called being polite."
"I appreciate it," he rumbles out, about earlier at the convention, "Seriously. People are grabby â these things are sensitive..."
"Making a mental note of that, and filing it away," you flirt openly as your sister cheers silently, "For after dinner, maybe."
Keigo's brain stutter-steps. His laugh is surprised. He's about to comment on how you might just be the girl of his dreams when suddenly the wail of sirens perks up his attention. It's two blocks over. Three fire engines. The wind is carrying the smell of acrid smoke.Â
"Hey, chickadee, I, uh... I gotta go," he says, standing and allowing his attention to drift to the scene playing out in front of him; it's a house fire â must be â on the southern side of town, "I'll text you the spot for tomorrow, is that okay?"
"Of course, don't let me keep you," you hush, "I'll... text you?"
"I'm countin' on it."
"Bye, Hawks."
"See ya, chickadee."
You didn't even realize you were sweating until you put the phone down.
Your sister and her husband are there, eyes wide. "So?"
"So," you croon as you laugh and pridefully sway your hips, "IÂ have plans tomorrow night."
Their screaming wakes up Hayami.
As you help the kid back to sleep, you keep it secret that he's a better wingman than you could have ever anticipated.Â
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daddy's home
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summary: boyfriendless, jobless and hopeless, you rush to take the first opportunity you find, which is a nanny position. but the kids are not the only ones you grow fond of... pairing: seungcheol x reader genre: fluff, smut, single dad x nanny AU warnings: kids (triggering, i know), age gap (unspecified), mentions of past cheating, abandonment issues, potential therapy, male masturbation, confessions, blowjob, kissing, eating out, protected sex (unbelievable), dirty talk, size kink, pet names (sweetheart, angel, darling, little girl), sir+daddy kink, unprotected sex (with baby-making goal), breeding kink, creampie, more kids (sorry im ovulating) author's note: this is loosely based on the sitcom the nanny in that there's a single dad with three kids but minus the dead wife trope cuz that's too depressing for my tastes word count: 4.3k
You are desperate. Your shitty boyfriend cheated on you, broke up with you and you also lost your job. So itâs been a couple of terrible weeks. Now, you would take pretty much any kind of job as long as it pays enough for you to afford food and the bills. ASAP.
Single dad looks for a live-in nanny for his three kids. Full-time with Sundays off. Contact this number for more details.
Okay, truth be told, youâve never considered yourself as someone who is good with kids. But how hard can it be? Have you mentioned youâre desperate?
âListen, Miss L/N,â Mr. Choi, your potential future employer starts. âI appreciate your enthusiasm but Iâm not just going to hire you. Iâm looking for someone with experience.â
âWell, I have a bunch of nephews, if they turned out alright under my care, then I guess that counts for something,â you chuckle.
âThatâs very nice but Iâm talking about professional experience. Have you been a nanny before?â
âTechnically, no, but how can I get experience if you wonât hire me?â
âTouchĂ©,â Mr. Choi laughs.
âHow about a trial period? Let me spend some time with your kids under your supervision and prove myself capable.â
Mr. Choi nods reluctantly.
âWell, youâre in luck since my little goblins have driven away five nannies in the past month.â
Oh, dear. Five nanniesâŠAnd here you were thinking this could be an easy job.
âSo, whatâs one more?â you chuckle nervously and Mr. Choi shakes your hand, agreeing to give you a chance.
You are excited when meeting his kids. The eldest daughter - Chaerry is 15, very elegant and polite. You think that youâll have no problems with her and youâll have lots to talk about. The middle child and only son - Dino is 10, extremely mischievous and loud. Youâll definitely have problems. Finally, the youngest daughter, Elsie, is 5, sheâs such a cutie but leaves a mess of her toys everywhere she goes. Itâs easy to trip if youâre not careful, but nothing you canât handle.
The trial period goes by in a flash. Dino attempts to get on your nerves by pulling pranks like hiding fake spiders in your bag and spraying your outfit with ketchup, but you accept all that with an easygoing laugh. Elsie constantly asks you to play with her toys and you need an unlimited source of ideas to keep up with her wild imagination, but it feels more like fun than a job. Chaerry is quiet and doesnât share much at the beginning but eventually tells you about this boy at school she has a crush on. So, you count that as a success.
âI must admit, Miss L/N, I had some worries at first but seeing how quickly my kids accepted you is remarkable,â Mr. Choi shares his observations with you at the end of the trial period.
âSo, am I hired, then?â you beam with excitement.
âAbsolutely, yes. The kids have taken a liking to you and changing nannies so often is probably not great for them, either.â
âSo true. Kids need stability and I would be happy to stick around for as long as youâll have me, Mr. Choi,â you are thrilled not only because you will have a bed to sleep, food to eat and money to spend, but because you are genuinely looking forward to spending more time with these little munchkins.
And spend time with them you do. You're not sure what exactly it is that makes the kids warm up to you, but whatever the reason, it's working.
With Chaerry, you talk about boys and high school drama and make-up. On one occasion, she tells you something that sincerely touches you.
âThank you for being my best friend, Y/N. I know I shouldn't keep stuff from my dad, but he can be so overprotective sometimes it's difficult to talk about...well, going on dates with boys, mostly.â
âAww, Chae, you can tell me anything. It'll be our little secret,â you give her a wink, followed by a hug.
You're not exactly sure what the correct response here is. But you'll make sure to maintain some kind of balance - both look after her safety so that Mr. Choi sleeps peacefully at night and not betray Chaerry's trust in you.
With Dino, after the initial phase of silly pranks passes, you notice that he's become more honest and calm.
âYou won't leave us like our mom and all the other nannies did, will you?â he asks you one afternoon as you're watching TV together.
You haven't asked Mr. Choi what exactly happened with these kids' mother because frankly, it's none of your business, but something is telling you they're a lot more hurt than they let on.
âI'm not going anywhere, Dino,â you promise, though really, it's up to Mr. Choi to decide that.
âGood. It would really suck if you left.â
That's a lot, coming from the kid who damaged like half of your wardrobe with all kinds of sauces.
With Elsie, another strange situation takes place due to the fact that the kid has no filter.
âLet's play family!â
âUm, okay,â you agree without thinking much.
âThis will be daddy,â Elsie points at a stuffed lion plushie and then grabs a tiger plushie, âAnd this is you, mommy!â
âOh, honey. I'm not your mommy,â you try to explain as gently as possible.
âBut can you be? Daddy says our mommy left and has a new family somewhere else.â
Okay, that's a lot to unpack here. Though you don't think it is your place, you'll need to have a conversation with Mr. Choi, because the kids obviously have some kind of unresolved trauma...
One evening, after the kids have gone to sleep, instead of going to your room, you wait in the living room for your employer to come back from work, so you can approach the subject as delicately as you can.
âGood evening, Miss L/N. Kids go to bed?â he greets you as he takes off his coat.
âEvening, Mr. Choi. Yes, they did. I was wondering if we can have a chat. It can be a sensitive topic, I'm sure, but for the sake of the kids, I think it's important.â
Mr. Choi nods and takes a seat next to you on the couch.
âAbout their mother...â
âI was wondering how long it'd take you to bring that up,â he chuckles bitterly. âOther nannies wanted me to spill the tea on day one.â
âWow, seriously?â
âIt's not like it's this big secret, I just prefer not to talk about it unless absolutely necessary. My ex-wife...cheated on me and got pregnant by another man, so we had a divorce and I kept the kids, because she said she wants to start anew with this other guy, and...well, the kids said this is their home and that they won't move. So, I suppose the judge took that under consideration.â
âMy God. I had no idea.â
âYou couldn't have known, considering I just said I don't enjoy revisiting those painful memories.â
âYes, of course, I only meant that...I guess it explains some things. Forgive me for saying this, but I think the kids have some kind of abandonment issues. Elsie and Dino, in particular, they seem to have a fear that I'll leave just like...well, their mom and the other nannies.â
âAnd are you? Leaving, I mean.â
âNot if I can help it. Mr. Choi, your kids are very vibrant and precious to me. I genuinely love my job. But I'm worried that what happened with your ex-wife affected them more than they show. Maybe you should look into therapy?â
âI will definitely take that into consideration. Thank you for your candour, Miss L/N.â
âYou're most welcome.â
âWhat about Chaerry?â
âWhat about her?â
âYou said that Elsie and Dino express these abandonment issues. Does Chaerry not have them?â
âShe probably does, but at the moment she's too busy thinking about boys.â
âBoys? At her tender age? I don't think so,â Mr. Choi immediately goes into ultra alpha protective dad mode and you honestly find it kind of funny. And hot.
âOh, relax, Mr. Choi. It's just typical high school drama. There's nothing to be worried about.â
He shakes his head disapprovingly.
âI'm counting on you. Does it ever occur to you how quickly they grow up?â
âI suppose it's more difficult for you. I've only known them for a few months but I think I get what you mean.â
âYeah...How strange, it feels like you've been part of this family forever.â
You try not to think too deeply about it. He...considers you part of this family. Elsie called you mommy. Dino doesn't want you to leave. And Chaerry talks to you about boys. A topic, which girls usually discuss with their mothers. Oh, sweet heavens. Maybe, this nanny gig is becoming more than a job...
One Monday Mr. Choi texts you not to come to work this Saturday, as the kids will be spending some time with their grandparents (aka Mr. Choi's parents). However, the moment you receive the text, you're too busy trying to escape from Dino who is chasing you with a water gun in the garden. So, you somehow forget to put it down in your calendar.
Saturday arrives and poor Mr. Choi thinks you'd be in your own apartment. Finally, some peace and quiet. His parents picked up the kids early in the morning to go to the park with them so he's all alone and free to do as he pleases.
But alas, you go down the stairs of Mr. Choi's enormous house and make your way to the kitchen to prepare some breakfast for the kids. However, it's too quiet. Hm, how strange. Maybe, they're not awake yet? You shrug as you pour some milk and cereal in a bowl.
Oh, you hear some noise from the living room. Is that the TV? Your curiosity gets the better of you and you enter it only to find Mr. Choi in a very compromising position. He is touching himself, watching very obscene things on the big screen!
You are on the verge of chastising your boss for doing something like that in the living room, where the kids could walk in any minute, when you remember. The kids...They're with their grandparents today. Which means that...Fuck, you're not supposed to be here. You should be at your own apartment instead of being witness to...your very sexy and very single employer taking care of his needs.
You are going to sneak back into the kitchen and wait for a more appropriate time to leave the house when you hear it. At first you think you're hallucinating but then you hear it twice. Your name.
âY/N...please, let me-â Mr. Choi moans, his eyes closed, he is unaware of your presence.
However, he doesn't get to finish his sentence because you are so shocked that you drop the bowl of cereal, which shatters on the ground with a loud noise.
âFuck, I'm so so sorry,â you murmur nervously as your boss finally notices you watching him.
His cheeks flushed, his lips pouting, he is the most adorable you've ever seen him. He hurries to tuck his cock back into his pants and turn off the TV.
âN-no, I'm sorry...Miss L/N, what are you doing here?â
Oh, so you're Miss L/N now...Very well, then.
âI apologize. It must have slipped my mind that the kids are with their grandparents today.â
âIt must have,â Mr. Choi repeats coldly, obviously embarrassed by this situation.
You wonder if you should tell him what you heard. Would that be unprofessional? But then again, he is the one who said your name, so...what is professional anyway?
âDo you want me to leave?â
He sighs deeply.
âWhat's the point? You already saw me...fuck, I feel so humiliated.â
âWhy would you feel humiliated? Am I so undesirable that my presence immediately turned you off?â you ask bluntly.
âThat's not the case and you know it.â
âI'm not sure I know anything anymore,â you admit. âYou...said my name. How is that supposed to make me feel?â
âYou were never meant to hear that,â Mr. Choi hides his face behind his hands, the redness refusing to leave his complexion.
âBut I did. So, what now?â
âPlease, don't quit. I realize that what I did is unforgivable but...the kids care about you so much, it would devastate them to lose you.â
âI wasn't even thinking of quitting. But...are the kids the only ones who care about me?â you need to know.
âNo...As it so happens, I care about you.â
âSo, stop hiding from me,â you don't know where that boldness comes from as you grab his wrists and remove his hands, so you can look at his face. Fuck, he's so pretty.
âYou're not...grossed out by me?â Mr. Choi blinks at you in surprise.
âKinda flattered, actually,â you confess. âBut I'd like it much better if you let me take care of your frustrations.â
âYou would?â he is unable to believe his luck when you drop on your knees in front of him and take him out of his pants again, engulfing his cock with your pretty mouth. âY/N...â
The way he says your name is enough to make you even more enthusiastic, sucking him deeper and bobbing your head to the best of your abilities. He grips your hair tightly and you make sure not a drop is spilled as you swallow his cum down your throat. You wipe off your lips and sit down next to him, unsure of what to do next.
âMr. Choi...â
âCall me Cheol, please.â
âCheol...may I kiss you?â
Seungcheol doesn't respond and instead kisses you passionately, grabbing your face with his hands. His tongue is exploring your mouth in ways you'd never imagined could bring so much pleasure and you can't resist the urge to sit in his lap. Somehow, against all reason, he's hard again, as you grind against him. Fuck. He's so hot and sweet and amazing you just want to make him happy. How anyone could cheat on this fine man is beyond you.
âUm...not to assume or anything, but do you have a condom?â you ask sheepishly.
âI do, yes,â Seungcheol goes to his coat and brings a package.
âI mean, don't get me wrong, I love kids, but I think we should be responsible considering this is our first time together and you already have three of your own,â you're probably talking too much but oh well. Better safe than sorry.
âNo, I understand. You're totally right.â
âWill you fuck me?â you inquire.
âHere? On the couch?â Seungcheol is in disbelief.
âWell...you were touching yourself here, but I guess it's whatever. Your home, after all.â
He chuckles, suddenly embarrassed again.
âCome on, let's go to my room.â
Seungcheol offers you his hand and you follow him upstairs excitedly. Is this really happening? Are you seriously going to do this with your boss?
He lifts your chin up because he notices you're not meeting his eyes out of nervousness.
âLook at me,â he commands you easily and you're on the verge of falling apart and he hasn't even undressed you yet. The power this man holds over you... âWe don't have to do this if you're not ready.â
âIt's not that. I do want this. It's just...I don't remember if I told you but I was also cheated on. A little before I came to work here. And like, I haven't been intimate for a while, so I'm nervous. What if I mess something up?â
âOkay, first of all, give me that asshole's address, I just wanna talk. And second of all...darling, I haven't been intimate since way before my divorce took place. Trust me, I'm a lot more nervous than you right now.â
You shake your head.
âWhatever you do, I'm sure I'll find it like super hot.â
Seungcheol laughs and tilts his head, kissing you again.
âYou're so cute,â he whispers against your mouth. âI can't wait to ruin you.â
And just like that, it's as if a switch is flipped. He pushes you onto the bed and leans above you menacingly, a devilish smirk painting his pretty face. Seungcheol pushes your dress up hurriedly, touching you all over.
âYou really thought you could get away with it, huh? Walking around my house in those dresses of yours looking so sexy? Tempting me?â
âN-no, s-sir,â you murmur, not knowing where the title is coming from.
âGod, I'm such a clichĂ©. An old man unable to resist the gorgeous young nanny...â
âYou're not old, sir,â you try to reassure him. You're not sure if he's just engaging in dirty talk or is actually having some insecurities. He's still young in your eyes. Whatever the case, you're there for him.
âDon't lie to me, sweetheart. I'm too old for ya...I have three kids. What do you have, hm?â Seungcheol speaks while caressing your pussy through your panties.
âI have you, sir,â you smile and palm his dick teasingly.
He sighs wistfully and buries his head between your folds, licking and teasing until you're a soaking mess for him.
âS-sir, p-please...C-cheol, don't stop,â you cry out helplessly.
It feels so good, too good. He holds you down, hands gripping your thighs as you cum against his tongue. He barely gives you any time to recover as he rolls up a condom on his cock. You stare at him hungrily, impatient to have him inside of you.
Seungcheol is like the drug everyone warned you about. Once you have him, you won't be able to quit.
âAre you ready?â he asks softly in sharp contrast with his previous behaviour.
âPlease take me, Cheol,â you would beg if you had to.
And take you he does, entering you deeply with his big cock.
âFuck, you're so tight, barely fitting me in,â he speaks, stroking your clit in circular motions with his thumb, while he fucks you harshly.
âIt's okay, I won't break, sir,â you try to convince him.
âWhat if I want you to break, little girl?â Seungcheol inquires, his voice half-joking, half-serious, as he.
âThen, I'd be happy to serve you, daddy,â the word slips from your lips before you could think twice about it.
âDaddy, huh? You need daddy to make you cum?â you are grateful he plays along instead of making fun of you in this very vulnerable moment.
âYes, daddy, please, I'll do anything for you,â you promise in a daze.
âCum for me, sweet girl, let daddy take care of you,â his deep voice is enough to bring you to the edge.
âFuuuck, daddy...Cheol,â you mumble repeatedly, as white appears before your eyes.
You're shaking in his arms but it feels like flying.
âI've got you, angel, daddy's right here,â Seungcheol comforts you, as he rides out his own high, spilling inside the condom. Then, taking it off and throwing it in the garbage bin, he hurries back to you.
You make grabby hands at him and he envelops you in a hug.
âI'm here, sweetheart,â he kisses your forehead gently and you melt against his chest.
âCheol...I think you just murdered me a little,â you laugh.
âWell, then, I better make sure I revive you, because I can't imagine my life without you.â
âGood. You ain't getting rid of me.â
âThat sounds perfect because me and the kids would like you to stick around.â
âOh God, the kids! What time are they coming back?â
âWe've got time, don't worry, they should-â
âDaaaad, we're home!â you hear Dino's loud voice from downstairs.
âFuck,â Cheol curses under his breath and the two of you hurry to make yourselves look somewhat presentable.
Once dressed and back in the living room, you can only hope that you're not too obvious about what went down. However, you can't stop yourself from glancing at Seungcheol and he's just as flustered as you.
âOh, hi, Y/N,â Dino greets you as if it's completely normal for you to be there. As if you belong.
âHow was your time with your grandparents?â you ask, trying to act casual.
âWe had so much ice cream!â Elsie squeals excitedly.
âGrandma and Grandpa took us to the park,â Chaerry starts telling you about everything they did in great detail and you are glad that the shy girl you first met is becoming a confident young woman.
Elsie is asking for more ice cream but Seungcheol is explaining that it's lunch time. Dino is painting the table with mustard and honestly, that's so on brand for him...
It is funny where desperation brought you. You realize this is the happiest you've been in a while.
Later, when Seungcheol catches you alone after spending the afternoon with the kids, he asks:
âI know we kinda messed up the proper order of things, but...would you like to go on a date with me?â
âOh! I'd love that, Cheol. Is it okay to still call you that?â
âYeah, it's alright.â
âWhat about in front of the kids? I'm not sure to what point you'd like to mix professional with...personal life.â
âIn front of the kids is okay, too,â he laughs, scratching the back of his head. âActually, do you know what Elsie keeps asking me?â
âWhat?â
âWhen will you make Y/N my new mommy?â
âYeah, that definitely sounds like something Elsie would say.â
âSo, um, no pressure. But I think you're more than the nanny to me.â
âWell, I would certainly hope so. I didn't raise you, mister!â
Seungcheol can't miss the opportunity for a joke. He takes hold of your hand and places it on top of his...very hard dick.
âYou raised him, though,â he whispers.
âMr. Choi!â you hiss, scandalized. âI mean...Cheol.â
âDid you mean daddy?â Seungcheol teases you relentlessly.
âStop it, you deviant!â you shake your head. âFuck, you'll never let me live this down, will ya?â
âDo you kiss your boss with that mouth?â he smirks.
âDon't mind if I do,â you reply and bring your lips to his.
A year passes by quickly. You love every day of your life. Whether it'll be spending time with the kids, or going on fun dates with your boss turned boyfriend, or having mind-blowing sex with said specimen, you are truly happy with how things turned out for the best.
With one tiny thing missing.
âCheol, can I ask you something?â you mumble one evening, as you are playing with his soft, fluffy hair.
âOf course, sweetheart,â Seungcheol turns towards you, giving you his fullest attention.
âHave you ever thought about having more kids?â
âHmm, it hasn't crossed my mind. I already have three kids. But it depends. Is that something you're interested in?â
âNot till now. But if it's with you, I'd love to have a kid,â you confess shyly.
âWell, then, let's make you a mommy,â Seungcheol quickly makes it his mission and for the first time, doesn't use a condom.
âYes, please, daddy, give me your cum,â you moan wantonly, as he fucks you deep.
âTake it like the good girl you are, I'll give you all I've got, fuck a baby in ya,â he grunts in your ear, sounding even more excited than you are.
âI love it, feel so full,â you whimper and can't stop kissing him. You can't believe this beautiful man is yours and wants to give you another present.
âThat's right, sweetheart, I'll stuff you full of it,â he moans and releases himself inside you. Your walls clench around him, pulling him deeper, as you reach your high.
Seungcheol gently pushes the cum that's spilling out of your pussy back inside and lifts your legs up.
âDo you think it'll stick?â you ask doubtfully.
âCan't hurt to try again until it does,â he shrugs, determined to succeed.
Nine months later, as you welcome the twins into the family, you realize you've never expected to achieve so much happiness.
âYou really had to outdo yourself and give me not one but two babies,â you playfully push Seungcheol's shoulder.
âIs it too late now to say sorry?â he grins nervously.
âDon't be. I'm more than satisfied. But you'll have to give me a raise!â
âI'll give you something better than that,â Seungcheol promises and pulls a diamond ring out of his pocket.
âOh my God,â you are in shock.
âY/N...you've given me more than I could ever hope to deserve. You started off as a nanny but you became my three kids' best friend and now, the mother of two more angels. You became my closest person, my source of joy, my sweetheart. Knowing that I can come home to you is the best thing that's ever happened to me. Will you do me the absolute honour of becoming my wife?â
âYes, of course, yes!â you say through your tears and kiss him, as he slides the ring on your finger.
âCan I call you mommy now?â Elsie peeks her adorable head behind the door, followed by Dino and Chaerry, who are all excited by the good news.
âCongratulations, Y/N!â Chaerry greets you with a hug and whispers: âThanks for taking one for the team and making our lonely old man. happy.â
âHey, I heard that!â Seungcheol complains loudly.
Dino jumps on the back of his dad with a loud squeal.
âYou better treat her right, Dad!â the boy warns. âOr I'll ketchup your room!â
âWhy do I feel like I'm the one being welcomed into the family?â Seungcheol bemoans his fate but he's never smiled wider.
âYou'll get used to it,â you joke. âCome on, guys, meet your new brother and sister.â
âHii, babies!â Elsie and Dino jump excitedly around the twins.
âOh, they're so cute! Aren't they so cute, Dad?â Chaerry coos at the babies.
âThey are, but it's too early for you to think about how cute babies are. Look at me...I already have five. Isn't it tragic?â Seungcheol keeps messing around.
âIt could have been twelve or something,â you play along.
âI can't imagine,â Seungcheol cries out indignantly. But deep down, maybe he can.
The End
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