#praying going abroad for a month woll give me a reset
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Uh oh! Had a PTSD realization while stoned and playing overwatch
#moss.txt#the high is wearing off and im already near tears so#i may react badky to it soon#but tw for rape but uhhhh#fully contexualized what happened the first time i had sex#i lost my virginity ti my rapist/abuser#and#fun fsct! iur first time having sex was rape!#and uh#yeah#thags cool#freshly 15 raped by a 17 yr old bc. fuck u thats why#ough#i keep having nightmares abt him#and a lot r rape nightmares !#so its bene really fun#im splitting constantly#im just#dking terribly#and im leaving the country next week fkr a month#so im just#really hoping things go up#god#i need something to get better for me#praying going abroad for a month woll give me a reset#itll be fun. college stuff . doing 2 fun classes#my anxiety and paranoia r thru tye roof but#wahooo
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