#posts from the sapphonomicon

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Hey, you. Yes you, the lesbian on tumblr. Listen to me. Just-- just listen. Stop focusing on anything else. I'm talking directly to you. I want your hands all over me. Feel me. Know my shape, and verify that you know it again. This will be on the test. My hips will move in tandem with your hands or your own hips, but only one at a time. There are many such synergies to discover, so please do. Kiss me. You have permission. I'm giving it so freely but all I can do is wait patiently for you to do it. I want it. I want you. I'm aching for you to want this kiss as much as I do, and I'm terrified that you don't know that. Take me. In your arms. In your room. In your bed. In a sense. All of my senses, actually. I want to experience you experiencing me. The feedback loop will shatter me into a million little pieces that all want this as much as you do. Which is dwarfed only by as much as I do. Got that? Good. I'll be here on my blog, now. Goodnight.

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Any time I find myself inevitably telling a coworker something about my relationships, I try to softly imply it by talking about an anecdote of two of my partners interacting. Since straight women have co-opted the term girlfriends in plural, I say partners the first time around, and girlfriend when singular.

Now that I type it out, this is some circus level bullshit, isn't it? The amount of dancing around we have to do just to get people to not assume we're cheating and it's all consensual, and it's more than just being 'besties'. Ugh.

my cis straight coworkers will rlly go "oh your gf has two personalities?" before the understand I'm dating TWO LITERAL DIFFERENT WOMEN

none of them are happy for me they're so confused

like,, its kinda funny but also! cmon team, this is a good thing you can be happy for me lmao

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The unquenchable urge to be passed around from night to night by my friend group as a fucktoy, and the indomitable urge to have my hand in marriage claimed by a noble woman with a heart of gold and the gentlest touch.

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Something I came to realize, then reiterated to my partners, was that I want to feel wanted. To have her touching me, kissing me, feeling my curves, holding me and caressing me and telling me in every way but words "I want to experience you. You are beautiful and I must touch you."

Doing this to someone comes naturally to me, but the more sex partners I accrue, the more rare I find this notion is. Maybe I'm sleeping with the wrong people, but why does it seem so rare to meet someone who envisions sex to be like this?

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I just wish you wanted to touch me at all. I love you. My heart aches with the weight of this terribly kept secret.

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You know that girl you matched with on that dating app that you never messaged because you were intimidated by how hot she was?

She's still hoping to hear from you. Send the DM! The worst she can do is what you've both already done and sit in silence.

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Gave a girl her 2nd kiss ever recently. And then some. 😊 There's something really special about a woman making it to her mid 20's, totally kissless, and moaning from the gentlest cupping of her ass just like my first high school girlfriend. An honor and a privilege. 😌

I'm looking forward to her being back in town~

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Do you have a habit of getting anxious waiting for your turn to talk in group discussions? Do you sometimes interrupt the last few words of someone when you do? Have you ever noticed which person you tend to interrupt the most? Have you noticed it's almost always the one with the most high pitched or feminine voice of the group? You should examine why.

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Touch me like you have no room for doubts about what I want. Like you have no doubts about what you want. I can't be lost in you if you're lost in apprehension.

Release those inhibitions, and don't you dare release me.

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6, 13!

6. What do you feel is your sexiest outfit? & 13. One futuristic invention that you wish you had?

I thought I'd answer in audio. Sorry for the wait~

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The personifications of these two are dating ofc.

The unquenchable urge to be passed around from night to night by my friend group as a fucktoy, and the indomitable urge to have my hand in marriage claimed by a noble woman with a heart of gold and the gentlest touch.