#post hrt

[yuribeam]

for whoever needs to hear this:

starting HRT doesn't have to be a huge momentous all-or-nothing decision. you can just try it like you would an antidepressant you've been informed of the risks of.

there won't be any immediate irreversible changes overnight. you can always stop, change your dose, change your delivery system, decide it's not the right time. you can even microdose if you want to.

you don't have to tell anyone. you don't have to announce it if you don't want to.

stop waiting for a perfect time in your life because it won't come.

stop waiting to reach a mythical level of certainty that never comes to anyone, for anything.

you've been thinking about it long enough. if you have the opportunity, just give it a shot. you're worth the courage it takes to make a change in your life.

[addelaidesupreme]

I'm watching a video essay about a game ive been interested in playing. The creator of the video, who has crossdressed multiple times, makes a "women arent funny" joke, and i suddenly realize ive never witnessed him acknowledge a woman in an uplifting way before.

I'm on a dating app for lgbt+ people. I've stated multiple times on my profile that i would rather lose an arm than recieve nudes without consent. I will be sent five dick pics for every 2 people i talk to that night.

I'm talking with my dad, who informs me he's been trying his best to learn about trans issues. He says the same things steven crowder brings up when trying to ridicule trans people. I gently but firmly correct my father and get told that ive been fed propaganda.

I'm on instagram, under the comments of a post ridiculing someone for being a misogynyst. Someone's left a comment saying "it must be hard being a woman on the internet" and i respond "it is." I will have every aspect of my appearance scrutinized as a reminder that no matter how well i pass, it will never be enough for someone with bad intentions.

I'm back on that dating app for lgbt+ people. I'm messaged by an attractive looking person, but i can see their partner prominently displayed in all but their main photo, oftentimes striking what im sure they thought was a very intimidating pose. Their bio says "looking for a third for our anniversary." I know that even if I did feel up to it, the gruff partner wouldnt approve of me because i don't pass.

I'm at a job interview for a clothing store. I tell the gracefully-dressed woman interviewing me that ever since i began my transition, i've discovered an interest in fashion, and that this job would allow me to dip my toes into the industry in a safe way. I'm told that i've reduced womanhood to a stereotype, and i can tell by her tone that i lost any chance at the job the minute she realized i was trans.

I'm at the same hospital i got facial feminization surgery in, trying to figure out what's wrong with my bowels. When the person behind the desk gives me a wristband with my patient info on it, i notice a single, lonely, letter M. I ask a nurse in private why it would say that despite me having changed it nearly a year prior. They say they have no clue, and bring in paperwork for me to fill out and have it re-changed again.

I'm living with my mom at the time. I'm new to transitioning, and decide to try my hand at voice training. It feels a bit off, but otherwise im feeling neutral toward the whole thing. I try speaking in this new voice to my mom and she laughs. Now, when people ask if i intend to voice train, i find speaking at all difficult for minutes after.

I didnt have some sort of grand message to convey by this. I just had a thought and then that thought spiralled into whatever the hell this became. Some, okay most, might call it complaining; they are right to do so.

[ptr-sqloint]

[macbethz]

I’m actually obsessed with this person. more cis (or “cis”, if they end up identifying differently) people should be doing this who gaf

[monsterqueers]

Hey if people are thinking of 'stockpiling HRT' and you are doing it with Testosterone, be aware that is a controlled substance and doing this WILL GET YOU A FELONY CHARGE IF YOU ARE CAUGHT (and it would be very easy for this to happen through the way those posts reccomend).

Its your decision if you want to risk imprisonment (and then definitely losing hrt access), but be aware of the serious consequences- especially if you are recommending this to people!

If you do this with E, you get a slap on the wrist. If you do this with T its a felony. A felony charge deeply effects everything you do. Its not just hard to DYI T, its MANY TIMES LEGALLY RISKIER AND HARDER.

[chrissy-kaos]

Lego and chill?

[catgirlbraincell]

I'm not saying that everyone who says "stockpiling HRT will make you go to prison" (despite it being incredibly legal to own medicine your doctor prescribes you) is spreading misinformation to make transmascs feel less safe about staying on T. However I am saying that they're spreading misinformation. And that transmascs will feel less safe about staying on T because of it. Because both of those things are true. You can own medication prescribed to you. And apparently about 15,000 people on this webbed site can't understand that the prescription on the medicine with your name on it means you're owning it lawfully. Y'all are acting like someone said "go buy distribution-level amounts of steroids from street dealers" when she said "ask your doctor to prescribe you a little more so you're less likely to run all the way out".

[vanillayoteart]

Caught

Do you think she will ever learn? Something for @imferalfluid from my weekly streams!

[cutie-chimera]

Was informed y'all might like this...

[minnesota2014]

Holy shit. I'ma head out to Canada

Source: https://www.instagram.com/p/CnhqCK8pNEq/

[yurtgirlsophie0]

Out of 10 what would you rate my girldick?

[shaveyoureyebrows]

Worm HRT Part -4!!!‼️‼️!!! 🪱🧂🐟🐕

The worm is closing in on the local New Zealand Tesco DO NOT LET IT IN

Ft. @nyxisart and @welldrawnfish and Tesco British Table Salt 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

[venusinta]

she would've loved brat summer 💚

[birdsareblooming]

i wanna make a bait post for the terf on tumblr staff hiiiii hiii hiiiii trans t-girl trans woman mtf trans girl transgender transsexual t4t hrt vaginoplasty i hate jkr go fuck yourself fun fact did you guys know the bible has nothing against trans people the one verse that they've brutalized to make work was even grossly mistranslated so that doesn't even count i just thought that was interesting hey qwerty can you give us a bible verse to end the episode. "go fuck yourself" awesome thank you qwerty. sonic the hedgehog is transgender and there's nothing you can do about it. suck my cock and balls

[peterokii]

it came to me on painkillers

[ink-flavored]

i wear women’s deodorant and men’s cologne i mix pink and blue to match my birthstone amethyst, creating a synthesis a dialectic speaking my singleness womanly chivalry and masculine grace a twist of the wrist that turns on its face bending borders into a threshold equal parts silver and gold i lead and i follow a solo in parts it’s hard pill to swallow if you’re scared of the arts i’ve never been more one than my two perhaps this will give you a breakthrough— the illusion that arose of oil and of water proves that opposition serves those opposed to the other as for me, i’ll keep my duality it beats a boxed-in, binary, banality

                                       – bigender means

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