#poor yb

[dms-saggicorn]

This is beautiful 💜💜

First real post on the blog

A compilation of my YBF Mermaid AU comic

Part 1: Mating Call

[scoliosisgoblin]

casually bites blue on the neck

he loves it and will try to maintain it

[yanberrii-art]

I've asked myself How much do you commit yourself?

[crossedwiress]

ohhhh this quote is from THAT video that makes so much sense lmao the things he went through in that greenroom, poor luke

yeah!! i could see and hear it in my head so clearly when i first read it, it's kinda crazy. like my recall on the yb tour diaries is SO fast.

and ur so right, luke's really been going through it on every single tour hasn't he asdkjncdsajd

[dms-saggicorn]

very very interesting and kinda sweet

The First Death (TW Psychological Horror)

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Audio Log - xx/xx/2023

No.. no no no no NO NO!! This can't be happening! Darling, please get up!!

I'm so sorry I never meant for things to happen this way, darling, open your eyes, please!!

Darling?? Oh my god-

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Supervisor Log - xx/xx/2023

You know, nobody ever thanks me for this job.

Oh, Mr. Smith, thank you so much for standing by while the subject wails like a dying dog for hours on end!

He's a pretty predictable guy, you know.

Frantically try to save their life, cry and yell for hours, days even. Stuff their body in the freezer, lock himself in the house, curl up, end up catatonic. Same ol routine. Every goddamn time.

The subject only starts responding again once we cut the amnestics and expose the bastard to the Screen. You know, show him that his darling dearest is still alive. That gets him up and running again.

We usually give him another round of amnestics within the next few days.

The show's gotta go on, you know. We have cash to make.

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15/xx/202x

Darling, I'm so so happy to see you! Oh, my love, you look so beautiful, so.. well.. alive!

I.. I saw you die today. It was.. hard. There's nothing I can think of to describe what this did to me. My whole world shattered when I saw you on the floor, when I found out you.. weren't breathing.

Please darling.. please never leave me. I wish I could get away from all this, I wish I could just squeeze through this goddamn screen.

I wish I could be with you. Every day. All day. All the time.. I.. I don't know what I'd do without you.

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Your boss, your relatives, those.. people.. who call themselves your "friends".. they're disgusting.

Nobody else appreciates you the way you deserve, nobody sees you the way I do. This world, it's so sick, everyone's so vile, so shallow, so twisted to not see how wonderful you really are.

I wish you could see this letter. Whenever things get hard, always remember that I love you, and never give up because.. I need you. I need you here.. with me.

You are my sun, my stars, my heart, my soul, my everything. Life is nothing if you're not in it. I need you.

♥️ Your Boyfriend ❤️‍🩹

[pink-anonymous-person]

oh boy here i go traumatised my girl again!

oh well atleast he felt bad!

(based off that one route where you escape from his home with his van)

poor girl.. (yea she finally murder that psychopath)

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my YB OC’s pose and expression are from these silly screenshot ⬇️

[usafphantom2]

28th July, 1935. First flight of the Boeing B-17 strategic bomber, later to be named the ‘Flying Fortress’. The type was designed to conduct high altitude operations using the newly developed Norden bombsight, and was intended to protect itself against attack with heavy defensive armament. Combat experience, especially over Europe, would prove that precision bombing was rather more difficult in practice than theory, and fighter escort was indispensable. Over 12,000 B-17s were built.

Initially used operationally by the RAF in limited numbers (see my post of 8th July), the B-17 was first saw service with the USAAF in the Pacific. Famously, a flight of the aircraft arrived over Pearl Harbor during the Japanese attack on 7th December 1941 and B-17s suffered significant losses during the initial phases of the Pacific war. Further use during the battles of Coral Sea and Midway yielded poor results, though the type had more success during the battle of the Bismarck Sea. Fewer than 200 B-17s served in the Pacific, and had largely been replaced by the longer ranged B-24 in the theatre by mid-1943, though some were later used in the search and rescue role.

It was over occupied Europe that the ‘Flying Fortress’ would make its name. Limited operations from Britain began in August 1942 and initially it seemed that the concept of a self-defending bomber formation was vindicated. However, once larger scale raids into Germany began in 1943, losses from Luftwaffe fighters quickly mounted. Though the B-17 gained a reputation for its ability to absorb combat damage, and German pilots respected its firepower, this was not enough. Following two operations against Schweinfurt which cost over 120 aircraft, deep penetration raids into Germany were temporarily halted.

With the arrival of the P-51 Mustang in early 1944, the B-17, alongside the B-24, was able to operate as far as Berlin, though losses to German defences remained significant for some time. The type was key to the Allied daylight bombing offensive and inflicted massive damage, though extravagant claims of ‘pickle barrel’ precision bombing proved groundless. For a variety of reasons, not least the prevailing weather conditions and cloud cover, USAAF accuracy was often little better than that achieved by the RAF at night.

Quickly phased out of use as a bomber after the war, many B-17s remained in service in a variety of secondary roles. These included air-sea rescue, reconnaissance, mapping, atomic sampling, airborne early warning, drone targets and even CIA special operations. Others were converted for civilian roles, with some B-17 firebombers (a number of which have since found homes in museums) remaining operational into the 1980s. B-17s also served with a variety of air forces and civilian operators around the world including in Brazil, Israel, Portugal and France.

Pictured:☝️

1) Prototype Boeing Model 299/XB-17. Early Fortresses had significant differences to later models, including waist blisters and a ventral ‘bathtub’ for the gunners.

📷 boeingimages.com

2) B-17C of the 19th Bomb Group, which was damaged and caught fire attempting to land at Bellows Field during the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor. The crew survived, but a flight surgeon passenger was killed by a strafing Zero.

📷 warfarehistorynetwork.com

3) The YB-40 ‘gunship’ was an attempt to give B-17 formations extra firepower. Mounting an extra top turret, twin waist guns and a new chin turret, its extra ammunition load left it too heavy to keep up with the aircraft it was supposed to protect, particularly after they had released their bombs. Only 48 operational sorties were flown, with 5 Luftwaffe fighters claimed destroyed.

📷 warbirdsresourcegroup.org

4) A handful of B-17s were captured intact by the Germans. ‘Wulfe Hound’ of the 303rd Bomb Group force landed in France on 12th December 1942 and was later used by the Luftwaffe’s clandestine operations squadron, KG 200.

📷 American Air Museum FRE 8941

[divinefireangel]

Writer I'm lowkey sorry for requesting such filth 🫂 but may I get a reaction where their shy s/o is quiet /shy to moan in bed.,. But they want them to kinda force it out of them,,, like they want to be corrupted by them please🙏Thank you❣️ keep up the wonderful works 🫂❤🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

👀 Oo I don't mind XD

Corruption Kink with SF9

Warnings: Smut. Dirty talk. Filthy talk. Mention of multiple orgasms. Corruption kink (duh). Dom!SF9 x F! Bodied Reader. Begging. Strength kink (I have a thing for Sanghyuk's biceps 😭). Oral (f receiving). Unprotected sex (sry) (YB). Wall sex (RW). Shower sex (HY). Fingering (JY). Praise kink. Degradation kink (mildly). Choking. Mention of creampie. Pussy pleaser Zuho agenda. Voyeurism (implied).

Nice lol *after seeing the warnings*

Youngbin

Running his hand down your torso, grazing your nipple, Youngbin tries to soothe the pain a little. Resting his hand on your waist, he leans down, kissing your lips sweetly before pushing his length in you completely. Swallowing your gasp, he starts to peck down your neck.

"Fuck babe. You so tight. So good to me. So perfect." He says reassuringly, distracting you till you tell him he can move. Pulling out a bit he starts fucking you deeply. "Come on baby. Makes those pretty sounds for me. You know how much I love them" he urged you with each thrust.

Shyly, you closed your eyes to fully feel how well he fills you up. Naturally the oversensitivity from the previous orgasm was adding to the pleasure. "Bin! " you gasped when his thumb applied pressure on your clit.

"There we go" he smirked, continuing to fuck you meticulously. Tightening your knees around his hips you squealed whenever he found your spot. The squeals only got louder as you neared your second orgasm of the night. "Tell me how good you feel"

"So good" you breathed out repeatedly [pulling him closer as you came around him, moaning softly as you breath sharply, coming down from your high and helping him reach his.

Inseong

Locking his phone and throwing it to the side of the couch, you straddle this poor confused man. Sighing sharply you try to bring up the courage to ask him to fuck you. But fuck.... How could you? You're his perfect little babygirl, his obedient baby who doesn't behave like a bad girl.

"Earth to Y/N! What's wrong baby? Wanted my attention? " he asks with a teasing tone that makes you wanna hide in his chest. Muttering nothings you try to hide away in the crook of his neck only to be stopped by his right hand wrapping around your throat, the effect of this action going right to your core. Gasping for air, your eyes grow darker than they already were and your toes curl.

"Has it really been that long since I fucked you stupid? Is that why you wanted my attention?" His other hand rubs your butt cheek, groping the flesh till you soak through your panties. You start to hum in protest but are stopped by his index fingers over your lips, shushing you. Biting his lower lip, he waits till your tongue darts out to kick his finger.

"I didn't expect you to become so forward with me so soon baby. I am proud but I can't let this slide. What if you disturb me for attention when I'm busy or with the members? Can't have that can we? Maybe I'll just fuck you with my fingers that you like to suck so much. Will that be enough? Or do you want me to shut you up with my cock? " His whispered words make you blush and clench around air while he fucks your mouth with his hand.

He pulls his fingers out of your mouth, a string of saliva joining your tongue and his fingertips. Using his free hand he opens your pants and panties just enough to let his hand slide in till your clit. Raising his eyebrows in approval at how wet you are, he draws patterns on your clit.

You grab his shoulders for support, closing your eyes and moaning his name softly. He connects your lips at the moment his finger penetrates your hole, making your eyes roll back in your head. Pulling away from the kiss you cry out, begging for more.

"Aw, crying already? I haven't even started properly baby. I'm gonna push you to your limit today. It's been real long since I fucked you full right? "

Jaeyoon

"Fuck can I just rip it open? " you ask breathily, struggling to remove the buttons of his shirt, desperately wanting to feel his body on yours.

"I don't know, can you? " he smirks pulling down the shoulder straps of your dress, pooling it on the floor.

Grabbing your wrists from his chest, he loops them around his neck and feels your body from your shoulders, down your back, unhooking your bra in the flow, and finally stopping when he reaches the back of your thighs.

Pecking your lips, he lifts you up and walks over to the bed, softly placing you on the center of the mattress.

"Since my shirt is annoying you so much, I'll just... " grabbing the collar of his shirt, he rips the annoying cloth open using his strength. Gasping softly, you feel his well built torso, marveling over how perfect he is. Your man is just so hot beyond imagination.

He leans down to kiss your lips for a moment before moving down towards your core, ensuring to make you squeal by shamelessly licking your boobs, nipples hardening when released.

"So pretty for me, so perfect... " he trails off, kissing your clit over your panties. Hooking his index fingers in your panties, he tugs at them hard till they tear open.

"Jaeyoon! "

"Don't worry baby, I promise to rip you open like this with my cock tonight" he chuckles.

"Jaeyoon... " you whine and turn your face in attempts to hide your red cheeks from him, which makes him laugh.

"Why? Don't you always like it when I paint your pretty little pussy? Hmm? Why so shy now baby? Scared you'll end up screaming when I fuck you like I say?" He whispers into your ears, fingers fucking into your hole, scissoring to stretch you out and his thumb occasionally brushing your clit. Mewling you try to hide your face from him again. Clicking his tongue in disappointment, he starts sucking on your neck, fingers not stopping their dance in you. When you let out soft moans, easing into the pleasure you're feeling, he smirks knowing damn well he's gonna have you screaming in no time.

Dawon

"Oh my god" you whispered softly as Sanghyuk's tongue flicked your clit suddenly. Gasping silently your hands moved to tug his hair, your legs trying to close but being prevented by his strong arms.

Swallowing the lump in your throat you breathe heavily as he kisses his way up from your core to your lips. A hand of his comes to caress your cheek while he smirks above you. "Do you plan on keeping my ears deprived of your sweet sounds even when I fuck you stupid? " he smiles and questions hotly as he marks up your neck.

"Hmm? " you look at him with doe eyes.

"Fuck don't look at me like that. I'm already finding it hard to control myself" he says kissing your mouth.

Unexpectedly he grinds his naked length to your core, coating his dick with your juices, kissing you, biting your lips and happily swallowing your shocked squeals and yelps that arise from each hip movement.

"Jagi you sound so cute for me" he lines himself up to your entrance, head just prodding into your hole. "Please don't hold back your moans from me baby, otherwise I may have to fuck you till you can't stay quiet anymore" he thrusts his whole length into you at once and starts to fuck you with a fast pace.

With every sound from you he just went deeper and faster, eliciting more moans and cries from you everytime.

Zuho

His groan vibrates through your body, your back arching off the couch handle where he has you over. Your left leg on the floor isn't really helping much as it rises up every time he hums into your pussy, you right leg on his shoulder, his hand holding your thigh and other keeping your legs open for him.

Moaning loudly your hands squeeze your boobs, breathing heavier than when you run a mile. Detaching from your pussy with a pop, he chuckles darkly. "I don't think I've ever heard you moan so loud. I could get used to this yeah "

Diving back in he pushes your left leg towards your chest, his tongue going in deeper than before making your eyes water with joy. His thumb rubs teasing circles on your inner thigh, stimulating you more than you thought possible.

Giving your clit one final suck, he pulls away completely and rises up till your face, kissing you and making you taste yourself on his tongue. He breaks the kiss soon and begins to palm his cock in his trousers.

"I want you to make yourself cum hard, and then I will kiss every inch of your body till there's goosebumps everywhere and then I'll fuck you so good the neighbors will wish they were us, okay? "

Rowoon

"I swear you're making me go crazy" Seokwoo said picking you up and backing your against the nearest wall will your back in flat against it.

Gasping silently you wrap your arms around his broad shoulders and legs around his waist.

Biting your lower lip then licking it, you lift your gaze up from his shirtless torso to his lips to his eyes, only to find them staring at you with such vigor. Smirking he takes a step forward, closing off any gap whatsoever between your bodies.

"What do I do now. Hmm? I go feral around you, and that isn't a very good look for a man so calm like me know? How do we fix this? " he finishes by rutting his hard-on to your clothed core, a series of soft moans erupting from you when he doesn't stop with one rut. You could tell exactly at which moment he got lost in the feeling of you, his eyes turning black with no sign of his chocolate like irises.

Digging your fintertips into his shoulders you slowly tilt your head back till it collides with the wall, giving Seokwoo the chance to lick up your throat. Breathing airily you move your hands to his neck, pulling him away from your neck and kissing him on his lips. The kiss is hot. Tongues mercilessly fighting, hair being tugged lightly, heaving chests not having much space to rise up without touching all with Seokwoo humping you.

Pulling away to catch your breath, "Please fuck me. Please, please, please, please... " you beg cutely not being able to take this torture anymore. Nodding in agreement Seokwoo moves to undress your bottoms and tenderly thrusts his length into you once naked. Mouth falling open in synchronized moans, your volume increases with inch of you being filled by him deliciously.

"Don't you dare stop moaning for me" he fucks you against the wall till you came screaming around his cock two times.

Yoo Taeyang

"And he was so cool you know, just as he always is..." Taeyang fanboys over his idol, quite an eventful day for him today. You really want to listen to him, you do and he looks so adorable and his eyes are so bright but here you are, thinking about his fingers pinching and rubbing the skin of your thighs, just below where your shorts and how it's making you wet cause he's so close to your aching core.

"Baby, are you listening? What's wrong?" He asks, concerned that you have something else on your mind.

"Nothing, sorry. You were saying...." Oh he doesn't buy it. He bites his lip, cause he knows you like the back of his hand, probably better. He knows that his fingers are affecting you, not that he'll admit that it was intentional.

"Come here" he pulls your leg over his lap, making you straddle him and wraps his pretty hands around your waist, holding you close.

"You know you can tell me if you want to fuck me right? " You gasp at his crude words making him chuckle at your adorableness. With a finger under you chin he leans forward attaching your lips together, his favorite dance to do with you to fluster you and make you whine for him to do something, anything to make you cum. And that's the best part for him, breaking you down till you become his needy little cockslut.

"We're not getting off this couch till your legs give out from riding my cock, you understand?"

Shyly you nod your head, unable to meet his eyes. God you'll be the death of him.

Hwiyoung

Inspired by a lovely chat with a friend 😏

Lukewarm water runs down your bodies. Lips engulfing each other's in sync, a lovely dance with running shower water as the music. Youngkyun breaks the kiss and gently brings his hand up to your cheek to rub it. Biting his lip he brings the same hand down, touching your chin, to your neck, to your shoulder and down your arm and finally intertwining your fingers together.

Whilst doing so, his gaze falls on your chest, breathing heavily while reddish marks adorn it in a scattered pattern. Suddenly he spins you so you face the shower and his pink lips attach themselves to your neck. He grazes your skin with his teeth and licks up your earlobe. While distracting you with his antics, his free hand travels down from your waist, over your abdomen and towards your core. You let out a small moan when his fingertips start circling around your clit.

"So sensitive for me baby. Do you like that? Do you like it when I claim you as mine? " he whispers lowly in your ears but all you can concentrate on are his fingers slowly going deeper to where you need him the most. Harshly biting your shoulder, you squeal at the sudden act only to realise that you failed to answer his question.

Your answer is cut off by an unexpected moan, your thighs closing around his hand as he starts to thrust his fingers one by one into your core. "Don't worry baby, it's just you and me. Moan all you want and as loudly as you want " he says needily rubbing his hardened dick on your backside. The rest of the shower was filled with soft whimpers and surprised gasps from the both of you.

Chani

"Baby, why didn't you tell me this?"

"Tell you what?"

"Tell me how great it'd be to sit on my face" Chani says casually almost making you drop the dish you were washing.

He grins at your reaction, catching the way you are breathing heavily at the slightest bit of teasing. He walks up behind you, hugging you as the fingers of his right hand travels up and down your arm, leaving goosebumps in its way.

"My friends told me that it feels amazing to have your girl sit on your face. And I'm sure your girlfriends also would've spoken about it." He explains and presses his half hard dick to your bum, grinding against you and grabs your hips to hold you in place before you run away from him.

"I... Don't... Yeah they did say something but I didn't pay attention cause... I... Fuck... Chani!!" Your words are cut short as your boyfriend started to kiss your neck, bite it even and distract you from your thoughts. His hand hovers around the elastic of your shorts, tugging it so lightly, it's almost not noticeable. As if his actions weren't enough to make you lose you mind,

"You sound so pretty baby. I want you to sit on my face now so I can hear you beg for me to make you cum. " He whispers in your ear, thumbs hooking in your shorts and pulling them down impatiently.

[dms-saggicorn]

Peter what do you think about the fact that your darlings are leaving your fandom "Your Boyfriend" not because of you but because of your mother and some other people?

He's huddled in a corner, holding himself tight and his fingers digging into his skin.

Peter: *sniffling* Please...It's not my fault...Don't leave me!

He weeps. Things feel so cold.

[rhfffas]

KB:🐕

KB: Lucky come here boy!!! Don't bother the hot Russian assassin

KB: She's a very busy lady

KB: She doesn't have the time for you!!!!!!

KB: PD misses you

KB: HE IS THE ONE TEXTED YOU I SWAER IT WASN'T ME

YB: Kate Bishop. Did you just use your dog as an poor excuse to text me?

You can just say YOU miss me.

Also did you just call me hot.

KB: ...(*Too busy at gay panicking to text back)

[carbuncle-paws]

I think Tumblr YB was better, it felt like he really loved us behind the screen.

and about game YB, well he's just stalking y/n, like he cares about this poor college student who needs to pay rent and not the viewer, it's still disappointing :c

I tend to agree. Sometimes I like to think game Peter is the one from the blog, but he's just following the script. Like he only actually cares about you (just like he did on the blog) and is doing whatever he can within the limits of the game to get and keep the your attention (as the person playing the game). I really like when he breaks the fourth wall, especially that time he chooses the dialogue option for you hehe

I do like the eh... separate (for lack of a better term?) game version of Peter too though, I see the appeal of both!

[floofyangelkitty]

I saw on IG YB’s NYC photo and video at Kinds of Kindness mini event. And he looks all smug, he is 6th on the bill! And hasn’t booked a role in a year and most likely no roles to film this year either.

He shot his last shot with the “poor me” Mail article and nobody cared. At this point we should probably let him sink into obscurity.

[notoriousbeb]

Have you seen this reading?

https://youtu.be/nOyAlnS77RQ?feature=shared

Hi, anon! I had not. So, thanks so much for sharing!

Here are my highlights from this Harry Styles vs. Taylor Swift energy reading:

Reader is picking up that their friendship needs a bit of rejuvenation.

Taylor is happy with the state of her love life. She’s happy with the choice she made, and now she wants to just have some fun.

Harry is hungry for something—like needs some sort of fulfillment. There’s some sort of unhappiness with him. He may need to release something (loneliness, negativity?) He could be reflecting a lot on the past. Reader feels like there’s something negative he needs to release in order for the sun to shine again. He wants to laugh and smile again. His love life is dragging him down.

The energy of his current love life is poor (☹️).

The nature of Harry and Taylor’s current connection is friendship with flirty energy. Nothing too serious. Taylor is withdrawn right now, more open to passion than emotion (booty calls), and there’s inconsistency in their connection.

Harry might be doing something or something’s that aren’t healthy. Like drinking too much or not eating well. He’s very unfocused or careless right now. (I mean, maybe the man is taking a bit of a well-deserved treat-yourself rest. Eat them donuts, baby).

There’s a current love connection with a cancer (Taylor Russell is a cancer).

However, there’s something coming up about a reunion with a romance that Harry either wants or will be happening in the future. Harry is very enthusiastic about this reunion.

But in order for this reunion to work, he needs a new approach to an old problem. Success with this reunion will require having good l character and solving some old issues in a more realistic way—being very steady and smart this time around.

Reader sees an earth sign and a water sign related to this reunion (maybe an event with multiple friends present?)

Taylor is going through something big and that’s what she’s focused on right now. She’s leaving something behind and ending a cycle that doesn’t have richness and fulfillment (bye bye, YB). She starting over fearlessly and blooming into a new version of herself (fearless!). And that transition is going to take time.

Reader feels like Taylor’s either talking to someone about having children or maybe just talking to someone who either she or they can’t give the other what they need (i.e. bear fruit in the relationship).

[stoopid-turtle]

July Summary + Takeaways

It's clear that they're a couple during this month. The ramped-up romance/sexual energy of June continues into July, and this is the first month I notice some phone-swapping. It's also when we can see gg giving SO MANY gooey expressions to dd. Poor jc and jl both take a turn as the third wheel between these two.

This is also the first month we get dd yelling out that he loves gg. First with the Zhan-ge dd ai ni on 7.8 and then during XL's interview with the cast on 7.9.

I'm curious about the sequence of events on 7.8, tbh. On that day, we have ggdd thirdwheeling jl, the zhan-ge dd ai ni, and the "you're not banned in cloud recesses" mic drop. But we also get dd being a smart-ass about throwing gg in a lake. Or, more accurately, I guess, throwing wwx in a lake (though he's answering as dd, not as lwj). That's a lot of back and forth for dd.

Combine that with the next day's other love declaration during the xl interview and dd's going fast and furious with fiery emotions. (And an alternate date for the xl interview is on 7.8, so that would be even more notable).

I've seen a post (I don't remember who. If it was you, lmk, and I'll link it) point out that dd might have been making a point in that "keep or throw in the lake" interview that it's not wwx he's into, it's gg. We see him say this more explicitly on 7.18 in the clip that basically converted me into turtledom. I can see that take. While gg often refers to dd as lwj (or lz), dd's pretty consistent about just referring to gg as zhan-ge. I can't recall a time he calls him wwx (or wy). So I think that line is firmer for dd and he's trying to make that clear to gg because he worried it's muddier for him.

Before doing this, I thought dd's little love declarations were joke-y. But if they're already in a relationship, then they hit different. That's something you joke about in a relationship if you've already exchanged "I love yous" with your partner. When reciprocated, it becomes a source of joy and delight that you feel like showering them with non-stop. It's awkward to do so if they haven't reciprocated, so I can only envision these declarations if both ggdd did a love confession before this.

There's nothing incredibly notable in the days leading up to 7.8, but this is likely something that happened in private. This does put something of a kibosh on my speculation that gg turned dd's confession down at first. Or maybe dd first confessed back in June, got turned down, then they both came back around to it at the beginning of July?

Also, if gg and dd really did try to explain omegaverse fic to jc and yb on 7.11, I so desperately would like to see a translation of whatever was bleeped out. It sounds hilarious.

The 7.16 xuanwu cave clips are all just amazing. Watching these in order (with less chopped-up clips), I picked up on the fact that gg tends to greet dd with a small touch on the back whenever he gets to set (dd tends to arrive after gg, I think bc his makeup/hair takes longer). Something about that small gesture makes me smile.

I've also heard that the tongue in cheek blowjob gesture that gg seemed to make towards dd isn't really a thing in China, but I have trouble reading that scene if that's a neutral gesture. Like, dd has his robes hiked up (for some reason). GG pointedly looks down and smirks while looking back up and then does that with his tongue. I just...the only explanation is blowjob. It just is.

So, yeah, maybe gg picked up that particular gesture somewhere. The fact that it's not a thing in China overall might have made him feel more secure doing it so openly in front of the camera.

I also started to pick up on the fact that my comprehensive bilibili playlist was missing scenes. Ah well. I have strong memories of the clip of gg getting injured in the Cold Springs bc it also has dd being rude to gg and then apologizing. Something about seeing a moment of conflict feels especially intimate, honestly. The fact that that's also the day that gg tells the crew to ignore dd yelling out on the roof is...well, maybe a little passive aggressive?

GG also gets noticeably more annoyed with the camera during this month. Previously, he'd get embarrassed if caught swearing or something. But this month is (I think) the first where he starts trying to shoo the camera away or block it.

The 7.23 jealousy in English conversation just kills me. They're in a relationship at this point, so are they talking about past behavior? Does dd still talk to men on WeChat? Was gg talking to a girl? Was she a sister? A girl friend? Or was gg making fun of dd talking to men on WeChat before they got together? (Was gg one of those men?) Why on earth did they have this convo in English??

Wow, that's a lot. It's this month more than ever (thus far) that really hits home how little we see. There's so much happening outside the view of even the bts camera, and we only get little glimpses of their relationship. It's compelling and interesting and sweet all at the same time.

[mainstream-deviant]

Heyo - super excited for your prompt list and to see you getting back in the swing of writing, hell yeah :D I actually thought of two, so feel free to do one over another if you feel so inclined (or both! or neither! no rules here haha): 4 with Ryou + YM and / or 11 with Malik + TKB/YB (whichever one of your choosing)

Oooh, you gave me a deathshipping option. You should know what happens when there’s a good deathshipping option. 😂

Thank you so much for the prompt and the encouragement. You’re a gem. 💕

(If anyone else would like to request a sleepytime prompt, the list is HERE!)

Fandom: Yugioh DM

Pairing: Deathshipping (Ryou/Yami Marik)

Word Count: ~1000 (oh hush that's totally a drabble >.>)

Rating: F for Fluff

Context: Something vaguely post-cannon, when YM (Amir) is in the “oh shit I’m a whole person with whole emotions and a whole psyche and consequences?? Wtf?” part of the process and trying to Human. It's tiring work.

The mechanics of the mini-boss’s weapon were finally, finally, starting to look like they might possibly consider working with a just little extra encouragement. If he asked the monster world gods very very nicely. Maybe. He hoped. Ryou was just starting to wonder if he’d have to consider some sort of human sacrifice to get these stats to work when there was a thud from the doorway. He shifted out of the way just in time for the thump of a body hitting the couch.

“Tough day?” A stream of muffled grumbling drifted up from the cushion next to him, where Amir had planted himself firmly face-down in the cushions. Answer enough.

Ryou carefully extended a hand and very pointedly shifted his weight in Amir’s direction. Amir’s attitude towards comforting touch was… inconsistent, to say the least, so Ryou was ready for a sharp warning away. But this time the stream of grumblings continued despite the movement, so Ryou took that as permission and slipped his fingers into Amir’s wild hair to gently scratch at his scalp.

A large whoosh of air interrupted the grumbling for a second and Amir shifted an arm up under his head, tucking his face into his elbow. This just so happened to push his head further into Ryou’s fingers, a fact that he’s sure Amir would say was just coincidence if he pointed it out. Ryou smiled to himself and dug his nails in more firmly, taking full advantage of that point of contact.

They stayed that way for a while, as Amir’s already-muffled words slurred together more and more. Gaming statistics set aside for now, Ryou passed the time trying to figure out whether any of Amir’s mumblings were staying in one language from beginning to end. It didn’t sound like it. He must be exhausted, poor boy.

“You can rest, Amir. We’ll sort it tomorrow.” The string of syllables shifted to something vaguely assenting, before fading away entirely.  Ryou kept up the steady rhythm of his fingers until the last of the tension faded and Amir’s breaths smoothed out, slow and deep. Pleased, he took that as his cue and slouched into the corner of the couch, waiting.

It didn’t take long for Amir to twist around and shift toward Ryou. With a wakeful, whirring mind it was always debateable whether Amir would seek or avoid physical contact. But like this, quiet and sedate in a way his mind wouldn’t allow any other time, it was always the same.

It started with the warm press of a forehead into Ryou’s leg, insistent and kitten-like. Ryou smiled and continued to massage the back of Amir’s head, obligingly shifting his legs so Amir’s seeking arm could anchor them together more firmly. A deep sigh rushed warm air past his thigh as Amir settled further, apparently content for now. Ryou had to smile as Amir’s mouth softly fell open, huffing out little puffs of air into the small space between leg and couch. Anyone else would look suffocated in such a pose, but Amir seemed perfectly at ease. Whenever he finally slept, he slept like the dead. Ryou let his hand fall still, silence settling in like a thick mist.

With Amir seeming settled for the moment, Ryou’s thoughts drifted back towards his abandoned project. He twisted just a bit to try to get eyes back on his campaign materials. He could almost make out the chart he needed from here, and he had been so close to figuring out how the shielding was going to work…

A discontented grunt filtered up from near Ryou’s leg, and he looked down in time to catch a little scowl cross Amir’s brow. Alright then. No more campaign prep tonight. But if he wasn’t going to get any further on his campaign tonight, he could at least avoid having a crick in his neck come morning. Ryou settled back further on the couch and reached down to scratch at Amir’s shoulders, hoping he'd move a bit.  The scowl on Amir’s face deepened as Ryou shifted his legs to try to lift them onto the couch. He never like being disturbed. The arm around Ryou’s legs tightened and something startlingly close to a growl rumbled out of Amir’s chest. Somehow, it managed to sound petulant.

“I’m not leaving, I just want to lie down properly, you goon. Come on, let me go for a sec.” Giving up on subtlety entirely, Ryou threaded an arm underneath Amir’s shoulder to pry him off enough lie down on the couch properly.

It was debateable whether Amir ever actually woke up moments like this, but at least he always responded to the movement. He relaxed his clinging arm with a grumble while Ryou repositioned himself, eyes scrunched shut and scowl firmly in place. The moment Ryou settled down, Amir let out a low rumble and dove forward, shoving his head into Ryou’s stomach hard enough to force a huff of air from his lips. Ryou resumed petting Amir’s hair, catching his breath as well as he could even as Amir wound an arm around his waist and held him tight, tight, tight, squeezing the air right back out again. Ryou hugged Amir’s head close to his middle. His very own live lion plushie, he’d once said, much to Amir’s great annoyance. Ryou figured he could deal with it as compensation for enduring his subconscious anaconda traits. A leg hooked around one of Ryou’s, effectively locking in his sleeping position for the night. Well, at least he was horizontal now.

Quiet once again, Ryou let his eyes droop, warm in a tangle on the couch. He watched as Amir nuzzled in to the soft squish of his belly, scowl slowly receding now that his anchor was still. He didn’t let his eyes close the rest of the way until Amir’s lips gently parted again, loose and wafting warm breath as he sunk back down into the deep. With a sigh, Ryou joined him.

[pulchrasilva]

i think noise being nonbinary is already canon, and i hc roman as a trans guy because i liked the interpretation that his moment in the communicave was fueled by his doubts about ryker's acceptance of him (i dont remember who made that post but they were so right). i haven't seen transfem yb before but his backstory was that he was pressured by the bard king to be a living weapon, which was a role that didn't fit him. i believe that maybe he was pressured in other ways. 1/2

So I already loved this headcanon for the vibes but hearing the reasoning im like 👀

The canon reason for his reaction to the dream demon is that he fears he's not worthy of his family's sword/legacy (and by extention that Ryker thinks he's unworthy) and having that tied into his gender identity would be SUPER INTERESTING. Especially since Ryker already uses his name and pronouns and is presumably supportive of him (i love supportive dad Ryker sm). If Ryker does actually accept his identity despite his fears, maybe that suggests Roman is in fact worthy of the sword.

And Youngblood being forced into a masculine role makes so much sense. From what we've seen of the bard college it seems like a military institution?? (at the very least the bard guards + first chair are definitely a military) and that tends to be thought of as a "man's field" - actually im not sure if we've ever seen a female bard guard other than Flow (who I'm not sure is a bard guard actually?) And Britney Bitch (who has a different uniform.. are Flow and Britney circus performers??) I'm sure the bard king would value the aggressive type of hyper-masculinity in his soldiers, especially his secret weapon. Hes a bastard he's like that

Interested in what that would mean for Noise. He is in fact nonbinary in canon (i mean unless they're cis/binary trans and choose to use he/they for gender fuckery reasons anyway because that would be very slay) did they experience similar things? Did he escape the brunt of it because he wasn't the secret weapon that Youngblood was? Or was being first chair still just as bad? Noise clearly beats himself up over people thinking he doesn't deserve to be first chair - do they worry that their gender makes people think they're incapable because they're not a man? Is there any truth in that? Is Noise even out to the bard guards? The bard king?

It's all very interesting!! The way it ties into their canon motivations/challenges is just *chefs kiss*

Theres so much angst in this too, poor kiddos :( I hope they can all work through their struggles with gender identity together