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Like every evening at The Azalea, the sounds of Jelly Roll Morton’s jazz band overpowered the combined sounds of everything else. A mere human would only be able to discern the playful and talented way Mr. Morton’s fingers danced over the keys of his piano, a sound that paired beautifully with the rhythmic display coming from the drums and the balance-bearing bass of the cello. But Lestat was no mere human and, with a focus now second nature, he could hear everything occurring within The Azalea's walls.
Ice hitting against the sides of glass. Raucous laughter. A hiss from between teeth when alcohol burned the throat. The slap of a man’s hand against the ass of one of the girls. A cry from another girl as a man jackrabbited into her with no consideration. The rolling of a marble on the roulette wheel. The cheers and bang against a table as a man wins a tense game of poker.
Sometimes there were more interesting things to listen to, like Mr. Anderson’s adorable political ploys or a man confessing his sins tearfully to the whore he just fucked because he can’t stomach the thought of his wife finding out.
And sometimes, the best of times, Lestat could listen to Louis.
Long gone was the ability to hear his Louis’s thoughts, a travesty Lestat did his best not to lament upon often as thinking too much on such a subject could send even him spiraling. But he could listen to Louis speak, could hear him even if he was away in his office, even if he was out front greeting clientele.
There was a simple joy to be had in listening to Louis speak to others, listening to the easy way words rolled off of his tongue, listening to the sound of the smile on his face, listening to the honeyed-richness of his voice when something pleased him so. Lestat could sit at their table and be utterly content the entire night as long as he had music flowing over him and Louis’s voice in his ears.
Tonight, Lestat was utterly content.
Jelly Roll Morton was putting on a spectacular show up on the stage and Louis, in his office, was talking to Ms. Bricktop about the holiday bonuses he wanted to roll out for the girls given all of The Azalea’s successes.
“I wanna keep it a secret though,” Louis was saying, the words floating dreamily on the air as Lestat focused in. “They deserve a nice surprise.”
“I’ll make sure not a word is breathed about it, Mr. du Lac,” Ms. Bricktop replied. Like he so often could when it came to Louis, Lestat could hear the smile in Ms. Bricktop’s voice too.
For the next several minutes, Lestat sat at their table and listened to Louis and Ms. Bricktop swap ideas on how to properly go about Louis’s generous gift while staring at the stage and taking in each musician’s fluid movements with their instrument. When the conversation in the office took a turn toward its end, however, Lestat had no qualms about leaving while Mr. Morton was performing an intricate piano solo.
He stood from their table, pulled a cigarette and lighter from his pocket, and watched the end of the cigarette light up with flame before meandering his way to the nearest staircase.
Not even one foot was on the first step before he was greeted with a flirtatious, “Evening, Mr. Lioncourt,” from a lovely little thing with long brown hair and dark eyes so like Louis’s before he turned that Lestat couldn’t not kiss her hand and bask in her blatant desire for him. But whatever loveliness she held was dimmed by the knowledge of Louis, so close now, that Lestat didn’t dally.
Well, didn’t dally too long anyway.
Others gave him their hellos and nods of acknowledgment, but Lestat only truly heard the scrape of Louis’s office chair on the carpet and the muffled sound of his footsteps as he, no doubt, walked around the desk to show Ms. Bricktop out, as appropriate. By the time Lestat arrived, they were exchanging goodbyes, Louis saying, “I think I’m gonna head out soon and —” as he was opening the door.
The sight of Lestat stopped his mouth momentarily.
“Mr. Lioncourt,” Ms. Bricktop said, sounding not at all surprised. “Always good to see you.”
“A mutual sentiment,” Lestat replied with amused sincerity and a brief glance at her before his eyes found Louis.
Louis.
He hadn’t had a chance to see Louis yet tonight. Lestat had woken up long before his love, readied himself, and headed off for a quick meal, leaving Louis to laze in the warmth of his coffin a bit longer.
They had eaten early the evening before, having to get something in their bellies before seeing Tosca at the opera house on Bourbon Street, and Louis had been in such a mood afterward that they didn’t even steal an aperitivo from the patrons present. They had only gone home, Louis’s unhappiness a dark cloud that followed them up to coffin, a dark cloud that only slightly shifted to allow in the brightness of the moon when Lestat cozied up behind him and kissed at his neck, murmuring apologies — though Lestat didn’t know what he was apologizing for — into his hair.
Luckily for Lestat, whatever had soured Louis’s feelings last night seemed to have been deemed irrelevant for now because his Louis was now looking at him, eyes dancing with an eagerness to leave, as he did that beautiful thing with his mouth that he so often did when trying to repress a smile.
“I was just telling Bricks that we were going to head out soon,” Louis said. “Have to get on back to the townhouse.”
Lestat hummed, feeling the scar by his mouth deepen as he too repressed a smile. Unlike Louis though, Lestat was not a fan of repressing any part of himself and the smile won out, opening on his face and causing Louis to flush.
“Oh, yes, we do have something to prepare for, non? How could I have almost forgotten?” Lestat asked, playing the part, his hand up to his forehead as though plucking the fake-memory from inside. Louis’s flush deepened.
“Right, so we should —” and Louis gestured at the hall, their exit, with a movement of his hand, a movement just harsh enough that the jacket of his slightly too-big suit slid down and hid his hand for a moment.
“Yes, we should,” Lestat agreed, and he looked back at Ms. Bricktop who was wearing her signature high-eyebrowed look as her eyes flitted between the two of them. “Have a good rest of your evening.”
“Mmm-hmm. You two as well.”
Louis gave her his own goodbye, telling her to ring if anything was needed before he locked eyes with Lestat again and allowed Lestat to lead them out.
Good mood radiating, Louis immediately began telling Lestat about the holiday bonuses for the girls and Lestat listened with one ear, giving proper responses when deemed time.
The other ear was listening to the thoughts of the people of The Azalea, from Ms. Bricktop to the simplest patron there for an evening of fun. Lestat found himself wondering, briefly, if Louis ever heard the litany of assumptions, innuendos, and desires that always followed them when they left together. There were men that wanted to be Louis, men that wanted to be Lestat, whores and patrons alike that pictured what they looked like together in the privacy of their shared home. Lestat particularly enjoyed when Mr. Anderson was present and Lestat could witness the war that raged inside the man’s head when he thought, with disgust, about their activities while also getting hard in his pants at the idea of Louis spread out on a bed like the one’s upstairs. One could almost feel sorry for him, Lestat thought sometimes.
But Lestat squashed down that wonderment of what Louis knew, taking the opportunity to allow his hand to brush against Louis’s instead as they made their way to the front doors, giving Louis both of his ears now.
“— and given that our numbers are quadrupled from where they was last year, it’d be crazy not to,” Louis was saying, as though numbers and money really meant anything with Lestat’s accumulation of wealth. But Lestat knew that, for whatever phantasmal reason, The Azalea’s success was important to Louis and so he nodded, agreeing, and allowed his hand to brush against Louis’s again.
“Excitement looks magnificent on you,” Lestat said in response, stopping on the top step outside The Azalea and reaching into his pocket again, procuring his cigarettes and lighter. Louis rolled his eyes, the blue from The Azalea’s neon signage shifting the brilliant green of them to the color of the ocean, but he was smiling wide as he did so. Lestat handed him a cigarette, watched raptly as Louis placed it between his full lips, and flicked on the flame of the lighter. He used one hand to shield away the wind as he brought the flame to Louis’s cigarette and he continued with, “You did seem in quite a hurry to go despite all the good news.”
Louis took a long drag from his cigarette. “Didn’t want to be there anymore.”
He looked up at Lestat as he said it. The smoke he blew out danced across his face, drawing attention to the heaviness of his gaze and the weight of his lashes.
Lestat knew that look. Lestat had been lucky enough in the last years to have become very well acquainted with that look, had been the only recipient of that look since that fateful autumn of 1910. Everything in that look was unsaid, would be unsaid until they were locked away, until Louis was safe in the confines of their home together, until he was so awash with pleasure that “I wanted to be with you” didn’t have to stay locked within his sensual mouth.
Yes, it was time to go.
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It was only a mile’s walk to their house on Rue Royal and whenever they walked together, they took their time. Louis’s good mood was infectious and all-consuming, and he was so agreeable then that Lestat couldn’t not propose another visit to the opera house, this time to see La fille du régiment, another Donizetti masterpiece.
“La fille du régiment premiered three years before Don Pasquale and, I may be biased, but it is even better. Perhaps because it is French,” Lestat told Louis as they began to walk down Toulouse.
“Oh, you may be biased?” Louis asked rhetorically, turning his head to look at Lestat with amusement.
“Un peu.”
Louis snorted. “Well, if it’s even better then we must go.”
“If we do, let us hope that they have a better lead tenor than they did in Paris,” Lestat said, unable to repress a shudder. “That opening night was a barely averted disaster. Off-pitch and wrecking the stage, fils de pute.”
“I’m sure they’ve improved in the last century, Les,” Louis said. Lestat could’ve gasped.
“It has not been a century!”
“Close enough, old man!”
“Old man?” Lestat felt his eyes widening, felt the way words began to sputter incomplete and incoherent from his tongue. Never had Lestat been so scandalized, so disrespected, so —
And Louis was laughing. Not just any laugh, but the kind of laugh that forced his eyes to close, that sent him doubled-over, the kind of laugh that, to any passerby, made him look like any other drunkard leaving Storyville. It was the most beautiful thing Lestat ever heard.
Lestat laughed too, his own laughter joyful and unobstructed, though his eyes never left Louis.
They looked like fools, no doubt, two men laughing in the street in the middle of the night.
Though vampires needn’t breathe really, Louis, still a fledgling, was but learning the wonders of his newfound power and hadn’t quite grasped vampiric breathing. As such, he was laughing without sound now, breath trying its best to enter into his lungs, but he was laughing too hard for it to do so. Lestat was still laughing too, shoulders shaking with it, as he watched Louis step closer to him, felt his fingers grasp onto Lestat’s arm as though holding something could provide him the stability he needed to breathe again.
Lestat was too busy relishing in this moment, enjoying it for its gorgeous simplicity, that he didn’t hear the man approaching them.
“Louis? Little Louis du Lac, that you?”
It was sobering, the new voice interrupting such a moment, and Lestat turned sharply at the sound. Louis’s fingers on his sleeve stiffened.
There was a man standing behind them a ways away. He was older, in his fifties no doubt, with dark skin and matching dark eyes, eyes that were distorted behind thick-framed glasses. He was clutching a flimsy hat to his chest as though he had taken it off to help him see clearer in the night.
Louis stood up straight and adjusted his coat as he greeted, “Bernard Fontenelle! When did you get back into town?”
Bernard Fontenelle immediately brightened at being recognized and being correct in his own recognition, and his mind flared to life with memories that Lestat quickly and succinctly drank up.
Louis, young, so so young, standing inside of St. Augustine with his Daddy and Mamaw on one side, littler Grace and Paul on the other. A younger Bernard Fontenelle, more than a decade older than Louis though, dressed in his altar-boy robes and greeting the Pointe du Lacs, meeting little Louis’s altar-boy-awestruck look with a smile. Later in life, the Pointe du Lacs, all slightly older, showing up at Bernard Fontenelle’s farewell party as he prepared to leave New Orleans for Berks County, Pennsylvania, and Louis, in the midst of his teen years and so sweet and shy, telling Bernard Fontenelle that he’d pray for his safe travels and his success at his new job on the railroad lines every night.
Ah. More human connection.
“I just got in. Took the last trains I could, wanted to get more shifts in before getting down here,” Bernard said to Louis, moving closer to them. “Was on my way to my marraine’s house so I can try to fix up the damage on her front porch to surprise her with it in the mornin’ when I heard you over here having a time.”
Up close, Lestat could see that Bernard’s face was incredibly kind, his expressions open, but his shoulders betrayed that softness, the strength of them prominent in the way his coat strained across the breadth of his back.
Bernard turned that kind face of his to Lestat.
“I’m —”
“Bernard Fontenelle, yes, I heard,” Lestat finished for him, already beyond pleasantries. “I am Lestat de Lioncourt. I —”
“He’s my business partner here in the district,” Louis finished for him.
Lestat only looked, briefly, at Louis out of the corner of his eye, and he could see the trepidation, the trepidation that always reared its ugly head when Louis was hit with his past.
Lestat wanted to rear back too, wanted to dig his fangs in and death-shake the moment like a dog with a bone.
But tonight had been going so well, was going so well. And so he refrained.
“Oui,” he agreed through clenched teeth. “We were merely laughing at what good fortune we have. It is difficult not to find joy in success, non?”
“Most definitely, Mr. Lioncourt, sir,” Bernard said. He looked like he was going to say something else, flashes of long days working on the railroad playing across his mind in vivid memory, but Louis asked, “What’re you in town for, Bernard?” instead.
“My cousin’s wedding.”
“Aimee?” Louis asked incredulously.
“Aimee,” Bernard confirmed, eyebrows high as if adding on, “Can you believe that?”
“I swear she was just turning ten, running around church, screaming about –”
“Screaming about how she was grown now and we all better start acting like it,” Bernard added in, beginning to laugh at the memory of a little Aimee Fontenelle, her braids tied off with bows, running up and down the pews and looking everyone in the eye, telling them what she expected now that she was double-digits-old and getting indignant and pouty when not a one took her seriously.
“Time flies,” Louis said.
“Not for you, it seems,” Bernard said, leaning forward to slap Louis on the shoulder. “I know it’s been a while since I’ve seen you, but you don’t look like you’ve changed at all in the last decade.”
Lestat looked over at Louis with such pride, watching as Louis got flustered, fumbling over excuses for his vampiric hold on time.
He was Lestat’s finest and most wonderful discovery and creation.
It was difficult to imagine what a human saw when they looked at Louis, for Louis’s beauty sent even Lestat and his preternatural sight reeling, and Lestat knew that, to humans, they looked magnificent and otherworldly at times. Looking at Louis must be like looking at the gods of old come to life.
“— heard Grace got married a couple years ago,” Bernard was saying as Lestat returned to the conversation.
“Yeah, yeah,” Louis said. “Levi Freniere managed to steal her away. She’s doing real good though.”
“Any kids?”
“Just enough to keep them on their toes.” Louis held up a hand, three fingers up high. Bernard whistled a low sound. And then —
“I heard about Paul. I wanted to come down for the funeral, but…”
Louis shrugged, shoulders rising high and falling hard, eyes suddenly looking anywhere but at Lestat or Bernard. “Nah, it was…You knew Paul.”
“I did.”
Bernard sucked in a breath, clicked his tongue, and his face transformed from the sudden solemness back to its kind smile.
“But Grace’s made you an uncle and that must be something!”
“It is. She had twins first so it was, y’know, double the excitement for everyone.” He shifted on his feet. “I haven’t had a chance to meet the newest nephew. He was just born a couple weeks ago, but I know she named him Benjamin. Benny.”
“You gonna be returning the favor and giving her some nieces and nephews of her own?” Bernard asked, eyes flicking down to Louis’s left hand. “I don’t see a ring.”
“Look who’s talking!” Louis said, gesturing at Bernard’s own bare finger.
“I’m holding out for a hometown girl. Them girls up north are a different breed, and I don’t know how I feel giving my mamaw grandbabies from a northern girl. But you’re already home, what’s your excuse?”
Lestat waited for Louis to fluster and fumble again, to get caught over words as he attempted to explain this, explain them. Lestat watched expectantly, wanting to see the blood color Louis’s cheeks, something Lestat could tease him about later, could tell Louis, “This blush is even prettier on you,” as Louis was buried in his pleasure, color high on his face and across the bridge of his nose, his lips already having long been kiss-swollen.
“I’m too busy for any of that married stuff,” Louis said easily, scoffing and grinning. “I got too much sitting on my work here in Storyville, still running the Pointe du Lac trust, and all that other mess. What would I do with being married anyhow?”
Oh.
Oh.
“How old’re you now? You ain’t got forever, Louis.”
“I am none-of-your-business years old and I got plenty of time.”
The two of them went back and forth like that for a handful of minutes, laughing and joking like old friends, poking and prodding at each other in the way people who have known each other in childhood can.
And Lestat stayed silent.
He felt the tensing of his jaw, his shoulders, the tightening of the muscles in his arms as his fingers flexed and strained where they hung restlessly at his side against the outer seam of his pants.
“I’m too busy for any of that married stuff.”
“What would I do with being married anyhow?”
Oh.
The way Louis had said it rang in a repetitive circle within Lestat’s head, the nonchalantlessness of his tone striking. The smile on his face played like a hallucination in front of Lestat’s eyes.
When Bernard finally bid them farewell, wandering down toward the opposite end of Toulouse and turning on Burgundy, Louis fell back into his good mood from earlier, so busy talking about those holiday bonuses that he didn’t notice the oddity of Lestat’s silence.
They arrived at their home on Rue Royal, Lestat pushing open the iron gate with a hard shove, and Louis was quick to discard his shoes, hang up his coat and his hat, and turn his face up, catching a quick kiss on Lestat’s jaw as he said, “I’m gonna go change,” before bounding up the stairs toward their bedroom.
And wasn’t that the damndest thing? Their bedroom.
Lestat found himself stuck motionless at the bottom of the stairs.
Their bedroom.
Their bedroom.
Their bedroom.
‘Was it?’ Lestat found himself thinking, staring up at where Louis had disappeared.
“Is anything ours?” he voiced aloud then, the words barely a whisper, but still —
“You say something, Les?” Louis called.
Louis asked it with the same tone he’d said, “What would I do with being married anyhow?” and it was simply too much.
It was overwhelming.
“Les?” Louis asked again, now returned to the top of the stairs. He had changed, his slate-gray suit traded out for a comfortable pajama set, the royal purple ones Lestat had bought him last winter when Louis had mentioned how nice the silk felt after bathing in the hottest water, after the cold winter air hit his skin, after the fire rewarmed him back up, after sliding into coffin together.
Overwhelming.
“I’m going out,” Lestat said quickly then, turning on a heel. He hadn’t bothered to take his coat off or his shoes yet. He just had to get out the door.
“Going out? Going out where?”
But Lestat was hardly listening. His hand found the doorknob and turned it quickly, letting in a gust of cool night air as he called out over his shoulder, “To eat.”
Within only minutes, thanks to vampiric speed, he was across Lake Pontchartrain at Madisonville, hunting and hunting and looking and —
The man was handsome, in an unconventional way, and young and strong. And he put up a fight. But Lestat grabbed him easily, slammed his head against the brick of a building, pressed against him tight, sinking his fangs in to the hilt and pulling steady drinks, one after the other after the other, until the man slumped lifeless in Lestat’s arms. Lestat let him fall in a messy heap at his feet, swiping along the brick of the wall and licking clean his fingers.
The man’s blood was potent and heady.
It brought with it a sudden clarity too.
When Lestat finally decided to return home to Rue Royale, the moon seemed brighter. It filtered in through the windows of their parlor, white and illuminating, and bouncing off of the stained glass lamps decorating the tables, servers, and shelves littered about. Lestat loved the way it danced any time a car drove by, or even when it was blocked, however briefly, by a passerby or carriage.
He also loved how the moonlight looked on Louis.
Louis, who was sitting on the sofa, still in his royal purple pajamas, legs covered by a soft muslin blanket. Louis, who had one of his damned books in his hands, eyes scanning the pages as though searching for purpose. Louis, who didn’t believe he was married, who thought that they —
Louis’s eyes were on him as he came through the front door, eyebrows furrowed together, the corners of his mouth turned down.
“Les? What’s wrong? Where’d you go? You bolted out of here like —”
With the same vampiric speed he’d used to get across Lake Pontchartrain, Lestat moved forward.
He had Louis pressed against the sofa, using his entire body to cage him in. They were nose to nose, Lestat’s intense stare boring into Louis’s more startled one. Those wide, green eyes matched the sudden hummingbird’s wing-fast thump-thump-thump of Louis’s heart hammering away within his chest.
The book he’d been holding had been snatched and tossed haphazardly onto one of the tables. He didn’t need it any longer.
“Not married?”
The words, the question, felt heavy as they left Lestat’s mouth.
And when Louis’s eyebrows furrowed together again, when the startled look in his eyes melted away to confusion, the words repeated, this time with an edge.
“Not married?”
“What’re you talking about?” Louis asked.
Lestat pulled back, just slightly, enough that he could see the entirety of Louis’s face.
Beautiful.
The thought that the world didn’t know, couldn’t know, that he was Lestat’s was unthinkable. And the thought that Louis couldn’t even find it within himself to want that just as much as Lestat was even moreso.
“You told Bernard Fontenelle that you didn’t have time to be married. You told him that marriage was of no use for you.”
The expression on Louis’s face melted into a new one once again, this time of annoyance, of exasperation.
“Really? That’s what all this is about?” He was trying to wriggle free, shimmying down as though Lestat was just going to let him slip out and away.
“You couldn’t have meant that, Louis.”
If Lestat had been in a different mindset, a better mindset, he wouldn’t have allowed his voice to have softened, quieted, when he said that. But it did. Louis mimicked the action with his face, his mouth parting ever so slightly, his jaw untightening, his eyes searching.
“Lestat…” and that was all Louis said, voice trailing off as he failed to give any explanation.
The muscle in Lestat’s jaw ticked.
Lestat pulled back all the way now, but only so he could use the space to lean down and scoop Louis — who made a sound of surprise followed by an indignant “Lestat!” — into his arms.
For the last time of the evening, as Lestat intended to make his point very clear, Lestat used his vampiric speed to take them up the stairs, pausing at the top of the steps. Louis’s right arm was trapped between their bodies, but his left was clutching at the jacket of Lestat’s fine suit, nails digging in. Lestat’s own arms, full of Louis, pulled him closer as he asked, “Did I not carry you over the threshold of our home together? Did I not hold you in my arms as I do now?”
“You’re being insane,” was Louis’s response. He made no effort to scramble away though, fingers digging in even harder as Lestat began to walk toward their bedroom.
Gently, with more care than he could ever hope to voice, Lestat placed Louis on the bed.
That indignancy was on Louis’s face now as he leaned back on his hands, mouth pulled in a petulant pout. Lestat crowded him again, bracing his own hands on the bed so he could hold his body over Louis’s, so he could press Louis back onto the comforter and put his face into the space between Louis’s neck and shoulder. The silk of the pajamas brushed against his jaw as he said in almost a whisper, “Have I not been a good husband?”
Lestat was sure he wasn’t meant to hear the hitch of Louis’s breathing.
He kissed Louis’s neck, then pulled back to look at him again.
“Have I not upheld my husbandly duties?” Shifting his weight, adjusting, he pressed more of his body atop Louis’s, holding himself up now with only one hand as he brought the other to Louis’s face, stroking down his soft cheek with the pads of his fingers. “What else does one have to do to prove his love?”
His fingers pressed tighter, just so the tips of his sharp nails could tease at the skin of Louis’s face, moving down over his jaw, sliding across the prominent tendon of his neck, down to the neckline of his pajama shirt.
There were buttons holding the shirt closed. Lestat toyed with the one button closest to the top, the one settled over Louis’s sternum.
“Perhaps I haven’t done enough,” Lestat tsked at himself. He moved down to the second button, leaving the first intact. “Perhaps I should make up, to you, my shortcomings in our marriage.”
“Lestat, there’s no shortcomings to be talking about,” Louis said. His voice was breathy, but he was trying to push himself up onto his hands once more, struggling against the weight of Lestat.
“But there must be,” Lestat disagreed. The third button now. “I must have not done something right.”
Louis was trying to sneak a hand up to push at Lestat’s shoulder. It took very little to keep that hand away and Louis huffed as he was denied three times over.
“Bernard doesn’t need to know anything about us. No one does. It’s us, not them.”
This time when Lestat looked at Louis, he really looked. That same trepidation from earlier, from childhood, was there rearing its ugliness at Louis, and it was in a battle, a constant battle, with the part of Louis that caused his breath to hitch at the word ‘husband.’
“But what if I want to scream it?” Lestat asked, his hand now fiddling with the fourth, and final, button. “What if I want the world to know that I love you? What if I want the world to know that you’re mine?”
This time Lestat wasn’t sure if the hitch of Louis’s breath was because of what he said or because he chose that moment to slice a nail quickly down the front of Louis’s shirt, popping off every button so that the silk slid away from Louis’s torso, exposing him to the cool air of the bedroom.
“We can’t do any of that, Les,” Louis said. “We don’t get to scream it. We don’t get to tell the world. There are a million reasons as to why.”
It was true, Lestat knew. The human world and all of its problems were why humans were so simultaneously fascinating and frustrating. It was why Louis’s voice still got sad, as it was now, when reminded of the human setbacks he still held within himself, would hold until his family was no longer present to remind him of what once was.
But they weren’t human. They had a future. They had a future where the world would be far different than it currently was. Lestat had seen so many things change during his walk in the Savage Garden.
So Lestat hummed instead, the vibration of it low in his chest. “Then let us think about our actual wedding.”
“What?” Louis blinked at him.
“One day,” Lestat trailed, fingers toying with Louis’s open shirt, “we will be able to get married. It will happen. And when that day comes, I will give you a proper wedding.” He pushed the shirt away from Louis’s shoulders, watching with a devouring gaze as more skin was put on display. “I will give you a ring of emerald to match the gems that are your eyes. I will announce to all my vow to stay by your side. I will tell them how I love you and I will kiss you in front of them so they can see the truth behind it all.”
With the same gentleness he had placed Louis upon the bed with, Lestat entirely removed Louis’s shirt, allowing him to witness the quickened heave of Louis’s chest, the way his nipples had hardened in the cold of the room, the way his fingers twitched helplessly against the cover.
That gentleness vanished at the sight. Lestat could feel his smile turn wolfish.
It only took two moves to return them to their earlier position, Lestat atop Louis, body blanketing his, but this time Lestat didn’t delay.
He kissed Louis. It started off simple, almost sweet, but it quickly developed into something more, deeper and languid. It was almost syrupy in its quality, like the blood of a wine-drunk or that of a particularly beautiful young woman.
When the tip of Lestat’s tongue found the seam of Louis’s lips, Louis opened for him, let him lick his way inside, mapping teeth and taste and cementing the taste of himself right there.
Louis shifted underneath him and this time Lestat allowed Louis to bring his hands up, allowed Louis to settle one around the back of his neck and the other in his hair. Pulling, Louis tried to bring Lestat closer, tilting his head just so in order to return the favor, licking into Lestat’s mouth with an equal kind of enthusiasm.
Then he purposefully sliced his tongue along one of Lestat’s fangs.
Immediately blood flowed into Lestat’s mouth, overtaking everything else, almost whiting out his vision. It was Louis’s blood. Louis, his Louis, who kept kissing him for some time, every passing second of the kiss wetter. It made Lestat hard, his cock already beginning to strain against the confines of his pants.
But so was Louis, his hardness pressed against Lestat’s thigh.
There was blood trickling down Louis’s chin when they separated and Lestat lurched forward, his tongue flat to gather it all on his tongue before pressing it back into Louis’s own mouth with a quick kiss.
“You minx,” Lestat scolded. “That was devilish.”
Louis smiled. It would have almost been a shy thing, done while looking up through dark lashes, a flush on his face as though realizing he was half-naked whilst Lestat was still in his full suit.
It would have succeeded in being a shy thing had it not been for the blood staining his teeth.
Oh, Lestat loved him so.
“Get out of that ridiculous suit and tell me more,” Louis said. He was settling himself further up the bed, eyes watching raptly as Lestat slowly stood up to full height, standing at the foot of the bed to begin fiddling with his cufflinks.
Lestat almost lost the back of one when Louis trailed a hand down to toy with the waist of his pajama pants.
“Tell you more of what?” Lestat asked, sliding off his jacket and throwing it somewhere to be gathered up tomorrow.
“Of our wedding.”
Louis’s eagerness from earlier in the evening had returned full force. Lestat was more than happy to oblige him.
“Well,” he started, moving to take off his tie, “the wedding would be whatever you want. Big affair, small affair, it matters none to me. In a church, in New Orleans, across the world in China, on an island far away from everyone else.” His hands moved down to his belt. “All that I know, all that is guaranteed, is that your ring would be an emerald and that, by the end of the night, no one would be able to question us. The entire world would know that I was the one to put that ring on your finger.”
He toed off his shoes, leaving them where they were, and began to unbutton his shirt. His had many more buttons than Louis’s pajama shirt and it was a thrill, a stroke of Lestat’s ego, to witness the way desire burned in Louis’s eyes as each button came undone.
As he slid it off his shoulders, letting it join his shoes on the floor at his feet, he began to crawl back onto the bed. Louis’s breath immediately quickened again, ever so, and Lestat found the hand that was toying with the waist of his pajama pants and intertwined their fingers, leaving feather-like touches with his thumb across the thin skin stretched over Louis’s hipbone.
“I also know that, despite everything, you could still wear white.”
Reflexively, Louis’s fingers tightened around Lestat’s own. The way his face reddened more would have almost been startling had Lestat not known exactly what he was doing, what he was aiming for. His wolfish smile returned.
“Yes, because even though you’ve long been defiled, taken apart and put back together all on my cock, you can still wear white. After all, I was your first, non?”
Lestat pulled his hand away from Louis’s, letting it fall to the same place Louis had been fiddling with earlier, his fingers sliding underneath the fabric of those pajama pants and beginning to pull. Louis’s breathing was shallow now, eyes never leaving Lestat’s face, trained on his mouth as Lestat said, “Such a good wife you are. You saved yourself for me, for your husband. You didn’t allow anybody else inside.”
The silk slid easily down Louis’s legs, bunching up around his ankles for a brief moment before Lestat pulled it away, and now Louis was naked, a vision against the gold of the comforter, its warmth complimentary and stunning next to the brown of his skin.
Finding it impossible not to do so, Lestat leaned down and kissed Louis again. He resumed their languid, syrupy kiss, utterly claiming Louis with it. But now that there was so much skin to touch, so much more to stake claim upon as well, his hands couldn’t stay still.
Louis was so soft, his skin made to give and take with whatever direction Lestat pushed. His back arched and bowed as Lestat’s hands danced over the expanse of his ribs, his shoulders dropped when Lestat slid a hand underneath him to the small of his back, his neck tilted to expose himself more when Lestat’s other hand cupped and held at his jaw.
When Louis tilted his neck, it moved the position of his mouth underneath Lestat’s, and Lestat took the opportunity to shift his kisses, to move them to that skin Louis so graciously offered him. It freed up Louis’s mouth so he could sigh aloud, so Lestat could hear him say, “Lestat. Les, honey, I’m so —” and “Oh, oh” followed by a gasp as Lestat bit down, just a hint of what he could do, wanted to do.
“I’m the only one that knows what you feel like,” Lestat mumbled against Louis’s collarbone, kissing the area over his heart and moaning as Louis’s hands moved to his hair, nails scratching at his scalp. The hand that had slipped under the small of Louis’s back moved down, gripping at the plush give of Louis’s ass as he hoisted his hips up to grind them together, as he said, “I’m the only one that knows the depth of your warmth. I’m the only one that knows how you tighten around me when I touch you here.”
Louis whimpered, the sound high and needy, pressing his now-weeping cock against the fabric of Lestat’s pants, movement stuttering at the friction
Lestat allowed Louis to maintain that friction, to rut against him as he moved further down, lips and teeth skating across Louis’s chest. Louis’s hips made a particularly pointed movement when Lestat took one of his nipples into his mouth, blunt human teeth worrying at the supple flesh. Experience told him he could stay here forever, could switch from breast to breast for hours; Louis would enter a space of pure bliss at it, would cradle Lestat closer to him, would pepper kisses along Lestat’s hairline. But Lestat had other things to do, other plans to see through, and so he kept moving downward, hands following his mouth, each one resting on either side of Louis’s tiny waist, holding him down as he kissed at the space just below his belly button, as he nosed at the thin skin of his groin.
“We could pretend,” he started, settling his elbows across Louis’s thighs to hold those down too, “when we get married, that you’re still pure. That you’ve followed all of your Catholic teachings thoroughly.”
A kiss, just at the base of Louis’s cock, made him whimper again.
“Shh,” Lestat scolded, no heat behind it at all. “Your dear father won’t be there to give you away, but, as you will have been mine far longer than you were ever his, it won’t matter.”
And still Lestat moved downward, foregoing giving Louis’s cock any more attention, nose first finding the soft skin of his inner thigh, nuzzling at it.
His fangs elongated in his mouth and the taste, the scent, of Louis made saliva pool on his tongue.
Without any more precedence, Lestat bit down.
Louis cried out at the sensation of the bite, a pleasure-pained “Lestat!” leaving him as his back bowed off the bed, as his eyes shot open, pupils dilated beyond measure.
Everything about Louis was better than anyone else. Others were beautiful, but none compared to Louis. Others had green eyes, but none as green as Louis’s. Others were fierce, but none as fierce as Louis.
Others had delicious blood, but none as delicious as Louis’s.
It was ambrosia, nectar of the gods, and it came from one source. It flowed within Louis. It flooded out of the wounds Lestat created, and it sent Lestat’s senses wild with fire.
It made his cock even harder.
He pulled long draws of it, moaning with abandon as it went down his throat, and when he wanted a different kind of connection, wanted his cock inside of Louis in place of his fangs, he dislodged them, heaving out a breath.
This time, it was his smile that was bloody.
Above him, Louis looked wrecked. His mouth was open, parted to allow his tongue to wet at his lips, moans and gasps and whines leaving him one after the other. His hands were balled up in the comforter of the bed, nails having ripped at the stitching of the sewed design, and his chest was heaving. Lestat could see where his saliva was still wet against Louis’s nipples given the lighting of the room, but that was nothing in comparison to the dark head of Louis’s cock, so hard and so desperate where it twitched against the divet next to his right hip.
The bite marks in Louis’s thigh were still there, but the blood was already beginning to lessen as the skin healed. Lestat wasted no time, swiping two of his fingers through the blood there, coating them with it and fighting off the temptation to lick them clean.
Instead, he brought them to Louis’s hole, grinning as Louis gasped at the touch, legs instinctively widening further and further.
“You’re always so tight,” Lestat started, pushing both fingers in slowly, blood slicking the way. “Anyone would believe you to be a virgin.”
“Don’t,” Louis all but begged, throwing an arm over his eyes.
“Don’t what?” Lestat asked, pressing his fingers in even deeper. Louis whined. “Don’t tease you about it? Can it really be called teasing if it’s the truth?”
Louis was going to bite his lip bloody too, Lestat mused, watching as Louis fought a losing battle within himself, his body already giving in to Lestat’s ministrations, opening up for him beautifully.
Lestat pressed in a third finger.
Just the pressure of it, the initial push and give, was enough; Louis came, the suddenness of it debilitating to him, and thrilling, completely enrapturing, to Lestat.
He worked Louis through it, fingers never slowing, grinning when Louis’s thighs began to shake.
“Someone likes being reminded what a good Catholic he is.”
“Don’t,” Louis tried again. It would have been much more serious of a command if his come wasn’t already cooling against his skin.
Lestat ran a hand down Louis’s trembling thighs, soothing them as Louis took in gulps of air. But — once again, from experience — Lestat knew it was best to not let Louis think too long. Sometimes he was fine, basking in their pleasure and love, and other times that ugly trepidation of his former selfhood got into his head.
So Lestat did what he did best: he quickly got rid of his own pants, the nuisance that they were, and he bit into Louis’s thigh again, just long enough for Louis to get hard a second time, just long enough to satiate his thirst, just long enough so that when he dislodged himself once more, there was enough blood for him to slick his cock fully.
Louis’s legs were open and inviting, his eyes kitten-wide and yearning as he followed the movement of Lestat’s reddened hand on his own cock, of the way he moved his hand to the base, holding it as he shifted closer, as he pushed the head teasingly at Louis’s blood-wet hole.
Lestat sighed in pleasure as he pressed his cock inside of Louis, as he felt Louis open to him fully now, loose-limbed and pleasure-drunk.
Lestat kept pushing, driving his cock home, going as deep as he possibly could, wishing he could make Louis choke on it, and when he was flush with Louis, his balls pressed against the soft flesh of Louis’s ass, he pulled all the way back, leaving in just the tip, and then drove forward again.
Louis all but sobbed into his shoulder.
He found a rhythm, his thrusts becoming more powerful as he chased their pleasure, as he sought to bring Louis to the brink of insanity with it. Looking down, he watched with rapt fascination where they were joined, watching his cock disappear inside of Louis then reveal itself, inch by inch, before doing so again and again and again.
And, somewhere in the haze of their coupling, a realization struck him, one so insane, one that set a fire deep within Lestat, that he couldn’t help but laugh, an almost cruel sound from somewhere in his chest.
He kissed Louis as he laughed, leaning down so the very air he breathed was the air leaving Louis, and vice versa, and when he broke the kiss he was still laughing, hips beginning to slow ever so slightly as he said, “You do look like a virgin. Blood-soaked sheets and all.” Then, “Perhaps I should take the sheets, hang them on the balcony for all of New Orleans to see, to show them what a good wife you are.”
He laughed again, laughed at the way Louis’s eyes fluttered down to try to see the sheets, to see the proof of what Lestat said, laughed when he moved Louis’s legs to his shoulders so Louis could see better, so he could dig in deeper.
Louis was nearly folded in half when Lestat thrust all the way back in, when he covered Louis’s body with his own again, when he allowed the laughter to die out, to be replaced by their moans once more.
There was no more speaking for some time after that. Whatever energy Lestat had was spent making Louis feel as good as possible. It was spent holding Louis’s legs, kissing at his neck, his chest, at wherever Lestat’s mouth could reach, and burying himself in Louis’s tightness, in the home that was his body.
It didn’t take long for Louis to come after that either, already so overstimulated and desperate. He came untouched, crying out at a particularly hard thrust, one that pressed the head of Lestat’s cock against his prostate, one that shook him down to his bones.
His spend was hot between them, spreading on the skin of their stomachs as Lestat continued to thrust, as he chased now only his pleasure.
When he was close, when his hips faltered in their rhythm, Louis carded a hand through his hair, pulled him closer by the shoulders, encouraging him to somehow get closer, to eliminate the centimeters still separating them.
Then, voice like a dream, Louis broke their spoken-silence, said, “Come inside of me. Please, honey. Be a good husband and come inside of me. Let me have it.”
Lestat shattered.
For several moments, nothing but the overwhelming love Lestat held within himself felt real. The world around him, around them, faded to nothingness. It was all Louis, Louis, Louis, Louis, Louis.
When the world did return, it did so in pieces. First was the acknowledgment of Louis’s heavy breathing in his ears, the feel of Louis’s skin against his. Second was the coolness of the room against his damp skin. Third was the sound of his own breathing, heavy and mirrored in the fast beating of his heart in his chest. Fourth, and finally, was the realization that his entire bodyweight was holding Louis down into the bed.
“Stay inside,” Louis whispered, begged, when Lestat tried to rise. He urged Lestat to stay with his hands, one hand curled around the breadth of Lestat’s shoulders, the other playing with the blood-sweat wet strands of his hair. And Lestat, having no actual desire to go, settled into the feeling of surrounding Louis entirely, into the feeling of Louis warm and sated and pressed against him.
They stayed like that for some time, breath falling in sync. Their hearts too. They would have fallen asleep there if it wasn’t for Lestat’s awareness of the sun, only an hour away from rising, and if it wasn’t for Louis, his sudden still-whisper, saying, “You really think there’s gonna be a day when you and me can get married? Like how other couples do?”
Lestat blinked open heavy eyes and found Louis had turned to look at him. They were so close, Lestat having tucked his head into Louis’s neck as they lay there, so the action of Louis turning put them eye to eye. That trepidation wasn’t there this time, wasn’t present in the sanctuary of their bedroom. Louis’s gaze was searching, hope brimming in the endless green.
“I have seen the world go through many changes,” Lestat started, propping himself up a little. “One day, humanity will catch up with how we vampires feel. They always do eventually. And when that day comes, I will give you a wedding and we can scream our love from every rooftop, project it to every being that walks this planet.”
Louis laughed at that, muttering something about always taking things too far, but he sobered up quickly, bringing a hand to Lestat’s face, fingers settling under the defined line of Lestat’s jaw, holding him like it was all that mattered right then. Lestat leaned into the touch, relished in it, as Louis asked, in that same hopeful voice, “And for now?”
“And for now we are wed in all the ways that matter.” He covered Louis's hand with his own, holding it, turning to kiss at the soft palm. “You are mine, for all of eternity. My companion. My Louis.”
After a couple more minutes of basking in each other’s arms, they moved, cleaning up and putting on new pajamas, ones perfect for settling into coffin for the morning. Lestat did not even pretend pretense of going to his own coffin, settling immediately into Louis’s, arms open and wide to accept Louis in too.
The dark brought forth by the shutting of the coffin always made Lestat sleepy, something that would be called Pavlovian after a Russian scientist’s publication just in 1904, and so he was nearly asleep when Louis, still awake, and mind apparently reeling, said, “I know we’re gonna have to wait on that wedding and all, but I am interested in what kind of emerald ring you’ve got in mind.”
It was Lestat’s turn to laugh, and he kissed Louis’s forehead.
“I assure you, it will only be the best. I’ll only ever get the best for you.”
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