#poetry with autixel
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You express affection like an apology, why have you wronged them so, what have you done? Or, more accurately, what have they done to you?
#if therapy wasn't so goddamned expensive I'd be there right now#DAMNED UQUIZ YOU TAUNT ME AT MY MOST VULNERABLE HOURS.#this message was brought to you by autixel#poetry with autixel#it fits
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When you hear the words "I got a college acceptance letter" WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK IS IN THAT LETTER
#am i going crazy?#why do i have to keep pretending i love these people I can't stand THAT THEY BREATHE#fuck you actually I don't want to talk to you about anything#you miss me so much yet when I'm around all i can think about is how much i hate being around you & that i want to be further away from you#i will never miss you#i will never mourn you#you are an unfortunate parasite. caring. oblivious. unintentional. I can't stand it. i will take a sigh of relief when you're gone#how sad is that?#I can't believe we're here. that I'm thinking this about you. we didn't have to be like this.#but you are you and you made those choices. i was affected by that. your choices literally made me who i am today.#and i have come to hate so much of what you love. i can't believe we're here. I can't believe you have no idea i feel like this#I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAN'T TELL YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'LL TRY TO FIND COMFORT IN SOMEONE WE BOTH LOVE.#AND I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S LIKE ME TOO.#THAT ME AND HIM BOTH SHARE AGONY IN HAVING TO *TALK* TO YOU. YOU'RE SO SAD. AND I CAN'T HELP YOU.#both of us are on a time limit. you'll run out sooner. my only regret. if i have one. will be that we could have never really connected.#it will never happen.#you will never know this.#a part of me might die with you. it won't be the part you want.#this doesn't belong in my usual talking tag#poetry with autixel
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mordare posting on main again... sun and moon dynamic. two suns. not really two moons. what if i started crying
#mordare#THEY'RE NOT CANON THEY'RE NOT CANON WHY DO I DO THIS#because that's what they originally were :3#they were in love. and it will taint everything you make#you will try over and over again to write him. to write her. as purely friends. and nothing more#yet in your mind you see them wanting. yearning.#it's for the other. it always has. it always will be.#in your mind you will play images of them. and the tone. it isn't how you want it. every dance. every touch. every gaze that lingers-#and eventually when they part#you'd have to admit it#they'd never stop thinking of the other#though such can apply to friends. mordi and wendare seem to exist in limbo#and maybe#just maybe#you'll think that they never really fell out of love#BITCH????#this message was brought to you by autixel#poetry with autixel
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