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well hello, nothing happened. again.
idk how my life can be this boring istg i dont get it.
went to work again, came home and cleaned up a litttle and went to the gym.
gym was okay idk why, eventhough we were supposed to do cardio but then did arms instead lol.
ive been trying to get into the vc where the streamer im currently watching is in but its full and nobody is planning on leaving any time soon, especially since there is another person also waiting to join.
he has his cam on, which i desperately want to see. might be a little crush, could also be because i relate a lot to him and he seems like such a nice person.
of course not everybody who you see on the internet is a good person, but i do feel like he genuinely is one, since he shares so much of his life and his experiences which he has had over the years.
i dunno.
i just hope that 2 people will leave, so i can finally join and talk to him, and not just because he is famous.
im going to cologne tomorrow with my sister and eventually her friend.
only reason is because im planning on buying the hello kitty cup at starbucks.
idk. ill just update whenever. maybe tomorrow? well, today???
who knows at this point, maybe ill get into the damn voice chat cus im curious to know what hes like outside of the streams but like in private-ish, eventhough he wont be 100% open and talk about everything.
see ya.
wednesday 18th september 2024
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well, guers
well, guess who decided to show up after saying ‚this is going to be smth like my diary‘
but to be fair, not a lot has happened since then, ive been going to work like a slave, like 3-4 times a week.
nothing happened with b since i found out, that he was only trying to get A in bed, yet they still hang out a lot.
i started going to the gym, ive been going for like a month now, ofc we took a lot of breaks but that doesnt change the fact that ive lost abt 10ish kg.
i started watching twitch again, since uni hasnt started yet and im bored out of my mind doing nothing all day long.
the people are nice, the streamer is someone who ive been watching on youtube and tiktok for a while.
i didnt know, that his streams were that good, and that the people in his stream are that nice,
yet i do feel kind of odd when joining the vc on discord.
i joined after being scared for like 2ish hours not knowing if i should join or not.
after i mustered the courage to actually join, they left after like 10ish minutes, maybe less since theyve gotten tired and 2 of the people, including the streamer actually being asleep in the vc.
i do like the vibes, theyve given me courage to talk to my colleague, because she yelled at me for no reason.
at least thats what i still think, even after we‘ve talked about it.
she admitted, that she was wrong to yell at me, eventhough ive done nothing so far, the only thing i did was complain about me having to go to register 1, after telling her in how much pain i get from being there and actually having painful headaches.
glad we could talk about it like adults, but i still feel very odd about this happening and her lowkey apologizing but also trying to argue, as to why she was yelling at me in the first place. whatever.
let bygones be bygones.
i have nothing else to write tbh i dont know what i should talk about,
nevertheless, im glad, that i could get it out.
tuesday, 17th september 2024
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not much happened today tbh…
just went to work like usual, shouldve gotten paid but i didnt cus they didnt have enough in the safe, whatever.
this is the first time in like 2ish weeks that i havent been outside at night which does surprise me a little.
still dont know how im supposed to get closer to BV, but i think ill find a way, or ill just talk more to A.
L thinks, that my coworker A has a crush on me, thats why he keeps talking about me at work to everyone.
i dont mind him talking about me, the issue is, that he talks shit behind my back to everyone wholl listen.
why does anyone even give him a chance to talk about me? like for what reason? i dont even do anything.
still have to type out the shit test the uni gave to me, so that theyd accept me.
whatever, ill get in anyways.
still weird, that nothing has happened today.
tue, 30. jul. 2024
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O amor não machuca, não agride! O amor cura, o amor liberta. PH
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the concept of.... someone getting off on me crying...hhhhh
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