#plz..chromatica I ??..

[yuckyfucky]

*me n ellie stiff ass bumping 2 rain on me by lady gaga*

she’s catching no beat…giggles while she grits the lyrics, off-key as ever and this time, directly in your ear.

discombobulated like a mf (me vs K-pop)💀~

ellie williams deserves to go to a pride parade,

a run-on-sentence-ramble it's corny liiike i'm not even writing i'm just daydreaming and giggling oh my god i love queer joy we oooouuutsssiiiiiiiiiideeeee

and to wear the ugliest fucking adam-sandler-ass-outfit that the world has literally ever seen. i'm talking like.. reebok club c's. nike socks, rolled all the way up. oakley sunglasses on her head that she stole from that one abby bitch who rows crew. jorts, with a carabiner, looped on her outermost left belt buckle (a big ass contradiction if ykwim because mind you, she's also wearing an oversized ass t-shirt that reads in the largest lettering known to man: quote, I LET FEMMES TOP ME!, end quote). she deserves to be grumpy while riley takes forever to get ready (she's like almost done, she's just doing her edges) and to vehemently protest against cat who promises that she won't draw a dick on ellie's face but that she just really really wants to put glitter on her cheeks 'cause she thinks it'll look cute. she deserves to have her eyes light up at the sight of her lover, and sit up straighter from the comfort of her manspread once she realizes that she's coming this way. deserves to reel her in by her matching carabiner (also on the left side -- someone's llyiiinnnggg), and tell her that she looks cute. deserves to grin up at her and coyly ask her if she looks stupid. deserves to have her face cupped, her nose softly nudged against, and to have a small ..mmnnn..nnyyyeah murmured against her lips. deserves to tell her lover to shut the fuck up through a snicker and to -- amidst the disgust of the audience behind y'all -- take a second to just swim in the remnants of jello shots left behind on each other's tongues -- the ones you both took earlier (at like.. 11?am?) that left hers, red, and yours, orange.

she deserves to be the first one of your group to begin walking backwards down the beginning of the parade. nevermind the seemingly infinite spawn of white gay twinks and fashion choices that are somehow.. worse! than hers -- she's facing her friends. she's giving them a look. her arm is outstretched, and her hand is holding that of her girl's who she thinks, this time, she might actually really love. she deserves to hold some $5 lemonade above her head while annoyingly shuffling her shoulders to rain on me by lady gaga, and to be clowned (mercilessly) because 1) she's catching no beat, not one and 2) i thought you didn't even wanna come, what happened? deserves to shrug her shoulders at y'all because.. well, she doesn't know. there's something about it all -- being outside, being surrounded by the energy and screams of pure happiness down the streets -- like maaaybbeee.. it warrants a change of heart. she deserves to struggle to twirl her girl over and underneath her shoulder. deserves to kiss the question clean off your cheek, and to have her chuckles blend in with your giggles while she grits the lyrics, off-key as ever and this time, directly in your ear.

she deserves to make the hike all the way to the greenery that holds drag shows, free stickers, face painting, educational pamphlets on lgbtq+ sex education, free food, outnumbered preachers, fucking larpers?!, you name it -- deserves it all. deserves to venture towards it with something cheshire on her face. with her friends by her side, and her girl against her ribcage. deserves to wonder why she is so fucking into it now. maybe she's just tipsy, or sundrunk. maybe it's the exhaust in the air, or the vibes in the streets, whatever. but honestly? maybe she's smiling so fucking hard because this is just, plain and simple, right where she's supposed to be.

:)

[hellpopgroove]

1, 2, 5, and 28 for the music asks plz 🎶

1 - an album you can’t stop listening to lately

just discovered the leo sun sets by dreamer isioma. so i’ve been listening to that. and am now off to listen to their newest album!

2 - an album you wish you could hear again for the first time

maybe chromatica by gaga. for me, that album was a perfect example of music finding you at the exact right time, when you need it most. i had the best time dancing and sweating to that music (alone in quarantine)

5 - name an album you feel is perfect

masseduction by st. vincent

28 - name a song (or a few songs) that would need to be included in a movie about your life

carolyn’s fingers by cocteau twins

white crosses by against me!

move in the right direction by gossip

nancy boy by placebo

rubberband girl by kate bush

white chocolate space egg by liz phair

[isabelisfun]

drag race commentary

i love denali sm

i mean i think elliott should’ve been in the bottom too-

i started thinking elliott was cute but she’s getting on my nerves again

ok tamisha i don’t think u really gotta make something out of kandy saying symone is her biggest competition

kandy’s makeup is so bad today i can’t i’m so sorry 😭

i really don’t care ab this fight like i like tamisha but i don’t think either of them are really in the right anyways new day in the werk room

lala is so cute

now who tf came up with this mini challenge-

no but plz fire the intern that came up with this because this is so strange

yayy it’s ball week! i love the ball

ooh this is olivia’s week with all of her little bags

i feel like elliott is not being very nice but they’re not showing it to paint kandy in a bad light

i’m obsessed with rosé and i’m not ashamed to admit it

aww utica is so sweet the way she’s helping lala is adorable

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT LALA IS SAYING BUT IM LIVING

no but i love mik. so much. an icon and she’s so nice to everyone

LALAS CONFESSIONALS ARE SO ENTERTAINING

AAH DORA THE EXPLORER WE LOVE HER

omg i love tamisha putting on a ball my favorite thing about this cast is seeing how much fun they have together

rupaul stfu ab the saboteur no one cares anymore

the way roop keeps having a heart attack over the littlest things it’s not that funny babe

mik is so cool

there hasn’t been enough denali and olivia this episode

who’s gonna tell joey what a lipstick lesbian is because i don’t think she understands the meaning

this coach promo i-

LMAO KANDY AND JOEY

it’s so important that they’re addressing blm

michelle with curly hair is my favorite thing

NICOLEEE I LOVE HER I NEVER WANT HER TO LEAVE THE PANEL

ok first category: denali’s look is cute she looks good, joey’s isn’t much but she looks good ig, lala’s look isn’t great but her beat looks great, elliott’s looks a little cheap but it’s pretty, tamisha’s is funny, symone’s is definitely something, i’m obsessed with olivias i love hot girls in boxing looks, mik’s is gooood, rosé looks stunning, tina’s is also good, kandy’s is fun she a magician up in here, utica’s is super good

category 2: denali looks super hot, joey’s is...boring, ok side note but these coach bags are so random like they don’t even match chile 😭, lala’s look itself is a little boring but she looks really good bald, elliott’s is fine whatever, i do love all these queens in suits i love a woman in a suit what can i say, tamisha's looks good, symone’s is cool, olivia looks like really good she looks hott, mik’s is STUNNING god she’s so beautiful, rosé’s is fun, tina is giving me very much bob the drag queen, kandy’s is like basic but also kinda hot, utica’s is good but i kinda expect more from her idk

category 3: denali looks good yet again, joey’s is not great but like she really does look good in a wig, LALA’S AAAAH THIS IS SENDING ME OH MY GOD IM GONNA CRY SHES SELLING IT THO AND I LOVE HER FOR IT, elliott’s look is fine i like the jacket but underneath is only mediocre, tamisha’s is cute she looks good, symone’s look itself isn’t great but she styled it well, olivia’s is super cute it’s very chromatica, mik’s is super cool and i’m obsessed with the mullet, rosé’s is also really good like it’s definitely a full vision, tina’s is uh very boring, kandy’s isn’t great but her hair is really cute, utica’s is really good and her makeup is also gorgeous

safe queens aren’t surprising at all

CARSON THEY WERE ALL BAG PUNS DID U MISS THAT ITS NOT POISON IVY I-

plz i love nicole sm

i disagree i think tamisha’s looks were good

i mean i agree with michelle ab tamisha’s beat being a little rough but i do not think she’s gonna like being told to ask the younger girls for advice

mik is so freaking talented

mik and rosé getting the PRAISE THEY DESERVE

woah utica’s fits her really well i didn’t even notice that but it’s really well constructed

i like joey cuz she is truly so stupid and i love that

lala’s look was iconic honestly idc

MIK WINNING AS SHE SHOULD YAYY WE LOVE TO SEE IT IM SO HAPPY

joey gurl- what are u doing

ok yah lala was like a lot better in that

but honestly that wasn’t a great lip sync song like-

i mean like joey was cute but i’m not crying or anything

[codenamesailordarillium]

tagged by @everybodyknows-everybodydies thanks ur a sweetie ^_^

Rules: answer 17 questions and tag 17 people

Nickname: Zima...really u could even call me Z at this point lol

Zodiac sign: the fish one

Height: 5′6″ (or more accurately 5′5 3/4″ but eh close enough)

Hogwarts house: Slytherin i guess (but tbh i’ve been over this whole what’s ur hogwarts house ish and that was long before madam r started spouting her terfy boomer rhetoric on twitter)

Last thing I googled: balconette bras bc i saw someone i follow posting about it and was intrigued - turns out i find  half of one’s tit hanging out over the cup rather aesthetically pleasing

Song stuck in my head: i finally did the full listen thru of chromatica like last weak (yes i know i’m slow i was busy mourning what the album version of babylon could’ve been long live the haus laboratories instrumental in all its poppin’ bowie-esque realness) that being said i would say the standouts have been alice as well as the fan edits of babylon that restore it to its former glory btw bloodpop where’s the official haus labs version don’t leave me hanging plz

Number of followers: 428 honestly how and why do any of u guys follow me i’m so mcfuckin’ annoying lol but thanks X3

Sleep: i fairly recently experienced feeling more depressed after sleeping at normal reasonable hours than i did sleeping at asshole hours so that should tell u the current state of my circadian rhythm i guess

Lucky number: i literally can’t and shouldn’t reveal that bc i’ve used them for my bank account so...moving on

Dream job: idk anymore my dreams no longer consist of aspiring to some special idealized form of labor but gaga impersonator i guess tbqh

Wearing: well...i *was* wearing my old blue nightgown/housedress but then it got wet so i might’ve taken it off and laid it out to dry and am currently sitting here kinda naked save for my panties (and w/a pillow in front of my titties out of modesty tho i sit w/a pillow on my lap even when clothed so idk)

Favorite song: STRUT IT OUT WALK A MILE SERVE IT ANCIENT CITY STYLE TALK IT OUT BABBLE ON BATTLE FOR YOUR LIFE BABYLON

Favorite instrument: really wishing i could learn to play piano tbh maybe someday *shrug*

Aesthetic: idk someone’s sleep paralysis demon probably i feel like i’ve just embraced full-on cryptidhood at this point 

Favorite author: i haven’t read any one author’s work consistently enough for a while but i guess i can default to Neal Shusterman bc i truly do love that man’s work

Favorite animal noise: the little thumpity-thump-thump sound that a dog’s tail makes when its wagging against the ground

Random: i might’ve recently ordered a thing of like 250 pipettes and nail polish thinner so i can start fixing all the old nail polishes i’ve got on hand and give myself a proper manicure for once (the pipettes have arrived just waiting on the thinner even tho i actually have some on hand already)