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sorry i disappeared for multiple months the darkness got me
#main source of darkness is autistic burnout#which was so bad a month ago that i couldn't speak or eat some days#plus anxiety has gotten really bad#plus i was overworked hence the burnout#plus basically every chronic illness i have has been flaring as hell#plus stuff at work and at home#not really big bad stuff just very inconvenient and stressful#so yeah#in conclusion my priority was to survive
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i desperately wish gw2 had more food-centric lore. i think about asura food more than is probably particularly reasonable. they're sort of implied to like molecular gastronomy in the lvl500 chef quests which is fitting and makes sense, but surely not every asura is eating bespoke Pea Spheres day in and day out right? i think my favorite angle on them is a sort of 50s-80s american-esque food style where there's a huge emphasis on things being Convenient and Scientific, so you'd get a lot of absolute slop tv dinners and canned items that have labels boasting how they were nutritionally fortified and contained your day's complete vitamin intakes and so on. a lot of jellied things. i do also fully believe they would have + eat soylent.
#my stuff#gw2 asura#asura#plex getting through his day on 2 cups of coffee 1 cup of liquid IV and a Breakfast Bar#goes home and has a kid cuisine.#idk how to explain but asura and like 50s-80s design and culture notions just go hand in hand to me#i want to see them working in little wood paneled cubicles ok#just brazenly smoking at work while typing on an unnecessarily clunky interface#inquest superior calls you into her office. every wall is a mirror. its triangle shaped for no reason. she is wearing shoulder pads.#i just want that 'lower levels of portal 2' energy maybe#(i think this thought started when i was replaying a bug in the system and noticed their offices have SO many potted palm trees)#(i was looking at those plus the neon lights and going like Hmmmm...Miami while being chased by 9458309 plague beetles)#these tags are really rambling on sorry LOLLL
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It would've been hilarious if ShawLuna had tried to cover their asses from the early volume transphobic jokes around Jaune by making him a trans woman. It can't be transphobia if it's ☆~foreshadowing~☆
#rwde#i wish i was at home rn so i could edit that brand margarine tub to 'i cant believe its not transphobia!'#the world if 99% of the rwby cast were trans 🏞🌟🌈#since all of jnpr are genderbent from their allusions theyre all trans. to me#ruby and qrow are trans bc i like them#also them being trans would be an excellent way to showcase how gender stuff works in remnant#i dont think qrow would be able to get a whole lot done w his semblance and all so no surgeries#just him and his hatsune miku binder against the world#but bc he's tried all sorts of things he knows the ins and outs and lets ruby decide which ways she prefers to go#god i miss messing around w ohar but it's such a huge project that i straight up dont have time for#i barely have time for the essay :/ thanks capitalism#im literally 3 seconds away from quitting my job just so i can crunch it in time for the election#i wanna stay sober the entire time im working on this thing and the election will 110% threaten that#plus some of the themes be relevant
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(this starts like its gonna be a vent i prommy its not LMAO ITS VERY GOOD NEWS!!!!!! LIFE CHANGING NEWS FOR ME!!)
WANTED TO DO ANOTHER LIFE UPDATE POST AFTER I SORTA JUST TRAUMA DUMPED N LET U ALL KNOW I HAVE AN ABUSIVE MOM LMAO
it wasnt intentional i was very much discovering a lot of things about myself and family in Real Time so it was a LOT
AND THE MUCH KEEPS GOING!!
i dont rlly have the energy to get into all of it rn i just REALLY wanted to share the most important thing: IM GETTING OUT!!!! FINALLY!!!!! WAAAAAHHHHAKLkjLAKJLSKJLJKLJKLSD
MY OLDEST SISTER LIVES A FEW STATES AWAY AND IS GONNA COME STEAL ME AWAY \QVQ/ MY MOM DOESNT KNOW A THING!!!
my mom's gotten worse and is sorta escalating on the Abuse and im in very real fear for my life atm sO THIS IS A VERY WELCOME CHANGE AND IM NOW IN SPEEDY MOVING/PACKING MODE (WHILE STILL KEEPING IT ON THE DL TO NOT AROUSE SUSPICION SLKDJSD)
EXPECT AN UPDATED SALES POST WITH HELLA DISCOUNTED PRICES SHORTLY, I NEED TO GET RID OF STUFF MORE THAN MAKE MONEY OFF IT ATM BC IM GETTING OOOUUUTTTT!!!!!! RAAAAAUUGHGHGH MOONY'S GREAT ESCAPE!!!!!!! \QUQ/
#clown honks#LETS FUCKIN GOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!#I GOTTA GET ALL THE STUFF OUT ASAP BC IM LEAVING MONDAY N I WORK MY PART TIME JOB OVER THE WEEKEND#plus my mom is home on the weekends all day sO LIKE DEF CANT DO STUFF THEN ASLKJDS#IM SO HAPPYYYYY RAAAAAAHHHSLDJKLSJKLJKDJKL
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Alex being told by John and Robert that they knew his parents
Based off the clone high meme
#my art#road 96 game#Road 96#Alex#John#Robert Winters#Alex (Road 96)#John (Road 96)#Robert Winters (Road 96)#looked at this art for too long idk if its funny any more lol#gonna try to post more art again and actually get to my asks. im just dealing with school stuff again and other stressors at home lol#plus i am working on another project involving road 96 so i wanna dedicate my time to that too as a belated anniversary gift
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((I've got asks from weirdsil, blue, pearlsofqatar, 404/422, rye, rhett, moon, and creepycatsvert! Sorry for no update today but I'm hoping to get those out tomorrow! It's a rough week in terms of time management but I'm trying my best to get to everything at least every other day :]))
#//I only have a few hours between coming home from work and going to bed to get dinner sorted; take care of house stuff; and work on asks :'#//not to mention I'm always working on future assets/puzzles so they'll be ready plus I like to chill and participate in other ask blogs#//SO that's why things might seem slow! Hopefully when my room is finally clean and the assets are done things can move faster#//even with all the other stuff#voyager.moderator#system.update
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#Feeling down for no real reason#So this is me reminding myself that God had given me a day!#He answered my prayers that some stuff would go well#And I got to hang out with people which was fun#And I have lots of energy unexpectedly so I’m going to go to my brother’s sports game#I asked for prayer about that earlier today actually#Cause it’s rough choosing whether or not to go when I really need to be working on grad school things#But hey God is good and I can both go and work a little today!#anyway the sad thing is probably mainly my hormones#But also one of my new friends asked for prayer about being really sad but she wasn’t able or willing to talk more about it?#So I’m sad for her but also worried#And obviously the solution is just to pray for her so I’m gonna do that and trust it to God#And the other thing (which feels too silly to share) is that lowkey one of my other new friends hinted that my crush might like someone?#She wasn’t hinting to me but to someone else while I was also in the room but only sort of part of the conversation#Plus she doesn’t know I like him#And like I don’t t have a serious crush on him or know him super well even#But still :(#It’s sad girl hours#Cause I do kinda like him and I have been interested for a while#How do I feel peaceful about being single?#And other questions I’m waiting for God to answer for me lol#Anyway!!!#I’m going to read a little of my book on the trinity and relax now that my real job is done#And then I’m going to do grad school stuff#And then I’m gonna go to my brother’s game#And then I’m going to go home
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EVERYBODY LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL NEW BEAST I LOVE HER MORE THAN THE SUN
Her name is Demolition Chainsaw (demo or dc for short) and it’s partially cause she purrs so loud like a chainsaw
#she’s 5 months old but real small for her age she had some health issues with her previous home and at the shelter#but we are gonna work on that#I expected her to be hiding a bit more but she’s literally curled up asleep in my lap rn like my legs r going numb#when I was meeting her at the shelter and decided to take her home she literally walked into the carrier lol this cat knows what’s up#now she shall be spoiled rotten for all eternity#and plus working in vet med means I get discounts on her fancy gi flod#demo#gravical#ignore my room#it’s messy with cat stuff
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Tmnt Iteration. Still unnamed. some mostly naked alien species. Character ref sheets in sketchy form. I am slowly working on content for this idea but trying to prioritize a comic I started first. So sorry if more of this is slow.
Other two posts about this so far: 1 and 2
#Teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt iteration#Splinter tmnt#as a brief recap#this iteration is all about characters who i find interesting who don't get a lot of attention in the franchise.#I have a lot of plot thought out and very little time to make stuff for it! uuuuggggghhhhh mad at having to go to work let me stay home#and draw turtles#Utrom#Triceraton#Neutrino#Salamandrian#Human#and#Krang#plus splinter the mutant rat+human#but y'all know that
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Recent ones of these even though they all look the same lol.. forcing myself to document progress..
#I can average like 2500 words a day for a while and then something gets in the way and I don't write for a week or something#which then sort of erases my previous Doing Good At Keeping Up With It lol.. but... alas#Still moving slowly forward...#There's a 'community board' place in game where you can go to look at a few things and some of whats there is little 'odd jobs' the player#can do for a little extra coin (since you can buy items in the game/might need coin).#Thhough of course since it's just interactive fiction/visual novel it's not like... actual minigames or something. Just like..#mini stories of your character going places and doing stuff and having some interactions with the other places in the world#Like for example since modern refrigerators don't exist in this world one of the odd jobs you can do is help with doing ice deliveries#or there's one odd job where you assist a guy recharging the city's main bell tower/time keeping place by helping him go around and replace#the iriminel crystals (kind of like magical batteries - stones that are able to store energy that way and be used to fuel passive#enchantments). or one where you help food prep for the cooks at a nearby automat. etc. etc.#Just little short things to get a better glimpse of how the wider city is outside of just interacting with the main characters. plus earn#a tiny bit of coin. Though because they're so short there's not really branching paths or anything much for choices beyond#usually an optional dialogye menu where you can talk to the person you're working with and ask them personal#or work related questions if inclined to do so. It'd be cool if they were more in depth but.......erugh...#I have so much writing left to do already lol.. Also since it's really just to get money I could have just had them#all be like a single sentence of 'you go here and you do this all day then you come home. + 15 coins. yaay' and thats all#So maybe it's a middle ground to elaborate upon them at all. Just enough extra details to maybe be a little interesting#like ''ooh my character is in a little cart riding through the misty morning forest on their way to deliver ice'' . but also not so much#that it takes away time from like... the literal actual main game lol#ANYWAY. That's what all these are. There are like 10 optional little world exploring/job things you can do. and each I guess seem to be#about 2.500 words ish. That's including the optional chatting menus though. but still. reasonable for a little side thing I guess.#I got finished with one character's quests and stuff so I decided to take a break to work on some of the other little things like the Odd#Jobs and the 8 characters you can find around the world to have short conversations with that aren't actual main characters either. etc.#Then I shall return back to the Main Actual Things. ... augh...... still so much to do...#Which I could also just cut everything extra out but... idk.. since it's mostly all text I feel the need to give more options to flesh out#the actual setting somehow. Since in a 3D game you can walk around and explore the world and stuff. And of course there#are pictures. but it would take me infinitely longer to do detailed art of so much of the entire city youre in or etc. So i guess my versio#of still having some amount of ''exploration'' is just.. set up optional paths where more of the world can at least be Described.#You can't actually walk through a 3d orchard. or an elaborate bell tower. or an elven shrine. But you can Read About being in them LOL
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sometimes you just gotta go gallivanting around the area with your sister
#i drove for like an hour to go to my hometown to get chinese food with my sister#please note we live literally like 10min away from each other at MOST so we BOTH drove an hour for this#and i had to sit in the parking lot for an additional hour bc i decided to dodge the traffic and she thought she could push through it#PLUS she had to swing by our parents house first#(i love her. she asked if we were carpooling or not specifically to give me an out from going to the house.)#anyway the chinese restaurant in our hometown spoiled us and no one else compares#plus i had to go to her old house to get stuff and then meet her at goodwill beford any of that#so sufice to say i got off work 5 hours ago but i JUST got home#shh ac
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I haven't posted in so long hi guys here's me having a beautiful sandwich and watching my voivod dvds
#work has lowkey been kicking my ass but im working on creative stuff again thank god#voivod [snake] doll coming soon plus i may be posting progress on a bjd im ATTEMPTING to make for my roomies bday#i dont think theyve ever been on tumblr?? theyre a different kind of weird gay person#regardless they arent on here so they wouldnt see me sculpting their bbg#screaming into a paper bag#im so glad i actually moved tf out finally its been going a lot smoother than i thought 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞#im just happy that even if work is shitty i dont have to come home to an environment where i feel like#im in danger#so now i get home get settled and watch my funnies unbothered#we're all gonna make it
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Idk what my f*ther’s unhealthy obsession is with “soldiering on” even when it’s downright dangerous but that genius thought I should’ve gone back to work for the last two class hours when I could mostly see the road but couldn’t see any screen stuff. Which is 90% of my job and all I could’ve done today for my remaining classes.
His thought process is if I got all the way there wearing sunglasses they’d be like “oh you’re not fit to stay go home uwu” which I KNOW is not what would happen. They’d be like “oh thank god you’re back the second to last class just started”
#meows#like sorry you decided to go to work#pushing an IV tower around bc you were so sick#but I ain’t as stupid as you so#like. I was barely safe to drive home bc of the drops#plus all the lights and stuff gave me a migraine#and I’m still laying in bed hours later#still not doing great#sorry d*d but at my job#they want me to think of my why not about my own health and safety#he’s not the only one who will say my reasons aren’t good enough to call out#one time when I worked at McDonald’s I got a flu shot the night#before and when I woke up I could barely lift my arms without passing out#and my mom was like nah you’re fine like HUH???#mom every little bit of that job required lifting my arms????#like I get they can mostly afford to not go to work#but come on
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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i believe they can save the world
Image ID: The four teen protagonists from Dungeon and Daddies Season 2 standing next to each other. Lincoln Li-Wilson is holding a cell phone with a Hatsune Miku charm high above his head with one hand and pointing at it with the other, asking Normal and Scary, “Anyone else want the phone?” Normal Oak, wearing a Jimmy Buffet Margaritaville shirt, responds, “I’m good. Scary, what do you think?” Scary Marlowe stands between them with her arms crossed and says, “Ugh. I don’t care.” To the right of Lincoln, Taylor Swift is clinging to Lincoln’s shoulder with one hand and reaching for the phone with the other, standing on his tip-toes. He is yelling, “It’s my fucking phone!” There’s smaller dialogue coming from the phone, saying “Taylor? Taylor?” End ID.
#dungeons and daddies#normal oak#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift#dndaddies#based on that bit when they call home in OSHA's eleven#just. the visual of lincoln holding taylors phone out of reach. so fucking funny.#also someday i'll draw taylor's torso LOL but today and the many days i spent on this were not those days#taylor was actually by far the hardest part of this bc i had no idea how i wanted to position him#i originally wanted him jumping but i could not find a good reference and all my sketches looked crazy unnatural#so no torso taylor it was#i think the next thing i'm gonna draw is from ei8ht#and of course i still want to make the real slim scary. but i really really need to storyboard that first#and that's gonna be an ENDEAVOR. plus i'm trying to write stuff plus work plus school plus exam plus explodes#slydiddledeeart#dndadsart
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oh of course izaya is an oscar wilde fan. he would definitely use this as his bio for his private discord/twitter account
pulls out the importance of being earnest and the picture of dorian gray. time to analyze these from the psychological/literary perspective of izaya lets go baby (he has his own category)
edit check tags and rbs for some actual analysis stuff lmAOo
#izaya orihara#as a lit student and psych student izaya is literally ticking all of my boxes rn#bruh imagine if i made a dorian gray!izaya au. fucking imagine#every time he does something particularly sus he comes home and his image gets older and uglier#it fits too because izaya is like. young adult man. seducer of women. there's absolutely a theme of eternal youth in there#he wants to be young forever so that he can continue flipping through the streets and keep his mind sharp and keep being an informant#he never wants to gain enough wisdom to think 'man this sounds like a bad idea' or 'i'd be better off staying out of this'#im not sure how i would end the au though pff knowing me id just make it shizaya and have either a happy ending or stupidly tragic ending#happy ending: izaya grows a few braincells and starts to find contentment in growth rather than the thrill of stasis#tragic ending (spoilers for dorian gray. whoops): izaya goes insane from seeing his portrait so marred and stabs it and dies#good ending could be ketsu compliant and the picture reverts back to normal after he undergoes the Royal Ass-kicking#hm. ill workshop this more#meanwhile the whole thing with Earnest and the multiple names and stuff sounds like something izaya would to fuck with people#which would just be funny#plus the gay jokes are peak izaya#durarara#starts reading all of oscar wilde's works so i can write more entertaining izaya fanfiction#thats just how it goes babyyyy
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