#plus i need time to think of more patch ideas. the blanket though i calculated needs 72 color squares
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AGH so i have like 3 creative projects rn, and i have NO idea how to manage time for all of them 😭😭 one is gonna be a lot shorter/less intensive, so i guess it would make sense to get it out of the way. but i have 2 that are VERY long term and my brain is telling me to hurry up and start those so that i actually make headway sooner than later 💀💀💀 idk what to doooo 😭😭😭
#ill probably just do the shorter thing half assed LMFAO or save it for later#the other things are my battle jacket & crochet blanket....the battle jacket i made 1 patch for today#but that one isn't a big rush bc its summer so. i wont be needing it for months#plus i need time to think of more patch ideas. the blanket though i calculated needs 72 color squares#and if i wanted it done by october 1st I'd have to do 4 a week.....AGH i havent figured out how long they take me yet#so idk how impossible that is ajjskdkdl#maybe i should do a square asap so i can figure my life out 🥲#big adhd & disability moment over here LOL#chatter
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"Don't look at me like that. " warner sibs 🥺
To say Yakko was feeling anxious about his brother’s return home was an understatement.
Wakko hadn’t given a return address on his last three letters, nor had he sent money, which meant things were very, very bad for him. Especially since there had been a long stretch of time where he didn’t get any letters anymore. Yakko had been worried sick when he didn’t hear from him for weeks. His mind had paced endlessly, thinking about what could’ve happened to him. After all, Wakko had just been at a farm with a stable job a few weeks ago, what could’ve happened in that time?
His anxiety had then melted into relief when he got the first letter from Wakko in a month, but that then turned to confusion when the only think Wakko had written was an apology for not writing, and assurances that everything was fine. No details. No return address. No reason for why he hadn’t written. Nothing.
Yakko had been angry after that. However, his anger had quickly melted when he accidentally took it out on Dot. He hadn’t hit her, but there was a lot of shouting that night, to say the least.
Thank goodness Dot was the forgiving sort and that he was back to cuddling with her by night time. He wasn’t sure how much he could’ve forgiven himself if she had stayed mad and maybe even-
Yakko still had a problem with jumping to only the worst conclusions.
His anger had then faded into exhaustion and longing for his brother to return home. Dot had gone through two rough patches in his absence, and Yakko and Dot were both starting to crack without his optimistic outlook on life.
Yakko hoped that if anything, his optimism managed to stay with him after what he’d gone through.
Then, his exhaustion had faded into careful optimism with his last letter- the letter before that seeming to only be a rehash of the first. In the last letter, Wakko had announced he had enough money to pay for a train ticket home. How his little brother managed to get the money was beyond Yakko, but he was relieved. For a moment there, Yakko believed his brother might never come home, and seeing the words written down on paper made Yakko feel renewed, though... also conflicted. He was furious, he was concerned, he was anxious, he was overjoyed, he was all of that all at once. Yakko didn’t think it was possible to feel so many emotions at once.
And yet, here he was. With Dot curled up in his lap, clutching her purple blanket he had bought for her a few months back from the suspicious bonus Wakko had received, and waiting for the train. Yet again, it seemed the entire town was waiting as well. Acme Falls had really fallen down on their luck in a year, little to no businesses were open and the only reason they survived was that they shared. If Wakko came back with money, it could help revive the community greatly.
Yakko just hoped that whatever amount he brought back, it would be enough to cover Dot’s surgery. Yakko wasn’t sure how much more he could handle. And how much Dot could handle either.
God, Yakko was proud of his sister. She was easily the strongest person he knew. Sure, she would slip every now and then, who wouldn’t in her situation, but she somehow always managed to pick herself up. During her good patches, she went for walks, she picked flowers outside of their home, she was learning how to sew from Yakko- an idea that had sparked from when he had to sew her skirt with pieces of his scarf after getting a giant hole in it after tripping over herself. her resilience and want to keep living life was admirable to everyone who saw her.
Yakko snapped back into reality when his ears perked up and in the distance, he could hear it- the train was arriving.
Happily, he shook his little sister awake and she sprung to life.
“Is he here? Is Wakko here?” She asked with a big smile.
“Not yet, but soon,” He winked playfully. Dot then ran up from the bench and waited on the edge of the platform, practically bouncing from excitement. That was far more than what Yakko could manage- he hadn’t been able to sleep the whole previous night out of worries and thoughts. Still, he was happy for her, though his other swirl of emotions was still within him too.
He couldn't help but laugh a little when Dot started telling anyone who would listen that her brother was on that train and he was going to come back with a fortune. Yakko winced at that, but tried to keep his smile. After all, he had been able to buy a train ticket. Hopefully, that left him with something left over. He didn’t want Dot or the town to be let down.
Eventually, the train got closer and closer, and Yakko went to join his sister by the platform. Slowly and loudly, the train came to an eventual stop, and steam filled the platform, and out of that steam came-
“Hi!”
“Wakko!!!” Dot ran and gave him the tightest hug she could muster, which Wakko quickly returned. They stayed hugging for quite the length, and when they let go, Wakko looked to the crowd and got a familiar look on his face.
Ever the showmen, Wakko grinned before greeting the crowd. "My friends of Acme Falls, I have brought my fortune! A ha’penny!” he displayed his ha’penny and the crowd cheered and Wakko was overwhelmed with greetings from old friends and people he had worked with as they all gave him suggestions of what he should spend it on. After all, ha’pennies were worth a lot more than they were a year ago. Yakko gave his own thoughts to his brother here and there but figured it was best he wait until after everyone left for a proper hug and reunion. Wakko was really excited about going shopping and figuring out what to buy anyway, Yakko could wait a little while longer.
Plus he still had that emotional swirl to work through.
However, he was distracted from that when Wakko announced to everyone that he’d be spending his ha’penny on paying for Dot’s surgery, which made Dot very, very happy. The town cheered for him, understanding; Acme Falls was good that way.
Despite the joy and relief the town was feeling, Yakko still felt something was off. He looked around at the crowd surrounding his brother and sister as they walked through and noticed Ralph was missing. Yakko’s eyes widened when he realized that could only mean-
“Yes Wakko, we’re all thrilled about your good fortune- however, about your taxes...”
The Tax Collector, Thaddeus Plotz.
Yakko hated that man more than most anyone else on the planet, though of course, Salazar took the number one seat on that.
Everyone else in the crowd seemed to have the same thought, as the joy had seemingly been sucked out of everyone’s faces as they watched Plotz and Wakko.
“Taxes? What taxes? I just got here! And before that I had to pay taxes at River Town,” Wakko fought back.
“Oh? But that doesn’t matter, today is tax day in Acme Falls. Now, let’s calculate how much you owe- oh the King will be so delightful,” He grinned as he got out a piece of paper and started writing.
“The King is a jerk,” Wakko growled.
“Oh goodie, that qualifies you for the “saying-the-king-is-a-jerk” tax, how wonderful,” Plotz grinned wickedly. Wakko shot Yakko a look of helplessness and all Yakko could do was shrug.
“...and that brings your grand total to... one ha’penny,” He said as he snatched the coin from Wakko’s hand and ran back into his stupid carriage he used as a shield, before leaning out the window and adding-
“Your federal government thanks you!”
“Wha..? B-but...” Wakko’s ears fell the lowest Yakko had ever seen them. Yakko grimaced, but knew there really was nothing to be done, no matter how terrible it was. The last thing any of them needed was the royal guard on their backs, so they had to accept this, no matter how crummy and unfair and terrible it was.
With a heavy sigh, Yakko went over and patted his brother on the back and slowly guided him and Dot back home.
“I-i... I worked so hard...” Wakko kept repeating while they walked, and Yakko was ninety percent sure he was crying. Hell- Yakko would’ve been crying too, but he put on a brave face for his little sibs.
“I know Wak, I know,” Yakko sighed. “Let’s just get home, we can talk about what we’ll do then.”
And so the Warner siblings walked back to their home in silence. Yakko did his best not to look at either of them, for fear that he’d crumble into a million little pieces the moment Dot or Wakko looked at him.
Eventually, they did make it to their rickety little home. Yakko showed Wakko where his bed was, Dot went to her own, and then Yakko sat down on his bed to think about what they were gonna do next.
He couldn’t believe he had let himself believe that all of his worries would disappear with Wakko’s return. He should’ve known Plotz could sniff all happiness and money from 50 miles away and should’ve warned Wakko to put it away. Now they were never going to be able to-
N-never be able to-
Oh god...
Dot was going to die, wasn’t she?
Without the ha’penny, they could never afford the surgery a-and-
She was going to die.
Yakko was going to have to bury her a-and then i-it would just be him and Wakko.
Yakko buried his head in his hands and wept.
He wept for Dot. He wept for Wakko. He wept for his parents and he wept for the promises he was unable to keep.
After a very, very long time of crying, he heard a small knock on his door, and immediately tried to regain his composure. There was no way in hell he was letting his sibs see him like this.
He took deep breaths, wiped his face on his blanket, breathed some more, and put on a weak smile before opening his door.
“Yes Wakko?” He asked.
“You said you wanted to talk about what to do next when we got here. We gave you some time a-alone and well...” Wakko looked at the ground. Yakko internally facepalmed, not believing he let himself forget.
“Right, of course. lead the way,” Yakko gestured and the brothers walked back to the “fireplace” and sat on boxes.
“S-so...” Wakko said.
“So...” Dot said, glancing at Wakko, then Yakko, then at the ground. Yakko sighed.
“Look, I’m going to be frank, it’s going to be rough, but-”
“-But i could go out again. To a different town this time! Maybe I could even leave the country- there has to be better opportunities-”
“No.” Yakko shut him down. “You aren’t going anywhere and I am not going to be persuaded this time.”
“Yeah Wakko, how can you say that?” Dot looked hurt. “We just got you back, you can’t leave!”
“But it wasn’t enough! I failed! I-i didn’t get enough money...” Wakko’s eyes filled with tears as he looked at the ground.
“Wakko, you didn’t fail,” Yakko put a hand on his shoulder.
“Yes I did, I didn’t bring home enough for her surgery, which was the whole reason I left in the first place,” Wakko sniffled.
“You left home to help provide for us, which you did. Look around Wak,” Yakko gestured around. “I was able to buy Dot a shawl to keep her warm in the winter, some hay for her bed, new blankets for all three of us. You leaving helped us a lot, even though we missed you every day, right Dot?” He looked at his sister for moral support.
“Yeah Wakko! It’s because of you I’m still okay,” Dot smiled sweetly, but Yakko could see she was holding back a cough.
“See Wak? Your sacrifice wasn’t for nothing, and we’re plenty glad to have you back, understand?” He said, distracting him from noticing what Dot was doing. Wakko slowly nodded, wiping his eyes with his sleeve.
“Sorry...” Wakko apologized. Yakko sighed and stood up, pulling his little brother into a hug.
“You did the best you could Wak. I’m really, really proud of you,” Yakko said. Wakko nodded, and hugged him back.
Despite everything, Yakko smiled a little.
It was good to have his brother back.
Yakko waited until Wakko let go to sit back down. He drummed his fingers against his thigh and thought for a moment, before getting an idea.
“I have an idea you two: While you’ve been gone, I’ve been working on making a special sled for Dot. I say tomorrow we take it out and have some fun in the snow, does that sound okay?” He asked. Dot nodded and managed a little smile.
“That sounds like fun, right Wakko?” She asked, glancing at him. Wakko only nodded.
“I’m gonna go for a sec... I’ll be back soon,” Wakko said, walking out of the home. Yakko nodded.
“Try not to stay out past dark,” He advised, unsure if his brother heard or not. Guess he’d have to see.
“Is Wakko okay?” Dot hugged Yakko’s arm.
“Today was really rough for him, but I’m sure he’ll feel better after a good night’s rest,” Yakko hoped. Dot nodded.
“I hope so,” She said. “He looks really tired.”
“I’m sure everything will be better tomorrow. Here, it’s getting late, you should get going to bed,” Yakko said, looking at the sunset. Dot agreed with a yawn, and together they walked into her room. She coughed a little as she laid down, and he tucked her in.
“Goodnight Dot, sleep tight,” he whispered, smiling warmly yet tiredly.
“Yakko, tell me the story,” Dot grabbed his arm before he could go. Yakko sighed. She had grown awfully attached to the story he had spun to comfort her about their parents and how they fell in love and eventually had Dot.
“Okay,” He said, before grinning mischievously. “There once was a man from Nantucket-”
“Not that story,” Dot shot him a look and Yakko laughed a little.
“Look Dot, it’s late. You should go to sleep,” He said, knowing that he was definitely going to lose this argument.
“Oh come on, Yakko. Tell me the story... please?” She pleaded with her signature puppy dog eyes.
"Oh come on, dont look at me like that," He thought. Yakko sighed, he was always a sucker for her.
“Oh, alright,” He smiled, and rolled his eyes as Dot scooted over in excitement.
He then told the tale of how his parents met, how their father was a handsome knight, and there mother was a beautiful princes, and how they had two sons but wanted a little girl, and told her that she was born in the spring with the prettiest flowers. He then turned to face Dot and talked about how every night they’d ask “Who’s the cutest girl?” and Dot would reply, “Me!” and then they’d ask “how were you so cute” and she’d reply, “I was born with it.” He then said they’d demand for her to “tell us your name young lady” and Dot would list off her very long name with perfection. He’d then tickle her and she’d kick and giggle until she tired herself out and curled back into her bed.
“I like that story,” Dot smiled as she closed her eyes.
“Goodnight sis,” Yakko smiled a little too.
Was it a story full of lies and half-truths? Yes.
But did it always manage to bring a smile to Dot’s face, even on the hardest days? Also yes.
And besides, Yakko didn’t mind remembering his parents in a positive light.
He then blew out the candle in her room and left, and stumbled into Wakko, who had been watching anxiously.
“How is she?” He asked. Yakko shrugged.
“She seems to be okay tonight, but who knows,” Yakko admitted. Wakko’s eyes felt to the floor as he turned away.
“If only I had earned more...” Wakko muttered to himself.
“Hey,” Yakko turned and put his hands on his brother’s shoulders. “You did your best Wakko. We’ll pay for her operation some other way,” he said, not really knowing how, but forcing himself to hope anyway.
“I guess,” Wakko sighed and went over to a springboard that he had somehow turned into a functioning harp. Yakko stared at it and admired the craftsmanship.
Despite Wakko’s claims that his trip had been for nothing, Yakko knew it had turned into a skilled craftsman.
“You turning in?” He asked softly.
“To what?” Wakko didn’t look back at him.
Yakko considered arguing with him for the snark, but was too tired.
“Good question,” he said instead. “See you in the morning,” he added before going into his room.
Once he did, he all but collapsed onto his bed. Today had been exhausting, and even worse, the swirl of emotions in his chest still hadn’t left. He was still mad at Wakko for not writing more often and not giving more of an explanation, but he figured he’d just have to ask him about that and more details about his trip tomorrow. For now, he’d have to try and get some sleep, despite how impossible it seemed.
They didn’t have any money. Dot wasn’t going to get the surgery she needed. Things were looking bleak, and not just for them, the whole town- the whole Kingdom.
Well, at least they weren’t alone in this anymore, Yakko supposed there was some comfort in that.
Plus, despite everything, Yakko was still happy to see Wakko again, despite how much skinnier, tired, and worn out he appeared. He was confident his return would mean good things for them.
It had to.
Yakko didn’t have any other options.
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Certain Point Of View Chapter 6
Warning: This chapter portrays the effects of abuse, if you or someone you know is a victim of abuse this chapter may be triggering
You let out a long sigh of boredom as you wandered the stacks of books that sat in your store as you slowly realized you've read them all. "Today's going to be a long day." You grumbled to yourself before the ground began rumbling and the shelves began to shake as a monster’s roar echoed throughout the city streets. "Oh my gods no no no." You muttered in a panic as you rushed out the door. The city was blanketed in a soft fluffy layer of snow, more floating down from thick clouds overhead as the massively colossal serpent rose from the bay, chunks of ice and streams of water cascading from his scales. Your jaw dropped and an excited dread filled your soul as you realized in an instant what this was. Jormungand let out a deep guttural blood curdling scream that rushed the streets just before you realized he had been struck in the face by the hammer of Thor. Your eyes darted around in a wondrous excitement, Avengers and onlookers were quickly gathering all around the area.
"Focus on his stomach. He's always had a soft underbelly." Loki's voice rang out as he and Thor stood against the beast. Finally others could see your god of mischief fighting to defend humanity. Finally now so many others will finally see that he was simply misunderstood.
"Go Loki!" You cheered as a subtle shy grin curled your lips. Your eyes caught his as he turned to look back to the only person cheering for him, grinning to you with a quick wink, his heart swelling with a prideful joy to know that after all this you still found the capacity to see the best in him.
Your eyes sparkled in the falling snow as you cheered watching the heros and reformed villain battle the raging beast until a great shadow blocked the sun above you. You looked up to see a large shimmering scaly tail careening toward you. You were frozen with terror until you felt tight arms around you as a body tackled you into a snowbank. All the air left your body as your back fell against the thick snow, moving you just in time for the serpent's tail to land exactly where you were standing. Your eyes widened in shock as they moved from the tail to the swirls of blue and green eyes framed by a gold horned helmet and long black hair. Your heart stopped as you felt his chest heaving against your body and long slender fingers in your hair as he gave a genuine, pure smile, overjoyed that he was able to save you as his eyes got lost in yours. He let himself become hopelessly entranced by you for a moment longer before planting soft chilled lips to your forehead and whispering "go get somewhere safe" before forcing himself up to get back to the fight at hand. You stood, your heart racing wildly as you watched for a moment longer before yielding to the request, taking off in to a wild sprint, though, you had no idea where you could go that would be any safer.
Your eyes were glued to the TV as the news reported on the battle, watching the beauty of the god who chose you, as now all the world saw the side he was really on, worry for him building in your gut as a talon of the serpent dug into his flesh. His cries of pain and the twist of agony on his face pulling a gasp from your lips and making your heart stop a moment as you began to hope and pray that he would be alright.
Once the battle had been won you looked out the frost covered window, watching the other avengers help set a bandaged Loki onto his bed to recover from his wounds. With a smile of relief you stood, gathering from your personal collection books of every genre, placing in each one a small scrap of paper before tying them all together with an emerald bow. Hands filled with the home found gift, you trudged across the snow filled street before handing it off to Thor. "Can you please give these to your brother for me?" You asked with a touch of worry still in your voice.
"You are more than welcome to come inside and give them to him yourself. I'm sure he would be thrilled to see you." Thor chuckled, stepping to the side to allow you inside.
But you shook your head, knowing he'd need his rest. "He looked like he may have been sleeping," you explained as you held the pile out, "plus I have a book to finish writing."
Once Loki woke, he sat up, his eyes lingering on you through the window as you typed away at the computer before landing on the stack of literature and his brother in the corner. "What's this?" He asked groggily.
"I believe it is a thank you." Thor answered before pointing in your direction, indicating where they came from. He cradled his wound as he got up, gently moving the books to look over all of them before quickly finding the scraps of paper reminiscent of the note you set in the first book you gave to him.
A smirk curled at his lips as he pulled the papers out from each leather bound cover. "Thank you"
"I could never fear you"
"From a certain point of view you are a hero"
"You are MY hero."
With each note he felt the smirk grow into a Cheshire grin as he felt his icy heart melting before turning to the window. You stood looking out toward him cradling a steaming mug in your fingers before giving him a soft wave. The smile, however, faded from his lips when he noticed the deep red purple and blue patch of skin between your right ear and eye that your hair was failing to hide. Somewhere between you dropping the books off and Loki waking, you were visited by Kyle in a jealous rage. He saw the news, he saw the god giving HIS girl a kiss after he saved you. And he made his displeasure with that very clear to you.
With a shine of emerald and gold magic Loki's projection walked up to you, brushing your hair off your face, knowing you liked it better behind your ear. "Did he do this?" He hissed, staring intently at the bruise, finding it trailed even further back, under your hair.
You shook your head as you backed away, but he knew better than to believe you...you couldn't trick the trickster god. "Don't worry about me. You're a hero now." You assured him. Though he nodded, he still didn't feel like one. Sure, he saved you from being crushed, but how he wished he could save you from this, that you would just let him take you away from this torment.
"(Y/N), I will always worry about you." He assured you. "You shouldn't let him do this."
"He doesn't mean to," you explained as you fixed your hair to hide the bruising, "I just make him angry sometimes." Loki crossed his arms as his eyes became cold and calculating, giving you a look that told you he knew better than to believe you actually believed what you were saying. "I'm not strong enough to make him stop."
"You are as strong as you want to be." He reminded you. "The strength of your spirit is unparalleled, your bravery surpassed by none. But if I ever see him lay a hand on you in anger I'll make him wish for death." His chilled lips planting a frosty kiss against the bruise felt like heaven against the burning pain before the projection vanished, leaving you to think on his words.
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