#plsss do NOT TAG AS A SHIP

[disney-mystical-au]

Hugs! (Mickey’s hugs are always the best sskxwowxo-)

(Oswald gives hugs too but not very often to everyone, except for Ortensia- 😏)

[koszmarnybudyn]

This was made because I read a fic "Proximity" by rosesofenvy and now i'm yearning.

[urfriendlywriter]

friends to lovers heart fluttering moments:

(feel free to use<3 i miss being active :') TAG ME WHEN YALL WRITE PLSSS WOULD LOVE TO READD )

running into their arms after being away for too long !!!!

leaning into each other when laughing.

casually linking arms, holding-hands, sharing hugs that lasts a teensy tiny bit longer. AHHHHH

them watching you do ur own thing with so much admiration [I've one want in life-]

"why?" "because it's you." (like them doing smthng espeviallyyforu)

"I'll do anything, as long as it's with you." n they nonchalantly say it.??? ( MA SONGG OMG)

spending more time together than usual

having your parents tease you and ship you together > ~ <

teasing them and they actually blush???

getting physically close during the denial phase. IMAGINE KISSING AND FREAKING OUT SAYING, "friends... kiss. right?"

getting ur breath hitched whenever they're too close.

imagine lingering with ur mouth slightly parted while both of ur noses brush, eyes fluttering just wondering---where this is going.

^ AND WHEN THEY SAY, "fuck it. may i kiss u?" but their voice is so low, yearning so hard.

getting noticeably shy after going a lil too hard on the kissing--"it's ok, we're still friends, right?"

a third person NOTICING IT AND going, "oh SO yall are the type to kiss and nOT TELL?" "WhAT NO, WE DIDNT-" "YEAH WE DIDN'T."

^ but one if one of them is an idiot n they go, "HOW DID U NOTICE?" "ha, so i was correct. yall mfs-!!!"

and the realising phase of how much you like them

and not being able to wait until u see them. so u can confess, get it out and about.

or what if? they end up ur house at 4 am in pouring rain and say, "i know we're best friends, but i want to be more. Let me be yours forever please, and not just as friends this time." AAAAAAAH.

SCREAMING N FIGHTING KISSING IN THE RAIN, ITS 2 AM N UR LOVIN THEIR NAME SO IN LOVE BUT U ACT INSANEEE N THATS THE WAY U LOVE THEMMM

[melissa-titanium]

idkwhy ijust started thining aboutthis. n oone has to reblog and like 3 people will see thsi but imjust curious.

EDITING JSUT TO LET U GUYS KNOW I READ EVERY TAG. PLSSS TALK ABOUT UR OCS I LOVE IT

proship this aint for you Get out !

[borom1r]

hi ill do more of these if anyone wants :3 otherwise ill probs just do a Faramir set?? idk

im happy to try n do it for ships too but obvs they have to be close enough in frame so that’s a little trickier <33

hiiiiii wld ppl like heart gifs of any lotr characters… i wanna practice coloring more + they’re fun to make sooo

[brightlilith]

Enemies? lol, no.

Pairing: Tom Kaulitz x Reader

Request: plsss write sum for tom im begging you maybe the reader is a singer in a rival band or sum like that kinda enemies to lovers. tysm<3

Warning: Bad writing, English ins't my fist language.

A/N: It was gathering dust in my drafts.

Masterlist | Tokio Hotel - Masterlist

The crowd screaming our names, signs written how much we loved each other. Flashing lights, people jumping all over the place.

joy is contagious

And I loved it.

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I didn't know how I got here, facing my enemy, Tom Kaulitz. I wish I was singing our new song that we just released, but no, I'm here with him.

Although our bands got along well, Tom and I never really got along since we met. Our publicists were in a meeting, my band and Tom's were talking animatedly, while he and I just stared at each other with pure hatred.

Of course, our friends tried anyway to make us get along, but with him, it was impossible.

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It had been two hours and nothing from our advisors, I was tired, and I wanted to go home, but God heard my prayers, our advisors left the room that were and said they wanted to talk to us.

We all agree, but it couldn't get any worse. They said they wanted to make a deal, a deal that could make our careers take off. They said that they chose two people from each band to fake date, as fans shipped and made fanfictions with the performers from both bands.

I already knew where they wanted to go, they knew they had chosen. Me and Tom.

Shit

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But that was many years ago. Today he and I are inseparable.

I love him and he loves me, I know that, if I didn't know, he and I wouldn't have gotten married.

I thank the publicists for that, and if they did this fake dating on purpose, because they knew Tom and I liked each other.

© morganaah/brightlilith ─ all rights reserved. do not copy, translate or share my work on other platforms.

Let me know what you think. 🩷

(not revised)

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Taglist;

Forever Tags: @ihatepeanutss @lovelyy-moonlight @tsamiaxo

Tokio Hotel; @sunooslover @willow-sages

Tom Kaulitz; @justash02 @pearlssck @dearstell @venderretta @instabull @aqxllo @Neteyamlovr

Bill Kaulitz; @aqxllo @Neteyamlovr

Gustav schäfer;

Georg Listing;

Let me know if you want to be added to the tag list 🩷

[zeeinkzquill]

HI, I EXTREMLY LOVE UR AU, IT'S SO GOOD I CAN'T, I LOVE ALL THAT CARDS IDEAS AND GAME LIKE BRO. I AM EXCITED ABOUT SEEING MORE OF THIS AU, ALSO I REALLY LOVE THAT IN THIS AU GONNA BE SHOWTIME BRO nah really, these two fill my life with happiness and meaning. I LOVE THEIR DESIGN😭😭😭😭😭

I NEED SHOWTIME FOR LIFE

(Also i think i'm gonna probably draw something from ur au. Sad that i can't send image by being anonymous. BUT SHIT)

OMG~

First off thank youuuuu I'm glad you like the card idea it's been a difficult time figuring out how the cards and game screens will actually work and stuff!

And when you guys the concepts of the Showtime ships you guys are gonna cry, without giving to much away...

Though Caine is an AI bot of sorts... They still have a lot in common! Think of it like this:

Caine: " I'm a terrible AI because I never did what I was program to do!"

Pomni: "I'm a terrible person because every time I try to do better I go back to my old ways"

I think of their main couple song being Love Like You from Steven Universe (So I can really get the tears rolling)

ALSO IF YOU GOT FAN ART SENT IT TO ME PLSSS! I love fan art of my AU and seeing it in different styles motivates my artist eye! If you to make fan art tag me PLSSSSSSS

(Character Cards and Masterpost are coming soon I promise)

[domesticated-feral]

@rhyslahey thank you for the tag!!! I've been kind of wanting to do some tag games for a while now (out of both procrastination and boredom)

last song: the last song I remember listening to is the hours by duster

fav colour: blue!!

currently reading: revising for an elective subject's test that's on Friday so that one's textbook. It's a business based elective and I was conned into taking it! (I suck at anything business theory related and they made it sound like it was more of a communications based elective but here I am I guess..taking an elective about management)

currently watching: I'm rewatching Bojack horseman as background noise for cooking and also eating. Moving to an apartment by myself got me feeling so lonely I've turned into an ipad kid with my laptop. Oh and I've just started watching Breaking Bad after having it on my to be watched list for so long!!!

last movie: if I remember correctly, I did a rewatch of prisoners before I moved here and haven't been able to watch any movies since.

sweet, spicy or savoury: I've been craving sweet so much lately...I might just make some chocolate biscuit pudding tomorrow as a treat.

relationship status: I've got a degree to obtain so no sideplots thank you very much.

current obsessions: my Google search results would say it's titrations but I'd say I'm feeling insane but a few notches down since real life is throwing so many curveballs at me lately but still enough to be considered insane about detective loki from prisoners!!!!! I want to have the time to write my one-man ship of ditch lapp fic plsss universe!!!! Let me have the free time!!!

tea or coffee: chocolate milk but...tbh I like both tea and coffee but I only keep tea bags around just in case so that's should say something about me and tea and coffee.

last thing I googled: 'uncertainty avoidance in business' because I was revising a few chapters before settling down for the night.

I am tagging @slice-of-magenta and @scereksdraeden !!

[ljubimaya]

girl the reason I haven't answered the picnic self ship game tag is because I'm dumb and can't think of anything yet plsss give me some time!! I'm not ignoring your tag I think it's really sweet 🙏🏾

Hello Yves! don't worry, I totally understand! I myself have struggled (and still do) to find the perfect pics that encapsulate the perfect vibes whenever I get tagged, I definitively agree , it is hard (turns out Pintrest isn't the perfect website after all:,)). I however thought it would be fun to give you some ideas based on what I think you and your faves like <333 For the purposes of not overwhelming you too much, I shall give you options for Baji, Nanami and Toji

Baji x Yves: A day in the park

It started with a simple "I'll pick you up in two hours. Wear something cute

" text from your boyfriend. You didn't even reply back, running towards your closet to find the perfect date outfit. Time flew and Baji already stood by your door when you rushed out, five minutes later than he had asked you to be ready at. But did he complain? No, not when you were looking like a snack. He looked you up and down, a satisfied grin playing on his lips "you look ravishing, babe. Love the necklace"

"You got me the necklace three months ago for our anniversary"

He took you to park in the middle of the city "Saw the tulips and thought of you" Baji admitted when you two sat down on the bench near the flowers. You and the ravenette chatted about your day before he handed you a sandwich. As you two ate Baji's home-made sandwiches, your boyfriend spotted cats nearby. Ever the cat magnet, the cats soon approached you two. You ended up feeding and petting cats before he brought you back home <333

Nanami x Yves: A reading date

It was one of those rare days off where you two were free at the same time, so you decided to spend the whole day together. "What should I wear?" you opened your closet, unsure of what clothes you should wear out today. Luckily, Nanami was a patient man, going so far to reassure you that it would be a slow day for the both of you, and to take your time. "But if you'd like, I can help" the blonde offered. You happily let him assist you, both of you deciding on a dress you have gotten last summer, but haven't had the opportunity to wear yet.

True to his word, the day would be slow and relaxing. Kento took you out to the new cafe near a bookstore. It was a lucky pick for you two, as the cafe was connected to the bookstore. Before ordering some tea and fingerfood, you two have roamed the store and gotten each a book you have been dying to read. You two spent the day in comfortable silence, reading your new favorite novel.

Toji x Yves: spending the day at an onsen

"My muscles hurt" grumpled Toji after streching. He's been complaining a lot more about his muscles aching lately, especially after coming home from work. There is so only so much you can do to soothe his pain, having massaged his back every evening for the past week. Which is why you secretly planned a one day trip to an onsen for the two of you!

So you convinced Toji to go with you. You arrived at a beatiful bath house in the country side of Japan. You and Toji bathed all day, relaxing and rewinding from your usually busy days.

[hollywoodsargeant]

alright no joke, at this rate, the amount of loscar fic on ao3 will be catched up by landoscar fic. Again no offense to landoscar nation, we love us some just a chill guy but in my head it is like a goddamn race lol kkkkk I mean the more the better the merrie whatever but I am on my nerves I am rooting for loscar tag also it is a sign for them to INTERACT MORE BECAUSE MY GOD THE DROUGHT IS ROUGH (loscar writer nations unite plsss)

in spite of my own opinions (that i shan’t get into) i will choose not to buy into a shipping war… but either way i agree more loscar fic is a need in this society. i can only do so much on my own AND I LOVE AND APPRECIATE ALL THAT DOES EXIST WITHIN THE TAG!!! but. Please. i need certain parts of society slash the fandom slash whoever to stop bypassing loscar solely bc logan is half the ship like methinks part of the reason why it flies so under the radar is bc logan is a less popular/liked driver. et cetera

but they are so compelling. they have Lore. it’s like textbook f1 ship with the we’ve been racing each other since forever nonsense. can everybody be as compelled as i am. or even like a fraction of as compelled as i am ig not everybody needs to reach the level of insanity that produces 100k+ word fics

moral of the story is Please. i have been here since there were 20 works in the tag so believe me i am happy to see 100+ but i would never complain about More Loscar Fic…

[hyuckswoman]

im not even mark biased (nobody misinterpret that i will get violent /j) but i adore your smau so much 😭 i was just stalking the tags and i somehow ended up reading it n now i keep up w it and i love how consistent u r with posting hehe

im jaemin biased but jeno's been wrecking me EXTRAA hard these days literally check my history on any social media ive got it bad sorry nana😔 N E WAYS MY POINT IS this potential jeno romance makes me giddy but like im goinf to cry (war. i will start a war. this is a threat /j) if whatever this is w jeno ends in even an ounce of heartbreak </3

PLEASSEEEEEEEE first of all, TYSM WHATTTTT i’m so happy you like down bad omg i swear when people tell me their thoughts about my work i get so giddy omg you should see the stupid grin i have on my face rn

also maybe spoiler? not really but like since i have a couple of chapters planned, I perceive chapter 20 in a whole different way plsss.

one thing abt me is I HATE multiple love leads/ love triangle tropes so i’m really sorry but there won’t be ANY jeno romance or anything in this, the shipping with some people is a canon event that will serve me purpose later (😝) so no jeno or anybody but mark x y/n romance is gonna take place

also, this made me so happy i might just do jeno bf texts just for you…idk anyway LOVE YOU POOKIE and hope you’re having a great day and tysm for interacting with me n the story you have no idea how happy this makes me ughhh 😣

(also as someone that doesn’t have a bias in nct but is in their mark era it’s good that you don’t bias him…i will start a war with you the second i enter my jaemin/jeno era tho (i swear when i have to tag people on my taglist and i see users like marksgf or markslover i get SICK cuz why are you perceiving him??))

[jeniffercheck]

i just found your work on ao3 and my god you’re so talented, and i genuinely thought i was alone in shipping shivlina so what a delight.

wondering if you have any shiv head canons you wanna share! i’m so intrigued by all of your pre-canon exploration

stop plsss thank you 😭 i was soo delighted too!! i pulled up to the tag and i was so scared but now we have so many shivlina authors posting all the time it’s so wonderful!!!!

also shiv headcanons are very fun!!! i think my biggest and silliest one is that she’s really awful with pop culture like, her favorite movies are the worst movies you’ve ever seen that she took off of a film bro list somewhere on the internet, she definitely took an art history class that she slept through in every week in college but had to take a very detailed final exam and somehow retained all of the information from one week of cramming, she still buys songs off of itunes, her music library is ALL 2000s throwbacks and no modern music except for like. one doja cat song and probably for some reason all of coldplay’s discography. i do think she is very well read and her good reads is very cunty and she knows the podcast landscape very well of course 🙏

[a-lile-angel]

What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise?

Read tags for T/CW plsss <333

Ok so, to understand all this, please open/read this post about the medics in Angel’s team!

Focus on the three ginger Bordemay kids: Alice, Lula & Arthur. Alice is 16, the youngest age you can join the Corps. Basically she has no injuries, because her older brother look after her, right? More than their parents did. The reason they’re even in their jobs is because mum and dad couldn’t afford to look after Alice, so intended to ship her off to be titan food, obviously her brother followed her, to try and keep her alive as long as possible with the conditions.

After a solid 2 years of service, Arthur dies. Obviously sending the other two into a spiral of despair. Lula, figures out his parents horrible plans and how they actually set them up, and feels there’s nothing left to live for, so ends up sacrificing himself for Angel, as a one last thank you. In his last moments, telling her to keep Alice safe.

Now struggling with grief and guilt, Angel has to look after the youngest of the three, the only survivor, Alice. Who really isn’t doing too well for herself, as you can imagine. In a desperate attempt to stop the young girl from going too far, Angel keeps her off missions and inside the HQ, driving her mad with her own feelings. and, sure enough, Alice commits while Angel is away. Leaving her forever thinking about how she failed them all.

all three of her children.

[cpidscloud]

disclaimers + dni

disclaimers:

themes included in groups’ mv lores include: toxic relationships, unhealthy dynamics, manipulation , cannibalism symbolism , religious symbolism, psychiatric hospitals , dreams v reality , unreliable narrators, major character death, cults, and other things that will be tagged in posts . i try to avoid more distressing topics when talking ab their non-mv normal idol lives, but topics like depression, anxiety, and other similar topics one may think of when it comes to the stresses of being an idol may be brought up, which will also be tagged in posts .

everything is fictional !! nothing is supposed to reflect on real people, and any situation that does is purely coincidence ^^;

on the subject of real ppl, if you are a rps (real person slash) or ship ocs with real idols, PLSSS DNI!!!!!!!!!

i block freely, 99.9% of the time blocking will be caused by me seeing any content relating to shipping real people/ocs with real people..  

out of personal preference , i try to avoid group addition ocs even if ur not a shipper , i won’t block u but i will avoid interactions . if you have a side blog ab it that's fine, but i won't interact with you on that blog .

if i follow u and u are a rps pls just soft block me i didn’t notice ;; u do ur thing and i’ll do mine ♡ 

[deutoplasmic]

smug takeru will be the end of me like hes sOOOO happy even if you swear to never speak of the shack again it wont stop you two from. stealing a few kisses when no ones looking 😶 YOU HATE HIM THOUGH YOU SWEAR!!! even when he gives you,,, soft forehead kisses after you bicker,,, or he kisses your hand before saying goodbye IM SO GRRHRJDJDJDJD

PLSSS OMG MIMIKYU,,, yea fengfan’s fighting for his LIFE in his mind hes so down bad for you,,, you walk up to him with a phantump you just found like “phantump say hello to 凡凡 this is your new dad�� and fengfan swears hes so red he’ll explode

HOLDING HANDS WITH RUKI PLSSS he tries to act calm but youll just see him avoiding eye contact and only looking your way to look at your hands touch and freak out again 😭 HES SUCH A CAT alolan meowth is so perfect for him omg

MASAYA’S HONEY SHOP,,, will literally give free honey to any lil kid or pokemon,,, and the full bottles are shaped like his partner teddiursa I NEED TO DRAW THIS I NEED TO DRAW ALL OF THEM

OMG AYUTA AS AN APPRENTICE 😭 and compared to junki his singing partners would be like,,, softer like chingling,,,, and junki is so happy with his growing family he gets everyone matching bowties,,, and ofc free poffins even for ayuta (who is. mildly confused but hes accepted that junki is a bit strange)

PLSSS KYO GETTING YOU ALL THE SOUVENIRS,, he kept the malasadas chilled with his new bergmite friend,,, you guys can have a meal in front of your house and catch up,,, man kyosuke looks so good in natural lighting with his hat off I MEAN WHAT-

SHO AND KOSHIN ARE SO CUTE LIKE,,, and koshin is definitely trying to set him up with someone like “you dont want someone who can look after the daycare with you for the rest of your life till death do you part? 🥺” and sho is like “ahahahaha i mean,,,” (hes worse at rizz than he looks)

omg taichi with a hitmontop,, or a sandslash,,, AND OMG RAN WITH A SCIZOR YOURE SO RIGHT!!!! SHE WOULD BE ALL TOUGH WITH ONE LIKE ALL THE STRONG COOL FEMALE GYM LEADERS,, i need to write this all down i have to draw all of lapone with pokemon now,,,

LMAO NOT KUMI BECOMING WANTED BY PROXY 😭 hes so confused the whole time,,, but it does feel nice when you pat his head after he pilots the ship well,,, and maybe thats all that matters

LMAODKDJDJ THANK YOU i think ill upload it after i send this ask in!! have no idea what the caption will be yet but. ill make smth up

and @ the tags,, i get you omg my friend was sociogramming and writing down f (friend) and a (acquaintance) next to people and i was like. does that mean fluff and angst LMAODJDKDHDKDJD THE BRAINROT

every time you guys k*ss you make sure to remind him after that he's still a stupid annoying ratbag or whatever but he KNWOS whats inside your heart!!!!!!!!!!! you cant hide from him forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're never going to fully admit it but what's that he keeps coming over a lot? yeah nahhhh he just wants to bother you like the menace he is (mame is frantically updating jin he can't believe his eyes is it REAL)

god fengfan is 5 seconds away from combustion!!!!!!!!!! the 凡凡 will have him kicking his feet desperately when he thinks abotu it later that night... he even finds a lil pumpkaboo for you for the matchign duo and GOD he almost loses it when you smile at him and say youve got twins now!!!!!!!!!!! he thinks he deserves an award for not exploding whenever you talk to him but also he's so grateful for the privilege. so

YOURE SO RIGHT FOR THIS he prolly has super clammy hands.... cold sweat on his palms........... youre like ruki do you need to wipe your hand and hes like NOOOOOPE whilst subtly scrubbing them on his pant leg LOL... he gets so nervous that his meowth uses pay day bc coins calm it down and maybe it'll work for ruki too! but actually it just looks like his wallet exploded and dumped coins on the ground so he's dying from embarrassment whilst you just pick up all the money for him :rofl:

HONEY BOTTLES SHAPED LIKE TEDDIURSA YOUR BRAIN IS SO MASSIVE FOR THIS. SO MASSIVE. omg his table is made out of maple wood stained a cute yellow that like. his friend ayane made or smth. and its draped with a honeycomb patterned tablecloth keigo made............ all of his little samples are in small jars the size of like tealights which are wrapped with small squares of the tablecloth fabric and twine around it for security.....

YOURE SO RIGHT one day they go out to the meadow to sing bc junki declares it perfect cutiefly spotting weather. yes ayuta tells him that theyll probably get poked by them but junki doesnt comprehend that. and for some reason meloetta shows up??????????????????? both of them refuse to try catching it bc that would be such an injustice. but. wow. theyre dumbstruck. AND THE MATCHING BOWTIES ARE SOOOOOO CUTE its insane........ and yeah. ayuta has accepted his fate in silly goose club LOL

OH MY DAYS youre so right he pulls out some tropius fruit from his satchel to share with you........ and his eyes are so shiny and hair so pretty in the sun i mean wait what huhhhhhhh ALSO HIM HAVING A BERGMITE IS SO REAL oh my days .... he probably delivers smth to like fengfan at some point who also has a frigibax and it starts bickering with the bergmite LOL

koshin can be devious when he wants to be LOL but omg im such a supporter of the confident sho totally lost for words and confidence around his crush theory like . hes charismatically explaining smth to some of the trainers looking at his daycare with all his smooth charm and you waltz in and hes like uh um uh uh well uh sorry uh yeah um uh huh

taichi sandslash would be so CUTE omg wait he also has like. a minun who is such a cutie and keeps cheering for them.... which is severely boosting ken's ego LOL and yeah omg..... love ran............ she probably specialises in steel type pokemon and there are a bunch of klinks and bronzor hanging aroudn the entry. she's taking care of a shiny aron at the moment and it's due to evolve any time soon....!!!!!

YEAH omg he takes you to meet his mechanic buddy hiroto one time after you need to get some part replacements and hirotos like wow takumi they must be really worth it to change sides of the law and takumi. well. hes dazed life is so good

LMFAO FLUFF AND ANGST........... its consuming us all...............

[mylahrins]

AHHH YEN thank you for the tag hehe ＼⁠(⁠°⁠o⁠°⁠)⁠／

started writing??

i started writing in 2020 on wattpad LOLL for a while actually, i didnt post my fanfiction. i used write mha fanfics but once i joined the hq fandom i started publishing my fics publicly!! i never really stopped writing—but i used to just drop fics i got bored of.

started blogging??

HMM ive had tumblr since 2021 but i never posted. i think it was around late 2022 when i finally posted something? it was on an old blog though where i posted lego ninjago fanfiction LMAO but for this blog id say sinceeee mid 2023!!

followers??

around 85!!! hehe, im very grateful for each and everyone of you!! AND im very happy to to say that a majority of them are moots :))

communication??

im pretty shy online (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)! BUT i love making friends and appreciate any interactions i get on a post. ill always respond to private messages or asks (as long as theyre not weird)!! PLSSS dont be afraid to talk to me i love making friends!!!!

likes??

ahhhh in the past "likes" used to be my sole motivation to continue a fanfic, but ive started writing for myself instead! STILL i appreciate every interaction i get on a post, incluuuuding likes! :)

requests??

UMMmmm ive never gotten a request, but right now i dont think i would take any. i love seeing ideas and headcanons but im not really interested in writing anything else atm, i already have my hands full!

writing??

i love love love having the ability to write my ideas out! i started writing fanfiction because i couldnt find any fics of particular characters/ships i liked, but now its grown to be a hobby that i genuinely love to do!

works i'm proud of??

im probably most proud of my sugawara fic forget-me-nots!!! its not finished—in fact its barely started, but my pride stems from the fact that i genuinely have so much planned out for the fic. i even ended up recycling an old journal and established it as my "fanfic journal" LOL i just plan stuff in it so my fics dont go haywire. as much as i love smile for the camera, i definitely went into it blind without anything planned. just recently ive been trying to steer the story to have a genuine plot and conflict (ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠), im struggling a little but i think ill be fine!!

tags! no pressure abt participating!! (sorry if you were already tagged before too!!) @guitarstringed-scars @danisdistant @tsukkisdinocollection @rijhi

Behind the scenes of a Tumblr Writer - Tag Game

Hey there, I love behind the scenes and since this is something that's rarely talked about, let me start the chain... if you feel uncomfortable with a question, just skip it. You can add some if you want as well.

Started writing: I wrote my first Harry Potter fanfic at age 10. Started posting around 15,16 years old. I'm now 31, so...

Started blogging: I started on a German fanfiction site around 2010/11 I think. Might have been earlier too, but back then I was mostly reading, no posting. I really started when I got into One Direction (very late, tbh)

Followers: Currently at 961, which is wild to me. I don't even know that many people IRL. I convince myself that half of them are bots tbh, so I don't freak out all the time.

Communication: The people I talk to regularly are: a few writers who answered after I constantly reblogged and commented on their works and a few people who commented and reblogged my work. Writing and blogging on here can be pretty lonely, depending on your personality and the time you're active (I'm from Europe and a lot of my followers seem to be living in Northern America, so there's the Timezone thing) ... And I found that the best way to strike a conversation is to reblog, comment, and to not be shy. I do wish I got more asks, though....

Likes: I actually filter them out. I have 793 original posts up at the moment. It doesn't give me anything to know how many likes a fic has other than to tell me which characters are liked more than others or maybe that one fic does especially well. My activity only shows me comments, asks, reblogs with tags, and answers to my own asks. I live for the tags and the comments.

Requests: I love talking to people about ideas. That's how I started the plotbunny game because I have so many ideas and so little time. And sometimes an idea just doesn't want to be written out fully. Requests are fun because YAY, I get some mail... but then I freak out because I don't really know how to write this NOW and then I freak out because it's been a week already, two weeks, wait, two months? I'd rather have suggestions where people tell me vague things like "I'd love to read something about this side character" or "Have you ever considered this character with a soulmate trope"? because then I don't have the feeling of failing the request when I write it a little bit differently.

Writing: I am a fast writer. I know that's one of my talents. I can churn out a oneshot of 1k words in less than an hour. People read slower than I write. That can suck sometimes because you've just posted this and you want to know what people are thinking but they're not as fast as you are. I do have a lot of ideas. I want to write constantly but my brain doesn't always want to. I am trying to respect that.

There are also certain things that I just feel wrong writing. I cannot write anything suggestive (I also don't like reading it) and everything past that gives me panic attacks. I can hardly write mean characters and jealousy feels so wrong to me that I cannot write it. I've also overdone it with the soulmark trope and now I feel like everything I write about it feels lifeless.

I write best in the mornings before going to work, but I don't have much time there. I don't need special music (but it helps), but I need to have at least some energy left and at best, no distractions. But I have been writing for over 20 years, so I will say experience helps a lot.

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