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rosie-tyler · 2 years ago
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capesch-arts · 1 year ago
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So, is DFO theory based off of Hori liking Star Wars and therefore they may be related? Because if so, here's my opinion on it if the start-up is from this.
He wouldn't be Izuku's dad, he would, however, be his grandpa, or someone really close to Hisashi. Lemme explain.
I've read the Vader comics in the past (sorry if my memory is rusty).
(btw I like DFO theory, but if we draw parallels to Star Wars, it just wouldn't follow it if AFO was Hisashi. Don't think this is to attack DFO fans or anything pls 🙏)
So far, I see AFO's position paralleling Palpatine, a really old mastermind that has lived a long time. The guy was an apprentice to Darth Plagueis, who basically can take other people's life force for his own, and elongate his own life span. And Palpatine knows how to do it too.
Now, in recent SW canon, Darth Plagueis and Sidious, did an experiment to create a powerful sith being(?) that was purely from The Force, but the Force rebelled against them, by creating Anakin. Yes that's afaik, the SW canon (but I may be wrong because I can't remember if it's Legends or Disney, soo correct me if I'm wrong hehe).
And in one of the Vader comics, there was a vision Vader had in the Dark Side realm where Sidious was transferring the Force towards Anakin's mom, making it seem that "It was Sidious all along! He's your Force daddy!". (This was thought to be an unreliable viewpoint considering it is a vision in the Dark Side, most likely Sidious manipulating Anakin).
So, if DFO were true and it's because Hori likes SW or takes inspiration from it, Hisashi wouldn't be AFO, rather he would either be AFO's son or one of his experiments or just someone who is really close to him like the Doctor.
An extra note, Darth Vader NEVER knew about Luke until he hired bounty hunters to find out the name of the pilot who blew up the Death Star. Even when they were face-to-face, he didn't know Luke was his son, just someone Kenobi failed to teach.
It was after Boba Fett delivered the name "Skywalker" to Vader that he lost his shit when he found out Padme had a son. (Also there was another Bounty Hunter aside from Boba who confirmed that Padme indeed had ONE son by interrogating one of the people who arranged her funeral or something. My memory is a bit fuzzy).
So, TLDR if DFO was completely started from Hori liking Star Wars, well it wouldn't be true but AFO would be Hisashi's dad or Hisashi worked for him or was an experiment like #6 or something
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dollysgf · 1 year ago
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So um I'm trying to make lore for Ang'el (my OC) and possibly some of Dina's (my gf's OC) too haha so I made one chapter (warning: cliffhanger ahead)
This chapter is made with horrible English so pls don't attack me >n<
ok happy reading folks
"Angel! Go clean the dishes then help you brother with his upcoming Vlozert exam!" Mother shouted from her bedroom before slamming the door.
Ang'el had just woken up from her twenty-four hour sleep. The only reason she had slept for so long was because she had been busy with her vice president angel duties at her so-called 'job', the Angel Community, in a floating country in the sky– Heaven. You may think, 'Wow, a Vice-president angel? How lucky?' Wrong. You have to work SUPER long hours, and Ang'el is really tired of always being the nice girl. This year, she is fifteen years old. It is well known that human teenagers rebel a lot, but there has never been a time in Heaven where an actual angel had rebelled against the community.
"Sissy, please help me!!" Aris, Ang'el's little brother, pleaded as he pouted.
"Okay, fine. But help me wash the dishes." Ang'el groaned.
After they finished washing the dishes, Ang'el assisted Aris in revising for his Vlozert assessment. There isn't much to say here, really.
After they completed rectifying for the examination, Ang'el was called by her accomplice, Lysia, who is also formally known as the president of the Angel Community.
"Ang'el, have you heard?"
"Heard what?"
"Duh, the Angelic Leaders? They're sending out a few Angels to Hell tomorrow. Do you even read the news?"
"No. But, the Devil is okay with this?"
"Yeah. Odd, isn't it?"
"Sure is. Thanks for the information, gal." the gossiped on.
Ang'el was in doubt. This was close to impossible, since Heaven and Hell had never been on good terms. Then, she got a message on her Angel Mobile* by the Angelic Leaders that she had been chosen as a candidate to go to Hell. Wow, how great!
*the Angel Mobile is a Mobile Phone but in Heaven.
A day later, as Ang'el got ready her personal belongings to go to Hell, her older brother, Linson, patted her on her shoulder.
"Hey. Don't be so tense. I know Hell sounds like a horrible place, but it won't be so bad. Trust me. I've been there before. Well, just don't be so stressed out, okay? I worry for you." Linson advised Ang'el, with a worried look.
"Hah, you're the one who looks tense." Ang'el teased.
"W-What? No I don't!!! I'm just worried, that's all!!" Linson stuttered.
Ang'el giggled as she walked away. Linson watched her walk away, worried as usual.
Ang'el and some other angels were in line to the portal of Hell. Ang'el wasn't too happy, but she wasn't too sad either. Then, one of the Angelic Leaders put a spell on her. She walked into the portal, but her vision started to blank out.
The next thing you know, she was already in Hell. It wasn't what she thought how it would look, though. It was more... Peaceful and deserted.
Chapter 1 completed.
Yeah um so yeah ill be posting more chapters so yeah um yeah
bye folks stay healthy nd stay positive mwa mwa love you all
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kajibunny · 4 months ago
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°˖➴ (my love) letter to you~ ₊⋆♡⸝⸝💌⊹ w/ the wind breaker boys
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✿ featuring: haruka sakura, hajime umemiya, ren kaji, hayato suo, akihiko nirei, jo togame ✿ fluff, f!reader, pet names for you!, some suggestive content for togame, suo and kaji (pls i had to)  ✿ a/n: love letters from the love of your life! (this was supposed to be for just one of them (guess who) but it's too cute to not to have it for all of them - so why not!) please give them all some love, cuties! ♡ (〃ω〃)  ✿ wc: 2.6k
you've got mail! reply? ₊˚⊹♡
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── . ♥︎ from: kaji 
hey brat, 
this is all your fault. i may have asked hiragi-san yesterday...for advice. after i talked about you, and what i felt, he came up with the conclusion that i was 'madly in love with you', but i decided to ask you myself if you think that's the case, and if you feel the same way?
when did i start feeling this way? after our first date, i think. when i walked you home after my patrol. 
you asked me if i wanted to hold hands while we crossed the street. you asked me what my favorite lollipop flavor was. you asked me without context whether i preferred the lights on or off. (please clarify these things before asking, i almost got the wrong idea, damn it!!!) i don't think i've had anyone ask me that many questions, it was like you were interested in the most miniscule details about me for some reason.
though, i'm always interested in hearing what you have to say. (fine, i'll take off my headphones anytime you want to talk my ear off, so don't pout anymore!)
your curiosity knows no bounds. it's one of the things i like about you, i think. you also asked me what my favorite song was. there's quite a lot to choose from, but right now, your voice is my favorite song. i could listen to it on repeat if it was a full album, you know? (hell, i sound like a lovesick fool. and no, that won't be the title of our next playlist.)
so anyway, here are my symptoms: the pace of my heartbeat quickens (i thought i was going to get a heart attack) but only every time i see you, i get really anxious whenever you aren't by my side, and i always tend to end up doing stupid things when i'm with you. remember our first kiss? yeah, sorry. didn't mean to bite your bottom lip really hard there. also didn't mean to make fun of you when you asked me to 'kiss it better'. you're just too...cute sometimes. 
p.s. also, don't think that you're so sly, because i'm fully aware of all the things you're trying to pull on me too. i didn't miss the way you went for me while i was sleeping on your lap on the rooftop the other day, i know you kissed me while my eyes were closed. i felt it and i tasted cherries on my lips. the same cherry lip balm you use sometimes. i thought it was my lollipop because it was sweet, but it was soft, so i know it's you.
i remember when i asked you for music recommendations, then you sent me this ridiculous playlist? (with the title: kissing kaji??? really??) you said you sent it by accident but i don't buy it at all.
yes, i did read each title - what even is a lollipop kiss? and no, i'm not sure how you have the time or energy to come up with these things, but nice try.
also, when i went to your house then you answered the door in just my hoodie, nothing underneath, what was that about? (and don't ask me how i noticed that you were wearing only that). 
i don't think i can enumerate everything, because then it would take forever for you to finish reading, so this is it for now. i think i've said too much.
let me know what you think? i just can't help but notice the littlest things about you, too. i know you very well, so don't even hide or try to pretend with me. let me know if you're developing the same symptoms as i am. if yes, i think you may be 'madly in love' with me too? 
i'm yours if you'll have me, 
ren
— after reading his letter, you tell kaji that you've caught a serious case of the "i love ren kaji syndrome" and that the only thing that can cure it is if kaji gives you a thousand "passionate and steamy" kisses. kaji flicks your forehead softly and tells you "it's incurable and you'll have it forever, idiot. i love you too." 
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── . ♥︎ from: umemiya
hi my pretty flower!
hope you're all better now? 
you seem tired because you've fallen asleep while cuddling with me by the bonfire yesterday at our BBQ party. you're so cute, though, rubbing your cheek against my chest. (yes, you were also snoring, drooling, and sleep talking, but it's adorable and i love everything about you!) 
i also just wanted to say thank you for taking care of me yesterday! the party wouldn't have been the success that it was if you hadn't done all that cute decorating! and planned all those fun games. everyone loved you! (but of course, i love you the most!) i think the activities tired you out? and sakura and sugishita were sure a handful, huh? we had to step up and be parents to a dozen rough and rowdy boys! kidding aside, i'm sorry you had to go through all that, my poor baby. now it's my turn to take care of you!
i'm not sure if you remember this, but i carried you up to my room, (bridal style, of course. i know you wouldn't have it any other way. i had to, since all of them kept telling us to 'get a room' - as usual haha) when i tried to sleep next to you, you pulled me in and hugged me tightly, then kept softly planting kisses to my face and my hair, (particularly pressing gentle ones to the scar on my eyebrow), and murmuring about how you thought it was so beautiful, how much you loved me, and that i was your hajime (your first). i don't know what i did to deserve you, my darling. 
no one's ever made me feel the way you do. (well, granted, i love my garden, i love eating, i love my siblings, and of course i love bofurin, but the way i love you is different.) 
i know you'll see this once you wake up and you'll tell me you don't remember that any of this ever happened (because you're so shy and a cutie) but it's okay, because i'll always be here to remind you.
i love you with all my heart, 
(your) hajime
— you smile to yourself as you look over at the sleeping umemiya laid down next to you, lips all red and raw from all the kissing the two of you did after you had read his special love letter addressed to you.
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── . ♥︎ from: nirei
dear princess, (can i call you that?) 
i couldn't believe it when you said you liked me? are you sure? sorry for asking again, i just didn't know how someone like me would get so lucky to have someone like you. you're just so pretty and nice inside and out! 
by the way, you look so gorgeous today (as you always do) with your sundress on! it suits you so well! you're so elegant, like a princess. (hence the nickname.)  
also, thank you for letting me take you out on a date! i had so much fun just walking around the amusement park and sharing crepes with you. i feel bad that i had to hold on to you during the horror house. and the roller coaster. and the teacup ride. you said it was alright and you even kissed my forehead (for some reason, it calmed me down alot! - sorry for almost fainting, though. but rest assured i really liked it!) 
i was really nervous the night before our date, so i asked suo for dating tips. he told me to just be myself, so i tried to, but it's just hard to seem cool and composed in front of someone i really like.
truth be told, i've liked you for a while now. i may have written about you in my journal, too. hope that's alright with you? i can show it to you someday, but just giving you a heads up that it's mostly about how cute you are and how your smile is enough to make my entire day.
i'm pretty shy about admitting this to you, truth be told. that's why i was struggling to form sentences when you did my hair with the pins, and told me i looked like a sunflower. i think that's the sweetest thing that anyone's ever said to me. 
thanks for taking a chance on me, i hope i can express myself more on our second date? (would it be alright if i go for a kiss next time too?)
nirei
— you fold the letter and return it where it was once placed, stacked among a pile of many others, neatly arranged in a box labeled: "to my princess: on our wedding day", as you return and read it again and again, smiling brightly at your dashing husband, akihiko nirei.
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── . ♥︎ from: sakura
hey. you. 
why are there so many pictures of you on my phone? i'm not mad, okay. i'm just not used to it. i'm not used to seeing your smiling face every time i unlock my phone. it's too radiant, i think. and i see you every day anyway. you look just as...radiant, in person. but, i guess i don't really mind. i used to have nothing much stored on my phone, until you came along. 
i used to not like eating vegetables, too. (i mean, i still don't like them) but whenever you lectured me on my health and how you'd "get so lonely and have no one to kiss" if i got sick and died from not eating vegetables - fine, i'll eat them for you. i hate seeing you worried more than i hate eating vegetables anyway. and i wouldn't ever want you to be lonely, i know what that feels like, but now i don't anymore, since i have you.
i used to have no pillows too, until you did your "shopping haul", is that what it's called? i honestly have no idea. i asked what you wanted in return and you told me you just wanted me to be your pillow. what do you even mean by that? is it the way you hug me tightly every night as if i am your pillow? am i just some inanimate object to you?!
sorry. didn't mean it to come out that way. suo says i should be gentle with you and remind you everyday about how beautiful you are. pretty sure that guy does not know what he is talking about because i'm sure you already know that. that you're very beautiful. i'm sure you do, because every day i see new pictures of your face on my phone. you wouldn't take that many pictures if you didn't know you were pretty. i think, looking at them now, i don't think i'll ever get tired of your face.
i used to have nothing before i had you.
you're everything to me,
sakura
— sakura wondered why you were bawling your eyes out, as he was sure he hadn't intended his letter to be sad or to make you cry. you buried yourself in his outstretched arms, unable to recover from the most romantic thing you've ever read in your life. "you're my everything too, haruka." you whisper in his ear, feeling sakura hold back a choked sob from your embrace.
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── . ♥︎ from: suo
my dearest love, 
you said you couldn't figure me out sometimes and wanted to read what's on my mind, so here it is, i'll let you read it, literally! anything for you, my love. i guess i'm writing it all down in a letter because i'm quite a bit old fashioned that way! 
speaking of old fashioned, i hope you like the flowers i sent you the other day? i hope you find them beautiful, though i'd like to point out that of course, nothing can ever compare to how beautiful you are. in flower language, i think you would be a ghost orchid - one of the rarest flowers in the world, known for its otherworldly beauty and is a symbol of imagination. it is also called to be the "star of the forest" for it's star-like shape and ethereal growth in the darkness. 
cheesy as it sounds, you're my ghost orchid. the light that appears through my dark tunnels. you've wholeheartedly accepted me for who i am, even if i told you i had an ancient spirit sealed in my eye. i vividly remember you telling me: "hayato, i don't really mind but i hope your ancient spirit doesn't also mind watching us kiss. because we are going to. a lot." you're just so charming, love.
you're also the only one my negotiation tactics don't work on, it seems. there's just no fooling you, you always see right through me. it scares me, but in a good way. 
i said once that i was afraid of manju...yeah, besides from it being an iconic comedic line, i was also thinking of you. you're like a manju. your soft skin is similar to a piece of fluffy dough. i'm scared because i might fall in too deep. i'm scared because you're so soft and fluffy and i'm afraid i would ruin you. 
now that these things are known to you, me baring some of my deepest thoughts, being openly vulnerable, there's no turning back is there? 
you'll just have to tell me yours too, 
hayato
— that night, you bared your soul to suo, as well as your body. suo loved you as you are, including all your vulnerabilities. well, maybe you did give in to his negotiation tactics, sometimes. there's just something about his letter that made you want to share your innermost thoughts and desires with him, too. 
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── . ♥︎ from: togame
hello, sweetheart.
where do i even begin? 
you make me so happy, and i just wanted to let you know that not an hour passes by that i'm not thinking about you. we spent the whole day together yesterday, but why is it that i'm still constantly thinking about you? 
maybe it's the way i notice how you express your love languages to me. every single one of them, just for me.
maybe it's the way you looked so surprised when you held my hand and found out it was so much bigger than yours, then you said you loved how big i am. (my height, right?) (words of affirmation)
maybe it's the way you automatically knew i wanted a ramune from the convenience store, then tried (and struggled) to open it up for me. the way you furrowed your brows and pouted while pushing the cap was really cute of you. thank you for trying so hard for me, baby. (acts of service)
maybe it's the way you immediately rushed to the stall i was working at during the summer festival and demanded that i give you "ten of everything we have as well as the biggest serving of jo togame possible." even though i'm sure you won't be able to finish all of that. (yes, myself included.) you're so adorable and funny. (quality time)
maybe it's the way you throw your arms around my neck whenever we kiss, like you depend on me for support. i'd like you to know that i depend on you just as much. i like when you sit on my lap, too. it makes me feel so close to you. (physical touch)
i hope i didn't miss anything? (except you, i always miss you.)
maybe it's just the way that you're perfect for me, and i love everything about you. let me express that to you through my words and actions too.  
told you i'm always thinking about you, 
jo 
— as soon as you read his letter, you decided to draft up one of your own, too, but ended up crumpling it in the end because you didn't know how to sum up the immense love you felt for your jo in just a few words. actions spoke louder than words when it came to togame, anyway. so there you were, ramune in hand, surprising your boyfriend at the ori, inviting him to 'toast to finding the one man you will love for the rest of your life.'
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just-some-random-blogger · 2 years ago
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good morning lovie!! i've read this fic and omg it's cute TT 1) i think it made my forehead even more hot (not as hot as you though ;)) due to the temperature, 2) why sonya?? no but why?? why sonya?? really self-indulged but as i know it's mostly spread on the territory of slavik countries? i may be really wrong but ig i never heard specifically this very form 'sonya' in you know... foreign media and all. kitty gif TT i love your kitty gifs sm TT they're so cute TT 'im too lazy to think of them all' lol we're so same... when i came to kpop i wanted to know like every group existing and now i don't even remember some of the names of idols i used to like... but what a soft spot svt and got7 got in my heart TT svt's japanese releases?? the pure blessing. 'well ur my cat now' meow meow. if those songs about broken heart and being high when i was merely 12 had made me your cat than ig i can tell everyone how i've gone a really long way... to teach you all how to be successful!! 'im starting my classes so it will take a while' it's all fine!! take all the time you need!! yk that i can wait for a what? yeah never tired of the jokes abt it classes should be your first priority, tumblr can handle you living your big brained life. 'what you think of what i’ll end up with' end up first ig TT but i'm eager to know too 'WHY SHAPED LIKE FRIEND' actually there was a bear that attacked 2 children once... akmu are good. i'm not really a fan but they do have charming voices. i liked 'let's take time' more. ballads or ballads-like songs aren't for me ig. 'resistance to getting sick???' ig i understand hvhdjdj. thanks love!! guess i shouldn't send you grateful kisses rn but i do appreciate it!! luv u<з 'SOMETIMES IT SHOULD JUST WRITE ITSELF!!!!' YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! so right catmom so right!!!! what are these scientists even doing?? why can't they invent such a thing?? i know probably some things like this exist but it's not exactly what we need!! 'my ears T_T' god bless your ears... and thanks for explaining all these music words!! hfjsjs guess soon i'll be able to understand these people who attended music school (dk if it's truly what they call it) i've got results of that academic competition, btw. as i've said, i'd done really bad. but i'm 14th! the meme is NO ONE got even more than a half... like no one has even 50 when the max is 100. even the winner... we're all so silly and it makes me feel better. 'good night my love!' it's almost every time night. so thanks!! good morning to you, hottie-cutie!!! have a nice day! praying for you!! pretending that i'm scared by your threat (will you do anything to your cat?? meow meow). hope i'll get better soon too. love you!! take care <з
GOOD MORNING <3 lets hope i answer fast enough before my class starts AHAHAHAH (not that that my online classes have ever stopped me from doing anything)
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LOL THIS CAT REMINDS ME OF THIS OTHER CAT IN PUSS IN BOOTS
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life imitates art imitates life HAHAHAHAH
anyway
i've read this fic and omg it's cute TT 1) i think it made my forehead even more hot (not as hot as you though ;)) due to the temperature,
T_T yes im so glad you acknowledge im hot but pls take care of yourself drink some water T_T idk have some chicken soup? and drink your medicine. im glad you think its cute it is 😌
2) why sonya?? no but why?? why sonya?? really self-indulged but as i know it's mostly spread on the territory of slavik countries? i may be really wrong but ig i never heard specifically this very form 'sonya' in you know... foreign media and all.
HAHHAAHAHAH well to be fair, i had a libriarian in school i think her name was sonia with an i but idk so for the longest time i thought sonya was spanish because the philippines had the spanish as their colonizers for 333 years lol. but i will say i was just going through girl names as one does when writing and i found sonya and was like yes i like the way that name sounds. her name was supposed to be cornellia then lucille then smth else but i liked sonya the most. i did see in the description it was russian in origin so it made me like it even more lol. not because of you HAHAHAHAHAH i didnt even think of you then AHHAHAHAHAHAH but because i have just always liked the way russian names sound. <3
idk it sounds very satisfying to me, both very familiar and foreign all at once. i like the letter blends you have <3 i esp like it when russian boy names sound 'feminine' lol cos again we were colonized by spain and spanish words that end in 'a' are usually classified as feminine, and so when i found out russian names like alexander and dmitri had nicknames like sasha and misha i was like 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 HUH? THATS ADORABLE i jusT LIKE FEMENINE SOUNDING BOY NAMES AND SOME MASCULINE SOUNDING GIRL NAMES OK LHASDHALSHDSA I WENT ON A RANT AHAHAHAHH
kitty gif TT i love your kitty gifs sm TT they're so cute TT
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cats are so weird and cute
'im too lazy to think of them all' lol we're so same... when i came to kpop i wanted to know like every group existing and now i don't even remember some of the names of idols i used to like... but what a soft spot svt and got7 got in my heart TT svt's japanese releases?? the pure blessing.
HAHAAH LAZY BIG BRAIN THINGS HAHAAHH. i love japanese comebacks too!!! HONESTLY WERE SO THE SAME. i think japanese comebacks are sometimes better than the korean ones lol HASLdhas AHAHHAHAH idk i think it has something to do with the language again cos japanese also gives me the same vibes as russian that is familiar and foreign all at once. probably cos of all the consonants.
'well ur my cat now' meow meow. if those songs about broken heart and being high when i was merely 12 had made me your cat than ig i can tell everyone how i've gone a really long way... to teach you all how to be successful!!
T_T my success cat coach T_T HAHAHHAHHAH
'im starting my classes so it will take a while' it's all fine!! take all the time you need!! yk that i can wait for a what? yeah never tired of the jokes abt it
AHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA will do baby cakes
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classes should be your first priority, tumblr can handle you living your big brained life.
slay
'what you think of what i’ll end up with' end up first ig TT but i'm eager to know too
T_T LOL ASHFHAS:OFHA:SF
'WHY SHAPED LIKE FRIEND' actually there was a bear that attacked 2 children once...
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akmu are good. i'm not really a fan but they do have charming voices. i liked 'let's take time' more. ballads or ballads-like songs aren't for me ig.
i see i see this is where we begin to differ i think hahahha interesting
'resistance to getting sick???' ig i understand hvhdjdj. thanks love!! guess i shouldn't send you grateful kisses rn but i do appreciate it!! luv u<з
lhafhasfh;asf pssshhh you can send me kisses its fine im not gonna catch your fever through the screen Ashlash aHAHHAHAHHAH
'SOMETIMES IT SHOULD JUST WRITE ITSELF!!!!' YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! so right catmom so right!!!! what are these scientists even doing?? why can't they invent such a thing?? i know probably some things like this exist but it's not exactly what we need!!
YOURE SO RIGHT WHAT ARE SCIENTISTS DOING T_T🤬🤬🤬👎👎👎😡😡😡😡😡
'my ears T_T' god bless your ears... and thanks for explaining all these music words!! hfjsjs guess soon i'll be able to understand these people who attended music school (dk if it's truly what they call it)
AHHAHHAHH yeah soon you'll know everything i know about music HAHAHAH to be fair, i go to music school and T_T sometimes i have absolutely no idea what people are talking about
i've got results of that academic competition, btw. as i've said, i'd done really bad. but i'm 14th! the meme is NO ONE got even more than a half... like no one has even 50 when the max is 100. even the winner... we're all so silly and it makes me feel better.
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH see the test was stupid /: but not you youre so smart [hugs] what a rat test AHAHAHA
'good night my love!' it's almost every time night. so thanks!! good morning to you, hottie-cutie!!! have a nice day! praying for you!!
praying for you <3 idk what time it is there so good morning/afternoon/evening <3
pretending that i'm scared by your threat (will you do anything to your cat?? meow meow).
IM OFFENDED THAT YOURE NOT 😡😡😡😡😡👎👎👎👎👎🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬👿👿👿👿👿👹👹👹👹👹👹👺👺👺👺👺🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 I WILL STOMP YOU YOURE NOT ACTUALLY A CAT ALSO YOURE TALLER THAN ME GRRRR TACKLE WRESTLE SLAM DUNK
hope i'll get better soon too. love you!! take care <з
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brutaliakent · 2 years ago
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// Not Tim Drake friendly
Like idk how to start this but I'll just profess by saying that majority of what I talk about is about his fanon characterisation and if you get offended then in the nicest way possible idgaf
Like why is Tim so fucking infantalized in fanon like some of his fans so obsessed with making him oppressed and a victim when he's not. Its like him in comics canon and him potrayed by fandom by 90% of fics I've read are two totally different person.
He's like a mediocre person in comics at best, I dont like him but I dont mind him either. Also he is written as a misogynist and his treatment of his gfs is abominable but I let it slide cuz maybe it was the writers fault idk
But the way fans potray him to be this holier than thou- never doing anything wrong and smartest robin (cue eyeroll) is wild and wholey inaccurate cuz like he's not. Canonically they're all similar iq and they're all trained by a detective so they're quite good at it, Dick was a mathelete and Jason had solid GPA of 94.8 and Tim dropped out of school to search for Bruce. He is tech savvy and good at computers but he's not the only one from the batfamily to be that is he, I'd say Barbara is the best at that but don't forget Dick used to be a hacker too like I've seen some of yall treat him as this one dimensional sunshine person who has eldest daughter syndrome but like he also has temper and he's clever and sharp and if I'm not wrong he even as degree in Business in main dc universe but that's besides the point
Also headcanoning him as asian feels weird and very playing into stereotype of asians being this super smart people (when there's no proof he's anything but white in canon)
Fanon also for some strange reasons hold on to Jason and Damian trying to kill him and saying how much it would have caused him trauma while completely removing him from the scene except for that scenario. Let me explain for example Damian trying to kill him where they forget the instigator of some are Tim too like he was legit 17 yr old beefing with 10 yr old bffr, did we also collectively ignore him putting the same 10 yr old on a hitlist like... yall act like this was a buffet and you can pick and choose but the thing is that you can pick and choose what to accept from canon but if you're picking Tim being attacked by Dami then maybe mention what he did too instead of victimizing him
Just kinda throwing it in here cuz we're talking about it, Dick didnt fire Tim from Robin because of bad faith, I'm pretty sure it was Alfred who gave Damian the Robin suit first but Dick didnt want Tim to be Robin because Dick saw Tim as an equal rather than a sidekick.
Also the big deal of Jason's attack on Titans Tower irks me a little but like pls remember that Jason made a last minute decision to go there and just beat the shit out of Tim and that's it and it wasnt nice of him to do that but I support his wrongs too
Since we're talking about Titans Tower fics anyways I also find it incredibly peculiar that writers (fanfic) potray him much younger than he was like Tim was 17 during UTRH and around 19 during Teen Titans #29
(Also pretty sure like 99.9% sure that Jason calling Tim 'Replacement' also came from fanon and it was from j*yt*m shippers so like 😵‍💫,, although Jason did call him 'Pretender' in Batman Hush a few times)
(Also highjacking this to talk about Pit madness cuz for some reason there are too many fics about it so like please remember that pit madness and the extent of it is just a fanon thing there is no proof of it happening for more than 5 mintues in canon and Jason was not the only one besides Ra's to use it but Cassandra has also been in the pit... So like yeah Jason did some fucked up shit post resurrection and he did it willingly no supernatural green pool was involved and its ok ❤️, like let him be his own person)
That went majorly off tangent,,, anyways also Tim was never abused physically or otherwise by his parents, they neglected him and child abandonment too for sure (ALSOOOO He spent more thanhalf of his school life in boarding school so it probably won't count as child abandonment but I dont know if its canon to main universe so I'm just putting it out there)
Adding to that is a fanfic issue that is around the potrayal of him in fics where Jason didnt die or wouldn't die and Tim joined the family early, most of those are pretty harmless and wholesome and this is not the critique of those writers so don't take personally but idk how it got so polarising and popular that Tim was a tiny kid and when he and Jason met younger (most fics I've read were from 3rd pov or Jason's pov) and in most of them it is stated that Tim is smaller for his age and Jason mistakes him for a younger age which just doesnt make sense. Like it would be one thing for someone else like Dick or Bruce to make that assumption and entirely different for Jason cuz CANONICALLY Jason was shorter at 15 than Tim was at 13 and it makes sense cuz Jason was malnourished which resulted in stunted growth rate, so like you're telling me that Jason at 15 saw 13 year old Tim and assumed he was 9 like it just doesnt make sense to me
And look this may be seen as nitpicks (and it probably is) but if it was in smaller quantity it could be ignorable but its everywhere and my patience is not endless and I'm fucking tired of him.
Also just to throw that in that all the bulleted points while in themselves alone may seem annoying but harmless, arent all of them together as fanon perception of him just infantalising him overall like its not they're true or anything...
Like lets be real Tim was just a blatant robin self insert, he was 13 when he went to a grieving father whos son was recently murdered and basically blackmailed him into making him robin cuz he thought "Batman needs a Robin" like dude you're 13... also can you imagine how Bruce must have felt in situation like but I dont think blaming Tim for this is right cuz he was a child and he didn't know better
Glorifying a white, rich (because yes he was rich enough to be neighbours with Wayne) character and demeaning and villanising a person of color and a dead poor person (cant keep track of how many times there's implied or outright said that Jason's death is his fault and how Tim's much smarter than Jason and better than him despite having no street smarts on him and being a trust fund baby)
Howevere, it'll be incredibly in poor taste to say that those weren't rooted in racism and classism [because they were] and its not Tim's fault his writers were disgusting but it is furthered and accepted and preached in fanon so like that's no excuse imo
Also if we include him with Robins he is not that special like he dont stick out ... and he terribly lacks any creativity and imagination like he took the mantle of robin and then red robin which like he didnt think through.
And like I'm not dismissing his trauma from attempts on his death but he was robin for 3-4 years before Jason tried to kill him I'm plenty sure he's used to his life being in danger comes with job description and if he didnt want that.. well nobody asked him he served himself on silver platter to be traumatised so yeah
So yeah fanon tim is my number one enemy and idc about him in canon and if you disagree with this please make your own post
This was a long vent of a short(lmao) list of just things that bother me
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screamin-abt-haikyuu · 3 years ago
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Ties - Part 2 (An Asahi x Reader fic)
Please read Part 1 before proceeding
Pairing: Asahi x Gn! Reader (No pronouns. Only "you" is used. Reader has long hair, though.) Genre: Fluffffffff and a tiiiny bit of angst on Asahi's part A/N: Oh my God this is so fucking cute please read it I love this fic so much I cannot stop gushing about it. Yes I am calling my own fic cute but YOU'LL REALIZE WHY PLS. Also I am dying at the picture right below lmfao I love photoshop.
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Most of the pottery class participants, including the instructor, have already left. There are just two people left who are finishing their final pots. It can't hurt to ask around.
"Hey, are you guys a regular here?"
One of the girls, who looks like she might be around your age, turns to look at you, "Sort of. I've only been coming on and off for the last three weeks. Why do you ask?"
"Ah, that's perfect. Did you happen to see the guy I was sitting with today? I have something of his I need to return but he left before I could and apparently he won't be taking the pottery sessions anymore."
"Oh, yeah that scary long-haired boy? Yeah, I've seen him around."
You frown a little at the word "scary" but try to ignore it. "Could you tell me his name? Or perhaps, if you have his phone number, that would be great."
"Oh, I'm sorry I don't know his name, I've never really spoken to him."
"Oh. I see. Would you know anything about him?" you ask, turning to the other girl.
"No. I haven't really spoken to him either. Actually, I don't think I have ever really heard him speak much. He usually just quietly sits in a corner and makes pots. Seems like kind of a loner."
"Yeah, now that I think about it, today's the most I have ever seen him talk to someone," the first girl adds.
You can feel your heart sinking a little as you thank the girls and leave the room.
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"You seem to keep checking your phone an awful lot, lately. Are you expecting a text from someone?" Suga asks Asahi after seeing him check his phone for what seems like the billionth time since lunch started.
Asahi blushes slightly. "What? No. I was just checking the time."
Suga knows that's a lie and wants to push further but decides against it.
Asahi slips his phone into his bag, determined not to touch it until he is alone.
Of course you have not texted him. I mean, why would you want to be his friend anyway? You probably thought he was pathetic. Or maybe you had actually been scared of him and you had said all those nice things because you were afraid he would attack you or something.
For the first time in his life, Asahi is having trouble believing his own self-deprecating thoughts. It is not because he is suddenly more confident now that he has joined the volleyball team again. No. It is because...you. You had been so open, so straightforward, so genuine in your words that he was having trouble believing that you saw him the same way everyone else did.
But it has been three days, so why haven't you texted him?
What if you never found the note? Unlikely, since Asahi had tucked it in a way that it wouldn't fly away. But what if it did? Or what if he wrote the number wrong? After all, he did write it in a hurry. Should he go back and see how you react? But what if you genuinely do not want to see or talk to him again? He does not want to make you uncomfortable.
Asahi silently curses himself as he chews on his food. If only he had waited that day to talk to you. But everything had just happened so fast.
He had already been debating it but after hearing such kind and encouraging words from you, Asahi had finally made up his mind to join the volleyball team again. He had texted Daichi about his decision, who in turn had informed the whole team that the Ace was coming back.
Ever-excited as always, Noya had immediately rolling-thundered his way to the Community Centre to drag Asahi off to their practice game against the Karasuno Neighbourhood Association that evening. Noya had arrived while you were cleaning up in the washroom and Asahi, panicking, had scribbled a hasty note on a small piece of paper and placed it on your bag while trying to hide it from Noya's curious eye.
If only he had waited just a few more minutes.
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Out of the million number combinations you have tried till now, one finally connects. You wait with bated breath, hoping to hear that familiar, deep voice on the other end.
Someone picks up.
"Hello?"
"Hi, I don't have this number saved. Can you tell me who is calling?"
"Hi, my name is L/N and I am trying to find someone. I don't know if I have the correct number and this might seem like a strange question but... have you ever tried pottery?"
"Umm...No? But maybe my brother has, can you tell me the name of the person you are looking for?"
"Uh- I don't know the person's name but your brother wouldn't happen to have long, brown hair that he ties up into a bun, would he?"
"Yeah, no... you definitely have the wrong number."
"Alright, thanks a lot."
You sigh as you put the phone down. It has been 5 days and you're getting impatient now. You use your pen to cross out yet another failed number combination. It was going to be a long day.
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"Yeah, this makes no sense to me at all," Isogai says, scratching his head.
"Asynane... are you sure he wasn't calling this entire thing pointless and asinine?"
"No, he wasn't. Give it back to me. Sa- Satsuki! Please don't ruin the paper, it is the only clue I have," you say and try to snatch the paper from your friend's hand.
"Well, it's pretty much useless as a clue," she says, handing it back to you.
It has been a week since you last met "that hair tie boy" at the Community Centre. After hitting many dead-ends, you finally decided to confide in your best friends and take their help.
Isogai: Did you ask your instructor?
You: Yeah, I did and he was useless. At first, he didn't know who I was talking about. When he finally realized, he didn't know the name. And when I asked him if I could look at the names of the people who take the class, he refused by saying it's "classified information". I mean, what is this, the CIA or something?
Isogai: What's so special about this guy, anyway? You guys barely spoke for two hours and it has been a week now. He has probably forgotten you by now.
Your face falls as you realize that Isogai might be right.
Satsuki, glaring at Isogai: You can really be so insensitive at times, you know. Of course he wouldn't have forgotten Y/N. He was clearly interested or he wouldn't have left a note. Although, damn that's some bad handwriting.
Isogai: Hmm, that's true. Why did he leave so abruptly, anyway?
You: I don't know. When I asked around, I found out that, when I was washing up, some kid had barged into the class and practically dragged him out of his seat. I'm guessing he must have been his younger brother or someone.
Isogai: Sigh. Alright, let's get back to it. Are we sure the school name starts with a K? It looks more like an H to me.
Satsuki, groaning: That just widens our school search. What about stores that sell hair ties?
Isogai: That is literally worse, there are like a billion hair tie stores out there as compared to schools.
You: I mean, even if we did manage to narrow down the schools or stores, we couldn't possibly go to all of them and ask around for someone we don't even know the name of, can we? I'm not that desperate to find him.
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The shopkeeper is glaring at you through her glasses.
"So...? Would you happen to know someone like that?"
"Are you really asking me if I know a tall guy with brown hair and a goatee that buys generic hair ties?"
"...Yes."
"Look, I don't know if this is some weird new kind of prank that you kids are playing these days but I have a lot of work to do. We get all kinds of people buying hair ties and it is hard to remember one specific person. And even if I did, I wouldn't be able to give out that information, anyway."
You nod quietly and exit the 10th store you have been to today. It has been 17 days and you are running out of ideas.
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You walk to your dresser. You have worn nothing but that brown hair tie ever since you got it. As you let your hair loose and run your fingers through them, you cannot help but think back to the moment when you got it.
That boy's soft fingertips barely grazing against your cheek and neck as he had gently and carefully gathered your hair, being decent and respectful enough to not touch your skin unnecessarily. How gently he had held your hair in place so that it wouldn't hurt when he twisted the hair tie.
I'm just being pathetic now. He has probably long forgotten me.
You should have forgotten him by now, too. It has been a month, now. He was just a stranger. It is not like you haven't met new people before. So, then, why? Why can't you stop thinking about him? Why can't you stop trying to think of ways of searching for him? You are always so alert these days whenever you go out, always searching, hoping to see that familiar brown-haired bun again, hoping to see that gorgeous smile again.
You sigh and plop yourself onto your bed. You have run out of all options now except for one.
"Please, let him be there. Please, please let him be there," you murmur to yourself as you drift off to sleep.
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Asahi had tried to forget you. He really had. He had thrown himself into school and practice, doing anything he could to keep his mind off you. But when he was finally alone at night, alone with nothing but his own thoughts, his mind just wouldn't stop replaying the little moments with you. It wouldn't stop replaying all the kind words you said to him, how beautiful and comforting your smile was, or how soft your hair had felt against his fingers as he was tying them up.
He had gone back to the Community Centre once, hoping to find you again. But you hadn't been there. And his heart had sunk down to his feet as he dejectedly made his way back home.
If only he had been good enough-
No. He cannot afford to think like this. Not tonight. It is an important day tomorrow and he needs to sleep. The Volleyball Interhigh preliminaries start tomorrow and he needs to be well-rested so that he can be at the top of his game.
You had said that you would love to see him play some day. If only you knew how much he had taken those words to heart.
I wish you could see me play, too, he thinks to himself as he slowly dozes off.
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Interhigh Preliminaries. Karasuno has finally managed to make a good team and everyone is pumped and ready to face their first opponent: Tokonami High.
Warm-ups will start in about 30 minutes and everyone is currently in the locker room, changing into their jerseys and chatting about the matches ahead.
Asahi twists his hair into a bun, holds it in place with one hand and raises the other hand to secure it with a hair tie. But as he stretches the tie-
SNAP
Asahi feels a sudden and sharp pain as his hair tie snaps and hits his fingers.
"Ow," he lets go of the bun, letting his hair fall freely. Rubbing his throbbing fingers, he moves to get another one from his bag.
"What happened, Asahi? Are you okay?" Suga asks.
"Yeah, it's nothing, my hair tie just broke. I'm just gonna use ano- oh no."
"What's the matter?"
"I brought only my gym bag. All my hair ties are in my school bag."
"You should ask Shimizu. She might have one on her."
"Yeah, do you know where she went?"
"Yeah, she went outside to get some things out of the bus."
"All right."
Asahi finds Kiyoko in the empty parking lot, heading back towards the Gymnasium.
"Shimizu, would you happen to have a hair tie on you? Mine broke and I don't have any extra on me right now."
Kiyoko shakes her head in response. "Sorry, I left my hair open today and didn't think I would need one. You can check in the bus if you want, there's a small bag on the last seat that might have one. I'd help you find it but I gotta take this stuff to Takeda sensei. If you don't find one, I can go and ask around in the girls' locker rooms," she says.
"Don't worry, I'll find it. Do you need help carrying this stuff?"
"No, I'm good. You just go find that hair tie," she says and hands him the bus keys.
"All right, thanks for the help!" he says and walks towards the bus.
"Excuse me, would you like one of these?"
Asahi stops and spins around so fast that he almost cracks his neck. He would recognize that voice anywhere.
There you are. Standing in front of him, smiling and holding out a hair tie in your hand. No. Not a hair tie. His hair tie. The one he had tied around your hair a month ago.
"You..." Asahi says, his voice almost a whisper. He cannot believe you are standing in front of him right now.
You were worried he wouldn't even remember who you were but looking at his expression, and the way he almost dislocated his neck when he heard your voice, you can pretty safely assume that he does remember you.
"Took me a whole month to find you. If you were gonna play this hard to get, a warning would have been nice, at least," you say as you dig your hand into your pocket and bring out a carefully folded piece of paper. You hand it to him.
Asahi's eyes widen as he recognizes his handwriting, "You got the note!"
"I did, but, unfortunately, I don't know how to read French so it was practically illegible to me," you say, a very mischievous smile plastered across your face.
Asahi's face gets redder and redder as he realizes how terribly written the note is.
"Oh my God, I am so sorry, this is totally unreadable."
"Yeah. It is," you giggle and the sound makes his heart flutter.
"How did you find- What did- How-"
"I will tell you everything, I promise, but for now, you have a game to get to."
Asahi stops stammering as he realizes you are right. Warm-ups should be starting any time now. He nods.
You hold out the hair tie towards him, "May I? As a return favour."
If you had put a tomato next to Asahi's face right now, his face would have been redder.
"Y-you don't have to if you're not comfortable. You don't have to return any favours-"
"Okay, let me put it this way. I have not been able to stop thinking about you for the last one month. Which is surprising, since I don't even know your name, yet, Asinine. So, to be clear, I would love to tie your hair for you. Not because I have to but because I want to. But if you are not comfortable with that, that is completely fine, too."
There it is again. That honesty. That no-nonsense, straight facts-spitting, in-your-face, take-it-or-leave-it, straight-from-the-heart, genuine honesty again.
Asahi can't help but smile at that. He nods and turns around.
You raise your hands and run your fingers through his hair lightly as you collect it from around his face. They feel oh so soft against your skin. Your fingers are barely touching his skin, yet you can feel the heat of the blush radiating from his face.
"My name is L/N Y/N, by the way. You can call me Y/N," you say as you twist his hair into a bun carefully, making sure to not pull too hard.
"I am Azumane Asahi. You can call me Asahi," he says, as you twist the hair tie around his bun, securing it in place.
"There you go, Asahi, you can check to see if it is secure," you say, stepping back to see if the bun looks fine.
Asahi turns to face you as he checks the bun, "It's perfect. Thank you, you really are a lifesaver," he says, smiling from ear to ear.
"You looked like you needed it," you say, winking at him, your smile matching his, "Now, go! Your match will be starting soon. I'll be cheering for you from the stands."
"Before I do that, though, I- I wanted to tell you that I haven't really stopped thinking about you either. And once we win today's matches, I promise that this time, I won't rush away like I did. And- And I am really glad you came today."
"I am glad I came, too. Now, you go out there and you break those walls, Ace!"
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Seven years. It has been seven years since that fateful day when you found Asahi in the empty parking lot of Sendai City Gymnasium. Seven years with the most wonderful man you have ever known. Seven years and his laugh still makes you feel all warm inside.
You and Asahi are sitting on the private beach of your hotel, the sea waves tickling your feet, your hand intertwined with his, laughing and reminiscing about the first time you both met. The sun is almost setting and the way it lights up Asahi's face, his hair flowing freely in the sea breeze, you can't help but marvel at how beautiful he is as he throws his head back and laughs.
"I still cannot believe you went around asking hair tie shops about a tall guy with brown hair and a goatee."
"I was desperate! Your note was completely, entirely useless, Asinine!"
He chuckles.
"It was worth it, though. Every effort to find you was worth it," you say, smiling and looking into his eyes as you lean forward to kiss him.
As you slowly break apart from your kiss, you can feel Asahi stiffen a bit.
He stands up and stretches out his palm to help you up. You look at him, perplexed, as he suddenly seems extremely nervous. It reminds you of how he used to be in high school.
"I was planning to do this tonight when we went out for our anniversary dinner but this seems like the right time," he says and puts his hand in his pocket and pulls out a small box.
He gets down on one knee.
You cover your mouth with your hands and your eyes widen as you realize what is happening.
"Y/N. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life. Every single day, I wake up and I feel grateful that I have you. My life is with you and I cannot imagine doing this with anyone else. You are my one and only and I want to spend the rest of our lives trying to make you as happy as you make me."
You are squealing and sobbing loudly as tears of joy fall freely from both your and Asahi's eyes.
He continues. "Y/N. Would you make me the luckiest man on earth and tie the knot with me?" he says, smiling, and opens the box for you to look at.
Your sobs turn into laughter as you look at what's in the box.
It's a hair tie. A diamond-studded hair tie.
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"I bought you a ring too, but I wanted to propose with this."
"Yes, yes, yes! Of course I will marry you," you say and throw your hands around Asahi, laughing and sobbing.
"May I?" he says and picks the hair tie from the box.
You turn around and he runs his hands through your hair. He is still as gentle with your hair as he was the first time.
Except, this time around, he lets his fingers glide softly against every bit of your skin that he can find.
FIN.
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Some facts I couldn't fit into the story but want to clarify in case anyone had questions:
1. Asahi didn't find Y/N at the Community Centre because Y/N was busy looking for him lol. 2. Y/N went to Sendai as a last resort, hoping that Asahi had started playing volleyball again and would be playing in the prelims.
jdjhfgsdhgsdfhdfj I am very feels about this fic I love it so much. Lmao pls 2 ignore the choppy photoshop editing, I wanted to bring some feels.
Tagging @darthdutton @duckymcdoorknob @thepuckishrogue @wonhomarshmallow and @bobsie @luri-isa because I know (or hope) you guys will love it!!!!!
I really popped off with this one I will be screaming about this fic for at least the next 2 days. Thank you for reading.
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melody-of-lost-souls · 3 years ago
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Heloo! Uh.. So, I literally love your blog and have been stalking it for months now.. (Pls don't think of me as creepy, that's just how I work ;-;)
So uhh.. I am one of the most extreme SNS supporters you will ever meet. I could rant for as long as possible to explain to you why I personally think that Sasuke and Naruto are soulmates. I would also rant for as long as possible to justify the reason as to why the Naruto ending is the worse ending EVER. But at the same time, I have really low self esteem so I always take criticism the wrong way. So it's pretty easy for me to shut off.. Um anyway.. I'm pretty sure you know the amount of harrassment we get from SS/NH stans only because we're shipping "brothers" according to their logic.. I'm kind of new to this fandom and I have never seen any chemistry between Sasuke and Sakura, or Naruto and Hinata, so I never really took interest in SS/NH fandoms. Please, I have better things to do than lie and delude myself on the daily basis. But I'll tell you that I brainrot and fantasize about Sasuke and Naruto married and having a healthy relationship where they both respect their space and have amazing kids who don't grow up in sketchy environments and train to fight off aliens. Anyways, while trying to enjoy fanarts of the characters and stuff I always find SS/NH fanarts around the corner. And boy does it tick me off. Anyway... My opinion isn't real popular, I don't think, but I generally prefer anything that's SNS honestly.. Wether it be one of them being a girl, Naruto being dominant or Sasuke. Whatever that includes 🍅🍥 bring together I don't mind. ANYWAYS... I cannot count the amount of headaches and frustrations I've had just by reading and finding SS/NH things (SS is what I see more often).. I understand they want to enjoy their ship, I mean don't we all?? But I mean, you don't need to twist your brain backwards just for your ship to make sense. They call us delusional, but by what means?? Do they call us delusional because we go for reality?? If they get to ship crappy ships why don't they mind their business and let us ship what we'd like to ship,?? Why does drama always have to occur.? I've seen so many people, not just SNS shippers but other Naruto shippers aswell literally being harrassed for disliking SS. It honestly scares me that people like that exists. It's gotten to the point where I can't even properly enjoy SNS because I'm afraid of being attacked.
I just wanted to know how do you cope with of these attacks and harrassments because I would do anything, and I mean anything just to keep SNS close to my heart... And also what are some tips to help ignore all of those negativities..
Thanks!
Hello Anon! Your ask made me smile, thank you so much <3 :)
Regarding to your question...At first time, when i started shipping them like "full time"(?) i mean putting all my attention to them, i also encountered myself with the negativity of SS and NH, and it was very stressing. My first post of why dont Boruto children make sense, got a lot of SS and NH insulting me and that made me very anxious at that moment. Must admit i tagged it wrong but anyway, they were FACTS not my opinion, but still they got mad and insulted me because of course they will behing their anonymity.
The only thing they can do, and they are good at it that must say, is fighting because they know well that the canon doesnt support them at all, so they have to do the hard job instead. I dont tend to get into discussions with them because it has no point. They "reign" on twitter instagram and youtube so i suggest you to not get into debates in there, because they tend to even call their friends and make cancel your account. So, i suggest you to stay away from them. If you get into a debate, let it be in a safe SNS account of twitter or instagram, because it will hypocrite to go to their accounts of their ships and say things (which can be true) because...yeah let them enjoy their ship. On instagram you can follow Sasunaru and Narusasu tags :) and accounts of them of course. Negative comments will appear always, not just from SS or NH but from dudebros who get annoyed to see reality, so we must cope with that. Just ignore them, do not try to read comments maybe on youtube because its full of them there. And on instagram, sometimes they put SNS tags for SS pictures (must say some SNS do the same, i hate that. the good is not that many just saw one) so you can encounter them even in some SNS tags, but just press the option button and say its spam Keep enjoying this beautiful ship, and at first their comments can be very hurtful, they are insulting you after all, but just remember they are some assholes from the internet who know nothing about you.
After all The strength of their grievance demonstrates the weakness of their argument.
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songmingisthighs · 2 years ago
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The reason that youre "open" is because you want attention. You go running to your little blog everytime something goes wrong. Your friends ignore you? "for the people with friends, whats that like?". Something happens and you dont think you got enough attention? "omg guys I passed out for 30 hours because I made a stupid mistake and now I'm going to force you all to read about it even though it was my fault."
It looks a whole lot like you want people to feel bad for you. You want pity and it's sad.
Sincerely, Anon 4
since when is it bad for wanting attention ? ofc i go to my blog whenever i feel anything, it's MY blog. i don't go to my friends' blogs and ask them to post my shit there, i'm not YOU. idk what kind of inferiority complex you have to suddenly bring up my "little blog" and idk what kind of shaming your parents or caretakers (if you had any) gave you for wanting attention, but pls don't project it to me, i alr had enough to deal with.
and no, i NEVER forced anyone to read anything, not even people on my taglist. people stumbled upon my post, they can choose to read or not and they can choose to care or not. you obv choose to care because you're literally wasting your time, emotion, and effort on me. deny all you want, you shame people who are just like you.
i don't want pity. i've been pitied a lot and it sucks donkey's ass. but i would never deny compassion which is what i got from people who CHOOSE to care.
you know what's sad ? having the capabilities to comprehend yet not using it. it ASTOUNDS me that you pick apart my words that you wanna adhere to yet you can't follow the simple rule of getting off anon or dming me instead. you shamed me for wanting attention, well, my guess is you're a smaller or a new blog who has been following me (but not necessarily following my blog) for a while just to talk shit about me to make yourself feel better. and NOW, when i'm at my low you decide to "attack me" because you're just the type to kick someone you don't like despite knowing that they have SB/SH tendencies along with DD (which makes you a horrible person, really). OR you've done what i did, shitposting about your issues in hopes someone would approach you but not even one person gave an eighth of a fuck so when you saw people asking what's going on with me, you got pissed and maybe jealous and you started projecting your insecurities to me.
it looks a whole like you want people to give you the empathy people has been giving me. you even proudly use the title i gave you because no one else would give you a title. you're jealous and it's sad.
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itsmariiiblog · 6 years ago
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A letter from Chandria
“ Chandria! Where are you?! Chandria!” My mom keeps shouting my name. I’m here at our laundry room , I’m washing our clothes. I immediately go out to see my mom, she might hurt me again.
“M-mom? I’m here” I said while stammering.
“You idiot b*tch! What took you so long?” she said then pinch me, it hurts but I need to force myself not to cry. “ I’m sorry mom, I just wash our c-clothes just like what you said”
“Don’t talk back at me you idiot!” I force not to cry, but my own eyes betrayed me. Tears start streaming down my cheeks “ Now, get me some coffee, NOW!” I can smell a mix of cigarette and alcohol, she’s drunk again. I must do whatever she say.” Go!” then she push me away.
Why do she always treat me this way? As if I'm just a piece of trash? Even my own siblings treat me as if I'm not their younger sister. Ate cassy always slapped me on my face even I didn't do anything.
I sob in sadness, but still I love them with all my heart.
I immediately made the coffee, and serve it right away "M-mom, here's your coffee"
She took a sip and look at me like as if I did she doesn't like "What the heck is this?!" Her voice echoes in the living room
"It's a-" I couldn't finish my word because she pulls my hair down that cause me to kneel infront of her. She spit on my face then slap me hard that can leave a mark.
"You didn't put sugar on my coffee! You're such an idiot!" She dragged me upstairs, I already have an idea what will happen next. "N-no please m-mom spare me, I'll be a good daughter I'll behave now. Just pl-lease don't lock me inside my room" I'm begging, but she didn't listen. I'm now trembling in fear. I just don't want to be lock on my room, I'm scared.
She pushed me really hard that cause my head hit to the edge of the table. And little by little I lost my consciousness.
A slapped brings back my consciousness, I can feel the pain to my both cheeks. " the princess is now awake from her deep slumber, haha." She mockingly said.
"Why you're doing this to me? I didn't do anything!" I said "Huh! Playing the victim eh? You're a slut! You just stole my boyfriend from me" she said then slapped me again. She's not contented, she's not kicking my body.
“How dare you! My boyfriend just broke up with me because of you?! You're a piece of filthy hoe! I will make you suffer until you beg for you death!" I tried to avoid her but I can't I don't have enough strength to make it
"Ahhh!" I moan in pain "P-Please s-stop ate cassy"
"Don't call me ate cassy! I don't have a sister like you!" She shout in anger
"I'll kill you!" please just kill, I'll give you the permission to kill me if all of you, my family continue to hurt me this way.
I just silently crying, I can't fight back I'm so weak to fight. Please God help me.
"Cassy! Stop that!" As if God hear my prayers my step dad martin hauled my sister cassy away from me.
"Cassy go to your room, Now!" Good thing ate cassy is afraid of tito martin. But before she turn her back she throw me death glares "Are you ok, chandria?"
"Y-yes! Thank you tito" I bow down as a sign of sincerity
"But you need to give me a token, chandria" my tito said with a smirk plastered on his face, if he's planning something. "W-what?"
"Well, you know what I mean" he's now caressing my legs. "No! Stop tito!" I said in horror.
"Keep quite! Your mom will hear us" she pushed me to my bed "Please! Don't! Don't do this I'm begging you don't!" I keep on shouting as If someone will help me.
He's now on top of me, he successfully remove my shirt. I keep on crying until someone opened the door. It's mom! Mom will save me!
"How dare you both!"
"No, Honey you're wrong! Chandria, it's Chandria's fault! She seduce me!" I know mom will not believe tito, she hear me shouting for help.
"M-mom that's not true h-he raped me" I said while sobbing "Please believe me hon" tito said while hugging my mom. Mom is just staring at me, I can't read her I know she will not believe tito I know.
My mom loosened the hug, she's now walking towards me. "They're right you're a slut. Even my husband chandria! Even my husband! How I wish I could turn back time and abort you! You're just a piece of trash! I hope you die!" As she said those words she immediately left.
It hurts, my heart hurts. Mom wants me to get off her life "Haha don't worry mom, I know you hate me so much. Your wish will be granted" I smiled bitterly while my tears keep on falling to my cheeks. Of course she hates me I'm just the fruit of the sin.
"Goodbye mom, I love you so much."
"Cassy's Point Of View"
I'm here infront of Chandria's door, I keep on knocking but no one is anwering. So I decided to go inside.
"Ahhhh!" I scream in horror
"What happen? Why are screaming cassy?"
"Look!" I said as I pointed Chandria's lifeless body hanging."Chandria! No, my daughter!"
"What is happening here?" Tito martin said while panting. "Oh God! I'll call the ambulance"
"I'm sorry Chandria, I'm so sorry" my mom keep on mumbling Chandria's name.
"Mom? I guess this is for you" I handed her a piece of paper. She opened it and read.
" Hello mom? Maybe while you're reading this I'm already dead. First of all I just want to say sorry for what I've done. I'm sorry because your first husband died because of me, because my dad raped you. I will be the one who will say sorry for what happened years ago. I'm sorry, Maybe everytime you see my face you remember your dark past. Every time you see my face you remember how your husband die because of a heart attack. I'm so sorry mom, And you're right mom I'm a slut because your step husband always raped me. Every night he always rape me. As much I want to tell you but I can't. I hope you're happy now mom, I'm sure you're happy now you should put a smile on your face because Chandria you're most hated daughter is gone now. You'll now never remember about your dark past anymore because I'm gone. Now be happy mom, because I'm happy when you're happy. I love you so much mom, I always do.
Love
Chandria
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Hold on I found this graph, finally hsjahdiwhsjssjsjgs
I bet they would make a lot of coin, because another obsessed person would be willing to buy his boxers 😭
I just wanna see them on the screen and experience Cyberpunk Hwa so I can d-word in peace! I saw some US ticket prices and they're I N S A N E
The covid break definitely made it worse, but being excited doesn't mean you can behave like a nutbag, especially if you claim to like those people... Omfg this video, he was chilling on the train. Reminds me of that TBZ video. But those bitches running too??? Go the fuck home
Baek Holy Water is what you need for sure. <3
Seriously why isn't there an official Taemin release date, everyone's confused and in shambles... I've waited so long, I'll wait a few more months (begrudgingly), but just tell US.
Oh Y/N's getting a private show then? I'm into this, please I need this to happen 😭 Hwa would be like "I'm not here, I'm just a hallucination"
Sadly stans on Twitter don't know when to stop joking and it's just embarrassing. Just like the "X is bitchless because he likes gaming" it's projecting for me lmaoooo. You know well that's not true. Also what's wrong with being bitchless, sigh. Right, I struggled with Ateez's names at first but after my first encounter with Seonghwa's... hips, I was like "uhhh that blondie?" and the rest is history. Seonghwa might not be the best singer in Ateez, but his voice is so nice and versatile.
Yes, Seonghwa
Bestie Taeyong was supposed to be the fox from Zootopia on Halloween I'm wheezing
Uhmmmm, anyways
Someone read our minds...
"hOW ABOUT FRIENDS TO LOVERS TO ENEMIES TO never reaching lovers" me @ you
Pesticide Wooyoung agsuahshjahsjss unfortunately I can't see Woo like that, but maybe I'll read it 👀
No worries Baek's friend! 💗 The worst thing possible is people wanting Seonghwa's pcs 😭 that's why my Shitstars friends and I started joining or organising more GOs, otherwise we had to fight 🥊I wish your friend luck! There won't be that many photocards so it shouldn't be too bad
Platinum Hwa has me in chokehold so I think you know my answer. Unless it's DV hair Hwa
A mash-up of Tell Me What to Do and Don't Know What to Do suddenly played in my head
NO NO NO NO NO also the 1kg rice story is sending me. 🤧🤧🤧🤧
Baby girl Seonghwa is 🤩 but ??? And the way San attacked Seonghwa lmao, I would do the same. And why was Seonghwa wearing a big fluffy jacket and shorts... please let me see more shiny leg 🤲🏻
SO MF CUTE EAHAJASTOOPPPPP - Seonghwa heart shaped confirmed. Sorry, but he is NOT my brother. Unserious
But San watches Spy x Family aaaaaaa
Thanxx for promoting our survey 😊 what did you vote for 👀
I got "aquarius sun, gemini moon, scorpio rising" idk what it means and the description was not really me hshahsishaja - DV 💖
hi hello!!
Hold on I found this graph, finally hsjahdiwhsjssjsjgs /// I bet they would make a lot of coin, because another obsessed person would be willing to buy his boxers 😭
HELP 😭😭😭😭 THIS IS SO FUNNY THAT RAT POISON ONE FBWKDHWKDBWMHCNC
LMFAOOOO NO BC THEY WERE SELLING IT FOR 10$ 😭😭😭
I just wanna see them on the screen and experience Cyberpunk Hwa so I can d-word in peace! I saw some US ticket prices and they're I N S A N E
idk what bankruptcy suddenly all the companies go thru when they go to US for tour to price their tickets so GODAMN HIGH 😭😭
The covid break definitely made it worse, but being excited doesn't mean you can behave like a nutbag, especially if you claim to like those people... Omfg this video, he was chilling on the train. Reminds me of that TBZ video. But those bitches running too??? Go the fuck home
no literally just bc u get to see ur favs doesn’t mean ur gonna go ballistic like they’re doing their jobs, do ur job by cheering and having fun nOt acting like THAT especially,,, RHKWHDKW PLS THATS SO FUNNY IT BE ONE OF THE HIGHLIGHT OF THEIR LIVES TOO nah bc that’s so embarrassing why are u running 😭😭 we need that one nct bodyguard for all of them tbh <3
Baek Holy Water is what you need for sure. <3
OH JUST ME??? ARE U SURE,,, holy water is perfect for churches tbh <3 a mass i would go out my way to attend <3
Seriously why isn't there an official Taemin release date, everyone's confused and in shambles... I've waited so long, I'll wait a few more months (begrudgingly), but just tell US.
yeah! maybe its bc they’re keeping everything priv bc of what happened but like u can tell us the date so we can expect a return 😭😭 i see him trend daily over his enlistment date,, when he returns i want him to bring a whole new lore with the invu gasoline type of production,, bestie do u know a gatekept website or someone’s bookshelf where they have taemin albums stocked 🔫
Oh Y/N's getting a private show then? I'm into this, please I need this to happen 😭 Hwa would be like "I'm not here, I'm just a hallucination"
PRIVATE SHOW ??? 🤚🏼🤚🏼🤚🏼🤚🏼
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Hwa would be like "I'm not here, I'm just a hallucination" STOP BC YN WOULD BE LIKE “wOAAAAH U CAN DO THAT??? HOW WHAAAT???” private show where he shows what he can do all while y/n’s “👁👄👁 ur so cool”
Sadly stans on Twitter don't know when to stop joking and it's just embarrassing. Just like the "X is bitchless because he likes gaming" it's projecting for me lmaoooo. You know well that's not true. Also what's wrong with being bitchless, sigh. Right, I struggled with Ateez's names at first but after my first encounter with Seonghwa's... hips, I was like "uhhh that blondie?" and the rest is history. Seonghwa might not be the best singer in Ateez, but his voice is so nice and versatile.
seeing those on the tl is my daily sign to log off that app 😭😭 no bc some be sounding like they’re so serious about it and im like damn u must personally know them to come up with that <3 “Also what's wrong with being bitchless, sigh” HEY THIS ONE!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH IT WHYS IT SUDDENLY A THING TO SHAME ABOUT HELLO 😭😭🤚🏼BFMWBDWK PLS I WHEEZE AT HOW U WERE INTRODUCED TO HIM LMFJAOCOKC those who never paid attention to him at first are now now biggest supporters <33 ur right! it can easily blended and twisted!
Yes, Seonghwa //// Bestie Taeyong was supposed to be the fox from Zootopia on Halloween I'm wheezing // Uhmmmm, anyways
im sorry taeyong was what, are we psychics atp 🤨
omg this is like 90’s bad boy au waiting for his date at a diner
Someone read our minds...
LMFAOOOO STOP IT WHRKWHDLWHDWKHDWK they rly heard us bc what is gordon doing in sk
but id like to ask,, what is this
"hOW ABOUT FRIENDS TO LOVERS TO ENEMIES TO never reaching lovers" me @ you
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Pesticide Wooyoung agsuahshjahsjss unfortunately I can't see Woo like that, but maybe I'll read it 👀
personally for me,, wooyoung is so perfect for etl, he’d be sO ANNOYING but would love the yn so much at the same time <3 once childhood friends to enemies to friends to lovers <33
No worries Baek's friend! 💗 The worst thing possible is people wanting Seonghwa's pcs 😭 that's why my Shitstars friends and I started joining or organising more GOs, otherwise we had to fight 🥊I wish your friend luck! There won't be that many photocards so it shouldn't be too bad
IM TELLING U SHES A DV ANON STAN NOW DBDBDB no bc majority of the ppl want seonghwa pc’s 😭😭😭 so she’ll have to figure it out but thank you!!!
Platinum Hwa has me in chokehold so I think you know my answer. Unless it's DV hair Hwa
long haired ceo or a silver haired ceo but ur in an arranged marriage 🤚🏼 whichever one looks more intimidating in ur opinion!
A mash-up of Tell Me What to Do and Don't Know What to Do suddenly played in my head //// NO NO NO NO NO also the 1kg rice story is sending me. 🤧🤧🤧🤧
ateez tell me what to do cover when 🔫
I NEED THAT MANS PHONE CONFISCATED IDC IDC WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS BEING BOYFRIEND WHY CANT U HUSBAND 🤨
Baby girl Seonghwa is 🤩 but ??? And the way San attacked Seonghwa lmao, I would do the same. And why was Seonghwa wearing a big fluffy jacket and shorts... please let me see more shiny leg 🤲🏻
why do men have skinny waists, ur just asking us to pull u by it 🤨 FBWMBDKWH THE LIVE WAS SO CHAOTIC HE JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND STARTED SMACKING THE CUP AND THEN THE SANHWA TACKLE DBDB and what is up with saNS SHOULDERS SIR HOW MANY INCHES NOW???
SO MF CUTE EAHAJASTOOPPPPP - Seonghwa heart shaped confirmed. Sorry, but he is NOT my brother. Unserious
HES SO BOBA HEADED WHAT THE HELL 😭😭😭😭😭 A MAN LIKE HIM AS UR BROTHER???? NOT EVEN BC I KNOW SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE THERES A STEP BRO HWA FIC I JUST KNOW
But San watches Spy x Family aaaaaaa

on my way to write him as that, san needs a spy au its a necessity why haven’t we had more of it esp with a face like this
just a quick question, do u know who this is
Thanxx for promoting our survey 😊 what did you vote for 👀
WHAT WERE THE RESULTS OMG my favs were general hwa, 1baddie hwa, body-ody-ody hwa, shoulders hwa & cLEAVAGE HWA,, what were ur top 5 🔫
I got "aquarius sun, gemini moon, scorpio rising" idk what it means and the description was not really me hshahsishaja - DV 💖
I THOUGHT I HAD THIS ONE 😭😭😭
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🔫🔫
also uh,,, did u hear drake’s antifragile
ALSOO??? PRINCESS DIARIES 3 CONFIRMED???
u know who this is pt2
AND OUR GUY WONHO ENLISTMENT 😭😭😭THEYRE TAKING EVERYONE WITH
also ur Uber driver seems to be in paris, here comes ur ceo thv dreams back ✨✨✨
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embody my vibe?? well that's a new one, but i'm definitely not complaining. don't know what my vibe is, but i'm digging it THANK YOU
i'm naturally blonde ! a bit dark-ish blonde to be exact, but i've been dyeing it lighter for a long time so it doesn't even matter. but before this hairstyle i had a,,,, blue hour era yeonjun inspired bob hdhdhhd but i would say: go for it !! maybe i'm not the best person to ask because i'll surely not stop you, but i think everyone needs a bit of a change sometimes :D and i'm assuming you have dark hair (pls correct me if i'm wrong hdhdh) so purple or red ends will look really good imo !! and it's ends, so once your hair grows longer, you can always cut it all off ヾ(。^ω^。)ノ
ohhh that's good,,, hopefully you won't be forced to quit this time around and you're gonna stay until your contract ends <3 don't know what you do but if you have to interact with customers, i hope most of them aren't rude !!
as for me, i'm just going to re-do my carrd and just,,,, get my shit together and organise everything on this blog. and maybe, maybe if it works out, i'll start a writing side blog but we shall see how it goes 🤧 but my whole 2 months of summer are just gonna be me taking biology & chemistry notes for my finals and then reading a couple book (+ watching a movie; at least the main lead is nice lmao) for my language class ehhhh
if you like,,,, click on a word or a text and you have all those options for editing it, there's this one sign that should look something like this: <s> then you just click on it and it becomes small font dhhdhdud
hmmm to me you have a very restrained vibe? like in a way that you seem very calm and collected but it feels as if you have a more fiery kind of spirit underneath that you don't show often! think a phoenix maybe...?
OH WOW a bob is very bold, not a lot of people can pull off a good bob tbh haha and yes i do have dark hair lmao im not sure what colours i can pull off honestly so that's why im kind of hesitant to really try and my hair grows stupidly slow so idk ><
oh it's not a contract so technically i can leave anytime haha but it's treating me ok so far so i don't rly think i will? not gonna jinx it though HAHA it's given me quite a few panic attacks when i thought i fucked up but my bosses are nice people and they're understanding (the just learn from your mistakes pls kinda ppl rather than scolding you) which is great!!
that's nice, if you do start one, do share it with us all so we can drop it a follow XD also what movie are you watching and what language are you learning? learning languages is so fun to me haha
ooh ok wait lemme try
*GASP* WHAT THE FUCK IT'S JUST BEEN THERE ALL ALONG I'M SUCH A BOOMER WTFAK
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screamin-abt-haikyuu · 3 years ago
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A Comedy of Errors. Chapter 3: The Way of the Aces.
Please read the previous chapters before proceeding!!
Click here to read Chapter 1: Negotiations.
Click here to read Chapter 2: Suga the Setter.
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Background: Y/N is a transfer student who joined Karasuno High in her second year because her family shifted to Miyagi. She is a volleyball player and plays as a wing spiker (ace) in the Girl’s Volleyball team.
Pairing: Karasuno x fem reader || Romantic Pairing: Asahi x fem reader
NOTE: Y/N plays volleyball in this. I am not familiar with all the rules of the game so pls 2 forgive if I get any of the technicalities wrong.
Genre: Fluff and comfort with sprinkles of comedy this time! || SFW
A/N: At last, the final chapter. Hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it. I really poured my entire soul into this. --------------------------------------------------------------------------
“Say, since you guys are already here. Why don’t you stay and watch us practice?" Asahi's lifespan is being shortened with every word as Suga invites Y/N and Michimiya to watch them practice. Asahi waits with bated breath. Even though he is extremely nervous, a part of him does want you to stay. So, when you do say yes, he doesn't know whether to feel happy or run out of the gym screaming. As they walk off to warm up, Suga whispers to him, "I know you're probably thinking about how you're going to fuck up your play and embarrass yourself in front of her. But while you're at it, maybe you should also think about what will happen if you actually play well." Asahi nods. "Suga." "Hmm?" "Thank you. For everything you just did. I really do appreciate it." "Of course! I'm just glad it worked out well." "And you are right, I do like her. I don't know her much but I would like to." "Aha, finally some truth around here! Well, then we just gotta make sure you give her a show worth remembering!" Suga says, winking.
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Michimiya had been watching the game intently, as was evident by her gasps and comments on everything. But you? You hadn't been able to keep your eyes off of Asahi the entire game. So much so, that you had barely given a second thought to the first years' amazing quick attack or Nishinoya's outstanding libero skills.
Asahi's spikes, his serves, his receives, his posture, his spirit, and his determination had you just...rapt with attention.
"In case you are wondering, yes, he is single." Michimiya's whisper startles you.
"W-what?" you start to blush. "I'm just taking notes!"
"But I didn't even specify who I was talking about."
You turn redder.
"He's really nice too, you know. A very genuine and kind person. I think you two would make a cute couple."
Your face is so hot now that you're sure you'll hear a sizzle any moment. You turn your head back towards the game to avoid Michimiya's gaze.
"I- I don't know who you are talking about."
Michimiya chuckles. "Of course you don't."
Even though you can feel Michimiya's gaze on you, you can't help but smile as you watch Asahi land another beautiful spike in the opponent's court.
You didn't know, of course, that you being around and watching him had been a huge boost of motivation for him to perform at his peak. You didn't know how he had been wondering what you were thinking about him the entire game. You didn't know how hard it had been for him to not glance at you after every move he made, just to see your reaction.
But he didn't know how you had felt either. He didn't know how your heart rate sped up every time he came on to serve. He didn't know you had also felt frustrated whenever his spike got shut down, feeling as though you had been shut down. He didn't know how you had wanted to shout and cheer him on but you hadn't because you didn't want to come off as a weirdo.
Truly, you would make a good couple.
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Practice is now over. Asahi's team won both the practice matches (of course they did, Suga would not have had it any other way). You and Michimiya walk over to the third years. As Michimiya starts gushing to Daichi about their game, you turn to Asahi.
"You were really - glorious, brilliant, like a God, I wish you were spiking me instead - amazing out there," you say, your eyes full of admiration.
Asahi instantly turns a deep shade of red.
"Th-thank you." He says with a smile.
"See, I told you he is great!" Suga says with a proud smile on his face.
"You were right. Karasuno really has a very talented ace."
"No, it has two of them," Asahi says, looking at you with a smile.
Now it is your turn to blush.
"Aah, I wish. I'm not quite there yet. I'm definitely nowhere close to your level," you say.
"I would love to help you any way I can."
"I would be honoured to learn from you," you say with a bow.
Suga piped up, "It's Saturday tomorrow! The boys' gym will be free till 10AM. If you want, we can practice here early morning. Say, around 7? Asahi can teach you the techniques and I can set for you both. We'll ask Daichi and Michimiya too if they want to join." and before you can answer, Suga is off to ask Daichi and Michimiya.
Wow, he really doesn't wait for an answer, huh.
Asahi looks at you and he can see you're a little unsure. "Everything okay?"
"Yeah, it's just... I really don't want to bother you guys so early in the morning like that."
"It's no problem at all, we usually practice early on the weekends anyway." Asahi says with a reassuring smile. That seems to melt your doubts away.
Suga walks back to you. "I've spoken to the two of them, they will join us but a little later."
"It's sorted, then." you say, smiling.
Of course, Asahi was the one who ended up walking you home that night.
Of course, Suga was "late" for the morning practice the next day, giving you and Asahi a lot of time to get comfortable around each other get nervous and DIE.
Of course, situations like these happened more than a few times.
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Before you know it, two months have passed. With Asahi and Michimiya's help, you improved tremendously and the Karasuno Girls Volleyball team cleared the first set of qualifying rounds for the Spring Interhigh. And so did the boys.
During this time, you and Asahi have become really good friends. Since you two live in the same area, you often end up going to school and walking home together, giving you a lot of time to talk about every topic under the sun. It took a while but you are now very comfortable around each other. In fact, Asahi himself wonders how he is able to tell you things so easily.
Both of your friend groups (and your entire school, also the neighbouring schools, random passersby, street dogs, birds flying past - you know, basically anyone with eyes) can see that you two are absolutely head-over-heels for each other. The only two people who don't know it are you two.
The way Asahi had gone out of his way to teach you everything he knew; how patiently he had walked you through every technique, every mistake; how he had sweetly asked you for permission every time before correcting your posture and showing you the right finger placement (mind outta the gutter fellas, we talking about volleyball here); how every time he did that, you felt a jolt of electricity whenever his fingers touched you (I promise it is still about volleyball); how he cares about even the littlest things regarding you; how every time he smiles reassuringly at you, the world feels all right again; how supportive and encouraging he has been through it all: You have fallen for him harder than you have ever fallen in your entire life.
And you just keep falling harder and harder every moment you spend with him. He has become your comfort now. No matter how stressed or nervous you are, just having Asahi around makes you feel much calmer and confident.
Asahi, on the other hand, has smiled more in these last two months than he has ever smiled. He can't help it, being around you just makes him feel like he is floating. He was blown away by how talented and hard working you are and is so proud of the progress you have made.
The way you are so kind to him. The way you always speak up whenever someone makes fun of him. The way you always hype him up and believe in him. The way the world seems to stop every time you smile at him. The way your laugh has become his favourite sound in the world. Asahi could not be more enamoured by you even if he tried. You too, are his comfort now. He knows he can talk to you about every "sentimental" topic on earth without being made fun of.
The only problem is: You both are afraid that this comfort you find in each other will be ruined if either of you confesses and the other does not reciprocate your feelings. It is now a waiting game to see who spikes their ball into the other's court first, if at all.
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You are shaking. Partly with excitement, partly with nerves. After defeating Tohoku High, only one school remains between you and the nationals: Niiyama Joshi, one of the most powerful schools that always makes it to nationals when it comes to the Miyagi prefecture.
The boys' game had ended earlier than yours and they had already left the stadium. You were absolutely delighted to hear that they beat Seijoh. Now, they have to face Shiratorizawa, another powerhouse school that always makes it to the nationals.
You and Asahi both have your own mountains to climb tomorrow.
As you are walking out of the stadium with your teammates, you spot something.
"Hey, you guys go ahead, I will be right there." you say and turn back.
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It's been a very long day but you cannot sit still at all. You cannot stop thinking about the match tomorrow. Your hands are sweaty knees weak, arms are heavy because you keep clenching your fists open and shut as you pace around your bedroom. You had hoped to be able to meet Asahi and maybe feel a little better but by the time you had reached school, the boys had already left. You know how big a day it is for him tomorrow too so you don't want to bother him by asking him to meet. However, you should at least text him and congratulate him on his victory. You open your phone and see you already have a message from him:
Asahi: Hey, I heard you guys beat Tohoku! Congratulations! I knew you could do it.
You smile.
You: Thanks, I still can't believe we did that!!! Congratulations on beating Seijoh!! I heard it was a close match.
Asahi: Thanks! Yeah, it was anyone's game by the end. It was really intense. But we managed to win. Also, I had full faith that you would make it!
You: Damn, wish I could have seen it. Sooo, Shiratorizawa next. How are you feeling?
Asahi: Really, really nervous. They're really strong and I don't think anyone believes we can beat them.
You: Well, you just gotta prove them wrong, then! I truly believe that you guys can do it.
Asahi: I really hope so. Anyway, what about you? How are you feeling about going up against Niiyama tomorrow?
You: Honestly, I cannot stop shaking and thinking about tomorrow. We are so close and I just don't want to screw up and let my team down.
Asahi: Can you get out of your house?
You stare at your phone for a moment before replying.
You: Yeah, I can sneak out the backdoor. Why?
Asahi: Sneak out after 5 minutes. I'll be there.
You: You sure about this? It's late and you need to rest for tomorrow too.
Asahi: I'm sure and I'm already on my way.
You grab your schoolbag and quietly make your way out the backdoor. You see Asahi standing outside your house. He's wearing a purple t-shirt and is carrying a bag in his hand. He smiles and waves at you as you make your way towards him. The knots in your stomach are already starting to loosen.
"Hey, Asahi!"
"Hey, Y/N, I'm sorry for making you sneak out like this but... I couldn't help myself when I read your messages."
"No, it's completely alright. Actually, to be honest, I was kind of hoping to meet you too. I-I always feel calmer after talking to you."
Asahi blushes.
"R-really?"
"Yeah."
"I always feel better after talking to you too."
You can feel the heat starting to build in your face as you smile at him in response.
Asahi continues, "I-I know I am not good with words. But I want to tell you that I know exactly how you feel. You won't let anyone down. I have seen you play and really, you have nothing to worry about. You have made it this far and you are strong enough to take it further."
His words make you want to cry. He has always shown so much faith in you. You look at the ground and don't say anything as you try to hold back your tears.
"-And I - uh - got you something that I thought might make you feel better."
You look up in surprise and you see him reaching his hand into the bag he brought with him. As you watch, he pulls out a light blue cloth. It's a t-shirt.
You gasp as you recognize what it is.
He holds the t-shirt open by the sleeves so that you can read what's written.
It's a "The Way of the Ace" T-shirt.
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"Oh my God!!" you say loudly.
He is completely thrown off by your reaction as you throw your head back and laugh.
Oh no. Does she think this is lame? Asahi starts to panic.
You reach into your own bag and pull out a similar looking light blue cloth. Asahi's eyes widen.
"I bought this today at the stadium for you. I know how important tomorrow's match is for you and I knew you'd be nervous so I wanted to give you this as a motivational sort of good luck thing." you say as you hold out a larger sized "The Way of the Ace" T-shirt.
All of your tension and nerves melt away as you both stand there laughing and holding the T-shirts.
"I hope I got the right size," Asahi says as you exchange the t-shirts.
"Same."
"It's perfect!" You both say at the same time and erupt into a hearty laugh again.
"Thank you, Asahi. I feel a lot better now. Really, thank you for everything. We wouldn't have made it this far if not for your help."
"It was all you, Y/N. All I did was show you the way. You walked it on your own."
"Yeah, you showed me the way of the Ace." you say, smiling.
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The score is 30-31 and it is match point for Karasuno Girls' High School against Niiyama Joshi for what seems to be like the 100th time. It has just been ties after ties after ties and every set has stretched well into the 30s. Somewhere at the beginning of the fifth set, you looked up to see the Karasuno boys piling into the stands to cheer your team on. From the looks of it, they won their match against Shiratorizawa.
Playing such intense 5 sets back to back has taken a massive toll and the players on both sides of the court are at their limit. However, it is now your turn to serve and if you manage to get this point, you will be through to the nationals.
"Y/N, GIVE US A NICE SERVE!!" the boys cheer for you from the audience.
Your knees are quaking and you feel like you can barely stand, much less run or jump. You are so out of breath that you feel like you are going to pass out any minute. As you somehow force yourself to walk into position, you can feel your knees buckling under you.
As you stand there, waiting for the referee to blow the whistle, your eyes instinctively search for Asahi. Even though he is far, you can easily spot him due to his height and the familiar light blue t-shirt he has changed into after his match.
As your eyes meet, Asahi cups his hands around his mouth and BELLOWS.
"JUST ONE MORE. YOU GOT THIS!"
The whistle blows.
BAM.
You barely have time to realize what happened as you are tackled to the ground by your teammates. There's a lot of hugging and crying and shouting.
As you recover from your shock, it finally registers. It was a service ace. Niiyama's libero had tried to dig the ball but it had bounced out of bounds.
You've won.
Tears of exhaustion and exhilaration start to flow from your eyes as you hug your teammates.
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Your feet are killing you as you walk out of the locker room towards the bus, wearing your own WotA t-shirt. It's late and the corridor is silent and empty as you're one of the very last few people to leave.
"I told you you could do it."
You look up and see Asahi standing a little further ahead, smiling at you.
You don't say anything, you just walk up to him and hug him. He seems taken aback but only for a bit as, barely a second later, you feel his large arms wrap around you tightly.
You both stand there for a while, both too exhausted to speak but finding comfort in each other's arms. It just feels so...right. Like this is exactly where and how you are meant to be.
When you finally break apart, you can see that Asahi is looking a little nervous.
"S-say, Y/N. I was wondering... i-if you would maybe want to go on a- on a date with me?"
Your eyes widen in surprise.
"It is completely okay if you don't! I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anythi-"
"Yes, yes, YES! I will go on a date with you."
"Really? You really want to go out with me?"
"Yes. Honestly, Asahi, I fell for you a long time ago. I was just afraid of freaking you out and ruining our friendship. So, I didn't say anything."
Asahi let out a little laugh. "It's freaky how we think so similarly because same." He takes your hand in his. "I fell for you the day I met you. And I just kept falling harder and harder the more I got to know you. I just never imagined you would feel the same way for me too."
"I do, I do, I so do! I always have!"
Both of you have the biggest smiles on your faces as you stand there holding hands and looking into each other's eyes.
You suddenly start to blush furiously.
"So...um...since we usually seem to be thinking the same thing. Um, would you like to kiss me?"
Asahi's eyes open so wide that you're worried they'll pop out of their sockets any minute. He is blushing furiously as he simply nods and leans in.
Your heart is thundering as your lips meet. But, it's Asahi. He kisses you with such tenderness and affection that you just melt into him.
The two aces of Karasuno walk out of the stadium hand-in-hand, wearing their matching WotA T-shirts. You're going to nationals, you've found some really great friends and you have found each other. Life is good.
FIN.
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Finally, I am so happy with how this turned out. I was stuck for a while trying to decide where to go with this story and I was panicking a little about not updating sooner. But I am glad I did not hurry this up because I really LOVE the turn this took in my head which it wouldn't have if I hadn't let the ideas stew in my mind for a while.
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