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(Mod here!! Heya! Ok so- I have no idea how to answer these asks and tbh I don’t really like to- because dipper being uncomfortable is actually me in blue font. Anyway- please refrain from these asks…I just never know what to say for them…and again I low key get uncomfortable. Sorry! Really just…you know- Mod out!)
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#Don't tell me anything. I'm trying to reborn my exhausted brain.#tapadoodles#Cass over here started a f***ing war#On three fronts#Listen to me#RUN.#I mean I will stay#But you better run#meteorites literally from all over#and Cass just hilariously laughing from above#Let me go free I wanna in this chaos please
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Saw a post that made me furious yesterday so if people STILL don't understand this:
Aspec people are queer.
And no, it's not our love that makes us queer, it's our LACK of certain types of love that make us queer.
There is of course aspec people who are queer both because of their love and their lack of love, but being aspec is queer because of the lack of love.
Saying "but aspecs love too! Their love is also important! Aro and ace people have love and their love is also important!" is not the support you think it is for a lot of aspec people.
My love for my mother isn't what makes me queer. My love for my friends isn't what makes me queer. It's my lack or romantic love that makes me queer. Yea love is important to me, especially platonic love, but that is not what makes me queer.
And let's not forget about loveless aros.
For the love of god stop going "but aros love too!" just so you can relate to us somehow or just so you can include us. We don't need love to be included.
And because some people are going to take this as a personal attack: no, there is nothing wrong with being gay. There is nothing wrong with love is love. Love is important to a lot of people and I am not saying love is bad.
Happy pride everyone
#stiff talk#sorry the post pissed me off SO MUCH#i wanted to argue wjth the op bht i just blocked them#i did not have the strength to argue#aromantic#asexual#aspec#aroace#sincerely: someone who is tired of seeing others try to constantly bring love into queer identities who are about the lack of love.#also please note i will not be arguing wjth any exclusionists#if you say shit on this post youre getting blocked i dont need go argue with someone whos not here to listen but to be hateful
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Jinx being apologetic for killing Cassandra Kiramman and it being framed as a bad thing like NO???? SHE WAS A RICH PERSON BENEFITING FROM AND ENABLING THE OPPRESSION OF ZAUNITES??? FUCK THE ENTIRE KIRAMMAN FAMILY???? FUCK THE COUNCIL?????
“The people of the underground deserve to be breathe.” Wow, she’s so progressive saying citizens deserve basic human rights xx love you Cassandra!!!
#arcane critical#this scene has been on my mind and it’s making me tweak#anti cassandra kiramman#anti caitlyn kiramman#jinx arcane#hey riot what the fuck happened with the whole piltover and zaun thing in s2#can we maybe unfuck that#and please stop the copaganda shit#hey riot why the fuck was the gassing scene a music sequence#hey riot remember how in s1 there was children working for the chembarons#hey riot#hey#are you listening?#hey riot why the fuck are you framing these chars benefiting from the labor and mistreatmean of the poor as good people#what’s happening here#hey riot remember how the situation in Zaun is so dire that people need to work unethical jobs to survive#are they bad people for trying to survive?#do you think it’s okay that their oppressors gassed them to search for one criminal?#should they have just accepted their fate and died?#what’s the message here riot
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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped
[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]
#my art#mysme#mystic messenger#v mystic messenger#jihyun kim#ummmm hi guys#^-^#fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well.#i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is#im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow#and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh.....#this soundssss. familiar.#anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V#i adore this song though. and it compels me#i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is#i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings#i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me#anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO.#we'll see when i post this#its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired#iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^;#been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution#OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand
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me personally i think every american who wants to write fanfic about british media should be legally obligated to do extensive research on what terms are used over hear before posting it
#“6th grade” “band aid” “mom” “kiddo” SHUT UPPPPPP NO ONE SAYS THAT HERE#im not entirely sure how its done in england but here in scotland the school years are p1-p7 (5-11) and s1-s6 (12-17)#“band aids” are just called plasters here#the mum/mom thing i thought was obvious but apparently not#and yeah no one says kiddo here if u want nicknames for kids try pal pet or love depending on whos talking to who#there’s definitely more but its been driving me up the wall#the magnus archives#<- bcz i was just reading a fic there#harry potter#mauraders#<- bcz my sister’s in those fandoms and is as annoyed as i am#doctor who#cant think of any other fandoms rn but like guys please#fanfic#ryan shut the fuck up#ignore me#except dont pls listen to my advice and stop americanising everything it takes me out of the story so hard
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im forcing you all to look shady-car-salesman erik
[What If Magneto Had Formed The X-Men With Professor X?]
#snap chats#DUDE WHAT IS THAT. I SCREAMED#also before any of you go read this dont it's so nothing. the title LIED it's the most nothing story ive read so far#thankfully this is only a one shot but man. i shouldve listened in that This Is Isn't Worth It#this is literally the only time erik's in the whole thing too btw bar a prologue recapping what happens in the og timeline#im so deadass like he also shows up in some bg shots but thats literally it he says nothing else beyond this page#'what if magneto formed the xmen with charles' god yeah what if. i sure wouldve loved to read that.#'what if they formed the xmen' genuinely yeah how did they do that. can we see that PLEASE.#the only perceivable difference is that erik lives at the x mansion and Probably isnt terrorizing people. and has this god forsaken look#i rescind my statement he's terrorizing ME with that beard and. //gestures everywhere else//#he looks like he's going to try to scam me into buying a shitty ferrari i cant ill take the viking beard just not this#also i think gaby and erik are just. inexplicably married????? they never cover that ???? thats just a thing to vaguely acknowledge#they dont even say it there's a book that's credited as 'erik magnus lehnsherr' and 'gabrielle haller lensherr' like ok. what.#they dont even properly tell us why eriks here or like. how erik and charles find the xmen. or why gaby's here vjeALKJEK#LIKE COOL HI GABS. WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE she's a mutant now. forgot about that. ???????????????#the weird plot did distract me from. Whatever This Is but now im focusing on it again and im dying#i think what's really killing me is the earrings like oh my god. wow ok. wow...... terrible choice !#if i squint i can imagine the ponytail's gone from his side profile and it's a lil better but ...... jljalKjalJA#anyway i said id read every xmen comic and. regretting some choices but we ball#for now im gonna go wind down ... maybe doodle a bit who's to say ..
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if one more person tries to claim that the oh hellos are no longer christian i am going to lose my shit
#they are no longer EVANGELICAL and they don't associate themselves with the organized church#but like ... the whole anemoi series is about deconstructing their faith and coming back around to a new faith? still in god??#they don't just use christian themes. they are christian. if u think that they are NOT christian then u are not understanding their music#like .. i am not religious so this isn't coming from a place of needing them to be recognized as gospel music#if u want to interpret their music differently then go ahead!!!#but straight up. we KNOW what those albums are about because they have TOLD us. & they're deeply intertwined with tyler and maggie's faith#going around spreading the idea that they aren't christian at all is so so so so so so fucking stupid#it's fine if u don't want to think the songs are about christianity but then don't pretend u know what they mean!!!!!#don't pretend u understand all the albums while claiming they're not christian because they ARE!! that's like the whole point!!!!#idk. whatever. just feeling some type of way about people like refusing to use absolutely any critical thought#yes the oh hellos are extremely progressive. no they are not evangelical. yes they try to be subtle about their faith & make music that#non-christians can also listen to & relate deeply to#but making up lies about their personal lives is like. ok whatever. but ur missing the whole point of the albums then. don't pretend ur not#please someone tell me they understand what i'm trying to say here#like this isn't coming from a christian perspective it's coming from a frustrated album-listener perspective#the oh hellos
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stuffand also things
#some of these are a little old but this is kinda just a highlight reel from my sketchbook from the past few weeks#i want to post more :’) i find it fun and fulfilling it’s just so hard for me to make anything worthwhile (if anything at all) so waugh. but#i’m trying. i’m trying. please enjo y them#the last one is kinda an elaboration on what i mean by predator/prey parallels in javieran#i’m trying to incorporate the different eye shapes in my designs for them but it’s easy to forget </3#like they both have half lidded eyes but javier’s are sloped down like a predators glare and kieran’s are drooped up like a prey’s fearful#gaze. is anyone listening can anyone hear me#i think kieran’s eye(s) (both the deer’s and his) look a bit like shart but it’s ok because i’m so proud of how javier’s looks LOL#i love representing kiera n with a wolf but seeing him in deer (or even horses if we want to be cheesy) is … irresistible#my spooky little thang ❤️#anyway it’s 7:30 in the morning so i shooouuld sleep. goodnight. thanks for being here. i love you.#i promise to try and make something decent soon. i hope. not even for brands sake i legit just want to so bad. lord.#creatives when … wheeeennnnn ……. wh#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#art#hero draws sometimes#hero’s javier#hero’s kieran#hero’s javieran
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(currently getting extremely emotional over seeing pics of my lil brothers top surgery realizing i havent actually fully come to terms with the fact it will never be possible for me-
where i live the process to get to that point is extremely invasive and difficult; plus i am not trans enough anyway (nonbinary basically doesnt exist- theres only one or the other, i dont want T either even if id love to have some effects of it, i do not want other changes it causes) so that alone makes it pretty impossible already, and i am incredibly scared of anyone seeing or touching me in certain places and of surgery .. and hospitals .. everything basically.
(please dont try to give me hope about that, it will only make it worse in the end, i just need to deal with these emotions rn and get back to where i was, sorry)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#tmi#possibly#i have never in my life been to a gynecologist and i never want to#do not perceive me#LISTEN i KNOW how important it is and that you SHOULD#i cannot#i physically cannot#dont try to talk to me about how important it is please#i know- i promise you i know and i feel extremely guilty about it but i can not#it feels like a phobia but idk#maybe connected to body or gender dysphoria (?)#i shouldnt write this here#i need to delete this after i calmed down
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this'll hurt you more than it'll hurt me
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#cyalm#celesteal#verfection#YAYYY I DIIDDD ITTTTT#no background cause i nono wanna but YAYYYYYYYYYY#i really love this. im very proud of it dawg#ill be so honest. i do not think i would've like vain revival if it came out.#the idea of not only bringing back cyalm n then also making their evil deeds an unwilling action so that they can be redeemed is. so stupid#but the ideas presented by verfection....... mmmmm#im glad they arent canon bc i can give them so many problems man#insert like an essay on why verfection/2ss is the best character in adventure forward here#maybe a 'stratos verf blueband and voixer are like realy fucked up quadruplets. please listen to me im only stretching a little i prommy'#essay as well#and a 'adventure forward wouldve been better if they just fucking Talked to Eachother a Little Bit More and maybe kiss but idc abt that'#essay as a final desert#im trying real hard not to turn my tags into a 10000 word essay again#so please imagine those essays for me instead. do the hardwork for me#anyways immmm noraml about guys that arent actually real. and that are definelty not just like an oc in a trench coat (silly)#ok i need to stop talking enjoy freeaks byee
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fucking crying at swifties posting her lyrics and talking about "shes such a poet" "this clears _" and i read them and its like. "i killed your mother but shes always gonna be mom like bomb because youre bombs to my heart" or something Like please you arent helping yourselves
#people doing that for ANYONE makes me cringe though#like especially the 1975 im sorry#theyre good but they arent revolutionary#posting their lyrics and calling matty a genius and being srs about it immmmmmm lfmmsmkq#like please stop omg#it makes them sound so stupid idgaf if trhis sounds like i have a superiority complex I DO. im better than you because i can READ#its when they compare it to brat#like sorry i want to dance Omg#im not here for poetry im here for MUSIC#hence why im LISTENING not READING. dude oh good god#its just so lame#and SHE . cant write. and i stand by it#“who are you to judge” jesus#i Will judge and ill do it proudly#sorry im being a hater but im not sorry because im not lying#it just pmo like can you Stop trying so hard to defend her because 1 you can just block people u know#and 2 its actually EMBARRASSING to read#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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my drafts are actually quite low ... but my inbox - we don't talk about my inbox -
#ℕ𝕆 𝕆ℕ𝔼 𝕄𝔸𝕂𝔼𝕊 𝕀𝕋 𝕆𝕌𝕋 𝔸𝕃𝕀𝕍𝔼 / out of character.#tbd /#listen i just love the serotonin of receiving things ... makes me happy#plus i love giving each of them the correct amount of attention - i don't want to rush them#so please forgive me if i'm slow on the inbox; i promise i'm trying !#low drafts means under 30 too bc ... i acknowledge i have a lot going on here
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-`. introducing LILIA LAURENT and the band two headed mother.
for @infamous-if featuring @umbertors dead romantics ! 🎸 -`. THIS IS TWO HEADED MOTHER // -`. GOOD BAD IDEA
(TEMPLATES: 1 . 2 . 3 // COLORING // BACKGROUND)
TAGLIST (please feel welcome to ask to be tagged or removed!): @fragilestorm, @griffin-wood, @risingsh0t, @florbelles, @marivenah, @kingsroad, @roofgeese !
#oc: lilia laurent#x: lilia x griffin#if: infamous#☕️: caroline#oc: halle damanik#friends ocs#leg.edits#leg.ocs#infamous if#infamous mc#the whole *walks out of photoshop covered in blood* routine !#SHES HERE SHES HERE SOBBING ON THE FLOOR SHES HERE !#a long creative slump and a mini hiatus later and shes here ! and i am in love with how it turned out!!#teehee on the g track PURELY SELF INDULGENT but they mean the world to me those two ! THEM!#as said please feel free to ask to be tagged or removed ! trying things out and thought it would be cute!#TY TY ALYA FOR HELPING WITH THE DILEMMA ON THE BG YOU ARE A TREASURE!#and featuring halle ! still on the floor lilia was included in her edit so i had to add her to this as well <3#a few of the songs are them to the letter and others are more vibe and things they listen to?#the perks of having famous parents (theyre models!) is having your film premiere at venice film fest <3#amy i hope i got the vibe for soft violence right ! she for sure listens to a song or two! (especially the ones she knows were abt her <3)#lilia and twh southern gothic icons !!!!!!!!#smoking mention#just in case ? it is and is inspired by crush by queenie ethel <3 as is her band and aesthetics !#*myedits#*ocedit
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The Florist's Almanac: Popping Sparks and Lighting Cherries (Finn/Reader)
Finn heard them set down the knife, step closer until they were at his side. When he met their gaze, their eyes were darkly, sinuously playful. He kept his expression doelike, mutely offering them a cherry. His partner was excellent at making plans.
AO3
Note: Attempt #1 at writing Finn! Inspired by the birthday stream! This was the effort of several days of frustration, talking to myself, and a concept map that looks more like a conspiracy board. I will be taking criticism regarding his characterization for this fic because God DAMN he is a DOOZY of a character to write holy hell. Enjoy!
Finn’s partner was good at making plans. Just today, they came home with an idea: a picnic on a nearby hill, where they could watch the sunset and then stargaze when night crested upon them. He loved it when they got that determined spark in their eye, he thought while he washed fresh cherries at the sink.
Sunflower was stationed behind him at a counter, slicing strawberries on a cutting board. The afternoon sun was dipping close to the treeline, though it still had a ways to go before it hit the horizon. The sun cast everything in the kitchen in a honeyed light: the cool water rushing over his hands, the candy-red fruit, and, of course, his Sunflower, when he could find opportunities to throw them glances. It made his heart swell. Between the stresses of the shop and the secret years of wondering as to whether he would even find anyone who would like him for him and the sheer shock of having landed someone so charismatic and lovely and beautiful, there was little he wouldn’t give for more afternoons like this.
“I’ve got the blanket packed already,” Sunflower said. He could hear each delicious slice of their knife. “Do you think we’ll need much else besides the fruit?”
“I could get the kettle going,” Finn suggested. “Brew some tea and take it in the thermos, in case either of us needs a drink. After the sun goes down and it starts cooling off a bit, it could be nice.” The weather was a bit warm still, but Finn liked tea in all environments, and Sunflower never complained. Still, maybe he should pack some water, just in case…
They oo’ed. “Good idea. Oh—and bug spray. Lots of bug spray.” Slice, slice.
“I think I already put it in the bag, but I can double check when I’m done, if you’d like.”
“Please do.” Slice, slice. “I’d wear deet as perfume if I could.”
Finn laughed, glancing up at the sun over the treeline. It wouldn’t be long and they’d be watching the sun set on a blanket together, waiting for the stars to come out. Finn was no astronomer, but he had a few constellations under his belt: the Big Dipper, of course, was his good old faithful; he could point out the North Star easily enough; Cygnus was a fun one, if he could see the haze of the Milky Way; Cassiopeia, Taurus, the Pleiades…
And, call him a hopeless romantic, he thought there was something sweet about the idea of huddling close, one arm wrapped around them while they took turns pointing up and inching even closer, like a poetic exercise in seeing from the other’s perspective. And being in the dark, existing for no one but each other. And—okay, keep calling him a hopeless romantic, but he enjoyed any excuse to just be close.
Speaking of which…
Finn glanced surreptitiously back at them, then back at the sun hovering over the treeline. “The sun’s starting to get low,” he said casually. “Did you know twilight lasts roughly the same amount of time it takes for human eyes to adjust to the dark?”
Sunflower hummed. “Oh, yeah?”
“Yep,” Finn said brightly. “About twenty minutes.” He plucked a cherry out of the bowl and shifted it around his mouth, sucking on it for a moment.
“Huh.”
Finn dared a glance at them again. Their expression was warm but focused, fully engrossed in the strawberries. The mood was still mild and warm. The slicing continued without stopping.
They mused, “I wonder if that’s, like, an evolutionary thing, or something.” Slice, slice.
“You’re probably right.” He bit down on the cherry, salivating at the burst of sweet. “Soo, we’ll have about twenty minutes to kill before the stars come out.” Finn waited.
Silence. He wondered if he overdid it by lingering on the so for too long, or by specifying twenty minutes. But the longer Sunflower paused, the more Finn struggled to hide the grin twisting his mouth.
“I’m sure we’ll find a way to pass the time,” they said, a hint of that sharklike deviousness was underlacing their tone. They were playing it cool, but the slicing had stopped; he could practically hear all the planning going on in that mischievous, brilliant head of theirs. It made his heart speed up. They sure would.
“You sure?” Finn asked with casual, innocent concern. “I don’t want to bore you.”
He heard them set down the knife, step closer until they were at his side. When he met their gaze, their eyes were darkly, sinuously playful.
He kept his expression doelike, mutely offering them a cherry.
A lazy smile grew on their lips, wolflike and sugar-sweet. “I’m sure I can find something to do to occupy my time.” They popped the cherry in their mouth.
The way they emphasized it, Finn knew it was now set in stone: he was that something.
“Oh. That’s good. I’m glad,” was all he could think to say, fighting a stupid smile with all his might. If they touched him on the neck, the wrist, the chest—anywhere his pulse was—it would have all been over. The jig would have been up. And how thrilling it would have been.
But they stepped away, back to work on their strawberries. Slice, slice. Finn let himself grin from ear to ear, eat another cherry, and indulge in daydreams of the twilight to come.
Yes, Sunflower was excellent at making plans, especially when their imagination was sparked. Finn loved their fuselike determination, almost as much as he loved lighting it.
#FIRST FIC ON THIS BLOG HERE WE GO BITCHES#please accept this humble offering yuurivoice fandom#yuurivoice#yuurivoice finn#finn#sunflower#x reader#finn x reader#finn x listener#finn x sunflower#fanfiction#watch me try not to flanderize the hell out of finn but accidentally do it anyway bc he is a deceptively difficult character to write
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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