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KAEYA AND ANFORTAS ALBERICH (Context: Anfortano theory no longer a theory 🎉)
#genshin impact#genshinedit#kaeya alberich#kaeya#capitano#anfortas alberich#anfortas#gifset#myedit#gi spoilers#genshin spoilers#genshin impact spoilers#now that we know he's anfortas i'm expecting five billion cute kaeya and cap fanart on my desk by tomorrow#please it's so dire in here#if anfortas has 1 fan i am that fan
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling
#I'm sorry to say that despite what I expected I think the dread wolf might be going down violently on my first run???#not because *I* love solas any less but because of who rye is and some of the twists I know happen down the line#which does make for a neat thing b/c I meant to play the crow I'm going with second as initially incredibly hostile#and then growing to feel for him and redeeming him at the end.#so if rye starts out very reasonable and sympathetic and then is brought to 'haha. no. fuck you forever for that in particular' at the end#...a pleasing cosmic symmetry in it I must admit. perfect and also makes me feel a bit sick#I'll try to put together something coherent eventually but for now#it's sort of a 'my name is ellaryen ingellvar you killed the guy#that my brain went 'close enough welcome back beloved and much missed deceased father figure' over. prepare to despair and die'#I think just the killing part might not have done it but everything that comes after? rye is a chill guy until he finally decides#that enough is fucking *enough*. and that was the most enough of all time for them#it also explains rye's accent (one of his primary caregivers growing up was a dwarf)! so many birds with one stone here#also I am so fucking sad now and I did it entirely to myself. I love fiction I love games (embarassingly genuine)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#thank god that the romanced solas playthrough is the second one tho that does make things less dire haha#adaar would have given it the good old college try to get solas to change his mind right to the end I think#but even his capable hands and politician's mind could not hold back the sheer beware the fury of a patient man storm#that is about to hit solas for the shit he just pulled. I think rye and solas are -- as it turns out -- TOO alike in many ways#...solas buddy I'm so sorry I'll come back for you on the second playthrough and make it right I swear fhsak#it's just that a second dead dwarf dad has joined the chat to haunt the narrative (and this time it's fucking personal frfr)#it's almost scary how quick I've gotten attached to my rook tho. I've waited A DECADE to save this bald elf man from himself#and then rye shows up with steel in his normally kind eyes going 'no. I want that fucker *dead*'. and I just go anything for you babyboy#I'll see what we can do. unspeakable stuff
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don't spam my asks with one question! i will block you. clogging up my asks wont get me to answer it faster, it just makes it harder for me to answer the other ones. thank you.
#maci posting#if it's that dire then my direct messages on here are open#also im fourteen and i have a life so i don't have time to answer each ask i receive each day#which is like ten to fifteen per day#please be patient!
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"Return of THE KING" about Moe as if. I'm not CONSTANTLY on my bullshit about it. I need to forcemasc it though the situation is so dire. LIKE. Exclusive it/its/itself user but also fucks with masculine titles/language. As part of its identity, but also an elaborate parody. Guy who's doing it Wrong ON PURPOSE. WITH INTENT. TO KILL‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#moe tag#moe lore#'it's dire' like. when i get dysphoric or when too many wires get crossed. i'm always so upset when it happens#but i end up misgendering moe. like. when it comes to the themes/dynamics i want to explore#and where it does stem from. not to put my issues on blast again god have mercy on my wretched soul#<- IRONIC STATEMENT. JOKE.#<- but also. what i mean to say is please. i've already hurt So Much.#like. does anybody wanna join me. on my journey. to forcemasc moe.#moe DOES have its own VERY distinct identity and that does not change. it fits!#but what i'm saying is we need to inject more gender into it. guy style. man style even.#like like boy def feels too cutesy. too young. there WAS a point where boy would have fit but moe has grown into itself now#also. i'm still here 'i'm a boy - no i'm a man / you can't take me and throw me away' ect ect.#sorry rereading the 'inject more gender man style' and i'm jusyt. thinking of n offshoot to a specific post.#alfonse injecting more gender man style into moe with his penis.#(post i was thinking of was originally about autism good post idk if i would ever be able to find it. so just trust me.)#really really good start though.#<- says this as if this is a new development and like. not already a part of moe's complex about alfonse.#really really good post though. let's hit the showers.
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I gotta delete this before bed so justin doesn't see it in the morning but god felix is already down so bad for simon it's stupid
#profoundly sweet AND intriguing AND clever AND can be very easily goaded into being a bit silly??#AND. THREW A DIRE WOLF. WHILE TRYING TO BAIT THE DIREWOLVES TO ATTACK HIM ON PURPOSE TO GET THEM OFF THE REST OF US#hey. hi. hello for the love of god hello#me designing him out of Justin's description: I am going to make him attractive on purpose. just as a secret little treat for me#me as soon as we start actually playing: [chuckles] I'm in danger#felix helped him work on upgrading his Device (homebrew machine that houses all his artificer stuff)#so also like. mm hm mmhm please describe all your plans and ideas and the mechanisms behind how all this stuff you invented works 👀#EXTREMELY FUNNY THAT THE COMPLETELY ACCIDENTAL PATTERN HERE IS THAT FELIX IS JUST WEAK FOR ARTIFICERS SPECIFICALLY AHDKFKDSGSJ#he's really attracted to people who are Fascinating and people who are Passionate About Something!#that's gonna apply any artificer worth their salt!!#jeez. JEEZ. four sessions in. and like I already anticipated this one(1) sessions in and knew it by session 2#the lad's cooked.#my OCs#felix
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the hum tv/ary/etc writer's rooms: ok so what if there was a psychological horror drama that highlights class division in northern pakistan ... what if there was a spin on 'succession' that sheds a light on the effects of western influence and imperialism on the pakistani economy ... a spanning historical tragedy that depicts the height and decline of the mughal empire ...
what actually gets put on people's screens every year: in this fun and fresh new serial 😜 iqra aziz plays "farida" and she's so rich 🤑 but she's still not happy 😿 because she wants to marry her cousin 😍 who already has a girlfriend 😿 OR this family is having a divorce 😱 OR 🐶 THE MILITARY IS SO AWESOME 🤘 PLEASE GIVE US FUNDING 💵💵💵💵
#extremely extremely niche post to make on tumblr dot com I DON'T CARE GET ME OUT OF HERE#txt#guys the situation is so dire. we are in the trenches here#like those ideas are not even that crazy just please make something that isn't the same dogshit PLEASE!!!!
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if i had one wish it would be for this way up s3 and then also ten more seasons after that. if u were wondering
#mostly i need more awkward pathetic **** tobias menzies. please. it's my life source#that's MY old man#my housemate and i can't survive much longer just saying Tobias Should Be Here when consuming literally any media ever#like he's our close personal friend. which he is#it's getting dire.#ANYWAY i miss this way up so so bad aine and shona come HOMEEEEEEE#liljana.txt
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Genocide flattens every discussion. There are no new conversations to be had about the destruction, death and cruelty. After more than a year, there is nothing left to be said about various media houses, corporations and international bodies of law aiding and abetting all that has been happening in Gaza, either. It is the banality of evil, it is colonialism. However even in this atrociously banal circumstance, I do think what still is a continued point of hope for Gazans and what still pushes so many of them to reach out to the world, is the support people around the globe have shown and still continue to show. Which is why I am here on behalf of the Shehab family ( @fahedshehab-new ) and requesting you to help them survive through this winter. This won't take much of your time so please read:
Fahed is currently supporting 13 family members in total- his own family and that of his sister’s.
He has to look after 8 children now, with the youngest being his son Yayha who is barely having anything to eat because the price of baby milk is exorbitantly high in Gaza.
The genocide has taken a toll on Fahed’s daughters. Sahar and Dana spent a whole year under the threat of bombs and right now instead of getting to be teenagers, they ask their father if they will survive. They have even said they don't want to live if they lose someone.
The family right now immediately needs clothes to keep them warm throughout winter. Fahed’s family is from the north and has been displaced several times before they came south. Displacement is dangerous and a silent killer because often essential items are lost and cannot be replaced in time.
Please consider that the weather has already turned colder around the world and that which is only mildly uncomfortable to us, presents a dire situation for Gazans. The families don't have a shelter and there is no way for tents to adequately protect from cold winds and rain. So right now the immediate need is for warm clothes and it can cost upto $400 per person. With THIRTEEN PEOPLE to take care of Fahed immediately needs to raise at least 5k to buy the required apparels. So please boost and donate.
Currently at $66,248. He needs to reach $71,248. Please help however you can.
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Please remember that every donation, even if it is 5 dollars, is a ray of hope for the families who have lost everything.
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quick before Christmas is over anyone wanna gift me the will to live 🙏🏻
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No, because Jinx going on her adventures and then only reappearing again when they (Vi and/or Ekko) need her would be really, really neat honestly.
#like they're in some dire straits because of COURSE ish didn't fully pan out for zaun#and she got wind of it and pops in like 'Geez ; I gotta do everything myself around here don't I?'#and it'd be like a parallel to the alternate universe where people relied on her and jUST#please it'd be so good-
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hanging onto the fact I can get the new Trigun Deluxe tomorrow and that my pins and keychains I ordered a bit ago are arriving this week
#it's dire out here#I need an extra day to spawn in please#someone make it so I don't have to go to class for the rest of the week#make the power go out or something on campus#have something take down our online system please#oh no chem had something happen everyone is to be away from campus till it's cleaned up in 4 days time#SOMETHING PLEASE#SEPHIROTH CAN YOU SEND THE METEOR HERE#I'LL GET THE BLACK MATERIA
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(PRE-ORDER) FUNDRAISER STICKERS FOR GAZA!!
Pre-order will end on December 11, 2024 so get them while they're hot!!
GET STICKERS HERE!!!
100% of funds will be donated to families in Gaza! Check out their fundraisers below, and please consider supporting them!!
Ameera's family: They currently live in North Gaza that has been experiencing dire Israeli-made starvation. Her young kids, youngest of which is 2 years old. She has spoken to me about how she hasn't been able to find anything for her kids to eat, like milk for her baby, and getting funds would really help her afford to feed her family.
Ahmed's and Dina's family: A family with 3 kids and one newborn. Urgently needs funds for medical treatment and essential goods. With winter approaching, these funds become crucial for affording winter clothes.
Rawan's family: $8k urgently needed to help take care of her mother, who needs treatment for a tumor. The funds will also be going to support her family as they await the crossing to open for evacuation.
Alaa's family: She is trying to care for her two very young kids, the younger of which has a skin infection that needs to be treated. She is facing constant bombardment and needs help.
Aya's family: She is helping to take care of 19 family members, including 9 children.
Walid's family: Walid is 3 and has two sisters, Layan (2) and Toleen (6). He is disabled and needs treatment.
Rawan and Yemna's family: two sisters and their father who need access to essential goods to live.
All of these campaigns are equally urgent and I can understand the difficulty in choosing one to donate to, especially if you don't have much to spare.
But it's better to choose one than to let indecision keep you from choosing any.
Also, your one donation won't solve everything (unless you're a millionaire and can spare tens of thousands at a time LOL) so, and I say this in the nicest and most gentle way possible, get over yourself! Pitch in whatever you can spare like the thousands and thousands of people donating to these fundraisers every day, and acknowledge that you can't save the world BY YOURSELF - but with many others acting with you, you can make a difference!
As always, free Palestine and all oppressed peoples of the world!
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dear followers, i'm writing on the behalf of a woman, a sister, a mother, a grandmother, named wafaa who has been speaking to me on tumblr from the dire situation in gaza. i'm here to share her story, her plight with you, her campaign with you so you can help her. her house has been bombed, the place she grew up, her place of work, her husband's place of work has been bombed, where her children grew up, her family (three generations of people, which is 15 people including a newborn infant) doesn't have anywhere to go.
she has already lost precious people in her life, lost precious people who were her world, her sister, her brother's son... she can't bear to lose any more people than she already has! she is already wracked with a grief and sadness i genuinely cannot even begin to comprehend. none of us can. yet she still has hope in god that through us, people across the world, can help her family escape this situation. let us not let her down.
i know you're all struggling with money right now. already struggling with bills and food. but donate what you can afford, still. even if it's just a single dollar! because it all adds up, it all adds up in the end. when wafaa first contacted me i believe her campaign was at around €13,000 out of €50,000, but now it is at €21,465! it all adds up. we can keep this going, with donation matches, by spreading this campaign, sharing even if you can't donate. so please. help her family, with whatever little you can.
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🚨Please don't ignore🚨
I am Reem, a Palestinian from Gaza ،I am 50 years old, my husband passed away since I was not 23 years old at that time, leaving me with three children, the oldest of whom is Diana 5 years old, Issam 4 years old, and my youngest son Abdullah 10 months old, so I decided not to marry again and to devote my life to them, so I completed my education and worked as a teacher in a government school.
and raised my children until they grew up and got married and we remained until this moment in one house, supporting each other through the days in a family atmosphere and a house full of warmth and reassurance.
Until the war came and made us lose our home and the security we lived in,
as we were deported from the north of the Gaza Strip to the south, where there was no shelter except a dilapidated tent,
This is my daily struggle to light a fire and use it to prepare bread and cook food with the firewood and paper available to us in the absence of electricity and cooking gas
and I remained playing the role of father and mother until this moment and supporting my children and their children, as I also have three grandchildren.
But I regret to say that after more than a year of the ongoing war, I lost all the money I had saved and now we are in dire need of help in order to complete and provide the necessities of life, which have become competitive with the prices of gold here in the south of Gaza. We are suffering from a shortage of all the necessary necessities as there is no access to healthy food, clean water, shelter and medicine.
Every penny counts. Your support will make a huge difference in saving lives. I believe in the free world and your kind hearts.🌹♥️🌹
💖💖You can do so much for so little💖💖
Please donate and share this campaign🙏♥️🙏
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Hello, dear friends, how are you?
I’m writing this post while facing certain death.
I want to ask you, why have you stopped helping us? Is it because we’ve reached this point? Is it because we’ve reached €49,000?
I want to tell you all that I am deeply grateful, but as of this moment and date, we have not received a single euro from these funds. Even though we are in desperate need of it, I want to clarify that we won’t even receive half of it due to the percentage taken by the GoFundMe platform, the bank, and the state.
I also want to explain that the currency exchange fees here in Gaza exceed 30%.
We are currently in dire need of assistance. Prices have skyrocketed to unimaginable levels. The price of a bag of flour now exceeds €300, and the cost of vegetables has risen to insane, unbelievable levels. As for meat and fish, they’ve become like a dream to us. We haven’t had a proper, healthy meal since the war began.
We are now forced to survive on just one meal a day.
Let me ask you, how would you feel if you hadn’t had a proper meal for two days? Or if you were unable to have your lunch today?
We are now facing famine. Please, we beg you to help us. Please donate. Please share this post so it can reach someone capable of donating.
Let’s aim to reach €60,000 by the end of next week. I can’t do this alone, but with your support for me and my family, we can achieve it.
Please, don’t leave us alone. If you’re interested in helping, follow my account. @abdalsalam1990
Once again, I’m pleading with you to donate and share this post with your friends.
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Please all my friends share it, write a comment and tag your friends so they can share it too.
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