#please im begging someone explain it to me like i'm 5

[length-of-edward]

Ok i'm like. not at all cultured or well known in fanfic and fanfic terms. what the fuck is a whump.

[clockwards]

i watched all 15 seasons of criminal minds in 29 days. these were my thoughts

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Garcia being normal Garcia: 🤪

Hotch, quietly: remind me to have her drug tested

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Reid: Kevin and Penelope sitting in a tree? JJ, that's just dangerous, do you know the statistics on-

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"yeah I'm fine, he wrote me a letter explaining why he left, just like my father did when he left my mother and I" REID LMAO

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Gideon and Hotch giggling happily over charlie chaplin films <3<3 work dads

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man with multiple personalities: do I *look* like personality no.2??

Reid [staring directly into the camera]: 👁️👁️

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Reid making mini rockets and Hotch being a grumpy proud dad about it fhevfhhevdhsgdvsh THEM

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"If I weren't a lesbian, I would absolutely jump your bones" [aimed at Gideon]

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psychopath who only wants to talk to Reid: 😚

Reid: why don't i ever get any normal fans :(

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Random detective [about Reid]: where did you find this kid?

Rossi, whispering: He was left in a basket on the steps of the FBI

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Hotch: we do not have jurisdiction over this very personal set of cases

The Team: 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Hotch: ......okay just be quIET ABOUT IT

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Rossi: My wife always said I had a flair for the dramatic

Hotch: Which one?

Rossi: ...all of them 😀

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Morgan, Reid, Emily, Garcia [staring Hotch down]: we love and care for you

Hotch: im gonna kms

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Rossi, interrogating a suspect: I fucked your wife (real not fake)

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Hotch: Son, you're taking over the business

Morgan: Oh! A promotion!?

Hotch [dumping paperwork in front of him]

Morgan: Oh no! A promotion!!

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[during Hotch's review after The Reaper incident]

Strauss, to the team: 😡😡 Hotch 😡😡

Strauss, to Hotch: 😔😔 Hotch 😔😔

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Hotch: any word on Prentiss?

JJ: she's arguing with the doctors

Hotch, nodding: Good

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Hotch: There are lots of ways sons defeat their fathers

Reid, cheerfully: I just keep getting PhD's!

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[about budget cuts]

Rossi: Let's just hope they don't take the coffee

Reid, very seriously: I'd quit

Rossi: well yeah, that'd save them about 50 bucks a week

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[looking at a machine gun]

Reid: I don't think I have the qualifications to use that

Hotch & Morgan, in unison: You don't.

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[the most suspicious man alive, saying something extremely suspicious]

Emily Prentiss: yes sir I will follow you to this dark secluded secondary location

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Every member of the BAU: ily

Prentiss, with an arsenal of guns: BACK! BACK, STRANGE CREATURES!

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Strauss holding back the entire BAU by the scruffs of their necks like feral cats: I Wish I Had Dogs

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Morgan, sending all the press to Reid: 😀

Reid: No more FBI I'm becoming a criminal just to kill you

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Strauss: Please hire someone normal

Hotch: Here's Doctor Reid, a child who has never passed a field test

Strauss: I'm literally begging you

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Victim: what are you doing????

Unsub: well this is a *gun*, and inside of it are what we call *bullets*

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"a member of the team is in jeopardy"

me: is it Reid? I really hope it's Reid.

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Garcia: altruism is sexy

Hotch, very seriously: yes it is

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The BAU team's nosiness

VS

Reid's secrecy over a girl

- FIGHT -

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Random teen: Get fucked old man

Rossi: Gamer on gamer violence. This is so sad.

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Blake: I don't have any children...except Reid

Reid: I'm not your child though?

Blake: EXCEPT REID

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Anyone: I love you

Reid, just not like other girls: ....Thomas Merton?

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Blake: People just need to say what they mean

Reid: Life would be so much easier without chit-chat

[A Tale as Old as Time - Autism Bros™]

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Reid: I don't like technology

Garcia: Technology doesn't like you, genius

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Rossi: All of my marriages have failed, I'm not exactly what you would call a family man

Hotch: We literally have 5 kids together

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[on first meeting]

Hotch: I'm offering you a job hunting psychopaths

Garcia, caught trying to stop animal testing: I *am* a psychopath

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Rossi, joining the BAU: I have gotten a first husband, fourth wife, and multiple children just by entering this office. I'm the real family speedrunner

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Reid: My dad leaves and suddenly I've got new contenders lining up like it's the bachelor

Hotch: You're not even that great a son

Reid: You were literally first in line

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Bomb Squad: You called??

Morgan: Early bird gets the explosive worm, bitch

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Hotch: How long do you need to do this impossibly long task that no one else could complete?

Reid: Like 30 minutes

Hotch: Awesome. Do it faster

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Reid: I'm arresting you for murder

Cat: ...are we about to kiss?

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Cat: You have mommy issues

Reid: L + Ratio. You have daddy issues *worse*

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Morgan: It's my turn to be kidnapped and tortured

Reid and JJ: nnOOO MY BRAAAANDD

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Alvez: Why won't you be nice to me

Garcia: I'm always nice. Look, this is my nice face 😒

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Prentiss: This guy is probably a loner, definitely has commitment issues...

Alvez, just made a full-course meal for his dog: 😤

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UnSub: I NEED A DOCTOR

Tara, cocking a gun: I'm not taking appointments

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Reid: I need to take some time off to look after my mom

[is arrested for drug posession and murder in Mexico]

Reid: ........so how's my mom?

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The Team: We're so worried about Spencer in prison

Reid: I made friend :]

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Prentiss: Luke is snarky. You are snarky. Please just try to get along

Garcia: You don't understand. We cancel each other out

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Reid, entering prison: I am going to make So Many enemies

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Mr Scratch, doing anything: 😏

The Team: It's a trap. Let's go!

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Alvez: I can tell, you're a cat person

Prentiss: Got the nine lives to go with it, bitch

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Cat: I'm pregnant. It's yours

Reid, shocked: You mean you're not a virgin?!

Cat:

Cat: I wish I killed you the first time round coME HERE-

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Prentiss: I need a person I love and trust to relax with

Reid: ....are you gaslighting me into resting?

Prentiss: Yes. And it'll fuckin work.

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Barnes: Don't you want to be unit chief? Don't you have....ambitions?

JJ: I'm ambitious about killing you. Wanna see?

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Garcia: I hate newbie. He's terrible and stupid and has a dumb face and dumb thoughts-

Alvez: We literally just took a selfie together

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Alvez:

Tara: ur mom

Alvez: I DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING SAY ANYTHING?

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JJ, married with 2 kids: I'm a little bit in love with you

Reid, who took her on one date 15 years ago: 😯

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Rossi: You can't ground me! I'm your dad!!

Prentiss: AND I'M YOUR FUCKING BOSS. GROUNDED!

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[Luke and Matt go missing]

Prentiss: The boys! They took our boys!!

Reid: I'm.....right here?

[anachronistic-falsehood]

You said something about how ult!Dirk and BGD both depend on Jake for their existence and im 👀👀👀👀👀 PLEASE give us the full rant I'm begging

ANON I AM GOINF TO WRITE A FULL ESSAY ABOUT THIS NOW, THANK YOU

OKKKKKK SO. I’m gonna start with Brain Ghost Dirk because holy shit, as a Dirk splinter he is so fucking interesting. He’s not a typical Dirk splinter. Dirk is completely unaware that BGD exists. Dirk knows about all of his other splinters, like Bro, and had an intentional hand in creating some of them, like Hal and Brobot. He has no fucking idea that BGD exists, and yet BGD could not exist without Dirk’s Prince of Heart abilities. Jake wasn’t even aware that he created BGD himself! He just showed up and Jake had to deal with the fact that he managed to make a perfect copy of Dirk Strider that now lives in his head. BGD was a complete accident.

Setting aside the fact that BGD is essentially Jake and Dirk’s offspring, Jake just. holds this splinter of Dirk’s being in his head using his freaky ass hope powers. BGD has always been there, and he always will be. Whether or not Dirk is alive, BGD is far from fading, and he’ll likely be around as long as Jake is alive.

So BGD depends on Jake for his very existence because of Jake’s hope powers; that much is obvious, considering BGD literally lives in Jake’s brain. As long as there’s a Jake out there, there’s a Brain Ghost Dirk.

But the existence of Brain Ghost Dirk begs the question: is Ult!Dirk actually his ultimate self?

Answer: fuck no he isn’t! Ult!Dirk has no god damn clue that Brain Ghost Dirk exists! He just assumes that he’s gone ultimate, because he remembers everything from all the dead Dirks from doomed timelines and every other splinter he has, except for BGD. He hasn’t gone ultimate; he just thinks that because he’s used to splitting his being into fractals, that’s the reason he somehow hasn’t died from becoming an amalgamation of those pieces.

But he still doesn’t know about Brain Ghost Dirk.

Ult!Dirk is like a shitty old iPhone consistently running on 5% battery power, and the moment someone drops him on the ground he’s going to shatter. He hasn’t saved his shit to iCloud either. When that phone is gone he’s done for. But he’s out here saying “no no it’s fine, it’s built different, this thing hasn’t failed me yet so it won’t fail me now,” when in reality he’s this close to losing all his data forever.

The moment he absorbs BGD into the rest of his being or BGD stops existing, Ult!Dirk will die, just like Ult!Rose and Ult!Dave. His problem is that he doesn’t have a backup plan. He doesn’t have a robot to download his soul and memories into like Rosebot and Davebot did. If Ult!Dirk dies, he’s dead forever. There’s no bringing him back, unless Rosebot and Terezi can whip up a robot in five minutes or somehow shove his soul into a pair of sunglasses.

But there are currently two Jakes: Meat!Jake and Candy!Jake. So aren’t there technically two Brain Ghost Dirks keeping Ult!Dirk alive?

Considering we haven’t heard from Meat!Jake yet, he’s basically as good as dead to the story, because I know damn well the writers won’t try to include two Jakes who already have similar storylines in the same narrative. Meat!Jake is probably out of the question when it comes to BGD, considering the writers forgot about him. However, his absence from HS^2 and his overall irrelevance can be explained by speculating that his hope has been shattered by Ult!Dirk forcing the narrative to make Jake fall in love with him against his will and then completely breaking his heart. Meat!Jake has lost all hope, having all his friends abandon him to either go play god on some distant planet, chase after those friends who are busy playing god, or become a dictator on Earth C. Meat!Jake is broken. He has nothing left. He might not even have his own Brain Ghost Dirk anymore.

It’s possible that Ult!Dirk could have accidentally killed Meat!Jake’s BGD by messing with the narrative to the point that he made Meat!Jake have a full-on hopeless breakdown. Dirk destroys the self, and it’s entirely possible that he destroyed part of Meat!Jake, including BGD, in manipulating Jake that much. That’s just speculation though; however, I think it’s rather interesting that Ult!Dirk could still be so self-destructive that he would accidentally kill one of his splinters without even noticing, and it would explain Meat!Jake’s absence from the story.

With Meat!Jake’s BGD most certainly dead or completely irrelevant to the narrative, this leaves Candy!Jake as the sole living Jake with a Brain Ghost Dirk, the only splinter Ult!Dirk hasn’t yet absorbed. Because of this, Candy!Jake is the only person singlehandedly keeping Ult!Dirk from keeling over. If Candy!Jake dies, so does Ult!Dirk.

I’m going to leave this off by saying this: Ult!Dirk is still extremely self destructive. He claims he’s going to die once his job at playing god is finished, Paradox Space will rule the death as Just, and every single Dirk will be dead forever. If he ever meets Candy!Jake and learns that he’s not ultimate and one little splinter of himself will still survive when he dies, what the fuck is he going to DO?

THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK

[slightly-lonely-jonesy]

I had this conversation with my non jojo bestfriend today so I wanna talk abt this: do yall think stands are genetic for every average person or is only genetic with the Joestars? I mean like if someone in some average family had gotten a stand (randomly born with it, corpse part, arrow, devils hand etc) do you think their decendants would be born with stands too because of that or would it not affect them at all? I was thinking about this and originally I thought that it couldn't AT ALL be passed genetically but then like what about the Joestars because most of them developed stands when Dio got his stand (in Jonathan's body) due to their family connection or something. Except Jolyne i assume because she was not born at the time? However, Giorno wasn't alive at the time yet he was born with a stand it had just not fully awoken yet at first, perhaps it was because his mother was pregnant with him when Dio got the stand but at the same time im fairly sure she was with him afterwards? Since I'm only halfway though part 7 and I have not gotten up to 8 at all I cant fully say but from what I know every other character has been born with it randomly and it wasn't passed on by genetics, (Avdol, Polnareff, Kakyoin) was given to them by a stand arrow, (basically all of part 4 and 5 other than Josuke, Jotaro, Joseph and Giorno who are all Joestars that got their stands either from being a Joestar or their dad being Dio with Jonathan's body, ANOTHER JOESTAR) OR getting their stands from a corpse part/the devil's hand which i can't really have full say in because like I said I haven't finished part 7 (please no spoilers other than explaining anything i get wrong about them OR any new way to get stands in part 8 that i don't know) im genuinely curious and wanna know so if anyone wants to spend some time talking with me about this and telling me about anything I've missed and stuff im literally begging you because I love JoJo and I find it so interesting

Also sorry if this paragraph is confusing i was trying to get all my thoughts out to prove my point. I'm planning on going though and doing a full analysis once I finish reading JoJo however that may take a while because I like reading slow and I just thought that if someone who has already finished it and doesn't mind atleast summarising it would help me I'd get an answer to this question quicker 💀

[song-tam]

hey hey uh. roshan. i think i just kinda made a mistake i just.

i was w my cousins and theyre all like 5-11 years old and theyre all begging for a bedtime story and im the one designated to make them go to bed bc Oldest Child Responsibilities right?? and they just WONT go to sleep. so i give up and im like “fine what story do you want me to tell” and they all just shrug and its like wow THANKS guys thats SO helpful

and im too tired to make up anything rn so i think back to a fic i wrote a while back that wasnt shippy at all and i just. decide to swap out all the names and tell them that story for a couple minutes so they can just go to sleep please. but i like. forgot. how dark the story is.

((tw: murder, suicide)

basically its like when keefe was in the neverseen in lodestar what if he had to kill fitz to prove himself and he has no other choice so he does it but then his mind breaks and then he slowly just snaps but no one realizes it and then every time he looks at alvar he sees fitz so he kills alvar and then hes like dripping in blood when ruy finds him and ruy brings him to gisela and gisela starts threatening him with a sword and then keefe starts laughing and then he falls forward and impales himself. on that sword.)

anyways um. i started telling them that story. and i got up to the mind breaking part when i realized “oh okay this is not the kind of thing you should be telling five year olds” but then i was in too deep to stop and i tried just saying “im sleepy so part two is tmrw okay?” and they wouldnt LISTEN

so i just. kept telling the story. obviously toned down and all but i was like panicking still bc if i told my little cousins a story abt suicide they would FLIP and then their PARENTS would flip and it would be a huge mess

i got to the part where he kills alvar and my sister was like “is he gonna kill every single person he knows?” and im like “……..youre right! you guessed it! okay storytime over bc [sisters name] spoiled it sorry guys!!”

and then i ran away and now i am locked in the closet explaining all of this to you and wishing i could delete the last fifteen minutes of my life from existence

i hope youre having a better thursday night than i am 😭

oh my god aves that sounds like a super stressful situation to be in i'm so sorry that you had to deal with that asdjkfldjf 😭 but honestly same i never realize if a story is age appropriate or not until i start telling it and then it's like an "...oh fuck" moment

hopefully your cousins don't mention any of it to their parents or anything in case it doesn't go over well asjdklfjld but honestly i think you might be fine even if they do? like indian parents will be scandalized by hand holding but murder and gouging someone's eyeballs out is perfectly okay 👍

but yeah. praying for you and hoping youre doing good now <3 if they ask you to tell another story maybe just stick to fairy tales though? rumpelstiltskin always hits PLUS it has no romance lmao

[agentsoftie]

stitches and ditches

summary: y/n and spencer get in a fight. due to the fight y/n goes to the hospital where she gets taken. spencer has to find her before it’s to late

a/n: plot holes. plot holes everywhere. so i’m sorry for that, super sorry. also like i don’t really know how to write fight scene and stuff ig so sorry if it sucks. and i skipped like 3 classes for this, so don’t let it flop

warnings: fight, angry spencer, torture, a case, violent spencer (idrk what to call it) and whole lotta angst. i happy ending though! kinda, idrk

word count & pairing: spencer x (fem) reader & 4.1k

remember to like and reblog!!

It all started the day he came home from work. This was one of the longest trips he’d been on so you decided to make him his favorite. Pumpkin Pie. And god knows how hard it is to make pie, but you did it anyways, for him. It wasn't too late when he got home but It wasn't too early either. More like the time right after dinner and just before dessert. You had just got the pie out of the oven when you heard the door open and someone walk in.

“Spencer! Finally you’re home! How are you!” You said while he put his bag away. He didn't turn to look at you yet which was kinda weird since the first thing he does when he gets home is kiss you right on the lips. “Fine,” He mumbled while sitting down at the table still not looking at you. “Spencer, come on what’s wrong?” You asked while grabbing his hands, but he immediately retracted. Which made sense because of who he was, but you’re not gonna admit that it didn't hurt. “Nothing Y/N.”

You knew that something was wrong, and it didn't take a profiler to see that. Everything about him was just off. “Come on, it's me. You can tell me anything.”

“Y/N.” Spencer said in a deep tone. You’d never heard him like this or seen in that sense. He was always happy to see you, to be with you. And were with his too. “Spencer no, come on. I can see that you’re clearly not fine. So come on, open up.”

“Y/N I said I’m fine!” You were appalled. He had never raised his voice at you, but it was bound to happen one day, you just. You just were shocked. “Spencer,” You said in a low voice completely contradicting his loud yell. “What!”

“Spencer calm down!” You say yelling at him. Although you realized that yelling at someone to calm down probably wasn't the best way to do it.

“No Y/N, you need to just stop and shut up!” Shut up. That’s the first time he’s ever told you to shut up. Infact, you think it's the first time he’s ever told anyone to shut up.

“Spencer just talk to me! It’s not that fucking hard!”

“No Y/N it is. It's tremendously hard and you just wouldn't understand.”

“Just tell me. And I'll see if I understand. But don't just gatekeep your emotions and feelings.”

“Y/N I said no! Why cant you listen to simple fucking directions! It’s not that fucking hard!” Each and every time he yelled at you, it's like your heart physically broke. And you could feel it breaking. But how do you tell him to stop? All you wanted was to know how he feels. Was that really so hard?

“Spencer why the hell are you acting like this! I understand that your job is hard but that doesn't mean that you can pour all your anger out on me! And if you are gonna do that, you can at least do the kind thing and share how you feel! And what's wrong! I mean, is that really so much to ask!”

“Oh really, that's how you wanna play this! You think this is just a little game don’t you!”

“Game Spencer! You think I play this as a game! Well this game is my life!” You were drop dead angered at this point. “What in the world gives you the right to act like this! Please, explain!” All he does is scoff at you. “I'm not joking Spencer! Why the hell are you acting like this! You've changed!”

“Oh I’ve changed! Y/N you've changed! You're always trying to kiss up my ass! I mean jesus! All you want is money! Like god!”

“Oh I want money! Spencer! I don't need your pathetic money! It may not have dawned on you since you couldn't bother to care, but I make a good amount of money. Yeah, you’re not the only one who paid for this place. So stop acting like you are.”

“Oh wow! Haha, you sick son of a,” He stopped immediately after realizing what exactly he was saying.

“Say it Spencer! Finish the goddamn sentence!”

“Y/N, you know I wont.” He says in a shift of tone. Still equally as affecting though.

“Why? Huh? You've already said so much, just wrap it up with a nice little red bow on top!”

“Y/N, stop,” He said, his tone getting more and more demeaning by the second.

“Do it Spencer! Do it!”

“Goddamn it Y/N I said stop!!” He yelled before throwing a glass at the wall behind you. You both immediately shut up, as trying to process what just had happened. Did he actually just try to hurt you? No, Spencer would never do that. Would he? You touched the back of your head and felt blood on your ear. You looked down at the blood and Spencer walked towards you but all you did was pull back from his touch.

“Don’t,” You mutter in fright. Putting your hands up against his chest, but not touching. His eyes looked at you as if they were trying to say something but just couldn't. You grabbed your purse, keys, phone, a coat, and slipped into some shoes. “Y/N, where are you going?”

“To the clinic or hospital or whichevers open right now. To get this checked out and stitched up.”

“Y/N, come on just stay here. I can stitch it up. I can do everything. Just dont leave. Im sorry, okay. I- I don't know why I did that. I promise I didn't mean too.” He begs and pleads but you just can't say with him tonight. No, not tonight. Tonight was too bad, tonight was a dent that was not going to be fixed.

“I just can't, Spencer. Okay, not tonight. There’s some pasta in the fridge, and I love you… I guess.” And with that you got in your car and left leaving Spencer to just sit in his own tears. He just sat at the table thinking of everything he did wrong. Everything that went wrong. And the worst part is that absolutely nothing wrong or bad happened at work today. He was just exhausted, that's all. And instead of telling his girlfriend, he started a fight. And he knew that you were in the right, for everything.

“Hi, Y/N. I’m Dr. Michael Gray. And it looks like something happened to your ear.” He says while standing at the door.

“Oh hi! Haha. And um… I thought that nurses were supposed to, you know, stitch up stitches.”

“Oh yeah, well they are. But you’re just so gorgeous I pass up the offer.”

“Oh, haha,” You say, not knowing how to feel. Although there was one thing you knew, and that was that this was uncomfortable as hell. “Well, I mean I do have a boyfriend.” You said just so he wouldn't try to make any moves.

“Oh well hey! Do you have any siblings or friends? I'm fine with absolutely anyone and everyone.” He says while disinfecting your ear and pulling the glass out.

“You’re Pan?” You ask to distract yourself from the pain.

“Yeah. You’re not gonna request another doctor now right?” He asks while carefully taking out the glass and putting it on a white napkin in front of you. That was a big piece.

“No, of course not!” You say in offence. “How could you ever think that.”

“It happens a lot with people. Especially the pretty ones. They automatically get turned off when I tell them I like everyone. I don't care about your gender, just your personality and how you treat me.”

“Oh well I would never. And it sucks that-that happens.”

“Yeah. Okay, so here comes the fun part. Hey, how did you even get these stitches? Or, why do you need them? Like how did you get to this point?” He says while slowly stitching up your ear.

“Ha, I get it. You’re just fine. And all of this is due to my boyfriend.” You say in pain.

“Wait,” He stops doing what he’s doing and just stands there. “Your boyfriend did this?”

“Yes. And before you say anything else, I am not in an abusive relationship. Okay, he just had a bad day and I guess I made it even worse. And trust me, he didn't mean to do it.” You say as he finishes stitching up your ear.

“Do you have a place to stay tonight?” He asks while pouring out a liquid into a small cup.

“No.”

“Then, come stay with me. At my place. And here drink this, it’ll help with the pain. A lot.”

He says while giving you a small cup filled with what looked like to be a crushed up powder poorly mixed in with water. Or whatever that the liquid was.

“Oh no. We just met.” You spoke before drinking it.

“You got anywhere better to stay? Plus my shift ends in 5 so it would be the most practical decision.”

You knew that it was wrong. After everything that Spencer had told you. But for some reason you still went. Even though you knew you should have gone back home to Spencer. And god knows what he was doing right now. But you couldn't just let your pride fall and go home. That would be pathetic. “You know what, okay! I mean what the hell! You seem nice and I’m not in the mood to face him again. Or at least for now.”

“Sweet!”

“Just one question… are you gonna kill me?” It was a stupid question to ask, you know. But after everything that Spencer and his family have been through. And with what happened to haley, you just couldn't help but to ask.

“No Y/N, I’m not gonna kill you. Now come on, let me get logged out and let's leave this place. Oh and Y/N, you can call me Michael.” He says while taking off his lab coat.

“Okay Michael.”

He brought you into his car and the drive to his place felt like hours. Although you really couldn't remember most of it since you passed out a quarter way through. The last thing you do remember is him putting his hand on your thigh and looking over at you with a smirk.

It had been 3 days. 3 days since you left to get your ear stitched up. 3 days since Spencer had last seen you. Since you had seen him. Or any of your friends. 3 days since you left your life. In those 3 days, Spencer completely lost himself. All of the books were on the floor. The bed was an absolute mess. And the kitchen was left just as it was the night it happened. He, himself, was a mess. His hair had not been brushed. He was still wearing the same clothes. And he’d been surviving on coffee and granola bars.

“Guys, we got a new case, come on.” Penelope chimes as they all do paper work. Spencer can’t help but look at his phone every 2 minutes just waiting for a text or call or any sign of life and/or love.

“What’s wrong pretty boy?” Derek asks.

“Yeah, you've been acting tense lately.” JJ adds.

“Nothing, It’s just Y/N,” He gruffs.

“Do I smell relationship problems,” Derek says jokingly.

“Derek!” JJ scoffs. “What's wrong Spence?”

“Nothing I just… Look, something happened, and now she’s not answering any of my text and calls, and I'm starting to get worried. That's really all there is.”

“Well what happened exactly? To you know, make her leave I guess.” JJ asks.

“Um, we had an argument. A pretty bad one. I came home after the case. The Checkersfeild one. And um, I was just tired. And instead of telling her that, I got super mad and said some things that I regret. And also did a thing I regret. A lot. And I would explain everything to her if she answered whenever I called or texted but she didn't.”

“How bad was the argument?” She asks again.

“Pretty bad. It was our first, but it was really bad. Just words coming and pouring out.”

“Spencer, how long have you and Y/N been dating?” Derek asks in shock at the fact that he just said ‘first argument’.

“2 and half years now.”

“And you two have never fought? What's this secret that you're keeping from me.”

“Well you know, we had our mutual disagreements. And sometimes we argued a little but it was small and it lasted for like an hour. And right after we would apologize and everything would be okay. It would all be fine.” Spencer said, his voice got longer and slower as the words went on.

“Wow, um… Spencer. You really love her, don't you.” Derek asked.

“Yeah. I really do, don't I.” Spencer says while walking into the briefing room.

As everyone sat down Derek couldn’t help but to keep looking at him. He knew that Spencer was hiding something, he just didn't know what. Or how to figure it out.

“Okay everyone this is Isabella Stines. The latest victim of our new unsub. Police are calling him The Ditcher. Since, as you can see, they leave the body in ditches after what looks like hours and hours of tourture. 5 other people were found too. First was Mindy Kindle, then Jake Johnson. Next, Rosé Hinnings, then we have Jennifer Gordon. And last, and hopefully least, Kross Noing. The ‘K’ is silent.” Penelope says while everyone looks down at the picture of the crime scenes and blood smeared across the screen.

“Do they have anything in common?” Spencer asks just before his phone starts ringing. He immediately picks it up even though the rule that Hotch made up states that you can't answer phones when you’re in the briefing room getting briefed for a new case. “Y/N.” Spencer asks, not knowing who this was since he didn't have enough time to look at the caller ID. “No, this is Sharron Richard, her boss. She hasn't shown up to work for these past days and we’re getting worried. She has a case coming up and this is a big one for her. We’ve been trying to contact her, but she’s not answering. So we called you since she left you as her backup or whatever you call it. So, have you seen or heard from her?” Sharron asks over the phone.

“Um no I- I haven't.” Spencer mutters through the phone so no one except Sharron could hear it. Although that failed miserably.

“Oh, okay. Well if you hear from her, or see her anytime soon. Please tell her to contact us.” And with that the phone was hung up.

“Pretty boy what was that?” Derek asks.

“Uh, nothing. Just a call from Y/N’s work. Apparently she’s been missing. Although you already knew that so…” Spencer said while looking down at his phone more time, then putting it away. Everyone just gave him this weird look of dissatisfaction.

“Okay anyway, yes there are some similarities. And luckily, all of these are taking place here so you guys won't be flying out anywhere! Or wait, isn't that a bad thing?” Penelope exclaims.

“Garcia,” Hotch says in his natural stearn and damning voice.

“Sorry boss. Anyways, The ME found traces of propofol and thiopental in each of their systems. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's basically a drug that doctors use to get patients into a coma before surgeries and/or if it's needed medically.”

“So only doctors would have access to it?” Emily asks.

“Over here in Virginia, yes. There are no stores that sell it here due to too many people ODing.” Spencer answers. “Garcia, did the ME find any signs of sexual assault?”

“No they did not. Looks like it was just tourture.”

“Hey Garcia, did they have anything else in common?” Emily asks.

“Yeah check this out. Each of the victims have a medical visit to “The Charleston Hospital” the night before dying. Or getting captured at least. And, it looks like each of them came in after what looked like an action of abuse. It was hard to spot but luckily the bill got it.”

“Okay, thank you Garcia. JJ, Prentiss, come with me. We’re going to the crime scene. Rossi, you go to the ME. Morgan and Reid stay here and try to find some things and connections. And Garcia, you just do what you do best.” Hotch says while getting up.

Everyone was gone from the briefing room except for Garcia who was taking down some files, and Spencer, who was looking at the file. But one part in particular. Could it have happened. No, it couldnr have. Could it?

“Hey Garcia?” He asked.

“Yes sugar,”

“Can I get something?”

“Why of course, what is it that you need?”

“Um, I need records and security tapes.”

“Come with me my sweet child.” She says while walking out the door and into her office, or as she likes to call it, batcave.

“Okay here are the records for-” She got cut off by a frantic Spencer.

“No, not for them, but for Y/N Y/L/N.”

“Your girlfriend?” She asks.

“Yes, my girlfriend.”

“Um, okay. So yeah. It looks like she went to Charleston um about 3 nights ago for some stitches.”

“And the security tapes. From that night. Can you see where she went? Or if she got in her car?”

“You doubt me. Don't doubt me. Okay so here. It looks like she got into this car. But, it looks like there is someone with her. Im sorry Spencer.”

“Don't be. Just, what’s the licence plate numbers?”

“Um, 56HI90ZC3. Spencer, if you want, we can talk about it.” She says in a soft tone. Thinking that his girlfriend would be cheating on one of her friends.

“No not now. I just need you to track that car, can you do that?”

“Done. Okay so it looks like the last time the car was spotted was here, Cherry Ann Avenue. It looks like they took a turn in this field, and that's all.”

“Great, I need you to contact Hotch and Rossi, and tell them that we got the guy.”

“On it. But, hey do you wanna talk about it?”

“Garcia, we don't have any time. Someone I love is in danger and I don't wanna waste a single second.”

You woke up to the smell of blood, the sound of crickets, and a gut wrenching pain, everywhere across your body.. Crickets everywhere. You looked down to see many cuts. Cuts all over your body, everywhere. And in one place, you swear you saw a knife. What had happened? How long was I out? You tried to remember everything but all you could was getting in a fight with Spencer and then getting in a car with a doctor. Or a nurse, or whoever they were.

“Ah, so you're up.” Michael said as he walked up from the shadows behind him.

“Who are you and what do you want?” You say trying your best to back away from him but something ties you down.

“You forgot who I am already. I must have added a little more meds in there for you. Huh, well that's alright. I’m Michael. More professionally, Dr. Michael Gray.” You just sat there trying to hear him over the intense pain you were in. Almost as if you'd been stabbed 100 times, maybe you had, who knows. “You see, your boyfriend was being the abusive piece of shit he is and so now I'm helping you. Helping you get better.”

“You sick bastard. You're not helping me, you're causing me pain.” You say as he gets closer and closer to your face.

“Shut up!!” He says as he slaps you. “I know what I’m doing!! Do you know how many people I’ve put out of misery!!” He yells in your face. You can feel the spit reaching your face as he does this.

“You’ve hurt those people. You've put them through pain. So much pain. Instead, you could have helped them. But this, this is not help, no this is torture, abuse, assult.”

“I SAID SHUT UP!!” He yelled while throwing the metal tray on the table across the room. “YOU KNOW WHAT, MAYBE WHAT YOU'RE PATHETIC LITTLE BOYFRIEND DID TO YOU WAS GOOD. YOU DESERVED IT!! Don't deserve me, or my help!”

You were shocked. You were scared. You were terrified. But you didn't want to admit it. And the sad part is, all he truly wanted to do is help you. But just at that moment you heard sirens. Sirens everywhere, and they got louder and louder until you saw the colors. Flashing up against the brown wooden wall and the shag carpeting on the floor.

Suddenly you heard a loud bang, the door had come down. “Michael Gray!” You heard someone yell. “Michael, we know what you've done, and we know that you’re here!”

“No, this can't be happening. No no no no no. NO!” He yelled in panic. The most stupid thing to do when you’re trying to hide.

Suddenly 3 people came rushing to the room. One of them happened to be your boyfriend. Who ran over to you immediately without any hesitation.

“Hey Y/N, it's me, Spencer. You're gonna be okay.” He said while holding you. All you did was smile and nod. You wanted to tell him that you loved him, but you just couldn't. You were so sore and tired. And all you wanted to do was go to sleep. Even though you knew that you shouldn't have since, well, you know. You would probably die. But you just couldn't help it.

You woke to a bright light. Or multiple in this case. Why was everything so white. White hurts people. You felt a tug to your hand as you saw who was holding it, Spencer. He stayed. And for god knows how long. He was asleep, and you didn't want to wake him. Poor boy looked like he hadn't gotten any sleep for the past week or so. You checked the clock as the time read 10:37pm. Perfect, just the most perfect time to wake up. You tried to grab your phone, but you had to stretch to get it, and you were not doing that.

Spencer, although woke up from your failed attempt at grabbing your phone. “Y/N, you're awake.” He said dreamily with his eyes half shut.

“Hi Spencer.”

Once he truly realized what was going on, he jumped up from his seat and gripped your hand tighter than before. “Y/N baby, how are you? Are you okay?”

“Well, truthfully. No, I am not okay. I mean, I just got tortured for god know how long, and I think I’ve been asleep. But again, I don't know how long. And oh god, I had my case that I’ve been working on for the past 6 months that was supposed to happen and I missed it!” You say as if the world was ending. He just looks at you. No emotion, just stares.

“Y/N it’s okay. I sorted that out, don't worry. You’re just okay. Why did you go with them anyway?”

You don't know how to respond. Do you tell him everything, or tell him nothing at all. Do you leave out some bits? No, he deserves to hear the whole truth. “Spencer, after what happened that night, I was terrified of what was gonna happen if I came home. And my friends were out of town. So I really had no choice.”

“Y/N,” His voice cracked. “I am so sorry for what I did to you. I truly didn't mean to do that, it just happened. And I don't know why.”

“I know.”

“You probably hate me, and I get that. I would hate me too if I were you. I mean, look at what I put you through. I’m so sorry. And I understand if you wanna breakup and stuff. But, I just wanna say that I love you. I truly do.”

“Spencer,” You say while looking down at your hands, then back up. “I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Not after everything you’ve done for me. I love you, I do.”

He just smiled and kissed you on your forehead. “Y/N, you wanna about it?”

“Talk about what?”

“Everything that happened today.”

“Sure, but how about we talk about everything that happened the other day. I mean, I made you pie Spencer, Pie!” He just sat there while you were laughing looking into your eyes. “I love you.” He said. You just smiled and held his hand, “I love you too.”

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Great Outdoors || Ch. 1 {{ Kid Blink x Mayors Daughter OC}}

A/N: hiya! so here's somethings you might wanna know about the story!

1. it's a kid blink x oc story, the oc is the mayors daughter. based off of his line in King Of New York (92sies version) where he says 'a saturday night with the mayors daughter'

2. i included their accents, but not like too much? let me know if you think i should write it with less of an accent or more of an accent.

3. this is based off of the 1992 version but includes some characters from the Broadway version. any character in both versions are based off the 1992 version. for example: racetrack, david, jack, les, mush, ect. are all based off of the 1992 version

4. i won't be writing any of the songs, because it's harder to do that. if you think i should include songs, let me know!

5. i swear the other a/n after this will be way shorter-

word count: 4375

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Heat stuck to her skin as she slipped out the window of her room. In New York, the middle of summer scorched everyone who dare leave their fanned homes. It also scorched those who worked outdoors, or burned those who didn't have homes. But Juliet was willing to take the chances of getting sun burned, she needed to get out of her room.

She had been reading for hours, there was really nothing else to do. Reading for 6 hours tends to get boring, especially when all the books you can read are about wars. Most of the war books were historically incorrect anyways. She swore to one day rewrite every historical book she read, but make it accurate.

She ran down the fire escape and took in the scene of the hot Manhattan streets. She had no idea what to do, Juliet rarely left her house and when she did, it was with her father in a carriage. Without a map or guide to help her, she let her feet lead her through the streets.

"Hiya, ma'am," A boy said exhaustedly, tipping his cap at her, "Care ta hear todays news? The World seems ta want everyone ta know there was a baby born with two heads!"

"Hiya, ma'am," A boy said exhaustedly, tipping his cap at her, "Care ta hear todays news? The World seems ta want everyone ta know there was a baby born with two heads!"

"Oh, well, sure! Is a quarter alright?" Juliet asks, pulling out a quarter from her pocket.

"Ma'am, a pape is only 1 penny!" He smiled at her as he took his cap off and wiped his forehead, "Please, I really couldn't take any more than a penny from a sweet girl like you."

She flushed with embarrassment, "I'm so sorry, I've never been out in the city on my own before. I promise you, loosing a quarter sure doesn't affect me much."

"Thank ya, ma'am," The boy grinned, trading the paper for her coin, "Ya said ya'd neva been on da streets?" Juliet nodded, scratching her arm as the feeling of embarrassment bubbled inside her. "Care ta wander with me?"

"Well- I'm sure you're busy, right? I'd hate to intrude," She rambled.

"Ma'am! I'm free all day, honestly. I'd love ta show ya around, if you're up for it o' course!" He admitted with an honest smile, "Come carry da banner with me for a few more minutes and I'll show you good 'ol Manhattan!"

"Thank you-" She started, pausing to silently ask him for his name.

"Kid Blink," He smiled, "Wanna try sellin' a pape, ma'am?" He offered a newspaper to her, which she hesitantly took and turned to look at people walking by.

Juliet raised the paper and called out, "Daily news!"

A chuckle came from behind her, "All due respect, ma'am. You gotta yell out a headline or a story!" Her cheeks went red with embarrassment but she nodded, flipping through the paper quickly.

"Baby born with 2 heads! ... Medical anomaly!" She added, someone rushed towards her and handed her a penny for the paper. "I did it!"

"Great job, miss! Oh, keep the penny, ma'am!" Kid Blink stated sincerely as Juliet attempted to give him the penny, "Da quarter ya gave me has got me set for longer den a week!"

--

Juliet admired the boy, for he had great talent when it came to selling newspapers. When she had bumped into him, he had been carrying a whole stack of papers. A stack that looked plenty heavy. However, not once did he complain nor even look for a second as if he might drop them. He just kept carrying them and calling out headlines. Within 10 minutes of meeting him, his stack of papers were all sold.

"Honestly, ma'am, the streets of Manhattan ain't got much to see," Kid Blink explained earnestly, "Oh! I gotta place that's got some good wadda, want to go there?"

She grinned, "I'll admit, I'm a little hungry. I don't know any other restaurants, so if you say the place is good, all I can do is believe you! Lead the way, Kid Blink."

"Please, ma'am, call me Blink!" He stated, starting to walk away. She walked close behind him, nervous from stories her father had told her about the streets, "You alright, miss?"

"Peachy," She lied, "So, you, uh, do this everyday?"

Blink nodded, "Everyday! Carry the banner, eat if I'se got the money, sleep, den do it all again!"

"That's gotta be rough, how old are you?" Juliet asked.

"14, ma'am," Kid Blink replied before turning to her, "How old are you?"

"14," Juliet answered, "It's insane you're doing this everyday, living like this."

He smiled at her and tipped his cap, "Jus' life, ma'am!"

They stood together in front of a restaurant, the sign above it read Tibby's. Kid Blink turned to Juliet with a grin then moved to hold open the door for her. She nodded at him before cautiously stepping in, feeling the boy press against her as he closed the door behind him.

"Blink!" A boy called from a table, waving him over. Kid Blink looked at Juliet and nodded at the table full of boys then started walking over to them. She let her head fall down as she walked close behind him.

"Hiya, boys!" Blink grinned, sliding into the seats and shoving another boy into the wall so Juliet could sit down too, "This is, uh-"

"Juliet," she stated nervously, "Juliet Adams."

One boy joked, "Say, Adams is da mayors last name. You his daughter?"

"Yeah," She laughed, obviously very scared.

They all gaped at her. Kid Blink laughed and wiped the sweat off his forehead, "I woulda neva guessed. Anyways, Ms. Adams, this here is Racetrack, Elmer, Mush, and Skittery." The named boys grinned and waved at her as their names were called.

"Nice to meet you all," Juliet said, "Do you all work as newsies?"

Racetrack nodded, "Yes, ma'am. Now, I've gotta ask. What did 'ol Blink here say ta get ya ta come all da way over here wit 'im?" Blink rolled his eyes and ran his hand through his hair before placing his cap on his head again.

"Well, you see, I've never really left my house, not on my own at least. Kid Blink offered to show me around the city!" Juliet explained before looking at a menu above the register, "What do you boys usually get?"

"Wadda," Elmer states, then adds with a shrug, " 'Ts free."

She glanced around the table, assuming it was a joke, but was met with honest faces. She shook her head, "Why don't you all get some food. I'll pay, don't worry."

Kid Blink interfered, "Ms. Adams, we couldn't possibly let you pay for us-"

"Call me, Juliet, or Julie, all of you. Honestly, you've helped me a lot today, Kid Blink. It's the least I can do to make sure you all have full stomachs for at least a day. Let me pay, please," She pleaded. He looked at her and sighed and nodded before looking over the menu.

"She's a gift from the gods!" Elmer exclaimed, leaning over the table excitedly and giving her a hug. She laughed and pat the golden-retriever-like boy on the cheek.

Skittery nodded in agreement and Albert joked, "An angel me thinks. Think Big Man'll miss her if we keep her?"

"The mayor or God?" Racetrack asked before drinking his water.

Elmer looked at her with a look of fear, "Think he'll try to chop off our heads?" She laughed and shook her head.

"If anything, I'll be the headless one. He'll kill me once I get home. It's already getting dark," Juliet stressed, "I should be heading back after you all eat."

And so the boys and the girl, who had been isolated her whole life, joked and laughed together over plates of food. They begged and begged to help her and chip in for the bill, but she stubbornly refused. Eventually they were forced out of the building due to the 'dinner rush.'

Racetrack had joked, "By dinner rush, he means 5 customers who actually buy da food instead of drink all his wadda!'

They talked for a while longer before reaching the lodging house where 4 out of the 5 boys retreated into the building after waving goodbye to Juliet. Kid Blink lingered behind, hesitant to let her go alone through Manhattan at night. She insisted she would be fine, but Blink knew better than to not trust his gut instinct.

"I'm walking ya home, I cant let you walk alone during da night. 'Specially cuz ya don't know da streets all too well," He explained earnestly.

"I'm sure I'll be fine! Honestly, how dangerous can it be? Besides, won't it be dangerous for you to walk back alone?" She asked.

"Nah! I know dese streets like da back of my hand!" Blink reassured her as he lead her through the streets, "What's it like being da mayors daughter?"

Juliet sighed, "It's not horrible, but he never lets me leave the house. The only time I get to leave is to go with him in a car to some meeting he has. All I do is study. Don't get me wrong, I know I'm lucky. I have a consistent roof over my head, a consistent food source, and I'll never run out of money or new clothes. But what's the point if I don't ever get to talk to anyone?"

"I see," He nodded, "Hey, me an' da boys may not be rich or have any of dat food stuff often, but we sure as hell is a family! Life is worth the living as long as you got good friends to live it with. You ain't neva had no friends ever?"

She chuckled a little and shook her head, "Sure, I've had friends. They were all quite rude and stuck up, though. I sure hope I don't come off that way to you-"

"No, ma'am. You ain't stuck up, don't worry 'bout it!" Kid Blink told her, stopping at the house that towered over them. "Nice place ya got here."

"Thank you," She grinned, "Oh, and thanks for showing me around, Kid Blink."

He tipped his hat and nodded, "My pleasure, Ms. Adams."

"Juliet," She corrected.

"How 'bout Jules?"

"That works too, Blink."

She ran up the fire escape and waved at him from the top. He gave a short wave before turning back around to head back to the lodging house. Juliet tapped on the railing, deciding on what to say to the boy. She groaned and cupped her hands around her mouth.

"Kid Blink!" She shouted, "Think I could help you sell some more papers tomorrow?"

"It would be an honor to spend another day with you! I'll be here tomorrow with some papes, all right?" Blink yelled back, a grin playing on his lips.

"All right! Thank you, Blink!" She waved again before smiling widely and running back into her room.

"Julie?" A voice boomed from downstairs, Juliet cringed.

"Coming Father!" She called, going through her door and down to his office.

He continued to work on the papers laid out in front of him as he talked to her, "I'm sorry about our argument today. Thank you for keeping quiet. I've decided that you can go outside tomorrow, on your own. I trust you, for the most part. Just stay away from those newsboys, got it?"

Her eyebrows furrowed and she tilted her head at him, "What's wrong with the newsboys?"

"Flirts! All of them," He explained angrily, "Dirty and aggressive too!"

"All right, Father. I'll steer clear of the newsboys," She sighed. As she walked back to her room, she laughed to herself. Of course she wouldn't stay away from the newsboys, not like she listened today, right? Kept quiet, She thought, more like wasn't here to make noise.

--

Juliet woke up the next morning, already feeling the heat from outside, and rushed to her window in hopes to see the newsboy from the day before. Much to her dismay, he was not there. She decided not to stress, maybe he slept in or sold all of his papers already.

"Morning, Father!" She called as she walked into the kitchen, she gave him a kiss on the cheek, "I'm heading out now!"

"Stay safe, Juliet! And remember," He stated firmly, "Stay away from the newsboys!"

She rolled her eyes, "Yes, Father!" Then she was out the door, a wave of heat pushing against her. Juliet smiled before running off towards The World building.

Boys crowded around the town square, shouting and pushing into each other. She looked around and tried to push through the crowd, the kids all backing away from where she was. Juliet looked for familiar faces but couldn't see anyone.

"Ma'am! Ms. Adams! Juliet!" Elmer called out happily, pushing past everyone and bouncing over to her, "Watcha doing in these parts?"

She had to shout over the chaos to be heard, "Kid Blink said he would meet me at my house with papers, but he didn't! Did something happen? Do you know where he is?"

He grinned goofily at her, "Oh, boy, are you in fah a treat! We'se newsboys is on strike! Pulitzah raised the pape prices, so we'se don't sell till he puts it back! C'mon, Blink is over here!" Elmer grabbed her hand and pulled her through the crowd to the very front.

"- Gotta be ambastards and go tell the others that we're on strike!" A boy who stood in front the building shouted. Juliet was dragged by Elmer to stand next to Kid Blink, who turned to her and smiled.

"Say, Jack, we'll take Harlem!" Blink called out to the boy, Jack, and grabbed Juliet's arm.

"Good- Who's dat?" Jack asked the other newsies, Blink and Juliet were already gone.

"Da mayors daughter! Anyways, I got Midtown!" Race shouted before running off.

"Mayors daughter?" He shouted in confusion, but they ignored him and people continued to call out turfs they would go to.

--

"Sorry, Jules. Honest ta God, I'se was gonna go get ya! But, the price raise was ridiculous! Anyways, we'se goin' ta Harlem, tell dem about da strike! Dat alright with you?" Kid Blink asked after rambling.

She grinned, "Sure! Oh, guess what? My Father finally decided to let me go out freely, so I don't have to sneak away anymore."

"Nice! How'd ya manage ta convince 'im?" He questioned. They walked together through the streets, Kid Blink pulling his shirt to try and give himself some cool air.

"I don't know! Said he was happy that I didn't make any noise after the conversation yesterday! So, he's letting me out freely and he said..." She paused hesitantly.

Blink looked at her and tilted his head curiously, "What? What did he say?"

Juliet groaned and looked at him, "He told me to stay away from the newsboys. I won't, of course! But it's just- I don't get him. It's hard work, isn't it? I think you should all be admired, working this hard at such a young age with no one treating you fairly."

He laughed, "Thanks, miss! Sure is hard work, but we'se don't complain! Now, when we get ta Harlem, just ignore everything dey say. If dey make you uncomfortable, let me know, alright? I'll soak 'em! Or we can just leave. Whatever's easiest!"

"Thanks, Blink. Let's go," She said hesitantly, walking with him into the new borough.

A young boy ran towards them, "Hiya, Kid! And- pretty goil! Hi! Watcha here for?"

"Gotta talk ta Stitch," He explained, "He here, Scram?"

"Well, I reckon he's out by our circulation building! Trying ta calm down all da boys n' stuff! Hear bout the prices?" The boy, Scram, asked them.

" 'Course we did, Scram. That's what we're here to talk 'bout, 'Hattan newsies is on strike," He explained.

"Strike? Ya crazy! Ya know dat means makin' no money, right?" Scram questioned them, absolutely baffled by the idea of loosing a days pay.

"We know, Scram," Blink sighed, "But listen, if we don't work, they'se don't make money either. They need us! They gotta put the price back up soona o' later!"

Scram gave them a look, "I dunno, Blink! Think da World, Journal, and da Sun, and all of dem can go longer then we can without making money!"

"If we get all of da newsies togedda, they can't ignore us!" He explained, hoping to get through to Scram.

"Whateva ya say, Blink! C'mon, I'll take ya two ta Stitch. See what he gotta say 'bout it!" Scram nodded to the side before walking off. Juliet shrugged at Blink and they both started following him. There was havoc everywhere around the circulation building. People were shouting at each other and pushing each other into the floor. She walked close to Blink and Scram, trying to stay away from the fists people were throwing.

"Stitch!" Scram called out, tugging on the shirt of a boy about a foot taller than him. The boys shirt was tight on his arms and completely unbuttoned. His brown suspenders tugged at his shoulder, probably chaffing him. He had multiple scars all over his chest.

"What Scram? What?" Stitch groaned, shaking the boy off his arm.

"Kid Blink and a goil is here to talk to you about somethin'!" Scram explained.

The boy tipped his hat at Juliet, "Ma'am," Then spit in his hand and shook hands with Blink, "Kid Blink. What's up?"

"Well- We- 'Hattan-" Blink attempted to speak but couldn't talk over the yelling. Stitch looked to Scram and nodded at him.

Scram grinned widely and screeched, "Scram! Da bulls!" Everyone froze, stopped yelling and fighting, and bolted away. Scram waved to them, tipped his hat at Juliet, and ran off with everyone else.

"We'se on strike over in 'Hattan. We want you to join too!" Kid Blink explained.

Stitch hesitated, "Oh, I dunno, Blink! We won't make any money at all! We don't like da price either, but it's hard ta make no money at all. All dem newspaper big shots could go months without making money!"

"Yeah, but they can't ignore us if we get all da newsies in New York!" Blink tried to convince him.

"What's Brooklyn doin'? What'd they say?" Stitch asked.

Blink sighed, "I dunno yet."

"Look, when ya get the nod from Brooklyn, come back. Alright? Get the nod from Brooklyn and you can count on Harlem," Stitch promised. Kid Blink sighed again but nodded.

Juliet tilted her head, "So, Harlem is just a bunch of followers? Can't make your own decisions? Seems like Brooklyn is more the leader of Harlem than you are, Stitch." Both boys looked taken aback by her statement.

"No way, ma'am! It's just- We ain't gonna win dis thing if we ain't got Brooklyn!" Stitch explained.

"Oh! You guys aren't strong enough to help us, right?" She instigated.

"Yeah we are!" Stitch groaned, "Fine. Count us in, alright? The second you guys give up, or show any sign of giving up, Harlem is out. Got it?"

"Got it! Thanks, Stitch," Blink smiled, spitting in his hand and sticking it out for Stitch. He spit in his own hand and shook hands with Kid Blink.

"No problem, Blink. Now, as Scram would say, scram! I got to prepare me boys for a strike," He chuckled. Juliet started off, but Stitch grabbed Blinks arm and whispered to him, "Great gal, pretty too. If we get all da newsboys in one place with her, she's gonna be snatched up quick. Beat 'em to it, Blink. Or someone else will." Kid Blink rolled his eyes at Stitch and tugged his arm away, running to catch up with Juliet.

--

"Jack! What did Spot say?" Race asked as soon as he saw the leader.

"He was concerned 'bout us being serious, you believe that?" Jack scoffed.

The boys looked amongst themselves before Race spoke up, "I dunno Jack. None of da burrows will join us without the O.K. from Brooklyn."

"Wrong! None of da burrows except for Harlem. Harlem'll be here," Blink shouted as he ran over to them with Juliet.

"Awesome! Nice job, Blink," Jack praised.

He shook his head, "Not me. All thanks ta Juliet!"

"I knew she was an angel!" Elmer gushed, grabbing the girls hands and grinning at her.

One newsboy nudged another, "Looks like one too!" Blink shoved the boy who made the comment with his elbow.

"Shut up, Romeo."

The boy who had been nudged the first time laughed, "He told you!"

Said boy, Romeo, rolled his eyes, "Shut up, Henry."

"So what? We got Harlem, how does that help us? Gives us maybe 50 more kids? We should call it off, Jack. We need Brooklyn," A boy stated glumly. Jack looked at Davey, who Juliet had learned was the co-leader of the strike, with desperation evident in his eyes. David nodded and started to sing.

--

Juliet honestly didn't know how she ended up on the floor. Before, she was listening to the boys singing and watching them dance. At one point, Kid Blink pulled her up to dance with him and the others. She danced with them, but not for long due to the circulation bell ringing. The newsies charged and shouted at what they called 'scabs.'

Then, she was getting shoved all around. She was on the floor and looking to get out. Harlem came running in to help Manhattan, fighting scabs right along with them. Stitch noticed Juliet's struggles and grabbed her arm, yanking her to her feet. He shoved her to Scram, who took her and lead her out of the crowd.

"Hey, Scram!" Julie said breathlessly, smiling down at the young boy as she caught her breath.

"Hiya, ma'am. Ya alright?" Scram asked her.

She nodded, "No need for the formality, Scram. Call me Juliet, or Ms. Adams if you really insist to be formal."

"Okay, Ms. Adams! We gotta run, da bulls is comin'!" He shouted at her, noticing the police running into the circulation building. Scram grabbed her arm and dragged her away.

--

"Ms. Adams, please take some wadda," Scram begged her, but she refused. She didn't want them to waste any water on her.

"I'm all right, Scram. I promise. Do you think Kid Blink and all the others are all right?" She asked him. He shrugged.

"I dunno, Ms. Adams, but I can check fa ya!" He grinned and bounced excitedly.

"No! It's fine! Relax, Scram, take a running break. I'll check in with them tomorrow," Juliet assured. Stitch walked up to them and sat down behind her on a crate.

"You alright.. Uh.. Wat's ya name?" He asked.

"Juliet Adams," She replied.

Stitch nodded, "Ya alright, Ms. Adams?"

"Yeah," She reassured, "What happened after the police came?"

"Dey only got one guy, 'Hattan guy. The gimp," Stitch reported, "Dey didn't back down though. Still won't quit. We'll be there 'gain tomorrow." Juliet nodded. "Stitch, introduce her to the boys. Have Charles walk her home, got it?"

"Yessir!" Scram called and walked over to a group of boys. "Hiya, guys! This here is Juliet Adams! Ms. Adams, this is Charles, John, Skippy-"  Juliet swore he kept talking for a hour. There was about 25 boys she was being introduced to, maybe one day she'd actually keep track of them all. She just nodded as he kept listing off names and pointing at boys.

Juliet just kept nodding, "It's very nice to meet you all. I really must be heading home now, though. Thank you for everything, Scram. Tell Stitch I said thanks too, okay?" Scram nodded excitedly and waved at her as she walked off.

"Wait up!" A boy called, running up next to her, "C'mon, I'll walk ya home. I'm Charles."

"Thanks, Charles. Hey, were you at the circulation building in Manhattan, today?" She asked him.

"Yes, ma'am," He nodded, "Wherever Stitch is, I'm there too."

"I see. Gotta follow the leader, right?" Juliet joked.

Charles blushed and adjusted his cap, "Something like dat. Think we can win?"

"The strike? From what I know, Brooklyn basically leads most of the burrows, right? After today, Spot Conlon, whoever that is, will know we won't back down," She started, "Hopefully, he'll join us after seeing what happened today. Then we'll have all the other turfs. We'll be unstoppable with all of them. We're bound to win."

"Well, I guess you're right. Unstoppable, huh? I like the sound a' dat," He grinned.

"Me too," She smiled, "This is my house. Thank you for walking me here, Charles. I really appreciate it. I'll see you at the circulation building tomorrow."

He tipped his hat at her before walking away, "Bye, miss!"

--

Juliet walked through the doors of her home, "I'm back, Father."

"Dear! How was your day?" He called back to her.

"Good. I really just walked around, I sat by the Brooklyn bridge and just looked over the scenery," She lied.

He huffed in acknowledgement, "Hear about the newsie strike? I think the streets are gonna be too dangerous. I want you to stay inside again-"

"Father!" Juliet sighed, "You can't do that! I've finally had a taste of freedom. Let me stay out, please? I promise you, I'll be extremely careful."

"Fine. Just," He paused, "Stay away from them, okay? They're already getting violent. Don't get hurt, if you do, you'll be stuck inside until you're an adult, got it?"

She rolled her eyes but nodded, "Yes, Father. I'm going to sleep now." She ran up the stairs to her room and groaned as she sat on her bed. She wouldn't stay away from the newsboys. Maybe she wanted to rebel, maybe she like their company. Her Father was right about one thing, they were already getting violent. And although she couldn't pull herself away, she was scared of getting sucked into the angry force of the newsboys union.

--

a/n: uhhh sorry if this sucked i havent written in a while but i hope you enjoyed!!

[josephjohnblogs]

Joseph ranid

"THE CURSE KISS OF MY BEST FRIEND "

In the province of "Malayang Pag-ibig"  there was two best friends living in the town, namely Josh and Vince, Josh and Vince are bestfriends for 10 years there were childhood since birth. Josh is Gay, brilliant, cute, he loves to dance, Reading story, in Short he is  talented. Meanwhile Vince is straight Guy, handsome,  silent but dangerous,  also he is varsity player and Campus crush. Because of his handsomeness  all Girls, gays ,teachers in the university  admire his charismatic beauty. His nose so pointed, lips like flavoured  melon, eyes are caramel brown, eyebrows are thick, in short Vince is almost perfect guy.

In the first day of school josh are so agitated " Oh my god!  Im so excited i can't wait to see my friend's. Especially my best friend Vince,  ughhh! My hero iloveyou very much."

And yes josh have crush on vince secretly, and who wouldn't like Vince hello?  His  perfect guy and  vince  didn't know josh like him. and when josh saw vince wearing a uniform at the school gate, he was startled and his heartbeat accelerated and restless. Vince said " hey josh ! How are you? we haven't seen each other for a long time. hey? Are you okay? why are you so upset?

 and once they entered the school, vince threw josh on his shoulder, and josh liked what vince had done to him, but vince had know for a long time that his best friend was gay.

every hour and minute they could not be separated no matter what happened. they went to school together, they ate together at the canteen at the same time and returned home together, as if they were really siblings. so josh is very fond of vince's actions on him even though vince is a stright guy. even though josh has no hope of loving  vince, josh are still praying. And happy and contended of what relationship they had.

one night  josh lay in bed and asked himself, why am i so worried about him? Why im so obsess on him?  maybe if i was just  a girl  vince would really love me , duh! Never mind That!

and when josh's phone rang, someone texted him, so he quickly looked at his phone  because  he thought  vince had texted him . but josh was right  he feels excitement  Vince says  " dude ? Please help me with my assignment , its so hard to find the answer  because i can't memorize the formula dude, please i know you can do it, you are my brilliant best friend.

 Josh reply: " HAHA don't me Vince you never can't go through your jokes

Vince reply : "okey i know it! Please help me dude im begging you

Josh reply:Okey! Okey!  I will help you but there's one condition.

Vince: what is that?

Josh: you have to kiss me  joke!

Vince:  ha? What ? are you crazy dude? No way. Im sorry i can't do that dude

Josh:  haha it was joke dude your so serious. Okey fine I'll do it for you

Vince:  thank you so much dude your the best. Im so thankful your my best friend

 

And now Josh starting making assignment for vince, and he feel  inspired to do the assignment  and he quickly accomplished the assignment of vince,Thats the power of love.

One day the university president announced that there we're be no class today, josh and vince were so happy. The good news is vince all his  family were on vacation except him because he have on class.  And that vince asked josh to invited  to join  him at vince house,  because his family are not around. He was the only one in the house. "Because i have new movie josh we are going to have movie marathon and you could sleep with me ". And  josh no longer and he said yes dude! that's great. Lets go

"Your excited hah! "Vince reply

After  few hours later vince and josh are in the house, and they so much enjoy watching love story movies. And when they saw a kissing scenes  on the movie they watch, they stared each other and laughing.  Few minutes josh start staring on vince  red melon lips, he can't wait to kiss him right now. And  he kissed him slowly  and vince was motionless, he was shocked, on what josh did do to him. Josh taste now the softness and gentleness of his red melon flavoured

Lips, he felt the sweetnees of vince lips. And vince pushed josh away

Because vince  didn't like what he did.

Vince; Dude? Hey what are you doing?  Why you kissed me?

Josh; Im sorry dude i didn't mean to kiss you im sorry.

Vince; no! I dont like what you do to me! You should go right now! I don't want to see you dude! This is not right!  You don't have to do this because we are both guy.

Josh; dude ! I'm sorry i was just taken to the movie 

Vince; no! Dude  leave me alone

Josh; dude sorry' I just want to tell you im gay and  cant wait to express my feelings for you i have crush on you since  from the start,  i love you dude. 

Josh are crying in front of vince.

Vince; i know that dude that your gay i  know already that! Since from the start  You don't have to hide your gender!  And yes i know you love me dude but your feelings was wrong! And your my best friend and i cant let you do this to me.  Leave me alone!  now!

Josh; but vince?

Vince; leave!!! Now!

Then suddenly  josh cried in front of vince and he  took the bag  and go to home right away, meanwhile vince was crazy right now he don't know what to do! He can't even forget that moment,  beacuse that is the  first time he kiss with other guy, and he resented what josh had done to him and thats  a big yuck for him. Until he going to sleep he  couldn't forget that he cant sleep.

 

And he asked himself  

Why josh did that to me? why did josh kiss me? i'm a boy and he knows that, but why does it feel like electricity is flowing down my lip as josh kisses

as if there was electricity on my lips, I could taste the sweetness and softness of  his lips

 I dont understand why im still remember that, i felt the pressure of his lips.  Vince  your not gay! Your straight okey! You have to forget that!  It just a nightmare. You don't have to inlove with that guy.

Then after what happened josh and vince was no longer together, and vince never talk to josh anymore after what josh did, it was so sad because josh trying his best to beg  vince but he still rejected. Vince is so dull that josh was in front of him but seems like josh is spirit that cant be seen, touch and smell.

After ten years  josh and vince accidentally meet in the store, their eyes gaze for a minute and flash it to the past what relationship they had.

But  josh are still hoping  that he still have a chance, He bravely walk towards to vince that there's a chance to fix the problem  and bring back their relationship being bestfriend.

And josh said; hey! How are you?

But vince didn't respond, hes busy with he's cellphone.

Josh shout to vince: i miss  you vince!

 Then Vince starting to cry  and reply ; im sorry dude im sorry what I've done to you. I really miss you .

Then vince hug him very tight, And he asked him for forgiveness. They  crying like a baby.

Josh: it's  okay dude I'm  the reason  why our friendship  goes like this.

Vince: But still sorry

In that moment  josh and vince solved their  misunderstanding and that moment  vince revealed  a confession to josh.

Vince: Dude I'm sorry  for pushing you away.

Josh: it's okay  dude

Vince: For almost  10 years  i just felt that without  you in my side there's  a missing  piece  in me that my girlfriend  can't  replaced.

Josh: what do you  mean?

Vince : Josh, i like you  since you're gone.

 

Josh can't  process  in his head what he heard

Josh: So you  mean you like me but why you did not search  me since then.

Vince: I find myself  first so that I'm ready to find you.

Vince: but since then that you are here there's no  need to search all i want to do is hug you  and embrace  you.

 

Vince try to embrace  josh but

Josh: Vince how about  your  girlfriend?

Vince: Shh there's  no need to worry we broke up 5 years  ago.

I just want to jail you in my side so that  you can't  escape

Josh feel overwhelmed  on what he heard coming from vince mouth.

Josh: Omay Vince (blush)

After what happened  in the store  some costumers stop for a while  and watch josh and vince  hug each other.

 

Vince: Maybe it's  not to late josh

Josh: what?

Vince: Can I court My bestfriend? To turn it my lover

Josh: Vince are you  out of your  mind?

Vince: No josh I'm  so serious Can I court you?

Josh: Ofcourse  Yes !

Vince: Yes?

Josh: Yes

Vince: Oh God Thank you, he said yes.

The customers  and staff in the store  are so proud .

Others: Yiee So sweet 

Days pass josh and vince they return to their former relationship they had

 And now vince announced to his friends, classmates  he and josh are  into relationship , and all the girls, gays also teachers in  the university  are so proud and says "sana all".

And that moment josh couldn't believe it after what happened,josh can't deny what he feels (blush)

Josh: vince?  Are you sure?  You have to love me like this?  Even im gay?

Vince: yes josh! My feelings for you can't lie.

Josh: how could you love like this?

Vince: because of your lips josh.  the way  i feel when you kiss me  for the first time, there were miracles  in your kisses  and its my medicine in my veins. Your  lips leave a  taste in  my heart  that i can't forget and i felt the electric between us and i was hooked and addicted to you. And i cant  explained why . It seems  your kiss is like a curse.

Josh:  curse?  Really?  I can't imagine that because of my kiss you fell in love with me.

Vince: yes josh! And i can't explained why? Maybe your the one the i loved josh. ( smile with kiss )

Josh: ughh your so sweet. Vince? What about tita ? And tito? They know already ?

Vince: no josh, they don't know that we are in relationship. But i tried my best to tell them that your my boyfriend now.

Josh: but? Vince? (Worried)

Vince: sshhh! I  can handle this. Do you trust me?

Josh: okey i trust you. (Calm)

Vince: lets go we have to go gome because  i can't wait  to tell them that your mine now.

And josh is afraid now  because  he don't know what comes next and he might tought maybe Vince family wouldn't accept him.

Josh: vince? Are you sure ? You have to do this?

Vince: yes josh believe me we have to face this, no matter what happened i will still  love you. I promised

Josh: but vince? What if tita and tito wouldn't accept me? What if when they know what relationship we have they against us.

What if they don't want us to be together?  What if they make  ways to break us a part?

Vince: josh don't so be negative.  If can't be happened. Be positive! if they against our relationship its not a hindrance for me to love you.  I'll find ways to convince them okey.

Josh:okey

And minutes later they arrived at vince's house. and vince was ready to tell his family the truth that they had a relationship with josh. and couldn't see josh's face that he was nervous and trembling, while vince seemed happy to tell the truth.

Tito & tita: oh my son how are you? 

Tita: oh hello josh! How are you? Why are you here?

Josh: amm..... (speechless)

Vince: mom ,dad i have to tell you something.

Tito: what was that? It's that a  school meeting? Or what?

Vince: no dad, hopefully you won't be surprised by what I say dad

Tito: surprise? Huh? What was that? (Wondering)

Vince:ammm......(nervous) me and joshhhh dad  are..........

Tita: are what???

 Josh: we have a relationship mom dad

Tito & tita: (astonished)

Tito: vince? this is true? since when?(dishearten)

Vince: yes dad.  yesterday dad (shyly says)

Tita: vince? I cant believe you did this to me? Me and your dad raised you so well vince! but what did you do? you ruin yourself vince!  I don't like what you say from us. I can't accept josh. would you avoid him now if not? I'll stop you from studying in your university  and you'll never see josh again.

Vince: but mom? I love him! And  i can't accept your condition.

Josh: vince? Maybe tita was right.  We don't have to continue this kind of relationship vince. (Bashful)

Vince: no josh i can't let this happened can't lost you. I cant live without you your my world and everything. I'm nothing without you you give me strength and your the one who completed my life.

Vince:mom? dad? All of my life  i do my best to be a good son, i follow your rules, But not to the point it should not goes like this. why is it that  everything i want you couldn't accept?why mom dad?

Vince: if you dont want to be with josh!  I will never come again this house! Mom . Its better to live  here  than to be suffer . I go with josh if you think our loved is wrong! Then your definitively wrong.

Then josh and vince left before make any trouble. Then they are happy  together alone and free . they want to be free from chaos, and worries. Because the love of vince is unconditionally. Vince believe that love has no gender, if you love the person you fight for it, Until one day you will be happy and free. This is our story the story of my best friend turn to my lover, Because of his kiss i fell inlove and addicted. How about you how you ? Did your best friend kiss you ? This is our story the story of the curse kiss of my best friend.

The end.

Hey kent? What are you doing? What time is it? Your late now! In your school the buss and mark are waiting  you.Stop reading wattpad or  else i will get your phone! Kent?? Its to much.

Kent: wait mom..... im coming (inspired)

Oh my God this is so interesting i love this story maybe it's time to kiss my best friend, Hahahaha

  we'll it can't be happen mark is straight guy hello.

Mark: kent? Lets go we're late now ?

Kent: okey im coming , good bye mom muaah (with kiss her chicks)

Iloveyou

Mother: why your so sweet today?  (Wondering)

Kent: never mind that I'm so inspired  mom.

Mark: haha! Lets go kent

And that Kent and his best friend  mark are together with 10 years relationship  beacuse of kent kissed him. Kent believe that the story  he was reading is effective, definitely kent was right he proved his best  to the kiss, and it has a miracle because kent didn't expect that was effective to his best friend,The end ..

[e-vasong]

Me, scREECHING AT THE NEW CHAPTER ! I went to check for a new update and there wasn't one, so I started rereading and!! bEFORE MY EYES THE MIRACLE HAPPENED SUDDENLY IT WENT FROM 5/? TO 6/? CHAPTERS THANK YOU I swear I nearly died @ Izuku when he was IN TOSHI'S HOME and he's like "wow I love all might he's the greatest but I don't think I'll ever be able to meet him" and Toshi! I'm sobbin imagining him sitting there, touched, the child is too pure,, f ather an so n bo ndin g (1/4)

And wOW I HATE/LOVE VICIOUS BECAUSE HES AwFuL and the WORST and needs to be slaughtered but he’s!! such a well-written interesting character!! I love all the ocs in this fic they’re just. So good?? Especially Ren and Ms. Nakayama. Kindest souls,, i want to hug them both so badly theyre so sweet Also?? Izuku is literally: “wow I’m the worst most selfish person alive” he says, as he performs countless selfless acts and constantly risks his life or even agonizing torture over stuff like… (2/4) from his kindly neighbor lady’s groceries to saving people’s actual lives,, the boy is too kind and too good to be treated this way, hello server can u give this plate of ‘Izukus happiness’ to that green-haired gentleman over there I’d like my son to be okay please Also also every time I envision izuku once he’s been caught I think of Present Mic… (¾) four-part anon here, im stupidly embarrassed about the last part not sending… I believe what it said was basically about Present Mic coming to talk to Izuku after hes found out and being disappointed and concerned about him, all quiet and calm and just lacking his usual grandiose and Izuku just sinking down in his seat with tears in his eyes because his sensei is disappointed in him, he can’t even explain himself, hes trash. So sorry about any confusion, and thank you for such a good chapter :) 

Ah! Hey, don’t be embarrassed!!  Tumblr eats asks all the time, I just wanted to make sure that I could answer your message as fully as possible! :D

Hahahha oh my GOD that’s always such a fun feeling.  I love it when the universe just lines up so that there’s a coincidence like that!  

And oh man, I had so much fun writing the scene where Izuku was at Toshinori’s place?  I’m really glad you liked reading it.  The dramatic irony of it was great, and it was really fun to get to explore their dynamic as Toshinori and Izuku.  Also, I’m a big sucker for the trope where one person doesn’t know the true identity of the person they’re speaking with, so I got such a kick out of writing about Izuku being like “:’) All might is the fucking best” while Toshinori sits on his couch like, internally weeping.  Especially since I don’t see Toshinori as the sort of person who has let his fame get to his head… at all? (like, in canon, he mainly laments losing OFA bc it means he can’t serve as the symbol of peace and protect people anymore.  Not once does he get upset over the loss of fame and fortune.)  So I imagine All Might as the sort of person who takes genuine compliments like??? Really intensely???Someone: man, i really admire all might, he makes me want to be a better person!toshinori, already in tears: i see! thats amazing! good for you!

Asdkjlasjdjadll this scenario you’ve presented is especially sad to me because….I don’t see Present Mic meaning it in a bad way?  I can see him going “I’m disappointed that you didn’t come to us for help.  You put yourself and others at risk, and you really worried all of us.”  

And Izuku’s just like *immediately tearing up* “I know, I’m sorry.  I’m the worst”

and Present Mic’s like ??? “thats not what i meant at all, oh my god, no, don’t cry, i’m begging you the others are going to fucking kill me”

on the other hand, I could see him being the best person to break it to Izuku that Izuku’s way of handling the situation was incorrect?  Izuku’s hero worship of All Might is so strong that I feel like any semblance of reprimand from him would be too upsetting, and Aizawa, for all his best intentions, is definitely not the sort of person to sugarcoat his words and I think?  Probably just comes off as a bit harsh at times?  Maybe even at times when he doesn’t want to.

Whereas I see Present Mic as the sort who could be straight up with Izuku about the stuff he did wrong while also having the sensitivity and tact to make sure that ultimately Izuku doesn’t come out the other side of the conversation blaming himself too much?

I’m tired, and I haven’t proofread this, so sorry if it’s incoherent.

[whimsically-ominously-auspice]

Trump needs to shut up

What is important is the Captain can go home and die in peace and he activated testing for everyone aboard his ship

I'm quite sure he will have a better life waiting for him on his home planet than Trump or Alex Laughlin.

I don't see what he did to be any different than me nor damaging. I didn't read the Letter yet Trump is an idiot.

Sailors pen letters. That's what they do. Mail feeds their hearts. Sailors are some of our best penmanship of all.

Next Trump is gonna say it's un-Sailor-like to get a tattoo.

...............

Wendy was explaining COVID-19 is not a new mysterious disease and so to help yourself understand to use the words interchangeably.

She did not say for PROFESSIONALS to do so. Only people at home listening to the news being told to us accurately

This video the news was reported inaccurate.

As i posted a video from Dr Vuong the COVID-19 has at least two parts Corona II and what others and he were calling SARS III. And then the disease was explained in Depth

So when yall go on on and on using incorrect terminology and y'all are incorrectly giving us information

What the fuck?

We spent fucking hours writing shit for y'all to fucking understand and use in the news and hospitals

If you're not gonna use it then why the fuck write it? Why the fuck spend OUR time and waste our heart and minds pouring information out to you?

Y'all all need to fix Your shit and do the news correct and fucking read between the lines if you are a PROFESSIONAL.

If you are a PROFESSIONAL you need to REALIZE there is like 10% or less of you in the world. That is how we see it

So whenever we are speaking to COMFORT the mass of Society we are not speaking to PROFESSIONALS.

ABC and David Muir and this particular Instagram account is a sound off account so i can get "bitchy" I knew David Muir as a child. He is a very good person and darling friend and he has other friends from Governor's Island used to be military Coast Guard base in NYC at the tip of Lower Manhattan now a park on the air often. So this is a different kind of news reporting system they do to help me keep y'all straight.

So my point is made and I'm not angry. Im just making a point that we do a lot of work to make sure we are communicating as best as we can as often as we can.

And they are my #1 news source for many reasons.

But i am serious and honest in my reaction to this video. That is how i feel and how i think.

On a personal level I am doing better today but i am not yet ready to deal with alot of words considering my personal life. Mark has written what Alex came in to tell me which was fucking just appalling words. That i can't expand on and would only repeat half of what he said. Which would just appear to be shock value because I just can't....

I know he tried to have an 5 foot alligator eat my daughter. And so i taught his dogs and monkey to eat his drugs. "Apparently the monkey had an overdose and was taken away." The monkey was fine. He just played dead. That is what I saw. But i found someone that was super kind and defensive of me and my daughter and i prayed about it and i talked to the monkey and he played dead and so the ambulance drove him away to a home that was kinder and gentler. He's our planet's a chimp but hes allowed to remain with his owner whom is alien and go to the next planet. Love is Love. And with him the Chimp feels safe and loved. In order to love we must love. Simple as that.

So please do report correctly.

The confusion is that COVID-19 will die peacefully with a slow down breath sometimes slight cough.

Corona Virus will stay to party on Earth another day.

To say a 6 year old boy with cystic fibrosis healed of COVID-19 means we will allow an alien life to stay. This is untrue. He is alien and he carries COVID-19 but he will die and go to his other planet. But not yet. It is unfair to him to put him on a ventilator to die. That child does not deserve torture. So until hospitals get their shit together .....

Bodies Just need to be put into freezer trucks.

Unfortunately i cannot use magic to evaporate. It is part of the recommendations that I was given from the evaluation of the people -- mostly aliens from Earth.

Because the aliens killed the dinosaurs thus the only way the bodies should be disposed of is by dinosaurs eating them fully and intact.

Dinosaurs do understand the difference between humans and alien life. They understand who killed them and why

Unfortunately it is a spin on this story that can be viewed as horrific. Please do not fear

If you can understand so can they.

If a dog can understand certain words like sit. Beg. Roll over.

Then a dinosaur can understand the concept "you are only eating who killed you"

There is video of them eating non-humans and i talked to the dinosaurs and Mark talked to the others.

There's video of my Team training the tigers from the zoo that is leftover from the film on Netflix "Tiger King" so you can see simple conversation is applicable to animal life

So if you do panic and do not understand please do watch the animal training. Much is on the tv live.

Mark says a lot of y'all like me at my house don't have tv service so you don't understand what the DVR is. Trust me i don't even know. So hes pinning the link up

Its free. There's an app. For those that don't have tv service.

Unfortunately moving via teleportation or evaporation will not help dinosaur murderers to understand it was wrong and they will never be allowed to return to Earth. This is not my ruling but recommended to me.

So if you are in the United States send them to Los Lunas New Mexico 87031 and Wyoming National Park for Yogi.

In South America Venezuela.

Africa to Giza and the southern tip.

Scottland and New South Wales.

Mark will edit he knows more.

Please fill the trucks. I know that is disgusting and feels inhumane. Realize they are reincarnated or their planet rulers at one time did not feel it a problem that they killed an entire life breed on our planet.

So it is food. They do not need to be naked. A dinosaur can undress them and often will play with their food like Barbies. In the end "what you want to kill me?!" Gulp gulp gulp.

But it is fascinating they will show their "true skin" via"play"