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àȘââĄâčïœĄÂ° i grew up into something good
( michael kaiser x fem! reader )
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⥠a/n â  for my childhood friends to lovers series! ( please note: i read back through the manga and scoured the internet and couldn't find definite ages on kaiser's past- so i may have got it wrong !)
⥠word count â 1.1k
⥠content â michael kaiser x reader, fem! reader, TW! mentions of abuse ( both kaiser and reader ), SPOILERS! for kaiser's past, nickname 'liebe' used once, goes from ages 8 to 19, slight angst?, slight fluff, childhood friends to lovers
⥠synopsis â you were michael kaiser's god given solace, but were you enough to make him stay?
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Snowflakes swirled in the dim glow of a flickering streetlamp, the cold gnawing at your exposed skin like a starving animal.
The bruises on your arms and legs throbbed, but they werenât new. Pain had become as familiar to you as breathing, as inevitable as the cycle of being dragged down and getting back up again.
You walked through the slush-covered pavement barefoot, having been thrown out before you could grab your shoes. Your fingers curled into the sleeves of your too-thin sweater, trying to keep the warmth in, but it was no use.
The winter night bit into your bones, and your body trembled from more than just the cold.
And then you saw him.
A boy, barely eight years old, sitting alone on the rusted swings of the abandoned park down the street.
His lip was split, a bruise already darkening along his cheekbone, and his hands were stuffed into the pockets of a jacket too thin to fight off the winter wind.
His breath came in short, shallow puffs, and even from a distance, you could see the glint of unshed tears in his bright blue eyes.
For a long moment, you just stood there, watching. Because you knew.
You knew what he felt. The sting of rejection, the loneliness that pressed against your ribs like a crushing weight.
The pain of being born into a world that decided you were unwanted before you even had a chance to prove otherwise.
And somehow, he knew too.
ââŠHey.â His voice cracked from the cold as you stepped closer, his head tilting slightly. His eyes flickered over your bruises, the red marks on your skin, the way you hugged yourself like you were trying to disappear.
Without a word, you sat on the swing next to him. The chains creaked under your weight, a sharp sound in the silence.
He didnât ask where you came from. You didnât ask why he was here.
You simply existed together. Two broken children, sitting in the dead of winter, finding warmth in each otherâs presence.
That was the first night you met Michael Kaiser.
And from that night on, you were never apart.
At thirteen, the weight of your shared existence became heavier.
You had each otherâthat was all that mattered. In a world that had discarded you, the two of you had carved out a place where you could just be. Where the bruises didnât matter, where the cruel words faded into nothing.
But the world was relentless.
You still had to go to school, while Kaiser roamed the streets, making money however he could, playing soccer like his life depended on itâbecause, in some ways, it did.
He lived without structure, without rules, without an escape plan. His future was a black void, stretching endlessly in every direction, and you were the only light in it.
âWhy donât you just quit?â he asked one afternoon, sitting on the rooftop of an old apartment building where you sometimes hid out together. A soccer ball sat beside him, spinning idly under his fingers. âSchoolâs a waste of time, anyway.â
âI want to go to university, Micha.â
Something about the certainty in your voice made him pause. You had never sounded like that beforeâso sure, so determined.
He scoffed, leaning back on his hands. âMore school? For what?â
You peeled off your blazer, revealing fresh bruises underneath.
He was the only one you ever let see them.
âI want to be a doctor,â you said simply. âTo help people when theyâre hurt.â
For the first time in his life, Kaiser felt small.
Because you believed in something. Because you had a dream. And as ridiculous as it was, as impossible as it seemed, he wanted to believe in something too.
It was in that moment that Michael Kaiser realized he loved you.
At fourteen, he kissed you for the first time.
It was his birthday.
To his father, it was just another year spent stuck with a child he never wanted.
To Kaiser, it was another step closer to getting away. One more year survived. One more year closer to freedomâor death. He hadnât decided which yet.
To you, though, it was the day Michael Kaiser was born into this world. And for that, you were thankful.
You found him at the park, the same place where you had first met, holding a single bread roll with a candle stabbed into it.
You had stolen the candleâand maybe the lighter tooâbut that didnât matter.
âWhatâs that for?â Kaiser asked, amused, as you plopped down next to him.
âI couldnât find any cake,â you admitted sheepishly. âBut you have to make a wish on your birthday. Thatâs how it works.â
Rolling his eyes, he blew out the candle, and you beamed.
âWhatâd you wish for?â you asked, voice full of childlike wonder.
Kaiser didnât answer. Instead, he leaned forward, his breath warm against your lips, and kissed you.
It was soft, hesitant, uncertain. The first good thing he had ever been given in his life.
âWhat was the wish?â you whispered when he pulled away.
He looked at you, eyes burning with something you didnât yet understand.
âThat,â he murmured. âYou. For you to be with me forever.â
At fifteen, he left.
Ray Dark came into his life like a promise, like a lifeline, like the devil disguised as salvation. He was everything Kaiser had ever wantedâa ticket out, a future worth something.
âThis man is going to change my life,â Kaiser told you, voice filled with something close to hope.
You werenât dating. Not really. But you had kissed each other more times than you could count, fallen asleep tangled together, breathed the same air as if it was the only thing keeping you alive.
And now, he was leaving.
âWhat aboutâŠâ The words died in your throat.
What about me? you wanted to beg for an answer.
âWhat about what?â he pressed, tilting his head closer.
What about us? your heart screamed.
You swallowed hard. âNever mind.â
He sighed, running a hand through your hair. âLiebe, donât cry,â he murmured, pressing his forehead against yours. âIâll be back. Iâd never leave you.â
He kissed you thenâdeeper, more meaningful than ever before. And the next morning, he was gone.
You waited. You waited for years.
At nineteen, you saw him again.
Not in person. On a television screen, in the common area of your dorm.
His hair was differentâshorter, the ends dyed electric blue. A tattoo curled around his skin like a brand, like a reminder of who he had become.
He wasnât the boy you knew anymore. He was Michael Kaiser, the star of Bastard MĂŒnchen.
You stood frozen, staring, as the commentator sang his praises. The people around you cheered.
Tears slipped down your cheeks before you even realized they had started.
Iâll be back. Iâd never leave you.
But he had.
And maybe you couldnât even blame him.
Because Michael Kaiser had made it out. And he had left you behind in order to save himself.
And somehow, even after all these yearsâafter all the promises and all the distanceâyou still werenât sure whether that was something you could ever forgive.
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do i dislike kaiser? sort of. is he still one of my favorite characters to write for? hell yeah.
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Captive Bird | Caleb x Reader
- genre : smut, porn, slight plot, feelings, creampie, cum, dirty talk
- writer: Ive literally NEVER written smut before but ive read a couple and felt like i wanted to write it lol. This is my first ever time writing this so PLEASE bare with me in the new territory im learning lol. Im sorry if its not that long or all jumbly <333
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"You donât need me?"
Calebâs breath hitched, his eyes burning with hurt and fury. "Is that what you think?" His voice wavered, but the desperation in it only grew. "Then tell meâwhat do you need?" He leaned in closer, his grip tightening. "We can go back to Linkon if you want. We can rebuild our old home. If a house isnât enough, Iâll build you an entire maze filled with everything you want. No one will ever find you again. Iâll protect you forever."
His gaze bore into yours, searching and pleading for any sign of understanding. His emotions spiraled out of control. And by the time he realized it, he was already too far gone.
You stare at caleb with a stern look and shake your head, trying to wiggly out of his grasp but its no use. âYou acting like this, you really think this is how you will get me to stay?â you spewed. Caleb and you hardly argued but when you did it was pure emotion. âI havenât seen you in months, you show up out of the blue and bark orders at me?â
Caleb's hands twitched against your wrists, his grip loosening significantly at their words. His violet eyes darkened, the depth of his feelings plainly visible. "You think I want to act like this? That I'm doing this because I enjoy it?" The tension in his voice was palpable, the intensity behind his words making the air in the room grow heavy.
âEverything I have done has been to protect youâ He growled, throwing his hand to the side. His stare was deep, penetrating, his eyebrows furrowed, jaw clenched. âYou just donât see it. Youâre too stubborn.â
You rolled your eyes. âI didnt need protecting.â You spat trying to shove him off, but he didnt budge. âYou forced ME to stay here. You kept secrets.â You argued poking your finger into his sternum. âYou.. you died. You left me and made me believe you were dead.â
He was silent for a moment, his gaze never leaving your face. Then slowly, he leaned back, finally releasing your wrists. His hand ran through his messy dark hair, a sigh escaping his lips.
"Caleb.. I-" You spoke bringing down your tone. He brought his hand up to cup your face, his thumb gently wiping away a stray tear. His touch was as gentle as ever, showing a stark contrast to the harshness of their argument.
You moved your head from his hand
"I don't want you to stay because I'm forcing you to," he added, his gaze sincere. "I want you to stay because you want to⊠because you can't imagine being anywhere else. Because you feel safe with me."
You moved away from his touch, but slowly began to let him do as he pleased. His prior frustrated facial expression had turned to a soft gaze.
His fingers gently trailed down your cheek, his touch feather-light. Despite their argument, despite the storm brewing outside, this was the Caleb, you knew. Not the ruthless Farspace Fleet Colonel. Not the man who would manipulate situations for his own benefit. Just Caleb, the man who cared for you more than anything else.
"But if I'm not the one who makes you feel safe anymoreâŠ" he trailed off, his gaze dropping to his lap. "If all I bring you is pain and misery⊠Then maybe it's best if you do leave. Maybe you would be better off without me around."
His purple irises met theirs once more, a silent plea hidden within their depths. He lowered his hand and grabbed yours placing it onto his chest. You could feel his muscles through his clothes, his heart racing ever so slightly.
The argumentative atmosphere had dissipated. You both had so much love for each other and the way you were showing it now was toxic. You NEVER argued.ïżŒ
âYou know thats not true.â You trailed off feeling his breathe. You sighed softly. Your friend you loved was so mature, something so unfamiliar to you.
Caleb's gaze was earnest, filled with a yearning that seemed to pull you closer. "When I look at you, it's like seeing the one person who stayed the same, no matter how much the world turned upside down. I want to protect thatâyou, the way youâve always made me feel. But I don't always know how to do it right anymore."
Calebs hand slid up to your face. âI really dont know whats right anymoreâ Caleb said tilting his head to the side, staring down at your lips. He was about to cross a line that had never been crossed.
Your heart raced at the thought of caleb kissing you. The sibling relationship you guys had went away after he âdiedâ. When you mourned for Caleb you were filled with regrets. Now one of those regrets was about to wash away.
You closed your eyes as Caleb closed the gap between you two. His kiss was almost as if he had been waiting for this for years. The way his body completely moved with yours.
His touch was gentle yet filled with a raw intensity, as if trying to convey the words he couldn't quite form. For a moment, everything else faded awayâthe arguments, the pain, the confusion. There was only this: a connection that had always been there, simmering beneath the surface.
Your eyes buldged as caleb kissed you, unsure of the new territory but you slowly began to accept. Calebs hand trailed down to your wrist and he squeezed it firm almost like he was holding back.
The anger you felt, the confusion you felt, was all gone. You could only think about his lips on yours.
When his hand moved from their face to their wrist, his fingers had curled around it gently. He was careful, mindful of his own strength, feeling the steady pulse beneath his fingertips. That familiar rhythm brought a sense of calm, even as his emotions threatened to overwhelm him.
The storm outside was still brewing and yet you and caleb didnt seem to mind. The only thing on your minds was each other.
His grip on their wrist softened, shifting to intertwine their fingers as he spoke. "If this is too muchââ
âNo.. No keep goingâ you spoke with pleaful eyes. He nods and deepens the kiss as his hand finds the wall behind your head, resting on it. His eyebrows furrowed, his body language full of lust.
Your hands trailed to his waist, gripping onto his pants and pulling him closer to you, both of your tongues swirling in an almost drunken kiss.
A low groan escaping his lips as he felt your fingers grip his pants. He pressed closer, the hard lines of his body molding to the curves of their own. The wall at Y/N back and Caleb's arm around their waist pinned them together, a delicious trap from which neither seemed eager to escape.
His hand slid from their hair to their jaw, tilting it slightly as he explored their mouth with a newfound intensity. Years of pent-up longing and desire coursed through his veins, and he channeled it all into this single moment, this perfect, stolen interlude. He wanted to devour them, to consume every last inch of their skin until there was nothing left but the two of them.
Caleb swept you up into his strong arms, gripping their thighs as he hoisted them onto his hips. He pressed your back against the wall, pinning you there with his muscular frame as he crushed his lips to yours in a searing kiss filled with long-denied passion and lust. One hand slid down to squeeze the curve of your ass, pulling your hips snugly against his own. The hard, thick ridge of his arousal pressed insistently against your core, separated only by the thin fabric of his pants and their clothing.
Breaking the kiss with a gasp, Caleb's dark, desire-glazed eyes met yours, his gaze heavy with hunger and unspoken desires. "Fuck, Y/N," he growled, his voice low and rough with need.
With that, he swung around and carried you towards the bedroom, his long strides swift and purposeful. He kicked the door shut behind them, the sound echoing in the charged air between them. Caleb laid you down on the bed, following them down, his body blanketing yours, his hips nestled between your spread thighs.
"Tell me to stop," Caleb rasped, his breath hot against your cheek, then your neck. âTell me this isnât what you want, this isnât right.â
You squeezed your eyes shut at the sound of his voice. âNo, keep goingâ You spoke reopening your eyes to gaze at him.
He let out a small groan, a sound that came from someone who was surprised by an answer.
He nipped at your collarbone, soothing the sting with a kiss as he pressed his hips more firmly against yours. The hard, thick length of him throbbed insistently, separated only by the barrier of their clothing. He rolled his hips, grinding against their core, and a low groan rumbled in his chest at the delicious friction.
"Fuck, Y/N," he breathed against his racing heartbeat, "I feel how much you want this too. I know you feel how hard I am for you."
Your face flushed at the sound of Calebs dirty talk. This was such a new area you didnât know how to feel. You felt shy almost, like this was your first time with anyone.
His hand slid up their side, pushing the hem of your shirt upwards to expose more of your soft skin. Callused fingers brushed over the sensitive underside of their breast, making their way to their nipples.
You let out a soft moan which made Caleb chuckle. The fact that Caleb was able to get you to make such a sound, for him to finally hear that sound, sent chills down his spine. Emboldened, he tugged impatiently at his shirt, taking it off his body, same with his belt.
He leaned down, capturing your lips in a searing kiss. He swallowed your moans, drinking it down like the finest wine as he ground his hips more insistently against theirs.
Breaking the kiss, Caleb trailed his lips downwards, his tongue flicking out to trace the elegant line of their neck, the delicate curve of their collarbone. He could feel their heart pounding beneath his touch, matching the tempo of his own.
You began to take your shirt off leaving you bare chested. Caleb had sat up, staring at you intently, almost drawing every curve of you in. He licked his lips and grabbed a condom from the drawer to his right, holding it in between his teeth as his ripped it.
Tossing the empty wrapper aside, he held the condom aloft, his eyes locking with Rose's. The dark purple irises swirled with lust and anticipation, a promise of the pleasure to come.
"I'm going to love you like iâve always dreamed of" Caleb murmured, his voice low and rough with desire. "I want to feel every inch of you, to be inside you in every way possible."
âCaleb⊠donât say such provocative thingsâŠâ you said shakily, your voice barely above a whisper. The heat radiated from your ears, cheeks, and shoulders, painting your skin a bright shade of red. You could feel your heart pounding out of your chest, each beat echoing the intensity of the moment.
He chuckled softly, a teasing glint in his eyes as he leaned closer, his breath warm against your skin. âBut you love it,â he replied, his tone playful yet filled with an undeniable heat. The way he looked at you made your stomach flutter, a mix of excitement and nervousness swirling within you.
You tried to maintain your composure, but the way he spoke sent shivers down your spine, igniting a fire deep inside. âI⊠I donât know what youâre talking about,â you stammered, attempting to sound defiant, but the tremor in your voice betrayed you.
Calebâs gaze softened, and he brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers lingering against your skin. âYou canât hide how you feel from me,â he said, his voice low and intimate. âI see the way you react, the way you light up when I say those things.â
You swallowed hard, your breath hitching as his words wrapped around you like a warm embrace. The connection between you was electric, and despite your attempts to play it cool, you knew he was right. Every teasing word, every sultry glance only drew you closer to him, making it impossible to resist.
He tossed the condom onto the bed beside you as his hands slid down to the waistband of your pants, his fingers toying with the button. He laughed at your comment and leaned in closer, his lips brushing the shell of your ear as he whispered:
"I need you, Y/N. I need to feel you wrapped around me, I need to finally be able to touch you.â Your throat dried up quickly as you nodded, gently cradling Caleb's face. "I don't want to be distant from you⊠Not again, not ever."
The urgency in your voice nearly left Caleb in a state of turmoil; he was trying his best to remain calm and tender with you. With care, he slid your panties down and moistened two of his fingers, tenderly exploring between your folds.
As he touched you, your back arched instinctively, a wave of warmth cascading through your body. A flutter of excitement stirred in your stomach, a delicious mix of anticipation and desire that made your breath hitch. You bit your lip, trying to hold back your reaction, but the sensation of his hands exploring your skin was intoxicating, igniting every nerve ending.
Caleb took a moment to steady himself, his breath even, as he positioned himself at your entrance. One arm rested next to your neck and the other placed around his cock, just between your legs.
He looked into your eyes, ensuring that you were comfortable and ready for what was about to happen. The atmosphere was tense, filled with an anticipation that hung heavily in the air. Communication was key, and he wanted to make sure you felt safe and in control.
You looked up and noticed the necklace you had given him swaying gently, a reminder of your connection. His pupils were dilated, revealing an intensity that suggested a deep desire. The moment felt charged, each heartbeat echoing the shared anticipation between you.
Caleb regarded you with a questioning gaze, and you nodded in response, granting him permission.
He gradually pressed deeper, and you found yourself unprepared for his size. A low groan escaped his lips as his hand, which had been wrapped around him, moved to your other shoulder.
âMmph, Caleb,â you murmured, glancing down at his abdomen. His muscles were taut, glistening with beads of sweat that trickled down his body. When you looked back up, you noticed his eyes were closed, and he appeared to be in a state of near discomfort.
You reached out to touch his face, but he caught your hand firmly, pushing it back down into the pillow. The unexpected move sent a thrill through you, a mix of surprise and excitement. His grip was gentle yet possessive, a reminder of the intensity of the moment.
âNot yet,â Caleb said, his voice low and filled with a teasing authority that sent shivers down your spine. âI want you to feel this. Just let go and trust me.â
Your heart raced at his words, and you felt a rush of adrenaline. The way he looked at you, with a blend of desire and determination, made you feel both vulnerable and empowered. You nodded, surrendering to the moment, allowing him to guide you.
He slowly began to pull in and out of his, his eyes focused on looking down, making sure he wasnât hurting you. âMmphâ You said quietly causing Caleb to look up at you, his heart nearly beating out of his chest.
He picked up the pace, and you found yourself unprepared for the sudden intensity. âCaleb,â you moaned, attempting to press your other hand against his chest, but he swiftly pushed it back down. âSlowâ mph, down,â you managed to say, your hands now trapped beneath one of his.
He slowly opened his eyes and pressed his lips against yours, savoring every moan that escaped you and returning the sensation with equal fervor. One of your hands slipped from his and reached to his back grabbing onto his shoulder blade harshly.
The way he was making you feel was to much, it was to fast for your. âCaleb-â You spoke again before he cut you off.
âPlease, hah, please donât make to slow downâŠâ he spoke through moansâIâve been waiting for this⊠please donât make me slow down.â
You quickly covered your mouth and screwed your eyes shut as you let Caleb continue. He felt so large inside of you almost like you could feel him in your stomach.
Caleb had let go of your other hand and gripped the headboard of his bed, almost clawing at it.
âYou feel so good,â he breathed, his voice low and filled with desire. âYou feel so fucking good.â Each moan that escaped his lips was breathtaking, sending shivers down your spine and igniting a fire within you. The way he spoke made it clear that he was on the edge, teetering between pleasure and the brink of release.
âAlways back-talking meâhahâand now⊠now youâre silent,â he teased, his words dripping with a playful challenge. His thrusts became more erratic, more desperate, as if he were trying to chase the high that was just out of reach. The tone in his voice wasnât angry; instead, it felt like this was his way of getting you back, of reminding you of the playful banter that had always defined your connection.
You could feel the intensity building between you, a palpable energy that made the air around you crackle. Each thrust brought you closer to the edge, and you could sense the shift in him, the way his control was slipping as he surrendered to the moment. It was exhilarating, the way he pushed and pulled, teasing you while also losing himself in the pleasure you shared.
As you locked eyes, you could see the mix of determination and vulnerability in his gaze. It was a reminder that beneath the playful banter and teasing, there was a deep connection that bound you both together, one that thrived on intimacy and trust.
Your walls clench at Calebs stern comment, making his whole body shake for a moment. âYou did that in purpose.â Caleb groaned leaning over so his head was into yours ear.
Your stomach tightens at Calebs words and your legs begin to shake. You were so close so you quickly pushed onto his chest trying to push him away. âCaleb- Ha - Iâm mph, Im close You cried
Calebâs head tilted back for a moment before he locked eyes with you, his grip firm as he cupped your face. âDonât push me away anymore,â he said, his voice echoing with a hollow intensity.
Your heart raced at his words, a mix of fear and desire swirling within you. You could feel the tension in the air, thick and electric. âCalebâplease, I canât... Iâm so close, just stop,â you pleaded, your voice trembling as you instinctively tried to push him away.
But he didnât budge. Instead, his gaze softened slightly, revealing a vulnerability that made your stomach tighten. You were caught in a whirlwind of emotions, teetering on the edge of something you both feared and craved. âLet me see you, please.â He begged.
Your eyebrows furrowed and your legs began to shake. âMmph-â You moaned as your legs wrapped around his waist pulling him closer towards you.
âLet it out, Y/N,â he urged, his hand sliding to grip your waist. The moment his fingers brushed against your skin, a wave of sensation washed over you, turning you into a moaning mess. Your toes curled, and you arched your back, each vibration coursing through your body like electricity, igniting every nerve ending.
âAhh, damn,â Caleb moaned, burying his face in the crook of your neck. âIt feels so good... Iâm so close.â His words spilled out in a breathless rush just before you felt him twitch, his body trembling with pleasure as he released within you. He sucked on your neck as he released with pleasure, moving his hand in yours, grasping it tightly before softly letting go.
Caleb slid out of you and settled beside you, both of you panting, sweaty, and utterly satisfied. You turned to look at him, and your heart skipped a beat as you met his gaze. His eyes were locked onto yours, filled with an intensity that spoke volumesâhe looked utterly in love, as if he wanted to savor every part of you.
You leaned up to get out of bed, but Caleb quickly wrapped his arms around you, pulling you back against him. With your back to him, you felt his warm breath against your neck as he nuzzled in, inhaling the scent of your hair. âStop,â you giggled, trying to squirm free, but he held you tighter, a playful grin on his face.
You rolled over to face Caleb, who had been gently playing with your hair. His eyes sparkled with mischief as he looked at you. âHi,â he said, a cheeky grin spreading across his face. âHello,â you replied, your gaze dropping shyly to the sheets.
You scooted closer to Caleb, burying your head into his chest, and he welcomed you by wrapping his arms around you. With a gentle motion, he grabbed the blanket that had been tossed aside, pulling it over both of you and creating a cozy cocoon. âLaying together like this feels like old times,â he said, his voice warm and nostalgic. âBut now itâs even better.â
A smile spread across your face as you ran your fingers through his hair. âI missed this...â you murmured softly.
As you settled deeper into his embrace, you realized that this moment was more than just a memory; it was a promise of all the moments yet to come.
Caleb squeezed you putting his chin ontop of your head, engulfing you in all the love he had to share. A new beginning of both of you, a new uncharted territory and yet you both were so excited to just be there together.
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Hiiii, could we get PA story roommates trope but this time PA's flat gets flooded and Jamie tells her to stay at his place? Himbo behaviour ensues
Oh my God, They Were Roommates
Read AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES first!
Masterlist
Jamie Tartt x fem! PA reader
TW: cursing, suggestive scenes, mentions of nudity
A/N: HIIII this is the last chapter before the big Climax of this story I hope you guys are as excited as me! (Please I hope someone gets the Vine reference of the title)
When Jamie walked into Nelson Road that morning, the last thing he expected to see was Y/N lugging a full suitcase through the entrance like she was moving in.
He stopped dead in his tracks, eyebrows shooting up. âUh⊠you planninâ on goinâ somewhere? Or did I miss the part where you secretly play for Richmond now? You got an away match?â
Y/N let out a dramatic sigh and dropped her bag by the receptionistâs desk. âIf only. Might be easier than dealing with this bullshit.â
Jamie stepped closer, crossing his arms. âWhat bullshit?â
She turned to face him, clearly exhausted. âMy flat. Itâs infested.â
Jamie wrinkled his nose. âInfested with what?â
âBed bugs. Fucking bed bugs, Jamie.â
Jamie took an instinctive step back, eyeing her suspiciously. âYou bring any of âem here? 'Cause I like you and all, but if youâve just unleashed some tiny demons into my locker roomââ
âNo,â Y/N groaned. âI took all the necessary precautions. My clothes are sealed up, my bagâs been disinfectedâI googled everything, alright?â
Jamie smirked. âBet you made a whole checklist, didnât ya?â
She shot him a glare. âShut up.â
âSo, where you stayinâ then?â
Y/N sighed, rubbing her temples. âI was gonna book a hotel for the week, but now I have to fight with my insurance company, and I really donât wanna deal with that and overpriced room service at the same time.â
Jamie, already grinning, shrugged. âEasy. Stay with me.â
Y/Nâs eyes narrowed. âJamie.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre not just saying that because you think itâll be funny to mess with me for a whole week?â
Jamie gasped, feigning offense. âI am a gentleman. I am graciously offering my spare roomââ
âYou donât have a spare room, Jamie.â
âAlright, fine, but I do have a couch.â
Y/N hesitated, glancing down at her bag. The truth was, she really didnât want to deal with finding a hotel. And as much as Jamie was a menace, she knew heâd make things easier just by being himself.
She let out a slow breath. âFine. But if you pull any shitââ
Jamie grinned. âI never pull shit.â
Y/N just scoffed, rolling her eyes.
Jamie, however, was already thinking about how fucking great this was going to be.
Y/N stood in Jamieâs living room later that day, arms crossed as she surveyed the situation.
âSo, let me get this straight.â She turned to him. âYour actual guest room is now a home gym.â
Jamie nodded. âYeah.â
âAnd your couch is⊠that?â
She pointed at the comically small loveseat in the corner. Jamie followed her gaze and shrugged. âYeah, but itâs, like, a luxury loveseat.â
Y/N pinched the bridge of her nose. âJamie.â
âWhat?â
"Where is your big ass couch? The 10.000 pounds one?"
Jamie just shrugged his shoulders. "Had to put it in a storage unit, I wanted a pool table in my living room and it is so fuckin' big that only the small couch fits in 'ere now."
âI am not sleeping on that thing. Two people can barely sit on that!â
Jamie smirked. âGuess that means youâll have to take my bed, then.â
She shot him a look. âWhere will you sleep?â
He wiggled his eyebrows. âDunno. Maybe with you?â
Y/N groaned, throwing a pillow at his face. âYou are insufferable.â
Jamie, laughing, caught the pillow with ease. âAlright, alright. Iâll take the couch.â
Y/N exhaled, relieved. âGood. Thank you.â
Jamie let the moment settle before adding, âBut if you change your mindââ
âJamie.â
âAlright! Christ.â He held his hands up, laughing. âGo get settled, love.â
Y/N muttered something under her breath but disappeared into his bedroom, dragging her suitcase behind her.
Jamie, alone now, grinned to himself.
This was going to be the best fucking week of his life.
Y/N had known, logically, that staying with Jamie would be an experience. What she hadnât expected was just how much of a menace he could be in his own home.
For example:
He never set an alarm. Instead, he relied on his "natural internal clock" (which clearly did not work), meaning Y/N had to wake him up for training every morning. Which she did anyway, but now she had to physically drag him out of bed.
He stole her coffee. Every. Single. Morning. Even when she explicitly told him not to.
He walked around shirtless all the time. And sure, okay, she had seen him shirtless beforeâfootball training and all that. But it was different when he was standing in the kitchen at 8 AM, stretching like a smug cat while waiting for the toaster. We are not talking about his bottomless sleeping behavior again...
And now, on day three of her stay, she had another new problem to deal with.
Jamie would not shut up about the sleeping arrangements.
Y/N had taken the bed the first night, and Jamie had pretended he was fine with it, but by morning, he was dramatically groaning about how his back was ruined from the tiny couch, dragging himself around the house like heâd been injured in battle.
âYou literally run sprints for a living,â Y/N had pointed out over breakfast. âYouâll be fine.â
Jamie had just groaned louder.
But now, after three nights of suffering (his words, not hers), Jamie had resorted to full-on negotiation tactics.
âIf I let you keep the bed, what do I get in return?â he asked that evening, arms crossed as he leaned against the doorway of his bedroom.
Y/N, currently unpacking her pajamas from her suitcase, didnât even look up. âThe satisfaction of not being an asshole?â
Jamie huffed. âYou could just share it with me, yâknow.â
Y/N snorted. âOh, sure. Because thatâs a great idea.â
Jamie smirked. âWhat, scared you wonât be able to resist me?â
Y/N rolled her eyes. âScared youâll snore like a chainsaw.â
Jamie gasped, clutching his chest. âI do not snore.â
âColin says you do.â
Jamie glared. âColinâs a liar.â
Y/N laughed. âLook, if it makes you feel better, you can switch. Iâll take the couch tomorrow.â
Jamie perked up instantly. âYeah?â
âYeah.â
He grinned. âAlright. Deal.â
Y/N shouldâve been suspicious of how quickly he accepted that.
Y/N had severely underestimated how fucking tiny Jamieâs couch was.
She tossed. She turned. She curled up in a ball. Nothing helped.
The worst part? Jamie was thriving in his stupid bed, probably starfished across the mattress without a care in the world.
After another twenty minutes of tryingâand failingâto get comfortable, Y/N gave up.
Dragging herself up, she stomped over to Jamieâs bedroom and pushed open the door.
Jamie, who was indeed starfished across the bed, blinked up at her.
Y/N sighed. âMove over.â
His lips twitched. âOh? Whatâs this, then?â
She crossed her arms. âYour couch sucks.â
Jamie grinned. âI did say we should share.â
Y/N pinched the bridge of her nose. âJamie.â
âAlright, alright. Get in, love.â
She hesitated for only a second before slipping under the covers, careful to keep a respectable distance between them.
Jamie, of course, was not that respectful.
Within minutes, he was shifting closer, throwing an arm over her waist like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Y/N stiffened. âJamie.â
âMm?â
âAre youââ She exhaled. âAre you cuddling me right now?â
Jamie hummed sleepily. âSâjust warmer like this.â
She should have shoved him off. She really should have.
But⊠the bed was warm. And Jamie was warm.
And maybe she didnât mind as much as she thought she would.
Y/N and Jamie walked towards the exit of Nelson Road together that late afternoon, chatting and joking together.
"It's going to only take a few more days till the bugs are completely gone, and then I'll be finally back home," Y/N mumbled to him.
Jamie clutched his chest in fake heartbreak. âWhat, you donât wanna live with me forever?â
Y/N rolled her eyes. âAbsolutely not.â
Jamie tsked. âShame. Thought we made a great team, what with our shared history of, yâknowâŠâ He wiggled his eyebrows. âAccidental kisses. Me walkinâ âround shirtless. You ogling me all day...â
Y/N groaned. âShut up.â
Jamie just smirked, clearly delighted to have fresh material to torment her with.
âOi!â
Something must have been off because Roy Kent immediately squinted at them from the locker room entrance.
âThe fuck is goinâ on with you two? Leaving here together in one car, all happy and bubbly and shit.â
Jamie, ever the picture of innocence, shrugged. âNothinâ.â
Y/N, knowing Roy had bullshit radar, quickly said, âMy flatâs infested. Iâve been staying at Jamieâs.â
Royâs eyebrows shot up. âYouâve been what?â
Y/N sighed. âNot like that. Just for the week.â
Roy looked between them. âAnd you havenât killed each other yet?â
Jamie grinned. âNah. She likes me too much.â
Y/N groaned.
Roy crossed his arms. âThereâs always a choice. And you chose this prick?â
Jamie gasped, full-on offended. âOi, I am a delight to live with!â
Y/N scoffed. âJamie, last time we lived together, youââ
She stopped herself just in time.
Royâs eyes narrowed. âWhat?â
Y/N pressed her lips together. Jamie smirked.
âOh, nothinâ,â he said, way too smug. âJust that sheâs seen me naked.â
Roy froze.
Y/N froze.
Jamie just grinned like the shit-stirring bastard he was.
Roy closed his eyes. Took a very deep breath. Then muttered, âNot my problem,â and walked away.
Jamie laughed.
Y/N punched his arm.
Jamie just winked and leaned over to whisper in Y/Nâs ear. âYâknow, if Roy finds out weâre sharing a bed, he might actually murder me. He sees you like a daughter or some shit.â
âShut up.â Y/N elbowed him. âYou are the worst,â
He just smirked. âCâmon, love. Letâs go home.â
#jamie tartt#ted lasso#ted lasso show#jamie tartt x reader#jamie tartt x y/n#jamie tartt x you#afc richmond#jamie tartt imagine#roy kent#sam obisanya#Jamie Tartt x PA
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The Last Goodbye
Spencer x reader drabble authors note: Hey guys!! This is the first time posting a fic I've written, so please let me know what you think!! all feedback it appreciated and welcomed!! Short write- Less then 500 words, but potential for a second part!! Not proofread either!! The reader isn't mentioned of gender- It's written in second person point of view. Theirs mention of yelling, a bit of toxicity and Spencer out of prison. It is angsty.
He's been more distant lately. You were growing more and more concerned about him. Ever since he got back from prison, he changed. He grew cold. Pushing you away. The constant fights, unable to even hear you. You tried, tried to your last bone in your body... but everyone has their breaking points. 4 years withering away like it was merely a facade.
Here he is. Dismissive and angry. Why is he shouting so loudly and incoherently? You asked him how his day was, and if he was alright, and then the split happened. Spencer is turning into this unrecognizable person, yelling at you for being too invasive, too pushy and nosey. You just wanted to help. And now he is screaming in your face...
Ring... Ring...
He answered the call in two rings, it takes him two calls to answer you. It was like his entire personality shifted... He was kinder, sweeter, understanding... reminds you of the Spencer you once knew... the one you lost.
He looks at you and answers the line... "Yeah I can make it in right now. I don't have anything special going on. Yeah, I know. I'll see you in 20 Emily."
He hung up the phone and spoke coldly, telling you he needed to go back to work, went into the bedroom and grabbed his to-go back, and went straight to the front door and left.
This time would be different, you knew it. You didn't weakly tell him goodbye and to be safe. No. No more of that. You've done it every time he left, but not today. Did he even notice that.? Probably not. He left, and it gives you at least one day to get everything out, at best 12 days. But you wouldn't risk taking your time. Straight to your room and grabbing all of your belongings, throwing them into your car. Questions swarm through your head. Where would you go. What will happen to the thing you can't fit in your car to bring. Would he care you left.? Would he notice your absence when he gets back.. Would he be happy. Maybe try to find you and try to change. Could he change back to the man he once was.. You hope he could go back to Spencer you fell...
Wait! No. Stop thinking about him. You're leaving him to be happier. Free. So then why does it feel like you have a 50 pound weight on your chest. It doesn't matter. You had to do this. You had to leave.. Staying would only make you loose your mind. Be driven to insanity. it's time to hurry. Not another night here. Booking a hotel for the night and going from there would be the safest option. It's already 11:27pm. You threw the rest of the belongings you could carry in your car, leaving quite a bit behind but you needed to prioritize what you took, went back and left your key on his counter and walked out the door..
Looking back one last time, leaving behind all the forgotten laughs, all the petty fights... Your new start begun now. As you started the engine of your car, you started your new chapter in life. A chapter of which you can only go up. Find joy once more. Backing out of his driveway, you knew you could never go back on what you're choosing. And so there you were, dead of night with the street lights to show you the way as you drove away from the empty shell, the once you once considered to be a warm and loving home..
A/n: Okay so I am debating on making a second part to this- or maybe like 2 different endings to the story.? A sad one and a happy one. But let me know what you guys want!! If I should leave it as is, or continue onto it. Anywho, thank you so much for reading my Drabble!! Means the world to me, but for now, goodbye my lovely cubs!! Till next time, have a wonderful day or night!! Better yet, both!!
#spencer reid#doctor spencer reid#spencer reid one shot#spencer reid scenario#spencer reid self insert#spencer reid thoughts#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x self insert#spencer reid angst#dr spencer reid#Spencer reid x reader angst#x y/n#x reader#fyp#criminal minds#emily prentiss#Criminal Minds#criminal minds spencer reid#spencer reid series
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiĂŸ ymbe)
Telling the bees [1] [2 - Colleen English] [3 - C. W. Hagge] // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed, abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "About Suffering" [remixed, abridged], Elisa Gabbert // "Bees, Honeycombs, Honey", Hayan Charara // [Albert Camus] in "A Time of Bees", Mona Van Duyn | Len Redkoles, Steve Caplan, Bruce Bennett, Andre Ringuette, Emilee Chen
#remember when i was like 'if i was insane-' yeah i literally started this the next day. was already downloading photos. finished it in 2??#days & it has been here so patiently waiting for me to add on the tags :)))) wanted to drop it with nothing like haha lol how is everybody#however. chronic yapper. ALSO IT'S A SCREENSHOT SO I COULDN'T DO IT BUT OOOO THE URGE TO MAKE THE CITATIONS LINKSSS ONE OF JOEL AND#CLAUDE KEEPER & ONE OF JOEL SCORING FOR HONEY & ONE OF HIM IN THE FLAMES FOR DEATH BEES ARE PRODUCTION ANIMALS YOU KNOW.#len redkoles first photo credit as always. len we love you. always coming through with the narrative & fun shots!!#i swear it's on a tk post from oyb teex that was just like 'len redkoles one of us' and the answer is yes of course. ALSO before i begin#please direct all complaints to alexandra whose fault this parially is <3 bc i tweeted about the trade &she was like 'danny b learned from#the richie/carts fiasco' and i went âwell danny knows from his own trade too OH MY GOD-' and also as always the tweet that was like#they should call philly a boneyard w/the way ships go there to get wrecked. good thing they got the naval museum in philly or w/e it was#ANYWAYYYY philly city of brotherly separation actually... brief aside i do have a beautiful little joellabee real bee au w/telling the bees#which is part of where that comes from bc it's joel getting told abt everybody's trades BUT also i had poem bits i scrapped bc they couldn'#fit but they do here in the appendix so. amend it as footnote after 'whales hunted to extinction' insert there in the blessing. lindros#explosive benzene transformative mercury also i liked the shot AND I ACTUALLY GOT KEVIN & YANDLE PIC LAST BUT I LOVE IT i was going to put#cutter on the seagull stomach one but then he fit so well (thank u len) for the bitchy line of like paper plastic & it needed to be a 2-set#bc 'everything's worse' made me laugh so hard w/him. but i am so happy bc i wanted kevin in it & then 'jet fuel' (we got him from the jets)#then i had edited the line it used to be plastic but i couldn't have that twice & the article also had shrapnel so i was like. well it's#that or styrofoam & then i went OH MY GOD YANDLE'S BROKEN IRON MAN STREAK. SHRAPNEL. STOP. also not me going BOB WAS THERE??? (and jagr???#bernie parent traded then coming back & saying he was better for it bc he got to learn from one of the greats... still regarded as one of#the most upsetting trades lmao & LISTEN. TORTUROUS LUXURY DANNY B BACK CLAUDE IMMEDIATELY GONE OK IT'S BRRING IN THERE. ALL THOSE OLD IDEAS#raff let go willingly is purely for me also. he ain't dead he's just in lausanne & i still have not transcribed âdas gröĂte ist vorbeiâ &#ALSO hinting at tzjd narratives dropping it running away. jamie staying the summers in philly & being so fine & happy vs trevor. &OFC WAYNE#i've used that photo before by god i'll use it again. flyer for a day to end it there. ALSO MIKE LIKES JEFF JEFF LOVES MIKE SEND POST &if i#had more photo editing skills &thought u'd still know it was bee i'd've made him a ghost &edited him out. i have SO many alts for suffering#the philadelphia flyers suffering#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#am i HAPPY with this idk but it needs to get out of my drafts my tummy hurts. and that's why this is 'for a swarm of angry bees' bc this#is the evil version telling the story of what could've been if morgan didn't go with him. blessed be(Ć) - bee/be thou a charm for happiness#liv in the replies
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another thing i had in mind for ex husband simon was that this time you're more resistant. no touching, no nicknames that make you weak-kneed, nothing. divorce means divorce, and the wedge that split the two of you up would probably still be there.
fine by simon, he follows the rules to a T. hands to himself, polite greetings and only talks about the children. maybe for a birthday for the boys, he takes the family shopping for gifts since it's a tuesday and there won't be any party or whatever and when y'all come back home, the lights are on.
they'd been off when y'all left. simon quickly opens the middle console and pulls out his weapon and tells you to get in the drivers seat. should anything come running out, pedal to the metal.
a little bit of time passes, you're about to be driven crazy with anxiety but simon finally comes out, except he's empty handed.
comes to the side and opens the driver door. "whoever was in there is gone. probably hopped the back fence. i've already called the guys."
you're a sobbing mess because how dare someone come into your home? your sanctuary? what if-
and you come to a startling realization. what if you and the boys had been here? alone?
simon's looking down at his phone, and furrows his brows. "i gotta go get-" but you don't let him finish, trembling fingers grabbing the front of his shirt. "you cant leave us here. don't leave me alone. don't- just please. stay."
you're too upset to resist his embrace or correct him when he calls you sweetheart. the guys get there eventually, price and gaz waste no time in sweeping the area and you, accompanied by simon, tuck the kids to bed.
price calls it later, that the place seems to be clear. nothing really taken nor left behind. they all leave, johnny and kyle deciding to stay overnight across the street their car and simon also turns to bid you goodnight, except you don't let him.
you practically beg him to stay, that you won't feel safe without him here. the couch won't do because he's too far away, what if whoever that was comes in through the bedroom windows.
you seek comfort in him and in the dead of night, he whispers promises into your ear as he slides home. promises to keep you safe, to keep the kids safe. that he'd let nothing ever happened to you, not while he still lived and breathed.
when you're finally dozing, with his spend drying in between your legs, he grabs his phone and texts johnny that it's done, they can go home now.
johnny responds in seconds, telling him that he tore his very nice jeans jumping that rough hewn fence of theirs and that simon owes him a new pair.
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Dolly II
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~ part 2 of the Dolly series
pairing: seungmin x afab!reader
genre: smut, college au
synopsis: your friends found it funny to buy you a sex doll and pose it in your bed to prank you.
wc: 7.7k
warnings: alcohol, thigh riding, handjob, cum tasting, unprotected sex, hand kink, nipple play, creampie, mentions of crying, choking, edging, spanking, hair pulling, pussy slap, oral(m), fingering
a/n: thank you @jehhskz for helping with the premise of this oneđ„čđ
~ maybe you'd like: Hyunjin dolly
~ divider by @bunnysrph
Another sleepless night.
Staring at your laptop screen, the letters start blurring and bleeding into one another, making the headache behind your eyes throb even more.
Exam after exam, you're becoming more jaded, feeling like you're high out of your mind when it's just lack of sleep.
As you scroll through a page you're researching for your paper, an advert pops out.
"Sex dolls?" you chuckle and click on it, even if it looks a bit shady.
You're taken to a stylish site, black background with big neon green letters asking you "What's your vibe for today?", and you scoff.
"Try dead inside." you say out loud and the letters flicker before disappearing, new text appearing on the screen, making you gasp.
"Feeling sarcastic, are we?" - it says and you shriek, quickly exiting the site and deleting the history.
How the fuck did it hear you?
Did they hack your laptop?
You hoped not, because being a broke student means you have no resources to buy a new one.
With a groan, you continue doing your assignments well into the late hours, forgetting completely about the sex dolls and the freaky website.
You fall asleep, excited about the party you were invited to this weekend, to finally have some way to blow off steam and relax.
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The room is totally spinning.
You are totally spinning.
You can hear your friends laugh on your left but your tiredness coupled with the alcohol you had in your system made you feel drowsy.
You're not sure but it seems that your friends are pointing at you and whispering, giggles leaving their lips and you frown.
They're known for pulling pranks on you, and you'd hoped they would at least leave you be when you're intoxicated and vunerable.
"What?" you almost bark at them.
"Nothing." one of them says with a snicker.
"Ugh. I'm leaving." you stand up quickly, which was a mistake as all the blood rushes through your system and the room starts spinning faster.
Your friend and roommate Edie, is quick to grab you before you face plant into the coffee table.
"I'm coming with ya. Don't want you to break your bones somewhere on the way home." she shakes her head and you nod, bidding goodbye to your other friends and letting her lead you out.
The walk to your shared apartment is short, the house of the guy who hosted the party wasn't too far away from your building or the campus.
The chilly evening air helps you refresh your mind and sober up a little.
"Are you gonna eat dinner?" Edie asks when you step into the apartment.
"No, I think I'm just gonna go shower and sleep." you say and she nods.
Before you left the kitchen, you swore you could see her smirk a little.
Shrugging, you make your way to your room.
Edie stops what she was doing, setting the plate down as she listens.
One, two, three...
And you scream, followed by a few thuds and curses.
"What the fuck?!" you grab the nearest book but the man on your bed doesn't even move or blink.
Edie giggles behind you, before it bubbles up and becomes full on laughter.
"What is this?" you demand, already annoyed at her.
"That is Seungmin, your sex doll."
"My what?" you almost choke on your spit.
"We were gonna scare you and prank you with him but we thought he would also be a good early birthday present. Since you know, you only ever study and stay at the apartment. This way, you can have him as a companion." she explains, and you lower the book you were gonna hit her with.
"Please, don't be mad at us." she grimaces.
"Why does he look alive?" you look back at the doll, gulping as shivers run up your spine.
"I don't know, it's some new technology, I guess. Isn't it so cool though? There was a letter in the box he came in with. I put it there on the nightstand, together with the manual." Edie informs you.
"Y'all are crazy and he's creepy. But, thank you? It must've been expensive." you shake your head.
"Well, the six of us got some money together."
"Still, crazy." you chuckle and she laughs.
"I'll leave you to it." she wiggles her eyebrows, closing the door of your room as she makes her way back to the kitchen.
You bite on your lip, observing the doll as it stares off into space.
"You're too creepy and you're not watching me change." you mumble and grab your blanket, throwing it over the dolls head.
"There." you say and strip, loving the perk of this apartment as both you and Edie had your own bathroom attached to your room.
You go about your night routine, now almost completely sober as you make your way back to your room.
You almost forgot about the doll, your heart dropping in your stomach for a moment.
"Fuck." you chuckle at yourself, your hand on your chest.
Cautiously, you sit next to the doll and remove the blanket.
He looks the same as he did before, as your friends presumably set him up, propping him up on your pillows, his legs straight and his hands in his lap.
He was dressed kind of sporty but chic, with a plain white shirt, a blue jersey jacket and ripped jeans, a dainty silver necklace adorning his neck.
Simple, yet effective, the doll looked more handsome the more you looked at it.
His hair looked fluffy, his eyes seemed warm, his lips soft.
You especially liked his hands, delicate and tender.
He looked sweet, if he was a real human being you're 100% sure everyone would swoon for him on the campus and he'd probably be the it boy.
You wondered how he looked so real, it almost seemed as if he was going to wake up any second and start talking to you.
You sigh and grab the letter, opening it up.
Hello,
my name is Seungmin and I am your mischiveous doll.
I love making you laugh and teasing you, because nothing makes me as happy as seeing your smile or your cute face when you're annoyed.
Please, play with me a lot as I tend to get bored, and no matter what you do with me, always end it with a kiss on my forehead.
Hope you come to love me as much as I already love you.
"Oh, you're a little prankster doll, aren't you? How funny of my friends." you sigh with a smirk playing on your face.
"I swear if you fucking move, you're flying out the window." you threaten, convinced you could see a faint smirk on the doll's face.
A paper sticking out of his jersey pocket grabs your attention and you take it out.
My cutie!
I got dressed for our first date!
Hopefully you like the outfit I chose, and enjoy playing with me tonight.
"First date? Who the heck made this?" you're perplexed, when suddenly you remember the ad from the other day.
"Oh my god." you jump up quickly, running to your laptop and searching.
You don't have to search too long as the site pops up immediately and you click on it.
"Wow!" you gasp as you look at the selection of the dolls.
You had no idea each one was a unique model, and that only one of them was made for some kind of experiment with new technology.
You turn to look back at Seungmin and chuckle.
"Okay, I gotta give it to my friends. They did give me a unique gift." you sigh.
Reading back over the site, there isn't much information and as you research a little bit, you can't find out much about the company that made the dolls.
It was as if it appeared out of thin air with technology so advanced that it had you confused, who could've made this and how?
Maybe even more important, why?
After turning up with nothing, you decide to check out the manual.
WARNING!
If there are any malfunctions with any part of the doll, please contact our services.
The doll can bathe in water except the charger opening.
Please do not disfigure or mutilate the doll.
Do not throw the doll into the trash.
Do not break, cut or bruise the doll.
If you're not satisfied, you can always return it to us and get your money back.
If you've purchased our Seungmin doll, do not forget to play with him as he can get lonely and sad.
Hope you enjoy the playful soul you chose!
"Lonely and sad, huh?" you stare at the doll with pursed lips.
Turning a few pages, the doll's 'abilites' come into view and you feel your ears burning in embarassment before you close the book quickly, tossing it aside.
"My friends are a bunch of perverts." you chuckle, laying down next to the doll.
"You better keep your hands to yourself, doll." you slide under your blanket, all the tiredness from tonight finally catching up with you.
Seungmin sits quietly as you turn off the light.
Waking up the next morning with a yawn, you stretch and your hand smacks into something solid.
Gasping, you lift up and see the doll sitting quietly just like he did last night.
"I forgot about you." you exhale before plopping back down in your pillows.
Curiously, your eyes travel over the doll's frame.
It's dead quiet in the apartment, meaning that Edie probably already left for her classes and you sit up, turning your attention to Seungmin.
Tentatively, you reach out your hand and poke the doll's cheek.
"Oh, wow!" you exclaim, poking him again. "You feel real."
Slowly, your fingertips caress his cheek, before you start carding them through his hair.
"Honestly though, my friends do know my type. If you were a real guy, I would stare at you from the distance and wait for you to ask me out." you chuckle a little before shaking your head as you retract your hand.
"I'm talking to myself." you get up and decide to get ready for your classes, leaving the doll be.
You feel like you're being watched the whole time as you rush through your room to gather your things, and an uncomfortable shiver runs up your spine, making the hairs on the back of your neck stand.
"Alright. You're creeping me out again." you throw the blanket over the doll like you did yesterday, and then you get ready.
"Behave. I think." you tilt your head and then exhale with a chuckle as you leave your bedroom, leaving Seungmin alone under the blanket.
-
It's past 5pm when you finally step foot back into your apartment.
You call out to Edie but it seems she wasn't home.
Shrugging, you enter your bedroom to find Seungmin still covered up with the blanket.
"Damn. Okay, you didn't come to life." you toss your bag down and make your way to the doll.
"I left you alone for a long time, didn't I?" you say as you remove the blanket and lean in closer to take a look at Seungmin's face.
For some reason, you think he might be frowning.
"Hey, I have real life things to do. Don't frown at me like that."
The doll is quiet.
"You want me to play with you? What does that even entail? Are we playing or are we playing? Because I'm not doing any of that weird shit." you wave your finger at the unmoving doll, realizing you're probably crazy for even talking to it.
"I'll think of something after dinner." you mutter to yourself.
After a much needed shower, you make your way to the kitchen to eat some dinner.
As you're eating, you suddenly hear what sounds like a giggle.
It feels like your heart stops beating for a moment as you sit up straight and listen.
It's quiet, except the music playing from your phone.
Maybe it was just in your mind.
Yeah, probably.
Edie arrives home shortly after, giving you a shit eating grin.
"So, did you try out the doll?" she wiggles her eyebrows at you.
"No. I don't know, it feels weird... and wrong." you grimace and your friend laughs.
"If you don't want him, let me give it a go." she winks and you laugh.
"Seungmin is my gift, okay? Don't touch him." you wave your finger and she snickers.
"Feeling territorial, are we?"
"N-no!" you blush instantly.
"Don't worry, y/n. I won't touch your little boyfriend."
"He's not my boyfriend! He's not even alive!" you yell after her as she giggles all the way to her room.
You sigh and make your way to your room too.
"Alright. I don't know what you mean by playing but I'm too tired to do anything. Maybe a movie?" you talk to the doll.
As you get no answer, you decide to just get ready for bed and grab your laptop.
You make yourself comfy under the blanket, your eyes turning to look at Seungmin.
"Ah. I'm probably crazy but I do need a few cuddles." you shrug as you sit up, your laptop on the side.
Pursing your lips, you slowly take off his jacket and put it aside.
"Oh wow." you gasp as you notice the little hairs on his arms, moles here and there, as if it's real skin.
You touch his arm, it's smooth and soft... comforting, even.
Your hand runs down to his and you grab it, your fingers entwined with his.
For some reason, you crave touch even more now so you adjust him to lay down and make him comfy on the pillows before you grab your laptop and put it on his stomach.
You lean your head on his chest, putting his arm around you as you search for a movie.
"If anyone sees me like this, I would die of embarassment." you sigh as you press play on a random movie.
Even though Seungmin's skin feels real, and he feels somewhat warm, it's quiet when your ear presses against his chest, there is no heartbeat to lull you to sleep.
It weirds you out but at the same time it's comforting to have someone next to you.
Oh no.
Your favorite shirt is gone.
You rummage through your whole wardrobe, knowing it's surely where you left it last time.
Edie probably took it, you think and stomp your way to her room after you close the wardrobe with a thud.
You miss the little smirk on Seungmin's face and the way his eyes followed you to the door before stilling again.
"Edie! Where is my favorite shirt? The red one with the yellow sun? I told you to ask if you wanna borrow stuff!"
"What? I never took that shirt. It's ugly anyways."
"Girl, don't call my favorite shirt ugly." you whine while she giggles.
"Sorry, I don't wanna hurt the shirt's feelings." she puts her arms up in fake surrender and you roll your eyes at her.
Coming back to your room, you're stopped in your tracks as you notice the shirt thrown over Seungmin's thighs.
You stand and stare at him quietly, your mind trying to process this because you know for a fact that it wasn't there before.
Slowly making your way to him, you narrow your eyes as you snatch your shirt away from him.
"Is this how you wanna play? Seungmin, the mischievous doll?" you raise your eyebrow.
He seems to be smiling slightly at your sarcastic tone.
"We'll talk about this later." you threaten and run to your bathroom to get ready for classes.
It was only the beginning.
A few weeks have passed since your friends got you Seungmin, and by now you kind of got used to him.
You couldn't really fall asleep unless you were hugging him and every morning when you opened your eyes you would give him a soft kiss to his forehead, just what the letter asked.
You were convinced that there was more to Seungmin though, as your things would disappear or be moved around, only to reappear later, making you frustrated at his playful antics.
Edie was bugging you constantly about using the doll for its actual purposes and one stressful weekend of studying before exam season was all you needed to snap and find a way to let out your frustrations.
Exhaling loudly, you turned to look at Seungmin, your fingers tangled in your hair and pulling in frustration.
It must be 3am by now, you think and decide to get up and take a hot shower.
Luckily, Edie was away, visiting her boyfriend so you had the apartment all to yourself and could make as much noise as you wanted to.
In your tired daze, coupled with the hot water on your skin, you felt a familiar throb in your core.
Your fingers danced on your skin, going lower until you stopped and gasped.
Seungmin.
Maybe it was time to try the doll's abilities.
After you finish rinsing off, you wrapped a towel around yourself and made your way to your room.
Seungmin is propped on your bed in his shirt and boxers, you stripped him a few days before, wanting to be more comfortable when you hold him, the stiff jeans fabric annoying you while you sleep.
"Well. It's just us, I guess." you say as you stand in front of him.
"Fuck it." you let the towel slide down to the floor, your eyes following it and not noticing the spark lighting up in Seungmin's gaze.
"Well, it's not fair that you're dressed." you pout and make your way to your doll, stripping his shirt first and biting your lip as your eyes roam all over his chest and stomach.
You slide his boxers off next, his semi-hard cock popping out and you gasp, did he get hard just from you being naked? If so, how?
Completely flabbergasted, you stared at him.
He never looked more real than in this moment and you felt your arousal gather on your pussy and coat your inner thighs.
"I must be ovulating." you chuckle at yourself and straddle the doll's thigh.
His muscles were firm under your wet pussy and you whined, slowly fucking yourself against Seungmin's thigh.
His cock seemed to react strongly to this, growing, the tip becoming red and angry and your eyes flutter as you practically drool at the sight of his length.
You wrap your hand around him and whimper when you feel his heaviness in your hand, and the warmth radiating off of him, how he twitches against you, beads of pre-cum appearing at his tip.
You don't even want to analyze and think how they made him this real, in this moment all you want is to play with him and find some relief for yourself.
You squeeze his cock a little before giving him a few languid strokes.
"Ah, fuck!" you moan, riding his thigh, your wet pussy leaving trails of arousal on his skin.
You lean in closer and press your lips to his neck, kissing his skin and inhaling his scent that mixed with yours from so many days of just cuddling him.
Seungmin's fingers twitch next to him but you don't notice as your lips dance on his skin, kissing him, your tongue darting out to taste him, your teeth grazing against his nipples.
This seems to make his cock even harder and you smirk, your hand playing with his nipple as you jerk him off faster, still riding his thigh and bringing yourself closer to your release.
You read the manual before, and you know his nipples are sensitive, the more you play with them, the closer he gets to cumming.
You decide to be evil and bring the doll to the edge, before retracting your hands and giggling as you grind on his thigh faster.
"Ah, Seungmin!" you moan out as you bounce on him, and his eyes fall down to your tits bouncing in his face, but again you don't notice since your head is thrown back in full ecstasy as you cum all over his thigh.
"Mm. So good." you whine, needing more, so you throw your leg over him, grabbing his cock and sliding down on his length in one go.
"Ah, you're so big baby." you coo at Seungmin and start bouncing on him, his cock filling you up deliciously and hitting every spot inside you perfectly.
"You like my tits, hm?" you notice that they're right in front of him so you grab his head and smush his face into your chest as you continue fucking on him.
You lean back to look at his face and you swear there's something in his eyes as you hold his cheeks in your palms and slow your hips.
"You're enjoying, aren't you?" you whisper and lean in to kiss the doll, his lips moving with yours as if he's kissing you back and you almost get lost in him.
Gently taking his hands in yours, you kiss his fingers, licking and sucking on them as you gyrate your hips against him.
"I love your hands." you mumble against him, taking two of his fingers in your mouth and sucking on them, staring intently at the doll's face.
You can feel his cock twitch inside you as you clench around him, working his fingers deep in your hot mouth, holding his other hand on your breast.
There's definitely something in his eyes, you note as you bring yourself closer to your high.
You squeeze your eyes shut, wishing with your whole being he would wake up and touch you everywhere, his hands burning imprints on you, wrapping around your neck, pulling on your hair, spanking you, marking you as his.
With that, you moan loudly, your pussy gripping his cock before you spill your juices all over his length, riding out your high, your fingers on his nipples, pinching and pulling.
"You wanna cum, Seungminnie?" you coo at him. "You pleased me well, you can cum." you add with a particularly strong pinch and it's like he heard you, his cock twitching inside you before he exploded, spurts of hot cum filling you up deeply.
"Ah!" you moan at the feeling, your eyes rolling back as you wrap your arms around him.
After taking some time to calm down, you grab Seungmin's face and press a sweet kiss to his forehead.
"I'm glad you're here, dolly." you whisper.
Exam season was riding you hard, coupled with essays and projects you had due, you felt extremely stressed.
You were barely eating and sleeping, the only light in your life was your dolly, Seungmin.
All of your friends were in the same predicament as you, so none of them had the time or the will to hang out.
It was like a struggle happening between you and all your obligations, and you were losing the battle.
Just one more paragraph, you thought as your tired fingers ran across the keyboard, your eyes bloodshot and hair a mess, your entire body stiff with stress.
You felt worn out but every now and then you would glance back at the bed and a small smile would spread on your face upon seeing Seungmin waiting for you there.
A few days ago, you had come home to find little hearts drawn in your notebook, knowing it had to be Seungmin since Edie wasn't home then and couldn't possibly be pranking you.
Maybe you wouldn't admit it to your friends but you loved Seungmin, even if he was just a doll.
For the few months you had him, you had grown attached to him; you talked to him about your innermost thoughts and feelings instead of writing them down in your diary.
You always watched movies with him, and after the movie ended you would play with him, exploring his body and wishing he could do the same to you.
You know it's probably crazy, but to you Seungmin is alive, and seeing those heart doodles only confirmed that there was more to him than you initially thought.
And you were right.
Breaking down into tears of frustration that night, you crawled into bed a sobbing mess, your arms wrapping around Seungmin instictively, holding him tightly as you cried into his neck.
You fell into a deep slumber while Seungmin listened to you cry yourself to sleep, your tears soaking up his shirt.
He couldn't stand it, his heart began to beat erratically as he started taking in shallow breaths, his hand gripping at the sheet below him as he tried to gasp for breath.
He shivered against you, his eyes were wide and trained on the ceiling above him as he slowly got his heartbeat and breathing steady.
Miraculously, you didn't feel a thing and kept sleeping as he slowly came to his senses.
The first thing Seungmin felt inside his body was thirst and hunger, his stomach growling, making him feel dizzy as he clutched onto you.
I need to get up!, he thought to himself before slowly rolling out of your hold and falling down on the floor with a thud.
"Ow." he muttered and his head popped up to check on you but you were still fast asleep.
A sad smile spread on his face, you were so exhausted and it hurt him.
Seungmin gathered all his strength as he staggered to the kitchen, drinking a few glasses of water, only feeling a bit more normal after that.
He rummaged through the cabinets, having watched you cook multiple times, he knew where everything was.
Deciding it was fastest to make some instant ramen, he did just that, almost burning himself in the process.
He was so hungry he couldn't think straight, he had no idea what was happening, who exactly he was even though little snippets of memories were running through his mind, he couldn't remember anything clearly except the memories he shared with you.
Seungmin didn't have answers to any of his questions, but there was only one thing he was sure about.
He loves you.
So, after he finished eating, Seungmin sat down in your room, opened up your laptop and worked all night tirelessly to finish up your essay and project.
He was going to make sure you get your much needed rest while he helps you pass your exams.
-
Slowly waking up in the morning, your hands instantly reached out for Seungmin.
With your eyes closed, you started moving your hand around your mattress only to realize that it's empty.
You freeze, dread washing over you before you open your eyes, blinking and looking around the room.
"Oh my god!" you all but scream when you see Seungmin, your Seungmin, the doll, sitting at your table, his upper body leaned on it as he sleeps.
You can hear and see that he's breathing and you don't know how to react, frozen in complete shock.
Quietly, you get up, tippy-toeing your way to him, you lean down to look at his face.
He looks adorable, his face smushed against your papers, his hand on the keyboard of your laptop and the other in his lap.
His eyes move under his eyelids, pretty lashes caressing his skin, his body rising with the breaths he's taking in.
"S-Seungmin?" you place your hand on his upper back, your fingers twitching a little.
"Hm." he hums a little and you chuckle.
You're supposed to feel scared, mortified even; but you feel giddy to finally see him look at you, talk to you, touch you.
"Minnie?" you try again, fingers playing with the hair on the nape of his neck.
His eyes flutter open, and he's confused for a second before his eyes widen at the sight of you.
"Y/n!" he exclaims, sitting up suddenly.
"You're alive. How?" you ask as you observe him.
"I- I woke up last night. I saw how you were struggling, how exhausted you were and I couldn't take it anymore."
"You saw... everything?" your heart beats faster.
"Y-yes." Seungmin nods, the tips of his ears becoming red. "It was as if I was in a state of sleep paralysis, and kept fighting to wake up."
"So you heard everything I said, felt everything I did?" you ask, for some reason the knowledge that Seungmin was actually present during every time you played with him, made you squeeze your thighs together and he noticed, the redness from his ears spreading to his neck.
"Yes." he says and you laugh in disbelief.
"This is insane! Wait, what are you doing at my table?" you remember suddenly and he chuckles awkwardly, playing with the end of his shirt.
"I- uhm... I finished your essay and project. Don't worry, I didn't fuck anything up! I worked on it as if it was you." he says and suddenly your eyes water.
"Minnie. You're so sweet. I'm so happy you came to life." you throw your arms around him and he gasps, his heart jumping in his chest.
He can't believe you didn't freak out and turn away.
Not only that you didn't turn away, you sat in his lap as he tentatively put his arms around you.
You held him tighter, making him melt into you.
Leaning back, you grabbed his face and started kissing him.
"Y/n, wait- you're not freaking out?" he stops you suddenly, an insecure look in his eyes as he observes your face.
"No, I knew you were alive. You hid my stuff and played pranks on me the whole time." you narrow your eyes at him and Seungmin chuckles awkwardly.
"Oops?" he grimaces and you laugh.
"Make it up to me, please." you whisper against his lips and Seungmin can't deny you.
He presses his lips on yours, his hands on your lower back, bringing you closer to him and making you grind against his lap.
Your nails dig into his shoulders when you feel him grow under you, and you can't help it as you start grinding against him.
All the times you played with him, you wished he'd wake up and just take you, and here he was now.
"Please, Minnie. I need you so bad." you moan and Seungmin smirks against your lips, his hands sliding down to grip your ass as he pushes his tongue inside your mouth at the same time.
He swallows all the sounds you make, his tongue exploring every inch of you as he lifts his hand and smacks your ass.
You jolt a little, pressing against him harder, feeling his cock twitching against your wet core.
Seungmin gets impatient, his hands grip the back of your thighs and he lifts you up, carrying you to your bed as you clutch onto him.
"I fantasized about this so much." you gasp breathlessly as he kneels between your legs, grabbing your ankles and pushing your knees to your chest.
"About what exactly? Tell me what you need, y/n." Seungmin's eyes are dark and filled with lust.
You shiver, biting on your lip as you feel more arousal soak your panties.
"I want you to be rough with me, please. Just do whatever you want." you whimper making him smirk.
"Anything you need, darling." Seungmin leans down closer to you, pressing his lips on yours hard and forcing his tongue in as his hand comes up to grip your throat.
The sound that comes out of you and travels into him, makes him grow impossibly hard in his boxers.
He squeezes your throat a little as he kisses you hard, taking your breath away and you dig your nails in his arm, your middle lifting up towards his and brushing against his hard member.
Seungmin presses down on you, slowly grinding against your wet panties as he leans back and grips your throat harder.
Your eyes flutter as you completely give into him, his gaze is fixed on you and how you're so willingly letting him hold your life in his hand.
When he releases you, you gasp for breath and grab at him.
"Fuck me, please Seungmin!" you groan and he slides your panties down as you rip your shirt off fast.
He chuckles at your eagerness, getting rid of his clothes too.
He presses his lips on your neck, his pretty hands exploring your body just how you wanted him to, fingers playing with your nipples, running over the dips and valleys of you.
Your whole body is on fire, your core is throbbing to be touched and it's like he senses it, his hand sliding between your legs to cup your pussy.
"S-Seungmin!" you whimper as he starts sliding his fingers on your wet folds, brining them up to your clit and pressing into it.
"Is this all mine?" he smirks darkly at you, torturing your sensitive clit, his other hand worshipping your breasts.
"Yes, all yours!" you moan as he slaps your pussy, a wave of arousal rushing through you.
"Please!" you beg, your hands gripping at the sheets beneath you.
"I love when you beg like that." Seungmin says, pushing his fingers inside you and you whimper as your pussy sucks them in eagerly.
"You always did what you wanted with me. Not that I mind that, but it's my turn now." he smirks, finding that gummy spot inside you and fucking slowly into it.
"Mm..." you moan as he pinches your nipples, teasing you with slow moves.
He speeds up, only to slow down again, driving you insane as your body yearns for release.
"P-please, let me cum." you whimper and Seungmin chuckles, withdrawing his fingers from you.
All those times you edged him were coming back to bite you in the ass as he decided to take his sweet time with you before giving you what you want.
You whine but before you can protest more, you feel the tip of his cock pressing against you, running over your folds and teasing your clit.
You're a moaning mess as he slowly pushes in, only the tip breaching your hot cunt.
You wait for more but realize with despair that he is going to tease you until the very end as he starts fucking you only with the tip of his pretty cock.
"Oh my god! Please!" you whine.
"Be quiet and take it." he says, his hand wrapping around your throat once more, squeezing as his tip goes in and out of you, then runs over your folds, smearing your arousal everywhere, playing with your tortured clit.
You give in, spreading your legs more as you hold them open for him while he tortures you.
"That's it. My good girl." Seungmin praises you and you whimper as he lets go of your neck.
You're about to beg for more but Seungmin leans back before grabbing you and turning you around on all fours.
"Oh!" you exclaim as he spreads your legs with his.
"I know what you want, darling." he chuckles lowly behind you before pushing into you harshly, making you take his entire length in one thrust.
"Ah!" you whimper as your pussy clenches around him immediately, not wanting to let him go.
Seungmin grunts, spanking you fast and hard a few times before he grabs your hips and starts fucking into you with an unforgiving pace.
You gasp for air as your grab the headboard, making the bed shake with the movement of your bodies.
His hand tangles in your hair and he pulls as you cry out, not being able to hold it in anymore, you cream around his cock and his eyes roll back, his hips stuttering as he releases inside you, filling you up with his hot load.
"Oh my god." you whimper, collapsing down as both of you breathe hard and he wraps his arms around you.
"That's what you fantasized about, hm?" he whispers, lips brushing against your ear.
"Y-yes." you say, breathless.
Both of you are quiet for some time before you face each other, breaking into shy smiles.
"I love you, Seungmin." your hand is on his cheek, and then in his soft hair as you caress him.
"I love you so much, y/n. What I feel for you woke me up, because I couldn't stand just watching you go through all the stress alone." he says as you hold each other.
"I wasn't alone, you were always there." you retort with a smile.
Something more gentle settles between you, and the two of you cuddle quietly, enjoying in each other's presence.
You stay like that for some time before you decide to clean up and eat breakfast.
Walking into the kitchen, you don't even notice Edie who turns around and upon seeing you walking in with Seungmin, she shrieks, taking a step back as her face morphs into a look of shock.
"What the fuck?!"
"Calm down, Edie." you chuckle.
"Calm down?! He's - he's alive! How?!" she keeps freaking out.
"I woke up-"
"He talks!" Edie interrupts him and you start laughing.
"Oh my god, Edie. No, we don't know how he woke up either and how he's alive." you say with a chuckle.
"Do you remember anything, Minnie?" you turn to Seungmin and he seems to blush at the nickname, fiddling with his fingers as if he didn't just rail you in the bedroom thirty minutes ago.
"Snippets. I remember this cold place, some kind of droning sound. Water too, maybe? And there were others. But I can't remember their faces at all. I just know they were there."
"Others?" Edie purses her lips and then grabs her laptop hurriedly.
"Them?" she types quickly before turning the laptop towards the two of you, the familiar site presenting the sex dolls on her screen.
Seungmin gasps, his lips trembling.
"T-that... that's them! They were there with me. In the cold room." Seungmin suddenly hugs himself and you can see he's becoming distressed.
Quickly, you reach towards the laptop, closing it and putting your arms around him.
"It's okay, take a deep breath." you say softly as you caress him.
"How about we finish our exams this week and then all of us try to find out what actually happened to you, Seungmin?" Edie offers and he nods.
"I'd like that." he says. "Just... I never want to go back there. I don't know why but it feels horrifying."
"Don't worry, I won't let anyone take you away from me." you smile at him, kissing his cheek gently.
Your exam and presentation week pass by smoothly, with the constant help and support of Seungmin, everything was easier.
He insisted on sharing your burdens, always reminding you to take care of yourself, preparing you warm meals while you studied and listening to you yap about what you learned for practice.
Your friend group all came to see Seungmin and they adored his personality instantly since he was a little shy with them but clearly adored you, they congratulated themselves for finding the perfect guy for you.
As the week came to an end, after a good night's sleep and a warm breakfast, Seungmin, Edie and you sat on your living room floor with your laptops, the manual and Seungmin's letter.
All three of you went through the letter and manual multiple times, like some new information would appear and help you understand where Seungmin came from, how did he suddenly come to life, why did the usb opening disappear when he woke up, why can't he remember anything.
The site wasn't much help either, it only had pictures of the dolls, info about them written in a similar fashion as Seungmin's manual was.
Nothing about the company except that they had advanced technology they were proud of testing.
After hours of research, you came up with a big fat nothing.
"I can't believe there's nothing on the net about this company!" Edie threw her hands up in frustration.
"There's something fishy about all of this." you let out a sigh as Seungmin looks at you.
"I'm really trying hard to remember more." he says.
"I know you are." you smile at him, caressing his face. "How about we take a break?"
"Sounds good to me. I'm meeting my lover for lunch anyways." Edie smiles.
"Hey, thank you so much for helping, Edie." you smile at her and she chuckles.
"Of course! What are friends for!" she exclaims with a giggle.
-
"I want to thank you for everything you've done for me." you whisper while you and Seungmin cuddle.
He smiles as you lift up before burying your face in his neck and kissing his soft skin.
"It was my pleasure." Seungmin takes in a shaky breath as your tongue darts out to lick at his sensitive spot before you sink your teeth into it.
"Y/n." he whimpers, grabbing at you.
"And it will be my pleasure to show you how grateful I am." you smirk at him, his eyes hooded as he observes you.
You lift his shirt up, taking it off and tossing it aside, your lips attaching to his skin instantly.
You leave kisses on his collarbone and chest, your tongue playing with his nipples, teeth grazing the sensitive buds.
Seungmin relaxes, letting you kiss his stomach, all the way down to the bulge in his boxers, where you press a kiss to his head.
"Ah, y/n." he whines, lifting up into you.
You only smirk, hooking your fingers in his underwear and pulling it down, watching his cock spring free, pre cum beading at the tip.
You need to taste him, tongue on him immediately before you wrap your lips around the head, sucking on it gently.
"Shit!" Seungmin moans, his hand tangling in your hair and holding you down.
It's clear to you that he's slowly taking control as he lifts his hips up, pushing your head down at the same time and making you take more of his length.
Your eyes flutter, enjoying the way he uses you, fucking up slowly into your mouth and you hold onto his thighs as he grips your hair and pushes in further.
You gag a little when you feel the tip of his cock bullying its way to the back of your throat and your pussy clenches.
You squeeze your thighs, looking for some friction as Seungmin keeps fucking up into you harder and faster.
"Fuck, you're doing so good, baby." he moans, his body trembling for a moment.
You choke on his length but he doesn't let up.
"Just a little more, and then I'll give you my cum." he smirks and you whimper around him, your cunt throbbing.
Your hand sneaks on his inner thigh only to grab his balls, squeezing them and massaging them and Seungmin snaps, his hips jolting as he releases hot spurts of cum inside you.
Your eyes close in pleasure as you swallow, your pussy dripping arousal on your panties.
"Please, Minnie. Please, touch me." you're desperate as you pop off of him and he shushes you, lifting up and laying you down.
He strips you quickly, his lips on your skin, finger on your wet cunt.
"So eager for me, aren't you?" he smirks, dipping just the tips of his fingers inside you.
"Y-yes, ah!" you whimper when he flicks your sensitive clit.
"Such a good girl." Seungmin coos at you, plunging two of his fingers inside you, his other hand stimulating your clit as he massages it and pinches occasionally.
Being the little tease that he is, he pulls his fingers out any time you're close to cumming, just to watch you writhe in frustration, your little pussy clenching around nothing.
He doesn't let you cum until he's reduced you to a crying, shaking mess and by that time you are so fucked out that you can't even speak.
You clench around his fingers before exploding all over his hand, squirting as his dark eyes observe you.
When he retracts his fingers, you grip his wrist, bringing his hand to your mouth as you swirl your tongue around them, cleaning them up and sucking on the digits.
"F-fuck." Seungmin whines.
Before he can lean down to kiss you, your phone starts ringing.
"Let it." he begs.
"It's Edie." you say quickly, ignoring the throbbing in your core. "Hey." you pick up as Seungmin catches his breath.
"What?! Okay, thanks for the heads up!"
"What's going on?" Seungmin looks at you worriedly and you quickly shake your head, grabbing a few tissues from the nightstand to clean yourself up.
"Edie and her boyfriend were in a diner and saw the news on tv, you were on it, and the other dolls. The company said that all the dolls have some kind of malfunction and that they're taking them back-"
"They wanna take me away from you?" Seungmin's lower lip trembles.
"You know I won't let that happen." you say as you open your laptop, typing in the site.
"It's gone!" you exclaim, the only thing that's popping up when you type the url in, is an error message.
"Shit, they're gonna come for me! I can't be here. I- I need to leave." Seungmin starts panicking suddenly.
"Seungmin, please, it's gonna be okay. I will-"
"No, y/n. It's too dangerous. It's best if they don't find me here. I don't wanna get you mixed up into anything."
"Minnie, I'm already mixed up into it. Because I love you and I won't let them hurt you." you grab his shaky hands.
"But-"
"No, we will do this together. I'll fight them, I swear. Just promise me you won't leave." you beg, squeezing his hands.
"Fine. I promise. I love you so much, y/n." Seungmin kisses you, the kiss feels like a goodbye to you but you don't want to dwell on it, the hope in your heart is not dying yet.
But, that night when you fall asleep in Seungmin's arms, he breaks his promise.
Having an inkling that whoever created him in the company has a tendency of being cruel, he didn't want you anywhere near that.
With a heavy heart, he looked at your sleeping face, caressing you and pressing his lips to your forehead and then your lips, he whispered his confession of love and disappeared into the night.
As he wondered next to the road, a car rolled closer and Seungmin lifted his thumb.
The car slowed down and when he looked into the passenger's seat window, a reflection of a familiar face stared at him in shock...
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it's 9 o'clock in the evening when atsumu barges into your bathroom while you're taking off your makeup
âhey, babe, yer phoneâs charged, right?â
his voice breaks through the quiet hum of your evening, pulling your attention away from the bottle of moisturiser you'd been trying to open for the past 5 minutes. you glance up to find him leaning in the doorway. his black dress pants and light blue button-up are long gone, now replaced with a large white t-shirt and his obnoxious 'world's best setter' boxers that he must've left in the dresser you bought for him when he started staying over more often.
âyeah, why?â you ask, raising an eyebrow suspiciously.
he holds up his phone with an exaggerated sigh, the screen dark. âmineâs dead." he sighs and you look at him confused.
"i was gonna call âsamuâmessaged me somethinâ about the shop. think he forgot to order noodles or⊠or whatever. can i borrow yours for a sec?â
you furrow your eyebrows, skepticism creeping in. atsumu wasnât exactly known for prioritizing osamuâs last-minute âemergenciesâ unless they directly concerned him. âcanât you just use the landline?â
âthe landline?â he places a hand on his chest in mock offense.
âwhat am i, a fossil?" you turn your gaze back to the mirror with a roll of your eyes.
"câmon, babe, itâll only take a minute. please?â
you stare at him and he stares back, the two of you locking eyes in a silent standoff. atsumu, for all his dramatics, was never great at hiding when he was up to something.
alas, as much as you wanted to pry, you also didnât have the energy to argue over something so trivial when it was so late into the day.
âokay,â you breathe out, followed by a long sigh as you hand your phone over.
âjust donât mess with anything.â your eyes narrow threateningly.
âmess with things? me?â he shakes his head around, feigning shock. ânever. yer phoneâs in the safest hands imaginable.â
that already shouldâve been your second red flagâthough before you can even question him, he's got his back turned halfway out the door yelling âthanks, babe! yer the best!â over his shoulder.
a brief fifteen minutes have passed, which you only vaguely realise in the haze of beginning your book. you're comfortably tucked into the corner of the couch when he strolls into the living room. plopping your phone onto the cushions beside you and pressing a quick, warm kiss to the top of your headâhe pokes your cheek.
âyer a lifesaver,â he says with a grin, flopping down beside you. âwhat would i do without ya?â
you offer him a glance, âwhat did osamu need?â
âhuh?â you notice his grin falter. it's a split millisecond, but he's quick to cover it with a casual wave of his hand. âoh, somethinâ about⊠rice.â
you squint at him, trying to read his face. âi thought you said noodles earlier?â
ârice, noodlesâsame difference,â he says, getting up and walking over to the fridge to pull it open. âfood stuff... yâknow how he is.â
you let out a hum, satisfied with his answer. and just like that, the moment passes. your attention is drawn back to your book while atsumu rifles through leftovers.
it isn't until later that night when you're climbing into bed and reaching for your phone to set your alarm that you notice. the screen lights up, and instead of your usual photo of cherry blossoms, you're greeted by himâa photo of atsumu.
and it's not just any photo of atsumu, though. this one was pure chaos.
his entire face filled the frame, nose slightly scrunched, cheeks puffed out like a chipmunk, and his golden-brown eyes wide with faux innocence. his lips were puckered in an over-the-top kissy face. across the bottom of the image in bright, white text were the words: âmiss me yet, babe? ;)â
your jaw drops.
âwhat theâ?â you're immediately sitting up and unlocking your phone, going straight into your photo gallery. what you find only makes your disbelief grow, (and maybe your heart too, out of fondness).
the first photo was relatively tame: a selfie of atsumu sprawled out on the couch with his head sitting in his hand with a cheeky and flirty smile. of course, you think.
the second was him in the doorway of the living room with his finger pressed to his lips in a "shh" gesture while you sat on the couch, engrossed in your book.
and then things get progressively more ridiculous, (assuming that's even possible).
there's a close-up of atsumu holding up your favorite snack with an inflated, brash grin, almost as if he was offering it to you. the caption reads: âthis one's for you, babe."
another captured him perched on your desk chair, holding your pencil like it was a quill. his nose is scrunched again, an attempt to portray his concentration as he pretends to scribble something brilliant.
it's the final photo that stops you in your tracks.
it's atsumu stood on the balcony, wrapped in your favorite blanket like a superhero while his arm stretched dramatically toward the sky. the caption read: âprotector of this household and defender of snacks ;)â
you stare at the screen in silence, eyes wide and mouth slightly agape. quite frankly, you couldn't tell whether you wanted to laugh or cry.
atsumu was many things: he was ridiculous, he was almost always over the top, and he was also occasionally the most infuriating person youâd ever met. but, there was one thing for certainâhe was undeniably, wholeheartedly yours.
many people don't understand him the way you do. atsumu hadnât just messed with your phone for the sake of itâheâd left you a trail of love notes that were neatly tucked behind each photoâs absurdity. it was his way of saying "iâm here, even when iâm not," without actually saying the words verbally.
and it worked.
you didnât text him right away. instead, you curled under the blankets, scrolling through the photos again and again. your heart swelled with every outlandish caption, every childish expression, every trace of him.
eventually, you couldnât help yourself.
you: youâre a menace.
his reply was almost instant: atsumu: a menace with a pretty face, though. miss ya, babe x
you beamed, your thumb hovering over the lock screen settings, conflicted between whether or not you should switch back the photo. though how could you? not when you already knew tomorrow would bring another excuse for him to check your phone again, just to see if youâd kept it.
so you decide to leave itâhis face on your lock screen as a proud display of the worldâs most unconventional love letter.
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Can you please do a part two of the Sebastian fluff where he lets his thoughts get the best of him and gets anxious that reader now sees him as a monster because of what they read on his document so he prepares extra good items and plans to give them heavy discounts and even some free but reader barges in like
"MANTIS SHRIMP??? PUNCH SOMETHING RIGHT NOW"
And after a bit of reassuring(possibly some punching too bc reader is too starry-eyed for him to say no to em) Seb realizes he trully never had anything to worry about and just, generally grows fonder of reader?
Ps. Adore your writing, keep up the awesome work!!
"God, why did I let them take it? Stupid, stupid, stupid.."
Sebastian couldn't stop beating himself up, even though he knew he shouldn't care about the opinion of any human sent by Urbanshade--especially one of the "expendable" class.
Yet because it was you, specifically--who was currently in possession of his document--he began to wonder what you'd think of him once you found out the truth:
That he was nothing but a horrible monster. Plain and simple.
If not the knowledge that he was a hideous chimera of several sea creatures' DNA...then surely the revelation that he caused the lockdown of the Blacksite would ultimately make you resent him.
He released all those creatures, who stopped at nothing to prevent you from reaching the crystal and had you running, fighting, or hiding for your life.
He was responsible for all the injuries you've sustained while crawling into his shop, desperately needing a medkit and a place to rest.
He would understand if you'd never want to visit him again after what they documented about him..but the image of your furious expression and overthinking the words you'd possibly say to him left him feeling incredibly anxious.
Suddenly, Sebastian found himself gathering more supplies. Medkits, code breakers, and every light source he had currently in the shop, trying to market down whatever he could. He was even willing to let you take batteries for free...which was something he'd never normally do.
Would it be enough to make up for everything horrific you discovered about him and the terrors he indirectly put you through? Absolutely not.
Was he willing to try it anyways just for the small chance that you'd keep visiting him? Maybe.
No other human has shown him a single ounce of kindness or gratitude for his services. Nobody except you, of course, and he refused to lose that.
-thump, thump-
"Shit.." He froze, hearing movement in the vent duct, hands trembling for his light to shine brighter. Part of him wishes he could stay in the dark, as he didn't wanna see your face and whatever hurt expression it could possibly hold.
But he knew it'd be rude if you actually needed to buy something, so he forced himself to look as your familiar figure crawled out of the small opening. You seemed out of breath, like you were just running from something, and stood up to dust the dirt off your pants.
"Sebastian..I need to know something, and you need to be 100% honest with me."
The moment you pulled out his document, the shopkeeper could feel his heart sink.
"Wh..What did you want to know?" He asked, already bracing himself for the worst.
You sounded dead serious, and he was convinced you were finally going to let him have it.
You were going to force him to explain himself and his actions, and tell him what a monster he truly was. Literally and metaphoric-
"Its it true that you have mantis shrimp DNA????"
Silence.
Of all the possible outbursts he expected from you, that certainly didn't cross his mind.
Sebastian just stared down at you, utterly dumbfounded. He blinked several times, unsure if he was truly seeing the wide smile and starry-eyed look on your face.
He had been waiting for a deep scowl, eyes full of anger and betrayal and sadness that he wasn't the "friend" he claimed himself to be when you first visited his shop.
Yet now? He saw nothing but pure delight in your expression.
"Um..yes. But of alllll the things you read about me, that shocked you the most?" He was still treading carefully.
"Well, it sucks that you were an innocent guy who got thrown into a shitty situation." You gestured to him, frowning a little. "And I'm sorry you never saw justice, but...it's just SO cool that you're part mantis shrimp!" A grin returned to your face. "They've fascinated me for years! I used to watch videos of them all the time. Did you know the velocity of just one of their punches is equal to a .22 caliber bullet-?"
"Stop." He put a hand up, huffing. "At least some part of you must resent me. I mean...helloooooo, did you skip over the bit where I'M the reason those monsters are after you?! There's no way you could've ignored that..unless your brain turned off the moment you read "mantis shrimp"."
"I read everything, Sebastian." You huffed back. "Look, if I ever had to go through what you did..I think I'd wanna rebel, too. And as much as those monsters scare me, they've probably endured the same experiments as you. They probably felt just as trapped and afraid. You must see at least a few of them as your friends, right?"
"Eyefestation and the PAInter are the only ones I consider "acquaintances"." He answered after a long pause, shoulders slumped. "The anglers are primitive, but they recognize me as the one who freed them, so they don't bother me or my shop. The only creature that tends to be an issue is-"
-thump-
-thump-
Tensing, you looked over your shoulder to see a Wall Dweller emerge from the vent behind you, its mouth split open and drooling with hunger, standing on two legs.
"-that." Sebastian glared at the creature; and before it could run away, he blocked the entrance with his tail fin. "Oh no you don't." He swooped over to grab ahold of its head with his third hand, causing it to shriek and kick its legs as he held it up high. "You seriously need to stop eating my customers when they're trying to BUY SOMETHING!!"
The Dweller just growled at him, to which he ignored it and glanced down at you. "What should I do with this thing?"
"Punch it!" You grinned, your fists balled up in front of you as you hopped up and down. "I wanna see how fast you could throw one!"
He raised an eyebrow. "Really?"
"Pleeeeaaase?"
"..ugh, if it gets that stupid puppy-eyed look off your face, fine." He looked back at the Dweller, grinning widely as he cracked his knuckles. "You wanna eat something so bad? Try this."
"....grahh-?"
In a blinding flash, his fist went through the creature's skull, effectively turning its head into dust. Then he dropped the whole body onto the ground with a grimance. "Eugh..never done that before.."
Then he looked down at you again, seeing your smile brighten. "Hope that made you happy."
"It did, that was amazing!" You laughed, kneeling down to rip off a chunk of the Dweller's flesh. He eyed you strangely, his expression changing to a look of horror as you shoved a piece in your mouth.
"What the f...why would you eat that?!"
"It's okay! I've had this stuff before." You swallowed, feeling rejuvenated already.
"B....Before?! What you're eating is clay and acid-"
"Actually, it's fresh meat. Reminds me of poultry, almost. I found a document somewhere saying that it has regenerative properties." You explained to Sebastian, whose eyes only widened the more you talked. "I didn't believe it at first until I saw the Angler kill one. I was hungry and...eating it healed my electrical burn somehow."
".......why was that not in its actual document?" He muttered.
You shrugged, ripping out another piece and offering it to him. "Care for a bite?"
"I'll..pass. But thanks." Lowering his body closer to you, he frowned. "Are you absolutely sure that-?"
"I'm sure."
"..you didn't even know what I was going to-"
"You were worried about my reaction to your file. I could tell from the discount signs and how you were scared to even look at me."
"............."
"But I promise it doesn't change anything, okay? We're still friends, Sebastian, and I'll still swing by to do business with you." You reassured him, smiling as you patted the back of his hand, before noticing the bandage on his third arm seemed bloody. "Um..when's the last time you changed that?"
"...oh this? Erm..it's fine." He attempted to hide it behind his back. "Nothing you should be concerned abou-"
"Too late. It's my concern now. Let me repay you for saving my tail."
He had no time to protest, as you were already on your feet and running for the medkit that was on the table. You weren't worried about getting to the next zone right now.
Not that Sebastian planned on kicking you out anytime soon.
No.
Now that he was able to confide in you, he was genuinely beginning to enjoy your company--especially as you asked him to rest his arm across your lap. From there, your gentle hands went to work changing the bandage out for a fresh one, using an alcohol spray to keep the wounds from getting infected.
He hissed and cursed a few times at the stinging pain, but not once did he try to get you to stop.
Suddenly, it all began to hit him in this exact moment.
You were willingly playing nurse to a giant sea monster that has killed a man and was responsible for the terrifying things you had to witness down here.
He couldn't understand..but at the same time he felt relieved that all along he had nothing to worry about.
"Th-That's fine..thank you.."
Hearing a sniffle, you glanced up as Sebastian hastily took his arm away, "standing" back up and turning away from you. You just smiled and patted his tail comfortingly, not saying a word as you waited for him to collect himself.
For once, that snarky and sarcastic fish you've come to know was gone, and he was letting his walls down, finally realizing he could trust you.
Eventually he fell silent, and you wondered what to do now. You bought everything you wanted to earlier, so you didn't wanna overstay your welcome-
"Do you mind staying for a little bit longer?"
The question surprised you, but you smiled and nodded. "Sure. As long as you don't mind, shrimpy."
There was a pause, and he slowly looked back at you, pouting. "Big talk coming from someone as tiny as you, friend." He playfully sneered.
You just laughed and shook your head, glad to see him in better spirits.
Thanks to that scrambler on his back, you didn't have to worry about HQ getting on your ass about continuing the mission or threatening detonation.
You could definitely stay awhile and ramble about more mantis shrimp facts to Sebastian...if he was willing to hear them, of course.
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velvet lies
pairing: gojo x fem reader synopsis: crippling debt and possible evictions have ruined you. working two jobs with no downtime, and a five-year-old son, you really don't know the meaning of taking a break. after continuous questions about his father, you have decided to finally let your son meet his dad. only thing is, he has no idea said son exists. and to top it off, you have not a single clue about what kinds of things will transpire from this sudden revelation. tags/warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, fluff, romance, alcohol, classism, mom! reader, lying, abuse, MAJOR angst, slow burn, exes to lovers, (mentions of) cheating, scandals, death, blood, drugs, drama, family drama, miscommunication, blackmail, unhealthy coping mechanisms , depression, manipulation wc: 17k spotify playlist series masterlist < previous chapter < next chapter
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âWhat do you mean youâre just âgiving upâ?â
âSatoru, calm down.â
âOh, calm down? You expect me to calm down when youâre just letting whoever threw all this shit on Y/N, my son justâŠfree? Youâre really not going to look harder?â
Satoru huffs in a frustrated manner, rubbing his hands through his hair, and messing up the silver locks. When he was called by his parents so early in the morning to come to their place, he thought he wouldâve been greeted with good news. Any news. Not this. He not only feels immensely annoyed, but also thrown under the bus. But what else was supposed to expect from them? Heâs pacing the living room, his parents standing off to the side and watching their only child try not to lose his shit.Â
âSatoru, weâve all looked into this. But whoever took that picture was smart, they knew how to stay hidden. Weâve done everything in power, son.â His mother tries to placate him, holding her hand out in an attempt to gently plant it on his forearm.Â
He promptly pulls away before she makes contact, fixing his mother with an icy look, lip curled up slightly.
âHow convenient,â Satoru snaps, his voice dripping with sarcasm. âThe all-powerful Gojo family, with all its influence, resources, and connections, suddenly canât find one person? Spare me.â His pacing becomes more erratic, his steps heavy as if each one is an outlet for his frustration.Â
His father finally speaks, his tone sharp and commanding, âEnough, Satoru. Youâre not the only one affected by this. Weâve handled the situation as best as we could without escalating it further. Do you even understand the damage control weâve had to do?âÂ
âDamage control?â Satoru lets out a bitter laugh, stopping dead in his tracks to glare at his father. âYouâre more worried about your reputation than your grandsonâs safety, arenât you? Or Y/Nâs for that matter?âÂ
His father narrows his eyes, his voice lowering dangerously. âWatch your tone. You think we donât care? Everything weâve done has been to protect this family.âÂ
âFamily?â Satoru scoffs, gesturing wildly. âIf you cared so much about family, you wouldnât just let this slide. Youâd help me hunt them down, no matter what. But no, youâre just sweeping it under the rug like everything else, arenât you?âÂ
His motherâs voice trembles slightly, though she tries to keep her composure. âSatoru, please try to understandâthereâs only so much we can do without creating more chaos. We canât act recklessly.â
âYou mean I canât act recklessly,â he mutters darkly, taking a step back from both of them. His jaw tightens as he looks between his parents, disgust and disappointment etched into his face. âYou donât get it. None of this is just about me anymore. Itâs about Y/N and Koji. They didnât ask for any of this, and now theyâre the ones dealing with it.âÂ
His father sighs heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose. âWhat do you want us to do, Satoru? Tell me, what more can be done that hasnât already been tried?âÂ
âIâll handle it myself,â Satoru growls, the fire in his eyes blazing. âYou wonât. Fine. But I will.â Without waiting for a response, he turns on his heel and storms toward the door.Â
Yamatoâs hand shoots out, gripping his son by the elbow and effectively holding him in place. Satoru turns his head over his shoulder, matching his fatherâs death glare with one of his ownâonly it looksâŠscarier.Â
The silence is palpableâdisturbing. Akane stands half way in the middle, unsure if she should stop this now or let Yamato deal with itâdeal with their son. She worries her lip between her teeth, brows furrowed together.Â
âSatoru,â Yamatoâs voice is low, firm, but the underlying tension cuts through the room like a blade. âDonât forget who youâre talking to.â
Satoruâs lips curl into a cold smirk, one that doesnât reach his eyes. He doesnât pull away, but his entire posture radiates defiance. âOh, I know exactly who Iâm talking to. The man who taught me that family comes second to pride. Let me go, Dad, before this gets uglier than it already is.â
Akane takes a hesitant step forward, her hands trembling slightly as she reaches out. âYamato, please. Let him go. This isnât the time toââ
âStay out of this, Akane,â Yamato interrupts sharply, his focus never wavering from Satoru.
Satoru scoffs, the sound filled with disdain. âOf course. Canât let Mom get in the way of the big, bad Gojo men, can we?â His tone drips with mockery, but his glare burns with genuine anger.
Yamatoâs grip tightens, his knuckles white. âYou think this is about me? About my pride? This is about youâyour recklessness, your inability to see the bigger picture. You canât solve everything with brute force, Satoru.â
Satoruâs smirk fades, replaced by a steely resolve. âAnd you canât solve anything by sitting back and doing nothing.â He yanks his arm free with a sharp motion, the force of it making Yamato take a half-step back. âYouâve made it clear where your priorities lie. Donât worryâI wonât let this âfamily legacyâ get in the way of protecting my family.â
Yamatoâs jaw tightens, his expression unreadable. âSatoru, the boy is your family but not that womaââ
âAddress her by name, Yamato.â Satoru steps closer to his father, the two at towering heights. Truly a frightening sight to an outsiderâs perspective. âOr you and I are going to start having some serious problems.â
Yamatoâs lips press into a thin line, his stoic demeanor cracking just enough to reveal a flicker of irritation. âYou think threats will get you anywhere with me, boy?â His voice is sharp, controlled, but thereâs a distinct edge that betrays his frustration. âSheâs the reason this mess even exists. Sheâsââ
âEnough.â Satoruâs tone drops to something cold, lethal. His cerulean eyes blaze with an intensity that could freeze anyone in their tracks. âYou donât get to disrespect her. Not when youâve done nothing to fix this so-called âmess.â Not when sheâs been doing everything she can to protect my sonâyour grandson.â
Yamato stiffens, his brows furrowing. âWatch your tone.â
âIâve been watching my tone my whole damn life,â Satoru snaps, his composure finally breaking. âBut not anymore. You donât get to sit on your throne and act like you care about this family when all you care about is the Gojo name. Koji and Y/N are my family now. Whether you like it or not.â
âYou two arenât married,â Yamato reminds his son, for what must be the thousandth time now.Â
Really, Satoruâs losing his mind here. He knows that. He knows you two arenât married. But he still feels an obligation towards youâthe magnetic pull to protect you from outside scrutiny that could potentially harm you and Koji. So sure, you guys arenât married. But that doesnât change the matter of fact here. âAnd what if we were?â
Akane gasps, Yamatoâs eyes visibly widening in surprise before lowering down to their normal state. His jaw ticks. âStop, donât make jokes like that. Youâve been promised to Himari for a while now.â
Satoruâs laugh is sharp, humorless, slicing through the tense air. âPromised? What century are you living in? Iâm not some pawn for you to move around, Yamato.â His tone drips with disdain as he steps closer, his towering frame casting a shadow over his father. âYou think a promise to Himari means a damn thing to me? Iâll marry who I want, when I want.â
Yamatoâs composure wavers for the briefest moment before he narrows his eyes. âYou donât understand the importance of this arrangement, Satoru. Itâs not just about youâitâs about securing alliances, protecting the legacyââ
âLegacy, legacy, legacy,â Satoru mocks, rolling his eyes. âIs that all you care about? Your âlegacyâ? Not your grandson, not the fact that your son is trying to do what you never couldâactually be there for his family?â
Akaneâs hands tremble at her sides as she steps forward, voice tentative but pleading. âSatoru, please. We only want whatâs best for youââ
âNo,â Satoru interrupts sharply, turning his icy gaze to his mother. âYou want whatâs best for you. Donât twist it.â He shakes his head, running a hand through his hair as if trying to physically shake off their words. âKoji doesnât need your âlegacy.â He doesnât need your politics or your alliances. He needs a father who puts him first.â
âAnd Y/N?â Yamato retorts, his tone scathing. âDo you think sheâs above this? She could be using you, Satoru. Sheâs a liability, dragging youâus into scandal after scandal. And now, with the boyââ
âEnough!â Satoruâs voice booms, cutting through the room like a clap of thunder. He steps even closer to his father, their faces mere inches apart. âYou donât get to talk about her like that. Sheâs the mother of my child. Sheâs family. And Iâll defend her with everything Iâve got.â His voice drops, low and cold. âSo go ahead. Keep pushing me. See what happens when I stop giving a damn about your âlegacy.ââ
Akaneâs quiet, labored breathing breaks the tension, her hand fluttering to her mouth as she looks between the two men. The silence that follows feels deafening, and for a moment, Yamato looks like he might lash outâbut then he takes a breath, regaining his composure.
âFine, youâve made your point clear,â Yamato finally says, his voice low and measured. âBut donât expect me to clean up the fallout when this all collapses around you.â
Satoru huffs a bitter laugh, shaking his head. âI wonât. Iâve learned not to expect much from you anyway. A man who cares more about sealing business deals than the own well-being of his family.â
Yamato glares, his jaw tightening once more, but he doesnât respond. The tension in the room is suffocating, a silent battle of wills playing out between father and son.
Satoru doesnât wait for his father to break. Instead, he turns sharply, heading for the door. Before he leaves, he glances over his shoulder, his eyes steely. âYou can take your promises, your alliances, and your legacyâand shove them. Iâll protect my family, with or without you.â
And with that, he slams the door behind him, leaving Akane and Yamato in stunned silence. The house rattles with Satoruâs exit. Akane slowly turns her head towards her husband, who is still staring at the spot their son once stood in. Her jaw clenches, French-tipped nails digging into her aged palms. âYouâŠyouâre breaking this family apart, Yamato.â
âIt was already apart.â
Thatâs it. Nostrils flaring as she hastily stomps up to her husband and delivers a slap to his right cheek. His head shoots toward his left, unflinching. He doesnât face his wife, even after he hears the sniffling come from her.Â
The room hangs heavy with silence after the sharp crack of Akaneâs hand meeting Yamatoâs cheek. She stands there, trembling, her chest rising and falling with each labored breath. Tears well in her eyes, blurring the sight of her husbandâunmoved, unshaken, and cold as stone.Â
âYouâre so blind,â Akane whispers, her voice quivering. âBlind to what really matters. SatoruâŠheâs slipping away from us, and you canât see it because youâre too damn proud to admit youâve failed him.â
Yamato remains still, his head turned, staring at nothing. âIâve done what I had to do,â he replies, his voice devoid of emotion. âFor this family. For its survival.â
âNo,â Akane counters, her voice growing louder, cutting through the tense air like a blade. âYou did it for yourself. Youâve always done it for yourself. The name, the power, the controlâitâs all you care about. You donât care about Satoru. You donât care about Koji. And nowâŠâ Her voice cracks, and tears spill over her cheeks. âNow, you donât even care about me.â
Finally, Yamato turns to face her. His expression is unreadable, a mask of stoicism, but thereâs a flickerâjust a flickerâof something in his eyes. Regret? Doubt? Itâs gone before she can be sure.
âI care about this family,â he says, the words sounding rehearsed, hollow. âIâve always cared.â
âDonât lie to me,â Akane snaps, taking a step closer, her fists clenching at her sides. âIf you cared, youâd see what youâre doing. Youâd see that youâre driving Satoru away, driving us all away. Youâd see that the âlegacyâ youâre so desperate to protect isnât worth a damn if thereâs no one left to carry it. Arenât you tired of this all?â
Yamato opens his mouth to respond, but the words die on his tongue. For a moment, he simply stands there, his towering frame somehow diminished by the weight of her words.
âYouâve lost him,â Akane whispers, her voice breaking. âAnd if you keep this upâŠyouâll lose me too.â
She turns and walks away, her heels clicking against the polished floor as she retreats, leaving Yamato alone in the echoing silence of the living room. He doesnât call after her. Instead, he stands there, the faint sting of her slap lingering on his cheek, and for the first time in a long time, Yamato feels the weight of his choices pressing down on him.
Satoruâs driving faster than he should back home, inhaling deeply then letting it go. He stops at a red light, too close to the white line of pedestrians. His phone sits in the cup holder before being picked up once more, eyes narrowing at the article he was looking at before he stormed on the pedal home.Â
âSatoru Gojo and girlfriend Himari Nakamura spotted with Y/N L/N! Trouble in Paradise? Is this an end to Hitoru?!â
He bitterly scoffs once more when he sees the idiotic title to the even more idiotic article. Once again, an intrusive element to his already asphyxiating life. He knew meeting up with you to drop off Kojiâs jacket might have been pushing it already, but for some reasonâŠhe found himself wanting to see your face and hear your voice. Even if it was just for a few short minutes. He hadnât expected Himari to find him so soon, which was why he knew he needed to cut it short and keep his cool before anything unsavory happened.Â
Because of shit like this.Â
Satoruâs grip tightens on the wheel as he glares at the screen, the words blurring as his anger mounts. His chest feels tight, like the very air around him is too thick to breathe. The headline taunts himâHitoruâthe mockery of it all, the never-ending reminders of the mess heâs in. Himariâs name keeps appearing in connection with his, like some knot he canât untangle.
Hitoruâthe name they gave him and Himari when they were pushed together by their families, the perfect picture of a relationship built on top of strict obligation, not love. His fingers tighten around his phone, the familiar buzzing of frustration building in his throat.
He snaps the phone shut with a sharp motion, tossing it back into the cupholder. But the damage is done. The images of you, of Himari, of the scrutiny that surrounds them, keep circling his mind. Itâs suffocating. He doesnât even want to think about it anymoreâabout how youâve been dragged into this mess.
The light changes, and he slams his foot down on the accelerator, the engine roaring as he speeds toward home. But even as he drives, his mind racesâfaster than the car, faster than his thoughts can keep up. He canât shake the image of his parents, the look in their eyes, the silence that followed his exit. And now thisâthis new intrusion. Itâs like heâs always on the edge of losing something, something he canât even define anymore.
He turns off the road onto a quieter street, his heart hammering in his chest as he parks in front of the familiar house. The world feels too loud, the air too thick, and all he wants is for it to stopâfor it all to just stop.
He grabs his phone again, his thumb hovering over your name in his contacts. He pauses, staring at it, then pulls his hand away, staring at the water in front of him instead.
âDamn it,â he mutters to himself. Thereâs so much to fix, so many wrongs to right, but he doesnât know where to start anymore. Throwing the phone onto the passenger seat, he knocks his forehead into the leather wheel.Â
He wonders if you saw it already. Maybe you did, but maybe you didnât. Thereâs a part of him that wants to text you to ask, and maybe even apologize. However, heâs not sure if that would be a good choice right now. He recognizes every little bit of you so easily, itâs startling. Maybe concerning?
The small downturn to your lips as you held back a frown and formed a smile, the pitch of your voice lowering in disappointment. The look in your eyes that glazed over with nothing butâŠbetrayal? He cursed himself, eyes squeezing shut.Â
You probably hate him even more now for not standing up for you as you wouldâve likedâas he wouldâve liked. Heâs starting to feel like his older self again, and he absolutely despises that. Fucking up and knowing it, but not fixing it up afterwards. He shouldâve followed you back into your workplace and apologized for what Himari said to you, but he didnât. He froze like a fucking idiot and in the endâchose another woman.Â
Satoruâs forehead remains pressed against the steering wheel, the heat of it grounding him in the overwhelming rush of guilt and frustration. His thoughts swirl in chaos, a vortex of what-ifs and should-haves. Every moment heâd spent ignoring your pain, every opportunity to protect you he let slip byâit feels like heâs suffocating on the weight of it all. The truth is, he knows you too well. Better than anyone else ever could. And that makes it worse.
He can picture it so clearly: the way your lips had almost quivered before you plastered that smile, the way your eyes shifted, too tired to pretend anymore. Heâs seen that look before, way more times than heâd like to admit. And it terrifies him now. Betrayal. Is that what heâd done? It was almost like he had carved a bigger wedge between you without realizing it, all because he couldnât act fast enough, couldnât be the man you needed.Â
Did you still need him?
He slams his hand against the wheel in frustration, the sharp sound echoing in the otherwise quiet car.Â
His phone buzzes on the seat beside him with a random notification, and instinctively, he grabs it, his thumb hovering over your name again. But noâhe canât. Not like this. Not when heâs this tangled up in his own mess.
What could he possibly say?Â
He drags his hand over his face, muttering to himself. "God, what are you doing to yourself?"
Every time he tries to piece it together, another fragment of reality shatters in his mind. Youâve always been strong. You never asked for him to do more than what he could handle. But youâd been forced to handle so much already, and he... heâd let it all slip away.
Maybe you actually do hate me now.
He leans back against the seat, closing his eyes again, hoping for a moment of clarity. But the only thing he can hear now is the ringing silence in his head.
âDo you still love me?â
ââŠof course I do. Iâd never stop.â
âThen whyâŠwhy donât I feel like you do anymore?â
âIâm sorry.â
âI know you are.â
âNo, really. Iâmââ
âLetâs go to sleep now.â
He actually feels like heâs going crazy. Snapping his eyes open. Heâd never thought heâd be the person to hear voices from the past in his head, but now heâs starting to understand. His heart is beating faster than it should, mouth drying like the Sahara desert and his fingers are starting to feel fidgety. With a shaky, labored breath inward, he reaches for his glove compartment. Opening it and bringing out the picture frame you gifted him.Â
Itâs only been a few days, but Satoru has discovered that not just staring at his son, but at you, has calmed him down in his hardest of moments.Â
Satoruâs fingers tremble as he holds the picture frame, his eyes drawn to the image of you. Itâs a moment frozen in time, a snapshot of a time when everything was different. Your smile, your eyes full of a younger warmth and something moreâsomething he wishes he couldâve seen in person. That smile, the one that always made his heart flutter despite the chaos surrounding them.Â
It was just a small moment, a simple gestureâno grand speeches or dramatic declarationsâbut to him, it meant the world. And now, in the silence of his car, surrounded by the weight of everything heâd failed to protect, itâs the only thing that feels real.
He runs his thumb along the edge of the glass, his mind replaying the words from beforeâyour words. His chest tightens.
âWhy donât I feel like you do anymore?â
Itâs a question he still canât answer. How could he? He was so far from being the man you needed him to be. He thought the love you shared was enough, but maybe it wasnât. Maybe heâd let it wither, neglected it in favor of his own responsibilities, his own distractions, until it had slipped through his fingers like sand. But in a way, he saw the neglect. And again, he froze. And again, he chose to turn away from you, letting you walk away.Â
âSatoru... I know you are.â
He flinches at the memory of your voice, still so clear, still so piercing in its sadness. He'd heard the pain in your words that night. The resignation. He shouldâve comforted you moreâshouldâve tried harder to. It was your own understanding that whatever you two had left, he wasnât offering it in a way that could keep you whole.
The picture frame shakes slightly in his grasp. The noise of it is almost deafening, drowning out the chaotic swirl of his thoughts. He closes his eyes, feeling the weight of guilt settle deep within his chest, heavier than anything heâs ever felt before.
I never wanted to hurt you. Iâm so sorry.
His breath hitches. Maybe he wasnât entirely lost. Maybe he could still fix this.Â
With a shaky exhale, he sets the frame back on the seat, staring at it for just a second longer before slowly closing his eyes, and leaning back against the headrest, allowing the overwhelming weight of it all to settle over him. His heart rate evens out, his hands no longer jittering. His sweat has dried down and his shoulders feel lighter.Â
Maybe he should apologize. For anything at this point, so long you know heâs regretful.Â
He gets a ping at his phone again, one that has him reaching for it and unlocking it with quick ease. Heâs set up a different notification sound for whenever you text him or call himâit separates you from the rest of the contacts. Also, it lets him know that your message or phone call is actually worth replying to.Â
Y/N:
Can you watch Koji tonight, please? Iâm going out with a friend.Â
He hesitates, a wave of curiosity passing through him. What friend? Going where? He wants to ask, and he almost does. But logic wins over and he finds himself having better restraint than he wouldâve expected. So, with a big inhale, he types back a simple âsureâ.Â
He blames it on the fact that he hasnât seen you dressed up in a while. Thatâs why his mind has suddenly gone foggy, lips parted and eyebrows raised as if heâs on the very verge of saying something. âYou lookâŠâ Edible.Â
Clearing your throat, you stuff your hands into the pockets of the small black jacket you adorn to keep you semi-warm throughout the night. But it probably wonât do much considering your legs are on full display for everyone to see. Your white-painted toes peeking out from the black heels you wear. And not to mention, the red dress youâre wearing thatâs almost too tight and short for his liking. Youâre wearing a glossy red lip to match, hair down, and jewelry that stands out perfectly against your skin. If he inhales hard enough, heâll smell the sweet scent of your floral, strawberry fragrance that always leaves him wantingâfeining for more.Â
ââŠnice.â
Nice? Thatâs all he could come up with? He mentally berates himself, though heâs not entirely sure if he wants to give you the satisfaction of knowing just how good you look. Itâs not just the dress or the heelsâitâs your unknowing confidence in your stance, the way you carry yourself. Itâs infuriatingly captivating.Â
âThanks,â you reply, not meeting his gaze as you adjust the strap of your small purse. Youâre not oblivious to the way his eyes linger, but you refuse to let it affect you. Not tonight, not anymore. âKojiâs already asleep, so you shouldnât have any trouble.â
Satoru nods, leaning against the doorframe, his hands shoved into the pockets of his sweatpants. âWhoâs the lucky guy?â he finally asks, his tone deliberately casual.
You pause mid-motion, glancing back at him with a raised brow. âWhy does it matter?â
He shrugs, the corner of his mouth twitching upward. âJust curious. I mean, you haven't gone out much, soâŠâ
âItâs a friend,â you say firmly, cutting him off before he can push further. âThatâs all you need to know.â
His lips thin, looking briefly at his sonâs closed door before back at your figure; watching you grab your keys. âWellâŠhow are you getting there?â He asks, a hint of concern in his voice.Â
âMy friend and the guy sheâs talking to are picking me up. We were going to meet him there, but he said he could pick us up instead.â
âWhat guy?â He canât help but ask. âIs he a good driver? Do you know him well? Do Iââ
âTheyâre picking me up,â you reiterate, cutting him off. Looking back at him, a plain emotion on your face. âI have it situated. Just worry about watching Koji, okay?â
The words sting more than he expects them to. He watches as you step out the door, your heels clicking against the pavement. âPlease be safe,â he calls after you, his voice softer this time, almost hesitant.
You turn briefly, offering a small, polite smile. âI will.â
And just like that, youâre gone, leaving Satoru standing in the apartment, staring after you with a sinking feeling in his chest. The thought of you out there, dressed like that, with someone elseâsome other guyâmakes his blood simmer. He knows he has no right to feel this way, but it doesnât stop the jealousy from gnawing at him.
A few minutes and he decides to be nosy. Peeking out the window, looking down at the parking lot of the complex. He sees you getting into a car. Now, itâs not the fact that the entire car is blacked out so he canât even see whoâs in the car with you, or the fact that it has obnoxious lights on the rims. But solely the fact that itâs a Maybach.Â
Since when do you know anyone who drives a Maybach?
Not that heâs trying to diss you or anything, but so far, he has no knowledge of you coming across any people who could afford that kind of car. Up until now. And that thought alone has him on edge.Â
Or maybe itâs the signature, golden âZâ emblem above the back license plate that he spots as the car drives off. His stomach turns. No. No. No. That couldnât be. Heâs just imagining that.Â
No way youâre in a car with a Zenin right now.Â
Thereâs just no way.Â
âYou look cute,â Hana comments, turning around in her seat. Smiling as she gives you a once-over. âIs that the dress we bought together that one time at the mall?â
âYeah. You look great too,â you chuckle, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. You glance over at Naoya whoâs currently fixated on the road. âThanks for the ride, by the way. I appreciate it.â
âNo problem,â Naoya replies without taking his eyes off the road, his tone neutral but polite. âHana insisted we pick you up anyway.â Â
Hana grins, turning her attention back to you. âOf course I did! Itâs been forever since we had a proper night out. Youâve been cooped up for too long, Y/N.â She gestures dramatically, earning a small laugh from you. Â
âI guess I have,â you admit, glancing out the window as the city lights blur past. âItâs just been⊠a lot lately.â Â
Hanaâs smile softens, and she reaches back to give your hand a comforting squeeze. âWell, tonightâs about letting go of all that. Weâll have fun, I promise.â Â
Naoya glances at you in the rearview mirror, his sharp gaze lingering for a moment before he focuses back on the road. âJust make sure you donât let loose too much,â he says, his lips curving into a faint smirk. Â
You look over, seeing the corner of his lips upturned into what must be his permanent grin. You catch his eyes meeting you through the rearview mirror for a minute and it makes you feel naked. Clearing your throat and looking back at your window with an awkward chuckle.Â
âNaoya, the overprotective chauffeur,â Hana jokes, earning a laugh from Naoya as he puts his hand on her thigh. Â
âSomeoneâs gotta keep an eye on you two,â Naoya quips, his smirk widening as his fingers give Hanaâs leg a light squeeze. âEspecially when youâre dragging her along into whatever chaos youâve planned.â
Hana rolls her eyes, brushing his hand off playfully. âRelax, Dad. Weâre just going out for a few drinks and some dancing. Nothing too wild.â She winks at you. âRight, Y/N?â
You nod. âRight. Iâm not exactly a party animal.â
Naoya hums, clearly unconvinced. âWeâll see about that.â
Hana waves him off. He chortles a low, smooth sound that vibrates through the car. âDonât flatter yourself. Iâm just here to make sure my ladies get home in one piece.â
Your lips part in confusion, brows knitting together. You glance at him, but he doesnât elaborate. Hana, ever the chatterbox, quickly fills the silence. âWell, lucky us, then! Who else gets a chauffeur who also cares about their well-being?â She leans over and plants a dramatic kiss on his cheek. âThanks, honey.â
Naoya laughs, but he subtly turns his head to the side and grimaces, wiping his cheek as if offended. You notice.Â
The dynamic between them is easy and light, and though you try to relax, you canât shake the feeling of Naoyaâs lingering gaze every time he catches your eye in the mirror. Thereâs something unnerving about the way he looks at youâlike he knows something you donât.Â
For now, though, you push it aside. Tonight isnât about overthinkingâitâs about having a moment to breathe.
But you shake it off, plastering a smile on your face as the car pulls up to the club. Hana claps her hands excitedly, unbuckling her seatbelt. âAlright, letâs get this night started!â
Naoya puts it in park and rounds over to the other side of the car, opening Hanaâs far and surprisingly yours as well. Giving him a small nod in thanks, you go to loop arms with Hana, but sheâs already doing that with Naoya.Â
You falter for a moment, your arm awkwardly dropping back to your side. Hana is too busy chatting animatedly with Naoya to notice, her laugh ringing out as they start walking ahead. You follow a step behind, trying not to feel out of place.
The entrance to the club glows with neon lights, and the steady thrum of bass greets you as you approach. Hana bounces on her heels, her excitement contagious as she tugs on Naoyaâs arm. âHurry up! We donât want to miss the good music!â
Naoya glances back at you, his sharp eyes flickering with something unreadable. âYou good back there?â
âYeah,â you reply quickly, forcing a smile. âIâm fine.â
Hana beams at you over her shoulder, oblivious to the moment. âDonât let us leave you behind, Y/N! Tonightâs about you having fun too!â
âRight,â you murmur, falling into step beside them as the bouncer waves you three in instantly as soon as he sees Naoyaâs with you.Â
Inside, the club is alive with energyâflashing lights, pulsing music, and a crowd already losing themselves on the dance floor.Â
In other words, itâs a sensory overload. The air is thick with the smell of perfume, sweat, and alcohol, and the floor vibrates underfoot with the heavy bass of the music that pulses from every corner. The dim, moody lighting casts long shadows across the room, but flashes of neon blues, purples, and pinks blink and fade in time with the beats, giving the space an electric, otherworldly glow.
To your left, a long, sleek bar stretches the length of the room, illuminated by LED lights embedded beneath the counter, giving it a cool, almost ethereal glow. Behind the bar, bartenders move with practiced efficiency, mixing colorful drinks, occasionally tossing bottles into the air as part of a flashy show to catch the attention of the crowd. The shelves of liquor gleam under the shifting lights, every bottle begging to be chosen.
The dance floor is alive with movementâa sea of people in various states of abandon, swaying, grinding, and throwing themselves into the beat. The DJ booth is elevated at the far end of the room, with an impressive setup of turntables, flashing screens, and a bright spotlight that shines down on the DJ as they command the crowd. Their hands are a blur as they adjust the controls, sending waves of sound crashing through the speakers, making the room feel alive with every drop.
Above, the ceiling is dark but dotted with small, moving lights that give the illusion of stars or distant galaxies, adding to the clubâs otherworldly atmosphere. A few scattered tables sit around the edges of the room, reserved for VIP guests, and each one is surrounded by plush, velvet chairs and bottles of expensive liquor.
As you move through the crowd, you catch glimpses of people laughing, chatting, and flirting, but it all feels distantâlike youâre part of the scene but not entirely involved. The club is packed, but thereâs a strange sense of intimacy in the chaos as if everyone is trying to escape their real lives, if only for a few hours. The energy is intoxicating, but beneath it all, you can feel the weight of your own thoughts creeping back in, no matter how hard you try to let the music wash them away.
Naoya guides you two upstairs, which shocks you because you werenât aware this spot has more than one floor. âCâmon, upstairs is where all the important people stay.â He says, his head tilting in the direction of where heâs referring.Â
Hana giggles and practically bubbles with excitement. You on the other hand, not so much. Maybe itâs just the fact that youâre a very analytical person at heart, constantly checking and being sure of your surroundings. Of course, a few men pass you and Hana lingering stares, but none of them approach you.Â
Naoya walks over to a small VIP booth thatâs been blocked off, sitting leisurely down on the couch and bringing Hana down to his lap; her arms around his neck. You sit beside them, hands in your lap. Looking around, and yep, it definitely is a different vibe than downstairs.Â
As you settle into the plush, velvet booth, the vibe upstairs feels even more exclusive. The lighting here is more subdued, with golden accents and low-hanging chandeliers casting a warm, luxurious glow over the space. The music from downstairs is muffled, replaced by a mix of smooth beats and more chill, electronic sounds, making the atmosphere feel like a blend of relaxation and quiet intensity. The view from the booth offers a perfect vantage point, allowing you to overlook the main floor, but with a sense of separation from the chaos. The air smells richer up here tooâexpensive cologne and the faint scent of cigars from the few people who seem to want a more private retreat from the crowd below. Glasses of wine and crystal-clear cocktails sit on the tables, adding to the upscale feel.
âAll rounds on me. Letâs enjoy the night,â Naoya announces.Â
âThank you, babe!â Hana exclaims, nuzzling into his neck. Â
Your eyes flicker to the other patrons in the booth with you. Some are laughing softly, holding drinks, while others sit in hushed conversations, the dim lighting making everything feel secretive and intimate. You canât help but wonder if this is how the elite live all the timeâan almost curated existence, designed for maximum enjoyment and minimal disruption.
A waitress arrives with a tray of drinksâvarious cocktails with elaborate garnishes, the scent of alcohol mingling with the floral air in the room. Naoya takes one without hesitation, handing it to Hana, who beams in delight. He looks over as if waiting for you to take one as well. You glance down at the assortment of drinks before finally picking up a glass, the amber liquid gleaming in the dim light. You take a small sip, the sharpness of the alcohol hitting your tongue as you try to keep your focus on the present moment, not letting your mind wander too far.
Naoya watches you with a raised brow, then leans back in his seat, his arm casually draped around Hanaâs waist. He seems to enjoy the fact that youâre more reserved than the others. He chuckles lowly. âI wasnât sure youâd be the type to go for the fancy drinks,â he remarks, his voice light but piercing as he studies your expression.
You give him a dry smile, shifting your attention toward the music pulsing through the speakers. âIâm not, but I figured itâs a good way to blend in,â you reply, trying to keep the conversation flowing without delving into anything personal.
Hana, always the life of the group, doesnât seem to notice the tension hanging in the air. Sheâs already lost in the rhythm of the night, swaying her body slightly as she sips her drink. You, on the other hand, are a stranger in it all, unsure of your place here.
Youâre donât know how much time has passed, but itâs probably sooner than later when youâre nudging Hana over as Naoya is engaged in conversation with another man. âHey, I thought we were going for the moreâŠyou know. Lively kind of night. Not a sit down and whiskey type.â You lace your words with a chuckle, though you speak the truth. Youâd much rather be on the first floor, drinking expensive, but poorly made drinks and shaking your ass off on the dance floor with a bunch of strangers.Â
âWhatâs wrong with being up here? Naoya said all the important people stay here.â She tilts her head, sipping from what must be her fifth drink already. Sheâs drunk, obviously.Â
Youâre teetering the line of tipsy and drunk.Â
âWell, yeah, sure. But donât you want to dance or something?â You ask back.Â
Hana looks at you for a moment, her eyes softening with a thoughtful expression. She tilts her head, the buzz of the alcohol making her seem a little more carefree. âI mean, I guess, but I like the vibe up here more. You donât have to do anything you donât want to do.â Her words are a little slow.
You glance down at your feet for a moment, debating your options. The temptation to be more carefree is there, gnawing at the edges of your mind. But as the music and voices continue to swirl around you, you feel more and more out of place in this sterile, high-class VIP area. You can practically feel the weight of the high-heeled shoes digging into your feet, the tightness of your dress thatâs become slightly uncomfortable as the night wears on.
You shoot a glance toward Naoya, who's deep in conversation with some well-dressed man. His posture is perfect, the kind of poised confidence only someone like him could exude, while you and Hana are caught up in your own corner of the booth, the alcohol clouding your judgment but not your awareness. Itâs strange to be so close to people who are so at home here but yet feel so far away.
âI think Iâm gonna go dance,â you say, suddenly making up your mind. âYou donât have to join me if youâre not feeling it.â You stand, brushing your dress down as you do. Your legs feel a little unsteady, but itâs manageable. Youâre not a newbie to drinking, after all.Â
Hana looks at you, her gaze blurry but her smile still wide. âGo for it, girl! Iâm fine here.â She gives you a thumbs up, though she seems too drunk to be fully aware of whatâs going on around her.
You nod, and make your way down the stairs back toward the first floor. The music is louder here, the bass thumping through your chest as you walk toward the crowd of people already dancing. Normally, Hana would never shy away from dancing with youâor straying away from you during a night out. So the fact that sheâs suddenly willing to tonight makes you feel weird. But itâs probably just the alcohol.Â
You shake off the momentary discomfort, the need to blend into this world of expensive drinks and quiet conversations. This is what you came for.
The crowd is exactly as you expectedâa mixture of sweaty bodies, neon lights, and the pulsating energy of a hundred people trying to escape their realities, if only for a few hours. You take a deep breath, letting the beat of the music invade your senses. For a second, you feel a bit more free.
You grab a drink from one of the servers, not caring much about what it is, and make your way into the center of the dance floor. The drink is cool in your hand as you take a sip, feeling the sharp burn of the alcohol before you set it aside, letting yourself be carried away by the rhythm.
The night is finally starting to feel a bit more like it should.
As you lose yourself in the music, the bass vibrating through your bones, you feel the tension in your body start to melt away. For the first time tonight, you're not thinking about the drama, the men, or the uncomfortable constraints of the VIP booth. The club is full of people, all dancing, laughing, and letting go of whatever worries they might have had earlier. You let yourself blend into the crowd, moving fluidly to the beat, forgetting about everything except the thrum of the music and the freedom in the space around you.
It feels nice. Very nice, in fact. You canât remember the last time youâve been to a club, let alone go dancing. You forgot how freeing it feels. Of course, the alcohol plays a role in the freeing sensation, but itâs also the fact that you can let loose. You donât have to think of anyone else but yourself at this moment. That realization makes your lips upturn, hips swaying and eyes closing in a euphoric blissfulness.Â
You can tell itâs been a while since youâve been down here by the way sweat beads at your forehead and the back of your neck. You donât wipe it off, however. Thatâs the whole point.Â
But as you move, you can suddenly feel eyes on you. At first, it's easy to dismiss the sensation, assuming itâs just the way the lights play across the room, making everyone appear to be watching. But the longer you dance, the more you realize that someone is actually watching, their gaze sharp and unwavering. You donât need to turn around to know itâs Naoya.
His presence is unmistakable. Even amidst the blur of strangers, you can feel him like a weight in the air, his energy standing out amongst the crowd. Heâs standing at the edge of the dance floor, his arms folded, his expression unreadable but clearly intent on you. You hesitate for a moment, unsure of what to do. Something about the way heâs staring makes your stomach flip, though you canât quite tell whether itâs from excitement or unease.
You try to ignore it, but the discomfort lingers. You dance a little harder, moving to the rhythm, hoping the feeling will pass. But Naoya doesnât look away. In fact, his posture shifts slightly, and the subtle smirk that plays on his lips only deepens.Â
At that moment, you feel an unexpected shift in the crowd around you. You glance over, expecting to see some stranger encroaching on your space, but instead, itâs just the pulse of the music getting more intense. Still, you canât shake the feeling that Naoya is watching you with something more than curiosity. His gaze is intense, too intense for a simple night out.Â
The realization starts to gnaw at you. Heâs waiting for something. And itâs not just the usual flirtatious attention. Thereâs a deliberate energy in the air, a challenge almost.Â
You swallow thickly, trying to push the tension away. But itâs getting harder to pretend like youâre not aware of him, especially as you move.
âHaving fun?â Naoyaâs voice cuts through the noise as he approaches you, standing dangerously close, almost too close. You freeze momentarily, caught off guard by his forced proximity. He towers over you, the heat from his body radiating towards you, his gaze locked onto yours like heâs studying you, dissecting you.Â
You open your mouth to respond but nothing comes out, your mind scrambling for something to say, anything to break the intensity of the moment. Instead, your eyes dart toward the exit of the dance floor. You need space. But Naoya doesnât give you the chance to retreat.
âYou seem a little distracted tonight,â he murmurs, his voice low as if theyâre the only two people in the room.
You know heâs not just talking about the music. A part of you wants to pull away, to tell him youâre fine, but another part feels caught in his web.Â
He leans in slightly, his voice nearly lost in the music. âI thought youâd be enjoying yourself up there. Why the sudden change of heart?â
You tilt your head, forcing yourself to stay grounded. âI just needed a change of pace, thatâs all.â
Naoya looks you over with a raised eyebrow, his posture leaning just a bit closer. âI see.â His voice drops to a teasing whisper. âYouâre not trying to forget anything, are you?â
You glance at him, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âWhat do you mean?â
He doesnât answer right away, letting the question hang in the air for a second. Instead, he moves closer, his hand brushing against the small of your back. His touch is light, but thereâs an intensity behind it, a pull that almost makes you lose focus. The air around you thickens, the moment stretching out longer than necessary.
âIâm just wondering how long youâre going to keep running away from whatâs really bothering you,â Naoya murmurs, his smirk never faltering.
You can feel the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. His wordsâcasual, yet somehow pointedâcut through the haze of alcohol in your mind. Itâs strange how Naoya can make you feel uncomfortably exposed even when heâs doing the least. Thatâs not normal.Â
âIâm not running from anything,â you say, your voice steady but your heart suddenly a little heavier. âJust enjoying the night, like you said.â
Naoya chuckles softly, though thereâs a sharpness to it now. âSure, just enjoying the night. You do that.â He leans in closer, almost too close now, his breath brushing your ear. âBut you should know, sometimes the thing youâre trying to forget ends up finding you, no matter how far you run.â
You tense, your pulse racing, and for a moment, you wonder if he knows somethingâsomething about you, about Satoru, or maybe even about your own deepest fears. His hands are on your hips before you know it, moving your body in a swaying motion to the beat of the music.Â
And for some reason, you let him. Feeling the weight of his ominous words stay heavy on your mind, fixating on a random tile of the floor. You feel his lips brushing against the shell of your ear, unmoving. For a second, you feel yourself give in. Placing your hands atop his in a hesitant mannerâtesting out the waters.Â
And instantly, youâre met with your answer, a nauseating pit forming in your gut. Lip curling into a tiny sneer.Â
âW-whereâs Hana?â You blurt out, pushing his hands away from you and turning around to face him.Â
Thereâs a momentary look of shock on his face before he pulls it back down into his usual Cheshire grin, though you can tell it looks more forced than usual this time. His eyes narrowed. âOh, Hana? Sheâs still upstairs.â
âAnd you left her there?â You huff with disbelief, your head shaking. You attempt to side-step past him, but heâs putting an arm around your shoulder before you can go.Â
âDonât worry, pretty. I can lead you to her.â
Youâre not sure if itâs the alcohol clouding your judgment or the lingering discomfort from his presence, but you find yourself stopping. His touch, warm but unnerving, keeps you in place as his arm wraps around you. His grip feels possessive in a way that makes your skin crawl, and for the briefest second, you almost feel trapped.
You glance up at him, his grin too wide, too knowing. Thereâs something in his eyesâsomething that doesnât sit right with you. His words float in your mind like smoke: âThe thing youâre trying to forget ends up finding you.â
Forcing a tight-lipped smile, you tilt your head toward the stairs, where you know Hana must be waiting. âI think Iâll find her myself,â you say, trying to keep your voice calm, and detached, though your pulse quickens.
Naoyaâs eyes glint with something unreadable, but he doesnât let go. Instead, he tightens his arm around your shoulder, his touch more possessive than before, making it hard to breathe. âIâm just trying to help, sweetheart. Whatâs the harm in me escorting you?â His voice is low, almost coaxing like heâs trying to pull you into his orbit.
Before you know it, heâs taking you upstairs. All the while keeping his arm around you. You gulp down the lump in your throat, unsure if you should push him off and let him take you to your friend. Maybe youâre overthinkingâoverreacting. Once you two are upstairs, heâs walking past the booths. You glance at the booth you were once at, seeing no sight of your friend.Â
Panic trickles in slowly as he takes you down a small hallway, turning to his right and opening the last door.Â
Youâre taking in everything. Women, men, glasses of alcohol. Some make out and others getting frisky with each other. The room feels even more suffocating than the second floor itself. But your eyes donât just widen at what the others are doing, but what your friend is doing.Â
Sheâs sitting beside some guys you donât even know, white snowy lines laid out in front of them on the glass table. Sheâs leaning down, holding a finger to her nostril and just about to partake in the activity when you snatch her up by her arm. âHana! W-what the hell are you doing?!â
Hana looks up at you, her face slightly flushed and her eyes glazed over, an uncharacteristic haze of confusion settling over her expression as she blinks a few times. The room is full of murmurs, laughter, and the sharp scent of something far stronger than alcohol. For a moment, Hana doesnât seem to recognize you at all, or perhaps sheâs just too far gone to care. The men around her donât react immediately, their attention is divided between each other and whatever else is happening in the room.
âHana!â you repeat, voice rising in panic, shaking her arm a little more forcefully. Your grip is tight, and you can feel the tremor in your hand as the weight of the situation starts to sink in.
She blinks again, then her gaze clears just enough to focus on you. âY/N?â she slurs, a small frown forming as she rubs her nose absentmindedly. âWhatâs up? I was just⊠having fun.â
âThis isnât fun, Hana!â You pull her up from her seat, your voice trembling as you yank her away from the men. âThis is dangerousâwhat are you thinking?â
Hana stumbles a little, her movements sluggish, and she doesnât seem to fully grasp the seriousness of the moment. She laughs softly, her words laced with a slur that makes it hard for you to hear her clearly. âCome on, Y/N, chill out. Itâs just a little fun. Youâve been so uptight lately... you need to loosen up, too.â
Your heart races as you glance back at Naoya, still standing in the doorway, his hand resting casually on the frame. His grin is gone, replaced by a coldness that seems to make the room feel even more stifling. Youâre left standing there, breath shallow, with Hana still swaying slightly in your grip. You donât know how long it takes for the fog of confusion to lift from her eyes, but when it does, her face falls.
Your stomach twists, both from the overwhelming sense of protectiveness and the lingering disgust at what sheâd been about to do. You take a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. Youâve been friends for too long to just let this go. You canât leave her here like thisânot with those people, not in this situation.
You pull her closer, your voice softening. âWeâre leaving, Hana. Now.â
A beat of silence hangs between you, and for a moment, you think she might actually listen, but then she looks at you with frustration, and then back at Naoya, who hasnât moved an inch.
âWhy are you always trying to control everything, Y/N?â she snaps, and it feels like a slap to the face. âIâm fine. Just let me do what I want for once.â
Itâs the final straw. You canât stand it anymore. Youâre about to pull her out of the room, about to drag her away from this mess, but Naoya steps forward, a hand on your shoulder, forcing you to stop. âMaybe you should let her be, Y/N,â he says, voice calm but his grip tightening on you. âSheâs not your responsibility tonight.â
Your anger flares, but your mind is spinning too fast to catch up. You want to scream. You want to slap him across the face, but you know better. You can feel the weight of the situation settling in, and something about being in this room with him, watching everything around you spiral out of control, is making you lose your footing.
And Hanaâsheâs still there, looking so lost, so far gone.
You feel the pressure of Naoyaâs touch on your shoulder, almost like an invisible barrier, stopping you from moving. The walls feel like theyâre closing in, the air heavy and thick with tension.
âDid you bring her in here? Did you force her to do things she couldnât consent to?â You ask, forcing your drunken mess away for just a moment to deal with the situation at hand.Â
His head tilts in faux innocence. âWhat? No. She said she wanted to meet my friends so I let her. I said Iâd be back in a few minutes, I didnât know sheâd be doing anything like that.â
âBut you still left her alone.â You grit.Â
âSo? Sheâs a grown woman. Besides, sheâs not alone.â He gestures to the people inside.Â
You can feel your heart racing, each word hanging in the air like a heavy weight, suffocating you more than the dense atmosphere of the room. Your chest tightens with anger and concern for your friend. The nerve of himâstanding there, acting like he didnât know what was happening. He knows exactly whatâs going on, and now heâs just playing it off like itâs nothing.
âYou still left her alone,â you repeat, voice sharper this time, forcing yourself to meet his eyes even though every instinct tells you to look away. âIf you had any decency at all, you wouldnât have let her get to this point.âÂ
Naoya shrugs, an almost bored expression on his face, like heâs done this too many times to count and knows exactly how to make people like you back down. âDecency? You want me to babysit her?â His lips curl into that smirk again, the one that sends a chill down your spine. âIâm not her keeper, Y/N. She made her own choices.â
Your hands shake, but you force them to remain steady. You glance at Hana again, whoâs swaying, her mind clearly lost in whatever she was about to do, her gaze vacant. The sight makes your stomach churn, the reality of how deep sheâs gotten into all this hitting you like a punch to the gut.
âThen why did you bring her here?â you ask, struggling to keep your voice from breaking. âWhy even let her near this place if you knew what was going on?â
Naoyaâs eyes narrow, and for a second, you think you might have actually caught him off guard. But then his expression hardens, and the slight tension in his jaw gives way to a shrug. âBecause she wanted to be here. She asked to come. I didnât make her.â His tone is colder now, more dismissive. âYou know, Y/N, sometimes people just want to let loose. You canât control everything. Maybe you should try it sometime.â
You flinch at his words, and thatâs when you knowâyouâre not going to get anything else from him. Heâs already too far gone into his own ego, into this sick game heâs playing. But you wonât stop. Not when Hanaâs here, not when sheâs clearly in over her head.
Taking a deep breath, you step forward, putting yourself between Naoya and Hana, your voice unwavering. âWeâre leaving. Now.â
Naoya opens his mouth as if to argue, but you donât give him the chance. You grab Hanaâs arm again, more forcefully this time, pulling her away from the table. She resists at first, confused, but your grip is unyielding.
âCome on, Hana. Weâre going.â You almost want to shout it, to get her out of there before anything else can happen, but instead, you keep your voice steady, calm, for her.
She blinks at you, her vision blurry. âBut... Y/N... I... Iâm fine, I just... I just wanted to try it...â
âNo, Hana,â you snap, cutting her off before she can finish her sentence. âThis is not you. Youâre not fine.âÂ
The words hit her hard. You can see it in her eyesâthe brief flash of clarity before the fog comes back over them. She sways, but you manage to keep her steady as you drag her out of the room, ignoring the stares and whispers of the people inside.
Naoya doesnât try to stop you. He stands there, arms crossed, watching you leave with that same smirk plastered across his face.
You can hear him mutter under his breath. And you find that being your final straw again.Â
You stop in your tracks, holding your friend to your side by her waist. Debating. âHey.â
He barely has time to look over his shoulder before your fist makes contact with his cheek. He audibly yelps in a feminine manner, instantly holding the injured area. âOw! Wâhey!âÂ
His mouth is agape, eyebrows furrowed and glaring at you with looks to kill. You wring out your fist, glad you wore your favorite ring today. You canât punch for shit, yet heâs acting likeâŠ
âYou crazy woman!â He huffs out, the room going silent as he has his breakdown. Rushing over and pushing a couple of women out of the way to cheek his face in the mirror. He sees the red area, and his lip is busted. Whipping his head back over to you. âHow dare you?! Iâll fucking sue you for this, you know?â
âGo ahead, I have nothing to give you.â You reply back, turning on your heel and walking out. Footsteps quick from the sheer adrenaline and small amount of fear that heâll try to grab you from behind. He doesnât, luckily.Â
All that matters now is getting Hana out of this hellhole. As you make your way to the exit, you finally feel like you can breathe again. But just barely.
Once youâre outside, the cold air hits your skin, grounding you. Hana stumbles beside you, still out of it, but youâve done what you came to do. Youâve pulled her from the edge.
But as you both stand there, the reality of what just happened settles in. Youâve confronted Naoya, punched him, and youâve dragged your friend out of a situation she was too far gone to see. But now, as the adrenaline begins to fade, you canât shake the feeling that youâre not done yet.
You look down at your shaky fist, seeing the red knuckles. ââŠshitâŠâ you mumble under your breath, chest heaving up and down. You gasp and catch yourself on a light pole when Hana suddenly goes dead weight and almost brings you down to the concrete with her. It takes everything in you to hold her up.
Your vision feels wavy, feeling your feet stumble a bit to the right from your own inebriation before catching yourself mid-haze. âOkay, okay.âÂ
Youâre bear-hugging her to your chest, holding your bodies up against the light pole. Breathing in and out heavily, eyes closing as you try to figure out a situation for this all. Your ride, gone. You didnât even bring money for a taxi. And your friend is passed out drunk. You do a mental checklist of people who can haul you and Hanaâs drunk asses back home. Only coming out with two viable options. And one of those is currently watching your son at home.Â
Leaving only one other person.Â
Satoru has been lounging around your place for a few hours now, bored out of his mind. He switches from laying on the couch, to rummaging through your cabinets and reading the expiration date on everything, to checking on his son.Â
He sighs heavily, staring down at the familiar key he had gifted you that lies on the kitchen counter. Untouched. He still hasnât asked about your confirmation of the place he bought for you two, he figures he can do that tomorrow. But the fact that you havenât seemed to put much regard into it feels like a small dig to him, his frown deepening. Did you not care for it? Do you not like it? The fact that he went out of his way to buy you and his son a better place to live??
He needs to clear his mind.Â
Walking over to Kojiâs room, peeking in once more, everything is the same. His son still sleeps peacefully, snoring lightly and holding his Spider-Man close to his chest with his blankets thrown over him. The Spider-Man makes Satoru scowl again, forcing his eyes away and to the small hamper in the corner.Â
He might as well do something productive now.Â
Carefully, he walks in and grabs the hamper, walking back out with effortless silence. Going over to your washer and dryer, opening the two doors to reveal them. He already sees a full hamper on top of the washer and sighs. âCâmon, Y/N,â he mutters under his breath, shaking his head.Â
Flipping the light switch on, he puts both hampers on the ground and it takes him a while to figure out how to work your washer. Afterward, he opens the lid and tosses on Kojiâs small load, then yours. He tries not to hold onto your panties and bras for too long, not trying to be a perv. But heâs a man, after all. A man who may still have feelings for his ex.Â
So when he sees a pair of blue, lace panties, he thinks he might get a hard on right then and there. You creep! Heâs holding it in front of his face, admiring the dangling fabric. Heâs surprised you still have this. He remembers theâŠday you got it, after all. Yep, he feels his pants tighten.Â
The sick, twisted part of him tells him to give the panties a small sniff. What you donât know wonât hurt you, right?
No, no. Thatâs disgusting of you, Satoru.Â
He shakes his head, reminding himself that he canât do this and that he has a girlfriend. And by the gods above, he quickly tosses it into the washer before he loses control. The rest of your clothes consist of pants, sweats, a jacket, a few shirts, and aâŠ.wait.Â
âŠwhatâs this?
Getting to the bottom of your hamper, he comes across a shirt. One thatâs too oversized to fit you. One thatâs cotton. One that smells faintly like someone else he knows. One that he bought for his best friend two Christmases ago.Â
Satoru stares at the shirt in his hands, his eyes narrowing as the realization hits him like a cold slap to the face. The fabric feels heavier in his grip than it should, and the faint scent clings to itâthe unmistakable scent of someone else. Someone he knows. Someone who's apparently been a part of your life in ways that make him uncomfortable to even consider.
His stomach twists, a mix of anger and confusion flooding his thoughts. The shirt feels like a thread unraveling everything heâs been trying to convince himself of. He knows itâs irrational to feel the way he does, but in that moment, all he can think of is him. His best friend. The one whoâs always been there. The one who seems too close to you. His grip tightens around the fabric, his stomach dropping. Gulping hard and forcing himself not to jump to conclusions.Â
But thatâs pretty fucking hard.Â
Why the fuck do you have Suguruâs shirt? Why is it in your dirty clothes? Did he just put it there? Did he spend the night? Did you and himâ
He tosses the shirt back into the hamper with more force than necessary, but it doesnât change the fact that itâs there. Itâs his. Â
Satoru runs a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. What is he supposed to do with this? He doesnât want to jump to conclusions, but everything about this feels wrong. He glances over at the pile of clothesâyour clothes. He sees everything but that damn shirt. But it's there now, in his mind, looming like a specter.Â
Satoru grabs the rest of the clothes, hastily tossing them into the washer, but itâs hard to focus. His mind keeps returning to that one question. That one shirt. And the nagging thought that maybe, just maybe, there's something he's been missing.
He almost feels like gagging as he closes the two doors and turns the light off, head spinning. He places a hand to his forehead, blinking hard.Â
His head whips over to the front door when he hears muffled chatter from outside.Â
âThank you for coming on short notice,â you mumble in embarrassment, focusing your eyes on your fiddling hands in your lap.Â
âDonât thank me, Y/N. I wouldâve come either way.â Suguru responds, smiling briefly at you before focusing back on the road.Â
Youâre just dropped Hana off. The trip felt way easier since Suguru opted to carry her in and to her bed, with you grabbing her keys and unlocking her door. When you left, you made sure everything else was locked. He didnât even question anything, simply doing as you asked.Â
Of course his gaze is riddled with concern, confusion, and skepticism. You donât miss the way he keeps looking down at your red knuckles that you hide, but with the way you havenât mentioned anything about the night, he figures you wonât talk about it.Â
âHow much did you drink? I brought some water, itâs on the door.â He juts his head in your direction.Â
You glance down and grab the bottle, thanking him as you down it. âUmâŠjust a few drinks. Iâm not entirely sober right now, still.â
Suguru nods slowly, not saying anything for a moment as the car hums along the quiet road. He doesnât push you to talk, but he knows somethingâs off. Youâve been quieter than usual, and the tension in the air is palpable. Heâs been around you long enough to sense when something isnât right, but heâs trying not to pryâespecially when youâre clearly trying to avoid the topic.
When you finish the water, he glances over at you, eyes softening. âI know youâre not ready to talk, Y/N. But you know Iâm here, right? If you ever want toââ
You nod quickly, cutting him off, but not in a way thatâs dismissive. Itâs more like youâre trying to assure him. âI know. Thanks, Suguru.â The words hang between you both, neither of you fully comfortable in the silence. Guilt hits you, so you continue. âI justâŠtonight didnât go as planned.â
He nods, stopping at a red light. Finally taking the chance to look at you fully once more. His lips thin in displeasure when he sees your current state. Shivering, flushed cheeks, hazy eyes, hair messy. He sighs and reaches in the backseat and brings out a warm, thick black jacket. Putting it over your shoulders. âPut that on, okay? Keep yourself warm and hydrated.â
Your lips part, but you nod and smile slightly. ââŠthank you,â you murmur, holding the jacket closer.Â
âAnd donât thank me anymore, okay?â He replies, hints of playfulness in his voice like heâs trying to ease the mood. When the light turns green, the car moves forward again and gets closer to your apartment complex.Â
You let out a quiet breath, the warmth of his jacket enveloping you as you pull it tighter around your shoulders. The night feels like a blur now, too many conflicting emotions tangled together. Suguruâs steady presence is a welcome relief, but you canât help but feel like youâve lost control in some way. Tonight wasnât just a messâit was a wake-up call.
As he makes the final turn toward your apartment, you glance at him, still holding the jacket close. His eyes are on the road, but you can tell heâs trying to read you without being too obvious. Thereâs concern in the way his brows are furrowed, even though heâs doing his best to keep things light.
âI didnât expect the night to turn out like this,â you admit, voice quieter than before. âI thought itâd just be a fun time with Hana, but⊠everything kind of spiraled.â
Suguruâs expression softens, though his gaze doesnât stray from the road. âI know you wanted to have a good time, Y/N. Sometimes things just⊠happen. Doesnât mean you canât recover from it.â
You glance out the window, trying to focus on the passing scenery. The bright lights of the city feel like a distant memory compared to the emotional chaos inside your head. You force your stomach not to start twisting. âI know. Itâs just hard. I never thought Iâd have to deal with something like this.â
Suguru reaches for the wheel a bit tighter, but his voice is gentle as ever. âYou donât have to carry all of it alone, you know? Not everything is on your shoulders. Let yourself breathe a little.â
You bite your lip. I tried doing that tonight, look where that got me. You stay silent as he finds a space and parks, deciding heâs dealt with enough of your burdens.Â
âIâll walk you up,â he mutters, unbuckling and getting out of the car to come to your side. He helps you out wordlessly, closing the door behind you and locking his car.Â
Your footsteps falter for a moment. âI-is it okay if I leanââ
âOf course,â he cuts you off, holding a steady arm around your waist and allowing you to use him as grounding for your leaning weight. Heâs practically leading you, but you have no problem with it. Even as you two enter the elevator, the silence doesnât feel bad. It doesnât feel uncomfortable. If anything, youâre leaning more into him, the side of your head against his chest.Â
He glances down at the top of your head, pulling you just a tad bit closer and twisting the urge to plant a kiss to your hair. His thumb rubs small, soothing circles around your hip, feeling you lean more and more against him.Â
The doors open and heâs slowing his movements for you. âStill with me?â
You nod. âYeah.â
He smiles and looks forward. âGood, donât go falling asleep. Get some water in you, maybe some bread.â
You canât help but softly chuckle. âYou know, youâve been really nice to me, Suguru. Nicer than anyone else.â
Your words are getting quiet and more mumbledâslurred. But he can still faintly piece your words together. You feel the rumble in his chest from his coaxing laugh. âYeah? I think Iâm just acting how any other man would.â
âNot any other man.â You reply.
He pokes the inside of his cheek with his tongue, getting a tiny idea of who you may be referring to. But he doesnât want to ruin your night even more by saying his name.Â
The quiet hum of the building is a comfort, a stark contrast to the chaos of earlier. Youâre not sure how much of your surroundings youâre taking in; your thoughts are still clouded from the nightâs events. The warmth of Suguruâs presence, his steady support, makes it easier to keep going. When you reach your door, he stops, giving you the space to find your keys in your pocket. You fumble a little, but Suguru doesnât rush you. He stands patiently, his thumb still grazing the side of your hip. Heâs careful not to crowd you too much, but thereâs an undeniable sense of protectiveness in the way he stands close.
Finally, you manage to find your key. You glance up at Suguru, your eyes a little foggy. âThank you⊠for everything.â
He smiles down at you, the warmth in his expression making your chest tighten a little. âItâs nothing, really. Just doing whatâs right.â
You hesitate for a moment, not sure if you should say anything else, but the words slip out before you can stop them. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
Suguruâs eyes widen slightly but his smile softenn. His hand traveling up to gently tuck a stray piece of hair behind your ear. âYou donât have to worry about that. Iâll always be around when you need me.â
Thereâs a quiet beat between you two, the silence saying more than words ever could. You swallow down the lump in your throat, trying to keep the emotions from overwhelming you. You gently bite your bottom lip, the action causing his eyes to flicker down towards it. âI justâŠI feel like I havenât been having anyone on my side lately. IâmâŠIâm glad I have you.âÂ
His insides practically melt at your soft, drunken tone of voice and the way youâre gazing up at him. Suguru feels his heart shift, warmth pooling in his chest at your vulnerability. Heâs never seen you quite like this, so open and raw, and it makes him want to protect you in a way thatâs deeper than he expected. The softness in your voice, the way you lean into himâit all pulls him in closer, making his resolve weaken just a bit. He swallows hard, stepping a little closer to you, but trying to keep his distance, knowing that youâre vulnerable right now, not fully in control of your emotions.
âY/N,â he says gently, his voice low but steady. He reaches for your hands, lifting them from where you were gripping the door, and holds them softly in his. âI'm not the only one, I promise. But Iâm always going to have your back. You never have to feel alone, okay? We all go through tough times, but youâre not carrying it on your own.â
You nod slowly, eyes glimmering with a mix of gratitude and something else he canât quite place. Your fingers curl around his as if youâre grounding yourself in his touch, a small comfort in the sea of uncertainty.
âYouâre not like the others, Suguru,â you murmur, barely above a whisper. âYou make me feel⊠safe.â
The words hang in the air, delicate and full of meaning. Suguruâs chest tightens again, but this time itâs not from concern or pityâitâs from something else. Something warm, something that feels a little dangerous, but right. He tilts his head slightly, eyes narrowing, as he registers the way youâre looking at him.
âYouâre safe with me,â he says softly, his voice almost a promise. âYou always will be.â
You both stand there in the quiet, the weight of everything between youâeverything unsaidâlingering. Suguruâs hand reaches up, brushing your hair away from your face again, his fingers lingering a little longer than necessary, like heâs trying to convey something in that simple touch.Â
You blink, breaking the moment just enough to step back. âI should go inside.â
Suguru nods, not forcing anything further. He understands. âYeah, go get some rest. Drink that water, and donât forget about the bread.â
You tiredly smile, looking back at your door and putting the key in its hole. But, you find yourself hesitating. Movements stilling as thoughts overwhelmed your already vulnerable brain. Youâre looking back at him before you know it.Â
His eyebrows raise. âWhatâs wrong?â
You shake your head in response, your heart beating faster. He says nothing, just allowing the little staring contest to continue on. For some reason, itâs making you not want to face your reality. God, itâs the fact that you have no idea what youâre doing to him. How stuck he feels, how guilty he feels and how perfect it all feels at the same time. Itâs almost not fair.
Maybe itâs just the fact that youâve experienced more shit than you wouldâve wanted to tonightâand of course, youâre a lightweight. Hence why you donât really like drinking in the first place. But youâve needed one recently.Â
So yeah, your balance is not very steady, your head feels light but heavy at the same time, your lips are curved up into a smile on their own and your calculations are a little miscalculated.Â
Because you could swear that with the way heâs looking at you now, his lids the slightest bit hooded that one could miss it, his tilted head, and the way heâs leaned in close enough that you can smell his intoxicating cologneâŠheâs looking tempted.Â
And to be honest, so are you.Â
The night air is suddenly quiet, youâve been staring into his eyes for who knows how long now and your breathing feels shallower. It feels like a sappy romance movie you watched when you were a tween and wished upon a star that one day it would happen to you. Except itâs not the person you wouldâve exactly wanted. But your body is still reacting all the same.Â
What does that mean for you?
Your key is still lodged in the hole of your door, seemingly frozenâbut awaiting. He leans in and your eyelids flutter. âIâm sorry.â
âF-for whatâŠ?â
âFor being such a selfish man right now.â He places a steady hand to your waist as your body swayed backwards again.Â
Itâs just the alcohol talking. âI-itâs okayâŠâ
âIs it?â He mutters, breath fanning your face.Â
This time, you lean closer, practically moving up to your tip-toes. You notice the way his eyes have darkened, glancing down at your pink, parted lips. âYeah, I thinkâŠI want to be selfish too.â
He smiles, matching your drunken one. Your right hand raises to his cheek, admiring the heat that wavers off of it. You think you want more of his magnetic heat. He doesnât move, allowing you to do the work. Maneuvering your head up to close the rest of the distance. And youâre so close, so very close that you could practically lick his lips if you wanted.
His lips part, making space for your own to slot between them. Just when youâre about toâ
Your door yanks open from the inside, jolting you back to reality. Eyes wide and looking over at the culprit.
Oh, fuck.
Satoru stands in your doorway, hair poking up at all different angles, jaw clenched and saccharine eyes darting around at the sight in front of him, of what he just interrupted. And it feels like youâve just been burned, pulling back and away from Suguru like youâve been caught cheating. Suguru matches your actions, stuffing his hands in his pockets. âS-SatoruâŠâ you mutter, swallowing.Â
âWhatâs this?â He asks, looking between you and his best friend. âHe brought you home?â
âIââ
âShe called me to pick her and her friend up, Satoru.â Suguru interrupts, meeting his friend with undeterred eye contact.Â
However, that seems to be just the icing on top for Satoru. Turning his gaze towards you, looking up and down quickly. ââŠSoâŠIâm watching our son while you go ahead and get yourself shitfaced, youâre gone for hours without any call or text to let me know youâre okay, and when you come back⊠youâre about toâŠkiss my fucking best friend?â
âSatoââ
âShut the fuck up, Suguru.â He gives his friend a death glare, taking a step outside and forcing you to take a wobbly one back. Suguru doesnât move. âTell me, huh. You think Iâm an idiot?â
âSatoru,â you reach out for his arm, but promptly pull back when he looks back at you.Â
âAnd to think,â he scoffs, regarding you with an icy coldness that feels completely foreign to you. âI thought we had it okay for once. And now youâre fucking my best friend behind my back?â
âNo! N-no, Suguru and I arenât doing that.â You quickly protest.Â
He simply scoffs and Suguru steps back in between you two. âSatoru, calm down, okay? We werenât doing anything. Y/Nâs been having a tough time and Iâm just here to help her through that.â
âBy what? Forcing yourself into her life? Into my sonâs life? Who the hell do you think you are, Suguru?â He pushes the other man by his shoulder, to which Suguru does not fight back.Â
You grimace, pulling back on his shirt. âSatoru, stop it, please. We arenât doing anything like that.â
âBullshit!â He snaps, throwing his arms up. âHe gives you and Koji a present. I find his fucking shirt in your hamper, and now I just caught you two about to kiss. Did you fucking forget I was inside? Were you going to bring him inside and let him fuck you?â
Your mouth is agape, eyes blown wide at the accusations. The words hit you like a punch to the gut, leaving you breathless and unable to form a coherent thought. Satoruâs accusations sting, each one harsher than the last. His anger is palpable, the venom in his voice making it hard to breathe, and yet all you can do is stand there in stunned silence, feeling the weight of the situation crash down on you.
âNo... Satoru, IâI didnâtââ You struggle to find the words, but nothing seems to come out right. How do you explain something thatâs so far from the truth but also so complicated in its own way?Â
Suguru, his expression tight with frustration, steps forward, clearly trying to keep the situation from spiraling even further. "Satoru, this isnât the way to handle it. Y/Nâs been through a lot, and I'm just trying to be there for her. Thatâs all it is."
âYou think that makes a difference?â Satoru spits, turning back to Suguru with a glare that could burn. âYou think you can just waltz in, playing hero, and itâs all fine? You donât get to play the martyr here. Not with my family.â
You flinch at the mention of Koji, feeling the sting of his words even more sharply now. "Satoru, please," you whisper, your voice barely audible. "Donât talk about him like that. You know I would neverâ"Â
But Satoru cuts you off with a sharp gesture, his eyes dark with fury. "No, you donât get to explain yourself anymore. I saw it. I know what was happening."
Your heart races as the silence hangs heavy between you, Suguru and Satoru locked in a tense standoff. You can feel the weight of the accusations pressing down on you, suffocating you.
âIâm sorry, okay?â you manage, the words coming out in a broken whisper. âIâm so sorry. But I swear, nothing was going to happen. Nothing. I just... I didnât know what else to do.â
Satoru doesnât respond, but you can see the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw clenches. Suguru looks between you both, his eyes softening just a fraction, but thereâs nothing left to say. Youâre standing at the edge of everything, and you donât know how to fix this, how to make Satoru believe you.
âSatoru, Y/Nâa a grown woman.â Suguru says.Â
âYeah? And what, that makes you a grown man?âÂ
Once more, Suguru is pushed by Satoru. You can see the growing irritability in Suguruâs expression, the way heâs doing his best to not give in and fight with his best friend. Youâre torn, unsure of how you can stop this. Sure, you punched a man today, but he was a bitch. That doesnât mean you can stop a possible fight between two other men. âPlease, donât raise your voice, Satoru. I donât want to wake Koji.â
âOh, now you fucking care?â He huffs out. And that sentence alone puts a halt to you. Your mind momentarily freezes, going silent. He almost looks like he regrets the words as soon as theyâre uttered, but itâs drowned out by his look of anger.Â
SoonâŠyouâre mirroring his fury.Â
âWhat?â You quietly ask, letting out a deep huff. âWhat? What the fuck did you just say to me?â
This time, itâs you who pushes the pusher. He stumbles back barely, caught off guard by your suddenness before heâs planting himself in place. âDonât touch me, Y/N.â
âThen donât you ever say something like that! Iâve done everything I could for Koji and more. You had no idea what kind of shit I went through alone.â You grit out.Â
âBecause of you! Because of your own stupid decision to not let me in, let me help you!â He argues back. He's right. He's always right. And thatâs why you two could never work together because while Satoru was always right, you were always wrong. They say opposites attract, when actually, opposites do nothing prove what the other could never be.
And after the events of tonight, youâre growing tired of holding back your explosion. Your drunken brain is telling you to fight fire with fire.Â
âBecause you were a fucking shitty person!â You shout back, aware of the fact that your loud voice may cause some of your neighbors to wake up. Koji to wake up. âAnd now youâre getting mad at me for trying to move on? For trying to live my life? Fuck you! You have a fucking girlfriend who treats me like shit and you let it happen!â
âYou want to play that game, Y/N? Really?â Satoru replies, a dead firmness in his tone.Â
Before you can respond, Suguru, ever the peacemaker, is cutting in again. âY/N, stop it, okay? Go inside, youâre drunk. Satoru, donâtââ
Heâs cut off by another push from Satoru. âDonât tell me what to fucking do, Suguru. Youâre trying to get with my ex behind my back, is that how low youâve become?â
âSatoru,â he slowly exhales out, trying to calm himself. âIâm not doing that. Y/N and I arenât getting together. Iâm just being here for her.â
âBy trying to get in bed with her?â
Suguru has begun to have enough. âStop speaking like that, Satoru.â He gruffs out.
The atmosphere crackles with tension, and your pulse races as Satoruâs words hit harder than before, each one a slap in the face. You can feel the anger bubbling up inside you, pushing you past the point of control, past the point of regret. This argument feels like itâs never going to endâlike itâs been building for years, simmering beneath the surface, only now itâs boiling over in a mess of accusations and past hurts.
Satoruâs sneer deepens as he stares you down. âYou think I donât know whatâs going on? Iâm not stupid, Y/N. Donât think you can pull the wool over my eyes now. You think youâre going to move on with him after everything?â
You step closer to him, barely noticing the way your hands are trembling, your heart pounding in your chest and tears prickling at your eyes. âIâm not moving on with anyone. Not like you think. But youââ You pause, trying to steady your breath. âYouâve had no idea what Iâve been through. Youâve walked away at times when I needed you the most, Satoru. Donât fucking act like I owe you anything now.â
Satoruâs expression darkens, his hands balling into fists, but you donât flinch. âIâm sorry if you think I donât care, but Iâve been in the fucking trenches with you, Y/N. Do you think it was easy for me too? To watch you shut me out? To watch you fucking struggle with everything while Iâwhile Iâtried to be there for you? But I was never enough, was I?â His voice cracks with a mix of frustration and disbelief, but itâs too much. Itâs too late for apologies and explanations. You feel your vision blur with tears, and for a brief moment, you almost crumble under the weight of the argument, the hurt, the feeling of being misunderstood.
âYou knew you couldâve tried hard enough. You knew that, you know that.â You argue, despite your shaky voice.Â
His eyes narrow, and he opens his mouth to say something, but Suguru steps forward, intervening again, his voice low and firm, but thereâs a warning in it. âEnough, Satoru. Youâre not hearing her. This isnât about you anymore.â
Satoruâs fists clench at his sides, his jaw tight with frustration. âItâs always been about me, Suguru. Itâs always been about what I need, what I want. And now you want to play the hero? To take my place in my own fucking life?â
Suguru shakes his head, his expression hardening. âNo, Iâm not trying to take your place. But youâre blind if you donât see how much sheâs suffered. How much sheâs going through. And how much youâre still hurting her by dragging all this up now.â
âShut up,â Satoru snaps, and his voice is harsh enough to make you flinch. âI donât need a lecture from you, not now.â
Suguru doesnât back down, his eyes never leaving Satoruâs. âThen maybe you should take a fucking look at yourself first.â
For a moment, the three of you stand there in silence, the tension thick enough to slice through. Your heart is racing, your mind spinning with a mix of anger, hurt, and confusion. The words youâve been holding back for so long feel too much to bear, too raw to say out loud, but now theyâre there, sitting on your tongue, threatening to spill.
You take a shaky breath, trying to steady yourself, but the weight of everything is overwhelming. Your hands tremble as you press them against your sides, eyes focusing on the ground to keep from breaking down. But the words, the truth youâve been holding inside for so long, feel like theyâre going to suffocate you if you donât let them out.
âI didnât mean for this, Satoru. I didnât mean for any of it,â you finally say, your voice thick with emotion. Your chest tightens, your breath shaky as you look at him, the tears threatening to fall. âBut now youâre standing here, making it worse, blaming me for everything. Iâm always getting blamed, no matter what. For trying to find happiness. For surviving.â You swallow hard, your voice quieter but still filled with the weight of everything youâve been holding back. âBut you donât get to make me feel bad about trying to heal, Satoru. You donât get to make me feel like Iâm the one who ruined everything when you were the one who stopped trying.â
Suguruâs gaze flickers to you, a flicker of concern flashing across his face, but itâs Satoru who you focus on. The silence stretches, suffocating, before he speaks again, his tone hard, bitter, but with a hint of something deeperâsomething vulnerable. âI never wanted to leave you,â he mutters, almost too quietly. âBut you shut me out. You kept pushing me away like I didnât matter.â
âYou didnât try hard enough to matter,â you shoot back, your voice a little stronger now. âYou didnât try to understand. You didnât try to see me. You only saw what you wanted, what fit into your world. And I couldnât do that anymore. I couldnât just keep being this thing that existed to meet your needs, while I fell apart. I couldnât.â
Satoruâs eyes flicker, and for a moment, you swear you see something break in him. But itâs gone just as quickly as it appears, replaced by the cold, hardened exterior heâs been wearing for so long. âYou think this is easy for me?â he spits, voice laced with something that could be self-loathing. âYou think itâs easy watching youâwatching himâtake over everything I thought was mine? Thatâs not fair either, Y/N.â
âYou donât own me, Satoru,â you whisper, the words coming out stronger than you expect. âYou never did.â
Suguru steps forward again, his voice steady but firm. âEnough. This isnât going anywhere. Itâs just going to keep hurting both of you.â
But Satoru isnât listening. His fists clench again, his jaw tight as he shakes his head, the hurt flashing in his eyes. âI donât know how to fix this, Y/N. I donât know if I can. I donât know if I ever could.â
The rawness in his voice catches you off guard, leaving you momentarily speechless. The anger and resentment still burn in your chest, but beneath it all, you realize that maybe, just maybe, thereâs still something left. Something that isnât as broken as you thought.
But itâs too late for that. Itâs too late for him.
With a shaky breath, you look away, your heart heavy in your chest, and turn toward the door. âIt doesnât matter anymore, Satoru. Itâs done.â
Suguruâs hand rests gently on your shoulder as you walk past, his silent support a comfort, even though the pain doesnât fade. And Satoru stays there, his fists trembling at his sides, caught between regret and anger, as you step back into your home and shut the door behind you.
The tears overcoming your being once youâre locked inside, taking the jackets off haphazardly and tossing your purse onto the sofa. Holding a hand to your mouth to muffle your cries as you walk past Kojiâs door and to your own room, silently shutting and locking it.Â
You crumble into your bed, holding your pillow close, and making you feel like a little girl all over again. Letting your warm tears wash your makeup away and stain your white pillow. Feeling your body trembling from every sensation flowing through it right now. You feel your heart pick up way too fast for your liking and youâre almost sure youâre breathing at an erratic pace right now.Â
You feel like no matter what, you can never do good in your life. You fucked up tonight by trying to kiss Suguru, you fucked up by keeping Koji a secret, you fucked up by even going out in the first place.Â
Everything is crumbling down at you all at once and you think itâs about time you toss the rag in. Because everyone has their breaking point, youâre not sure if you hit yours yet, but it damn well feels like you have. And now youâve probably broken up a years long friendship due to your own selfishness, to your own stupid intoxication. Youâre wrong in every aspect. Everything is eating you alive right now, leaving just a hollow suit in its place.Â
You wonder how things will look going forward.Â
And you wonder if youâve ruined any little chance at possibly having Satoru in your grasp again.Â
A small knock pulls your attention, shifting your eyes open and looking over to the small head that peeks through. Oh god, this is the last thing you wanted.Â
âMamaâŠâ Kojiâs small voice utters, slipping inside and coming over to your curled up form on the bed. âMama, whatâs wrong?â
You wish you had it in you to put on a poker face and dry your tears, giving him the usual lie. But tonight, you canât. ââŠmamaâs sad.â You whisper.Â
His eyes widen, lip quivering down into a pout. Eyes glistening with his own onset of tears and heâs diving into your bed, scrambling up to your chest. Wrapping his tiny arms around your neck in such a fast way that it leaves you momentarily speechless. When he looks at you, you almost feel yourself wanting to cry harder at the sole fact that your son is seeing you like this, that heâs almost crying now too. âPlease donât cry, Mama. I donât like you being sad.â
âIâŠI know.â You croak out, holding him close. âI know, Koji. And IâmâŠIâm so sorry. I canât be strong today.â
He shakes his head furiously. âItâs okay! Because Papa told me that when I grow up, Iâll protect you. Iâll be strong and big like him. SoâŠso maybe I can be strong today for you, Mama.â
Your heart shatters at his words, and despite the weight of everything thatâs been crushing you, you hold him even tighter. The fragile little boy whoâs trying so desperately to comfort you when he should be the one youâre protectingâitâs too much. You canât hold back the flood of emotions anymore. You pull him into you, your arms trembling, but all you can do is let him in, letting his warmth and innocence wrap around your heart like a fragile balm.
âOh, baby,â you whisper, your voice breaking. âYou donât have to be strong for me. Youâre so strong already just by being you.â You bury your face in his hair, feeling his small body pressing against yours, his little heartbeat steady and comforting in a way nothing else can be. âIâm sorry you had to see me like this, Koji. I promise Iâll be okay.â
Kojiâs small hands rub at your back, and his voice, though still a little quivery, carries the same hope and determination he always carries. âIâm gonna help you, Mama. Iâll make you smile again, okay? I promise.â His words, simple as they are, strike a chord deep inside, reminding you of everything youâve fought for. Youâve fought to protect him, to give him a better life, to shield him from all the pain and hurt that came with being tied to Satoru, and now youâre breaking down in front of him. It feels so pathetic.Â
But maybe you need to be broken in order to rebuild. Maybe itâs okay to let him see your fragility, so he knows itâs okay to feel and not bottle everything up.Â
You breathe out a shaky laugh, lifting him slightly to kiss his forehead. âYouâre my little hero, Koji. Iâm so proud of you. I donât deserve you.â
Koji, however, just shakes his head again, his small face scrunching up in determination. âNo, Mama. Iâm not a hero. Youâre my hero. You always are.â
And somehow, in the midst of the mess youâve found yourself in, his innocent words are the only thing grounding you. Youâre not alone. Youâre not broken beyond repair. You still have him. You still have him to fight for, to love, and to protect.
And right now, thatâs all that matters.Â
You hold him close, sinking deeper into your bed, feeling his small body curl up against you. The weight of the world still feels heavy on your shoulders, but for a brief moment, with Kojiâs warmth surrounding you, you feel the tiniest flicker of hope. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Maybe youâll figure things out.Â
But for now, you let yourself cry. You let yourself grieve. Because tomorrow is another day.
a/n: soo many things happeneddddd. hoped u all enjoyed :)
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Logan Going Into a Rut.
Would you guys like a part two? I could make a part two if you guys wantâŠ.let me know how it is and please request a thousand more things I am eagerly awaiting your requests!!! (I am also working on the ones I already got!) I didnât spell check thisâŠ.
Pairing: Logan Howlett (Wolverine) x Fem!Reader
Synopsis: Logan goes into a rut earlier than he expected.
Logan had woken up that morning significantly earlier than he usually did. You were still sleeping peacefully next to him, entangled in the sheets you had stolen from him during the night. Logan didnât mind too much, being always warm. But that morning, he felt even hotter than usual. He slid his hand against his bare chest, feeling it to be slick with sweat. He closed his eyes, massaging his temples, before he shook his morning drowsiness and confusion away, deciding he would not be able to sleep any longer. He walked to the bathroom, deciding to take a cold shower even if it was the heart of winter.
He wasnât too mad about the early start, Charles having drowned him in a very extensive list of things to do, not counting the lessons he had to begrudgingly teach that afternoon. Logan stepped outside of the bathroom, fully clothed and ready for the day, even if he still felt a little drowsy. He chalked it up to having eaten too heavily the night before, maybe the digestion worsening his sleep.
He checked himself in the mirror, making sure he looked decent. He started heading towards the door of your room. Right before he left, he glanced at you, making sure you were still in deep sleep. Loganâs eyes froze on your figure: your sleeping shorts had slid up your body, revealing your thighs, and your braless tits hidden underneath the shirt you had stolen from him begged him to jump back into bed with you. He exhaled loudly. Logan gripped the door so tightly he thought his claws would come out. He needed to go work. He shook his head, cursing Charles as he shut the door behind him.
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Logan had been running around the X mansion fulfilling various tasks, not noticing as the day slowly, and sluggishly slid forward. The gloominess of the morning left its place to the timid rays of the winter sun, that caressed his back as he finished fixing a broken kitchen cabinet. A multitude of students had already waltzed inside the kitchen, still half asleep. They had uttered a sleepy âgood morningâ, before they grabbed a little food. Logan grunted in response, too focused on the darn kitchen cabinet. The flow of students had significantly slower when he had managed to finally fix it.
Logan slammed down the screwdriver. âFucking finally.â He closed and opened the cabinet a few times, smiling proudly when the cabinet door did not decide to dramatically clatter to the ground rather choosing to finally stay in place.
âWhat are you celebrating, baby?â
Your voice startled him, but he quickly turned around, a type of smile reserved for you only gracing his lips. â(Y/N).â You grinned back at him. âI managed to fix this darn cabinet door that someone, managed to detach in the dead of night.â
Your eyes glinted. âYou have a gut feeling about who did it?â
âDefinitely.â Logan replied, walking around the counter to hold your waist. âI woke up super early this morning.â He added. You pulled back from his chest, worry dancing in your eyes. âNo nothing serious, bub, I just think I ate a dinner that was too heavy.â
Your eyes relaxed, pushing up on your tiptoes to press a chaste kiss to your boyfriendâs lips. You were about to pull back when Logan suddenly deepened the kiss, darting his tongue in your mouth. You leaned back into the kiss, letting yourself be pulled by Loganâs large, warm hands on your waist. The man grunted into the kiss, his body starting to tingle on fire, desire coursing through your veins. The way he was pulling you close seemed desperate, as if he needed you to breathe.
You gasped in shock when his hands slid onto your waist and pressed you against his crotch, feeling his already erected cock. âAlready hard?â You whispered, looking down at the evident bulge in his pants. Logan pushed you against the counter, caging you against it. His chest heaved frantically.
âNo idea, darling. Youâre making me go crazy today.â He whispered, before he dove back into the kiss. You fully lost yourself in it, knowing the kitchen was pretty much deserted at this point in time. He pressed into the kiss, his tongue caressing your mouth, desire making his chest burn incandescently. Your eyes fluttered shut, letting your hands roam on his large back, his scent making your eyes roll to the back of your head.
You were about to suggest moving it to the bedroom when Logan suddenly pulled back, pressing his crotch tightly against yours and caging you tightly against his chest. You glanced up at him, worried something happened when you noticed his legs were quivering. A moan erupted from his lips, and his hips thrusted against yours. â(Y/N), oh my god!â He grunted. You didnât know what was happening till you felt wetness from Loganâs crotch, seeping into your leggings, as his head was thrown back, and he panted loudly.
âDidâŠLogan did you cum?â You asked, startled: he usually lasted more than a few rounds. His endurance was crazy. Loganâs eyes fluttered open, lust blowing his pupils wide. He slowly looked at you, disbelief clearly evident on his face. You tentatively bucked your hips, watching as he shivered.
âI thinkâŠâ Logan swallowed, reaching his hand to feel his crotch. âMy rut might be coming early.â He closed his eyes, cursing himself: the sweat, the ever present arousal, the shitty sleepâŠit was all there. Your eyes widened, shooting down to the clear stain on his light blue pants, and the evident bulge that was already growing again.
âFuck, today is not the day for that.â You cursed.
âWhat, why?â Logan asked, grunting when he felt the head of his cock press against the seam of his jeans. Why did he decide to go commando today of all days.
âI have that overnight field trip with my students! I canât bail last minute.â You cried, your eyes widening. Loganâs face contorted into a grimace of pain, a curse rolling out of his mouth, as he realized this day would suck. A lot. He would have to spend the day locked in your room, rutting against your panties to try and feel any sort of momentary solace. But he knew you could not desert your students just like that. Even if he acted all gruff and scary, he knew what caring for students meant, and he would not rip their favorite teacher away from them, especially during a field trip that was only supposed to be joyful.
He caressed your cheeks. âItâs gonna be alright, baby. Iâll figure it out.â He lied through his teeth, already feeling his skin starting to burn and itch with almost irresistible lust.
You glared back at him. âNo, itâs not fine and we both know it. You know what, Iâll come back tonight. I wonât stay overnight. How does that sound, baby? Huh?â You asked, pulling against his shirt to try and get him to concentrate through the daze of lust that was already taking over.
Logan nodded, his head spinning. âYeah, that would be great, love.â He whispered. You moved against him, trying to reach your phone to check the time, your knee gliding against his bulge. âFuck!â Logan croaked, throwing his head back.
You locked your phone, glancing up at him. âLogan, baby, I still have 10 minutes. What can I do?â You asked, caressing his chest.
Before he replied, Logan gently grabbed your arm, dragging the both of you inside the supply closet, and locking the door behind you.
Safely inside, Logan closed his eyes, trying to look past his primal instincts, and deem what would be the best course of action. Objectively, fucking you would keep him satisfied the longest, but there wasnât time in 10 minutes. He discarded his rationality, fully relying on his animal instincts, knowing what they desired in the moment would keep him satisfied the most. âThisâŠmight be weird, baby, but I just need to rut against you, please.â His voice was heavy with need.
âBaby, Iâm here. Iâm here for everything.â You reassured him, spreading your legs, letting Logan position his crotch right in between, were he needed to be. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you still as he started to thrust against you. His face soon contorting in a grimace of pleasure, even a drop of drool sliding down the side of his mouth.
Your hands raked Loganâs back underneath his shirt, letting him feel your skin on his. His beautiful eyes slid open, his gaze landing on your tits, that bounced delicately with every trust. âYour tits, babygirlâŠneed to see them.â Logan whispered in your ear. You pressed an open mouthed kiss to his neck before you unzipped your jacket, revealing your light tank top underneath: you were going out with your students to a nature park, you needed to be sporty.
You reached for your neckline, feeling Loganâs hand wrap around yours to yank your tits out faster. When they were right in front of his eyes, Logan mewled loudly, leaning down to kiss you fervently as his hips started to jackhammer faster.
Somehow, even in the daze of his lust, Logan had managed to perfectly align his tip with your clit, making you see stars. Your moans quickly started mingling with his. His large hands reached your left thigh, hoisting it up to wrap around his waist. âRight - nghh - there! Logan!â You cried, hearing your boyfriendâs quiet pants fill your ears.
âGonna make me cum in my pants again. God, you turn me into a horny teenager.â He murmured, his rhythm slowing down for a second before it started picking up again.
Your phone buzzed, showing you the time. âLoganâŠI need to go soon!â You whimpered, threading your hands through his hair.
âIâm close.â He reassured you, his lidded eyes landing on your jiggling tits. They dragged a broken moan out of his lips. Logan was only ever this loud when he was experiencing his rut. âAre you?â You nodded quickly.
The knot in your stomach had been tightening for a while, and reacted the second it was called to attention. You wrapped your arms tightly around Logan, pressing him against you, practically shoving his face in between your breasts. âLogan!â You cried, throwing your head back, as the thigh he was holding quivered in his hand, orgasming powerfully.
The sudden surge of the smell of your arousal made Logan go crazy, sighing against your tits before he pulled back. He stopped for a second, even if he was close. You watched him, dazed, still descending from your high. Through your tired eyes and panting chest, you watched as Logan hastily unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans pulling out his cock. He quickly placed his leaking cock in between your legs, and you had the reflex to shut your thighs to allow him a little more pleasure.
âFuck. I could fuck you for hours!â He whispered, starting to move his hips as quickly as he could. You leaned forward, licking a strip up his neck, landing on a spot you knew sent him crazy and gently nibbling on it. Loganâs eyes rolled to the back of his head, the sensation of your leggings against his sensitive tip, and your delicate teeth against his neck finally pushing him to the edge.
The orgasm was so powerful he didnât even have time to warn you. His hips just sped up, his voice ripped away from the pleasure. He didnât even manage to utter your name, just gripping your waist with his fingers. His mouth snapped open when he felt his orgasm reach him. Loganâs claws sprung out of his hands, puncturing two bags of rice that were placed on the shelves you were pressed against. Just as the rice started tumbling to the ground, Logan cummed, distinctly hearing his cum splatter on the floor.
Your boyfriend slumped against you, his claws retracting, his thighs shivering. You caressed his back, pressing soft kisses against his neck. âYou did so well, baby.â You cooed, moving your hands to massage his head. Logan nodded, spent.
Your phone buzzed again, your students asking where you were. You cursed, hastily pulling your shirt back up and zipping your jacket. You clasped Loganâs jawline, forcing him to look at you through his post-orgasm daze. âIâm going to come back as soon as I can. Love you so much, baby.â You whispered, pressing your forehead against him.
Loganâs hands ran down to your waist, dragging you into a kiss. Your bodies melted together, your arms wrapping around his shoulders and yanking him closer. Not even a piece of paper could have fit through you. You pulled back, eyeing the string of saliva connecting you. âIf we keep going like this, a bigger pool of cum will be on the floor.â You whispered, starting to head towards the door.
Logan grinned, lazily passing his hand through his hair. âGo, have fun. Iâll clean up here. Iâll be waiting for you tonight.â His eyes glinted with an erotic promise. You grinned, blowing a flying kiss. Logan watched the door close behind you, pulling his jeans back up and hastily disinfecting the floor.
He walked outside, quickly going to inform Charles he would be off today before he headed back to the room. He could still feel his buzzing desire for you deep inside his skin, but he felt somewhat satisfied as he threw his shirt on the floor, letting himself fall on the bed. Logan moved on his side, trying to get some sleep to get a break from his lust, but as he adjusted himself on the mattress, his eyes landed on the dirty panties you had accidentally forgotten on the ground. Your scent reached his sensitive nose, drugging him immediately.
Logan glanced down towards his crotch. He was hard again. âFuck!â He yelled, falling back down on the bed, exasperated. It would be a long, long, day.
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would you still love me if i was a worm? (and other thought-provoking questions) [Sylus/Reader â
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AO3] In which Sylus answers many meaningful drunken questions at 2 AM. A/N: Why have I been clowning on this man đż lowkey based on this post I made before his release lol
It was rather common for Sylus to be up at 2 AM, since in his particular line of work, businesses were best done in the dead of night when most people would be asleep. It didnât help that the N109 Zone was shrouded in eternal darkness at all times, so the entire concept of time felt rather meaningless to most citizens.
What truly was uncommon for Sylus was receiving a call from you at this time in the middle of the night when you should be slumbering away like most normal citizens. He stared at his phone screen where âKittenâ was so affectionately featured prominently onscreen along with his favorite photo of you. He swiped his thumb across the screen to answer the curious call. Nothing, however, could have prepared the leader of Onychinus with your desperate plea: âCrow Man, come pick me up, pleasssseeee!â
Sylus raised a brow as he held his cellphone tighter in his hand. âCrow Man?â
âIs this not Ca-Caw Man?â
ââŠare you drunk, sweetie?â
âMr. Big Ca-Cawk, please pick me upppp!â
Sylus set his phone down on his desk and leaned back in his seat, already massaging his temple in slow circles. He had lavished you with such sweet pet names, and in your darling little head, you had just affectionately bestowed upon him the nicknameâŠBig Ca-Cawk.
Sylus inhaled sharply.
He knew he let you get away with a lot of mischievous things, but perhaps this might be the one time he needed to put his foot down. He held his phone next to his ear again, hearing you sniffled:
âCaw-Caw, do you not like me anymore?â
Damn. You were good.
Sylus huffed softly, finding your drunken speech pattern rather endearing now. With a soft smile on his face, he spoke low, âFar from the truth, sweetie. Now, give me your address.â
You relayed to him the address of a late-night restaurant you were at in Linkon City.
âStay safe,â Sylus responded, âIâll be there in twenty.â
The call ended and Sylus heaved another heavy sigh before he stood up. He walked pass where Mephisto was roosting on his perch, and Sylus mumbled thoughtfully to the mechanical crow, âMaybe I should just assign you to monitor her 24/7 from now on.â
Mephisto tilted his head to the side, clearly confused by his ownerâs odd words. He cooed quietly in response, watching as Sylus left.
With no speed limit in the N109 Zone, Sylus breezed through the city on his motorcycle in a matter of less than fifteen minutes. Through Linkon City, the street was mostly vacant, and he managed to avoid many of the cop hiding spots. It took him roughly another ten minutes to finally pulled up to the restaurant you said you were at.
As he parked his motorcycle, he took his helmet off, eyes instantly narrowing in anger when he noticed you were backed into a wall by a couple of sober sleazebags. Sylus started to walk up to you, his temper flaring when he heard your feeble protests:
âNoâŠI donât like this. Go away...â
âAww, come on, sweetcheeks, you look like you could use a rest at a motel with us.â
âYeah, itâd be in bad conscious of us if we leave a cute girl like you hanging around on the street like thisââ
Sylus had heard enough. His hand tightened into a fist, and thick, dark tendrils wrapped around the two menâs necks, easily lifting them up and sending them hurtling down the block. When they gotten up, ready to assault their attacker, they were instantly frozen with fear from just a simple sharp glare from Sylus. He merely snapped his fingers and new tendrils shot straight down the block at the two men, the sight enough to send them running away in terror.
How fortunate for them. Sylus had other important things on his mind this particular night, or otherwise, he would have felt no qualms with ridding the world of two lowlifes.
When Sylus turned to look at you, his gaze softened considerably, a look of exasperation settled on his handsome features. He approached you slowly, his voice soft and gentle, âSweetheartâŠâ
His eyes widened in shock when you flung yourself against him, arms wrapped around his waist tightly. You sniffled softly, âSy-SyâŠâ
Sylus regained his composure and he smiled down at your head, his hand rubbing your back soothingly. âSo I am Sy-Sy now?â
He waited for you to calm down, speaking gentle, comforting words to ease your fears. When he noticed you appeared calmer, he led you to where he had parked. After handing you a helmet, he made sure your arms were wrapped tightly around his waist again before he took off, heading to your apartment.
Once he had arrived to your apartment building, he led you upstairs to your floor. He watched in amusement as you attempted to open the door, unable to get your thumb aligned correctly with the biometrics.
âHere,â he murmured, grabbing your wrist and guiding your thumb to match up with the small screen.
There was a click.
The door opened.
You stared in absolute awe. âSy-Sy is so amazingâŠâ
Sylus chuckled as he led you inside. âSweetie, how much did you drink tonight?â
You shrugged. âIt was Taraâs birthdayâŠand it was our 5000th wanderer killâŠand it was also pay dayâŠandââ
Sylus immediately cut you off, laughing. âI get it,â he said, leading you to your bathroom to help you wash up, âYou had a lot to celebrate today.â
He watched you smiled happily as you splashed some cooling water on your face. He helped you removed your jewelry before leading you to your bedroom. Sylus crossed his arms over his chest as he eyed you up and down in your black bodycon dress.
âNow, while I do appreciate seeing you in this dress,â he said with a teasing lecherous smirk, âI donât think itâll be comfortable to wear to bed, right?â
You giggled. âNope!â
Sylusâ eyes widened, completely unprepared when you decided to shamelessly take the dress off yourself and flung it at a chair in your room. You smiled sweetly at him as you stood there in just your bra and panties.
Sylus covered his face, groaning softly. âThis girlâŠâ He took another look at you happily smiling away at him with not a single sober thought in your head. He turned away, mumbling, âStay put.â
He sighed and walked into your closet, muttering to himself as he searched for some sleepwear for you, âYou suck at drinking, sweetheart, and yet you let yourself get this drunkâŠâ
After spending about five minutes of searching for some decent sleepwear, Sylus came back out to find you on the bed laying on your side, half-asleep. Sylus sat down on the edge of the bed next to you. He gently shook your shoulder. âCome on, sweetie, as cute as you look like that, you need to get dressed.â
You mumbled sleepily, and Sylus took it upon himself to help you get dressed in an oversized shirt and some shorts. This task felt rather foreign to him, since he was honestly more used to doing the complete opposite. As if reading his mind, you fell against him giggling again once you were fully dressed. âAre you going to take my bra off, too, Sy-Sy?â
He groaned again, his brain about to explode. âSweetie, you are testing me.â
You giggled again and batted your eyelashes at him.
He smirked, slipping his hands under your shirt from behind and expertly unhooked your bra, tossing it to the side with your earlier abandoned dress. âItâs a good thing I am such a gentleman who doesnât like taking advantage of intoxicated women.â
âSy-Sy is the sweetest,â you agreed solemnly. You leaned up and clumsily kissed him, catching him off-guard for just a few seconds before he chuckled against the kiss, pecking your lips lightly. He pulled away first, amused when he saw your look of disappointment at how quickly the kiss ended.
Sylus pinched your cheek, eliciting a pained yelp that stirred you fully awake. âNext time, you are not allowed to get yourself drunk without me around,â he scolded you firmly, though his facial expression was more gentle than angry.
âBut it was pay dayâŠâ
One sharp look from Sylus had you clamming up. When he turned away, you let out a soft whine, âWaitâŠare you leaving me?â
He turned back just in time to see a pout forming on your face. He sighed for what seemed like the umpteenth time that night, giving you a slow shake of his head. He knew he was coddling you too much tonight, but he couldnât bear to leave you alone in such a disoriented state. âOf course not, sweetie,â he answered with a smile, âIâm just going to turn off the lights.â
Once the lights were out, Sylus made his way back over to the bed. He chuckled in amusement as you scooted to the center, giving the empty space next to you an enthusiastic pat. Sylus climbed into bed, happy when you cuddled up to him.
âCaw-Caw, I have a questionâŠâ
âSo itâs Caw-Caw again?â he asked bemused, and then muttered more to himself, âI think Iâd rather you call me Sy-Sy instead⊠What is it, sweetie?â
âWould you still love me if I was a worm?â
âSweetie, I would feed you to Mephisto,â he answered, not missing a single beat.
âNooooâŠâ you whined at him with tears brimming in your eyes. You weakly pawed at his arm with little fists, pleading, âDonât feed me to MephieâŠâ
âMephie?â he laughed, astonished that now you had taken the liberty of nicknaming his mechanical crow.
âI wonât taste good,â you insisted with a sweet pout.
âPersonally, I think you taste divine,â Sylus teased with the double-entendre, but in your drunken state, you didnât catch the double meaning. You could only sniffle sadly at him. He rubbed your cheek affectionately with the back of his hand, his crimson eyes seemed so bright in the darkness.
âSy-SyâŠâ
âHmm?â Sylus propped himself up on his elbow, his chin cradled in his hand as he peered down at you snuggled up close to him again.
âWhere does the light go when you close the fridge door?â
âDrunk you is just full of silly questions, huh?â
You continued, not caring that he didnât give you an actual answer to your previous inquiry, âWhy do we make round pizza, put it in a square box, just to eat it as a triangle?â
Sylus blinked, sighing, feeling at a complete loss for words. âWhen you are sober, Iâll make sure to look up the answer for you, sweetie.â
âSy-Sy?â
âWhat now?â
âLife is soup.â
Sylus raised his brow in complete confusion, not understanding a single damn word out of your mouth now. He didnât even know how to respond to the odd comment, so he just continued to stare at you, hoping for a follow-up.
âAnd I am a fork.â
Sylus pulled you into his arms, laying on his back with you on top of him. âAlright, sweetie, itâs time for bed now.â
You giggled, rubbing your face against his soft shirt, inhaling deeply the faint scent of cologne on him. You sighed happily, smelling the familiar comforting, warm and woodsy fragrance on him. âWould youâŠâ You yawned and rubbed your drowsy eyes, âlove me if I shrink down to the size of your thumb?â
âSweetheart, Iâll just have to keep you safe in my pocket.â Sylus brushed the flyaway hair away from your face, his expression tender as he gazed at your sweet, sleepy face resting on top of his chest. Even though he knew by morning, you wouldnât remember a single thing from this night, Sylus still couldnât help but voiced his thoughts and feelings aloud.
âI adore you,â he said, hushed, the weight of his words hung heavy in the stillness of the bedroom, âMore than you will ever know.â
You yawned again, burrowing deeper into his embrace. âI love you, too, Mr. Big Ca-Cawk.â
Sylus could do nothing but laughed resignedly, his arms wrapped securely around you, holding you close to his body, the soft warmth of you against him was calming. Sylus felt a strange mixture of both happiness and bemusement by your drunk words, knowing your intoxicated state was also your most honest side, revealing to him the depths of your feelings for him. He kissed the top of your head, letting his eyes closed to rest as well, as he murmured, âSweet dreams, you silly girl.â
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Letâs be Honest
Simon Riley (Bodyguard) x Reader!!
(mdni 18+)
Your father is an undercover investigator working a dangerous case on a human trafficking ring. Unfortunately, they somehow discovered his intentions, and now they're out for revenge. So, theyâve put a bounty on your head, claiming youâre worth millions to whoever is able to find you and sell you to the best bidder. Despite the danger, your father canât abandon his mission as there were other lives on the line. Heâs too close to cracking the case, rescuing the victims. To protect you, he hired someone no one would see coming for them and that was going to be protecting you. He hired a Ghost.
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The moment you saw the brute, you couldnât believe it. This 6â3â, 220lb, constantly masked man was supposed to be by your side for who knows how long. The sheer size of him was intimidating enough, but the mask? It kept you wondering what kind of man was beneath it.
You couldnât argue with your father, though. He wanted you safe, and you werenât about to be taken and sold off to some creep. So, you dealt with it. But now itâs been two months too long. Two damn months of constant monitoring, endless rules, and the same warnings: 'You need to listen to me Y/n,' 'Stay by my side,' or âItâs not safe.' It was honestly getting sickening at the fact he had complete control over your day to day life now.
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âI was thinking of going shopping today, get some fresh air,â you say, taking a bite of your breakfast. He stands near the window, eyes scanning the street outside like he always does. âMaybe,â he says, his voice low, almost disinterested. You roll your eyes. âJesus Christ, why not? Itâs just us walking down the street, Simon.â
You started using his real name after weeks of pestering him to tell you. It felt weird calling him âGhostâ all the timeâlike something out of a video game. What good was being around someone this long if you didnât even know their name?
He glances back at you, his expression unreadable behind the maskâif thereâs an expression at all. Then, just as silently, he turns back to the window. âYou never know.â You put your fork down and stop eating, âSimon, I canât keep going days without stepping foot outside, iâm literally going insaneâ, he steps away from the window and pulls a chair out to sit beside you. âEverything I do and everything I say is to protect you, that is the whole reason I am hereâ. you looked into his hauntingly dead eyes. âPlease you canât keep me trapped in these wallsâ. You say with hesitation in your voice wondering if this will be another useless plea to let him agree for you to get out the house. He paused for a moment before nodding his head in agreement. You smile, âoh my gosh really? we can go?!â you say quickly standing from your chair in excitement. âyes. but the moment I feel something is off we leave, immediatelyâ he says sternly. You were already putting your plate away and running to your room to get ready.
You visited a few of your favorite stores near your house, picking up small items here and there. Simon stayed close, as usual, walking silently beside you. As you stepped out of another shop, he leaned in slightly, his voice low. âWeâre going to one more store, then weâre heading home. Do you understand?â You shot him a side-eye but nodded, not in the mood for another argument.
The last stop was the lingerie shopâyou had been eyeing their new fall line for weeks. You grabbed a few panties and bras before something else caught your eye: the most stunning, sexy set youâd ever seen. You had to try it on. Walking into the dressing room, you slipped out of your clothes and into the delicate lace set. The fabric felt luxurious against your skin. You peeked your head out, only seeing Simon waiting, his posture as stoic as ever. You stepped out to check yourself in the mirror, admiring the way the set hugged your curves. From the corner of his eye, Simon caught sight of you. His jaw clenched almost immediately as he tried to keep his focus elsewhere, but it was impossible. Heâd been around you every day for two months, and he had seen plentyâyour tight shirts with no bra, shorts that barely covered anything. Heâd always kept his cool, reminding himself that you were off-limits, and he took care of himself whenever you were asleep or when he took a shower. But seeing you now, in something so revealing, stirred something deeper in him that made his jeans tighten. He forced himself to remain still, but the tension in his body betrayed his thoughts. Respect for your father, the jobâthose were the only things keeping him from acting on what he felt. And he had to keep it that way, or at least he was trying to.
You caught Simonâs gaze in the mirror, and for a moment, the air between you seemed to shift. His eyes were unreadable behind the mask, but you could feel something he wasnât saying. You quickly looked away, clearing your throat. âWhat do you think?â you asked casually, but your pulse quickened. You didnât know why you even askedâit wasnât like you cared what he thought about lingerie. Or did you?
He blinked, caught off guard. âAbout what?â
âThe lingerie,â you teased, crossing your arms. âI thought Iâd get a professional opinion.â His jaw tightened more, but you caught the flicker of something in his eyes. âYou donât need my opinion.â You stepped a little closer, testing his boundaries. âMaybe I do.â He stayed still, but you could see the tension in his stance. His voice, when he spoke, was low. âYouâre making this harder than it needs to be.â You laughed lightly. âWhat? Shopping?â His eyes met yours, and for a second, there was nothing but silence between you. âNo,â he said softly, almost reluctantly. âThis.â The weight of his words hung in the air. For a moment, neither of you moved. His response was a beat too slow. âYou should hurry up,â he muttered, his voice deeper than usual. You rolled your eyes, but his tone made your skin tingle. There was something about the way he held himself that made you wonderâdid he see you the way you were starting to see him? You slipped back into the dressing room to change, but the tension lingered, thick in the air. When you came out, dressed again, Simon stood up immediately, his shoulders tense. âLetâs go.â The rest of the walk home was quiet, but you couldnât shake the feeling that something between you had shifted.
You walked into the house, setting your bags down and slipping off your shoes. Simon followed closely behind, immediately locking the door and heading to the windows like he always did, scanning the outside for any sign of danger. But your mind was elsewhere, replaying that one wordâthisâover and over again.
What did âitâ mean? You had to know.
âSimon,â you called out softly, still unable to meet his eyes. âWhat did you mean earlier?â He stiffened immediately, turning to face you. He knew exactly what you were talking about, but heâd been hoping you would let it go. He didnât mean to let that word slip out, and now he was trying to think of a way around it. âWhat do you mean?â His tone was even, but there was a slight edge to it, a hint of tension. You swallowed, gathering your courage. âYou said I was making this hard. Iâm not sure what that means⊠I want you to tell me.â Finally, you looked up at him, meeting his gaze. For a moment, Simon just stared at you, his jaw clenching and unclenching like he was fighting with himself. His silence hung in the air, thick and heavy, as though he was weighing whether or not to tell you the truth. He turned back to the window, staring outside as if it would give him the answer he needed. âYouâre making my job harder,â he said after a long pause, but there was something in his voiceâa hesitation. But you had a smirk on your face knowing exactly what it was, âit was the set wasnât it?â there was a pause, âyou thought I looked good, too good right?â you stepped closer to him testing his limits wanting more reaction out of him. âI think you should keep this fantasy shit to yourselfâ he said quickly snapping back at you, but you kept pushing, âI donât blame you Simon, I bet itâs been months since you got laid and I wonât lie itâs been a hot minute for me too with you being around me all the time, having me cooped in this houseâ you can see his brows furrowing. âyouâre crossing the god damn lineâ thatâs what he was saying but the raging boner in his pants said completely different about your attitude.
Before you knew it, he was stepping toward you, his hand gripping your arm firmly. âYouâre pushing me too far,â he said, his voice low and rough. You met his gaze, feeling a mix of fear and excitement. âMaybe I need you to push back,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. The moment was charged, and without warning, one of his hands let go from your arm to lift up his mask above his nose exposing his lips. your eyes widen never seeing anything but his eyes for the last few months. Before you knew it his lips were on yours, It was intense and consuming, leaving both of you breathless and more entangled than before.
He picked you up and put you on the dining table. the kiss became more passionate with his hands tangled in your hair, you could feel your core throb waiting to be touched. Simon pulled away from you and looked into your eyes, âyou donât understand how long iâve wanted to touch youâ he says breathing heavily. âall those times you walked around with no bra and I could see your fucking nipples through your shirt and the times you walked around with your ass out, god I wanted to bend you over, iâd fuck you right there and donât even forget about the times I could here you moaning in the shower doing god knows what to that pussy, ya fuckin minxâ your cunt was practically dripping at his words, your breathing became more heavier, âThen do it Simon, bend me over and fuck meâ before you could say anymore he already was turning you over on the counter and pulling your pants down. âalready planning on it loveâ. Simon pulled your pants down then slowly pulled your panties down revealing your wet pussy. he bent down to get eye level with it bring his fingers up to your folds and playing with your clit. You moaned at his touched, âfuh-fuckâ. Simon pulled his fingers away and replaced it with his tongue, licking your throbbing clit and making you squirm.
He ate you out till you came on his mouth, âSi pleaseâ. Simon got up and looked at your bent over form while he started unbuckling his pants, âplease what love?â he already knew what you wanted and he wanted it just as bad. âfuck me hardâ he smiled at your words taking his hard cock in his hand rubbing his pre cum all over the top of his head giving it extra lubricant. He aligned his cocked to your hole and slammed into you making you jump, âShhhhhhhitâ you hiss out the word from the painful pleasure. He started to thrust in and out of you hearing your moans made him want to cum already but he couldnât, it felt too damn good to stop now. Simon bent down to your ear, âAll those fuckin times you were playing with this tight cunt in the shower, who were you thinkin about huh?â. You didnât want to answer out of embarrassment but you did it anyways, ây-you si, I thought about sucking your cock and you cumming all over my titsâ that snapped something in him when you said that, his pace picked up he started fucking you harder, his balls slapping against your clit. âwhat would ya daddy think of the man he hired to protect you fucking your pussy raw?â. You could feel your self about to cum, âSi Iâm gonna cum on your cockâ his thrust became sloppier feeling himself about to finish too, âcum baby, cumâ. Simon thrusted harder into your cunt making your back arch more and your ass jiggle against his hips the sight was pushing him over the edge, âgod damn baby iâm gonna to cumâ his hands gripped into your hips harder. âSimon cum inside me god pleaseâ. He busted a load in you, pushing his cock feel in you making sure nothing came out, âfuckin hellâ.
After the intensity of the moment subsided, Simon and you lay there in the aftermath, the room now quiet except for your shared breathing. He gently brushed a strand of hair from your face, his touch tender. âI didnât plan for this,â Simon said softly, his voice filled with a mixture of regret and affection. âI never wanted to cross that line.â You turned to face him, your own emotions swirling. âNeither did I, but⊠it felt right in the moment. I just want to know what this means for us.â Simon looked at you with a conflicted expression. âI donât have all the answers. This situation is complicated, and Iâm still trying to figure out how to balance my feelings with my responsibilities.â he says lowly âI understand,â you replied, taking his hand in yours. âI just need to know where we stand. Do you want to try and make this work, or is this something we need to move past?â There was a pause as Simon considered his words. âI care about you more than I should,â he admitted. âBut I also need to focus on keeping you safe. Weâll have to navigate this carefully.â You nodded, feeling a mix of relief and uncertainty. âWeâll figure it out together,â you said, squeezing his hand.
âAs long as weâre honest with each other.â
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PAIRING: knight!sunghoon x queen!reader (f)
SUMMARY: after your parents death, you were forced to be crowned queen of the north realm and decided to take a young sergeant as your personal guard. however, you canât ignore the evident tension between the two of you, that will lead to some⊠illicit affairs. well, it never happened if nobody knows, right?
WARNINGS: 1800s au. mentions of war and death, fencing terms, sexual tension, unprotected sex (they didnât have condoms, did they?), masturbation, dirty talk, missionary, fingering, cream pie, angst if you squint (like, really squint), mentions of scars, pet names (sweetheart), i abused the world âwouldâ. i know. lmk if more. NOT PROOFREAD.
PUBLISHED: 20th August 2024
WC: 6k
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a/n: honestly, i donât like it. the idea was good, the outcome not so, but let me know your thoughts. i literally donât know old english, my knowledge comes from pride and prejudice and bridgerton, im sorry (i gave up by the end and it shows). please LIKE & REBLOG (or donât, cause this is the worst fic iâve ever written lol)
You hadnât realised just how drastically your life could change overnight until you woke up to the news that your father, the ever so powerful king of the North realm, had died in war.
Soon, your teachers were making you learn about strategies and alliances, not about history anymore, your legions kneeled before you, ready to be at your service.
You had to watch your mother, the woman you looked up to, being consumed by the grief of her dead husband until the grim reaper decided to make them reunite.
Leaving you all alone. Helpless, bearing a burden so heavy it crashed your shoulders.
In just the span of a month you found yourself leading a kingdom through war, sending hundreds of warriors to their death sentence.
The crown weighed significantly on your head, your desk was full of scrambled letters and quills dripping ink, and if it wasnât for your most-trusted maid, Ella, you wouldâve certainly already died of hunger, leaving your people without a ruler.
Fortunately, the same day of your coronation, the first day of you being a queen was also the first day of a young sergeant.
He was the youngest of all, just like you being the youngest of the monarchs, and was leading the loyal legion.
Doing a better job than you, you had to say. He was diligent, perfect in his tasks and polite whenever you interpellated him.
His name was Park Sunghoon, and it didnât take much for you to nominate him as your personal royal guard.
He was an attractive man, barely a couple of years older than you but he indeed towered you by much.
Sunghoonâs face was sharp, with a defined jawline and hardly any trace of baby-fat left.
Despite his frail appearance, you knew he had defined muscles hidden under his white guard uniform, you had seen it.
Even if you were busy with your tight schedule, especially after your coronation, you still found the time to peek at him.
In the morning heâd train the royal legions, helping new warriors. In the afternoon, he would follow you through your travels around the realm, visiting villages and other castles.
The days you stayed at the castle heâd occupy his afternoons by doing some training alone and some evenings he would stand out of your bedroom to guard.
And Sunghoon? Well, he was as attracted to you as you were.
It always sent jolts of excitement whenever he was around you, walking you to your activities and always keeping an eye for possible harms.
Especially one day, when Ella ran towards him with a bucket full of water when he was guarding your bedroom âSergeant!â She panted, âPlease, would you be so kind to bring this into her majestyâs room? I need to get another one.â
Sunghoon was quick to nod âOf course.â He replied politely and took the heavy â for her, not so for him â bucket from her hands.
Ella sincerely thanked him and hurried away to complete her task while the young guard opened your bedroom door.
When his eyes raised to your figure, he saw you standing there⊠naked. Probably expecting your maid to enter and certainly not your personal guard.
Your hands quickly shot to cover your dignity, your cheeks tinting a deep shade of pink as you breathed âDear lord.â
Had he been more reckless, he wouldâve dropped the bucket, but he managed to keep his polite demeanour.
âMy sincere apologies, my lady, I shouldâve knocked.â He turned slightly to the side so as not to look at you, but still managed to peek from the corner of his eye.
âD-doesnât matter..â You murmured, reaching for the nightgown on the chair of the desk and quickly slipping it on âI just didnât expect it to be⊠you, sergeant.â
Sunghoon nodded, âWhere do you want me to place this?â He asked, raising the container of water.
You stepped aside, hugging your arms like you were afraid your nightgown could reveal your body to him once more. Not like he would complain.
âInside the tub would be great.â You replied, watching as he lifted the bucket and dropped the hot water in it.
Sunghoon dared to look at you only then, bowing his head slightly âI apologise again. I did not wish to make you uncomfortable.â
You let out a small breath and offered him a warm smile. You were always so kind and thoughtful to everyone, it made him want to lock those who dared to criticise you in the dungeons and make them all perish.
âWorry not,â Your voice was gentle, like a ray of sunshine through the storm âI forgive you, after all, it was an accident.â
Sunghoon thought that if he ever had the chance to take a glimpse at your perfect, naked body, he wouldâve taken it right away.
But he chose against letting you know and opted for a âThank you, my queen.â He bowed, âAnything else you need for me?â
âNo, thank you.â You said âYou can go back to your duty.â
He nodded and headed to the door, hesitating for a second and then walked out.
The image of your naked body was hard to remove from his mind. Sergeant.
Your curves, your dips, the colour of your skin, your breasts and your pretty pussy⊠Sergeant?
He wondered what you would feel like if he touched you, tasted youâ âSergeant!â
The voice of one of the royal guards snapped Sunghoon out of his thoughts. He cleared his throat âYes?â
âItâs my turn,â He said, his eyes blinking faintly âAre you feeling alright?â
âYes, worry not.â Sunghoon nodded and gave his farewell to the guard before walking to his chamber.
Since you had labelled him worthy of being your personal knight, his bedroom was in the same wing as yours, unlike all the other knights in the legion that stayed in the West wing.
He entered his chamber and closed the door behind his back, the room was dark except for the moonlight shining from the window.
It was better that way, he enjoyed the natural light, rather than the artificial one from the candles that also smelled bad and spread smoke in the room.
Sunghoon sighed, quickly removing his uniform to put on some more comfortable clothes, some black pants and a white, sleeved shirt.
He dropped down on the bed, another quiet sigh leaving his lips.
He rested one of his arms behind his head while he played mindlessly with the laces of his shirt.
It was stronger than him, his mind kept replaying the same scene over and over again.
Your body.
Perhaps, it was that you were so modest, despite literally being the ruler of the kingdom, or it was the fact that you were literally his type.
But he was drawn to you, the same way a donkey was to the apple in front of him. Maybe not the best example, but you get it.
At the thought of your flushed face, he felt his pants growing tighter. At your plump and tender lips, he palmed himself to soothe his growing desire.
At the memory of your perky nipples and your breasts, his hand slipped inside his trousers until he pulled them down to his ankles.
Sunghoon knew he couldnât be loud, but the soft whimpers and groans that left his lips werenât contained.
He imagined it was your hand, the one providing him relief, that you were down on your knees, batting your eyelashes at him.
âOh yes, youâre so good.â He whispered, squeezing the base of his thick cock, it twitched.
The tip was angry red as he heavenly stroked it, never focusing on one place more than the other.
If it were you, would you lick his tip? Would you squeeze his balls and take him in your mouth?
Would you ever fit him all?
âTake my cock,â He groaned, thrusting his hips upward to fuck his fist âTake it like a good girl.â
He pressed two fingers on the tip of his length, edging himself âYou like to tease, my lady?â
So many filthy scenes played in his mind, keeping him company as he felt the sweet sensation in his lower stomach.
âIâm so close, sweetheart.â He groaned, moving his hand so fast it almost hurt his wrist âYou want it on your breasts? Of course.â He kept moving until he saw white, âTake it.â
He was left spent, dirty white all over his sheets as he tried to even his breath.
Sunghoon fell asleep with a smile on his face that night, and he woke up even better after you visited his dreams and showed him how much you wanted him.
âŠToo bad it wasnât real, right?
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After your little and awkward interaction with Sunghoon, the previous evening, you decided to go find him during his late afternoon training.
You wouldâve lied if you were to say it didnât turn you on, the thought of being seen by him in such an intimate manner. But that, he mustnât know.
He was wearing a black sleeved shirt and a pair of trousers of the same colour, a great contrast with his skin.
You quietly tip-toed, walking towards as he stroked in the air with the fencing sword.
His movements were calculated, precise and so mesmerising you hadnât even realised you were right behind him until the blade stopped right beside your jugular.
You gulped âGood evening.â Sunghoon widened his eyes and quickly placed himself into a more polite position, removing the swords from your neck âI'm so sorry, my lady, I didnât see you coming.â
You just smiled at him âYou seem excellent at fencing.â You commented, your fingertips trailing the blade of the sword, careful not to cut yourself.
âFencing is one of my favourite parts of training, my queen.â He replied, his tone serious.
You hummed âIs that so?â The way the sunset kissed his skin, how his hair was perfectly combed and matched with his fit looked straight out of the erotic novels you hid under your bed.
âIâve always wanted to learn this type of art.â You informed him âThough, it would be too scandalous for a woman to do it, wouldnât it?â
Sunghoonâs gaze was soft as he commented âThereâs nothing scandalous in wanting to be able to defend yourself.â He threw you a french sword âEven if you have a whole legion before you.â
You swiftly caught it, circling around Sunghoon while he did the same.
âNah ah,â He was quick to correct âEyes on the enemyâs, never on the sword.â You diverted your gaze from the sword to his chocolate, warm eyes.
âGreat,â Sunghoon praised. âYou must study your enemy if you have the time, watch his body language.â
He stroked again and you barely missed it. A second time and you docked it.
At the third, you blocked it âYou slightly blink your right eye when you strike.â
Sunghoon smiled proudly, âYes, thatâs right.â You squealed happily, making him slightly widen his eyes.
If it wasnât the best sound heâd ever heard.
âNow, your strike isnât bad, especially in second and third, but your position can be better.â He dropped his sword and walked behind you.
âBend your knees.â He commanded and you obliged again, following his instructions âYour arm shouldnât stay that far⊠tilt your elbow.â
âYour back is already straight,â His fingers trailed the laces of your corset, feeling your spine underneath them âBut your chin should be tilted⊠like this.â He tipped your chin up with his index finger.
âHow about how?â You whispered breathlessly, feeling the coldness of his skin against your burning one.
âBetter, but not perfect.â Sunghoon replied and quickly put space between the two of you âStill, youâre one of my best students.â
You smiled happily and was about to reply when Ella called you from afar because dinner was being served.
You sighed âI must go.â You said, slightly hoping he would keep you with him.
However, obviously, he just nodded and bowed. âIt has been a pleasure, my lady.â
As he watched you walk away, he hoped you hadnât felt the proof of his desire pressed against your back when he fixed your position⊠the proof he had to fix before anyone could notice.
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Sunghoonâs footsteps echoed through the dark hallway as he made his way to your room. He wasnât sure about the reason as to why you called him, given the fact that he was supposed to be patrolling the main gates, but it seemed clear when he noticed you had already sent the guard outside your room to rest.
He stood in front of your bedroom door, the hallway only dimly lit by the few candles on the walls.
There was something in his mind that told him he was still in time to turn his heels and simply ignore your late-night visit request, even if it would eventually get him in trouble.
Still, he aight and placed his hand on the doorknob, quietly opening your bedroom door and entering.
Out of precaution, he locked the door behind him and made a few steps towards you, nevertheless keeping some distance.
âMy queen,â Sunghoon began, âI thought youâd be asleep by now.â His tone was quiet, almost concerned.
You were standing in front of the large window that gave you a nice view of the royal gardens, the moonlight illuminating the room as well as a few candles on the tables.
Despite the late hours, you were still wearing your pistachio green gown, your favourite one. The one that once belonged to your mother.
It gave you a sense of comfort, reminiscing the days where you would drown in the fabric as you played queen and princess with her.
You deeply wished it was still a game.
âIâve been having trouble sleeping.â You replied, still giving him your back.
Sunghoon cleared his throat. Yes, heâd seen you in that gown the same morning, but now, in the intimacy of your chamber, it made him want to drop to his knees.
He made his way so that he was standing just a few steps behind you âAny particular reason for your lack of sleep?â He inquired.
You sighed softly. The moon made your doe eyes sparkle, as if they held the stars in them, âPerhaps, thoughts of the upcoming war.â
Sunghoonâs hands hitched to hold yours, to give you the comfort you needed without any paternal figure to rely on.
Still, he kept them clasped behind his back. The need to be respectful of your position was still in the front of his mind.
âIt is not confirmed yet,â He tried to reassure âThe other kingdoms may decide not to attack anymore.â
You tried to find reassurance in his words, but even if your people thought so, you werenât naĂŻve. âThey killed my father,â You gulped. âItâs just a matter of time before they come at me next.â
And that was true, everytime you ever tried to close your eyes to seek some rest, your mind would play any possible scenario.
You being slayed, you being beheaded⊠your kingdom going in flames.
âNo one will touch you,â His voice was soothing, like a hand pulling you out of deep water, preventing you from drowning âNot while Iâm here.â
You finally allowed yourself to look at him, afraid that if you did it the second you heard the key of your room twisting you wouldâve kissed him.
His hair was still perfectly in place, his forehead in sight. His porcelain-like skin glowing under the rays of the moon, caressing his cheeks.
You offered him a polite smile âYou seem confident, sergeant.â
Sunghoon let the briefest of a smile form on his lips âConfidence comes with the job,â He said, softly âIt is my duty to protect you, my queen, and I take that very seriously.
âWhat else does your job offer?â You asked, fully turning your body towards him âApart from private fencing lessons and a twenty-four-seven guarding.â
His breath hitched slightly when you stood in front of him, he hadnât even realised the vicinity you two had until he had to tilt his head down to stare at you. It would be so easy to reach out and touch you, to feel your skin against his hands.
Sunghoonâs gaze slowly dragged from your chest up to your face. âThatâs it, mainly,â He said, his voice a little rougher than before. âThough⊠my duties extend to anything you ask of me, my queen.â
âAnything?â You murmured quietly, your eyes widening.
He wanted to touch you so badly, to pull you against him so he could kiss you and touch you anywhere and everywhere. But he had to keep the professional veil going, even though he knew you were baiting him.
He nodded, his eyes on yours âAnything at all.â
You batted your eyelashes, trying to seduce him without boldly doing so âIs that so, sergeant?â
Sunghoonâs jaw clenched, struggling to keep his composure and hoping you werenât able to see the effect of your presence.
He took a deep breath before replying âYes, anything you ask of me.â
You gulped, your heart pounding in your chest as you gathered the courage to put into action your plan âI believe I need to unwind,â You stated âAny ideas?â
Sunghoonâs mind was immediately flooded with ideas, most of them very, very inappropriate for the moment. He bit his lip and tried to keep a straight face.
He considered keeping up the professional front but quickly decided against it. He was tired of forcing himself to maintain control.
âI do have a few ideas, my queen,â He said, his voice a low rumble. âMind sharing them with me?â You asked.
Sunghoon stepped closer to you, so close that your bodies were almost touching. âMy ideas may not be entirely appropriate, my queen,â He replied, âWould you like to hear them anyway?â
You closed briefly your eyes, just the brief feeling of his body near yours sending jolts of fire through your veins âIâm all ears.â
His eyes roamed over your face and body, taking in every single detail. He was practically salivating, desperate to touch you in any way possible.
Sunghoon leaned even closer, his breath now hot on your skin. âI have things I'd like to do, my queen,â He whispered in your ear. âWicked things, to distract you from your stress.â
You let out a shaky breath, shivering from head to toe âWicked?â You questioned.
Sunghoon felt his control slip as chuckled slowly, âOh, very wicked, my lady.â
He brought his lips to your neck, planting soft kisses up and down your skin, taking you by surprise.
However, he kept his hands firmly by his sides, restraining himself from wandering. âI want to do things that would be highly inappropriate for a sergeant to do to his queen.â
âAnd who says so?â You breathed out, aching for him, your eyes flattering closed.
Sunghoon hummed against your skin, his lips moving to your collarbone. âThat would be the royal laws,â He replied quietly, âAmong other things.â
âI could get punished for this, you know.â He said in between kisses. âMy actions are considered disrespectful.â
âI could change the law,â You replied, hooking your arms around his neck âFor the night.â
His hands immediately went to your hips, grabbing you and pulling you even closer to him. âJust for the night, my queen?â He murmured against your skin, his lips trailing kisses up your jaw âI might want more than just one night.â
You chuckled lowly, âHow do you know so already, sergeant?â
sunghoonâs hands moved from your hips to your thighs, caressing them through your nightgown, his thumbs tracing patterns against your skin.
Sunghoon pulled back to look at you, his eyes darkened significantly. âI'm quite sure, my queen,â He said, âThe things I want to do to you are not something I can do just once.â
You shivered at his words, and the hungry way he was shamelessly looking at you. It almost seemed unreal, the polite soldier losing his cool in front of you, âHow about you show me what you can do tonight, first?â
He looked at you, his gaze dark and intense, before leaning in and pressing his lips against yours in a rough kiss.
You moaned and gripped his shoulders tightly and he deepened the kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth desperately, like he was starving.
You tip toed, desperate to reach for him, to feel his lips on yours and make you forget all the duties you had.
Sunghoon chuckled against your lips, amused by your struggle to reach his height. He pulled back, a smirk on his face. âToo short for me, my queen?â
Without warning, he lifted you up with ease, and he continued the kiss.
You wrapped your legs around his waist to steady yourself, thanking yourself for not having worn an underskirt that wouldâve made it impossible for you to straddle him.
Sunghoon groaned against your mouth as you wrapped your legs around his waist, the kiss becoming more desperate and rougher.
He moved his lips from your mouth and attacked your neck, leaving a trail of kisses and bites as he went. One of his hands moved from your thigh to your butt, squeezing it appreciatively.
You groaned and let your head fall back, goosebumps filling your skin in reaction to his lips.
Your fingers tried to tug his blue uniform jacket, desperate to remove any clothing between the two of you.
He gently helped you to remove it, chuckling against your neck at your eagerness.
You rocked your hips, needing to feel him, to soothe the aching sensation between your legs.
He pressed his own hips back onto yours, you could feel the proof of his desire for you, secluded in his pants.
âYou have no idea how hard it is not to take you right now,â He thrust upwards, making you gasp.
âWhatâs stopping you, sergeant?â You asked breathlessly, you knew he was trying to restrict himself, to draw a line that shouldnât be crossed.
But you didnât care, all you had in mind was how good his touch was on your skin, his lips on yours and how better it wouldâve been if he was inside you.
âNothing,â Sunghoon whispered in your ear, his breath causing your body to shiver âAbsolutely nothing, as long as youâre not opposed to it.â
You chuckled, looking down at yourself âDoes it look like Iâm against it?â
Your sweet laugh only made him madder and he kissed you, tasting your lips âNo, not at all, my queen.â
âThen, take me.â You whispered on his lips, your hand caressing down his arm, still clothed from his sleeved shirt.
Sunghoon shivered under your touch, your words breaking the last strand of self-restraint he had. He grabbed your hips, suddenly carrying you to the bed and dropping you down on it.
He quickly dropped to his knees between your legs, his hands on either side of you, trapping you in ïżœïżœYou wonât be able to walk tomorrow,â He warned.
Your hair formed a halo around your head, spread around the mattress. Your chest was heaving up and down as you replied, âThat's fine by me.â
Sunghoon hummed appreciatively at the sight of you splayed out on the bed underneath him. You looked divine, like an angel sent to drive him insane.
He connected his lips to yours once again, his hands moving behind your back as you propped yourself on your elbows.
His skilled fingers worked on the laces of your corset, undoing them.
You frowned, pulling away âExperienced much?â
Sunghoon chuckled softly as he got the corset undone, pulling the fabric off you and discarding it on the floor.
He shook his head before replying, a smirk on his lips. âJust a few,â He said. âand I have been fantasising about this moment for a while now.â
âHave you?â You whispered, your hands caressing his chest, where the v-neckline of the shirt exposed it âHave you thought about me late at night, sergeant?â
Sunghoon sighed softly, his eyes closing briefly as he confessed âYes,â He said âEvery night Iâve wondered what you would taste like, how soft you were, what your moans sounded like.â
His words only made you bolder. âHave you touched yourself wishing it was me?â
Now that the corset wasnât restricting your air capacity, it also made the dress fall down your shoulder, exposing them to him.
He leaned down and pressed gentle kisses on your skin, trailing them up to your ear âYes, my queen. Iâve touched myself wishing it was you, craving your body and soul.â
You let out a shaky breath, the sweet sensation warming your lower stomach âPerhaps, I have done the same.â
Sunghoon groaned loudly against your skin, his body shuddering at your confession âYouâve touched yourself, thinking about me?â
You flopped back onto the mattress and hummed âYes.â
He was completely losing it, the thought of you touching yourself, thinking about him, driving him crazy. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to regain some composure.
âTell me more,â He rasped, his voice a low rumble. âTell me what you've done, what you've imagined."
You bit your bottom lip, afraid to voice out your late night secrets.
âGo on, my queen.â His voice was soft and soothing, his hips just barely pressing against yours âI wonât judge you, I canât⊠Can I?â He let out a quiet chuckle.
You breathed out âIâve thought about your fingers,â You gulped âTouching me in places no one has touched before.â
âWhere?â He whispered, his nose grazing your cheek âTell me.â
Instead of speaking, you took his hand and slowly guided it down your body, you were still covered by your dress but he could still feel your core beating under his touch.
So, in one swift movement he placed his hand under your skirt, feeling just how damp your underthings were, making you gasp.
âYouâre so wet for me.â He murmured, âIs this how you are around me?â
You nodded, all drops of self awareness down the drain.
Sunghoon smirked, taking your hand with his free one and placing it on the front of his pants, making you feel his hard on âThatâs what you do to me.â
Amazed, you started to palm him, letting your hand feel âI do?â
âYes,â He whispered, his hips bucking against your touch âAll the time.â
âPlease,â You pleaded, âI canât take it anymore, I really need you.â
Sunghoon sighed âThereâs no turning back from this, my queen..â
âY/N.â You blurted out, eyes taking in his reaction.
Without having you to explain, he knew what you meant. You wanted him to call you by your name, crossing a boundary that would be hard to build back.
Still, he reached behind your back and unzipped your dress, slowly slipping it down.
You laid underneath it, the only thing separating you from him was your lace underwear, your upper body bare for him to see.
Sunghoon rested his chest on yours, his fingers grazing your clothed core as he whispered in your ear âY/N.â Making you moan.
You nodded, your arms wrapping around his neck to steady yourself âSunghoon.â You breathed back.
âY/N..â He murmured, slipping your panties to the side and teasing your entrance with his digits âMy pretty, pretty girl.â
Your eyes flickered closed, senses awakened by his single touch.
âYouâve never done this?â He questioned, gathering all your juices in his fingers, your pussy clenching around nothing.
You shook your head, your mind already a puddle of nothing âNo.â
âThen I need to get you all nice and lose, mh?â Sunghoon murmured, inserting one of his fingers inside your wet folds.
You gasped, your back arching against him at the intrusion âOh lord.â
The sensation was so new but so welcome, you had never really dared to finger yourself, your orgasms were given by clit stimulation only, so when his digit thrust into you, your body jolted with each one.
Sunghoonâs lips attached to your left breath, tongue swirling around your nipple and you thought you couldnât feel any better until he curled his fingers and found your sweet spot, making you moan out loud.
âShh,â He cooed, pressing one hand on your mouth while his teeth gently grazed your abused nipple. âYou donât want anyone to find out what weâre doing, donât you?â
You were quick to shake your head, but as he thrust a second finger in your pussy, you grunted.
One of your hands went to the back of his head, your fingers knotting his perfectly combed hair âS-sunghoon.â
You bucked your hips up, needing him to stop and continue at the same time âFeels so good.â
Sunghoon chuckled lowly, both his fingers brushing against your sweet spot âI know, Y/N.â He murmured âLet me take care of you.â
You nodded mindlessly; you thought that even if he asked you to hand over the kingdom you wouldâve nodded anyways.
You whimpered, your other hand digging in the flesh of his shoulders from the amount of pleasure you were feeling.
âIâve got you.â He whispered, brushing his thumb on your bundle of nerves âRelax.â
You could feel the knot in your stomach tighten with each thrust of his fingers, just a brief pain from the intrusion making your head spin.
âOh lord,â You breathed out, âI think Iââ Another broken whimper left your mouth.
Sunghoon nodded, understanding you and crashed his lips on yours, drowning your moans in.
Another thrust of his fingers got you falling apart under him, your whole body trembling.
It took a good couple of minutes and his soothing words to calm you down, your breath still laboured but at least you could keep your body still.
You opened your eyes back and met his own, he offered you a sweet smile âYouâre perfect.â He whispered, kissing your forehead.
You smiled back at him, slowly releasing your strong grip around his neck. âThis has been⊠amazing.â
âIâm glad, myâ Y/N.â Sunghoon quickly corrected himself, âBut⊠we donât have to do anything more.â
You frowned, worry coating your features âWas it because you didnât feel good? I can helpââ
He was fast to shake his head. âNo, of course not.â He caressed your cheek âI just donât want to overwhelm you.â
âYou will not.â You sat up, looking inside his eyes to convince him âI want it, Sunghoon, I want it with my whole body and soul.â
He closed his eyes and dropped his head, as if he physically restrained himself from reaching out to you and take you in all the ways someone can be taken.
âI want you so much itâs driving me insane,â He breathed out, resting his forehead against your chest âMy sweetheart, I would love to make you mine⊠will you allow me to?â
You nodded âYes, please.â You tugged at his shirt, needing him to remove it.
Sunghoon complied, tossing it to the floor as well as his trousers, leaving himself bare to you.
At first, you hadnât understood why he was so reluctant to be intimate with you, but as soon as your eyes met his bare chest, you did.
Your breath hitched at the sight of a wide scar all across his chest, looking like half a cross.
âSunghoonâŠâ You whispered, your fingers trailed over it. He flinched but quickly relaxed under your gentle touch âWhat happened to you?â
His eyes were so vulnerable and he looked like a lost boy, not like the sergeant of a legion. âI will just say that I had a close contact with a blade, back when I was still training to become a knight.â
He gulped âI understand if I repulse youââ
âNo,â You quickly took his face in your hands âNo. Youâre beautiful.â
He frowned, as if not understanding what would you ever find beauty in such a scar.
Seeing that he wasnât believing you, you laid on your back and wrapped your arms around his neck, taking him down with you.
Your hand reached to pump his shaft and it was as if he died and came to life again, nothing like those nights he touched himself thinking about you, could prepare him from this.
You slowly aligned him with your folds and nodded, wanting him to make the first move.
He let out a pained sigh and gripped your waist, finally pushing in you.
You were still wet from the foreplay and as well as your cum, but it didnât mean you didnât feel some pain from his thickness.
He moved slowly, his breath fanning your cheeks while he brushed his nose against your skin.
âHow does it feel?â Sunghoon whispered in your ear âMh? Tell me, Y/N.â
Your skin was sweaty and hot, âSo good.â You murmured back, tightening your hold on his neck âFaster, please.â
You begged him so sweetly and politely he couldnât refuse, his hips moving against yours slightly faster âYou want to make love?â He questioned âOr do you want me to take you like how Iâve wanted since I laid my eyes on you?â
âTake me.â You choked out, your eyes squeezing from the pleasure âHard, I donât care.â
Sunghoon circled your waist with his arm and held you tightly against him, you could feel the shadow of his scar on your chest.
His hips snapped on yours so fast even the bed started creaking, and you secretly hoped no servant was walking by to hear your show.
âOpen up.â Sunghoon said and you obliged, opening your mouth.
He gathered some saliva in his mouth before spitting in yours, watching as it went down your throat.
You hummed, gulped it, tasting him âJesus Christ.â He shook his head, his cock twitching inside of you.
âI donât think I can last longer.â He squeezed his eyes, his fingers digging in your hips as he tried to restrain himself.
âDonât you dare unless I cum again.â Your fingers went to stroke your bundle of nerves fast âTogether.â
Sunghoon hummed, his own movements getting sloppy but never faltering as he chased his high.
âY/N.â He groaned, one of his nails piercing your skin, adding just the right amount of pain to send you over the edge.
âNow!â You cried out, your body shaking with your second orgasm of the night.
Sunghoon let out a deep growl and emptied his seed in you, coating your clenching walls.
âSo perfect.â He kissed the top of your head, his voice soothing after the intensity of the night âYouâre perfect.â
He got up and took a napkin from your table, carefully cleaning your legs while also prepping kisses on your inner thighs.
You were sure that if your body wasnât tired you wouldâve mounted him.
Sunghoon reached into his clothes but your hand darted out to stop him âStay.â
His eyes softened, pondering between staying or leaving. He opted for the first.
You had never felt happier than falling asleep with the sound of his heartbeat next to your ear, aimlessly hoping it wouldnât be the last time.
But your relationship made it so that he was forced to peel himself away from you when he thought you were asleep, gathering his clothes and quietly slipping out of your room.
And it was the best decision, soon, you wouldâve had to find a husband, make an heir for your real, rule it with all your attention.
Good thing, late night was made to unwind, and it never happened if nobody knew⊠did it?
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My Sisterâs Keeper
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summary: Aemond intends to send you away to protect you after he starts the war, but Aegon isn't ready to let you go.
pairing: Aegon & Aemond x Sister!Reader
word count: 1.8k
warnings: Explicit smut, mention of death, incest, threesome, p in v sex, oral (m&f receiving), voyeurism, male masturbation, infidelity (reader is married to Aemond), lactation kink, choking, cum play/eating, spit, Aegond kiss!! (oop) 18+ MDNI
note: Uhhhh. I'm sorry??? I feel like I just breezed through this, idk I was horny lol. Feedback is appreciated!
Youâll never forget the look on Aemondâs face when he first arrived back to the Red Keep from his journey to Stormâs End. Your family was desperate in the inevitable, upcoming war against Rhaenyra so Aemond had been sent to help strike up a proposal between one of Lord Borrosâ daughters and the youngest son of the late king Viserys, Daeron Targaryen.
Sitting in the large bed of your shared chamber, you had been anxiously awaiting his arrival, chewing your fingernails down to bloody nubs.
âAemond!â you practically leapt into his arms when he appeared sopping wet in the doorway. Overjoyed to see heâd returned in one piece, but something was off, something was wrong. He was vacant, like he had seen a ghost.
âLucerys Velaryon is dead.â
With that simple sentence you knew your lives would be changed forever.
âYou cannot just make me disappear,â you said to your husband through gritted teeth, as your voice trembled, lump in your throat forming as tears threatened to fall from your eyes.
âIf we are not here they will just go looking for us.â
âAnywhere is safer than here, my love.â Aemond answered coolly.
âIf you think this decision was not difficult to make, you are wrong. It is simply what's best for the both of you. You and the babe will be staying in Dorne until I know for certain that it is safe for you here.â
âBut ââ
âBut nothing! This is not up for debate,â he growled at you, âthe decision has been made and it is final!â His words cut through you like a knife.
âYou cannot make a decision like this. You are not the king.â
âNo â he retorted, âbut I am your husband, therefore, when it comes to you and my child, what I say goes!â
You got up and exited your shared chambers with haste, not wanting Aemond to see you cry.
Your bare feet padded against the cold stone floor of the Red Keep, the walls echoed and groaned as you made your way to your eldest brotherâs chambers.
Aegonâs head perked up when he heard you come in. He stared at you sheepishly from behind his goblet of wine.
âHas he told you?â
Letting out a deep sigh, âhe has.â
âI cannot leave you. I will not leave you, Aegon.â
âI know, I know,â he says, patting the spot next to him, motioning for you to come and sit.
âOur half-sister is unpredictable,â he replied calmly, âthereâs no telling what she might do⊠not to mention, Daemon.â
As much as you did not want to admit it, both of your brothers were right. Accident or not, Rhaneyraâs son was dead. You would be a fool to believe she wouldnât be out for blood.
Aegon pulled you into his lap, his cock already half hard. You kissed him deeply as he grinded his hips up into yours. You ran your fingers through his unruly silver hair, enjoying the feel of his mouth on you. Completely lost in the moment, you hadnât heard Aemond enter the room.
He cleared his throat loudly to make his presence known.
âAemond!â
Your brother-husband stalked into the room, his violet eye scanning over you with amusement.
âOh please, do continue.â
Your chest rose and fell as you struggled to find the right words to say.
âDid you not hear me? I said continue,â Aemond repeated, as he approached you and Aegon.
âAemond, this is not what it looks like ââ
His brow furrowed at you as he gripped your chin forcing you to look him directly in the eye.
âDo you mistake me for a fool? You believed me to be unaware of your little arrangement?â
Still at a loss for words, you and Aegon just stared at your brother nervously. Aemond moved away a few inches and started to remove his tunic and his trousers. His cock strained hard against his small clothes, which he removed not long after. You gawked at him as he pumped his cock in his left hand, making his way back to you.
Aegonâs violet eyes beamed with excitement at this, pupils blown with lust. He took no time to nip at your neck, your earlobes, grinding against your core once again.
âI fear this is inappropriate,â you began.
âWhatâs inappropriate is you sneaking away from your husband to come fuck this wastrel,â Aemond began, his words thick with venom.
âClearly, you want the both of us. So have us⊠while you still can.â
A slight moan left your lips as you tilted your head to the side, allowing Aegon easier access to your throat, your gaze never leaving Aemondâs, his expression unreadable as he nodded his head at you.
Aemond had his hand wrapped tightly around his cock, the tip bright red, lushed and angry, his arousal already dripping from the tip.
Aegon leaned down and wrapped his lips around your nipple, and began to suck harshly. Being that your babe was only two months old, you were lactating. A loud moan escaped your lips as you felt the milk begin to flow.
âFuck,â you breathed out, âjust like that. Youâre doing so good.â
You could feel his cock twitching against your leg at your praise as he continued to ravenously lap at your breast.
As he switched to your other breast he sucked harder at your stiffened peak, the milk coming almost instantly. He palmed your abandoned breast with his large hand, squeezing gently. Shivers ran down your spine as the sweet feeling of relief washed over you once again.
A growl erupted from Aemondâs throat and he unexpectedly pulled Aegon away from your chest. To your utter surprise, he crashed his lips against Aegonâs, tasting your milk on his tongue. You watched with bewilderment as your husband passionately kissed your brother, tugging at his unruly hair, moaning into his mouth. Arousal seeped from your core and onto Aegonâs thighs. Aemond broke the kiss abruptly and stared at you.
Aegonâs hands gripped your waist, flipping you around so you were underneath him. Your eldest brother positioned you so you were laying on your back comfortably against the pillows. He nestled himself between your thighs and hastily hiked your nightgown up over your waist. You shivered as his warm breath fanned over your folds. Before you could blink his tongue was prodding at your entrance. Your hands flew to the back of his head on instinct, pulling him closer into your center.
Aemond approached you carefully. He tapped his cock against your lower lip a few times, a signal for you to open your mouth. Just as he did so, Aegonâs tongue had reached the right spot, causing your mouth to gape open as a loud moan escaped your lips. Aemond took this as an opportunity to forcefully shove his cock into your mouth. You felt a rush of pleasure as Aemond's cock filled your mouth. You began to suck and lick it, eager to make him moan even louder. Aegon's tongue continued to explore you as you pleasured Aemond, and you felt your body quiver with pleasure.
If you knew being with another man in his presence would have this effect on him, you would have brought your affair to light long ago.
With a low groan of your name he pumped in and out of your mouth mercilessly, the salty taste of his precum evading your tastebuds. The air left your lungs as you gagged around him. You could feel the pent up anger Aemond held for the entirety of the situation with each brutal buck of his hips. Ever so slowly he pulled back, giving the you the illusion he was going to give you a break. But before you were able to catch your breath, his cock found his way to the back of your throat again. The faster he went, tears began to stream down your face.
As bubbles of spit began to form around the corners of your mouth, you hollowed your cheeks to the best of your ability. With Aegon now three fingers knuckle deep in your cunt it was almost impossible for you to focus on Aemond; but as the pace of his thrusts quickened you knew he was going to cum soon. You moaned around his length, the vibrations making his cock twitch, you could feel every throb of the thick vein that ran along the underside of his cock.
âNo,â Aemond growled as he pulled himself from your throat, âI need to feel your cunt around me.â
Aemond all but shoved Aegon away from you, almost knocking him off the large bed. Aemond lined his cock up with your center and sheathed himself inside of you with quickness.
As Aegon now sat on the upper left corner of the bed, he watched intently as Aemondâs cock disappeared into you repeatedly. One hand tugged at his painfully hard cock and the other wiped the tears from your cheeks.
âYouâre doing so good, baby,â he cooed, âlook at how you take him so well,â he praised.
You nodded your head at him enthusiastically, pleasure overwhelming you. Aegon hooked his thumb into your mouth and you sucked and nipped at it intently.
There was no doubt that Aemond enjoyed the praise as well, snapping his hips even harder into your own. His cock bullied your sweet spot mercilessly. Your body tingled with a mix of pleasure and pain as Aemond's thrusts intensified; pressing hard against your cervix. His large hand wrapped around your throat, squeezing gently. The overwhelming sensation sent waves of ecstasy coursing through you, making it difficult to focus on anything else but the raw desire consuming your every thought.
âFuck, Aemond, Iâm going to cum!â you screamed as your hot waves of pleasure coursed through you.
Aegon watched intently as your orgasm wracked your entire frame, his own following not long after. He let out a loud groan as he came into his hand. He flashed an evil grin at Aemond as he brought his fingers to Aemond's mouth, shoving them down his throat.
Your husband gagged around his digits, sucking Aegon's release from them.
As the aftershock of your orgasm continued to pump though you, your cunt squeezed around Aemondâs cock. The depravity of it all overwhelmed him and Aemond cum with a shudder. With one final thrust and a loud grunt, he was spilling himself inside of you.
As Aegon removed his fingers from your husband's throat, Aemond leaned over you, his cock still buried deep inside you.
"Open up, baby," he said before spitting directly into your mouth, a mixture of his saliva and Aegon's cum evident on your tongue. You swallowed with a contented hum.
Aemond pulled himself out of you and got up quickly.
You curled up in the bed next to Aegon, Aemondâs seed seeping out of you onto the sheets, sleep finding you almost immediately.
âShe can stay here for the night,â Aemond said as he leaned down to kiss your sweat-drenched forehead.
Aegon frowned at his brother.
âAemond, we cannot make her leave,â he rasped, desperation clear in his voice.
âI think she needs to leave now more than ever, brother. To ensure nothing like this ever happens again.â
A loud sigh escaped Aegonâs lips as he diverted his gaze from Aemond to you, pushing your hair out of your face, admiring your beauty.
âEnjoy your time with her tonight. She will be on her way to Dorne by morning.â
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