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#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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its time for scp required reading... TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please for the love of god heed the fucking warnings im so serious . like as much as i want to keep the tone of this post jokey and funny you NEED to heed the warnings on these
ok with that out of the way. read about my blorbos boy
''incident 239-b clef-kondraki'' (general warning for violence and blood/gore) - this one fucks. thats all i have to say about it
''technical issues'' - this one's funny + im biased because i fucking love pat the tech guy
''routine psychological evaluations by doctor glass'' - again i have personal bias about this (<- simon glass enjoyer + host is a glass introj) + this ones funny + if you're more into the fanon versions of the foundation staff this is right up your alley
''tradition'' - halloween party fun :-)
''dr cimmerian hits reply all'' - this is exactly what it sounds like i don't now what to tell you
''stupid cupid / stupid cupid: stop picking on me!'' - my house my rules read about cimmerian and his boytoy
''hawaiian shirts'' - clef fucking Breaks. thats all i can say about this without exploding into viscera
''help me my (love for) my daughter was born too still'' (general warning for mentions of child death) - i have personal bias about this (<- #1 agatha rights enjoyer) but this tale is So Good in general and a super interesting look at how agatha perceives herself and her work/life balance
''so leave yourself alone.'' (warning for graphic depictions of vomit and attempted suicide) - REALLY really really good look at clef kind of dropping his cruel persona and iris' mental health struggles regarding the foundation
''yesterday'' (warning for violence and implied/reference suicide. kind of.) - :-( <- this is the only way i can express my emotions about this tale. anyway it's really good and an interesting way of showing clefs relationships with people
''an apple a day...'' - REALLY good look at how dr glass is as a person and how he acts with people + this entire tale fucks SEVERELY
''personal log of dr gears / personal log of █████ 'iceberg' ████'' - good example of how gears and iceberg both format their documents / how they speak + its vaguely gearsberg + this gives a look at how gears and iceberg met. read the gearsberg tale boy
''portraits of your father'' (warning for graphic alcoholism, suicide, survivors guilt, and blood/gore) - super good look at draven and his relationship with his father, and kondraki's alcoholism, and also talloran is there. also three cheers for dravoran
''life's cold'' - most normal day iceberg has at this fuckass foundation + this is a good look at how iceberg acts and thinks
''fond memories'' (warning for death and body horror) - draven proposes! Draven proposes.
''scp-3999'' (warning for bugs, paranoia, death, body horror, sexual assault/rape, unreality, self harm, and depictions of bodily mutilation) - unironically this one fucks me up so bad its so fucking good dude. go read about james talloran RIGHT NOW
''i stared into the face of everything and nothing and made it back alive'' - this one also fucks me up so bad like i dont even have anything to say. read about talloran and draven RIGHT NOW
''you are at the center of everything that happens to you'' - james talloran talks to himself. kind of.
''a suicide note'' (warning for mentions of rape, child murder, survivors guilt, and suicide) - interesting look at clefs thoughts on him and his work
''date night'' - objectum win! dr alto clef is objectoromantic AND objectosexual! <- that should tell you all you need to know about this one
''scp-4231 / montauk house'' (warnings for graphic depictions of sexual assault, rape, child abuse/neglect, murder, domestic violence, verbal/physical abuse and survivor's guilt) - absolutely gut-wrenching look at alto clef/francis wojciechoski and why he's so fucked up. uh genuinely do read the warnings on this one because when i say graphic i am not exaggerating. all of these things are explored in detail and are genuinely triggering so.
''okay, that's enough, let's get you home'' (warnings for some dubious make-out sessions, (mentioned) suicide, implications of rape/sexual assault, and vomit) - shameless moldhouse plug sorry not sorry. HIGHLY recommend reading this and it's other parts in their entirety because it genuinely drives me up the fucking wall it is So good. i will sing moldhouses praises until my throat goes out. read moldhouse Now
''duke 'till dawn'' - bpd king!!!!! anyway i dont have a lot of thoughts on this its just really good. also i didnt know dracula was an actual scp until i read this which is kind of funny to me
''rights' birthday party'' - my house my rules you're going to read about agatha rights whether you like it or not
''sex at a frigid temperature'' - again, my house my rules. read the depressing gearsberg tale, boy.
''7 things that new level 3 researchers should know'' - i dont have any thoughts on this i just think this one has really cool formatting
''home is where i want to be'' - no greater thoughts this is just really neat i think. also kiryu labs is in it and im biased as fuck
''gentle wings flutter quietly in the dark'' - read about zyn kiryu NOW
#[ren]#HHHHOLY FUCKKK. THIS TOOK ME SO LONG. AUUHGGH AUGHGHH AUUUGUHGHGH#please. please for the love of god reblog this im begging you#i did not put in all this goddamn work listing this shit for it to go unnoticed. coughing up blood#uhh. what else do i say.#honorable mentions to glass x diogenes 4ever! ; ship in a bottle ; and major tom which i left out. rest in pussy sweet princes#also if youre gonna ask ''wheres ___?'' the answer is probably either ''i dont like that one and therefore didnt include it'' or ''i have-#-literally never heard of that what the fuck are you talking about''#scp foundation#<- so i can find this later
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Since atla is again having an extra surge of popularity, I'm shooting my shot:
[ID: (Rest of image description in alt). At the bottom of the image sits the text: "Zuko: Okay. Well, I can't remember how it starts, but the punchline is "leaf me alone, I'm bushed."" ID end].
Did we ever find out what the setup for this joke was? I feel kinda haunted by it. If not- anyone wanna make their best or worst guesses?
edit: I now know what "I'm bushed" mean, but go ahead anyway 👍
haunted thoughts in tags ↓
#atla#the way I was early out for this next surge in popularity 🤗 I was in a different phase by 2020#it's not like it haunts me day and night but it does bother me thinking back on it. please tell me I'm not the only one 🧍♂️#I'll have to reblog the 'closure is a myth' post jk#what kind... of joke is it? leaf pun on leave i get. I'm bushed however I dont get. it implies the punchline sayer is a bush at least I#think. but what prompts the 'i am bushed' I dont get. is it not contextual? is it a phrase ive not connected like 'leaf me alone'?#is there anotger layer between leaf and bush? again what kind of joke (social:joke purpose. what is funny? only pun?) + (in-joke set up)?#is it about the kind of bush it is? is it between two plants? the plant & someone picking on the plant like a teamaker collecting?#is it about a plant that has grown into bush and thus (somethingsomething)?? is it not a plant at all? other elements? iroh *what*.#if the creators actually had a setup in mind- I fear it will be lame. but yet I am haunted#it must have cracked someone up for him to try relay it. (set in term of endearment here) 🧍♂️👈 *poking him*#either way. me 🤝 zuko @ being bad at remembering & relaying jokes 😁👍#at least in that instance anyway#I mainly stick to irony & sarcasm. running along with an mistaken assumption or replying w something silly & blowing it out of proportions.#puns if I'm lucky. ect. fun when I can reference it later tho I try not to overdo it. not like I'll likely remember it for too long anyway#now to lay in wajt see if anything happens....#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla zuko#a:tla#my rambles#its lie and not lay is it not.....
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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?
I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice
#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont#but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms#i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying#i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole#i wish it would be quiet#i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media#on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon#idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply#i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same#*bugging#and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much#but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen#but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired#im sure this is a depression thing too#hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho#and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop#it means so much to me and others im positive it does#i see you and i appreciate you so so much#thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas
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I see so much ableist content being made and reblogged about tim on tumblr and other websites. stop using his schizophrenia purely for angst and then forgetting it exists outside of that. schizophrenia isnt just the "my dead loved one showed up as an hallucination to talk to me" disorder, yet its a LOT of the content I see, most of which is by people who arent psychotic.
people ignore that hallucinations can take other forms. yes, psychotic people can hallucinate dead loved ones, and it's not the only form of representation that we deserve. every schizospec and psychotic person's experience will be different and not everyone will have the same symptoms. not every schizospec or psychotic person will even have hallucinations as part of their disorder.
we see the insane asylum AUs, the AUs where a character goes ""p*ycho"" or ""insane"" and either starts murdering people or is a poor little tragic pitiable thing where they end up dead at the end. the "psychopath" AUs, and the fan media where masky is violent, evil, or malevolent and tim cant do anything about it.
the content you make where you clearly dont understand schizophrenia, DIDOSDD or any other stigmatized disorder you claim to be representing. where the bare minimum research is done before you start talking about those disorders. countless, countless other examples.
schizophrenic people see your posts. schizospec and psychotic people see the ableism you perpetuate and spread. people with DID/OSDD, disorders that have an increased chance of psychosis but are not the same as schizophrenia, see your posts, and your anti-system ableism. especially in regards to masky and tim.
our symptoms are laughed at and material for #schizoposting or r/fakedisordercringe. if we speak up about ableism then we get people messaging us purposefully triggering and paranoia inducing messages. we're treated like oddities, people ask invasive questions without asking if that's even okay first, and they make assumptions without even knowing anything about us.
if you have depression, anxiety, ADHD, autism, etc - you can still perpetuate ableism. schizospec people, psychotic people, and systems are constantly having to prove our humanity. we shouldnt have to. we shouldnt have to constantly see people refuse to understand our experiences.
Im asking you to educate yourselves. read about the experiences of actual schizophrenic people. understand that hallucinations are only one possible symptom among many others. read actual research for DID/OSDD. please be critical and keep an open eye for ableism against schizospec people, psychotic people, and systems. I implore you to take this post to heart and think critically about what posts and media you interact with and the content you create in the future.
#marble hornets#ableism#sanism#theres been a lot Ive been seeing lately.#its really hurtful.#like Ive said before. its not just someone made an ableist post - 50 other people agreed with that post. either by liking or reblogging it.#of course its not just one post that Im talking about. but you get the metaphor.#please do research. sources that are respected and legitimate. our personal experiences are important too but you cant just depend#on one or the other. please do independent research and listen to our voices.#dont rely on us to educate you every single time you have a question. google can answer a lot of questions. but reach out if you cant find#answers. sometimes theyre hard to find through search engines.#sometimes its exhausting to look at the marble hornets tag. ableism is still prevalent.
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How to disable likes on post so only reblogs
#sorry for being so straigjt forward with this but like. either reblog art or ignore it#like. likes dont do anything for the algorithm and it just sits in the post's notes. it gets nobody to see the art#“i dont want my followers to be annoyed” who cares! its your blog#go crazy! no one cares what you post! if they do then they can stop following you#if they get mad they werent a good fit to be your follower in the first place#please reblog art.#if you dont youre basically saying that this art isnt good enough to have other people see#this site isnt like twitter or tik tok or whatever#reblogs keeps it ALIVE#the reblog button was the original like button#please. reblog art#not dp related
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#this or that#poll#polls#food#scr4n#scr4n polls#food polls#starter#appetizer#entree#dessert#pudding#thisorthat#reblog please#dont comment answering ‘both’ the whole point is you can only pick one#two course meal so choose either a starter or dessert to go with a main course
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kip sabian 420 twitch subscribers celebration makeup stream (part 2)
#kip sabian#penelope ford#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#just like before please click on them to full view for better quality!#also yes i posted one of these before but idc it was going to be in this set all along lol#hes just. so pretty ;;#and i love how naturally he ended up acting with it in the end#wish they could have kept going after it was done for longer but alas time is an enemy#either way here they are finally <33#my beloved#kip in a box#vampire wife#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)#ALSOALSO its so important in these to notice how much fun penny was also having!!#ALSO DID YOU KNOW that we're getting another one in the future#potentially with goth makeup so <33#okay thats all have fun <3
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late night in the lab
reblogs appreciated
#i blacked out for 8 hours and when i woke up i had this#my pride and joy#i actually learned how to render! how about that#realistically donnie would have his huge gamer chair but i didnt want to draw it#so he gets a STOOL#rottmnt#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt donnie#rises of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#human rottmnt#human donnie#human mikey#can we please start reblogging in this fandom#one of my other pieces has FOUR reblogs to 109 likes. thats a shocking ratio im sorry ive literally NEVER seen a ratio that bad on tumblr#its not just that one either ive got like#2:27 and#7:60#1:24#even my best one is 20:96#i dont mean to sound ungrateful but liking doesnt do anything here!!! it makes me sad!!! i might have to start posting on instagram again!!!#sorry i sound picky ill stop#i love you people!!!!!!! no matter what#my art
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the online system community sucks so bad lmao
#(not talking about any of my system friends/mutuals)#vent#vent post#free to interact/reblog whatever though#anyway it sucks because there isnt actually a cohesive community. it is so divided#there is so much infighting its actually fucking wild#and i wish i could say all the infighting is coming from kids who dont know any better but... its not#adult systems have been poisoned by the infighting too. and it never fucking matters#we arent even accomplishing anything#what. exactly. is the point#the syscourse is hell and its constant and it rarely changes anyones minds#not that it matters if anyones minds change or not because it DOESNT. FUCKING. MATTER.#you go into the system community and everyones just DUKING IT OUT WITH EACH OTHER#i genuinely dont fucking care what side of syscourse youre on#you have better things to fucking do!!!!!!#syscourse doesnt MEAN ANYTHING it is one of the most pointless and yet somehow the most dramatic and hateful debates on the internet#WHO FUCKING CARES.#please for the love of god direct your hate towards something else#this is the most dumb and meaningless thing to waste your energy on#none of this matters irl ever#anti syscourse#tw syscourse#anyway yeah if you're plural i am not going to ask questions because it is none of my fucking business and frankly it is nobody elses either#i am unlikely to ever post anything like this again just because i also have better things to do#but i wanted to get it off my chest#we used to engage in syscourse and it was so draining and got us harassed#and in the end we just realized that it is not worth the energy or the fucks to give#again if you say you are plural i will treat you as plural and thats it. i have shit to do man
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#litchi.txt#this is about to be a vent post please do ignore me i just need to scream into the void for a moment#ive been incredibly demotivated to post#like thoroughly just. feel bad#its making it hard to make new stuff and then when i post and it gets only likes and no reblogs Im just...... yeah#i started posting less of my stuff but like i gensrs dont think theres a point to do so im starting to feel like the community just hates m#(which like. fair enough i wouldnt engage with me either)#theres a lot more art that stays in the sketchbook nowadays and the few things that i do post flop anyways so like yknow. who cares#something something create for yourself bs yeah I am creating myself#the process of scanning and balancing the tones to be at least somewhat visible when i post it is For You#i already did the creating for myself but when i share it its cause i want people to see and interact idk idk im being bitchy#should just suck it up and post everything. my 2 note hit posts#its the one thing i miss about being active in the smp fandom like the conversation and response was nice#love how Im complaining about low engagement when Im going through actual horrors in real life like my priorities are whack
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I am not doing well. I am fucked up. It's really hard to hold onto any shred of optimism for me at the moment so ... Idk if people have cute things to show me or nice things to say that'd be really, really appreciated.
#kerytalk#spam my inbox#reblog or whatever#I'm really hoping to see the point in sticking around#i need to be reminded of the good and love out there because I am not feeling it anymore#I'll keep myself safe i promise i just cant admit myself to a psych ward either anymore becauss i found out we only have#mixed sex mental health wards in this ass backwards country which have a stupidly high rate of assault#i was in one two years ago but managed to get myself stable in two days and I hate realising i was lucky#like I felt uncomfortable as someone autistic in the ward already#but finding that out has terrified me and I dont know whether i could be safe in one anymore#please send me pet pics or cute stories#or just things you'd think I'd like#I'd really fucking appreciate it#depression tw#i guess#sorry
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All of a sudden, I'm getting a BUNCH of those "haven't posted in a while" notifs anyone know how to get those to stop?
#i reblogged stuff the last two days#but me being offline for a week like triggered something in the algorithm#where even if im getting real notifs im getting 10000 of those fake havent posted in a while ones#literally THE reason i dont use instagram (and didnt use twitter before it went to shit) were those terrible notifs you cant opt out of#everytime i open either app its like 20 notifs for bullshit that is not people interacting with me#please dont let this be tumblr too#tumblr#tumblr support
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yknow kylar isnt my favorite character but the owl plushie really raised the bar by like maybe 30%
#my art#dol#harper the doctor#whitney the bully#kylar the loner#colors are a little WACKY because i was using a brush thats CRAAAAZY (not crazy. pretty normal but its okay)#sorry i dont post EVER#i have more dol sketches but im just a guy and i get embarrassed if i dont like the drawing enough LMAO#every time i have to test draw something i always draw harper#if i save every harper i draw this account would never be dead ever#anyways im having my own personal dol renaissance (playing it again)#if you want to reblog just send me an ask and ill unlock it but im a little nervous about people rbing my art still :( sorry#thank you for everyone who was like 'please let me rb this' for my harper thing i appreciate it so much but i dont like that piece enough#to set it free.#i drew another harper as consolation but i never posted it because i didnt like that one EITHER. im crazy#turning rbs on. for you.
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i wrote this in the notes of another post originally and am copy + pasting it here because im right but "tell the cops nothing, tell the doctors everything" is such a stupid ass fucking abled take. doctors engage in policing idk how to explain to yall that some people cannot in fact just tell doctors everything without it putting them at risk
like im not gonna go into the myriad of ways this is bs but like a quick example is i cant tell my doctors about my substance use issues because if i get that listed on my medical records it will actively endanger me. It will impact how I'm treated in emergency situations and will get me labeled as "drug seeking" when i try to get other issues dealt with.
i dont say this to scare people but because this is actually important information for people to have. if a medical professional claims this isnt an issue, they are NOT "one of the good ones". they are either straight up lying or theyre utterly unaware, which is frankly not better. doctors are cops. never forget it
like YES tell ur doctor abt being sexually active but stop saying "tell the cops nothing and the doctor everything" before i start killing in cold blood
I KNOW THE ORIGINAL QUOTE. This is about how people misquote it, as well as how they view the phrase as meaning "all medical professionals". ALSO! emts are not the neutral figures you think they are. please stop spewing your lack of understanding on the topic all over my tags, its embarrassing. Paramedics kill people and engage in policing stop fucking shilling for them indiscriminately
finally, THIS POST IS ABOUT DRUGS. FIRST AND FOREMOST IT IS ABOUT DRUGS. THIS WAS WRITTEN BY AN ADDICT. the way yall are talking about addicts and drugs users in the tags is so fucking dehumanising. you are part of the problem. Id suggest non addicts shut their traps please and thank you.
similarly, before you comment, ask youself: am i an addict ? do i have an understanding of how addicts, particularly otherwise disabled addicts, have to navigate healthcare systems ? if not, consider SHUTTING THE FUCK UP. hope this helps !
read the notes before you leave a comment im so fucking serious. reblogs are off because none of you know how to act and i have zero patience at this point. if you think im being bitchy pls consider the fact that your stupid comment does not exist in a vacuum and i have received and deleted countless stupid notes and abusive asks on and about this post and your stupid comment exists within that context and i am fucking tired.
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I was wrong I got all the books. Still waiting to hear back from the printer about a reprint with the correct covers...
I really don't like how soft touch feels, sorry to everyone who does like it. If you like it you can buy a-
Guys you're not gonna believe this. The books are wrong again
At least this time I didn't even get half of them and half of what I did get was damaged...? So I only have another 70 books to deal with... This time they're soft touch......
I've got so many of book 2 it's not even funny
#seriously though like. Jesus.#im going to have to make it a project to go through and recycle any books w damage or errors#because this is SIX. HUNDRED. BOOKS.#even if they dont replace them#IM going to replace them. i want my fucking books...#i dont know how i would even donate 600 books#im working on trying to figure stuff out#maybe offering reduced bulk prices so people can donate them to their libraries kr give some as gifts#just... idk#idk what to do!!!#i dont want to recycle them either#cause even the damaged ones arent THAT badly damaged#ok maybe a few#but like no more damage than a typical book at a library y'know#so im just like.#gah#maybe i can offer really reduced prices intended for donations on the damaged ones#does that feel bad????#idk it feels worse just making them trash doesnt it???#i seriously dont know what to do#if you read these tags and youd be interested in buying 5 books for like. $50 or $25 or something or WHATEVER please let me know#i have so so so so so many#reblog addition#book saga#wait idk wy i said $50#i forgot i was talking about the damaged ones#def $25 if ppl are buying those to donate or smth
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