#please dont leave me

[ilovesjamesbb]

Masterlist

Bucky Barnes (Series)

Please Don't Leave Me (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Part 7) (Part 8) (Part 9) (Part 10) (Part 11) (Part 12) (Part 13) (Part 14) (Part 15) (Part 16) (Part 17) (Part 18) (Part 19) (Part 20) (Part 21) (Part 22) (Part 23) (Part 24) (Part 25) (Part 26) (Part 27)

[thatdemiboymess]

[Said with unbridled desperation as I shake and cry and froth at the mouth while envisioning the end] There is still hope. There is still good in the world. This is not the end - this cannot be the end. There is still tomorrow, and there is still tomorrow's tomorrow, and so on and so forth. Despite everything we are still here, we are still alive, and we must do everything in our power to remain as such so that what small hopes remain may bloom and prosper.

[kailat1n]

Please, ill do anything for you just dont leave me. I cant live without you. Please dont leave me, please dont leave me, please dont leave me. I'll kill myself if you do.

[constant-bi-panic]

my favorite midnight snack are small children.

[cach0po]

Today's the day, I've finally caught up to ep 1097 🎉

Can't wait to see the insanity that is up ahead in the manga animated (no spoilers pls I'm anime only)

Have this thing I made because the SMILE

[trips2saturn]

hahahahaha remember how just a few weeks ago we were all crying screaming and throwing up over not having richonne back on our screens sooner. WELL. we made it through the drought! here we are weeks later, only they’re leaving our screens again next week. i want to crawl into a hole and hibernate for ten years my chest hurts so badly

[inkedwingss]

Okay, but what if I needed to add some etymology at the beginning of every chapter, would you still love me?

[pumpkinpiemotherfuckerr]

Okay this is it guys this is my 911moment this is where i witness my life fall apart with nothing to grab onto anymore

[jias-obs]

She cant leave me. She cant she cant she cant. I wont let her. If she leaves me then what am i? Im nothing without her. I cant let her leave me.

[ladyearthsea]

JUJUTSU KAISEN S2 EPISODE 20

I AM A MESS AND I MISS NANAMI SO MUCH

LIKE SHUTUP- ITADORI REMEMBERING NANAMI LIKE THIS. REMEMBERING HIM BEING HEALTHY AND FATHERLY SJNDJDJDJD I WILL NEVER RECOVER

[bcldbaela]

mccndancer has evolved into bcldbaela.

[ilovesjamesbb]

Please Don't Leave Me (Pt. 10)

Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Mature Themes

We got time. Not much as we were still in danger but they gave us two weeks. At this point I had practically moved in with Bucky. He never mentioned if I was bothering him, so I prayed I wasn’t. We just wanted to spend time together. Every morning he would wake me up with a kiss. It was something I looked forward to too. We were in our own little bubble. At some point it would have to pop.

“Today is the day.” Bucky said, rolling over on his side, head still on the pillow. I huffed. 

“I know. I wish we could stay here forever.” 

“Me too but I will feel so much better knowing that you are safe.” He said moving a stray piece of hair. The sheet slipped down so that it was just covering his waist. There was a distinct V from his abs that peaked from the corner of the sheet. The sun was hitting his chest and he looked so beautiful. His eyes pierced into mine and I could feel the love.

“You know, we don’t leave until 4. We have some time on our hands…” He said putting his hand on my waist and pulling me closer. 

“Oh yeah?” I asked, smiling. 

“Whatever should we do?” His lips were almost touching mine. Eyes flickering down my own. We hadn’t gone further than kissing. Sometimes the makeout sessions got heated but neither of us needed more. I started to get impatient. I knew Bucky was old fashioned but I hope that he isn’t old fashioned in all ideals. 

“I was thinking I could go hang out with Tony. Play some music, ask him to dance perhaps.” I teased. 

“Doll, haven't I already told you that you're mine?” He grabbed my waist and set me on top of him. 

“Sergeant Barnes, that wasn’t very gentleman-like.” I fake gasped. 

“Well, teasing the guy you're going steady with, with another bloke isn’t very lady like.” He countered. 

“Hm, how can I make it up to you?” I lowered my face down to his neck and started placing slow kisses down his jaw line.

“This is certainly a start.” He breathed out. 

“What else can I do Sergeant Barnes? I was incredibly rude, surely you haven't forgiven me yet, have you?” I lowered my kisses to his collar bone and started to move down his sternum, making eye contact with him the entire time. His breath was ragged and his pupils were blown. I made my way down the crest of his chest and past the tops of his abs until I reached the base of his stomach. He suddenly grabbed the nape of my neck and sat up, crashing his lips onto mine. The kiss wasn’t like any other we had shared. It was fiery and passionate. His tongue made its way into my mouth and I could feel his need. I shifted on his lap trying to get closer to him and he groaned. He put his hand on my lower back and brought me closer so that our chests were touching. I threw my arms around his neck and shifted once again eliciting the same reaction.  He abruptly pulled back. 

“We need to stop.” He said breathlessly.

“Why?” I went in to kiss his neck again and he groaned. He allowed me to kiss him for a few more seconds before he flipped me over. His lips were so close to mine and I looked up at him. 

“Because I won’t be able to control myself if you kiss me a second more.” The tension was thick and all I wanted to do was continue. I leaned toward his ear. 

“What if I don’t want you to control yourself?” I said. He closed his eyes and I could tell he was trying to compose himself. 

“Doll.” He said in a low voice. The sound of the nickname made me rub my thighs together. Something that didn’t go unnoticed. I moved so that I was in the shell of his ear and I put my nails in his hair. 

“Sergeant.” He didn’t waste a second. His mouth was on mine and his hand made it ways into my silk pajama top. His mouth was everywhere, my mouth, my jaw, my neck. My back was arched and then a knock sounded. We froze. 

“Bucky, we have to talk about the mission before we go…” Steve said through the door. 

“Oh uh and you too y/n” He said uncomfortably. I couldn’t help laughing into Bucky's chest. He sighed. 

“We will be down in ten.” He said. He looked up at me and gave me a soft kiss. 

“I hope we can continue this later?” I said hopefully. He smirked. 

“Let me take you out to dinner first. I wanna take you on a date.” I didn’t think it was possible to love him anymore. He was perfect. 

“I would love that, James.” I smiled. 

“Tomorrow at 8. It’s a date.” He got up off of me and we both got dressed for the day. We headed downstairs. 

“We have HYDRA intel this time. Fury is gonna send in SHIELD as well to help with this mission.” Steve said. This time I was fully engaged. I knew that we were all going to be okay. We were all together. 

“Yes. That’s correct.” Everyone snapped their head toward the door at the sound of a very unique voice. Fury. 

“Don’t look so surprised to see me. You knew I had to come and supervise you at some point. I can’t risk another failed HYDRA mission.” He spoke blunty and I cringed. The team talked with Fury about strategy for the better part of the hour and decided that Bucky, Nat, and Cllint would stick together, Thor and Bruce, and Steve, Tony, and I. The pairings made sense. 

“We leave in an hour. Agent L/n, a word.” Fury said and I tried not to act surprised. The team cleared out and I sat as he walked around the room. He always tried to assert dominance and it always worked. 

“There is something I need you to know before you go on this mission.” He kept walking. Turning to me. He looked at me out of his good eye. 

“If this is about me being able to handle this. I assure you I can.” I said confidently. 

“I know you can. I wanted to let you know that we have had a prisoner escape.” I urged him to go on. 

“What does this have to do with me?” I questioned. 

“The prisoner's name is Christian Valentino.”

[twospiritstooprideful]

i push away yet another person who i love and who loves me because i just cant stop being a mentally unstable bitch

[kailat1n]

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God your so addicting. I want to just inject you into my veins and bloodstream. I want to monopolise your attention to be only on me. I'd go utterly insane without you by my side. I'd rather be dead than not have you.

[mineral-poetry]

LOSING PURPOSE

am I losing the ability to help people?

I used to be so good at it.

I used to know what advice would help people.

I used to pride myself on being able to fix people.

it was the only thing that kept me from feeling entirely useless.

even when I knew that nothing I said was going to fix them.

I at least knew what to say.

I at least knew how to help them, even just temporarily.

but i cant anymore?

I can't think of a single piece of advice to give to anyone.

and so I apologise.

"im sorry this is happening to you"

"im sorry, you deserve better"

"im sorry..."

"im sorry.."

"im sorry."

im sorry I can't fix you.

im sorry I forgot how.

im sorry.

I don't think I serve a purpose anymore.

please discard me at your earliest convenience.

[mothseatinghumanflesh]