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#i'm putting this whole post in the tags because i don't want to get dogpiled for asking a legitimate question#so anyway. serious question for people who live with cats:#i grew up with them and they were not allowed on tables and counters. indoor catsâ especiallyâ have filthy little litter paws#so i'm constantly horrified when almost every photo or video I see of cats these days#shows them crawling around where PEOPLE FOOD IS MADE AND EATEN???#pleaseâ someone explain it to me because i cannot understand it and it gives me the shivers every time i see it đ
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my cat loves food
dont get me wrong hes healthy and we make sure he's not losing any weight (in case of diabetes and other fat related health conditions)
but he just loves food
lwk reminds me of beel
anyway, so every morning he yells at me to feed him even though he just ate
he will cry and slam his paws at closed doors just because he wants food
hes a brat. but i love him
I have a cat that always tries to grab at my watch or necklaces...reminds me of mammon.
The only thing I don't have, however, is a cat obsessed with waifus. Levia-cat (and thus, collecting the whole set) is unattainable, I fear.
#is it bad I still think your cat's cute#that is such *baby* behaviour#also please send photos???#asks
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OMG YES LETS GO
can i see your cats please please i love cats sm i'll show mine in return (no pressure tho!! you dont have to if youre uncomfy but i'll probably show mine anyway lmao)
also i realized after i made my bingo that mine were just generally basic human decency LMAO the bar is fr on the floor
(ft. actual footage of me sitting on the floor in front of the couch because sitting on the floor is a good time)
the left one is sweet and skittish and the picture is from yesterday! she was watching me play genshin impact. .....and the right one is the stupidest idiot cat i have ever met and that picture is from 4am a few weeks ago where he woke me the fuck up by creaking my piano keys
and SO TRUE i think my bingo sheet would look drastically different a year ago.... sometimes you need a genuinely good match for you to shift your standards. u deserve the best ever so RAISE THAT DAMN BAR
#left one is currently beneath the couch purring and eeping she is so sweet#can you tell i have a favourite#technically these are my bf's cats but we live together lolz#but his favourite is the orange cat if you can believe it#that right photo is literally my favourite of all time#he's so stupid#type of cat to let me pick him up and carry him around even though he hates it because he doesn't know what to do about it#I WANT TO SEE YOUR CATS PLEASE ALSO RAMBLE ABOUT THEM SO I DO NOT FEEL BAD#june's asks#soleillune's input
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Promotional photos from Nagoya posted in the last two weeks, pulled from performances throughout the run.
Erika Orita as Bombalurina and Marina Tada as Demeter.
Ayano Hasegawa as Rumpleteazer and Kazuki Morita as Mungojerrie.
A boot drop from the middle of July 2023.
The An-Jellicle Choir from December 2022.
The end of the Jellicle Ball from August 2023.
#CATS Musical#CATS the Musical#CATS Nagoya 2022#Bombalurina#Erika Orita#Demeter#Marina Tada#Rumpleteazer#Ayano Hasegawa#Mungojerrie#Kazuki Morita#I always forget to post the photos here!#There are many others and each photo is from a different month#If anyone wants to know who is who please ask#CATS Japan#Shiki CATS
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Please look upon these hilarious mockup photos I made for the tshirt/sweater designs I'm selling over on Etsy.
Tag yourself, I'm the "no YOU hang up" vampire XD
#The cat print is actually based on my cat hank because I love him#gothic fashion#halloween fashion#mothman#support your local library#capitalism is a death cult#I'm tired of capitalism but I'm forced to participate so I might as well make cool shirts for it#indie artist#support small artists#animal artists#tshirt design#I just started the shop so there's almost no sales but I promise it's trustworthy#I've been in the process of getting this set up for months#anyway I chose the most ridiculous mockup photos I could#probably not great for attracting people on etsy but I think they're funny so oh well#I am struggling#please reblog#I hate asking for reblogs but I don't know how to get my stuff in front of the people that will like it otherwise
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I need the 118 to have a firehouse cat thatâs just a stray that Buck started feeding but now it has a little bed in the corner of the firehouse and a little collar and itâs a mostly black and grey (with hints of orange) calico so sheâs called Smokey because âITS FUNNY FOR A FIREHOUSE CATâ and the name tag is in the shape of a little flame
#one time she makes her way into the bunk room and falls asleep on top of Eddie and Buck takes 1628162727 photos of them#when asked why itâs his phone background (his lock screen is a picture of Jee with Chris obviously) he says itâs because Smokey looks cute#but we all know why âŚ.#sorry Iâm a crazy cat lady and this is important to me#GIVE BUCK A CAT PEOPLE PLEASE#911 on fox#911 abc#evan buck buckely
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What's your favourite animal? ^_^ (and photos if you can!!)
i like lots of animals, but im deciding to take this opportunity to talk about my cats because they are my favourites yay! (photos etc included)
sorry in advance for rambling 𼲠so!!! i have 4 cats, all of which were feral at first but just. showed up lol and decided to move in :) the first one to show up was charlotte, then she had 2 kittens, charlie and lola, who are about 5 years old now! then oscar showed up just a couple years ago
^ charlotte, she is licking her lips bc she wants to devour me (she is a bit evil) definitely the cat im the least close with but i still love her ofc
^ charlie, he spends a lot of time sleeping but will randomly run up to me and jump on my lap for a cuddle when i least expect it (he scares me sometimes and i screamđ) silly guy
^ lola, she is screaming (yawning) she is my gremlin girl and very mischievous! she loves to play with me, she taps my leg with her front paw if we're walking next to each other, and sometimes she hides then leaps out at me to try and make me jump lol
^ oscar, he is the physically biggest (and oldest) of all of them by a long shot but he has the most high pitched meow ive ever heard and is super talkative! he loves to spend time with me, he is a human baby in cat form
so yeah! i still live at home with my family so technically everyone's catsđ buuut i am the sole person who tamed them, i spend the most time with them by far and like we do think of them as 'my' cats yknow lol. i hope you liked the photos!! :D
#thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk about my cats yay!!#anyone please feel free to send more questions for the ask game! :)#also if anyone would like more cat photos just message me or send an ask! :) id love to share#they are my 4 dark devas of destruction B)
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a lot of you probably knows Belphie's story, but I'll summarize just in case.
Devon Rex cats are better for people with allergies (less shed fur + less Fel d1 protein in their saliva), so on February 16, 2024, I went the breeder route and put down a deposit. before Belphie even opened his eyes, he was mine!
every Friday, the breeder sent me a new photo. I had a broken leg, and was basically rotting in bed at that point, so it was the best part of my week. then, at 12 weeks old, I BROUGHT HIM HOME!
at first, he was so alive! like a wind-up monkey that never shut off. he dangled from the wall-hangings, savaged my feet as I walked, and used my elderly cats as jumping poles to do cool acrobatics over. but all this gradually faded.
first, he stopped playing. then he stopped climbing. then he stopped moving much at all. my vet ran tests on him and found multiple pathogens (calcivrius + mycoplasma), but the medication didn't help - he kept declining.
on September 17th, I woke up to find him swollen like a balloon. we finally had an answer: he had Feline infectious Peritonitis, aka FIP. before 2017, this would've been a death sentence. he would've kept bloating until he drowned in his own fluids. and before 2024, I would've been forced to inject him with black market drugs. but thankfully, South Tower Animal Hospital in Fergus, Ontario was doing a study on the oral medication! we drove two hours, enrolled him, and left with the GS-441524 pills.
and he went from those photos above.....to this:
I thought Belphie would die as a kitten. I'd accepted that he would never grow up. but now he gets to LIVE!
and all for the low cost of $7,553.....ahhhahaha........god.
that + a recent home disaster has wiped out my savings, but I still need to pay for Belphie's medication. to remain in this study, I need to do bloodwork monthly until Feb 2025, and he'll need daily pills until March 2025.
I've put a risograph print + enamel pin set up at greerstothers.shop. I hate asking for help, but if you'd like to support Belphie's continued treatment, please consider checking them out!
#belphegor#I'm sorry that I don't have a printed version of the risograph to show you!#it's still in the process of being made#the digital preview doesn't do it justice - it will have a texture akin to pointillism and the yellow + pink inks will be practically neon
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That Wasn't Fake (Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader)
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Pairing:Â Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader.
Request:Â Can you write a Spencer fic where the reader is kind of quiet and shy when she begins working at the BAU, and Spencer has a crush on her, and then they have a case, and she has to like to seduce the unsub lowkey and everyone kind of like...how is she going to do this shes not very outgoing but when she does shes really good at it, and everyone is surprised and impressed.
Summary:Â Â You're shy and reserved. Spencer has a crush on you, and unbeknown to him, you have a crush on him. Maybe the cat can get out of the bag when you have to step aside of your comfort zone to catch an elusive unsub.
Word Count:Â 4.2k (no self control here)
Warnings:Â Words like 'fuck' and 'bitch'. A rant about self-doubt. Typical CM stuff: unsubs, killings, etc.
A/N:Â Another request I loved! It should have been a little shorter, but I'm having a hard time getting to the point these days. Please keep sending requests!
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Spencer knows it is inappropriate, but he can't help it. You're coworkers, and that itself sets a boundary, so he shouldn't be thinking of trespassing.
But the crush he has on you seems to grow every day.
He doesn't know if it is your beautiful smile, the kindness you show in everything you do, or the enthusiasm you put into every task you are committed to. Since the moment he saw you pass the bullpen glass doors, Spencer knew he was damned.
From that moment, Spencer knew he wanted to know you and learn everything about you. About what you liked, what you hated, and what your fears and dreams were. Everything.
But not much after that revelation in his mind, he understood it wasn't going to be easy to get to you.
You were extremely shy and reserved.
In fact, your first interaction - when Emily introduced you both - consisted of a wave of your hand and a timid 'nice to meet you.'
He thought as time went by, you would loosen and become less bashful and quiet. And in part, he was right. As the months passed, you began to feel more comfortable within the team. You laughed at Luke's jokes, you commented on Rossi's stories, and you could even - when the stars aligned - crack a joke yourself to Tara or Matt.
But beyond that, no one knew much about your life outside of the BAU, unlike JJ, who always talks about her kids and her husband, or Matt, who talks about his kids, too. Or Tara, who recounts her failed dates. Or the same Luke who always shows photos of Roxy.
You, on the other hand, seemed to be an enigma. But Spencer Reid loved decoding enigmas.
At first, he turned his interest in you out of mere scientific curiosity. However, internally, he knew it wasn't just that.
It started with small random questions about the times you worked together: Is this coffee okay? What was the last book you read? Do you think we should buy some donuts for the team?
If you were honest, it picked your interest why, from all people, Dr. Spencer Reid was so adamant in making conversation with you.
From what you knew and from what the team said, Spencer was not a person very interested in things other than work or books. But suddenly, out of nowhere, he asked you what the last movie you saw was or something like that.
You always answered his questions; however, you would have liked to be much more talkative and engage in longer conversations, but your nature stopped you.
'What if I don't have anything more interesting for him to say?'
'Does he just talk to me because he feels sorry for me?'
And that was the big issue: you have never had problems with the way you live your life. You're pretty satisfied with what you do in your job and out of it, too. But you have always thought you are too 'simple' to entertain people's interest.
And to be honest, being surrounded by people with so much experience and big things happening in their lives still intimidates you a bit. So, you usually refrain from talking too much about yourself or anything for that matter.
But with Spencer, things are a bit different. He's always checking on you but respects your boundaries. He has learned that sometimes you just don't want to talk, and he doesn't push.
Despite his interest beyond the professional, Spencer would never do anything to make you uncomfortable. Being able to share time with you will have to be enough for him.
In a way, he has become your protector. He is your backup during interrogations or in situations where you can feel awkward, like the times when some police officers tried to flirt with you and got too close. Sure, you know how to turn them down, but sometimes guys don't get the memo and keep pushing. You're too shy to yell or be aggressive about it.
The team also understands the way you are, and they know it does not make you any less professional. However, they have always been careful not to take you too much out of your comfort zone.
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A whole two weeks and five murders later, the team is stuck trying to catch an unsub who has preferences for killing women after club nights. The profile says he is not interested in just any woman but in those between 25-30 years old who like to flirt with several men in the clubs. But it is not just any type of flirting; it is the type that is initiated and dominated by them. In short, he likes to kill women who are the opposite of submissive. He sees them as predators on a hunting ground.
Another finding in victimology is that the women he kills, in addition to having a specific age range, have very similar physical characteristics. And similar to you.
All his victims have your build, eye color, hair color, and height. It gets to be creepy to a certain point. And it's something difficult to ignore.
Bouncing information and possible strategies, the team agrees they need to be proactive to get him to show up before another killing happens.
"Okay, what options do we have?" Emily asks.
"The witnesses haven't gotten us anywhere," Luke complains.
"Although we've narrowed down his hunting grounds," Rossi shrugs.
"Yeah, we know the clubs where he likes to hunt," JJ backs Rossi.
"But although the profile, we have yet to learn about what to look for there. I mean, we know what the unsub wants, but not how he looks like." This time, it's Tara who speaks.
You've rarely seen Emily bite her tongue when she wants to say something, but it's clear that she has something on her mind, and she doesn't know how to put it, or maybe the problem is something else. You look at her out of the corner of your eye, and she looks back at you; what do those eyes say? They look like they're even apologetic.
It's a fraction of the time before she comes back to behave like herself.
"We need to lurk him. It's the only way," she says. And everyone's eyes - yours included - are on her immediately.
"Lurk him?" Matt repeats.
"Yes. And all we know who should be the one going undercover to do that," Emily adds, looking at you this time.
That's itâthe elephant in the room.
Of course, you're the ideal candidate. Well, you're perfect in the physical aspect because if we talk about the victim's personality and yours...
There's silence in the room, and you can feel like the team's eyes are all on you.
Do they expect you to say no? To refuse? From your perspective, it's not a question; it's more like the option you all have to catch the guy.
"It's true (Y/N) would be the closest to the unsub type, but there are a lot of things to take into account," Matt says. And you know perfectly well what's behind his words, even if he doesn't say it directly.
And that's okay; it's perfectly plausible they have their doubts. It is not enough to look like the victims for the operation to work.
But if there is one thing you are sure of, it's that you will always give your all to your job, even if that means becoming a completely different person.
"I can do it," you mumbled so quietly that if the AC weren't in the lower setting, people wouldn't have heard you.
"But (Y/N), you know about this guy. It's dangerous," Matt points, a frown on his face.
"Not to mention he likes rough interactions," Luke adds.
"You don't have to do it if you feel uncomfortable." This time, it is JJ who voices her opinion. And you know, that's the closest reason to the team's main concern.
And the fact you can blow up the entire plan.
Spencer stays in silence. Internally he's freaking out thinking of you having to lurk on the unsub, but he knows you are a professional. And he feels a kind of deja vu.
When he was younger, the team would have said the same about him doing something like that. Spencer knows what it's like when people baby you, making you feel insecure. Sure, he hasn't had to worry about that anymore. Spencer is almost forty, and no one would dare to tell him he can't do something. Not after all the things he has been through.
"JJ is right, Bella. You don't have to do it. We can think of another way," Rossi backs JJ.
That's when Spencer notices the slight frown on your face. It's invisible to everyone but him. He knows it's there.
You stay collected, even when everyone on the team has something to say about how bad the idea of you going undercover to lurk the unsub is.
Emily is who stops everyone's rant.
"Guys, hey. If (Y/N) is telling us she can do it, we're going to do it. Of course, we'll be there to back up her and catch this unsub."
And this is how the discussion is settled.
Emily sends everyone out with a task to prepare for the night. Today is Friday, and the unsub will surely be stalking some new victim. The chances are high.
When it's just you and Spencer in the room, he still looks at you in silence.
"Do you also think I'll not be able to pull off this mission and I'm going to ruin everything?"
You downcast your gaze, exhaling deeply.
"No. I don't think that," Spencer clarifies, and you raise your gaze to meet his eyes. "You are more than capable, (Y/N). The team is worried because you'll be out of your comfort zone in a dangerous situation."
"The team? Not you?" You narrow your eyes to him.
You try not to sound accusatory, but if you're as scared as everyone, you also are fed up with the other's doubts.
Spencer closes the distance between you both but doesn't invade your personal space.
"Of course, I'm worried too! I don't want anything bad to happen to you. But I trust you and your judgment."
Your heart does flip-flops, and you're not sure if it's because Spencer is worried or because, despite that, he trusts youâor both.
"You do?" You ask, not so convinced.
Spencer nods and smiles at you.
"And we'll be there when you catch the guy."
If that is the reassurance you need, you don't mention it. Instead, you grin at Spencer as a promise you'll do your job just how you are supposed to.
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You insist on getting ready in your hotel room. The only assistant you ask for is Emily. She was the one who trusted you first in this, so you'll take every piece of advice she can give you before this night starts.
Everyone has a role in the plan.
Rossi will be the chauffeur who will drive you to the club.
Luke and Spencer would be in the club, mingling with the patrons. JJ, Matt, and Emily would be in the van monitoring the whole situation with cameras and earpieces. Rossi would keep his facade as a driver so he could be at one of the entrances. Tara would be at the club, too, eyeing nothing suspicious going on in the bar because there is a chance the unsub is getting help from the bartender.
When you are in front of the mirror applying the last touch of makeup, Emily is looking at you with a stare you can't decipher.
"What?" you ask, and Emily chuckles.
"Please, don't take this in a bad way, but I never thought I would live the day of seeing you using clothing like this. And Jesus, you look so hot!"
Your cheeks redens.
"It's a little bit odd coming from my boss, don't you think?" you muse, smoothing the fabric of your dress.
"Point taken," Emily raises her hands in defense. "Although I know someone who is going to run out of breath after seeing you."
You let out a scoff. It's not a surprise for you. The BAU girls - boss included - have been trying to set you up with Spencer since forever. You don't entertain the idea only because you don't think it's possible and not because you don't like the concept.
"Come on, don't say that. You are not helping to my nerves."
"Sorry, I'll shut up. We should go, though," Emily says, checking her watch.
One of the SUVs drives you to the van parking point. You needed to review the operation details.
At the back of the van - or commander point - JJ, Luke, Tara, Rossi, Matt, and Spencer see you come up with Emily.
For the best US profilers, they're not doing a good job hiding that they are gawking at you. Surely, no one imagined seeing you in such a revealing outfit. Outfit that, without a doubt, suits you extremely well, highlighting all your body attributes.
Spencer feels like he died and was resurrected after seeing you.
"Okay, guys, we need to check the details again," Emily announces.
The plan is in motion, and everyone is in position.
As expected, you arrive with Rossi at the club, who opens the door for you and helps you descend from the car. Rossi gives you a reassuring smile before letting you go.
Like a switch, you are no longer the shy SSA (Y/L/N). Now you are the woman who is going to take what she wants and attract the unsub attention doing that.
Your walk is determined, and your eyes send out flames of confidence to those who look at you. The music is very loud, something that would usually bother you, but not now. This needs to feel like your environment. That's how you like it, you tell yourself.
Almost instantly, you start to attract the looks of men who are eager for a woman like you.
You exude determination, and you don't go unnoticed.
Walking into the club, you make brief eye contact with Luke, who is on the dance floor. You see Spencer perched in a booth, nursing a beer.
At the same time, Tara is stationed at the bar.
"Remember (Y/N); the unsub expects the woman to approach men. The flirt needs to come from you," Emily reminds you by the earpiece hidden in one of the earrings you're wearing.
"Show time," you mumble to yourself.
You walk seductively to the dance floor, where a young man is dancing with a blonde. You approach and whisper something in his ear. That makes the boy completely lose interest in the blonde and start dancing with you. You smile and cling to the man's body, who wastes no time and takes your hips as if they were his possessions.
That dance certainly has nothing innocent about it. You continue whispering things in the boy's ear, and he looks more and more excited. Once you consider it a reasonable amount of time to have attracted attention, you leave the boy alone and head to the bar. Just a few meters away from Tara, a suspicious man is staring at you. You see him out of the corner of your eye as you order a drink. When the bartender passes it to you, you make subtle eye contact with Tara, who nods, indicating that the drink is clean.
You look next to you and see another man not so subtly looking at you. You know the unsub's profile, and you can't be intimidated or dominated by another man. You are the one who calls the shots. Otherwise, this will not work.
Before the man makes his attempt to seduce you, you turn to him, and with a penetrating look and disdainful voice, you stop him.
"Sorry, honey. Don't waste your time. You're not my type," and with that, you leave to move to the opposite side of the club. The guy huffs, and you're almost sure hearing him call you 'bitch' under his breath.
JJ, who's following the cameras inside the club, sees someone who looks suspect.
"Hey, this guy has been peeking at (Y/N) the entire time, and look, he clenched his fists when (Y/N) turned down that guy at the bar."
Emily confirms JJ's observation before giving you the next instructions.
"(Y/N), you're doing great. We have a possible target. So we need to raise the bet."
You know exactly what Emily means. You both had talked about the strategy to follow, having more details about what you should do than the rest of the team.
Matt and JJ look confused at each other but say nothing.
Your next step is to find another dude to seduce before delivering the coup de grace.
Luke and Spencer keep an eye on you. And while Luke is pleasantly surprised by your audacity, Spencer can't help but feel his stomach tighten. He tells himself it's because he is afraid something bad could happen to you, but inside of him, it's that and the fact of seeing you flirt with other men.
Just like you did with the guy on the dance floor, you attract the attention of another man; this time, you take his hand and pull him to the dance floor.
JJ and Matt's jaws drop to the floor. If Tara, Luke, and Spencer could do the same without giving themselves away, they would have done it, too.
As if it were your second nature, you laugh and move to the music. The man seems to enjoy the moment so much that he takes a bold step by leaning in to kiss you. You let him get closer until his lips are almost on yours. But before touching each other, you pull back with a malicious smile.
"Naughty boy. I'm who says if you can kiss or no," you pout, faking disappointment. Dizzed, the guy cocks his head and sees you walk away.
Matt chirps now. "It's him. Look boss," he tells Prentiss, pointing to the same guy JJ saw before.
There is no longer any doubt that it is him. Now you just have to catch him red-handed.
"(Y/N), we got him. It's time for the last play," Emily tells you.
With Emily's instruction, you go to the bar for another drink before heading over to where Spencer is sitting.
He tries to play it off, but he has no idea why you're approaching him.
"Is this seat taken, handsome?" You ask, with your drink in hand.
"N- no. Please," Spencer gestures to the booth on his front, but you opt to perch to his side. Spencer thinks he never has been this close to you. He looks at your eyes, and it's like you are a totally different person. It's a little bit contradictory for him, to be honest. He already likes you just as you are, but this version of you? It's driving him insane.
Some resemblance of your true self looks with a kind of curiosity the nervousness on Spencer. You don't think much about it; you assume he's playing the nervous guy who is baffled by you.
The thing is, Spencer isn't playing. He's definitely baffled by you.
"Are you okay?" You ask him, masking your question with a seductive smile.
"Yeah. Are - are you?" Spencer stutters a bitâsomething that is perfect for the plan but embarrassing for him.
You get closer to him to speak in his ear.
"This was Emily's idea," you tell him before kissing his ear and gently biting his lobe.
Spencer's breath hitches in his throat, and he thinks he's going to pass out any second. You're not doing it better: your heart is also pumping hard from the adrenaline. Of course, you had imagined something like that with Spencer, but only in your erotic dreams. You wouldn't dare do this on any given day.
You keep teasing Spencer, who, despite the nervousness, tries to play along. If this is the closest he will ever have you, he wants to engrave this in his memory.
"Just a little push, (Y/N). We almost have him," Emily instructs by the earpiece.
You swallow as subtly as possible as you wrap your arm around Spencer's neck, pulling him closer to you.
It's only a second between that action and the fact that you're kissing Spencer like it's your last meal.
Spencer doesn't know how to respond, and you were counting on that; it was enough time for the unsub to notice that you were the one who chose her last prey.
When Spencer is about to reciprocate the kiss, you murmur a 'sorry' into his lips and quickly pull away, giving him a disdainful lookâwhich you hope he understands is fakeâbefore getting up and walking toward the back exit door.
As expected, the unsub follows you towards the back door, and while your back is turned, he believes he has the advantage to attack you. What he doesn't know is that Matt and Luke are ready to lunge at him the moment he tries to touch you.
Everything that happens after is too fast.
The unsub is detained and taken to a patrol car while the team gathers around you, congratulating you on the successful operation. They all apologize to you for their previous apprehensions. You tell them that you understand and that there is no need to apologize. And it's like the switch has been flipped again since you came out of the femme fatale role.
But something is wrong. Spencer is not in the group. You see him a little further away, near the exit door of the club. Emily notices the looks between you both, and she sends the team on different tasks to close the case, leaving you and Spencer there.
There's something in his eyes that you can't decipher. You think it's resentment for using him without warning him what you were going to do.
You shyly approach him.
"It's me again," you tell him, pulling a face. You don't know what to say to make the situation better. Spencer nods.
"Yeah. You did it great, by the way," he compliments you. But it doesn't feel good like Spencer's compliments usually do.
"Look, about the kiss back there-" you start. He needs an explanation as a bare minimum.
"I know. It was fake," Spencer cuts you off.
Those words shouldn't hurt you as they do now. But isn't that the most reasonable thing to believe? The you in the club weren't you, so all you did inside was pretend.
Everything except that kiss.
If it's true you couldn't enjoy it the way you would have liked, you will never forget his lips on yours.
A tense silence takes over the moment. This is not okay.
You can't afford to lie to one of the most important people in your life, even if telling the truth takes you out of your comfort zone.
What the hell! Tonight has already been a total of 180 from a usual day for you.
"It wasn't," you mumble, and you see his eyes flicking to yours in a second.
"What?" Spencer asks, narrowing his eyes at you.
"Everything was fake, but not the kiss," you say with a stadied voice this time.
Spencer's heart races again. If you say you didn't fake it, then what he felt on your part at that moment was real?
"It wasn't fake?" He asks for clarification. You nod.
A smirk forms on Spencer's lips, seeing your cheeks redden.
There you are. The girl he had fallen for in the past two years.
"Well, you know that I am a man of science, right?" he tells you, and you frown because you have no idea where this is going.
"I know," you say with some hesitation.
"And as a man of science, I need evidence of things, you know?"
Now, you are the one who smirks at him.
"Evidence, huh?"
"Yep," he says, emphasizing the 'p' and swaying his body on his feet. You hum.
"I believe I can provide the necessary evidence if you need them," you concede, and Spencer's eyes sparkle with excitement.
Now, he is the one who reaches out and cups your cheeks. Your breathing quickens, but that doesn't stop you from standing on your tiptoes and connecting your lips with his.
This time, there is no unsub, no curious eyes are looking at you, there is no rush, there is no femme fatale role, and above all, this is not fake; it's as real as the fact that your heart beats for him, and his for you.
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friend of a friend || MV33
â summary: max meets his dream girl through his friends good friend, pato oâward
â pairing: max verstappen x mexican!reader
â fc & warnings: gala montes & poorly translated spanish and slightly suggestive! you are responsible for the content you consume
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maxverstappen1: enjoying some much needed sun and relaxation before we head to vegas đ´
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user1: max iâll meow if you need another cat
user2: iâm sorry who in the heck is in the last slide
user4: is he soft launching rn??? at a time like this???
user6: so this is why he still looks happy despite rbr woes
user7: is that his girlfriend?!
user8: max please give us the tea
user9: f1gossip im begging you to figure out who this is
redbullracing: happy youâre getting some r&r max đ¤
ynuser: mi novio es tan bonito [my boyfriend is so pretty]
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user9: now hold up âŚ.. who is this and why did max like
f1gossip: taking note of this interaction
user12: ugh sheâs private so we canât even snoop but sheâs followed by pato and elba oward, carlos, rebecca, rbr and checo
user13: this is pato and elbaâs childhood friend!!! sheâs good friends with them
user12: everyone say thank you user13
user3: the shirtless photos?? the soft launch??? how am i supposed to be normal
charlesleclerc: đ
user4: iâm gonna miss ur fine ass when i scroll
user5: sometimes you just gotta say damn and move on
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yourbff: in monaco???? no gracias. you canât leave me like that đ
ynuser: yes monaco!! it is so beautiful đĽš
yourbff: youâre not just saying that because of a certain man?
ynuser: oh no i am saying that bc of a certain man đŽâđ¨ he is a dream come true bestie
yourbff: ugh do elba and pato have any other hot millionaire friends they could set me up with???
ynuser: iâll ask them im sure they do
yourbff: preferably one whoâs name rhymes with pranko dolapinto
ynuser: HAHAHA mi amiga
carlossainz55: te gusta monaco? [you like monaco?]
ynuser: yes!! i love it. you, me, rebecca and max should grab dinner one night while im here!!
carlossainz55: iâd love that
maxverstappen1: you can always move đ¤ˇđťââď¸
ynuser: maybe one day đ¤
elbaoward: my work here is done đĽš
ynuser: you are a magician. howâd you know we were perfect for each other?
elbaoward: bc i know my best friend đ¤
ynuser: te amo elba đŤśđť
redbullracing: canât wait to see you in vegas!
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user12: oh max is in the likes đ
ynuser: why do you insist on picking the worst photos
patriciooward: itâs my brand
elbaoward: đđťââď¸
maxverstappen1: send me the last pic
patriciooward: done!
ynuser: PATO wtf
user12: user13 you were right
user1: oh to have gentle mornings with pato đ
user3: i love that he calls y/n his sister too
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ynuser: la vida Ăşltimamente [life lately]
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yourbff: ugh the red hair suits you
ynuser: i agree đĽš
maxverstappen1: prettiest girl in the whole world
ynuser: mi amor 𼚠i love you đ¤
maxverstappen1: te amo
elbaoward: the spanish đđĽšđŠˇ
maxverstappen1: iâm working on it!
iamrebeccad: dinner last night was so fun. letâs do it again đ¤
ynuser: iâd love that!! see you in vegas darling
patriciooward: oh so youâll post but not answer my texts
ynuser: yes exactly
friend1: hermosa chica [beautiful girl]
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user2: max emilian the man that you are
user4: screaming crying throwing up. i canât believe heâs off the market
ynuser: my man my man my man đ
maxverstappen1: thatâs me baby
ynuser: thanks for inviting me to vegas with you
maxverstappen1: schjate youâre invited everywhere with me. i never want to be without you
ynuser: omg you big softie
charlesleclerc: oh sheâs got you dressing up now too?
maxverstappen1: i want to look nice for my girl what can i say
charlesleclerc: oh heâs in love
maxverstappen1: đ¤ maybe
user5: i ! canât believe youâre not wearing skinny jeans. the power she must have
schecoperez: i like this girl đ
maxverstappen1: me too
user6: the emoji???????? max iâm speechless who are you
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yourbff: god youâre gorgeous. have so much fun at the race baby
ynuser: thank you bebe. vegas is amazing - i am having the best time
yourbff: living vicariously through you đĽš
maxverstappen1: you have no business looking this good especially when thereâs nothing i can do about it đŤ
ynuser: win me the race and you can have me as a prize later đ
maxverstappen1: you got it baby
elbaoward: are you in red bull hospitality??? come to mclaren i want to see youuuuu
ynuser: yes iâm in red bull but will cross enemy lines for you gorgeous
patriciooward: hermana donde estas? [sister where are you?]
ynuser: omw patito
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f1gossip: in an interview earlier today max confirmed his relationship with, y/n y/l/n. y/n is childhood friends with elba and pato oâward and it turns out that the siblings introduced max and y/n in miami earlier this season. the pair hit it off immediately according to max and âit was the closest thing to love at first sight heâd ever experienced.â sheâs in attendance today at the grand prix! let us know if you get the chance to meet her and if thereâs any further intel you get
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user1: ohhhhh max đĽš
user2: this interview melted my heart. he looked so genuinely happy to be talking about her
user7: i love seeing him happy
user3: iâm obsessed with them already. perhaps my new favorite wag
user4: love at first sight???? iâm not crying! you are!!
user6: the way max also talked about trying to learn spanish for her because sheâs mexican and how heâs also trying to teach her some of his language too đĽšđ
user8: this is the sweetest thing. that is true love idc what any of yall say
user5: i hope a love like this finds me one day
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user2: y/n/n đ
user4: crying my eyes out
user6: yayyy maxie!!! glad to see you on the podium again
ynuser: te amo mucho vegas đ¤
maxverstappen1: and you te amo mucho me too right?
ynuser: omg yes maxie. i love you endlessly
user14: SIMP
user15: max asking for validation has done something to me.
charlesleclerc: great drive max!
patriciooward: take care of my girl ok?
maxverstappen1: you got it pato! no need to worry
redbullracing: our champion đŞđť
user8: jealousy isnât cute on me but here we are
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state of grace â s. reid x reader
in which your cat has taken liking to your friend with benefits, and you begin to battle with the consequential feelings.Â
pairing:Â spencer reid x fem!reader genre:Â fluff (18+ for suggestive content) tags:Â established friends with benefits. reader has a cat. your cat likes him more than you :(Â avoidant!reader for like a teensie second. it's okay happy ending. the happiest possible ending actually. fade to black. word count:Â 1.9k a/n:Â sometimes the most beautiful poetry can be about simple things. like a cat. :) im a dog person. idk why i wrote this.
Seventeen times.
That is how many times Spencer Reid had found residence at your apartment in the past month alone, taking up the space on the other side of your bed. Thirteen of those times he had stayed the night. Six of those times, he had come for sex. The other eleven? He had come because you needed a friend.Â
Or, rather, your cat did.Â
You had discovered you weren't any more complex than your average man, at the end of the day. Human beings are at their core created to love and be loved, and by extension, to want and be wanted. You wanted Spencer, and you were wanted by Spencer. For both your friendship, and the intimacy your relationship provided.Â
But you did not love him, and he did not love you.Â
Cat's are anything but fickle creatures. A lot of your best friendships were centred around whether or not your cat developed a liking to the person or not. Oftentimes, your fleeting relationships came down to the odd sixth sense the animal had for disliking the worst people. That, and your one night stands were never a crowd favourite within the walls of your apartment. And yet; Spencer Reid.Â
He was nothing short of charming. In a sort of dorky way, yes. But whatever socially romantic skills he lacked, he most certainly made up for by giving you the best of just about everything in bed. A small part of you wants to claim it's human instinct to know how to worship the person meant for you, but the logical reason is probably his eidetic memory knowing exactly what he's doing after a singular trial run. Entertaining the thought of being his soulmate was not a wise choice.
He most certainly was your cat's, though. The Ragdoll always jumping down to greet him the second he stepped foot in your apartment, usually resulting in the break of a kiss and a five minute intermission before the two of you could do anything.Â
At first, it was an inconvenience. Your cat had never taken such a liking to a person you'd brought home before, and it was jarring to watch a man you were partially trying to undress, stop everything to pet your cat. Now, it is simply endearing. You've stopped trying to steal Spencer's attention before the cat does, and you've come to the conclusion that Spencer's priority list will always be the feline, then you.Â
Today was, seemingly, no different. Despite the dull ache between your legs and the fact that this visit had started as something as obscene as Spencer calling from his work bathroom to ask if he could come over after for he was, and you quote, in dire need to touch you (among many other things), whatever those needs were, were put on hold.Â
You smile regardless, leaning against the edge of your couch as he crouches down to meet Po â yes, like the panda â his hand immediately reaching out for the cat to run his head along.Â
Spencer's head lifts to look at you. "Morgan thinks Po isn't a real cat, and we've just got a name for yourâumâ" his brain catches up to his mouth mid sentence, and he's stammering his way to silence.Â
"Please tell me you defended my cat's honour," you retort.
"I did! I even showed him the photo I took of him while you were in the shower last week. He thinks it's a different person's cat."
You shake your head in disapproval. "Unbelievable. Your coworker thinks we've named my pussy."
"That's just Morgan."
"I wish Po could speak English. Then he could hear this nonsense, and stop loving you more than me," you grumble, and Spencer's lips twitch up into a smile, as he situates himself on the floor, the cat climbing into his lap.
"Actually, he technically can. Cat's can understand up to thirty-five words in whatever language you train them in. Also, when they meow, they begin trying to mimic the sound of certain human words. It's their vocal tract that prevents them from literally speaking English," he explains.
But, you're too invested in the way his long fingers are delicately running through the cat's hair, to both respond, and really pay any attention at all.
You had had fleeting thoughts about real feelings for Spencer two months ago. Brushing them off as loneliness and your need to satiate the hopeless romantic within you, you'd forgotten about it up until this recent week.
He'd been over every single day, sometimes for sex, oftentimes for a movie and dinner (which was usually a bowl of pasta you had overestimated while cooking). And every single time, you'd developed an overwhelming anxious pit in your stomach when watching him interact with Po, your heart fluttering the entire time, mind running rampant on domestic thoughts you should be squashing.Â
Should be, but weren't.Â
You'd tried to put it down to the motherly instinct you had over the animal. Seeing somebody else treat him with as much love and care as you did was endearing â it wasn't a Spencer Reid specific trait. Yet, here you were.Â
"I feel like the benefits of this relationship have changed," you say, seating yourself in front of Spencer on the floor, Po lifting his head to look at the person behind the sudden movement, before he let it rest back on Spencer's thigh.Â
"To what?"
"My cat," you huff, and Spencer laughs.
"He is my favourite benefit thus far," he muses.Â
"The feeling is definitely mutual," you nod your head to Po, whose eyes were now shut, seemingly quite comfortable disregarding all your personal plans and taking Spencer's attention.
"Animals don't usually like me," he comments. "I don't know why Po is different."
Oh, you had a few ideas why.
"Maybe he's exercising the keep your enemies closer life motto," you offer, and Spencer's eyebrows shoot up in faux offence.Â
"This is unadulterated love," he protests. "He does not think of me as an enemy."
"That's what he wants you to believe," you hum, pushing yourself up on your legs. "Well, since plans have been rudely interrupted, do you want some dinner?"Â
"Sure," he answers, though his attention is back on Po. Clearly so, for he says, "I'll get to our original plans after we eat, don't worry," almost absentmindedly.
It's the kind of thing that makes you forget you're in the room with the dictionary definition of a nerd. You know it's only because sometimes he says what he is thinking without thinking. It doesn't do anything to help the ongoing internal battle about your feelings for him.Â
Or maybe he does know exactly what he's doing.
"You should get a cat," you say, heading into your kitchen to find something for the two of you to eat. "You seem to like them enough."
"Why? I have yours."
"I'm not going to be around forever," you reply, unthinking. "I mean, one day we're gonna have to end this because the other has found someone they want to be with. Properly. It wouldn't be fair to keep a friendship."
He falls silent, and when you lift your head, you see he's staring at you with an almost confused frown on his face, which triggers your own confusion to appear. His scratching of Po's head has been interrupted, and you're starting to question what was wrong about what you had said.Â
Sure, you're pretty sure you have feelings for him, but as far as you knew, they were one sided. Right?
"I didn'tâI thoughtâ" he cuts himself off, takes a deep breath, then continues. "I thought that had changed this past month."
"What do you mean?"
"I justâI've been here for things other than sex a lot. I thought you knew I liked you, and you were subtly trying to tell me you liked me too. I'm starting to sense I misread that."
For a profiler, he was incredibly awful at reading you.Â
"Yeah..." You slowly nod your head, but it's the deepening of his frown that has you rushing to add, "I mean, IâI do. Like you. I'm kind of embarrassed that was obvious. But I didn't think you liked me outside of having sex with me. I wasn't trying to communicate my feelings. I was trying to hide them."
"Oh," he falls silent again. "So the times Iâve been here in the past month werenât makeshift dates?"
"They weren't intended that way..." you trail off. "Did you see them as dates?"
"Kind of, I guess," he's back to running his fingers through Po's fur, just to keep his anxious hands busy. "They don't have to be, if you don't want them to. I just thought this feeling was mutual and we were... I guess, dating."
"The feeling is mutual," you quickly correct him. "I know that now. I didn't think we were dating because I didn't think you liked me back. Changing our relationship kind of needs to be a conversation."
"Right," he breathes out, an awkward smile painting his lips. "Is this the conversation, then?"
"I guess?"
"So now we're dating."
"If that's what you want," you nod, head feeling a little fuzzy.
"Is it what you want?" he presses. Always the gentleman.
"Maybe," you muse, leaning forwards against the kitchen countertop.Â
He's watching you, and for a second you let the silence fall over you, fearful that you've just discouraged him enough to ruin things between you. He carefully takes Po off his lap, the cat running into your room the second his paws hit the hardwood floor, and he's standing up to move over to you.Â
"I don't like maybe," he frowns. "Yes or no?"
You blink, realising he was evidently too anxious of your genuine response to have any recognition to your poor attempt of a joke.Â
"Yes, Spencer. That's what I want," you're breathless as you speak, and you're thankful for the relieved smile that stretches across his lips.
"That's what I want too," he answers.Â
"Yeah, I figured." Your second attempt at a tease lands, and he huffs a small laugh, which warms your heart. "Do you still want dinner?"
He had somehow gotten closer to you throughout the awkward enough conversation, and he was sliding his arms around your waist. Something he had done many times before, yes, and yet this time it was feeling much more intimate, and your heart was thrumming against your chest a little harder than usual.Â
"Maybe it can wait?" he offers, ducking his head down, lips ghosting over your own. "I don't have a bothersome cat keeping me preoccupied from you, now."
Despite yourself, you poke a finger into his chest and say, "Don't insult Po."
"I'm not. Just merely stating an obvious fact."
"I'll call him back in here to preoccupy me."
"He has selective hearing. And he likes me more than you."
Your lips drop into a frown, lower lip jutting out, and Spencer is quick to try and kiss it off within seconds of noticing it.Â
"I'm sorry. That was mean. I promise he doesn't like me more than you," he says, though his voice is too amused to be entirely sincere.Â
"That was mean," you agree with a firm nod. "You're very mean to me, Spencer Reid."
"I know, I'm awful. Can I make it up to you, sweet girl?"
Well, when he asks you like that.
"Mm..." you hesitate, but he's already guiding you around, walking you backwards, through your apartment and towards your bedroom. "Yeah, I guess so."
Hands that were around your waist hike your shirt up, his lips still kissing against your skin despite the intense multitasking he was forcing upon the two of you.
"Thank you."
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Happy Nation: A Series of Standalone Fics
Charles Leclerc x Schumacher!Reader
Summary: a girl raised at her fatherâs knee goes from rising star to princess to queen (or in which becoming a legend runs in the Schumacher family)
You bounce excitedly in the passenger seat of your papaâs car as he pulls into the parking lot of the karting track. At 5-years-old, youâre too young to race officially, but he promised to let you drive some practice laps after the scheduled competition today.
âRemember, Maus, listen closely to the instructors and stay safe out there,â Michael says, ruffling your hair affectionately before getting out.
You scramble out after him, having to jog to keep up with his long strides across the parking lot. You reach to take his hand, but freeze when a small crowd starts converging around your papa. Men in bright vests are rushing over, cameras flashing rapidly.
âWhoa, whatâs going on?â You ask, startled by the commotion.
Before Michael can respond, a curly-haired woman thrusts a baby into his arms. âOh my god, can you just hold her for one second? I need a picture!â
Your papa looks bewildered but graciously cradles the infant, giving an awkward smile as more and more people start shoving pieces of paper and pens in front of him.
âExcuse me, please, I have my daughter with me today,â he tries saying over the chaos, but no one is listening.
You shrink back, overwhelmed by the pushing crowd and flurry of voices pleading for autographs and photos. Where did all these people come from? This has never happened before when youâve gone karting with your papa.
Sensing your unease, Michael gently passes the baby back to its mother and kneels down in front of you. âHey, itâs okay, Maus. Why donât you wait for me over there?â He gestures to a bench off to the side.
Part of you wants to cling to him, scared of all the strangers crowding around so aggressively. But you also donât want him to have to worry about you on top of everything else. You nod bravely and make your way through the throng to the little bench, watching apprehensively as your papa tries politely handling the requests.
After what feels like forever, the crowd finally starts dispersing, though a few linger behind like stubborn cats begging for scraps. Michael shakes the last few hands and accepts some papers to sign before gratefully escaping over to you.
âIâm so sorry about that, Maus,â he says, looking apologetic as he plops down on the bench. âI didnât expect such a scene on whatâs supposed to be our fun day.â
âItâs okay, Papa.â You lean against his side, still a bit rattled but comforted by his familiar warmth. âWho were all those people? Why did they want your ⌠uhh âŚâ You canât quite remember the word for the scribbles people ask famous people for.
âAutographs,â Michael supplies with an amused chuckle, wrapping an arm around you. âAnd they wanted photos too, I suppose. Iâm ⌠well, Iâm quite a famous racecar driver.â
You cock your head, trying to process this concept of your papa being some kind of celebrity. As far as youâre concerned, heâs just your goofy, loving dad who takes you karting and makes the silliest voices for all your stuffed animals at home.
âReally? Like the famous famous people on TV?â Youâve seen the paparazzi swarming the actors and musicians during awards shows, but youâd never imagined that could happen to your own papa.
Michael nods, drawing you closer with a squeeze. âYes, somewhat like that, though itâs a bit excessive at a small karting event.â He laughs again and brushes some of your wayward hair from your face. âBut youâre right, to you Iâm just Papa. I donât expect anything more from my favorite Maus.â
You beam at the affectionate nickname, all the earlier stress melting away. Who cares if strangers want your papaâs autograph or photos? All that matters is you two spending the day together like always.
âCan we go get our karts now?â You ask eagerly, bouncing a little on the bench. âI want to show you how fast I can go!â
âOf course!â Michael jumps up and scoops you into his arms with a playful growl, making you shriek giddily. âMy little speed demon is going to leave me in the dust.â
He swings you up onto his shoulders and you cling on tightly as he strides toward the pit area. A few more people spot him and make a move closer with cameras and sharpies extended, but seem to think better of it when they see you perched up high.
The two of you spend the next couple hours karting together, trading places taking warm up laps and cheering each other on. At one point, a young attendant working the pit area approaches Michael somewhat nervously.
âUm, excuse me, Mr. Schumacher?â Heâs clutching a crumpled baseball cap in one hand, ducking his head shyly. âIâm just such a huge fan, would you mind taking a photo and signing this for me after your session?â
Your papa smiles kindly at the young man and takes the cap. âNot at all, no problem.â As the attendant walks away, looking elated, Michael turns to you with a wink. âSee? Thatâs how you politely ask for an autograph.â
You giggle and mime zipping your lips. âDonât worry, Papa, I wonât let the fame go to my head when Iâm a famous racecar driver too someday.â
Scooping you up once more, Michael presses a sloppy kiss to your cheek. âThatâs my girl. Now, last few laps â letâs see who can go the fastest without ending up in the grass!â
As evening starts falling, the two of you make your way back through the now nearly deserted lot after returning the rental karts. Most of the other karters have cleared out, leaving just you two strolling unhurriedly back to the car.
âWell Maus, despite the, uh, overexcited fans, Iâd call this day a success,â Michael says, swinging your joined hands idly. âWe both had our fun on the track, and I think you handled that crowd back there like a champ.â
You smile up at him, still so proud just to be his daughter. âI donât care about all those other people, papa. As long as I have you, thatâs all I need.â
Stopping beside the car, Michael crouches down and cups your face in his calloused racing palms, looking at you with such fierce adoration.
âMaus, you have me, always. No matter what happens out there,â he gestures vaguely at the empty track, âWhen Iâm with you, Iâm just Papa. My greatest accomplishment, my biggest award, is being your father. Verstanden?â
You launch yourself into his arms, hugging as tightly as you can. âVerstanden, Papa. I love you.â
âIch liebe dich mehr, Maus,â he murmurs, pressing his cheek to your hair. âNow, what do you say we go get some victory ice cream?â
As the two of you climb into the car, you canât keep the smile off your face, practically glowing with contentment. Sure, maybe your papa is some big famous racecar driver that everybody wants a piece of. But really, heâs just your papa â and youâre his whole world.
***
The ringing of the house phone cuts through the tense silence like a knife. You shrink further into the couch cushions as your mother rushes to answer it, shoulders visibly taut.
âHello? No, I cannot make any comment at this time. Yes, I understand there is interest but-â Corinna breaks off, rubbing her temples wearily. âPlease respect our privacy as a family right now. Thank you.â
She hangs up and leans against the wall, eyes slipping shut for a brief moment. Before she can even draw a full breath, the phone rings again, shrill and insistent. With a muffled curse, your mother snatches it up.
âWhat? I told you, I cannot give any statements! This is a private matter. How did you even get this number?â
You watch apprehensively as she responds again, her voice rising in distress. In the days since your papaâs skiing accident, it seems like the entire world has been hounding your family, desperate for any scrap of information.
On the TV across the room, the endless cycle of news reports drones on lowly. Images of your papaâs broken, still body being rushed from the slopes into a helicopter. Flashing advancer texts speculating on his chances of recovery from the traumatic head injury.
It makes you feel ill.
Beside you on the couch, Mick sits blank-faced, looking nearly as pale and worn as your mother. At 14, he understands the gravity of the situation all too well. Your big brother has always idolized your papa, hoping to follow in his racing footsteps one day as well. The thought of him not being there to see the realization of that dream is devastating.
Gina is curled up in the armchair, her shoulders shaking every so often with muffled sobs. At 16, sheâs arguably been taking this the hardest of all you kids. She keeps her face stoically dry in front of your mother, but you can see how red and puffy her eyes are from constant crying.
As for you, at 11-years-old, youâre somehow both numb and feeling everything all at once. Part of you still canât fully process that this nightmare is real. That your hero, your papa, could be lying comatose in a hospital, hovering between life and death. The other part of you is overwhelmed in a tsunami of terror, panic, anger, sadness â any and every emotion crashing through you at all hours.
âKids, Iâm so sorry about this,â your mother says, defeated, as she rejoins you in the living room after ending her latest call. The bags under her eyes seem to have deepened further overnight. âI know this is incredibly difficult and intrusive. But your papa is ⌠heâs a public figure. People are concerned.â
âIncredibly insensitive is what theyâre being,â Gina spits, uncurling herself from the chair enough to shoot your mother a resentful look. âWeâre going through actual hell and all these people care about is getting a sound bite for the evening news!â
Corinna looks pained but doesnât rebuke her. âI know, liebling, I know. But your papa has millions of fans all over the world who have followed his career for decades. Whether we like it or not, they care about him ⌠and about us by extension.â
You think back to that day at the karting track all those years ago when you first realized your papa was what people called âfamousâ. How all those strangers clamored around him so aggressively just for a photo or an autograph. That level of fandom seemed exciting and novel at the time, when you were just a naĂŻve 5-year-old. Now you see it for how intrusive and violating it is, this sense of entitlement people have to the private life of a public figure.
The phone starts ringing again, shattering the fragile quiet. Your mother squeezes her eyes shut and makes no move to get it this time. After four rings, the call goes to voicemail. A moment later, the tinny sound of an Italian voicemail being left blares through the speaker.
âScusi, scusi, please, if there is any update on the condition of the great Michael Schumacher, any information at all! We are all holding vigils and saying prayers, but we must know how he fares! The world is watching and waiting!â
The words, pleading and demanding all at once, are like a slap across your face. The manâs voice is laced with such desperation, as if your papaâs life is mere entertainment to be consumedby the masses. You feel abruptly furious, incensed that a strangerâs morbid curiosity is given the same weight as your familyâs anguish.
âTurn it off,â Mick mutters through clenched teeth, hunching over on the couch. âJust turn it off, Mama.â
Corinna nods numbly and reaches to end the voicemail, her mouth set in a grim line. Buzzing fills the room again as the TV drones on, the reportersâ voices a dull roar that you can no longer discern actual words from as your ears ring with white noise.
The shrill ringing of the phone cuts through once more, like a record scratching in your brain. Your mother flinches violently, hands coming up to clamp over her ears as she squeezes her eyes shut, finally at her breaking point.
Unable to watch this torture anymore, you surge to your feet and storm across the living room. You rip the phone from its cradle and hurl it against the far wall, the plastic casing shattering loudly. The ringing blessedly ends, leaving only an eerie silence in its wake.
Mick and Gina stare at you with wide, stunned eyes. Your mother simply deflates, sliding down the wall to the floor as the adrenaline drains from her body. For several beats, no one dares breathe too loudly. Then, Gina starts to shake her head slowly, tears slipping free.
âBrava,â she murmurs, the barest hint of approval in her voice.
Your mother doesnât scold you for the outburst. She merely reaches out a hand, silently beckoning you closer until you slowly cross the room again and sink to your knees in front of her. She cups your face in her palms, her own cheeks glistening with fresh tears.
âYouâre right, liebling, youâre right,â she whispers brokenly. âThis is about our family, not ⌠not the world thinking theyâre owed something.â
She pulls your head against her shoulder and you cling to her tightly as she begins to weep in earnest, great shuddering sobs wracking her whole frame. Gina scrambles over and tucks herself against your motherâs other side, and soon all three of you are tangled in each otherâs arms, letting the tidal wave of grief crest over you.
Mick stays frozen on the couch, watching over your huddle with dark, haunted eyes. For the first time since this ordeal began, the four of you are united in simply feeling, truly letting yourselves shatter. No more putting on brave faces or pretending to be okay â from this moment, you can finally grieve as a family behind closed doors, blockading out the rest of the cruel, prying world.
Later that evening, after crying yourselves into an exhausted stupor, you drift up the stairs and sequester yourself in your bedroom. You bypass the framed photos of your papa on your nightstand, the sight of his bright smile and twinkling eyes too searing at the moment. Instead, you sink to your knees in the middle of the floor and clasp your hands tightly, bowing your head to murmur desperate pleas.
âPlease, please let my papa be okay. I donât care about all his fame or the stupid reporters. I just want him to get better and come home to us. Heâs not just the famous Michael Schumacher to me. Heâs Papa. Heâs my whole world.â
The words spill out in a torrent, all the fear and longing youâve been bottling up for the better part of a week erupting forth. You plead to any higher power that may be listening, bargaining away your future, your dreams, anything â as long as your papa pulls through this nightmare.
How many times had you taken for granted those moments of him just being your dad â making you pancakes on Saturday mornings, dozing on the couch during family movie nights, playfully tossing you into the pool when you grew too whiny in the summer heat? Youâd give anything to have those simple, precious daddy-daughter moments back.
âThe world can have his trophies and titles,â you whisper fiercely, tears slipping free to patter on the carpet. âI donât care about any of that. I just want my papa. Please, please bring him back to us.â
You curl in on yourself, forehead pressing into the floor as your shoulders shake with silent sobs. All the adoring fans, the fawning media, the hangers-on clamoring for a piece of his glory â they only know the manufactured public persona of Michael Schumacher, legendary racer and famous celebrity. But to you, heâs always just been the quiet hero tucking you into bed at night, the gentle presence reading stories in funny voices, the mighty protector pulling you in for all-encompassing bear hugs.
You miss that wonderful, silly, tender father more than anything in the world. You donât give a damn about his racing accolades or his fame. You just desperately need your papa back home where he belongs â with his family, the people who loved and treasured him most as simply Michael.
Just Michael. Your one and only papa.
The raw ache of that longing consumes you utterly. You lay there amid the fading light from your bedroom windows, dreams and memories of your papa flickering behind your eyelids as you plead to any benevolent force that may be listening. All you want is the chance to make more joyful memories with him, to hear his rich laugh, to keep basking in his unconditional love for years and years to come.
Please, you beg the universe silently, one last time. Please let this nightmare end. Donât let the brightest light in my world be extinguished before its time.
Let me have my papa back.
***
A tense hush has fallen over the dining room table, the clinking of utensils against plates the only sound cutting through the thick silence. Gina avoids everyoneâs eyes, pushing food around her plate listlessly. Mick stares down at his half-eaten dinner, jaw working like heâs chewing over something weighty. You pick at a bread roll, too knotted with anxiety to muster much appetite.
Your mother is the one to finally break the stifling quiet, clearing her throat. âKids, I know these last few weeks have been ⌠incredibly difficult for us all.â
You risk a glance up at Corinna. Her eyes are tight at the corners, her mouth a taut line. Just like all of you, the constant vigil at your papaâs bedside, combined with the relentless badgering from the media, has clearly taken its toll.
âBut we have to keep trying to be a family, yes?â She reaches across the table to grip your hand. âWeâre all Michael has right now. We have to ⌠to stick together for him.â
You nod numbly, swallowing hard around the lump in your throat at the reminder of your papaâs unchanged condition. The waiting, the not knowing if or when heâll wake up, is a special kind of torment you wouldnât wish on anyone.
Mick abruptly shoves his plate away, the porcelain scraping loudly across the wood. You all flinch a little at the harsh sound.
âIâve been thinking ...â he starts, then seems to reconsider his words, shoulders tightening fractionally. âWell, Y/N, you know how I ⌠how I race under Mamaâs last name?â
You frown slightly, uncertain where heâs going with this. âBetsch, yes. Because you wanted to make your own name without the expectation and pressure of being Michael Schumacherâs son.â
He dips his chin once, looking almost pained. âExactly. And I think ⌠I think maybe you should consider doing the same.â
The words sit heavy and convolulenting between you all like a sack of wet cement. You blink dumbly, hardly comprehending what heâs suggesting at first. When the implication hits you, you actually recoil as if heâd slapped you across the face.
âWhat? No. No, absolutely not, Mick. How can you even say that?â
âY/N, just hear me out,â he pleads, holding up his hands in a calming gesture. âWith Papa ⌠with what happened, the paparazzi and the fans, theyâre going to be watching our every move even more than before. Especially you since youâre planning to continue competing-â
âDonât you dare make this about his condition,â you spit, fury thrumming through your veins like struck lightning. âAnd of course I plan to keep racing â itâs what Papa would want! Iâm not going to hide from his name like itâs some shameful thing!â
Gina is watching the exchange with wide, startled eyes, her food forgotten. Mick runs an agitated hand through his hair, shaking his head firmly.
âItâs not about hiding or shame, itâs about protecting yourself! Donât you see how crazy things have gotten? All the reporters harassing us, the fans leaving awful messages online hoping for updates ...â
He leans forward, expression almost desperate. âIf you race as Betsch, you can compete without having that extra spotlight. You can just be a normal kid on the track without people peering in.â
Heat rushes up the back of your neck in waves of humiliation and rage. How dare he insinuate that inheriting your papaâs legacy is some kind of burden to be shrugged off? That the name Schumacher is a burden to bear rather than a badge of honor?
âIâm not you, Mick,â you bite out, fists clenching beneath the table. âMaybe racing under Mamaâs name helped you deal with the pressure better and thatâs fine. But Iâm proud to be Michael Schumacherâs daughter! And if people canât respect that, if they think it means they own a piece of me, then they can go to hell!â
âLanguage!â Your mother gasps, both appalled and slightly impressed. But you ignore her admonishment, too fired up to rein it in now.
âWhat, you think pretending to be someone else is going to spare me from living in Papaâs shadow anyway?â You shake your head adamantly, leaning across the table towards Mick. âItâs not, and you know it. Even if I raced under a fake name, everyone is still going to know exactly who I am and make comparisons.â
Slamming your palms on the table, you surge to your feet, chair screeching harshly against the floor. All the pain and uncertainty of these past few weeks is bubbling over into bitter, biting words.
âSo why should I hide it? Why canât I take pride in my name and my heritage? Maybe itâll mean more scrutiny, but itâs a million times better than feeling like I have to be ashamed! Like I canât fully honor Papa and make him proud!â
Chest heaving, you stare down a wide-eyed Mick, almost daring him to challenge you further. He seems to read the conviction blazing in your eyes, features softening into chagrin.
âYouâre right ...â he murmurs with a wince. âYouâre right, Y/N, Iâm sorry. That was out of line.â
You hold his repentant gaze for a long moment before deflating back into your chair with a muted thud. In the ringing silence, you can hear your motherâs soft sniffles from the far end of the table. When you look over, she has her head bowed, hands pressed to her eyes as she cries quietly.
âM-Mama?â Gina ventures in a small voice, reaching across to grasp her motherâs wrist. âWhatâs wrong?â
Corinna lowers her hands, swiping at the tears streaking her cheeks. When she meets your bewildered gaze, her expression is a complicated brew of pride and heart-wrenching sadness.
âNothing is wrong, liebling,â she assures Gina with a watery smile, before turning back to you. âY/N, youâre so much like your papa, do you know that? So brave and determined ⌠so full of that same fighting spirit.â
She dips her chin, lips trembling faintly. âHe would be so proud to hear you defend his name like that. To see you ready to take on the weight of wearing it, regardless of what the world throws at you.â
More tears spill forth, but she brushes them away impatiently with the backs of her hands.
âBut liebchen, you have to understand ⌠Michael spent decades bearing that scrutiny and expectation. People analyzing his every move, always under a spotlight so harsh it burned. I never wanted that for any of you.â
Sliding her chair back, your mother crosses to kneel before you, cradling your face gently between her palms. Her eyes are shining but intensely serious, almost pleading with you.
âThe Schumacher name casts such a long shadow, one so great that your own light can be eclipsed before you ever have a chance to properly shine. I donât want you smothered by that burden, mein schatz. I want you free to make your own amazing mark on this world, completely unchained.â
You feel your throat grow tight at her words, the weight of them ringing so true and terribly sad. You reach up to circle your fingers around her wrists, holding her hands to your cheeks like vices.
âI know, Mama, I know,â you whisper roughly. âBut that light you want me to shine? Papa is the one who sparked it inside me in the first place.â
You meet her watery gaze steadily, willing her to understand the conviction taking root inside you.
âThe joy and passion I have for racing doesnât come from some anonymous dream. It comes from him â from the nights he spent giving me a play-by-play of his biggest victories, from the days we spent at the karting tracks making memories, from everything I want so desperately to honor.â
Leaning forward until your brows nearly touch, you let the pleasing words spill out directly from your heart.
âSo please, please donât ask me to race as anyone other than your daughter, yes, but also proudly as Michael Schumacherâs daughter. That name isnât a burden or a shadow to me. Itâs something I want to carry forward and make blaze even brighter.â
Your motherâs eyes slip shut as she draws in a shuddering breath. For a long moment, she simply holds your face cradled in her palms, seeming to bask in your impassioned words. When her eyes finally open again, they are overflowing with a fierce tenderness.
âOh liebchen,â she murmurs, voice thick with an odd mix of grief and wonder. âYou are your fatherâs daughter through and through. So determined, so unafraid to face the world head on ...â
She strokes her thumbs along the apples of your cheeks, swiping away the dampness there. âI only hope he knows just how brightly his fire still burns in you. How it is living on in the most brilliant way.â
Surging up onto her knees, your mother pulls you into a fierce embrace, tucking your head beneath her chin. You cling to her tightly, drawing strength from her warmth, her tireless support and love. Over her shoulder, you can see Mick and Gina watching silently, their own eyes overly bright.
When your mother finally leans back, cupping your face once more, her expression has regained some of its usual firmness and resolution.
âVery well, then,â she nods, offering you a watery but determined smile. âIf you truly feel ready to take on the world, to claim that name and legacy as yours, then we will face it together. As a family.â
She rises lithely to her feet, drawing you up along with her. Gathering Mick and Gina in with the sweep of her arms, she folds you all in her protective embrace, holding your foreheads together in the center.
âYou may be Schumachers, but that name does not define or limit you,â she declares, quiet but firm. âIt is simply one part of your identity, one piece of the incredible legacy you inherited. What you choose to make of it, how brightly you make that legacy burn, is up to you alone.â
She pulls back just enough to meet each of your eyes in turn, her own gleaming with resolute pride.
âSo let them watch, let them scrutinize and sneer and make their judgments. You will simply keep chasing your passions and living your truths. Yes, the world may know you as Schumachers, but you alone will define what that name represents, now and for generations to come.â
***
The roar of the engines fades as you cross the finish line, taking the chequered flag. The broadcast team erupts in excitement.
âUnbelievable! Y/N Schumacher has done it â the daughter of the legendary Michael Schumacher wins the Formula 2 championship in her rookie year!â
You can hardly believe it yourself as you start your cooldown lap, adrenaline coursing through your veins. The pit crew is cheering wildly, holding up the #1 sign. Your race engineer is on the radio, his voice cracking with joy. âYouâre a champion, Y/N! A first-year champion!â
âWhat an incredible drive from the young German. Shades of her father with that relentless determination and racecraft. Sheâs carried on the Schumacher name proudly.â
As you return to the pit lane, you spot Mick getting out of his own car. He has a huge smile on his face, eyes shining with pride. You take a moment to drink it all in as you bring your car to a stop and heâs the first one there, ripping off your helmet so he can hug you tightly.
âYou did it! Iâm so proud of you!â Heâs beaming as he pulls back to look at you.
âAww, Mick ...â You blink back happy tears, overwhelmed by the magnitude of what youâve accomplished. âI couldnât have done it without you pushing me every single race.â
Mick shakes his head dismissively. âThis was all you. You were the faster driver this season, plain and simple.â His face falls a little. âI really thought I had you there at the end, but you just wouldnât give up.â
You grin cheekily. âOf course not! Iâm a Schumacher â we never give up.â
âWhat a beautiful moment between the siblings. You can see the immense pride Mick has for his sister, despite coming up just short of winning the championship himself.â
The rest of the team surrounds the two of you, lifting you both up onto their shoulders as the celebrations kick into full gear. You lock eyes with Mick over the sea of smiling faces and he winks at you contentedly.
Later, after youâve returned to the garage, you find a quiet moment alone with Mick. He pulls you into another hug, this one more lingering.
âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. Youâve worked so incredibly hard for this.â Mickâs voice is thick with emotion.
You squeeze him tightly. âThank you, Mick. That means everything coming from you.â
He pulls back, cupping your face fondly. âI remember when we were kids, dreaming of following in Papaâs footsteps. And now look at us!â
You laugh, a few happy tears spilling over. âI know, itâs crazy! I couldnât have done this without your help, you know. Youâve been by my side every step of the way.â
âA storybook ending for the Schumacher siblings. Y/N cementing herself as a future star, with her older brother not far behind.â
Mick shakes his head adamantly. âNo, Y/N, this was all your talent and determination. I just got a front row seat to watching greatness in the making.â His eyes are shining with sincerity.
You throw your arms around his neck, struck by how lucky you are to have such an amazing brother. âI love you, Mick. Thank you for always believing in me.â
He hugs you fiercely. âIâll always believe in you. Youâre a champion now, but I know this is just the beginning for you.â
The team arrives then, champagne bottles in hand and ready to continue the celebration. You pull back and grin at Mick mischievously, cracking open the first bottle with a cheeky grin. âDonât worry, Iâll go easy on you ⌠for now.â
The bubbly liquid sprays everywhere as you both dissolve into laughter, reveling in this perfect moment of sibling bonding and love. Mick pulls you into a wet hug, so proud and grateful to share this with you.
âAnd an iconic image â the Schumacher children celebrating a Formula 2 title just like their father did in the upper series so many times before. A changing of the guard, with the name Schumacher set to dazzle racing fans once more for years to come.â
Later that night, after youâve showered off the champagne and slipped into comfy clothes, thereâs a soft knock at your hotel room door. You open it to find Mick standing there, shifting awkwardly.
âHey, youâve got a second?â His eyes are slightly red-rimmed, like heâs been crying.
âOf course, whatâs up?â You gesture him inside, concerned by his demeanor.
Mick enters slowly, fiddling with the strings of his hoodie. He seems to be struggling to find the words.
You rest a hand on his arm. âMick, you can tell me anything, you know that.â
He nods jerkily, finally meeting your eyes. âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. You have no idea how much it means to me to see you accomplishing your dreams.â His voice catches with emotion.
âBut?â You prod gently.
Mickâs eyes water again. âBut ⌠itâs also really hard for me. This was my dream first, you know? To become a champion like Papa.â He swipes at the tears angrily. âAnd now youâve beaten me to it. Iâm just ⌠Iâm struggling with that a bit.â
Your heart clenches at his quiet admission. You pull Mick into a tight hug, rubbing his back soothingly. âOh, Mick ⌠Iâm so sorry. I never wanted to take that away from you.â
He shakes his head against your shoulder. âNo, no, itâs not your fault at all. You earned this, fair and square. Iâm just ⌠dealing with some complicated emotions, I guess.â
You push him back by the shoulders, looking him straight in the eyes intently. âMick, listen to me. You are one of the most naturally gifted drivers Iâve ever seen. This is not the end for you, not even close. Youâre going to be a champion too, I know it.â
Mick seems to deflate slightly at your words, the tension easing from his shoulders. âYou really think so?â
âI know so,â you state firmly. âWeâre going to take this to the top level together. And weâre going to make Papa even more proud than he already is.â
A slow smile spreads across Mickâs face. âTogether,â he repeats, reaching out to take your hand and give it a squeeze.
You squeeze back reassuringly. âAlways together. You and me, just like when we were kids. Weâre a team, remember?â
Mick nods, the brightness returning to his eyes. He seems lighter now, the melancholy cloud lifted by your words of encouragement.
On impulse, you throw your arms around him again, nearly knocking him over with the force of your hug. Mick laughs delightedly, squeezing you just as tightly.
âThank you, Y/N. I needed to hear that from you,â he murmurs shakily into your hair.
You pull back just enough to grin at him cheekily. âWhat are little sisters for?â
Mick lets out a surprised bark of laughter, warmth and affection shining from every part of his expression as he gazes at you fondly. âYouâll always be my little sis, champion or not.â
Itâs your turn to laugh, swatting at his chest playfully. âWell this little sis just kicked your ass this season, so show some respect!â
Mickâs eyes crinkle with mirth. âIâll remember that for next year, believe me.â
***
Itâs a crisp autumn evening at the Schumacher family home in the Swiss Alps. Youâre curled up on the plush couch in the living room, flipping through a magazine while your brother paces back and forth anxiously.
âWill you please sit down?â You ask, eyeing him over the top of the pages. âYouâre making me dizzy.â
Mick runs a hand through his tousled blond hair. âSorry, Iâm just ⌠worked up, I guess.â
You set the magazine aside. âAbout what? We havenât had a race in weeks.â
He stops his pacing to face you. âYou know the seasonâs almost over, right? And Haas still hasnât said anything about re-signing me for next year.â
âOh, Mick.â You offer him a sympathetic look. âIâm sure itâs just a matter of time. Youâve had a solid season.â
Mick flops down next to you, deflating a little. âI donât know. There are so many other options on the table. What if Haas decides to go a different direction?â
âThen youâll find another seat,â you say firmly. âAny team would be lucky to have you behind the wheel.â
He manages a half-smile. âThanks. I just wish I had your confidence sometimes.â
âWhat can I say?â You flash him a cheeky grin. âItâs a gift.â
The peaceful moment is shattered as both of your phones start ringing in unison. You exchange a puzzled look before digging them out.
âMy manager,â Mick says, furrowing his brow as he answers. âHello?â
You do the same, pressing the phone to your ear. âHey, Nicolas, whatâs up?â
For the next few minutes, you and Mick are silent, listening intently with rapidly changing expressions â yours elated, his crestfallen. When you finally hang up, Mick is staring at the floor, lips pressed into a tight line.
âWell?â He asks, voice tight. âDonât keep me in suspense.â
You take a deep breath, trying to tamp down your surging excitement. âFerrari wants me for next season.â
Mickâs face falls even further, if possible. âYouâre kidding.â
âI wouldnât joke about this!â You canât keep the grin from overtaking your features. âCan you believe it? Driving for the Scuderia! Itâs a dream come true!â
âYeah, for you maybe,â Mick mutters darkly.
You blink at his tone, smile fading slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He drags a hand down his face wearily. âHaas declined to re-sign me for next year.â
The words hit you like a punch to the gut. âWhat? No, that canât be right!â
âAfraid so.â Mickâs voice is flat, resigned. âThey said something about ⌠needing to bring in fresh blood or some bullshit excuse.â
You scoot closer, placing a comforting hand on his arm. âMick, Iâm so sorry. Thatâs awful.â
âDonât be.â He tries for a nonchalant shrug, but it comes off as dejected. âAt least one of us is moving up in the world.â
âYeah, but at what cost?â You protest. âWeâre teammates! We were supposed to take on Formula 1 together!â
Mick snorts humorlessly. âLooks like thatâs not going to happen after all.â
An uncomfortable silence stretches between you. You open your mouth, searching for the right words of reassurance, but come up empty. How can you comfort him when your own dream has come true at his expense?
âHey.â Mickâs somber tone breaks the quiet. âIâm happy for you, you know. Really, I am.â
You meet his sincere gaze, feeling your eyes start to well up. âI know. But that doesnât make this any less shitty for you.â
He manages a rueful smile. âWhat can I say? Iâm a realist.â
âSo what are you going to do now?â You ask quietly.
Mick lets out a heavy sigh, leaning back against the couch cushions. âKeep grinding, I guess. Look for another seat, any seat, even if itâs not in F1 next season.â
âYou canât give up on F1!â You protest instantly. âYouâre too good for that, Mick.â
âAm I, though?â He lets out a mirthless chuckle. âFace it, Y/N, youâve always been the better driver. This just proves it.â
You shake your head adamantly. âThatâs not true at all! Youâre every bit as talented as me.â
âThen why did Ferrari pick you instead of me?â Thereâs no accusation in his words, just weariness.
You falter, mind churning as you search for an answer that wonât come. âI ⌠donât know.â
âExactly.â Mick closes his eyes briefly. âMaybe itâs for the best. At least this way, one of us still gets to live out the Schumacher legacy and race for Ferrari. Carry on the family name, you know?â
âBut youâre a Schumacher too,â you say, feeling your throat start to tighten with unshed tears. âIt should be both of us out there, not just me.â
Mick reaches over to give your hand a comforting squeeze. âHey, donât cry about it. Iâll be okay, really.â
âHow can you be so calm about this?â You swipe angrily at the moisture gathering in your eyes. âItâs not fair, Mick. Itâs just not fair at all.â
He levels you with a look thatâs decades older than his years. âLife rarely is. You know that as well as I do.â
You fall silent, unable to formulate a response. Heâs right, you realize with a pang. The two of you, of all people, should understand that success and failure often go hand-in-hand, even for the most talented competitors.
Pursing your lips, you lean forward and pull Mick into a fierce hug. He tenses for a split second before wrapping his arms around you tightly.
âIâm still so proud of you,â you murmur into the crook of his neck. âNo matter what happens, youâll always be my incredible big brother.â
Mick lets out a shaky exhale against your hair. âAnd youâre the most badass little sister a guy could ask for. Ferrari has no idea what theyâre in for.â
You pull back just far enough to meet his eyes, emboldened by the warm affection shining in them.
âJust promise me one thing?â You ask.
He arches an eyebrow quizzically. âWhatâs that?â
A mischievous grin tugs at your lips. âThat youâre not going to take it easy on me whenever youâre back on the grid.â
***
You take a deep breath as you pull your sleek new Ferrari up to the iconic factory in Maranello. This place holds so many memories â some joyful, others bittersweet. Your father cemented himself as a legend here, and you canât help but feel the weight of that legacy on your shoulders now more than ever.
The door swings open and there stands Fred Vasseur offering you a warm smile. âY/N, welcome home.â
You return the smile, unable to mask the flood of emotions. âItâs good to be back, Fred.â
He gestures for you to follow him inside. âIâm sure this place brings back quite a few memories.â
âYou have no idea,â you murmur, taking in the familiar sights and smells. The rosso corsa that coats every surface, the scent of machinery and high-octane fuel ⌠itâs intoxicating.
A tiny you runs through the hallways, giggling madly as your frantic mother tries to catch up. âMick! Y/N! Get back here this instant!â
Mick peeks out from behind a workbench, sticking his tongue out at Gina, who playfully swats at him. You spot the perfect hiding spot â a massive green recycling bin tucked in the corner ...
âY/N? Are you still with me?â Fredâs voice breaks you from your reverie.
You shake your head. âSorry, got a bit lost in thought there. This place just ⌠feels like stepping into the past.â
Fred nods knowingly. âI can only imagine. But today is about your future with the team.â He leads you through the winding corridors, pointing out various departments. âOver here is aerodynamics, that hallway takes you to the design labs ...â
âCome out, come out, wherever you are!â Your fatherâs voice echoes down the corridor, his tone playful but tinged with desperation. You stifle a giggle from your hiding spot as his footsteps draw closer.
âMichael, any luck?â Thatâs Paolo, one of the mechanics. You chance a peek and see half the team has been enlisted to search for you.
Your dad scrubs a hand over his face. âSheâs too good at this game. Shouldâve known better than to play hide-and-seek in a place this size.â
You chuckle softly at the memory, prompting a curious look from Fred. âSorry, just ⌠reminiscing again.â
He gives you an easy grin. âBy all means, feel free to share. Iâd love to hear some of those old stories.â
You take a breath, composing yourself before launching into the tale. âWell, there was this one time when I was maybe ⌠four or five? Mick and I were causing an unholy ruckus as usual, and Papa suggested a game of hide-and-seek to wear us out. Big mistake on his part.â
Fredâs eyes crinkle with amusement. âLet me guess, you proved to be a master hider?â
âYou could say that.â You grin mischievously. âI found this big recycling bin, crawled inside, and stayed completely silent while the whole team tore the place apart looking for me. Papa was just about to call in the overalls for backup when Paolo finally peeked in the bin.â
Fred throws his head back with a hearty laugh. âI can just picture your poor fatherâs face when they found you! He mustâve been both relieved and completely exasperated.â
You nod. âOh, he wore that particular blend of emotions often when we were young terrors around here.â
The two of you continue chatting amicably as Fred shows you around the various facilities â the simulator room, the engine workshop, even the gym and physiotherapy center. With each new area unveiled, another flood of nostalgia washes over you.
You and Mick sprint into the wide-open workshop, engines and miscellaneous car pieces scattered all around. Gina is closing in, her longer legs giving her an advantage.
âGot you now, you little gremlins!â She scoops Mick up with one arm, then turns her sights on you.
You let out a shriek of laughter, dodging around a massive piece of equipment as your mother joins the chase. âCome here, Maus! Itâs time for your nap!â
You shake your head furiously. âNo nap! No nap!â
Corinnaâs hand finally snags the back of your shirt, and you erupt into a fit of giggles as she pulls you into a hug ...
âThatâs some smile youâve got going there,â Fred notes with a wry grin. âI take it another happy memory?â
You give an embarrassed laugh. âYeah, you could say that. Just ⌠remembering how this place used to be our personal jungle gym. Mick, Gina, and I would run absolute loops around Mama while she tried to wrangle us for nap time.â
Fred chuckles fondly. âI can picture three tiny terrors leaving chaos in their wake.â His expression softens. âIt must be incredibly special to be back here after all these years. To follow in your fatherâs footsteps like this.â
You swallow hard against the swell of emotions. âItâs ⌠overwhelming, if Iâm being honest. But in the best possible way.â You glance around at the familiar setting with new eyes. âThese halls practically raised me. And now ⌠now I get to write my own chapter here.â
Fred gives your shoulder an affectionate squeeze. âYouâve got a long road ahead, but I have complete faith youâll make us all proud, Y/N.â
You straighten your shoulders, giving him a determined nod. âIâm ready.â
As you follow him further into the factory, you canât help but revel in the rush of coming full circle. Yes, this team, this place, is indelibly woven into your childhood. But now ⌠now itâs time to create new memories.
To race.
To win.
To become a legend.
***
The crowd outside the Ferrari headquarters swells as you emerge from the famous red doors for the first time as an official Scuderia Ferrari driver. Shouts and cheers erupt from every direction, fans pressing forward eagerly with pens and photos clutched in their hands.
âOver here, Y/N!â
âUn selfie, per favore!â
âCan you sign this for my daughter?â
You plaster on a polite smile, trying to graciously oblige as many autograph and photo requests as possible. But the throngs only grow more insistent, hands grabbing at you from all angles as the crowd closes in. Your heart races and you feel yourself starting to panic at the lack of personal space.
âPer favore, let her breathe!â An insistent voice cuts through the commotion in lightly accented Italian.
The crowd parts slightly as a familiar, lean figure pushes through â your new teammate. His green eyes meet yours with a reassuring look as he plants himself firmly by your side.
âGive her some space!â Charles barks out in English this time. âShe canât breathe!â
You shoot him a grateful glance as the fans reluctantly take a step back. Charles gently takes your arm and pulls you out of the scrum.
âSorry about that,â he says with an apologetic smile, running a hand through his tousled brown hair. âI know how intense they can be around here.â
âNo, thank you,â you reply earnestly. âI was about two seconds away from an anxiety attack.â
Charles chuckles. âWell, we canât have the new driver cracking under pressure on day one.â
You make a face at his teasing remark. âWatch it, pretty boy.â
Laughing, Charles puts his arm around your shoulders in a friendly gesture. âCome on, I know just the place to escape the madness for a bit. Dinnerâs on me.â
He guides you across the plaza and down a side street to a cozy trattoria â Ristorante Montana, known as the unofficial âFerrari restaurantâ frequented by team members. As you enter, a stout woman with a warm, welcoming smile emerges from the back.
âAh, Charles! Welcome back. And this must be ...â Her eyes widen as they land on you. âOh, la piccola principessa is all grown up!â
Flustered, you open your mouth to respond, but the woman has already swept you up in a tight embrace.
âRossella, youâre smothering the poor girl!â A elderly manâs voice calls out in amused rebuke.
âHush, Maurizio, and pour us some wine!â Rossella releases you and holds you at armâs length, beaming. âMichaelâs little girl, all woman now. Iâll never forget the first time your father brought you in here as a bambina.â
She gestures to a framed photo hanging on the wall of a much younger Rossella standing next to Michael, who is holding a grinning toddler â unmistakably you.
âHe was so proud,â Rossella continues misty-eyed. âJust like I know he would be of you today, following in your fatherâs footsteps.â
You swallow hard, touched by the warm welcome and memory. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Charles watching you with a soft smile.
Rossella shifts gears abruptly, all business. âNow, what will you two have? The usual for you, Charles? And for you, la principessa, I insist you try the gnocchi al ragĂş. Just like my nonna used to make it.â
As Rossella whisks off to the kitchen, Maurizio appears with a bottle of deep red wine and two glasses.
âTo new beginnings,â he toasts with a wink, pouring for you and Charles.
You raise your glass to clink against Charlesâ with a smile. âNew beginnings.â
Over pasta and wine, you and Charles fall into an easy rapport, bantering back and forth as the weight of the eveningâs earlier stress dissipates. You find yourself repeatedly distracted by the dimpled grin that lights up his face whenever he laughs at one of your quips.
âSo is this a regular hazing ritual you put all the rookies through?â You ask innocently. âGet them away from the crowds and ply them with wine so theyâre too drunk to be nervous on day one?â
Charles barks out a laugh. âYouâve found me out! Although I do seem to recall my own initiation being a lot harder. Maybe Iâm going soft in my old age.â
âOld age? Youâre what âŚ12?â You retort, eyes dancing with mirth.
The waiter arrives with the dessert menu, but Rossella shoos him away.
âNo, no menu. Iâm bringing you the tiramisu to share. My secret recipe.â
Charles groans in delight. âYouâre a legend, Rossella.â
She pats his cheek affectionately before disappearing again. A comfortable silence falls between you and Charles as you each take a bite of the rich, velvety tiramisu.
âMmmm, this is literally heaven,â you murmur happily.
Charles hums in agreement around another forkful.
Your eyes catch movement out of the corner and you turn to see Rossella returning, carrying a large framed photo under her arm. She sets it down on the empty chair next to you with a proud grin.
Itâs a glamor shot of you from a recent photoshoot for Vogue Italia â hair and makeup impeccable, lips parted in a secret smile as you gaze directly at the camera.
Rossella rests a hand on your shoulder. âFor me, bellissima? So we can hang la principessa right next to il padre.â
Touched, you take the proffered sharpie and scribble out a quick inscription before signing your name with a flourish at the bottom.
âGrazie mille,â Rossella breathes, throwing an arm around you to squeeze you against her ample frame. âYouâve made this old heart very happy tonight.â
When she finally releases you, you see Charles watching you both with a soft, almost wistful expression. You raise your eyebrows at him in question, but he just shakes his head with a smile.
As you and Charles prepare to depart, Rossella calls out once more. âYou come back soon, eh principessa? I have more pictures to collect.â
You throw her a wink over your shoulder. âDâaccordo, dâaccordo. Weâll be back soon!â
Out on the street, you pause, conscious of the evening rapidly drawing to a close. You turn to Charles, studying him properly for the first time. His deep green eyes crinkle at the corners as he meets your gaze.
âThank you,â you say sincerely. âReally. I donât know what I would have done if you hadnât swooped in to rescue me back there.â
Charles shrugs nonchalantly, but his expression is kind. âWe look out for our own in Ferrari. Thatâs what teammates are for, no?â
A beat passes, the momentary tension thickening between you. Then Charles seems to catch himself, clearing his throat.
âAnyway, I should let you get going before your handlers send out a search party. Need me to call you a car?â
âNo, no Iâm good,â you reply quickly, trying to mask your disappointment at the night ending. âMy performance coach has the car around front.â
You start to turn away, then impulsively pivot back. Rising up on your toes, you throw your arms around Charlesâ neck and pull him in for a brief, platonic hug.
âSeriously, thank you,â you murmur in his ear. âFor everything.â
As you pull back, your faces are just inches apart. Charlesâ eyes are warm, his gaze intense. For a dizzying moment, youâre certain heâs going to kiss you. Then just as suddenly, the moment passes and he steps back with a friendly smile.
âAnytime, princesse. Iâll see you bright and early next week for our first time running the SF-23 on the simulator.â
With a wink, he turns and saunters off down the street, hands shoved in his pockets in that effortlessly cool way of his. You let out a long breath, flustered and exhilarated all at once.
Your performance coach has indeed been waiting with the car, looking mildly concerned. âEverything alright?â
You flash her a bright smile, practically skipping to the car. âIt is now, Mara. It absolutely is.â
Your first day as a Ferrari driver was certainly more than you bargained for. But as you settle into the plush leather seats, you canât wipe the silly grin off your face. Something tells you this new chapter with the Scuderia is going to be an adventure â in more ways than one.
As Mara pulls away from the curb, you catch a final glimpse of Charles striding confidently down the street. Even from a distance, you can make out the dimpled smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
Leaning back against the headrest, you think back to the memory of his arm slung casually around your shoulders and sigh contentedly. Yes, you have a feeling this is just the beginning of whatâs shaping up to be a very interesting partnership with Charles Leclerc.
***
Sebastian looks over the wine list, pretending to be engrossed in selecting the perfect vintage as he peers over the top of the menu. His eyes are fixated on the entrance to the upscale Italian restaurant, waiting for Charles and you to arrive.
This had better work, he thinks to himself. The two of you have been making googly eyes at each other for months now, but are both too stubborn to make a move.
Finally, the hostess leads Charles and you into the dining room. Sebastian ducks down, pulling the brim of his fedora lower over his face and adjusting the fake mustache heâs wearing as a disguise. He watches as the hostess shows Charles and you to an intimate table for two by the window, the soft glow of candlelight illuminating your faces.
âThere must be some mistake,â Charles says, looking around in confusion. âI was under the impression we were meeting Sebastian here for dinner?â
You look equally perplexed. âThatâs what he told me too. He said to meet at 8 oâclock sharp.â
âWell this is just awkward,â Charles runs a hand through his tousled hair. âShould we wait for him or ...â
Before you can respond, the waiter arrives with a basket of bread and butter. âGood evening, my name is Gerardo and Iâll be your server tonight. Can I start you off with something to drink?â
âActually, weâre still waiting on-â Charles begins, but the waiter cuts him off.
âAh yes, Mr. Vettel asked me to inform you that he will be unable to join this evening after all. A last minute obligation came up. He insisted I take excellent care of you both and that the evening is on his treat.â Gerardo smiles broadly. âSo what will you have to drink?â
Sebastian smirks to himself at his cleverly orchestrated ruse from his secluded table in the back corner. He watches with bated breath as a flustered Charles and you exchange an awkward look.
âIâll have a glass of Chianti,â you say finally, breaking the tension.
âMake that two,â Charles adds with a resigned sigh.
As Gerardo heads off to grab your drinks, an uncomfortable silence falls over the table. âYou know, we donât have to stay if you donât want to,â Charles says, ever the gentleman. âIâm sure thereâs been some misunderstanding.â
âDonât be silly,â you reply, offering him a warm smile that makes Sebastianâs heart melt a little. âIt would be rude to ruin the evening Sebastian so carefully planned, even if heâs not actually here to enjoy it.â
Charles visibly relaxes at your acceptance of the situation. âYouâre right, of course. If itâs a free dinner, we would be fools to turn that down!â
You both share a laugh, finally breaking the ice. Sebastian feels a swell of pride watching the two of you start to let your guards down around each other.
Over the next hour or so, Sebastian is delighted to see Charles and you become more at ease, trading jokes and stories over several delectable courses of pasta, veal, and freshly baked focaccia. Heâs never seen either of you look so lighthearted and carefree, nor has he witnessed two people connect on such an organic, genuine level before. Itâs positively magical to behold.
Gerardo arrives once more, this time bearing a decadent slice of torta della nonna for you to share for dessert. âCompliments of the house,â he announces with a wink before departing.
You immediately dig into the lemony confection with gusto. âOh my god, this is dangerously good,â you moan through a mouthful of pastry cream and flaky crust.
Charles tries and fails to stifle a laugh at your unabashed enthusiasm. âYouâve got a little ...â he gestures vaguely at the corners of your mouth.
âWhat? Where?â You ask, attempting to wipe the stray crumbs and smears of powdered sugar from your cheeks.
âHere, let me,â Charles says softly, reaching across the table with his cloth napkin.
Sebastian watches with bated breath, his heart pounding in his chest, as Charles tenderly swipes the napkin along your lips, his thumb grazing your cheek in the process. The moment seems to last an eternity, the two of you locked in each otherâs smoldering gaze.
Then, ever so slowly, Charles leans across the table towards you. Sebastian can scarcely breathe as he witnesses the magnetic pull drawing the two of you together. This is it, this is finally happening, he marvels silently.
Sebastian lets out an inadvertent yelp of glee and instantly slaps his hands over his mouth. A table of nearby diners turns to gawk at the strange mustached man.
âAhem, sorry! Hairball,â Sebastian rasps out in a terrible Italian accent. He slinks down in the booth, burning with embarrassment as the other patrons slowly turn away with disgusted looks.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Charles and you also turn towards the commotion, the heated moment effectively ruined. Damn it, he was so close!
You and Charles eventually turn back towards each other, the awkwardness having returned. âWe should, uh, probably ask for the check soon,â Charles mumbles, unable to meet your eyes.
âYeah, Iâve got an early training session in the morning anyway,â you reply, the disappointment evident in your voice as you stare down at the table.
Inwardly cursing his rotten luck, Sebastian motions for the bill and slips his black credit card into the folder when Gerardo brings it. He knows the only way to redeem this night is to insist you and Charles stay for one more drink. Maybe add a little more wine confidence to help reignite that spark you both nearly combusted over just moments ago.
As Gerardo whisks away to process Sebastianâs payment, the older German steels his nerves. He removes his ridiculous disguise, straightens his tie, and makes his way over to your table with purpose.
âWell, well, what do we have here?â Sebastian asks with an exaggerated wink as he reaches you. âIt appears Mr. Leclerc and Miss Schumacher were stood up this evening. For shame!â
âAh, Seb!â Charles laughs in surprise at seeing his friend and former teammate. âWe should have known you were behind this madness.â
You roll your eyes good-naturedly. âYouâre a menace! I canât believe you tricked us like that.â
Sebastian claps his hands together and flashes you both a devilish grin. âWhat can I say? Iâm a hopeless romantic who cannot abide two clearly smitten people tiptoeing around each other any longer. Now, Gerardo is going to bring you the finest Barolo they have, on my dime, and you are going to remedy this sexual tension situation once and for all over another bottle or three!â
Charles opens his mouth to protest, but you laugh delightedly and nod towards Sebastian. âYou know what, I could go for another drink. What do you say, Charles?â
The older Ferrari driver seems to wilt under the weight of your brilliant smile, Sebastian canât fault the man for that. âAh, what the hell,â Charles shrugs, throwing his arm around the back of your chair. âLetâs see where this night takes us!â
Sebastian settles in, pouring you all generous glasses of the deep ruby wine when Gerardo delivers it. He may be getting on in years, but his matchmaking job has only just begun. One way or another, heâs determined to ensure his two protĂŠgĂŠs quit stumbling over each other and finally discover the romance thatâs been blossoming under their noses all along.
Sipping his wine, Sebastian gazes at you and Charles, sees the tenderness flickering in both your eyes as you lean in closer together over the candlelight. He smiles contentedly to himself.
Mission accomplished.
***
The paddock is mostly deserted at this late hour, the muffled sounds of the teams packing up drifting in from the garages. You linger near the Ferrari motorhome, watching Charles sitting alone on a stack of tires, shoulders slumped. Heâs been increasingly withdrawn these past few days leading up to the Japanese Grand Prix.
You approach slowly, not wanting to startle him. âCharles? You okay?â
He looks up, managing a small smile when he sees you. âHey, mon amour.â
Thereâs a weariness to his voice that tugs at your heart. You take a seat beside him, letting your arm brush against his in a subtle show of support. âTalk to me. Whatâs going on?â
Charles is silent for a long moment, pulling his helmet off and turning it over in his hands. âItâs Suzuka,â he finally says, so softly you have to lean in to hear him. âBeing back here ⌠itâs difficult.â
Your brow furrows. Right, this is where Jules Bianchi crashed, his accident eventually proving fatal. Charles had been incredibly close with his mentor and godfather. âI canât even imagine how painful this must be.â You cover his hand with yours. âHaving to race on the same track ...â
âI relive that day over and over.â Charlesâs accented voice is thick with emotion. âI can still see the footage of his car slamming into the crane, like itâs burned into my mind. He was my friend, my godfather, like a brother to me. And now every year, I have to come back to this place that took him from us far too soon.â He squeezes his eyes shut, a stray tear escaping.
âOh, Charles ...â You wrap your arm around his shoulders, pulling him close. His body is rigid at first before melting against you, and he buries his face in the crook of your neck. You hold him tightly as his breath hitches with suppressed sobs, your own eyes stinging. How many times has he bottled up this grief, putting on a brave face for the world?
âIâm so sorry,â you murmur, stroking his back. âI canât imagine the pain youâve carried all these years. But Jules wouldnât want you torturing yourself like this.â You pull away enough to frame his face with your hands, meeting his reddened eyes. âHeâd want you to keep living, to keep pursuing your dream that he helped nurture. Heâd be so proud of everything youâve accomplished.â
Charles manages a watery smile, covering one of your hands with his. âYouâre right. Thank you, chĂŠrie. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â He leans in, resting his forehead against yours with a shuddering sigh. âI just miss him so much some days. Like an ache I canât shake.â
âI know.â You brush away the dampness on his cheeks with your thumbs. âBelieve me, I understand that ache all too well.â
A crease forms between Charlesâs brows as he regards you intently. âYour papa.â
You give a solemn nod. âEveryone talks about him like heâs gone. But heâs not, heâs still here, still breathing. Itâs just ⌠heâs not the same man I grew up with anymore.â You blink back tears of your own. âSometimes Iâll see flashes that remind me so much of how Papa used to be. And then that illusion is shattered and Iâm grieving all over again for the person he was.â
Charlesâ arms wrap around you fully, tucking your head under his chin. âI canât imagine how hard that must be. Seeing those glimpses of the man he was, only to have that hope ripped away.â He presses his lips to the crown of your head. âYouâre the strongest person I know.â
You let out a choked laugh. âYeah, definitely doesnât feel like it most days.â Pulling away, you try for a smile. âBut we Schumachers are fighters. We donât stay down for long.â
âThatâs my girl.â Charles grins, cupping your face and brushing his thumb over your cheekbone. âIâm lucky to have you by my side through all of this craziness. I donât know what Iâd do without your support, especially this weekend.â
âAre you kidding?â You turn to fully face him, clasping his hands in yours. âCharles, youâve been my rock too, you know that? Signing with Ferrari this year, following in my fatherâs footsteps ⌠the pressure has been immense. But youâve never let me crumble under it. Youâre always there with a laugh or a hug or some silly joke to make me smile even on the hardest days.â
Charlesâs grin turns lopsided, eyes crinkling at the corners in that way that always makes your heart flutter. âWell, someone has to keep that ego of yours from inflating too much, future champion.â He leans in until his lips are a mere breath from yours. âBut in all seriousness, weâre in this together, okay? No matter what the future holds, Iâll always have your back.â
âI know,â you murmur, feeling his words like a soothing balm over the parts of your heart still aching for your father as you once knew him. âAnd Iâll always have yours. Weâre a team, on and off the track.â You close the distance between you, kissing him deeply.
Charles returns the kiss with fervor, his fingers threading through your hair to hold you close. The worries plaguing you both seem to temporarily fade into the background amid the warmth and solidity of his embrace. When you finally break apart, breathless, his emerald gaze holds an intensity that steals the air from your lungs in the best way.
âJe tâaime,â he murmurs, the endearment like a vow falling from his lips. âNo matter what happens out there tomorrow, or any other race day, that will never change. You and me against the world, princesse.â
You flash him a coy smile, feeling desire begin to simmer low in your belly. âIs that a promise, Mr. Leclerc?â
âMmm, I can make it one if youâd like.â Charles waggles his eyebrows, making you giggle as his hands roam freely over your back and sides, pulling you flush against him. His voice drops to a husky whisper. âMaybe I can find more convincing ways to pledge my devotion once weâre back at the hotel.â
âI definitely wouldnât be opposed to that,â you say breathily, leaning in to nip at his lower lip in a way that makes him groan. âThough if memory serves, I seem to recall you saying something about honoring the teamâs curfew tonight?â You trail openmouthed kisses along the sharp line of his jaw. âWouldnât want to be ⌠sleep deprived before the race.â
Charlesâs fingers flex against your hips as he lets out a shuddering breath. âYouâre really testing my willpower here.â
âPayback for all those times youâve tortured me.â You punctuate the statement with a sharp nip to the sensitive skin below his ear, making him jerk against you with a strangled sound. Pulling back, you smirk at the glazed look in his eyes. âWhatâs the matter? Cat got your tongue?â
He blinks slowly, then his gaze narrows in a way that makes heat flare across your skin. âOh, youâre going to pay for that later.â His voice is low, almost a growl that sends a shiver of anticipation down your spine.
âI look forward to it.â You lean in until your lips are nearly brushing his again.
âTease,â Charles accuses, though his kiss quickly swallows any further retort.
You lose yourself in the press of his mouth, the exploring glide of his hands over your body, the undeniable chemistry that still sometimes takes your breath away. When you finally break apart, gasping for air, you stay wrapped in each otherâs arms, foreheads resting together.
âThank you,â Charles murmurs after a long beat of comfortable silence. âFor always knowing how to pull me out of my own head. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âThatâs what partners are for,â you say simply, brushing back the silken strands of chestnut hair falling over his forehead. His eyes are so warm, so full of love and adoration, you feel it envelop you like a cozy blanket. âIâll always be here to lean on, just like you are for me.â
Charles catches your hand, pressing a lingering kiss to your palm. âAnd Iâm grateful for that every single day. Facing the good times and bad, together.â His thumb strokes over your knuckles. âI know Suzuka will never be easy, not with the weight of the memories here. But you make the burden feel lighter. Like no matter what, Iâll be okay as long as I have you by my side.â
You lean in, brushing a featherlight kiss across his lips. âAlways. No matter what the future holds, youâre stuck with me, Leclerc.â
A slow, utterly content smile spreads across his face. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â He steals another lingering kiss before glancing toward the pit area, where the last few stragglers are packing up for the night. âAs much as Iâd love to keep you all to myself, I suppose we should try to get some rest before tomorrow.â
Sliding off the tire stack, he offers you his hand, that warm gleam still dancing in his forest-colored eyes. âThough maybe we could indulge in a long, hot shower first? You know, to ⌠unwind after such an emotionally draining evening.â
You raise an eyebrow at his transparent attempt at nonchalance, but canât help a smirk from tugging at your lips. âWhy, Mr. Leclerc, are you propositioning me?â
âWould that be so terrible?â He tugs you into his arms, leaving a trail of teasing kisses along your jaw. âAfter all, we did have quite the ⌠charged conversation just now. Iâd hate for all that pent-up tension to distract us on track tomorrow.â
You let out a breathless giggle as his wandering hands and lips leave tingles across your skin. âWell, when you put it that way ⌠I suppose a nice, relaxing shower could be just what we need to clear our heads.â Looping your arms around his neck, you meet his heated gaze through lowered lashes. âLead the way, liebling.â
Charlesâ responding grin is nothing short of wolfish. âWith pleasure.â Scooping you up in his arms, he heads for the parking lot at a swift pace, leaving the weight of Suzuka and its ghosts behind for the night.
***
The roar of the crowd is deafening as you bring your Ferrari across the finish line, tires smoking from the incredible pace. Your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio, congratulating you, but the words are drowned out by the thunderous cheers echoing around the Autodromo Nazionale Monza.
You can hardly believe it. Your first season with the Scuderia and youâve just won the Italian Grand Prix â on the hallowed ground that your father once ruled. The sea of fans decked out in red is a sight to behold, celebrating wildly as you complete the cool-down lap.
Pulling into parc fermĂŠ, you kill the engine, the high-pitched whine slowly dying away. Undoing the straps, you clamber out, still trying to process what just happened. This is really real.
âYou!â
The familiar voice makes you turn. Itâs Charles, beaming from ear-to-ear despite settling for second place today. He pulls you into a massive hug, squeezing you tightly.
âI canât believe you just did that! Amazing drive!â
You laugh, giddy with joy and adrenaline. âI still canât believe it either! Everything just ⌠clicked.â
âThatâs putting it mildly,â Charles chuckles, ruffling your sweat-damp hair. âYou were incredible out there. Absolutely brilliant.â
Hearing the praise from your boyfriend means everything. You know how hard heâs worked, how much heâs sacrificed to get this far. And heâs still your biggest supporter.
The two of you finally pull apart as the rest of the team makes their presence known, congratulating you with bearhugs and massive pats on the back. You did it â you brought the victory home for Ferrari at the Temple of Speed.
After the chaos of the post-race celebrations dies down a little, itâs time for the podium ceremony. You canât wait to stand up there, basking in the adulation of the wildly passionate Tifosi. As you make your way out with Charles and the third place finisher, the crowdâs cheers swell to a new eardrum-bursting level.
Climbing the steps, you take your spot on the top level, heart racing as you look out over the endless sea of fans. The air is filled with brilliant red smoke, passionate flag-wavers creating mesmerizing patterns. Youâve seen Grands Prix in Italy before, but being up here, having actually won â itâs on another level entirely.
Speeches are made, anthems are played, and then itâs time to crack open the podium champagne. As the bottles are picked up, a rolling chant starts building in the grandstands:
âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
The sound shakes you to your core. Tears instantly spring to your eyes.
Charles, beside you on the second step, grins and nudges you. âListen to them! Youâve done it â youâve made them fall in love with you just like they did with your father.â
Looking down at him with misty eyes, you mouth, âThank you,â so overwhelmed that you canât speak. He slips an arm around your waist, pulling you close. The two of you share a soft kiss as the chanting grows louder and louder.
As you pull back, gazing out over the surging tide of humanity, faces beaming up at you in adoration, it finally sinks in. This moment â winning at Monza for Ferrari, with Charles by your side, the Tifosi embracing you wholeheartedly â is beyond anything you ever could have dreamed.
The emotions pour out in waves of joy and pride and disbelief. You raise your bottle high, echoing the chants and cheering your heart out to the crowd. They roar back even louder, feeding off your energy in the way that only this group of diehard fans can.
Once the champagne showers subside, giddy fans whistling at you and Charles canoodling on the podium, itâs time to head back down. But the celebrations are just getting started. The team wants to keep the party going.
On the drive over to Maranello, you find yourself sandwiched in the backseat between Charles and your race engineer, Ricky. Everyone is grinning like maniacs, high on the thrill of victory, singing drinking songs at the top of their lungs.
âSolo per lei! Principessa di Monza!â Ricky bellows, gently elbowing you. The rest join in, filling the car with the chant of âOnly for her! Princess of Monza!â You canât stop giggling, leaning into Charles, deliriously happy.
Once you finally roll up to the factory, the party spills out of the car and into the streets. The entire workforce has turned out, waving huge Ferrari flags, beating drums and sounding air horns in celebration. Youâre immediately swarmed, being passed from hug to hug as champagne is sprayed in joyful arcs.
They finally manage to sweep you, Charles, and most of your garages inside the factory, where long banquet tables have been set up in the main hall. An enormous cheer goes up as you enter, sparkling wine sloshing from hastily poured glasses all around you.
The meal that follows is a total blur â amazing food, flowing alcohol, raucous toasts, and the happiest pandemonium youâve ever witnessed. You keep getting tugged from conversation to conversation, everyone wanting to hear how the race played out from your lips. Charles sticks by your side the whole time, looking on with sheer pride.
At one point, you end up going shot for shot with Fred Vasseur, the team principal pouring vodka like his job depends on it. âLa mia principessa!â He chuckles, his eyes sparkling with unshed tears of joy. âYouâve made us all so proud today!â
He hoists his glass. âTo our Princess! The Princess of Monza!â
The chant starts up again all around you. âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
You beam at them all, squeezing Fredâs hand. No words can describe this feeling, being embraced so completely by your team â your family. This is what youâve dreamed about since you were a little girl. Following in your fatherâs footsteps, bringing glory to Ferrari, carrying on the legend.
The party rages on long into the night. At some point, you lose track of time completely, delirious with exhaustion from the whirlwind of emotion.
You come around for a moment, blinking in the dim glow of the factory lights. Thereâs quiet rumbles of laughter around you, echoing off the walls. Looking around blearily, you realize youâve been tucked into a makeshift bed fashioned from a pile of Ferrari t-shirts, nestled in one of the car assembly spaces.
Charles is there too, cradled against your side, one arm wrapped protectively around you. The rest of the team â your PR officers, engineers, mechanics, everyone â is strewn about in similar nests, all of them totally conked out.
With a contented sigh, you snuggle deeper into Charlesâ embrace, feeling his lips brush the top of your head. This bizarre, wonderful scene seems to encapsulate everything about being part of the Ferrari family. Itâs chaotic and overwhelming and unlike anything else in the world.
But most of all, itâs home.
As you start to drift back to sleep, savoring the lingering scent of champagne and motor oil, one final chant echoes in your head:
La principessa di Monza.
La principessa di Ferrari.
***
11 Months Later
The last few laps feel like theyâre happening in slow motion. Every turn, every gear shift, every tiny input to the steering wheel is magnified tenfold as the circuits count down. The pressure is immense, but youâve been here before. You can do this.
âStay calm, stay focused,â your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio. âThe calculations look good. Just bring it home steady.â
Nodding to yourself, you downshift entering the stadium section, the roar of the massive crowd surrounding the AutĂłdromo Hermanos RodrĂguez swelling in your ears. This is it â your chance to join the likes of motorsportâs greatest heroes by winning the Formula 1 World Championship.
Your first victory at Monza, being crowned the âPrincipessa di Ferrariâ by the adoring Tifosi, was a dream come true. But this ⌠this is what youâve worked towards since you were old enough to understand what your father achieved. To etch your name into the history books forever.
The laps tick by agonizingly. Every time the pitboard comes into view, your heart rate spikes. But youâve got a comfortable gap to second place, managing the race perfectly. Just a few more corners now.
âFinal lap, final lap,â your engineer calls out. âLooking brilliant. Stay comfortable and youâve got this!â
You suck in a deep breath to steady your nerves. Out of the sweeping Curve 3 and onto the pit straight, the crowdâs thunderous cheers are reaching fever pitch. You can see the seas of red-clad fans absolutely losing their minds, knowing the woman they idolize is about to achieve immortality.
Crossing the finish line, you finally let out the breath youâve been holding for what feels like ages. The emotion is overwhelming â a combination of pure elation, disbelief, and total exhaustion.
You did it.
World Champion at last!
You cruise around, yelling unintelligibly into the radio as the celebrations kick off around the circuit. Thereâs confetti in the air, smoke flares going off in brilliant shades of red, and a full-throated roar that could probably be heard all the way back in Europe.
Pulling into parc fermĂŠ, you switch off the car, letting the weight of the moment sink in. Tears of joy prick at your eyes as the magnitude of your achievement hits home. Ever since you were a little girl, running around watching your papa, this has been the ultimate dream for you.
And now, itâs finally happened. Youâre a World Champion. Just like him.
The first person to reach you is Charles. He comes sprinting over from his own car, bounding past the marshals without a second look. One glimpse of the huge smile plastered across his face is all it takes for you to dissolve into giggles and delirious tears.
âYou did it! You brilliant, brilliant woman, you did it!â He shouts, grabbing you up in his arms and spinning you around in a whirlwind hug.
âI canât believe it, Charles! It felt like a dream ⌠like it wasnât really happening!â
Youâre both laughing and crying at the same time, drunk on the euphoria of the moment. Clutching each other tightly, you press your foreheads together, trying in vain to compose yourselves.
âIâm so proud of you,â Charles murmurs, gazing at you with adoring eyes. âYou worked so incredibly hard for this. You deserve everything.â
Surging forward, you capture his lips in a searing, passionate kiss. For a few brief moments, the two of you are alone, lost in the depth of your emotions and your all-encompassing love for each other. Nothing else in the world matters but this perfect second frozen in time.
You finally break apart, breathless, when the rest of the team sweeps in to congratulate you. They swarm around in a laughing, whooping mass, jumping up and down, hugging, chanting your name over and over.
âTo our champion! The Queen!â
The cry comes from Antonio, one of the veteran mechanics whoâs been with the team since your papaâs days. He clasps your hands tightly, gazing at you with pride.
âSei la regina! The Queen of Ferrari!â He hollers over the raucous din, tears shining in his eyes. âJust like your father, youâll reign forever!â
Your eyes start brimming over again, overwhelmed. The tears roll down your cheeks, smearing streaks of sweat and grime from the race. But you canât stop beaming.
All at once, the rest of the crew picks up on Antonioâs declaration. Their cheers and chants coalesce into one booming refrain:
âLa Re-gi-na! La Re-gi-na!â
The sheer adulation washes over you in waves, every face beaming up at you in utter reverence. You find yourself struggling to take it all in. In a few incredible seasons, youâve elevated yourself into the realm of legend in their eyes.
Charles wraps his arms around you from behind, steadying you as your knees start to go weak. You can feel his smile radiant against your neck as he cheers and whoops right along with the rest of them.
âYou hear them?â He chuckles, kissing your temple. âItâs all for you, mia regina! My Queen.â
Hearing your love, your partner, your other half call you that sets off a fresh round of giggles and sobs. Turning in his embrace, you loop your arms around his shoulders, standing on your tiptoes to kiss him deeply.
When you finally part, you look out over the still-roaring crowd, many of them carrying elaborate signs with intricate drawings depicting you as a regal sovereign. Some have fashioned ornate crowns out of random merch and foam, holding them high. Others set off flares and smoke bombs in Ferrari red.
For a moment, their euphoric cheers fade into the background, drowned out by the pounding of your heart and the rush of blood in your ears. Closing your eyes, you let the enormity of the moment wash over you, embracing the pride and humility and disbelieving joy.
This is your coronation. The new ruler of the Scuderia â la regina di Ferrari.
âLa Regina di Ferrari! La Regina del Mondo!â
You can only chuckle in disbelief, Antonio and Ricky carefully taking your hands to hoist you up onto their shoulders in throne-like celebration. Charles is right by your side, standing vigil as your King Consort.
As the party spreads out around you, confetti and smoke filling the air, you look out across the ecstatic crowd. All you see are fervent faces, worshiping you as their new Queen of the World.
Itâs a delirious scene that you never, ever couldâve imagined. And yet it feels so natural, so right. Like you were born to be in the center of this storm of jubilation. This is your true home.
And now, youâve taken your rightful place as its ruler.
Mexico City burns long into the night in tribute to the newly-coronated Queen. Tomorrow, the party will likely continue all the way back to Maranello. But in this moment, youâre lost in the swirl of ecstasy, allowing yourself to be swept up in the currents of adoration.
La Regina di Ferrari.
La Regina del Mondo.
***
Eight Years Later
Jules can barely contain his excitement as you and Charles help him into the little red race suit. Heâs practically vibrating with energy, bouncing up and down on the balls of his feet.
âEasy there, petit coureur,â Charles chuckles, ruffling Julesâ hair affectionately. âWeâll get you suited up and on the track soon enough.â
âIâm gonna beat everyone!â Jules declares confidently. You canât help but smile at his enthusiasm.
âThatâs my boy,â you say with a wink. âJust like your Papa and me.â
Charles grins and pulls Jules into a hug. âWeâll see about that, wonât we? Todayâs just for fun though, remember? No official points or anything.â
âI know, I know,â Jules says impatiently. âBut Iâm still gonna win!â
You laugh and swing him up into your arms, peppering his face with kisses until he squeals with delight. âWhatever you say, liebling. Now letâs get you out on that track!â
The three of you make your way out to the karting circuit, hand-in-hand. You can already see a small crowd starting to form along the fences, phones and cameras at the ready. A familiar scenario, even at such a low-key local event.
âMama, Papa, look!â Jules points excitedly. âThose people want to take pictures!â
âThatâs right, schatzi,â you say gently. âYour Papa and I are pretty well known in motorsports.â
âLike movie stars?â His eyes go wide.
Charles laughs. âSomething like that, I suppose. More like ⌠really famous racecar drivers.â
âWhoa ...â Jules seems to be processing this new realization. âYouâre the best ever, right? The bestest?â
You share an amused look with Charles. âWell, weâve had our fair share of success,â you hedge.
âYour mother is a multi-time World Champion,â Charles says proudly. âAs am I. We did pretty okay, I think.â
âWoooaahh!â Jules looks absolutely awestruck, like his little mind has been blown. Itâs both adorable and bittersweet â your own child, only just now grasping the level of your accomplishments and fame.
The crowd has grown considerably by the time you reach the pit area, people pressing against the barriers in hopes of getting a glimpse of the royal family of Maranello. A small team of event staff try valiantly to keep order, but itâs a losing battle.
âExcuse me! Y/N! Can we get a photo?â
âCharles! Over here, please!â
âOh my god, is that little Jules? Heâs so cute!â
Jules clings a bit closer to you and Charles, startled by the commotion. You pull him protectively against your side.
âItâs okay,â you murmur. âJust some fans who are excited to see us.â
Charles gives the crowd a regretful smile and a small wave before ushering you both past the security team and into the pit area. The calmer, more controlled setting seems to ease Julesâ nerves.
âWhy were all those people yelling and taking pictures?â He asks with a small frown.
âLike I said, weâre pretty famous racers,â Charles explains patiently. âA lot of people know who we are and want our autographs or photos with us.â
âLike celebrities!â Jules says, the admiring light returning to his eyes.
You laugh and ruffle his hair again. âSomething like that, yeah. Your Papa and I have had a very successful racing career over the years.â
âThe best careers,â Charles amends with a wink at you. âMultiple world titles each.â
âWorld titles?â Jules looks utterly baffled by the concept. âLike ⌠the best in the whole world?â
âExactly,â you confirm, feeling that familiar swell of pride. âWe were the fastest drivers in the world, for a few years at least.â
âWhooaa ...â Jules seems torn between awe and disbelief. âYouâre like ⌠superheroes!â
You and Charles both crack up at the adorable comparison.
âI donât know if Iâd go that far,â Charles laughs, âbut I suppose to some we come pretty close, eh?â
He scoops Jules up and swings him around, making him shriek with laughter. You watch them with a content smile, suddenly aware of how blessed you are to have this life â your incredible husband, your precious son, the career successes you both achieved. Itâs more than you ever could have dreamed.
âAlright,â Papa says, setting Jules back down. âWhy donât you go grab your kart and weâll get you out on the track? Think you can take on the world champions?â
Jules gives a determined nod, that familiar fire blazing in his eyes â the same look youâve seen in your husbandâs familiar green ones a thousand times over the years. âYou bet! Iâll show you how itâs done!â
With one last hair ruffle, you send him scampering off excitedly. Charles slides an arm around your waist, pulling you close.
âHeâs something else, isnât he?â He murmurs against your temple. âSo much like us at that age. I can already tell heâs going to be a hell of a driver someday.â
You lean into his embrace with a contented sigh. âHe is ⌠and just look at how the crowd reacted to him. Heâs barely grasped that weâre famous, and now heâs already getting mobbed himself. Our little star in the making.â
Charles makes a rueful sound. âWeâre going to have to get used to that, I suppose.â
âOh, I think we can handle it,â you say lightly. âWeâve had plenty of practice being in the spotlight, after all.â
He laughs and drops a kiss to your hair. âThatâs true enough. As long as we stick together, we can get through anything.â
âExactly.â You turn in his arms to face him properly, cupping his jaw tenderly. âYou, me, Jules ⌠nothing else matters as long as we have each other.â
Charlesâ eyes are warm with devotion as he gazes down at you. âMy soulmate. My family. How did I ever get so lucky?â
He leans in to kiss you, slow and sweet, the rest of the world temporarily fading away. You lose yourself in the familiar comfort of his embrace, the love you share-
âEwww, gross! Stop kissing!â
You break apart with a laugh to find Jules making over-exaggerated gagging noises nearby.
âAnd the momentâs ruined,â Charles teases, keeping an arm looped around your waist.
You bend down to Julesâ eye level with a mock stern look. âYou just wait until youâre all grown up with a sweetheart of your own. Then youâll understand.â
He scrunches up his nose theatrically. âNever! Girls are gross!â
You and Charles share an amused look.
âIf you say so,â Charles chuckles. âNow letâs get that kart fired up.â
Julesâ entire demeanor shifts in an instant, that fierce competitiveness surfacing once again. He scrambles into the cockpit of his little kart and takes firm hold of the wheel, looking suddenly years beyond his age.
âYouâre going down!â He declares brazenly. âIâll leave you both in the dust!â
And just like that, the proud parents are replaced by your familiar racing mentalities â the thrill of competition, the desire to win. You share a conspiratorial grin with Charles.
âIs that so?â He taunts playfully. âIn that case, no more taking it easy on you two.â
You bend down to kiss Julesâ forehead, unable to resist a parting quip. âPromise you wonât be sad ⌠because Mama always wins.â
With that, Charles heads off to grab his own kart, leaving you and Jules alone for a brief moment. He looks up at you with shining eyes.
âYouâre my hero, Mama,â he says simply. âAnd Papa too. I wanna be just like you when I grow up!â
You feel your heart swell fit to burst, filled with more love than you could possibly put into words. Bending down, you pull your beautiful little boy into a fierce hug, eyes shining with unshed happy tears.
âOh liebling ⌠you already are. Youâre everything we could have dreamed of and more.â
You press a lingering kiss to the top of his head, overwhelmed with affection. When you finally pull back, there are indeed tears shining in your eyes.
âNow go show your parents what youâve got, baby,â you say with a watery smile. âI canât wait to see you out there.â
Jules gives you a determined nod, eyes blazing with that trademark fire. âYou got it, Mama! Get ready to lose!â
With that, he slams down the visor on his helmet and revs the little engine. You step back with a laugh, watching him peel out onto the track with all the confidence and flair of a seasoned pro. Like parents, like son indeed.
By the time Charles rejoins you, his own kart idling beside yours, Jules has already completed a couple of warm up laps. You canât resist shooting Charles a smug grin.
âWell, well ⌠looks like the apple didnât fall far from the tree. He drives just like you.â
Charles snorts, clearly trying to downplay his obvious pride. âI donât know what youâre talking about. Thatâs all your genes coming through.â
You open your mouth to protest, but a sudden commotion from the fences draws your attention. The crowd has grown even larger, people pressing against the barriers with raised phones and voices calling out excitedly.
âOh my god, itâs them!â
âTheyâre so cute together!!â
âOver here, please! This way!â
You share a resigned look with Charles as event staff rush to try and control the growing swarm.
âThis is what itâs going to be like from now on, isnât it?â You murmur. âOur little family, constantly in the spotlight.â
Charles shrugs, slinging an arm around your shoulders as he watches Jules blaze by. âWhat else is new? Weâve been there our whole careers. At least this time, we get to share the fame together ⌠as a family.â
You lean into his side with a contented smile. Out on the track, Jules whips past in a blur of determination, completely unbothered by the fawning crowd. Just a little boy living out his dream, regardless of who his parents might be.
âYou know what?â You say softly. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
Charles drops a kiss to your hair as the roar of the crowd and engines swells around you. âMe neither, mon amour. I wouldnât change a single thing.â
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Max Verstappen x PR Manager!Reader
we play our fantasies out in real life ways, and no final fantasy, can we end these games, though?
6 months ago, F1 champion Max Verstappen traded in his status as "serious cat dad with road rage issues" for "Genius. Playboy. Millionaire. Philanthropist". Since then you've been fighting absolute demons as his PR manager to keep his reputation clean in the media. After you tell him you've had enough, he proposes a very interactive solution to your problem.
Content includes: Humour, crackfic, fluff, so much sexual tension, 18+ MDNI, smut, playboy!max, exasperated manager! reader, a very well rounded fic for once?! 4.7k WC
If someone asked you where itâd all gone downhill, youâd have to say it started because of that greedy paparrazi rat Henri - photographer at the MonacoDaily, otherwise known as every PR managerâs sleep paralysis demon. Because this particular paparazzo had a nasty knack for capturing celebrities just as they made the most atrocious decisions known to mankind. And he had an even nastier knack for threatening to sell said photos to the highest bidder. Truly, it was a dark day for any media team when they were forced to bargain with such a foul demon, whoâd be able to go toe to toe with the likes of Satan himself.
So when your phone dinged at 5am on a peaceful Sunday morning, only to reveal the 7th (7th!!) message this month from the very same greedy little rat, you threw it across the room. Only to then remember you devastatingly had not been born into a Dubai oil family and you needed this job to pay Monaco rent. The text turns out to be a photo of your aggravating client - Max Verstappen, F1 champion driver, loving father to two cats, and more recently, certified manwhoreTM. Heâs living upto your nickname for him, pictured in some nightclub with a half naked blonde sitting on his lap. Alright, alright, not as bad as you were expecting, you could even photoshop the girlâs hair colour to match his current girlfriendâs one maybe? Well, except the brunette woman glaring behind him is his current model girlfriend of the month. You hear a ding, another text from Henri - this time with just a đ and đ¸đ. You throw the phone back against wall.
Three hours later youâve cleaned up the PR nightmare and are banging on Maxâs apartment door. He blearily lets you in, shirtless and still looking half drunk, but you donât hesitate to yank him by his beltloops and drag him to the dining table (after quickly checking out that broad chest of his, though, cause goddamn. Youâre just a girl.)
Ow, ow, what the hell, Max groans as heâs shoved into a chair. Please. As if you could do any real damage in your 5 foot frame to the 6 foot driver. Slamming your hands on the table for some dramatic flourish (youâre never beating the theatre kid allegations) you give the Dutchman a piece of your mind, demanding to know what his problem is, does he know how many people youâve had to bribe this month to stop #SluttyMaxEra trending on twitter?? And yes, you know he broke up with Kelly 10 months ago but canât he just process this healthily and go to therapy instead of having a hoe phase and hooking up with every third woman in Monaco?
Max looks insulted at this slight to his honor. He retaliates by accusing you of buying into the patriarchy and slut shaming him (-Thatâs not how that works but pop off king, is your deadpan response), and telling you heâs very much over Kelly, okay, it was an amicable breakup (-Sure, Verstappen, thatâs why youâd only played Lana Del Ray for a whole month afterwards, huh?) and well, whatâs the issue, heâs a hot and rich guy in Monaco, itâs not his fault women just want him? Would it not be #misogynistic of him to deny women the opportunity to explore their sexuality?! He smirks, pleased with his defence.
You groan, slumping down on a chair and burying your face in your hands, muffling your groan of wholesome cat dad Max comeback whennn. Max rolls his eyes at your theatrics, asking if youâd finally lost the plot.
You try cleaning up the PR messes youâve been making, Max Emilian, you hiss furiously, remember Ibiza? Santorini? The goddamn yacht party over summer break when he got with the captain and her deputy?! (Even now, thinking of that leaking online gives you heartburn.)
Which yacht, Max says cockily, the one where he got with them one after another or at the same time?
Your jaw drops. You hadnât even known about the threesome, so you suppose you should be grateful that wasnât another mess to clean up. But a deeper, insecure part of you canât help but wonder why the only woman Max doesnât seem to want is you.
And sometimes you canât help but wonder what itâd be like to be one of his girls, under his strong body for once instead of on the other side of his hotel wall, having to drown out the very satisfied female moans and headboard bangs with noise cancelling headphones. Like always, you push that thought down quickly.
You, good sir, are for the streets, you announce, standing up and deciding it was time to leave before your delulu, jealous thoughts decided to resurface. Seriously, you mutter under your breath, you didnât care if his current side quest was to fuck 10 times a week, but could he at least stick to one person for a bit and not make more work for you-
Maxâs hand slams the front door back closed as you started to open it. You freeze, turning back to look at him smirking down at you. You hadnât expected him to follow you down the hallway and you gulp nervously for the safety of your job - you might have taken the roasting a bit too far.
Instead, you get a sly, Oh, so I can do whatever I want, wherever I want, just with one person?
At your awkward nod, because yes, that would significantly ease your workload, he continues, enjoying teasing his uptight, pretty manager - then were you gonna offer yourself up? After all, thereâs no PR messes to find out about if itâs you, right?
You blink at Max, completely stunned by the 180 this conversation has taken. Your expression is so adorable that he couldnât resist a youâre so cute when youâre acting all jealous, you couldâve just asked if you wanted him to fuck you, ya know?
That promptly reminds you youâre dealing with an an absolute manwhore. RIP celibacy era Max, youâll always be famous.
Um, absolutely fucking not, keep your STDs to yourself, you hiss, flushing head to toe, and furious at the desire in you to give into the devilish proposal. He encourages you to think about it, still smirking, relaxing his grip so you can mercifully flee far away from his intense gaze. Jesus, when did he learn to rizz a girl up like that?!
You donât take his proposal seriously at all, ignoring his cocky looks at you over meetings all week (also, heâd texted you his clean STD result to assure you he was a #SafeSexKing.) But that weekend, your refusal comes back to haunt you when youâre on a well deserved night out with your girlfriends and your PR manager senses start going off. You narrow your eyes as you spot Max in the dark corner of the nightclub, hands all over a mystery redhead. Sheâs not going to be a mystery much longer though - if youâd spotted them it was a matter of time before fanâs phones did and then youâd wake up to another goddamn text from your sleep paralysis demon, Henri.
You donât even have to think about it twice. Saying goodbye to your friends, youâre at Maxâs side at a very impressive speed given your 6 inch stilettos and tight sparkly minidress, and once again dragging him off by the beltloops and into an open bathroom.
He lets you yank him away, smirking when he sees you lock the door for good measure. Sweetheart, he greets. So good to see you. Finally realised you couldnât resist me?
You practically climb him like a tree while telling him to shut the fuck up and pay attention at media training day next time, because what kind of PR crisis did he have unfolding out there? And just this once youâll help him out, you say breathlessly in between deep kisses, but this isnât a regular thing -
Thereâs not much more talking from you because he has you moaning up against the wall next, fingers buried inside your tight little pussy as he talks you through an orgasm, and then another when he splits you in half on his cock. (Once again, manwhore, who carries a condom in their jean pockets?!)
Unfortunately for your self control but very fortunately for your sex life, it is not in fact, a âone time thingâ. Your trusty rose vibrator is glad for the break as youâd been taking your year long frustrations at your dry spell out on her. Especially when coming home after staying in hotels where youâd had to book out rooms neighbouring Maxâs, so no one else overheard the raunchy vocals of different women every night.
Like Max said, with you, there were no more illicit PR messes to find out about in the middle of the night. Youâd redirect him everytime he gave you bedroom eyes (At the pre race debrief. Post race debrief. Weekly team plan meeting. Over zoom calls? Seriously?) - gently taking his large hand and guiding him to a much more hidden, PR crisis-friendly area. To your surprise, Max actually sticks to his word and only hooks up with you - admittedly, multiple times a week (Not that youâre complaining. Turns out he was just as good in bed as he was on the track. Except this time he was definitely not finishing first...)
And for a while, everything is going well. There are no more weekly scandals scattered across trashy celeb magazines about Max. Your boss is gushing with praise, so impressed that youâve finally managed to talk some sense into Redbullâs problem child (ah, if only she knew, but she never would, because the goddamn CIA couldnât torture this info out of you) and best of all, you havenât gotten a text from papparazzi rat Henri in weeks!
So of course, Max Verstappen decides that things are getting just a little bit too quiet for his liking, you had to earn your generous PR manager salary, that he paid for, right? His new, numerous tactics to stir the pot had included:
Going to clubs with no private bathrooms so youâd had to sit on his lap in the VIP lounge as he pulled your panties to the side to slide into you, barely hidden under your flimsy dress. Youâd held back your moans and prayed the bass was too loud for anyone to hear
Sitting right next to you at every team dinner or business meeting so that he could sneak a large hand up your thigh and tease your pussy for fucking hours, often just as you were about to speak. And when youâre clenching the table so hard your fingers were white, heâs bending under the table to pick up a pen or something but instead left teasing licks and kisses on your aching core. You'd learnt very quickly not to wear a skirt.
Picking you up in his 2 seater Aston Martin instead of the much more appropriate discreet, spacious, 5 seater Audi he owned - so when he was too pent up after a bad practise session to wait till he got home, he'd get you to go down on him right there in the car, sometimes even as he drove, instead of parking in some hidden backstreet. It was so dirty, that he needed you so desperately that he didn't care about being caught by anyone peeking in through the half tinted windows. Because if they did look, theyâd find his head thrown back in pleasure as he moans, his fingers tangled in your curls as he moved your drooling, pink lips up and down his wide cock-
Anyways, you get the picture. And heâd escalated this all the way to the paddock, which was insane because there were always multiple cameras trained on the current F1 champion. Itâs the one place you two couldnât sneak off without a very high risk of being caught, as evidenced by the one and only time he'd managed to get under your skin in the garage. He'd had you pinned up against the wall in some narrow side hallway as he whispered how fucking sexy youâd looked today, wearing his hoodie to cover up the hickies you hadnât realized youâd woken up with and paired with some tiny denim shorts. Having the 6 foot champion huskily groan that he couldnât focus on his free practise everytime you bent over to pet a passing dog, or when you innocently sucked on the Redbull flavoured lollipops and then the goddamn ice cream from the truck theyâd brought in - was quite the power trip, you admit. So you guided his lips from your neck as he tries to add to the growing bruises on your neck and redirected him to your waiting lips instead, steamily making out as his large hands squeezed your thick ass like heâd been thinking about all day-
Max?!?
You instantly pull back from the driver and turned to see a flabbergasted looking GP - Maxâs race engineer. His jaw is wide open as he looked at you two with round eyes. Youâre fumbling to explain, trying and failing to push Max back - who looks rather annoyed at the intrusion and semi-glares at GP with narrow eyes. You hiss at the younger man to stop being rude and slip underneath his arms, going over to guiltily apologise to GP only to be met with You too?! How did he get you in his bed, you hated how much of a slut he was! Seriously, does he have a magical dick? Now you stare at GP in shock, unsure of how to respond to his question while Max starts laughing behind you. You make him join you as you promise to GP that he will never have to witness this again, because there will be no unprofessional behaviour of any sort on the paddock after "BootyShorts Gate" as you thereafter dub the incident. Regardless, GP still shoots you both wary glances and begins the habit of announcing his arrival and waiting 10 seconds before turning a corner in the garage, earning him many an odd look. Dramatic, really, was this where Max gets it from?
Max, of course, was very displeased with this new âprofessionalismâ rule you'd set down - on the paddock was when he'd get the most tense, the most horny and desperate to have you underneath him, after all - and he made sure you knew it. You deliberately ignored his heated gaze on you as you interviewed him, or his lingering touches when he helped you hold your microphone up to his much taller frame, large hand wrapped around your small ones clutching the mic. Or his recent favourite, which involved standing next to you to help pick out the insta pics post-race (something he'd notoriously always hated to do) - except now, he conveniently happened to be shirtless, his toned abs and broad shoulders on display, running a hand through his sweaty tousled hair.
This last seduction tactic had sent you fleeing to Checo's garage to seek out the other Redbull driver's PR manager and beg on your knees for a client swap, surely, the sponsor benefits are legendary for whoever Max's PR manager is -
Nope. Nuh uh, no way, Checo is the breeziest driver ever to look after. The other manager pauses. Well, except for the occasional political military coup scandal in Mexico. But still, I'd take that any day over El Manwhore.
You wailed at whatever Gods had decided to curse you and took matters into your own hands, furiously plotting up social media campaign idea after idea that were exactly the kind of thing Max hated with a burning passion - hoping it would get him to back off on his tactics and wave a white flag. From viral TikTok challenges, to making him read all his cringe 2008 tweets, and even making him play fuck, marry, kill with the drivers of the grid. You'd admit, that last one had been rather funny to watch, making you chuckle as you scrolled through the comments, liking "Can't believe we got Max Verstappen saying he would fuck Lewis, kill Pierre and marry Charles before GTA 6" and "does Redbull admin know she posted this on main?!"
But despite your best efforts, it didn't seem to deter Max. If anything, he'd begrudgingly do the task and end up laughing excitedly at you - who was holding the camera - about some joke or the other and make your stupid heart flutter. You knew you definitely should not be catching feelings for your client - who'd made it very clear his interest in you was only physical. But no one needed to know that sometimes youâd log into your fake account to like the "Who got max giggling and kickin his feet and shii?" comments.
Meanwhile, Max had caught wind of your desperation for an escape attempt with Checoâs manager and had upped the ante. He slyly mentioning to Christian Horner than you were doing such a great job as his PR manager, could he pretty please have you promoted to his general manager for his non racing publicity too?
And that's how you found yourself at a Dior Sauvage photoshoot, despite your adamant protests to Horner. You were putting your Masters of Business Adminstration, first class honours, to fantastic use by babysitting a 26 year old child who liked fast cars that went vroom vroom. The only redeeming factor is that you can leave the unflattering Redbull shirt at home since this wasn't for F1 publicity and instead wear a nice outfit for once. Still, you thought it was odd that Max had so easily accepted this campaign, as he wasn't normally one to enjoy doing PR.
A few minutes later you've figured out exactly why your favourite manwhore had agreed to this campaign, because he's grinning at you while posed shirtless, toned abs and broad shoulders all on display as some pretty, busty model is draped over him. The photographer is making this even more painful for you by dragging out the shoot, making Max and the model reposition herself multiple times. You roll your eyes at the scene, because obviously they're two very attractive people who will look good together no matter what, did the photographer really need to be so extra? You stalk off at some point to make yourself a hot chocolate in the hopes it'll sooth the flames of jealousy that are threatening to consume you right now. Max approaches you when a break is called, running a teasing hand along your waist from the back and whispering you looked so fucking hot in this tight maxi dress, making you nervously look around to see if anyone noticed. Luckily, all the staff appeared busy and didnât look in the dim corner you'd settled into to do paperwork. You hiss at him to keep your hands to yourself, Verstappen making him grin and inform you that's not what youâd said last night, in fact, you were practically begging for him to do the exact opposite-
You're glaring up at him, seriously contemplating if itâs worth breaking your contract clause to "act in the client's best interests" and mauling him with your laptop when the photographer comes up to you both with narrowed eyes. You guiltily step back, thinking he overhead Max's suggestive comments, but instead he just looks back and forth between you two contemplatively. Then, just as you were about to ask him what the issue was, he announces that you'd be replacing the model as the female for the shoot. No questions asked! he announces as you try to protest and snaps his fingers at the makeup and wardrobe artists to demand they sort you out (he gestures rather dramatically to your whole figure when he says this, making you scowl).
So that's how you find yourself dressed in a silky gold minidress with a sultry eye look, pressed up against Max's broad chest and trying not to focus on the intimate position you two are in. Max, however, has no such qualms about the position, using it to tease you further. You've been looking extra tense lately, sweetheart, he breathes, those devilish lips brushing past your ear. I know a great way to make you relax? You growl at him to shut the fuck up because oh my god, did he know how many cameras are pointed at you both right now? Besides, you mutter under your breath, it seemed like he was very interested in relaxing with that blonde model earlier.
Fighting to keep the smug look of his face, Max whispers back that there was No need to be jealous, schatje, you were the only one getting access to his magical dick. So caught up in the game you two are playing, you don't even register the photographer excitedly snapping up pictures, proclaiming that he knew it, the chemistry between these two is unbelievable!
Afterwards, as you're walking off the photoshoot, feeling all hot and bothered from Max's hands running across your exposed skin, shamelessly looking you up and down, the blonde Dutchman catches up to you. He teases you that you were going to get wrinkles at 25 if you didn't stop scowling all the time. I'm older than you, you scoff back, by a whole 6 months, in fact, so maybe you should actually listen to me for once instead of pissing me off? No problem, Max agrees, after all, he's always had a thing for MILFs. You can't help snort at his retort and then start laughing when he tries to maintain an innocent look. At least you were away from the cameras in case someone heard this, you mused.
Unfortunately, you both don't notice MonacoDaily's ratbag paparrazo, Henri, hiding in nearby shrubbery with his camera. It had been far too long without a Verstappen news scandal, he thought with a satisfied smirk as he clicked away.
And later than night, after you'd eaten the chicken stir fry he'd cooked and rewatched Cars 2 (a surpassingly more regular occurrence, these days, to unwind with him at the end of the day instead of immediately being mauled the second you stepped foot in his apartment) you made sure he followed your orders for once. Sitting him back, telling him just how bad he'd been today with all his teasing (-well, it worked, didn't it, sweetheart?) you showed him just how good you were at playing the game, too. And soon, he was breathlessly moaning underneath you as you rode him for the first time, gripping his cock like you were going to milk every last drop, teasing him with just enough pace to get him worked up but not enough to send him over the edge. And you only let him cum inside you when he begged you sweetly, making you go fuzzy at the sight of the infamous Redbull playboy being so desperate for you, and only you.
Afterwards, once you've shampooed each other's hair in the shower while gossiping about how catty that makeup artist had been, really, to imply that your pretty curls had been the problem and not her shitty styling? and Max has got you spooned against him, warm in an old hoodie of his, pressing a goodnight kiss to your forehead, you can't control the warmth blossoming in your chest any longer. And as a content sleep takes a hold of you, you can't help but wonder if Max's affections went beyond physical attraction, just like yoursâ were now doing.
It turned out the opportunity to find out this answer would come the very next day, when the ding of your phone wakes you up in the early hours of the morning. Itâs a very specific sound that you've set for a certain ratbag - and you get war flashbacks, hearing it now after so long. Scrambling off the bed, ignoring Max's muffled groans as you shove his heavy arm of you, you unlock your phone and gasp in horror as your suspicions are confirmed. Henri has arisen from the ashes and this time it's to deliver his sauciest scandal yet. Because a picture tells a 1000 words, sure, but he has the two of you on a goddamn video, flirting and giggling at each other as you exited the studio yesterday. There's no chance of you talking your way out of this one, as Max's large palm wanders to give your thick ass a firm squeeze as he guides you into his passenger seat. Goddamn, you knew you shouldn't have worn that tempting skims maxi dress - Max was an ass (and tits) man who couldn't be trusted to control himself in public. BTW already sold this 𼸠Henri texts. Just a courtesy FYI cuz I brought a boat with the bag from this one âď¸
You contemplate if it would be better to disappear off the face of the planet, or get plastic surgery to become unrecognisable as you chug your morning Redbull while moodily looking over the Monaco sunrise. Max joins you after a few minutes, looking extremely cute as he rubs the sleep out of his baby blue eyes and asks you what's wrong, schatje.
Taking a deep sigh (like you said, #DramaKid), you break the news. Iâm going to hold your hand while I say this (- thatâs really not necessary, Max interrupts) - but you know celibacy exists, right? As does having sex in a private location without the risk of being arrested for public indecency?
True, Max agrees, but what was the fun in that? Besides, you were just too hot to resist. Ignoring the butterflies at his cheesy flirting, you hold up the incriminating video on your phone as proof that it was not all fun and games, as Henri had already sold this to multiple news outlets this morning, you inform glumly. Max is strangely silent, looking intently at the video and even replaying it a few times, his eyes crinkling as a soft smile appears on his face when he hears the sound of you two laughing. Then - in a truly unbelievable redemption arc plotline from the Monaco playboy - he asks if it would be so terrible, to have this made public, to let the world know that you were together?
Well, I - you stumble over your words, - I dunno, I thought you liked that? Keeping it secret cause you just wanted a convenient hook up?
Max is silent again. Then, looking uncharacteristically nervous, he says that's not what he wants, not really, not anymore - not since he'd fallen in love with you, somewhere along the 3 months of the friends with benefits/PR manager and her problematic client situationship youâd had. And like at the very start, you donât even need to think about it twice. This time when you shyly smile and kiss him, you make sure he can feel your love through it and know that you wanted more, too.
So you walk into work that morning, holding hands in open defiance, ready for the world to see. Youâre rather confused when no one seems to be paying much attention, instead frantically trying to get the set up ready for the pre race testing. Maybe you two had not been as indiscreet as you thought and people already suspected? Or maybe you both had a penchant for drama and thought you were the main characters when you clearly were not?
You look at each other, shrug, and you give him a kiss on the cheek and tell him youâll see him for lunch at the kebab shop on the corner, before he wanders off to the garage. Maybe Henri had a change of heart and decided not to exploit innocents for fame and money, you ponder hopefully. Maybe there truly was good in the world, after all.
And then you hear your name being called and turn to see your boss standing behind you menacingly, hands on hips. Care to explain why #MaxLovesMILFS is trending right now?
Somewhere along the Monaco waterfront, a paparazzi rat skulking in the bushes sneezes.
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A/N: again thank you so much to @piastrification for inspiring this piece!! So sorry for the delay and I hope you enjoy my attempt at branching out to other fics xx tysm to you all for the requests, I am working them into my upcoming fics!! đ
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girl girl hear me out YAPPER GF X REGULUS!! Pls pls pls like u could do anything u wanted with them!!! I have a few ideas (take any or none)
May be she just walks up to him one day like clearly wanting to befriend him cuz she has a lil crush and just starts yapping about how the great hall had her fave pastry for breakfast today and he's so confused but also intrigued and then she starts sitting next to him in classes and asking him to hang out at hogsmead and she just yaps and sometimes she thinks may be he zones out but then he'll bring up this super niche detail she mentioned last time like "hey what happened to that quill you forgot in the potions lecture?"
they r already dating and she worries she's too much energy and talk for him and tries to be quiet and he's just like r u sick? R u mad at me? What's wrong u haven't gone on a 30 min description/rant about ur day
3. May be someone else brings up she talks a lot and Reggie defends her?
you guys really love your bubbly/talkative readers with Regulus, don't you? (so do i); thanks for your request!
Regulus Black x yapper!reader who didn't think he was actually listening
CW: fem!reader, rolling thoughts, brief mention of difficulty making friends, people talking about reader behind her back, swear words (on ellecdc? nooo [sarcasm])
Your family said that you had an incessant need to fill silence from the moment you could talk.Â
âIf thereâs a room with our daughter in it, you can be certain that it wonât be quiet.â Your mum had proclaimed as she beamed at you lovingly one day.
While it was certainly a trait that your family had always found rather endearing, you felt that it made it particularly difficult making friends once you began attending Hogwarts.Â
But the friends you managed to make loved you for it, and they had often stated âyou can call her what you want but you canât call her boring.âÂ
That didnât mean your other classmates appreciated your stories or tangents, though.Â
Which is how you ended up serving numerous detentions for speaking during class or lectures and disturbing the students around you, and how youâd been cycled through numerous seat partners in potions class.Â
And that is how poor Regulus Black ended up stuck sharing a worktable with the likes of you.
He didnât seem to mind, though. And if he did, well, he certainly never said anything about it.
You were quite sure he tuned you out during your rambles, hardly ever sparing you a glance and keeping his eyes trained on his parchment in front of him as he took dutiful notes during lectures.
Couldnât be you, however.
No.
You were too busy lamenting about the fact that you couldnât get more than twenty feet to the mooncalf herd up the hill behind the quidditch pitch before they would all run off. They only came out at night, you see, and you wanted to take some photos of them. Some photos turned into midnight picnics, and picnics turned into sharing apple slices by means of throwing them towards the bug-eyed beasts and watching them argue over the slice until you threw another. But even after feeding them forty seven apples and counting at this point (Winky the house elf from the kitchen was not pleased with you), they still wouldnât let you get any closer to them.
Your next course of action was to try a smellier and higher value treat; you wondered then if mooncalves could have tuna? Tuna was certainly smelly enough. Well, if you couldnât entice the mooncalves, youâd certainly entice a cat or two.Â
You wondered then if mooncalves and cats got along? Kneazles were nearly the same size as the poor beasts, but cats were much smaller. You figured cats would look at a mooncalf the same way theyâd look at a goat.Â
Youâd seen a cat ride a goat once, not many people believed you, though. Youâd have to learn how to make a pensieve one day just to prove it to everyone. You didnât much care for goats, though; something about their square pupils seemed alien to you.Â
Which seemed odd considering there were numerous beasts in the magical world that really were quite alien, yet it was goats that did it for you.
And why were they always associated with the devil? Was it because of the square pupils? Do you think thereâd be a book that explained that?
But you didnât even realise that the period had ended until Regulus stood and collected his books, offering you a curt nod before leaving the classroom.Â
FuckâŚ.do you think heâd let you copy his notes?Â
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Merlinâs tits, she never stops talking! I feel bad for the poor sod stuck next to her; Black probably wants to avada himself every class. You heard a classmate mutter as you walked to your workbench, movements slowed as you lowered yourself into your chair and tried not to let their words hurt you.Â
You were used to the comments, you were used to the sentiment honestly; did they think it was easy being you? Did they think you didnât get tired of listening to yourself too?Â
Of course you did, it was exhausting; your brain never stopped moving, and apparently, neither did your mouth.
But it did hurt a little, perhaps because Regulus had been quite gracious about it thus far. He had listened to you carry on about the astrological significance of space waste and how that was affecting the magic of the stars. He had listened to you bemoan about the positive impact that centaur migration had on local flora and fauna and how the fencing of fields and forests was going to cause unimaginable damage to the life cycles of such. He also had listened to your morose mooncalf story and the update the next day that you were able to order cans of tuna via owl to the castle.
And heâd not so much as bat an eye at you.
Certainly heâd have said something to you if you bothered him?Â
Although, perhaps this was why Slughorn put him beside you, because he knew Regulus wouldnât say anything; had Regulus done something to anger Slughorn? Was placing you beside Regulus less about you driving your seat mates crazy, but more about being a punishment for Regulus?
Well, you couldnât imagine Regulus had done anything bad enough to deserve a full term with you as a potions partner.
No, you decided, you would not be his punishment.
So when Regulus entered class that day, and Slughorn read out the instructions for todayâs potion brew, you resisted the urge to speak.
You were quiet when retrieving your potion ingredients, you were quiet as you checked and double checked the brewing instructions, and you were quiet as you waited for the potion to reach its boiling point.Â
You actually thought youâd done quite well; you sort of wished you had started a timer, this may very well have been a record for you.Â
Well, unless sleeping counted. Would sleeping count as being quiet? Oh gods, what if you talked in your sleep too!? Youâd have to ask your roommates.
âL/N.â Regulus called as if it hadnât been the first time heâd done so. âYou alright?â He asked, ducking down in an attempt to meet your gaze as you watched a divot appear between his brows.
âYeah? Why?â You asked, finding yourself furrowing your brows in solidarity; you found Regulus to be too pretty to look so worried.Â
He shrugged his shoulders and straightened up, though the space between his brows remained divoted. âYouâve been awfully quiet, sâall.â He murmured quietly, and you were surprised to see a dusting of pink on his cheeks.
âIsnât that a good thing?â You muttered perhaps pointedly; his eyes narrowing to match the furrowed brows.Â
âSays who?â
Your eyes traitorously darted to the students who had been discussing your habits, and Regulus followed your gaze.
He rolled his eyes and muttered something in French under his breath as he turned his attention back towards your shared potion. âThose tossers are just mad that they have nothing of value to say.â
You more felt than heard a disbelieving breath escape your lips as you looked at Regulus in bemusement.Â
He didnât seem to notice though, as he continued to the next step in your potion and carried on. âDid the tuna work?â
You stared at him dumbly before your brain kicked back into gear. âI beg your pardon?â
âThe tuna.â He repeated. âFor the mooncalves?â
Oh.
âOh.â You started, giving your head a shake as you tried to find your balance you had long lost during this conversation. âErm, no, but I did indeed attract a few cats.â
âAh.â Regulus offered, smiling at you (or at the expected poof from the potion signifying that the two of you had brewed it correctly thus far).Â
âAlso, I found out why goats are often associated with the devil, but the book youâd be looking for is Biblical in nature.â
You stared at him with your mouth agape as he continued. âThereâs a quote where that Christ bloke mentions something about separating people from one another just as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. Theyâre used as a metaphor for the âbadâ or âinferiorâ member of any group; it could also be understood as the divide between the pure and the wicked. I say goats got a bad rap, though.â
The next step in your potion brewing process was to allow the potion to simmer until it turned a milky white colour, so Regulus lowered the heat before appearing to remember something.
âI almost forgotâŚâ He started as he began rooting through his book bag. âI asked the shopkeep at Brood & Peck, and she said this is a favourite of mooncalves; maybe youâll have more luck tonight?â He asked as he held out a parchment of beast treats to you.Â
âYouâve been listening? This whole time?â You whispered in awe as you took the bag delicately as if he had just handed you a delicate china dish.Â
His brows furrowed again as he searched your eyes. âWellâŚyeah? Iâm rather invested now.â He explained just as your potion turned its intended colour.Â
âVery good Mr. Black, Miss. L/N.â Professor Slughorn commented as he walked past your workbench.Â
You were alerted to the fact that class was over when everyoneâs potions were vanished with a pop and students started to pack up their belongings.
âYouâll keep me posted, yeah? About the mooncalves?â Regulus asked as he started walking backwards towards the door.Â
âSure.â You murmured, earning you a wide smile from the notoriously quiet boy.Â
Yes⌠Youâd be more than happy to keep Regulus Black posted.
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Spencer Reid x BAU!reader
Summary: You've been hiding your attraction to your coworker for a long time, until a few pictures of him kissing a celebrity in a pool unleash emotions you can't control.
Words: 1,6k.
Warnings & Tags: fem!reader. mentions of crime and arms. spoilers for s1 e18 ("somebody's watching"). hurt+comfort. two idiots in love. lots of jealousy. fluff. english isn't my first language (sorry for my mistakes, be kind please).
Note: The reader is simply me every time I watch that episode but with a lot more drama to make it interesting.
⥠Enjoy! âĄ
One bullet after another hit the paper meters away from you, with each shot more accurate than the previous one. You had lost count of how many cartridges you had already spent because your mind was full of thoughts that only the sound of the shots echoing in the shooting room managed to silence and give you back a little control of the situation.
Memories of one of the last cases still lingered in your mind, and you couldn't understand why. It hadn't even been something relevant enough to stick in your mind that much, it was just a crazy stalker obsessed with a celebrity and more of the same old same old in terms of creating a profile. It was nothing you hadn't seen before, and it had ended well, with a happy ending that included Spencer kissing the victim he was supposed to be protecting.
That was the crux of the issue, the root of your problem.
You saw some photos that captured the moment in vivid detail and wanted to run out and throw up in the nearest trash can. You held back to avoid answering embarrassing questions, blaming your bad feelings on the last thing you ate and insisting that you were just satisfying your curiosity. But as they say, curiosity always kills the cat.
Maybe it was because it was unprofessional and unnecessary, maybe you were in a bad mood and needed to relax, maybe you were upset that the guy with the germ problem had shared saliva with a stranger, maybe you didn't like Lila Archer because of her performances, or maybe you just wanted to be in her shoes and have him kiss you like that. And for heaven's sake, maybe you've had a few inappropriate dreams about it lately.
You were just about to fire again to get the thoughts out of your mind when someone tapped you on the shoulder. You turned around, ready to defend yourself with the gun in your hand.
âWait, wait, it's me. I'm sorry.â Spencer raised his arms in a sign of peace and took a few steps back. âJust me.â
âWhat are you doing here? You scared me.â You lowered the gun and placed it on the table, trying to sound less abrupt. âI thought everyone had gone home.â
He approached you again, checking the open shells and the pile of bullets on the ground. He was quite surprised to see how many times you had hit the target with perfect shots, and how you still seemed intent on continuing, even though it was almost two in the morning. It wasn't practice, because you didn't need it, it was something else, and you seemed quite angry about it.
âI spent the hour going through some papers and saw the light on in here. I thought I'd come and have a look.â He explained, trying to follow your gaze, which seemed to elude his. âAre you all right?â
âYeah, perfect.â
You started gathering your things and cleaning up the space you'd been using, planning to leave as soon as possible because of his presence. It had been weeks since you'd been alone with him because you'd managed to avoid seeing him as best you could. You'd even managed to convince Hotch that it was time for him to pair you up with someone else during the cases to experiment. You didn't even know why he'd listened to you, but it had been a great relief.
âYou're leaving already?â Spencer asked, and you just nodded. âCan I take you home?â
Usually he drove you home, because your car was still at the mechanic and you refused to buy a new one. You always used the minutes you spent together to talk about something other than cases, they were moments of relaxation that you both appreciated. The big difference was that now you couldn't afford that luxury without feeling strange.
âDon't worry, I'll call a taxi.â You grabbed your jacket from a nearby locker. âI'm fine.â You added, with the intention of heading for the door until he stopped you by the wrist.
âIs everything okay...between us?â He asked as you looked up to meet his eyes. âAre you mad at me?â
âI'm sorry, what?â You said, feigning confusion. You always knew it was only a matter of time before he figured something was off with you. After all, he worked in profiling.
âAre you mad at me?â He asked again, in a lower voice, sounding a little more vulnerable than he'd intended. That instantly made you feel bad, you didn't want to hurt him with your confusion.
âNo.â
He let out a sigh at your automatic response. His shoulders slumped a bit, and he felt a wave of relief for a few seconds. But then he looked into your eyes for a moment and hesitated, biting his lower lip.
âSo...why are you looking at me like that?â He asked, sounding a little shy and with a hint of apprehension in his voice. âOr not looking at me at all.â
âI'm not doing anything.â You make excuses.
He got the chills when he heard your voice, which came across as cold and distant.
âYou're giving me that look.â
You gave a little frown and folded your arms, as if to say you didn't agree.
âWhat look?"
âYou look at me like I've done something wrong, like you're disappointed or angry...I think both. You barely look me in the eye, you walk away every time I want to talk to you, you don't sit near me on the jet or want to work with me anymore. And you've been like this for a week.â He paused for a second, remembering when your strange behavior started. âEver since the L.A. case.â
The room was suddenly filled with silence and a palpable tension. You had been foolish to think Spencer wouldn't notice your remoteness, given his perceptive nature. But you didn't have a choice. You didn't want to appear jealous when you didn't even have feelings for him, you were just ovulating or something like that.
âIs it because...because of Lila? I heard Morgan say some things, and you haven't treated me the same since.â His wavering voice sounded more and more confident, as if he still had to convince himself of his point of view. âI want to know what you think, please.â
You could only curse Derek for exposing you like that. He was the only one who knew about your strange attraction to Reid because he had caught you looking at him several times and you had confessed it to him once in a bar after several drinks and a ridiculous game of cross questions. Since that night, the jokes and suggestions about making out with Spencer under a tree had begun.
But a beautiful actress did it before you, in her pool, with lots of pictures to prove it.
âI'm not one to tell you what to do, but I think your actions were unprofessional and most of all risky.â You spoke after a few seconds, clearing your throat and trying to contain the burning you felt. âIt could have ended badly.â
Come on, you would have done the same thing. You often thought about what it would be like to kiss him in the middle of an investigation, especially when he kept giving important details. So you were a little hypocritical.
âI'm only saying that because I care about you.â You added, noticing how confused he looked.
âI know, I care about you too.â He replied calmly, taking a step toward you to touch your arm. âThis has been bothering you?â
You froze at his warm touch and the implications you thought he was making about you, nodding as if hypnotized. Had he realized that you had been jealous all along? That you wanted to go back so he could kiss you and not her? That you wanted him to put his hands on your cheeks and kiss you deeply until you were breathless?
âI think I understand, but don't worry about me. I won't do anything dangerous anymore.â
Oh, he hadn't noticed.
Spencer really thought that you were just concerned about his safety because he was your friend and your partner on cases, that you were just frustrated that you weren't there to back him up in case things went wrong. It didn't even occur to him that it was something much deeper and more heated than that.
âSo, all good?â He gave you a small smile that made your heart beat a little faster.
âSure.â You lied, with a strange lump in your throat at the guarded words. âI just didn't know you liked blondes.â You added in a fake teasing tone.
Despite your clearly suspicious tone, Spencer laughed sheepishly. âActually, I like your hair color.â
A strange bubbling sensation reached your stomach and made you smile.
âMine?â You asked, lowering your gaze to the floor.
âYes, it's like it's perfect for you.â He carefully brushed your hair out of your face and tucked it behind your ear, causing the feeling in your stomach to identify itself as butterflies fluttering nonstop.
âYou're telling me because I have a gun?â You tried to change the subject with a nervous laugh. âI'm not a celebrity, after all.â
âYou don't have to be one to be as pretty as you are. But you could be if you wanted to, and...â He started to talk about statistics and a bunch of data you didn't even know, but strangely enough you didn't listen to him this time because you were stuck on the first sentence.
Spencer really thought you were pretty.
It was only then that you realized something had changed. The only successful shot had been Cupid's arrow to your heart.
Because, damn it, you were totally in love with that man.
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Am gonna need a baby photo of the baby kittens STAT please bc i swear am gonna just chew of their little cheeks like mochi
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Jing Nyan
3 kitties, but reader's belly was big because the babies are so FAT.
Grow up to be chill cats.
I think JY's gene is strong so most kittens is following his fur (minus the chill face to FX relief)
SHEDS A LOT.
[A/N: i made reader a tabby cat because JY is a pure white cat]
Stellaron Strays
God forbid we ask how Kafka can impregnate another cat.
Two kittens follow Kafkat, the others are Blade's. However, one cat is pure white due to mutation.
The kafkat kittens have Kafka's color and reader's pattern. Same goes to Blade, plus short tail and the anger issue
[A/N : I forgot Yingxing is just Blade's hair color but with blue eyes, i realized after finished the art]
The white cat might be deaf or just doesn't care about being called.
Escape artist!! No gates nor cages nor door can stop them! They will stare at you as you sleep, or sleeps on your pillow and shed fur everywhere.
Hairball.
[A/N : I made reader a Japanese bobtail cat, so the kittens can take the short bobtail]
Luocat
Dad said no boyfriend mate. :(
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