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#it’s you#you’re my favourite#notifications#where you at#my post#my muse#it’s always her#slide into my dms#pinned until she likes it#still hasn’t liked it#unpinned and never liked by her#I’m not crying#yes I am
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loop and mirabelle. That's it that's the ask
DAY 84: enrolled in the gossip wars
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#mirabelle isat#isat spoilers#vaguely. mostly for the tags#i think it'd be sooo funny if like. loop and mirabelle postcanon.#loop has rejoined the party somewhat recently and they are not at all adapting. to be honest. reunion probably happened too soon#bc they are a siffrin which means they are disgustingly sentimental. their ass is not taking the time to discover themself as a new person.#do you really think loop is gonna take their own advice.lol.#lmao even#Ok so anyways i think the party and loop would have a weird thing going on#like theyre all extremely grateful to loop. and they trust loop through the general basis of theyre apparently very dear to siffrin#but fucking nobody knows what to make of this bitch. odile knows they are hiding Something but she has no certain evidence to pin it down.#isabeau can't catch loop alone for more than 5 seconds. has the distinct sense they're avoiding him and he does not know why#bonnie....well tbh i think they'd vibe with loop. bonnie win.#mirabelle. i think she wouldn't really like loop? not at first anyways#do you remember in sasasap mirabelle telling siffrin(loop) that for a long time she thought they were a callous sort of person#bc they never took anything seriously at all. like the whole journey didnt mean anything. until they took an eye for bonnie#i think mirabelle would catch a similar vibe towards loop(lol.) bc like#like loop's main presence in the group is negging siffrin and being weird and dodgy around everyone else#i don't even think they'd be mean to the others but they would do everything in their power to throw the party zero bones#so all mirabelle has to go on for loop is that they're kind of a dickhead to her friend and that they're not receptive to normal group#social activities. i think being on the receiving end of mirabelle's kindness would make loop kind of sad and she'd pick up on it#but like. loop is inexplicably important to siffrin. she doesn't know the details bc neither of them want to talk at all about the loops#and i think siffrin would be especially dodgy abt talking about loop in the interrim between them rejoining and them being Presumed Dead#so mirabelle tries a new strategy to bridge the gap between her and loop. the power of Mutual Haterism#more specifically i think mirabelle would get the impression of loop as being much more of a bitch than they actually are#due to the aforementioned siffrin negging#so like. maybe that's just how they socialize maybe they'd be down to talk about hot takes and gossip a bit
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IVE CATCHED THEM ALL
my camera washed them out a lot BUT MY PRINTER DID IT 1ST i h8 cmsmth smth printing
I SWEAR THEY LOOK WAY BETTER IRL LOL how tf do ppl take photos im not a photographer aaaaa
#these r 2.5 inches :3 but i also have 1.25 inch & 1 inch things lol#GOD I MISSED MAKING BUTTONS#IM GETTING BUTTON FEVER#cassie turned out so cute ngl she might b my fav#BUT I THIK THEYRE ALL ACUTE#i hope the colors arent 2 bright?#does this call 4 eye strain? i dont think so but like i am using brighter colors uh#tw eyestrain#<- just in case#i need 2 start putting that on every post whoo[sies#ANWYAYS THEY FIT IN MY MOUTH I AM A 8 MONTH OLD BABY#dont even talk 2 me until ive eaten my kon metal back button pin#i made these all while listening 2 wtnv it was an experiance#core 4#yj98#cassie sandsmark#bart allen#kon el#tim drake#impulse#wonder girl#superboy#robin#dc#puppee art#fanmerch = healing
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that he’s the one who saved scorpus from his mom’s pimp AND that he’s intimately familiar with scorpus’ dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we don’t need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now they’re Colleagues. putting the ‘because i can’ moment#into a WHOLE different light bc it’s very much a ‘you no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because it’s not YOU. because we’re not’#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we can’t talk about that right now I see it but that’s not what we’re here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the ‘I know u#best of anyone’ of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby you’re so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I don’t even really want you anyway 😇 and scorpus KNOWS It’s bait however. he’s gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and it’s very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ‘divorced and arguing but it’s foreplay to threaten to#leave each other’ so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared they’re gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenax’s throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and that’s all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments it’s so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND IT’S AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then y’know. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we can’t talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where she’s just like ‘freaks. right in front of my salad?’ and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything he’d want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I don’t have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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i love haircuts. i cant stop petting the back of my skull
#ITS SO FUZZY!!!!#ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BUZZED THE BACK!!!#im so smooth and streamlined... like a Seal...#Yes my head is cold. oh but i feel so so free#and! AND! it will make wearing hairnets so much easier & more comfortable#it was very funny tho#the stylist gave me the rundown on what she did#and added that she kept it kinda soft looking to give it a more Feminine feel while still being a masc haircut#as i stood there. in my pin-covered vest. Not Giving A Shit lmaooo#like thank you??? i am going to make it look masc as fuck anyway#i Do appreciate her attention to detail tho! she was very thorough!#it should grow out nicely until i trim it again#absolutely unprompted#tho i miss my lil' sideburns... i let her buzz the sides/back a bit too short...#when will they return from the war...#man i love getting my hair cut tho#i usually Hate it when anyone is in my space bubble but... sigh. its nice#i can just sit and space out while my hair gets cleaned up <3#its odd. i dont like being touched Except for when its my hair - which i am extremely particular about. i contain multitudes#SIDE NOTE TONIGHT I HAVE HEARD MY FIRST FROG SYMPHONY#opened the back door and!!! Frogs!!! whoa! there's Creatures out there!
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Day 17: Interrogation
Tickletober 2023 - Critical Role - Campaign 2 Mighty Nein - lee!Caleb
[see my other tickletober 2023 fics]
A/N: [continuation of day 10] Beau is determined to get Caleb to sing like a bird, even though she already knows the song.
[ao3 link]
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“Ah, wait, Beauregard, there’s no need for—”
“Shut up, ya little shit. I know this was you. It has been for weeks now.” Her glare morphed swiftly into a smirk. “And I know just how to get you to fess up.”
“Wait—” Caleb stammered as he backed up toward her bed, cheeks lit up. “I don’t know what you’re talking about— please.”
“Wanna talk now, make it a little easier on yourself?”
Caleb was stubborn, they both knew it. Beau stared at him for a few long seconds, waiting.
He stayed silent.
Then, she shrugged, still smiling. “No, of course not. I figured. Don’t worry, they all talk eventually.”
She cracked her knuckles, the sound causing Caleb’s eyes to flick down to her hands. He swallowed, his legs meeting the foot of her bed. Shit.
“Now then.”
“Wait- please, I—” Caleb implored her, eyes wide. “I didn’t even do anything!”
“Bullshit.” She pushed him gently but firm onto the bed. He stared up at her like a caught rabbit, heart hammering in his chest. She almost felt bad for everything she was about to put him through. Almost.
It was easier than breathing to maneuver the wet mop of a wizard around on the mattress. She straddled his waist, crushing both hands to his sides with her thighs. Caleb put up a good show of squirming, but it wasn’t what anyone could truly call a fight. Beau loomed over him, her fuming annoyance from earlier already melting away easily to play. But, she had to keep up the charade.
And besides, she was curious to know how this tickle magic shit worked.
Caleb scrunched up under her, wincing as hands drew nearer. He bit his lip, shaking his head.
“Telllllll me. Or this is gonna get a lot woo-oorse.” Beau explained in a sing-song tease that seemed to derive from the mouth of a tiefling.
Caleb shut his eyes as he flinched hard just as Beauregard’s fingers touched down on his stomach, unmoving but steady. He took a shaky breath, making a frustrated sound in the back of his throat.
“What, you’ve moved on from denial to the silent treatment? We’ll see how long that lasts.” Beau snickered. “Let’s get you talkin’.”
Deadly, accurate, precise, and fast — so fucking fast. Beau’s damned fingers scribbled wild patterns and shapes lightly all over Caleb’s midriff. They traced along his belly and wiggled into the negligible space his sides and his arms. They prodded a few times at his lowest ribs and poked at his hips. Caleb wheezed, barely holding in a shout. He couldn’t help but snicker madly into his shoulder where he tried his best to hide. She started tickling quicker, pinching here and there too. Soon Caleb lost his battle and the room lit up with his laughter.
Beau laughed along triumphantly. “Now we’re getting somewhere. Maybe I need to go up a little higher?” She poked along his short ribs and he squealed.
“Nohohoho!” Caleb protested through frantic laughter. “Beahahaahau! Don’t- dohohohon’t!”
“Such a way with words. Care to tell me more about what you were up to in the store, then?”
“Neihihihin, plehease!”
“Well now. You’re just begging me to go for the ribs, then, you know.”
“Nohohohoho!”
“Yeeeeees!” Beau teased right back. She began the crawl, moving up from his lowest ribs slow and deliberate.
Caleb buckled, his legs kicking out as his head shook in protest. Not fucking there. “Wahahahait! Bitte, dohohon’t! PleheasEE NOHOHO—” He pulled his elbows in as closely as he could for protection.
Beau grunted in frustration, and through his cackling Caleb picked up her saying. “—stupid lanky arms in the way.”
A welcome respite came not a moment later when Beau took her hands away, and then she lifted her weight off of him. Caleb heaved a few breaths, unsure if it was over. When Beau looked back at him, though, and tugged one arm out before resecuring him in place, he knew it wasn’t.
“Wait, Beau no! Don’t!” Caleb cried, wiggling his arm frantically in an attempt to pull free of her iron grip.
Beau ignored him, moving his arm up and pinning it over his head with ease. Caleb practically whimpered under her, eyes big and scared like a lost puppy. “Look, man, you know what I wanna know. You don’t have to put yourself through all this.” Beau insisted. She wiggled her fingers toward his armpit to make him jump.
Caleb was the one to grunt frustratedly this time. He knew there was an out. And he knew Beau was as stubborn as he was. This was only going to end one way. Yet here he was, thinking instead of talking.
“Alright, you were warned.” Beau smirked and instead of returning to the crawl up his side and ribs, she started up at his wrist and marched her fingers down his arm. She already had him squirming by the elbow. He was trying to twist and wriggle away inches before she made it to his armpit. Caleb howled with laughter and frantic giggles as she scribbled in place for a while until he went from red to pink. Going for the kill, Beau tickled a bit lower, pinching and scratching at his ribs with nimble fingers.
Caleb was shouting with laughter, his voice wheezing and hoarse. His eyes welled up with tears that splashed in tiny pitters from the edges of his lashes. He couldn’t fight her off. He couldn’t move. He couldn’t take that fucking spot. Why did he have to be so damn sensitive on top of being so damn weak? Caleb tried to say something when Beau started digging her knuckles in to the tops of his ribs and Caleb shrieked.
A few moments longer, and Beau stopped, watching him catch his breath with an expectant look in her eye. Eventually, she prompted him, “well?”
“I- I, well, first of all, I hate you.” Caleb laughed shakily.
Beau made a grab for his rib cage again and Caleb yelped.
“Fine! Fine, ja, it was me. I’m sorry!” Caleb’s tickled-out grin added a comical look of insincerity to the apology.
“I told you, I know it was.” Beau huffed. “I wanna know how you did it.”
“It’s- it’s a spell.” Caleb explained, still giggling through his words. “Nothing of my own making, a relatively common spell — Unseen Servant. It can be used for lots of things, tasks, and whatever you ask really.”
“So it’s not a tickle spell?”
Caleb laughed at that, blushing more. “No, no that is simply one of many uses.”
“….Can Jester learn it, do you think?”
Caleb and Beau stared at one another, a look of worry on their faces before bursting into laughter.
“Alright. Well. I’m not gonna tell everyone yet.” Beau narrowed her eyes. “You gotta help me get Yasha with it though.” She winked.
Caleb nodded, and finally his hand was released.
Beau slide off to the side of him and patted his cheek, letting his noodle arms flail weakly back to cover his sides and wipe away the residual tingles of sensation.
He flinched when she moved to try to help him sit up, and she laughed. “Relax, I’m done.” She nudged him. “For now.”
Caleb crumpled in on himself in relief, a tiny sound slipping from him involuntarily that made Beau laugh even harder.
“Bold move, provoking us like that.. Secret’s safe with me for now but I’m not helping you whenever someone else figures it out. You’re gonna get yourself into trouble if you keep using it to set people after Fjord.” Beau raised her eyebrows with a smirk. “And when Jester figures it out.”
Caleb swallowed nervously. “Well, as I said it’s, it’s not just a spell for… that. It can be used for all sorts of tasks. I think I should stick to those for a while.” He continued, answering a few questions Beau posed on the parameters of the magic.
“Sounds like a cool utility spell — I’m impressed.” She punched his shoulder as lightly as she could manage. He still flinched. “Why’d you even think to use it on us like that though? Had to know we’d figure it out eventually.”
“Perhaps I- perhaps I just wanted a chance to participate in your shenanigans without being constantly victimized.”
“Mmmm, and how’s that working out for you, buddy?”
Caleb laughed, letting his head lull back against the floor. “Ja…not so great.”
#tickletober23#tickletober 2023#ticklish!caleb#tickle fic#critickle role#tickling#empire siblings#beauregard lionett#Caleb widogast#tickletober#day 17: interrogation#tickletober 6 months later#interrogation#tickle interrogation#tickles#pinned#i forgot about Beau’s above bed mirror until I finished writing this and I’m like#do I go back and completely add another layer of embarrassment to poor Caleb#no bc she would have to pull the string or whatever to reveal it and she was busy tickling Caleb to bits#Beau and Caleb both being terrified of jester learning a spell that can be used for tickling hdhjfjggkkhh#besties#ticklish#mine#my fic#my fics#writings
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the besties! them!
alt barnaby that i didn't have the heart to discard
#saying i am back to my bullshit would imply that i ever come off my bullshit#ruminated for a while on these ones#wally is inspired by parrots squirrels and my little pony a little bit#barnaby is straight up a ram dragon dog combo#they are so far the only ones with actual people items and there is a reason for that in my mind#headcanon that barnaby breathes colourful smoke and wally can do a sonic thing like a thunderdrum that can shatter things#cause parrots are Loud#also yes wally does have fucked up parrot feet :D#couldn't incorporate the soles hearts because of it but there is a sneaky white one on the chest so i count that as a win#wh dragon au#welcome home#welcome home au#wally darling#barnaby b beagle#my art#finally more or less pinned down the hight chart so far atleast until i do eddie and have to balance him between barnaby and frank#without making frank too damn tall#almost the whole beta gang is here#poppy is almost here her design is done she just doesn't have a render yet
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if supernatural was any good, they would have had mary and lucifer sleep together in the apocalypse world. this would have solved zero problems with the show, but it would have created a hundred more interesting ones than they already had.
#they could have done this. for me.#it should have gone really well too. for mary and lucifer i mean.#because that would be 1000x worse for everyone else involved. if mary enjoyed herself and bonded with him.#doesn’t even have to be much of a bond but like. just enough that when sam and dean are there. it’s so incredibly uncomfortable.#sam like :) this is the second time my mother has slept with someone complicit in torturing me. i feel normal about this and its not#messing me up so bad im going to scream. this is fine.#dean would freak the fuck out about it though. openly and loudly. it’s *lucifer*.#which. of course. trying to tell mary that she’s not allowed to do what she’s already decided she’s doing because dean doesn’t want her to.#yeah. im sure that’ll go well.#lucifer doesn’t even have to do anything to drive a wedge between them besides sit there look pretty and eat mary out until she screams.#easiest job in the world#and most importantly: it would have been hot. literally just let someone walk in on mary pinning the devil himself to the floor.#why not give me this one thing huh
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#sidestep#Ramona Chase#fallen hero#fallen hero: retribution#fhr#new book new look#and a rat king!#RK design stolen from Mih with their blessing :^)#the jacket pins were just for fun until i genuinely liked them#can u guess who she's romancing?#shout out to the pals who gave me excellent critical feedback#im very happy with this thank you#krita#made with krita#choice of games#androleda's art
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woke up in the middle of the night with this weird sensation like my legs had lost circulation and then regained it — that weird cold feeling, yknow? and then spent 20 minutes lying awake wondering if I was actually feeling slight prickles in the skin of the tops of my feet or if I was imagining it because I was half asleep and am a known psychosomatic symptom haver, and now I might be/probably am feeling those prickles again in my feet and legs and hands and it's really scaring me
#if I have some kind of neuropathy going on then I'm basically dying of something or other#however I asked my 14yo sister and she said that she periodically gets the same thing so maybe it's just...#our mom's side of the family genetically has mildly poor circulation. not like severe issues or anything but minor stuff#so??? idk 😞 also I'm probably making it worse by fixating on it 🫠#anyway. night before my birthday. pray for me please#the hands part at least is almost certainly psychosomatic bc it wasn't until I started thinking about it that that started#but now it's really freaking me out. it's just like... skin deep too not like pins and needles when you sit on your foot or whatever#it's just the skin it feels like#OK I'M DONE SPIRALING I can bring it up to my mom in the morning#also I started my period this morning. which I'm sure can have some kind of effect on Everything#the hypochondria blues
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I saw a post about Kieran being a failmage and well. He's my silly little guy now... He has two mom's. He calls Aviae "Mama" and Morrigan "Mom" (he calls her mother when he's mad at her. Aviae doesn't get mothered ever because she is incapable of being harsh to him ever. He pouts his lip and she's sobbing apologizing to HIM. Morrigan is immune to his pouty lip (most the time))
I did this design in like 30 minutes so I may touch it up more later but yay Kieran!!
#dragon age#my art#kieran dragon age#oc: aviae surana#<- mainly tagging that bc this is specifically my design when shes his other parent#he gets her curly hair... his hair is pin straight up until his like 13 then it goes all curly#Morrigan is convinced there is some kind of magic going on#the dynamic kieran and aviae makes me tear up if i think about it too hard... her SON...
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watch me procrastinate the FUCK out of writing Netherwood IV because I don’t want to let Werewolf!Sanemi go 😭
#truly one of my best ideas#like how feral he is??#that mf’n breeding kink??#I want him chasing reader through the wood (consensually) and pinning her down and fucking her until sunrise#I think she should give him a belly rub!! or him wag his tail at her!#anyways#I will be destroyed when Netherwood comes to an end#it’s my baby
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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And I present to you
✨vampire boi✨
#Alr so what I have so far about him#He was born on 13th October in 1886 to a really wealthy family#But they were like really abusive and shady so he ran away at the age of 15#He ran away to a village near the countryside and started living with a single mom and her son who was a couple months younger than him#And then he had a whole gay crisis cus 'damn her son is hot as fuck what the hell'#So he spent a couple of years living with that huge crush until the lady's son just one day pinned him against a wall and started making ou#So yeah the mom knows about them but pretends not to cus she's Slay™#In total he lives about 5 years with them#Until the mom and his boyfriend get hanged because they were both accused of witchcraft#And then he just fucking loses it and self isolates the fuck outta himself#And one day he just decides to end it#He tries to do that by drinking poison#But instead of dying like a normal person his system managed to digest it and now he's a fucking immortal vampire#So yeah thats that#I still have to think of names but if y'all got any suggestions please lemme know#Aho speaks#random#Art#Doodle#sketches#vampire boi lore
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am i the only one that ships Alph x Brittany here i don't get it
#idk man#it's the girlboss malewife for me#alph gets called both babygirl and babyboy#he also definitely little spoons#he prolly never thought about romance but that's because he forgot it existed#until brittany pinned him to the wall then kissed him and left him to process it#i dont think he's gay#imo he's bi coded#brittany loves to fluster him#like A LOT#before their romantic relationship they were pretty good friends#but brittany had a fat fuckin crush on him#she loves prettyboys#especially since Alph is the sweetest guy she ever met#cunty yellow pikmin
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So This Was A Little More Angsty Than I Recalled...
We’re probably both going to be bruised black and blue by the time this is over, Ezra thinks, blocking a hard swing and throwing it right back. The sun was setting when they started, and it’s nearly dark now.
Sabine’s eyes glow too gold for comfort in the dusky night. Just like he has every day for the last month, he bites his tongue and holds back his questions.
Hera and Zeb won’t tell him about whatever happened to Sabine on Malachor, Kanan and Okadiah are as lost as Ezra is, and if Ahsoka knows anything, she’s not telling. When Ezra brought it up to Mom and Dad, they just told him to be there for Sabine.
He’s been trying.
Sabine has not been cooperating.
So after a month of being there with no success, Ezra gave up and decided that it was time for some non-optional friendship bonding time, but even his best efforts at finding a so-bad-it’s-good holofilm like they used to watch together, even after making some really good movie snacks, all for her, she sulked and complained the whole time, being so—so—infuriating that before he knew it, they were yelling in each others’ faces about tropes.
Ezra stopped yelling, stopped the film, took her by the arm, dragged her outside into the Atollon landscape, and said that they were going to beat the crap out of each other.
(For Mandalorians, sparring is training, recreation, and even courtship. He figured… maybe it would work as therapy, too?)
He doesn’t feel bad about throwing the first punch, because she hit back twice as hard. Ezra thinks his lip is split from a hard hit to the front of his helmet, and Sabine’s knuckles are scraped raw and bloody. They circle each other, slower now than when they started. Her hair has blown out of her braid and sticks to her face in the heat.
It’s a little bit pretty, but now definitely isn’t the right time to think about that.
Sabine rolls one shoulder—he thinks it’s where he landed a decent punch.
“Had enough, tin can?” she demands, but the tension has started to drain from her body and she sounds a little closer to playful than he thought she could ever be again.
“Not if you’ve still got that attitude, wizard girl.”
“You’re gonna regret that,” Sabine warns. She settles into a stance, rocking a little, coiled like a spring.
“Probably,” Ezra agrees.
She draws a breath, and Ezra must have blinked or something, because in the space of an instant, she’s flown at him. He can barely see her in the dark and even the night vision in his helmet doesn’t help.
But he has a split second of advantage. In pure chance, she overextends, and he slams into her, sending them both tumbling through the Atollon dust.
She’s up on her feet again right away—or at least she would be, but Ezra snags her wrist, and drags her back down, flipping over so she’s neatly pinned beneath him.
All he needs is a knife to hold to her throat and it would be a near-perfect replica of the scene in the holofilm that started their stupid fight in the first place.
Sabine doesn’t say anything. She just lies on her back in the dust, looking up at him with the eyes that always seemed to see through his mask, but now they don’t look like they’re seeing anything. He hopes she’s processing her emotions and not disassociating.
Ezra is about to move off of her when something catches his eye, and he brushes some of her hair away from her face. It clings—not with sweat, but with blood. There’s a cut on her cheek.
“Did I hurt you?” he breathes, not sure what he’s even saying, and he draws away.
Flying up, her hand seizes his wrist, gripping painfully tight, even as her sharpening gaze fixes right where his eyes would be.
Ezra swallows dryly. The look she gives him is making him feel a thousand things that he doesn’t really want to sort out, now or ever.
“Sabine?” he asks. “What…”
He trails off. Her thumb slides to the little space between his glove and his sleeve, pulling the cloth back. Never looking away from his face, she pulls his arm up and softly kisses the pulse of his wrist.
“You’re dangerous, Ezra,” she smiles, breath on his skin.
Then, like the Spectre she is, Sabine is gone.
#ezra and sabine: this is a perfectly normal way to handle our traumas and requited but unacknowledged feelings for each other!#yeah so Sabine still has trauma but it's DIFFERENT trauma so she's slightly better at admitting she has feelings#ezra on the other hand...#'don't be ridiculous i have no feelings whatsoever for sabine. sure i would die for her. that doesn't mean anything.'#(he's secretly afraid that his adoptive buire are still alive and will be not-mad-just-disappointed that he's crushing on a jedi)#but sabine isn't entirely emotionally healthy either and due to her Specific Trauma she tends to swing back and forth#between shutting down/completely ignoring him and basically saying to his face#that the only reason she hasn't pinned him to the wall ripped his helmet off and kissed him senseless is that she respects his creed#which; as you can imagine; is a little confusing for ezra! but it's okay he doesn't need answers this is fine he hAS NO FEELINGS#and okadiah (the only Emotionally Competent person on the Ghost) is watching them like#'i'm no therapist but if i may offer some advice—'#FUN FACT I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHO TO SWAP ZEB WITH#so he's a jedi and Fulcrum! and Ahsoka was a royal guard to the queen of Shili!#and chopper died instead of okadiah BUT he's a droid so they installed his memory in the Ghost and now he lives in the ceiling#until they can find him a new droid body#twin blades and beskar au#lifeswap au#sabezra
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