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This Pillow Bow Bag by Delicsworld ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১
#pink#delicsworld#bow#bow bag#pink bow#bow shaped#bow aesthetic#pink aesthetic#pinkcore#coquette#coquettecore#coquette aesthetic#coquette style#coquette fashion#bag#tote#pink bag#pink tote#tote bag#fashion
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Pink Tote Discussion: My Personal Experience with Parental Trauma
I've been seeing a lot of "pink tote lid" moments* on TikTok today and it has given me pause to think about the things I've experienced with my own parents. My parents and I are, for the most part, on at least somewhat better terms now, but they're still bullies and it doesn't erase the experiences I had as a child.
*For those unaware, pink tote lid refers to a TikTok video where an individual recounts their experience with emotional abuse from their parents, wherein the mother screams at their child because she wanted them to get the pink tote lids out of the bathroom.
Trauma manifests in many different ways, and it can be hard for an individual to tell what exactly their trauma stems from. In my case, the main issue with identifying my trauma was the fact that I have memory issues. It's a vicious cycle — Between having ADHD and mental illness, my memory is very poor. That coupled with the fact that as you grow with little perspective of what others' upbringings are like, you grow comfortable in the idea that it's just normal behavior.
For the longest time when I was a child, I had an issue with food insecurity.
I don't know the true source, but my guess is that I wasn't fed enough. My family members tell me that I was being fed constantly, but then again, they are also responsible for my trauma. Not exactly reliable to my narrative. I remember that I often ate small amounts, but very frequently. I couldn't stomach a full meal, and instead liked snacking throughout the day.
My parents... Did not like this. I remember being hungry rather often because they didn't want to accommodate my appetite needs. Perhaps this is the reason I started food hoarding.
I think this behavior started around when I was five years old. I would sneak out of bed during the night or early morning and raid the fridge as well as the cabinets, often taking sugary snacks back to my room. Sometimes I would pick dried scraps from dinner off of the stove. I would discard the wrappers and containers under my bed or behind my dresser. When I was caught, I would get a beating. Eventually, they started locking the fridge and cabinets.
At one point, they locked me in my room for the night so that I could not sneak food again. When I woke the next morning, I had to pee very badly. I banged on the door for what felt like hours — My parents slept at the other end of the house. They couldn't hear me. If they did, they didn't care. I banged, and banged, and called. Finally, I couldn't hold it any longer. I ended up wetting myself because they had locked me in my room. I don't think I got a beating that time, but I was yelled at.
I was beaten once because I was suspected of eating a container of leftover sauteed mushrooms from the fridge. I hadn't. I tried to convince my mother of this, and she refused to believe me. I got the belt for it. Only later did my mother realize that my father ate them. She did not apologize to me.
Sometimes, I think to myself that I was not abused. And perhaps I wasn't. But man, sometimes it doesn't feel like my parents wanted me at all.
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pink tote bag 🎀
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my pink tote moment is when I went home upset to my mom because my dad did something to me, i don’t completely remember. she told me to write out my feelings in my notes app on my brand new IPod touch, and be as brutal as i wanted, as long as it made me feel better. the next time i was at my dads, he went through my ipod, and found the note. he took my ipod and showed the note to the entire house (it was a family of 6 including myself.) he called me down from my room, and had everyone in the house give their opinions on it. he told me I wasn’t a real part of the family until I could learn to act right, despite the fact that i am his only biological daughter. i went home crying to my mom. now, he denies that it ever happened and acts like he doesn’t remember. but i do, and so does my mom. i was 7.
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Ik this is a tiktok trend but my pink tote lid moment was having finally cut my abuser off in middle school, feeling horrible about it, trying to tell my parents about the manipulation that was being thrown at me by her and her family and them blaming me for it and calling me a villian
#bays nonsense#rant#pink tote#truama#it left lasting scars i still fight hard against today#i hate showing my face online myself sm#like its not bad when other people do it im just too anxious to do it myself#abusesurvivor#my parents#my mom especially recognizes she was so wrong for it now#but she was five years too late
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i.am.gia ⋆˚࿔ x-rated 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ collection 🎀
#˚ ༘♡ ⋆ totes my styles 。˚ ❀#catrkive#pink aesthetic#pink blog#y2k#y2kcore#pinkcore#i am gia#bimbo fashion#y2k fashion#fashion#gyaru fashion#gyaru#gyaru girl#ageha#pink pilates princess#soft pink#pink moodboard#coquette aesthetic#coquette#y2k aesthetic#y2k style#early 2000s#2000s
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DIY: Make a Tote Out of Scraps
When life gives you scraps, you make something out of them! If you’ve been following my adventures in making a new outfit from existing sample garments, you know I made a cute little tote to match my bodice. In fact, it’s made from scraps leftover from the bodice. In an effort to think more intentionally about the materials we have, and how we use them, here’s a simple DIY that you can use to…
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#cottagecore#cottagecore tote#diy tote#how to make a quilted tote#pink#pink tote#royalcore#royalcore top#tote diy
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Harvey had a blast seeing Barbie with friends!
#harvey guillén#harvey guillen#wwdits cast#floral shirt#pink#barbie#barbie 2023#pink beret#plus size model#move i'm gay tote#wwdits#guillermo de la cruz#august 2023
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LOOK THIS IS A MUST- A NEED! ᥫ᭡
#girlblog#neetcore#❤︎.*+#juicy#juicy couture#y2k aesthetic#pink pilates princess#pink aesthetic#totes my style ⊹˳ ⋆ ꒰ ɞ̴̶̷ ˕ ɞ̴̶̷ ꒱◞✿#pinkcore#pink moodboard#pink blog#pastel pink#pink#pinkie pie
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#✦ ꒰ 一番甘い ꒱ೃ#liz lisa#ribbon#pink#tote bag#gal#gals#gyaru#gal style#gyaru fashion#kawaii#hime gyaru#glitterbarbie
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my_crochetdiary on ig
#stim#crocheting#crochet#tote bags#sfw#red#white#beige#green#pink#blue#orange#yellow#hands#crochet hooks#ishy gifs#postish
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Hello Kitty Bag by Cambridge Satchel .˳⁺⁎˚ ᧔༚᧓ .˳⁺⁎ ˚
#hello kitty#cambridge satchel#pink#bag#pink bag#tote#pink tote#tote bag#leather tote bag#fashion#accessories#sanrio#coquette#coquette core#coquettecore#coquette aesthetic#coquette style#coquette fashion
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look for the name JENNIE (requested by @nostalgicastronaut) | saint laurent one-shouldered ruched asymmetric jersey bodysuit in black, undercover "borremans" fishtail parka (from the a/w 2o16 "instant calm" collection), alice langbrown "swan lovers" hand-sculpted sterling silver necklace, salomon x sandy liang "speedcross 3 ribbon" trainers in black/pink, my mum made it puffer tote bag in "moon" color
#jennie#jenny#name#request#outfit#nostalgicastronaut#balletcore#sporty#soft#gray#silver#black#pink#sandy liang#trainers#dance#bag#puffer#parka#coat#undercover#saint laurent#bodysuit#necklace#jewellery#sneakers#ribbon#my mum made it#tote#alice langbrown
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pink ♡ angel collection
http://sugardreams.shop
#kawaii#cute#pink#hime gyaru#gyaru#kawaii fashion#hello kitty#y2k#hime gyaru phone#himekaji#coquette#coquette dollete#dolly aesthetic#sanrio#dollycore#dollette#dollete aesthetic#dollygirl#dolly#pink aesthetic#pinkcore#pink y2k#princessy#sugar dreams boutique#sugar dreams#gyaru tote#tote bag#hair brush#mirror#sugardreamsboutique
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Marc Jacobs pink tote bag
#marc jacobs#pink bag#fashion#tote bag#pink#pink blog#luxury#wishlist#itgirl#pink aesthetic#cute#cute bag#love#high fashion#that girl#girly blog#girly things#glam doll#pink y2k#y2k style#y2k aesthetic#Barbie
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