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December recap 🥂 🎄 ❄️ ⛄️

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Life lately

It’s been a while since I last posted a text blog here and I can still remember how I felt back then. The pandemic has really impacted everybody and personally, as a front liner, it was really tragic. My job as an ER nurse has become really exhausting instead of fulfilling. I can still remember going to work with heavy weight on my feet. Esp during the peak of COVID delta variant, I can painfully describe how i felt like giving up. But it was also the time I realized that the support I was receiving from my workmates and friends back then has been really helpful. The team that I’ve worked with in Makati Medical Center Emergency Department has been very very lovely. I was happy.

But I still left. Why? I believed I was trapped with something that will never be in my favor. There were times that I also thought that I was contented with what’s being presented to me and didn’t ever think of what’s ahead. I wanted to achieve so much and even if I was happy, I will never get to reach them if I don’t leave.

I moved to the UK March 2023. It’s the scariest decision I’ve ever made in my life. I have been independent since I started working but the first few weeks living here has made me become like a toddler needing my mom everyday. Nobody taught me how to live abroad and when I got here, it felt like I had to discover everything on my own. Good thing that I have friends here from uni and previous work who guided me on what to do. It was a good decision choosing London over the outskirts.

4 months have passed and I’m still adjusting to the weather and culture. It is very hard to cope. I thought I have figured out my life and people think that i’m so put together when i’m actually not. There’s still a lot to discover and to explore. One of my friends told me that he was also a mess before but things will get better and that I will love London even more.

So far it has been better: Everyday has been a learning opportunity for me. I am slowly learning how to manage my task and time in my new workplace although it hasn’t been the same as the previous one and honestly, I still hate it. What’s keeping to stay is the team and people that i am working with. ;) I was able to buy things that I can’t afford before: my dream shoes, makeup, and gadgets. It’s not because I am splurging but I realized that I deprived myself to it and that I deserve and need it. (Char ngita og reason haha) I also got the chance to decorate my own bedroom and make it cozy as possible. And I get to enjoy my alone time.

I’ll be turning 30 in a few days and I just wanted to achieve peace of mind and genuine happiness. I just wanted to quote something from one of my favorite songs by Two Door Cinema Club:

“It took a little time to make a little better

It’s only going out

Just one thing then another you know

Let’s make this happen, girl

We’re gonna show the world that something good can work

And it can work for you

And you know that it will.”

[casscelestino]

[fuwaprince]

To the young Filipino who needs to hear it,

Stop trying to be in the medical field because your parents told you to- are you hearing me? I'm proud of you for respecting your parents wishes but it's time for you to respect yourself first and foremost.

The amount of money you'd make after all those horrible years of schooling won't be worth your future happiness. Do what makes YOU happy. Not your parents. When they die, who will have to live with that decision for the rest of their life???

Nene/Totoy, YOU deserve better than being forced into someone else's dreams. Fuck listening to your parents when it comes to shit like your gender or your dating or your career! BE BRAVE. DON'T BE AFRAID TO MAKE A DECISION OR WISH FOR YOURSELF.

Don't sacrifice your future happiness to appease someone who doesn't care whether you're truly happy or not. Your parents might not support you 100% but some stranger on the internet fucking does. I care. You in 5 years also cares. Your parents who are trying to live vicariously through you should care too.

If you've always wanted to be a pro painter, this is your sign to start painting instead! Whatever amazing thing you decide to do will contribute to society in ways we can't even imagine! YOU CAN IMAGINE IT THOUGH! YOU CAN DREAM IT! Chances are, you've been dreaming it! So what are you waiting for?!?! Your parents to die so that you can finally be free to make your own choices? START NOW! THERE'S NO BETTER TIME! MAHAL KITA! LIVE FOR YOU! 🫂

[nursemaruski]

Aug 7,2023

Sharing my testimony.

Its been ages since the last posr here in my tumblr. Finally I was able to retrieve it. Yey!

When the time is right, I, the Lord, will make it happen. Isaiah 60:22.

Sleepless nights, headache, anxiety, hardwork in studying, all were paid off with the help of our almighty God.

Timing is my best friend ika nga nila! Who would’ve thought that I will made it this far. A year ago, I decided to pursue my american dream. I was supposed to take my NCLEX exam last May, but my hubby suffered from ischemic stroke last February so I decided to reschedule. Preparing for Nclex was probably the toughest of what I had to take on so far. I frequently experienced subtle anxiety attacks before going to bed. For 3 straight weeks I had been weary. I had my fair share of drama too. I remember crying almost every night when praying. I felt like every day was draining every bit of water left in my system. But I couldn’t or wouldn’t let go. I knew I will have to reap all the fruits of my labor in the end. That was what kept me going. The thought of being granted what you deserve after all is just glorious.

I cannot enjoy this success without looking back and express my deepest gratitude to the people behind this success. I sanctify my achievement to my dear parents, to my siblings, pamangkins, friends, Tako Family and to my Yooboo. You all have taught me to be unique, determined, to believe in myself, and to always perservere. I am truly thankful to have all of you in my life.

To my INAP Family , to Sir Jay na lumabas sa screen habang nag eexam ako na reminding me bawal ang VUVU, sabay magthankyou Lord kapag Prioritization ang lumalabas, to sir Hisu, laging tinatanong na “Are you a Safe Nurse”and to my Sec64 esp.

Thank you so much!

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My Last Day at King’s College Hospital

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Kwentong trabaho:

I just had to post this kasi nakaka putang ina lang. Hahahahah.

May pasyente kami na natanggal ang suprapubic catheter nya. So nagtawag ako sa hospice nya para lagyan nila ulit ng bagong catheter yung patient.

So dumating after an hour and a half si ateng pinay na nurse. Gulat ako kasi yung pumunta eh yung tangang nurse na dating pumunta na din dito pero galing ibang kumpanya at para sa ibang pasyente. Dami nyang issues na nagawa from her other company kaya natawag naming stupid.

So hinanapan ako ng supplies, binigyan ko naman, si ateng ewan jusko after 30 mins di na ata nakatiis, tinawag ako. Tulungan ko daw sya. Di nya mapasok. Sabi ko teka. So pumunta ako sa room, jusko nakita ko kung saan nya tina try ipasok ang catheter. SA PUSOD NG PASYENTE. Nasabi ko na lang na, “Ano ba naman yan ate, papasok nga yan!” ☠️🙄

Yun lang. Padagdag stress sakin. Hahahaha.

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What a Girl Wants

GBC - Films - presents -

Legal - Permission -

Musical - Rodgers and Hammer -

Stein - Changing Title - Tentative -

'South Pacific'

(Asian Version)

(Back and Forth in Time)

Add Comedy - 2 - Romance

Musical - Adventure - Drama

Legal Permit - 'The King: Eternal

Monarch'

BACK AND FORTH IN TIME SO

2 - RESCUE - JOHN KERR - AS

MARINE - FRONT - LINES WW2

AS - EUN WOO CHA - ASTRO

'A GOOD - DAY - 2 B A - DOG'

THUS - PHILIPPINES' - THEIR

YOUTUBE - CHANNEL - 'JAN

AND - ANN' - THEY - ASKED IN

LATEST - VIDEO - 2 B - EXTRAS

IN - FILM' - I - CAN - DO - THAT

AS - MAIN - WRITER - OF - GBC

FILMS - STUDIOS - SECRETLY

MINE - ALSO - SO - GOT - THE

VERY - BEST - IDEA - LIKE THE

KING: ETERNAL - MONARCH

AS - THEY - WENT - BACK IN

TIME - BUT - PRETTIER

ITZY - AND - AESPA - HAD A

DRINKING - PARTY - NURSES

SOUTH - PACIFIC - ISLAND

SO - THEY - ALL - FAINTED

FUNNY - AND - WENT - 2 -

THE - SAME - AREA - AESPA

IN - LINE - ITZY - WENT - 1ST

JAN - MALE

ANN - HIS - PINAY - WIFE

THEY - LEFT - CANADA - 2 -

TRAVEL - WORLDWIDE YES

LET's - HELP - THEIR FINANCES

900 BILLION X 2 - PER - HOUR

CANADIAN - AND - IF - WE'RE

IN - PARIS - 900 BILLION - YES

EUROS - TAX - PAID - PER - HR

WILL - B - LIKE - FILM

'CHANCES - ARE'

ITZY - AND - AESPA

NURSES - WORLD WAR 2

GOT - DRUNK - IN - THEIR

PARTY - WOKE - UP - YES

TOGETHER

JOHN KERR - MARINE HASN'T

DIED - YET - SO - WHEN - YES

HE - DIED - SINCE - THEY WERE

GOING - BACK - AND - FORTH IN

TIME - ANYWAY - THEY - WENT

LATER - 2 - FIND - HOW - 2 - YES

RESCUE - HIM - LIKE - DELAYED

MONDAY - AND - SENT - HIM ON

THURSDAY - INSTEAD EXAMPLE

'UNTIL - THEN'

LIKE - INTERNATIONAL - YES

AIRPORT - BOTH - NECKTIES

IN - FULL - UNIFORM - LIKE

MALE - FEMALE - FLIGHT

ATTENDANTS & MARRIED 2

EACH - OTHER

ANN - GREETS - ITZY - GETS

THEIR - NEW - REALM - YES

PASSPORTS - WHICH - MAGIC

THEY - GOT - BECAUSE THEIR

CLOTHES - CHANGED - ALSO

ANN - SAYS - 'WELCOME'

STATES - LOCATION AND

GET - YOUR - 'NEW - REALM'

PASSPORTS - READY TURNS

2 - HUBBY - JAN - SCAN YES

THEIR PASSPORTS - FASTER

MATCH - WITH - THEIR - PUT

2ND - FINGER - ABOVE - NO

NEED - 2 - LOOK - INSIDE

PASSPORT - INCLUDES THEIR

COMPLEMENTARY - HOTEL

SUITES - STAY - FOOD - AND

DRINK - INCLUDED - PLUS

SPENDING - MONEY - WHERE

2 - GO - ADDITIONAL PLACES

2 - EAT - AND - MENUS - THEY

GIVEN - 3 SMARTPHONES SO

IF - THEY - LOOSE - FULLY

WORKABLE - FULL - DATA

INTERNET

AESPA - AFTER - PROCESSED

IN - CHARGE - OF - THE - TWO

MY - FAVORITE - NEW - PINOY

ACTOR - UNIFORMED - ALSO

TIK TOK - JUSTIN LUZARES

BRITISH - GOSSIP - HE - TRAINED

BOTH - THEIR - SUPERVISOR - AS

ITZY - AESPA - RETURNS - SAME

ANN - AND - JAN - AT COUNTER

BUT - THIS - TIME - THEIR -

EXIT - SUPERVISOR - 2 MAKE

CERTAIN - NEXT - DAY's WORK

DISCUSSED - IT's - JUSTIN YES

AGAIN - NEW - UNIFORM - BUT

THIS - TIME - AN - INDIA - TRUE

ACCENT - SAME - FACE

ANN - 'IT's - YOU - RIGHT

JUSTIN - IN - THE - START

WITH - A - BRITISH ACCENT

JUSTIN - 'OF - COURSE'

NEW - UNIFORM - NEW ACCENT

MAKES - US - LOOK - VERY

IMPRESSIVE - SOPHISTICATED

INTERNATIONALLY - FRIENDLY

ME - THE - SAME - PERSON

2 ACCENTS - SAVES - THEM

MONEY - INSTEAD - OF - HIRING

FR - INDIA - JUST - ME - FROM

PARANAQUE - POB - JUSTIN

JUSTIN - LIKE - A - VOICE

ACTOR - CAN - DO - BOTH

GENDERS - MANY - AGES

WITH - VOICE - SAVING $$$

WHY - HIRE - MANY - WHEN

JUST - A - FEW - WILL - DO

AS - ANIMATION - VOICES

GBC - FILMS - PRESENTS -

'SOUTH - PACIFIC'

(ASIAN - VERSION)

(BACK AND FORTH IN TIME)

WE'VE - CHANGED - SONGS

WHEN - ME - AS - MITZI GAYNOR

PERFORMED - 4 - AMERICAN GI

GOVERNMENT - ISSUED - MALE

SOLDIERS - SONG - OF - ANN -

MARGRET - 'STATE - FAIR' - YES

INSTEAD - GETTING - PERMITS

SO - INSTEAD - OF - JOHN KERR

MARINE - DEAD - EU WOO CHA

WE'RE - BRINGING - HIM BACK

2 - LIFE - SO - 2 - SCENES

SE-KYUNG SHIN - RECEIVING

NEWS - HER - MARINE - DIED

IU - SE EUN KIM - COUSINS

TOLD - EVERYBODY

SO - 2 GIRLS - WENT - BACK IN

TIME - 'JAN - AND - ANN' - SAME

TERMINAL - THEN - ITZY - AND

AESPA - WENT - BACK IN TIME

FRENCH - REVOLUTION - ALSO

SINCE - PASSIONATE - ABOUT

FASHIONS - BOTH - GROUPS

INTO - DESIGN - SEWING YES

MACHINE - SO - NOW - BOTH

GROUPS - WENT - BACK - IN

TIME - 2 - BRING - HIM BACK

IN - LIFE - LIKE - UNDERCOVER

JOHN KERR - RECEIVED ORDER

2 - LEAVE - THURSDAY INSTEAD

OF - MONDAY - THUS - HE WAS

NOT - BOMBED - THAT - DAY - 2

SO - EU WOO CHA - CAME BACK

SAME - TIME - AS - MY - TRULY

NEW - MOON DOGGY - THE YES

MALE - LEAD - 'LITTLE MERMAID'

MR KING - BOTH - ARRIVED BACK

ME - MITZI GAYNOR - AS -

CAILEY BAILEY

SE-KYUNG SHIN - THERE - 2 -

GREET - HER - MARINE - YES -

ASTRO - EU WOO CH - THUS -

AND - THEY - LIVED HAPPILY -

EVERY - AFTER - LEAVING THE

MAIN - LIBRARY - AFTER 4:30P

RESTROOM - LADIES

CLEANING - TIMES

11A - 11:30A

2:!5P - 2:45P

4 - 4:30P EST

THUS - I'M - PUTTING - MY

THINGS - IN - BAGS - LOVING

MY - 500 LB - CARRIER - THE

6 WHEELS - MAGICAL - BETTER

THAN - ANY - LUGGAGE - EVER

INCLUDING - SAMANTHA BROWN

LUGGAGE - I - BEEN - TURNING IT

AROUND - GORGEOUS - WHITE

MALE - CUTIE - 6TH - FLOOR HE

CAME - OUT - OF - ELEVATOR AT

1:!5A - HE - HAS - 24 HRS ACCESS

ANOTHER - NIGHT - HEARD - YES

AT - 1:30A - OR - 1A - MOST LIKELY

ITS - HIM - CAN - U - IMAGINE - IF

WE - BECOME - FRIENDS - MY -

NEW - FACE - AND - BODY FOR -

WE - NEED - CHEERLEADERS IN -

OUR - LIVES - MAYBE - HE LIVES -

IN - SOMA - AT - BRICKELL - AS -

HE - CLIMBS - BRIDGE - WITH -

HIS - ELECTRIC - SCOOTER 2 -

SO - IN - TERMS OF ROMANCE -

WE - WERE - BOTH - STUCK IN -

6TH - FLOOR - DAY - I - HAD 2ND -

APPOINTMENT - AT - LA FITNESS - HE - HELPED - AS - WE - WENT 2

ANOTHER - ELEVATOR - HE ALSO

TRIED - STARS - SO - I - WENT FOR

IT - BUT - TOLD - ME - WHERE ME

NEEDED - 2 B - HE - WENT - YES

AT - ONCE - 2 - NEXT ELEVATOR

WE - TALKED - LONG - IT - WAS

GREAT - MAYBE - HE - HAS - A

BLOND - GIRLFRIEND - BUT - A

FRIEND - DON'T - MIND - HIM

HE's - WHITE - AND - CUTE XO

WELL - SOMEONE - 2 - EAT

BEN's - PIZZA - WITH - YES

WHO - KNOWS - FUTURE 2

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Madockkkxiannnss

Martian muggles on earth are my legit faves.

Side note agad: F U, Grammmmarly. Signing out for this shit space. Tutal, bobo naman ako sa technical writing since gradeschool.

After 13 years, nabuo rin ang Licious Co. aka my two OG purple peeps in Kalaw-UN gedli gutters. Reason is 'yung isa Canadian bacon na sa ngalan ng anakshie. 'Yung isa, nasa Kaliporniya na sa ngalan ng golden handcuffs na getting more golden. LOL.

Wala sa aming naging nars kasi alam mo naman, life happens when we are all busy making other plans. Kimmmyyy. Saka 'yan ang isang ganaps ng mga gedlu gutter girls na walang generational wealth. LOL. Loud and proud kasi ang masasabi ko, wala kaming kapit at kinapitan kung 'di 'yung bobong life choices namin na may hardest-hitting lessons na 'pag 'di mo pa naman din napagtutunan, bobba pearls kang tunay talaga. EME.

May shame pa rin mga boomer parents sa thought na "why not nursing" convos pero ngayon, bahala na sila at lahat ng mga saws sa comsec IRL and OL. Taccakayoooo.

Happy to share na may own spaces na kaming three. Hihihihihihihihi. Defying hyperinflation and fucking aging gravity na talaga namang kahindik-hindik at kagilagilalas... laslas levels ng lahat ng pake at oras.

Noon, 120 php lang usual naming allowance daily kaya KFC parang pista sa bayan na sa amin 'yun. Sbucks is a rarity saka 'di kami andun para maging in. Bawat Sbucks namin, may milestone. Kala mo naman kung anong milestone 'pag nagaaral ka pa ano? Todo commute at lakad hanggang SM Manila YMCA. LELS. Umulan o umaraw. Kaya sila talaga pinaka benchmark ko ng kung ano nga ba talaga ang tunay na diwa ng friendship.

Come as you are. We listen and we don't judge, but we don't tolerate. Ako lang 'di mabait sa amin. Hahahahaha. :p

Side note ulit: Creating PL na hindi ick forda B event. Hahahaha. Shemayyy. Hirap pero let's go Spotify.

'Yung achievements namin against the grain din. 'Yung isa dakilang nanay awardee na noon party girl na malala. 'Yung isa, breadwinner ng pamilya na walang reklamo at all at sobra-sobra mang-spoil. Ako, wala naman masyado as I am striving for peace of mind. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ibang level ang dakilang ina awardee kasi since 'yung inaanak ko hindi na talaga Pinay ang vibe, nagulat akong sobrang bait niya pero maldita rin naman. Hindi siya 'yung teenager na glued sa socmed which is weird. Artist na legit. Hindi laking tutor kasi mahal 'yun sa Canada. Saka Hufflepuff siya at saka 'di siya ni-influence ng nanay niyang mahalin ang Potterverse.

Sulit lahat ng malalang away namin at ganaps 14 years ago. 'Di biro pero looking back, laban kung laban talaga. Sana lang naging gentle r monster ako pero naman kasi, 'yung nanay din, hahahahaha. Ayoko na mag-talk. LOL.

Hindi rin kami 'yung mga fans ng traditional "you've made it" kasi walang ganun dito sa mga 'to. Hindi bagay sa amin. Ang importante, kahit 'di namin alam when kami ulit mabubuo, we are each other's home na walang filter mala digicam ng 2000s.

Let this be a reminder na ganito ang gusto kong connection. Hihihihihihi. Saks lang. Authentic. Hindi pilit. Diesel. And talagang tumatagos at aligned sa mga paniniwala ko pero progressive. Hohohohohohoho. Kung 'di lang din ganito, ekis na. Chooopi.

Deep dive ko pa 'to in the coming days kasi marami pa tayong gagawin at itatawid today. Let's slayyyyy and be slain. KIMMYYY.

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Why Extended Breastfeeding is More Than Just a Choice—It’s a Commitment Despite the undeniable benefits, many nursing mothers, myself included, face harsh criticism for choosing to breastfeed toddlers. You can see most of them in Breastfeeding Pinays and other mom groups too. The American Academy of Pediatrics and studies reported by Medical News Today even WebMD highlight significant health benefits for both mother and child. Yet, why are these well-documented facts still overlooked, even by some healthcare professionals such as doctors? As someone with a family history of cancer, diabetes, and high blood pressure, I chose to breastfeed beyond the age of two. It’s not just a choice; it's a protective measure for my children’s health, especially when microplastics in feeding bottles pose additional risks. And let’s not forget the significant savings on formula milk As a Digital Marketing Specialist focused on Healthcare, I believe sharing this information is crucial. Let’s support and spread awareness to empower nursing mothers everywhere. Share your thoughts! What's your take on extended breastfeeding? and let's break the stigma together. Share your story or support in the comments!

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Thank you Lord sa swabe at kalmadong weekend duty 🥰🙏🏻✨

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[casscelestino]

Hi everyone!

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Miracle of Giving Birth

Sabi ng kapatid ko. Interesting daw na topic yung sinapit ko nung panganganak ko kay Zayn. Dahil madami na daw siyang nababasa na mga Blogs and Vlog ng mga nag le-Labor sa Delivery room rants na halos grabe daw yung sinapit nila. Masakit, mangingiyak-ngiyak sila sa loob ng Delivery room. Kaya nagtataka ang kapatid ko at curious bakit ako na wala man lang naramdaman. . 

Kaya dito ko na isusulat lahat.

Madalas magkwento ay ang mama ko. Pero ito yung side ko. Gusto ko sana na mapulotan ng aral ng magbabasa nito ang nangyari bakit binigyan ako ng Allah ng panganganak ng wala man lang naramdaman.

Nagsimula lang naman ang kalbaryo ko...

Nung kinasal ako ng taong 2016. Medyo malungkot din kasi di kami nagkakaanak. Akala ko may deperensya ako. Kaya inisip ko na di na ata tama kaya nagpatingin ako sa doctor. Kasi gustong gusto ko talaga maranasan panu magkaroon ng mumunting anghel. 

Kaya di naging malupet ang tadhana at nalaman namin magasawa ano ang talagang problema. May Cyst ako, sabi ng doctor. Pag di yun matanggal. Lalaki at lalaki iyon na magiging sanhi ng pagtanggal sa Ovary ko. Sa madaling salita, hindi na ako magkakaanak. Mabait naman ang doctor ko. Pinay siya kaya napadali ang transaction ko.

Ang tanging paraan para maalis ang Cyst ay pag ehersisyo. Hindi ako nasawi at nawala yung Cyst o pumutok na siya.

Nabuntis din ako agad. Expected due date ay August 2017. Lahat ay atat, buong family ko. Parang sinigurado na namin na walang masamang mangyayari dahil sa ilang beses na ako nag bleeding pero lagi naman ok si baby sa Ultrasound. Halos gumawa pa kami ng group ng kapatid ko sa fb with expected first pamangkin. But the happy planning turns into my worst nightmare.

Hindi lahat ng ini-expect mo dito sa dunya ay masaya. Babalik din at babalik sa Panginoon(Allah) ang kanya. Walang perpekto dito sa mundo at lahat binibigyan ng pagsubok. 

Tatlong rason:

Trabaho- Mahabang hagdanan, sa 3rd floor kami nakatira. Tarantandong driver dahil 10 hours nga kami sa trabaho. 1 hour kami sinusundo at kung magmaneho ang sudan namin driver eh parang nakikipag karerahan. Para siyang walang sakay sakay na buntis. Kahit ilang beses pagsabihan. Atat umuwi kaya parang naka-too fast too furious lagi ang sasakyan kaya 12 hours lahat ang oras ko sa office. Buong araw nakaupo. Puro stress kasi dami din trabaho.

Verbal Stress- May mga bagay na kailan din limitahan. Dapat kung may mahal ka sa buhay at buntis siya. Matuto kang wag muna sugorin o atakihin ang tao  sa pamamagitan ng dila. Kasi minsan nakakamatay din ang dila. Kaya madaming nagsu-suicide o nagkakaroon ng sakit ng depression dahil sa nakakaapekto minsan ang dila ng isang tao o ang tinatawag na Emotional Torture. Pag buntis, hindi yan iisang tao kundi dalawang tao ang pwedeng mawala.

Careless Hospital- Isa pa ito. Yung doctor ko, nakukunbensi ng magulang ko na lahat ng nangyayari sa akin ay NORMAL gaya na lang ng pananakit ng tyan at bleeding. Kung ano ang nararamdaman ng pasyente mo, yun ang paniwalaan mo. Hindi yung kung ano sinasabi ng magulang niya. Dahil hindi naman katawan ng magulang niya ang katawan niya na sila nakakaramdam. Irresponsableng doctor! Kaya nung sa ER or Emergency Room. Ang tagal din niyang dumating kasi akala siguro niya nagkukunwari nanaman yung pasyente ng bleeding. Problema kasi na masyadong close ang doctor sa magulang kaya naniniwala na agad lalo na pag pinoy sa pinoy. Tapos isama pa ang tangang Indian Nurse na isaksak ang Vaginal Supository sa mismong pwetan na kinasanhi ng pagsabog ng panubigan.

Pero lahat nun, Na sabr ko...

Naalala ko pa yung isang araw bago ako makunan. Pumunta ako sa KFC dahil grad ng pamangkin ko. Nagpicture picture tapos ang dami humahawak sa tyan ko. Last hours din bago ako makunan, yung mga hajj din humahawak sa tyan ko. May mga signs. Ang pinakamasakit, yung halos nagpapanggap kang wala ka nararamdaman. yung nagpapanggap ka na masaya sa harap ng mga hajj kahit sakit na sakit ka na. yung kahit masakit, pinapagalitan ka pa rin kasi wag ipakita nasasaktan ang katawan mo kasi act daw yun ng immaturity at bawal kumilos ng ganun kasi nakakahiya sa in-laws. Na-sabr ko yun lahat.

Noong nawala ang first baby ko. Iniwan ako ng magulang ko after 2 months kasi nagbakasyon sila sa pilipinas. Inuwi din nila ang mga alaga kong pusa na tangi kong karamay tuwing umiiyak ako. Ako lang mag isa sa bahay dahil nagtatrabaho ang asawa ko. Dumating naman ang mga pamangkin ko, pero last complete family hours nila iyon dahil uuwi din sila sa pilipinas at final exit kaya matutunghayan ko nanaman ang kalungkotan bumabalot sa kanila na mas lalo nagdadagdag sa aking kasawian.

Hanggang sa may nanganak na buntis during marawi seige at ramadhan pa. Sinabihan ako ng pinsan ko na magbigay kahit kunting sadqah. Nagbigay ako ng 100+ riyals at hindi ko na iyon pinaalam sa mga magulang ko kasi sasabihin nila ay tanga ako at nagbibigay ng pera ng ganun ganun lang. Pero worth it ang sadqah ko dahila maganda ang kahihinatnan dahil sobrang nagpapasalamat iyong bagong panganak na babaeng apektado ng marawi seige dahil walang wala na talaga sila. 

I forgive. Lahat ng iyon ay tiniis ko kaya may barakah ang Allah na hindi ako nakaramdam ni singko ng manganak ako. Kaya ang Allah lang ang pinakamakapangyarihan sa lahat. Walang hihigit sa kanya. Iyon ang sekreto.

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