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miragenite · 4 months ago
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the mystery man :) is here :)
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hamncheddar · 2 years ago
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I miss IRL streaming. I’m gonna put this rig back to use next week while I have a visitor in town. In my experience, IRL streaming doesn’t have to look bad on a phone. Here’s some nerd shit about IRL streaming and why I have my setup the way that I do.
The standard for IRL these days is a LiveU encoder with a few 4G/5G modems connected to it. The benefit of this setup is not only using multiple connections, but it allows you to max out the quality of the camera you use for IRL. It allows you to use anything from a GoPro to a DSLR / Mirrorless camera for IRL. The liveU takes that camera’s HDMI or SDI output and sends it over the connections of the modems to a destination: typically a server somewhere that is running streaming software like you would at home to stream on Twitch or YouTube. Using this server (IRLToolkit for example) adds the benefit of automatically switching scenes to a "be right back" scene if your internet connection ever dips on the go. While this is the "standard" for IRL, the barrier for entry is pretty steep. The LiveU alone will run you $1k new, maybe $700-$800 used. Then, for it to be even worth the investment, you'd want to bridge at least two modem's connections which can be anywhere north of $40 a month per modem. That intermediate server will also run you a decent amount of money per month. I haven't sworn off the idea of adopting this standard some time in the future but for now, I am running a setup on a phone that has admittedly gotten to the point where I should have just done so ages ago. I use my iPhone 12 pro max for IRL, but on that phone I use an app called Prism to stream to IRLToolkit (just like the big boys do) over RTMP, rather than just streaming directly to twitch from, say, the streamlabs app. The video quality on an iPhone 13 pro max holds up to that of a high quality camera, as long as the right software and tinkering is behind it. The audio codec and noise cancellation on Prism do a good job with keeping the audio crisp, but I've recently made the addition of DJI's new lav mic system. I have yet to test this live, but I have used it just in the iPhone's camera app and it sounds great. Then, there is the gimbal. I am currently running the DJI osmo moblie 5. A lightweight stabilizer is something that even those running the LiveU setup don't have. On the left, I have an old pixel 3 running chat, alerts, and the IRLToolkit dashboard all at the same time. Since this requires very little data, this is doable just with a pay-as-you-go SIM card. Lastly, the box jutting off on the left is a LumeCube that is mounted in a cold shoe mounting block. This is just a small LED panel that I can spin away or toward me to keep my subject lit. Not pictured: I've got a JBL clip speaker to strap to my chest, which runs alerts and TTS (which I get in trouble for in public all the time. Shoutout to the guy who played a TTS out loud while I was in the security line at TwitchCon Amsterdam saying I volunteered for a cavity search). All said and done, the Gimbal costs $140, the extra phone plan costs maybe $30 a month depending on usage. The (unnecessary) mic system is $300. I do have a discount on the intermediate server with IRLToolkit because I know the guy who runs it (sue me - it's normally $120 a month and I won't say what I pay). You could run this same setup on the Prism app to stream directly to Twitch or YouTube, so the intermediate server service can be avoided (at the cost of your stream possibly going down when you lose connection). The upfront cost is really low and the ongoing cost is also relatively low. For someone that wants a better-than-average IRL setup, I think that going down a route like this or similar is something people should explore. It requires the least amount of knowledge for a relatively low amount of money. If you want to watch this stuff in action, as well as my studio space where I run my own twitch production full time - I'm live at http://www.twitch.tv/hamncheddar ched.tv for other socials
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gyllenhaalstories · 4 years ago
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YOU WON’T PLAY, YOU’RE NO FUN — PROF!CHRIS
summary: chris evans is your professor with whom you’ve had an affair with since the beginning of the semester. you meet with him over zoom with your fellow teammates to discuss your project, but you can’t seem to get into the right mindset. instead of providing the group with clever comments and ideas, all you do is test the limits of chris’ patience and self control.
warnings: don’t have sex with your prof please, mentions of online classes, smut including: established dom/sub relationship & teacher/student relationship (abuse of power used strictly as a joke, they are both 18+ and consensual), degradation, masturbation & mutual masturbation, edging. MINORS DON’T READ NOR INTERACT.
word count: 1500
notes: rail me daddy :) i’m a hoe for teacher/student if you can’t tell already. i do keep it vague by not mentioning any majors, don’t worry! it’s my first time writing for chris, so please, be kind!!! i hope you enjoy reading this mess!!!! ily <3
gif credits: capsgrantrogers blessing us with this low quality webcam goodness.
“Miss /Y/L/N, would you mind staying a little longer? I need to talk to you.” Chris’ voice resonated as your classmates went quiet before they waved their cameras goodbye and left the two of you alone.
Uh oh.
“Sure, what do you want to talk about?” By the time you were done with your question, you noticed that his face was frozen. “Mister Evans! Chris?! I think there’s an issue I can’t — hear you.” You sighed and rolled your eyes. You seriously needed to get that Internet connection checked. You had your hand on your laptop, ready to close it up when you heard the familiar noise of a video call, but this time it was a private conversation.
“Don’t want anybody to walk in on us, right?” Chris winked and smirked at you. You had a flashback of that one time you hooked up in his office and realized his door was left ajar when you could hear the secretary of the department arguing with the printer. You thanked your guardian angel (who must had been very disappointed) that you were just on your knees blowing him off, and that nothing too serious was going on.
You laughed, for a second you thought you were in trouble.
“What was that all about?” Chris questioned, his smirk disappeared and was replaced by a dark expression.
“I have no clue what you’re referring too.” You shrugged lightly and looked at the screen, wishing he had chosen another shirt that showcased his tattoos. You were lucky enough to see his arms from the short sleeves, you felt as aroused as royal men back in the day when they saw a woman’s ankles.
Chris clicked his tongue and shook his head. “Oh, really? There is no explanation to the attitude you’ve been giving your teammates and me all morning?”
You sighed again, loud enough for him to hear you. “They’re idiots and I’m sick of their shit. They’re not doing anything on the project yet they show off in front of you just to   —“
“Got it, they’re dumb and you’re smart.” He put the emphasis on the last few words. “Tell me, Miss, if you’re that smart, how come you’ve made the very stupid decision to be rude to me as well?”
You swallowed thickly. You were just so pissed off, exhausted from the all nighter you had to do in order to complete the requirements for today’s class. “Chris, look, you know it wasn’t about you...” You heard him cough. “I’m sorry, Sir.”
“I’d call you a good girl, but good girls don’t talk back and they certainly don’t act so bratty. What a potty mouth, you swore in front of everybody. Do I have to teach you manners too? I’m afraid that’s not listed on my tasks as your professor, too bad.”
“I said I was sorry! You know how much I hate them!”
“Do I have to give you a bad grade for not cooperating? Not everybody is as understanding as me, you need to learn that.”
He sounded so arrogant, so condescending. As much as you hated it, it turned you on. You were all squirmy on your chair, and he caught up on that.
“Tell me, what’s on your mind, princess? Why are you on the edge?”
You looked up through your lashes, letting out a complaint. That fucker. The last time you met, which was over a week ago, he had an emergency and had to leave his apartment to go on campus. How convenient, you had not finished and you were left breathless and worked up on his bed. He made you promise not to touch yourself without permission on his way out. He knew just how impatient you could get. All the needy texts you sent him while he was looking over his other classes during an exam; all the begging you did over the phone while he insisted on doing small talk.
“You won’t play with me,” you pouted at the screen. “You’re no fun.”
He chuckled, his voice sounded lower than usual while he sat up on his chair. He loved this game with you, probably as much as you did if not more.
You noticed his arm disappeared out of the frame. You’d do ten other team works with your stupid colleagues if it meant you’d be the one to take care of his hard on at that very moment.
“Oh, baby wanna have fun? Is that it? You should have told me sooner!” He cleared his throat when he heard you sigh again, giving you a warning. “Get those fingers nice and wet for me.”
You obeyed, sucking on two fingers of your dominant hand. You picked up on the back and forth movements of his arm, he was palming at his crotch. You caught a glimpse of him standing up   — he was in tight Calvin Klein boxers   —  and sitting back down, his cock freed from his clothes. “I’ve been good, Sir. So good.”
He nodded slowly, after spitting in his hand and starting to fist his cock. “Oh, really?”
You nodded frantically. “I haven’t touched myself since you left,” you pulled your hand away from your mouth, a string of saliva fell down your chin. “I’ve been so wet for you, Sir. You’re all I’ve been thinking about.”
“Then think about my fingers rubbing your clit.” He groaned, the speed of his arm motions increased.
You jerked on your chair at the contact of your fingers, your panties were soaked from your arousal. “Sir!” You moaned out when you circled faster against the bundle of nerves.
“You’re so fucked up for me, you’d rather cum on your fingers than on my face, huh?” You felt tears pooling in your eyes. “Stop touching yourself and answer me.”
You pulled your hand away, showing it to the camera so he believed you. “I want to cum so bad, Sir! Please, just once! And I’ll wait until we meet again. I need it!”
“And I need to fuck that tight little cunt of yours and you don’t hear me complainin’.” His bicep flexed in his tight shirt, his breathing got heavier. “I waited for you the entire week. I didn’t text you in the middle of the night begging like a desperate slut.” He nodded, indicating you could start rubbing again.
You moaned loudly, throwing your head back. He was edging you, again.
“Eyes on me, Baby. Need to see you.”
It took so much energy just to keep your eyes open.
“Faster.” He growled, he was so close too. You could feel it, even if he was far away.
“Sir, please!”
“Stop, stop right fucking now.” He pulled away from his swollen cock at the same time as you did. “I won’t tolerate attitude like this again, you heard me?” You nodded, mouthed a ‘yes’. “I don’t want to repeat myself. You’re such a dumb little baby sometimes, I’ll probably have to.” The more he mocked you, the more you needed to touch yourself again. “Next time you act like a bitch in my class, you’ll regret it.” You never took his threats lightly. The first, and last, time that you did, you ended up bent over his knee with the belt of his dress pants spanking your ass red like the ink from the pen he used to grade papers
“I’ll count to ten. At ten, you’ll...”
“I’ll cum!” You spoke excitedly.
“Yes, Babygirl. You’ll get to cum.” He licked his lips and stroked his beard, his hand holding his sensitive cock. “Ready?”
You replied with even more enthusiasm and he started to count up.
“Slowly, 1, 2, 3...” He swallowed thickly. “Add more pressure now, 4, 5, 6,” he tightened his grip around his cock. “Faster, 7, 8, 9...” he jerked himself up at the same speed as you. “Now, cum for me. Make a mess like you’d do on my cock. That’s right, cum for me, Princess.”
The knot in your stomach finally snapped and you released yourself on your hand. You were panting and clenching around nothing, wishing you were with Chris right now.
He growled loudly as he released himself on his hand and shirt. “Look what you did to me, Baby.” He sat up just enough to show you, causing you to laugh at the sight of his messed up top.
In exchange, you showed him your slick coated fingers before you licked them clean. Blood rushed to his cock again, but he took a deep breath to calm down. “All good now?”
“Yes! Thank you, Sir.” You smiled, content and satisfied.
He wiped his hand clean with his shirt, after he removed it and let you admire his broad chest and inked drawings. “I’m giving you extra homework.”
Your smile disappeared and you squinted, mentally preparing for more readings or an extra essay on how good he fucked you. It would be your third or fourth, you ran out of synonyms to explain that he made you feel like you were on cloud nine.
“Take a shower and a nap, I’ll get to this meeting and meet you back home, okay?”
Your face lit up again, and you clapped happily.
“See? I can be fun when I want to.”
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smallblip · 4 years ago
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Okay, but (sorry for my english) I just really love modern hc where they perform as the band No Name during their school festival (their identities are already known and that people know they belong to one of the most famous group in the school /with nanaba and erwin/).
Levi’s the face of the group and almost half of the fans have him as their bias but they really thinks he’s asexual or bi or even gay since they never knew anyone who had been his girlfriend and he doesn’t seem to be that person to be involved in any romance.
But then he surprises everyone when during their performance, he just grabs hange’s ponytail and kissed her deeply.
And people were just like—oh, shit, wait, what.... levi just—kissed his friend....his....friend.....Hange....the Hange
Then the crowd went wilder and even Levi’s fans just gasped with excitement because—damn that’s hot!
Even Hange herself were surprised but she couldn’t do anything since levi’s grip was too strong, lost in his own world as he ravishes her with kisses as if he doesn’t give a shit about everyone watching them
she doesn’t even know how long it lasted.
Then there’s Erwin in the crowd, capturing every moment with a camera because he’s the only one who wasn’t surprised about this
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Stop the presses!
“Breaking news! Levi Ackerman frontman of No Name is having an illicit love affair!”
“It’s not breaking news if everyone already knows...” Porco rolls his eyes. Connie groans. Great. Now Porco is in his shot. The school’s journalism club is essentially him and Sasha with her phone’s camera. They do not have the skill nor the budget to edit him out.
“Who’s he dating then?” Sasha shoots back.
“Heard it’s a girl from another school.” Porco shrugs.
“Heard he’s gay...” Reiner offers.
“You just want him to be gay...” There’s sniggering and Reiner wants to punch Porco, but he’s a man of discipline, so no violence before breakfast.
“It’s just a rumour! He isn’t dating anyone! Levi’s too cool to date.” Eren says, gagging at the mention of the word. A literal child.
“Who would wanna date him?” Mikasa scoffs.
“Everyone in the school apart from you, Mikasa...” Petra says, “he’s dreamy...”
Connie urges the discussion on, Sasha capturing all of this. This is the best content they’ve gotten all week. “Come on! There are no bad answers!”
“Maybe he’s dating a fan?” Bertholdt says.
“Maybe he’s dating Hanji... They do seem rather close?” Pieck says, and the silence and scowls are intended to shame her. Connie looks at the aluminium foil on Pieck’s head. Right. The Signs movie screening organised by the conspiracy society is today.
“No bad answers except that one...” Connie says.
“You’re the talk of the town again...” Mike says, “they were discussing you on the school’s YouTube channel.”
Levi tsks. He doesn’t know why Mike bothers with that crap. It’s a pretty high quality production... he had justified, but there’s nothing high quality about Sasha’s shaky hands and Connie’s head covering half the frame. Everyone knows Mike enjoys the gossip, and there’s no one that enjoys it more. Except maybe Erwin.
“Do tell! Who is the enigmatic Levi Ackerman dating?” Erwin teases. He knows he’s not getting anything out of tight-lipped Levi. But it’s still worth a shot. Also worth seeing how annoyed he can get. Plus it’s not like they don’t already know.
If the canteen hadn’t been so goddamn full, Levi would’ve relocated long ago. Then again, his lunch groups hasn’t changed since his first day at school. The routine works.
“I’m sure you boys would be the first to know...” Nanaba chuckles. She had been the first to know and frankly. Levi’s inability to confess has been getting stifling. The only thing that really breaks the conversation though? Hanji tripping and landing face first on the table, lucky for her Levi moves her tray out of the way, saving her lunch, “watch it four eyes!”
“What did I miss?” Hanji asks, eyes already gleaming at the possibility of new knowledge.
“We were just talking about Levi’s illicit love affair.” Mike says. This is getting interesting.
“Awww Levi! You didn’t tell your ol’ pal Hanji that you were seeing someone?”
The rest of them exchange looks. God she’s so goddamn oblivious.
“Eat. We’ve got band practice before class.” Levi says, fingers already working to peel Hanji’s orange for her.
Nanaba winces. So goddamn oblivious.
“So we enter school today and Sasha what do we see?”
“Merch!” Sasha pops in front of the screen and does jazz hands with Connie.
“In the lead up to the big No Name concert, everyone’s donning their best No Name merch! First, let’s speak to the best in the game, Armin Arlert.”
Armin fidgets awkwardly, “ahaha I’m just a fan who just happens to make high quality merch.” Modest for someone earning big bucks from his enterprise.
“Ah... And you have competition this year!” Connie says into the microphone, which is really just rolled up newspaper.
“Well... The quality of my work speaks for itself...” Armin smiles sheepishly at the camera, but there’s something insidious in his eyes. Armin has to admit having sole monopoly over No Name merchandising in school has gone a little stale. Surely a little competition will spice things up.
“So Zeke, care to tell us more about your entry into the merchandise game?” Connie asks the bearded boy. Who has a full grown beard at their age? Connie makes a mental note to insert “sells bootleg merch” in the little panel that runs below Zeke’s interview. The whole school is also pretty sure Zeke had been behind the whole oregano debacle last year- someone had been passing oregano off as weed and selling it to the younglings.
“What’s there to say? Mine’s cheaper.” Zeke winks.
“So, satisfied customer. Why did you choose to buy Armin’s merch over Zeke’s?” Connie asks.
Pieck glances down at her Hanji shirt, “Armin got Hanji’s nose right.” She smiles.
In the background Armin and Eren are yelling at one another.
“How could you Eren! I thought we were best friends!” Armin says. Maybe the competition spiced things up a little too much.
“It was cheaper Armin! So much cheaper!”
Eren is wearing the ugliest shirt in school so, is it really worth it though?
“We are absolutely not blowing our budget on a confetti canon!”
“But Levi!” Hanji whines, “you already rejected so many of my ideas...”
“May I remind you that your previous ideas include a guillotine on stage, you repelling from the ceiling-“
“A tiger...” Mike adds and Hanji shoots him a look, traitor...
“It was two tigers...” she mutters under her breath. “Aww Levi you never let me do anything fun!” She pouts and Mike watches as Levi’s resolve slips an inch. There’s nothing more disgusting than the weakness of a man in love. Mike rolls his eyes. He had told Erwin if he wanted in on the action, he should join their band. There’s just so much to see that Mike has honestly had his fill. Or maybe he’s just saying it. Damn Nanaba was right, he enjoys this more than he’d care to admit.
“If you shut up through the next five songs, I’ll buy you dinner.”
“What about me?” Mike huffs.
“Deal!” Hanji shouts triumphantly, “and if you let me sing the chorus with you on this next song at the concert I’ll buy you dessert!”
“Almost as if I’m invisible...” Mike mutters.
“Fine... Deal... If you can hit the notes that is...”
“Ohhhh snap!” Mike says, and Levi turns to him for a high five. Mike smashes a beat on his drums. Hanji deadpans.
Ba dum fuckin tiss indeed.
“So it’s two days before the festival and the big No Name concert. Today, we’ve got a special treat for you. Roving reporter Jean Kirschtein will find out more about Levi’s love affair, straight from the horse’s mouth!”
Jean shoots Connie a dirty look. But the pun had not been intended. Connie mouths a quick apology before continuing, “but first, a word with the people closest to him-“ Connie nudges Jean towards the general direction of Erwin, Nanaba and Mike. Remember you owe me Jean! Connie whispers harshly when he senses his friend’s hesitation, now go!
Jean groans once more. God his reputation was going to take a hit. He’s vice captain of the soccer team for God’s sake. He doesn’t need this.
“Erwin Smith! A word? Uh... Thoughts on the rumours surrounding Levi Ackerman’s love life?” Jean asks. “Erwin Smith, football captain, history club president, student council treasurer, overall overachiever, and Levi Ackerman’s friend” appears on the screen. They all know if anyone’s likely to spill, it’s going to be Erwin.
Erwin’s eyes light up, he’s finally going on the channel he watches religiously with Mike. There’s so much he can contribute, so much gossip to share, so much insight. Maybe they would even invite him as a panelist on their show. The sheer power! He looks at Nanaba and she frowns at him and shakes her head. Ah damn it! He knows she’ll tear into him if he divulges too much.
“That’s strictly on a need to know basis.” Erwin grins.
“Well... Can you give us anything at all?” Jean asks. Please for the love of god he needs to pay Connie back somehow for setting him up on that date with Mikasa. God is generous but he can easily take it all away.
“We have good, solid guesses, but other than that... No... We can’t confirm anything...” Erwin answers, but not before glancing at Nanaba. She’s nodding. Good, that’s a good answer. Ambiguous enough to keep people wanting. Erwin is relieved. Jean isn’t however, he’s now certain that his debt is going to be rolled along a tab he will soon never be able to pay.
“Oh and the history society’s having quiz night next week, be there or be square!” Erwin plugs.
“Nerd!” Nile yells from across the hallway and Mike chortles.
It doesn’t take Jean long to find Hanji, after all she’s president of the biology club, so why wouldn’t she be in a lab elbow deep in a vat of something Jean doesn’t want to know the name of. It’s her kingdom with a whopping total of four subjects.
“Hanji Zoë, I’m here to ask for the latest on Levi Ackerman’s love life-“
Hanji Zoë- the school’s resident oddball, the genius herself, in the flesh, eating a checkerboard cookie. She looks up at him and there are crumbs on her face.
“Oh! Hi Jean!” Hanji looks up momentarily, “that’s easy, Levi’s in love with me.” She winks at Jean and chuckles. Jean’s jaw drops, surely she’s kidding. Hanji’s known for that after all- her quick wit and dismal personal hygiene. He chuckles awkwardly. “Yeah... Okay...”
“See you at the concert?” She beams at him and he replies enthusiastically. Is she kidding? Everyone’s gonna be there. But Jean remains strategic, he leaves right before she gets the chance to talk his ear off about joining her club again. “Shoot... There goes another one...” she says under her breath as he exits the lab.
Jean bumps into Levi when he’s leaving the lab, odd, what’s Levi doing here, no matter, Jean has a job to do.
“Levi Ackerman! Care to comment on the recent rumours surrounding your-“
“No.” Levi interjects and heads off.
Jean flips the camera so he’s in it, “well, that’s the scoop. Back to you Connie and Sasha.”
“It’s the day of the festival! But really the whole school is buzzing with anticipation for the No Name concert!” Connie announces into his makeshift mic.
“Will there be another accident on-stage this time? Will Levi Ackerman reveal more on his secret romance? Is there even a secret romance to begin with? More importantly, will Porco Galliard finally pay for his own food at the festival?”
“Hey!” Porco whips his head around to glare at Connie, “did Reiner get you to say that?”
Connie shrugs, “we’ll find out after these messages...”
The concert is a blast, from a spectacular entrance (choreographed, no doubt, by one Hanji Zoë), to Mike’s drum solo, to Levi’s vocal riffs. But there’s an anticipation of another sort- will Levi Ackerman finally address the rumours of his love affair?
“My Levi-Hanji senses are tingling Nanaba...” Erwin says mid-concert. As the self-proclaimed expert on school gossip, there’s no gossip sweeter than that which surrounds his two best friends. Nanaba thinks it’s an overstatement of his abilities.
But Nanaba feels it too- the electricity in the air, “i think it’s finally happening!” She says, nothing short of a vision.
Levi announces the last song for the night, and he makes his way over to Hanji during the last chorus.
HUH?
Sasha’s cameras are rolling. She holds her breath, for what she doesn’t know, but she feels it coming, call it director’s intuition if you will.
Hanji looks at Levi and beams past the bandages over their eyes, now upgraded to a material they can actually see through, ever since that one accident with Hanji trying to execute a stage dive completely blind. It’s not fun explaining to the ER nurse how you managed to fracture your arm in so many locations.
Hanji’s expression changes to one of confusion when Levi closes the distance between them. This isn’t part of any plan. Her lips part in a gasp. The crowd falls silence, breath collectively held in anticipation. It’s happening. The most significant and exciting moment of their young lives.
What in the name of Maria, Rose, and Sheena!
Levi grabs Hanji by her ponytail and crashes his lips into hers. She forgets how to function, her guitar now hanging limp and forgotten. But her arms find their way around Levi’s neck. It’s just Mike on the drums now, roaring with laughter.
“Hell yes!” Mike exclaims and it’s captured by one of the mics, joined by Nanaba and Erwin at exactly the same time. There’s a flash from Erwin’s phone, there, immortalised in a photo forever. He knows it’ll come in handy one day. For blackmail or for a future wedding montage. Either is fine.
What just happened?
Connie’s jaw is hanging.
“Levi Ackerman and... and... Hanji Zoë?” Connie says, more for his own benefit than for his audience. Because this is Hanji they’re talking about? The Hanji Zoë? Resident evil genius, overall weirdo, oddly magnetic and popular amongst both the boys and the girls, Levi’s childhood friend Hanji Zoë? The answer had been staring them right in the face! Levi at the biology labs, Levi glowering at her, the bickering, the chemistry on and off stage.
Connie whips his head over to Pieck, and she winks at him, told you so!
“I don’t believe it! Stop the presses! Levi Ackerman, frontman of No Name, in love with the brilliant, the magnetic, the one and only... Hanji Zoë!”
Hanji is kissing Levi back with fervour, until they’re both blushing and giddy, the music long forgotten, and when everyone is done gawking, the crowd erupts in violent cheering. Who would’ve thought emotionally constipated Levi, Levi whose private life has been kept a secret for so long, safe from the prying hands of the school press and his loyal fans, would choose to make an announcement like this. What a night! What a spectacle!
“I guess that’s all for tonight folks, and what a fantastic and surprising evening it has been!” Connie laughs, “I’m Connie Springer, and you heard it here first!”
The confetti canon goes off. And Hanji watches with uninhibited joy as confetti rains down on the stage.
“So... Tigers next time?” Hanji says, unwrapping the bandages from her face, her eyes glazed over and more beautiful than anything Levi has ever seen. He scoffs, pressing another kiss to her lips for posterity.
“Don’t push it...”
(A/N: prompt so good I had to write a mini fic! Thank you anon💖💖💖)
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127-mile · 4 years ago
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Livestream.
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Pairing: Jaehyun x gender neutral reader.
Genre: Horror | Angst.
Warnings: Strong language, fear inducing.
Plot: You allowed Johnny to host one of his infamous movie nights at your place, and if the way the movie was filmed is interesting, it starts to look a little too real when Johnny recognizes the car he parked in front of your house. 
Word count: +1.5k.
A/N: This is part of the Cliffhanger collab hosted by @nakamotocore​ | prompt found on @/creativepromptsforwriting. | this is not really scary.
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Jaehyun wraps his arms around you, and he puts hin chin on your shoulder, heaving a long desperate sigh. "Why did we think this was a good idea?" he asks and you shrug. "I told you it would be a bad idea to let Johnny have one of his movie nights in our house." you nibble on your lower lip when you see Yuta pushing the coffee table against the wall. "Guys, do you happen to have more blankets?" Haechan asks.
"There are some in the cupboard upstairs." you answer and the young man squeals with delight before sprinting up the stairs. "We have the goods!" Taeyong says as he closes the door behind him, arms filled with snacks and drinks. "Bro, if you drop any of these bottles on the floor, I am going to end you." Jaehyun says and Taeyong shrugs as he puts everything on the ground in the living room.
"Johnny has a bigger television, and a bigger house, why did he even ask in the first place." he mutters and you wish you had an answer to that, but it's Johnny and you stopped trying to understand him a long time ago. "Do not answer any of his calls next month."
"Come on guys, come sit down! I found this incredible movie the other day and I'm sure you'll love it!" Johnny exclaims, and you have no choice but to head for the living room, Jaehyun on your heels. He flops down on the only available armchair and he pulls you on his lap by your wrist. "What are we watching?" Taeil asks from his spot on the ground, eyes half-lidded.
"An horror movie!" Johnny sounds way too excited for what he is about to put everyone through, and you chuckle when Mark whines. "Why do we always have to watch horror movies? I always spend the night trying to protect myself from a creepy serial killer, or from some demon we might have summonded while watching!" even in the dimmed lighted living room, you can see the way his cheeks flush at the laughs that instantly surround him. "Shut up."
"This one is not that scary, I promise." Johnny says as he sits down next to him, either to comfort him during a jump scare, or to scare him even more when he least expects it.
Johnny starts the movie, and at first, it is incredibly hard to focus on whatever is happening on the screen with Jaehyun's hands playing with the hem of your hoodie, his cold fingertips brushing against the skin of your stomach. "Stop it!" you whisper, slapping his hands away, only for him to grin. "Stop talking, I'm trying to watch the movie." he adds in a low voice. Little shit, you think.
"This is boring." Haechan mumbles, and you unfortunately have to agree with him. Usually, 20 minutes in a movie is enough for you to have your dose of hemoglobin for the year, but this time, nothing really happens. The way the camera is used makes it looks like some sort of livestream, and yes, the point of view is interesting, but there is nothing to see but the street the character is walking in.
"Were you trying to bore us to death with this movie?" you ask, and Johnny shakes his head. "I don't understand, this is not even the movie I watched the other day. I probably got them mixed up or something." when he makes no move to grab the remote and change the movie on the website he is currently on, you turn on Jaehyun's lap to nuzzle your face in his neck. Maybe you'll be able to get the hours of sleep you are missing because of work.
"Eh, doesn't this house look familiar to you?" you do not bother trying to find who just spoke, but a long hum can be heard right away. "Yes, it does, that's weird. Maybe the movie was made somewhere we went before." this is clearly not reassuring, but curiosity takes over, and you turn your head to look at the screen. The house does look familiar, and it brings an unpleasant shiver down your spine.
"What the fuck, that's my car!" Johnny suddenly stands up from the couch, nudging Mark who drops the bowl of popcorn on his lap and on the carpet. "Oh dude, watch out!" you are more interested about the mess Mark made than by Johnny's words. "Guys, that's my fucking car, what the fuck?" you roll your eyes when Jaehyun shifts under you. "When did you film that John?" he asks.
"What? But I didn't film anything, what are you talking about?" Johnny almost sounds offended that his own best friend thinks he would be fucked up enough to film something in a deserted street in the middle of the night. "Coming from you, I was expecting a better quality." you add after your boyfriend and Johnny narrows his eyes. "Fuck you!"
"Okay, I get that we caught on your little prank early on, but you don't have to be mean to Y/n." Taeil adds, and to be honest, you are surprised to hear his voice when he has the habit of falling asleep before the movie even starts. "But this is not me! I didn't film this movie! And if I did, how would I have it published on a website?"
You do not have an answer to that question, but when you hear Haechan gasp, you straighten up. "What's wrong?" he opens his mouth a few times, but no sounds come out which is a little worrying as he is known for being pretty loud during movie nights. "Guys."
"There is someone in the street. With a camera." you stand up and Jaehyun follows suit. "What are they doing?" Haechan's head moves from the window, to the television he must be comparing what he is seeing. "They just turned to the house." his voice is barely above a whisper, which makes it hard to hear what he is saying.
"Johnny, if this is one of your jokes, please, make it stop, this is not funny." you say and Johnny shakes his head with vigor. "This is not me, oh my god, how many times to I have to tell you!" he is either an incredible actor, or he is saying the truth, but it is difficult to find out which one is the right answer.
"They are moving."
The living room becomes silent, and all of the eyes turn to the television and indeed, the person is moving. "Johnny, if this is really not you, what happened in the movie you watched?" you ask quickly, and Johnny thinks about it for a moment before opening his mouth. "It started like this one, in a street, filmed like some sort of livestream. The guy found a house, showed the silhouettes moving behind the curtains."
"And? Johnny, what happened next?" you are starting to sound frantic, but you don't even care. You know you should remain calm, to avoid scaring the youngest but it is impossible. Your heart is pounding in your chest, and you wouldn't be surprised to see it jump out of your chest. "He rang the bell." you are going to punch Johnny if he keeps adding suspense to a situation that does not need some fucking suspense. "Someone opened the door and he asked if he could use the phone to call a tow truck."
Jaehyun takes your hand in his when you clench your fist. "Calm down baby." oh, he is so getting punched later. "And he killed everyone." you swallow hard, mouth suddenly dry and if Jaehyun was not behind you, you would have fallen with how bad your legs started to shake. "Johnny, I'm begging you, if this is you, stop everything." this time, this is not you who asked, but Mark, half hidden behind the couch.
You know you should not do it, and yet, you turn your head to the television and your breath hitches in your throat when you see the red-colored door of... of your fucking house. And when you are about to open your mouth, the bell echoes against the walls of the entrance. "Guys..." you whisper and you meet Johnny's gaze. "He knows we are here." he articulates, and you nod, of course he knows.
You let go of Jaehyun's hand, and you walk to the front door, ignoring the pleas of your friends.
"Excuse me, are you here?" the voice comes from outside of the house, and it also comes out of the television although with a second or two of delay. "My car broke down a couple of streets away, could I use your phone? I'll be quick, I promise." you feel bile going up your throat when Taeyong opens his mouth, and even though he whispers the next words, you can hear him as if he had just shouted them right in your ear.
"I didn't lock the door when I came back."
Fuck.
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e-of-west-glendia · 4 years ago
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This is a very very very late birthday present for the amazing @moonscarsandstars. I love you so so much babe (except for that thing yesterday you little shit) and I hope you enjoy this thing I wrote!
“I’m not doing it.”
“But whyyy?”
“Because it’s creepy as hell, James. That’s why.”
Sirius shoulders open the door to James’ room and flops down onto his bed.
“It’s not creepy!” James protests, flinging his backpack into a corner.
“It’s just unconventional.”
“Read ‘creepy and stalker-ish’,” Sirius mutters.
James plops down on the bed next to Sirius. “You,” he says, poking his friend in the ribs. “Are no fun.”
Sirius snorts. “I’m plenty of fun. I just don’t write random people letters and put them in their mailbox.”
“At least not yet,” James teases.
“Not ever.”
James rolls his eyes, toeing his shoes off. “You’ll cave, eventually.”
“Unlikely,” Sirius says firmly, folding his legs up onto the bed. Only to be shoved roughly off not a moment later.
“Prongs!”
“No shoes on the bed!” James gestures to his own recently departed shoes. “This is the one rule that I have.”
Sirius picks himself up off the floor. “You sound like your mother.”
“Do not.”
Sirius kicks his shoes off but doesn’t return to the bed. Instead, he takes a seat at James’ desk. In favor of silently spinning in the swivel chair.
They’d been having the same back and forth debate for days now. Should Sirius send a letter to that boy who lived down the street? Or no.
James, of course, voted yes. As did many of Sirius’ friends. Sirius, for the life of him, couldn’t figure out why.
His friends seemed to be under the impression that this was some sort of young adult novel. It wasn’t.
You couldn’t just send random people letters. What if they called the police? Then what? Not to mention the fact that Sirius didn’t even know his name. That certainly would complicate things.
That’s not to say they were complete strangers though, Sirius and the mystery boy. Quite the contrary, actually.
The two had met before, when Peter’s mother pointed out the fact that that house was the one she grew up in.
The current occupants of Mrs. Pettigrew’s childhood home had insisted on giving her a tour. A sort of them versus now type thing, Sirius supposed.
As it happened, James and Sirius were there the day of the tour. And that was when Sirius had first run into mystery kid.
They’d been briefly introduced, but Sirius was too busy considering how awkward it was to be walking through someone’s house to pay attention to his name.
Now, nearly seven months later, Sirius, James, and Peter had seen the boy again. And for some ridiculous reason, James was under the impression that sticking a letter with his number on it in that boys mailbox was the best idea ever.
Ok technically it was Sirius’ own fault that the idea even came to mind. But he was absolutely joking when he’d said, “what do you want me to do, stick a letter in his mailbox?”
In response to James’ telling him to go socialize. That didn’t mean he was serious (all jokes aside, of course.)
“Yo,” James says, and Sirius stops spinning.
“Mm?”
“Peters asking if we want to come over. His mom's baking cookies.”
Sirius halts his spinning and stands. “Really all you had to say was ‘cookies’ and I would’ve been on board.”
James laughs. “Fair enough.”
James scoops up his backpack and slings it onto his shoulder while Sirius pulls his shoes back on.
“What are you bringing that for,” Sirius asks, curiously.
James shrugs. “You never know.”
Sirius rolls his eyes but doesn’t say anything else about it, he just leads the way out of James’ room.
The two of them run into Euphemia at the foot of the stairs.
“Leaving so soon?”
“Peter invited us over,” James explains.
“His mom is making cookies,” Sirius adds.
Euphemia nods solemnly. “I don’t blame you, Peggy’s baking is amazing.”
“That it is!” James agrees, starting for the front door. Sirius follows him.
“Sirius,” Euphemia says, voice slightly sing-songy.
Sirius stops in his tracks.
“Those aren’t shoes are they?”
“Nope,” Sirius says. “They absolutely are not.”
“Hmm, that’s what I thought,” she says with a laugh. “You boys have fun now.”
“We will,” James calls, opening the door and then shutting it firmly behind them.
“I told you you sound like your mother,” Sirius snickers.
“Oh, fuck off,” James says. “That was a joke and you know it.”
Sirius very much does know it, but he chooses to ignore it.
A little while into their walk, Sirius feels a buzz at his side, buoyed by the familiar Apple ringtone.
“Who is it?” James asks.
“Lemme get the phone out first,” Sirius responds. Then, “Marlene.”
“Aren’t you going to answer that?”
“I’m getting there.”
A moment later Marlene’s face pops onto the screen. Her blonde hair splayed across the pillows around her.
“What’s up?” Sirius asks.
“Did you do it?” She asks, and Sirius groans.
James plucks the phone out of his hand before he can respond.
“No, he absolutely did not. I’ve been trying for hours!”
“Give Sirius his phone back,” Marlene commands.
Sirius take his phone back, eyebrow raised.
“What?”
“Pussy,” Marlene says, and then eats what appears to be a handful of gummy worms.
Sirius throws his hands up, exasperated. “What is it with you all and your stupid letter!”
Marlene shrugs. “Dunno, just need some gay drama in our lives I suppose.”
Sirius glares at her. “Marlene,” he says slowly. “You. Are. A. Lesbian.”
“And you’re gay as a maypole,” Marlene retorts. “Go get the guy, Black.”
“It is not that easy,” Sirius sighs.
“Can you write?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have a phone?”
“No, I’m calling from a toaster.”
“That would explain the poor video quality.”
“Bullshit.”
Marlene ignores this. “Seems to me like you’re perfectly capable of writing that letter.”
“Yes, but I’m not social,” Sirius says.
Both Marlene and James laugh at that.
“Sirius Black you are the most social person I know aside from myself and your haired idiot over there.”
“Hey!” James says, indignant.
“You can write that letter,” Marlene continues. “I know you can.”
“The problem isn’t I can’t do it,” Sirius says, handing the phone to Marlene so that he can tie up his hair, which has decided for whatever reason to fall in his eyes and be irritating. “I just don’t want to because it’s stupid,” Sirius finishes.
“I see,” Marlene says.
She’s silent for a bit. Which is slightly alarming to Sirius. Marlene is only this quiet on the phone when she’s thinking or playing Subway Surfers, her designated FaceTime Game.
“Well then,” She says, and Sirius releases a sigh of relief. “I guess I can’t make you.”
“Nope,” Sirius says cheerfully, a girl starting to spread across his face.
“Unless of course I dare you to,” Marlene says, and Sirius’ grin drops.
It’s Marlene’s turn to smile now. “Gotcha.”
“You’re the devil.”
It’s quite the well known fact that Sirius will take basically any dare, so long as it doesn’t hurt someone else. And as far as he can tell, this dare isn’t hurting anyone. Not even himself, save for some minor embarrassment.
“How did you know what my Halloween costume was,” Marlene asks, she’s still grinning at him.
“Well, you certainly aren’t an angel,” Sirius grumbles.
Marlene waves a gummy worm at him. “Ain’t that the truth. Well then, I dare you to write that random guy a letter.”
James whistles. “Gosh why didn’t I think of that?”
“You’re afraid of being murdered, maybe?” Sirius suggests.
“And Marlene isn’t?”
“I’m the devil, remember? Already dead.”
“Right, of course, my bad,” James says.
Marlene turns her attention back towards Sirius. “You’re near Peter’s, right? You should send the letter now.”
“With what?” Sirius asks. “I’m short on paper if you can’t tell.”
Marlene gestures to James who is holding up his backpack triumphantly.
“Told you we’d need it!”
“I hate you both,” Sirius mutters, snatching a pen and paper from James.
“What the hell am I even supposed to write?”
“You number,” Marlene says unhelpfully.
“No shit Sherlock.”
Sirius decides not to ask anymore questions. He just scribbles out a quick note and folds the paper.
“What’d you say?” James asks.
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” Sirius retorts.
They’re right in front of the house now, and Sirius is wondering if he should just back out of it.
“Don’t be shy,” Marlene says from her end of the phone. Sirius has the vague idea that she’d be shoving him forward if she were here right now.
As it happens he doesn’t need the shove. He walked up the drive himself, ignoring Marlene’s, “Wait flip the camera James. I wanna see him do it.”
He’s at the front porch now, and he thinks he can hear something in the kitchen. There’s the sound of rushing water, dishes maybe?
Without giving it much more thought, Sirius shoves the letter inside the mailbox, wincing at the slight creak it makes.
Then he jogs back down the drive and continues towards Peter’s house.
James runs after him.
“Don’t you feel liberated now?” Marlene asks.
“If by ‘liberated’ you mean like a fucking fairytale charcater then, yes. Sure.”
“I don’t know of any fairyta—“
“Goodbye Marlene,” Sirius says, he takes the phone from James and promptly hangs up on her.
“Rude,” James says jokingly.
“Oh, please, she’s done worse,” Sirius snorts.
“But don’t you feel excited?” James asks.
“I feel anxiety.”
“You’ll thank us later.”
Even thought Sirius rolls his eyes and shoves James into a nearby plant, he can’t help but wonder if James and Marlene are right. And if this’ll actually go somewhere.
Ah, well, that’s another problem for another day. At present moment he should probably be running right about now before James comes to exact his revenge. And that, is exactly what he does.
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Gonna type stuff down agian. I realized that I don’t get as much notifications as I do anymore so that’s they rn as I’m typing this I have my ringer on so I can hear the typing sounds. I like how the typing sounds for iPhone is. But I’m kinda thinking of wanting a Samsung flip phone (I had to turn off my ringer bcs my brother was coming down and I hate it when he knows I’m up) it’s so cute like the themes and stuff so so cute. I really want it even tho the quality aunt that good. But idk I don’t really take pics that often. Mostly bcs my back camera of my iPhone is broken. Well not broken just don’t work. Like I have to ask this one person every time during drawing and painting if they can take a pic of my homework and I feel so bad asking every single time. But ya. Also today I did the barre app agian but this time abs. I didn’t think it did much for me. I’ll just use it for legs and butt now bcs i know for a fact it will work for that. Very excited to see the process that I will see with this app. Also talking about dance. So I texted my coach today bcs yesterday she sent an email and try out and in that email she included the new try out dates. Found out WE ARE GONNA HAVE A 5 HOUR PRACTICE. A FIVE HOUR PRACTICE FOR TRYOUTS. FUCKING TRYOUTS. But it wasn’t intentional bcs she said that she had to make it that long bcs the school didnt allow her more days only 3. Also we have a practice an hour before the try out. So ya for that I’m just not gonna leave. I’ll just stay there for the hour. Hope my friend does too. Also found out that one of upcoming juniors was asked for her phone number like 5 times this SZN like doesn’t the coach have her phone number it’s so so weird like your the coach. Also one of the seniors got their insta hacked and I almost fell for the think too that the hacker sent. Was so grate full bcs it was sketch I don’t even know why I even clicked it. But tomorrow I’m excited for homeroom I love reading during homeroom and I cant wait for my outfit tomorrow it’s gonna be so comfy and cute. I’m gonna wear (had to stop here bcs i had to open the front door) burgundy sweatpants that my mom got from Walmart, a black long sleeve, and a necklace. I cant wait and I am thinking of wearing a cute ponytail bcs i look good in them. So ya. Also I had to do a Flipgrid today and like at first I was just gonna do a voice but I did a video bcs i thought I looked good. So ya confidence. Also yesterday I started watching a show called lolirock apparently it is French show and Thomas Astruc was working one it and IMMEDIATELY it was so similar to miraculous and apparently it’s good to according to a editing miraculous ac. Maybe I’ll watch and episode after I’m done with this. Ya in just mostly excited to wear my outfit and hair tomorrow so exited. Might even add some eyeliner and that white thing that I have too in the corner of my eyes. So so excited. Ya also studied for my chem exam I feel a bit more confident about what I’m doing. I know the terms. Now it’s just the problems. I can find the limiting reactant which is the reactant that limits the amount of other reactants to combine and the amount of products formed (lol if did that so I could study) but ya now I just feel a bit more confident on that and the yield shit. Also tomorrow I have a speech I hope I do well. It’s on teen drug use and I only went over the limit like by 30-40 secs which is o le 0.5 point off not bad from the 6 mins That I had the first time I practiced. Lol My friend just sent me a another IMessage game. I crushed her at 8ball. I’m good at 8ball. I miss my friend from like 5 th grade I don’t see her anymore like everytime she wanted to see me I couldn’t bcs i was doing something dance related. So so sad when she said that I was doing on the day that I had state and I told her I was 3 hours away from her. I was so so sad if I was home and I saw her I would never let her go. She is the first friend where I felt like myself and she is just the best. I miss her so so much. Ya that’s about it I think I must just watch one episode of lolirock.
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calypsoff · 4 years ago
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Fifty Nine. Part 2
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Clinton honestly plays at my heartstrings with Chris, just to see a good father. He is ever so attentive towards Chris and I love to see it, he just comes out with the most random things too which makes me laugh but to see a father, it’s nice to see. I don’t know what one is, it’s been tainted for me because of my own and I don’t think I know what a real father should be doing “you good now yeah? No more tears” Clinton placed his arm around Chris and patted his shoulder “no more, I’m good now. I ain’t seen y’all in a while, I missed it. You know how much I missed you when I was locked up but yeah, I’m good” Chris makes me so proud, he really does. He just so open with his emotions with his family, even with me but I love that “so what is happening in the family, how is the baby? Tell me” Clinton asked Chris, he probably wants to hear what he has to say which I don’t mind “good, erm me and Barry aren’t friends anymore. I’m not sure what he is on at all, we just not speaking anymore. He was saying things that angered me that I ended up beating him, in the middle of iHop and I got arrested and now I got a court case. So that happened” Clinton looks horrified “again!? What did I say to you about letting anyone get to you! Seriously, you have so much going for you. I said it to you when you were first time arrested, I said to you that you are not like those boys out there that need to do these types of things. Barry isn’t proceeding the way you are Chris; you need to make new friends in that field. The people of VA you leave behind, nobody is happy for you” Clinton was harsh there “we understand why you both didn’t come to the home and we appreciate that you even came to VA, I’m very happy to see you both even came but we will come to you both” Joyce added “I’m not hiding though, fuck them” Chris said “you’re not hiding son, you’re fully there and we see it” Clinton is right “move to Cali, then I can see you when I want and then when Robyn isn’t speaking to me I can see you all” Chris would mention that “no baby, your sister is here” Chris pulled a face “but I would like you to be safe, you know Robb is throwing threats” Clinton looked at Joyce “I think your mother wants to stay in VA; our family is here. Only you are in Cali” Chris shrugged his dad’ arm off “yeah the family that don’t fuck with your son, ok. It’s just me” Chris is offended by what was said, I don’t blame him.
Chris as he does he’s walked off because he’s not happy, I’m not going to get myself involved because it’s his family “Clinton leave him, he needs space and we give him that” Joyce said as Clinton was going to get up and follow him “I just don’t want him to be sad, it’s a lovely day. Seeing each other” taking in a deep breath “do you all still speak to the family still? It’s just Chris?” I questioned, I want to know more actually “they speak to us yes, but when it comes to Chris he is a bit of a taboo, Robb is the first born grandchild. Spoilt, so when that all happened they took sides and it hurts me so much because he’s my only son, but I also want my family, We decided to just keep both sides happy and not speak on either, I know my son feels I am betraying him. I don’t know what else I can do without losing the family I got and have nothing” pressing my lips into a hard thin line “but then Chris had nothing besides you three? How was that fair on him. In that situation, coming out of jail and he came back to nasty behaviour. I just feel it’s hard for him, he did what he needed to do to be out, I won’t ever say he did wrong. You both got your boy back and that alone should be praised but how you think he feels when now he’s between you and that family you want” I shouldn’t be involved in this because it’s not my issue at all “it’s ok because I will have my own family” oh Chris heard then “son, you’re taking it the wrong way. You knew this, you knew the family didn’t forgive. We would always choose you over them, it is never like that but we are ok in VA, we really are so please let’s not argue, can we not” Chris made his way over to me and sat next to me “I have no family” looking over at Chris “stop” I don’t want this to be an argument, we didn’t come here for that.
Both Clinton and Chris went out to get some groceries, they took Frank with them. I wasn’t letting them go alone, I’m not risking it at all “Joyce, it’s playing on my mind and you can tell me to mind my business but. They want to kill your son, does that not hurt you and want you to not deal with them anymore?” I’m still on it “kills me deep inside. My sister came and she said my son is suffering, I said to her so is my son as you all wish nothing but bad on him so all he keeps getting is bad, I told Chris to go to church more, he needs the blessing because there is nasty people out there that are wishing it, those people is my family. I do want a change but all I know is VA, I am comfortable here” as a mother I can imagine how hurt she is about it all “all I knew is Barbados Joyce, but I did it and I was happier, hand on my heart a change could be best for you all because he wants to protect you all too, but that’s something you all want. Chris is a hurt man and I see it sometimes, he loves Barbados, he loves my family and minus my dad but how close we are. I see his smile and then he comes here, and he has no family around, it’s a shame. All they are doing now is selling stories about him, my publicist told me, and I said deny it all, he doesn’t know that, but I do. It’s just a nasty situation where now his cousin is threatening him, I feel like someone has put some witchcraft on him, you’re right. All those bad wishes add up and maybe we need to go church, but I think if you really want a change, make it” they are thinking on moving then they need to do that now before Chris gets the house for them.
Joyce touched my bump and it made me giggle “my mother would be jealous right now, she just calls me on FaceTime to stare at my bump. She’s so excited about this, she’s telling me she will move in for me and she will do this and that and I’m like hold on mommy, I am ok. Chris and I are ok, I just know Chris is going to be so supportive. But I think I will let her stay for a few days and then she needs to go home, she will take over. The baby is going to be so loved, I can’t wait” she cooed out “what you guessing? My mother said boy weird enough, she said the way I am carrying so I am so unsure, also Chris and I met this guy in Jamaica called captain and he knew so much, he turned around to me and said girl, I was so freaked out” Joyce gasped “wow, well I think girl. Oh baby I hope it is a girl, daughters are a pleasure. Such beautiful, spirited kids, boys are a pain. I enjoyed my daughter then I did my son but Chris himself, he was clingy to me, forever wanting me to pick him up but I feel like when boys grow up, they grow up to not be yours” Joyce has got a point “he also said we have four kids but one is vague and I questioned and said was one a miscarriage and he said no so that scared me, I don’t know. I hope it’s not anything awful” I sighed out “impressive” Joyce said and I laughed “well” I dragged out, her son has super sperm so it could be a thing actually “would you want that many? You’re a very busy woman” I chuckled “with the help and support from the love of my life yes it can happen, even if god blessed me once I am happy” Joyce cooed out “I am so excited for you both” this baby is going to be so loved and I can’t wait.
Sweet of Joyce, she cooked for us and I wasn’t expecting that at all. She made me sit down and not do anything at all, it’s nice “you know what, this was so nice. Thank you, but leave the dishes, Chris will clean up” I grinned at Chris “what?” He said confused “you heard me but it’s getting late, I don’t want you driving home and it’s too dark for you” Chris chuckled “she is trying to make you both leave, she is bored of you” Chris is such a liar “don’t listen to him please, he is a liar. But anyways, can we take a picture together, just before you depart. I want a in-law’s picture, I’ll get Rich to come and take it” getting up from the seat “oh god my hair is not done?” Waving Joyce off “stop it” making my way to the living room to get Rich so he can take this picture of us “Rich, can you take a picture” walking back on myself “what’s bout your bump?” Chris asked “your jacket” taking his jacket from the back of his chair, I just really don’t care about hiding about the fact I’m with my in-law. Putting Chris’ jacket on and zipping it up “don’t you think it looks better on me?” I smiled at Chris “mhmmm nah, better on me” Chris wrapped his arms around my shoulders “Rich can you notice my bump? Anything at all?” I asked as he aimed the camera up “erm no, the counter covers it” shuffling to Joyce and placing my around her “ok smile” I grinned wide, I probably look a mess but who cares “done” Rich made his way over to us, taking my phone from him “awwww thank you, I love this picture. I don’t look pregnant here at all, ok family” pressing next and adding a caption ‘I have the cutest in-laws’ pressing send on the picture “it’s been honestly so nice to see you both, but honestly. Chris will clean” I am being deadass, he thinks I am joking “awww, how long you both staying for?” Joyce asked “erm, I would say a few days. Spending some quality time together” I laughed to myself because that sounds stupid, we see each other anyways.
Chris is downstairs trying to figure which home he wants to get for his parents, I spoke to Chris last night about them remaining here, they are happy to be here so why change that for them. Even though for Chris I would have liked them to come to Cali but it’s fine, just because they are happy here so he is downstairs looking at different homes, he changed his mind on what he wants to get and I don’t mind because I need sort out his birthday gift or gifts anyways, but I don’t know what I am doing with this shit so I am getting my brother to help me, I have not a clue about this shit so while he is down there I am calling him “nigga, why you take so long to pick up” I scolded him “sorry, man I was just going to have a nap under the sun” he knows damn well I miss Barbados “asshole, so anyways. Have you done your investigation for me? I told you, if I say it to him he will clock on so I don’t want to ask” he better have spoken to him “yeah, I text him and said well lied to him. I said I am moving to Cali to be closer, and I am looking to get a car, well at first we spoke about sports and then I turned it into about cars, then he said oh my car is just an Uber which made me laugh but he spoke on Lamborghini, he said once he makes his money up he will get that for himself, so there. I did it” I have no idea about cars, they cute whatever but I don’t. I have that Porsche that is in a garage that I don’t even use “right so now what? Rorrey please, you got to do this for me” he has no choice he has too “right there is a few models but I am flying over sis so we can both go and look, don’t worry about it I got you” thank god he is coming.
As I come down the door knocked at the same time “I will get it” Rich said as he got up, I need to make some lunch actually, I am hungry. Slowly walking down the last step as Rich walked by me “you don’t look happy” I said, “I was having a nap” I gasped “so in that nap you were saving me from what?” Rich chuckled as he opened the door “oh wow, hi” letting out an oh, it’s TJ “I come in peace, honestly big man” Chris jogged by me “is that you TJ?” Rich moved to the side, TJ stood awkwardly with a car seat in hand but then he placed it on the floor as Chris jumped on him, giving him the biggest hug “oh man, it’s the married man” I smiled seeing them both hugging, seeing Chris happy with his friend “oh shit, oh my god. Is this Camron? Holy shit, who this white boy” Chris crouched down to the car seat “hi Rihanna” TJ waved at me “hey, come in. Chris bring the baby, come in. I am going to make lunch, you want some?” I asked “no thank you, I just ate. I really wanted Chris to meet my son, like I am so excited about this” watching Chris as he bought the car seat over to me “look at him, he fat and white” I cooed out looking into the car seat seeing this chubby little thing with the lightest hair “wow TJ, he is you!” I spat “he is so cute” now I am jealous, I Want my bbay with me now, Camron is so cute.
Walking into the living room and sitting next to Chris “ugh, I cannot wait for our baby to be here. Look at you being all daddy, TJ your son is beautiful. He is really you’re twin, god bless him” TJ laughed “thank you, I just wanted Chris to meet him, and it happened. I just wanted this moment, when he’s older I can start taking him to Cali, he will have someone to play with when little Breezy comes along but thank you” poking my lips out “come here, you are so precious” picking Camron off of Chris, slowly placing him in my arms “you really are a charmer staring at me with those big brown eyes” I should have known, like he’s a baby and they can sniff milk “aye, wait. No, those nipples are mine” I snorted laughing moving him away from my breast, this baby is ready for milk “oh shit, I just fed him, he probably senses it” lifting him up and sat him up on my lap with my hand behind his head “take a picture for me, do you mind?” I asked TJ “I don’t, I mean after the breast thing. You can” Chris aimed the camera, placing my hand just under his chin “mind the stomach” I added “Camron, hey nephew! Yeah, you going to smile at me, awww look at that” Chris turned my phone to me “cute, post it please and put. Just had a baby the world thinks I am pregnant with, I want to annoy the rumours floating around. This will throw them off” also just that alone will upset Seiko, she will be so angry about me posting her son.
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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years ago
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Survey #440
from a day or two ago.
Do you drink a lot of soda? I definitely do. :/ I'd lose weight so much easier if I could drop the habit. Are tomatoes the best food in the world? I don't like tomatoes unless they're very fresh and on a mayo and bacon sandwich. Have you seen The Blindside? I actually haven't. Do you have a favorite local pizza place? Not really. There's a place I like that isn't huge, but I don't have like, a serious passion for or loyalty to it. Would you date someone 10+ years older than you? Meh, I think ten years is my cut-off. Are you due for a haircut? For sure. >_< Are you dealing with any health-related problems right now? Yeah. Even with my APAP mask, because I apparently move it too much in my sleep, I'm struggling with my sleep apnea nightmares/terrors. Do your parents like the music you listen to? Most of it. Do your parents approve of your beliefs? Not all of them, no. How many different digital cameras have you owned in your life? How about cell phones? Cell phones, idk. I've had two "pro" cameras. Do you typically do your make up the same each time? Or do you like to change it up often? It's pretty much always the same. Who is the last person you were in a room with just the two of you? What were you doing? Mom. We worked together on my room. What do you usually order at Subway? Turkey, bacon, American cheese, pickles, banana peppers, and chipotle on I want to say Italian bread. How long is your mother’s hair? It's hard to say, because it's all poofy now versus wavy like before it had to be shaved off. Don't repeat it to her ever, but she has, uh... "old lady hair" now, ha ha. What is your favourite car brand? I don’t care. Whose chore is it to clean the bathrooms in your house? My mom does it. Pick your three favourite fruits. Strawberries, kiwi, and uhhh... apples. Or pineapple. Have you ever played Cards Against Humanity? Yeah. We used to play that a lot at Colleen's house on nights we had some drinks. Who were the last friends you went to hang out with? Oh jeez, idk. I haven't hung out with a friend in a long time. How many chairs are in the room you’re currently in? Zero. I'm in my bedroom. Are you bored right now? I'm bored almost every waking hour of my days. Have you ever seen a pelican in real life? I'm actually not sure. What’s important about April? My younger sister's birthday is in April. Is there anyone who hates you? Jason probably does. Would you consider adoption? Not for me personally. What’s the largest animal you’ve ever had as a pet? Our late boxer mix. Do you own any kind of helmet? No. Do you ever put fruit on your cereal? Noooo. How do you usually celebrate your favorite holiday? My younger sister comes over here and we open our presents with Mom, who also cooks a nice breakfast. We then go to my older sister's house for the day to watch the kids open presents from their extended family. I say "extended" because the kids obviously aren't going to wait for us to get there to open the majority of their gifts from their parents, ha ha. What’s a few facts about the last person that talked to you? She's from New York, has five kids, has survived cancer (one almost advanced to a fatal level) twice, she loves owls, and recently graduated with her bachelor's in social work (it's never too late, people). What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? We're both cisgender females. Where is the biggest scar on your body? It's probably where I had a cyst removal, which is in a spot I can't see. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? Absolutely not. I am NOT getting involved in that. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? I'd go to the gym sooner. Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo? Hmmm... I think Tyler actually may have had a The Legend of Zelda tattoo? I can't really remember. If not him, then no. Have you ever kissed someone you weren’t dating? No, but I've been kissed by someone I wasn't dating. Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? Yes. What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid? Being separated from/losing my mom. Do you like to make the first move? No. When was the last time you completely broke down? A few weeks ago when I was having a PTSD episode. Are you listening to any music? No; I'm watching Gab play Final Fantasy X. Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail? No. Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you? Hm, it's funny, I don't see him anymore. Have you ever peed in the woods? No. Have you ever played Twister? Yeah, I liked playing it as a kid. Are you looking for a boyfriend//girlfriend? Not actively, no. I really don't need one right now. Out of all of your friends who have you gotten in the worst fight with? Of all friends I've EVER had, probably Colleen. Of the friends I still have, maybe Sara. What is the last microwaveable meal you had? I've been on a SERIOUS grilled chicken pesto kick lately. Mom buys these small Healthy Choice (or some brand like that) bowls that you put in the microwave and then pour the noodles and chicken into the sauce after and mix, and oh my GOOOOOOOOOOOD it is so good. What would you consider a talent of yours? Assuming the worst out of every imaginable situation. If Hogwarts was a real place and you were able to attend, what class do you think you’d excel at? According to those little quizzes I've taken, I lean mostly towards Hufflepuff, but with Gryffindor traits as well. Would you rather learn more about space or more about the ocean? Well, ideally, space, but I think learning much more about our ocean would be more beneficial to our planet and our prosperity on Earth. Do you have a mental illness? If yes, how have you learned to cope with it? If no, do you ever suspect you may have one? I have a lot. My bipolarity, OCD, and PTSD are *mostly* under control, but I most certainly still have trouble sometimes. My anxiety and AvPD are still rabid fucking hounds. My depression was well-managed not even that long ago, but life circumstances have it so it's been more aggressive than what was usual. Do you have a favorite character from The Avengers? I dunno, I like Loki ig. Thor is cool, too. It's been WAY too long since I've seen that movie. What type of cake would you like right now? Double chocolate cake sounds great rn. @_@ What was your dream job when you were a child? Are you going after that dream or not? Why? Paleontologist, and no, because I don't want to travel for work, and I could also never handle the heat during site excavations. Even though it may not work all the time, what usually helps make you feel better when you’re upset or down? Watching one of my comfort series on YouTube from channels I enjoy. Why do you personally take surveys? It's a method to just get all these thoughts out of my head and to vent when I need to without actually directly burdening someone with my problems. No one has to read 'em. It's purely for my benefit, and also to pass the time, which I have too much of. Are there any words that you can’t stand? Derogatory terms for certain groups of people. What are words that you love? Words like "serendipity," "bliss," joyous, bubbly words. I'm blanking on actual terms. If you had an endless supply of money for clothing only, what would you load your closet with? Ohhhh, lots of shit with studs and spikes. :') I've wanted a studded leather jacket since I was in middle school. Have never gotten one because of how pricey they are. :( I'd also get some KILLER boots and just obtain a more gothic wardrobe. I'd love corsets too if my body ever shrinks back to a point I'd be comfortable wearing well-made ones. What is your favorite type of cookie? Chocolate chip. What is your favorite type of candy? Strawberry Sour Punch Straws. What color would you like to paint your nails next? I don't paint my nails. Realistically, they probably won't be 'til my entirely hypothetical wedding, in which case they'll probably be black. What do you think is creepy that society accepts as normal? Urinals, alsdkfja;klwejr. Like I get men's bathrooms give the option of using a stall, but still... side-by-side urinals are so weird and a breach of privacy to me. What is the silliest secret about yourself that you sometimes feel the need to hide? That I enjoy forum RP. I tell NOBODY because I fear being judged and found as weird. Like seriously, in my "real" life, maybe two people know. What do you think is a good date other than dinner and a movie? I want a picnic date really bad kalj;dkl;jwe. Do you dread certain days of the week? If yes, what day/s and why? No. They're all very similar. Do you ever give money to homeless people? No, admittedly. Mom instead likes to sometimes offer them bottles of water or if she's really feeling generous, a cheap meal at like McDonald's or something. She doesn't like to hand out money because, well, we know what a vast majority of homeless people spend it on. Do you like to brag or are you modest? I get really uncomfortable bragging, so I try to be as modest as I can be. What your favourite thing to have on toast? I love giving it a light toast, then adding a thin layer of butter, cinnamon, and sugar. It's bomb. Do you know how to surf? Would you ever like to learn? No to either. If you eat oatmeal, do you have it plain or do you have certain toppings that you like to add to it? I love sprinkling some sugar in there. Would you prefer to spend time with your whole family all at once, or would you rather quality time with one family member at a time? Depends on what I feel up to, but I tend to enjoy family time as a group more. That way, I don't have TOO much pressure to be constantly social. I can just listen sometimes. What is the funniest or strangest thing you’ve ever heard somebody say in their sleep? I have no idea. I worry what people have heard ME say/scream in my sleep. Do you own a pair of slippers? Yeah, they're meerkat ones! :') Choose one: Butterfinger, Milky Way, Snickers: Absolutely a Milky Way. Who was the last person to comment you? My mom. I'm cool, I swear. How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed? A lot over all these years, but I'd say that's normal when you've been friends since you were 8 and 10. Do you know anyone who has been arrested? Yes. What are you planning on doing after this? When I'm done taking this survey, I'll probably either go to bed or play a bit of WoW. Idk. Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow? I have my alarm set for 7, actually. Ever been the only one trying to fix a relationship? Mhmmmm. -_- What was the last bad thing that happened to your phone? The case that came with the phone got a big crack in it. Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up? Absolutely not. I would start vomiting. I can't handle the sound or the act in general. Have you been to the beach this year? No; I haven't been in a long time, and I am noooot complaining. Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired? Yes. Are you tan? God no. Do you own any leather? No real leather, no. I never would. Have you ever bought a shot glass? No. Do you have a therapist? Yes. We actually just talked today. Well, technically yesterday. What’s the worst name your mom has ever called you? I don't know. She doesn't really call me bad names. Have you ever listened to Christian music? Not of my own volition, but I've heard it because of other people controlling the radio. Are you the ‘creative child’? Yes, I'm considered that one. Did you like your life when you were in middle school? God no. That's when everything started going downhill. Have you ever been 'popular’? No. Has someone ever tried to convert you? Yes. Are you a fan of muffins? I LOVE muffins. What’s your most recent obsession? It's kinda chilled out now, but when Resident Evil 8: Village released, I was CRAZY over it. I watched SO many different let's plays of it. I think it's safe to say it beats out RE4 as my favorite installment.
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gtseven7 · 4 years ago
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My Seven Idols
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Got7 as highschoolers as they deal with graduation and college at the same time starting up their own Youtube channel as idols. 
A/N:
So this is chapter 1. Really, I wasnt supposed to write this thing but it has been bugging me for months and I just cant shake it off okay? I tried resisting thinking, dude you're on your way to the juicy parts of Seven Princes. But whelp I lost a battle within myself and wrote this anyway. I hope you guys like it!
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The click-clacking of the keyboard echoed in the room as Y/N furiously typed the remaining subtitle of the video she had been editing the last few nights. Hitting the export button, the brunette could finally exhale and relax. The beach aesthetic video she had been working on was now in the process of being complete. She just has to wait till it loads to a hundred and her hard work will pay off. Smiling to herself, she minimized the editing software and opened up her InstaBook. She scrolled leisurely, seeing the pictures of her peers and some from her photographer idols. Y/N was examining an aesthetic cityscape picture from one of her favorite photo blogs, Def, when her notification alerted her of a great news. Ding! And the words that popped up from the right corner of her screen made her screech. As it was almost midnight, she had to restrain herself and not wake her parents. But she can’t help the giggle that escaped her mouth. She quickly clicked the pop up. It said: pjy_01 updated his profile picture. When the picture loaded, Y/N's jaw almost unhinged. Park Jinyoung a.k.a. Mr. Student Council President rarely posts a picture of himself. His feed was usually just books, food and random sceneries. He did have few self-taken pictures and Y/N was happy with it (some of them are really just bad quality but she’ll take it) but this one? This one’s just beautiful, amazing, gift from the heavens. He was sitting on a comfy white couch, staring directly at the camera with puppy eyes. His white button up was slightly unbuttoned(!!) as he wore an innocent face and a cute peace sign as a cherry on top. Y/N was just about to scream and jump around. But before that, she made sure to save the picture in her Jinyoung Stash folder. “Woah. What is this Jinyoung? You should always post things like this. I’ll be a happy woman.” She sighed dreamily, staring at her screen but missed the notification of her software that finished exporting her video. 
Y/N was rudely interrupted when her phone suddenly rang. Not even looking at the caller id, she answered the call with an annoyed tone. “What?” No one would be phoning her at this time other than her best friend. “Yo chill out Y/N.” Youngjae laughed at the other end, knowing he most likely disturbed her from her hobby. Which isn’t entirely false, he just didn’t know that the hobby at the moment was staring at their president and not videography. ”It’s midnight Youngjae, what do you need?” She elicited another hearty laugh from the guy. Any other circumstance, she’ll laugh along since his laugh is contagious but this time was not it. “Well?”
“Geez, aren’t you such a joy tonight. I’m just gonna ask if you already finished the essay homework due tomorrow.” 
Blank silence. It was then that Y/N laughed at the ridiculing situation. Homework? Was there ever one? And she voiced it out, still half cheerful and half threatening. Youngjae might be pranking her once again. “The essay homework Mr. Kwon asked us to do. The one about Romeo and Juliet. Don’t tell me you don’t remember?” Youngjae chuckled a little too, thinking that his friend was making fun of him. When the only sound he heard was the bark of his cute dog Coco beside him, Youngjae started to sweat. “You haven’t done a single thing didn’t you?!”
“I think I’m gonna puke. Youngjae-ahh~ What do I do?!” 
Y/N's eyes bugged out, realizing that yes, there is indeed an essay due tomorrow. And it is for Mr. Kwon’s subject, her most feared teacher. Oh how that teacher terrifies her whole being. How could she be so stupid?! “Youngjae!!! What do I do? What do I do?!” Panic was starting to rise from her gut, her heart beating too fast that even midnight coffee can’t do. Add the obvious panic in her bestfriend’s voice on the other end, it made things worse for her. “I don’t know! Uh… I can lend you mine? Just modify some parts. Paraphrase things…”  
“Oh my God Youngjae I love you. You’re the best!!” 
“You owe me one Y/N.” 
“I do, I do. Thanks so much.” 
They bid goodnight to each other, Youngjae promising to pick her up from her house so she won’t be late; she once again praised his goodness before hanging up. And as promised, he sent her his homework, Jinyoung’s picture on her screen forgotten. Y/N once again typed relentlessly through the night. 
“I bet Jinyoung never had a problem like this. Y/N you must do better!”
That motivation fueled her to write the essay about Romeo and Juliet even if she didn’t understand what it was about aside from it being a romance story. Little did the sophomore videographer know, her high pedestaled president sat on his chair under the dim light of his study desk at the same time as her. He was hunched in concentration on the essay he stalled on doing days before it was to be submitted. 
No words flowed, his pen stuck mid-air. “Argh. What the heck is this shit about anyway?” Jinyoung huffed as he crumpled his nth paper and tossed it in the bin beside him. His brain was not cooperating with him that night and it’s just frustrating. Why does he have to explain why the economy of their country is not thriving as it used to? It’s just plain bullshit to be honest. He had mountains of council work the past few days and he wasn’t able to attend few classes including the class he was supposed to write this essay for. This is why he hates skipping, when things like this essay arrive, he doesn’t know what to do. He didn’t have time to read up everything that’s why he just went straight to bluffing his way out of the conclusion of the paper. The distracting noise of the instrument app on Jaebeom’s phone didn’t help him much either. “You have your own room, your own bed. Why are you always here?” His housemate just shrugged and continued his melody making. It was sounding good to be honest, not that his friend ever made a bad song but the other’s process was just making the writing too difficult for him. “How can I even finish when you distract me like this?”
“One, Jinyoung, it was your fault for not doing it earlier. Two, you are not distracted by my music. You just don’t want to do that stupid paper.” 
And it hit him too well. He’s right. Most times, Jaebeom’s music calms him but this time his brain just straight up refuses to do a thing. His long haired companion exited the app after saving his work. Jaebeom laid down on Jinyoung’s bed. He patted the space beside him, encouraging the other to lie down with him and sleep. “Don’t push yourself too hard. Get some sleep first, you’ve had a harsh week.” 
“Get out of my bed.”
“Hmm…”
And with that, Jaebeom closed his eyes to sleep. He’s not a fast sleeper per se, he’s just waiting for Jinyoung to join him but he didn’t. He opened his eyes just a slit saw the student body president scribbling again with a determined face. 
Few hours after, it was almost three in the morning. Jinyoung has to get up at six to prepare for their eight o’clock class. He doesn’t like not sleeping properly but for the sake of that damned paper, he had to sacrifice. He sighed once again and turned off the lamp. Looking to his right, he saw his friend sleeping peacefully, facing him from the farther half of the bed. Jinyoung shook his head in exasperation. He sat on the unoccupied side and stared at his friend of ten years. His face lax and serene. The nose ring glints under the soft glow of the stars from the window. Jinyoung’s hand inched towards the other’s face, stopping midway. He clenched his fist and brought it back to himself. ‘Ah, I really wanna remove that nose ring so badly.’
Morning came and the sunlight was harsh on Y/N’s face. She finished her essay in time, luckily. She trudged along the hallways of their small house, the only thing that woke her up completely was the smell of fresh bacon being cooked. She quickly ate her breakfast, showered and said goodbye to her parents with a tired smile. The sound of the bell announced the arrival of Youngjae by their door. She opened it and her friend almost screamed bloody murder. “I thought a zombie came out to eat me.” 
“Shut up.”
Youngjae laughed and slung an arm on her shoulders. He ruffled her already messy hair further. “Did you finish the write up?” She gave a gloomy thumb’s up while yawning, earning a giggle from the boy. “Ah seriously, you should take care of your studies more Y/N.” 
“Says you. You were up all night long playing. I can see it on the bags under your eyes.”
“At least I finished my work before doing so, unlike someone I know…”
Y/N clicked her tongue in disapproval but she knows he’s right though. “I got carried away with the good shots I had when me and Yeji went to the beach last week. Aah, I made such a good video last night.” Youngjae smiled at her friend as he watched her walk half asleep. 
Y/N and Youngjae were friends since they were toddlers. With their mothers practically sisters because of their closeness, and their houses are just one backyard away from each other, the two developed a close friendship. Oftentimes they’d be hanging out in their places, playing video games or reading comics. Although when they started to grow up more, they drifted away slightly, having different circles of friends. That didn’t bother the two of them though. They thought that it’s better to have their friendship outside school so that they won’t get sick seeing each other’s faces all the time. With this, they rarely go to school together anymore. Their classmates are in the dark about their closeness as well.  
Youngjae pulled out his phone and scrolled his pictures. He suddenly got excited about showing his bestfriend about his dog’s new outfit he bought recently. “Y/N, Y/N, look at Coco. I bought a new shirt. It’s so cute.” He practically shoved the phone on her eyes but it didn’t matter much to her as she was as excited as him. They practically raised that cute dog together. “Omo! Coco’s so adorable!” They were both bouncing on their steps as they look at the dog’s pictures posing differently with each new clothing. The two of them were cooing. “Ah, Coco is such a joy.” 
"Y/N!” 
They both stopped on their tracks when they heard a familiar voice. It was Yeji, Y/Ns other bestfriend outside Youngjae (he’s still the bestest but Yeji doesn’t know that). She happily waved at her two classmates, a teasing smile forming on her face already. ‘Youngjae and Y/N walking together eh? How interesting!’
Yeji’s appearance was their cue to head apart so Y/N smiled at Youngjae and said goodbye. “See ya later in class!” He just hummed in agreement, seeing as his peers are also in sight. He waved at Yeji and parted with Y/N He walked towards his other friends and greeted them. 
"So Youngjae huh?”
“What about him?”
“Nothing…” Which wasn’t true because now she is sporting a silly smile on her face. Probably imagining things outside of this world and conjuring up different ways how her friend and Youngjae fall in love. Yeji is a fangirl at heart and she just ships everybody. She never imposes it to everyone though, she’s just happy to think about it and keep it to herself. Amazingly enough though, the people she secretly shipped usually ends up together at some point. But Y/N knows her too well and she knows the outlandish things going in her mind right now. “We just happened to meet along the way Yeji.”
“I didn’t say anything!”
The school entrance as it always is, was full of commotion. More so today than usual. Y/N saw a hoard of students lining up the gate with annoyed expressions. ‘Ah, it’s probably President Jinyoung.’ She giggled to herself, happy to see him early in the morning. She’s still a little bit over the moon with his latest picture. “Do I look okay?”, that question snapped Y/N out of her daydream (the picture still lingering at the back of her mind). Yeji took out a small mirror and checked herself out. She combed her hair with her fingers, checked her uniform, straightened everything that doesn’t look ironed out. “You know he just nags at those who violate badly. We’ll never get reprimanded.” Yeji breathed deeply as she puts her mirror back to her bag. “I’m just making sure you know. I don’t want those cold eyes stare at me. It’s scary.” Y/N wanted to protest, ‘Jinyoung’s not scary! It’s a part of his charm!’ but a whine stopped her from doing so. While they were talking, they have pushed inside the crowd to get in and not be late for class. They reached the front where Jinyoung was standing sternly, his mouth thinned in disapproval. “Bhuwakul. How many times do I have to confiscate that earrings of yours?!”
“Why are you so keen on getting these anyway? Would I do better in my tests if I don’t wear them?” The boy, with his id lace yellow (which means he’s a *freshie), was so close to stomping his feet. But Jinyoung was not fazed and just stared at the boy with a piercing stare. “If you wear them, would you do better? No right? So hand them to me. You violated the school dress code. Come get it at my office after school.” 
The people around them were murmuring, Y/N even caught what the others are saying. They think that Jinyoung was being unreasonable and harsh for no reason. ‘Which isn’t true! He just cares about what the students of this school looks like.'  The sophomore turned to glare at the onlookers that defamed their president. ‘Ungrateful fools.’ But she was startled when the tall boy (oh my he’s tall) beside the one named Bhuwakul spoke innocently. “Let him be, he probably just wants to wear your earrings.” Even Yuna, the student council secretary, was shocked at the carefree manner of his dialogue. The president just raised his right eyebrow, “Kim Yugyeom, button up your uniform and tie your necktie properly.” and reprimanded the other freshie without hesitation. Yugyeom grimaced a bit but did what he was told. ‘You should be the one buttoning your clothes last night President huhu’
Despite the commotion at the front gate (which happens almost everyday as Jinyoung loves to greet the student body with “Rule # 5 under the clause of the dress code law….), Y/N and the students of their campus managed to get to their class safely. When they entered their homeroom, Y/N and Yeji was greeted by Ga Young, another friend of theirs. It seemed that she had only arrived a few minutes before them. “Yo! Entrance was pretty hectic today.” 
Yeji made a face and flipped her brow wavy hair away from her face as if she was hassled on their way over. “Ugh, don’t tell us. We had to push our way out earlier.” They both giggled and chattered mindlessly about the events that morning. 
“Don’t you think the foreigner freshie earlier was kind of cute?” Ga Young said dreamily, looking at the ceiling as if he could see his face there. “Oh, that one with the earrings?”
“Yep. We’re blessed with another foreigner beauty.” That’s true, the videographer thought. He’d look good on camera. 
“Yeon Seo isn’t a foreigner.” Y/N countered, debating that her friend’s crush wasn’t exactly from another country. He grew up in their city just like everyone else is. 
“He’s a half-half though.” 
“The tall freshie had a face too.” 
Yeji and Ga Young started to talk about the new eye candy they found. Those two are fans of idols, especially the amateur ones they have in their school. Y/N absentmindedly listened to the two’s gossip. Sometimes she thinks she’s in a webtoon or something. These kinds of things exist on books and comics even dramas that she consumes. Y/N still can’t believe such things are in her reality. Aren’t groups of popular boys with a cheesy group name only in fiction? She wondered if it’s possible that this is not a real world. 
“But you know, I heard rumors that Bhuwakul's gay.” 
That piqued Y/N's interest. Not that there’s any problem with being gay, the rumor just caught her interest. Not many people are brave enough to admit their sexuality in their community so it was pretty interesting. 
“Eh? Who told you?”
“My freshie cousin told me. He said that he’s close with girls and gives fashion advice. He’s on the softer side as well.”
Huh… Y/N thought it was a baseless rumor after all. “That doesn’t mean he’s gay though.”
“That’s true.”
When the talk about the foreign freshie Bhuwakul ended, the other two started to talk about their favorite topic once again. The Five Roses. Y/N was just done with that subject and had heard enough to last her a lifetime. She couldn’t even understand why the girls in their school seemed to be under their spell. In Y/N’s opinion, they aren’t that good looking. Heck, even Mr. Cold Eyes Jinyoung was much more handsome. ‘Especially if they saw last night’s picture. How come they don’t talk about it?!’ 
“Ji Woo looked handsome today too!” 
‘Oh come on, even Youngjae looks better than that guy.’ At the thought of her bestfriend, she turned to glance at him. He seemed to have caught her and gave him those warm sunny smiles that made her heart beat a bit faster. Even if she doesn’t consider her childhood friend as a man, she’s sure that he’s a good looking guy. 
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kpoptrashibnida · 5 years ago
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Enough Pt. 8
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A/N: hey guys, sorry for the delay on this chapter! It has been a crazy time with wild fires and other things going on, but it’s finally here! It’s a little short for my taste, but I hope you guys enjoy it! As always, please don’t hesitate to let me know what you guys think! I’m posting this on Mobile, so once I have access to my laptop I will add the Read More link. Once again thank you for all the support and happy reading!
“Noona, how do you like your new phone?” Mark asked, walking with you out of the conference room and back to your floor.
“It’s fine. I haven’t been able to look at all the specks. The camera quality is good, even though they low key remind me of trypophobia.” You shuddered, making Mark laugh at your description of the newest iPhone camera.
The morning after Mark, Johnny and Jaehyun come over, you noticed you had a text message. To your surprise it was from Chanyeol; and to your mortification, he had answered a text that you had drunkenly sent.
I need to forget about you. Why are you in my head?
Because I’m the best you’ve ever had babe.
Needless to say, you were filled with rage at yourself and at his cocky attitude. You screamed once you realized it actually happened, that it wasn’t some twisted messed up dream. Your brain thought that the only logical action now was to throw your phone across the room, having it crash against the wall, falling to the floor in a broken mess. You had lost your reason, your sanity, your dignity and now your phone. You were screwed and not in the good way.
‘Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! God why did I have to drink so much? Why aren’t there apps that know when you’re drunk and prevent you from drunk texting you ex… or, well booty call I guess? Ugh whatever! Now I have to buy a new phone. ‘
Groaning, you got up from your bed and walked towards your shattered phone, picking it up and inspecting the damage.
“I guess it won’t work if I turn it off and back on.” You muttered to yourself, annoyed at your overall stupidity. You went to the store and got yourself a new phone and as an extra precaution, you ditched your Korean phone number and got a US number. That way, no past lovers could communicate with you and remind you of your poor choices.
“Well noona, we should hang out with Johnny and Jaehyun again, check out just how good the camera quality is.” Mark suggested, really excited at the thought of spending time with his favorite coworkers.
“Sure Mark, whenever I have time we can do that. For now, fetch me some coffee, will you?” You teased as you stopped at your office door, making the young boy roll his eyes.
“I’m not an intern or your errand boy noona, but I’ll do it because you are my favorite old lady.” Mark teased, dodging your foot as you tried to kick him.
“I’m not an old lady!” You yelled at his retreating form, shaking your head at this man-child’s actions.
You sat on your chair and reviewed your notes from the meeting, deciding which tasks to tackle first.
Bring up your planning apps, you started to prioritize your tasks in order to organize your work.
“Knock knock.” Jaehyun said as he stood at your doorway, coffee in hand.
“Hey, what brings you here?” You ask, looking away from your computer.
“I came to bring you coffee. I was getting some and I saw Mark there. I told him I’d bring it to you.” He said, walking into your office and placing the cup in front of you and taking a seat on the chair across from you.
“That’s really sweet of you, thanks.” You said with a smile, grabbing the cup and taking a sip.
“No problem. So, do you have any plans for this weekend?” Jaehyun asked, ears turning bright pink.
“Um, no I don’t. Why?” You asked, heart hammering in your chest.
“Do you want to go out for dinner Saturday?” He asked, looking at you below his eyelashes.
You were stunned, not expecting him to ask you out. Wait, was he? Maybe it wasn’t even as a date, just as friends.
“Yeah, that’d be nice. Where should we meet?” You asked, heart still racing and face heating up.
“I’ll pick you up at 7, sounds good?” He asked, sitting up on his seat.
“Yeah, sounds great.” You said with a smile, excited at the thought of spending time with him outside of work again.
“Cool, it’s a date.” He said, getting up and grabbing his own coffee cup.
“Yeah… it’s, uh, it’s a d-date.” You stuttered as you watched his retreating form, wanting to die from the smile he gave you as he walked out of your office.
‘Oh shit, I’m in trouble.’ You thought, slamming your head on your desk, sighing heavily and closing your eyes for a bit. Before anyone could see you and think you were some weirdo, you sat up and dived right into your work, praying that it would help you not think about your upcoming date with Jaehyun.
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The weekend was finally here and you were happy, your work week was long and tiring. Friday after work you decided to go shopping, not knowing what to wear to your dinner date with Jaehyun.
You had gone to a cute boutique nearby the office, not wanting to go to Time Square on a Friday night.
The boutique was classy but not over the top, providing the perfect type of clothing for a first date.
After over thinking every choice and making sure you didn’t look like a thirsty hoe, you finally settled on a pretty emerald green wrap dress that hugs your curves in all the right places. It was sexy but decent, the perfect combination for your date.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror, satisfied with your soft curls and simple make up. You took a deep breath and willed yourself to relax, your heart beating abnormally fast. Your attempts were futile when you heard your doorbell ring, signaling that Jaehyun was here. Taking one last deep breath, you made your way out of your bedroom and out to your front door.
“Hey.” You greeted softly, opening the door so he could step into your apartment.
“Hi. Wow, you look amazing.” He said, giving you a hug before he walked in.
“You too.” You compliment, taking in his appearance which consisted of black fitted jeans, black dress shoes and a navy blue button down shirt. He looked amazing and you were really hoping you could hold yourself back from jumping him tonight, cause god knows you wanted to do that right then and there.
“Ready to go?” He asked, swaying on the ball of his feet, looking nervous and excited and all kinds of handsome. God he was handsome.
“Yeah, ready.” You picked up your jacket from your coat closet and headed outside, excited for what the night would bring.
You were trying to behave, you really really were, but Jaehyun was making it extremely difficult by walking slightly in front of you in the crowded sidewalk, his ass looking so good in his jeans. You almost tripped twice because you were staring at his backside and didn’t see where you were going. Once you got to a less crowded area, you fell in step with Jaehyun, his gorgeous backside out of sight.
“So I got us a reservation at a really popular restaurant that opened up recently. It’s supposed to be amazing and apparently a lot of celebrities go there.” Jaehyun said, making simple conversation on your walk from the parking garage to the restaurant.
“Oh really? Which restaurant is it?” You asked curiously. You didn’t know many places in the area yet, but you were excited to try new things.
“It’s called Pulse, it’s supposed to be a cool Asian fusion place.” He stated, coming to a stop in front of the restaurant.
The place was completely packed full, the line was out the door and still went on for a bit. You were surprised to see how many people were here, the place must really be popular like Jaehyun said. The inside of the restaurant was a decent size too, so the line wasn’t there because it was a tiny hole in the wall type of place.
“This is why you need reservations.” He smirked, grabbing your elbow and gently guiding you inside. You tried to ignore the feeling of his hand on your skin, it burned to the touch but in the best way possible.
“Hi, reservation for Jung.” He politely told the hostess, looking at you and giving you a cute smile. You could tell he was excited and that made you smile.
“I’m sorry, what time is your reservation?” The waitress asked, not looking up from her tablet.
“For 8pm. Under Jung.” He said again, brow scrunched in confusion.
The hostess scanned the iPad with rapid eyes, looking for the reservation.
“Sorry Mr. Jung. There must have been a confusion. We unfortunately don’t have a reservation for you tonight.” The hostess said in an apologetic voice, looking a little sheepish.
Jaehyun's ears turned a bright shade of red and you instantly felt bad for him; he seemed so embarrassed and it was an endearing sight.
“Really? Oh man. Is there anyway we could wait and see if anyone doesn’t show up for their reservation?” He asked politely, the crimson spreading from his ears to his neck.
“Absolutely! If you’d like to sit here in the waiting area, I’ll be sure to get you if anything opens up.” She said and motioned for the crowded seated area.
You and Jaehyun made your way there and sat on a couch, pressed up against other people and each other. You looked at Jaehyun and saw how bummed out he looked, it really broke your heart a little.
“Hey, don’t worry about it.” You smiled as you nudged his arm, wanting to reassure him that it wasn’t a big deal.
“I’m sorry I’m just really annoyed. I wanted today to go well.” He said sheepishly as he looked at you.
“It will. Because we are together and that’s all that matters.” You squeeze his balled up fist softly, once again reassuring him that you didn’t mind the inconvenience.
Jaehyun smiles at you and looks into your eyes intently, lingering longer than he allows himself.
He breaks eye contact and looks ahead, feeling his ears get hot again.
After about an hour of waiting, Jaehyun heard your stomach growl and wanted to shoot himself. 9pm is no time to have dinner and he was upset he’d make you wait this long to eat. He excused himself and made his way to the hostess once again, talking with her for a couple of minutes. You saw him take his phone out and look at something on his phone as he spoke to the hostess, while she furiously looked through the ipad. You were confused as to what he was doing, clearly anyone that had a reservation was here and you guys were out of luck. You really didn’t care if you didn’t get to eat there tonight. You just didn’t want Jaehyun to feel bad about the whole situation. First dates usually went bad and at least you two liked each other and wanted to be in each other’s company. After a few more minutes of conversation he walked back to you, giving you a small smile and a shrug.
“No luck. I’m so sorry this turned out horrible.” He said in a defeated tone that made your chest constrict a little bit.
You stood and grabbed his hand, guiding him out of the restaurant and into the chilly night air.
“There’s a really good pizza place nearby, want to go there?” He asked, nervous that you were going to be disappointed of his choice.
“Yes! I haven’t had pizza in forever! And I’ve never had New York pizza before. Let’s go!” You said excitedly, tugging his arm forward.
He couldn’t help but smile at your excitement, genuinely happy that you were so easygoing since he didn’t meet a lot of girls like you.
Your hand was still held securely in his and no one said anything about it. When you grabbed it inside the restaurant, you weren’t really thinking, you just wanted to make Jaehyun see that you were just happy to be in his company. But now you didn’t want to make it awkward by pulling your hand away. He didn’t seem to mind or if he did, he didn’t show. But you’ve concluded that Jaehyun is a gentleman and he wouldn’t pull away from you.
“Here it is.” He said, opening the door to the cute and quaint Italian eatery.
You were sat at a booth in the corner where it was private and cozy. The atmosphere was very intimate and a live band was playing what you assumed was romantic Italian music. After ordering the biggest pizza they had, easy conversation started flowing between the both of you. Whenever you were with Jaehyun it never felt awkward or uncomfortable and you were extremely thankful for that. You also feel like you could be yourself and he wouldn’t judge you, which is another reason why you enjoy being around him.
Once the pizza was set in front of you, Jaehyun served the largest piece on your plate, making you laugh.
“Do I look that hungry to you?” You tease, watching as the cheese pooled around the slice on your plate, making you drool at the sight.
“No… but I feel like it’s my fault you’re starving, so you get the biggest slice.” He explained simply, placing a slice on his plate as well.
The first bite was heavenly and you were so hungry that it tasted so delicious, you weren’t aware of the noise that was made on your throat. It was a low moan at the delicious taste of the pizza in your mouth, which made Jaehyun’s ears turn a light shade of pink. He was grateful that you didn’t seem to notice and he chastised himself for letting his brain go there.
“So, I have a question.” You said as you leaned back on the booth, knowing that you should have stopped at your third slice but went in for the fourth one anyway. Good thing the dress was forgiving and had some stretch to it.
“What is it?” Jaehyun smiled, wiping his fingers of the grease residue.
“If you don’t have a car, which car are you using tonight?” You asked with a head tilt that made Jaehyun swoon. You were so adorable and didn’t even know it.
“I borrowed a company car.” He said with a chuckle, shrugging at your surprised face.
“Are you allowed to do that?” You asked, hoping he wouldn't get in trouble.
“Yeah! We can borrow company cars for personal errands too. I usually don’t because the traffic and parking in the city is awful. But tonight is a night that required a nice car and not the subway.” He winked, making you blush at his explanation. Of course Jaehyun wouldn’t do anything he’s not supposed to and the fact that he thought tonight deserved a car was very endearing.
“I might need to walk off the pizza I devoured.” You whined playfully, making Jaehyun laugh.
“We can take a walk to an ice cream place, if you like.” He proposed, making you perk up at his suggestion. If you were a dog, your ears would have perked up at the proposal.
“I’m down!” You said excitedly, wanting to eat ice cream now.
Jaehyun paid for the pizza (you tried to pay half, but he didn’t let you) and held the door open for you. You walked to the ice cream place and continued your conversation from earlier. He fell in step with you and nudged his hand against yours a couple times. You felt the butterflies in your stomach flutter around like crazy. You glanced at him and saw that he was smiling down at you, silently waiting for your reaction. Once he saw the small smile you gave him, he got brave enough to hold your hand. You felt your face heat up at the same time you saw his ears turn scarlet.
“Is this okay?” He asked bashfully, making you giggle at his cuteness.
“Yeah, it’s perfect.” You said, nudging him with your shoulder and smiling shyly.
Walking hand and hand, you walked one more block and reached the ice cream place.
You ordered your ice cream and sat at a corner table, sitting next to each other to be close.
“So I want to get to know more about you.” Jaehyun said as he ate spoonfuls of his ice cream, giving you an amused smile. “How about we play a round of 20 questions.” He suggested, making you laugh at his cute idea.
“I love that. Okay, go.” You said, enjoying the delicious ice cream.
“What’s your favorite color?” He asked.
“Purple. Okay, what’s your favorite food.” You asked, settling more comfortably on your chair.
“Honestly the spicy pork my mom makes. It's amazing. What’s your favorite season?”
“Winter, no doubt!” You said with conviction, making Jaehyun laugh at your antics.
“Really? But it gets super cold.” He said, most girls he knew preferred warmer weather.
“Yes but it’s so easy to get warm. Fuzzy socks, warm sweaters, hot chocolate or tea and if you have a cuddle buddy, even better.” You state simply, shrugging your shoulders as Jaehyun laughed at your explanation.
“Ah I see, so you enjoy having a cuddle buddy then?” He teased, eyes twinkling in the lighting of the ice cream parlor.
“I mean, yeah? But I haven’t had one in years, so I don’t remember what it’s like.” You shrugged, finishing the last bits of your cookies and cream ice cream.
“What about that one guy from Korea?” He asked curiously. He didn’t want to pry and seem like wanted to invade your privacy.
“Chanyeol? Oh god. He was not a cuddle buddy. He was more of a wham bam thank you ma’am kind of guy.” You said with an icy tone, the memory of Chanyeol and your…. Relationship not something you like to remember or dwell on.
“Oh, sorry for asking.” He winced, feeling bad for bringing it up.
“Oh my god, don’t worry about it! It’s whatever now. I feel like I’m pretty much over it all by now.” You shrugged, not wanting Jaehyun to feel bad for bringing it up.
“He’s an idiot.” He said, tone low but you were able to hear him.
“What?” You asked, wanting to make sure you heard him correctly.
“I said he’s an idiot. He would have been lucky to cuddle with you.” He said honestly, the eye contact being a little intense for you.
“Thanks.” You whispered, feeling your face get hot due to Jaehyun’s words.
“Ready to go?” He asked suddenly, grabbing the trash from the table, his movements brash and sudden. You figured he was probably a little embarrassed and it is the cutest thing you’ve ever seen.
“Yeah, let’s go.” You said, putting on your jacket before heading out to the chilly street.
Once outside you began your walk back to the parking garage that was now a couple blocks away from your original destination. You contemplated holding Jaehyun’s hand again. He does seem to be into you, at least from how he’s been acting today. And well, since you have known him. You took a deep breath and reached for his hand, intertwining your hand with his. He looked at you a little shocked but smiled as he squeezed your hand tighter, a silent recognition that he did not mind holding your hand. He actually loved the fact that you took the initiative of holding his hand, giving him the hint that you must share his interest.
You arrived at the car much too soon for your liking, even though you were thankful to be out of the chilly night air.
Jaehyun drove to your apartment while holding your hand which made your insides flutter with excitement. You were in a comfortable silence and you couldn’t help but stare at his profile. He is so gorgeous, you don’t know how you got so lucky to be on a date with him.
“What?” He asked, glancing over at you as he drove through town.
“Nothing. You’re just really handsome.” You stated simply, making Jaehyun’s ears turn a bright shade of red in lightning speed.
“Don’t say that.” He chuckled, trying not to show how embarrassed he is.
“It’s true though!” You were delighted to see him squirming in his seat, his face getting a shade darker with each passing second.
“Alright! We are here!” He exclaimed, parking the car in front of your apartment building.
“Thank you so much for today, I had an amazing time.” You said, shifting your body towards Jaehyun.
“I did too. Sorry for the whole reservation fiasco.” He said, subconsciously leaning towards you.
“It’s not a big deal. I’m just glad I got to spend time with you.” You stated, looking into his eyes intently.
There was a sudden heaviness that settled in the confinements of the car, the two of you getting closer to each other. You don’t know who moved in first, but you felt fireworks explode in the back of your eyelids the second your lips touched. It was tentative at first, slow and explorative, wanting to get to know each others likes better. You both pulled away slowly, your breathing a little heavier than normal.
“Let me walk you to your door.” Jaehyun whispered, voice low and husky.
“Okay.” You whispered, pulling away slowly and reaching for the door handle. You took a deep breath to regulate your breathing, lips still tingling from kissing Jaehyun.
You walked hand in hand to your apartment, quiet while letting the reality of the kiss settle in.
Standing in front of your apartment door, you wasted no time in reattaching your lips to his. His lips were so soft and addicting, you felt like you didn’t get your fill in the car. He placed his hands on your hips tentatively, bringing you closer as your kiss got deeper.
His tongue grazed your lips and you willingly opened them to give him access to explore your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck, bringing him impossibly closer to you, a low moan escaping your mouth. The sound was music to Jaehyun’s ears and he wanted to hear more, loving the way you felt pressed up against him.
“Want to come in?” You asked breathless, needing to get some air.
Jaehyun groaned, placing his forehead against yours.
“God I want to. Trust me, I want to go in so bad and just- god. Look, I like you. I really really like you and I don’t want to ruin this. I want to take it slow, if that’s okay with you.” He said, massaging your sides slowly.
“Okay.” You rasped, giving him a small peck on the lips.
“Have a good night.” He said, giving you a beautiful smile that made you swoon.
You walked into your apartment and waited for Jaehyun to get into the elevator before you closed the door with a deep sigh. You couldn’t help the smile that graced your face, believing that you most likely just had the best night of your life. A delighted giggle slipped past your lips as you headed to your bathroom to get ready for bed, too giddy to let exhaustion take over. You were way into Jaehyun but you didn’t care. He was amazing and different than anyone you’d ever met. You couldn’t wait to see him again and see where your relationship would end up.
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dafukdidiwatch · 5 years ago
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Cool Cat Saves The Kids
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I watched this movie and I still can’t believe this is the actual cover art for it.
God I wrote so many notes about this that even my flipping Bullet Points were basically an essay. I don’t even know how to begin just thinking about it hurts my head.
Overview: Cool Cat is Cool. Things happen to him, and he has to deal with bullying.
That’s it. That’s the thing I watched. Because there is no Real Flipping Plot to this movie.
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This is a kid’s show. Or at the very minimum, a movie that is intended for children. It was based on a kid’s book series I’ve never heard of whose author Derek Savage decided to turn it into a movie. Though movie isn’t exactly what I would call it. When you watch it, it honestly feels like there are six 15 minute shorts that they just mashed together to a feature film, but even then that is a Generous Description.
Basically, the film tries to be a children’s program (and I guess has beef with Barney?). And you can see intent behind it being informative child-friendly psa. But the execution was so bad.
First, there is no plot. Sure the cover says that this is “an anti-bullying kid gun safety movie,” but it really give you nothing. What would happen is that Cool Cat has a problem, like someone bullying him or his friends. It would either A) be addressed immediately and solved so that’s great, or B) it is dropped immediately and never really addressed throughout the rest of the film.
And example of A is that the bully kid Butch just starts stealing candy just to be “evil,” Cool Cat sees that and chases him, and the kid gets arrested twenty seconds later. The End.
For B, Cool Cat gets a mean email. And...that’s about it. He responds to the email, but doesn’t actually address the issue and the subplot drops entirely until that VERY Last wrap up scene.
I think the reason for this lack of plot is that there was just WAY too many messages in here. Like, take a shot every time you see a psa announcement. It ranges from don’t bully, how to deal with bullies, being creative, crossing the street safely, to fricking GUN?! Like, the gun thing that I Guess was promoted in the movie tagline, only shows up the last 10 minutes. It caught me so off guard. You cannot call this a Gun Safety movie when guns aren’t even prevalent!!
And the lack of plot is counterproductive when you want to make a Kid’s Movie like this. If you want to tackle each issue as a show or a short, the messages would come across better. There would be more time to develop each message for kids to really understand. But because there is So Much to cover, a lot of the things are gonna fall to the wayside. There is no way a kid would pay attention to this, and if they do I doubt they are gonna learn everything that Derek Savage is trying to teach. There just isn’t any real focus.
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The acting, god like they Tried to go with the kid friendly vibe, but was not working. At All. It was like they thought that to add emotion is to just enunciate your words as loudly as you can. Cool Cat was way too yelly. Every line he was just screaming, has no change whatsoever. Even Elmo can sound sad when need be (fucking love Elmo, but he does has a similar voice vibe to Cool Cat, just better).
Then the kids....I don’t want to be mean but I’ll be blunt. They are just reading lines, this is a middle school stage play basically. I’m not blaming the kids, Butch look like he had a hell of a time doing his villain laugh. It’s just that some of the scenes felt like it was taken in one shot and they didn’t bother to retry. Example: One kid got too excited and jumped his line, but they couldn’t just retake that??
And the lines, man. OOF. Some of it was bad. Like, really really bad placement.They should have had someone proof-read this.
Cool Cat: “Why Are You Painting That Wall?”
Random Kid: “Because Nobody Loves Us”
lol what?
Maria: “I bet those kids have never been shown love before.”
Cool Cat: “Thanks, and it’s all true”
LOL What??
There are just a LOT of lines like that that should have been rephrased.
THEN there are the freaking technical issues.
The audio kept fluctuating in sound quality, which honestly started to hurt with Cool Cat’s constant yelling. Some scenes it sounds like they recorded in a studio, sometimes it sounded like the actors had to yell in order for the camera to capture it. There were echos, there were layers, you can’t hear the lines over the song, you can’t hear the song over the cheers. There was one point whispers overlaid on top of the lines where I thought that Cool Cat just got haunted now. And the fun side of having headphones on means I heard the phone button noises in only One Ear. LOUDLY.
Blocking could have been better. There were a lot of backs to the camera, shots of characters walking away from camera not just off screen. This didn’t bother me as much, because I know this isn’t professionally made. But it didn’t feel like they really tried as much as just half-assed it. Example:
Cool Cat was drawing a picture with different colors, but the actor only used one marker and just said different colors. Or Cool Cat is working on a poster but really just rubs the already completed poster  on a clean table as him “working.” Like, how hard is it to just film on a table with a bunch of craft supplies around you?
Then there are the questionable camera shots. LOTS of lingering shots to I assume fill up run time. These are shots of just showing Cool Cat walking round without having any real purpose. It shows Cool Catwalk all the way Up Stairs. Walked all the way Down Stairs. Walking into the House, walking into the Car. Even just shots of the parents doing things with no real motivation or impact to whatever Cool Cat is doing. It’s just there. If you want to say stuff like "oh well its to show the parents relationship" no it doesn’t. You can’t really add nuance to characters when the rest of the film is just one chaotic shot after the other. It just gets lost in translation.
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The music number is probably what hurts me the most. You see Cool Cat WRITE the song. Then he SINGS the song. Then he DANCES to a DIFFERENT song. And that was it. He just needed the song for the parade, but there wasn’t any explanation or anything. I don’t even know WHY he needs the song for the parade! There was no explanation. It was just an excuse to have two back-to-back bad music video of poor choreography that again, NO POINT to whatever plot/message/psa thing he is trying to do.
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I get that there should be some leeway since it looked like this was shot at Derek Savage’s house/neighborhood, so there really isn’t much they could do with their setting. But they could at least tried more with what they had. Cool Cat’s room doesn’t look exactly child friendly. There are only blank drab walls with two, maybe three posters of just Cool Cat himself. There is a reason the settings in other children shows have vibrant colors to engage them. Along with that, another half-assing moment was Butch graffiting Cool Cat’s poster, but it was one of those political posters you stuck on the lawn so it was like a foot tall outside. 1) You can’t really see that shit that small. 2) You couldn’t put the poster on a wall to film that scene at, to give a better view to the audience? It’s just a bunch of little things like that all over this film that really adds up.
Also, what’s with the posters only being about Cool Cat in his own room? A bit narcissistic if you ask me.
I'm also like 70%,sure they made this movie around the footage of them being in the Hollywood parade twice. They were at the parade, got the film, and wanted to use it so they made a movie for it. And I know it was twice because the announcers that were there to announce the arrival of Cool Cat had a costume change after switching scenes.
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And after ALL of this, there is just so many random shit that really don’t do anything. Elements are randomly introduced and just as randomly dropped. We get a “next day” transition in the middle of the movie when days have already passed before them. Cool Cat breaks the 4th wall a couple of times with no real reason why. There is this joke where the camera was following Cool Cat into the bathroom for Cool Cat to ask for privacy, only to just ignore that bit every time he goes to the bathroom afterwards. Cool Cat just makes random ass noises when doing things, not important stuff. Just Doing Things. And he does this weird thing where I think he is trying to do Air Guitar, but it just looks like he is just shaking his leg a lot. I don’t really get it.
(Oh Shit, it is only after like the 3rd proof-read of this review I notice that in the gif you can clearly see the dude’s actual leg. I don’t know how mascot suits actually work, but I’m pretty sure that you’re not supposed to let kids actually see that there’s a person underneath in a kid’s show.)
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There is also this....lowkey humblebrag going on? Which does not do the movie favors. After the first dumb song number, Derek shows off that he has a signed guitar by Van Halen. Like not just him playing it (which after the 15th zoom in on the guitar how could you NOT notice it thank you Derek), but pointing out to the audience that, Yes it was Indeed signed by Van Halen. Then there is the footage from the Hollywood Parade about the cars there. Sure, I get showing off like the Ghostbusters car, or Jurassic Park car, or the Batmobile. But Hurby the Love Bug? Night Rider?? Starsky and Hutch??? Magnum P.I.?????? The target audience is elementary kids, they aren’t going to know these old shows. So who is this for exactly?
Kudos to the cop for actually doing this, seriously. That cop probably had a hell of a lot of better things to do than arrest children for a bad after-school special.
And this is just SOME of the main problems of this film. There’s so much going on it would be impossible for me to go over everything without
The thing is, there is good material here. Maybe not great results, but there are a lot of ideas here that you can work with to make a decent kid’s movie. I actually loved the part where Cool Cat is dreaming and trying to figure out how he should handle bullies. I thought that was a good scene and a good way to show kids how to think through different options. There are good ideas here, but it was just way to much going on at once the movie basically shoots itself in the foot.
So here is My Version of what Cool Cat should have done. 
Cool Cat is running for School President. That’s the main story line. Early in the movie he learns of a writing contest where the winner gets their own float at the hollywood parade (stretch but roll with it). But Cool Cat has no idea what to write, and talks to it with his friends who offers ideas. So he is juggling that along with running for Student President.
However, the Butch the Bully doesn’t like that. He doesn’t want Cool Cat to win. So he vandalizes his posters. Cool cat still runs and makes better posters. Butch tries to frame Cool Cat for vandalizing the playground, but instead his cronies get caught and convinced that it was a bad idea. So Butch decides to cyberbully Cool Cat and his friends to scare them off. He works with the other kid running for President to make a hate ad against Cool Cat, telling everyone how terrible and bad Cool Cat is. Cool Cat tries to go against this my making his music video song over how cool he is to swing the votes, making Butch more angry and vindictive to his bullying scheme.
Cool Cat doesn’t know how to get Butch to stop, but after getting advice from his friends, parents, teachers, and some hard thinking, he decides to confront Butch about his bullying issue, tell someone, and thus solves the problem. Later on after talking to Butch, maybe manages to convince him to start being friends. 
Finally, Cool Cat uses this scenario to write his story about how to deal with bullying and make new friends. Which wins and we end with the Hollywood Parade.
Is this perfect? No. But it focuses the idea to one main plot (running for president) with the other issues naturally coming off of it, instead of making each issue it’s own separate thing. There is no random shifts in narrative, no GUN moments (or GUN in general we kick that shit out) and just focus on the main bullying theme.
Overall: This was a weird and bad children’s show. You have to put in a lot of effort into making a movie, but there was just too much going on for this to be a Good Children’s Movie, least of all a Good Movie in general. But it isn’t to say that it wasn’t morbidly enjoyable. It’s was like playing Spot The Difference to find all the Wrong Things in here. It was fun in a bad way.
So will I show this to children? No. But will I play a drinking game with my friends where we take a shot every time someone says the phrase “Cool Cat”? Yeah that sounds enjoyable. 
Take a shot for every time you read “Cool Cat” in my review.
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You had this as a GUN PSA, wtf are you doing holding a gun!? Given how the only 3 videos this channel has is only Cool Cat Trailers, I’m assuming this is official Cool Cat. Soooo.....what the hell?
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crowdedimagines · 6 years ago
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q and a - David Dobrik
word count: 1607 summary// you and david decide to film a q and a for the fans and it ends up a little dirtier than an innocent q and a. xoxo
“Hello you guys, welcome back to my second channel!” David cheers, he’s talking to the camera on the tripod directly in front of us. We are seated on David and I’s bed, we are making the long awaited video that the fans have been asking for constantly. It’s our first couply video since announcing our relationship. We’ve been together for a nearly a year, but friends for several years. The fans have only known about us for around two months.
“I am joined with a special guest today.” He leans in and pulls me close to his side.
“Hi guys.” I reply, I smile at the camera and focus on that rather than David’s hand that’s low on my hip.
“Today we are doing a Q and A! We both asked you guys for questions on our twitter.”
“This ought to be good.” I roll my eyes and reach for my phone.
We start off with some easy questions to open things up and get the video rolling. We laugh and give goofy answers trying to get a laugh from the people at home.
“David, how do you feel about the Trisha drama?” I ask, I raise my brows knowing this is a sensitive subject. If he doesn’t want this in the video he can just cut it.
“Damn it, I should’ve known this would come up.” He laughs and scratches his head, “Um, I’m fine. She’s fine. We’re just going to leave it at that.”
I push him back on the bed laughing at him.
“What? Did your publicist tell you to say that?” I tease.
“Shut up!” He pulls me back to lay down next to him.
We fight around for a while, laughing the entire time. Eventually we sit up and ask a few more questions.
“Y/n how do you feel about David filming all of the time?” David reads out loud for me to hear, “I actually want to know this too.”
David turns to look at me waiting for an answer. I think for a few seconds before coming up with an answer.
“In all honesty, I think it’s great. We have a way to look back on our life through the years. I can go back to the very first time David and I met and live it over. I can watch us fall in love, make new friendships, shoot each other with the paintball gun. It has its annoying qualities, but it’s really a blessing in disguise.”
“That was so sweet.” David presses a kiss to the top of my head.
“Thanks, bub.”
We move on and read a few more questions about Jason, and the potential of touring again.
“Are you guys close with anyone you initially disliked?” I read the tweet I was tagged in, I answer the question while laughing, “Yes! I hated David when I met him.”
“You didn’t hate me!” He tries to argue.
“If you guys remember in the vlog the first time we met he scared the shit out of me when he thought I was Erin. I almost peed my pants, I didn’t even know you.” It’s funny looking back on it now, but at the time I hated him for making me look so stupid on his vlog. We eventually became friends after that and I joined the vlog squad.
“She came in with Carly and Erin! I thought it was just them coming back to the house! How was I supposed to know that they were bringing a friend?” David defends, I just roll my eyes at him.
“If you could eat lunch with one famous person who would it be?” David asks.
“Ooh, Harry Styles!” I cheer. “I bet I know who you’ll pick too.”
He gives me a look saying that I should guess.
“Ariana Grande.” I smile stating his celebrity crush.
“Yup.” He grins. “We both would pick our celebrity crushes.”
We move on through even more questions. I’m sure at this point since David hasn’t called it quits because he plans on using some of these questions for content in the vlog.
“On a scale of 1-10 how good of a kisser is David?” I read with an evil smirk on my face.
I tap my chin and pretend to be deep in thought.
“Probably a four on a good day.” I joke.
“Hey!” He tackles me back on the bed causing me to erupt in giggles all over again. “Take it back!”
“Stop.” I can’t help the laughter as he tickles my sides. “Alright fine, fine!”
I can’t get up all the way yet because David is still holding me down. I lift up my head so I can look at the camera.
“He’s a ten, even though his ego doesn’t need to hear that.” I pretend to cover his ears. He hears this and laughs.
“Awe babe, you’re a ten too.”
“Thank you.” I say sarcastically with a roll of my eyes.
“What were you two doing in the background of Zane’s vlog?” David reads out. Attached to the tweet is a video from Zane’s vlog. It’s cropped focusing on us over Zane’s shoulder. It captures David and I in a heavy makeout on his couch. We usually aren’t huge on the PDA, but I had just landed back in LA from home. It also cuts to David and I giggling as he pulls me into his room. That’s when the video ends.
“Oh my god.” I shake my head, I can feel the heat as a pink blush takes over my face.
“Wow, I’m going to kill Zane.” David mutters.
It’s not looking good for us. I don’t want to explain this, my parents watch David’s videos! It replays again and it’s just as bad as the first time. I’m on David’s lap, and we’re both pulling on each other’s hair. How did Zane miss this?
“Well, when two people are in love-”
“Shut up, David!” I interrupt him by smacking his chest. “We were just going into his room. There’s no foul play.”
“You’re only saying that because your parents watch my videos.” David teases, he sees right through my act.
“Mom, Dad, just turn it off.” I say to the camera. We pause for a few seconds laughing as if were actually waiting for them to leave the video.
“David and I went to have sex.” I whisper to the camera.
“How is that any better than what I was going to say?” He argues.
“You sounded like the cliche sex ed instructor. Sex should be more normalized.” I shrug.
“That’s why you wouldn’t tell your parents?”
“Ugh shut up, you’re so annoying.”
“But you love me.” He makes attempts to kiss me, but I hold him at a distance.
“Unfortunately. Are we almost finished?”
“Yes we are.”
David finishes his outro and I lay my head on his shoulder as he talks. He turns to me and kisses the top of my head.
“All tired out from all the questions?” He jokes.
“No, all tired out from having to deal with you.”
“Where is all this sass coming from? I swear you get especially sassy on camera.” He grabs under my legs and swings me back on the bed. I let out a small squeal as my back hits the mattress.
“I don’t know, honestly.” I laugh, “It just comes out when I have to deal with you on camera.”
“Oh? So just camera David is annoying?” He crawls over coming closer to me.
“I didn’t say that.” I bite my lip to hold back a laugh.
“Don’t do that.” He’s staring at my bottom lip that is tucked between my teeth. “You’re a fucking tease.”
“Maybe I’m not teasing.” I smirk.
I smell his cologne now with him hovering over me. I’m sure that his heartbeat is picking up because mine is. The build up to the kiss is almost as good as the kiss itself. His gaze drops from my eyes to my lips. He doesn’t even bother dragging his eyes back up before his lips attack mine.
After some time he moves down and starts to work on my neck and my collar bone, this is when I get the opportunity to see over David’s shoulder. The red light to signify his camera is still recording and is still on.
“David!” I exclaim. “Your camera is still on.”
“No, I turned it off after the outro.” He insists.
“The red light staring at me begs to differ.”
Finally, David picks up his head and looks back at his camera to see that I’m right.
“Shit, we almost recorded a porno.” He sits up and starts to scoot to the edge of the bed to turn off the camera.
“Wait,” I pull back on his arm, “maybe we should leave it on.”
He turns back and looks at me, his eyes dark with lust. He has a smirk on his face knowing what I’m getting at.
“Are you sure?” He asks.
“Yeah, maybe just don’t add it to the vlog.” I joke
“I swear you just keep getting better and better, babe.” David shakes his head in disbelief. He crawls back towards me.
“I know.”
“This started out as such an innocent q and a.” He mutters as I connect my lips with his neck. “My girlfriend is so sexy.”
“And don’t you forget it.” I grin.
“How could I ever.”
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tsunrugi · 5 years ago
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I put a lot of effort in to this so thought it might be nice for it to live on somewhere more... permanent?? than twitter. It’s a look at the animation issues in Orion and how that underserves the story (which I DO NOT believe is any worse than a typical Inazuma story).
My Tumblr presence isn’t as well known as it is on Twitter, so some baselines:
- I really like Orion
- I don’t think Orion is terrible
- I don’t think Orion is a bad season of Inazuma.
Having said that - Orion’s animation issues, under the cut!
I talk a lot of shit about Orion’s animation, and I know I can come across as dismissive when I respond to every single criticism with “it’s the animation”. So I wanted to write this to explain a little better about what I mean when I say “animation’s shit”, and also delve in to a bit about how I go about thinking about my meta (bcs I use visual queues a lot!). Also I never went to film school and I don’t really know technical words so please excuse when I slip up with that. What I’m trying to get across is the feeling of the scenes more than the exact technical phrasing!!
To start I want to compare these two scenes - Tatsuya and Hiroto from vs Eisei and Hiroto and Fudou from just after vs America.
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Quality of the lines aside, there’s some instant visual differences here. We’re introduced to Hiroto in a dark room, and when Tatsuya comes in we see him from over Hiroto’s shoulder. This kind of mid-shot, with Tatsuya entering from the background, invites us to think about the scene from Hiroto’s perspective. It also provides the space for Tatsuya to come *in* to the shot, closer to Hiroto, which he does. It’s showing to us Tatsuya’s attempts at becoming closer emotionally to Hiroto - if you put this scene on mute, you would still get an understanding of their relationship, with Hiroto being unresponsive and mostly stationary and Tatsuya being the physically active participant. We’re also put a little below Hiroto’s natural eye-line, so we’re looking *up* at Tatsuya, which pushes all kinds of subconscious understandings of height, verticality, etc etc. Hiroto is hiding, low. Tatsuya wants to pull him up. The framing helps sell this. It provides setup, path, and progression, as well as making the audience think not just about what Tatsuya is saying, but subtly pushing for us to think about it from Hiroto’s perspective (or at least, with a direct awareness of how Hiroto might react).
Compared to the Fudou and Hiroto, like, this is an interesting angle but I’m struggling to see what they want to tell us with it. The most I can think of is the high angle makes the audience feel almost voyeuristic?? I guess this works bcs we’re kind of looking in to something Fudou wants to keep hidden. But the mise en scene is all over the place. Which is funny bcs there’s not a lot of physical objects in that scene! With Hiroto and Tatsuya, the lockerroom is sparse - it gives the space for the action to play out. I don’t know what it’s doing here. Giving Hiroto a corner to lurk behind? But I want to pull out how static this scene is. The cuts are ordinary, and the frame holds on the same shot and angle for a really long time. 
The frame I picked for Hiroto and Tatsuya moves from that, to close-ups as they talk, to showing Tatsuya’s progression across the room, making room for the other Eiseis to come in, and then eventually Hiroto pushing through all of the elements that crossed the emptiness of the lockerroom to get to him (or that have trapped him in what, at the start of this scene, is shown in a wide-shot as a big empty space). The scene ends with Hiroto and Tatsuya in the hallway, and Tatsuya chases after him and asks if he’s running away. The physicality of the scene - the arrangement of characters, and the MOVEMENT of characters - emphasises the dialogue. Tatsuya asks if Hiroto is running, & yeah, he is. He’s avoiding everything the Eiseis say to him. Again, if you watched this scene on mute, you would understand what is going on. Not just from a point-by-point perspective, but an emotional one. Framing, movement, expression, etc, are all used in this whole scene to tell us about the relationship Hiroto has with the rest of the team.
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This movement of Tatsuya in to the space happens quickly, in much less time than is spent on Hiroto and Fudou’s initial exchange. Another thing to note is that as this is happening, even when Tatsuya stops, the ‘camera’ still moves, panning across - the movement is carried through which emphasises the ‘closing in’ on Hiroto. In Hiroto’s close-up talking shot that follows, the ‘camera’ pans UP, again reminding us visually of the lower/higher dichotomy between him and Tatsuya, and how that reflects both of their current emotional states.
The Hiroto and Fudou scene has two visual levels. The first one up top, and standard dialogue close-ups. It makes you feel nothing (that’s a lie, it made me feel weird bcs I have no visual storytelling to try and work out what the hell is going on). I actually like this scene, and I think it’s one of the better ones from recent Orion. But I have no idea how to take what Fudou is saying, or even Hiroto for that matter, bcs the dialogue is doing 90% of the work. If you watched this scene on mute you would have no idea of the relationship between these characters, or the severity of what they’re talking about (I’m gonna come back to this). Visually it’s stagnant, and visually it’s not doing its job at conveying the actions and emotions of the characters. 
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With the first cap and these two… is the entire visual variation in the whole scene. An extreme high POV to a slightly low one. There’s no panning. There’s no movement. You get nothing that really tells you about their relationship, what the stakes are, and the only hint at how they’re thinking is that Hiroto is ticked off. It’s flat, it’s static, and it’s barely visually engaging.
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Last thing I want to talk about is lighting. Lighting is HUGE in the Hiroto/Tatsuya scene. He’s in almost complete darkness at the start, and that’s broken by Tatsuya opening the door and demanding to know why he wasn’t at practice. This combination of dialogue/action/LIGHT further feeds in to what we need to know about these characters. Hiroto is overwhelmed physically by the darkness around him. And in barges Tatsuya, with a whole lot of *light*. Tatsuya is visually directly tied to light and with that basic light/dark symbolism that we as an audience can pick up on quickly. I’ve mentioned that I’m not necessarily trying to say I think Inazuma is masterful and subtle - and this scene shows it doesn’t *have* to be. Yeah, the light/dark thing is pretty obvious, but that’s because it works!
There are other uses of light in this scene too which are really cool. Hiroto is alone in this big space, in the dark, but we’re introduced to him with the light of his phone illuminating his face, and reflecting in his eyes. It’s the start of the visual metaphor that he feels alone, small, isolated, and he WANTS to find something else. He won’t say he craves affection, but the visuals tell us that he wants it anyway. It also sets up that he’s looking to light… and then in comes Tatsuya, with light. As the scene progresses and the other Eiseis join in, the very first thing they do? Switch on the light. All of the darkness is gone. And this is when Hiroto tries to escape, because his security and his cover and his excuses that he’s OK with being alone are completely blown away by the gradual introduction of light. CONNECTION is LIGHT. This is a Big reason why again, muted, you would get the emotional beats of this scene.
Fudou and Hiroto has One lighting setting. It has two (maybe three) angles, one of which is a standard dialogue one. Hiroto and Tatsuya in the hallway plays with positioning of the closer-cut dialogue scenes that again pushes Hiroto visually away from the other players, so it’s not like these scenes can’t be interesting either. And they try with the Hiroto/Fudou one, but it’s half-managed at best.
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Hiroto has a ‘close up’ dialogue shot, but his position on the far right (with Tatsuya to his left) emphasises his distance. It makes a boring shot contain valuable information. 
Orion isn’t that great with its lighting. Most of it is presented in the same average light. But we do get a few good scenes with interesting lighting - some Ichihoshi stuff, and a LOT of the Asuto stuff (on the Skytree, and when he gets kidnapped come to mind). It’s not consistent, which is really a shame, because they’ve used lighting so well in the past to convey mood/emotion. Only keeping it for the really important scenes throws the whole show off balance imo.
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Now for the severity of what Hiroto and Fudou are talking about. Lucky us, we have several characters-out-for-injury scenes to compare this to, so I’m going to do that. Keep in mind that everything I’ve said about the Hiroto/Fudou scene is basically all I have to say about the visuals in their scene. It’s not a whole lot. Everything else I think about that scene comes from the dialogue alone (but also Hiroto’s cute expressions, I guess I should add that). The end to the scene in the following episode with Fudou’s final words actually add a bit, but they just make the whole thing feel more *weird* to me, and the only visually noteworthy thing is that Fudou’s words are given impact by the straight-to-camera framing. Still no interesting movement or lighting or object placement. 
Having said that let’s revisit my own trauma from ep. 2, when Gouenji is injured in vs Korea. 
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I understand the Hiroto/Tatsuya scene is very long, and the Hiroto/Fudou scene is very short. This bit with Gouenji and Kidou is also pretty short, but it does a LOT. It opens like this, with the two of them trying to work out what could have happened. Gouenji is visibly exhausted and this is emphasised by the angle of shots like this, which is slightly downward pointing! Also what is interesting is that for a lot of this, we don’t get clear shots of Kidou’s face. We have ones like this, where it’s over his shoulder, or ones where he’s speaking close-up in profile. I said above how the straight-to-camera from Fudou was impactful - this is because it’s the character directly calling the audience to the scene. The way Kidou is presented, with us being kept from seeing his whole face, does the opposite. This tells us a bunch about Kidou as a character- that he’s holding his physical self back to avoid vulnerability- and it’s implying a level of emotional distance from him. This is especially true when we’re given a lot of clearly visible Gouenji-is-suffering shots. We’re meant to know 1) Gouenji is in pain, and 2) we’re being visually detached from Kidou’s reaction to it. (also… gouenji… the good boy… he’s doing his best to engage w Kidou on the let’s-solve-this-mystery level when he’s in such pain… you know what this does… it tells us abt gouenji as a character and his values and his perseverance adhahkajshd). 
But then this scene shifts. It could have very easily been all done with Kidou standing above Gouenji, with our idea of Kidou as someone who is distant, who is not emotionally drawn to what has happened, who is more concerned about solving how one of his teammates got injured than that teammate themself. But then we get the second half of this scene: 
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SO MUCH happens with this simple change of shot, positioning, and angle. The previous cap is from right before this, so Gouenji is initially looking away, but Kidou’s moving shocks him in to looking directly at him. This tells us that Kidou has done something that even one of his closest friends was surprised by! Also what Kidou has done is move himself from being *above* Gouenji - visually more distant, emotionally more closed off - and put himself not just on the same level as a character that has been established as physically suffering, but slightly below his eyeline. It moves him in physically closer and more visually level to a character he views as important, and someone who is his equal. The way this frame is presented is straight up telling us not only about the closeness of these characters (by allowing us to see and understand their spatial positioning in relation to each other, and drawing attention to how it’s much closer and more intimate than it was before), but is in direct contrast to Kidou in the earlier part of this very short scene. He’s not keeping himself above, he’s not emotionally disconnected, he’s actually incredibly upset by what has happened and he’s being presented in a surprising way to let us know just how seriously he’s taking all of this. 
It’s so so important that Kidou is visually on the same level as Gouenji here, because it adds so much weight to his dialogue. If they had kept him standing, his “I won’t let this be the end for you” would come as an addition to his more emotionally detached investigation in to what could have led to this. This change in pose and increase in visual closeness lets us know that everything he says like this is something that is coming from his heart. Since Kidou in Ares was presented as a pretty distant character, and we have all of this previous information abt how he acts and where he puts himself physically to draw on, we know how to judge the severity of this scene. And look as resident obsessive Gouenji fan, I wasn’t worried about his injury until we got to this point, bcs this is a big shift in how injuries are normally framed, and it set off all the alarm bells. Fudou says in his scene that “this FFI isn’t something so easy [to push through with an injury]”, which is our only indication of how serious his injury is. With Gouenji and Kidou’s dialogue, yes, we get things like “I won’t let this end for you”, which indicates to severity -  but so much more of it is sold in the way the scene itself is presented. 
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This is the other scene where we find out a character is injured to the point where they won’t be able to stay in the main team. And just look at it. Look at their symmetry. Look at their distance. We’re treated to an entire episode of homecomings and reconnections, and this one is instantly distinguished by the distance between the characters. This visual arrangement should be setting off warning bells for the audience, because we know they’re brothers, we know they’re really close! Why are they so far apart?
When Atsuya starts his dialogue, it falls in to place. Shirou is injured, and Atsuya has come to confront him about it. This visual distance between them is interesting, bcs it emphasises how these two actually aren’t all that close when it comes to their personal struggles - especially from Shirou, who keeps a Lot of things from Atsuya (like his injury). It’s setting us up to expect not the easy relationship we had assumed, but one that is far more complex and nuanced. We’re shown them like this, from a distance. We’re shown their dialogue close-ups together on a horizontally cut frame - and while we can see them both at once, we’re made aware of their separation. They’re visually broken by a bordering line, which informs how we read and understand the scene as a whole. 
This scene goes on with a lot of little expression changes from Shirou, which is always nice. And as it progresses, it also closes the physical/visual distance between them. 
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Notice how it’s Atsuya who moved. Shirou is confused, and faced with choices we know later to be very difficult for him, and he isn’t opening up about it - even to his own brother. Atsuya started far away, and in his dialogue accusatory, but he moved closer to his stationary (paralysed?) brother. He’s asserting their relationship. He’s saying “you are important to me”, not with words, but with visual placement. Atsuya is going to be an active force in this relationship. Just these two frames tells us about the current situation (Shirou closing himself off), their relationship (duality), their personalities (Shirou is more reserved/hesitant, Atsuya is more active). We know about the severity of Fubuki’s injury because of how this distance is played with, visually. And it’s so simply set up. It *works*. Again, in a very short scene, we’ve got a lot to work with from a character analysis level and a plot level. The dialogue supports the visuals, and the visuals support the dialogue. 
So, back to that Fudou and Hitoto scene. What visuals are there? Fudou and Hiroto’s spatial distance doesn’t change all that much. Their eyeline doesn’t change, the angles they’re presented at don’t change enough to be engaging imo, and we get very little visual representation of the level of their relationship.
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With the exception of this initial high angle, it’s not very interesting to look at. It’s static. And it’s almost entirely carried by the dialogue. This is what I mean by the fundamental issues that come up are from the quality of the animation - the layout, the storyboarding, the colour, the direction. The visuals have been used in other scenes to fill in a lot of information, and to underline the dialogue for us, the audience, to better understand the relationship between characters. It’s not just about them being in the same physical space and saying things to each other. It’s about *how* they’re presented in that space, how they’re visually arranged, how the light affects things, etc. Even if all the best characters got in the same place and shared plot details (which they have done in Orion, and it’s been pretty dull) you’re not going to get the feeling of engagement that the well done scenes of Inazuma provide. 
Closing out to say I picked the Hiroto/Tatsuya/Eisei scene from Ares bcs it’s one I’d watched recently and remembered well enough to write this without another detailed rewatch. But that kind of scene is a *standard* in Ares, whereas I do think the Kidou/Gouenji and Fubukis scenes are *exceptions* in Orion. There are other good scenes, but it’s nowhere near as consistent and the shockingly done episodes (from an animation standpoint) are just so so terrible. I hope this clears up my approach to Orion complaints!
Stray thoughts:
The Hiroto/Tatsuya/Eisei scene is from their intro episode and very succinctly gives us everything we need to know about their relationship, base personality, and dynamic. Again it’s not just the dialogue that does this: it’s the movement, lighting, and arrangement of the scene itself! 
In contrast, the Hiroto/Fudou scene tells us nothing about their relationship even though these are two well established characters who have had previous interaction. Is it a coincidence that they met in Orion and yet we know nothing about their dynamic? There’s only so much animation budget to go around and it just shows how your favourites just being present won’t fix the issues with the visual storytelling.
The Shirou/Atsuya scene is also pretty static and simple in visual structure, but it uses its limited frames to actually get across meaning, unlike the Hiroto/Fudou one. 
This budget/lower quality animation issue really affects characters like Fudou and Gouenji, who both express a lot through their expressions rather than their words. Hiroto and characters like the Inakunis can get away with it bcs they’re talkative in general, but for other characters the visual storytelling is really vital to their development and ideas actually getting across on screen. 
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artificialqueens · 6 years ago
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you've always been the king of the world [branjie] - cherubi
a/n: i was writing a branjie lesbian au. got distracted. so now we have this instead. (but the branjie will be coming… at some point? this year hopefully? this century probably?
title from ‘king of the world’ by natalie grant
did we need another fic based on vanessa’s angsty instagram story from the other day? nope. did i write it anyway? of course i did.
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Vanessa’s drunk and she’s all up in her feelings. And fuck, maybe she shouldn’t have drunk so much tonight, because she knows how emotional and messy she gets when she drinks too much, and everything’s been running through her head a mile a minute for the past - well, she’s not sure how long. She’s been emotional all day, rewatching clips of her and Brooke from the most recent episodes, and she thought that maybe, just maybe, drinking would calm these emotions down this one time. It was a fucking stupid idea, she thinks, as she sits, emotional as ever, in the dressing room of a club, scrolling through Instagram on her phone. She’s surprised she made it backstage before the tears started flowing, honestly; even when she was performing, she was out of it, constantly aware of the tears threatening to spill over at any moment.
She knows it’s a bad idea when she swipes the screen to add something to her Instagram story. She knows she should stop when she begins to scroll through the images on her phone, looking through all the photos of her and her boyfriend - boyfriend? Is that what he is? - as her tears fall harder. Fuck, she doesn’t even know what’s going on with them anymore, because she suggested they take a break, knowing the stress they’d be under during the height of the season’s popularity, and she regrets it, she regrets it so fucking much. She misses him, so so much, and the stream of videos popping up in her notifications where she can just see the moment she fell in love with him is unbearable. She reaches one photo that makes her pause, not remembering it having been taken but remembering the situation, the way she felt; Brooke’s arm is placed on her waist as they sit and watch a performance - something that others may not find as intimate as she knows it was, but, shit, she knows exactly how happy she was at that moment of time, feeling his breath against her neck, the rise and fall of his chest brushing against her back - oh God, she misses it so much. She can’t stop herself, in all the emotion, from wondering how Brooke felt in the moment, worries flooding back about am I too clingy? Does he even love me? Fuck, do I love him? and she doesn’t even realise she’s slid onto the floor until she feels the cool metal of the chair legs resting against her back.
She clicks on the photo, enlarging it on her screen. She wants to post it everywhere, she wants people to know how she feels, how much she misses him but - she pauses, studying their faces, everything about the candid picture in front of her. Maybe she shouldn’t post it, and maybe she’ll take it down after a few minutes, but she just wants someone to see it. She wants to talk to someone right now, she wants to talk to Brooke right now, but how can you tell someone that, fuck, you’re in love with them? How do you tell someone you’re in love with them when they might not even like you? The logical side of Vanessa reasons that obviously he likes her, he talks to her, about everything, they’re always talking, she’s seen how he talks about her sometimes in interviews and to their season eleven sisters. She know he feels - felt? - some type of way about her, and there’s no way he couldn’t, considering how close they’ve been - she can see it on the screen when she watches the show, clear as day - but then she starts to overthink, think about how often she initiated things, how Brooke was often quiet about her feelings. But her feelings were always there. Right? And then she’s spiralling again, because she doesn’t know if he wants her, if he wants anything to do with her, and shit, she doesn’t even know if they’re together, she doesn’t know if the discussion they’d ended up having the other month led to a breakup. Because nothing changed, and yet everything fucking changed, and she doesn’t know what to do.
She looks back to her phone in an attempt to distract herself from her neverending worries, just to see herself and Brooke on the screen still, yet her thumb’s shaking too much to click that little cross at the corner of the screen. Maybe she doesn’t want to get rid of it - should she post it? Maybe if she posts it, Brooke will see; maybe he’ll initiate the conversation, tell Vanessa how much he misses her, how much he wants to hold her in his arms - but, fuck, maybe he’ll drift away, uncertain of his feelings, maybe he doesn’t want to be with her, he doesn’t seem to be as affected by the breakup - breakup? - as she has been for the past fuck knows how long. She’s not sure she’ll be able to cope if Brooke pushes her away, closes himself off, and she knows it’s stupid, she knows she’s being irrational, but she can’t imagine him not wanting her and her being okay with it. Hell, she could barely even deal with him being quiet about their relationship on the show, even though she knew they had to if they wanted to avoid the producers doing everything they could with their relationship, or the prying eyes of the girls around them, even though she was doing it too. And she sure as hell wouldn’t be able to cope now, but maybe, just maybe, he’ll feel the same way she does; she decides, in another impulsive decision, to add their song along with the photo on her screen. Their song, she thinks, and, wow, the lyrics of the song hold so much meaning to her, and she just wants the world to know how fucking in love she is. She sighs as she searches for the song title, weakly attempting to wipe the tears from her eyes with her palm. She’s sure her makeup’s running, and people will know she’s been crying if they see her, and at this point she knows if anyone asks her how she is, she’ll just break down again. Why is she so fucking emotional tonight?
She posts the picture. She posts it and she posts another song that she’s been listening to so much recently, because wow, she relates to it so much; Brooke is so, so good to her, and she’s just clinging onto him, Brooke is fucking amazing and deserves so much more, and Vanessa’s just Vanessa, she’ll never even have half of the talent Brooke possesses, and - she stops herself. Tonight’s supposed to be a good night, she can’t be such an emotional mess, she needs to sort herself out. She’s acting so stupid, like a clingy teenager, crying at the thought of Brooke not caring about her the way she cares about him - she’s being overly emotional and she knows it, and yet she can’t fucking stop it, and the rational side of her brain is too worn out to argue anymore.
She picks herself up from where she’s ended up, curled on the floor, her head resting on one of her arms, and breathes out a sigh. She forces herself to take deep breaths, sits back up on the chair and tries to calm herself down; she feels just as bad as she did before, but at least she’s stopped crying, she thinks, looking at herself in the mirror. Her makeup isn’t as bad as she expected, honestly. The eyeliner at the corner of her eyes has smudged, tear tracks running down the sides of her face. Her lashes are starting to peel but she can fix that, it’s fine, everything’s fine, she’s fine. She rests her head against the vanity in front of her for a moment, placing her phone down next to her. Maybe she should go back to the bar, she thinks, to get her mind off of everything. But then again, she knows it won’t do much considering how distracted she was even in the midst of performing for a loving crowd. Perhaps she should just go outside to feel the cold air for a moment - maybe it’ll wake her up, calm her down, stop her being so childish and emotional. She opens her eyes wide, tries to unblur her vision, to stabilise herself, and then reaches to fix her lashes.
As she turns to walk out of the door, she hears a harsh sound in the previously deafening silence of the room behind her; her phone vibrates against the mirror. For a moment, Vanessa wonders who it could be, contemplating whether she could ignore them, say she was busy, but then she gets closer - she notices the familiar emojis adorning the white name on the screen. It’s Brooke calling her, and she’s not sure whether to be relieved or stressed. On one hand, she’s wanted to hear Brooke’s voice all day, she misses him, she just wants to talk to him and hug him and be with him - but then, she realises, he’s probably calling her about her Instagram story. Regret washes over her as she thinks back to what she’d posted, her raw emotions out there for the world to see. She knows it was only a few minutes ago, but the evening’s been a blur, a mess of emotions, and - she pauses, takes a breath, and answers the call.
“Hi?” she says tentatively, composing herself as the pixelated camera loads Brooke’s face. He’s still in drag, and even through the bad quality lighting along with the terrible connection at the clubs, he looks fucking beautiful.
“Hi V,” Brooke starts, a small, hesitant smile on his face. Vanessa’s worried about what’s going to come next, yet at the same time, she feels so grounded hearing his voice. So many of her worries slip away just hearing that voice - he has such an effect on her, he means the world to her and, fuck, she wants him to know that.
“I love your voice.” she says, interrupting whatever Brooke was about to say. She smiles at the small look of surprise on his face. “You’re so beautiful, that ain’t fuckin’ fair. Y’know, I’ve been missing you all day, I just want to see you, I-”
“Vanessa.” She stops in the middle of her sentence at the concerned tone of his voice, unsure of what’s coming next.
“Yeah?” Her voice is small, the words barely leaving her mouth as she tries to study Brooke’s face through the grainy lighting.
“I saw the posts. On your story.” He pauses, meeting her gaze in the camera, sucking in a breath, “You doing okay, baby?”
Baby. Vanessa’s heart hurts at the pet name. He calls her that all the time, and yet right now it’s affecting her so much more, she can barely breathe. She’s so full of emotion and she can feel the tears threatening to fall once again. She takes in a shaky breath and blinks them back.
“I just… I miss you. So fucking much.”
“I know.” Brooke smiles sadly, “I miss you too.”
Vanessa sighs, feeling tears creep up on her again. She’s not sure she can hold them back much longer.
“It’s just - fuck. Brooke, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. What are we? There’s so much going on, I can’t-” she can feel herself beginning to ramble, her emotions beginning to spill, and she’s so close to breaking, to letting everything out. Brooke’s mouth opens slightly in response to the question, unsure of what to say. He closes it again, looking down for a second before standing up from his seat. He says something to whoever he’s with and starts briskly walking. Somewhere private, Vanessa thinks, so they can talk without being interrupted - she tries to stop herself from spiralling again as she wonders what Brooke’s going to say to her. She fails.
“Hey,” Brooke starts, noticing Vanessa’s distress, “hey. Breathe. Vanessa.”
She comes down to earth once again. She hates how his voice alone can soothe her so much, how she can’t seem to calm herself down any other way.
“Vanessa?” Brooke says again, quietly this time.
“Yeah?”
“Talk to me? What - what are you thinking?”
“I don’t know, I-” she brings her hand to her face, “I think I love you, B. And I know I’m drunk and emotional right now but, fuck, I don’t think it’s the alcohol talking, and I don’t - I don’t fuckin’ know what to do. Are we together? I can’t do this, I can’t act like we’re all happy and together when we’re not, not really. I know I said we should think about the tours but - I can’t. I just - I need you.”
“Fuck, Vanessa…”
“I’d say it’s okay if you don’t feel the same, but,” she takes a breath, “I don’t think I’d be able to cope. I don’t know what’s happening with us or how to feel but I just, fuck, I just really wish you were here right now, I miss you so much.”
There’s a pause; silence for a few moments.
“Maybe we shouldn’t be discussing our emotions when we’re drunk, V,” he says, avoiding making eye contact through the screen. Vanessa can almost feel her heart break.
“No, you can’t go and leave me right now, Brooke. I keep thinking about us, and my feelings, and you, and everything’s a mess right here in my head. What the fuck do I do?”
She can see Brooke trying to stay composed through the screen. His usual confidence is gone, he looks almost unsure of himself and, fuck, Vanessa hates it.
“There’s so much going on right now, isn’t there?” Brooke scoffs, shaking his head. “Vanessa, I didn’t want to be spilling my emotions to you over FaceTime, I wanted you to be here with me when I said this, but. I really do love you. You’re fucking perfect.”
“But what about - I don’t know. Everything. I need you so fucking much and we’re both gonna be travelling, and I don’t know how I can cope with not seeing you. Not when we’re touring on opposite sides of the country - fuck, the world.”
“But?” Brooke adds tentatively after a moment
“I think… It can’t be worse than not having you at all. I need you so much, Brooky. I want to be with you, please, baby-”
“We’re gonna see each other soon, okay? We can talk about this when we’re together, yeah?” Vanessa doesn’t respond, looking anywhere but at Brooke.
“We can do this, I think. V, I want to try this.” Brooke continues.
“You think we can?”
“Yeah. I do.”
The two study each other for a moment, neither opening their mouth to speak. It’s Vanessa who breaks the silence, a contemplative look on her face replacing the previous distress.
“Brooke? Are we gonna be okay? With all the touring? I don’t want it to break us, I don’t-” Vanessa breaks off, looking down, studying the floor.
“You’re worth everything.”
“…I love you,” Vanessa responds, quietly.
“I love you,” Brooke pauses, a shy smile on his face, “I think we need to sleep, yeah?”
“Yeah.”
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o-holynight · 5 years ago
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Charismatic As Hell And Cute To Boot | All You Have To Do Is Fall In Love AU
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Other Parts: 1 2 3 4 5 Author: Michaela - @o-holynight​ Pairing: Joe Mazzello / OFC Rating: T Word Count: 2.9k POV: Michaela Warnings: swearing Summary: After a full day of spending time with each other, neither Joe nor Michaela wants the date to end; So it doesn’t.
Masterlist found here! Series Summary: Best friends and college roommates Ben, Joe, and Gwil, find themselves tangled up with a group of girls who bring out the best (and worst) in them. Series Warnings: drinking, swearing Authors’ Note: Stories can stand alone, but it’s much better when read all together! Not everything is always in the same tense, or same point of view/perspective.
After hours of gushing to Sarah and working up the courage to ask her to ask Ben to ask Joe if he would even be interesting in having my number—I finally opened his contact. Having only a low quality Facebook tagged photo as the sole image to be his contact picture, it would have to do. Though he did look absolutely adorable in it; it was borderline attacking.
I stared at his name for a while longer, debating on whether or not I should even contact him. He was flirting, wasn’t he? Ben did say he liked me a whole lot...for being willing to shit his brains out later...but that’s besides the point. I thought of texting him and asking how he was doing, but maybe that was just adding salt to the wound? Ah, fuck it.
I triple checked my finger placement to make sure that I clicked “Message” and not, god forbid, call or FaceTime him, and started typing.
Hey Joe! How are you feeling? It’s Michaela, by the way.
Send. I really should have found something to preoccupy my mind while waiting for his response, But I didn’t think that far in advance. It seemed that Joe made me act without overthinking first. Oh boy this could be dangerous. After what seemed like an eternity but was probably in reality only 15 long agonizing minutes, I saw the three dots typing.
I clutched my phone to my chest, covering my mouth in fear of making an embarrassing middle schooler squeal. I made myself wait at least a full minute before looking back at my screen, not wanting to seem too eager.
I’m better, now that I’m talking to you. (: God, sorry, was that too cliche? I meant to say, still pretty terrible I feel like shit. And thanks for spelling your name out, I was wondering about that one. (:
He uses so many smiley faces, I can’t help but smile myself. I really think I must be in a dream sequence. And if my alarm goes off any second I will never forgive it.
Oh my god I’m SO SORRY!! Again, I really didn’t know and I would’ve totally made you something else. I really, really wish you didn’t have to suffer on my behalf. Haha yeah, it’s not too hard. Michael with an A.
I flipped around on my stomach, wedging my pillow under my chest, trying to find a comfortable position for a hopefully lengthy conversation.
Alrighty Michael A, that’s officially gonna be what you are in my contacts. And no, I’m not suffering...anymore.
We continued talking for hours on end. Lots of get-to-know-you questions ripped straight from questionnaires off the first three or so pages of Google. I’m not sure how we agreed upon this but the two of us were officially going on a date the very next day. Joe brought up this really good smoothie place in the middle of central campus, and I would have happily watched paint dry with the guy. So of course I agreed. We settled on lunchtime, which means there were only about 8 hours left until I could see him again. Which was one of the only reasons I was okay when he didn’t respond to my final text message, signaling that he had probably fallen asleep, like any self respecting human would have done at 4:00am.
The next morning I was flitting around the apartment like a madman at 10:00 am. “Guys what do I wear!! I want to be cute, but I can’t wear a dress we’ll be walking all around campus and my thighs will chafe and that’s not cute for anyone—“
Sarah grabs me by the shoulders. “Listen, just wear leggings and a t-shirt. It’s what you wore last time! It’s what he fell for you in.”
I blushed when she mentioned him falling for me. “Yeah but if I wear leggings and a t-shirt again, he will think all I wear is leggings and a t-shirt.”
“That is all you wear…” Ella piped up from the hallway, as she appeared in my room. “Besides your gay as hell Hawaiian shirt collection. But maybe save that for the second date, eh?”
“Okay FINE, but I’m going long sleeved this time. It’s a little breezy out there.” I said, checking my weather app for the third time this morning. I figured I’d be cold walking around, as well as drinking a smoothie.
At exactly one minute past twelve, I got a text saying that Joe was outside. My heart began its palpitations and I didn’t know if it would ever stop.
“Wish me luck!” I whispered as I passed my roommates, on my way to answer the door.
“Good luck! Get fucked!” they said in response, and I shot them a dagger-like glare before opening the door to greet Joe.
He was wearing jeans and also sporting a long sleeved t-shirt. It made him look so cozy that I could snuggle right up to him, but that would be a bit much. Or so I thought. He pulled me into a hug in the doorway, and I could have melted. His arms were so strong as they wrapped around my torso, and my face nestled tightly against his broad chest. “Hey! Long time no see, Michael A.” he said as he pulled away from the hug. I barely wanted to release my arms from around him, but I did.
“Back atcha...Joey.” I said, trying to come up with a similar nickname on the spot.
He cringed. “Oof, no one’s called me that in years.” he said with a fond smile.
We left the apartment after a couple of whoops and whistles of encouragement from Sarah. “Sorry about her. I think she’s just really excited.”
“Oh I don’t mind. Sarah’s great.” Joe chuckled. “Are you really excited?”
“I am.” I said, looking up at him, to find him staring up at me, smiling sweetly. It made me blush and return my gaze to the ground.
The two of us walked around in a comfortable silence for a while until we reached the smoothie shop. Joe opened the door for me, and followed behind. As we were standing in line, we poked fun at the silly words that they tried to pass off as smoothie names. I ordered a Kowabunga, some tropical coconut mango thing, and Joe snickered as he ordered the SOB, strawberry, orange, banana smoothie. “Man they just keep getting weirder huh.” He insisted on paying for both of our smoothies, though I tried to hand him a $5 bill, he snuck it back into my waistband where I kept my phone. “That...wasn’t supposed to be indicative of anything, that’s just...it’s where you had your money—“
“Hey, it’s fine Joey, don’t worry about it.” I said laughing at his flusteredness, grabbing his arm and walking out of the smoothie shop.
Once out through the doors, I dropped my hold on his arm, but he quickly slinked his hand down to grab ahold of mine, lacing our fingers together.
“This okay?” he asked, rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand. It sent tingles up my arm and directly to my heart. But all I could do was nod my head rapidly and smile.
We walked and talked for a while, sipping on our smoothies. “Joe,” I said draining the last of my smoothie before tossing it into a nearby trash can. “I have a confession.”
“Yeah?” he asked, sounding a bit nervous. “Confess away.”
“I’m allergic to fruit.” I said, looking up at him and pursing my lips.
“What!? And you let me bring you to a smoothie shop. You’re worse than me with the cheese! Why are you just telling me this now?” He asked, hitting me in the side with both of our hands clasped together.
“Because I wanted to finish my smoothie before you made me get rid of it. It’s nothing too bad. It’s just like when you eat too much pineapple and your mouth gets really sore, except it’s all fruit all the time.” I said, used to my spiel.
“I can’t say that’s ever happened to me, guess I gotta eat more pineapple and feel the burn.” he said, sipping on his last bit of smoothie, and reaching awkwardly towards a trash can, unwilling to let go of my hand.
We talked for a bit more, walking past buildings that we both had classes in, telling class horror stories, making sure to let each other know which professors to never sign up for a class with. I learned that Joe is a film major, and hopes to be a director one day.
“I think you’re quite suited to being in front of the camera too.”
“Really? You think so?”
“Yeah. You’re charismatic as hell, and cute to boot.” I said knocking my hip into his.
He smiled at the ground, rubbing at his neck nervously. “Aw shucks, you’re makin’ me blush now.”
“Good.” I said, trying to be a little more forward than I usually am. I really liked this guy, and I desperately needed not to blow it this time.
“I like film though. I really do. Learning how to make a scene come out just right. Seeing it go from a small viewfinder to the big screen. The editing process. It’s all great. But I’m really into all the old cameras and shit. My dad got me this camcorder with a whole bunch of tapes for by birthday last year and I’ve just been fuckin around with that lately. Something about the old method just really adds something special. Oh...sorry—I uh, swear a lot.” He said, going on and on about his passions, as I studied his face. When he talked about what made him happy, I could see a sparkle in his eye that made him ten times more attractive than he already was.
“Oh, it’s no problem at all. I love a good potty mouth.” I smirked. “So what do you do in your free time then?”
He shoved his free hand in his jeans pocket before speaking. “Well, like I said I’m into all that old film, so I really enjoy photography too. Digital and film. There’s a great dark room on campus that you can sign up for time in, it’s really cool. The process smells like rotting asshole but the results are worth it I like to think.”
“Oh I’m familiar. I took a photography class in high school. I have a film camera lying around my house somewhere back home. I should bring it back with me next time I go.” I said heart soaring that we had something in common. “Do you work?”
“Oh yeah. I work at Dick’s. Sporting Goods. Not a strip club or anything.” he joked.
“I know what Dick’s is.” I whispered, before giggling. “Yeah Sarah goes there all the time.”
“Really? Don’t think I’ve ever seen her in before.”
“Well, she says apparently they have the best sports bras in town? Maybe you need to spend a little more time in the lingerie section of your sporting goods store and you’ll find her.”
We walked aimlessly for a little while longer. Once we had lapped the entire campus twice without realizing, we decided maybe we should be heading back. But we both knew that neither of us wanted to leave.
As we were driving back to my place in his truck, he had his hand resting on my knee, and it felt like the most natural thing in the world.
We walked extremely slowly up to my residence, and lingered in the hallway outside my door. I was holding loosely onto his thumb as I leaned back against the doorframe, just wanting some form of contact, as we had barely let go of each other the whole day.
“Um, so they just released a new show on Netflix…” Joe started.
“Wanna come in and watch it?” I asked immediately, knowing nothing about the show, the genre, the storyline, the cast. But again, I’d watch paint dry just to spend more time with him.
“Well sheesh, buy me a drink first why don’t ya, I’m not that easy.” he snickered. “Yeah sure great let’s do it.” Joe said, smiling that I had gone for his bait.
I unlocked the door and he walked in, looking around for a second, taking in all the attempts at home decor that the three of us could muster. He nodded in approval.
“Well since you’re in already guess you won’t be needing that drink after all.”
“Hey, it’s 5:00 somewhere, and that somewhere is here!” he said, glancing down at his watch, noticing it was almost half past 5.
“Any drink in particular you fancy? Preferably something I could make with a limited stock of ingredients.”
“Rum and coke is fine.” Joe smiled, taking a tentative seat on the big comfy chair that faced the TV.
I whipped it up quickly, making one for myself as well. More coke than rum though, for me. “Sorry we don’t have any limes left. Ben used them all last week. It’s a simple drink, cause I’m a simple girl. It’s not the Four Seasons or anything.”
“Hey, Ben works there, you know. He should know a thing or two about the importance of proper garnishes. I’m only kidding. It’s great, thank you.”
I paused for a half a second wondering if there was room for two on the seat he was sitting on. He must’ve picked up on this, because he wiggled over slightly and patted the cushion beside him. I smiled and sat down eagerly. The cushion was very soft and worn, and it dipped down in the center, making both of us slide towards each other, thighs touching. It was nice.
I leaned forward to grab the remote off of the coffee table, and when I leaned back into the chair, Joe’s arm was situated around the back. He placed his hand on my shoulder, squeezing gently, and I leaned into his chest, practically laying on top of him.
At that moment, Sarah and Ella heard the familiar tone of Netflix being turned on, and emerged from their rooms.
“Michaela!! Why didn’t you tell us you were back, tell us all about your day with—Joe!!” Sarah started, pausing when she saw Joe’s head poke up from the back of the chair, my head peeking out shortly after.
“Nice place you got, McDonald. Where’d you get all this top notch decor, Target?” Joe teased, his hand moving down from my shoulder to resting right above my waist. I bit my lip to try and prevent any further reaction, though I wanted to scream giddily.
“As a matter of fact yes, what the fuck is wrong with that.” Sarah said crossing her arms in front of her.
“Seems a little cliche for a place full of white girls.”
“Okay, mister liquor bottle, you’ve got a lotta balls coming in here like that.” Sarah chuckled as she sat on the arm of the adjacent sofa. That’s when she noticed that his arm was wrapped tightly around my waist.
“I see you two are getting comfortable with each other, I’ll leave you to it… Ella let's go watch something in here.” Sarah said, pulling Ella away from the two of us so we could enjoy the rest of our date.
The night went on, and the conversation never dulled. Whatever series was rolling on Netflix was more of a background noise for the ramblings between the two of us sitting on the big comfy chair. Over the hours, Joe had gradually slid down in his seat, head resting on the back cushion. I had my legs draped over his, and his fingers were tracing mindlessly over the sliver of skin exposed at the ankle of my leggings. It all felt so natural, like we had known each other for years. Except everything was new. Every fact I learned about the man made me fall a little deeper for him. We had so much in common despite living such different childhoods.
We lost all track of time, and didn’t even notice when Netflix timed out on the ‘Are you still watching?’ screen. I don’t even know who fell asleep first, but I woke up in the middle of the night to a room barely illuminated by the dark light of the TV’s screensaver. The blanket that usually laid across the back of the chair was wrapped around Joe and I, and his arm was slung over my middle, gripping me tightly, holding me close. I rubbed my eyes and adjusted my position, pulling the blanket further up on my body. Joe stirred at my movements and gave a little stretch.
“Don’t worry about moving, ‘wanna stay like this.” I whispered softly, moving in even closer, laying my head onto his chest and wrapping my arms around his torso.
His hand came to rest in my hair, stroking it softly before falling back asleep. The sound of his breath evening out and the slowing of his heart beat lulled me back to sleep as well. I could definitely get used to this.
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