#phillipa soo imagines

[fallingforfictionalmen]

finally got to the last olympian and I will be imagining May Castellan as Phillipa Soo thank you

[pigfacedbitch]

Way Back Home

summary : visiting May Castellan after the Battle of Manhattan

word count : 1.1k

type : imagines

pairing/s : Sibling! Luke Castellan x Reader

warning/s : death, mourning for loved ones, and the unfairness mortals go through because of the gods

here is my masterlist!

Note : I'm not going to lie, I thought about this for a long time. I picked Phillipa Soo from Hamilton because she's perfect for the role. I SWEAR THAT IF THEY CHOOSE ANYONE ELSE, WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A PROBLEM! DON'T THEY SEE THE POTENTIAL?

After the battle, like everyone else, you mourn for your lost. Specifically, Luke Castellan.

Sure, he was the traitor who betrayed your trust, caused the death of friends and siblings, and nearly brought the world to ruin by aiding Kronos. But before all that, he was your brother.

Your loving, funny, patient, older brother, the one you always confided in. He gave you affection and encouragement when you needed it, and for a time, the anchor in your fucked up demigod life.

As much as you want to forget him, you can't. You loved him dearly.

While going through the belongings he left in the Hermes Cabin, you come upon a picture of his mother.

When you first asked Luke about her, the grim expression on his face was enough for you to never ask about her again.

Until he opened up to you, saying she was cursed by the spirit of Delphi and this made him run away from home.

You thought of Rachel O' Dare, the red headed girl who is now Apollo's Oracle, and what it means for May Castellan.

Is she okay? Is her curse lifted anyhow? Is she aware of what happened?

Then it hit you. You can visit her and see for yourself, but you didn't want to go alone.

When you suggested it to Annabeth, she was hesitant.

After all, she had her own painful memories in that house; particularly May's glowing green eyes and manic behavior.

However, she knew it was necessary. It will give her the complete closure she needed with Luke, as will you.

As expected, Annabeth told Percy, Thalia, and Grover about it. While they were doubtful that it would end well, they agreed to come along for both your sakes.

Just as you were about to leave Camp Half-Blood, you are surprised to see some of your siblings waiting by Thalia's tree.

"Leaving without us?" Travis asks with a smirk as you approach.

"May we go with you? We promise we won't trash her house." Connor adds.

"What are you guys—" Travis cuts you off, the usual mischief in his eyes replaced with solemnity.

"Luke was our brother too." He says, walking closer to pull you in an embrace. "So, we're not going to let you go through this alone. Got it?"

"Excuse me, we're here!" Percy remarks, sarcastic. "We're also supporting her.”

"Do you hear anyone, guys?" Connor asks, feigning confusion. "Because, I don't."

"Why, you son of a bitch—"

"True, but that's not the point. Let's go!" Connor interjects. The rest try to muffle their laughs, including you.

You arrived at the Castellan residence— a once-beautiful home with white fences and a front lawn. You can almost imagine Luke as a baby, carefree and happy with his mother and Hermes.

Oh, how that poor child turned out.

It was you who knocked on the door, with everyone else on standby. A woman, looking lost and broken, answered with a meek "H-Hello?"

She wasn't as Annabeth had described, but she wasn't the youthful, beautiful woman from Luke's pictures either.

The sight of her alone made you wanted to march to Olympus and shove your foot down your dad's ass.

Nevertheless, she invited you into her home. You frown upon seeing the mess, especially the Kool-Aid and moldy sandwiches in Tupperware containers.

As you, Annabeth, and Thalia explain what happened; you braced for a violent reaction. Instead, she just cries.

Without thinking, you got emotional and pulled her into a hug, apologizing frantically for something you didn't even fully understand. Was it guilt for Luke's downfall? Anger at the gods for the suffering they caused innocent mortals like like his mom?

You immediately pushed those feelings aside, focusing on the broken woman who, like so many others, had lost a child whose life was just beginning.

The others started to help around the house while you console her— cleaning up the mess, fixing the lights, plumbing, even mowing the lawn and painting the fence. You had no idea where they got the supplies from, and when you asked Travis, he just winked.

Percy was having a blast with the water, Annabeth had to calm him down.

May wept once more, this time from overwhelming happiness. Her home wasn't the same as before, but it's getting there. It'll be better with time, like her.

She managed to gain composure after a while, and thanked all of you for coming.

"I'm sorry, I don't have anything to offer right now." She says, mustering a smile. "But if you need assistance, don't hesitate to come over."

As you all drove off, you could hear the neighbors complain about missing cleaning house supplies. Annabeth turns to your brother with a frown.

"Travis!"

"What? We needed it!"

Chiron was pleased to see how it turned out. Due to your initiative, he proposed an idea. Every fallen demigod must be honored, not only by burial rites, but their mortal families shall receive visitations and gifts if they choose to accept it.

The program is ongoing, and he specifically asked you to handle it.

Wow, too much work with no pay but okay.

May occasionally gives you and your siblings gifts and generously welcomes demigods in need, offering them food and shelter during their missions. She even entrusted you with a baby picture of Luke, a cherished keepsake among your belongings.

Then one night, Hermes visited you in your dreams. You've met him before, but this time he seem different. Happier. At peace.

He expresses his gratitude, and offered you anything you wanted.

"I want to punch you. Not as a god, as a human."

You expected him to smite you on the spot, but Hermes just laughs in amusement and agrees.

When you swung, you transferred all your pent-up emotions into your fist. It landed squarely on his perfect jaw, and you couldn’t help but smirk as he fell to the ground.

"You're stronger than I thought." He says.

"Well, I had to be."

Hermes’ smile falters at your words, and awkward silence followed.

"He's happy, dearest. Luke… He's in Elysium with the others."

Unfazed by the bruise forming on his jaw, he presses a kiss on your head.

“He's fine now. And you will be too.”

“I know.”

The next day, you woke up with the biggest smile on your face, gloating that you got to punch Hermes himself.

You're pretty sure that most of your siblings are now praying to him for the exact same thing.

[annamarielabeau]

Okay! Imagine Phillipa Soo as May Castellan…I’m putting this on here after seeing the same exact thing on TikTok and I truly believe in the vision!!

[jomarchswritingjacket]

March Sisters’ Favorite Musicals

Meg March: Wicked

• okay she’s a little basic but she still has good taste

• relates to Glinda wanting to do good but also stick to the status quo and be ~pOpuLaR~ • she’s canonically the best singer in the family so you KNOW she belts out defying gravity with a broom in her hand at the top of the stairs when they all do chores

Jo March: Waitress

• the female protagonist ends up happily single and pursuing her dream and jo is all about that shit

• all the pie references remind her of Hannah

• idk Jo just reads as a Sara Bareilles girlie to me

Beth March: Amélie

• beth sees a story about a shy imaginative dreamer who has to learn to overcome her fear of people and she just goes fERAL

• she’s CONSTANTLY playing times are hard for dreamers on her piano

• for the record she strongly prefers the uk tour recording even though she loves phillipa soo

Amy March: Legally Blonde

• do i even need to explain this one?

• no

• no i don’t

Bonus- Laurie Laurence: Hadestown

• that SCORE though

• laurie knows a thing or two about simping for a pretty girl at first sight

• he also REALLY wants to play Orpheus one day

[phlurrii]

based off the whole voice claims, it got me thinking and ive always thought missingno as sort of a laidback, monotone sort of aloof voice that has urgency when needed so i thought why not MacLeod Andrews (his voice is used in Into the wild warrior cats as Bluestar. in i think an audio book.) Ody i can imagine having a sort of fun-characteristic voice, so thought of Childe from Genshin impact ngl- Meau i thought of Freya in God of war, or Phillipa Soo From hamiltion the musical. Circe i couldn't decide between; Little My from Moomin Valley Or Cedar Wood from Ever after High. deca.. honestly couldnt even want to decide so forever kitten mews <3

Flurry i can imagine, more of a playful child voice so thought of Aterus from God of War. bucket despite their name i can imagine being Jerry(the child keeper one from the great before, From Soul the movie) what do you think ? :D obligitory happy holidays aswell <3

Ooo~ LOVE the idea for Noe’s, Macleod’s definitely in the right direction; but not quite. Lacks the accent.

Ody’s is… oddly brilliant, I would’ve never thought of that voice because of who Childe’s character is, but I cannot deny that is very, VERY fitting. Especially for a young adult Odysseus.

You’d be the second person to recommend Freya for Meau actually and I definitely see it. Meau has a bit more emotion in her voice however and that’s my only caveat about her X3

Circe’s being Little My is also the right direction, very much so, but still off.

Myu

As for Flurry, I see where your getting Aterus from, but it’s a no from me, not quite what I’m thinking ;3!

As for Jerry, it actually sounds like a younger Meau and an older Bucket. As of now, Bucket’s still pretty childish even though she was going to have Circe, so Jerry’s a GREAT baseline for both of them X3

If anyone has other ideas do feel free to send them ;3

And happy holidays to you too Peppers!!

[redwidow616]

HAMILTON ESSAY

1. This was a complete surprise for me, my mom was pulling me through the theater with my eyes closed and only when we sat down and i saw the stage did i finally find out what we were seeing and i was so excited (even though I've obviously seen the movie like a dozen times)

2. I've seen Hamilton live about two years ago, but that was in german so the lyrics were kinda new so this time I already knew the lyrics so I could focus more on other things

3. The actor who played Aaron Burr was just really good at acting. His facial expressions and tone were always pretty much exactly like I would have imagined them

4. The actor who played Hamilton sometimes spoke more than sung/rapped, but it was really fitting and I loved it. Especially during the duel part when there's no beat, no melody, he just talked, which I felt made that scene even stronger.

5. Both the actors who portrayed Mulligan/Madison and Lafayette/Jefferson were really funny and good in their roles

6. Sometimes they made minor changes to the lyrics (like mentioning John Adams is vice president in Take a break) which made some details more understandable for a non-american audience

7. The actress who played Angelica had a literally insane voice and her vocals were out of this world, other actors were really good too, especially Hamilton and Eliza, but she flashed me the most

8. And lastly the actress who played Eliza was so damn perfect. The emotions she managed to portray were just incredible. In the first act she seemed really naive and wide-eyed and ofc mainly in love with Alex and in the second act she got even better. Furing burn her performance was just immaculate and the emotions were so real and I was actually kinda anticipating Philip's death and her scream and I was not disappointed, it was absolutely gut wrenching. Her gasp at the end was very different from Phillipa Soo's but that was just a different interpretation of it probably. So in summary I will probably picture her as my Eliza from now on (i just looked it up and I think her name is Shan Ako but I'm not completely sure)

All in all it was so fantastic, the actors were amazing and I could probably watch this play at least a dozen more times before I get bored of it

[jorjafrozen]

i’ve finally come up with some actor! jd au headcanons so enjoy them 🫶

so i’ve already said that it’d be held in symphonyville and the classical trolls are the orchestra

the theatre in symphonyville is huge and you can best believe that brozone, as well as poppy and viva would be sitting front row

so obviously it’s hamilton jd is in (my favourite musical of all time) and it took lin manual miranda (i think) 8 years to write it so i’ve decided that the troll version of lin would have started writing it long before the different species it trolls started living in harmony again

i’ve decided the cast is going to be made up of mainly musical theatre trolls because i feel like it would take the other species of trolls a while before they finally become comfortable with performing things like pieces of theatre

however jd decided to do it because he wanted a change in his life

(i hope these last two bullet point made sense 🥲)

the cast is made up of most of the original broadway cast of hamilton, apart from lin, daveed and anthony ramos because 1. jd plays hamilton, and 2. because daveed and anthony already have roles in the trolls franchise! i mainly did this because i really want jonathan groff to be in the cast because he’s my favourite actor like ever 🤭

however instead of eliza being voiced by the original actor, phillipa soo, i’ve decided she’s going to be played by my oc, rhea who i’ve not got a voice claim for yet but during rehearsals leading up to the show, rhea and john dory fall in love!!

clay would most definitely be crying by the end of it, but he would try and play it off saything he had something in his eye

at the after party of the first performance bruce pulls jd aside to talk to him privately and i headcanon that john dory was a massive mama’s boy, so i imagine that bruce would say to john dory that their mum would be so proud and john just breaks down crying and bruce is like “😧” because he doesn’t know what to do

anyways that’s all the headcanons so far! i need to come up with more because this is genuinely my favourite thing i’ve ever created 🥲

[kkkimagine]

RUMORS

Summary: since you started dating Miles, rumors were normal at your pace, but this new rumor is going to go too far

pairing: miles.42 x Reader

you can listen to the songs the Reynolds pamphlet, burn and first burn from the musical Hamilton, I was inspired by those songs

my first imagine, don't be too hard on me, my first language is not english, sorry if there are grammar mistakes

Rumors ran fast at this school, especially about someone like Miles, who had his own reputation as an untouchable bad boy. For the same reason, that made you, Miles's girlfriend, his untouchable girl, rumors about him always reached you quickly, either because a friend of yours will tell you about it, you'll hear it in the hallways or Miles himself will tell you , this time you were not surprised more than any of the previous ones without knowing how big the rumor would become.

- Did you hear what they say in the corridors? - asked your sister, Gwen Stacy, walking next to you to get to the cafeteria - apparently someone says that Miles has some very strange behaviors.

- And by that you mean what? - You said leaving aside what you were looking.

- By this they mean that they have seen him slip out of classes, more than normal, leave his room very late at night, after that he arrives with somewhat suspicious bruises on his body - your sister said, looking at you somewhat worried - It all sounds weird really, maybe you should talk to him.

- don't worry, Gwen - you sighed a little too loudly, stopping your sister - I trust him, besides, people always create ridiculous rumors about Miles' life, they're just curious.

Right at that moment you felt like arms wrapped around you.

- Hello, ma - you heard that voice with an accent that you liked so much - we have class together, I was thinking that we could go together.

You turn your face to Miles's and give him a small kiss on the cheek before nodding.

- buenísimo, well then let's go - he said taking your hand and then he turned to Gwen - see you later, Gwen.

You pulled his hand when you felt that he had spent enough time looking at your sister and together they started walking. You noticed that he was somewhat nervous as the two of you walked, strange.

- By the way, I noticed that you haven't answered my texts, mami. Anything to say? -

-Oh sure, I forgot to tell you that my phone died, I took it to be repaired but it will be ready on Monday, so you'll just have to wait to get my encouragement messages back - you smile, bothering your boyfriend's existence a bit.

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

Two days later you calmly walk through the halls of the school happy that it was finally Friday for three very good reasons, number one: there was much less time left to get your cell phone back, you felt a little disconnected from the world without your cell phone by your side, number two: you could go home for the weekend and be a lot more relaxed which brings you to the last and most important reason, number three: you were pretty tired of the gossip you've endured all week because of the new rumor about Miles, you can't understand how this rumor kept going around everywhere. But this morning the whispers were louder, more people staring at you, more people whispering as you passed them, more people naming Miles and judging the boy, this is starting to tire you, when all of a sudden you see a group of guys looking at a cell phone and you can hear as a boy said.

- Miles Morales had a torrid affair and they recorded him right there -You furrowed your eyebrows noticeably, this is the last straw, Miles would never be capable of doing something like that, you knew it, you were about to tell the boy to shut up when you heard someone call you.

- Y/n I finally found you - you saw one of your friends running towards you quickly, then she took your arm and led you towards an empty classroom - you have to see this.

She handed you her phone that had a paused video, you touched the video to start it and you saw Miles's face.

- nah man the rumor against me it's a connection to the thing that I sneak around a lot, that for purposes of fuck me, you know - you saw your man talking with his typical coolness and relaxation, you smiled but the next thing you heard broke your heart - My real crime is a amorous connection with a hot Puerto Rican who hasn't been called Y/n for a considerable time, you can't blame me.

And the video stopped there, with the idiot face Miles was making, a face that didn't even really look like him.

- and that's not all, many conversations appeared that apparently belong to Miles with that girl, somewhat risqué - your friend showed you the screenshots of several conversations, you couldn't believe all this, at what moment? You never thought that Miles would do something like that to you, he never showed that he would be capable of doing that to you - I'm sorry, darling.

You looked at your friend with red eyes and you couldn't stand her looking at you like that, you took your bag and ran out of that place. Upon reaching the corridor full of teenagers you felt that everyone was looking at you and whispering about everything, you were short of breath while you walked quickly looking for a way out of this place, while you passed by the people you could hear parts of the video and the surprised words from some of your classmates

"for a considerable time, you can't blame me"

- damn -said a girl, quite surprised by the tone she used

"that for purposes of fuck me, you know"

- booo - muttered a group of boys in unison, they looked even offended hearing all that.

"My true crime is a love affair with a hot Puerto Rican who hasn't been called Y/n"

- No - shouted a boy who saw you just after having reacted so effusively, their eyes looked at you with pity, they all seemed to look at you with mercy.

A girl running with her cell phone and saying to a boy - Have you see this? - with Miles's voice blaring at full volume.

And you just thought "I have to get out of this place" while listening to all the whispers around you.

Damn!

Boooo!

No

Have you see this?

Everything came together in your mind, closer and closer to crying when you stopped short when you saw a scene that broke you a little more inside.

- I came as soon as I heard - your sister shouted as she got closer and closer to him, to Miles. You hear someone murmur next to you "all that way just to talk to him after what he said?" Making your hair stand on end because you knew this couldn't be good.

- Gwen, thank God I have to explain what I'm trying to do here - he tried to get closer to her.

- I'm not here for you, Morales - with that he stood paralyzed in the middle of the hall looking at my sister, the circle that was made around them let out an "oh" of surprise for this - I know my sister like I know my own mind, you will never find anyone as trusting or as kind.

Miles looked at her guiltily and you just felt like yelling at him too, but not now.

- I love my sister more than anything in this life i will choose her happiness over mine every time - she got closer to him with a gloomy air - Put what we had aside, i'm standing at her side.

Then she turned around and finally said to Miles, who was practically frozen in place.

- You could never be satisfied, God, I hope you're satisfied - with that she walked away from Miles and passed by your side, but since she didn't realize you were there you quickly ran towards the school entrance door and you breathed in the air outside as if you were breathing for the first time.

After being there for a few minutes, you decided to go to your apartment, you walked through New York with a face full of tears not caring if you looked like a mess, your mind felt like a mess right now. When you got to the apartment you knocked, since you had left the keys with your suitcase, in your school room, your mother opened the door and when she saw you she smiled but when you jumped on her crying she got worried, she took care of you and talked to you until she had to go to work, when you were alone you decided to look at all the letters and drawings that you had kept in a big box in your room that said "memories of Miles" when you saw all that you cried harder looking at all the empty promises in which you had believed everything This weather.

- I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me, I'm searching and scanning for answers in every line for some kind of sign and when you were mine - you said to yourself trying to find the words you would say to Miles when you saw it, but nothing seemed enough.

You felt enough sadness for this moment and the sadness turned to anger the more you read and watched, determined and angry you walked to the landline of the apartment, you took it and dialed Miles's number after a few rings he answered you with an "ah?" Since he did not have this number scheduled.

- I couldn't say that I expected this, Miles, defending your name when I heard the rumors I supposed that they were again ridiculous people's imaginations, apparently not - you heard how Miles held his breath when he heard your voice - do you know what's ridiculous? The fact that I saved every letter you wrote me, from the moment I saw you i knew you were mine, you said you were mine, i thought you were mine, that was my mistake Miles, believe in you and in your damn mouth .

- mami, I need to talk to you - but you didn't even want to hear his voice right now.

- don't call me like that, you know what? I always thought my sister was a little crazy, but now I understand that she was right, do you know what Gwen said when we saw your first call arrive? She said "be careful with that one, love, he will do what it takes to survive" I think it was truer than I thought.

The silence of the call felt worse than anything he could have said...

- I don't want to see you again Miles, thank you very much - you said hanging up the call. After that you went back to your room taking everything that had something to do with him, photos, gifts, clothes, whatever and you started to put everything in a box, that took you all afternoon, you realized that really had a lot of things that belonged to Miles in your room, you decided that you would give one of your friends the box so they could deliver it to him, instead of having to do it yourself, you didn't think you could see Miles again time.

After that you took again the box of letters and drawings that Miles had given you, if you kept seeing all the words and illustrations of love that he had given you, you would never get over it, you had to burn these memories, burn the letters that might have redeemed him, you saw them one last time to sit by the window of your room and you began to burn the first letter you received from him, the paper was still burning in your hand when you looked down and saw him going up the fire escape from your building, you moved away from the window trying to close it without succeeding fast enough as Miles reached the window preventing you from locking yourself in your room.

- We have to talk, Y/n - he said when he saw how you moved away from the window.

He entered through your window while you reached the farthest corner from him, he made a feint of approaching you when you pointed at him angrily.

- Don't take another step in my direction i can't be trusted around you - Miles seemed hurt by your coldness and you noticed how he looked guilty towards your red and swollen eyes.

- mami, all this has an explanation - he even seemed desperate to explain everything to you, the only problem is that you didn't want to hear it anymore - I just couldn't let this rumor get so...

You didn't let him finish while you threw him one of the stuffed animals that he had given you a long time ago.

- Don't think you can talk your way into my arms, you can't do it anymore, I don't want to hear lies anymore -

Then you felt your hand burn a little since you still had the card that was burning in your hand, you released it and it fell to the floor where Miles looked at it confused.

- I'm burning the letters you wrote me, you can stand over there if you want - you took the box that had his things and put it on your bed - I also want you to take your things with you when you leave my room and my life , I no longer want to know anything about the web of lies that is this relationship.

- No, Y/n you don't understand, if there are lies in this relationship, it's true - Miles explained trying to make you understand the things that were happening, but you just looked at him incredulously, not knowing how he dared to say it like that after all - but not the ones you think, it's something dangerous.

You started to laugh out loud, in your laugh there was not a hint of humor, but at this moment you preferred to laugh rather than cry.

- dangerous? Now you're going to tell me that Miles, please, I know what the lies are - you told him with an aggressive tone, while he saw your face - the lies are in a video that everyone has seen, the lies are the kisses, the loving words, hugs, gifts, looks of love, promises and above all, the biggest lie is the supposed love you have for me, Miles, those are the lies.

- don't say that Y/n - he began to speak more coldly because of everything you said - I know what it seems like but there is something very difficult to explain why I have to do this, I don't even date a Puerto Rican woman in my life, you know.

- you're wrong, I thought I knew what you did and felt Miles Morales, now I understand that I don't know shit about you, I don't know who you are, I have so much to learn - then you looked at the ashes on the ground and sighed - I'm re-reading your letters and watching them burn.

Miles felt his heart heavy with anguish, he doesn't know how he was going to solve this problem, he doesn't know why he had to listen to what his uncle Aaron said in the first place.

- You're the only one who really knows me, ma, the only one who knows how I always feel - your boyfriend whispered trying to solve this problem, even if it's letting you know how important you were in his life.

It took all your courage and willpower not to throw yourself at Miles and hug him, you still loved him but you couldn't forgive this, the lies weighed heavier at this moment.

- don't fuck with me, Miles, you published the messages that she sent you, you told the whole world how you brought this girl into your bed - you said with some tears falling down your cheeks - you laughed while you told your friends.

- I was trying to clear my name because of the rumors that were going too far, Y/n, try to understand, everything about the girl is a lie - he told you a little defensively.

- Oh yeah? Oh really? Well, in clearing your name, you have ruined our lives - you told him on the verge of disaster again, unable to believe that he was being so cynical - don't tell me that clearing your name matters more to you than saving your relationship, because I can't find the sense of lying about a fake affair to get rid of a rumor.

He began to breathe faster as he walked desperately around your room trying to find a way to make you understand without telling you anything about the prowler thing.

- the world? I told the whole world according to you, Y/n? Well, the world was playing meddling in my life, I couldn't find another way, the world had to... - You couldn't even let him finish, you were boiling with anger thinking about what he was capable of saying just to excuse himself.

- Well, I don't understand Miles, why did you have to say that to the world and not tell it to the only person who knows you Miles, supposedly me - you pointed it out again and began to say aggressively - The world have no right to my heart, the world has no place in our bed, they don't get to know what I said while you were explaining to me all the things that you didn't have time to explain in the famous video, the world shouldn't matter so much to you when you should care about the people you lose while you explain to them your life.

You walked away from him again as if he had a very toxic disease, as if you were disgusted by the man you loved with all your heart just a few hours ago.

-I had never realized it but behind that relaxed attitude that you show everywhere you are always observing how everyone is looking to capture something from your life and you are paranoid in each expression how they allow you - and you began to throw more of the old things at him that they reminded you of how much he supposedly loved you - you, you, you.

He dodged everything you threw at him and tried to find the words that would calm you down, but he could never tell you that he was the prowler and he had to focus on something bigger so no one would suspect.

- everything has an explanation, just let me talk -

- You and your words, obsessed with your secret, the secret that you are not able to tell me - you cried no matter that he was there looking at you - since you could never be honest with me Miles Morales, you forfeit all rights to my heart, you forfeit the place in my bed you sleep in your lonly room instead with only the memories of when you were mine.

Your heart broke saying this but you were so sick of him not being able to tell you the truth, always hiding something, you couldn't live like this anymore.

- I hope that you burn, Morales - he looked up at your face with a lot of sadness in his eyes.

- It's all part of a plan, I just can't explain everything to you now -

-Heaven forbid someone whisper "He's part of some scheme" Miles - you said even laughing as you approached him to aggressively point to his chest - that nobody notices your incredible plan to undo the rumor that practically said that you were dating someone according to me people told it, don't make me laugh.

This time he was the one who walked away from you looking upset and disappointed, which annoyed you even more. What the fuck could he be disappointed in after all he did and said?

- all those people who whisper, Y/n, you don't know how that shit is, all day long the usual bastards whispering -

- oh i get it, your enemy whispers so you have to scream I AM THE MOST MACHO, I HAVE TWO WOMEN AT THE SAME TIME CLOWNS, surely that's what you wanted to imply, I don't even know why I'm surprised - then you remembered how everyone whispered where you went - I know about whispers, Miles, follow me everywhere, with every rumor, with every new bruise on your body, with every new fight, every time you go out with my sister.

Upon hearing the mention of Gwen, you saw how he tensed up quickly, clearly he was going to deny anything which made you explode for which you yelled loudly in his face.

- I see how you look at my sister - Even you were surprised by the way you said it, but you weren't sorry - Don't, I'm not naive, I have seen women around you, don't think I don't see how they fall for your charms all your charms

Miles looked up at the sky and then ran his big hands over his face, tired and exhausted from this conversation, before saying coldly.

- It's not my fault that they get close, I just want you by my side, mami -

- I think I don't believe you anymore, Miles, after all the evidence has been seen by the whole school - you smiled sadly, you hated what Miles had done, what he had said, and above all you hated that after all this you still loved him - I don't want to know anything else, Miles, I want to sleep so take your things and leave me alone.

- You can't say that, ma, I love you - he said taking your face and getting closer to him - you are the best part of my life.

All of your courage you used to step back and tell him emotionlessly.

- I'm erasing myself from your life, Miles, I don't think you understood that - you told him without expression on your face, letting him see that you were very serious, then you put the letters and drawings that he had given you on the other box that was on your bed, knowing that you would not have the courage to burn the others -Let the students wonder how Y/n reacted when you broke her heart, do not record another video saying how you destroyed my soul to preserve your fame as a great man.

You turned your back on him and kept saying the things that you would know would make him leave your room and, although it hurt so much to know what would happen, your life.

- And when the time comes explain to your family the pain and embarrassment you put your girlfriend through, because she doesn't come to dinner anymore, she's not going to call anymore - you dropped some tears remembering mom Rio who had behaved very kind with you always - And I still wondered when will you learn that only what you think matters? only what we think matters!

Then you remember the letters, messages or nights in which he let you know that he was yours.

-If you thought you were mine.... Don't - and with that last sentence you heard how your window closed and when you turned around neither Miles nor the boxes were there, tired you walked to your bed and went to bed letting out more tears of sadness.

Miles went back to the window without you noticing and promised himself to fix this problem.

After that Gwen entered your room, and went to your bed to hug you while you cried uncontrollably.

- oh love, you have in a relationship with an Icarus he has flown too close to the sun - which only made you cry more, because you knew she was right - everything will be resolved, baby, I'm on your side.

[ssreeder]

hi sreedyy

do u have any general music recommendations? u already know my music recommendations (im still hyperfixated on sarah kinsley LOL)

can u also link the liab playlist :)

HELLLOOOOO!!!!!!ok so music. first of all: LIAB PLAYLIST (playlist & I are working to update the ITF one so… yeah lol ((if you see this playlist ill DM you back I swear I lub you)))

Other than that here’s some songs I’ve listened to this week (I just went through recently played and looked that way sorry I am not very organized) lol

I listen to a lot of instumental music… and because I am editing thats what I’m primarily listening to right now, but I didn’t list any of those here, so if you want any instrumental songs let me know & ill add them :)

RANDOM SONGS FROM MY RECENTLY PLAYED: (when I say random I mean randoom)

Rise Against: Re-Educatio (Through Labor) ((& Savior)

Burn - Phillipa Soo

Still Frame - Trapt

The Bad Touch - Bloodhound Gang

Salad - Blondshell

Juke Box Hero - Foreigner

The Wolf - SIAMES

I’m So Sorry - Imagine Dragons

Red Flags - Tom Cardy & Montaigne (I listen to this song as least once a day haha)

Become the Beast - Karliene (I listen to a lot of her music I like fantsy vibes)

I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE - Maneskin & Iggy Pop (I like GASOLINE by them too)

Bells in Santa Fe - Halsey (I like her music a lot too)

I know A Place - MUNA

Take a Chance on Me - ABBA (they have great songs too)

Don’t Look Back - Rick & Morty (TRUST ME, its on my Zukka list haha)

Do You Feel It? - Chaos Chaos

Aria - Argy & Omnya

Gonna Love Ya - Avicii

Alone - Marshmello

Gasoline - Halsey

[it-happened-one-fic]

500 Followers Playlist Starter Pack: The Genshin Impact Version!

Thank you so much!!! As I said in the Twisted Wonderland version of this post, I'm afraid I don't have time to do a full event (Christmas and all that jazz) but I did want to say thank you to everyone. Since I have a habit of listening to music while writing, I used few songs (I aimed for four each but didn't always make it) from my playlists to form sort of a starter pack under the cut! Again, thank you so much!!!

(NOTE: The links go to Youtube. Songs only for characters I have written [though the fic may not yet be posted]!)

Twisted Wonderland Playlist Starter Pack

Venti:

Tubthumping - Chumbawamba (cursing)

Fly Away - TheFatRat & Anjulie

Scalliwag - Gaelic Storm

Run - Jasmine Thompson

Kaeya:

Honey Whiskey - Nothing But Thieves

Skeletons - Dihaj

Night Moves - Lissie

Break The Ice - Britney Spears

Diluc:

Going Crazy - Goo Goo Dolls (cursing)

Natural - Imagine Dragons

I Will Not Bow - Breaking Benjamin

Life After You - Daughtry

Zhongli:

Centuries - Fall Out Boy

House of Memories - Panic At the Disco

Pompeii - Bastille

Yours Forever (Reprise) - Phillipa Soo & Conrad Ricamora (From Over The Moon film)

Xiao:

Ain’t No Mountain High Enough - Diana Ross

Sound the Bugle - Bryan Adams (From Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron film)

All The King’s Horses - Karmina

My Demons - Starset

Baizhu:

Icarus - Bastille

Cure For Me - AURORA

Die For You - The Weeknd

Kamisato Ayato:

Feeling Good - Michael Buble

Million Dollar Baby - Ava Max

The Greatest - Sia

Arataki Itto:

All Star - Smash Mouth

I Like it, I Love it - Tim McGraw

Let’s Get it Started - Black Eyed Peas

Good Time - Owl City & Carly Rae Jepsen

Thoma

Safe and Sound - Capital Cities

Just the Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Our Song - Taylor Swift

Fallin For You - Colbie Caillat

Kazuha:

I’m Like a Bird - Nelly Furtado

North Star - Tyler Shaw

Butterfly - SMiLE.dk

Mind Over Matter - Young the Giant

Heizou:

Sherlock (CLUE + NOTE) - SHINee

I Think We’re Alone Now - Tiffany 

Troublemaker - Olly Murs (feat. Flo Rida) 

Alhaitham:

Blow Your Mind (Mwah) - Dua Lipa

(This Ain’t) No Thinkin Thing - Trace Adkins

DJ Gimi-O Habibi Albanian Remix (Slowed and Reverb) - Ricky Rich 

4 Minutes - Madonna, Justin Timberlake, & Timbaland

Kaveh:

Treat Her Like a Lady - The Temptations

There Was Sun - Nothing But Thieves

Let’s Stay Together - Al Green

Money, Money, Money - ABBA

Cyno:

Never Give Up - Sia

Arabian Nights - Will Smith (Disney Aladdin 2019)

Desert Rose - Sting & Cheb Mami

Whenever, Wherever  - Shakira

Wanderer:

How Far We’ve Come - Matchbox Twenty

17 Crimes - AFI

Please, Don’t Leave me - P!nk

Don’t You (Forget About Me) - Simple Minds

Neuvillette:

Love Story - Indila

Don’t Turn Around - Ace of Base

Here Comes the Rain Again - Eurythmics

Ocean Eyes - Billie Eilish

Wriothesley:

Bones - Imagine Dragons 

Warriors - Imagine Dragons

Daydream - The Aces

Animal - Neon Trees

Il Dottore;

Black Sea - Natasha Blume

The Wolf - SIAMES

Everything Black - UNLIKE PLUTO & Mike Taylor

One Hell of a Team - AmaLee & Divide Music

Childe:

Rasputin - Boney M.

Irresistible - Fall Out Boy

Don’t Blame Me - Taylor Swift

Hold Me Like a Grudge - Fall Out Boy

Dainsleif:

You and I - PVRIS

Never Really Over - Katy Perry

Die For You - Starset

Willow - Jasmine Thompson

[wibzenadarksiderwithasoftheart]

Fandom URL Tag Game!

The rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.

I was tagged by @underacalicosky and @dark--whisperings thank you so much for tagging me 💜

This is one of those times when I regret my overly long URL 😅

W - Who's Laughing Now by Ava Max

I - I Don't Wanna Go by Alan Walker and Julie Bergan

B - Blinding Lights by The Weeknd

Z - Zombie by The Cranberries

E - End of Time by Alan Walker and K-391

N - Nightmares by WE ARE FURY with feat. Gallie Fisher

A - A Day At Sea by Everen Maxwell

D - Darkside by Alan Walker

A - Aurora by K-391 and Roxanne Emery

R - Rise Up by VINAI feat. Vamero

K - My Woman by Kim Larsen

S - Sing Me to Sleep by Alan Walker and Anders Frøen

I - In the End by Linkin Park

D - Dance Monkey by Tones and I

E - Enemy by Imagine Dragons and J.I.D.

R - Rainbow by Sia Furler

W - Walk With Me by Måns Zelmerlöw

I - In My Blood by The Score

T - Thunder by Imagine Dragons

H - Hislerim by Serhat Durmus with Zerrin

A - Across The Stars by Eliott Tordo Erhu

S - Stamp On The Ground by ItaloBrothers

O - On Top of the World af Imagine Dragons

F - Fuck U Love U af Alison Wonderland

T - The Resistance af Skillet

H - Hey Boy af Phillipa Soo

E - Euro Anthem by Kozah

A - Alive by R3HAB, Vini Vici, Pangea

R - Rule The World by The Fat Rat & Alexa

T - The Drum by Alan Walker

Phew 😮‍💨😅 30 letters later

The mix of songs (all from my Spotify playlist) probably says something about my poor taste in music 🤷

I am NOT going to tag 30 others, not going to happen! But feel free to feel tagged if you're reading this. ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

[avaveevo]

I imagine Korvo and Terry singing this song

After getting into an argument with Korvo that ended with Terry turning into his Mundane form and harming Korvo, Terry feels guilty and leaves the house to sit on a hill and cry. The two alien husbands sing this song.

[amberjazmyn]

burning questions

i love the cast of cw's supernatural and even though it is no longer being filmed, i still enjoy the show so i was inspired to write my own few imagines of the cast! the one i'll be writing in this chapter is a take on the burning questions video that celebrities do and it has already been written before however, i'll be doing it for all four of the main boys (jensen, jared, misha and alex) so, enjoy! by the way, for all the boys, a different name will be used as it helps me a lot more than using y/n. 

masterlist

- - - 

jensen ackles 

"hiya, i'm evangline ackles and i will be answering my fans' most burning questions about my life!" smiling at the camera, evangeline grabs the tin bucket with the pieces of folded paper of questions

"how do you feel about answering all these questions, evangeline?" a producer behind the camera asks as the actress smiles before responding 

"i'm actually pretty confident as, to be fair, i've had people ask me some very interesting questions throughout my career so, i'm sure these can't be too bad!" the stage and screen actress quips with a small chuckle as she then proceeds to unfold the first question

"the first question is..." she trails off as she unravels it and reads it with a smile

"how many siblings do you have?" evangeline smiles at that question considering it was a simple but still sweet and simplistic question to ask 

"good question, umm, it's actually really funny, i have eleven..." 

"...soo, is there twelve siblings in total or are you one of eleven?" a producer asks for clarification as evangeline giggles before clarifying

"oh, yeah, to clarify, there are twelve siblings in total, five of them are biologically mine and then the other six are step-siblings. it's really complicated so i won't go into as much detail in this response but yeah, i have five biological siblings since my mum had six kids and then my step-dad had six who are my step-siblings," evangeline giggles as she sees the shocked looks from the producers who were sitting in front of her 

"anyway, next question!" evangeline giggles as she picks up the next question and unfolds it 

"if you could switch bodies with one of your current or former broadway cast members, who would it be and why?" evanegline's face instantly lights up at this question and it was easy to understand why 

"ooh, this question has got to be my favourite question! umm, it would for sure have to be either phillipa soo from when i was her understudy for hamilton or my current cast member, gabrielle carrubba as we both share the role of zoe murphy on dear evan hansen when it opens back up on december 11th. so, get your tickets for that down below or in the link in my instagram bio!" evangelina smiles as she goes to pick up a different question when a producer calls out to her 

"why would you switch bodies with phillipa and gabrielle?" evangeline facepalms before responding to the second part of the question with a chuckle

"oh, shoot, i'm sorry! uhh, i'd switch bodies with phillipa because, she's just absolutely stunning and i just wish i had the same poise, confidence and elegance as her. i mean, she is just the epitome of broadway queen and she is so humble as well! i just adore her to the moon and back and i'd switch with gabrielle because honestly, we're quite literally the same person but in two different bodies! like, me and gabrielle just understand each other in ways that i genuinely think it honestly worries my husband, jensen. but, i also think he secretly enjoys the fact that gabrielle and i, who both play zoe in dear evan hansen, that there aren't any clashes and we don't argue with one another on who plays zoe better. but, yeah, i'd love to see how gabrielle thinks and processes things as well as that is literally the singular thing that is different about us!" evangeline giggles as she looks up to the camera and producers as she reopens the next question

"oh *giggles* speaking of dear evan hansen!" she chuckles, showing the question as she then turns it back around to read it 

"what's it like playing zoe murphy in dear evan hansen alongside greats like jordan fisher, jared goldsmith and gabrielle carrubba, who you share the role of zoe with?" 

"wow, this is such a good question. umm, it's honestly a dream come true to play a character like zoe, i mean, since the show first started five years ago, i've fallen in love with zoe as a character. and, just getting the opportunity to share the role with gabrielle and do it alongside jordan is a dream come true for sure!" evangeline smiles as she unfolds the next question

"in regards to playing zoe murphy on deh sharing it with gabrielle carrubba, how does it work. only because it doesn't say that either of you is understudying one another so, how does it work? are you both known as the leading ladies or what?"

"ooh, another good question! y'all have such good questions! but umm, yes, in regards to meand gabrielle both being known as the leading ladies, that is right. we are not known as each others understudies and that is because the casting director purely loved both gabrielle and i during auditions that they couldn't bear to call either one of us the understudy. so, we're both just known as "leading ladies, zoe murphy" which is honestly really cool. so, pretty much what happens is that every two weeks, we switch as to who is performing. so, currently, for this week and next week, gabrielle is on as zoe whilst i stay here in vancouver with the cast of supernatural and then, after next week, i'll be flying into nyc to do my two weeks of zoe and then that's how gabrielle and i work it. and, honestly, it's a really good system as it honestly gives us room to do other things that the other cast members can't do unfortuantely because they don't have another person with them to cover except for their understudy if they were to do the every two week thing that gabrielle and i do. so, yeah, it is truly something that gabrielle and i take full advantage of and it is truly a solid work plan!" evangeline smiles, hoping she explained that properly as the producer gave her a thumbs up, letting her know it made perfect sense 

"what's one thing that jensen and the leading men of supernatural do that bother the absolute hell out of you when you are on set with them?"

"ooohh, we're getting juicy now *giggles*," evangeline giggled, her head flying back before she answers the question 

"i'll do them one by one so, the one thing that jensen does specifically is that when i'm trying to go through my songs for deh the week before i leave for nyc is he'll sit right in front of me. he will usually sit on the chair backwards kinda like jared does *giggles* and he'll just rest his arms on the back of the chair and rest his chin or entire head there and he'll just watch as i mumble through my lines and songs and it bugs me. i can never stay annoyed at my husband for too long but it is truly something that bugs me when i'm trying to focus. jared, an annoying thing that jared does...now that's hard because jared actually doesn't tend to annoy me as much as the other three do and that may come as a shock to people. but, he really doesn't annoy me since he knows when the line has been drawn and he doesn't draw the line further. so, jared's my favourite out of all of them *giggles*. umm, alex...he bugs me with his puppy dog eyes. which i know a lot of people think is something that jared would use with me but he doesn't. it's always alex coming over to me with puppy eyes which means he wants me to do something for him without him actually saying it. but, to be fair, i always do what alex wants me to do because his puppy dog eyes are the actual sweetest every so, i can't ever say no to him. i've actually said before that it's a crime to say no to alex's puppy dog eyes *giggles*. and last but not least, misha...to be fair, again, similar to jared actually, misha also doesn't really annoy me either. misha just makes me giggle and will subtly distract me, like, not as obvious as jensen does but, misha will just be in the corner of my eye and he'd be making a funny face at me. and then, i'll confuse myself because i would then notice misha and get all muddled up with whatever it was i was doing. but, to finish this question off, i couldn't ever stay annoyed at them as they are all wonderful men and, i adore them to the moon and back and then infinity!" evangeline smiles as she grabs the third to last question

"funniest onstage flop, whether it was on broadway or during your guest staring role on supernatural?" 

 this question made evangline chuckle real good. she's had way too many flops to just mention one so, she just named some of them but explained only two of them in great detail. 

"wow, okay, this is funny. so, okay, i've had so many so i'm just gonna round up a small list of not even half! so, i've tripped during hamilton, i've forgotten part of eliza's solo during burn, i've been heard laughing during daveed digs' onstage messup. i've messed up a death scene on supernatural, i've flubbed lines on spn, i've missed my mark on hamilton. i've missed my mark on spn, i've been caught jamming out backstage during you'll be back in hamilton, i've been caught making faces whilst on stage doing hamilton when i thought i couldn't be seen. and, the list goes on and on and all of these mishaps as you've heard, mostly happened during hamilton supernatural," evangeline chuckles as she then explains one from hamilton and one from supernatural in detail 

"so, in regards to being heard laughing during daveed diggs' onstage mess up, it was during his verse in 'i know' and he was about to do his really cool rap part of the song and it was like he was having a stroke all of a sudden. he had started to perform his quite fast-paced verse when all of a sudden, his brain and mouth must have clearly had a disconnect and he just started trailing off into random gibberish. and, obviously, me being me, i couldn't hold my laughter as most people in my cast were able to even though i don't think they could hold their laughter this time either. and, thinking i had my microphone turned off as i was techncially, whilst not apart of the scene, every person on the cast was either on stage or on the surround, so i was on stage i think or it may have been the surround that day as i must have been in the ensemble rather than on as eliza. so, thinking my mic was turned off, which for those wondering it never is turned off unless it's scripted to be turned off, i just burst out into laughter when suddenly ariana debose, one of the ensemble, who was also giggling, pointed at my mic. mouthing to me that it hadn't been turned off so everyone had heard me bursting out into hysterical laughter after daveed messed up and my face had never been so red and flushed in my entire life! but, in saying that, it was probably one of my favourite memories of hamilton as oak, a fellow cast member was also cracking up as were other cast members. so, yeah, it was a hilarious mess up but afterwards, i did get caught by our stage manager but thankfully, i wasn't in too much trouble or anything since the stage manager also found it funny. and, rather, it was the sound tech that got in heavy trouble for not noticing that my mic was still on when it was actually scripted for it to be turned off," evangeline chuckled, her smile radiating as she then told the supernatural mess up story 

"now, my favourite supernatural mess up was actually when we were trying to film a death scene. it was actually my characters fake death scene right before the actual big death scene four weeks later in the season finale of i think, season fourteen.  so, pretty much, to give you a rundown, the actual day of filming cece, my character's fake death scene wasn't actually as sad as people make it out to be in the comments of the youtube videos *giggles*. we purposefully made sure to make it as lighthearted as possible throughout the day as we knew that in four weeks time, for the finale, that it would be even worse and a much sadder, depressing and time consuming day. so, our director made sure to keep us smiling and laughing the whole day of my fake death scene and, he accidentally did that a little to seriously as, during my fake death, we kept messing up. i kept on laughing and not being able to hide my breathing. jared kept on screaming out evangeline instead of cece accidentally and jensen kept on swearing because he wasn't getting his mark right for his placing in the scene and, it was just hilarious and chaotic. and, at one point, misha legitmately, accidentally gatecrashed the scene and accidentally flicked me in the nose. oh, and another take, jared had accidentally tripped over me and in that same take, jensen fell on top of me and, yeah. after about, i swear, hundreds of takes,  we finally got the take we needed and it was a great day overall. and i say that because they didn't try to make the day really sad because it was a fake death scene so, they wanted to make it as lighthearted as possible and that's what they did. this also gave my husband and jared so much acting freedom to go off script if they so chose to do so. and, yeah, it was just a fantastically fun episode to shoot!" evangeline smiles as she picks up the second to last question 

"what is something you miss about supernatural and a quick fact about the day you filmed cece's real death scene in the season fourteen finale that's never been revealed?" 

"ooh, this is such a good question. that's so cool...umm...i miss a lot about supernatural i mean, that show really is how i met jensen, my husband and we're now pregnant with our first kid so, it's great but, obviously, i couldn't stay on the show forever as i was doing broadway and other projects but, yeah. and a fact about cece's death scene in the season fourteen finale that's been revealed...hmm, that's a good question!" evangeline responds with a giggle as she comes up with her response quickly 

"oh, duh, i know! umm, obviously, it's been mentioned before but shooting death scenes can become quite uncomfortable and quite upsetting so, having to get into that headspace to film it have everything be perfect can be extremely difficult. so, when it came to filming cece's death it was kind of really emotionally draining because, obviously, playing dead isn't as simple as laying still, right? so, you have to make sure your breathing is shallow or you have to hold it as that then defeats the purpose of pretending to be dead. umm, you have to make sure your entire body is relaxed so that includes your face, neck, legs, stomach, arms - the whole entire body so if you get picked up, which is usually what happens, you can easily go limp and just appear to have no muscle function and look like a toy almost," evangeline pauses to catch her breath before continuing 

"and, with my death scene in season fourteen in the finale, it was actually a downcast day. like, i'm talking not just the cast and crew but it seemed as though the weather was matching how everyone was feeling. because, during the filming of my death scene, it started to pour down heavily with rain and it wasn't expected or forecasted. and it genuinely scared everyone but, it made the scene look a thousand times prettier and emotional and it just really set the tone for how the other characters were going to react later on in the episode. and, another fact was that, all the reactions were real reactions. so, it wasn't sam, dean and cas it was jared, jensen and misha which made it even harder for me to keep my cool and composure. to the point where, i don't know if anyone noticed in the episode but, when jensen as dean picks me up and he's you know, losing it, absolutely freaking out and trying to wake me up, a singular tear rolls down the side of my cheek that was closest to jensen's shirt. so in later scenes, the tear drop is seen and no one knew it was mine, everyone thought it was jensen's but, no it was mine! but yeah, death scenes are really not my favourite scenes to film but, they do give you the most time to show your skills when you're not the one dying or already dead!" evangeline smiles as she then picks up the final question 

"and last but not least..." 

"do you and the spn wives get along?" 

 "and the answer is, yes we do! we get along so well that i think the guys aren't shocked anymore when we get excited to see each other again *giggles*. like, literally, a few weeks ago when i was during rehearsals for dear evan hansen, alex's wife lena came to visit me and i full on freaked out as i hadn't seen her in a couple of months before she surprised me. so, yes, of course, we absolutely adore each other. and, especially due to our partners being in spn together, it all made us closer and all gave us something to bond over and relate with. i mean, jared's lovely lady was also in spn as was i so, yeah, it was something we could all relate to!" evangeline smiled before looking back at the camera 

"so guys, that was my last question! i'm evangeline ackles and this has been answering my fans most burning questions! i hope you enjoyed and laughed with me. or, you found out an interesting fact that you didn't know about me that existed until now! bye guys, thank you for having me!" evangeline smiles as she hopped off the seat and left the camera's frame

a giggle being the last thing heard from evangeline before the video ended. 

jared padalecki 

"hello, my name is callie padalecki and i will be answering my fans most burning questions about me!" i giggled as i picked up the first question and already, i wish i hadn't agreed to this 

"oh no...this first question does not look promising at all!" i chuckled sadly as i opened the rest of it and read it out loud

"what is callie padalecki's real name?" oh, that wasn't actually too bad, the fuck did i freak out for? 

"oh..okay...why did i freak out for no reason?" i giggled before continuing the answer 

"okay for those who weren't aware, callie isn't actually my birth name, it's a stage name slash nickname. my birth name is caroline elaine de rose but, when i turned sixteen and emancipated myself from my parents, i immediately changed my name to just callie elaine and now my married name is callie elaine padalecki so, it's pretty neat!" i chuckled, throwing the piece of paper to the floor as i grabbed the second question 

"why did callie padalecki emancipate herself from her parents?" 

"ooh...okay, this is kind of a tough question because there wasn't a single reason as to why per se. it was rather an amalgamation of reasons as to why i emancipated myself from my parents but, the main reason was that they were quite abusive and, i wasn't going to stand for it any longer!" i smiled as i chucked away the question to pick up the next one 

"was callie padalecki on supernatural?" 

"*giggles* i get this question a lot and, yes. i was on supernatural and that is actually how i met my now husband, jared. i was in seasons four as a recurring role as noelle and then in thirteen, fourteen and fifteen as a guest star. and, the best thing was, especially for the later seasons, i was credited as callie padalecki so that was nice seeing that rather than de rose," i smiled, my cheeks heating up when i mention jared as my husband and saying that my last name, padalecki as i picked up the next question

"was there ever a moment where you wanted to give up acting and go back home to hawaii or texas?" 

"ooh, that is a good question and, i'll be totally honest since i have to. but, honestly, yes, there was a moment where i wanted to give up with the entire thing and just go back to texas cause that was where jared and i had settled down. i remember the exact moment where i remember telling jared that i wanted to give up but, unless it's asked in a different question, i won't expand on it," i smiled as i unfold the next question and lo and behold, it mentions the expansion of when i wanted to give up on acting and i laughed, shaking my head 

"wow, what are the odds of this happening?" i chuckle, showing the question and then reading it out loud

"what and why did you tell jared that you wanted to give up on acting and leave back to texas, callie?" 

"okay, now i have to explain so, for those who weren't aware, at this moment of my life when i was on supernatural, i was experience a lot of trauma. for example, one of my siblings had suffered a stroke whilst we were both at work, me in vancouver canada and my brother in hawaii as that's where i was born and raised until i left. and i wasn't allowed to go visit him on an emergency visa or what have you, my parents were also trying to take me to court for causing "family problems" that no longer included me because obviously, i was now legally a padalecki and hadn't been part of the family for years and i was also going in and out of the hospital due to mental health as well as medical reasons too. and, the moment i told jared that i wanted to just give up and throw in the towel was when we were trying to film a particular scene in supernatural and, i just wasn't getting it. my brain and my mouth weren't connecting to my lines, my emotions weren't connecting just, nothing was lining up and working! similar to what happened to jared in prophet and loss in season fourteen, i just couldn't find the emotion in the scene, i couldn't connect what my mouth was saying to my brain, it was as though i couldn't get the words out period! like, honestly, the cast and crew thought that there was one of three things going on with me. that it was a stroke, a diabetic flare up cause i'm type one or that i had taken too many pills or some cold medicine because i couldn't get anything to make sense. it wasn't until literally, nearly five in the morning when we finally got the perfect take and i just dropped to the floor and for the second time that night, i just broke down into hysterics. the first time was during the scene instead of just having my voice break from emotion, i just full out sobbed my lines which actually, the cast and crew absolutely loved and that was the take that was used and didn't bother to redo it. and yeah, afterwards, i just fell into jared's embrace and quietly sobbed saying that i couldn't do it anymore and that i wanted to give up. i felt as though i had failed as a person, not as an actress but as a person and that i couldn't do anything right anymore. but, having said that, since that moment, what happened that day hasn't happen since, same for jared after what happened to him whilst filming prophet and loss and, we're doing great now!" i smiled as i chucked the piece of paper away and grabbed the next question

"was there an 'oh fuck' moment during you and jared's wedding or a moment of pure euphoria?" 

"wow, this is such a sweet question that's never been asked before!" i squealed in slight excitement as i giggled, folding up the piece of paper and answering the question

"i'll say both as i had both an "oh fuck" moment and a moment of euphoria so, i'll start with the oh fuck moment first..." 

"...so, pretty much, at the beginning of jared and i's wedding, i was originally meant to be walked down the aisle by my older brother nikolai but, unfortuantely before the wedding, he got into an accident that required him to temporarily be on crutches. so, we had him seated in the front row even though he was one of jared's best men and the one saying a speech but because we now didn't have anyone to walk me down the aisle, i started to panic when out of nowhere, i get a call from misha...the lovely misha collins who a couple of years beforehand had joined supernatural and asked me if he was able to walk me down the aisle if jensen or my other brothers weren't available. and, since i knew misha a couple of years before i met jared and jensen, i said yes straight away, not even thinking to ask jensen or even one of my other brothers and, misha ended up walking me down the aisle at me and jared's wedding!" i chuckled softly, smiling brightly at the memory even though it did start off as an 'oh fuck' moment 

"and the moment of euphoria was the moment in which jared and i had our speeches from our best men and maid of honour. and, i know what you're all thinking, what the fuck callie, why wasn't it when you and jared kissed or were finally announced as mr and mrs padalecki? but, there is a reason why my moment of euphoria happened during the speeches at the reception and you'll understand what i'm talking about!" i chuckled before continuing as even the producers seemed interested and confused

"so, the reason why that moment was the most euphoric was that jared had two best men, jensen and my brother nikolai and my maid of honour was evangeline, jensen's wife and jared's sister megan. hearing the four of them all speak during our wedding was just the most euphoric moment because neither of my older brothers wanted to be "best man" but it made it better cause they ended up writing letters for jared and i whilst nikolai just said a two minute speech that he got from google *giggles* whilst jensen, evangeline and megan were actually full on letters as a speech. also, just hearing how jensen, evangeline and megan, and nikolai, all interpreted jared and i's relationship was just so special and the things they all talked about just honestly made jared and i's hearts burst with love and gratefulness that we chose those four as our best men and maids of honour. and yes, they all, nikolai, jensen, evangeline and megan, made jared and i cry. jared more so than me but, i did get a little teary-eyed. it was the vows from jared that kinda got me crying and it was the first look that i got jared spooked and surprised about how good i looked *giggles*. anyway, the reception and the speeches were what made it really sink in for me that jared and i were finally married!" i smiled, chucking the piece of paper away for it to not go anywhere but my lap which caused laughter around the studio as i picked up the next question 

"was callie padalecki in misha collins' wedding?" 

"really? this is something people actually wanna know about me?" i chuckle as people behind the cameras nod their heads as i giggle again 

"wow okay...but umm, yes...i was in misha's wedding to his lovely and gorgeous wife, evannah collins and it was truly the most gorgeous day in the world. i was one of the bridesmaids as it had just been jared and i's wedding so, i had given maid of honour to evannah's sister avalon who had originally given the role to me," i smile, scrunching up the piece of paper before grabbing out the last one

"last question!" i grunted out as i tried to grab the piece of paper 

"how do you feel about how elodie got her end in supernatural? do you think it's fair that, like dean, elodie was killed off when she was just starting to find peace her life?" 

"such a great final question! umm...honestly...i feel satisfied and content with elodie's end to supernatural now that the show is over! i'm glad that alongside dean that she got to pass away and finally see the light at the end of the tunnel even though she did specify that she did prefer real life to heaven. but, i honestly think that after finally dying the way she did and being brought to heaven, she's so much more happier with staying there as she's got dean, castiel..sam! she's got all her friends with her so, she'll be totally fine! but yes, filming that knowing that dean was also going to die was a little sad that he died before sam but honestly, whilst that day was super heartbreaking and sad and weepy, it was a perfect way to end our show. and i one hundred per cent think it's fair that elodie was killed off enough though she was just starting to find her peace in life as i think, dying and being transported to heaven, especially in the world of supernatural, really soldified and validated her peace even more. so, there wasn't any way that i could be mad at elodie's ending in supernatural!" i smile as i tip the can upside down

"so, that was the last question y'all! i'm callie padalecki, you guys have asked some amazing questions and that was burning questions about me, callie padalecki! thank you for being here with me and watching this video!" i chuckle as i hop off the seat to make a funny face to the camera as i giggle and walk off the set 

misha collins 

"hi y'all, i'm evannah collins and i will be answering some of the most burning questions from my fans, let's go!" i chuckled, grabbing the first one i saw and giggling again 

"wait, am i the only one who doesn't really know how to pronounce evanna's first name? it confuses me all the damn time because of the 'h' in her name!"

"i...wow, i get this question a lot and it's just pronunced like ee-van-ah but the 'h' is added in there because my mom is russian and she wanted to me to have a russian looking/sounding name. and, i won't lie, i do love my name, it's just the way people pronounce it wrong that makes me hate the spelling of it," i chuckle, looking over to the producers who were laughing at my response 

"who was evannah collins' bridesmaids and maid of honour at her wedding and was it callie padalecki?" 

"i love that they added both bridesmaid and maid of honour into the question and then add, was it callie padalecki?" chuckling, i felt my face heat up as i composed myself so i could finish answering the question

"well...okay...i think i need to give some context as technically, yes. callie was both a bridesmaid and my somewhat maid of honour? as, originally, my sister avalon had given full permission for callie to be my maid of honour but, because callie at the time had just gotten married like days or merely a week before misha and i, we didn't have enough time to change the marriage register and call her the 'matron' of honour. so, because of that, callie had given back maid of honour to avalon since she isn't married and callie had taken bridesmaid that had a maid of honour speech since there was no way i was going to not hear the speech she had written just because of a role swap so, alongside avalon, callie also said her speech at the reception," i giggle as i scrunch up the piece of paper to grab the third question 

"who did evannah collins play on supernatural?"

"contrary to belief, i know its hard to but, i actually was never on supernatural. i was on the set lot next to supernatural which was arrow's set lot which is how i met misha. but, no, we were not on supernatural together. i had actually transferred to broadway during the fifth and sixth season of supernatural which is when misha and i started dating so, yeah. misha was up in vancouver canada and i was touring all across the fifty states doing a broadway show as past of a touring cast," i giggle as i scratch my face before finding the fourth question 

"how many langauges can evannah collins speak fluently?"

"i get this question a lot but i never really answer it so, the languages i can fluently speak are english and russian since my dad is british and my mom is russian. spanish, italian and a little bit of swedish and dutch" i count the languages off from my fingers and nod with confidence after i named them all correctly 

"could you say something in all six langauges for us or even just in russian and spanish?"

"yeah, i'll do a little bit of russian!" i giggle as i think of what to say

"привет, меня зовут Эванна Коллинз, и я играю в игру на острые вопросы с Эль Русской," i looked worried that i didn't say it right as the studio looked rather pleased ("hi, my name is evannah collins and i'm playing burning questions with elle")

"can you translate what you said back into english?"

"can i say no? i was only introducing myself..." i chuckled as the producer calls something out

"we'll add in the english translation before we upload it!"

i giggle as i breathe a breath of fresh air

"thank you, wow! and now, time for the fifth question!" i say with a smile as i find it and unfold it

"do you and misha plan on having any kids and if so, how many?" 

"that's a good question and honestly, i think misha and i would like to have an even amount of kids so maybe, four? i say four because whilst i have a big family and misha does too with four other siblings, we want to keep everything evenly spread so four. but, right now i think we're just not ready to completely settle down and think about having kids just yet so, yeah. we're taking ti slow," i giggle, finding the sixth question and unfolding it 

"who out of the supernatural cast apart from misha is your best friend and the one you can call for anything. no matter what day, time or anything and they'll always be there to respond to you?" 

"wow, oh my gosh, another great question! yikes, well, i'm obviously best friends with everyone in the cast including my husband but, out of the whole cast, i'd have to say jared and callie. whilst i am also obviously friends with jensen and evangeline, they can't always respond to me as they have kids of their own to take care of and jared and callie aren't on that wavelength yet. so, whenever i'm in need of something and i can't talk to misha, i'll immediately be onthe phone to either jared or callie. and, in all honesty, not being funny, they respond literally at the first ring, every single time!" i smile, flicking away my sixth question and grabbing my second to last question of the video 

"what's the best part about being married to misha collins?"

"aw, this is a question i've never been asked nor has misha until now and i love it! but, umm, honestly the best part about being married to misha is honestly everything because he's always surprising me. like, literally, just an hour before this interview, he messaged me letting me know he put a second outfit in my tote bag because he was going to take me out on a date after this without telling me beforehand. so, yeah, just the fact that it's always a surprise with misha is honestly my favourite part! and, also the fact that he remembers the little things when it comes to my favourite things and what i don't like and, yeah, he just really pays a lot of attention and always surprises me when he can," i couldn't help the smile on my face as i grabbed out the final final question of the q&a

"what is evannah collins' biggest fear?"

"okay this is a funny question because when it comes to fears, according to misha, i'm scared of everything apparently," i chuckle as i look over to the producers who giggle as well before i go back to the camera 

"but in all seriousness, my biggest fear is miscarrying my future child. i say that because the last time my parents tried to conceive, they miscarried and it caused so much pain within my family that it caused my parents to give up completely. so, our twins brookes and izabella are adopted with the family last name. and, maybe, just maybe, my second biggest fear is clowns and it's always been a big fear of mine so i could never go to circuses with my family because i would just burst into tears and have a panic attack when they were clowns," i chuckle softly, scrunching up the paper as it was the last question

"those were all the questions and i hope you all enjoyed watching this video! i'm evannah collins, the questions you asked were fantastic and now i'm going to go because i have a date with my husband, bye!" i giggle as i rush off the set as the crew laugh 

alexander calvert 

"hello, i'm lena calvert and i will be answering some questions from my fans so, let's just jump right into it!" i giggle shyly and unfold the first one

"who out of the supernatural wives is lena closer to?" i chuckle softly as my cheeks heat up

"aw, this is a cute question! umm, obviously, i love all the girls, evannah, evangeline and callie as we're the literal best of friends. but, honestly, i think i'm closer to callie purely for the fact that she just always makes herself available for everyone! so, i think if all of the girls and the guys as well apart from callie were given this question, they would each say they were closest to callie. purely for the fact that she is always in contact with everyone and she's always making her timetable available for all of us. but, evannah and evangeline are also my girls and my number ones!" i smile as i squish the paper up before throwing it to the ground as i grab question two

"is lena calvert married to alexander calvert from supernatural?"

"well, i'd hope so since we have the same last names...but in all jokes aside yes, we are husband and wife! we got married i think just over two months ago now so our marriage is still relatively new and exciting! we haven't broken any of our vows yet either so, that's great and a win for the both of us!" the room fills with laughter as i disregard the piece of paper to find question three

"who is lena's favourite supernatural character aside from jack kline, played by her husband alex?"

"damn, i was going to say jack...no, i'm joking y'all! in all seriousness, i'd have to say my favourite character from the very beginning has been sam winchester! i've always been a sammy girl and i think i'll stay a sammy girl," i chuckle with the producers as i throw the question and then hunt around for question four

"if lena could be cast in supernatural as a different character that wasn't halyna, who would she wish to be cast as?" 

"ooh, this is an excellent question...umm if i could be cast as any other character wasn't my own character, halyna, i'd probably play madison so i could have some something something scenes with sam/jared...*giggles*...no, in all seriousness, i would love to play madison as the scene in which sam had to shoot her was so upsetting and i remember watching it lowkey wishing it was me so, yeah, i have to pick madison for that but then again, there was no way i could have played madison better than the lovely emmanuelle vaugier who plays her!" i smile, looking up to the camera before picking up the fifth question

"who is the rudest celebrity you've ever met lena and, why was it tom felton?" 

"no, no, no! oh my gosh, that's a false question! tom felton was not ever the rudest celebrity i've ever met! that was misconstrued, me and tom, for those who weren't aware, did harry potter and then the flash together so, we've always been on set together and the rumour that tom and i hated each other had come from a scene that we were filming on harry potter. in the harry potter scene, i punch him and since then, everyone has said that i punched him in real life or that he was being rude but it was a snapshot from one of the scenes we were filming. so, just putting it out there, tom and i are besties, we absolutely adore each other and we work together on the flash!" i pause as i then continue the question as i actually do have a celebrity who was rather rude when i met them

"however though, the celebrity that was the rudest would have had to have been ellen degeneres! whilst i was on ellen when i had first started filming on the flash, it was very clear to see that she heavily disliked me and tried to embarrass me on live television. but, thankfully, i called her out on her own show and i embarrassed her. yeah, i'd have to say ellen, she's not apologised since or tried to reach out and apologise so, that's a bit dissapointing but, it's all good. i've been interviewed by better tv show hosts!" i snicker out as i lift my head up to the producers who were killing themselves with laughter as i picked up the sixth question

"if you were given a call in regards to supernatural being rebooted or having a spin-off on the lead-females, how would you respond/would you say yes?"

"oh wow, this is an amazing question! in all honesty, i've said it from the start, at the last ever comic-con and i'll say it again now. if i was ever given the call to do a reboot or spin-off of supernatural, i would a hundred per cent drop everything and run back to vancouver to film. and i say this because in all honesty, this tv show is what gave me everything in america as i was already praised in lights and feathers in the united kingdom after the two harry potter movies i was in but after i left in the fourth movie when my character died, i was given the call about a show in america that's filmed in canada about the supernatural. and, i said yes straight away and i packed my things and i started filming season two or three of supernatural in vancouver, canada and i never looked back since then. and, in all honestly, i'm glad i dropped everything the first time because i would do it again without any hesitation," i smile and screw up the piece of paper and pick up the seventh question - the second to last one

"what character does lena calvert play in the flash?"

"i get this question a lot and i play iris west so i play directly alongside grant gustin who plays barry allen/ the flash and yeah, it's a great gig. i'm glad that alex supports me as well as both grant and i married not to each other but to other people in real life. so, we both know that our 'flirtatious relationship' is purely for the cameras and the relationship we have off and away from the cameras is quite literally a brother/sister relationship. so much so a brother/sister relationship that i was at grant and la, his wife's, wedding and i was one of the bridesmaids who was also allowed to give a speech alongside la's sister who was the maid of honour. so, that was so good but yes, i play iris west on the flash!" i giggle as i kind of overshared but, who cares, it's good enough as i grabbed the last question for the video

"how did alex react to seeing you at your first look for your wedding?" 

"aw, that's a cute last question! umm...he was gobsmacked but not like overreactive godsmacked. like, he didn't clap his hand over his mouth obnoxiously loudly or anything. he just stayed silent, smiled and he cried as i waddled over to him as my dress was skin tight *giggles* and i then pulled him in for a hug as he cried into my shoulder. it was honestly very sweet and i still cannot believe that we are mr and mrs alexander and lena calvert but, i get to believe it every day!" i smile as i throw the last piece of paper 

"so guys, that was all of the questions from y'all! i'm lena calvert and you guys have asked some really great questions! i'm sure they'll be a part two as i saw so many questions in the hashtag so, i may see you for a part two, bye!" i chuckled, failing to slide off my chair as i rushed out of frame as the filming stopped 

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this was so much fun to write! also, i'm making all the guys slightly younger than their real-life ages just saying! like, early to mid-twenties/thirties so, yeah, hope you enjoyed! 

ily xx

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[caroleditosti]

'Camelot' Revival at Lincoln Center, Superbly Re-imagined for Our Time

'Camelot' is stunning in revival at Lincoln Center. Bartlett Sher's direction and Aaron Sorkin's book are superb. And the cast? Well, just exceptional.

Phillipa Soo (center) and company in Lincoln Center Theater’s production of Camelot (courtesy of Joan Marcus.j The original 1958 musical Camelot. performed with Alan Jay Lerner’s book and lyrics, and Frederick Loewe’s music, adapts theArthurian legend from T.H. White’s collection of fantasy novels entitled Once and Future King (1958). White’s adaptation was loosely based on the 1485 work Le…

[theaistired]

I got tagged by @zeenimf to put all my music on shuffle and post the 10 first songs. Sadly, Running Up That Hill is not one of them, but here they are:

You Are A Memory - Message To Bears

lovely - Billie Eilish, Khalid

It's Time - Imagine Dragons

idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish

Know Who You Are - Auli'i Cravalho, from Disney's Moana

How to Save a Life - The Fray

It's Quiet Uptown - Renée Elise Goldsberry, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Phillipa Soo, from Hamilton

My Mother Told Me - Rachel Hardy

Warriors - Imagine Dragons

Alles Brennt - Johannes Oerding, NDR Radiophilharmonie

Gonna put number 10 on repeat now because I love it.

Tagging: @coriiswriting, @poetunias, @applejamzscribblez, and anybody else who want to join in.

[beesbeesdragons]

I have a list of songs that remind me of royai that I will not expand upon

all songs from my playlist so like,,,,dont be offended if a song u like isnt in this I probably don't have it in the playlist

This one should be kiiiiiinda obvious but like. yknow.

this is VERY SPECIFICALLY for aus where riza doesn't join the military, or where theyre married. for some reason I can imagine this exchange happening when he's going to confront the brass.

roy being a simp

this one is just,,,,yes. roy is a simp and this would be their wedding song, no I will not elaborate.

OK HEAR ME OUT. it is a nice song and very royai.

very royai imo.

do I need to elaborate? its T H E M

riza about roy when he's on a rampage against Envy like

YOUNG ROYAIIIIII

yes. someone should write a hamilton au fr fr like I would but I have so much stuff so like,,,,hamilton au,,,