#pervyanon

[gleeandshame]

#this song will always always make me think of that tumblr post

the unending list of my favorite glee covers > it’s all coming back to me now

there were things i’d never do again, but then they’d always seemed right.

[karalovesallthegirls]

you studying to become a therapist is honestly the thing that makes the most sense in this entire universe. i'm so proud i hope things are going well! (and i'm sorry for all the times teenage me used to go to pervyanon to cry constantly, it must have been a lot for young you, but also i cant express how grateful i am for you! thank you)

Genuinely thank you so much. I can’t fully express how much it means to me for people to tell me that that actually helped. (sorry if everything I’m about to say is uhh too much lmao)

For those not in the know - back in my gl*e days I had a very embarrassing blog where I did very embarrassing things but also I gave advice and talked to people struggling with their mental health issues. The thing about that is I was so young and so dangerously open, and I invited hundreds of people to come put their traumas on me when I didn’t have the skills to handle it. I was chronically depressed but unaware, and a part of that was this sense of worthlessness outside of what I could give to others. I didn’t care if it killed me so long as someone else got something out of it. And I did it every day for literal years. 

By the time I stopped I had developed a sort of secondhand trauma from it and I ended up going through years of counseling on my own to learn how to establish boundaries and to help myself before trying to help others. It burned me out so much that I swore up and down I would never be a therapist and then I moved away from that life entirely until I’d healed, and it’s like now I am finally at a point where I can do it. I know how to set boundaries now, I know that it isn’t my job to fix anyone. I love myself enough now to say no.

Sometimes I look at those years and think I ripped myself apart for nothing. It kind of feels like that when a fandom dies, like all that stuff was pointless, and I always kind of think that none of the stuff I did ultimately mattered. So having someone from that time come and say they remember and that they actually got something out of it makes me so happy! I feel proud for who I was and for who I have since become.

So thank you!

[xkanekitoukax]

Okay but imagine the kenfrence getting animated , hanae will have to record his voice for a whole ep xD #pervyanon

This is why I hope s3 does well enough for the studio to get that far into manga so we can see exactly that, the Kenfrence. Hanae would have a field day with that episode tbh lol. I imagine there would be subtile changes in Kaneki’s voice, you know, with each “Ken” and Haise that Hanae would just have fun voicing those different sides of him. That would be one hell of a fun episode that’s for sure. And really hot, because alllllll those Kanekis and so much of Hanae’s voice. Hnnnng. 

[stormtales]

I am afraid to announce you, dear stormtales, that your pervyanon (aka who typing this text) is not longer in the Arashi's fandom. The reason: Arashi themselves. The fandom has been really kind but I stepped aside. Mostly to focus on reality. The internship, to find a job, to focus on hobbies [like drawing & writing (^.

ahh! it’s like you’ve grown up so much! you and i would fawn over arashi and point out such pervert comments like stupid kids, now look at you! focusing on your career and the real world. i’m so proud of you!

but yes, do reveal to me after all this time. i promise i won’t make it public so it can be our secret.

i wish you the best of luck pervyanon, but hey! you are always welcome to spam me again. i too thought of abandoning the fandom and focus on real life, and for a while i did, but i came back. sure, i’m not aggressively spamming tumblr with memes every other day, but it does help to come back to something that made you happy in the past. it’s a really good feeling.

also, don’t let finding a job and working get you into the dumps. always find a balance with your hobbies to keep you happy. (i learned that the hard way XDD)

you can always come to me pervyanon!

[listeningboy]

@PervyAnon: That took a while...

[imgonnasooyou]

you are cruel T__T you let me choose between jongin and kyungsoo. ok then... my bed is reserved for kyungsoo. (I AM SO SORRY JONGIN YOU ARE STILL MY BABE)

Oooh I’m telling on you to your Ksoo stan friend. I thought you’d pick Jongin and leave Kyungsoo for me T_T 

[kpopisgay]

ooh and I also think a lot about fluffy after sex Kaisoo where they're both super tired and it's all lazy drawn out kisses and whispered I love yous and it's so perfect and they're both so happy and so worn out laying in eachothers arms all bundled up in their bed and it's so warm under the covers and they just want to be as close to eachother as possible and never have to move again so they lay there until they've both drifted off to sleep

THIS IS SO /SCREAMS CUTEEEEEE, FLUFF KAISOO IS ALSO SO DAMN UNFFFFFFFFF I love kaisoo so much my soul hurts

[taemsuga]

Your j-jagiya?:'( b-but I thought you liked me... -your not so Pervy anon

yeah jagiya… I’m so sorry anony

[karalovesallthegirls]

Aww. I thought pervyanon was rising again... ;)

we do not dare speak that name 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒

[xkanekitoukax]

May i ask for something? To everyone who is reading this, if you ever think about suiciding, please dont! Remember those who love you how will they feel, i cant blame you if you choose to die. But dont leave those who love you alone. Besides! You are their everything! So please. Dont leave!! You matter! I will run the mountains to tell you that. Im sorry sophia, but i just wanted to say this, im hurting because of someone. #pervyanon Mental health is important.

I understand. Mental heath is extremely important. Thank you for this.

[stormtales]

OMG! Stormtales is back to dash! (Also coz this one&only pervyanon follower was away too XD) How have you been doing laateelyy?

what?! no! i was never here!! you never saw me!!! what are you talking about!?!!

lately? just life~ that’s all really :)

i mean literally all i do is wake up, work, come home, eat and sleep (maybe throw in a few happy hour dinner out). on weekends i clean, grocery run, and force socialize with old friends because all we can talk about now is our shitty jobs as our new gossip

I’m doing this adult-ing thing really hard, ya know? like, so hardcore...

and how is my favorite pervanon? still being pervy?

[baseball-brain]

I want to get acquainted with your sushi roll

 "I guess that’s fine… Although, mine’s been in my bag all day. It might be better going to my old man for a fresher roll."

ooc: I think Yama successfully cockblocked you, Anon-san. Even if his intentions were pure.

[kpopisgay]

also soo trying to take control and shoving kai to his knees but kai knows that he can move his mouth and tease soo so that even on his knees like this he still has all the control because he nuzzles his head up against soo's pants and slowly unzips his pants and pulls them down before licking the length of soo's cock through the fabric and by the time kai finally takes him into his mouth soo's legs are already wobbly and he's trying to hold in his moans and kai loves it

UNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF MORRRE MOREEEEEE KAISOOOOOOOOO MY FEELS, I NEED THIS OKAY, I READ ANTEROGRADE TOMORROW A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO AND I STILL HAVEN’T RECOVERED

[taemsuga]

Why not love?:( -your Pervy anon

Because my jagiya wouldn’t like it, and I don’t cheat 

[karalovesallthegirls]

What ship? Please tell me it was faberry cause I still do have wiggle room for loving you more

babe.

i was literally the most embarrassing faberry shipper ok i was pervyanon if you remember that embarrassing name

[ohxing]

So it's really: "More is less" in your case? Is there any kind of lingerie you like/don't dislike? /pervy anon/

Yes yes. But no clothes are good clothes too OTL

I don't dislike it. But if there are too many ribbons and laces it just .. no.. don't.. Do ya get meh?