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foxgirlchorix · 1 year

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kobolds are a type of cryptid that some associate with dragons

#personally? scared of 'em #<- not true #<- yes it is shes a scaredy cat #Ramblings?

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indigopoptart · 5 months

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could a star and a bird ever find love?

idk. probably

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skunkes · 1 month

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the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.

#talkys #and again that's still that i have not really ever been in active risk of anything happening LOL #god im so happy. im really considering the tattoo even though im not a tattoo person at all #ill see. it depends on how much my incisions/scars fade...but a small green line shouldn't be that bothersome to always be looking at...#ALSO tbf a tiny bit of the worry is still there... im gonna ask my doctor to detail everything about the photos he took of my insides #bc idk. what if they somehow grow back. what if he didn't remove all of em. ykwim. pair of noia #but that's also just due to regular health anxiety #actually you know what can i schedule a hysto. just to be super sure nothing can ever happen to me.#+ ALSO ALSO it didn't feel real every day leading up to it and it kind of still doesn't! like! who was that cheye! he wasn't scared at all!#no way i found a doctor to do it and my parents didnt fight me on it and my mom didnt scream and cry and cause a scene once there. YAY

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iraprince · 1 year

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well! i've exited my 20s. not gonna get goopy or graphic about it but this is a big deal for me bc for the vast majority of my life i did not think i was gonna get this far. now like once a day i distinctly have the thought "i'm so fucking glad i didn't kill myself"

i feel weird of course but im also really excited for my 30s. im excited to enjoy my marriage and to become better friends with myself and to make more art. thanks for being here and for being kind to me

#cw suicide mention #in past years i have requested no birthday greetings for personal trauma reasons #but ive been kind of trying to like. wean myself off that gently. bc i dont want to be sensitive abt/scared of my bday forever #so this year like. let em rip. i think its fine #also tumblr will not let me edit my pinned. im gonna be irritated if i have to remake it lmao. but ill deal w that tomorrow

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months

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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

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artist-issues · 2 months

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I don’t have anything profound to say about Fantastic Mr. Fox except that I think I might know every line from Fantastic Mr. Fox. what a magnificent creature. wish him luck, boys

#fantastic Mr. Fox #scared; no. I have a phobia of ‘em #I look in your eyes and I see—nothing.#I’m gonna lose my temper now. “When?” Right now. “Well when—AUGH”#I weigh less than a slice of bread #what are you wearing? Why a cape with your pants tucked into your socks?#I can fit through there. wanna know why? cuz I’m L I T T L E #my personal favorite: “you say one thing; she says another; and it all changes back again!!”#how can a fox be happy without—you’ll pardon the expression—a chicken in his teeth #C I D E R #“YOU WROTE A BAD SONG PETEY”#Tails don’t grow back. I’m going to be tailless for the rest of my life.#I’ve had it up to H E R E. With the sad-house-guest routine!!

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pikkish · 3 months

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For as much as I love Doom, I think we can all agree that modern Doom's writing is a bit of a dumpster fire of questionable choices and TAG especially so. So,

I'm gonna play Dark Ages when it comes out, and probably even enjoy it, too, but boy, do I have next to no faith that they're not gonna somehow totally screw over the story they themselves already established...

#doom #doom the dark ages #im a very serious person taking this very seriously i swear #personally my biggest fear is that theyre gonna forget that the whole reason dg does what he does is #to protect people. man cares abt civilians. would and literally has gone through hell to try to keep em safe.#scared theyre gonna lean too far into him being the big bad angry murder machine and hurt people just bc he can #they do establish in eternal's codexes that he was. Not Okay when he first got to argent dnur #mentally unstable and unable to tell the sentinels apart from demons iirc #so if they have a bit near the beginning where he accidentally hurts someone just bc hes like. hallucinating or something #that would be acceptable and even narratively consistent #but if he does anything more aggressive toward a civilian than like. the phobos base cutscene in eternal.#i will be So Upset.#anyway preemptive friendly reminder that you can criticize thing you like. its ok to point out somethings flaws even while youre enjoying i #and this is like 98% just meant to be goofy.#......gee i sure hope i don't end up going 'told you so' later once the game comes out......

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inkperch · 8 months

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*sits bolt upright*

Vaggie and Emily roleswap where Emily figured out Sera was keeping something from her and snuck out down to Hell to learn what, and happened to meet Charlie while disguised as a Sinner and is just. Actively sneaking back and forth from Heaven to try and slowly peel back the beuracratic interference with Charlie's dream from Heaven while also actively helping her run the Hotel in hell-

*goes back to sleep*

#Meanwhile Vaggie I'm imagining like. Just got fired? When she didn't kill someone? And got reassigned a desk job #Which like. Could even be how Emily figured out something wasn't right in hell-#Ngl Chaggie would not be off the table in this au #As a like. 'Vaggie knows all along the exterminations are wrong but is too scared of Lute doing Canon Things to her to do anything about it #And then Hell's princess comes along singing about how she has a dream and cares so deeply for her people it hurts and reignites that fire-#Plus the 'oh god the one person who believed in me was lying to me' would. Yknow. Hit a LOT harder with Em actively lying #Instead of Vaggie hiding from her past so hard she doesn't even want to acknowledge it-#vaggie hazbin hotel #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel #charlie hazbin hotel

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verflares · 6 months

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I’d be interested in hearing your apparent strong opinions on other Zelda games

i used to think skyward sword was too hard and nearly gave my wiimote bitemarks trying to pass the lumpy pumpkin harp minigame in 2011

#also the silent realms. i was too scared to play the game.#IN ALL SERIOUSNESS THOUGH im not sure where to start... i have something good and/or bad i could say about all of them i think #(or the ones ive played anyway which is every 3d zelda and most 2d ones) plus some anecdotes and personal preferences... etc #skord totk and oot/majories mask are the freshest in my mind cus i played and beat em all last year #but i could talk about all of them honestly #ask

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 20 days

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trying to psych myself up to finally do oc refs by doing fandom-related refs instead: volume 1

wanted to update my yuma from whatever tf this au is so he was a bit more unique... takes inspo from a lot of different things while also trying to be its own sorta thing? which is fitting given the au ;)

bonus chibi now that i'm also figuring out how tf to do chibis lol:

#my art lol #synth v yuma #yuma synthv #synth v #synthv fanart #synthesizer v #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #YES I KNOW ITS DIFFERENT but at this rate its the umbrella tag. all vsynth shit goes under there just like on main 😔#sorry for the annoyign watermarks i just dont want this to get stolennn/traced it'll b my joker arc. is2g #like thats never happened to me before as far as i know but now that my art is getting 'better' i begin to get scared that it will happen #if my fanart got stolen i'd def sting a little yeah but not hurt AS bad as if someone stole my original shit. THAT would hurt #one of many reasons why i post less personal oc stuffs. although as mentioned above i AM in an oc mood so i wanna draw em maybe...#and stuff like this is a step to develop a PROPER FUCKING REF STYLE bc i SUCKKKK AT MAKING REFS LOL 😭 BUT I SHOULD GIT GUD #i have a few other refs planned for vocaloid au (i guess???) related shit but they're not done yet. this one was also a wip that i just??#impulsively decided to redo & finish bc i wanted to draw but nothing else i was trying to draw came out right. advantages of many wips #i have SOOO many things i could say abt some of the things that went into this redesign but i dont wanna come off as pretentious 😔💔#obviously it was primarily inspired by the vimalion yuma design but. there's moreeee that i can't explain here bc tag limits and im shy #i do think i want to try and be more intentional with my character designs now so i'm seeing how that goes as i redesign some old ocs #man though this kind of stuff makes me remember i used to LOVEE doing this stuff. and now its even crazierr given art improvement #uaurhghh my head is buzzing w/. so many thoughts. THIS ALWAYS FUCKING HAPPENS I GET SO MANY IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY GFD #this is actually from today though unlike some other things i might eventually post. that'll make more sense soon #and fuckkk i forgot the chain necklace thing on the chibi yeah but i couldnt get it to look good. whatever

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stone-stars · 9 months

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ep 99 short rest is so much all the time to listen to

#em and jake talking about moonshine and hardwon is so.#‘she was scared of loving bigger than anyone was capable of loving her back’#‘hardwon is like the first person that moonshine ever met that just like fully loved the crick- she didn’t have to prove it’#‘it just felt like his capacity for love matched hers’#‘i also think it’s really interesting what you’re saying about moonshine having so much love to give #because that’s the exact thing that hardwon was starved for growing up’#also murph saying moonshine and hardwon are a thing that shifts between #platonic and romantic over time #just going back and forth #‘they would go out and prowl together and also share one big bed at the end of the night’#it’s so!! god. i love the way they talk about those two.#naddplog #hanbles

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theghostofwilburtheworm · 9 months

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do ya ever get like intimidated of drawing ur own characters?? like the last drawing of em was so on model that you are scared to like ruin it??..yeagh

#ive been listening to my drawing playlist for an hour staring at a white canvas WHY AM I SCARED OF DRAWING MY OC I MADE EM!!!#oooh shucks i just hope i can have atleast something by tomorrow #sigh #gh0ost txt #personal

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politemagic · 2 months

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the curse of being the supportive friend when you yourself need support is no one knows what to do when the "strong" one is struggling

#i say strong very loosely bc i am in fact the weakest person in my friend group #but everyone is having such a hard time and i just... don't know who i can go to. they're all handling so much of their own shit #and it's like yeah i'm ALSO handling a lot of their own shit bc as i said. supportive friend. listening friend.#i just feel like i can't pile on to THEM even though they all pile on to ME y'know?#i need to get better at setting boundaries for myself but i just want to be there for my friends and don't know how to say no to them #i just don't know what to do. i'm home alone and i'm scared and overwhelmed and just need someone to support me #but nobody is in town. and a phone call really just won't cut it right now i need a fucking hug #em's ponderings

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skunkes · 6 days

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are you okay with people taking inspiration from your art style?

inspiration yes! I have some mutuals that have taken insp from little aspects of my style (and vice versa) i think "stealing" (AND OSMOSING) is how ive cobbled together my own art style. but the important part is the osmosing and integrating into your own style and not just directly stealing and emulating specifics to look exactly like mine its so scary 😭 my personhood....

i wldnt even mind doing studies or such (as long as credited) as long as u eventually Osmose....dis happened to me a few yrs ago, i took heavy inspo from a creator who approached me abt it and i had to of course apologize and then also explain that i wasnt coming for their personhood, but just exploring for a few drawings (which was true! + they appreciated dis clarification)

#skunk mail #Anonymous #bro ive seen ppl directly stealing my HANDWRITING and colorpicking and almost tracing poses while using my exact same brushes like. ok ^_^#along with copying my little personal autobiographical comics like AHHHHHH #like i dont care abt ppl using linear burn brushes i got that from thatskidding #BUT ITS SO FUNNY TO SEE ALL THAT + THEN ALSO COLORPICKING MY COLOR DOODLES #like. yall dont have ur own favorite colors????? 😭#like taking separate elements its fine its only when u try combining em all to be Cheye Jr that i freak out #like...im ok with inspiration bc when ppl take inspiration and show me im like cool! ive never thot any look like theyre directly trying to #1:1 my style....now when i see ppl that ARE trying to do that...i get so scared...bc you rly have to deliberately be doing that lmao.

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flareboi · 5 months

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guys i dont really do tag games. like i’m never annoyed or upset at being tagged i just don’t do them

#i have 0 problem with being tagged myself. in fact i highly encourage it in any other context #its the tagging other people part that scares me . i dont like doing that.#also i am sometimes tagged in picrew games and guys i .. i am a person of color #i have a medium skintone they always skip over and curls that arent an afro but arent long. those two things are never in picrews #i know because i try them sometimes like ah maybe this picrew game will be different. and it doesnt work out. every time #but yeah i get nervous about tagging people personally so i dont do em #letting u all know so you dont think im like upset. or ghosting you lol #fett rambles

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drowninginthoughts27 · 11 months

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I think we all have that one mutual who we admire to the point that we are to scared to property talk to them.

#I’m pretty sure this person knows who they are #and I honestly don’t know how I got lucky enough to have them as a mutual #but honestly I’m scared to talk to all of my mutuals #em rambles

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