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hellfirebarnes · 3 days ago
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Slow-Burns Part 6
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@crowleythesexydemon
PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 7 PART 8
I split this up in several, shorter parts because I know the feeling when you want to read a fic but don't have the time or energy to get through a 10k+ words one. Also if you hate my writing you can just read part 1 and then leave it. Win-win I guess?
Anyway, this is set after Thunderbolts so if you haven't seen it - spoilers I guess? It absolutely does not follow canon, but yeah better to be safe than sorry.
Summary: Bucky has fallen. Hopelessly. And the only thing more hopeless is his team trying to help him get to the end of this slow-burn.
Bucky x fem!SHIELD!reader
1.3K Words
Fluff, ''normal'' violence and descriptions of injuries. For sure out of character stuff, but I am who I am. Your appearence is barely desribed what I can remember, I think your hair and a couple types what clothes you're wearing?
You're referred to as ''Agent'' and ''Sunshine'' in a desperate attempt from me to not use Y/N.
Let me know if there's anything else I should warn about.
Otherwise, enjoy :)
The living room was a mess.
Yelena and John were yelling over the TV. Bob was trying to build what he claimed was a “treat tower” out of Oreos and pretzel sticks. Alexei was playing the Russian national anthem on his phone, loudly, for no reason. Again.
And in the middle of it all were you, cross-legged on the rug, helping Bob reinforce his structure with toothpicks.
Bucky sat on the edge of the couch, trying to look like a person who was totally relaxed and cool and not desperately in love with the woman on the floor surrounded by snacks and chaos.
“Bucky,” you said suddenly, tilting your head back to look at him upside-down. “Wanna help?”
His mouth went dry. Help? With a snack tower? With Bob? While you were smiling at him?
“Sure,” he said. It came out hoarse.
Before he could move, John flopped onto the couch next to him and tossed a ball of socks at you. “You never did laundry last week. Admit it.”
“Your evidence is circumstantial,” you replied, catching the sock and throwing it back. “That could be anybody’s weird smelly sock.”
“Don’t change the subject!”
Bob popped up beside you like a jack-in-the-box. “Hey, you want to test the structural integrity of the top floor?”
“Obviously.”
And just like that, your attention was gone again.
Bucky swallowed hard and sat back defeated. Trying to act normal around you when John and Bob existed was like trying to shout during a hurricane.
Bucky was watching the team train from the training room's observation deck, arms folded, expression unreadable, when Ava appeared beside him.
She didn’t say anything right away - just leaned on the railing and watched Yelena sweep John’s legs out from under him.
Finally, Ava spoke. “You know, for a trained assassin, your poker face sucks.”
Bucky didn’t even flinch. “Not trying to hide anything.”
“Mmm.” She gave him a look. “You’re doing the brooding thing again.”
“I’m always doing the brooding thing.”
She smiled faintly, turning toward him. “You’re not the only one who notices the way you look at her.”
That made him pause.
“She doesn’t,” he said eventually. “Or she does and she’s being kind about it.”
“She’s not being kind,” Ava replied. “She’s being herself. That’s why it matters so much to you.”
He stayed quiet, eyes drifting back down to the floor where you were laughing - completely at ease between John’s antics and Bob’s constant orbit.
“I keep waiting for the right moment,” Bucky admitted. “But they’re always there.”
Ava snorted softly. “Yeah, because they love her. That’s not going away.”
“I know.”
“You think being close to someone like that will be easy?” she asked. “You’re not falling for someone quiet, Bucky. You’re falling for someone who makes chaos feel like a home.”
He blinked at her.
“You want her attention?” Ava said. “You’ll have to earn it. Not with noise. With presence.”
He looked down at you again. And this time, he didn’t just see you. He felt the ache of wanting to be someone you could look at the way you smiled at the rest of the team. The way you smiled at him when no one else was pulling at you.
“Thanks,” he said softly.
Ava gave him a half smile and walked away.
That evening you were grabbing tea when you spotted Bucky leaning at the doorway, casual but clearly unsure of what he was doing there.
“Hey,” you greeted, warm as ever.
“Hey,” he replied. Then, braver this time, he added: “Did the snack tower survive?”
You laughed. “Bob tried to eat it mid-structural test. So… no.”
He grinned. “Sounds about right.”
You stood in silence for a beat, but it wasn’t uncomfortable.
“I liked seeing you laugh today,” he said, and instantly regretted it.
But you just blinked, then smiled, a little softer than usual. “I like when you try to laugh,” you said. “You’re getting better at it.”
Before he could say anything else, Bob’s voice echoed down the hall: “SUNSHINE! YELENA’S DESTROYING MY NEW OREO BLUEPRINT!”
“Coming!” you called back, already turning. But before you left, you bumped Bucky’s arm lightly with your elbow. “You should’ve joined us.”
He watched you go, heart in his throat. Maybe next time… he would.
Val looked far too smug for this hour.
“All right, sunshine patrol,” she said, clapping her hands once. “You’re headed into the charming little arms of an illegal weapons facility disguised as an olive oil distribution center. Get in, disable the transport grid, recover intel, don’t die. You know, Tuesday.”
You blinked blearily. “Do we at least get actual olive oil?”
“No,” Val said. “You get Bob in cargo pants. That’s your reward.”
Bob raised both fists in the air. “I love cargo pants!”
John groaned into his coffee. “It’s too early for him to be like this.”
Yelena slumped dramatically over the table. “It’s too early for anything.”
Alexei slapped a hand down on the map. “We go in hard. We go in fast. And we protect Sunshine with our lives!”
“Alexei,” Bucky muttered, “we’re all in the same amount of danger.”
“Not emotionally,” Alexei replied, with a very pointed glance toward Bucky.
It was supposed to be clean. Quick.
Instead, you were running down narrow metal walkways, gunfire ricocheting off walls, with Bob carrying the server hard drives over his head like a toddler with a bucket of toys.
“Bob, why-” you started, ducking under a burst of gunfire.
“I don’t want to crush them in my pockets!”
Bucky took out a guard coming up behind you, catching a glimpse of your wild grin through the chaos, hair wind-blown, tactical vest half-unzipped, laughter on your lips even in the heat of it.
You tossed him a flash drive mid-run. “You trust me too much,” you shouted.
“No,” he shouted back, “I just know what you can do!”
John jogged past them both. “God, are you flirting? Now?”
“Always,” you deadpanned, leaping over a pile of crates.
You made it out. Muddy. Bruised. Still laughing.
Alexei had an arm around Bob’s shoulders as they climbed into the jet. “Look at us! Victorious! And clearly, this mission proves that Sunshine and Bucky are soulmates, no?”
Bucky nearly tripped on the ramp.
You blinked. “Wait- what?”
“Absolutely,” Alexei said, entirely unfazed. ���You threw a USB across a hallway into his heart!”
“That’s not where I was aiming,” you said, biting back a smile.
Bucky felt his brain short-circuit.
John gave a long-suffering sigh and climbed aboard. “Somebody sedate him.”
On the jet Bucky sat across from you, watching you curl up against the wall, one earbud in, hair mussed. You looked soft in this light. Tired and beautiful and so very real.
Alexei dropped into the seat beside him, nudging his knee. “You know, you’re going to have to do something eventually.”
Bucky didn’t look at him. “What if I mess it up?”
Alexei looked at him, strangely serious for once. “You won’t. Because it is not about being perfect. It’s about being genuine. And you, my brooding friend, are the real thing.”
Bucky glanced at you again. You were mouthing the words to your song, unaware of them.
Alexei leaned in a little closer. “You love her.”
Bucky exhaled. Yeah. He did.
And the terrifying part? It didn’t feel like a falling anymore.
It felt like coming home.
That night, back in his room, Bucky sat on the edge of his bed, staring at a small, wrinkled note you had scrawled on a post-it once during a mission debrief. Just a silly doodle of him next to Bob with the caption: Thunderbrooding & Goldie B.
He’d kept it.
He rubbed a hand over his face, heart pounding. Then stood. Opened a drawer. Pulled out a small, slightly dusty notebook.
And began to make a list.
“Operation: Court Sunshine.”
1. Don’t panic.
2. Talk to her like a person.
3. Make her laugh.
4. Show up.
5. Be someone she can lean on.
6. Ask her on a real date.
7. (Bring snacks.)
8. Try not to die of nerves.
9. Don’t let Bob beat you to it.
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alwayssassydreamer · 1 day ago
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Beckman sfw Headcanon
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A/N: An(on) asked for Beckman headcanons with a younger FReader and I'm gonna be honest this was harder than expected because I didn't get the sfw part at the beginning and so I had to adjust everything a little. At some point it got really general sorry I'm really bad at this kind but I'm thinking of doing a one shot with this
Warnings: none, sfw, i feel like i drifted off a little though, these are simply my thoughts so feel free to disagree
Characters: Beckman x FReader (though it can be read as GN)
Beckman’s always calm and collected, but around you, his usual cool demeanor softens just a bit, he’s quietly proud of having someone so sharp and strong by his side.
He will take things slow and not rush things he has had his experience and Beck is someone who enjoys rather than rush things. So if you’re shy he will take that shyness from you layer by layer and if you’re too eager or rushing things he will reign you in
Beckman is (canonically) a ladies man and if you’re younger than him he will use this experience to guide you, teach you.
Despite the age gap, he genuinely listens to your opinions and respects your independence. He admires how you hold your own in conversations and never tries to control you. He will never brush anything you say off or make fun of you but he will “correct” you or explain things in a charming way when you talk complete nonsense.
He’s a bit playful in private moments, teasing you lightly about your youthful energy or the way you see the world, but it’s all affectionate. He will “annoy” you with his dry humour, casually throw jabs your way just to get to see you all flustered and overwhelmed with how you should react to it
Beckman enjoys teaching you little things from his experience, like how to handle a rifle (an excuse to get a little closer and handsy) or explain reports, paperwork or whatsoever but never in a condescending way. It’s always a shared learning experience and he is the most patient and calm person you’ve ever met. Even if you ask him for the 5th time the same thing he will not yell at you or get impatient. And if you get frustrated he will just kiss you to ground you again.
He will also enjoy your youthful curiosity, enthusiasm or child like awe when you see something for the first time and be amused by how energetic you can be (and it doesn’t bother him unlike with Shanks)
When you’re tired or stressed, he’s the silent support, just quietly sitting next to you, offering his presence more than words. Same goes if you ever feel self-conscious then he will reassure you that there is no need for this.
Beckman is a charmer and always knows when and what to say to make you feel cherished, safe or loved.
He likes watching you interact with the crew, especially Shanks, and he’s protective but trusts your ability to navigate the pirate life on your own. Though he sometimes regrets letting you near Shanks because you two are pure chaos and Beck is always left to clean up the messes you made or scold you both.
On rare, calm nights, he might open up about his past and vulnerabilities a little, and you become the one person he feels safe sharing those moments with.
He’s got a soft spot for seeing you dressed up or trying something new, but he rarely says it outright, his gaze and small smirks say enough.
Beckman’s the type to quietly make sure you’re always safe, whether by watching your back during a fight or making sure you have a comfortable place to rest on the ship.
He appreciates your fierce spirit and independence, knowing it’s what makes you his perfect match despite the years between you.
Beckman is always up early and whenever he comes up to wake you, you would groan at him trying to negotiate another “5 minutes” by demanding cuddles.
Speaking of mornings he will always give you a good morning kiss and a goodnight kiss
You won’t get any great public love gestures from him because he just isn’t the type for that so it will be a little more subtle like a whisper in your ear, walking closely beside you his hand occasionally brushing yours, a hand on your lower back when you stand next to each other or making sure whenever you’re on a supply run you are teamed up with him.
You sometimes challenge him to small competitions like who can spot islands first, or drink more without flinching and he lets you win more often than you think. (But never when it comes to using a rifle that’d be too obvious ��)
He’s taller than you by a lot, so you’ve claimed his side as your personal leaning spot. When you’re tired, you don’t ask, you just press against him and rest your head on his shoulder or side depending how tall you are. He never moves though.
Sometimes after missions when you are tired – while insisting you’re not even though your knees are already wobbly – he just scoops you up in those strong arms and keeps walking, ignoring your protests with a small smirk and a “Sure you could, sweetheart.”
Beckman loves to drawl your name out and watch the hairs on your arms stand and your body shiver especially when he adds a “C’mere”
I think Beckman is the type of man who would carry your favorite snacks in his pockets during missions just to keep you from getting cranky and hand you them with a teasing “knew you’d whine” which would make you pout but take the snack nonetheless and then smirk up at him
Beckman would always keep an eye on you when you’re on the deck messing with the crew or spar with them and every time you would lock eyes he would teasingly look at you – shattering your focus completely
After exhausting days he wouldn’t be the one to hold long speeches he would just hand you your favorite drink settle down next to you and pull you into his side
I kinda feel like Beckman would secretly love it whenever you'd call him as "old man" using it as an excuse to "teach you what this old man is capable of"
Okay that last one is just a thought but I believe he’d let you braid his hair while sitting on the deck and he’d pretend to be annoyed but would never stop you though he would growl – trying to sound like he hated it (but failing) – when Shanks or someone else would point the pretty braid out you’d catch the faint smirk on his lips though.
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azialways · 2 days ago
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hiii i saw ur ok with nsfw asks so can i request a fic or headcannons of reader making out with v from killer chat?? have a great day!! :3
you bet!
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Making out with V! Headcanons
cw: making out? no full freak
- V is incredibly skilled with his hands, he uses them but only to touch you in the most reverent manner. His touch is gentle, holy, even.
- He definitely starts out gentle, before maybe getting more passionate with it. He’s not the aggressive type typically, unless he has some pent up energy.
- Obviously calls you pet names: eg. my love, dear, but enjoys the way you say his name breathlessly after a passionate kiss
- Mans is strong and will hold you against a wall, hold you by the hips against a counter, pin you to the bed etc. He has a FIRM grip.
- He's easy to tease and fluster, you can whisper compliments and romantic quotes, and he will BLUSH and clear his throat nervously.
- However, it goes both ways, he knows how to charm a person properly, as a high class British man. He knows his way around charm and courting
- On that topic, V knows how to dance and play piano for sure. Not on topic but he def serenades you with Mozart.
- If it’s not him playing, he plays classical music around the house. He thinks it sets a very intimate vibe for making out or even making love.
- He worships you, every single damn part of you. Especially parts you vocalize you’re insecure about? Man will pay SPECIAL attention to those parts to make you feel loved and beautiful.
- Super tender and sweet, his version of “dirty talk” is just formal poetic nonsense. He’s very high class, and even when he’s aroused, he speaks like an english gentleman.
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skittskitt · 1 year ago
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Suprised Mr. Qi isn't considered tumblr sexy man yet
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jxwl4k · 2 months ago
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.𖥔 ݁ ˖ Holding hands .𖥔 ݁ ˖
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☘︎ . . . genre. fluff
☘︎ . . . pairings. bakugou x fem!reader
⤿ yn has a habit of holding her friends hands except for bakugou.
⋆˚✿˖° j speaking . . .
- this has been in my drafts since November and I’m only posting it now🥲
-this is inspired by a wonwoo oneshot it’s from tiktok and the author’s name is serenedust_ you can check it out in tiktok, happy reading, my loves! <3
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YN had this little habit—one her friends were well aware of. Crowds made her uneasy, and whenever she found herself surrounded by too many people, she’d instinctively reach out, intertwining her fingers with whoever was closest. It was a small, grounding gesture that helped her keep calm.
Her friends had grown used to it over time.
“Ah, the famous YN hand-holding ritual,” Mina teased one day, giving YN’s hand a squeeze. “It’s cute, you know. Like you’re our little comfort buddy.”
YN laughed, a little embarrassed. “I just… feel calmer when I’m holding someone’s hand. I’m weird, huh?”
“Nah, we love it,” Kirishima reassured her with his usual bright grin. “In fact, you’re welcome to cling to me any time, YN. A pro hero should be able to help out with stuff like that, right?”
Mina nodded enthusiastically. “Totally! Besides, it’s not weird if it’s helping you feel better.”
YN was grateful for their support. She knew they didn’t mind her habit, and that only made her more comfortable reaching for their hands whenever she needed it. But there was one person she’d never tried holding hands with—Bakugou.
It wasn’t that she didn’t want to. If she was honest with herself, she sometimes thought about it, imagining how it might feel to intertwine her fingers with his. But Bakugou was… well, Bakugou. He wasn’t exactly the “gentle touch” type, and she figured he’d probably find it annoying or weird if she reached for him in that way. So she always avoided touching him, keeping her hands to herself when he was around.
One day, as they sat together for lunch, Mina brought it up, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “Hey, YN, have you noticed that you never reach for Bakugou’s hand?”
YN nearly choked on her drink. “W-What? I—uh…”
Kirishima chuckled, leaning in. “She’s got a point, you know. You hold our hands all the time, but not Bakugou’s. Are you scared of him?”
“Scared?!” YN stammered, her cheeks heating up. “I’m not scared of him! I just… I don’t think he’d like it, that’s all.”
Mina gave her a knowing look. “Oh, really? Because Bakugou here doesn’t seem like the type to get flustered over something as small as holding hands.”
“Shut up, Pinky,” Bakugou growled, though he didn’t deny it. His gaze shifted, and he avoided looking directly at YN.
YN could feel her face burning, but she quickly changed the subject, laughing it off. “Anyway! It’s not a big deal. I’m fine with holding your hands. It’s just… different.”
But her friends’ teasing lingered in her mind, making her hyper-aware of Bakugou’s presence. She had no idea that Bakugou, on the other hand, had been noticing her habit all along. He’d seen her reach for Mina’s hand, loop her arm with Kirishima’s, and each time, he felt an uncomfortable pang of jealousy. Why wouldn’t she reach out to him? Did she think he wasn’t as dependable as the others?
As much as he tried to brush it off, it bothered him more than he’d admit.
During UA’s annual festival, the crowded grounds buzzed with excitement. Class 1-A had been helping with setting up booths, and the noise and energy around them were overwhelming. YN could feel her nerves kicking in as they made their way through the busy festival.
“Whoa, it’s packed,” Kirishima said, glancing around.
“Tell me about it,” YN mumbled, trying to keep her breathing steady.
Sensing her discomfort, Mina grabbed YN’s hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. “Hey, remember we’re all here if you need us.”
YN nodded, grateful. They continued walking, and as the crowd around them grew denser, she instinctively reached out to grab another hand. Her fingers slipped through someone else’s, feeling warm and steady—until she looked up and realized whose hand she was holding.
Bakugou.
Her heart jumped, and she immediately tried to pull her hand back, stammering, “I-I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to—”
But Bakugou’s grip tightened, refusing to let go. His expression was calm, almost unreadable, but his gaze was intense as he looked down at her.
“Quit squirming,” he muttered. “If it helps you feel safe, just… keep holding it.”
YN stared up at him, her cheeks turning a deep shade of red. “B-But I didn’t think you’d want to…”
“What, you think I didn’t notice?” he interrupted, voice a little rougher, though he wouldn’t meet her eyes. “You’re always holding their hands, but never mine. You think I’d mind?”
Behind them, Mina and Kirishima exchanged wide-eyed glances, grinning like they’d just witnessed the world’s biggest revelation. Mina’s voice echoed in a teasing whisper, “Ohhh, looks like someone’s finally holding Bakugou’s hand…”
YN was mortified, but Bakugou simply glared at their friends. “Mind your own business.”
They continued through the festival, YN’s hand still tightly wrapped in Bakugou’s. The warmth of his grip was both unfamiliar and comforting, and she could feel her anxiety melting away. For once, the noise of the crowd didn’t seem so overwhelming.
She glanced up at him, offering a small, grateful smile. “Thank you, Bakugou.”
“Whatever,” he mumbled, though his cheeks had the faintest hint of a blush. “Just don’t let go all of a sudden.”
Mina nudged Kirishima and whispered, “Think they’ll let go after this?”
Kirishima laughed quietly, giving her a playful nudge back. “Not a chance. I think we’ll be seeing a lot more of this.”
As YN walked with Bakugou, hand in hand, she realized she didn’t mind the teasing. In fact, she didn’t want to let go at all. And judging by the way Bakugou’s grip stayed firm and steady, he felt the same way.
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Years into their careers as pro heroes, YN and Bakugou had seen more than their fair share of action and chaos. Tonight, however, was one of those rare, peaceful evenings, where the two of them could finally unwind together. They’d just finished a mission, and now they sat sprawled on Bakugou’s couch, swapping war stories over takeout.
As they relaxed, a comfortable silence settled between them until YN, lost in thought, let out a small laugh.
“What’s so funny?” Bakugou grumbled, raising an eyebrow.
“Oh, nothing,” YN said, shaking her head with a smirk. “Just… I was thinking about that festival back at UA.”
Bakugou squinted suspiciously. “Which one?”
“The one where I, uh… accidentally grabbed your hand.”
Bakugou’s face turned pink, but he quickly masked it with an annoyed scowl. “Accidentally, huh? Keep tellin’ yourself that.”
“Oh, come on, it was!” YN protested, laughing as she nudged his shoulder. “I thought you were Kirishima! But then I looked up and realized it was you, and I was mortified. I was ready to disappear right there.”
Bakugou snorted. “Yeah, I noticed. Thought you’d drop dead from embarrassment.”
“Hey! You didn’t help by tightening your grip, you know!” YN shot back, giving him a playful glare. “You practically crushed my hand! What was that about?”
Bakugou shrugged, feigning indifference. “Thought you needed the support, or whatever. You looked like you were about to pass out.”
YN giggled, shaking her head. “Sure, sure, big tough hero just wanted to help.”
Bakugou cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah, well… I was waitin’ for you to do it all damn year, you know. You’d grab everyone else’s hand like it was nothing, and when it was me, suddenly you couldn’t even look at me.”
YN blinked, surprised. “Wait, you… actually wanted me to hold your hand?”
“Tch,” he muttered, crossing his arms. “Why do you think I always stood next to you in crowded places? Wasn’t a coincidence, idiot.”
Her laughter softened into a warm smile. “So all this time… you were jealous?”
Bakugou shot her a glare, cheeks bright red. “I wouldn’t call it jealousy.”
“What would you call it, then?” YN asked, smirking mischievously.
“A strategic maneuver,” he said, nose in the air. “If you got anxious, it was only logical that I’d be the one to handle it.”
YN snickered. “Right, because nothing says ‘tough guy’ like hoping someone will hold your hand.”
“Oi!” Bakugou growled, though his expression softened into an uncharacteristic smile. “You’re lucky I let you grab it at all.”
“Lucky, huh?” YN teased, leaning into his shoulder. “Well, in that case, I guess I’m lucky you’re still holding it.”
Bakugou’s fingers intertwined with hers, his grip firm but gentle. “Yeah, yeah. Don’t go getting sappy on me now.”
YN rolled her eyes but didn’t let go, letting the warmth of his hand remind her of that day at the festival—the beginning of something she hadn’t realized they both wanted.
And for the rest of the evening, every time she tried to pull her hand away, Bakugou would grumble, tightening his grip and muttering, “Strategic maneuver, remember?”
YN only laughed, realizing that some things really never change.
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stargirlygirl · 19 days ago
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you walk out on him
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zayne x fem!reader
���.ᐟ part two
summary: it's been one week since you walked out on zayne. both of you have been silent. cue your surprise when you get a knock at the door late at night from your ex-boyfriend.
contains: hurt comfort, angst, suggestive in text messages, zayne apologises and professes his love for you, 2.1k words
pt.1
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One week.
It’s been one week since Zayne laid those sharp, hazel eyes on you, and he’s going insane. At first, he was feeling pretty confident. You were upset and needed some space. Surely, you would message him sometime that day, asking to discuss things.
Wrong.
The second day, Zayne was still feeling confident, albeit less confident than yesterday. Leaving the apartment that morning, he notices you forgot your favourite necklace— the necklace he bought you for your one-year anniversary. Surely, you would be around to pick it up, and he would somehow catch you in the act.
Also wrong.
When he came home around 11pm that night, your necklace was still sitting on the dresser. To Zayne, the diamond looks slightly dull, or maybe that’s his teary foggy eyes. He resolves to have it cleaned tomorrow.
By day three, Zayne’s confidence in you returning is non-existent. Still no word from you, his mind races over all of the mistakes he’s made these past few months leading to this hiccup in your relationship. Looking back, it’s so fucking obvious. Not texting you daily, not taking days off, never telling you when he would be home, and not giving you his full attention even when he was at home. And it wasn’t solely because he was busy or tired. It was because he thought you could bear it.
Being a cardiac surgeon isn’t for the weak. Choosing this profession, he’s had to put much of his personal life on the back burner, especially when his work schedule got even busier than usual. But over the years, he’s learnt to grit his teeth and bear it. He enjoys it even. But why did he expect the same of you?
For the first time in Zayne’s life, he succumbs to temptation and tries his first energy drink. It tastes like medicine, grating and sour to the tongue. But nothing can compare to the flavour of your absence. Unable to sleep for the past several nights, he treks down to his local gas station and buys the canned arsenic.
Once the cardiologist gets home, he pops the tag and takes a sip. Recoiling with disgust, he finds the willpower to finish the 200 mL of poison. And now, he can’t sleep. The caffeine keeps him up well into the early hours of the morning, fuelling his attempts to type out an apology message.
I’m so sorry, darling. I want to make things right between us—
“No,” he groans, pressing ‘backspace’ with his pointer finger so hard he could crack the phone screen.
I’m so sorry, darling. I miss you terr—
My sincerest apolog—
I know that I’ve hurt you very deeply, my love. But if you’d be willing to give me another chance, I’d like to make things right between us.
Huffing, he deletes the message and throws his phone on his bed before heading to the bathroom to get ready for work.
As it hits Friday, one week after you left, Zayne is feeling confident. Confident that he can’t go on without you anymore. The energy drink catches up to him, and he almost falls asleep mid-consult. Finishing off with the patient, he has the rest of his appointments cancelled and dozes off in his office.
When he wakes, night has fallen. Gathering his bag and coat, he books it to his car and clicks ‘Start Route’ on his Audi’s GPS to Tara’s apartment complex. Once parked, he takes the elevator up to her apartment, mentally rehearsing everything he’s been meaning to say to you this past week.
…˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚…
You’re halfway through the new episode of your show when there’s a knock at the front door. It’s just you tonight, seeing as Tara’s out on a mission for the next couple of days. Throwing off your blanket, you stalk to the front door and stand on your tippy-toes to glance through the peephole.
“Go away, Zayne,” you grumble through the door.
He shifts closer, one hand on the wood as he declares, “No. I’m not going anywhere.” Groaning, you flip the lock and swing the door half open. He’s close, towering over you with dopey, wide eyes, which rake over your figure. You’re in his shirt, the sleeves rolled back and v-neck hanging off one shoulder. His gaze darts up to yours.
You sigh, “What is it?” Zayne steps back, putting some distance between you as he clears his throat.
“I’d like to talk,” he says clinically.
“Talk?” You bite back. “About what?”
“About us.”
You scoff, “I’m surprised you have the time. Don’t you have some emergency surgery to attend to?”
He shakes his head, saying firmly, “I took the night off.”
“Wow,” you say sarcastically. “Your first night off in months, and you choose to spend it with me. How thoughtful.” You roll your eyes, the pettiness bubbling up to the surface.
“Y/n.” Looking back at your boyfriend(? ex-boyfriend?), you take note of the knot in his brow. His scent wafts over to you, a mix of sweets, sweat, and… was that a Red Bull?
He sighs, “You have every right to still be angry with me after how I neglected you. But please, will you give me the chance to fix things between us?” You stare at him, thinking over his words. You’re about to respond when you notice the resident gym rat trying to sneak past. Reaching out, you grab Zayne’s forearm and tug him closer to you.
“Sorry,” you call past him.
Your neighbour mutters, “It’s fine,” as they dash off to their apartment. Hearing the click of their door, you release Zayne’s arm.
Gazing up, you huff, “Come in.” You push the door open wider with your back, standing against it and trying to make yourself smaller as the surgeon slips past you. It’s cosy inside: soft halogens, a warm vanilla candle going, and the low hum of your tv show.
“Take a seat,” you instruct, pointing to the couch. Leaving his shoes by the door, Zayne does as he’s told. His sleepy eyes are glued to you as you sit across from him, the too-big shirt sliding further down your shoulder. You must have recently showered, he thinks. Your skin is positively radiant and looks so smooth. The urge to touch you is unbearable, but he bears it. As long as he gets to speak to you, he’ll do anything.
“My eyes are up here,” you snap.
“Right,” he says quietly, heat rising to the tips of his ears. His heart rate accelerates as you two sit in almost silence for a minute.
Finally, Zayne apologises, “I’m sorry for ignoring you, darling.” Ooo, strike one. Your brow raises, and your eyes dart up and down his frame from the pet name. Fuck, no more pet names, he reprimands himself.
“You mean everything to me, and I was— I am— an awful partner for not reminding you of that every day,” he continues. Strike two. Bold of him to assume you’re still together. Not that you aren’t. You didn’t consider the sticky situation you would create for future you by walking out on him. But you appreciate his sentiment.
“I wish that I had taken the initiative to contact you earlier, and reassure you of your importance to me despite my busy schedule.” You nod, starting to like what you’re hearing. But by no means is he off the hook.
He sighs, “I took you for granted. Not because you’re not important. But I thought we could handle it. I thought you could handle my absence.” Strike three.
“What’re you saying?” You ask, your forehead creased and mouth twisted into a pout.
Zayne mumbles beneath his breath, “Fuck.” Pushing up his glasses, he clarifies, “What I mean to say is that I was ignorant of your needs, and my duties as your partner to fulfil those needs. I was unaware that you needed me to be more present in our relationship. And I was unaware of the toll my neglect took on you.” Better.
You prompt, “And so what’re you going to do about it? When it gets really busy, how are you going to make time for us?”
“Well,” he starts. “I’m going to communicate to you around what time I’ll be getting home, and make sure that if that changes, then I let you know. I’ll take a day off once a week, and we can spend it together. When you visit me at the hospital, I’ll be attentive to you. And if I can’t be, then I’ll tell you.” You hum, approving of his answer.
Zayne sighs, “But, I need you to communicate to me when you’re feeling dissatisfied in our relationship. If I’m very busy, then I want you to do whatever it takes to make me listen to you.” You chuckle. It’s short and soft, but it reinvigorates him the way an energy drink can’t.
“Whatever it takes?” You muse, your arms crossed underneath your chest, loosening.
He nods, “Yes. Grab me by the collar and give me an earful if you have to. Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.” You gaze at him for a long moment, weighing up his apology and your pain. Your heart thumps in your chest, and your hands are becoming sweaty.
You pose the final question: “Why didn’t you come after me sooner? It’s been a whole week.”
Zayne avoids your eyes as he murmurs, “I… needed time to collect my thoughts as I’m sure you did.” He pauses before meeting your gaze.
“I love you, Y/n. I will always love you,” he states like it’s a fact and not a feeling. Like the only thing he’s sure of in this lifetime is his love for you.
Sighing, you slowly rise from the sofa opposite him. Stepping around the coffee table, you stand in front of him. He stares up at you, analysing all of the emotions in your eyes. They’re much gentler now.
He breathes out shakily, “Did I pass?” You smirk and run your hands through his hair, scratching at his scalp lightly and eliciting a soft sigh from him.
Zayne raises his hands slowly and reaches out for you tentatively. You give a small nod, urging him to touch you. When his cold fingers caress the back of your thigh, you shiver. They tremble as he palms your warm flesh and presses you into the space between his legs.
You giggle, “You scraped it by only one point.” His eyes almost pop out of his skull, and his jaw slackens— utterly mortified.
“O-one point?” He stutters.
You chuckle, unable to contain yourself, “I’m kidding, I’m kidding. By two points at least.” His head dips as he nuzzles your tummy.
He murmurs into his your shirt, “That’s my worst grade yet. Don’t you think you mark too harshly?”
Ruffling his hair, you quip, “No.” Your hands slide down to his shoulders and wrap around the back of his neck. His toned arms encircle your legs as he sighs into your warmth. All of the tension accumulating this past week dissolves beneath your fingertips, and Zayne finds himself rather tired. Yawning, he tenderly kisses your navel through the cotton fabric.
“Where’s Tara?” He asks lazily.
You chirp, “She’s on a mission. Won’t be back until tomorrow night.”
“Mhmm,” he hums. You two remain like that for a few minutes, content to enjoy these tender touches and each other’s presence.
Eventually, Zayne yanks you down onto his lap and cuddles with you. He murmurs sweet apologies in your ear as he strokes your thigh, twirling the hem of your shirt between his fingers. You rest your head against his shoulder and close your eyes, your hand on his heart. It beats steadily beneath your palm, a constant reminder that everything will be okay.
At some point, you doze off because when you open your eyes, you’re in Tara’s guest room. Morning sunlight streams through the curtains, and birds chirp in the distance. You stretch and turn your head to the side, eyes searching for a swathe of black hair and pale skin.
There’s no sign of Zayne. Not as you get out of bed and clean yourself up. Not even as you head to the kitchen and boil the kettle. Not until your phone pings.
You grab it, hoping that it’s him. And you grin as you pour boiling water into a mug with a tea bag in it, clicking on his message.
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a/n: here's part two as requested! hope all of you liked it. i was gonna make him like beg, but i feel like zayne doesn't grovel. i think if it was raf or caleb, they would be on their knees pleading for a second chance, but not zayne.
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(almost) every one who asked for a pt.2 - @notsurewhattocallthisblog8888, @schnittled, @ciaradream8, @mystqyy, @syluslittlecrows, @mcdepressed290, @regalillegal, @crimsonsylus, @slimearchon
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justcat-judging · 3 months ago
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₊ ⊹𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 𝐎𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞! ⊹ ₊
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˚ʚY/N told them her ideal type which was the complete opposite of them. ɞ˚
˚ʚNagi Seishiro x Reader, Reo Mikage x Reader (seperate!)ɞ˚
˚ʚpt.1, pt.2, pt.3, pt.4, pt. 5ɞ˚
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₊ ⊹𝐍𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐒𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨 ⊹ ₊
Nagi Seishiro was not a man of effort. He liked things easy, simple, and preferably with minimal movement involved. So, of course, falling in love with Y/Nwas an absolute nightmare.
You we're everything he wasn’t. Full of energy, constantly moving, and always finding new ways to make his life unnecessarily complicated. Like now.
“Come on, Nagi, aren’t you curious?” you teased, a mischievous glint in your eyes as you leaned forward.
Nagi blinked at you, fighting the urge to yawn. “Not really.”
You huffed, but your grin didn’t falter. “Too bad. You asked me something yesterday, so it’s only fair I answer.”
He didn’t actually remember asking you anything, but he nodded anyway. That was easier than arguing.
You clasped your hands together dramatically. “Alright, my type is—” you paused for effect, waiting until you had his full attention. “A guy who’s hardworking, super ambitious, and always pushing himself to be better.”
Nagi’s brain short-circuited.
Hardworking? Ambitious? That was the complete opposite of him. You might as well have described Mikage Reo.
“...Huh,” was all he said, but internally, he was already lying face-down on the floor, mourning his non-existent love life.
You grinned, nudging his foot with yours under the table. “What? Surprised?”
“Not really.” He shoved a piece of bread into his mouth, chewing slower than necessary to mask his disappointment. He should’ve known. You we're always looking for excitement, for someone who would match your energy. Nagi, with his love for naps and bare-minimum effort, didn’t stand a chance.
You watched him, your lips twitching as if you were holding back laughter. “Nagi,” you said slowly, dragging out his name.
“Mm?”
“It was a prank.”
He froze mid-chew.
You snickered. “I just wanted to mess with you. Did you really believe that?”
Nagi swallowed his bread and stared at you. His brain was still rebooting.
You rested your chin on her palm, tilting your head slightly. “I don’t actually care about all that. If I like someone, I like them. Simple.”
Simple? Nothing about this was simple. His heart was beating annoyingly fast, and he was suddenly aware of how warm his face felt. He was too lazy to deal with emotions, especially confusing ones like this.
“Oh,” was all he managed to say.
You laughed, and Nagi had to look away before you noticed the way his ears were turning red.
“Dummy,” you said fondly, and he felt like maybe—just maybe—falling in love with you wasn’t such a nightmare after all.
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₊ ⊹𝐑𝐞𝐨 𝐌𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐠𝐞 ⊹ ₊
Reo Mikage prided himself on being composed, confident, and always in control. At least, that’s what he liked to believe—until you came along and threw him off balance without even trying.
You weren't just any girl. You we're his best friend. The one person who could match his wit, challenge his patience, and somehow make his heart race with nothing more than a smile. Not that he’d ever tell her that.
No, Reo Mikage wasn’t about to risk their friendship over some dumb crush.
Except, today was testing him in ways he hadn’t prepared for.
“So, what’s your type?” you asked casually, twirling a strand of hair around your finger as you leaned forward on the table. It was an innocent enough question, one he could dodge if necessary. But before he could turn the conversation back on you, you smirked and added, “I’ll tell you mine first.”
Reo swallowed. He wasn’t sure why, but he had a terrible feeling about this.
“I like guys who are quiet and mysterious. You know, the brooding type. Kind of cold but secretly really soft when you get to know them,” you continued, tapping your chin in thought. “Oh! And he has to be a little clumsy, maybe even bad with money—”
Reo nearly choked on air. “What?”
You nodded as if completely serious. “Yeah! Like the kind of guy who forgets his wallet all the time or gets lost easily.”
He gawked at you. “That’s the opposite of me.”
“I know, right?” you sighed dramatically. “I guess it just can’t be helped.”
Reo didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. You had to be messing with him. Right? But what if you weren’t? What if you really liked someone who was the complete opposite of him? That was a problem. A big problem.
You took one look at his expression and burst into laughter. “Reo, I was kidding! You should’ve seen your face.”
His jaw tightened. “That wasn’t funny.”
“It was a little funny,” you teased, grinning up at him.
Reo sighed, dragging a hand through his hair. He should have known. Of course you we're messing with him. But still, the relief that washed over him was embarrassingly strong.
“You’re such a pain,” he muttered, shaking his head.
You rested her chin on your palm, still smiling. “Why? You worried you didn’t fit my type?”
Reo scoffed, looking away so you wouldn’t see the light dusting of pink creeping onto his ears. “As if I care.”
You hummed, unconvinced. But for now, you let him pretend. Little did Reo know, you had her own little secret—one that involved him and your not-so-fake type after all.
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˚ʚhad this on my draft for like weeks and haven't posted it. I'm currently making a Rin and Sae Itoshi one.ɞ˚
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tbaluver · 9 months ago
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Hi...I love your writing so much, Big Fan >_< ♡
Can I ask about what it's like to shower with LNDS men?
Thank U
Showering With Them- The Love And DeepSpace Men
parings in order: Xavier x Reader, Zayne x Reader, Rafayel x Reader, Sylus x Reader genre/ tags: MDNI, 18+, suggestive content. short NSFW is right below the SFW ! (p.s sorry if this format was confusing ! just wanted to add both in this one) a/n: hihi anonnie! thank you for supporting my work i always appreciate it so much ! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ i hope this was okay and that you enjoy reading this and my other future works ! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ i dunno but i might make a shower smut after writing these LMAO anyways gonna post another headcanon in a few hours after this (∩˃o˂∩)♡ any likes and reblogs are always appreciated! enjoy!
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Xavier: (SFW)
More of a shower person than a bath person because there were too many times to count on how many times you saw him asleep in the bathtub.
Almost falls asleep when you massage his scalp with soap as he wraps his hands on your waist to keep balanced. It just felt too relaxing and he couldn't help but flutter his eyes closed
Has a fair share of wash products but he ends up using yours because yours smell better and it smells like you.
He loves it when you clean him, it feels such a safe and intimate space between the two of you. You hum softly as you work gently against his scalp that you lathered. He felt so safe, so warm, in the space that you two created that he eases into the relaxation.
Loves the feeling of you every time he grazes his hands over your body. Obviously he’ll make sure to wash you as well. He’ll make sure that the soap doesn’t get in your eyes. Sometimes the two of you stand and hug, enjoying each other presence, while the water pours over the two of you-until the water gets cold.
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Xavier: (NSFW)
He can't help it. You'll feel his hard-on when he's pressed up behind you. Ruts into you very slowly against your ass as he wraps around you while his hand is planted on your thigh to control the lazy pace. His moans would invade your ear as shaky breaths escape your lips.
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Zayne: (SFW)
Another intimate time for the two of you.
When he’s coming home from work, he’s basically putty in your hands. You didn’t need to ask twice. He would barely have any energy to eat dinner or shower. He’s so touchy when you’re helping him wash him off while he lowly murmurs in your ear ‘thank you’s’
The type of man that would admire your body as he washes you with the body soap and shampoo. He has seen your body many times and has memorized every detail of you. But each time he sees you, it's like discovering you anew again. His eyes trail down as his hands lower, lower, and lower down your body as he washes you with the body soap.
Helps you wash your back and any hard places for you to reach and you do the same for him as well.
When you offer to help him wash his hair, he leans down, and you lather it with extra soap, laughing at how cute he looks. He doesn’t mind this at all, he finds your reaction to be adorable whenever you do this.
When he washes your hair, he is always so gentle. “Close your eyes for me, my love.” He’ll say softly as his hands carefully knead shampoo into your hair before washing it all away. He'll make sure none of it goes into your eyes.
Once you both finish washing, he turns off the shower and steps out to grab your towel. You both dry each other off, making sure every drop of moisture is gone and helps you put on your robe.
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Zayne: (NSFW)
One finger would be rolling on your nipple while the other hand works through your folds. His mouth would be sucking and swirling on your breasts.
He'll use the shower bench to sit and to meet your height to suck on your breasts but will also use that opportunity to let you ride him.
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Rafayel: (SFW)
Takes a long shower and I’m talking hours. He most definitely hogs the water and leaves you cold behind him. Has way too much showering products than you but he’ll definitely share them with you
Jokes aside, he would not stop caressing every inch and curve of your body when he sees you glistening with the water.
Loves to wrap his arms around you from behind. He’ll trail kisses on your shoulder to your ear while whispering how cute you look  before burying his face in the crook of your neck.
Lets you try all his expensive washes and you two would experiment every shower on which is the best
Would tell you to wash him and he loves it when you wash his hair. The way your fingers scrub the shampoo and your nails massaging his scalp, felt like heaven to him. He’ll rest his head on your shoulder as you wash the suds out and he’ll have a content smile resting on his lips.
When the two of you are finished drying up, he'll make sure to pick the best moisturizer for the two of you before you both get dressed
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Rafayel: (NSFW)
Round two. After you both finish having sex in bed or wherever, you’ll find him against you again all naked and wet. His arousal is more heightened in the water. He just needs his pretty girl again after the mess you made on his cock
Loves how the water slides and glistens down between your bodies
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Sylus: (SFW)
The type to say, “Why waste water when we can just shower together.” And I fear he does have a point so that’s why you both shower together often.
He likes to stand behind you most of the time because this allows him to place his chin on your head as the water falls onto the both of you.
He is most definitely going to get handsy using the soapy water. He’ll moves his hand further down to rub your butt and give it a light squeeze
He loves to put the lather of soap on your nose or place a bunch on your hair just to see your reaction. He also finds it amusing to see you try to do the same with him but you can’t because of your height difference. It usually ends up in a bubble war between the two of you.
He helps dries you off first before you help him dry him off. He'll lower his head so you can ruffle the towel on his head.
When it was his turn to wash his hair, he would lean down, a smile curling on his lips as he gazed at your face while you carefully shampoo into his hair
“Sy close your eyes”
“Why would I do that when I want to stare at my pretty girl?”
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Sylus: (NSFW)
You turn him on easily so showering with him feels like he has a permanent hard on. Once you step in the shower, he’ll let you get warm and wet before he starts  rubbing up on you. He just loves the feeling of your bodies pressed against each other, especially since you both are wet.
Pins you against the glass door of the shower and takes you from behind. His right hand finds your breast, squeezing them and pinching your hardening buds in the warm water while his left hand is on the plush of your ass. Sometimes he'll press you up against the wall and have your legs wrapped around him so you don't slip, just let him do all the work as he ruts into you
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hellfirebarnes · 1 day ago
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Slow-Burns Part 8
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@crowleythesexydemon
PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 6 PART 7 PART 9
I split this up in several, shorter parts because I know the feeling when you want to read a fic but don't have the time or energy to get through a 10k+ words one. Also if you hate my writing you can just read part 1 and then leave it. Win-win I guess?
Anyway, this is set after Thunderbolts so if you haven't seen it - spoilers I guess? It absolutely does not follow canon, but yeah better to be safe than sorry.
Summary: Bucky has fallen. Hopelessly. And the only thing more hopeless is his team trying to help him get to the end of this slow-burn.
Bucky x fem!SHIELD!reader
1.6K Words
Fluff, ''normal'' violence and descriptions of injuries. For sure out of character stuff, but I am who I am. Your appearence is barely desribed what I can remember, I think your hair and a couple types what clothes you're wearing?
You're referred to as ''Agent'' and ''Sunshine'' in a desperate attempt from me to not use Y/N.
Let me know if there's anything else I should warn about.
Otherwise, enjoy :)
Bucky knew something was wrong the moment Bob walked into the gym with a clipboard.
Not a weapon. Not an energy drink. A clipboard.
“Uh-oh,” John muttered, ducking into the hallway like he could sense it too.
You, meanwhile, were upside down on a mat, mid-stretch, and waved. “Hey, Bob. What’s up?”
“I have prepared a schedule,” Bob announced. “For Bucky’s courtship initiative.”
Bucky dropped his dumbbells mid-rep.
You blinked. “Wait. What now?”
Bob beamed. “I’ve been doing research. Love is a very specific chemical cocktail involving serotonin, oxytocin, and sometimes pancakes. I’ve created a multi-day plan to help Bucky seduce- no, woo you properly!”
“Bob,” Bucky hissed, red-faced. “What the hell-”
“I even made themed days,” Bob continued proudly, flipping the clipboard to reveal a chaotic chart with glitter stickers. “Today is Compliment Blitz Tuesday. Tomorrow is Proximity and Eye Contact Wednesday. Friday is tentatively titled Emotional Vulnerability & Muffins.”
You looked like you were trying very hard not to laugh. “This is… a lot.”
“It’s science,” Bob said solemnly.
Yelena, walking past the gym with a smoothie, peered at the clipboard. “You missed Subtlety and Dignity Day.”
“I moved that to next month.”
Hours later, Bucky was still simmering with embarrassment, crouched behind a case of gear to avoid further romantic sabotage. You popped your head around the corner, grinning.
“Hey.”
He rubbed the back of his neck. “You’re gonna laugh at me again.”
“Nope. I promise.” He squinted at you. “Okay, I might laugh again, but with love.”
He gave you a look. “Bob told the entire base I was trying to woo you. With pancakes.”
You leaned a shoulder against the wall beside him. “Honestly? It was kinda sweet.”
“Sweet?” he echoed, startled.
“Yeah. I mean, chaotic and absolutely deranged. But sweet.”
He looked at you then, really looked - eyes bright with amusement, arms crossed, completely comfortable in his space. He still didn’t know how he was supposed to talk to you without falling further in love.
“So,” you said casually. “Which day is today again?”
“Compliment Blitz Tuesday,” he muttered.
You waited, tilting your head. “Well?”
He sighed. “You’re the smartest, kindest, funniest person I’ve ever met. You’re stupidly good at your job. And… your laugh makes me forget all the awful things I’ve seen.”
You blinked.
He immediately panicked. “That was too much. That was too much. Forget it-”
“No,” you interrupted gently. “That was… perfect.”
And he forgot how to breathe.
On the observation deck, Alexei stood beside Bob, overlooking the city. “You are reckless and emotionally unstable,” he said.
“Thank you,” Bob replied.
“But I will admit… that plan sort of worked.”
Bob smiled. “We’re getting closer.”
“To what?”
Bob pointed dramatically. “To love.”
Bucky walked in like a man going to war.
Bob’s clipboard was missing (mercifully), but everyone knew what day it was. Ava had smirked the moment he walked in. John made a show of stretching like he was prepping for a very intense eye contact session.
And you? You were curled on the couch in one of Yelena’s hoodies, reading a book and drinking tea, looking so cozy and unbothered that Bucky’s entire internal monologue short-circuited.
He sat down on the couch beside you. Close. Not too close. Just close enough to fulfill Bob’s mission parameters for Proximity Day.
You looked up. “Hey, stranger.”
His heart did that thing again - the one where it tried to climb out of his chest and swan dive into traffic. “Hey.”
“You doing okay?”
“Yeah,” he managed. “You?”
You smiled. “Getting through this book. Might need backup on chapter 10. Feels cursed.”
“I’ll be here.”
You grinned. “My proximity hero.”
He laughed before he could stop himself. Progress.
Bob passed by with a tray of snacks and whispered, “You’re doing great,” like a football coach mid-game.
Then tripped and almost face-planted into a plant, causing Alexei to shout, “COMMIT TO THE ROLE, BOB!” from the hallway.
You didn’t look up from your book. “Should I be worried about whatever weird cult the team is running now?”
Bucky blinked. “Only if they try to bring out the muffins.”
You chuckled. “You’re different lately.”
“Different how?”
“You seem more… I don’t know. Present. Calmer.”
He thought about that. “Maybe I’ve got better reasons to be.”
You tilted your head at him, thoughtful. “That sounds like the next step. Eye contact.”
He stiffened. You met his eyes, warm and curious and completely unaware of the internal free-fall happening behind his blank expression.
“Bucky?”
“Hmm?”
“You’re staring.”
“I know,” he said quietly.
Yelena, Ava, and you were partnered up for drills. Bob was running the session, which meant it had turned into more of a dance class meets improv theater. Alexei had inexplicably brought out an accordion.
Bucky stood to the side, pretending to check equipment, but really just watching you. The way you moved. The way you laughed with Ava. The way you stuck your tongue out at John when he shouted unsolicited notes from across the room. You were magic.
Absolute chaos in a hoodie and combat boots. And Bob’s dumb mission? It wasn’t even about proximity or eye contact. It was about watching you live - really live - and realizing how much he wanted to be part of that.
To be someone you chose.
That night, he found you alone again, looking out over the city.
“Hey,” you said, nudging him with your elbow when he joined you. “We survived another day of whatever this week is.”
He nodded. “You make it survivable.”
You smiled. Quiet. Soft. You stood like that for a long time, close but not touching, the kind of silence that spoke more than any plan Bob could draw. Bucky didn’t need proximity to know how far he’d fallen. But standing next to you?
He really, really hoped you might one day fall with him.
Val’s orders had been clear: in and out, no fireworks, no attention.
Bucky had paired with you without argument - mostly because you’d wordlessly slid the mission file across the table to him before Val even finished reading off the details.
And now, beneath the cover of darkness, the two of you were crouched outside an abandoned safehouse with faulty comms and a growing sense that something was off.
Bucky scanned the perimeter. “Movement. Inside, second floor.”
You nodded, adjusting your gear. “I’ll take the rear. You breach.”
He paused, eyes on yours for a moment longer than needed. “Be careful.”
You smirked. “I always am.”
It was supposed to be abandoned. But as soon as Bucky stepped through the crumbling hallway, he knew you weren’t alone. Footsteps. Heat signatures. Wrong ones. His instincts kicked in just as the first shot cracked past his shoulder.
“Ambush!” he shouted into the comm. “Fall back-”
Your voice came back, breathless and sharp. “Negative. I’m pinned. East stairwell. Two armed-no, three.”
His stomach dropped. He could hear you breathing. Fast. But steady. You were holding your own.
Bucky crashed through the corridor, taking out one of the gunmen with a brutal blow from his vibranium arm. Another was downed by a precise shot from his pistol.
And then - he saw you. Back to the wall, blood at your temple, eyes on fire. But alive.
You ducked as Bucky sent the last guy through a table, and before he could even breathe, you were grabbing him.
“Are you okay?” you gasped. “You were out of range- I didn’t-”
“I’m fine,” he said, but his voice cracked. “You-your head-”
“It’s nothing.” But your hand was shaking.
And then a beam overhead creaked, dislodged by the earlier fight, and came crashing down toward you - too fast, too heavy, too-
You shoved him hard to the side. It missed him. But it clipped your shoulder, and you went down hard. His voice ripped out of him like something primal.
He’d carried you the last block to the rendezvous point. You weren't unconscious. Just exhausted, banged up, and hurting.
“You’re an idiot,” you rasped.
“You threw yourself in front of a steel beam.”
“Because you weren’t looking up, Barnes.”
“I never look up,” he muttered, trying to keep pressure off your shoulder. “That’s why you’re usually next to me.”
Your eyes fluttered, blurry and half-focused on him. “Don’t be mad.”
“I’m not mad.”
“Liar.”
“I’m…” He trailed off. Swallowed. “I’m scared.” That made you go still. “I’ve been scared since I met you,” he added quietly. “And I don’t think I’ll ever stop.”
Your lips parted.
Then Bob’s voice came over comms: “Extraction team inbound. Is Bucky crying? Should I bring tissues?”
You snorted, pained but amused.
The next day in the med bay, you were patched up and teasing him again by afternoon.
The others came and went - Yelena brought snacks, John complained about the mission logs, Ava threatened anyone who interrupted her nap on the spare cot. Alexei brought a bear-shaped balloon. Bob made a chart called “Times Sunshine Has Saved Bucky’s Life” and pinned it above your bed.
But it wasn’t until everyone else cleared out that Bucky sat beside you again, quiet, fingers fiddling with a cold pack he wasn’t using. “I’m glad you’re okay,” he said, eyes fixed on the floor.
“I’m glad you’re okay,” you replied. “We make a good team.”
He looked at you then. And it hit him again.
Not a crush. Not a passing thing. But love. Big and terrible and aching.
And after this mission, after the way your voice had sounded when you yelled his name-
He wasn’t going to keep pretending it wasn’t real.
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stunie · 9 months ago
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USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI X F!READER — sfw ノ fluff ノ mild cw alcohol ノ 596 word count ノ og req ノ in which ushijima picks you up and takes you home after you’ve had a little too much to drink and accidentally overhears you talking about him to your friends . . .
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“Ehh? You really think Toshi is scary?”
He stops in his tracks just inches away from your friend’s door. Ushijima was never really the type to eavesdrop like this, but for some reason, his body had decided that he should wait this one out and listen. Just for a little. “..Why’s that?”
Your words sound a little slurred. Though he already knew you would be like this to some extent as soon as he received a text from your friend asking him to come by and take you home.
“Well…” one of your friends speaks up. “He’s just kind of intimidating, you know?”
The little noise of confusion he hears from you paints a crystal clear image in his head. You’ve always made that sound whenever you tilt your head to the side a bit— as if doing that would help you understand better or something. “Hmm… intimidating..?”
You start laughing. As if it’s the funniest thing you’ve heard all day. He hears your laughter muffled under something and assumes you’ve moved to hug and snuggle up against one of your friends. “Toshi? He’s not… not at all.”
“He’s the sweetest soul alive. I can prove it.”
“Oh? Can you? Tell us then.” Your friend chuckles a bit when you start humming and sighing, and he thinks one of them has started rubbing your back. You’ve always loved that. You make the exact same noise when he does that too. “Sure.”
Ushijima’s lips curl into the faintest trace of a smile when he hears the way you giggle— like you’re ecstatic just by being asked to talk about him. You really like him that much?
“I don’t know where to start,” it’s clear you’re talking through a big smile, and it only makes it harder to understand you— but he can. “One time, my heel broke. And so.. he carried me for the entire night. We were…. were at a festival, you know.
“I was on his back for hours..!”
Oh. He remembers that. The two of you had gone to try out different food stands, and he would feed you by holding up the fork with a piece stuck on at the end. You’d lean down and take a bite like some kind of bird perched on his shoulder. He remembers feeling really happy that night.
“And…. this other time…” your laughter trails off, and he raises a brow. “I was really sad. I was crying, and you know what he did?”
Oh, now that sounds a little more personal. Ushijima decides that it’s finally time to take you home with that.
“What did he do? Oh— look who’s finally here.”
You and your friends all turn to look at him as soon as he enters the room, though it would be hard to miss someone like him in the first place. His first thought is that he was right about you cuddling up with one of your friends. Your arms are wrapped tightly around their middle, face resting on their lap, and you barely muster up the energy to turn to face him.
“Ehh….” It looks like sleepiness is finally starting to hit you now that you’re comfortable. “Toshi? Ah… I’m imagining things now… hi, Toshi’s ghost. I’m his girl…”
You smile at him. It’s a big, sleepy smile— and it still makes his heart skip a beat, even if he doesn’t seem to outwardly react to it.
“Let’s go home.” He’s gentle when he kneels down beside you, gesturing for you to return to your favorite spot on his back. “You need rest.”
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nianeyemystic · 5 months ago
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💕Lovergirl(boy) Astro Observations💕
These will be aspects, and placements that I've noticed in natal charts. I loooooove a real romantic, someone who yearns, is devoted & deeply feels love in all things.
Venus in Pisces 🥰
Venus in its exaltation is dreamy, romantic, and selfless in love. W this placement, you will embody unconditional love and often romanticism, and idealize your partners. The women I've seen with Venus in Pisces are literally lovers personified. They will find anyway possible to love you downnnn!
Moon in Libra💋
Libra , mm mm mm! Everyone loves a libra. With the moon here you have loves for harmony, balance, and partnership. The Moon here makes someone emotionally fulfilled by being in a loving relationship. You could feel like you're always longing for love, or wanting to be love by somebody.
Venus in the 7th House😘
The love of my life has this placement. Very ideal romantic person to be in love w . Courtship, super sweet gestures, omg & soooo charming. A real flirt too. Venus loves being in the house of partnerships,7H. Having this placement will indicates someone deeply committed to love and romantic connections, prioritizing their partner's happiness.
Neptune in the 5th House💛
This placement gives meeeee, an idealistic and almost cinematic approach to romance. Like think Movie scene, the most romantic movie you've ever seen type of romance. you might fall in love with the idea of love itself. a real lover girl/boy if you will.
Sun or Moon Conjunct Venus❤️‍🔥
Whewwww ! ✨ This aspect is almost always a loving, charming, and affectionate person. My man has this one in Capricorn & it’s so 😍🥺 he literally just loves to be so genuine & cute all the time. I melt all day long being w him. Somebody who is just all around a sweetheart, and can charm the socks off of you lol. They thrive in relationships and tend to attract love easily.
Venus in Cancer💌
Another fav of mine. This placement clearly is a nurturing, protective lover. Being in cancer, Venus will seeks emotional security and closeness in relationships. They adore being needed by their partner. Like I want to be needed by you, is a love language.
Juno in the 1st or 7th House💜
Made to be a wife, wet wife coded energy. Or husband energy. Since Juno, the asteroid of commitment and marriage, in these houses suggests someone who naturally prioritizes long-term partnerships.
Venus Trine Neptune 💞
This aspect is so damn cute to me. It creates a hopeless romantic who views love as magical and transcendent. I loveee seeing this in charts. They’re likely to idealize their partners and put their all into relationships. All or nothing type lovers.
Moon in Taurus💖
The Moon is exalted in Taurus, these natives who seeks stability, sensuality, and comfort in love. They're devoted and loyal to their partner. Grounded lover girls/boys.
Venus Conjunct Mars❤️‍🔥
Last but not least, my fav one. I have this natally & when I say love is alllll I think about. I mean it. I just love love in a sense that consumes me, it drips down my aura. You can quite literally squeeze love from outta me. Such a passionate aspect that combines love and desire. someone who puts their heart and soul into their romantic pursuits. They often have an irresistible charm and thrive on intimacy.
Do you have any of these ? What does love do to you?
@nianeyemystic
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thatstrangegiiirrlll · 1 month ago
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Weak hero Headcanon
How they act when they have a crush
Yeon Sieun
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Sieun is extremely prioritized, his studies are everything. He didn’t ask for friends, but now that he has them, he clearly will do anything to protect them, even when he tries to separate himself and be alone again — It never works out. So someone like him developing a crush would make that person a very special person if they catch his eye. He’d observe quietly, admiring them. He’d do subtle things like help them with class work when he notices them struggling. Whether he makes a move or not would be somewhat difficult to know for sure. But his approach would be slow and steady either way, taking small points out of the day to interact with them.
Ahn Suho
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As an extremely protective, confident, and masculine guy, Suho would be the exact same with a crush. He’s tough, but he’s truly a big softie. When it comes to a crush, he’ll roll out the red carpet for them, holding the door open, making them laugh, complimenting them. Suho is the type that will approach a person he’s interested in with confidence that can’t help but win them over. He just oozes charisma that can’t be touched.
Oh Beom-seok
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When Beomseok has a crush, he acts distant and somewhat uninterested because he doesn’t know how to navigate his emotions. When interacting with his person of interest, he’d be fidgety and awkward. Beomseok would put them on a pedestal, making it even harder for him to see that they’re just human as well and to shoot his shot. He’d get caught staring at them with adoration and immediately look away in fear of rejection. The chances of him confessing how he feels are slim to none. He’d most likely just remain in his head about it.
Park Humin
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Humin is a lot like Suho, but slightly goofier. He’ll do his best to make his crush laugh, knowing that his humor and positive energy is what helps win someone over. He’s not a pretty boy, he’s a tough, manly guy that happens to be a big, cuddly teddy bear. When coming up to his crush, he’ll crack a joke, compliment their outfit, and tell them how beautiful their smile is. Humin’s boldness will definitely win them over.
Seo Juntae
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Juntae is very meek and timid, but when he has a crush he follows them around like a lost puppy. He does cute things like write them love notes and bring them their favorite snacks. When they’re down, he always encourages them, even when he doesn’t know the right words to say. He always knows how to bring light into a dark situation. His bright attitude and adorableness will make anyone fold.
Go Hyeontak
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Gotak is relatively laid back and nonchalant when he has a crush on someone. Not in an uninterested way, but in a way that shows he’ll be fine whether his crush likes him back or not. He’s not scared of rejection. Every so often, he’ll show off some of his taekwondo moves to impress them, even going as far as to teach them a few moves. He’s playful and relaxed with his crush. They’d love that he’s a breath of fresh air that isn’t easily intimidated.
A/N: I’m not gonna lie, I’m lowkey biased. Sieun is my favorite character out of them. And I had some struggles with Beomseok 😩😩 his character pisses me off so bad, but I know some people would still appreciate his appearance every now and again — despite my seething resentment ಠ_ಠ
~ Also I’ll be opening my requests up next week I’m excited to see what ideas you guys have for me.
— Ash <3
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yintous · 2 months ago
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꒰ 💌 ꒱ ─── 𝓗EY LOVER! ㆍ₊⊹
gn! reader ; batboys and the little things they do for you. however, are they really considered little things when they harbor such significant contributions to your relationship? [headcanons!]
notes. fluff, not proofread, &&. established relationship. more content under the cut. happy reading :D! [masterlist]
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DICK GRAYSON
on everyone’s soul, dick grayson is the epitome of yearning!!! (we’re all LIVING)
this is so random but i feel like he’d be the type to know when your alarm blares so he’d be the one to snooze it at the right time to avoid the alarm from blaring into your eardrums in the morning; he’d be the one to wake you up instead
whenever he’s free, he sends you pictures of things that remind him of you with little to no context. for example, he could send a picture of your favorite drink before sending a text that just said “you”
makes a list of upcoming things he knows you’d enjoy (such as new movies coming up that coincidentally have your fav genre, a new album from your favorite artist, etc). he marks them on his calendar and never fails to set up a date with you involving those things
has a habit of stroking your hair or back whenever he holds you because he knows it’s easier for you to relax that way
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JASON TODD
def never forgets to send you “goodnight” and “good morning” messages
i like to think that he’s actually really gentle when it comes to his significant other as well as really communicative. after arguments, when words aren’t enough, he gives you little acts of service as a way to apologize
for example, he makes sure your food is heated up just right before you decide to eat dinner— if not, he was probably too busy setting up a warm bath for you, along with your favorite bubble bath products already restocked
i also feel like he’d be subtly clingy?? like clingy to the point he’d recognize your little habits and because of his clinginess, he recognized more of what little acts of services he could do for you
for example, if you’re the type to constantly forget your keys, your umbrella, etc., he’ll place them on a surface you don’t often miss, like a little reminder
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TIM DRAKE
one time you broke your earphones and you suddenly saw new ones sitting on your desk, with a letter that had nothing but a small heart messily drawn on it
tends to make two cups instead of just one whenever he makes coffee or whenever he buys energy drinks, he buys two of yours and two of his (both of you down them together)
whenever you mention any problems— especially with technology, he makes sure to help you as soon as he could. you spilled water on your laptop? it’s suddenly fixed the next day. your necklace is tangled? turns out he had a bit of free-time a few hours ago and you’re free to wear it untangled once again.
if you are the type of person to yap about similar interests like certain tv shows, books, etc. he’d hold off from consuming its media so you’d have the opportunity to ramble to him about them in your own little way
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DUKE THOMAS
the type to know your preference on EVERYTHING, like if you prefer earphones over speakers and vice versa, if you prefer black coffee over brown, etc.
def greets you at 12 am whenever it’s your birthday. he made it into a little tradition and would fall deeper in love with you if you returned the gesture
lists down all the songs you’ve recommended to him and puts all of them into a spotify playlist; he listens to the playlist whenever he doesn’t have you around or on his free-time in general
helps you untangle your hair in the morning and you swear he has a talent for it. his touch is as gentle as a feather
if you have glasses, he carries a microfiber fabric around just in case you’d need it to wipe your lenses
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pomefioredove · 10 months ago
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if its ok can i request a overblot boys and ruggie and kamil with a reader that just forgets to eat? like they can go the whole day without eating then suddenly they just get dizzy cause they haven't eaten and when they get asked why they passed out/not ate they're like "lol yeah i forgot to eat my bad gang🧍🏻" they're just so nonchalant and act like its whatever😭its ok if not if this makes you uncomfortable!! Love your blog pookie and make sure YOU eat properly💥💥
ahh... just like me fr. this ask actually reminded me to eat, thank you!
summary: reader who forgets to eat type of post: headcanons characters: riddle, leona, ruggie, azul, jamil, kalim, vil, idia, malleus additional info: romantic or platonic, reader is gender neutral, reader is yuu, mentions of food and not eating!
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Riddle is also guilty of this
it's not that he's neglectful, it's just that...
...well... he's a little neglectful
it's usually Trey who has to remind him to take breaks from studying
none of that will stop him from scolding you, though
"What were you thinking, going a whole day without a meal? It's no wonder you're always so tired!"
expect lots of snacks from him after he's done berating you
he sends someone every day to make sure you've had something
(both a blessing and a curse)
you'll be in your room then suddenly Che'nya is there asking if you had lunch yet
and if not, you'll be recieving an invitation to Heartslabyul for tea
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Leona can't be bothered to ask why you're always so... out of it
he just assumes that's your personality
he even teases you for it, once or twice
then Jack offhandedly mentions that you rarely eat until dinner, and he gets all... worried
Ugh
suddenly, his room is always stocked with your favorite snacks from Sam's
what? no, they're not for you. he's just taken a liking to 'em. but you're welcome to have some if you'd like
his act is unconvincing
"What? Stop looking at me like that. I'm not some sap. I'm just making sure you don't go passing out on me,"
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Ruggie is worried that Crowley's cut your food rations
he'd been mooching off of you for a few months now, after all
plus, he knows what it's like to go hungry
of course, he doesn't outright ask. he doesn't want to embarrass you or anything
he just... casually offers to split meals and comes over once a week with half of his forage greens
"What, this? Nah, I just had extra. What, you're complaining about free food? Shishishi,"
you repay the gesture by making him a few meals, and it becomes a little tradition between the two of you
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why, oh why, does Azul have to care about you so much?
he's become familiar that exact look on your face; distant, dizzy, disoriented...
and he's caught himself mid-scold far too many times
"Have you no sense of self-preservation? You can't keep relying on others to care for you; you'll only be taken advantage of,"
...and, of course, he's the poor soul who cares for you
he convinces himself that verbal reminders cost nothing
then he starts sending the tweels to make sure you've eaten
and then he insists you drop by the Mostro Lounge at least once a day
it's not that he's giving you his time and energy for free
he's just making an investment in you!
that's it. NOTHING ELSE! (<- lies)
(cue tweels giggling in the background)
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poor Jamil
first Kalim, and now he has you to worry about, too?
of course; he has no obligation to help. that's what he tells himself
nothing will happen if he just ignores you
...except that sinking feeling in his stomach
Sevens, help him...
he starts letting you help around the kitchen
just... tidying up, doing the dishes, etc
and if you happen to want a bite of what he's cooking? ohoho, who is he to deny you the chance to test for poison?
(feigns to mention that these dishes have already been tasted)
"Good? Why, I'm flattered. You're welcome to help any time- how about tomorrow?"
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Kalim will never pass a chance to host
you offhandedly mention that you forget to eat sometimes? just come over for breakfast!
and lunch
and dinner!
and you'll stay for dessert, too, won't you?
he's nothing if not gracious, and he has a penchant for taking care of others
he likes feeling useful, after all
just be ready to give him your full thoughts and feelings on every dish; he's already making a mental list of your favorites to serve every time you come over
"Hungry? No problem! We have all your faves waiting for you. What music do you want to listen to while we eat?"
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you know that Vil loves you, right?
so, so much?
good. because that love makes him want to shake you
of all the stupid things...
it's no use trying to hide it from him; you could look and act completely normal and he'd still see right through you
he can just tell
he has to restrain himself from threatening Crowley into letting you stay at Pomefiore so he can care for you
Vil believes you're capable, after all. you just need a little push
"I've set a daily reminder and stocked your kitchen. Remember that some food is better than none. If you need me for anything, I'll see to it as soon as possible,"
you can expect Epel and Rook to ask if you've eaten, on his behalf, every time you run into each other
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Idia sets like, 30 reminders in your phone
he knows as well as you do that three measly alarms won't be enough
...he, too, is guilty of forgetting to eat
he probably makes you a custom alarm sound and everything
a little pavlovian conditioning never hurt anyone, right? it's basically no different than training an AI
...or something like that
will send Ortho over to check your vitals every once in a while
"it's NBD. can't have u losing all your lives on me. who would tolerate me then?"
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thank your lucky stars it's Malleus who notices your drowsiness first and not Lilia
Malleus, at least, will find you something edible to eat
he's trying to keep you alive, after all
he's very sweet and gentle about it
soft little reminders, nudges to keep you awake... he will up and leave a dorm meeting if he realizes he doesn't know if you'd had anything yet today
Malleus is very conscious about human mortality, and is very... delicate about it
he's just a little overprotective, that's all
it mostly comes to sharing little treats together every now and then. it feels less awkward when you're together, after all
"There is no need to thank me. I'm simply happy to spend my time with you,"
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xxsinisterbunniexx · 3 months ago
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Dating/ Relationship headcannons for eyeless jack? For female reader, please! Thank you!
Haha so like believe it or not I’ve started writing dating headcanons shortly after posting my general NSFW headcanons…. And then I got distracted
Also um so like me when I said I was gonna answer a bunch of requests over spring break and then proceeded to not answer a single one after that…. SO YEAH IM WORKING ON IT
Anyways…
𓆩♡𓆪 Creepypasta boys dating headcanons 𓆩♡𓆪
+love languages as a bonus
Characters: Jeff the Killer, Ticci Toby, Eyeless Jack, BEN drowned, X Virus, Tim/Masky, Brian/Hoodie
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Jeff the Killer
☠︎︎ physical touch, he’s very used to touch being used in a negative way, towards him or by him so soft touches would make him melt
☠︎︎ likes to have you in his lap
☠︎︎ like wdym you need a chair he’s right here???
☠︎︎ he flirts with you by being sarcastic and snarky ☠︎︎ so like you might think he hates you at first before you realize he has a crush on you
☠︎︎ not great with his words/expressing his feelings
☠︎︎ you’d need to have thick skin to be with him, because he will definitely say things he doesn’t mean during an argument
☠︎︎ and he LIKES to argue, so if you hate conflict he’s probably not for you
☠︎︎ jealous and a bit possessive too, so you’d have to be careful about how you talk to other people and how often you do so
☠︎︎ he needs a LOT of reassurance and attention but he won’t ask for it directly, he’ll just get snappy and mean without an explanation
☠︎︎ it’s not always obvious why he’s upset so he’d need to be with someone who is both perceptive and patient
☠︎︎ he’s not the best at figuring out why you’re upset, so direct communication is best for him
☠︎︎ ride or die tbh, he doesn’t like very many people so if you’ve somehow wooed him you ain’t ever getting away
Ticci Toby
✘ touchtouchtouch
✘ he can’t feel pain or temperature so he values the things he can feel
✘ his hands are always on you in some capacity
✘ he’ll have his arm around you, he’ll hold your hand, and he LOVES it when you hold his arm
✘ he’ll also bear hug you and pick you up whenever he sees you (and he expects you to run into his arms)
✘ kinda OBNOXIOUS lol, like he’s the type of bf who does shit to annoy you just because he likes to see you get all riled up
✘ pokes your nose, licks your face, bites you, anything to get your attention
✘ no press is bad press
✘ the way he expresses love and affection is… unconventional
✘ like will sometimes just be so over the top and cannot read the situation
✘ he’d be very blunt in how he feels about you and generally is uninhibited when speaking about his feelings
✘ This can sometimes lead to issues so would need thick skin if you’re gonna date him
✘ he’s spontaneous and super energetic so you either need to be someone who can match that energy or super go with the flow
✘ has trouble seeing things from your perspective sometimes, but in an argument he doesn’t get all heated he just shuts down
✘ so he’d definitely do better with someone who’s not very temperamental
✘He’s a wild ride but if you can be down with all he’s got going on, he’ll stay in a long term relationship
Eyeless Jack
𖤐 gifts! He would definitely be bringing you back little trinkets
𖤐 it could be fun and pretty things he’s found while he’s out or little snacks/your favorite drink, etc
𖤐 just anything he can bring you to show you he was thinking of you
𖤐 treats you like you are dainty because he’s scared of breaking you
𖤐 he loves so gently
𖤐 makes sure you know you are valued by him
𖤐 regularly tells you he loves you, that you’re beautiful, he appreciates you
𖤐 plans the cutest dates and really likes to take you out
𖤐 the dates would be super tailored to what you’re into
𖤐 arguments are more like open discussions and he genuinely wants to help you change and grow as a person
𖤐 he’s a bit protective and only slightly jealous, no more than anyone else really
𖤐 he doesn’t want to hold you back in anyway really so he doesn’t often tell you what to do
𖤐 he would do best with someone who’s softer and less judgmental, he has a lot of shame around his eating habits and feeling like a monster
𖤐 he tends to give more than he takes so he’d do better with someone who’s also very generous that way there’d be equal dynamics between you two
BEN drowned
⚠︎ quality time, but not so much in the way of just liking to be around, he likes if you actually make plans to see him, even if it’s just to hang out
⚠︎ loves to play video games with you and he gets competitive
⚠︎ somewhat like Toby he is a little shit!
⚠︎ like he just LOVES to annoy the fuck out of you
⚠︎ he just thinks you’re wayyyy too cute when you’re angry
⚠︎ really likes to show off who he’s with
⚠︎ will buy you clothes, makeup, etc really anything to doll you up and show you off
⚠︎ once you are official he will be telling everyone in the existence of ever
⚠︎ especially because…
⚠︎ he’s SUPER POSSESSIVE like oh god HE’S SICK
⚠︎ like if someone LOOKS at you a little too long he’s got a problem
⚠︎ god forbid someone hits on you
⚠︎ but rather than taking it up with you, he just secretly ruins their life
⚠︎ he may not always be the best partner, he can lack empathy at times and arguments with him are a nightmare because he will twist your words and may manipulate you lightly
⚠︎ will randomly come through when it really matters
⚠︎ would do better with someone who’s (and forgive me here for my choice of word) a bit tsundere-like
⚠︎ he likes someone who takes effort to win over because he loves the chase
⚠︎ he also likes if you’re easy to embarrass or get a reaction out of
⚠︎ your relationship will feel like constant push and pull
X Virus
☣︎ acts of service
☣︎ Cody is a problem solver and will do what he can to make you happy and help you when there’s things troubling you
☣︎ at the same time, he has periods where he gets really invested into what he’s studying and may not pay attention to you for days
☣︎ so if you’re caring and will support him while he gets like that >>>>
☣︎ like bringing him food, helping with his laundry, etc (daily tasks he would need to do but he’s too hyper focused to take care of himself)
☣︎ you may have to convince him to shower during these periods
☣︎ would likely be pretty inexperienced in romance
☣︎ would defo be one of those guys that gets exponentially hotter after getting a girlfriend because she teaches him how to dress and be presentable
☣︎ rambles on about his experiments so you would ideally be a good listener and someone who will engage with him even if you have no idea what he’s talking about
☣︎ not super jealous but has CRAZY accurate senses when it comes to someone actually liking you and subtly flirting with you
☣︎ it’s like a siren goes off in his brain and then he’s like “not that person”
☣︎ pussy whippedddddd like once he’s into you you’ve got him on his KNEES
☣︎ got him opening doors and carrying heavy stuff like shittttttt
Tim/Masky
꩜ acts of service
꩜ Tim is not always the best with his words and can be kind of awkward so he’d rather just do things to show he cares
꩜ protective almost in like a dad way, like would make sure your car had all the fluids and maintenance it needs (can u tell I know nothing about cars)
꩜ or you’d randomly mention something you want and it’ll magically appear
꩜ he’s very practical, so dates and anniversaries are not too over the top, he keeps it simple
꩜ he’d do best with someone who’s more chill and laid back
꩜ he’s slow to open up and not the best at discussing his feelings so someone who is patient & perceptive is better for him
꩜ if it’s cold he always wants you to take his jacket (also loves to see you in it)
꩜Chivalry ain’t dead while he’s around
꩜ doesn’t get jealous often, he’s pretty mature
꩜ he’s very closed off and secretive about the parts of his life that he’s not proud of, so he’d need to be with someone who’s comfortable with not knowing everything
꩜ this also means it would take you a while to meet Masky
☆ Masky isn’t around all that often so you won’t get a ton of attention from him
☆ he views you as more of a pet than a girlfriend
☆ will give you the occasional head pat or say something flirtatious which often borders on sexual harassment
Brian/Hoodie
𖣐 words of affirmation
𖣐 he likes to be told that he is valued!
𖣐 but also loves to compliment you, and he is quite charming
𖣐 LOVES to tease
𖣐 he’s constantly taking pictures of you or recording you
𖣐has a picture of you in his wallet
𖣐 writes you little love notes and hides them in places you’ll find them easily
𖣐 he’s really perceptive so you can’t easily hide your feelings around him
𖣐 he will call bullshit if you try to say “no, I’m not mad” because he KNOWS
𖣐 not really jealous at all tbh
𖣐 if someone hits on you he takes it as a compliment
𖣐 like yeah he knows you’re hot
☹ You don’t see Hoodie for a while
☹ because lowkey he acts like a stalker at first even though you’re dating Brian and therefore also him
☹ he wouldn’t just come up and approach you, he has to be a weirdo and watch you from the shadows
☹ like just come talk to me you freak
☹ he will also leave you letters but they’re a little more sinister than Brian’s and in places that are off putting
☹ eventually he’d approach you, but like Masky he more so sees you as something to toy with rather than a girlfriend (even though his affection for you is definitely deep in there somewhere)
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🔥🥵 Sex Appeal 🔥🥵
Powerful/Hypnotic/Magnetic
(These are based on my personal experience/observation)
* I differentiate sex appeal and god/goddess appeal (which I will make another post of :)*
*The following aspects are what I have & seen from other's charts and was able to witness their little superpower lol*
Sun/Rising/MC/Venus/Mars/Mercury conjunct Lilith
Sun/Rising/MC/Venus/Mars/Mercury conjunct Pluto
Sun/Rising/MC/Venus conjunct Mars
Sun/Rising/MC/Venus/Mars/Mercury conjunct Uranus
Sun/Rising/Moon/MC/Venus/Mars/Mercury/Saturn/Uranus/Pluto/Lilith/in the 1st, 8th, & 10th house
Any of those planets in Scorpio/Capricorn/or Leo
Trines/Opposition/Square/Sextile also apply. Conjunctions are the most powerful and/or tighter the orbs of the aspect. Orbs (0-3), the more prominent it plays out in your life. Orbs (4-7) is somewhat in the middle.
The way the sex appeal of the planets is emphasized by (Lilith, Pluto, & Mars) can be better understood by applying the planet's role to it.
Sun: Who you are. So your personality without a filter. *you can naturally get someone interested by being yourself. No masks are needed for you!
Ascendant/Rising: literally how you look anywhere anytime. Through your appearance, mannerism, & fashion sense. *You don’t have to do shit or try and people be like👼🏾 😳 🥵
Moon: the way you think is what you act upon. Whatever sign your moon falls under, you would execute the energy of that sign when people get to know you. I feel that whatever planet your moon is aspects by is how your mindset would operate. The house placement of the moon would show where your emotions run. *personally i think the placement/sign of the moon contributes more to sex appeal than the aspect itself.
Mercury: your voice and communication style. *It’s those people that can make anyone fall for them just by talking. They have this aura where people want to listen to them and find their sense of communication interesting & funny. Also, they are the treasure box of others dark secrets. People love telling them shit. Gossip holders plus sharp tongue ☕️.
Mars: your expression, enthusiasm, or when you display dominance/leadership. *At this point act manly or motivated whenever lol. Whether it's through a form of hobby to being authoritative, you will catch someone’s eye.
Venus: beauty, fashion style, the way you care for others, how you are in love, etc. Most people with these sex appeal aspects above involving Venus are highly desired to be in a relationship with by others. They can get someone wrapped around their fingers if they are naughty lol 😈.
MC: similar to Asc, but it’s like reputation matters so they make sure to play their part. So it's like dressing up or behaving a certain way in public to get the reaction they want which will be attained. Lowkey a chameleon. *I have noticed that MC is a more refined/mature type, probably bc the MC has to do with career as well.
Uranus: Being unique like an alien. Shocking, Magnetic, & Unique are how I would describe individuals with Uranus aspects. People will remember you 100% in someway, which depends on what it’s aspected by.
Pluto/Lilith: they both are powerful when it comes to intimidating others as well as getting others obsessed. Drawing jealousy also is relevant, unfortunately.
Examples:
I have a male friend who is a Scorpio with Lilith conjunct to his Sun & Mars. Man, he gets ladies of all ages flirting with him. They tell him their darkest secrets they don’t tell anybody else. I and my friend worked in the same office together. Ladies are walking past his cubicle like “Heyyyyy…*Name*. Why don’t you stop by my cubicle no more…..don’t you miss me lol”. Random ladies, he doesn’t even talk to on the other side of the office know his name, like what!
A girlfriend of mine has Venus conjunct Pluto. The girl be getting men left and right. She was on a bus one day and told me that a stranger kept looking at her and told her when they got off the bus if he got a chance. Mind you he was in his 40's. Even in high school, people were looking at her from afar and would try to hit on her eventually. She attracted men and females.
I have Mars conjunct Pluto and when I'm active or energetic, men are interested in me. So when I'm in a good mood and I have excessive energy whether at the gym or being a crazy girl in school they find me interesting and funny. Celebrities with these aspects are always known for their roles and the character they display versus too much of their real personality. Ex: Bella Thorne, James Corden, Jared Padalecki (supernatural show), etc.
Scorpio Sun with Moon in the 8th house. There was this guy I was interested in with this aspect. Man, I was digging through his entire past trying to know "the real him". Searched his name online to asking him multiple questions about himself to put the pieces together. I knew more about him than he knew about me. Yes, he was adopted and his dad was some sort of instructor lol, and No, I don't do that anymore. Don't have the next victim yet lol.
Uranus conjunct Sun individuals can get someone hooked unto them for their personality and energy. People are just fascinated by them and actually enjoy being with them. My friend’s cousin has this aspect and man she found herself in a relationship so quick. The guy didn’t give two shit about how she dressed or looked, but fell for her quirkiness. She has a unique sense of fashion too. My friend told me how she was jealous of her cousin because she can get random men’s attention so fast like love at first sight. Yes, she married quick too. That relationship was like 3 month long and are expecting a child!
I have Uranus trine my Mercury and yes people remember whatever I say. I went to the gym with my friend before and the front desk guys asked me a question and I guess I said some funny. Everytime I went to that gym, they remembered that one conversation. Even after I switched over to another gym, I saw one of the front desk guy from my last gym and he would tell me what I said from before. Like I gotta make sure I don’t say none stupid especially to someone important lol.
Scorpio moon individuals would be extra secretive than the sun. Our mind is where we hold our opinions/thoughts/secrets…and if it’s under the sign Scorpio then all shit is preplanned of what can and can’t be spoken to others. No matter what the sun sign may be, Scorpio moon individuals will limit what they tell others, therefore making them magnetic. People want to figure out what they’re hiding.
Do you have any stories with these aspects?
P.S.: Don't be judgy about my color coordination for MC. I don't have any other colorful buckets to choose from lol.
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