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anyway here's wavewave
#transformers#transformers g1#wavewave#shockwave#soundwave#deeco art#idk why this pairing tickles my brain so much#the idea of two of the decepticons' loyalest members who at first glance seem to be the same type of quiet logical no-nonsense type#but when you really look at them you start to see their differences and how they actually work well together#but also like design-wise. romance between two robots with no visible 'face' is so sexy RAAAAAGGHHH#anyway i enjoy wavewaves dynamic in any continuity#but my personal make-believe (delusional) favorite dynamic is where shocky is just an Evil Science Nerd and soundy is her sexy goth gf#Me and the Bad Bitch I Pulled by Being Autistic kind of stuff basically
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Merlin is kind of like a dog to Arthur. I mean this in all of the good and all of the bad ways.
#but that is mostly bad. on account of the classism/general dehumanization#idk if it’s subtle to other ppl 😭 but he just doesn’t see Merlin as a full person with an equally (or moreso) complex life and mind#he also cares for him deeply simultaneously. hence the dog-like treatment#and that is majorly because he sees Merlin as a ‘simple servant’#b/c even if Merlin didn’t have all the ✨ magic ✨ going on… he is still a complex person deserving of dignity#Arthur literally won’t make the mental jump into that because Merlin hasn’t ‘proven’ that he’s ‘more’ than a servant#he doesn’t get promoted to advisor at the round table whilst everyone Arthur deemed worthy was promoted to the knighthood and Gwen to queen#Arthur still doesn’t see him as a very good physician. he sees Merlin’s worth/place as a human being as… someone there to serve him (a king)#which also implies that Arthur sees himself worthy of being served and of the excess power + wealth he has#(ie. Arthur’s skill as a king and warrior justify a disproportionately higher pay that comes thru taxation of the poor)#at the same time he cares deeply for Merlin. he certainly doesn’t want Merlin to die (barring 1x01 and 5x13). but#there’s such a severe lack of *respect* for Merlin. such a simplification of Merlin that Arthur is happy to continue imagining.#like lbr. that’s the real reason he never figured Merlin out — the image he made and kept of a ‘simple-minded fool’#no matter how wise or brave he was. no matter how many times he saved Arthur’s life.#merlin emrys#arthur critical#bbc merlin
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honestly one of my fav things that isn’t ever talked about with Kusuo is that he is honestly when you actually examine him, a pretty normal teenager. He’s insecure, he cares a lot about his mom and is scared of making her mad, he gets invested in other peoples drama, he dislikes PE, he hates being spoiled for things, he has an embarrassing crush that his friends judge him for, he has an awkward relationship with his dad and fights with his brother, he wants to be protected.
Like underneath all the unfamiliar stuff, he is honestly Just Some Guy.
#saiki k#this is the conclusion I have reached#This is also what’s sad about him#Personality wise stripped down to his barest components he’s nothing special#Just a normal teenager. Somewhat introverted maybe but…like that’s normal too#But he’s been born into this awful position of like. basically godhood. Something he never wanted.#Which affects literally everything he does#but like he was always under all that a normal kid#His powers didn’t make him magically more anything#Most of the weirder things about him are just the way any normal person would react to being born with those powers#He reacts normally to everything that gets thrown upon him#Idk I really love the way he was written I’d like to shake Shuuichi Asous hand one day
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my WIPs are so unorganized but rice is forever, in doodles and Even when coding >:]
#kagoodles#trainer riley#champion lance#stat trainer riley#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#hi. if you're wondering how its been. college! lots of preparation for graduation this sem so i'm slow to a lot of updates on things#i'm also learning coding in my spare time;; my code is the messiest thang in the world. but its MY mess#i may or may not post some more original stuff bc i've been needing to work on some for portfolio reasons#but yeah :Tc many thoughts lately;; i have a long list of things to do project wise (personal And professional)#current list of my hashtag funstuff is: gen 4 interpretations (sinnoh trio and kantrio timeskips ohhh man)#remaking my johto quartet aswell to keep em up to date. also to get said timeskips written out + work on a general page for em on neocities#idk craziest thing i have on the list is make a fluffyrice comic. if i'm feeling dastardly and want to go thru short comic hurdles#but that's if i have time. a lot of work I gotta do atm is to build up my professional side but i'll complete that grocery list. hopefully
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one big thing I’ve learned by 29 is that the Plan, the God’s Plan of it all I mean, is bigger than me and not just bigger than me but also bigger than my understanding of narrative threads and their limitations. And it’s bigger even than just a simple paradox, turning-on-their-head thing way of being bigger. It’s just so vast. And there is so much room for surprise and possibility and hope in that reality.
#again. idk if that makes sense#but I am someone obsessed with the patterns and what the patterns are telling me#and it’s like. sometimes nothing! but also sometimes something!#there is no way to predict what will happen or what will be presented to me or what will unfold#both personally and in a more big picture way#based on what I feel or what I know or what I have already experienced#there are hundreds and millions of different possible combinations#I am making this sound more profound than the revelation is (and also more vague)#but I love to be like ‘oh being this way means THIS thing and this kind of thing always happens to this kind of person’#and actually. it just doesn’t?????? a million different things could happen and do happen every day that are unlikely and unpredictable#even when you think you’ve accounted for that by looking for the unexpected you still can’t tell#and I love that. used to hate that the future was shrouded in mystery#and I still sometimes do. but I am growing to love it#uncertainty and just the sheer not knowing feels better#and God IS surprising. life is surprising!#THAT I feel like I know#every day of my life I wake up and I pry open the blinds and I look out and say.#what is going to happen today#like I do kind of do that a little#or maybe it’s more. what has the night brought.#and you know what the world is so wide. not in terms of me being able to go anywhere travel-wise#or do anything dream-wise. but in terms of what can and DOES unfold every single day/week/month/year.#there are surprises in store! folded tucked away around the next corner#like I just.#I’m getting carried away but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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ksdjvnkjns FORGOR TO POST THIS EARLIER!
Ye so.. the other day I was lurking in a stream, n something abt kissing someone's chest was mentioned. n simp brain was like "ok what if Fell- no wait, what if Tac?" and so I had to stop what i was doing to draw this.
#tac's hand coulda been drawn better. looks very flat#but it's fine. it's jus a quick doodle lol#th person is supposed to be a y/n but#i did gib them a binder#bc ye#mildly suggestive#?#tac sans#fell tourette's sans#undertale#undertale au#didderd art#didderd ocs#(idk wtf's goin' on position wise#din't think too much abt it lol)
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Gravity falls x tbhk artstyle
#fanart#art#digital art#i made this instead of sleeping#crossover#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#tbhk#mabel pines#gravity falls#the brainrot is real#I think she’d be Aoi or like uh Kou idk#Aoi makes sense because then akane can be Gideon but personality wise I think Aoi is more like Pacifica#I think kou or nene might make more sense idk#bill would 100% be Tsukasa#jshk
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oh it's Soliciting Book Rec Hours again:
has anybody read a NOVEL (preferably spec fic, like SFF/Weird/horror) where the major conflict centers around a Crisis of Faith? character driven, is what i'm looking for, specifically in long form genre fiction. upper YA or adult, please! bonus points if queer.
at this time i am NOT seeking religious fiction recs (no, not even religious spec fic like ted dekker or whoever is writing such things now)(is ted dekker still writing)(no shade on this market, it's just not what i need)
thanks!!
#text#personal#writing#in btw#driscoll#book recs#reading#soliciting book recs#recommend me books!#at the VERY least ill read the jacket copy/pitch haha#im gonna need to figure out how to pitch a writing project 🫣#itd be nice to have examples on hand#crisis of faith#idk if thats a wise tag or not but its how ill find it later so.....#we'll see lmao#very specifically i am NOT seeking christian fiction about this#i need to be able to pitch it to a secular audience lmao#anyway! please help!#if you think 'idk if this counts' please. yeet it at me anyway.#i am Desperate
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I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?
What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.
#this is my curly slander post ig#disclaimer i need you to understand i see all fictional men i like as like butches Curly is no exception#but like they didnt need to add that many polygons to his chest like its unnessary and honestly a little mean he already has so many things#to handle and you expect him to hold those boys up like that just aint right this is like something so stupid but i know you can tell im#having strong feelings about it cause like what was the point why did they survive the fucking crash it has to be a injoke at this point#with the devs it shouldnt make me this mad im turning into a misandrist but only towards large chested men#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#shitpost#suggestive#ig because this is just about his chest but like also they made him objectively pretty for no reason like yeah like ideal man and work ig#but they went over the extra mile like i have a right to be mad they did that much for a model we see canonically for like two seconds its#crazy actually how little we see of curly pre crash because we also lose his physical movements to help characterize him the way we see#body language with the other characters and how it gives way to their struggles and personalities and sentiments in certain moments#like all he does and how he emotes is stifled by the fact we always play as him until the last moments where he takes over to try and save#the ship and crew and even right before that the scene is so wrought with tension we cant tell what that look he gave Jimmy meant due to#the limitations of the models and how stiff Curly is like was it fear acceptance denial we dont know enought about how he acts himself#to tell and then everything else is charaterized by what Jimmy had done to where we dont really just get to see Curly as himself like Anya#and Swansea and Daisuke we have no idea how theyd act in a regular moment outside of a few glimpses and even then it is them doing#their jobs like grrrr we hate an unreliable narrator but also its the fact jimmy clearly does not interact with them or try to outside of#his position as copilot and then captain harkening back to the entire capitlist view of utility and how he views all of them as useless eve#Curly which fandom tangent the fandom also tends to do to Curly as they base every trait on what they think he failed to do as Captain#between Jimmy and Anya when the QnAs kinda make him out to be a rather open and willing person but still someone who isnt like a push over#just thinking of QnA three where it mentions hes very open to trying new things and you need to be an open minded person to open urself up#to failure like that and ig this is just the weird view that Curly needs to learn that or that theres redemption he needs personality wise#verses healing and learning from trauma like idk its the idea that people assume he did abosultely nothing when the games points out direct#and throught parallels he was taking actions its just wasnt enough and an over focus on absolute inaction vs ineffective methods used to#tackle the issues and themes the game grapples with plus wanting someone to take the blame and have to make it up to Anya even tho#i think it would mean nothing from Curly because she saw his efforts and would be disappointed it wasnt enough but the idea she would#disregard the attempts or not acknoweldge Jimmy as the epicenter compared ot Curly is weird and too focused on someone
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goldric miraculous au cuz why not
(More info in folded👇)
it’s basically a human au where Hunter is a transfer student at hexide and Edric is like one of the popular kids. So on the first day when Edric saw Hunter he was like “woah…” but he’s a bit too intimidated so he didn’t approach hunter.
But then it was raining after school and Ed doesn’t have an umbrella so boom the umbrella scene™️. Then slowly they became really close friends.
The au loosely follow some plot points from miraculous but it’s mostly my thing with different settings.
#huntric#goldric#huntric miraculous au#the owl house#toh#art#my art#fanart#toh fanart#toh hunter#edric blight#personality wise hunter would be LB but lore wise???oh boy#I may give them new hero names in the future#but rn idk what to call them
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DP x DC Dead Soulmates
This is probably the only soulmate au I'll ever do so enjoy
Soulmate au where your soul mark turns black when your soulmate dies
Danny and Jason are soulmates. The problem? Both of their soul marks are black. Sure, they came back, but not in a typical way, so each thinks the other is dead
So what do we get? Longing. Two guys longing for a love they thought lost to them, thinking tenderly of a future they don't think they could have, even without the added craziness of their lives. Standing on rooftops, smoking in the cold november air, their breath indistinguishable from the smoke, their spent cigarettes flicked off the edge like discount shooting stars, lamenting their fates, probably to each other for the dramatic irony of it all
they both get it. The quiet kind of grief, longing for somebody they never got the chance to know, thinking about how things could have been different, how the should have been different. That understanding is what draws them towards each other
and then? Jason sees Danny's mark, Jason shows his own, they stare at each other, silent for a moment, before arms wrap around the other, lips pressed together, and quiet tears fall like rain to the rooftop beneath their feet
longing, angst, and then happy ending
and you can thank this song for inspiring the mood for this
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#writing prompt#writing#dpxdc#soulmate au#dead on main#i usually don't like soulmate au's so probably the only one I'm ever going to do#they kind of act as shortcuts to get characters together#which tends to skip my favorite parts of romance focused fics#so taste wise they just don't scratch the itch for me usually#but if i can give them years of angst...#idk something about actually having them emotionally process the fact they think they'll never get to meet their other#the person perfectly suited to them#having them suddenly get together seems worth it to me#i also really like this song#Spotify
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Dog Day is just your sans phase again /j
what can i say
i love an off-putting, inhuman weirdo with a questionable background who i can essentially turn into an oc
#idk if theyre that similar#personality wise theyre super different#if you mean the way i personally draw them then yeah thats just my art style#cant help but make these guys huggable and vaguely threatening
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Have you been assesed for adhd?
nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL
the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')
i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)
(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#personal#i am german so whatever process it is in america is not gonna be how it is here#.....also doesnt help that i nearly got put in a ... mental health .. facility (idk what its called in english) when i was younger#and uuh .. barely managed to make them not do it#one of the scariest moments in my life#mom made the plan with my oldest sister in secret and drove me off to the doctor .. idk if they told me just before and forced me to go#or literally on the parking lot of the doctor .. i think it was the latter#being out on a parking lot and being talked down to by my sister (who never tried to talk to me about anything mental health wise btw)#AND by the doctor .. i had to convince him to not do it .. literally so scary#-and mom about putting me in some facillity .. cant even describe it .. to me it was pure horror#im sure those facilities arent that bad or soemthing but i felt like they where trying to kick me out and into a prison#i do NOT do well anywhere that isnt home#AND doing the thing i haven been trying to make it clear makes everything a thousand times worse-#-talking about it behind my back and then just doing things without me gettign any say in it and then given no choice#its literally the worst thing you can do!!!!#sorry TMI perhaps but!!! many things have happened!! bad!!
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kind of in my hermit era lately and trying not to feel bad about it im just such a homebody these days
#I always put little things / events in my calendar but day of i always just want to take my dog in a walk and cook something instead#sometimes I feel like I’m wasting potential but idk . I know i have fun when I go out but also tend to spend so much money and haven’t rlly#enjoyed drinking since I’ve started working out more and feel some pressure to drink when out#idk . also in a slump creatively and motivation-wise . I mean I am having a big work adjustment so maybe it’s natural and I shouldn’t be#analyzing it too much hahahaha#I got new plays today anywayyy will post pics soon#personal#*plants not plays
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The swiftie mood really has just become "disappointed but not surprised" huh
#the turtle speaks#and this is coming from a person who doesn't expect celebrities to speak on things#provided they don't speak on anything or they are actively championing a different cause#(like how Olivia is currently throwing everything she has into abortion rights and organizations for domestic abuse)#but idk man saying you want to be more political#and then the only thing you really do is mention pride once a year#and ignore the biggest issues happening in the world while focusing on literally nothing else activism wise#thats just not it at all but it's been like this#since 2020 when it took months and months for her to say anything about blm and then it was super vague#if she was actually doing something for lgbtq rights i would be more willing to accept the silence#but she hasn't talked about the anti trans laws getting passed or anything else#and like it's just so fucking disappointing to have her claim she wanted to be more political and help people and then not
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wondering if someday i should tackle the autism/adhd dynamic for jazzprowl like i do with adhd/bpd in my blitzbee fic
(lots of rambling in tags vv)
#the issue is since starting my blitzbee fic ive come to realize i. dont think i know how to write jazzprowl...........#which is fucking weird considering i was THE jazzprowl artist and wrote them a lot on the side#but theres so much personality and character in my blitzbee fic it just really makes my j/p fics feel empty#and i havent read a j/p fic in a while. especially one true to their canon character#like yeah i have written them recently and yeah i do like the fics but it feels less personal to them#narration wise#idk just some thoughts#taking time away from the ship has made me more critical of things and wanting to do it right#especially with jazz#i really really missed them. i'm so happy to be getting back into it#ill do better this time
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