#personal post augh

[sweetronancer]

nummy vent post!! (sorry)

tw : silliness + mentions of under eating and also emetophobia (somehow argh)

my stomach hurts like pretty much all the time and i really have no idea why, theres no reason for it to be like hurting all the time? when i eat it hurts but when i don't eat it hurts too, i mean it could be my horrible eating habits- because i literally cant eat. im never hungry- or like maybe i am but my body doesnt give me that signal. but my stomach hurts so much all the damn time and i feel like im going to throw up 75% of the time and its horrible because then i have to slow myself down and try to focus on the feeling so it goes away. yk how when like youre going to vomit and you gather a bunch of saliva in your mouth before? like like salivating.. that happens to me all the time and i just have to ask like nothings wrong yk? like my stomach doesnt hurt because im sure everyone i know irl is pissed off because i say it so much.

and ig my eating happens concern my parents. like idk i just havent been hungry. i dont feel hungry like i feel perfectly fine yk? its not like my body needs food im perfectly fine without it, but the problem is that im like extremely dehydrated. i dont drink water like at all help?? i mean i dont feel good and i know why but theres nothing i can do to change it- i mean there are things i can do but im horrible at doing things that are good for me. i feel horrible like- im always cold and i feel like im about to just lose it bro, and im about to faint sometimes too but yk!!! im not happy- i dont let myself be happy because i cant be happy but it is what it is fellas-

and like on top of that i have the need to yap online about what i like because none of my friends irl listen to me (besides one) and they just flat out ignore me when i try. but i listen to intensely when they talk about something they like, whether i know what it is or not! i dont communicate my feelings though, i just sit in silence and stop yapping when someone acts uninterested because what i like doesnt matter yk? it just doesnt and thats okay!!! i guess im adjusting to listening to other people talk about what they like.

theres more but im too overwhelmed for this shit dawg

[goldensunset]

did you know? if you do your laundry you can get your clothes back

[hotdogmchiggin]

Aw shit they put the horrors of late stage capitalism into my Pokémon Mystery Dungeon 😔

(Mostly) Based on the mouthwashing dev QnA about each character’s favorite Pokémon. Couldn’t get the idea of throwing them into PMD out of my head.

Typical job at the Poke Express Guild:

Some more bonus drawings below

Jimmy secretly wishes he was a mega rayquaza but he’s just a poser who’s obsessed with pikachu’s popularity and position as the mascot. So. A mimikyu.

Daisuke is a zorua because it’s the closest to weregarurumon and I think it matches his vibes. Just a guy who causes a little bit o mischief here n there :)

I did make Daisukes weregarurumon wishes come true (No mega rayquaza for jim)

I couldn’t figure out what I wanted to do with the background so I threw them into the dungeon. WOE upon ye

[essektheylyss]

I have to wonder about the order of the arrival of the gods' avatars in Exandria, in particular Ayden. Because he's so young. He feels older than his years, but he also feels young in the sense that he is still experiencing the world—he intervenes as often as he is able and is not shy about ending with the small community that they are soon leaving, he is most affected by suffering and injustice. There is a pity borne of his divine point of view, yes, but even comparing him to Trist, who has obviously embraced the mortal world and ingrained herself within it, or S.I.L.A.H.A., who has gone out of his way to experience the wonders of the city that has driven them to such drastic lengths but who seems distantly resigned to its destruction, Ayden feels impressed upon by the circumstances of the world in a way that is much more youthful.

It seems that there was some amount of plan around who arrived when, but it wasn't all that specific beyond Ioun scouting ahead in Aeor, and was otherwise based on their own decision or whim. Why did Pelor wait so long to go? Had he hoped that perhaps the issue would be resolved before it became necessary—before the light of Exandria was sequestered away in a mortal form? Was he wary of growing too used to being mortal, to becoming attached to his life even beyond Trist, who leaves her family ruefully but resolutely all the same?

Ayden walks as though he cannot help but let the world touch him, but he doesn't seem to have companions of his own, instead traveling with Trist's family. They have left their home recently enough that Trist is still wearing her husband's overcoat rather than her own, and he goes without, suggesting that they have fled recently and with haste. In contrast, Ayden makes no mention of parents or a family, though he is young enough that he should still be with them. In this time of war, it is simple to wonder if they've been killed in its path, perhaps before Ayden was aware of the hand he'd had in its making. He carries little, and the shield he has seems to be—at least looks—worn and broken. It's quite likely that it too was created in response to this war, as much as Ayden himself. He looks to his sister and her mercy like a north star.

He feels both new to and impressed upon by the world, and I have to wonder how forcefully he is holding himself apart from its suffering, even as he intervenes often enough that he risks giving himself and his family away—not because he is afraid to experience it, but because he already has. He understands that he is fighting for this world even as he and his family is the cause of its strife. Aeor may offer the gods the mechanism by which to separate themselves from the world they've shaped, but I wonder if having the perspective of Ayden will give Pelor the resolve and the reason to choose it.

[loverdude]

This basically ended up being a second attempt at what I was sort of going for with the first one and I'm much more proud of this lol... Wanted her to be more unicorn-like...

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[kuromi-hoemie]

being like 5’2” - 5’4” is so attractive to me like omg ur head fits right under my chin and right in my tits ♡⁠ let me hold you. i love being a tall girl

[clownsuu]

Big mama moment ❤️

I wanna hug her

Also I hope you dont mind, I really wanted to color something so I could practice my rendering and you're a huge inspiration to me

aYO COLORED MOB FEM!ROB-!!!!

[waitineedaname]

brought myself to tears thinking about luo binghe and his loneliness. during all the worst times of his life, he was alone. when his mother died, he had no one. when he was being abused on qing jing, he had ning yingying but there wasn't much she could do for him. in the abyss, he was alone. when he was grieving sqq for five years, he had subordinates but he didn't have anyone to hold him and comfort him

and it's that loneliness and isolation that xin mo capitalizes on. those feelings of loneliness and isolation make his self esteem worse and his emotional state more unstable, because deep down is a miserable and lonely child that wants to be held and comforted and love

luckily for him, all shen qingqiu wants is to hold him and comfort him and make him feel loved! I think post-canon, they'll spend a long time confronting those wounds left by loneliness, except now instead of having to bear it alone, sqq will be there to hold him in his arms and tell him I'm sorry you were hurting, I'm sorry you were alone, you never should have gone through that. and there's the promise that he won't ever have to be alone again because that's the promise sqq made to him. from now on, wherever binghe goes, shen qingqiu will follow

[skitty-kirby]

Decided to take a small break from Art Fight (combination of sudden bad internet connection + slight burnout) so I made a little midnight shitpost to not get rusty hhhh So here we got more shenanigans: -Skitty is deeply afraid of spiders, her friend Scarlette owns a pet tarantula named "Helix" that she likes to tease her with. RIP those support beams. And my understanding of perspective LMAO -Blade does absolutely speak in keysmash. :^) -Did I ever tell y'all about the time I had an OCxCanon ship of my own? Except the only OC I had almost 11 years ago during my early DeviantArt days was Skitty and uh. Yeah. While it's obviously not canon anymore, it's still something I like to poke fun at every now and then. xD

[dromaeo-sauridae]

grant me the strength wisdom and power to make this phone call

[risingsunresistance]

heart of gold being the name for healer class xp gain... techno playing healer..... you see my vision there's something here

[shitposting-fox]

I really hate when people

1. Post hate/negativity in the main tag of a fandom regarding said media

2. Judge the excitement and enjoyment of an anime/manga solely by what's been released in the anime

3. Essentially hates on other fans because they enjoy the media and "can't tell" the media is "slop" because of so much other junk being "spoon-fed to them" (yes this point is about a specific post)

What is the fuckin point dude?? No one wants to see your hate of this media in said media tag. It makes it seem like you're trying to start something

[canisalbus]

Sorry but we were speaking about history in a part of one of my classes and when the Vatican came on. I had to draw the sad dog man.

Machete is now immortalized in my class notes. It’s in spanish by the way, which is kind of funnily appropriate considering latin is very close to spanish.

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[hewmitcwaft]

HEY! HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME ABOUT PIXANDRIA!! DO U HAVE ANY BRAIN THOUGHTS ABOUT THE ANTHILL?!

OH BOY DO I !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stuffedsand]

Hmmm trying to think of more questions.....ok milgramblr. hot take on ANYTHING. Milgram related preferably but if you don't wanna you can post a non milgram related kne too that'd be fun. Don't have to actually answer this I just kinda wanna see. Opinions from me will not change at all because I literally don't care about anything ever‼️‼️‼️

[volivolition]

DAY 10: EMPATHY - Lost little pearls of light. Tiny fires in the dark.

YAY YIPPEE a collab piece with @euclydya!! it drew the LOVELY linework and i finished the colors/shading!! wah im incredibly happy i got to do an art collab with y'all, thank you so much my beloveds :D!! <333 <222

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