#personal moth things
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trying not to get attached
#messyr#sorry for vent post spams#artists on tumblr#doodle#obsessions is one thing until u start to obsess on a person#WHICH IM TRYING TO AVOID BC I AM * NOT * DOING THAT AGAIN- but its like a moth to a flame iasgidfndxn#even the smallest interactions gets me flipping#it's been so long since i felt dependant/clingy towards someone gnfdinlx i might explode#I DONT WANT TO SCARE THEM AWAY SO IM RUNNING#vent post#vent art#bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd fp
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absentminded doodles of zasp bc I love him (and one mothiva) (and maybe a doodle I did of a scene of a fic that i really wanna write but probably never will, uhhh ahem ahem)
#art#bug fables#bug fables zasp#bf zasp#mothiva is such a horrible person (moth?) but man. I like drawing her.#I like drawing fluffy things……and she’s fluffy………ooouhjjj
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I have to admit that I'm mostly a silent reader because I'm too shy but I wanted to tell you how good (and weird and crazy but in a good way) I think your work is. You've already given me a few brainrots. Especially with puppy Yuta and it would be great if you could give a few more crumbs
i'm so tired of people politely asking for more of a certain au/concept/whatever. haven't you ever heard of groveling?
#but also thank you ofc#the hybrid au is something i sorta dip in and out on so i cannot make any promises rn#but the next thing you'll see if it will probably be a moth/butterfly satosugu fic#when i find the time for that#yuuta is not in the cards but these things are prone to change#personal#anon ask
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i’m like if victor frankenstein was a fine arts student in 2024 , call me the modern modern prometheus
#more of moth#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#originally posted this on my personal instagram then repeated it in the classic lit server#i think abt it often makes me giggle#chemistry is like. one of my fav things tho#i consider it a hobby
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I had a funny mental image once so. A Fairy
#My art#My ocs#Moth girl#Scarlette Younge (OC)#Shes not actually a fairy just a shadow person siren thing#Monster oc#Monster design
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Vvvvvv messy doodles of magical girl au
#enstars#crazy b#crazy magic b#<- temporary name#euu wont tag more than that#now for rambles sooooo my main concept idea is a world with magical girls(gender neutral i still need to thing about how everything#interacts with gender and genre expectations#id say for now gender neutral with outfit aesthetics influenced more by the magic giving entity)#so magical girls choosen seemingly at random by some entity to protect the area from creature which are the manifestation of repressed#desires and dreams gone rotten#and so our characters have to defeat these monsters and purify the person/give them back their dreams/want to live#and so your standard magical girl focuses on purifying and giving people their dreams#idk if that makes sense#euuu not much is known about magical girls and how they work and one of the main theories is that magical girls are born when a persons#dreams and desires grow strong enought that they crystallise in magic powers#idk trust me so if you want something as much as you can and work on in in pure acts of love you too can be a magical girl#euuu ill reread the war tm to better write this but#i just visualise these flavour of magical girl like the idols of eichis dreams#crazy b stand a little to the left rinne positing that euu things blabla live life to your fullest feel your emotions allow yourself to be#alive a pure dream is nice if the rest of your emotions and wants are ignored they will rot (i need to reread the main story and nightclub)#yea euu ill make it coherent when im not bone tired#moth draws
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Im doing some back-reading for an essay I'm writing and jesus christ, the amount of microaggressions Wind Runner experiences is just insane.
#Being a little more conscious of the colonialist messaging in DOTC really makes Wind Runner stand out#Because she's like... constantly fluctuating between two things#Competent person who it's unreasonable to be judging so harshly#And bossy foreigner who does not truly understand us or our bonds#But naturally like. The fandom cannot handle a woman if she has ever been mean to a child#Gray Wing can openly squeal at Thunder for any number of reasons and no one questions how good of a parent he is#But Windy is mean to Moth and it's the only part of her anyone talks about
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DO IT SCARED!!!!
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The one thing I would love to see more of Akumatized Marinette is that someone would mention about how Ladybug will always save the day no matter how tough the akuma is and it sparks something in Marinette that makes her go, “But who saves Ladybug?”
I feel like that line of thinking is just so visceral for her and it prompts Marinette to take drastic action against it which have consequences. (Like if she decides to absolutely cut herself off from everyone or bottle up all her negativity which only makes it worse when she finally snaps)
I like the overall heavy burden hanging over Marinette’s head which makes her extremely cautious but also vulnerable to her negative emotions blowing up because she bottled them up to avoid getting on Hawk Moth’s radar.
#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#marinette akumatized#akumatized marinette#ml thoughts#ml rants#seriously I feel like it’s such a scary thing to have to think about#That you have to be the last person Hawk Moth gets to or the results will be catastrophic#but I also like the absolute end when she’s freed that she gets the comfort that she deserves#poor girl has too much on her plate already and here I am adding more to it
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It just completely sucks because like after years of giving them the benefit of a doubt and like “yeah they’re super religious but they aren’t HATEFUL” but feeling totally disconnected from them and like I’d never be accepted by them, i go out a limb and REALLY give them that benefit and go “well they’re not hateful so this could go better than i think:)” and it went exactly the way i thought it would, and worse, because i got harassed by my father for two months while my mother still has not said anything. I completely went out on a limb and was open and honest and even afterwards, after their initial bad reaction (they didn’t say I love you or goodbye after I left or anything, by the way) I wrote this really open and honest and heartfelt letter where I STILL tried to give them the benefit of a doubt and think “surely they will understand me” and you know what I got back? The most insane dog pile of shit you could imagine. Plus the two months’ harassment. Taught me my whole life’s assumptions were correct and I could never be open and honest with my parents about serious things and things that are important to me ever because they would ALWAYS vilify and misconstrue them. The plus side to this is that now I know that warning them ahead of time about big things doesn’t work, if I ever get into a visibly queer relationship I’m not telling. I’m just showing up to Christmas with them. Since forewarning doesn’t work you know. Surprise!!
#personal#i just needed to vent about it for a second#you would not believe the wacky ass things my dad said to me#after i tried being 10000% nice#and then the wackiness started and i was not nice anymore!#are you tired of being nice? don’t you just want to go ape shitt#really considering keeping a list of the Greatest Hits and whipping them out for the holidays#’dirty moth’ was a personal fav of mine after i compared being trans to being a moth instead of a butterfly#you barked up the wrong tree fucko I’m a writer and I WILL NOT shut up about you or this ever
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Lord of the Flies, Gluttonous Queen, Prince of Filth, Prince of Decay, Goddess of Ekron, Lord of Slander, Queen of Pestilence and Famine, The Rotting One
I Solomon said unto him: “Beelzeboul what is thy employment?” And (s)he answered me: “I destroy kings. I ally myself with foreign tyrants. And my own demons I set on to men, in order that the latter may believe in them and be lost. And the chosen servants of God, priests, and faithful men, I excite unto desires for wicked sins, and evil heresies, and lawless deeds; and they obey me, and I bear them on to destruction. And I inspire men with envy, and desire for murder, and for wars, and sodomy, and other evil things. And I will destroy the world.” - The Testament of Solomon
#oc: bael roach/beelzebub#dw i got you her first name is pronounced like belle#it's spelled bael to be close to the hebrew name of ba'al zebuv#she's so special to me i love writing characters like her#she's a bit narcissistic and has her own brand of a chaotic tantrum throwing temper but she can be REAL creepy sometimes#she's also a big party girl who's always overdressed for the occassion#and since beelzebub is the sin of gluttony she's constantly eating drinking and smoking in my mind#the funniest thing about me that even tho i have entomophobia i like insect imagery and symbolism with my characters#and well she's literally beelzebub she can basically control any kind of bugs and stuff#i also like the living hive concept a lot so yeah.... there're bugs living inside of her body#i mostly picture her with cockroaches flies skull moths and mantises crawling around her shoulder and face a lot#she's like gru with the minions she can tell all of them apart and remembers everything about them#she's not part of any fandom but i ship her a lot with woland their dynamic would be crazy#two chaotic iteration of the devil stirring the pot but since woland is more composed and calculated he'd balance her over the top#and dramatic mess of a personality out quite well#they'd crash each others parties and stuff and have a heated banter but actually wouldn't lay a finger on each other#in fact if you remotely try to insult or dare i say hurt one of them the other would go and whoop your ass bc they're offended#also fun fact i love the idea that the rest of the seven deadly sins were once high ranking angels who betrayed heaven for lucifer#so it'll go the same for my girlie too#i headcannon that she still has her wings but they turned into a more insectoid kinda thing#my moodboards :3
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we would like to hear what the normal usual moth activities are and also who's in the time loop (re: the wip ask game)
WELL! Normal usual moth activities are Normal and Usual and Standard and perfectly usual for moths of all kinds. It's one of our Very Fun Whumptober prompt fics that kind of grew a mind of its own (more specifically for "hold them down") in which Leif gets injured on a mission while the only member of Team Snakemouth available, and thus has to lean on the other Explorer's Association members to patch them back up.
As you can probably see from the prompt title, it goes Bad, and everything goes downhill from here. Also has one of our personal favorite dialogue segments which we are putting below the cut.
And, uhh, Scarlet. Scarlet is in the time loop. More specifically, Scarlet is in a time loop where he is backed into a corner with two very unconscious bugs that are Very Easy to pin on him, in which he has about five minutes of prep time to look Not Suspicious and/or prevent Team Snakemouth from beating his skull in.
He does not know the end of loop conditions. He has a very limited amount of life force. Leif's specific mode of "vision" is not actually significantly impaired by most walls. Everything is going terribly.
Normal moth activities below cut:
“He’ll probably be fine later,” Zasp offered, speaking up for the first time since the meeting had started. “He’s still moving around, so he’s probably not dying.”
“There is a hole. In his chest.”
Zasp blinked at Kina, squinting as if she’d just asked something wholly stupid. “Yes…?”
“People die when they have holes in their chests. Generally.” Maki felt a bit as though he was falling into another dimension. “From bleeding. And damage to the ganglia.”
Zasp squinted at him. “Leif isn’t bleeding”
“I dunno, dude, his ganglia looked- pretty damaged to me,” Celia piped up. “Like, uhh, dangling out of his chest damaged, which-“
“He didn’t die last time he had his ganglia dangling out of his chest. And he got back to normal pretty quickly once I put them back in.”
Maki took a moment to process that. A very, very long moment. He could see Kina’s face going completely blank wth dumbfounded bafflement out of the corner of his eye.
“…last time?” Levi finally asked, looking as though he very much did not want to know the answers that might come from such a question. Zasp nodded, seeming to put no weight at all into their expression.
“Yes. Last time. In the lost sands, with the dune scorpion? Do you not- Mothiva, back me up here?”
“Oh, was that what you were doing when you wandered off during the tour?”
“Yes.”
“Can we get back to the part where his brains were hanging out of his chest? Please?”
#we speak#asks#ask game#writing#leif's request spoilers#we post our works#we guess? this is one of our personal favorite dialogue bits its just the Everything Else thats fighting us#everyone in this association is so good at reacting to things normally#leifs request spoilers#bug fables#leif gets to bite people in normal moth activities but that also glues their jaw shut so its a double edged sword#both of these are normal and usual situations that will end so well. its going great
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"live in the moment" they say, blithe, unaware, lucky little spoiled rotten brats
THE MOMENT FUCKING SUCKS I WILL ESCAPE IT HOWEVER I CAN
#personal#sorry my life is a giant fucking dumpster fire rn#and I am trying my best#I am so so so nice and for what??#no one fucking cares#no one even tries to care#why is the world so cruel#why are people so uncaring#do people even value friendships anymore?#or am I the only exception?#I thought coming back here would help with everything#but am I just equally broken everywhere?#or do horrific things just follow me moth to flame?#idek#anyone looking for a case study in lack of community resulting in insanity here I am#no one loves me unconditionally#I don't think anyone ever will#everyone leaves
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little angel passing by
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How many characters do I have for Moth Wizard, if I count even the really underdeveloped concepts? Let me write them out (bolding the most developed characters)...
Moth Wizard himself (Jewish man & wizard, he/him)
Unnamed Necromancer (wizard)
ברכה (Jewish trans woman & talking skeleton she/her)
Unnamed Skeleton Donor* (dead Jewish cis man, he/him)
The Unnamed Bus Driver (Jewish lesbian & wizard, she/her)
The Unnamed Bus Driver's unnamed wife (Jewish wlw, she/her)
Esh (mysterious wizard who might be Jewish but also might be Muslim or something else, gender unknown, any pronouns)
Unnamed Pathetic Woman (possibly Jewish, definitely woman, she/her)
Unnamed Immortal (I just know I want to explore tragedies of immortality)
Unnamed Short Fat Mustached Woman (Jewish woman, she/her and probably some neopronoun I haven't come up with yet)
That's everyone I can remember right now? Swag. I should give these people names and possibly faces.
*By "skeleton donor" I mean that his skeleton was ripped from his grave by the necromancer, and eventually came to host ברכה's soul. He did not consent to this because he was dead and that's a key part of the tragedy of ברכה. "Donor" is not really accurate but idk what else to call it.
#sfw#personal#ok to reblog#Moth Wizard#I really need to settle on a transliteration for ברכה but problem is I have unpopular opinions about Hebrew transliteration#which would be fine if it weren't unintuitive to the audience#I mean I absolutely will have in jokes and things most gentiles won't understand but I'd like them to understand the names...
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Oh my god i got so involved in my own guardian ocs that it never occured to me that i could fuckin. Bug game them. And ofc as soon as i thought of that i realized that Aeris and Marcie have an *extremely* similar dynamic to Hollow and Hornet HSHFHSJ
#i mean its only surface level but still funny to think about#tall awkward beanpole of an older half-sibling with a creepy stare and the vibes of a haunted victorian child#who loves their spitfire badass little sister very very very much#and spitfire badass sister helps care for them when they genuinely cant due to disability but they keep her safe in return#fuck. also theyre aroace and lesbian in terms of orientation just realized that#tho personality wise and backstory wise its wayyy different LMAO i just have a Type:tm:#also also re: bug game sonas. still undecided#bc the problem is that i want half siblings still but they have v. different vibes. marcie would be a big moth or beetle#while aeris would be a dragonfly/lacewing/mantisfly#moths and butters would be fun for the whole sibling relation thing but butterflies dont as accurately convey the O_O#killing machine vibe that aeris does i think
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