#perrentes fanfic

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hii im beau!!! bmth is basically my fav band of all time and writing is a hobby of mine so I made this blog lol. I made it bc I just rlly wanna interact with ppl that like reading the same ships I do!!!!! ill really write any plot or ship, weather its gay or straight. if im not comfy with writing smth ill tell u! I hope ppl actually interact with this blog lolol. 

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Prompt: can I have a perrentes smut pls :3 where they're smoking weed together and they Fuck and Tony rides mike on the couch and it's really hot /.\ thank u so much ily

Title: I feel like a Speak and Spell way I got you learning my lines

Pairing: Perrentes (Mike Fuentes/Tony Perry)

Song: Clothes Off! - Gym Class Heroes

ADDED: Can you write a Perrentes prompt where Tony is a bad boy trying to impress mike and mike funds it cute and in the end Tony turns back into his old self and mike says he will love Tony no matter what

ADDED: Can you write a Perrentes one shot where tony tries to top mike but it doesn't work and mike finds it cute and decides to let tony top just once

ADDED: Hey there, I was wondering if you could do a perrentes smut where tony sits on mikes face IDK ( ps I love your fanfics )

WARNING CONTAINS: M/M, rimming, riding, weed?, If you do not like this prompt or pairing, do not read it! It’s not hard

A/N: I put 4 in one i hope it worked out and it may feel fast moving because idk what im doing with smut tbh

~~Highschool teenagers AU Tony age: 17; Mike age: 18~~

"This is the dumb, Tone."

"Shut up."

"I'm pretty sure Mike, sells weed himself, you don't have to get him any, tone."

"Hi-me, shut up" Tony said, placing his hand over Jaime's mouth, and looked around himself to make sure no one heard his dumb best friend.

Jaime moved Tony's away from his face, "and when did weed get names like 7-way, how do you know it's any good?"

Tony rolled his eyes at Jaime and looked around, looking for some guy name Alex. He knows it was a bad idea to bring Jaime, but he couldn't exactly ask his boyfriend to come with him to get drugs for his own boyfriend, now could he? Nope he could not. Jamie was right for the most part, this was dumb. Tony only just tried weed a month ago and that was with Mike and even he could tell he sucked at smoking.

"Hi-me, please I just want to get something new for Mike, I asked about his stuff, and he doesn't have this, but my cousin gave me the name of this guy on AOL who told me what he had, and I wanna get this for Mike." Tony told Jaime, he didn't want to tell his best friend way he was here because-

"Does this have to have to do with Carney calling you a square and Mike is too badass for you and would dump you?" Tony blushed in embarrassment, he was a easy to read as a picture book.

"listen Tony, I think Mike likes you a lot, and he knew you were a square from the start." Jaime joked.

Tony hit Jaime as a guy came up to them. Tony looked over to see this guy was Erik, "Erik?" Tony asked talking his hoodie off showing his long hair and gauges, just in case Erik didn't know who he was.

"Tony!" Erik said coming up to hug him. Erik looked over at Jaime who was waving his said saying hello. "sup man, the hell you buying from me man? Is Mike okay?"

"yeah, man he's fine I-I just wanted to buy him some weed that he doesn't have or tried as a gift."

"Man, that's crazy of coming from you, you don't seem the type."

"he's not." Jaime chimed in.

"but I got something new this morning that Mike doesn't know about its good shit too from a shutdown medical clinic. Its called Ghost Train Haze."

"how much?" Tony asked wanting to get this embarrassing movement over with.

"well your dating my friend so same price as the other one was, which pocket?"

"Left?"

"just hug me back and leave." Erik pulled Tony in for a guy, then turned around a left their side of the street.

"wow tone your lucky you didn't get rubbed by some stranger." Jaime said placing his hand on Tony's shoulder.

"Tell me about it, I'm still scared lets go." Tony said starting to walk to Jamie's house

*later that day*

Tony went to Mike's house.

"Hey baby, come on up." Mike kissed Tony when he opened the door for him. Mike grad Tony's hand and took him upstairs for him. Once in his room Mike wrapped his arms around Tony and started making out with his boyfriend of 6 mounts who he hasn't seen all day.

"Mike stop I have something for you." Tony said sadly pushing his boyfriend off of him. Mike looked sad but let go of his boyfriend for the time being and sat on his bed. Tony grabbed the baggie out of his jacket and handed it to Mike.

"What's all this now?"

"Just something for you." Tony said trying it make it seem cool and calm about it.

"why?" Mike asked place the bag down on his bed.

"I love you." Tony tried.

"I love you, too so don't listen to Carney or anyone else about who talk shit about us they don't know us and I don't believe in stereotypes man if I did I would be straight not bi. Erik called me and our school gossips a lot." Mike said reaching out to grab Tony's hand for comfort.

“I wanted to be cool.”

“with weed?”

“you’re cool and you smoke.”

“aw babe you think I’m cool?” Mikey smiled stupidly at his boyfriend.

“very” Tony kissed him.

“your cool too babe in a cute nerdy way.” Now it was Tony smiling stupidly at his boyfriend, “can I smoke with you tonight?”

“sure, but not this stuff.”

“why not?”

“this is not for a novice babe, let’s just do Green Crack.”

“if you say so.” Mike’s face lit up. He pressed a quick kiss to Tony’s lips before pulling away to open his bedside table. He took a blunt out and help it between his fingers and took the lighter with the other hand. He licked his lips and pressed the blunt between them. Tony watched with curious eyes as Mike flicked the lighter on and brought the flame to the tip of the blunt. He breathes in and the smoke is everywhere inside of him. Pawing at his throat, licking at his lungs. He takes a deep breath, letting it fill him before blowing the smoke back out, away from Tony’s face. Mike laid on his bed and Tony choose to take a set and curl up at his side. He passes the blunt to Tony, who copies what Mike did. His throat burns but he manages and blows the smoke out towards the ceiling.

"this taste better than last time" Tony observes. Mike chuckles.

"I’ll keep that in mind baby." Tony smiled at the thought and passed the blunt back to Mike. They go back and forth for a while until the blunt is barely a nub. There's maybe one hit left so Mike takes it between his lips and inhales. He hooks his hands underneath Tony’s jaw and presses their lips together and blows the smoke into Tony’s mouth. It curls inside of him, making him warm and light. Tony lets it fills his lungs before blowing it back out. It's a very intimate action and the world feels slightly of kilter.

Tony straddles Mike's waist and puts his arms loosely around his neck. Mike looks at Tony with half-lidded eyes. Tony presses a kiss to Mike's nose, to his forehead. Finally, he presses a kiss to his lips. A peck, but the whole atmosphere changes. It gets brighter and Mike can feel the warmth in his toes, Tony can feel it in the pit of his belly. Every touch lingers on the skin for seconds afterward. Mike runs his fingertips down Tony's back, loving the way the muscles jump under his touch. Tony shivers and continues his series of kisses. He presses a soft, wet kiss to the place of Mike's neck and shoulder. Mike's hand's wonder past his back to his waist, his thumbs rubbing the soft patch of skin where his hips meet his legs.

“being on top of you makes me want to fuck you.” Tony said as me moved away from Mike, looking down at him.

“You can.” Mike said honestly.

“But I wanna fist on your face too.”

“let’s try that and see what you wanna do after.” Tony nodded and got off Mike as they both striped off their clothes.

Mike got back on this bed moves, Mike groans, pushing the palm of his hands down into his crotch as he looks at Tony. Tony kneeled over Mike's face and letting himself be moved into position. Mike pulls him down until he can tongue Tony's hole.

Soon enough Tony finds himself rolling his hips, riding Mike's face as he fucks him with his tongue. And it's filth, absolute filth, but he is aware of one of Mike's hands moving from where it was gripping Tony's thigh and he groans.

"Are you..."

And Mike goes "Mmm," which sends a lightning bolt of pleasure straight to Tony's cock.

He wraps a hand around himself and jerks himself off frantically, trying to match the pace of Mike's tongue. The burn of his farcical hair rubbing against Tony's cheeks and thighs is more of a turn on than it should be, and he knows he isn't going to last.

"Mike -" he breathes. "Mike. I'm, I'm close..." Mike moved Tony off of him. “I wanna get off can I ride you?”

“Baby, you can do anything to me just touch me.” Mike said as he was jerking his hard cock slowly as Tony moves down on him.

Tony presses a kiss to Mike's mouth as he sinks down on his cock, wrapping his arms around Mikes neck, whimpering into his mouth at the stretch.

"Good. So good, babe." Mike hums, taking Tony's cheek in his hand, running his thumb over Tony's cheek.

Tony lifts himself up until only the head of Mike's cock is inside him, falling back down onto it until it's wedged inside him, up against his prostate, moaning into Mike's hand. He finds an easy rhythm, lifting up and falling back down fast and hard, using Mike's headbord as leverage, panting and whining and moaning above him.

"God, Tony."

Tony kisses Mike again, licking into his mouth and biting his lip, falling back down onto his cock and clenching around him.

Tony comes when Mike gets a hand around his cock, thrusting up into Tony every time Tony thrusts down.

"Mike, fuck, fuck, fuck me!" Tony whimpers, spilling onto Mike's belly.

"your so fucking good, Tony." Mike says, flipping them over so Tony's on his back on the bed and Mike's fucking into him, hard and fast, the head of his cock bumping into Tony's prostate on every inwards thrust.

Tony's so oversensitive already, but Mike's cock feels so fucking good that Tony can't stop himself from grinding back against him.

Mike comes after a few more thrusts, spilling inside Tony, sucking a bruise into Tony's neck.

"Baby, that was so fucking hot.” Mike said

Tony wraps his arms around Mike's neck and kisses him, hard an passionate. "Love you, Mikey."

Mike smiles at Tony. "Love you, too, baby."

The Drugs End

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Pierce The Veil Fanfiction

Over on Archive of Our Own there's an extreme lack of PTV stories. Idea Turnstile (a.k.a Jatty) and I decided there needs to be more Perrentes (MikexTony) stories. So I've made it my personal mission to fill the PTV tag with more Perrentes. My name is DeadMilitia on there and I uploaded two stories today and I'm working on two more. The stories are going to range in genre and rating. I uploaded a kink petplay one (Shy Kitten) and a cute high school one (Monday Notes). I also have some holiday ones planned along with them adopting a baby, more high school AU, smut, fluff, and angst. Please go check it out and let me know if you have a MikexTony story idea for me. I'll probably do other pairings (no Vic and Mike incest) too so you can send those, but for now I'm in need of more Tony. I do have a kidnapped Vic story I'm writing too. And if you want, join me in reviving the PTV fandom on AO3.

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Anymore (perrentes)

Yo! first fanfic published here!

Title: Anymore

Trigger warning

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They loved each other, day by day hoping that one of them would start their relationship, Mike dreamed with Tony's cute face every night, Tony always cried himself to sleep hoping that one day Mike would come and hug him, and in one of those nights, when his sobs were louder tan expected, Mike woke up, he went to tony's bunk, hugged the boy tightest that ever, kissed his chins, and then lips "I love you, little turtle" were his words, tony cried more, with happiness, and crashed their lips again, they were happier than ever, mike asked tony to be his boyfriend, everything was perfect, every day Tony loved Mike more and more, but in a moment their relationship began to break up, they didn't talked as much as before, they didn't hugged, kissed, maybe even loved as much as before, or at last Mike, one day they stopped talking at all, a stupid fight, but it was the end, Mike wasn't the same anymore, anything was the same anymore. One night, they were alone in the tour bus, a simple talk went to a fight, they were screaming, Tony was crying, everything went bad, until the moment when everything broke up. They were fighting "Fuck, I'll tell you why!" Mike shouted, anger in his voice "I don't love you anymore, we're over!" and he stormed out of the tour bus. Tony fell into his knees crying, he thought mike loved him, what happened with all the promises, all the forevers? And he felt empty, because without mike he was nothing, without him he wasn't alive anymore, he could took his old blades and remember the past again, but he wasn't strong enough to walk to the bathroom, he just wanted to lay on the floor forever.

The pain going through his veins, he felt like shit, maybe it was his fault, if he wasn't so ugly, worthless and stupid mike won't have left, why he has to be like that? So miserable, a total waste of space. And he cried again, he was a big nothing now, he wish he could die in this moment, but he was still breathing, his pulse was a curse.

But it was the reality, not his imagination. And he has to live with that, he has to keep holding on, breathing every day, remembering how things were, wishing that, someday, the love of his life would come back again, that way he won't be alone with his demons anymore.

The end.

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A/N: God when i finished writing this i felt so sad! DD:+

Hope you liked it :3

Request anything that you want, i'll do it as fast as possible <3

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& The Reason is You (21)

hiya guys. here's the 21st chapter.

tell me what you think x

I didn’t answer. I stopped from going to the mirror. After I have trusted her for years for not telling me the fact that she had told mom, she now had the courage to speak to me? I felt so mad at her.

 “Mom said it’s time for you to go to school.”

As if I didn’t know that.

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I managed to leave the house without seeing my mom. At school, I felt more lonely than usual. Blaise was busy with his training and I really need someone to talk to. I wanted to talk to Blaise but thinking of him made me feel stupid. I felt like I’ve betrayed Val because I liked him so I tried to not think of speaking to him.

I have no mood to do anything. I have no mood to eat or learn. I didn’t have any mood to live.

I might be overreacting but I feel like I’m the fucking idiot here. After all these years, my mom tried to not kick me out of the house because I’m gay. I was a burden to my mom. Now I know why Val was her favourite. Val, the person that I loved and trusted the most, was the one who told my mom what I have been trying to hide from her for years. I have been betrayed.

I stayed back at the library because I wasn’t ready to go home yet. I might have more chance of meeting my mom if I come home late but if I go home early, I would have to face Val and I didn’t think I was ready to look at her yet.

I have tried reading books but it was no use. I can’t focus on reading and the only thing that worried me most on how I was going to live from today onwards. Everything changed. Now that I know my mom had troubles breathing the same air as me, I felt more worthless than ever.

What’s the use of living under the same house with a person who loathed you? Even worse, that person is the one who gave birth to you.

I wanted to sleep in the library but I can’t.

When I felt it was time, I got out of the library. I was walking with my head down when I heard my name was being called by a familiar voice.

“Hey, Turtle,” Mike called as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

I didn’t have the energy to look up to him so I just stared at the ground while he continued to talk as if he didn’t get the hint that I wanted to be left alone.

“What are you doing here all alone? I have been searching for you. I didn’t see you during recess at the cafeteria.” I was at the toilet, trying to stop thinking. “I couldn’t even find you during class.” Of course, idiot, we don’t have any same class today. “I stayed back to look for you at the library because I knew you’d be here but Mr. Lockhart asked me to help with – hey,” he finally paused. His voice changed.

Then he continued with a concerned voice, “What’s wrong, Tone? You okay?”

That was it.

That was when I actually broke down in front of him while kept on muttering, “Everything.”

I cried and sobbed. I fell down on my knees as I cried; my hands were covering my eyes as I was too embarrassed to show him my hideous face. I was sobbing and I could actually tell that I look pretty horrible. He must’ve thought that I was an idiot.

I’ve been trying to not cry for the whole day but I couldn’t. Finally, someone who actually cared. Someone who actually asked whether I was okay or not. His question might be simple but the answer to his question made me broke down.

I waited for him to go away or kick me or say something mean but he didn’t. Instead, I could feel him wrap his arm around my shoulder and kissed my temple. I was surprised by the sudden kiss but he made me forget when he squeezed my shoulder while whispering into my ear, assuring me that everything was going to be okay.

“It’s okay, let it all out.”

He didn’t ask me what made me cry. He wanted to calm me down. He understood that if he asked me that, I would cry even harder. I eventually stopped no longer after that. After realizing that I’ve been crying in front of him, I actually wanted to run away but he kept his arm on my shoulder so tightly.

He helped me stand up and he wouldn’t let go of my shoulder. I stared at the ground while we were walking. We didn’t say anything and it didn’t feel awkward at all. I was too sad to feel awkward.

He sat me down on the nearest bench and handed me tissues. I took the tissues and wiped it on my eyes while he was staring at me.

“Are you ready to tell me what’s wrong?”

I kept quiet for a while, thinking whether to tell him the truth or just kept quiet. He seemed to take the hint and said, “It’s okay really, if you –”

“Me, that’s what’s wrong,” I answered as I wiped my tears. My voice was cracking a bit.

“Don’t say that,” his voice was soft.

“I fucked things up,” I continued.

“Everybody fucked up,” he said. “You’ll get over it. I’m pretty sure –”

“You won’t understand,” I snapped because I swore he won’t. “My own sister betrayed me. My mom hates me. I can’t be who I am.”

“Tell me about it. If you want to, put all the blame on me. I don’t mind if that’s going to make you feel better. Let it all out. I hate seeing you like this.”

I looked at him as I bit my lower lip. I didn’t know what to do. I was really mad and disappointed in myself – I didn’t care whether the boy who was sitting beside me was my crush or not, I did what I wanted to during the moment. I told him everything. I even told him that I was gay. By the time we reached that part, I have expected him to feel disgusted and run away but no, he stayed and listened.

He kept on telling me that it’s okay to be gay. And I told him that he wouldn’t understand because he wasn’t like me.

I continued. After I finished, he then asked me to scream at him which I just couldn’t because so far, he didn’t do anything wrong except for fucking with my feelings. But he said that I should pretend that he was Val or my mom and then yell at him.

I thought that idea was absurd at first but I eventually gave in and did it. Although I was letting out everything to him and pretended that he was Val or my mom, he laughed.

Mocked, I asked angrily, “What are you laughing about? You were the one who suggested this.”

“Don’t be mad, Turtle,” he said between his laughs. “You’re cute when you’re mad.”

I blushed and hit him. I yelled some more and then he did something that made me laugh and he laughed and we laughed. Soon enough, I was searching for air to breathe because we were laughing too much. My eyes were getting teary but it was because of the joke he made.

I was still laughing when he seriously but softly said to me, “I hope you’re not gonna be sad anymore because it made me feel even sad.”

I stopped laughing. Surely, that would sound okay if he was talking to a girl but he was talking to me. I thought he was joking so I laughed and he laughed too. Soon enough, we were on our way home with an awkward silent.

When we almost reached my house, I asked him to go straight to his house but he refused to. He wanted to bring me home and insisted that he didn’t give a fuck if my mother saw. Of course he didn’t give a fuck, but I did!

We stopped in front of my house and I thanked him.

“Thanks, Mike.”

“Sure, Turtle, just don’t be sad anymore, alright?”

I smiled. I didn’t know what happened next but before I could blink, he had leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. My eyes widened and I could hear my heart thumping against my rib cage. I was positive that my cheeks were red as I felt hot. I have never kissed anyone before and now, Mike kissed me.

Doesn’t that mean I finally had my first kiss with the boy I really, really, really like? 

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Hey there, I was wondering if you could do a perrentes smut where tony sits on mikes face IDK ( ps I love your fanfics )

sounds hella sexy tbh

and thank you for liking my fanfics 

Thank you for the request, sweetie👻❤️

let’s kill birds with stones

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& The Reason is You 20

oh my god this story is getting lamer and lamer i feel like stabbing myself. i really wanted to redo this but you guys already know too much so i'm just going to end it. so, comments?

God fucking dammit, of course I knew what she meant but I didn’t and never expected her to know. I’ve already planned out everything. As soon as I finished school, I would find a place for me to live and then work and then get married and mom will never know what happen to me because she’s going to be so busy thinking about her only daughter.

“Your sister had told me that you’re…” she paused for a while, as if she was about to gag. As if she was disgusted. And then continued, “Gay.”

There was a huge lump on my throat and I wanted to cry. I could feel the disappointment in her voice and if there was one thing I hate the most – it would be being people’s disappointment. I’ve already expected mom to be disappointed in me but that wasn’t my fault. I wasn’t the one who told her. I was the one who tried to hide it from her so she wouldn’t be disappointed.

But my beloved sister decided that she had a better idea than me.

“Oh.”

“Tony,” she said, her hand was on my shoulder. I wanted to slap her hand away but I couldn’t. I didn’t want to move.

“I’m sorry, honey. But you have to marry a girl eventually. Tell me that’s a lie. Tell me what Val had told me that it was all lie. We could pretend this never happened and we’ll be okay.”

“It’s true, mom, I’m sorry,” my voice cracked. I was about to cry.

She removed her hand from my shoulder and stared at me in disbelief. “You do know why your dad left me. He left us! Don’t you know why? You know, Tony. You were there. You listened to everything that we had said and don’t tell me you’re going to fuck things up for us too!”

I looked up to her, stunned by every word she had said. My eyes were beginning to get teary. I was getting scared. My mom doesn’t usually curse – she rarely even talks to me. And now all of a sudden, she was yelling and cursing.

“It wasn’t my fault that I am interested –” I wanted to defend myself but she cut me as she yelled, “Bullshit!”

I stopped. I didn’t say anything. “You and your father are the same. You guys are messed up – stupid and dumb. Why do you have to go for something that you’re never gonna have instead of losing the ones you already have?!”

“Mom, I –”

“What, are you going to tell me that you are going to explain this, Tony? This is just absurd and stupid. I’ve been trying to be so nice to you but I just can’t. You’re disgusting like your father. I should’ve kicked you out the second Val told me. But I didn’t because you’re my son but you’re just like your fucking father and I can’t accept that!”

I couldn’t stand it anymore so I ran to my room. I heard the sound of her screaming but I really have no time to give a fuck. I locked myself and immediately lied down on the bed. I cried.

The words she said kept on repeating inside my head. Yes, I do know why our dad left us. He was the reason why I was scared to tell mom.

I didn’t remember when it was but I did remember the fight. Mom and dad had not been on a good term back then and they kept on arguing while whispering on their room and since my room was beside theirs, I could actually hear them. But then, it started to get worst day by day and I could clearly hear them yelling and the sound of crashes were eventually heard.

One day, it started to get even worst. They didn’t even wait for me to go to sleep to argue. Val was still small during that time. She was probably sleeping at the nursery. They were arguing downstairs. I could hear mom yelling about how unfair she had been treated. She was crying. My dad didn’t do anything – he just stood there, willingly to take all the blame.

Mom was throwing things and my dad did nothing to calm her down.

I wanted to go to them, to comfort mom but all I did was just sit on the stairs and listened. Turned out dad had cheated on mom. He told mom that he was sorry that he didn’t love her anymore. My mom was curled into a ball, sobbing and she listened. My dad didn’t hug her or anything; he just stood there, talking.

He explained to her everything. He wanted to start a new life with his new girlfriend – but the thing was, he was in love with another guy. Mom began to shout again, telling her that she still loves him. Dad just nodded. Mom began to curse and said bad things. She told her that he wasn’t worth it – that guy would never love dad.

Things happened and I didn’t dare to look so I closed my eyes. I could hear someone slammed the door and when I was sure everything was okay, I opened my eyes. Everything was a mess. My mom was a mess. She was crying and that was possibly the side of mom that I never wanted to see again.

“Mom?” I called out.

She looked up to me. Her cheeks were wet from all the tears and although this sounds disgusting, I could see snots coming out of her nose. She called me softly and I came to her. She hugged me tightly and kept on whispering everything was going to be alright. But I know it wouldn’t because the next day, dad wasn’t living with us anymore. And mom changed. She had a cold demeanor.

I sobbed. I could feel my pillow was getting wet from the tears. I shouldn’t have told Val in the first place. I was the one at fault. I should’ve kept it as a secret but no, I was so stupid. I was too ashamed to get out of my room.

And I fell asleep crying.

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& The Reason Is You 19

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“Val, what are you talking about? Please, tell me. I have no—”

But sadly, before I could even finish my sentence, she interrupted. “Oh for fuck’s sake!” she screamed as she stood up while rolling her eyes, looking as if she was tired with my bullshit although I was the one who should be mad because I clearly remember that she was the one who made me believe Mike might have fallen for me yet she was the one who was flirting with him on the next day.

I was surprised by her sudden outburst. I felt guilty even though I didn’t know what for.

She then stopped for a while a she stared at the floor.

“Val?” I managed to let out a squeak. “Valerie?”

“Forget it,” she said. Her voice was soft now. “I am the stupid one here.”

She turned around to get upstairs but I wouldn’t let my sister just scream at me like that without even knowing the reason. Sure, every other normal sibling would think it would be normal. But it wasn’t normal to me. I love Val and I like Mike but she liked Mike too.

“Val, please stop,” I said.

I didn’t expect her to stop but she did. She didn’t turn around though. She just stood there, on the stairs, her back facing me.

“I just wanted to know one thing,” I began. With a deep breath, I asked, “Why do you call me a liar? What did I do again?”

She didn’t answer. Silence filled the hallway. After what felt like forever, she finally responded with a soft voice. “Remember when you, Blaise and I used to hang out?”

“Yeah.”

Well I did. We would always hang out together ever since we were kids and even though Blaise and I agreed that Val is a girl and Val shouldn’t play with us because we’re boys, Val actually gave reasons why we should hang out with her. “I’m a girl so if you guys need any girls help, you can ask me. And Tony likes boys too, that doesn’t make him a girl, does he?”

And that was how the three of us became close.

“Remember when you told me that you like him?”

I paused for a while to think. I forgot what happened as I’ve already gotten over Blaise. But I did remember that it was because of that we actually stopped hanging out together. Val had spent the first 3 days in her room, listening to loud pop songs and Blaise and I just got bored without her but we eventually got used to it. Val had told us that her friend might think of her wrongly if she kept on hanging with two guys so we let it be.

But that was when it hit me hard.

Oh my god.

‘Please don’t tell me it’s true,’ my breath hitched as the most horrible thought came across my mind.

“Do you,” I couldn’t continue my question but I decided that I should because I want this argument to end. “Do you like him?”

“And you just figured that out?” she asked angrily as she turned around. She was in tears. She was already crying. “Because of you, I spent days in my room thinking and crying. It feels like shit, you know? When your brother likes your crush and that’s just shitty because it’s either one of us would get hurt eventually and I really didn’t want you to get hurt.”

She sobbed.

I just stared at her. I finally felt horrible and dumb. I’ve been blind all this time. And now, the same thing happened all over again but with another person – Mike.

“You knew that I like Mike and now you’re going to like him too? That’s so unfair, Tone,” she said angrily and then ran upstairs.

Times like this – times when Val and I usually fight – I would rush upstairs and calm her but for some reason, I didn’t. I felt guilty because of my stupidity. My sister had tried to endure the idea of me liking her crush for years.

But the stupidest thing was, Blaise actually had a crush on her. She was the lucky one in this situation. I wanted to go upstairs, to tell her that it wasn’t my fault that I like Blaise. It was her fault that she didn’t tell me and be honest about it. If I knew, I would tell her that Blaise actually likes her but this was just absurd.

Everything wouldn’t go wrong if Blaise was honest with his feelings and Val just told Blaise that she had feelings for him.

But I was the only one in this situation who felt guilty. I was always the third wheel. Even with Mike now.

Before I could even go upstairs to go to Val, someone called me.

“Tony.”

“Mom?”

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Mom must’ve heard me and Val arguing because usually whenever Val and I argue, mom would call me afterwards and asked what was wrong and then give me the lecture that as the older brother I should give up on my little sister but that was just dumb because this time we weren’t arguing about who should drink the last orange juice.

For the first few minutes, the kitchen was filled with silence.

“Tony, I really don’t know how to say this,” she began and I listened and was ready for the lecture. Would she say that as an older brother I should give up Mike for my little sister?

“But,” she took a deep breath before she continued, “I couldn’t help but I actually know what is going on with the two of you. I was once your age too and I completely understand but this… this is just absurd, honestly.”

What was she talking about? Did she mean that she knew that I like Mike which meant she knew I was gay? I was confused but I continued to listen.

“Val told me a long time ago, about you.”

“About what, mom?” I stuttered. I started to become scared that I actually panicked. I could feel my palms were sweating. Mom shouldn’t know about my sexuality – she should never have.

“About you not being normal,” she said, her voice was calm but I knew that she was scared too.

“What is that supposed to mean, mom? Tell me, I’ve been doing perfectly fine at school like you want, what’s not normal about that?” I tried to bring the school topic here to make her forget all about this bullshit.

“I know, honey, but liking the same sex is just wrong.”

Only god knows how much I wanted to shoot myself right then. 

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& the reason is you (18)

okay so first of all i apologize for the late update. i know i keep on repeating this but i've been busy. i am not busy anymore but i have a hard time updating as my laptop's charger is broken and i've got a big exam this year.

but however, i hope you guys enjoy this chapter. (and make sure to leave feedbacks!)

On our way home, we just talked about everything and anything and we had a good laugh. Most of the time, (obviously) he did all the talking while I just listen and sometimes blush when he was teasing. He made me questioned whether he was just fooling around aka pretending to be interested in me or he was really gay. But he was Mike Fuentes, he was an unexpected guy.

When I can finally see my house not too far away, I immediately decreased my speed, wanting this moment to end. I slowed down and pretended to tie my shoelaces although they were already tight. I couldn’t help it – he was the first guy I like ever since I got over Blaise. When we stopped in front of my house, he just stopped talking and muttered, “Well, this is it.”

I looked at him, raising my eyebrow. Suddenly, the urge to ask him something that had been bothering me since day one came up.

Before I could even stop myself, I found out that I was already whispering his name, causing him to look up to me and waited for a question.

“I was just wondering…” I began, thinking whether this is the right time to ask him that or just pretended that I never wanted to ask him a question. “What actually made you become friends with me?”

His eyes widened for a while and then he pretended to look nonchalant. I continued, “I mean, it’s not that I hate you or anything but it’s just weird, you know? We’ve never talked before and all of a sudden you were kind of bullying me and then you got me into detention and then we’ve become closer and then you come by and hang out at my house – I mean, hang out with Val, not me, but still… it just feels weird you know?”

He didn’t answer. Slowly, he asked, “Weird? Why is it weird? We’re friends.”

“I meant,” I took a deep breath, I began to stutter as I continued, “I was friendless and I am that super lame kid that doesn’t even have a facebook account and out of the blue, you came. I didn’t mean that as a bad thing, but it’s just weird. Why would you want to be friends with me?”

That last sentence was actually hurtful. I wanted to know the answer but at the same time, I’d rather not. Was he just using me to make fun of me? I didn’t know but I wish not. For the whole time I was talking, I was staring at his shoes and wondered how many years he had been wearing them.

Then silence filled the air. That was when I realized maybe I was right. Maybe it hit him that I was just something to be made fun of. But damn, I was wrong.

“You’re a cool guy, Tony.”

I immediately looked up to him with a confused look on my face. Did he really just say that or my ears were deceiving me?

“Yeah, I know I’m a shitty guy and you don’t deserve a shitty friend like me,” he began but I disagreed because he wasn’t a shitty guy – he was a fucking great guy! He then cleared his throat, as if he was ready to make a speech. “I just wanted to be friends with you because, you’re just you. The reason is you and that’s it.”

I raised my eyebrow, puzzled with his statement. That was just absurd! No one wanted to be friends with me but why him?

He must’ve sensed that I still wanted more specific answer so he continued, “Unlike you, I can’t actually stand up for myself because I’m dumb.”

What? Did someone hit Mike with a hammer?

“You know how I was hated by many at school?” he asked. I didn’t respond because even though many people dislike Mike, there were actually more people who likes him and those who dislike him actually wanted to be like him and that was a fact. “Yeah, I’m that famous,” he joked which made me chuckle and less nervous about all of this shit.

“Well, people talk shit behind me all the time and believe me or not, I was actually, um, scared,” he muttered, his eyes were avoiding my gaze and I found this side of Mike to be adorable. Who would’ve guessed that he was actually a little insecure too? “I overheard some guys actually talk about me at the cafeteria and you were just there and all of a sudden, you actually defended me.”

I didn’t actually remember if that ever happened but then it hit me. It did happen.

I wasn’t actually sure how that took place but I do remember that Blaise’s friends once talk shit about Mike. I wasn’t really a big fan of gossip and his friends just annoyed the hell out of me, especially when they said that Mike was a faggot and stuff (I didn’t even realize he exists back then) but I guess I just hate that they were talking nonsense about someone behind their back.

So I actually snapped. And said something nice about Mike although I didn’t even know he was going to make my life more miserable.

I just blinked. How did he remember such unimportant thing?

“I was thankful for that and I decided that I wanted you as a friend.”

“Oh.”

Was he being serious?

Mike gave me a huge grin and then said, “So yeah. That is it. Why? Do you think that I like you?”

I could feel my cheeks were heating up. “No! Why would I?”

“Maybe, I don’t know. I’ll see you tomorrow, Turtle,” he smiled and then waved his hand as he began to walk, leaving me smiling alone as I watched him leave.

When I lost sight of him, I went inside my house with a loud sigh but little did I know that Valerie was actually watching me. I was surprised when I saw that she was sitting on the stairs, staring at me with her teary dark brown eyes.

“You know but you did it,” she whispered.

“Val, what happened?” I asked, feeling concerned about my little sister weird behavior.

“You know, you liar. Why do you have to do it again?” she answered but I still couldn’t hear her. I didn’t know what was wrong with her and what had happened but I actually panicked because damn, she was my little sister and I love her to death.

“Val?”

“I fucking like Mike but you had just to take him away.”

Oh my god. 

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alicia my sunshine

yes i was supposed to post a perrentes interview oneshot but i really love this prompt so i decided to write this one and guess what?? i finished it.

im sorry that its crappy because im in a rush and im actually super busy. not my best but i would probably rewrite it someday

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“How do I look, daddy?” Alicia asked Mike as she turned around, showing off Mike her favourite pink dress that she was wearing (although Mike was the one who bought her that).

Mike gave his daughter a huge grin and said, “Lovely as always.”

Alicia let out a small giggle and ran downstairs, to where Tony was. Mike followed afterwards. Alicia squealed when she saw a beautifully decorated pink cake on top of the kitchen table and immediately climbed the chair (with Tony’s help), stood on top of the chair and squealed again as she took a closer look on the cake.

“Do you like it?” Tony asked with a hopeful look in his eyes.

Alicia nodded as an answer, her eyes still glued to the beautiful cake in front of her. No longer after that, Mike got into the kitchen, joining the two. He stood beside Tony, with his arm wrapped on Tony’s shoulder, feeling happy with his sunshine’s happiness.

Earlier, they’ve been called by the orphanage that Alicia’s birth mom would like to see her – which made Tony confused and scared because she was the one who register Alicia to the orphanage yet now she wanted to see her (but if Tony were to tell the truth, he was scared as shit because what if she wanted to take his sunshine away?).

So when the door bell rung, Mike wasn’t surprised to find a young woman standing in front of him, very well dressed. The woman looked up to him and smiled; Mike returned the smile and invited her in.

While his husband was inviting Alicia’s birth mom inside to the living room, Tony picked up Alicia and kissed her cheek. The thought of losing her truly scared him to death.

“Baby?”

“Yes, papa?”

“Your real mother wanted to see you, honey. She wanted to see how beautiful you’ve grown,” Tony whispered. He hoped Alicia knew what he was talking about. She was just six for fuck’s sake, how could she understand that her mother didn’t want her but now wanted to meet her?

Alicia didn’t answer but she looked excited as ever.

Mike was talking to Ria (Alicia’s real mom) about Alicia and Ria seemed to be pleased that her daughter was in a good hand of a good father. However, Ria’s smile frowned when she saw Tony coming in with who she assumed was her daughter on his arms.

Tony put Alicia’s down and instead of running towards her mother, she stood behind Tony, unsure whether she was the woman who gave birth to her.

“Tony, this is Ria,” Mike introduced. “And Ria, this is Tony.”

“Hey,” Tony smiled, offering a hand. Instead of shaking his hand, Ria just stared at him as if she had never seen a man before.

“Is he your –”

“Yeah, he’s my husband,” Mike answered.

“Oh.”

Tony sensed that Ria didn’t like him at all. Or maybe, she didn’t like how Alicia’s parents turned out to be. Tony began to felt uncomfortable. Unknowingly, his hand reached out to stroke Alicia’s hair, as if that would calm him down. Alicia looked up at him with her big brown eyes and he looked down, forcing a smile.

“If you guys don’t mind, can I talk to Alicia alone?” Ria asked.

“Sure,” Mike answered and then turned to Alicia, “Baby, we leave you with aunt, um, Aunt Ria, okay?”

Alicia didn’t answer, she didn’t even nod. All she knew was she wanted to eat that cake and celebrate her birthday with her fathers but instead, she was going to talk alone with a very intimidating woman and she was scared. But eventually, she nodded.

Tony bent down and kissed her forehead as if it was going to be the last time they’ll ever meet. Mike ruffled his daughter’s hair and exited the living room with Tony.

The couple went to the kitchen and sat on the chair. “What did you guys talk about?” Tony asked Mike.

“We talked about Alicia. She actually wanted to name our Alicia Mandy, do you believe that?” Mike asked with a chuckle.

Tony nervously laughed. He was worried sick. What would that woman want from Alicia? Was she trying to convince that she was her real mother? Well obviously she was her real mother but what the hell did she want?

Tony couldn’t stand it anymore, he stood up and instead of getting into the living room, he stopped and decided to eavesdrop. Mike wanted to stop his husband but he ended up following him and eavesdropping with him.

“Alicia, honey, you are aware that I am your real mother, right?”

Tony didn’t see and know what was going on but Alicia didn’t answer.

“Look, honey. When babies are made, there are two people involved and it must be a man and a woman. When you have a family, you must have a mommy and daddy, do you know that? You must have two parents.”

“I have two parents.”

“But, sweetie, they are both men.”

“Sometimes I call papa mommy.”

“Don’t you see, sweetheart? They’re bad parents.”

Tony could feel his heart stopped beating for a while but he continued to listen. Mike only raised his eyebrow and did what Tony did, he continued to listen to their conversation.

“But they love me. You don’t love me. You’re the bad one.”

“Oh, sweetie, I do love you. I’m not a bad mommy. I don’t have tattoos. Look at your dad, they have a lot of tattoos. People with tattoos are bad people and bad people shouldn’t have children. You see, honey, you should have a mother and a father, you can come back to me –”

And that was when Tony’s eyes actually got teary.

“What the fuck,” Mike cursed and without warning, he walked into the living room and scooped Alicia and carried her, causing Ria to jumped in surprise.

Tony was shocked with Mike’s sudden behavior. Panicked, he got into the living room to stop Mike but before he could stop him, Mike handed Alicia to him. Tony hold her close, kissing her cheeks and murmuring an ‘I love you’.

“Look, you bitch,” Mike began and Tony immediately asked Alicia to cover her ears, “I don’t care what you think and I don’t actually give a fuck about why you are here. If you’re going to take my fucking sunshine away, I suggest you to fuck off because she’s ours now.”

Ria’s eyes widened by his sudden speech. “What in the – she’s my daughter, you dick!”

“No, she’s OUR daughter. We were there when you weren’t. Is it wrong that she has two father? What’s the use of having mother who doesn’t actually give two fucks about her? Now if you don’t mind, please fuck off. You can exit using the fucking door there,” Mike spat as he pointed at the main door.

“Unbelievable!” Ria rolled her eyes and as she was about to walk out of their house, she gave them a disgusted look and slammed the door shut.

Mike groaned out loud and then began to curse while Tony tried to block the words from entering Alicia’s ears. Alicia giggled and then asked loudly, “Why do I have to cover my ears?”

Tony gave her a smile and pressed their foreheads together, “Daddy’s mad so you have to do that.”

“Fuck that bitch! I shouldn’t have agreed of the idea her coming here,” Mike ended then stared at his two sunshines who were giggling.

Without realizing, Mike’s lips curved into a smile softly and then walked towards them. “Why are you two having fun without me, eh?”

“Daddy is the one who’s mad,” Alicia pouted.

“Yeah, you listen to your daughter.”

“Can we just go back to celebrate Alicia’s birthday? I’m actually starving from all the cursing.”

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& The Reason Is You (17)

☆ title: & The Reason Is You. ☆ pairing: perrentes 〖 tony perry and mike fuentes 〗 ☆ Highschool AU

In which, all of a sudden, Mike noticed the Invisible Tony and decided that making Tony’s life upside down would be perfect. 

Ps – I’ll be updating if you guys wanted to so don’t forget to leave feedbacks!

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Soon enough, I found myself standing beside him at the back of the theatre with him looking down at his shoes while I just stared at him. He was surprised to see me that he actually brought me here to not tell anyone, including his mother.

I was planning to tell her so that he would get back to school. I’ve missed him and not being with him for a few weeks actually made me feel lifeless. But what surprised me most was that he didn’t want me to tell his mother. Didn’t that mean his mother didn’t know he was working here? Why would he keep that from his mother – I mean, it wasn’t a bad thing to skip school because of work, right?

“Why?” I asked.

He could get a better job. He could work at the mall or something, where the salary and commission is higher but he took a job where I don’t think the salary is quite high and this place is fucking isolated.

“Because,” he began as he took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket, causing me to almost jump in surprise. I didn’t expect this to happen either. I didn’t know he smokes. I was too shocked that when he placed the cancer stick between his lips, I took it, broke it, threw it and stomp on it.

Mike just stared at me as I did that. I looked back up to him and then all of a sudden; I had this feeling to just yell at him. “You smoke? I didn’t know that. Why didn’t you tell me? Why did you work at a crappy place like this? Why have you been skipping school??” I felt just like I was my mother, asking him a lot of question.

He gave me a crooked smile and ruffled my hair, “Don’t be mad, Turtle. I’m doing this for a reason.”

I didn’t respond. He took out another cigarette, placed it between his lips and light it up. This time, I let him. He inhaled in and then exhaled, smoke coming out of his mouth. I didn’t really like smokers although my mom used to be one (yet she was the one who kept on telling me and Val to never do those kind of stuff.)

“What reason?” I asked, my voice stern. I wanted to know what was his reason to be stupid enough to skip school and made me wait for him every day. I wanted to know what was his reason to make me fell for him and the next day leave me without any explanation.

He inhaled again and then exhaled. “My mom and dad.”

I waited for him to continue. For the whole time he was talking, he didn’t look at me. He just stared at somewhere else while smoking. “My dad had troubles paying the bills for our house. And I’m doing all of this shit to help them. They don’t know though and I really don’t want them to know.”

He stopped smoking for a while and then continued, “My mom loves that house. But I don’t think we could save it, if you know what I mean. But I’m trying my best to at least help my dad.”

I felt guilty for being mad at him without knowing why he was doing all of this. I slowly nodded, finally understanding his situation.

“Do you have to work here?” I softly asked. “You could work somewhere else, you know. Somewhere with high income.”

“This isn’t a crappy place, Turtle. I’m doing this job to help my dad and also this cinema. I love this place.”

“So you’re working as a popcorn guy or something?” I asked.

He then finally turned to me, his breath felt warmer than the air, “Nah, I also do the cleaning in the toilet.”

And that explained why he was so good at cleaning the toilet at my first detention.

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Even though I was supposed to be watching the Lion King alone, I’d rather help Mike with the popcorn. Like what they say, ‘two is better than one’, right? Why should I be alone when I finally have a friend that I could properly talk to?

Mike decided to go home early so I went with him. He didn’t drive here, he told me, Vic sent him. I remembered what Vivian had said about Michael and I finally understand that this was the other side of Mike that she usually sees. I actually felt happy that I was able to see this side of Mike because he just seemed so deep and sensitive.

I didn’t imagine that he would be the type of guy who actually loved his parents a lot but yeah, he did love them a lot. He just didn’t want them to know because he was shy.

I told Mike that I came here by bus. He said taking bus is boring so he said, “Why not we just walk? You know, I need to burn some fat in my body.”

To me, he was a walking stick man. I never thought he might have any fats in his body. He’s so fucking thin like a stickman. But walking means we’ll be slower which means we’d spent more time together so I agreed.

For the whole time, he was talking about his family and I actually enjoyed listening to him talk. Until he finally said, “What about you? How’s your mom?”

I didn’t have anything good to say about mom.

“Well, she’s a busy woman so I often spend time with her.”

“She seemed like a nice woman to me but uh.” ​​​ “Yeah,” I awkwardly answered, not caring that he wanted to continue his sentence.

We didn’t talk for a while, silence filled the air. He finally broke the silence and softly asked, “You’re not in a good term with her, aren’t you?”

“Well,” I let out a sigh and answered truthfully, “Yeah. She didn’t like me very much, I don’t know why though. Her favourite is Val. Always Val. Maybe she’s just anti-boys or something, ever since my dad left.”

“Why did your dad left?”

I didn’t answer. I didn’t want to. I felt uncomfortable at the subject so I remained quiet in hope that he would understand that it was a sensitive topic to me. I still remembered the night mom and dad got into an argument. Val was sleeping upstairs and I, unfortunately, was still awake and witnessed the whole scene.

Shrugging, I said, “Uh. So I came to your house. Don’t remember when though. I talked with your mom,” I was trying to change the subject. He looked at me, knew that I didn’t want to talk about it so he just went along.

“Really? What were you doing there?”

“Talking to your mom. She invited me in.”

He paused for a moment and then said, “But hey, why did you go to my house in the first place?”

“I thought you were sick so I decided to pay you a visit. Plus, I brought you notes and homework so you’d catch up with school.”

“Oh,” he said in a disappointed tone. “Thought you were missing me.”

Although I knew he was just teasing, I couldn’t help but blush because that was the real reason why I came to his house. 

[perrentesftw]

& The Reason Is You (16)

☆ title: & The Reason Is You. ☆ pairing: perrentes 〖 tony perry and mike fuentes 〗 ☆ Highschool AU

In which, all of a sudden, Mike noticed the Invisible Tony and decided that making Tony’s life upside down would be perfect. 

Ps – I’ll be updating if you guys wanted to so don’t forget to leave feedbacks!

I didn’t know what time it was but I knew it was getting late so I excused myself to go home. But I kind of wished that I would just stay.

Because as soon as I got into my house, I knew I was in a big trouble. Mom got back home early and she was in the living room with her arms crossed, a stern look plastered on her face. I knew something was wrong because the TV wasn’t turned on. Slowly, I closed the door, trying to not make any sound but my mom had a sharp ear so she immediately turned to me.

Call me a bad brother but I kind of wished that she was mad at Val and not me. My mother and I rarely talk, and we would only talk if we need to. And by the look of her face, it seemed like she was mad at something. More like, mad at me.

“Hey,” I started, although I knew it was a bad move.

“Where have you been?” she asked.

Oh no.

“I –”

“Were you with Blaise? Who were you with if it’s not with Blaise? Why did you just come home now?? Don’t you know it’s already late, Tony???” she started to ask without stopping – without giving me a chance to explain, she didn’t want to hear.

“Mom, I was just –”

“Do you have a girlfriend, Tony? You don’t have to hide her from me. You can bring her for dinner,” my mom interrupted me again. But as she spoke, I could see that she looked scared. I have no idea why. What’s with all the girlfriend thingy all of a sudden?

I just stared at her. Maybe it was the right time to tell her that I wasn’t into girls. But I didn’t because I was afraid. I was afraid what she might say and do.

“I don’t have a girlfriend, mom. I was at a friend’s house but he wasn’t there so I hung out with his mom instead, and his mother is actually a very nice mother,” I answered, hoping that she would realize I actually mock her.

Maybe if I told her that I would never have a girlfriend, everything would be easy.

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School without Mike felt boring. Mike was still not in school but that didn’t stop me from looking for him in the hallways, cafeteria and classes. Instead of Mike, I saw Vic instead. But it was hard approaching Vic as he was always surrounded with a lot of people.

I wanted to talk to Blaise but he had been really busy with soccer that he actually had no time for his best friend.

Although I’ve got assignments to do I didn’t feel like doing it. After all, it was due next week. I went home, told Val that I was going out. She wanted to come with me but I told her that she needed to stay home and tell mom that I’ll be okay. She was pouting (I couldn’t resist pouting Val) but I guess I was too down to change my mind. I wanted to be alone.

The only place I wanted to go right then was the old cinema. But the thing is, I can drive (just a beginner though) but we only have one car and mom was using it for work. So, it’s either I have to walk or use other transportations and I went with the bus.

It was a good thing I have enough change for the bus. The bus didn’t exactly stop at the cinema though, it stopped somewhere near the mall which meant I had to walk again to go to the cinema. After God-know-how-long I’ve walked, I stared and stood in front of the cinema.

The Grand Reel – that was the cinema’s name.

There were a few cars in the parking lot, just like the other day Mike and I came here. I was glad there were just a few people but felt sad at the same time because this was a great theatre. I got inside of the cinema and stopped at the cashier, asking him what movie was available.

He was pretty surprised when he saw me. “Aren’t you the dude with Mike?”

“Yeah,” I answered. “Why?”

He only gave me a grin (which made him look ten times more attractive) and said, “Oh. You’re here to watch a movie – alone?”

‘Did it look like I came here with 3 people? Obviously I came here alone so I’m going to watch the movie alone you blind frick’ “Uh yeah,” I answered nervously. “So what movies are available?”

He began to list down a few movies and there were mostly old movies. I asked him what was the newest they’ve got and I found that new movie to be boring. So I went for animation instead and chose Lion King mainly because I’ve never watched it before.

Just when I was about to pay for the tickets, he said, “Nah, it’s okay. And oh, if you’d like some popcorn, you can buy them on your way to cinema 2.”

It must’ve been my lucky day because I got a ticket for free but on the other hand, I wasn’t a big fan of popcorn so maybe I would just grab a soda. I was staring at my ticket on my way to cinema 2, wondering if Mike would love to join me watch this movie if he was here.

I stopped in front of the place where they sell popcorn. I didn’t actually remember whether they had sodas or not so I just stood there dumbly while the tall sales boy was having his back facing me, probably preparing the popcorn.

“Excuse me,” I called and then asked, “Do you guys have sodas?”

Of course they have, there were cans of sodas in the refrigerator. But I was just asking that to get his attention.

The sales boy turned around and he actually looked familiar to me. He raised his eyebrow and then said, “Tony?”

I was shocked, of course. How could he know my name? But that was when it hit me. I know him. He was the guy I’ve been looking for these past few weeks. He was the reason why I felt empty for suddenly missing without telling me. It was Mike; he was standing in front of me with a Grand Reel apron, holding a scoop.

“Mike?”

[perrentesftw]

& The Reason Is You (15)

☆ title: & The Reason Is You. ☆ pairing: perrentes 〖 tony perry and mike fuentes 〗 ☆ Highschool AU

In which, all of a sudden, Mike noticed the Invisible Tony and decided that making Tony’s life upside down would be perfect. 

Ps – I’ll be updating if you guys wanted to so don’t forget to leave feedbacks!

「 Tony’s POV 」

I couldn’t actually believe my ears. I thanked her as I was about to leave but she invited me in. I told her there was no need but she insisted. I have nothing better to do anyway so maybe talking with his mother would make me feel less empty.

So I got in. His mother asked me to wait for a moment in a living room. They’ve got a medium sized living room and the walls were painted brown. The thing that caught my attention is the fluffy rug and pictures that were hung from the wall. I wanted to sit down but it wouldn’t hurt to stare at the pictures for a few seconds right?

Turning my head, I scanned whether she was around. I could hear her humming from the kitchen and figured she’d take enough time for me to look at the pictures. I walked to the pictures and scanned them one by one.

The first picture was a picture of Vic, I think. I knew it was Vic from his nose and lips. Mike had longer nose than Vic and their lips are different. I moved to the second picture; it was a picture of Mike and Vic hugging. They looked so cute. The next picture I wasn’t sure who, probably Vic. The next picture was my favourite because it was a picture of little Mike hugging a huge ass teddy bear and I found it to be so cute.

I imagined Mike (the Right-Now-Mike) half-naked (by then I was pretty sure I was blushing) hugging a fucking huge bear and even though I was giggling imagining it, I actually thought it was adorable.

But someone thought so too. “Adorable, isn’t he?”

Surprised, I turned around to see Mike’s mom, holding a tray of teacups and cookies. “Yeah,” I answered as I walked towards the sofa and sat on it, afraid that I made a bad impression on her.

She gave me a smile, placed down the tray, took a teacup from the tray and served it to me and in return, I thanked her and took a sip of the hot tea. She sat down and took a cup for herself. “I assumed that you are Michael’s new friend?”

“Yeah,” I answered nervously.

“Sorry, I didn’t catch your name. What was it, dear?”

“It’s Tony, Mrs. Fuentes.”

All of a sudden I was nervous about accepting her invitation to stay. I was being nervous and I didn’t even know why I was feeling nervous. I was scared that I might have given her a bad impression because I don’t usually talk a lot. What if I accidentally say something that might offend her? I tried to be careful and try to talk less. That was actually an easy task because she was the one who did the talking.

At first, she talked about school. Then she asked how Mike was at school.

“Mike, uh, well…” I couldn’t find any words to begin with. But truth be told, I could’ve talked a lot about Mike. How annoying and what a tease he was (although that was why I like him). But she was his mother for fuck’s sake! I can’t just badmouth him at his mother. But then again, I wasn’t a liar so…

“He’s a friendly person and he’s outgoing. He used to tease me a lot, and still is but maybe that was why we’re friends – or so he said. I know this sounds not good but we didn’t really ‘click’ at first but he had made me do things that make me happy so yeah,” I would’ve added more and all the time I was talking, I just stared at the ceramic cup and thought about how long it might take if I make a cup with my name carved on it.

“What about when he’s with you?”

Now that was a weird question coming from her and I didn’t actually saw that coming. “Excuse me?” I asked, pretending to not hear what she had said.

“Is he treating you badly? Does he ever bully you? Does he always put you in troubles??” she asked, full with curiosity.

(a) Yes – Sometimes (b) Yes (c) Yes

I uncomfortable shifted in my seat, I didn’t want to answer. But I eventually did because she just stared at me, waiting for me to respond.

“There are times when he put me into troubles but then he always come to make it all better,” I answered carefully. But it was true – when he got me into detention the first time, he was the one who ended up cleaning the toilet and the second time, he actually accompanied me to waste time. “And to be frank, he did treat me badly but we’re cool after that.” which was again, true.

Hearing my answers, she gave me a small smile and after God-knows-how-long, she finally got her eyes off me and stared at the cup she was holding. “Michael,” she began, sighing his name. “He’s different from Victor.”

‘Yeah, by a lot. Mike’s softer than Vic but Vic is the one who intimidated me most.’

“You can see that Victor is soft and gentle, while Mike is the opposite. But as a mother, I could see that Michael is just like Victor on the inside. I’m not saying this because Michael is my favourite but it’s true, Michael has a gentle soul. Not all can see the soft Michael because he’s a stubborn, even as a child he’s stubborn. He just needs someone to see that he’s not as bad as what people think he is.”

I found myself actually agreeing to the statement and wondered – have I actually seen this ‘Michael’ before?

[perrentesftw]

& The Reason Is You (14)

☆ title: & The Reason Is You. ☆ pairing: perrentes 〖 tony perry and mike fuentes 〗 ☆ Highschool AU

In which, all of a sudden, Mike noticed the Invisible Tony and decided that making Tony’s life upside down would be perfect. 

Ps – I’ll be updating if you guys wanted to so don’t forget to leave feedbacks!

「 Tony’s POV 」

I knew it was wrong for me to feel this way towards Mike but I couldn’t help it. He was the one who kept on drawing me closer to him. I would’ve ignored him for a long time but he just kept on coming no matter how harsh I’ve snapped at him.

My heart softened as I watch him sing, those lovely words slowly coming out of his lips. I chuckled to myself, thinking of how foolish I was to like such a wonderful person who, I know, will never like me back. I turned my head to the singer, who had finished a song and bowed, thanking every one of us that came.

I could hear Mike letting out a loud of sigh as the singer exit towards the backstage. A new band started to play and as much as I wanted to stay, Mike said it was time to go.

“But why?” I asked. I sounded stupid because I was the one who wanted to come home in the first place but now I was literally begging him to stay, just for one song, just to listen to the band play. But Mike didn’t want to stay.

“I would love to stay too, Turtle. But I’m more worried about you,” he said.

“Fine.”

So we got into the car. We didn’t talk after what happened. We didn’t have a huge argument and shit. It wasjust that – I felt awkward after him singing while tightly holding my hand, as if he was singing to me. I felt awkward after I finally admitted to myself that I had a huge crush on him.

“So, are you coming to school tomorrow?” he asked.

“Yeah, of course.”

He chortled, “That’s good.”

“Why, aren’t you going?” I was secretly hoping he would say yes. I was hoping that he would come to school tomorrow maybe he would do whatever he always do before this but he didn’t answer. After a few minutes of waiting for him to talk, he finally replied, “Probably.”

    “Good night,” Mike said as I got out of the car. I turned to him, gave him a small smile and said, “Night.”

He looked at me for a while, as if he was going to said something. But then, maybe he decided that it was better to not talk to a sore loser like me. “I had fun with you today,” he said. Then he gave me that to-die-smile and began to drive away.

“I had fun with you too,” I whispered, still not confident enough to say it in front of his face.

Sighing, I went inside of my house slowly, hoping that my mother wouldn’t notice that I was trying to not get caught by her. I immediately locked myself in my bedroom but soon enough, I could hear a knock on my door.

And it was Val.

“Tone!” she beamed. “Where have you been? I was worried sick that you might be running away from home. Where did you go? Who were you with? Were you with Blaise?? Is everything okay? No, dammit, are you okay???”

“Sheesh, Val, calm the fuck down,” I mumbled. I opened the door wider, letting her in. Once she sat on the bed, I began to talk. “I was out somewhere, okay? I was with a friend. Don’t worry, I was and still am okay. I decided to – I don’t know, have some fun a bit?”

Val stared at me with wide eyes. I know that she was worried about me but I was starting to get a little annoyed at how overprotective she was to me. I was the brother. I was the one who should look after her but no, she was the one who cared a lot. She stood up and held my hands dramatically as she whispered, “Where have you been? Did you go on a date?”

I blushed at the thought. Were Mike and I on a date?

I shook my head, “No. I was… out. Watched a movie and shit. Where’s mom?”

“You’re lucky she’s working late today. She won’t be home until 10. I was bored alone at home, you know,” she pouted as she let go of my hands and walked towards my bed. I gave her an apologetic smile. “And Mike didn’t even answer my messages and return my calls. I wonder what he was doing.”

I completely forgot that my sister liked him.

    The next day at school, I had the same class as Mike and I waited patiently for him. But he didn’t come. Maybe he was skipping class. I kept on convincing myself that maybe he was sick or something. But he also didn’t come the day after.

Soon, he had not attended school for weeks. I started to feel empty. I wanted to see him so I looked for his brother. Unfortunately, his brother was also skipping school. What type of shit is this? Have they moved? A lot of negative thoughts swarmed inside my head. I couldn’t help but to worry.

I decided to pay him a visit and I already had the answer if he asked what I’m doing at his house. I’d say that ‘I’m here to give you homework and notes’. So I came to his house in the afternoon. I was expecting Mike to open the door but it was his mom.

“Are you Michael’s friend?” she asked as she looked at me.

“Yeah. Is he home? I wanted to give him homework and notes.”

“Sorry, honey, but Michael isn’t home right now. He’s somewhere. Do you want me to ask him to call you once he got home?”

My hopes were shattered into pieces. He wasn’t at home, where could he possibly be? I was starting to get worried sick. So I asked his mother, “Do you know where he is right now?”

“I’m sorry, dear. I wish I do.”