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#meme#mattsmemes#memes that make you go hmmm#morning person#night owl#permanently exhausted#exhausted#mentally exhausted#tired#afternoon#duck#afternoon duck
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#i want to disappear but i don't even have the energy to do that#i'm so pathetic every method apart from N seems too hard for me#and that means flying to Peru#i barely speak any Spanish and i have to find a good excuse as to where i'm actually going i hate lying and i'm scared#i want to take it back here but how much trouble will i get in if i'm caught i'm so scared#and i said i'd read the Bible first but i just can't#i can't concentrate#so i just do nothing#i can't even numb myself#i feel sick after half a bottle of vodka but i don't feel any better#i don't know when i will ever summon the energy to take action#i know i should be grateful#i'm not sleeping on the street#i have somewhere warm to be#i'm not going through a war or a famine#why aren't i more grateful#it's more guilt bc i feel like why should i have those things when others don't#i don't feel like i deserve it#i feel so useless#my brain is so broken i can't even make motivate myself to eat#or take the meds because they don't do anything at all#mental health services can't help they don't even care#i don't blame them bc they're overworked overstretched underfunded#i am just an annoyance and i know that i wish i could stop existing and stop being annoying#i just have no motivation for anything at all#permanently exhausted#i have nothing to offer#it's been hammered into me that i don't matter i get it#i just want to sleep forever
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Ugh I literally haven’t bathed for a week because I’m so tired and forgetful, I forget to clean myself up until I can’t stand my own smell, it’s embarrassing and it sucks because my head is always losing track of what I’m supposed to be doing. I haven’t cleaned my room for more than a few months either. I’m a mess, a dirty depressed mess.
Also it’s the getting up and getting out my clothes thing that makes it hard. I’m so sensitive to extreme temperatures to the point where I get too cold and it hurts or I get too hot and dehydrated! I cannot just rip the bandaid off when it comes to daily routines.
So yeah, I totally get the hygiene issue 100%!
So.. I just got into a fight with my folks (again) over my hygiene. I don’t like not being clean, in fact I hate it. But I have a lot of sensory issues with water, and my executive dysfunction can get really bad sometimes. I’m not trying to make excuses, I really just.. need help. I’m trying so hard with my ADHD meds and seeing a psychiatrist. My dad is claiming he’s “never met anyone with this problem”
So I want to try and prove a point.
If you don’t, that’s totally valid. But I know I’m not the only one, I just wanna see it for myself..
I know this isn’t my usual content, I’ll make more of it soon I promise. But this is really important to me. You can ignore it if you want I won’t be upset or offended, my account is usually for happy distractions from life. But.. I just need this one moment. Thanks for understanding 💜
-Starr ⭐️
#autism#adhd#audhd problems#audhd struggles#hygiene#mentally unstable#mental fatigue#permanently exhausted#getting out of bed is hard#disabled#ugh fml
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Something cheerful
#Wuk Lamat#ff14#animation#animeeffects#tried to do something a little cheerful because ive been so poor off#i liked the art but not the animation#but it was mostly a test of animeeffects. for a free program its not bad#not super great for a lot of moving parts and complicated movements tho#but free so hey#this took me like two weeks jsut because im crashing hella hard rn#everything hurts and i can't think to save my life and im marrow deep exhausted#i just hope it isn't permanent
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the worst part about wanting to fuck Trafalgar D. Water Law (other than the stupid hat) is that he's... attainable. I could go my whole life without ever meeting a Mihawk, for example, but I could find a Law within an hour
#trafalgar d water law#one piece#his tattoos and permanent look of haunted#exhausted despair have captivated me
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Hey everyone.
I’m going to take until after the upcoming Thanksgiving holiday to just step away from this space for a little bit.
I think I’ll be back. I just also think I need to take a minute and figure some stuff out for myself.
I have been in this space for a solid ten years now, and have often encouraged people to walk away if things feel too heavy for them. So I’m going to take my own advice and just take a little time.
Please be kind to each other, okay? Remember to treat each other with love and to be gentle with yourselves and others.
I love you all so very much. And I’ll be back again soon. Hopefully with a better attitude and the ability to spread more love around this place.
Amanda. 💜
#I could feel myself getting like… more irritated?#and exhausted by certain conversations#and it’s all so much#for me the last two weeks have been constant and continuous conversations that are hard and frightening and terrible#and your girl is worn out#and this place- once upon a time- was a place I came to and usually felt more peaceful#but not at the moment?#so I think i just need to find some joy and some peace in my personal life#and then come back better#it’s not a permanent thing#anyway.#I’ll pop in later tonight to check my messages and stuff#I really do love you all and love this little corner#be good!#💜💜💜💜💜
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somewhere in between the afterlife and 4th grade
#my art#doodles#i miss my cats i miss my dogs i miss my horses. the homesickness is permanent. the grief is fucking exhausting#i miss my sister
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What if while high as a kite, Swiss had a craving for chocolate milk, but didn’t want to reach up to grab a cup, so he just mixed the syrup with the milk directly in his mouth. Mount found him while he was “making” a second and scared the daylights out of him, making him spit the milk out all over the now pretty cranky earth ghoul
Swiss would go on to teach rain, who then taught phantom and each time mountain happens to walk into the kitchen and find any of them mid mouth-milkshake he would just sigh and roll his eyes as he walked right back out of the kitchen.
#they’re all little shits#and mountain is the permanently exhausted dad#the band ghost#swiss ghoul#rain ghoul#phantom ghoul#shitghosting#cryptidrambling
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You guys say “hey nico we already saw your Chandrelle redesign yesterday” and i go uhm what the freak? Her boyfriends are literally here now as well :/ you literally have to look at them or i will wail and also drawing vallamir made me almosg pass out (Lazarus’ helmet reveal under the cut baby!)
Idk how any of these fuckers get onto that motorcycle
#THANK GOD ALL OF THEM ARE FINALLY COMPLETE THESE WERE SOOOOO SILLY TO DO#drawing armour is a riot and a half but i would do anything for that man#their divorce is about to change the trajectory of the world permanently and forever. thats just how powerful these people are#maybe the real freaks of legendaria were the friends we made along the way#i swear i have legitimate reasoning behind why Lazarus’ helmet obscures his entire face but it’s almost 4 am here and i am so exhausted#and my throat hurts!!!#so blessed be. that thought will be shared another day#my art#the hex#daniel mullins games#chandrelle stormblaze#lazarus bleeze#vallamir#Spider Cereal (au)
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Whumpees who do a lot of physical work. Maybe they work out as a way to cope, or to train for their job. Maybe they're forced to do hard labour, intensive and strenuous work. And they don't take care of themselves, or their captors don't take care of them - whatever the reason they don't sleep enough, they're malnourished, they cannot sustain their active lifestyle. They push and push until they can't anymore.
One day they just... collapse. They drop whatever they're carrying as their arms fall like dead weight, their legs crumple beneath them and just won't support them, Perhaps they ache and tremble, perhaps they feel completely fine... They just won't work. Whumpees conscious, they're okay; their body just can't work under these conditions anymore.
Caretakers or fellow captives having to support Whumpee practically carrying them. Every time whumpee thinks they can stand again, they get a hard reality check as they crash to the floor as soon as support is revoked.
Whumpers angry that Whumpee can't do anymore, but it's not their fault. Whumpers going to have to give them a more nourishing diet and more rest if they want effective workers.
#so yeah fun fact if you work too much on too little food or water your muscles will literally just give up#it's not permanent you'll be fine in a day or so with rest and proper nutrition#but until then you just can not hold yourself up no matter how you may try#whump#whump prompts#overexertion#exhaustion#malnourishment whump#whump tropes#collapse#forced labour whump#physical exertion
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I'm looking at the Zora May prompts and wanna write stuff, and now my brain's just giggling with ideas LOL like--
Imagine, after Age of Calamity, that Link and Mipha get together. That has its whole set of fun and drama - a Hylian/Zora marriage would mean a lot anyway, but particularly when it's the Zora princess and the Hero of Hyrule. Link and Mipha start to have a family, Zelda is settling into being queen, and they all have their own set of stressors and joys and the three are still besties and it would be just so funny to see y'all. Like... Link takes his oath as a knight seriously, so he still assists Hyrule often, and just this scenario in my head came and--
Zelda, sighing: I hardly slept last night. I was up late researching the latest Zonai discoveries and almost forgot I had a meeting with the Rito delegation this morning. I'm so tired.
Link, hair a mess, on his third cup of coffee after dealing with one of his kids having a meltdown while the other kept everyone up crying all night, dealing with Mipha also trying to do royal duties, having just teleported over here via Sheikah towers: .....That sounds rough.
#give me some domestic hilarity and stress and fluff dang it#Zelda has every right to be exhausted too but this image in my head was too funny not to share#I don't know how parents do it I'm barely alive most days LOL#if I had a husband and kids to worry about too I'd probably have a permanent IV for caffeine injections#all my lovelies who are parents: God bless you XD#age of calamity#oh and then totk happens and Link almost loses his ever loving mind LOL#imagine Link as a dad in totk HAHA#Link dealing with Ganondorf while his four-year-old destroys Dorf emotionally#Ganondorf: Behold a king's revival!#Link's kid: You're not even NEARLY as big as Grandpa and he's a REAL king and your hair's ugly#miphlink#poor Zelda had to become queen after the Calamity since she came of age#she and Link exchange letters on the regular when he isn't doing assignments for her and actually gets a few days to chill in the Domain#Mipha has to often visit to help Zelda with her anxieties#I think they'd be a fun dynamic ok
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John Marston and Sombra 𑁦𓃥𑁦 RDR1
#this game is so good#I bought this game second hand and it was in japanese but it's fine now#bonnie gave me this sick horse#I don't know if it's a mare or stallion but I named him sombra del sol because of his beautiful coat colour#john sounds permanently exhausted and I understand him#man just wants to get his life back but he's stuck helping weird people find maps and sell health tonics#bless him#rdr1#red dead redemption#john marston#mick squeaks#red dead redemption community#sombra del sol my horse#he has one white foot I think that's so cute#micks pics
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hi i don’t want to be tired anymore
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hhhhidea...,,,, CUTE idea (kinda?) dust reading to phantom papyrus during night to lull him to sleep,,,, but really its just a way for him to pretend that everythings not really that shit (as if phantom paps isn't just dust's denial incarnate) and to help him NOT wake up because of a nightmare again or something
(and just because i can't resist now im imagining this with mtt. not that dust stopped reading to paps in place of killer and horror (because he wouldnt he simply wouldn't) but now the two join them for storytime. horror knocks out pretty damn fast and eventually dust falls asleep too after he makes sure that paps is satisfied with the amount he read and then killer's just left to sit there. maybe he tries to fall asleep maybe he doesn't,,,, maybe he picks up the book and continues reading but EITHERWAY,,,,,, this scene in my head so 💥💥💥😇😇😇)
#sweet soft mtt taking OVER triglycercule's brain has been invaded with them.........#horror probably sleeps like a rock man. dust is a very very very light sleeper. killer doesn't sleep at all and when he does#its just like that half asleep state. better than nothing tho....... those weeks of not sleeping probably leads to the most delicious naps#now in an ideal world killer learns to get a proper sleep schedule even if he can't feel his exhaustion#however in MY mtt dominated world killer doesn't fix his sleep habits and instead just takes a shitton of naps everywhere#they killerfied the house (made everything softer to sleep on) and killer always has 2 walking pillows to sleep on#sure he might not get 8 hours of sleep like during night. but he got that over the day so its ok TRUSY#this surely wont have any bad side effects but whatever its the mtt since when do they care about PROPER habits. if it works it works#ik i aaaaalways say hrkl wouldn't like phantom paps and find it weird but also now im considering#like. them being jealous of dust for always having kinda papyrus with him#like damn..... horror fucked up his brother permanently. he will never get the old paps back#and killer doesnt want to see his papyrus again because then he thinks hell just ruin everything again#but dust gets to talk and laugh and joke with his paps all the time!!! he got it better than them and thats just cus he hallucinates!!!! wt#i mean phantom paps isnt a 1:1 version of papyrus but hes close enough in my eyes#another idea....... horror (and maybe killer if he warms up to it) hanging out with dust JUST to talk to phantom paps#dust could easily just lie about what phantom paps says (although unless he had a reason he wouldnt risk upsetting paps like that methinks)#but theres something there. something something toxic mttpoly dynamic or whatever idc man. im in the mood for FLUFF!!!!!!!!!!#i think it would be funny if phantom paps says dusts deepest thoughts about hrkl. and then if he wants to say it dust has to filter it a LO#they could be sitting near killer and phantom paps would provide a detailed description of why killer has the mannerisms of a cat#and then dust would (hesitantly) agree to everything paps said (he was thinking it too) but when killer looks back at him#(he's been staring at killer for the past 10 minutes to see if what paps said was right) dust just says like. you remind me of a cat#OR BETTER YET he doesn't wanna admit that he thought of that so he just says paps says you remind him of a cat#insert horror version of this moment here. and killer quickly realizes that dust's just using papyrus as an excuse for why he says stuff#like that sometimes. horror just thinks dust's a weirdo freak (but unlike killer he takes the little observations to heart. loser)#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc
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I'm feeling lowkey talented 🙈
#made this permanent rangoli thingy so I don't have to exhaust myself every diwali by making 100s of rangolis#tell me you're proud of me or I'll cry#considering how much I used to hate painting and how much details it took I'm very happy#is this art?#art
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i lived btw if you even care
#sarcasm just in case#in reference to surgery i had last week#ngl never have had surgery this major and i anticipated pain and wound care etc but not this amount of exhaustion#i am sleeping so fucking much and i already slept a lot#but today is the first day without any acute surgical related pain and my drains are out#so i am sorry to all the dms i have yet to reply to bc my brain is basically sand and goo#i also fell down the stairs lmfao but i am fine!#i'll still keep my queue where it is and may keep it at this level permanently idk#ty to everyone who gave me well wishes i really appreciate it!#the speaking clown#delete later
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