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Lance, Zhou, and Jules at the Ferrari Driver Academy — 5 August 2014
#just a lil throwback#perhaps im emotional#lance stroll#zhou guanyu#jules bianchi#f1#I know people are gonna get mad at me for not tagging the others#but I’ve never claimed to be good at names#2014
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touya pillleeee
#touya todoroki#natsuo todoroki#fuyumi todoroki#shoto todoroki#todoroki siblings#touya stayed au#they grow up together perhaps#touya being a teasing cool older borther that everyone has a crush on is so real to meeee#loves his sibilings he just gives them a hard time because he wasnt taught how to regulate his emotions. and its fun to make fun of them#shoto in a bluey shirt is my biggest brain move everrrr im not sorry#same with natsuo in a fnaf shirt#touya showed him fnaf yes.....
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that brief passage during the banyue arc where the book is like "the two became immersed in a serious discussion on stars and the night sky" is so important to me because how many times over the past centuries have they looked up at the stars separately and made individual wishes from the bottom of their hearts and now they're standing together beneath the stars, bonding over their shared knowledge like they've been doing this forever.
#I JUST GET REALLY EMOTIONAL OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS#also i was tucking my tabs into book 1 because im done with it (for now because i NEED to move on in my annotating)#and i got to that particular tab and saw my notes in the margins and it made my emotions even worse SO here i am#hualian#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#i guess perhaps#take a shot every time i say 'the stars'#my dumbass
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How are we feeling today, people who read pokespe?
#pokemon#hardenshipping#pokemon special#I CANT#Theyre living in my brain rent free#sometimes i just remember that Archie really called him friend after everything#after we see him being so cold to everyone and after he killed Maxie#and it makes me want to break walls#and then i remember how theyre die together peacefully after everything#theyre so calm because theyre together and theyre know they did their best#and it makes me so sad so sick so emotional im going to cry someday#also#the fact archie ask maxie about if he want to work together again#first of all thats kind of ironic and emotional after we knoe archie killed maxie#second thing its that jts funny because in the beginning its maxie who asks for working together perhaps#i can't#i want to write essay about them im actuallt going to do it and then post it here#so every one of you will cry again
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genuinely sort of obsessed with suicide and killing yourself and dying lately. main character in a manhwa I was reading tried killing herself kind of late into the story coincidentally at a time where I was already starting to become very obsessed with death wnd now I'm having so much fun finding more killing yourself stories like yes let's all kill ourselves no more I think that'squite enough.. like 8ts really the only thing I look forward to thinking about lately I wake up disappointed that there's nothing to look forward to for the day or life but remember I have time to think about killing myself and I'm like Yay and hurray and such. I've felt this way like twice and it's a comparatively higher risk level of being suicidal for me since I kindof dont care about anything but this focus and I feel almost genuine excitement and anticipation about death and for hours a day I'm just fantasizing about being able to give up or start over, which is worse than having severely sad angry emotional issues kind of depressed where things do matter and they're just not good but in this case nothing matters or excites me except this. it's worse as in like it doesn't feel as impossible to happen but it does feel way better like well at least I still have killing myself and dying we wlways have killing ourselves and dying
#not that it's not ever sad im sentimental and change makes me sosad so it's depressing in the normal way im used to too#but sometimes i feel like i dont even realize i still have care for anything or emotion left in me until i randomly cry#but i barely feel or think anything it's almost just physical#and im like extremely overly unbearably emotional perhaps the most unbearably so to ever be it's one of the reasons im like quite unlikable#but i feel like a disconnect now im watching someone else's emotions and it has little to do with me and it's not as painful#it still is but it's not the same#extreme hopelessness has certain spots and waves to it that feel too good#not genuinely good it's still depressing but in such a weird way that makes me almost want to laugh#i can hardly tell what it really feels like
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I think my main complaint with how maria and shadow's relationship is portrayed is how uneven it feels. Like, it always feels like Maria is only ever there to make Shadow feel better, and there's nothing that he does that really makes him feel like Maria's best friend, only that she is his.
Like, she's the one who's dying, why is it always her who is comforting and defending Shadow and never the other way around?
Yes, he protects her, but that only really makes it feel worse in certain aspects which I dont feel like getting into with this post.
I think theres a simple way that they could have averted this, which is to have a scene where Maria is in a vulnerable state. Like, have Shadow comfort her emotionally for once. She's a 12yo with a deadly illness living in space, let her get upset about herself for once.
This next part isn't necessary, but maybe when Shadow finds her crying or something, the first thing he does is blame himself for it, which actually only makes things worse. So Shadow learns that blaming yourself doesn't just hurt yourself, but others too. And tries to better himself about it.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#idk maybe i dont think the 12yo should shoulder the whole emotional brunt of her friendship with the alien hedgehog#though perhaps another way to look at that without being super weird about the girl is if we see shadow as like#an intelligent toddler or something#but thats super weird about him and im not sure toddlers feel guilt
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damn i was really hoping it was gonna be a promo video
#😩😩😩im having a hard week i want my emotional support wth#a little sad perhaps#they’re gonna have to do actual reeal promo eventually. right#dan howell#phil lester#dan and phil#phan#nebulae.speaks
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i want tumblr moots but you guys are all freaks and scare tf out of me
#looking for moots#moots#i still dk how to tag#send help#im emotional but i swear im funny too#pleeeease#thought daughter#perhaps?#idrk
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Me trying frantically to finish the next chapter before it’s time to put on my suit and makeup
Happy Beetlejuice 2 premiere day!! Everyone have fun and be safe!!!
#blue babbles#IM HALFWAY DONE AUGHHH#I KEEP STARTING TO WORK ON THE LAST SCENE AND THEN GETTING TOO EMOTIONAL#may perhaps post pictures of me in my full getup with my face blurred but also. some of yall have already seen my face#beetlejuice
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One thing that is important about Jonathan in the first arc, and it's worth keeping in mind going even further forward, is that we've learned that he values his life... but throughout his imprisonment and torture, he's been (doggedly, persistently) guarding, even more, his Sanity and his Soul.
He had been begging God to at least preserve his sanity, so he could write in his journal the truth. To guard the journal at all costs, his own soul.
He couldn't save his sanity. And he does not know if he'll ever get it back.
He has his soul. His journal, in which there are things he dares not confess. And he gives it to Mina, to have and to hold, to do with it as she sees fit.
#im a lil emotional perhaps#not coherent analysis right now#dracula daily#jonathan harker#mina harker#jonmina#re: dracula
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Honestly, I'm just glad that they're getting the 'you wouldn't court me' scene early into the season (since the dialogue made it sound like this was their first exchange since colin has been away) because that's not the focus, and isn't even the biggest issue they both will have to tackle. For god's sake, pen dragged his sisters' name around, said some dangerous things that might have ruined lives. This is not like the book, where all whistledown does is meanly jab at anyone. And yes, i think it has created some really interesting non-romantic tension in the story--i think they can do some interesting things with it. But i just hope they don't make colin into some doormat so the show can go, 'pen is morally absolved of all actions because he is okay with it!' That's a cop out, and you KNOW IT!!!!
#i love pen truly#i know what it feels like to be a teen filled with what feels like a special brand of pain#but she needs to accept that perhaps whistedown brings out the worst in her#and my boi colin...let him emote pls#let him be a person before a love interest PLS IM BEGGING#(also ironic that when i was reading the book i thought colin was overreacting over the whistledown reveal but it for the SHOW? makes sense)#polin
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little fun fact: in a cn video for the dreamjolt holstery event they have aventurine (with the hat and glasses!!) order a drink called Station of Freedom thats clearly designed after him considering the name and the colors matching him perfectly 💛💚
#aventurine#honkai star rail#hsr#the flavour of the drink is really cute... orange syrup / energy drink / cool soulglad -> very sweet and refreshing and a little strong#strong i assume means how aIcohoIic it is#it suits him sooo well sorry. obsessed. im glad he likes sweet things. i hope he likes citrusy flavours#also short brainrot moment: haha the lil purple drink next to his drink being Emotional Indigo haha like- perhaps. a certain scholar-
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@pinkpalmingo @atapi wahhh thank you so much for the thoughtful asks; i really appreciate it!!! its really neat to hear an outside perspective on what makes my art distinctive- i often have trouble picking out what might stand out about it, myself
@rustedmoose
ITS BEEN 14 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!
#(im not really mad lol)#rewatched invader zim recently and while its perhaps not THE BEST CARTOON OF ALL TIME the way it felt when i was a high school freshman#i still really appreciate the art direction. that show was Stylish#also rewatched the movie and it was kind of jarring how different it felt.#i didn't notice when i watched it back when it came out because it had been ages since i'd watched the show itself#but watching them back to back was like. WOW the nihilism has been toned down#dib would NEVER have gotten an emotional heart 2 heart with his dad in the OG show#movie wasn't bad or anything but honestly i missed the nihilism; it was distinctive. the sky for a good portion of the movie is even BLUE??#i'm guessing to better contrast with the apocalyptic conditions later in the film- but it felt really weird#(talking about invader zim because i'm bad at taking compliments about my art THANK YOU)#asks
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something I really love and didn't expect is how much kdj loves his kids. Lee Gilyoung was just a random kid on the train and he took him under his wing. Shin Yoosung had the potential to be something terrible, and he gave her not one but TWO separate chances to grow up differently, and she's very much his daughter whether she's his incarnation or his baby Biyoo born of an egg. Every time he refers to them as "my lovely kids" I explode
#orv liveblog#hi everyone i have reached. the squid.#taking emotional damage from All That so instead im thinking about the kids#though here's some more emotional damage:#it's interesting to think about how kdj has taken on such a parent role considering his issues with his parents#but then when you think about it. you learn what love looks like from your parents#so you look at kdj's tendency to use violent traumatizing self sacrifice as a form of love#and you look at his mom#and youre like ah. perhaps there is a reason he is like this.
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I could concede defeat and accept that I'm simply not good at nitro fueled ORRR I could continue onwards. Bravely and with great strength.
#the thing is im too noble and have too much mental and emotional fortitude much like a knight or perhaps a hero from some kind of fable#so i find myself in these sorts of situations often
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I Very irresponsibly stopped taking my SSRIs around Thanksgiving (in my defense it's a very low dose. I didn't really have any bad side effects and it was mostly because I forgot it for a few days and then just gave up) and I was kind of enjoying being able to feel Actual Emotions and The Sadness for a couple of weeks but now. Oh no. Actual Emotions and The Sadness™️
#i fear that my meds prevented me from properly processing my grandma's death#and boy am i processing that now#among the Other Stressors#perhaps..... perhaps i should start taking them again.....m.#sometimes i feel like I dont really need them because a lot of my issues are more autism related than anxiety#and also the adhd makes emotions weird#but also i think i suspect that more when im on the meds and falling victim to that false confidence medications bring lmfao
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