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I can't be the only one who thinks the Doctor quoting from Philip Larkin's An Arundel Tomb is a reference to Amy and Rory, right? Moffat loves his intertextuality, after all.
#doctor who#boom#fifteenth doctor#amy pond#rory williams#steven moffat#is this a reach?#perhaps but i'm desperate#matt karen arthur return when?#philip larkin#steven moffat when i catch you#ncuti gatwa#dw#s14e03 boom#doctor who spoilers
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— the oresteia
#dune#duneedit#lady jessica#leto atreides#leto x jessica#rebecca ferguson#filmedit#film#adaptationsdaily#usergif#filmgifs#filmtvsource#scifiedit#maya edits#otp: i should've married you#i have to be honest here i'm not convinced this is actually from the oresteia i went through my copy and it's not in there#but i saw it on tumblr and i needed desperately to edit it so perhaps it's just a different translation#how queue have to finish the hat
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Me watching ULS: wow Hotae is so intense, I wonder what his deal is
Me revisiting ULS after watching TTOF: Hotae has experienced levels of yearning and desperation previously unknown to man. All things considered, he's handling it pretty well
#Rebuking the idea that ttof was unnecessary bc for me at least it helped recontextualize some of their interactions in ULS#I'm such a shooter for Hotae now#Go Hotae is perhaps the most desperate bl character I have ever had the pleasure of witnessing#Tasted Donghee's lips once and was never normal about it ever again#unlikely that this would ever come to pass but a sequel from Donghee's perspective might fix me#I think he's the only one who still has obvious inner conflict going on#unintentional love story#the time of fever
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me judging violet as if this wouldn't be me if a boy like tate came into my life
#guys i'm so desperate#like not only do you love me after 2 secs but you're FINE AS HELL?? COME HERE RN IDC!#i would risk it all perhaps#tate langdon#ahs fandom#american horror story#ahs murder house#ahs murder house rewatch#evan peters#evan peters fandom#lem talks
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i understand the appeal of angsty wolfstar i get the rationale and i do think that is part of the main draw and like i've definitely been sucked into the wolfstar doom spiral many times. but also i do think their relationship is more forgiving than is really acknowledged on here. like as far as we know, there wasn't actually all that much strife between them post poa, actually. they're often presented as a unit even when there's no literary utility to that choice (joint christmas present my beloved), they both go out of their way to forgive each other even when we, as readers, question the sanctity and ease of that forgiveness. they're extremely quick to support each other and provide a united front, to the point where they both immediately change their answers to suit the other when they do contradict. and even from this perspective there's a lot of toxicity and enabling and codependency and unhealthy shit you can read into their relationship without manufacturing drama. sometimes the drama is that they love each other so much that they could forgive the unforgivable, even when they know they shouldn't. or that they're too afraid to conflict for fear of abandonment. but ultimately i think the greatest tragedy IS that they were briefly each other's greatest hope for healing and love. it's not a tragedy if there's no hope in the first place you feel me
#wolfstar#r/s#hp#txt#i'm a little sick of the idea that they'd never work in the long run or wouldn't have gotten together without the war#it's kind of irrelevant to me bc i love late 30s wolfstar who desperately want it to work and who find comfort in each other#despite it all etc#even when they're a little fucked up. perhaps especially even#not coming for anyone's personal interpretation or anything. engage w it how you want this is just my lil opinion
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#silcoon#i'm desperately trying to think of something to say here. this really is just a circle with spikes on it. anti minecraft creature#i didn't remember it having hair over its eyes. that's certainly something that's going on. silcoon has a bit of a scene phase#i really dunno. if you showed me this image i probably wouldn't be able to tell you what this is. maybe a ball or perhaps whale's underside#i got nothin'. here's silcoon. definitely one of the mid evos of all time. it makes sense the progression from wurmple to beautifly but#doesn't have a lot of visual consistency. although i think that's a case with a lot of older gen bug-types#yanma's always gonna be my fave. though.
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the child model steve harrington brain worm i have is literally eating at every other thought i have... literally considering spending Money to commission someone to write this bc i am unforch not cunty enough to do it justice
#am i that desperate....#perhaps.....#child model au#I JUST LIKE.... I JUST LIKE.....#but also at the same time my thoughts are so fleshed out that#i wouldn't want to totally interfere with someone else's creative process BUT i Need a specific itch to be scratched#UGH.......... when i have to stretch my writing muscle.... idk if i'm that desperate yet#this requires such meditation and reflection
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oooh ok if you’re wanting prompts- robin chrissy and heather’s days off finally align, but they all have different things they want to do together. do they bicker? make a plan? compromise?? 👀
So I'm imagining they all have entirely separate jobs because of course they do. Robin's got her job doing whatever, let's say she's managed to snag a job (With Steve of course that's her work best friend never leave home without him) at the local Waffle House so her work hours are weird and sometimes she's going to bed the moment her wives wake up, Chrissy is working as a gymnastic coach, and Heather has somehow gotten herself into being a volunteer firefighter. Chrissy has the most flexible schedule (Get it) out of all of them.
They do love their jobs, but man is it brutal on their date nights.
Eventually they do manage to get a weekend together, and of course they don't want to waste it!
Problem is the how. Heather just wants to have a normal date night so she wants to go out and eat after a nice walk around town. Robin doesn't want to be near a restaurant because she is positive the waitress mentality will embarrass her in front of everyone ('Babe you work at a Waffle House it's not that fancy.') ('Heather baby my sweet sweet flaming ball of my miserable yet enchanting life I will accidentally walk into the kitchen if I'm not careful.') ('... Robbie why would you be in the kitchen?') ('Tickets.') ('Ah.')
Chrissy wants to spend the entire time in the house, cuddled up with each other and being lesbian wives doing lesbian wife things like holding hands and see how close they are to succumbing to building furniture for fun. As sweet and relaxing as that sounds somehow it feels like a waste just being home and doing absolutely nothing. They're not gonna have this much time again for a long while they might as well use it! (They do sleep in bed a little longer together regardless. Chrissy is a lump in the blankets, Robin has sprawled over everything, and Heather is octopused around the closest things which are usually either her girls or a pillow)
Robin wants to commit crimes of the loving but frankly a little concerning kind.
We can't let Robin commit crimes.
No matter how much Chrissy and Heather also want to commit crimes.
So they do bicker for a while over the span of a week before the actual days off in the form of many, many sticky notes stuck to bathroom mirrors, passing conversations, muttered sleepy time musings, messengers in the form of sending whoever they could convince to go between work places, phone calls, and even one (1) point in time where they were just in the same bathroom together.
In the end they ask Steve, date-life extraordinaire, for advice, who just tells them (in a fit of this man was rudely awoken) something about how girls like spas and stargazing. He's totally making something up.
It gives Robin an idea immediately, even if it makes no sense and takes a little convincing. A nice and relaxing spa day followed by shuffling off into the wilderness and laying underneath the stars! Perfect! No sitting around at home but also plenty of relaxation and being all date-y!
(It ends up being the greatest date night ever.)
(Even though Steve is a little worried when Robin came back with a photo of them in a tree while a bear was sniffing around at the bottom.)
(And when Heather came in to regale the tale of how Robin does not believe she could wrestle a bear.)
(... And how Chrissy accidentally kicked a bear in the face and apologised as told by Chrissy herself.)
#stranger things#robin buckley#heather holloway#chrissy cunningham#hollowbuckingham#pompompoolsailor#cunningway#bucklway#buckingham#steve is just their honourary extra and guy that knows what makes a good date#steve makes no actual final decision he is just there because that is robin's best friend why wouldn't she prod him for info#the girls were desperate by the way#alternatively i'm pretty sure they'd somehow end up committing crimes#just sets fire to things in an empty field and also see who is the better can shooter with real weapons#and perhaps end up just doing girls things like do an escape room or smash objects or devour strawberries like maniacs#or paint their nails. girl things#they won against the bear by the way#completely by accident but they won#nothing says a day off like a spa day followed by being chased by a bear#perhaps this is where they rock climb :)#they end the day with a relaxing bath together#and by together I mean TOGETHER#they got a massive bathtub for a reason!#someone falls asleep in the bath because someone else is massaging her head#making the most out of their days off#there is a small chance of kidnapping as per usual
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you know i wonder where the essay is, i certainly don't have it prepared, what it reflects about society, that the '99 trigun was a fun action western-sci-fi anime with a plot that wove itself out slowly and had plenty of heart that got serious eventually but was also a quirky romp through most of its run
and the '23 trigun stampede is a dystopian sci-fi set in a crumbling desert that can barely support life with a dark plot that drags you under immediately and also does have a lot of heart but ultimately appears to have the theme of scavenging that heart from a place that gives you no reason to believe it exists
like, as time capsules i feel like it's unintentionally saying something about us, about where we've come to and come from, that the same basic story is told in two such wildly different ways, after less than a quarter-century
#trigun#trigun stampede#i know that this is reductive but the tone of the two is just so *insanely* different that it's shocking#like the new version is gorgeous and i'm really liking it but you cannot view it from the lens of the og anime#they are essentially two entirely different anime#and yes i recognize that anime from japan is not tapped into the american zeitgeist but we live in such a globalized society now#that things seep through and things like the economy and constant streams of bad news and global wars affect all of us#do i think that it has something to do with the former american president specifically? of course not.#do i think that maybe it could reflect the growing global tide of fascism and authoritarianism and the helplessness that#many of the below-40 generation feel almost as a matter of course? perhaps.#that's something that absolutely is unfortunately transcending borders and cultures in a way that would take three sociologists#and a bar's worth of wine to describe#the same disease and sense of being abandoned or even betrayed by the people who were supposed to save you#and the deep desperate human urge to scrape together all our stupid little fragments of stupid little hope to keep us going#i haven't finished it yet so i can't say where it's taking this setting#but i find it very interesting how the two versions are so wildly divergent in tone and priorities
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helloo rathologic how does it feel to always be so based.....i have an actual question: since there were originally meant to be 7 playable characters in p1, three of them being the ones we have and also the planned alexander block and aglaya, who do you think would be the other two characters? or just overall which characters do you think would be interesting to play as?
Benedict from the 2002 techdemo! since he did largely get developed into the person we now call the bachelor, it's hard to say how he fits into the original seven wrt: none of the healers really existing at this point. but an intriguing guy he "knows nothing about medicine" and is making it up as it goes which would be SO fun in a healer... if I had to guess any other "unique" npc from that demo it'd be kuron, who was at least relevant enough in the writers' heads that his name was reused as a mythological figure in p1
it's not a big chance at all but the techdemo including maria kaina makes me wonder if they'd conceived of letting us play as her-- with 7 playable characters incl. the emissaries you can't have em all be healers right? She's very different from the maria we have in the final game but in any case maria route would be fascinating :-)
#I would do drastic things for Oyun Route in p2 but there's perhaps less to be seen in 1 re: how clearly defined his actions in the story#are. my conception's that it'd have to take place entirely within his time out in the Steppe with some flashbacks & that time is less#philosophical and less desperate in 1 and more ''i'm just getting out of here to avoid suspicion''#ty very nice ask!!#anonymous#asks#p1 techdemo
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People get wayyy too comfortable shitting on entire regions istg
#it's one thing when i or others from (or who've at least been to) the midwest/south complain/joke about it#but everyone with zero (0) actual personal experience/connection to know what they're talking about who hits me w a 'how was racistland'#or 'bet you're glad to see something other than corn again' or whatever i'm setting on fire w my mind#actually honestly even the comments others from there make get old after like the 1000th 'you live in hawaii haha why would you come back??#idk dude could it perhaps be that I appreciate spending time with my family and getting to revisit the unique cultural/environmental things#that while you may still be constantly steeped in as a default to take for granted i've been desperately nostalgically craving for months??#literally something as simple as seeing patches of wild violets in my uncle's yard and commenting how they're so pretty and always one of m#favorite signs of spring. just to get 'oh yeah lol those are just weeds.' aaaaAAAAAAA#hell even just appreciating season distinctions at all would get like 'must be nice always having great weather/never shoveling snow' lol :
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WIP game
Pick one of my WIPS (any of these are fair game) and I'll write a new sentence for it
Vampire AU part 2 (Anakin) @wibzenadarksiderwithasoftheart you got lucky with some extra, bonus sentences ;-)
Anakin was lost in the feeling, swept up in the raging current that was dragging him under, helpless to do anything but follow its pull, when suddenly he was ripped away. Disoriented, the urge to snarl, to tear, to bite and rip his way back to the warm flow was stilled by a razor sharp pressure against his neck. “This bite made you mine,” Obi-Wan’s voice was a velvety soft caress even as the scrape of his fangs screamed danger. “I said stop. You will abide me.” Anakin didn’t need the command that reverberated in his tone to make him comply. He melted into the touch. He would do anything he asked.
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Argenti is actually pretty Lancelotcoded, he is deranged and even suicidal. I adore him
#I didn't expect to like him this much considering what I had seen in leaks and trailers#but he is actually not just a cringe fail man with a flare (which is also good)#he is also a wet sad man trying desperately to get close enough to something dead that he'd get a glimpse of it and its light again#He can have a piece of my heart for this after all#However‚ yet again‚ why am I like this lol#He started talking about how getting as close to death as possible is the way he has to get the shadow of the shadow#of the probable hallucination of the echo of Idrila‚ and that's the path he must walk because seeing them even if it's not real is his wish#and I could feel myself grow fonder with every word. Awww of course I'll let you try to die in the pursue of your wish. Of course#What's with me and borderline when not straight up suicidal characters what the hell#Anyway... Get in the car. I'll take you and Blade get some cookies or popcorn‚ or whatever you want. Blade's already in the car just hop in#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#I honestly was expecting him to lean more towards Galah.ad or Perziva.l perhaps. That he has the Lancelo.t air has won me over for sure#I'm sorry call me basic but Lancelo.t is my favourite
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George is acting like a giddy little kid with all these TWOW mentions...he might really be close to finishing
#not to be delusional but they way he keeps mentioning it???#it's like he's excited about the idea of it finally releasing#now him talking about all the other stories he wants to release is delusional but...post-finishing a book delusion perhaps?#yeah I'm desperate for this book to come out so what?#my faves are the key 5 I've suffered so much in this fandom and with the show 😩#he's as hopeful as us that's for sure
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got dinner with the sisters tonight and I had the oh fuck, you're an adult realization about the youngest one.
#it's so wild how being around them brings up so many of my old wounds from childhood (self-inflicted)#that are so clearly just baked into my being at this point#—how I feel really lame in comparison to them#how I find them so keenly social and blossoming in ways I never really felt I could achieve—#but the middle one is adjusting so so well to living alone and coming into her own as an adult in a huge city. it's really awesome to see.#she suffered from middle child syndrome a bit but it made her strong in ways me and the youngest aren't#I think my very desperate need for my sisters to find me cool is SO transparent and close to the surface when I'm with them#and that I fundamentally think they are much cooler and more worldly and experienced than me also feels very close to the surface lol#(those are The Old Wounds ahahaa)#idk I'm not sure I'll ever NOT feel this way. even if I'm the only child who moved out of our state;#even if I've been living alone for many years and they're just freshly out of home#I think it's one of those things that will always be with me because of [mumbles] several influential factors in growing up#and the sort of ... awe and jealousy I've always felt towards them because of how the birth order worked out#with the gap between me and them larger than the gap between the two of them and how our schooling choices broke down#anyways this is maybe the primal wound that has made me so fucking weird/intense about every friendship I've ever had since#I love them more than anyone in the world; I want them to be as impressed by me as I am impressed by them;#I find myself ultimately unimpressive in comparison and that childhood thought will stay with me for -- perhaps -- life#anyways I love them so much and it was awesome spending most of the day with the middle one and getting to make conversation with her.#she is so cool
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i love when we hit the final month of tri because for some reason that's when my brain decides if i stare at my laptop screen, my assignments will do themselves
#i need to read at least 8 papers tonight and i'm still tryna find one#the reality is probably that i personally need to write the paper i desperately need#perhaps my honourd thesis 👀#no one talk to me about next year being my final year of undergrad cause i still don't know where to go next#v talks#about uni!
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