#percilmore

[vaxyl]

I HAVE COMPLETED PILLARS OF ETERNITY 2 DEADFIRE AT LAST!

I never played the first game and I made a total dog's dinner of my first run in this game, but I had fun!

Percy found a new love in Tekēhu, but the man has a destiny he feels he must follow, so for now Percy must sail on home without the "handsome fish".

But he still has his beloved Vax'ildan, Shaun, Scanlan and Grog at his side, along with the now very disillusioned Edér who decided to tag along with them in the end.

I'd delve further into the ending I got, but I don't think any of us care too much.

But please, do imagine Percy being waved away onto his ship by Ngati's chosen son.

Imagine Percy walking to join his other loves by the edge, staring down at Tekēhu as they begin the voyage home.

Imagine Tekēhu winking and blowing Percy a kiss as Vax hugs Percy from the side, kissing Percy's cheek for Tekēhu, while Shaun wraps an arm around Vax.

Imagine Grog, with Scanlan on his shoulders, waving goodbye to Tekēhu while Scanlan plays a song of "farewell, until we meet again".

Imagine Edér watching this, leaning against the mast and smoking his pipe lazily as he thinks of home and of what's to come in the following years.

Imagine Tekēhu walking off to join the new crew he's to be sailing with, thinking of what he's about to set off to do, his mind travelling back to thoughts of the sea captain, Lord and Watcher that had captured his heart.

Imagine Percy and Tekēhu exchanging letters as often as possible when the seas and air allow it, imagine them planning their next date for when they see each other again at last.

And finally, imagine Percy and Shaun and Vox Machina waiting for Tekēhu at the harbour in Emon after years since their last farewell.

Imagine the way Percy brightens up when he sees a certain blue, godlike Amaua with glowing anemone-like hair, walking off a grand ship.

Imagine Tekēhu seeing Percy and running up to lift the fair haired Human off his feet in a whirlwind hug.

And imagine Vox Machina and Shaun Gilmore welcoming the magnificent man into their odd little family for life.

[mollymauk-teafleak]

Different Kinds of Love

 Listen. This is self indulgent. It is a rare ship. It requires a lot of knowledge of my own personal head canons.

But we’re here and maybe this might be your jam. If it is, I’d love if you left a comment! 

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Percy often ran to his workshop when he didn’t want to be alone with his thoughts. When he was younger and his mother didn’t have time for him because of the babies or he made a fool of himself in his lessons in front of his older brother or his team lost a rugby match because of a catch he’d fumbled, he would shut the door, bar it tight and lose himself in things that made sense to him. Nuts and bolts and neat white diagrams on crisp blue paper that always wanted to roll back up, the smell of shaved metal and solder, they pushed everything else out of his mind.

Percy didn’t have a workshop anymore, it had burned with the rest of it. But the itch was still there, the need for that order and understanding. So he used the key that Babenon had clearly said was only supposed to be for emergencies, technically broke into the garage at two in the morning and went to work.

And it did the trick. Sort of.

If he was laser cutting plastic for fresh headlamp covers, he didn’t have to think about what Caduceus had said, how a voice so calm and soft and simple had shattered everything. If he was welding a new body plate, he didn’t have to think about Vax’s stricken expression, as he’d dropped him off back at the apartment and driven away without a word to where he was going or when he’d be back, unable to not look at how small and scared he’d looked as he’d stood on the curb and cried his name uselessly. If he was scrubbing the rust and grime off old parts to make new again, he didn’t have to think of the hundreds of glances and passing touches and gentle words that now crowded together to make such an obvious pattern that he felt so stupid for not seeing it.

If Percy worked, pushing through the exhaustion and ache in his heart, he didn’t have to think about Shaun Gilmore. Or that was what he told himself.

He hadn’t thought to put the radio on, he’d been so desperate to have a problem he could fix in his hands that he hadn’t taken the time. So he heard the knock on the shutter just fine, startling him out of his fury of work, nearly making him crack the back of his head on the popped hood just above.

Percy’s first thought was that it was Babenon, though he didn’t imagine the crime lord would knock if he thought someone was breaking into his garage practically decorated with stolen parts. It would have been a bullet flying through the shutter rather than a polite request for entry. So as he walked over to press the button to raise it, hope flared in his chest that maybe it was Vax’ildan and he’d be able to throw himself onto his knees and beg forgiveness, that he’d hold him and wrap his wings around them and it would be like tonight hadn’t happened.

What he wasn’t expecting was to see Shaun Gilmore standing on the pavement, looking at him with red rimmed eyes, his usual effortless confidence and style completely gone. Even his hair was unbrushed, flyaways caught in the night breeze.

“Percy…” his voice sounded strained, completing the picture the red eyes had begun, “Can I...can I come in?”

“What are you doing here?” there wasn’t any anger in Percy’s voice, he wasn’t sure there was any in his heart either. He just sounded tired. But he didn’t step aside to let him in.

Gilmore bit his lip, like he’d been expecting that. He was dressed as he had been at Caleb’s party, a loose robe eager to be pulled away, tight, low cut shirt and trousers underneath for whatever lucky boy did the pulling. But now it just looked sad and out of place and he was clearly freezing.

“I thought you might be here after Vax said you weren’t home…”

“You spoke to Vax?” there was the anger, cold like ice cracking underfoot.

Gilmore winced, “Percy, I know you must hate me right now but please, if you just let me explain myself…”

“Are you going to tell me Caduceus was wrong?” Percy interrupted, not in the mood for explanations, “Because if you aren’t then I don’t think there is much more you can say to me, Gilmore.”

He waited, wanting to hear the words so badly but he knew they wouldn’t come. He’d known it from the second after Caduceus had spoken, in his usual, careless way, not understanding that there were some things people wouldn’t want said aloud, unable to see what his words would bring. He’d just spoken.

Because he’s in love with Vax’ildan.

He’d said it so casually, as casually as the question had been thrown out by someone Percy couldn’t even remember, jokingly asking why Gilmore always seemed unable to be his infamous, much prized dominating self with Vax, how he’d always end up softening and giving him anything he wanted seconds after making Mollymauk suffer in the most delicious way. Caduceus didn’t have the same grasp on sarcasm the rest of them did and his wide purple eyes saw things that others didn’t. So when someone had asked, he had answered.

Because he’s in love with Vax’ildan.

Just a handful of words. That had been all that was needed to change everything. One second they were lying around in their blissful post sex haze, pillowing their heads on whoever was close by, fingers wound loosely together, all of them catching their breath and thinking how nice it was to be surrounded by people who cared about you. And then the next second it broke.

Percy’s eyes hadn’t gone to Gilmore after Cad had spoken. He’d looked at Vax’ildan.

And he had seen the exact same expression on his husband’s face that he saw now, on Gilmore’s. The expression that told him everything he needed to know.

Caduceus was right.

“Yeah, I thought so,” he said flatly, about to disappear back inside and get back to things that made sense and would help him forget that another man was in love with his husband. A better man, more put together, more sure of himself, a man who could give Vax’ildan more than he ever could.

“Percy, please,” there were unshed tears in Gilmore’s voice, even for a man who looked like he couldn’t cry any more, “I know I’ve made such a terrible mess of things, I should have said something sooner but I will never forgive myself if I let things get worse.”

Percy looked at him with such deep exhaustion, finger itching to press the button regardless and shut it all away.

But when had that ever really worked for him?

So, with a sigh, he stepped aside and let Gilmore follow him in, hammering the shutter down the second he passed under it and going over to make two cups of coffee. Father had always taught him to be hospitable.

Gilmore hovered awkwardly, looking for a place to sit that wasn’t covered in machine parts or grease smears. He ended up just standing, shuffling his feet in a way that was so unlike the bombastic, theatrical shopkeeper Percy knew. Maybe because he’d always seen him in his own environment, his own space that he’d constructed to feel comfortable within. And now he was in Percy’s space, he was as unsure and small as Percy himself felt everywhere else.

He passed the mug to him, hoping it would put him at some kind of ease and wondering why he cared about that given the circumstances.

“I’m not...mad at Caduceus,” Percy felt the need to say it. He’d been crying when Percy had left the party with only a handful of words, a teary eyed, half dressed Vax in tow.

“I think he knows that,” Gilmore cupped his hands around the mug, “Molly was explaining it to him.”

Percy felt a little better, though not much, “So...just say what you need to say.”

Gilmore reached up and twisted the chain of his ear cuff around his fingers, marshalling his thoughts. Percy had never realised he did that when he was anxious. Maybe he’d just never seen him anxious before.

“I...I do love Vax’ildan,” he eventually murmured, “I can’t deny that. I have for a long time…”

Percy wished he could say the words didn’t hurt, even when he’d been braced for them.

“I know,” he answered, voice shaky, “I didn’t see it before but now...now I think about the way you look at him sometimes, how you would always have something he’d like behind the counter for him and you knew he’d love it before he’d even seen it. How you’d touch his shoulder and always choose him at Caleb’s parties and...and treat him so gently…you don’t do that with anyone else, not in the same way.”

Gilmore looked at him, expression agonised, “And...that’s all you see?”

Percy shrugged, hunching his shoulders, uncomfortable, “I mean, what else is there? You’re kind to him, you can give him things I can’t, you always know what to say when I would get tongue tied…”

Tears were building up behind his glasses and he screwed his eyes shut so they wouldn’t fall. He didn’t want to cry. Being angry would be so much easier, it would hurt less. It would feel less like defeat.

“Percy…” he couldn’t see Gilmore’s face but his voice sounded so soft and sad, “You see all that but...but do you never see the way I do it for you too?”

Percy’s eyes opened and he looked at him, stunned, “What?”

Gilmore sighed, looking like a man baring his heart, “I’m in love with Vax’ildan, Percy...and you. Both of you.”

Percy tried to take that in, unable to find a place for it in amongst all the broken bits inside him, it wouldn’t fit, “I...don’t understand…”

He laughed, the sound more sad than anything, “Oh Percy...is it really so impossible? That someone else could be so clearly loved but you could also have the same?”

Percy was very aware that his jaw was hanging open like a trap and he was gaping like a fish on land, “But...but you don’t touch me or...or anything like what you do with Vax? You don’t flirt with me?”

“Oh, dear, of course not!” Gilmore looked like he didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, “You wouldn’t like it! Vax’ildan is so different to you, you would find all of that uncomfortable. I...I tried to find different ways to show how I felt for you. How I feel for you.”

Percy blinked, not noticing his hand had gone slack enough that a thin dribble of coffee was pouring onto his shoes. He was too busy thinking of tens of rare books on engineering Gilmore had suddenly produced from nowhere for him to buy, despite nothing else like that being kept in the store. He was thinking of times when work had been exhausting him and he’d been walking around with bags under his eyes all week, when a word from Gilmore at just the right time would make him smile. He thought of questions Gilmore would ask about his latest projects, the hours he would listen so closely, like he was genuinely interested. He thought of the advice, the attentiveness he’d never seen for what it was until it was held up in front of him.

“Oh…” Percy croaked as Gilmore hurried up and straightened his mug before the coffee soaked into his socks, “I’m a fucking idiot.”

“No, Percy, no,” Gilmore said gently, now close enough that Percy could smell the spice and blossom of his cologne, “You just...aren’t used to thinking of yourself that way, same as Vax’ildan. And it breaks my heart, dear, it really does. And...well, I’d give anything to have the chance to show you just how loved you both are.”

Percy swallowed, grappling with several strong emotions at once, trying to sort out what he needed and didn’t, what he felt and what was false. It was dizzying and the cologne, thick and sweet enough to get drunk on, wasn’t really helping.

“I…” he swallowed, throat dry, “I think we’ll need to talk about it...all three of us…”

“Of course,” Gilmore said quickly, “Of course, I would never do anything the two of you weren’t comfortable with. I just...I needed to finally say how I felt. Keeping it in was hurting all of us and I’m sorry for that.”

Percy shook his head slowly, “You don’t need to be sorry, Shaun. It’s okay...I think I would like to kiss you thought?”

Shaun smiled then, that dazzling, warming smile that Percy knew. And after that it was easy.

It was different to kissing Vax. The scrape of facial hair against his own, the broad hands that settled on his shoulders and on the back of his head, the metallic taste of the gold stud in his tongue. It was different. But in a lot of ways it was the same.

It would take a lot of talking, a lot of thinking, a lot of open and honest conversations that were neither Percy’s nor Vax’s strong suit. But it would work. Somehow it would all click into place and a space they’d never realised was there would be filled.

And neither of them would ever have to wonder if they were loved ever again.

[rubyisms]

god does percy x gilmore even have an official name?

i know some people use “percilmore” for the poly shop of percy, vax, and gilmore (which, as someone who ships gilmore with both of these men and is percildan trash, the polycule choice is also fun)

[nottyouraveragegoblin]

How bout Gilmore and Percy?

I actually made a list of headcanons for them a while ago, so I’ll link that here (x), but here’s some additional stuff!

1. Stressed but well dressed.

2. Shaun can help take over in social situations

Percy: some ridiculously dramatic shit that is not even necessary in the situation

Shaun: haha my boyfriend is so funny! Anyway, *some casual conversation that fits the situation*

3.  Percy is ready to fight (and brutally kill) anyone who has ever hurt Shaun Gilmore

[kenzie-no-mc]

so i sent the jist of this to KR but i want it in my tag so here it is but better:

tl;dr percilmore!!!

Percy is young, I believe in a q&a Taliesin said he was early 20′s or so

and it’s been 5 years since the Briarwoods so he was late teens when that happened? maybe as young as 15?

he was practically a child. and we know from canon that he studied a lot, he didn’t have a lot of friends, and he liked to tinker with things

this makes Percy a boy who didn’t have a lot of social cues from kids his own age, a lot of his social experiences came from adults

and this is only compounded by the fact that he is a noble, where marriages are made for convenience, for power, for money; love is not a factor

so Percy, at a young age, probably believed that his job was to grow up, marry some girl his parents chose for him, crank out Percival Fredrickstein Von Musel Klossowski de Rolo IV, and then his duty will be done and he can hide in his basement and live the rest of his lonely life coated in black powder and missing most of his eyebrows

but then the Briarwoods came and Percy’s life was shaken up. he’s the singular noble in a group of weird misfits, and he’s watching them form relationships - platonic as well as romantic - and he’s going well then, maybe this love stuff isn’t so bad

for as smart as he is, for as clever as he is, he hasn’t socialized much at all, let alone socialized like this

they’ve known Gilmore for a while now, they’ve grown to trust him very much, and Percy watched the developing relationship between Vax and Gilmore, he’s seen the difference between Gilmore’s regular charm and the charm he saved for Vax. and, considering who Percy is, i’m sure he’s seen the lack of it since their little breakup and the attack from the conclave.

Percy’s never felt the wobbly knees or the mushmouth that comes when someone you’re attracted to - mostly because he’s never felt that attraction anyway - but imagine it hitting him like a ton of bricks when Gilmore looks at him with that smile and says “I love your mind.”

and this man - this boy - is suddenly deep in the throes of his first crush, something that should have happened years ago in the safety of Whitestone High School, but is now THRUST upon him in the middle of the most dangerous time perhaps in the entire history of Exandria.

Gilmore is in the middle of his own little crisis though, he still has feelings for his bird and he’s working to keep Whitestone safe from dragons. it’s a difficult time for any of this shit, really.

but man is it interesting

[dragqueenpentheus]

DID YOU HEAR THAT GILMORE LOVES PERCYS MIND #percilmorelives

[moonbafoon]

percy and gil collab on a new gun

[mollymauk-teafleak]

Talk more about Percy/Vax/Gilmore?? I’m all ready in rarepair hell with my other cr ships and I definitely need to add this to it

Haha, yeah it is rather niche, just me and @spiky-lesbian piloting our little leaky Percilmore rowboat. Though we are always welcoming newcomers

So this is modern au...

Percy and Vax are already together, they met at a club after Vax and Molly ended their casual friends with benefits thing after Molly decided he wanted a real relationship and clearly saw that wasn’t Vax’s thing. It was meant to be a one night stand but they enjoy each other’s company so much that it just keeps going and soon the two of them realise they’re in love. 

This is the time before Percy gets his father’s company and money off the Briarwoods, and custody of his sister. He works in a garage, fixing very much stolen cars and working hard to earn back what’s his and save his sister. Vax is helping as much as he can. 

They know Gilmore through the store and are friendly with him and there’s always been this vibe that Shaun was in love with vax (he fell in love with him at first sight) and it’s always made Percy feel insecure and jealous because why would anyone be with him when they could be with Shaun whose kind and funny and has his life together? 

Eventually Shaun turns up at Percy’s garage one night and they have a tense conversation that ends when Shaun goes ‘wait...no, I'm not just in love with Vax, I want you too?’ and Percy is just stunned because he never picked up on that. Shaun flirted very obviously with Vax because that’s what Vax likes but did Percy seriously never pick up on the fact that as soon as he mentioned he needed a certain tool, it would be in the store the very next day?? 

Awkward and embarrassed but interested, Percy talks to Vax and they agree to give being a poly relationship a go and its very rewarding for all of them. Shaun helps Vax and Percy heal from their own respective issues and loves them both unconditionally. His respectable standing also helps massively in finally bringing Percy’s case to court and getting his family’s earnings back and getting custody of Cassandra to save her from the Briarwoods

So now, with all the Stacks, they move to a lovely big house together and they all have their own space but all sleep in one massive bed all cuddled up together because Shaun realised he was dating the two most touch starved people on the planet. And happy ending!

[mollymauk-teafleak]

Who are your Top 5 Critical Role ships? (cr1, cr2 or both)

Ohhh good question. I don’t think this is an actual ranking, I like all of them at least equally.

1) Widomauk

2) Vaxilmore

3) Percahlia

4) Percilmore

5) Clayleb

[kenzie-no-mc]

@pumpkinnspice replied to your post: “@krshush replied to your post: “Interesting note about that gifset: ...”:

[swims out to board the ship] I'm here I'm queer and i love this

yeah but you didn’t even see them flirt yet fucking catch up hoe

@krshush replied to your post: “@krshush replied to your post: “Interesting note about that gifset: ...”:

If I've been lowkey on this ship for longer, does that mean you're Ponyo in that gif, jumpin' out to join?

yup here i come

[kenzie-no-mc]

@krshush replied to your post: “Interesting note about that gifset: Keyleth said they’re on a first...”:

This ship got a lil motor and I'm so Pleased

all aboard the good ship percilmore

[kenzie-no-mc]

Interesting note about that gifset:

Keyleth said they’re on a first name basis and Gilmore said no

Percy said they’re on a first name basis and Gilmore said go right ahead

The other person that consistently calls him Shaun without protest is Vax, aka his former boyfriend

I’M JUST SAYING

[nottyouraveragegoblin]

hcs for Gilmore/Percy?????? sort of a rare one I think rip

I have literally never considered this ship before but fuck it lets go.

Gilmore likes to give Percy really ridiculous and grandiose gifts. At first he started with nice cloaks and big floral arrangements, but he kept escalating his gifts. When Gilmore commissioned a sculpture of him, Percy had to shut him down.

Percy makes Gilmore small practical gifts. A new pocket watch when his old one broke or a neon sign for his new shop. Gilmore loves them so much. He’s usually not a very sentimental person but he will Never get rid of them.

Percy and Sherri have formed the coalition of “Make Shaun Gilmore Get Some Fucking Rest” they are rarely successful. (Percy is simultaneously a human disaster and a mother hen)

Gilmore has contacts in every city looking for Dr. Ripley so he can tear her limb from limb. Percy doesn’t know about this.

Gilmore is usually the big spoon but these boys never sleep so this happens like maybe once a week.

They spend a lot of time just working in the same room at night. They don’t really talk unless they want an opinion on one of their ideas, but they take comfort in each other’s company

Gilmore makes sure they talk about their feelings and is very attuned to Percy’s emotions and trauma

[dragqueenpentheus]

listen …………Percy/Gilmore. I don’t know if it even has a ship name. but I love it. pilmore gilcy percilmore???? I don’t care I want to hear about it constantly