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i adore how protective nine is of rose but i also think what is regarded a lot of the time as ten not caring about or valuing rose in the same way is him having more faith in her. it’s kind of like when people complain about rose not challenging ten the way she did nine when they’re just much more on the same page in s2 because they know each other better, so she doesn’t really need to.
in theory, ten could have yelled at rose in the idiot’s lantern for not waiting for him when she confronted magpie. but he doesn’t, he loses his mind trying to save her (VERY nine) and also acknowledges that her observation was spot on. the whole “domestic approach” line gets attention but i have never really interpreted his intention as being to insult her; in some ways, i feel her reaction is a holdover from nine, who did put down the idea of domesticity (and also actively manipulated her into leaving her mum in world war 3 which never really gets mentioned).
and of course, rise of the cybermen is a parallel to father’s day. the doctor starts out harshly talking to her the way he did when he was nine, forbidding her to see her father, but then he gives in when she just looks at him. which is exactly what he does that in father’s day too of course.
like, why do you think she refuses to be sent away in doomsday, another direct parallel to parting of the ways? she’s saying she’s not a kid anymore, that she already made her way back to him once before. she can’t be protected from the hard choices anymore and she won’t be, because she understands everything that it means to be the doctor’s companion. you never see it on-screen but clearly sometime between tooth & claw and doomsday she asks about what happened before he regenerated; she has to learn that she is the bad wolf, especially when she is to continue her journey of turning into nine in s4 and making hard choices. ten wouldn’t have known that, but it’s a mark of the respect and faith (he believes! in her!) that he stops protecting her from the truth.
#ninerose is so special and i get why people may prefer s1 over s2 because it’s TIGHT#but like…there’s a reason why the romance in s1 is kinda paternal lol#nine probably would have let the devil survive to save rose#or would have needed her to yell at him to make the choice#ten said i choose delusion and being in love and was RIGHT#doctor who#timepetals#ninerose#tenrose#s2 is so much better than people give it credit for tbh#like. direct link between rose looking into the heart of the tardis and ten killing the devil#they’re both insane and they’re soulmates#and then she got stranded on bad wolf bay and KNEW she could get back. some how some day#dw meta
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Green stans finding their way into the Team Black tag trying to convince people that both Teams end up losing the war - Never not funny.
Please, read the book and try to understand that even though the Blacks didn’t win the way they expected to, they still won. They’re still standing. They actually exist.
The Dance ends with the Seven Kingdoms under the control of the Blacks (since the final battle of the war was won by them):
Aegon III Targaryen
Viserys II Targaryen
Baela Targaryen
Rhaena Targaryen
Alyn Velaryon
Cregan Stark
Jeyne Arryn
Kermit Tully
Corwyn Corbray
Black Aly
Benjicot Blackwood etc.
Where are the Greens in this whole scenario? Dead? Extinct? Cool. Justice. House Targaryen’s biggest mistake, corrected.
So, you TG stans finally get the picture? The Greens are history (not even that, since history doesn’t bother remembering them).
#team black#pro team black#I don’t really care about what delusions they spew in their own tags but when you come into my precious TB tag shit will get real#Keep your fanfictions away from Rational People who understand Asoiaf tags#And stop living in denial while you’re at it. The Greens have no legacy. They are never even mentioned in current Asoiaf storyline#rhaenyra targaryen#anti team green#anti team green stans#asoiaf#canon asoiaf#asoiaf meta#hotd#house of the dragon#anti greens#queen rhaenyra#the dragon queen#daemon targaryen#aegon iii targaryen#viserys ii targaryen#cregan stark#the lads#kermit tully#benjicot blackwood#alysanne blackwood#the blacks#jeyne arryn#baela targaryen#alyn velaryon#rhaena targaryen#corwyn corbray
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Hey um? So you wavier (and other ship of the guy I can't remember) fans (if you exist???) Yall do realize if Netflix had an issue with the content of the book they would've a) not have employed the author or b) made them rewrite it, right? Like, are yall aware of the editorial and commission process????
#READ PROCESS??#because im seeing people who dont understand#you get up in arms about the amount of wenclair and call it a fanfic but its an official document#netflix is profiting off this#they control the product besties!#furthermore they control who they want to write the book!#even if its a scheme to get more money this is clearly the image they are at the very least tolerant of having#curious to hear your thoughts (read: delusions) though#wednesday series#wednesday show#wednesday netflix#wednesday#wednesday addams#wenclair#wavier#wednesday x xavier#wedneaday x tyler#wednesday x enid#wednesday adaptation#wednesday novel
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holy shit wait i think i’m delusional /genuine
and i don’t mean that like “omg 😻 i’m so delulu!!!1!1!1!2!1!!!!!!!!!” i don’t say that shit that’s fucked up.
i mean i think i am having literal delusions. specifically about people secretly hating me and being out to get me. i also keep thinking that someone or something is implanting thoughts into my brain and also ive had thoughts that aliens are contacting me (by implanting the thoughts into my brain), that nobody understands me like in a literal sense, that there are eyes watching me in certain areas, that people can read my thoughts, that my meds are hurting me, that something or someone is coming for me, lots of stuff like that.
and i know most people would consider my angel stuff delusions and i say they are when im double book keeping but they are NOT delusions to me. i dont consider them delusions i just pretend that i do. but tbh calling my angel thoughts delusions actually bothers me quite a bit. they’re very much real and people just dont get it so they think its delusions
right now the world and my mind are extremely scary and painful places for me. especially my mind tbh. but it’s making me act really unkindly to people i really care about and im not sure what to do about it. all i know is that i absolutely cannot keep behaving and feeling this way for much longer it’s just not ok for me ofc but not my loved ones either
#ghost vents#delusions#paranoia#actually mentally ill#can someone who has experience with these things please weigh in#personal experience with like delusions and abandonment issues and paranoia and ocd preferably#not all of those things together but yeah#because i love my therapist and she is kind but i think this is a bit too much for her and every session#i haven’t been really getting anywhere at all#just sliding even deeper into the horrors#and i’m at a complete loss at what to do#i’ve tried pushing myself to talk to people and reach out and stay present and comfort myself and self soothe and and and#it’s NOT working#please please please help me
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JUST WHEN THE WERE STARTING TO GET ALONG AGAIN IT'S SO OVER I'M GONNA LOSE IT
#WORST DECISION EVER TO LIKE THIS SHIP THEY CAN NEVER GIVE ME A BREAK#*explotes them*#his episode made me think more about whatever they have going on tbh#i never expected them to actually acknowledge how idolized Matakara's view on Arajin was#also i kinda hope Arajin realizes that he also projects his own delusions towards Mahoro#not sure if it will happen tho😭😭😭#but I really liked that parallel I don't know why I didn't notice it earlier u_u#currently my opinion on ar*jin is neutral#i get why many people hate him more after this episode#but I want to wait and see how his character wraps up before saying anything but i don't dislike him#or maybe i just got used to his character partially because he reminds me of Ataru and I really like that guy#but yeah I think maybe in the end Mata and Ara will reconcile and become friends again...or maybe not who knows :3#bucchigiri?!#bucchigiri#arajin tomoshibi#matakara asamine#MaJin#MataJin#AraMata#anime#live kaii reaction#kaiicore#*les priva de derechos*
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Zutaras are really the original self-insert, "we understand the story soooooo much better than everybody else" girlies and they just never moved on
#anti zutara#no offense to anyone who ships it and follows me but I'm so over the shipping wars of this show that aired almost 20 years ago 😭#at some point you guys are gonna need to hang it up cause there's a sequel series and these people are married with children like...#we get it if you were Katara you would've chosen Zuko but guess what?! you aren't and need to stop projecting onto her#the pretending to care about Katara is what really gets me cause she's never even implied to have romantic feelings for him#or vice-versa + it ignores her anger towards him and how long it took her to forgive him + rightfully so#criticizing the writing for Kataang is one thing but turning around and shipping Zutara while doing so is crazy work#ship it if you want but please stop pretending it makes more sense when both Zuko and Katara have their own separate romances 😭#love how people have to age Aang down + infantilize him and erase Mai to make it work but sure it's the better option#stop erasing Katara's arc and development just to claim that Aang brings her down when she's been a bad-ass since season 1#reducing her arc to that ONE moment with Zuko and ignoring all of her other development just to prop up a ship is nasty#Katara isn't a reward for Aang and she sure as hell isn't one for Zuko stop belittling her like that#if y'all didn't watch ATLA when you were 12 and think Zuko was cute this ship wouldn't even exist#thinking about that post that said the writers /pandered to dudebros/ like we all weren't children the delusion is crazy sdfssdfsdfsd#also seeing AANG of all characters getting whacked for a ship...please get a life and stay away from him#antizutara
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Guys, I really hate to be a killjoy but Fit did not call Pac "babe" in today's live.
#mod talk#TBD#?#Maybe#I wanted to post an edit with that earlier but I missed the ''good posting time'' window#And now I wish I posted it anyways because I keep seeing incorrect transcripts circulating (both here and on twt)#it makes me wince a bit because I hate seeing misinformation spread#Like if it's a matter of ''let me be delirious'' go ham but I'm seeing lots of folks who didn't watch the live taking people's word for it#Delusions can be fun but on Royal Archivist I'm always going to present the facts as-is.#Translations; transcripts; whatever it is - I'll always do my best to represent things accurately#which is why I always try to ask for clarification if I'm not sure about something#This is such a non-issue but I just saw a few people get bummed out when they found out the ''babe'' thing wasn't true and it made me sad#Anyhoo. Got a couple edits to share tomorrow so keep an eye out for that
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i think like. so much would be solved if we normalized the fact that some people do experience delusions and hallucinations. like yes, its something that those people need help with/need more accommodations for, but we could use being more understanding of people with psychotic symptoms in general.
like, i can tell you that at least one person raving about conspiracy theories is someone who experiences delusions, and if we understood that, we wouldn't have such a hard time getting them back to a more grounded perspective.
i am someone who experiences delusions and I do get incredibly triggered by all the unreality bullshit, the simulation theories, all that unreal bullshit, and it is actively negatively impacting people like me.
we could really use a better understanding of those with these symptoms, because acting like having hallucinations/delusions makes you a killer is a take that makes zero sense. Like, genuinely, you have no idea what you're talking about if that's where you immediately go. I can point out a bunch of shit discussing the darkness of humanity and that logic applies to anyone, regardless of mental illness. Delusions and hallucinations don't mean you'll act on anything, it just means that your brain is creating false images or thoughts, and that can get really fucking confusing.
We could use a little more empathy or compassion towards those with these symptoms, because obviously this shit isn't going away for us, just like other disabled people dealing with their disabilities. We are not idiots or monsters, our brain just gives us random false shit sometimes and it really fucking sucks. Be more understanding or I'll telepathically insert false shit into your brain one day, y'all should see the nightmare that some of us have to deal with.
#babey posts#actually delusional#delusions#hallucinations#schizo spectrum#actually psychotic#psychosis#paranoia#hypervigilance#honestly if i wasnt aware of my paranoia. id probably believe a lot of the conspiracy theories out there because of it#like that shit is so strong it makes me feel like everyone's out to get me#and i know they're not! my delusions are just delusions#but for some people. they struggle to tell about that sort of thing and i dont fucking blame them#and we should be more accommodating of people who experience symptoms like this in general#i can handle unreality to an extent. but there's some people who can't handle it at all.#be more respectful and understanding and dont trigger people for fun
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i wish people understood that when i (and many others) call people fakers on syscringe i don't mean that they're deliberately faking. i mean that in some way their symptoms indicate factitious DID, something that can be done completely by accident.
people can be FULLY convinced they have a disorder, often with the help of other people in the same situation encouraging them because they can relate to eachother. this is why self-diagnosing in a largely self-diagnosed community is so damaging. if you take medical research completely as subjective, anything could be DID. i believe everyone claiming to have DID genuinely THINKS they have it.
doctors are more of an ally than you'd think. even if they won't diagnose you, they WILL help you manage your symptoms and heal. that's something you SHOULD want. if you can't get diagnosed with DID, get diagnosed with PTSD. and for the love of god, please actually try to accept healing.
#systemscringe#i just get so frustrated and sad thinking about people who give up healing in favor of a delusion
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Woke up to two comments today.
One was a sweet person enthusiastically telling me how much in my DBZ fic they enjoyed watching Vegeta freak out and make everything worse, his hot mess was “beautiful”.
The other was a Maedhros simp telling me on the fifth chapter of North to South that I “white-washed” Mae by not having him be a 10,000 iq giga brain running circles around the smartest people in Westeros. It included the phrase “do better author”.
Something something the duality of man, something something all things in balance, lol
#when the DRAGONBALL fans have more appreciation for flawed characters#you might need to log off friend#I used to respond to people who didn’t like my characterization choices but it’s not worth it anymore#like I’m sorry babe WHAT CHARACTER AM I WHITEWASHING#he barely HAS ONE#and Maedhros is obviously portrayed as a good general but he’s not a ‘all according to keikaku’ schemer#his ONE major military strategy is a full on assault lol#it’s ‘other elves don’t want to kill us GET EM’#asdfghhk like COME ON#the only sneaky thing he does is steal the silmarils and Eonwe CATCHES THEM#the delusion Maedhros inspires in some folks…#Tribble post#don’t mind me
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Okay okay okay this is 100% my fav episode of the season so far that was so much fun oh my god I’m bouncing off the walls rn what a BOP
#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#rogue spoilers#look I know people are gonna go off like it’s not as deep as the others so far#but honestly I like that about it#they’ve been experiencing The Horrors since Boom#let them have a win#and YES I’m calling it a win bc obv the doctor is gonna get Rogue back eventually#(let them have a win let me have a delusion shut up)#but come ON#‘tap twice for battle mode’#shape shifting aliens that for no reason vaguely resemble an earth animal#the dancing#the DRAMA#the ROMANCE#fifteen being the smoothest motherfucker to ever walk the earth#like damn Doctor started from the bottom now you’re here with the romance skillz#David Tennant:)#rogue instantly going from Cool Bounty Hunter to fuckin NERD#my absolute PANIC when Ruby#Ruby calling the Doctor the FUCK out for avoiding his emotions#‘bitch no you need a hug you’re getting a hug’#the setup for a new storyline trying to find Rogue#satisfying ending that doesn’t make me rage at the world#while I’m still raging from the previous several#THE TEASER FOR NEXT WEEK#AHHHHHHHHH#I’m VIBRATING I loved that ep#and OH some of these are gonna be UNPOPULAR opinions#but oh well
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The Oncler is trans, but is the Lorax trans as well or is he just a cis hating a trans person having hobbies(Polluting the world heavily) because hes lame
he's actually the onceler from the future after he transitioned.
#asks#ihategenders#also btw i got an ask the other day directed towards you#it said that you shouldnt use the word “delulu” or “delusional” because it makes light of people who actually get delusions/hallucinations#just fyi#:]
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Yumetwt is so exhausting TwT
Every time you have some anon going "erm guys if you're non-sharing and it causes you to have panic attacks you're unhealthy and need help 🥺🥺" like yeah. Everyone knows. We've had this discussion every single day for the past 6 months and atp It sounds like you're trying to make everyone miserable rather than spread awareness lol
I'm all for keeping people safe and not encouraging unhealthy delusions, but when smth has already been discussed once or twice THERE'S NO NEED FOR MORE CHRIST
#𝜗𝜚 ┈ oratory 。 📜#I'm not even in it at all#I just catch strays because i like the imagines lol#istg they're gonna make delusional people get worse out of spite /hj#saying all this as someone who struggles wihh delusions myself
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I went to sleep thinking about Supernova so now you have to deal with them again
So after all hell breaks loose and they’ve been trying to find a solution to the problem for a while, Slash and Delusion are probably going to end up meeting up alone once in a while. Might not be intentional. Likely won’t admit to it when it is intentional.
Pretty much the only place Delusion and Slash could hang out safely *and* have Delusion’s aura suppressed so he can just chill and not worry about hurting himself by having negative emotions is probably going to be Delusion’s apartment.
Unless they, for some reason, go through the trouble of setting up a little secret place with a magic suppression field. But that’s so much troubleee
So slash just breaks into his apartment. Because that’s so much safer (sarcasm). God only knows how she managed it. Delusion doesn’t bother asking, he doesn’t care anymore.
It’s so weird for her to see him emoting like a normal person. She never saw this before she started breaking in, and while she’s not surprised he has the suppressor thing in his apartment, it’s so bizarre that it almost feels like danger
fortunately it’s not. At least, not inherently.
But then sometimes they just end up in a back alley alone and neither of them come home for a while so. Yknow.
also can I just.
Them having an almost soft moment, because feelings are getting to be so much. Delusion, who by now has completely given in to the feelings, asking if she’ll stay the night. He just wants her there. It doesn’t have to be anything else. She can leave whenever. She could leave at the crack of dawn if she wants.
Slash naturally wants to say no. It doesn’t feel right. She’s always been with Byte and Pluto and they’re going to be so worried when she doesn’t come home.
“Eventually, that won’t be problem,” Delusion says.
“…If you could promise not to brainwash them it’d probably happen a lot sooner.”
“I don’t brainwash anyone. I just help them see things my way. If they decide that’s the correct way, that is their choice.”
“Yeah, sure. Like all those people who protested JR’s methods suddenly preaching about how wonderful it is switched extremes in a week of their own volition. I don’t care what you call it. You don’t need to do it to Error and Nightmare.”
“And risk them taking you away? Or Nightmare leaving again? No.”
“You’re the reason he left in the first place, jackass.”
“…yes. I am. But I will make it right.“
eventually Slash agrees. because despite herself she does want to stay. Just this once.
Can I ALSO just
“One way or another, we’ll find a way to make this work.”
Delusion knows she doesn’t like his solution, but he’s willing to “help” her see how good it would be.
She knows he would. But she’ll introduce his head to a baseball bat if it’ll get him to just agree to do it her way.
Honestly their goals are pretty much exactly the same, it’s just the method of getting there that’s the problem.
The goal is for them to all just be chill, Slash can have her besties and an inadvisable boyfriend, Delusion will get to have his childhood bestie back and an inadvisable girlfriend, and also Delusion will clear them of charges from JR and help them hide from the rest of law enforcement so they can do whatever they want.
If they were all chill there’s the slight possibility that the horror squad would help him take targets out, but they’re a bunch of petty little shits so it’ll take quite a while before they even seriously think about it.
#Supernova (Slash x Delusion)#horror!dreamswap#h!ds slash#H!DS Delusion#this is mostly a ‘pretty far along’ bunch of thoughts#delusion would probably use terms of endearment like ‘dear one’#like it’s very sweet but also sounds sort of fancy. and it absolutely makes him sound pretentious#at least to people who don’t think he’s a god. like slash#unfortunately she thinks it’s funny so she kinda likes it#meanwhile even in the best case scenario for them she’s still insulting him#eventually it would probably get almost to the level of joking threats that she does with Pluto and Byte. but not QUITE as violent#Because it’s a love language and I’m sorry sir but byte and Pluto are more important
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the brainrot I have just witnessed in r/musicals of all places
#🥞🧇#the amount of people that will do ANYTHING to defend an a-list celeb who is objectively a terrible person is insane#like there are MANY accounts of this person being awful all you have to do is Google them#and yet their ‘fans’ are some of the most brain dead ppl online I’ve ever seen#‘cheating isn’t that bad it’s not like they killed someone’s family’ HUH??????#I cannot believe I had to read that multiple times 😭😭😭#‘you don’t know them’ ok neither do you???? how hard would it be for u to hold them accountable?? esp when there is evidence??#the hoops of delusion y’all are jumping through … ur doing way more work to dance around this person’s behavioral issues than I am simply#disliking them#like no wonder this person has been able to get away with EVERYTHING if their fans act like this jesus christ
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If it's just one person calling you stupid then sure enough theyre saying it because they need you to seem worse standing next to them so they feel better about themselves in comparison. Even if they have to manipulate reality itself to make it true. And do you know who would do such a thing. A stupid person
#It takes a certain kind of rigidity and unwillingness to view life in a flexible manner.#I want something to be true. So im going to deny everything that disproves it. And i cant handle the alternative.#So im just gonna change how this person feels about themselves and make it true.#Just because thats the only version of the world i can really digest.#Thats pretty dumb.#Like everything else seems to confirm that i must be pretty bright. Im no genius but#I always got good grades without very much studying and ive had lots of different people say im smart in different contexts.#And I know im real good at thinking outside the box and thinking about problems in a creative and flexible way#And im real good at critical thinking. If im not throwing caution to the wind and ignoring myself#I just suffer from all the ailments of adhd and trauma#Like im constantly dissociating to some degree so my brain is really foggy. I feel dumb#And i cant pay attention to things for very long and when I read it hurts. My feelings.#And Sometimes when I have to use logic really hard. I get a headache.#I know i can do it because i can play fire emblem on lunatic classic. But. It. Hurts. My. Forehead.#Anyway#When i think about the ppl who have called me stupid its like 2 people.#And those people were like a gordian knot of pure delusion. The most fucked up people Ive ever seen.#Like. Not reliable sources#And so what if i am stupid. What is stupidity anyway. Thats a different conversation
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