#people have tried to befriend me but either I squirm away and don't let them
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I'm simply not made to have friends
#people have tried to befriend me but either I squirm away and don't let them#or (this is what I did during school aka the last time I had friends) I have the most surface level friendship with them#like I'm not telling them anything personal at ALL and we don't really ever hang out outside of where we're forced to be together (school)#and I don't initiate anything ever so we lose contact as soon as we're not forced to be together anymore#and even before that I'm in my friends top 20 of people maybe while I only have like 3 people at all#and it's my own fault and there's nobody to blame but me#I keep going 'oh boohoo I have no friends and I'm lonely :(' and then somebody tries to befriend me and I fight them off with a stick#like. this is my own fault and also will probably never change bc my personality simply won't let me befriend people.#or get close to people in general in any way. I also can't open up to my family about anything bc Feels Bad#even when there's probably no reason for me to feel that way#'I want a girlfriend' you're so funny you can't tell anyone irl about anything that's more personal than your favorite color#doddie redet#WHATEVER good night or something 🌃
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